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Gomennasai
Chapter 1 (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=38826.msg1318916#msg1318916)
Chapter 2 (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=38826.msg1319777#msg1319777)
Chapter 3 (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=38826.msg1322097#msg1322097)
Chapter 4A (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=38826.msg1417967#msg1417967)
If you don't like sad/angst stories, please DO NOT read this fic
Gomennasai
Cast
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Watanabe Family
-Watanabe Riku as father
-Watanabe Yuko as mother
-Watanabe Sae, 1st son, The CEO, (23 y/o)
-Watanabe Yuki, 2nd daughter, a college girl, (21 y/o)
-Watanabe Mayu, 3rd daughter, a highschool student, (18 y/o)
-Takahashi Minami, Watanabe's private doctor
-Shinobu, Watanabe's maid
-Kitagawa Kenji, Watanabe's driver
Another casts will be revealed soon
-Ota Aika, ....... (18 y/o)
-Matsui Jun, .......... (18 y/o)
-Matsui Ren, .......... (21 y/o)
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Omg why!!! Mayu life is so drama
Please update soon
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@Kirozoro : thanks for commenting, :shifty: here is the update :hee:
Note : Sorry for my bad english :mon surr:
Gomennasai
Chapter 1
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-Skype -
"Okasan, please go home now! I want my mommy and daddy go home now !! Don’t you miss me? Why you living in England for so long. " Said Mayu pulling her puppy eyes.
"Mayu-chan, we can’t go back. The flight was delayed several times due to bad weather. We could, but it is risky honey." Yuko tried to give an explanation.
"Well, if mom and dad doesn’t come home until the day after tomorrow, I will run away from home and never come back again, I'm not kidding." said The young Watanabe and immediately disconnect her skype.
Mayu’s POV
I'm annoyed with Mom and Dad. They are just thinking about work, work, and work. As her daugther, i also want to be noticed. I want to be like other children who are always accompanied by their mothers. Huuhh! While I'm whining suddenly there is a LINE message coming from mama. I got up and opened the message.
From: Yuko mama
Mayuyu ^-^ Mama will be back tomorrow with 6 am flight. Don’t go anywhere! Wait Mom and Dad at home. Mama get home just for you honey.. mom's favorite daughter. Don’t forget to tell your brother and sister too. I love you ^3^
To: Yuko mama
Yatta!! Okey mom, be careful and hurry up, I'm waiting for you here. Love you too ^3^
After sending the message, I screamed because I was too happy.
*End of Mayu’s POV*
*Author POV*
"Sae-niichan...Yuki-neechan!" shouted Mayu until the entire house went to her.
"What's Mayu-chan? I was sleeping, you know what time is it now? Why are you still awake? I already told-.... " Sae said endlessly.
"Niichan STOP! Can you listen to my explanation first? " Mayu said, pursing her lips, annoyed because her brother didn’t stop talking.
Sae glanced at Yuki and the older girl just give a smile to indicate that Sae have to succumb to his little sister, "Okay, what you want to say?" Sae said slightly annoyed.
"Oniichan, here..read the mom’s message" Mayu talking cheerfully.
After reading the message, Sae was in silent and his face didn’t look happy. Mayu who saw her brother's reaction becomes confused.
"Why your face looks weird like that? Are you not happy if Mom and Dad go home? " Mayu said as she watched her brother’s expression that could be considered as shocked.
"Mayu-chan, don’t you know if there will be a snowstorm in Japan tommorow, Do you not afraid that something might happened to Mom and Dad? Why do you force them to go home early?" Sae said.
Then Yuki who had been busy with her own thoughts finally speak.
"Mayuyu, do you read the newspaper or watch the news? There will be a snow storm tomorrow in Japan, although its only a prediction, I'm afraid if they are forced to back, there will be something undesirable" said Yuki.
Mayu sitting on the couch, stood up and sat down again, her brother and sister only observe her, then suddenly Mayu shouted.
"No!! No, Mom and Dad have to go home tomorrow, I miss them so much, I don’t want to wait any longer.hikss hikss" Mayu said tearfully.
Yuki who always dote on Mayu was not bear to see her sister cry like that. She approached Mayu and hugged her softly. Hugging her sister, who was still crying as she stroked Mayu’s hair. The atmosphere in that room is quiet, only the sound of Mayu’s crying, until finally Sae speak.
"Mayu-chan, please don’t cry, lets pray for mama and papa so tomorrow they could reach Japan safely. Please don’t cry again my little angel." Said Sae hugging his sisters and kissing Mayu’s forehead.
*End of Author’s POV*
*Yuki’s P.O.V*
Somehow, I feel bad today. Oh Kami-sama please take care of mama and papa. I continue to pray because I can’t sleep, who knows what will happen tomorrow? I have no idea. I'm too tired. I went to Mayu’s room, and she was fast asleep. I approached her, kissed her forehead. She squirmed, I think she'll get up but she was delirious "mommy..please return safely" she said in her sleep. I know how Mayu miss her mother. It has been 3 years our parents didn’t return to Japan because they were busy taking care of business. I lay next to her, hugging her.
*End of Yuki’s POV*
NEXT DAY
*Mayu’s POV*
Hoam! I just wake up and immediately checked the clock on my phone.
"Huh! Still an hour and a half 6? " I said, trying to sit up.
I sat on the edge of my bed and then I saw my sister was asleep beside me, Yuki-neechan? Why does she sleep here? The last time she sleep here because she missed her boyfriend. Hmm, maybe she missed me so.. she sleep beside me. I open my i-phone.
To: Yuko mama
Mommy? Have you go? Don’t forget to wear thick clothes, The weather is so cold here. I was eating a lot of food due to the cold kekekeke ~
* send *
I keep waiting a reply from mama and finally yess !! Mom replied.
From: Yuko mama
Hahaha so mama’s little angel is not skinny anymore. I'm in the airport now, soon we departed. Mayu-chan I'll see you later at home.. \(^3^)/
I smiled brightly after read mama’s messages , I really can’t wait.
*End of Mayu’s POV*
*Author’s POV*
The Watanabes are busy with their breakfast until Sae asked Mayu.
"Mayu-chan, Has Mom and Dad depart?" said Sae while drinking milk.
"Ah, yes, I was texting mama and mama told me that she leave at 6." said Mayu.
Sae just nodded.
"Yuki-neechan, did you sleep in my room last night? You miss me huh? " Mayu said teasing her sister.
Yuki just smiled hearing Mayu tease her, Somehow she is still feeling anxious. After they finished eating, they were busy for the next activity except Yuki. She have the day off so she stays at home. Sae have to go to the office and Mayu is going to school.
"Neechan, I go first ... please send me a message if mama has reached home. Don’t forget okey." Said Mayu kissing Yuki cheeks.
"Okey my dear, don’t be a naughty students, you understand? " Said Yuki.
"Ayeay capten.. ~. Bye Neechan" Mayu said as she left.
Then Sae run of the stairs and yelled at Mayu.
"Mayuyuu!!" shouted Sae successfully made the little girl shocked.
"What Niichan? You make my heart seemed to be off!" Mayu said annoyed at her brother.
"Nope, I just want to take you to school, come on!" Pulling Mayu’s hand and then suddenly stopped, calling Yuki.
"Yukirin, please tell me if our parents has come. And be carefull at home, if you need me just call me, I'll be home soon for you hehehe. Bye." Said Sae and immediately get into the car.
"Tch, they were, brother and sister are both captious kekeke ~ but I love them." Yuki muttered as she closed the door.
*End of Author’s POV*
*Yuki’s POV*
I'm so bored not doing anything all day. Should I watch tv? I have not been watching tv until I forget what it feels to watch tv kkekeke ~.
* click *
Breaking News
There has been a plane crash with flight number TD1831 England - Japan. Confirmed there were no survivors in this accident. The following list of passengers who are in the plane.
100. Jenny Margaret Sebastian
102. Hitoru Shimazaki
103. Rick James Theodore
104. Riku Watanabe
105. Yuko Watanabe
Etc.
I look the passenger list until I saw the name of Mom and Dad. OH God? Really? I don’t believe it. I cried after hearing the news and then suddenly I remember my brother and immediately called him. He was really shocked just like me. He went straight to the airport for clarification and it is true, our parents were the victims. I don't know what to do. My mind just filled with a lot of emotions. Shock, denial, angry... at some point i can only think the figure that should be blamed for the departure of mama and papa is Mayu..! That spoiled little sister who made our parents gone forever.
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Riku and Yuko died :depressed:
WHY OH WHY?! :mon zoom:
Well, destiny brought them there...not Mayu. :mon cry:
Update soon, author-san~ :on gay:
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:shocked :shocked :shocked
.................Crap.
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ohh no!.
what will happend after that accident.?
Mayuyu get strong!! :-(
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oohh I like this!
Sae, Mayu and Yuki are siblings..
can't wait to see more from you.. ganbatte!
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I will wait for this !!
I was curious with how story would going on.. Yuki and Mayu, Sae ? Family ? i like this !! :inlove:
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Whaaaat!!!?
How how can yuki blamed mayu for missed her parent? It was normal!! Even mayu was spoiled child,she not wrong!
If yuki and sae hated mayu because of that,ah poor mayu
So much drama, but is it mayuki saeyuki or something else? They were sibling right?
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What ? :shocked
Riku and Yuko dead ? Omg
Why ?
They shouldn't blame on mayu
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Wah too bad mayuki are sibling then there no lovey dovey couple in this story, not even saeyuki
I love mayuki, it doesnt matter if they not couple but it hurt me when knowing yuki and sae gonna hated mayu for the one who caused their parent death,that unfair
What kind of sister they are?
Blamed your little sis?
I hope their parent still has a chance to life,maybe they safe but in unknown island? Hehe
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@ChibiRine : I'm so sorry :sweat:
but they must die if not this story is not going to be interesting :kneelbow:
@Ruka Kikuchi : gomen ne :gyaaah:
@Hikachi_Jayne : thanks for your comment :on cny1:
@chiqinna : I'm happy if you like it :farofflook:
@mayura48 : I'm glad you're willing to wait this fic.. :mon inluv:
@gek geki : yeah they're siblings.. about pairing :mon huh: it is possible there will be another pair :ding:
@Mayukishipper : thanks for your comment :hee: ...they shouldn't blame my cute-innoncent-angel-mayuyu
@kurogumi : I do love mayuki :nya: yeah they shouldn't...but sometimes when we lost our beloved person, :temper: :sweat: our thoughts could be crazy. our actions can be irrational
NOTE : If you don't like sad/angst story, DO NOT read this story. Sorry for my bad 'engrish'
Gomennasai
Chapter 2
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Soundtrack Chapter 2 : What Should I Do - Jisun https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_g9WayRkR8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_g9WayRkR8)
*Author’s POV*
Sae cried on the way home, He never thought that his parents has died. His mother has gone forever because of Mayu’s mistake, yeah, inside Sae’s mind right now is like that. He went back quickly to home to meet Yuki. He had no idea what else to do. Arriving home, Sae found Yuki passed out. Yuki is not eating anything, she is just crying, cry over her mother. Seeing Yuki lying on the floor, He shocked and immediately brought her to the room.
"Yukirin... I'm sorry that I couldn’t protect mama and papa. Don’t be like this, I'm confused what should I do." Said Sae tearfully clutching Yuki’s hands.
Then Sae almost asleep when he was surprised by the sound of Mayu’s screaming.
"Niichan, neechan? Where is Mom and Dad? Oniichan, Oneechan!!" shouted Mayu.
Sae was furious and annoyed with his little sister. He walked out of the Yuki’s room and shouted "SILENCE! Can you shut up a spoiled brat! Do you know ? papa and mama’s plane was crashed and they did not survive! Did you know that huh a spoiled child? Are you happy making mom leave us? SATISFIED? You go out of my way! I'm sick of seeing your face! And from now on do not call me Oniichan again because I was not willing to be the brother of a murderer of my parents !"said Sae then went back to Yuki’s room.
Yuki who had been awake only cry heard Sae. She was also irritated with Mayu. Yuki still had a headache, she went on her back without checking the state of Mayu. "I’m sorry Mayu-chan, I just feels like Sae-niichan." She muttered and went back to sleep.
While Mayu just sitting on the stairs in front of her sister's bedroom. She was in shock over the recent events she experienced. Her brother who was once very kind and attentive to her instantly scolding her and did not even want to be her brother again.
"I'm a killer mama and papa... No, no I don’t kill them Oniichan. I'm love them. Mama.....where are you..." Mayu muttered on the sidelines crying.
Mayu keeps crying until she fell asleep in front of Yuki’s room.
*End of Author’s POV*
*Yuki’s POV*
I feel tired, I want to get more sleep but I have class in the morning! Hemm I don't want to see Mayu. i can't.. It makes me regret having let mom return in a hurry. I finished getting ready and then I opened the door and I saw Mayu is sleeping in front of my room. Oh God! Her eyes are swollen and reddened, I think she was crying all night long. Well naturally, I also cried anyway. Somehow I was not paying attention to my little sister, probably because I still hate her at this time. I got to Sae’s room and he had neatly prepare to work.
"Sae-niichan, I go first. Uhm Niichan? Is not it still too early to go to the office? " I asked.
"Well, I'm lazy to stay at home, I'd better go to the office. You go with me, I'll take you to the campus, how? "Said Sae.
"Okay, boss! But how about Mayu? "I asked, confused.
"Let it be, she take a bus or walk it up to her. I don't have time to think about her right now. Let’s go! " Sae grabbed his bag and left the room.
I followed Sae and right in front of my room he stopped seeing Mayu asleep there. Sae kicking her legs and successfully make Mayu awakened.
"Wake up! Useless child! Mama’s Killer!! Didn’t you go to school! Go fast!" Said Sae.
I was shocked hearing Sae-niichan talk like that to Mayu, but what could I do, I also feel the same way with him. I walked passing her who was trying to get up without greeting her, and when I down the stairs Mayu called me.
"Yuki-neechan." Said Mayu.
"What?" I said coldly.
"Oneechan, I’m sorry. Please forgive me Neechan. Please don’t hate me.I beg you." Said Mayu crying.
"You just take it easy, I'm still going to let you call me Oneechan, and I still let you borrow my stuff, but you're not my beloved sister anymore. You're only a stranger who call me Oneechan." I said with tears in my eyes and I immediately remove it. Sorry, I treated you like this Mayu. My heart doesn’t want to but my brain does. I really feel that you are the reason of mama and papa died.
*End of Yuki’s POV*
*Author’s POV*
It's been 3 years since the death of their parents. They have become like strangers. Mayu who was a cheerful girl now turned into a gloomy girl. During this 3-years Mayu always ignored by her siblings. Mayu have not even allowed to eat in the same table with them. When Mayu there, they will not eat until she finished and went out of the dining table, and only after that they ate in the dining room. Each of their birthdays, Mayu was not invited to celebrate. Sae and Yuki celebrate together without inviting Mayu. Mayu feels lonely. She always hope that her mama and papa pick her up soon.
"Mom, Dad, I miss you. Mama take me with you, take me please " whispered Mayu.
Without Mayu realize. Sae and Yuki was hearing her then approached the little girl.
"Yes, quickly follow mama. There is no point you here. I'm tired to see you here. Useless kid. Just makes me sick. You're jinxed children." Said Sae.
"You're a mama’s murderer. I'm tired seeing you in this house but because of my promise to my mom, then I'll still taking care of you, not because of love but because of the promise! Remember that Mayu, just because of the promise !" Yuki said to her sister.
It may sound cruel. But according to them it is not. They have lost their loved ones because of Mayu. They were jealous of their mother says about Mayu. Mayu as her favorite child, but it was not changed their affection on Mayu until this accident happens. Mayu just cry. She did not offer any resistance on the attitude of her siblings. She just cried and cried. Then she fell asleep on the floor where she was crying.
*End of Author’s POV*
*Mayu’s POV*
My body ached. I got up and looked at the clock and it show up at 5am. I wake up, take a shower, preparing breakfast, oh you know? to redeem the guilt on my siblings, I prepared their breakfast each morning, but they didn’t know. They thought the maid who cook it all. I forbid the maids to tell my siblings, of course..they might throw the food if they knew that I'm the one who made it.
When finished making breakfast, I walked into my room, pick up my bag. When walking I feel pain in my right belly. I find it hard to walk and I squatted to withstand the pain. Unfortunately, It coincided with my sister out of her room. I pretend to fix my shoelaces when my sister passed as usual. My sister just walk away without greeting me. While she was gone I walked desperatly into my room, clutching my stomach and hold the wall to support myself while walking. I ended up in my room. Then I sat on the edge of bed hoping this pain quickly disappear.
*End of Mayu’s POV*
*Sae’s POV*
Mayu? What is wrong with her? Is she sick? Why she holding her stomach and seems ill and difficult to walk? My mind was filled by Mayu but because of my hatred so great I managed to banish the thought.
"Stupid, I don’t care about her anymore." I muttered.
When I got over the kitchen table I tried to ask to Yuki.
"Yukirin, have you seen Mayu?" I asked probing.
"Yeah, I saw her fix her shoelaces. Why? "Asked Yuki wonder.
"Hmm.. It is nothing. Never mind. You have to eat a lot, my dear sister." I said as I ruffled her hair.
"Okey Niichan! My hair is neat. You ruin my makeup." Said Yuki, smoothing her hair. Oh God, she is very similar to mama. Mama, I miss you.
"Alright. Quickly finish your food, I wait in the car " I said.
"Yes boss! Hehe " Yuki said.
*End of Sae’s POV*
*Author’s POV*
Mayu goes out of her room because she felt the pain has diminished. She descended the stairs. She thought Sae and Yuki are gone but apparently not because Yuki have to take the shoes in the behind. Mayu who walking a bit wobbly surprised by Yuki who accidentally bumped into her from behind. She fell, tried to get up but the pain comes again.
"Oh..what a spoiled brat, just like that you can not get up? Want me to help? But why should I waste my time to help you” Yuki said as she went.
Mayu felt a tremendous pain that she could only see her sister who went without help her. Then she fainted. The maid who was in the house suddenly panicked. They immediately brought to the hospital.
*End of Author’s POV*
*Mayu’s POV*
Where am I? Why everything is white ?? I tried to get up but i was detained by Shinobu-san, our family maid. She said that I had fainted and immediately taken to the hospital. Then the doctor came along with the nurse to check on me.
"Hello Watanabe-san, how it is? Did you agree to do some medical tests? I need enough data to diagnose a disease." Said Takahasi-sensei.
"Hmm, whether it is necessary?" I asked.
"Yes, to uphold my diagnosis." Said Takahasi-sensei.
"Okay Sensei, I will undergo some tests, but please don’t tell anyone, including the women who took me earlier. I don’t want to worry her. Can you say to them if I'm fine just tired? Please. " I begged.
"Yes, all right. You need a rest Watanabe-san. I will be prepared for the test." Said Takahasi-sensei.
I just smiled. What is wrong with me? Am I suffering a severe illness? I never feel pain anyway... Although the last few months sometimes my stomach hurts. It even makes me difficult to walk but after I take a rest I'm back as usual. Very weird...
*I just lost 2tb files about AKB on my external hard drive and that makes me insane
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Author-san , you're really mean :depressed:
you make me cry :gyaaah:
but i really want to read more :wub:
Please update soon :thumbup
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hmmm.... you make me want to cry :cry:
sae and yuki..... i don't know what i have to say but.... :smhid
actually, it's not mayu fault, it just mayu missed riku and yuko. but... when die comes, we never know it right? :sweatdrop: so it's not mayu fault!!!! :bleed eyes:
i'm curious about mayu illness... :panic: i hope it's not a bad one :cry:
thanks for the update :cry: even it's make me sad and almost cry :bleed eyes:
UPDATE SOON! :thumbsup
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sae and yuki..... i don't know what i have to say but.... :smhid
Here's what they deserve: :thumbdown:
This WHOLE thing was NOT Mayu's fault!
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It's not mayu fault!
Hope there some miracle like yuko and riko still alive
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Poor Mayu...It's not fully Mayu falls in this accident
I hoped Mayu is fine
Please update fast i want to read more
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I dont care anymore about what pairing,its sisterly story
Ah poor mayu she got an illness
I hope sae and yuki just mad for a while and not to long cause mayu newd them now
Will sae and yuki happy if their sister died too? I think not
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Its been 3 years ? Sae and yuki still hate mayu ? Oh no!!
Mayu be strong, papa Riku and mama Yuko always watch you from heaven
Sae you really harsh to mayu, i hate you
Thanks for make me crying author-san
i'll waiting for next update
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I forbid the maids to tell my siblings, because they might throw the food if they knew that I made it.
I laugh so hard in this part
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:cry: update soon author-san
wanna read the next one
hope mayu will be okay T_T
mou~ mayuyu :cry:
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Somehow got a feeling that mayu might end up [emoji24][emoji24][emoji24]
Author-san, i know your pain of losing akb data... I have this experience before just that lucky now most of it able to retrieve back...
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Ok i forgot that saeyuki ignored mayu for 3 years!! Gosh that awful!
If they promised to take care mayu,they shouldn't doing that to mayu, mayu hury too
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Arghhhhhh......
That's not how to treat your youngest sister..... :scolding:
3 years was too much....... :on cloudeye:
saeyuki should try to google the word acceptance... :on study:
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3 years is soooo long..how mayu stand that..
Thanks for the update author san~
This is addictive
Imma so gonna cry (´∩｀。)
*hides myself in blanket
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(late at reading and commenting :sweatdrop: )
Gimme more pwease onegai~~
Love the drama~ XD although I feel so sad for Mayuyu :cry:
Update soon~ :cow: :bow:
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sad...poor mayuyu.
even after 3years, sae & yuki still cold to mayu.
ouch, does mayu okay? what kind of ill she got?
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@blackcold : here is the update, thanks for the comment :hee:
@fath107 : sorry, but maybe I'll try to make you cry :kekeke:
@Ruka Kikuchi : yeah its not mayu's fault .. :on cloudeye: its my fault
@kurogumi : i hope so :on hobo: I guess there is no miracle in this 'season' :kekeke:
@Kirozoro : lets pray for her :mon cry:
@gek geki : maybe they need time to be able to forgive her :mon POd:
@Mayukishipper : i'm glad if you cry :mon heh:
@Weird Panda : :mon dunno: :mon mischief: :mon lmao:
@yurin23mayuki : here is the update :on drink:
@qweakb : woa, could it be ... :dunno: Now I'm trying to re-download that :bleed eyes:
@arawche079 : yeah they SHOULD :on hypto:
@kuro_black29 : it's okay if you cry :on cny1:
@mayuki_daisuki : thanks for taking the time to comment :gmon shy:
@sastio13 : I hope this chapter can answer your questions :gmon bang:
Thank you so much ChibiRine-senpai for proofreading and making this awesome poster
:mon lovelaff:
Gomennasai
Chapter 3
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Soundtrack Chapter 3 : Yowamushi Kemushi - Kashiwagi Yuki (https://soundcloud.com/artto-itti/yowamushi-kemushi-kashiwagi-yuki-solo)
Shinobu-san who panicked because seeing Mayu fainting, constantly called Sae. When he answered, he immediately notifies the state of Mayu. Sae was panic, but when Shinobu-san said that the doctor said that Mayu is just tired, He relieved and immediately hung up without asking where she was treated. Sae is panic because after all Mayu is still his sister but after knowing that she was fine, his attitude back as usual cold and indifferent to Mayu.
Shinobu-san called Yuki, and she was the same as Sae, just shocked then, back cold again. Shinobu-san couldn’t understand how they can treat Mayu like that. It was sad to see her current state.
Mayu asked to go home and the doctor allowed as long as she take a rest. The doctor asked to take the results of medical tests in two days later. Mayu went home, her face still pale but she was still excited.
"Ganbare, Mayuyu!!" said her at her own self.
Arriving in a home at 7 pm, her brother and sister are not home yet. Mayu is busy cooking for dinner, not for herself but for her beloved siblings.
"Mayu-san, don’t you want to break? I'll do the cooking. You've just come home from the hospital." Said Shinobu-san.
"Just calm Shinobu-san, I am strong. I'm not going to die just because I cook food for my siblings. Don’t overdo it. Hehe." Mayu said, smiling.
"Okay, whatever you say." Shinobu said with a smile.
Mayu continued her cooking activities.
"Yoshaaaa~~~!!! Food ala chef Mayu. Kekeke ~ "Mayu said while decorating the food.
When she finished clearing the dinner table, Mayu cleans her brother and sister room, as usual. Sae and Yuki thought that it was the maid who doing all of that, but Mayu was the one who did all of that for them every day. Mayu will also make milk for her siblings every morning before she will go to school but still, the maid will always be the one who will always deliver the milk to her brother and sister’s room.
When cleaning Sae’s room, Mayu got nosebleeds. Her blood ejected so much so that splash on Sae’s book. Just a little, because Mayu ran into her room quickly and locked the door.
*Yuki’s POV*
I want to get home so quickly, I want to know Mayu’s condition. Yeah, after all I still her sister. I want to know her state. But I don’t show my worries to her. I still hate her. Nobody will erase the hatred she caused.
"Tadaima." I said.
"Okaeri, Yuki-san.” Shinobu-san greeted me with a smile on her face. “Mayu-san is in her room and she just walked in the room.” Shinobu-san added.
"Ah, thank you Shinobu-san." I said.
I stood in front of Mayu’s room, I want to ask about her condition but I cancel my intention. I just passed, came into my room. I had a shower and then I went down to eat. I'm hungry.
I saw Sae, eating his food with gusto.
"Oniichan.” I called him and he looked at me. “You eat like a person who doesn’t eat for weeks!" I said with a chuckle.
"I don’t know, after mama gone, I feel this food tastes is like mama who made the dishes." Said Sae.
"You're right Niichan, I feel every day Shinobu-san increasingly understand us. Shinobu-san also makes us milk, clean up our room and all looked like mama did. Hmm… I miss mama." I said sadly.
"Don’t be sad Yuki, let's eat. At least we are still together and I hope that jinxed child will get out of here soon; I'm fed up with her." Sae said with exasperation.
"Do you mean, Mayu? Don’t you miss her? "I said suddenly.
"I told you, I stop being her brother since the incident.” Sae said with a shame look on his face.
I could just shut up and continue my eating until finished. Then after dinner, Sae went to sleep. While me? I'm still thinking about Mayu, somehow I missed her. I really miss her. Yeah greatly missed, but alas, my ego was bigger than my longing is.
When I was about to close the door of my room, Mayu suddenly went out from her room. Her face was pale and wait...her face is filled with blood? Oh my goodness..Why? When I wanted to go out, my legs felt like locked, until finally Shinobu-san came, then she helped Mayu. She took Mayu back into her room and I don’t know what's going on anymore. Oh god what happened to Mayuyu? Why? Why I didn’t help her? Why did I just freeze here God, why?
I cry behind the door of my room. I felt I wasn’t a good sister for her. I am confused. Mama, please help me, I said. Then instantly I fell asleep because I was tired of crying.
*Mayu’s POV*
I'm very thirsty. I want to drink. Then no matter with my face covered in blood because I'm bleeding, I'm straight out, but my head dizzy. I find it hard to walk. Fortunately Shinobu-san came to help me, and then I heard the sound of crying. Wait… Is Yuki-neechen crying? But why? My sister is crying, or it's just my hallucination? I have no idea.
"Thank Shinobu-san." I said.
"You're welcome Mayu-san. If you need a help, just call me. I am ready to help you." Shinobu-san said and she gave me an are you okay look.
"Shinobu-san, I'm thirsty. And, I'm sorry if I've been troubling you. I entrusted my siblings to you when I go "I said pleaded.
"Errr....hmmm, as you wish Mayu-san. I’ll get a drink for you." she stammered.
"Thank you so much" I said and then I fell asleep.
*Sae’s POV*
I'm thirsty, I want to drink a cold drink. I came out of my room and I passed Mayu’s room. I vaguely heard Mayu begged Shinobu-san.
"I'm sorry if I've been troubling you. I entrusted my siblings to you when I go." Mayu said pleading.
Do I hear? Mayu, a sister who I ignored is really cares about me? Even more than that, she entrusted me and Yuki on Shinobu-san? Why? Does she want to go away? Ah thank God if she wanted to go away, I also don’t want her to be in this house. Yet in this house she also useless right? All housework is done by Shinobu-san and other helpers. So when she goes, nothing will change. I went to the kitchen and get a drink then go back to sleep.
*A few days later*
*Mayu’s POV*
Today is the day where I had to take my health test results, may I be fine. I still can’t die because my siblings have not forgiven me. Mama wait for me. I will immediately follow you after my business here is finished.
Arriving at the hospital.
"Hello Takahashi-sensei" I said and sat down.
"Hello Watanabe-san. How are you? " Said the doctor, taking a blue folder.
"I'm fine. Even very good here. Sensei how was my condition?"
"Watanabe-san, I beg you to listen this carefully. You are suffering from liver cirrhosis or liver stiffness at first, your liver is broken and when viewed from this development has been a matter of time. Don’t you feel the pain? I saw this liver cirrhosis has reached the final stage which can be considered to liver cancer. You will find it hard to walk when it is a relapse, unbearable pain, nausea, vomiting, anorexia, and at an advanced stage you will often vomiting blood due to bleeding and cause you severe anemia. You should not be too stressful because it can lead to severe bleeding. " Takahashi-sensei mumbled and I gasped.
Deg…I’m shocked….
"C-Could I recover? Haha what kind of question was that?! My siblings doesn’t care about me anyway." I whispered.
"You could Watanabe-san, but for now you’re still in early-stage of cancer, I'll find a donor for you. You only need to provide the money for operating costs, approximately 20-35 million yen. And so for now I'll just give you a medicine for pain relief. I hope its development slowed down so I had plenty of time to find a donor for you. " Takahashi-sensei said as she checked the papers.
"Ah…Well, thank you, sensei." I said and went out of the room.
I paused while walking; sometimes I hit a few people. I'm confused where I will get 20-35 million yen? That's a lot for me. Ah.., my brother is taking care of papa's company. My father was a successful businessman, certainly money 20-35 million yen is not really great and my brother have it. I hope so.
*End of Mayu’s POV
*Author’s POV*
Mayu seemed so sad and confused. Sad because she never knew her illness was and wondering where she could get the money. While she was confused, Sae’s car sound was heard. Mayu smiled and she waited for her brother and of course, though her feeling devastated, she still cook and clean up her sibling’s room. Even it hurts, a lot.
"Sae-niichan." Mayu said.
Sae stopped when seeing Mayu then went on his way back.
"Could I ask you 35 million yen? I have a purpose. Please?" Mayu asked pleadingly.
Sae turned and suddenly hit Mayu with his paperwork.
"What do you mean you're asking for money from me? Do you think 35 million yen is small? Even if it's small I'm not willing to give it to you! I'd better give it to the needy than I gave it to a spoiled girl like you, that money would have been wasted." Sae said disparagingly.
"But oniichan..." unfinished Mayu speak Sae immediately interrupted.
"I already told you, don’t call me oniichan again! And remember I'm not going to give any money to you, never! You could eat and live just is enough. Don’t expect more.” Sae said coldly and then went to his room.
Mayu just smiled and muttered the words of her brother.
"You right, I could live and eat it is enough." murmured her.
And without they knowing, Yuki was saw that scene. Yuki went in and saw Mayu.
"Why you need so much money?" Yuki talked.
"It's for my personal use. Can you lend me neechan? I promise I’ll pay back. please "Mayu said.
"I don’t have. Even if I have, why should i lend you? It is better for my personal business. Get out of here, you're blocking my way." Said Yuki coldly.
"Okay, thank you neechan." Mayu said softly.
Yuki confused with Mayu's attitude. Mayu never borrow money on her. Even when she given first she refused because she didn’t need the money, she just needs her brother and sister.
"Hmm, why did she change? I think now she's become a girl who is thirsty for wealth. Geez. I'm getting lazy meet her. I hope she stay away from my life." Yuki muttered.
"Mom I miss you. Sae-niichan..Yuki-neechan.. Please forgive me. I beg you please forgive me." Mayu said as she walked into her room and when she reached her room she felt her body like a limp and then braaakkk ... Mayu fainted.
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I am totally shocked.
Please follow it soon've got it hurts the heart of sadness
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I need more chapter
Yeah from what i know,liver cancer can be happen cause the person have some stress,in this matter i think mayu stressed cause her brother and sister also the guilty
But it still in first stadium it should be cured but of course she need the money
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mayuyu :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
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What the :banghead:
Mayu :cry: :cry: :cry: :( :angry:
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Oh.. god.. damn! I hate yuki and sae! :angry: :banghead:
Yuki start to worried about mayu.. :smhid
Mayu! Ganbare! Keep strong! :cry:
It's okay if you make me sad or cry author-san.. :)
Because...
YOU HAVE TO UPDATE SOON! I WANT TO KNOW ABOUT MAYU CONDITION! :cry:
Btw.. thanks for the update :)
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Gahhhhhh!!!!
Where did Mayu going to get that much of money!!!
And gosh Yuki and Sae stop being a dick head
Update ASAP pls
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Sae, Yuki please help mayu.. :pleeease:
I can't hold this anymore :on speedy: :on speedy: :on speedy:
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Sae, Yuki please help mayu.. :pleeease:
I can't hold this anymore :on speedy: :on speedy: :on speedy:
I can't hold it too anymore :on speedy: :on speedy: :on speedy: :on speedy: :on speedy: :on speedy:
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sae, you think you deserved to be called oniichan by mayu?? yup nope!
at least i still found yuki have a heart for mayu, even just a bit but yuki seems care about mayu, i'm not surprise if yuki is the one who opened her heart for mayu
mayu ill could be cured but it cost lot of money
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Nee author-san thanks for make me crying again
Sae and Yuki please lend mayu that damn money, i dont wanna see mayu suffer again, this is too much
Thanks for update author-san
I need more chapter T_T
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sae,yuki i'll kill you because treated mayuyu like that :twisted:
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MAYU SAMA :gyaaah:
JUST LEND MAYU THE MONEY :banghead:
baka brother and sis..wuuu :tantrum:
thank you author san..update please :on drink:
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not mayuki? :(
sad :( i'm so sad at Mayu's current state right now. They treat her like hell waaaahhhh :((((
Mayuki :( :heart:
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:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
I hope your story could make all my tears go out :lol:
I can't even cry when i want to XD
But your story almost did it , hope for sooner update :kneelbow:
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woooooooh
wooooooh
woooooh
woooooh
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Yhuiii-san me want more pwease~~ :mon cute:
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Yhuiii-san me want more pwease~~ :mon cute:
yes plis!
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I'm very love it.. Poor mayu, but I don't cry either.. Keep writing #GBU
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Oh no!! My heart is not strong enough for this sad story. Please spare Mayu chan. Poor her. :cry:
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Aww this is breaking my heart
Sae yuki please,where your soft heart?
Your mother's will mad if you treathen mayu your sister like that
They will sad, they will regret why they entrust mayu to you two
Poor mayu, don't she has any friend's in school that can trust? We need new character here
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Poor mayu.. :gyaaah::fainted:
Why Sae and Yuki so cold, I really hate this side of them.. :angry1:
Update soon please.. :pleeease:
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keep strong mayu chan :gyaaah: :fainted:
I want to kill Yuki and Sae, they are very-very stupid :on voodoo: :mon worklate:
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Pleaseeeeeeee updateeeeee
Mayuuuuuuuuuuuuu be stroooooong
Saeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you jeereeerrrrk
Yukiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Please open your heart
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huuwaaaaaaaaaaa......
poor mayu, i want to cry but I'm not crying haha
please update more as soon as possible author yhuiii-san, please I beg you...
I like this sad angst story
update more pwease
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hehehe
update soon author-san. :)
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Yhuiii-san please update the chapters :beg:
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Update please,,,,, :bow: :bow: :bow:
:deco:
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author-san.. PLEASE UPDATE I WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENS TO MAYUYU!! ;A;
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update this story, please... :cry:
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:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
T_T please don't make what i think of become true
It will be nice but my heart can't handle it
Please update soon i want to know what will happen
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update, please :cry:
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Update please 😢
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Uwaahhh!
So heart wrenching! :ptam-hbk:
Author-san, where forth arth thou?!
Please update! My heart can't take it not knowing what will happen next! :ptam-cry: :gyaaah: :fainted: :imdead: :mon waterworks:
Anyway, your fic is so good! :twothumbs
Right in the kokoro :heart:
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:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
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almost 3 years.. where are you... :pleeease:
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Ne author san when will you update??? I really want to know what's going to happen to mayu and her siblings... *pout* Will she die? Will sae and yuki learn to 'forgive' mayu and get over their big ego's to save their sister? Or will it be too late?? Hmm so much questions that needs to be answered and it can only be done with updates haha XD take your time tho lol no rush!
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Waaaahhh!!!!~~~`
what ill happen to mayu :dunno:
Mayu don't die please :ptam-cry:
At least Yuki cares a little for Mayu :bingo:(Sae is a jerk for not caring for her little sister!!!!! :angry1: )
Update it please :kneelbow: :kneelbow: :kneelbow:
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Gomennasai
Chapter 4A
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Soundtrack Chapter 4A : Dome The Star 8-眼淚的願望 Praying with Tears (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iJln4FZFLLY)
Author’s POV
Sae came into the room with mixed feelings, you could say he was very curious about the coversation that he had before. Why did Mayu need that money? These thoughts continued to fulfill his head until he was dizzy.
"AARRRGHH !!!" Sae shouted as he ruffled his hair.
Yuki who heard the cries of his brother comes straight into Sae’s room.
"Oniichan are you sick? Please don’t make me afraid!"
"I’m just tired Yuki. Somehow I really miss our old life." Sae said tearfully.
"Sae-niichan, you have to be strong. I’m able to withstand the grief because I have you. You are the only that i have now, so please don’t be like this Niichan. You make me sad." Yuki was crying too.
Things became touching. Two siblings are crying because of how their lives has changed after losing their parents. Then what about Mayu? She was fainted but slowly gaining her consciousness and she immediately taking the medicine, so that the pain didn’t recur constantly.
"Ganbare Mayuyu!" The young girl stared at her own reflection. It looked pale and bit more thin then it used to be. She came out of her bedroom and heard something from her brother’s room. Mayu walked forward trying to approach Sae’s room, though she was scared, She ventured to open the room and tried to get closer to those who are upset it.
"Sae-niichan, Yuki-neechan.. Why are you crying?" Mayu asked cautiously.
"M-mayu? What are you doing here?" Sae was surprised by the presence of Mayu.
"I heard the sound of crying." Mayu cleared.
"Mayu-chan, why? Why should our mama and papa? Why it is not you?" rambled Yuki, she was asleep at Sae’s lap.
Sae and Mayu shocked at Yuki’s delirium. Especially Mayu. Her sister word’s was stabbing her heart. Although Mayu has realized that Yuki didn’t like her but it still hurts when she heard so much hatred toward herself. Mayu decided to get out of the room and ran out somewhere, certainly she messed up this time.
Sae's POV
Whoaa, Yukirin said those words? I was surprised but that's good to let her know how much we hated her. However, her pale face looked really sad, especially when the tears continued to flow after hearing Yuki’s sleeptalking.
"Mayuyu, you have to be strong no matter what." I murmured to myself. To be honest I really love you, but my heart is too broke when I remembered that you are the reason of our parents death, Mayu..Mayuyu, my beloved sister.
Mayu’s POV
God, why Yuki-neechan hates me so much? Hate is very close to love, right? If Yuki hates me then it is a sign that she also loves me right? God what should i do? I keep running and wondered to myself. My feet has brought me to this park, where I used to play here with my siblings.
Flash Back
"Niichan, I'm hungry ."
"Hahaha, Mayuyu how can you? We already had a breakfast before came to here." Yuki laughed and hugged me.
"But I’m stilI hungry, i want to eat kaarage.." said the younger girl.
"Ja, wait here, Yuki will buy kaarage for Mayuyu."
"Hurry up Niichan, I'm very hungry.."
"Hai..Mayuyu-chan."
Yuki had gone for a long time, The little Mayu was waiting for Yuki but she did not come back. That child afraid if her Neechan left her. She cried. She thought Yuki would never go back and had not loved her anymore. This thought may sound stupid, but it was a nightmare for the naive little girl like Mayu. She was sitting on bench and suddenly someone closed her eyes, of course The young Mayu was screaming hysterically. After the person took off her hands, Mayu saw her. It was Yuki. That child immediately stood up and hugged her sister.
"Neechan, don’t leave me again." Mayu said, weeping.
"Mayuyu-chan, gomen ne… I'm sorry there were so many people at the shop.” Yuki embraced her little sister. “It was immposible to leave my beloved sister, Mayu know that Yuki love you right. Whatever happens, Yuki will always be with Mayuyu, because Mayuyu is my cute little sister. Please don’t cry." Yuki tried to calm Mayu down.
"Niichan..You promise? Right? You're not lying?" Mayu sobbed, tried to convince herself.
"I promise. Whatever happens, Yuki will always be a big sister who protect Mayuyu." Yuki hugged Mayu for a long time. She patted her little sister’s back softly. The little Mayu loves to listen the way Yuki breathe, her warmth hug, she feels save.
Krrkkkk....krruukkkk...
“Hahaha looks like someone in hungry ne,” Yuki laughed.
"Yuki-neechan, feed me.." kekekeke
"Alright here we go…open your mouth ..Aaahhh."
* end flashback
Yuki-neechan, you lie. You said you will continue to love me no matter what happens, but why you throw me like this? I want you to remember what you said earlier in this park when I'm afraid to lose you… Neechan.. I really miss you and also with Sae-niichan, I miss you both.
"I don’t need a liver donor! I just need to live well as what Sae-niichan said and then immediately following mama!"
I’m holding my chest tightness because so many wounds here, yes in this heart. After strengthen myself, I went home and I saw Sae-niichan brought a large suitcase. My suitcase. Wait, what was happened?
"Niichan.. Why you carrying my luggage out the night like this?" I was confused
"This bag contents your clothes. Go to our other house, it is not far from here. I can not stand to see my sister tormented with your presence anymore." Sae went inside the house after throwing my suitcase without any hesitate.
"S-Sae-niichan ...g-gomen.." I just stood in there, seeing my brother bear expelled me out of my own house.
Author’s POV
Mayu cried. She constantly saying sorry eventhough Sae might not hear it. Mayu is too tired, she sat in front of her house. It's hard for her to leave her own family. She still loves Sae and Yuki. Shinobu-san saw Mayu and approached the crying girl.
"Mayu-san please do not cry.. I want to cry too whenever I see your tears." Shinobu spoke while looking at her sadly.
"Shinobu-san.. hikss.. can-.. can I hug you? You're the only person who still cares about me. hiks ". Mayu sobbed.
"Of course, whenever you want, I'll hug you, come here.” Shinobu gives Mayu a warmth hug. Her heart shattered when she realized that all those happy days in Watanabe’s Family was over since 3 years ago, especially for Mayu. She still remember the moment when Mayu was born and how Sae and Yuki were adored their little sister so much. Everything has changed. Shinobu couldn't believe that Sae kicked her own little sister out in the middle of night like this. This is just too cruel.
“Please wait here for a while, I'll take you to the other house." Shinobu standed up and saw Sae who was showing a furious face.
"Shinobu-san!!! If you help her, then I will fire you. Not only that, I will destroy everyone who try to protect my mother's killer!!" Sae warned.
To be continued
Dear readers, please don't hate Sae or Yuki... just blame the author instead
Hello minna-san, i'm back :sashiko: ... after all these years :peace:. Please let me know If you willing to help me proofread this fic, :bingo: send me a PM :k-wink: Thank you! :shakeit:
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yeay an update ^^ thank you for continue this story..... :twothumbs
woaaahh sae.. yuki,.... :bleed eyes: how cruel.. he kicked mayu out :doh: :bleed eyes: what will happen next? :panic:
i hope things will get better :farofflook:
gommen author-san :mon pray2: my english is so bad i can't help you :on cloudeye:
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Omg you finally come back!!!!
Please do update more!!
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Thank you for the update I look forward to more~