Dammit! Dammit, Dammit, Dammit!!!
Ahem. [Deep Breath]
I was really hoping that Ayanyan's foot would heal, and she would be able to come back.
I don't think this would have upset me quite so much if it was the only recent NMB graduation. But what feels like a massive exodus of NMB members this year has really been weighing down on me. And now this -
the second announcement today - just feels like too much.
Plus, I really really like Ayanyan. Probably more than any of the other recent graduations. Also, it's worse to me when a member has to graduate for physical reasons rather than because they choose to so they can study more, or because their career is taking off somewhere else.
Now then, I want to end this mostly negative post on a positive note. She says "I have decided to follow a different path from now onward. I want to believe in myself and keep walking ahead." I believe in Ayanyan, and will support her in whatever path she follows.