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Title: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: anakpanti on October 01, 2013, 12:06:01 PM
PROLOGUE

Destiny can screw up a friendship and a love relationship.
When destiny is playing with us.. we can't see any difference between enemy, rival, and friend anymore.
Everything can change.



"What's your name?"

"Rena." She take the cigarette from her pocket.

"Okay Rena, Let's get out from here." Jurina grab Rena's hand and then she took Rena's cigarette.

Rena release her hand, "How much money do you have?"

"............" Jurina look into Rena's eyes. "I have it, more than you can imagine."

==========================****=======================

Churi pointed at someone, "Rena.. Did you look that men?"

"Of course I am.. I'm not blind." Rena rolled her eyes.

"Let's take him." Churi smirked.

"My pleasure." Rena walk first and leave Churi behind.

==========================****=====================

"Give me your phone..."

Churi still shock, afraid, and confuse. Her tears can't stop falling.

"Give me your damn phone??!!!"

But Churi still sat on the floor, so Jurina just grab Churi phone from her hand.

Jurina calling, "Hello doctor. We will come there as soon as possible, please be ready."

================== END OF PROLOGUE ===================

This is a complicated drama. This is the most complicated fanfic that I've wrote.
Title: Re: [4 Shot] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [PROLOGUE]
Post by: Kiri-el on October 01, 2013, 12:26:21 PM
It's sounds interesting. I'm waiting for the first chapter.  :)
Title: Re: [4 Shot] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [PROLOGUE]
Post by: kurogumi on October 01, 2013, 01:12:58 PM
sound interesting but sad at the same time...
Title: Re: [4 Shot] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [PROLOGUE]
Post by: Terragen on October 01, 2013, 03:09:38 PM
rene smoke cigarette??? that new
Title: Re: [4 Shot] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [PROLOGUE]
Post by: FairyNyan on October 01, 2013, 03:23:09 PM
New fic  :twothumbs
u are great writer anakpanti  :thumbsup i read all your fic at tumblr and i find you here  :grin:

by the way are you from indonesia?  XD
Title: Re: [4 Shot] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [PROLOGUE]
Post by: anakpanti on October 01, 2013, 03:32:45 PM
rene smoke cigarette??? that new

yeahh.. I'm thinking something new, so reader didn't get bored at me.. :P
Title: Re: [4 Shot] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [PROLOGUE]
Post by: anakpanti on October 01, 2013, 03:35:16 PM
New fic  :twothumbs
u are great writer anakpanti  :thumbsup i read all your fic at tumblr and i find you here  :grin:

by the way are you from indonesia?  XD

Thanks for read my fanfics. Thx for your support too.

Yup, I'm from Indonesia, Jakarta. Are you Indonesian too??
Title: Re: [4 Shot] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [PROLOGUE]
Post by: FairyNyan on October 01, 2013, 03:52:15 PM

Thanks for read my fanfics. Thx for your support too.

Yup, I'm from Indonesia, Jakarta. Are you Indonesian too??

yeah , im indonesian, i live in bandung  :)2
Title: Re: [4 Shot] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [PROLOGUE]
Post by: BbSis on October 01, 2013, 04:42:43 PM
Wow a very dramatic fanfic this time! My mind is already running trying to figure out things!

I don't want to make assumptions yet ><

Anxiously waiting.for.the update o/
Title: Re: [4 Shot] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [PROLOGUE]
Post by: Zita on October 01, 2013, 06:01:54 PM
Hm something new and it sounds interesting.
It sounds so dramatic.  :grin:
Title: Re: [4 Shot] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [PROLOGUE]
Post by: chiqinna on October 02, 2013, 07:27:22 AM
interesting... :D
 :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs
Title: Re: [4 Shot] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [PROLOGUE]
Post by: White Hawk on October 02, 2013, 08:49:22 AM
Waah~! This is sooo interesting!! :twothumbs :twothumbs
I really cant wait to read the next chapter  XD
Title: Re: [4 Shot] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [PROLOGUE]
Post by: Archer1992 on October 02, 2013, 05:34:05 PM
too short but is interesting

thanks

and update soon!!
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 1)
Post by: anakpanti on October 02, 2013, 06:17:31 PM
PART 1

I threw my body to a chair.

What a suck life that I have! Last week, I just broke up with Mayuyu because I found that she's sleeping with my own friend, Kashiwagi.
And today, my company’s proposal rejected by a sponsor. Sh*t!
I don’t want dad give this company to my older sister, Mariko.


I heard someone knocked my door.

"Matsui-san, are you okay?"

She’s my secretary… “I’m fine, Airin.”… and my high school friend.

"You’re always a bad liar, Jurina." I saw she put her books on the table. She turned my chair and then she’s start massaging my shoulders, neck, and head.

"Thank you, Airin. If you’re not by my side all this time, I’m not sure to get through all of this trouble." I closed my eyes and tried to relaxing my body.

"Just go home and take a rest, meeting was over for today." She stop massaging. She hugged me from behind and put her chin on my head. "Do you still afraid of Mariko?"

"I’m not afraid. She's just.. too smart. She can handle my family companies well. But me.. I’m so stupid, I even can not take care 1 company!"

"Jurina.. where is your ‘self-overconfident’ go?" She chuckled. "Go home. I will take care this company today."

"Okay, I trust you." I stand up, I kiss her cheek, and then walk away.

I drive about half hour. I arrived at my apartment. When I’m about to undress, a yellow card fell from my pocket. Paradise Cafe.

*FLASHBACK*

"Recently, I saw you so stressful.. this isn’t like Ms. Matsui Jurina. What happen?"

"None of your business" I look away.

What’s he thinking about?! I’m his boss. As long as I know about him from other employees, this old men is an ‘ass-kisser’. How can my dad hired someone like this?!

He give me a card, “You will need this to refreshing your mind." after he whispered it, he smirked. "Have fun!!" He laughed.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

That old men really weird. I put that card on my bed and then I go to the bathroom.

=========================****========================

I don’t know what’s in my mind an hour ago but… I AM REALLY HERE!!

*FLASHBACK*

I read some description in the card.

Are you feel tired of your work? Are you just have a broken heart? Are you bored of your life? Do you need some refreshing stuffs?

I raise my eyebrows, “Yes, yes, yes, and yes.”

I continue to read.

Then.. this is a right place!

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I look around, “Why this cafe is too quiet? It’s already 9 PM.”

I open my car’s window and ask to a security, “Is this place closed?”

"It will opened at 11PM, is this your first time?"

"Yes."

He observing my car and I think he love it. Of course! I’m a Billionaire’s daughter. This fancy car is nothing for me. I'm proud of myself.

"It’ll opened in 2 hours later, but… I think you are an exception person. We won’t let our awesome guest waiting too long." He smile and bowing me. He open my car’s door. "This way."

I get away from my car. After I locked my car, I walk following that men. He let me come inside, Wh-what kind of place is this?!

Of course this’s not my first time went to a cafe, but this is the first time I saw a strange cafe like this. Too many lights and a stage is a little bit too high and... a pole??!!.

But I keep walking calmly, I don’t wanna embarrass myself. But… I stop walking suddenly. I saw many girls practicing some dance move on the stage.

My eyes focused to one girl who standing in the center. She wear a white shirt and black jeans, beautiful black hair, beautiful eyes, white skin. I keep watching her dance…… Oh my God, my cheeks feels hot.

"You have a great taste." I saw that security smirked at me. I really want to punch his face when I see how this men look that girl, so disgusting!

"She called as 'black angel', she’s very popular here. She rarely talk to someone." He look at me, "But as I said before.. you’re an exception."

We continue walking, and finally we enter a room. This room look comfortable. I sit on a sofa.

"Please wait here until the cafe opened. Enjoy yourself. I will call a waitress for you." He close the door.

I don’t want to be here alone and I want to talk to that girl. Who is she?

I’m shock because that men open the door again, “I will call ‘black angel’ for you.. but she has something to do first.” He grinned and then close the door again.

I can’t close my mouth, “How can he read my mind?! Urgh.”

No need to wait too long, a waitress come in and give me a menu list. After I read it for a few second, “Wine, please.” I raise my head and look at her. It’s feels like a hundred thunderbolt attacking me.

"Jurina??!! WHAT-ARE-YOU-DOING-HERE?!" She grab my hand and drag me to outside this place. "Do you have an idea what kind of place is this??!!"

I shook my head.

"This is a place where a b*tch works!!"

I open why eyes widely. ”NO WAY!!” I’m dead, I will dead. She will tell it to my father and they will humiliate me. I really have no idea. Fu*king old men!! I will fired him tomorrow!!

Wait a minute.. I look at her and grinned. “I wanna ask you too. Why are you here, Akane?” I will not lose at her tonight. I smirked.

"Me??? Hmmm… " She scratch her head. She looks nervous.

She’s my eternal-rival. She’s my rival in school for 6 years and she’s a Billionaire too, like me. Our family companies are compete with each other. I’m totally curious about why she’s here.

I’m in a different case, I wouldn’t know this place if that ‘old men who will fired tomorrow’ gave me this card. But Akane, she already know what kind of place is this. Oh my… did she do ‘that’ with those b*tch??!! I gasped.

"Do not think any negative reason!! Stupid! I work here in the night."

"What??!! This’s more worst than I imagine, Akane!! Did you mean…… you’re one of those b-"

"I’VE TOLD YOU, JURINA… DON’T THINK SOMETHING LIKE THAT!! I’m a waitress here. I didn’t do anything bad here. I did this because of an important reason. I- I…." She looks nervous again, "Wait. I don’t have to explain everything to you! Let’s just make this as our little secret. Don’t tell it to anyone."

I buried my curiosity deeply. I'm relieved that I’m not in trouble now. “Okay, deal.” I open my wallet and give her 10,000 yen, “Give this money to that men. I don’t want he think that I don’t have money and run away. I don’t wanna called as a poor person.”

"As usual. Jurina always arrogant and like to waste money." She take it from my hand. "I’m a rich too.. but I’m not like you. You need to learn how to become a humble person."

I turn away, ”I don’t wanna take any advice from someone who work in a slut place like this.”

"Churi!! Why are you here? I'm looking for you.. I need my drink."

"Sorry, I didn’t know that your practise is over… Matsui-san"

Matsui? I look back. I’m totally shock. Th-that’s the girl!! She’s Matsui too? She’s Akane’s friend?

I wanna talk to that girl but I saw Churi staring at me. So, I just walk to my car.

========================= **** ===========================

"Jurina."

"Yes?"

Airin entered my office. "Daydreaming?"

"No. Of course not. I'm just too nervous about our meeting tomorrow." I look at the window.

Airin hugged me from behind, “Liar. What happened?”

"A… Airin, please don’t hug me when we’re in the office. The employees will misunderstand us."

She pout. She release her hug. “Okay, Matsui-san.” She bowing to me.

"Airin.. that’s not what I mea-"

She close the door. I sighed.

How can I tell her that I’m thinking about another girl? I always know that Airin have a special feeling for me, but she’s too shy to confess it to me. Now, after I broke up with Mayuyu… she will think that she has a chance with me.

At first, I thought about it too. She’s the only one who close with me, she always kind to me, she always standing beside me when I need a help. She is the only one person in this world that I want her to be my love.

But after that day.. It’s changed. That girl… her eyes, her lips, her skin, her dance move, and her voice always show up in my mind. She’s too attractive. Yeah… I know this is crazy if this’s true… I must be crazy if I really like her.

Akkhh… I’m confuse!

========================= **** =========================

I can’t sleep. It’s been 2 weeks, but I keep thinking about that girl. Jurina… please open your mind!! That girl is not suitable for you!! You’re cool, beautiful, smart, rich, and educated. She just a prostitute!! I'm talking to myself like a crazy.

I can’t hold it anymore. I change my clothes and grab my key. I get in to my car, then I drive it to that ‘cafe’.

Last time, Akane can accept about that because I didn’t know that place before. But, how if she look me today?! I’m too embarassed to imagine about it.

I get out from my car and wanna enter that place.

A men come after me, “Wow… your car change again. You must be very rich. Why did you go last time? I already talk about you to ‘black angel.”

Ohh.. this men is from last time. "I have an urgent appointment last time. So, please kindly call that girl again. I will wait here.. it’s too crowded in there."

I hope that excuse will works, I don’t wanna meet Akane in there!

That men looks confuse, “okay.. I owe you, that's because you gave me an amazing amount of money last time. I even didn’t do anything for you. Wait a minute.” He run inside that place.

Ahh.. Thanks God, it’s works.

A few minutes later that men come here again, “She said that she will come.” He grinned.

I open my wallet. I take some of my money and give it to him. “Thanks brother.” I smile.

He smile too and he’s about to go. Suddenly, I have a great idea. I hold his arm. “Can you help me one thing again?” I give him some money again. “You know… that was the first time I came here, and now.. I’m not really comfortable too. Can she go out with me?”  I give him some money again. “Just 3 hours, I promise.”

"Sorry.. actually, you must pay her by yourself to inside. But, I think I can help you."

Gotcha! I grinned, “How much I need to pay?” He tell her price and I pay it. “Nice to know you, boy.”

"Don’t mind. You can call me if you need any help again." Then he go away.

I saw that men talk to another Matsui and pointed at me. Okay, I’m really nervous now! I even not this nervous when I need to attend a company meeting.

"So… you’re a rich girl that he said." she walk so calmly, then she touch my hand. My mind became so blank. She's about to kiss me, but I avoid her.

"NO!! Don’t get too near. I - I just wanna talk with you." I look away. If she ‘attacking’ me again.. I will run away.

She laugh, “You’re cute. You pay that much just because you wanna talk with me?”

"Ye-yes." I wanna die!!!! I didn’t look her face, because I’m too nervous.

She take a cigarette, then she smoke. “Okay, let’s talk then.”

"Not here. Let’s go to a more comfortable place."

Her face become more closer to me. I look away. I still don’t have enough courage to look her face. She touch my face. “Hotel?”

I avoid her hand, “NO. NO!! Please don’t act like that again. I just need to talk. Nothing else.” I must defending myself better. She’s too seductive. "Now, please get in to my car."

I open the door for her. She smile and she get in. I take a very-very deep breath before I get in too. My heartbeat still uncontrolled.

I start the engine, “Let’s just go to a restaurant.”

"Up to you." She still smoke in my car, I don’t like it but I can’t do anything.

After 15 minutes, we’re arrived. We order some drinks.

We just silent after that. I try to break this silent, “How are you?”

But she laugh, “How are you? I kinda back to school. I’m fine.”

"Ahh.. sorry." I just look to the table. Silent again…..

"I’m get bored now. Actually, what do you want? If there's nothing, we can back now." She stand up.

"No. Please don’t." I hold her hand. "I just too nervous." Finally, I have a courage to look her face.

As I saw last time.. she’s really gorgeous with that black outfit. "I'm sorry to make you bored. I will act naturally." I smile at her.

She stop smoke for a while, she look at me. "You're a weird girl."

"Yes, I am." I grinned. "Let's go to Shibuya!"

"She's shock, "With this outfit? Everyone will look at me strangely. You must be crazy."

I call the waitress and pay the bill. "Yes, I'm crazy." I grab her hand and drag her to my car.

After some minutes.

"We're arrive. Ahh.. wait here, I will buy a proper clothes for you." I get out and looking for some clothes. I never buy a clothes in a market like this, but what can I do? Her outfit is too sexy to walk in this place.
After I found it, I go back to my car. "Here. Change your clothes inside my car. Nobody can see you changing."

She look at me. Somehow I just saw a sad face, "What's wrong? If you didn't like it.. I can buy another one."

"No, this's fine. You don't get in too?"

I'm blushed, "No. I will wait here." I close the door.

Then, she come out. "Let's go."

"Wow..... you looks nice in any outfit." I smile. Actually.. I only bought a shirt, short-jeans, and a sneakers for her.

"Why are we here? It feels... something wasn't right. My customers never brought me here before."

"That's why I bring you here." I hold her hand. I look deep into her eyes. "I wanna date with you like other couples. not in a club, cafe, bed, or in a hotel. I wanna us became an ordinary couple in 1 night."

I swear that I look she didn't blinked for a few seconds. "You said.. this is your first time. So, I think you'll never forget me." I grinned.

She look away, "Do not get too confident."

I smile, "Let's walk around. You can play or buy anything you want." I saw a machine there, "Hey, let's take a picture together!!" I drag her.

"What?! We're not an highschool student anymore."

I give her my dog-plead-cute eyes. "Pleaseeee..."

"Urgh, FINE!" She rolled her eyes. "This is so silly and childish. I can't believe that you pay me for this. You can play here with anyone."

==================== TO BE CONTINUED ===================

Yeahh.. that's Rena's job. But don't worry... this fanfic is safe, I didn't have any talent to write a smut thing anyway.  :mon sweat:

I got my inspiration from This (http://gheemylittleworld.blogspot.com/2013/02/jurinas-darkness-pv.html) and This (http://anakpanti.tumblr.com/post/61465900555/anyone-can-you-please-kindly-tell-me-where-i-can)

Ahh.. my eyes burning.. :mon crazyinlove:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 1)
Post by: Zita on October 02, 2013, 07:39:10 PM
I have one really important question.
Is this sad or happy story? I need to prepare myself..............well you don't need to answer. :P
Thanks for update.
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 1)
Post by: BbSis on October 02, 2013, 09:14:25 PM
Wow this is kinda different from what I imagined. It is really interesting. I really want to know how this is going to develop. Why Churi works there?

Oh my so many questions ><

Thank you for the update o/
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 1)
Post by: anakpanti on October 03, 2013, 01:37:55 AM
I have one really important question.
Is this sad or happy story? I need to prepare myself..............well you don't need to answer. :P
Thanks for update.

You ask a question but I don't need to answer.. hmm... okay. Hahaha.
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 1)
Post by: anakpanti on October 03, 2013, 01:46:48 AM
Wow this is kinda different from what I imagined. It is really interesting. I really want to know how this is going to develop. Why Churi works there?

Oh my so many questions ><

Thank you for the update o/

Yup.. this is a different genre.

I got an idea when I saw Jurina in Darkness PV and then I watch Rena sexy dance when team E sing 'lay down'. >.<

Your question about Churi will answered...... in the second and the last part. She has 2 reasons.
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 1)
Post by: ifzhaa on October 03, 2013, 02:37:11 AM
 :twothumbs  XD always fallin love with your fics, this is a great story anakpanti-san..... waiting for next update  :heart:  :heart:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 1)
Post by: anakpanti on October 03, 2013, 03:04:30 AM
:twothumbs  XD always fallin love with your fics, this is a great story anakpanti-san..... waiting for next update  :heart:  :heart:

wow... you gave your first post for me? I'm touched.  :shy2:
Thanks for your support.
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: anakpanti on October 04, 2013, 12:05:29 PM
PART 2

I close my office room, “Finally. Meeting is over!!” I sit again and then I put my foot on my desk. I close my eyes.  I’m so sleepy.

"Jurina!!!!" Airin slam the door.

I’m so shocked. I put down my foot quickly.

"How can you sleeping in that meeting, Jurina??!!"

"So-sorry, Airin. I didn’t realize it. I’m too sleepy and tired." Last night, I arrived at my apartment at 3AM. I’m having too much fun with that Matsui and I forget to prepare the presentation for my meeting today.

"You didn’t prepare anything! You slept there! Do you know how much trouble that I got because of you?!"

I stand up, “Airin… please don’t mad at me. As usual, you will help me again, right?” I wanna touch her shoulder but she slap my hand.

"I always pampering you and I solve all of problems here, because I thought you’ll change! But I’m wrong.
Now, I know why your father gave all his companies to Mariko-san. You didn’t have any responsibility at all. You’re childish and arrogant!! You didn’t care about everything!! One only thing that you care about is ‘have fun’.”

"A- Airin??" This is the first time I saw her so angry like this.

She look away, “I give up.” She put a letter on my desk. “Here, my resignation letter.”

No, she can’t leave me like this!! "Forgive me, okay? I’ll never do that again, I promise."

"You already promised me for thousands times."

"Wait a minute. Is this our personal matter? You angry at me because I know you love me but I didn’t make a move? Silly"

She look back, “Did you think I’m that selfish? If that’s my reason, I certainly will leave you many years ago.”

"I’m sorry Airin.. please don’t leave me. How can I through all of this without you?" I shed my tears.

She hug me, “I’m not a right person to stand beside you anymore. I hope you’ll find someone else soon.” She left me alone.

This is my worst day.

======================= **** ==========================

I threw by body on my bed. It feels so lonely without Airin. I will get so much trouble because of this, but I think it’s a good thing for both of us… I don’t wanna see her sad because of me and I can’t hurt her anymore.

I look my watch, “10 o’clock. I want to meet that Matsui again. Maybe I can relax for a little bit.”

I drive my car. After I arrived there, I’m looking for that boy, the boy ‘who will do anything if I give him some money’. But I can’t found him, “I think this time I will do this by myself”. I sighed.

I go inside, too many people inside. I can’t move easily Urgh.. I hate crowded place! I try to keep walk inside, but I saw Akane there. I try to hide my face and turn away. I wanna run away but I even can’t move.

"Jurina??!!" Akane grab my hand and then she drag me to a room. "I can’t believe you come here again!! You really enjoy it, huh? Which girl that you ‘use’ last time?" She smirked.

"NO!!! I didn’t use anyone!!" I make a cross sign with my hands and shook my head. She piss me off. “I want to meet your friend.”

"My friend? Who?" She looks confuse.

"A girl who has a same surname with me."

"WH-WHAT??!! So… are you a girl who drag her out last night??!! I can’t believe it, a Matsui Jurina fall in love with a girl like that?! Hahahaha." Somehow, her laugh make me feel angry.

"So, both of you ‘did it’ ??!!" She grab my collar.

"No, we didn’t!! We just did some fun stuffs in Shibuya. Nothing else."

She release me, “Good, she hate rich people.” Akane look away. She looks sad.

Wait… it’s means…. "You work here and hiding your identity because of her??!!! You-you like her?!"

"Yes…" Akane look at me, she looks happy but sad at the same time. "So Jurina… don’t screw up anything. I waste a year of my life just to be her friend."

Darn!! She’s really my eternal rival!! Why she always 1 step ahead from me?! Suddenly, I feel hopeless. I never won against Akane before.. At school, at college, at our company business. Now… How…. if I lose Rena? No, I must win this time.

"Do you like her too, Jurina?? Did my intuition is right? a rich-smart-beautiful-arrogant Matsui Jurina love a girl from a place like this??

Do you have a guts to face this cruel world? How if your father, Mariko, and your friends know about this?? Can you survive? Are you ready to leave all that you have now for that girl?

I know you very well Jurina.. you can’t life like that.”

Sh*t!! She’s humiliating me. She know my weakness. What should I do??

I raise my head, “How many times I need to tell you??!! She’s like a ditch girl for me. Come on, Akane!! You already work here for a long time, did you still didn’t know what a rich people doing in this place??” I smirked. “I just wanna have fun with that Matsui!!”

God, what did I just said? I can’t hold it. My lips still talking a harsh words to keep my dignity. “It’s her job to did ‘it’ with people who can pay her. I will do that too. After I taste her, I will leave that b*tch. Just like that.” I laugh

BRAAKKK!

Akane punch my face. She grab my collar, “Remember what I said! DON’T-YOU-EVER-DARE-TO TOUCH-HER.” She’s really angry. “How can you said that? Is that how an educated girl talking?! You even didn’t know her!” She wanna hit my face again, but…

"Churi. Leave her alone."

No. no-no-no-no…. NO WAY! I look back. “How long you standing there?” I’m dead now.. it’s really her. Akh.. why am I so stupid?!

"Long enough to hear you said something like that about me. As usual… rich people are same. I already get used to it. I’m so thankful that I didn’t fall too deep in your trap." She smile.

Akana push me. “Matsui-san, Let’s go!” Akane hold her comfortably. They walk away and leave me alone in this room.

My heart is like burning. “Arrrrggggghhhh!!!!!” What I’ve done?! I’m so sorry. I sit on the floor. I feel so hopeless. I cried.

I go out from that room. I wanna apologize to her. I walk closer to them.

Akane pointed at someone, “Rena.. Did you look that men? He seems rich.”

"Of course I am.. I’m not blind." Matsui rolled her eyes.

"Let’s take him." Akane smirked.

"My pleasure." That Matsui walk first and leave Akane behind.

I can’t believe what I see. I see her…. dance wildly in front of a men. She do some sexy move that I never saw before.

"Akane!! Why you let her do that??!!"

Akane smile, “As you said a few minutes ago. It’s her job to did it with people who can paid her.”

That men give her some money.. Matsui kiss his cheek.
He give some money again… Matsui kiss his lips…
He give some money again… that man grab Matsui’s waist.
Matsui calmly take that men’s wallet from his pocket. That men seems didn’t refuse it.
Matsui take all money from that wallet. That men smirked, he wanna touch Matsui’s chest.

My eyes burning. I can’t take it anymore. “You’re crazy Akane!!”

—- Churi P.O.V —-

"Yes.. I’m crazy." I sighed. "How can someone that I love for years love a girl who just she known for some weeks. See? I know you very well."

I shed my tears. I tried to get your attention, but you’ve always see me only as your rival.

I can accept the reality if you love Mayu or Airin. But this is…. something that I never thought before.

This will be my one-side love forever. No matter how hard I try, I will never get her.

Be happy, Jurina.


"I have a mission, here." I walk around. I’m looking for someone.

—- END OF CHURI P.O.V —-

I’m walking to that men table, I punch his face. I grab that men wallet from Matsui’s hand. I throw all money that people gave to her. I hold her hand and walk away from crowd. I drag her out.

She release her hand, “Are you crazy?!”

"I can’t let you touched by a perverted men like that!"

"This is my job! Don’t interfere my life."

"It’s your job? Okay. Then, do your job well to me." I take a deep breath. "What’s your name?"

"Rena." She take the cigarette from her pocket.

"Okay Rena, Let’s get out from here." Jurina grab Rena’s hand and then she took Rena’s cigarette. Jurina throw it.

Rena release her hand, “How much money do you have?”

"…………" Jurina look into Rena’s eyes. "I have it, more than you can imagine." I open my car’s door. “Get in.”

She walk slowly to my car. But before she get in. She fell. I run towards her, I hold her body. “Rena. Rena?? Rena!!” She’s fainted.

========================== **** ========================

"Hi, Rena… Ah, you awake?" I grinned. "Here, your breakfast. I rarely cook before, but I hope this porridge isn’t a disaster for you." I give her a big smile.

"Where am I and where’s my clothes?!"

"Don’t worry. You’re in my apartment and about your clothes, I gave it to the laundry this morning.
You have a fever last night, you sweat too much, so after I cleaned all part of your body, I put my clothes to you.” I smile. “You don’t need to thank me. I know I’m a good girl.” I grinned.

I wanna feed her but she yell at me. “You what??!! A-all part??!!!” Her cheek blushed.

"Yes. I can’t let you sleep while you sweating like that." I touch her forehead, "See? Your fever was gone." Then, I’m whispering to her. "Don’t worry.. I can see your body but I didn’t do anything. You have a nice body.

I can see her panicked. I laugh. “Here, open your mouth. ” I feed her.

She smile at me, “Thank you. But, you can just bring me back to the cafe. Churi will take care of me. Besides, I need to work again tonight.”

"No. You can’t work like that!!"

"If you’re ashamed to be friends with me, then don’t!"

"It’s not like that, Rena." I sighed. I’m not ashamed.. I just afraid everybody around me won’t accept you to be with me.

"Why? My life isn’t precious! I didn’t have any family.. So, what I need in my life are money, enjoy my life, and die soon so I can meet my parents in heaven."

I slap her. “Don’t act like you’re so hopeless like that!!”

"How dare you slap me?! You didn’t know anything about me. You didn’t have any right to telling me what to do or not to do!"

She wake up and she’s about to go out.

"Rena… Rena wait!! I.. I love you…"

"I won’t fall to your trap anymore."

"Rena, this isn’t a trap!! I love you. I really do love you."

"Then.. you better not." She close the door.

Why you don’t believe me? How can I prove it to you?

==================== TO BE CONTINUED ====================
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: olive29 on October 04, 2013, 12:39:35 PM
Jurina really is a baka   :smhid

Now she has to work extra hard to get Rena's heart..

Can't wait for the next chapter..

Update soon,please.. :bow:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: Terragen on October 04, 2013, 12:40:58 PM
don't tell me rena is sick? and about going to die noooo!!! jurinasafe her!!! with all cost even with yourlife pleaseeeeee!!!
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: anakpanti on October 04, 2013, 02:14:26 PM
don't tell me rena is sick? and about going to die noooo!!! jurinasafe her!!! with all cost even with yourlife pleaseeeeee!!!

Your question will be answered in Part 3. :p

Wait a minute.. even with Jurina's life?:'(
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: Terragen on October 04, 2013, 02:24:53 PM
don't tell me rena is sick? and about going to die noooo!!! jurinasafe her!!! with all cost even with yourlife pleaseeeeee!!!

Your question will be answered in Part 3. :p

Wait a minute.. even with Jurina's life?:'(

err...yeah...why??     :rofl:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: BbSis on October 04, 2013, 03:01:55 PM
Wow! Jurina need to grow up before anything. I cant believe she said those things to Churi u.u

About Churi, I only got that she liked Jurina >< is her family with financial problems? ><

Airin was being a friend above all. And Jurina didn't realize that. Poor Airin

Rena have her reasons and I'm really curious about it, since you already gave us a hint in this chapter!

Thank you for the update o/
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: chiqinna on October 04, 2013, 03:34:23 PM
Hmm?  :? Churi loves Jurina? or Churi loves Rena?  :doh:
yeah Jurina go and make rena fall for you!!
Update soon~  :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: Zita on October 04, 2013, 03:52:08 PM
So Rena is sick, isn't she.
Hey that title I Will Give My Heart fot You doesn't mean that Jurina will give Rena her heart literally, does it?
Hope Jurina will be better at work. XD
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: gek geki on October 04, 2013, 04:32:00 PM
Yea just give your heart juju (yes the real one)

And rena give your heart to jurina (i mean gave your lovf for her)
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: anakpanti on October 04, 2013, 05:30:03 PM
 :cry:
don't tell me rena is sick? and about going to die noooo!!! jurinasafe her!!! with all cost even with yourlife pleaseeeeee!!!

Your question will be answered in Part 3. :p

Wait a minute.. even with Jurina's life?:'(

err...yeah...why??     :rofl:

your statement make me think that Jurina will die..  :cry:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: anakpanti on October 04, 2013, 05:40:15 PM
Wow! Jurina need to grow up before anything. I cant believe she said those things to Churi u.u

About Churi, I only got that she liked Jurina >< is her family with financial problems? ><

Airin was being a friend above all. And Jurina didn't realize that. Poor Airin

Rena have her reasons and I'm really curious about it, since you already gave us a hint in this chapter!

Thank you for the update o/

Jurina.... in this fanfic she's a rich girl, it must be hard for her to love someone like Rena.

Airin is a good friend, but yes... Jurina use her kindness. She's lazy at all, Airin who always works hard to handle that company.

I can't give any hint about Churi.. sorry.. still secret.  :bigdeal:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: anakpanti on October 04, 2013, 05:43:46 PM
So Rena is sick, isn't she.
Hey that title I Will Give My Heart fot You doesn't mean that Jurina will give Rena her heart literally, does it?
Hope Jurina will be better at work. XD

About your question..... how can I answer it??  :err:

I think.. after Airin leave, she will have a full responsibility. She will grow up by the time being.
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: anakpanti on October 04, 2013, 06:01:47 PM
Hmm?  :? Churi loves Jurina? or Churi loves Rena?  :doh:
yeah Jurina go and make rena fall for you!!
Update soon~  :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs


Sorry, maybe I didn't wrote it clearly.
In front of Jurina, Churi act like she loves Rena because she want to know Jurina's true feeling.
She's same like Airin... they like Jurina since they're in highschool.

Airin act as a good friend for Jurina,
but actually.. Churi did too excessive to get Jurina's attention (smarter, wiser, mature than Jurina).. it makes Jurina think that she's a rival instead of a friend.

Churi already realized that Jurina really love Rena.
But she didn't too focus to that problem, because she has another problem...
a bigger problem that became a reason for her to work at that cafe, although her family are rich. (I will wrote it at last part).
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 2)
Post by: snowkat on October 05, 2013, 05:07:35 PM
Jurina despite being a spoiled kid, she still has a nice side  :)
Rena, why you don't believe Jurina? She loves you!
Please update soon  :panic:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: anakpanti on October 06, 2013, 05:28:53 PM
PART 3

"Rena.. Rena-chan!!" I run towards her. But she stop a taxi and ride it before I can talk to her again.

Lucky for me, that taxi stopped not far away from my apartment because of traffic light. I run to my car quickly and follow that taxi. Thanks red light, I owe you one.

I see her taxi stop at Paradise Cafe, She wanna run but I stop my car right in front of her. I really thankful that my car didn't hit her. I get out from my car. "Rena, please listen to me."

She gave me a cold gaze, "What do you want?"

"Sorry about that slap. That's because suddenly I felt that I'm going lose you. I know, that's sounds ridiculous.
I just saw you 2 weeks ago, we just talked to each other in these 3 days. You even haven't call my name yet. I know that you thought that I'm crazy..
So, about my confession... just forget about it. Maybe I'm just too overreacted when I saw you dancing last night.
Sorry for anything that I ever said about you. I'll be happy if we can be a friends... someday." I turn away, "See you."

I hope she'll call me and said to me to not go, but until I get in to my car, she didn't call me. Then, I just drive home.

======================= **** ======================

What??!! 22:45 and I still in my office??!! This is my first time.

I try to focus to my job. I become very busy without Airin. Now, I know why Airin so angry at me when I didn't do something properly... She has so many things to do and I just mess up everything.. everytime.

It's been only 2 weeks since Airin leave, but I feel that my head wanna explode. Too many documents that need to be read and signed, too many meetings that need to attended, and too many presentation that need to be prepared.

I need a new assistant, but it isn't easy to find one who match with my criteria. First, not too pretty or too sexy (Because it'll make me hard to concentrate). Second, good with words, both speaking and writing (It'll be useful when I need a sleep. She will assist me to do the document and presentation). The last, can work under pressure (yeah.. I'm that pressure. I need someone who can quickly solve something when I mess it up).

I chuckled.

I never have a chance to see Rena, I'm too busy to handle my company by myself. I want to go there but I won't talk with her. I don't wanna screw up anything again, so I think I'll just see her from afar.

I'm too tired to drive, so I just go there by taxi.

I enter that cafe, as usual.. so many people inside. I saw Akane sit on a bar stool. "Hi." I sat beside her. "You still work here, huh?" I try to tease her.

She look at me, "and you still a jerk, huh?" She smirked.

Tsk, I'm lose again. I look away to the stage and I see Rena up there. Her dance make my heart burning, so I just look away and call a waitress who walking not far from me. "Hey, I want to order, please!!" But the waitress seems didn't hear me.

"Yes? Tell me what you want, Jurina." Akane talk to me.

"Eh?" I'm confuse. Ah! I'm forget that she's a waitress too. I scratch my head. "Martini."

She stand up, "Okay, wait a minute."

I hear the people here shouting the excited scream, so I turn away and saw the girls do the pole-dance. My heart beat faster, I touch my chest, Come on buddy, relax. But my heart seems didn't care about what I'm saying. It's still beating crazily.

I saw Rena there, I notice something.

"Here your drink." Akane give it to me.

"Thanks. Ehh.. Akane, is Rena really looks more pale than usual or it just a light effect?"

Akane sighed. "Yes, you're right. Lately.. she often got exhausted."

"Then why she keep working? You can tell her to take a rest!!" I'm realy angry.

"Why you're mad at me?? She never listened what I said. Go there!! Just tell it by yourself then." She hit the table and walk away.

"So-sorry."

Akane still go and leave me. I really want to talk with Rena, but I hold my self. After I paid the bill, I stand up and wanna go home. Before I go out, I look back to the stage one more time to see Rena. I'm shocked because I saw Rena watching me too.

I'm so sure she's still angry at me. Before she angry at me again because I came here today, so I just open the door and walk away. I get in to the taxi, the driver start to drive.

"Sorry, but I think someone waving at us. Maybe she calling you, miss." A taxi driver talk to me.

I already paid the bill, Rena and Akane still angry at me. It's impossible someone here to call me. "Just keep goin, sir. I didn't recognize anyone here."

The taxi driver glance into his rearview mirror and saw a pale girl with black hair chase his car. But he didn't stop because Jurina say so.

I arrived at my apartment, I lock the door. I need sleep because I have a meeting with my Marketing Team tomorrow morning. I turn off the lamp.

======================= **** ======================

*BELL RINGING*

Akh... who's come here in this early morning. I wake up lazily, walk slowly, and the I open the door. I still close my eyes, "I didn't call for service room." I yawning.

"Hi."

I know that voice. I open my eyes immediately, "Rena??!!" I rubbed my eyes to make sure she's really Rena. "Oh, Hi. Come in. Sorry for messy room, I didn't expect any morning-guest."

"Sorry for disturbing you, I shouldn't came here." She bowing to me and about to go.

I grab her hand. "Don't go." after she nodded her head, I release her hand quickly. "How long you wait me out there?".

She look her watch, "About 40 minutes. You must be so tired, I already rang your bell over and over. I'm about to go, but you open the door."

"So... lucky for me, I open that door before you go away." I smile at her. "You can wait there." I pointed at the couch in front of my TV. "I will make some drinks for us." I turn back and walk to my kitchen.

Why she come here? Did I do something wrong again? When I wanna pour the hot water, I feel someone holding me. Fortunately, I didn't spill it to my hands!!

"Are you angry at me?"

Sh-she is crying?! "I am not angry. I'm the one who should ask you about that." I turn and I hug her.

"So, why you didn't come for weeks? I saw you last night, but you just look away. I run towards you, I try call you... but your taxi still went away."

She's call me? Ahh.. the taxi driver was right.

"I.. I kinda miss you." She hide her face in my embrace.

I can't say how cute she is. I wanna jumping around because I'm too happy, but I try to keep calm down. "I miss you too, Rena." I hold her tightly.

"Sorry, I didn't visit you because I'm too busy with my work, beside that.... I thought you still angry at me, so I'm afraid you became more angry if you saw my face again.." I leaned my head on her shoulder.

"I'm not angry. I just... never have a friend before. Churi is the only one who close with me. I always think that rich people only take an advantage from me."

I sighed. Akane is a rich girl too... you just didn't know about it yet.

"But.... you're different."

I release my hands. I give her my big smile, "So, we're friends now??" I feel my eyes sparkling.

She laugh. "Yes, we are."

"Wohhooooo!!!" I running around my apartment like a child who just received a Christmas gift.

"Sorry... what's your name?"

I stop running, then I walk slowly "You still didn't know my name?" Pity me. "I am Matsui Jurina. Nice to meet you, Matsui Rena." I shake her hand.

"You are a Matsui too??" She shocked.

"Yes. but we aren't a family. I try hard to search my family's history to find your name.. but nothing. I thought if you're my cousin or something, it'll will be easier for me to approach you." I pout.

She laugh, "Jurina.. you are so silly."

It's so comfortable to hear her laugh. I remember something, "Rena, sorry. I have a meeting this morning. You can comfort yourself here, I will go home after my meeting is over. Okay?"

"Is it okay to leave the office like that? I mean.. your boss will angry at you."

I'm whispering, "Don't worry.. I'm the owner." I chuckled and I run to my bathroom.

Before I close the door, I see Rena smile at me. I can't believe you're here. I'm so happy to talk with you again. I close the door.

======================== **** ======================

These past months, our friend relationship is going well. We spend more time together, we have fun together. We know each other better now.

Everything is going well until one day on the weekend, I ask her to play with me in Fuji-Q Highland.

I hold her hand and drag her, "Rena-chaaann. Let's ride that roller coaster."

"No. I can't, Jurina."

"Ha?! Of course you can. You're old enough to ride that.. or.... Are you afraid? Hahahaha." I laugh hardly.

She pout. "I'm not afraid!! I just.... can't."

I confused. I push her to get in, "Don't worry, Rena. Nothing is gonna happen. This is safe, I'll hold your hand tightly. I promise!!"

She looks not sure about this. "O-okay... I will do it for you." She smile.

When we sit on the roller coaster, she hold my hand. Akh.. she grab my hand too tight, It's hurt. I see her face, she looks pale. "It's okay Rena. You said you never came here before, right? It'll be fun." I try to calm her. She nodded.

It's move. She hold me more tight. In this time I can't enjoy the ride, I look at Rena. Is she will be okay? I wanna keep watching her, but when this coaster slide down really fast, I can't help it.. I close my eyes.

Sh*t! This thing move faster than I remembered. When I feel the coaster move slower, I open my eyes. I saw Rena......... fainted.

"Rena.." I touch her. "Rena, wake up!" I hold her, then I carry her body. "Anyone, please call the ambulance!! Hurry up!!!!" I cried. I'm panicked, totally.

I'm so sorry, Rena. I shouldn't persuade you to came here.

===================== **** ======================

It's been 2 hours, Rena isn't awake yet. I feel anxious when the doctor call me.

"Matsui Jurina-san?"

"Yes." I shake his hand.

"Please, sit." She open the document. "Is she your sister?"

"No. I'm her friend. She didn't have any family."

He sighed. "How long did you know her?"

"About 6 months. What happened to her, doctor?" I'm so worried.

"She's okay.... for now."

I hit the table. "What do you mean 'FOR NOW'??!!" I stand up.

"Sorry, Matsui-san. I think I'm not a right person to tell you about this. You can asking her when she wake up."

I walk out and the I slam the door. Stupid doctor!! Why he make me very worried?! Nothing gonna happened. After she awake, I will bring her to a better hospital.

I entered her room, I sit beside her. She still 'sleeping'. I hold her hand. "Rena, can you hear me? I'm here. Don't worry."

"Jurina.. Jurina..."

I feel someone touched my head. Ahh.. I fell sleep. I need a few minutes to remember about what happened. "Rena, Are you okay?" I stand up and then I hold her hand.

She smile. She gave me a weak smile. Suddenly, I remember about my mom, she died in the hospital 15 years ago. After that time, this's the first time for me to waiting someone in hospital again.

"Jurina, I'm okay. No need to sad, I'm just too tired."

I cry hard. "Sorry, Rena. I shouldn't ask you to play there."

"Sssshhhh..... don't act like a cry baby. I enjoy it. It's fun. I'm happy to spending more time with you."

"What is this?? What's wrong with you? Tell me!!"

"Nothing is wrong, Jurina. Please, I don't want to talk about this now. Let's talk about something else."

"Tell me, NOW!!"

"Jurina......."

"Do you understand what I feel now?! I feel that I'm going to lose you!! Now, look at you. I never saw you like this before. Why don't you tell me the truth?!"

"The truth? I'm not lying."

"You're not?!" I take her bag and take out everything from inside. "What is this??" I pointed some medicines.

 "Jurina, you can't do that! It's not your concern!"

"FINE!! Then I will just go home and watch the DVD. I will call Akane to come here. She is your friend and I'm not."

"Jurina.. that's not what I mea-"

I slam the door.

I cried and then I sit on the floor. I take my phone.

"Akane, Rena is in hospital now. Come here as soon as you can."

======================== **** =====================

I'm in my office now. I try to keep busy. Come on, Jurina. Stop thinking about Rena!! She doesn't need you. She never need you!  I talked to myself.

*PHONE RINGING*

Akane.

"Hello?"

"Oh my God, Jurina!! Where are you?! Why are you both fighting in the time like this?! Come to the hospital now, she need you."

"She said that it's not my concern. Take care of her, I know you can."

"Listen me, baka. She said that because she didn't want you too worried. Just come here. Doctor said she can go home today. You can take her to your apartment. Paradise Cafe is not a right place for her."

She ended the call.

It isn't took a long time to get there. I saw Akane talk with the doctor. He's not a doctor from the last time.

"Jurina, come here." Akane call me.

The doctor smiled. "Takayanagi-san and Matsui-san, I think we can talk in my room."

We following the doctor. I try to calm myself.

After we sat, the doctor look us and said, "Your friend need a Heart Transplantation."

"Bu-but you said she can go home." Akane ask him.

"I'm not the one who want to said it. Your friend asked me to do that. She told me to not tell it to both of you. But, I can't. She need a support from other people."

Akane and I look each other. We're..... afraid.

================== TO BE CONTINUED ================

Rena...  :cry:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: Koneki on October 06, 2013, 05:57:38 PM
tell me pls u won't kill Rena or Jurina  :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: olive29 on October 06, 2013, 06:13:10 PM
Waaaaaa.....I'm crying right now...  :bleed eyes:

Jurina and Rena...  :cry:

They were so happy together but suddenly it turns so sad...  :cry:

I want a happy ending..

Pleaseeee....  :bow:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: Koneki on October 06, 2013, 08:40:39 PM


I want a happy ending..



Jurina can't give her heart to Rena!!  :cry:
it's prohibited because that would be an murder by the doctor!! ..
WE WANNA A HAPPY ENDING ;__;
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: Zita on October 06, 2013, 09:15:00 PM


I want a happy ending..



Jurina can't give her heart to Rena!!  :cry:
it's prohibited because that would be an murder by the doctor!! ..
WE WANNA A HAPPY ENDING ;__;


That is true.
What is going to happened now? :cry:
It is so sad now.
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: gek geki on October 07, 2013, 12:13:58 AM
Just dont kill rena
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: anakpanti on October 07, 2013, 05:51:18 AM
tell me pls u won't kill Rena or Jurina  :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

Sorry... I can't give you any hint for last chapter. :sweat:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: anakpanti on October 07, 2013, 06:00:05 AM
Waaaaaa.....I'm crying right now...  :bleed eyes:

Jurina and Rena...  :cry:

They were so happy together but suddenly it turns so sad...  :cry:

I want a happy ending..

Pleaseeee....  :bow:

When the first time I got an idea about this fanfic, I know this's going to be sad story.  :cry:

About the ending... when it comes to problem like that, it's hard to end it with happiness.
I know that everything can be happened it fanfic, but I promise.. I will end it with a 'make sense' story.  :)
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: anakpanti on October 07, 2013, 06:05:20 AM


I want a happy ending..



Jurina can't give her heart to Rena!!  :cry:
it's prohibited because that would be an murder by the doctor!! ..
WE WANNA A HAPPY ENDING ;__;


That is true.
What is going to happened now? :cry:
It is so sad now.

Yeah.. I know it. The doctor can't do that even if Jurina really want to give her life.

But..... I wanna give a hint, just a little.  :P
Jurina will have a crazy idea to make it can be happened. The doctor maybe won't have any choice.  :mon chilly:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: anakpanti on October 07, 2013, 06:06:51 AM
Just dont kill rena

I'll think about that.
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: gek geki on October 07, 2013, 07:52:00 AM
Just dont kill rena

I'll think about that.

Why think? Dont think,just do it

Please dont killed my rena chan
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: maeda2708 on October 07, 2013, 08:33:25 AM
Kyaaaaa!!!! >.< One more chap!! Please update soon~~~
And I need more ff about WMatsui  XD
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You (Part 3)
Post by: Terragen on October 07, 2013, 02:29:04 PM
god! rena!!!! rena-chan!!! don't!! please don't!!

don't know~ what i want~

but surely...i don't want this end up with tears....

rena...at least said i love you to jurina....(but i really don't want rena chan died)


one more chapter and it's over...

jurina do something!

still curious what churi want from that place...


Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: anakpanti on October 08, 2013, 07:53:37 AM
PART 4


I knocked the door, “Hi, Rena.” I saw she pack her stuff.

She look at me. “Where have you been?!”

She walked towards me then she hugged me. She shed her tears on my shirt. “Don’t cry, Rena.” I stroke her hair. “I will never leave you again.. I promise.”

"I’m sorry. Please, don’t hate me."

I release her and I look into her eyes. I smile. “I didn’t hate you, never. I’m sorry to make you worried.” I wanna add ‘I love you’ behind it, but I didn’t do it. Last time when I said it, we end up with fighting.

She smile, “Let’s go home. Where’s Churi? Did she went to Paradise Cafe first?” She turn away and wanna carry her bag.

I grab it from her hand, “Let me help you.” We get out from that room. “Akane wait for us in the car. You won’t back to that cafe. From now on, you’ll stay with me.” We enter the elevator, just both of us in it.

"Eeehh?! Wh-why? I think it’s better if I keep stay there, it’ll be easier for me to go work."

"You don’t need to."

"Bu-but.. you paid the hospital bills. I must pay it back to you. Now, I don’t have too much money left."

Money?! She think about money when she’s dying like this?! I push her to the elevator’s wall. My face get closer to hers, I can feel her breath. I look deep into her eyes. “I can’t let you work like that!! I have a feeling, Rena.. please don’t play with my heart. Don’t you know how hurt my feeling when I saw you dancing and kissing with all perverted people there?!” I cried.

I release her. “You don’t have to pay back.”

The elevator’s door opened. I saw Akane already wait in her car. We get in. Rena go to the back seat. I sat in the front with Akane.

"Wow.. This is your first car, right? I saw this when we’re in High School. Did you modifying this car? It’s looks different. Cool." I try to survive from this gloomy situation.

Akane start driving, “Yes. How can you know it? You never get in before.”

I rolled my eyes, “Of course I know it. You’re my big-rival back then!! I know everything about you because I’ll know what I need to do to surpassed you..” I laughed.

"No way, are you stalking me?! I never know that." Akane laugh too.

Akane and I starting to tell about our old-silly days, about how we competed and teased each other.

"I can’t believe it. After more than 10 years I declared you as my enemy, now we’re here together… We’re friends?! Hahahha." We both laughed.

"Wait a minute. I think both of you owe me an explanation." Rena hold our shoulders from behind.

"………….."

Akane and I look each other. We’re forget that Rena didn’t know about it yet. I just give her an awkward smile and Akane turn on the radio and increase the volume.

Finally, we arrived. We get out from Akane’s car.

"Bye, guys. I’m going first. Have fun! Hm, Jurina.. don’t ‘play’ too hard, she’s still sick.. remember it." Akane chuckled.

I’m about to hit her, but she drive her car quickly. I will kill you in the next time, Akane! I turned. I saw Rena look at me, she’s blushed.

"Come on, Rena. Why are you easily blushed? You often do ‘it’ anyway." I teased her.

She pinch my arm, “Shut up.”

We get in to the elevator, I press ‘22’ button. After a few minutes, the elevator’s door opened again. We walk to my room then I unlock the door. “Welcome home.” I smile at her.

"Thanks." She get in. She look around, "Ano…. where am I supposed to sleep?"

I pointed a bedroom. “There.”

She looks confuse, “and you?”

I pointed that bedroom again. Her cheeks looks so red, I hold my smile. “Oh, I can sleep on the couch then.”

"No. Don’t. I don’t mind it, beside… this is your house." She look away.

I laugh, “Oh my God, Rena. Why are you became so shy lately?? Don't you remember when we met for the first time? You even try to kiss me in the parking lot.” I stroke her hair. “Don’t worry, I won’t do any stupid thing.”

"Where’s your bathroom? I need to get shower."

I open the cupboard and give her a new towel. “There, beside the kitchen.” She walk away.

Rena, what should I do? Do we can get a donor on time? I sighed.

========================== **** ===========================

I take my phone.

"Rena, are you okay to be there alone? I can go home right now if you need something."

I hear Rena laugh, “Jurina, you calling me every 5 minutes. You don’t need to do that, I’m okay.

"Really? Okay then. Please don’t go out alone, you can call me anytime.. I’ll come."

Stop worrying about me, I can take care of myself. No, I’ll just wait you here until you go home.

"See you."

I feel relieved. Our conversation with the doctor always echoed in my head. It’s been 2 weeks, but we didn’t find any donor yet.

*FLASHBACK*

The doctor look us and said, “Your friend need a Heart Transplantation.”

"Bu-but you said she can go home." Akane ask him.

"I’m not the one who want to said it. Your friend asked me to do that. She told me to not tell it to both of you. But, I can’t. She need a support from other people."

Akane and I look each other. We’re….. afraid.

"Actually.. what happened to our friend?" I’m really curious about this.

"Her heart is too weak to pumping blood in sufficient quantity to meet the metabolic needs of her body. That’s called as Congestive Heart Failure (CHF).

Riding the roller coaster is prohibited, Matsui-san. Her heart will be pumping too fast, lucky for you.. she’s still alive! She can’t be too tired, too excited, too shocked, too angry, too sad, or too afraid. We can’t let her heartbeat un-stable.

I already read her medical history, your friend know about this since 10 years ago. Her spirit to life is really amazing. My other patients can not last that long, usually they only can survive about 1-5 years.

I’m sure that she spent a lot of money over the years for her medical treatment.

We need to replace her heart with a new one, if not… her heart will become more weaker and eventually she will d-“

"Is that mean.. we have to find a donor?" I cut his word. It’s not easy for me to hear ‘die’ word now.

"Yes, Matsui-san. To find a heart donor is really hard. We need a life heart, but from a dying people. If the people die first, we can’t use his/her heart."

"Is everyone can give their heart for Rena?" Akane seems curious too.

Of course she care about Rena, she love her too.

"Not everyone. We need to get sample of their blood, do some test, and check that their heart is suitable or not. Patient’s body can reject the donor’s heart. There are a lot of procedure before and after the transplantation process.

If that’s happen, the transplantation will be useless.”

I look at Akane, “Can you please leave us alone?”

Akane looks worried, but she nodded. She go out and close the door.

"Doctor, can you check me? I wanna know is my heart suitable for Rena or not."

"Matsui-san, I know you really wanna help your friend. But as I said before, we can’t take it from a healthy people. It will be considered as a murder case, that’s illegal. I can’t do that."

"I know! But can you please just check it? It will be useful for me, It will be easier for me to find a donor." I give him my business card.

He shocked. I smile, “Now, you know who I am Mr. Doctor. It’ll be easy for my family to find a donor like this. I’m from a rich family, do you still thinking that I want to give my life for a cheap girl like her?”

"But…."

"I promise that I will not destroy your career, I give my family name as your warranty.. I will wrote a letter about this for your defense if something happen."

"I can’t. Sorry Matsui-san."

I smiled. I gave a cheque and a pen to him. “Just write the nominal that you want there. No one will know about this.”

He's still silent.

I hit the table, “My friend is going to die doctor!!! What would you do if this happened to your daughter?! And don’t forget to think about her passion to life long, as you said before.”

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Sorry, Rena. I did that… just in case we can’t find a donor. Thanks for that doctor, he did that without take any money… he give my cheque back. I promise it with my life… you and him will be safe.

======================= **** =========================

I sat on my bed.

"Akane.. do you find any donor?"

I didn’t. Sorry, Jurina.

"It’s almost 2 months passed, Akane."

I ended the call.

Sh*t Sh*t Sh*t!! I kick the table.

"Jurina, what are you doing?!" Rena get out from the bathroom and enter my room.

"Nothing." I look away. I can’t saw her like this. She’s become too pale, although she still can do something by herself.. I know she already more weaker. I cried. God, help us to through this.

She sighed. She walks closer to me, she stroke my head. “After I moved into your apartment, you became more stressful. Did I became your burden?”

I grabbed her waist. I cried on her stomach. “No, Rena-chan. Don’t say things like that. I’m happy you’re here with me, you gave me a chance to take care of you. I’m thankful you’re here.”

"Thank you, Jurina. I realize that you already knew about my illness. Please don’t get too stress about that. Can we just enjoy our life together? I don’t know when my heart will stop beating, but until it stop.. I want you to promise me to always show your smile. Can you?" She cried too.

I stand up and peck her lips, “I love you, Rena. Would you be mine? Is this still not enough for me to show my love? If you think this is still too fast, I will wait.. but please don’t mad at me like the last time.”

I feel her lips. Sh-she kiss me! “I love you too, Jurina. I wait that words for a long time from you.” She smiled.

I kiss her again, I kiss her passionately. We shed our tears, it’s not because of our sadness.. it’s our happiness.

I keep going to travelling all over her body. I still remember what the doctor said, so if I feel her heartbeat is too fast.. I will stop for a while. And then Rena will pull me, when she feel that she’s ready again.

You will be smile forever Rena, with Akane. I already found my happiness from you, It’s okay for me if God take my life now, but you…. you’ve been suffered for a long time. It’s your turn to be happy.

========================== **** ========================

It’s been 6 month since I know about that transplantation. Rena got weaker, she can’t do anything again. The only thing that she did all day is lay on my bed. I… I must do it now before all of this become too late. But day after days… I become more afraid to the death.

I take my phone. “Akane.. can you come here? I have feeling that something will be happened. Rena is in the critical condition now, I know it. Please help me to bring her to the hospital.”

"Okay, I’ll come in 10 minutes.

"Thank you so much, Akane." I ended the call.

I go back to my bedroom. I saw Rena look at me. She try to sit on the bed, I help her. God, please don’t take her. I’m ready to replace her. I cried.

"Jurina."

"Yes?"

"I love you." She smiled.

"I know, I love you too. Please don’t say it like you wanna leave me forever, Rena. Just.. please……" I put my head on her thigh. I cried more harder.

Rena stroke my hair slowly. “Jurina, don’t do anything stupid. You already promised me.”

She take a deep breath, “Life well, Jurina. Keep smile… I love your smile. Keep smile even after I’m dead. I know you’ll sad, but don’t be sad too long. Okay?”

I shook my head. “Please don’t say anything about die anymore. It’s freaking me out.”

*BELL RINGING*

It must be Akane. I open the door.

"Jurina." She hugged me. "You looks more thinner. Where’s Rena?"

I pointed a bedroom.

She go in.

"Ju-Jurina!!!!" I saw Akane sit on the floor. She looks so shocked.

I run in too… I saw Rena laying on the floor. I check her breath… I touch her chest. She’s still alive. Thanks God. I put her on my bed.

"Give me your phone…"

Akane still shock, afraid, and confuse. Her tears can’t stop falling.

"Give me your damn phone??!!!"

But Churi still sat on the floor, so Jurina just grab Churi phone from her hand.

Jurina calling, “Hello doctor. We will come there as soon as possible, please be ready.”

Did you already found a donor?

I take a deep breath, “Yes. Please take care of her tonight. Please prepare her operation tomorrow. I will handle all the bills.”

I ended the call.

I put Rena on the wheelchair.

"Akane, let’s bring her to the hospital."

===================== **** ====================

I open my eyes, I look at my watch. 3 AM, I need to go home now.

"Akane??" I look around. She’s not here. Where did she go in the time like this?!

I’m about to call her, but I saw 1 new unread message. “Jurina, I’m sorry. I have to go. I have a family matter. I will go back soon.

I put my phone to my pocket. I see Rena, she’s still sleeping. I’m whispering her, “I love you, Rena. Your suffering will be over soon.

I go out from that room. I drive home. After I arrived, I let my door opened.

I sit in front of my desk, then I start to write some letters.

—————————————————————

Dear Oto-san,

I’m so sorry for all of my mistakes, dad.

I’m sorry that I can’t became your daughter who can make you proud.

Mariko is doing great, right? I know, I agree with you. You won’t feel lonely without mom and me. Mariko will take care of you better.

I love you, dad.

Your beloved daughter.
Jurina.

—————————————————————

Dear Onee-san,

I know that I’ll never surpassing you. You’re too great for me.

I’m not hate you… I’m just envy to you. I don’t mind if dad love you more than me.

Please take care our father well.

I love you, Mariko.

Your beloved sister.
Jurina.

—————————————————————

Dear Airin,

I always make you sad and angry. I always hurt you.

I’m so sorry for all my mistakes.

Thanks for always stand with me for many years.

I can’t be as I am today if you didn’t help me.

Sorry that I can’t accept you feeling.

I love you, Airin.

Your beloved friend.
Jurina.

—————————————————————

Dear Akane,

I know that I’ll never surpassing you. You’re too great for me. (you know? I wrote this too for my older sister. XD)

Thanks for became my great rival. Thanks for became my friend, lately.

Please take care of Rena. I trust you, you can make her happy.

I love you, Akane.

Your beloved rival.
Jurina.

—————————————————————

Dear Rena-chan,

Our time together… it’s too short, right?

Sorry.. I can’t keep my promise to not do any stupid thing. This is stupid!! I know. But I can’t let your smile gone, I can’t imagine my life without you.

Rena, I can’t write too long… your life is more important now. I must do this!! Please don’t mad at me.

Don’t work at that cafe anymore!!!

Thanks for all your love. Thank you for made my life became more brighter. Thank you for gave me a chance to be with you.

I love you, Rena. I really love you. I’m not leaving you.. I’ll stay forever…. in your heart.

Your silly girlfriend,
Jurina.

—————————————————————


I’m crying while I write those letters.

I put all the letters into the envelopes.

I take my phone and then I call Mariko, “Hello, Mariko.”

Why do you call me? It’s been 2 years, you never talked to me.

"I’m sorry, Mariko. I’m so sorry about all things that I’ve ever said or did to you."

Eh?! Jurina… you freaking me out.

"Please come to my apartment as soon as you can and do what I wrote, Please! I’m counting on you. I love you, my onee-chan….."

Ju-Jurina?! Hey. Hey!!!

I ended the call.

I take a small bottle, it’s contains of so many pills.

I take a red markers and write “Please bring me to ‘Matsui Rena’ at ‘xxx’ hospital. I’m her donor for heart transplantation this morning.

After I wrote that, I open the bottle. I put all of pills in my mouth, I drink water to help me swallow all of it. “Goodbye, world.”

I saw everything became so dark, I’m breathless. I’m like burning. Please come here faster, Mariko.

======================= **** =======================

*Churi P.O.V*

*PHONE RINGING*

I pick my phone lazily.

Takayanagi-san, I just saw your father and your brother entered our cafe.

"Are you sure?"

Yes, I’m really sure.

"Did they know I worked there?"

I guess not, because they didn’t ask anything about you.

"Thank you. Watch them, don’t let them go out from that cafe. After 2 years, it’ll be over.. I can be free again"

I ended the call. I dial another numbers.

"Hello?"

"Good Morning, mam. This is police station, can we help you?"

"I wanna talk to Mr. Kurosawa."

"Oh, you must be Takayanagi-san. I will connect you to Chief Inspector office."

*FLASHBACK*

I dragged into a police office.

"Why the police call me to came here? I didn’t do any criminal thing." I’m very angry.

"We know that you’re not, but your father and your brother did it."

"What do you mean?"

"They’re a drug dealer, they already did this in the big scale. We can’t easily catch them. Lucky for you and your mom that your urine test was negative and both of you proved as innocent."

"It’s impossible!!!" I punch the desk.

He throw some pictures on the table. I grab it. No way! I saw my father, my brother, and other 4 men exchanging 2 bags. 1 bag contains of huge amounts of money, another bag contains of drugs.

"I have some video about them. You can come with us and watch it, in case you still don’t believe us."

I can’t believe it!!! “No need to do that. As you said before, I’m not involved with this case. So, why am I here? Did you wanna ask a bribe from my family.” I smirked.

"We’re the police. We don’t need something like that." He laughed. "I want you to help us to catch your father and your brother."

"If I don’t…..?"

"If you don’t help us, we will tell about this to media. They will be easier captured if media start to play with us. And your family name, will destroyed in a seconds."

Sh*t! "I don’t know where they’re. It’s been 3 months I didn’t see them, they said that they’re in outside Japan."

"They’re lying. We already tracked them, their name didn’t recorded in all overseas flights in last 2 years."

"Then.. what should I do?"

He show me a picture. “You just need to work at this place. They often go there. Your job is to give us a report if they’re show up.”

I saw a sexy girl with a black hair sat beside my brother. Then I saw the name of this place. Paradise Cafe?! What is this men thinking about??!!

"You don’t need to work like that girl. You can just become a waitress. Don’t forget to dig some information from that girl, we can arrest her immediately if she’s involved."

*END OF FLASHBACK*

That girl is Rena. I hide my identity, I tried hard to became her friend back then. When I became her friend, I ask some question about my father and my brother…. it’s useless. But I relieved because Rena didn't involved.

Hello, Ms. Takayanagi-san. I hope I’ll get a good news from you this time.

"You’ve got what you want. They’re in that cafe right now."

Well then.. see you there. Your job will be over if we can arrest them.

He ended the call.

I wake up. I saw Rena and Jurina still sleep. 2AM, I need to hurry up. I go out from Rena’s room and go to my car. I send a message to Jurina: Jurina, I’m sorry. I have to go. I have a family matter. I will go back soon.

I drive nervously. When I arrived there, I saw so many police hiding around that cafe. I saw Mr. Kurosawa.

He talk to me. “Go there, and talk to your father and your brother to give up. They can’t run away anymore.”

"What?! Why should I go there?! You can get in by yourself!! Are you afraid?! Such a damn police."

He sighed. “I’m not afraid, Takayanagi-san. It’s okay if they shoot me, but what if they shoot an innocent people in there?? I can’t forgive myself. Help us, just one more time.”

He’s right. How if they shoot my friends in there? "Okay. But….." I take out my phone and give it to him. "If something happen to me, please call her. She’ll know what she must do to me." I show him 1 name in my contact list.

"Nothing is gonna happen. But okay."

I turn away and then I walk slowly. I open the door. “Dad….. Onii-chan…”

Someone go out from a room, he bring a gun with him. “Akane? Why are you here?”

"Dad?" I run towards him, I hug him. "Dad, where have you been? I miss you. Where’s my brother?"

Another man poke me from behind, “Hi, my little sister. Wow… you seems taller.” He grinned.

I take a deep breath. “Can both of you just give up? The police already surrounded this place.”

They shocked, they lift their gun again. I’m trembled.

"Did your daughter works with the police to arrest us???!!!" A men show up and he pointed his gun to me.

"No. She’s innocent!" My brother try to protect me.

But I hear a gun fired. I touch my stomach…… bleeding.

"Akane!!!!" My father scream and then he shoot that men into his head. He died.

I saw the police went in. My father and my brother got arrested. I still sprawl on the floor.

"Akane!!! Wake up!!" I heard my brother screaming.

Mr. Kurosawa lift me. “Let’s go to the hospital. I’ll take you there.”

I grabbed his shirt, “Ca……. call…. my.. my… friend.”

"I already called her, she’ll come here with an ambulance."

I heard sound of siren. He carry me into the ambulance.

I saw Airin, she cried. “Oh my God!! Churi… why are you so stupid to do this?!” She look at Mr. Kurosawa, she slap him. “You….. damn police!”

I take her hand. “Don’t…… don’t mad.. at him….. Let’s go, Airin.”

She nodded. The door closed.

I feel so sleepy. I’m about to close my eyes, but I open it again when Airin yell at me.

"Churi!!! Look at me!!!! Don’t close your eyes!!! Keep breathing… breath slowly." She keep crying.

I lift my hand. I touch her cheek and she touch my hand too. “Airin….. thanks…… I must to do it! You know what to do, right?”

She nodded. “You’re very brave, Churi.”

We arrived. I dragged out from the ambulance, I carried into the hospital.

"Ju-Jurina?! What happened to both of you?! You lost your mind." I saw Airin shocked. I wanna see what’s she’s looking at.

I saw Jurina carried by 2 man. Jurina close her eyes, her mouth…… What is it?? Her mouth frothing.

4 of us in the same hospital. 3 of us is dying. How funny isn’t it? How can a destiny played us like this?! I chuckled weakly.

Someone inject me. I can’t see anything again. Dark… quiet.

*END OF Churi P.O.V*

========================= **** ==========================

Jurina….. Jurina……

I heard someone whispering at me. I open my eyes. Ahh… too bright. I blinked over and over until I can look clearly. White…….. What’s this place? Am I dead? Is Rena safe?

"She’s safe."

I turned, “Akane? Why are you here?!”

"Family issue." She laugh.

I confused. She hold my hand. This is the first time she hold my hand, it’s kinda embarassing.

"Jurina, let’s walk around."

We walk around, “Akane, why are we walk around? It’s all white. Nothing else.”

She smile at me, “Be patient, Jurina. We're looking for your door.”

"My door? What door?" I scratch my head.

We walk around for 3 hours, I think. But we didn’t feel tired… strange.

"Here… your door."

I see a door that Churi appointed. A white door, my name is writen on it.

"Where’s your door?"

She’s just silent.

"Are we have to split up?? No, I can help you to find it too."

"Jurina….. I have something to tell you." She looks nervous.

"Okay, tell me anything. You can angry at me too." I’m ready to receive all rude words from her, so I can die peacefully.

"Jurina….. I love you." She smiled.

"Eh? Last time, you said that you love Rena."

"I already said what I want to say." She open my door. "Go!" She pushed me.

I gasped. I open my eyes. Hospital?! I’m still here?! So, that’s mean Rena…….. I cried. I saw Mariko sleep, she hold my hand. “Mariko… Mariko!”

She gasped. “Are you awake? Jurina… you awake!” She hugged me. She cried. ” Thanks God. Thanks to the doctor, they can suck most of pills that you ate before.”

I release her. “Why don’t you did what I wrote??!!”

"I did it, Jurina… I did! I came as fast as I can. I bring you here. I said about what you wrote to a doctor. But……."

"But what??!!! Is she died before we came?!" I cried.

"No, the doctor said that she has another donor."

"Eh?!"

I heard someone knock the door.

"Come in, Airin." Mariko talked to Airin.

"Jurina, don’t ever do that again. I really love you, dad too." She peck my cheek, then Mariko leave both of us.

"Are you OK Jurina?"

"I feel great."

"Jurina….." She cried. I know that she cried before too, her eyes swollen. "Churi is dead." She cry even harder.

"No way!!!! I just met her a few minutes ago!"

"It can't be." Airin start to tell something. “Jurina, you forced a doctor here to did a test to you, right?”

I look down, “yeah…. sorry. I can’t let Rena die.”

"Churi did it too."

"What?!"

"After you talked with that doctor, she walk into that doctor’s room too. She did like you did. She brought her family name and forcing that doctor too.
A month later, she come again to this hospital. Both of you have a positive response to Rena’s body. Both of you are a great donor for her.
After she got that result, she came to my house. She told me about it. I’m totally shocked.

She said that she know what you will do if you didn’t get a donor for Rena.
She asked me to help her. If something happened to her, she want to be the one who give her heart to Rena. She can’t let you do that because………”

"She love me. She already said that to me." I shed my tears. I’m so sorry, Churi.

"Yes. She didn’t know that you plan your suicide on that day. The day when she get shot."

"Shot?!"

"Yeah.. a drug dealer shoot her. It’s a long story… I can’t tell you about it now. You need to take a rest.

But one thing that she said when she saw you in this hospital is ‘Airin, We come right on time' I saw her smile for the last time.”

We both crying.

====================== 6 months later ====================

"Rena chaaannnn….! Where is my towel? Did you hide it on purpose?" I chuckled.

"Why should I do that?! You forget to bring your towel." She gave me my towel.

I went out from our bathroom. I saw her cooking in the kitchen. “What do you cook?”

"Our breakfast." She look at me, but she look away quickly. "You did it on purpose!"

I just use a towel to cover my body. "Why should I do that?! I’m forget to bring my clothes." I laugh. I hugged her from behind. "It looks delicious."

"Of course!" She smirked.

"You looks pretty."

"always." She grinned.

I kiss her neck.

"Jurina, we will late to go to work. I don’t want to be late in my first day."

"But, I’m your boss." I grinned. I turn off the stove. I whispering to her, "Stop cooking, save it for our dinner.. my secretary.

She rolled her eyes, “Geez.”

She turned, “I love you, Jurina.”

"So do I, Rena."

We kissed. I touch her chest, I feel her heartbeat. Thank you, Churi. You’re our best friend ever.

======================= THE END =========================

I’m so sorry about Churi. I can’t do anything else, this is WMatsui fanfic.  :banghead:

This chapter is longer than usual. Please don’t get sleep/bored while read.  :mon sweat:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: maeda2708 on October 08, 2013, 02:49:37 PM
KYAAAA!!!  :farofflook: finally this chap was complete~~

Keep making more ff about WMATSUI~~  :kneelbow:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: chiqinna on October 08, 2013, 02:56:52 PM
gosh...I'm starting to love your works AnakPanti...  :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs
I wonder what is your real name...  :? nickname?
It feel weird to call you anakpanti...hehe
make more OS!  :twothumbs
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: anakpanti on October 08, 2013, 03:40:39 PM
KYAAAA!!!  :farofflook: finally this chap was complete~~

Keep making more ff about WMATSUI~~  :kneelbow:

Thanks for reading. :D
Do you like the ending? I tried hard to make Rena and Jurina alive. :P

I will keep make it, because WMatsui is my favorite pairing.  8)
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: anakpanti on October 08, 2013, 03:47:00 PM
gosh...I'm starting to love your works AnakPanti...  :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs
I wonder what is your real name...  :? nickname?
It feel weird to call you anakpanti...hehe
make more OS!  :twothumbs

yeaayyy..  XD
Thanks a lot for your love to my fanfics.

Real name? My real nickname is Putri.
I'm an Indonesian, so... I'm sure that my other nickname is weird for you too.  :lol:

About next OS.. I'm working on 1 MaYuki fanfic now.
I already made too many WMatsui this month. :P
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: Zita on October 08, 2013, 06:44:14 PM
Heh I will never have enought of this stories. XD
It is something I look forward after my long day at the university.
Poor Churi. But I'm really happy about happy end. :grin:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: BbSis on October 08, 2013, 07:54:23 PM
Nhyaaa I had to hold myself to not cry since I'm in a hospital...
so beautiful and touching ;.; I loved it!
I'm still here trying to gather the pieces of my heart.
I'm glad that jurina and Rena ended up together, but the thought of Rena with Churi's heart is so so ;.; like jurina is loving Churi and Rena at the same time. ;.;

Thank you for this :bow
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: anakpanti on October 08, 2013, 08:16:42 PM
Nhyaaa I had to hold myself to not cry since I'm in a hospital...
so beautiful and touching ;.; I loved it!
I'm still here trying to gather the pieces of my heart.
I'm glad that jurina and Rena ended up together, but the thought of Rena with Churi's heart is so so ;.; like jurina is loving Churi and Rena at the same time. ;.;

Thank you for this :bow

Why are you in a hospital? Are you sick?

If that is Jurina's heart.. it'll became too sad for Rena, Churi, and Airin at the same time. I can't do that.
But someday, I'll try to make a sad ending.. :p
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: Angeldarke on October 09, 2013, 12:00:58 AM
So sad and beatiful fic  :farofflook:

I am really happy that rena and jurina can be together in the end  :nya:

poor churi but she is a life saver so its ok  :on woohoo:

great fic I love all your fic especially wmatsui fics rsrs  :onioncheer:

please do more wmatsui fics  :kneelbow:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: jouvalentine on September 02, 2016, 09:18:19 AM
Poor Churi.. But I guess it can't be helped, Wmatsui must live on!   :oops:
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: MaYukiIsLife on September 02, 2016, 12:28:56 PM
T^T I'm only assuming Churi was on the brink of death due to the incident with her father & brother so she thought it was the perfect time to sacrifice herself.

But Jurina attempting suicide for Rena was... bittersweet.

WMatsui... At least it was a happy ending.
Title: Re: [4 Shots] WMatsui - I Will Give My Heart for You [COMPLETE]
Post by: Kyuartz on April 30, 2018, 08:08:52 PM
This... I guess is the most touching fanfic that you’ve written
And indeed you wrote a few that I really love 😍😍😍
Rena and Jurina could be together and all of this thanks to Churi
Honestly when everything played out that way, it made me screamed out ‘no’ silently
That’s just how great it is
Love it!!! Overall 👍👍👍👍👍👏👏👏👏