Last Thing On My MindRisa remembered seeing Sayumi dash into an awaiting cab outside the building when she first arrived at the cultural hall. The pink bon-bons in her long and black, shampoo commercial worthy hair swished wildly after her.
why is Sayu is so rushed? to visit Eri?...... O_O
She needed to be reassured that their relationship was safe. That they were still best friends despite the recent nagging feeling in the back of her mind that they have grown apart.
Ai is.....sigh..
Out of the corner of her eye, Risa became aware of a man dressed in a long white robe and glasses. He was staring intently at Ai and the strange look in his eyes made Risa feel uneasy.
this..didnt seem like a good sign..
Never in her wildest nightmares did Ai ever think that she would face such a situation.
neither did i...
Ai-chan, was she alright?
.........wha-? ah, it is too sad...
because, the one that Gaki-san thought even if she's on critical condition was Ai..but, before she could make sure that Ai is fine..she's already left..
ah, they arent even get a chance to talk normally..>.< Ai, she will be left just like that? she will feel guilty for a long time......
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Never My IntentionThe clothes she saw today weren’t as stunning as they should be. The meal she had and the Sakura she saw weren’t as tasty or breathtaking as they should’ve been. Today wasn’t a usual one for her, nor was it enjoyable simply because, Ai was there. It shouldn’t have happened but it did.
It was never my intention, but I fell in love with you, Niigaki Risa.
it is sad again...
nee, Eri...you have Sayu on your side, right..? She may feel as hurt as you when she saw you like this with Gaki-san...
so, why dont you move on with your heart...?
the more you stay with your feeling like that, the more painful you'll feel..
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Priceless Gift"It's Eri. She wanted to come up here saying it's been some time since she last visited. She also said there was some good shopping to do. After waiting over 40 minutes for her, I couldn't stand it anymore and called to hurry her only to realize she was still asleep. It wouldn't be possible for her to make it from Tokyo with any substantial time left for us to do anything."
that's amazing forgetfulness that Eri has....*blink*
and Sayu is waiting all along...woah..
"Boo!"
"Kyaaaaaaaaaa!!"
Surprised by the sudden appearance of Risa, Sayumi dropped the magazine she was reading face down onto a stack of various other books and magazines that were placed beneath her outstretched hands.
"You scared me."
"That was the idea. Glad to see that I accomplished that feat so easily."
"Very funny Gaki-san."
"I wish... I just wish she would notice me more. "
somehow that's a simple wish that i am often hear...
Friendship is a priceless gift that can never be bought, sold or forgotten,
but so is the ability to love somebody, no matter how much pain it brings.
how to say it...umm, i just want to say that for some reason i agree..
because love is just like that..painful yet beautiful...and so is friendship.
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That's When I Love Youwoah, it is sweet...so sweet, i feel myself grinning while reading it
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Sky Blue "The sky, it isn't blue."
"Because it's raining?"
"Exactly, the sky does it too."
i like that lines
and it is warm seeing Aika's way to cheer up Koharu..
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If I'm Not in Lovewhy do i feel sad after i read this fic? i wonder...
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She Gathers Rainwoah >_<
it is light, fluffy, and warm >_<
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Not Like This ~ Naichau Kamo Edition "...dropping my jacket into the toilet bowl."
what the-
I prayed for our love. But our hearts grow further apart.
...
"It wasn't meant to be like this."
why do these two girls are holding back their feeling?
like, really...their hearts are yearning for each other yet both are suffering like that >.<
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Pepper Keibu ~ Hawaiian Version it is light and funny
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Now and Forever“Don’t forget us Koharu-chan. We will always welcome you with open arms. Cuz we are Morning Musume, now and forever.”
i want to say more but, i cant..i dont know what to say..except that it is a sweet fic despite the event that occurred, it is a sweet fic
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I…Touch? it is a really fun ride
AiGaki is overly sweet >_< and SayuEri is loud
ah, but, i like their little moment there
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Moon Cryingit is started sweet but the song...hinted something sad so i anticipated that it wont end well..
thus, i still surprised at how sad Ai felt...then, it makes me sad too..
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Broken – Onna ga Medatte Naze Ikenai Edition"It's over! Yay!"
who is it...? Reina?
Why have I started to notice how sweet you can be?
Risa?
I used to be the only one you saw. Will this remain the same forever?
Ai?
Why do I feel so secure and protected whenever you are around?
Eri?
I've broken down, I've become undone. This will be the last time I cry for you.
Sayu?
woah, how come.. so many heart's breaking at a night...
but, it is fun to guess who is who
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Can You Hear Me? ~ Part 1My first image of you was your dyed brown hair which ended somewhere above your shoulders. I couldn't see your face as you were staring out the window.
erm....Eri....? the brown hair..hem..
Not daring to look at your face immediately after what I had done, I raised my head hesitantly. It was in this instant when it happened. Time stopped as the world gradually stopped spinning. My breathe grew shallow and the area around my chest became increasingly constricted. I suspect my heart even stopped beating for a few seconds.
Your eyes were so large and they held this immense amount of emotion. Most of which I deduced was a sense of loss and despair. Your nose was perfectly shaped and your lips, god, I never thought that a person of the same sex would have this effect on me.
I had an incredibly strong urge to press my mouth against yours and it took every ounce of my willpower to not turn that desire into action. I don't how long I spent just standing there gawking at you but I was only jolted out of being completely mesmerized when you tapped me lightly on the arm.
umm...love at first sight...?
Little by little, I found out that you were involved in an automobile accident which had claimed the life of someone important.
........Sayu..? Gaki-san..?
Can you hear me when I say I have never been happier or even known what happiness was until you came into my life?
Can you hear me and understand that I am willing to be by your side even after these 20 weeks?
Can you hear me repeating the words I love you countless times within both my heart and mind?
coud i say that these are sad? because the possiblity of those unsaid words to be heard are small..
It was a heartbreaking scene and although I was touched by your reunion, I was miffed that she had spoiled my plan.
who might that pair be?
"Why didn't you tell me Kame? I would have flown back straight away if I had known..."
so, it is really Eri who is wheelchair...and, seeing from the way she called, it might be Gaki-san...and because it is Gaki-san then the other might be Ai..
and then it just left Sayu........ to be the one that Eri's losing..
somehow i always ended up reading a sad KameShige...wonder why...
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Can You Hear Me? ~ Part 2"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO WALTZ IN SAYING YOU CAN TAKE CARE OF ERI WHEN IT HAS BEEN ME LOOKING AFTER HER ALL ALONG?!"
woah
It should have been me who died! I'm always bringing trouble to the people I care about.
"That's not true! Don't think like that. She wouldn't want you to think like that."
On that fateful night, I had insisted on driving home even though I had drank. My girlfriend tried to convince me to take a cab instead but I had declined, fully confident that I could handle my new sports car.
It was raining and the roads were wet and slippery. It didn't help that I was tipsy from the drinks. If only I had listened to her, then maybe she would still be alive.
.....so it did happened that Sayu was... and when she is being Eri's girlfriend too..
I'll be good to you always because you are the person she loved.
Gaki-san loved Sayu.........?
Can you hear me saying these mushy things Sayumin? I bet you must be laughing your head off and thinking of how you can tease me.
If you can hear me, please know that you don't have to worry about Kame. She has found somebody who will take your place in caring for her.
And I too have finally someone who needs me as much as I need her.
the ending was... happy in a way. at least Gaki-san has moved on with her live and Eri's wall that surrounded her heart has shattered..and Reina didnt be a rebelious. Ai could get her Gaki-san too.
and Sayu possibily watched over them with a smile.
it is happy but somehow i feel sad instead. i wonder why...
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Can You Hear Me? ~ Part 3seeing the beautifully made video, i want to think that..that Sayu didnt die. that she is just missing and Eri could found her. and they live happily ever after.
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Outing"I like you."
"I like you?"
"I sort of suspected it. Well, now that we've come clean with each other, what do you say we catch a Takarazuka concert?"
USO! What have I gotten myself into >.<
there was a question mark behind the 'i like you', Ai
oh well, if it's like this then Gaki has been fated to be Ai's puppy forever..
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Not GoodbyeI laughed to myself, not noticing that a car had come spinning round the corner at breakneck speed. When I finally noticed its presence, the automobile was heading straight for me.
"Watch out!"
gasp! when i read that i feel like i am holding my breath
I felt a strong tug pulling on my forearm and I fell backwards onto a soft surface. Disoriented from the alcohol in my blood and the shock of almost being mowed down, I slowly sat up, stunned and unable to speak.
"Gaki-san, are you alright? Are you hurt?"
A voice laced with concern entered my ears and I lifted my eyes to look at the person who had saved me. It turned out that the 'soft surface' I had fallen on was the body of the person I loved but also hated.
"Ai-chan?"
"Thank goodness you are fine."
fyuh, nothing bad happened
*sounds of tires screeching and crushing metal*
i dont like this kind of sound at all
Whispering this in a gentle tone, I dipped my head low and pressed my mouth over Ai's. Concentrating on etching the pleasant taste of her lips in my memory forever, I blocked out the fierce crackling of the silver sparks as they ignited the pools of petrol splashed on the road.
Although you left before me, this isn't goodbye. Because the path I chose will make us meet again.
it happened............sigh..*cry*
but..on a lighter note, they are not saying goodbye because eventually if the car belew out, Gaki-san will eventually be with Ai. so that they wont be separated.
thus, on the worse note, they are being egoist and leaving their family and MM will lose their leader and subleader at the same time.
oh, and somehow this fic reminds me of that Sayu's blog post bout the trio when they ate at some kind of restaurant..i think..? well, Eri did slept at Sayu's lap that time, at least from the pics that she posted
and Eri and Gaki-san somehow looked flustered? a bit tipsy maybe..? and Sayu is looking normal.
it is either she's having a high tolerant of alcohol or she didnt drink any
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Invisible
My affections for you are invisible as well as my position in your heart
this line summarize everything....
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3285Nothing has changed, I still love you as much as I did the first time I saw you.
i smiled really wide...
this is warm and give a fuzzy feeling somehow xD
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99) I Have to Love You ~ Part 11.15pm.
“Maybe she woke up late.”
1.35pm.
“Is there a traffic jam someplace?”
2.35pm.
4.18pm.
6.05pm.
7.58pm.
it is worrying to wait for others. because that's what i thought as i wait for my friends or my family. i dont like waiting because many things will run in my head till they arrive.
and then i became afraid that something bad has happened to them. and because i am one of that type to wait, i will continue to wait. it's painful and tiring. but if the long awaited person arrive, i will feel relived and even though i scold them a bit, i will welcoming them with a smile.
Saru-chan didnt come but i think Risa will regret this words of hers,
"I wish I never met you.""It's no longer in use..."
Saru-chan is mysterious, nee. but, i wonder what did happened to her? why is she acting this way? i hope nothing bad happened to Saru-chan.
umm...anyway, Saru-chan is Ai, right?
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I Have to Love You ~ Part 2At the sound of her voice, the person with long straight hair and dark eyes started running. Alas she was no sprinter. Hence in no time, the shorter girl had caught up with her friend trailing not far behind.
................um..Sayu..?
The corridors were endless and cold as the area was empty of visitors during this time of the night. Halting outside a particular door, the tallest hesitated before throwing the entry open. Stepping aside, she motioned for Risa to enter. When she did, she tugged the door close behind the bean and left her alone with the sole occupant of the room.
hos..pital?
“My name is Michishige Sayumi. Do you want to hear a story….?”
she is Sayu...so Saru-chan must be..
“I took secretly when Ai-chan went to pick up the present Niigaki-san left behind. I have never seen her beam so brightly. I think… she loved her.”
Ai did go and saw Risa there...and she did love her..
"She's your girlfriend."
oh..waw the turtle is a genius
"I have to love you too. "
ah, it is just like Eri to recycle line out of nowhere like that
and, no one die or being left out *feels really happy*
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Futarifor a moment i am afraid that something bad was going to happen. ah, i feel relieved that it ended well
it is a warm story despite how cold the characters feel as it's winter in the story set...
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Doki Dorky
Chapter 1ah? high school life?
seems interesting. a rebel-is that the right word to describe her-class monitor, a shy transferred student, a dense yet athletic girl, and a girl with a crush with her bestfriend. lol, i cant wait how the story progress between them ^^
Doki Dorky
Chapter 2Gaki-san is possibly having a crush already on Ai. Eri is probably too. Sayu isnt pleased with it at all. Ai is just confused there lol. Funny yet kind of sad.
Doki Dorky
Chapter 3
lol, no..really. it is kinda funny and comedic how Gaki-san tried to gather her feeling toward Ai. yet sad on the Sayu's part. Eri is really a dense person. Making me want to bug her and tell her to look at other direction instead of Ai.
Doki Dorky
Chapter 4
Ai is possibly falling for Gaki-san. Eri is....well..for some reason i dont know whether it's because she's so dense and not knowing Sayu's feeling or it's because she's planning something. like, really...how could she even treat her bestfriend like that?
If I Became A Memory could i say that Risa was being an idiot here? i mean, nah, i cant blame her that she doesnt want to hurt Ai, and that's why she did it. but, have it ever occur that she will make Ai even more sad when she know the truth? it's really selfish of Risa to decide things on her own. despite her reason, she shouldnt do things like that. yet again, i cant blame her for what he'd did.
Hammy-san is a interesting writer, nee~
i cant count how many times my heart's breaking after reading the stories.. and moments later, i feel this warm fuzzy feeling after reading the stories..
sankyuu for the enjoyable ride
looking forward for more, and till that time, Hammy-san ganbare~ \^o^/