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Title: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on December 06, 2010, 12:48:56 AM: Uh hi JHiP, I am finally appearing out of the wood work to post this. I have been around for a while, but I am terribly shy so I haven’t been really posting. I guess my love for atsumina has caused me to delurk myself. I already have a few ongoing fics elsewhere, so one shots for me for a while until they are finished. Please forgive my English, it is kinda crappy.
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Cheater

You are so unfair.

Why did you have to say that you married Mii-chan?

You know I don’t like you being with other people.

Alright fine, it was for work, “fanservice” you said.

But those pictures you took with her…. Grrr they make me so angry.

You are so cruel, you make me want to cry.

A frown wrinkles my brow as I stare down at you. Your head is comfortably propped up on my lap, and my hand that hand been absently stroking you hair stops. At that moment you shift letting out a little noise of contentment. You blink the sleep out of your eyes and then stare up at me with a beautiful content smile before it droops at having seen my face. Worry creeps into your features, and you reach up a hand to smooth out my brow. At your touch, I can feel all the tension in my body disappear. Your smooth hand moves to gently caress my cheek. Your eyes stare into mine silently asking for an answer to why I was frowning.

I shake my head unwilling to answer, knowing if I tried to answer I would probably burst into tears. You frown disturbed by my unwillingness to answer and sit up, moving to sit next to me, shoulder brushing mine. An arm slips between my back and the wall to wrap around my waist, pulling me closer, and your other hand finds mine and intertwining our fingers. Then you move in to press a comforting kiss to my cheek, making my whole body tingle, and then you move to my ear. Your breath caresses my ear making me shudder.

“I love you, Takamina.”

You are a cheater but I love you Atsuko.
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: alexiel17 on December 06, 2010, 03:00:32 PM: Well, this fic is ok to read :mon thumb: To tell you honestly, I'm not really a Takacchan fan (I like Kojiyuu more :mon sweat: hehe) I think I've read your other fic (it's on another site, right? :mon lol:) If I'm not mistaken, it's about the Persona trio, right? hehe... (I would die of embarrassment if I'm wrong.. Omigash... :frustrated:)

You're terribly shy? :mon evillaff: Well, that's cute... Come on, it's ok to post some fanfics here because well, at least your sharing a part of yourself to others which I think is cool :mon inluv:....

Can't believe I'm the first to post here since it's really a nice fic :mon fu:)

Anyway, just continue rankuro san, having new fics makes me squee!! :mon lovelaff: It'll be better if you'll write about KojimaxYuuko fic (I'm not really forcing you or anything... :mon misch:)

Thanks again for the fic :mon dance: :mon dance: XD
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on December 06, 2010, 11:10:11 PM: alexiel17: umm you caught me, lolz nice to know someone actually read it. As per your request I did a 1shot KojimaxYuuko one shot. Sorry I haven't done too much research on them but enjoy. It is kinda angsty oops :smhid but hope its alright.

Break

As I stare at the back of your head I can’t help but wonder if you know I am here. You are riveted to that blasted ps3.

As much as I hate that you are playing on that machine rather than paying attention to me, it is alright because it makes you happy.

Are you as happy as I am when I am around you?

I like you so much. It may seem like I am playing around, but I feel like this is the only way to display my affection.

I love just being around you, basking in your beautiful clean aura.

I love your cute squeaks when I hug you or kiss you suddenly.

I love teasing you.

I love your scent as creepy as that sounds.

You are just everything to me.

You don’t feel the same way do you?

When I kiss you, you now stand still, no resistance.

But, I kiss unmoving lips.

A one sided kiss.

I hug you, and your arms hang limply at your sides.

A one sided hug.

You have stopped resisting.

But every time I touch your unresisting yet unwilling form.

My heart breaks knowing it is a sign of your unhappiness.

Even though my heart breaks every time I touch you, I can’t help but touch you, drawn to your presence.

I push off the wall, and wrap my arms around your neck, burying my face into your hair. You ignore me still riveted to the screen.

It’s alright.

I will pretend that my heart isn’t breaking, and just enjoy what you are willing to give me.

I love you Haruna even if you will break me in the end.
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: bou-j525 on December 06, 2010, 11:31:42 PM: Both of them were cute :heart:

TakAcchan was so like reality XD With the Miichan thing and so on XD But really cute ^^

Kinda sad for the KojiYuu though -.-' But it was great :thumbsup Make me wanna hug Yuko forever T_T

Don't be shy and if you ever want to post another one shot: GO ON :)

By the way, I read you story on fanfiction.net (we're talking about your story right? :nervous ) and thank to that... You made me realize that I could actually change my pseudo XD So yeah XD Thank XD
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: aoi_sora on December 07, 2010, 01:50:04 PM: TakAcchan :heart: so cute!

yuko! :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: alexiel17 on December 07, 2010, 04:15:49 PM: OMG!!!! thanks very muchh!!!!!
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on December 08, 2010, 05:22:12 AM: thanks everyone, you make me so happy :wub: . Uh so here is another, I should have been actually my writing papers which are due in like two days, but was too inspired to write this. I really don't know what I am doing anymore in these but oh well. I was going to write a perv....but uh yeah did not work out. The short just seemed too sweet to turn that way :? . uh enjoy?
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Heavy Rotation

Oh how I love that song, it gave me an excuse to kiss you on camera without it looking suspicious.

The only drawback was I had to kiss some of the other girls.

Then again it wasn’t really a drawback. As selfish as it sounds I was hoping it would make you jealous, you are just so cute when you are jealous. I know you were jealous. I could tell. You act surprised and amused on camera, but under it all you were restraining yourself from ripping my kissing partner to pieces.

Oh, I forgot there is another drawback, your cold shoulder.

Oops, how will I get you to forgive me, hmm?

I zip up my jacket, and grabbed my bag just as you whipped out of the dressing room door.

Even though you are so short you are really fast. My sneakers squeak against the tile as I chase after you.

“Takamina!” You just keep on speed walking not acknowledging me, hands in pockets, and your bag slung over your shoulder. Finally I manage to catch up with you.

“Mou!” I whine pouting while twinning my arm with yours.

Uh oh not good your face is blank. Not a good sign at all. Oh well you are cute when you are so serious.

You lead us up to the roof not paying me any attention. Once the door to the roof slams closed, you shake off my arm, drop your bag, and whirl around to glare at me.

“What was that!” Your hands are on your hips.

“What?” I ask innocently.

“Don’t play innocent! You know what you did!”

“Oh oops did I do something bad?” I smile innocently at you, tilting my head questioningly to the side. Your eyes narrow.

How adorable.

“Grr, you know I hate k-k -kissing in public!” You point an accusing finger at me, turning red at when you says kissing. “ Gah oh my god what if they begin to suspect us! Oh noononononononononono if they find out, your career. It will be ruined.” Your features immediately age and you turn your back on me (hiding from reality lolz).
Of course you would worry about my career instead of your own. It is really touching seeing how much you care about me.

I let my bag drop to the ground and walk to stand in front of you. “alright I will just say that I-“ I tilt your chin up and dip in to press my lips to yours, silencing your frantic mumbling.

Undoubtedly you probably have that same look on your face that you did when you were playing Kai and that lady had to kiss you. Curse that lady for getting so close to you. I wouldn’t mind if it was one of the other AKB48 girls almost kissing you, because they know you are mine. I move back to look at you, and find you imitating a fish out of water. I guess that got your mind off of everything, hmm. Wow you are really red.

Finally you find your voice, “G-gah, d-don’t do that here.” You whip your head around frantically checking for paparazzi. I step closer to rest a comforting hand on your shoulder. You relax a bit under my touch, and blush, looking at the ground. This is the side of you that only I can see.

“Don’t worry I no one will see us up here, prude.” Your head whips up eyes flashing indignantly.

“oi, I am not a prude!” You hiss out. I smile triumphantly internally, but carefully keep my face blank.

“Prove it” You tense up, and I let a bit of my triumphant smile creep onto my lips. Suddenly your hand is at the back of my head twinning with my hair to pull me down into an aggressive bruising kiss.

Whoa…….. My eyes fly wide open, I had not expected that. I relax into the kiss, pressing into you. After a few seconds the aggressive kiss softens to a tender caressing kiss. For once you take the initiative, your hand that isn’t threaded into my hair moves from your side to settle over my left breast. I let out a soft moan, then a gasp as your hand squeezes, my knees weaken. Then suddenly they give out, and I drop to my knees almost falling over backwards, but you are there holding me up, somehow still kissing me, and then you ease me to the ground. Once I am lying on the ground you break the kiss, staring into my eyes lovingly as the hand that had been in my hair caresses my cheek. You look so beautiful hovering over me from your crouching position, the last rays of sun glinting off of your head.

You are my beautiful prince, though I wouldn’t tell you that out loud because you would huff at being called a guy. Then again, it is fun to tease you about that.

I reach out to you wanting some sort of contact. Gently, you take my hand in one of yours, and press a kiss to back of it, and then place my hand so it is cupping your face. Then nuzzles into it, and presses a kiss to my palm. I can feel my face heating up at you gentle affection; my stomach feels like it is doing flips. You are so sweet to me; you make me love you more than I thought I could love someone.

“I love you” I blurt out unable to contain myself, my face heats up even more, embarrassed at losing my composure. A wide grin spreads across your face. You press one last kiss into my palm, and then bend down, your face getting closer to mine. I hold my breath in anticipation of your kiss, when you suddenly stop an in inch away staring deeply into my eyes.

“I love you too.” Then you bridge the last of the distance, and our lips meet in a comfortable embrace.

My soul mate,

Takamina.

I will love you forever.
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on December 08, 2010, 09:23:49 AM: Thanks to people who are reading my shorts. Grr :angry: I keep getting shorts ideas and I really really need to get my papers done :(. But if I don't write the shorts down and post them immediately, I won't ever get around to posting or writing them grr. This short goes with the other short Break . This is from Haruna's side.
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Pretend

I know you are there…..

It kinda creeps me out. Especially the way you are staring at me.

I really wish you wouldn’t do that.

That is why I am ignoring you, and playing on my ps3.

You are the reason I will probably never get a boyfriend.

Yes, I know I am not allowed to have one now, in the future.

But you have ruined me for any type of boy.

I will expect him to be around me all the time.

I will expect him to try to hold hands all the time.

I will expect him to kiss me all the time.

I will expect him to cuddle me all the time.

I will expect him to cater to my ever whim.

I will expect him to call me his Nyan-nyan.

What have you done to me?

How could you do this to me?

I wanted a prince.

Instead I got a perverted princess.

Why did you have to happen?

Why?

This is just not fair.

I don’t want you to hug me.

I don’t want you to kiss me.

I….

Don’t know what I will do if you stop.

I don’t know anymore.

I don’t know why I glare at people who get close to you.

I don’t know why I am annoyed when you mess around with other people.

I don’t know why I was so disappointed when you failed that truth test.

I don’t know why my heart beats so fast when you are near.

Suddenly your arms are around my neck, and I can feel you nuzzling into my hair. You breaths causing goose bumps to form along my skin.

But I will pretend you aren’t affecting me.

Not one bit……………………..oops my character died.
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: riama on December 08, 2010, 02:11:45 PM: Oh man,I love one shot fics! :heart:
I'm like :cry: when I'm reading Yuko's POV,
Please continue writing,I'll follow you fics from now on.
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: bou-j525 on December 09, 2010, 01:18:56 AM: Quote from: rankuro on December 08, 2010, 05:22:12 AM
(hiding from reality lolz).

LOL it reminds me the AKBingo prank XD
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: mangobanana15 on December 09, 2010, 03:16:01 AM: omg i love the Takaachan shorts you write!
I feel so sad for Yuko loving Haruna who's trying to pretend she doesn't like Yuko
lol but i do like that last bit with Haruna's game character died
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on December 09, 2010, 06:19:56 AM: Thanks everyone, glad you guys are enjoying these shorts :wub: . You guys made me so happy that I turned red, and my friends started to tease me. You guys made me so happy I have another one shot for you guys. Uh it was written kinda fast but enjoy.

@bou-j525 : I was wondering if anyone would catch that lolz. I felt so bad for Takamina in that prank thing, but she has such cute reactions.

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Comfortable

Atsuko’s thumb caressed her girlfriend’s hand which was intertwined with her own, and wiggled down the wall a bit so she could cuddle as close as possible to the short captain, enjoying the warmth of her girlfriend and the kotatsu. A content smile stretched across her face as she reveled in a peaceful evening with her girlfriend. She inhaled enjoying Takamina’s familiar comforting scent. At that moment her cellphone chirped letting her know it was late, and she needed a bath. But she didn’t want to leave Takamina’s presence.

‘All good things must come to an end.’ She sighed, and Takamina playfully bumped her head against hers.

“What’s wrong?”

“It’s late and I still need to go take a bath. I have an early schedule tomorrow.”

“Oh, alright.” Takamina shifted, untangling their hands, disappointment in her voice. “I will go get set up in your room.” Then the little captain stood up, collecting her phone off the table. The actress frowned, not liking the thought of being away from her girl, and reached up to grab the shorter girl’s pants, stopping her from leaving.

“Mou, you don’t have to go. Take a bath with me.” Atsuko pouted.

“Eh! Whoa, you know how I feel about taking baths.” Takamina gestured frantically staring down at her sitting girlfriend. Then winced as her girlfriend’s eyes became teary, and a forlorn expression crossed the other girl’s face.

“I just want to have more time with you.” A tear slipped down the actress’s cheek, and Takamina could feel her heart break at having made her girlfriend cry.

“I’m sorry. Fine I will take a bath with you. Just please don’t cry.” The captain knelt down to wipe away the tear which marred the taller girl’s cheek. Watery eyes stared into hers.

“Really?”

“Really” Takamina sighed internally, why did she have the feeling she was being had?

“Yay! I will go start the bath!” The sad expression immediately disappeared off the other girl’s face and was replaced by a look of utter joy. She shot up and then hurried to the bathroom to start the bath.

‘I have been had. This is what I get for loving an actress.’ Takamina thought to herself as she watched her girlfriend disappear around the corner.

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Takamina tentatively entered the changing area clutching her night clothes to her chest, and was greeted with the sight of her girlfriend pulling off her shirt.

“Wah! Don’t do that!” the short girl spun around to face the door a hand clapped over her eyes, her ears turning a bright red.

“Eh? Minami-chan.” Atsuko trotted over to her girlfriend and forcefully turned her around. Then tried to pry the other girl’s hand off her face, “Mou, stop that.” After a few second of tugging at the other girl’s hand she finally managed to get the hand away, only to find the short girl had her eyes scrunched closed. “Mouuuuuu, it’s not like something you haven’t seen before” she pouted, and stood there silently for a few minutes. Her patience was rewarded when one of Minami’s eyes popped open. The actress grinned as the other girl turned redder, and then immediately scrunched her eyes closed again. “aww come on,” Atsuko smiled and leaned forward to playfully bump her head against the shorter girl’s head.

“Eeep!” Takamina lost her balance surprised at the playful bump, and pin wheeled her arms to keep herself standing upright, and took a step back colliding with the door. Slightly terrified she pressed against the door her eyes still closed.

“Mou, come on the bath is getting cold.” Atsuko stepped forward, pressing close to the embarrassed girl, her hands reaching up to unbutton the top button of Takamina’s shirt. With a deft flick of her wrist, the top button was undone. Takamina’s eyes flew open.

“Acchan!” she exclaimed scandalized, as she dropped her clothes, wriggling slightly trying to escape, and tried to swat off her girlfriend’s hands which had already unbuttoned two more buttons.

“Stop moving” The taller girl ordered capturing the other girl’s hands in one hand and pinning them above the shorter girl’s head while using her other hand to unbutton the other buttons. Takamina stared up at her normally not so aggressive girlfriend, unable to move for fear of making her angry.

“Good girl.” Atsuko smiled and kissed Takamina’s nose as she resumed unbuttoning the shirt. After a few moments of unbuttoning, the last button finally popped free.

“There” The actress stepped back to survey her handy work, freeing Takamina’s hands from the door, but continued to hold onto one hand. Takamina flushed at the appreciative look Atsuko had on her face as the other girl stared down at her body.

“Wha- What?” Takamina mumbled staring at the floor, and self-consciously trying to pull her shirt together with her free hand.

“You are so beautiful.” A smooth hand tilted her head up, she found herself staring into the loving eyes of her other half. Her heart leaped at the frank answer. Their heads began to move closer together eyes beginning to close in anticipation, when there was a splash. They jerked apart, and Atsuko let out a little eep, and then sprinted into the bathroom to turn off the water, leaving Takamina standing riveted in her spot, still aching for a kiss, a blush painting her cheeks and turning her ears red.

‘Mou’

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Atsuko settled into the warm water sighing as her muscles relaxed in the comfortable heat. A wide smile spread across her lips as she recalled how beautiful Takamina looked. It had been at least ten minutes since that little encounter, but the shorter girl hadn’t showed up in the bathroom. The actress was beginning to wonder if the other girl had escaped.

“Takamina!” she called out. From the other room there was an exclamation of surprise and then a thud which made the taller girl wince.

“uh, yes?”

“Come on, the bath is getting cold.”

“Ahhh uh… yeah well…”

“Mou, you better get over here. You said you would take a bath with me.”

“ahhhh … hahahaha.. ummm ..” There was a sigh of exasperation from the other room, and then the door slide open. The shorter girl trundled in, swaddled in an obscene number of towels making her look like she had gained at least 20 pounds.

“Phhh” Atsuko tried to stifle her laugh at seeing her girlfriend. The other girl flushed red, and started to back out the door. “no no no don’t go. You just look so cute.” Takamina hesitated in the doorway unsure of whether she should leave or not, but was swayed to moving further into the room when she saw Atsuko’s pleading look. With a sigh she shuffled into the room and closed the door, then moved to stand hesitantly besides the bathtub.

Atsuko smiled gently up at her girlfriend, reaching up to playfully pull at the slightly younger girl’s fingers, which helped to relax the other girl. Takamina gave a shy smile, and stepped into the tub, then slowly sunk into the warm water carefully making sure not to make contact with her girlfriend’s naked body. Atsuko pouted, not liking the distance between herself and her other half, but didn’t say anything and continued to play with Takamina’s fingers.

Slowly Takamina began to relax letting the calm atmosphere and warm water drain away the tension in her body. Then her eyes began to droop. She hadn’t been able to sleep much lately because of work. With fascination Atsuko watched her girlfriend fall asleep. Fascination turned to amusement because Takamina couldn’t hold her head up, it was kinda like watching a yo yo go up and down. Takamina groaned in her sleep in discomfort, and Atsuko took pity on the girl. Slowly she shifted to sit right next to Takamina, slipping an arm between her back and the tub’s wall and pulled her close, then tilted the other girl’s head so it could rest comfortably on her shoulder. She smiled as the other girl nuzzled into her neck. Carefully Atsuko found the other girl’s hand and intertwined their fingers, then tilted her head to kiss the top of her girlfriend’s head. With a contented sigh she relaxed, and let her eyes close as she relished in the close contact.

‘What a wonderful evening.’
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: alexiel17 on December 09, 2010, 06:03:00 PM: Yey! An Update!! I'm sooo happy today (and it's my b-day too.... Omigash, need to stop doing those SSP's here... hehe) :nervous

Thanks soo much for the fics! :thumbsup Really like the KojiYuu pairing.. (I'm really happy for the fast update.. :twothumbs)
I"m also glad that you aren't shy anymore (or perhaps that's what I only thought, I hope not... hehe... Well, if your not shy anymore then, I need to pat myself on the back for helping someone out...) *blush* I think I'm the one whose shy right now hehe... XD

Anyway, thanks soo much for your fics!! pls. continue RanKuro-san :]
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: shahi on December 12, 2010, 07:33:24 PM: :w00t: :w00t: :w00t: yeeeeeeeeeeeeyyy.takami and acchan together in the bath :oops: :oops: :oops: poor my innocent mind :P
also i like shy takami :inlove: she is so cute
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: FoF on December 13, 2010, 02:08:22 PM: when i first read this I was like...whoa...lots of one shot goodness. :twothumbs
thanks for the great read. :twothumbs
hope to read more. :)
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: alexiel17 on December 20, 2010, 06:01:11 AM: Hey Rankuro san... :mon heh: I Really wanted to say thank you for the KojiYuu fic.. :mon innocent: :mon inluv: (Sorry I know it's too late but it's better than never, right... :nervous :shy1:)
Anyway, I really like Kojima's PV ( since everyone writes Yuuko sempai's PV's)
I really like your stories (so sorry that I can't leave comments fast... Since, well you know the reason... :P )
Anyway, pls.. (I'm not requesting you or something... but you know what I mean... :mon psst: *grins*... :kekeke: :kekeke: hehe.. :hee: ) I wish you'll write a Christmas story for the couples, I think that's a great Christmas gift for all your readers... :shifty: :mon santa4: (just wishing... :grin:)

Thanks again for the short stories :] Hope you're not that shy anymore :mon fyeah: and I'm hoping more updates from you!! :mon dance:
ADVANCE MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! :mon santa4: :mon santa4:
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on December 22, 2010, 11:08:22 AM: Thanks for the comments. I am still really shy but you guys are just so awesome :wub: . So anyways here is one Christmas one shot for you guys. I am hoping to write a 2 more one shots for christmas but it really depends on how inspired I am. Hope you guys all have an amazing holiday.
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Christmas

You are just so cute. It is a rather cold day, not to mention your day off, but there you are working away. You are currently curled under the kotatsu, a sheet of music in your hands. I can’t help but smile, even though you should be taking the time to rest. You are just such a hard worker, I really don’t know how you can do it. Then again I have about the same load of work as you do, but at least I don’t have to worry about a whole team of people.

I watch from the doorway as you hum the song to yourself, letting out little confused noises when something stumps you. After blowing it, I take a sip from the cup of hot chocolate that I have in my hands, before pushing off the door frame and then glide over to slip in under the kotatsu, snuggling a bit into your side. A content smile tugs at your lips, but you don’t look up, instead you continue to hum out the song. I set the cup on the table and nudge it in your direction. After a few seconds, you automatically reach out, hand curling around the handle, and then you bring the cup up and slowly take a sip, then set the cup on the table.

“Indirect kiss”

“hmm” You glance over at me, slightly confused.

“Nothing” You shrug and turn your attention back to the music, bringing the cup up to drink again, and carefully you begin to drink.

“hooooooot sex” I grin as I watch you almost do a spit take yet with immense effort you manage to choke the liquid down. You turn wide eyes on me.

“Ehhh!!!!” I rest my head on your shoulder, stealthily wrapping my arms around your waist, and fluttering my eyes as I grin up at you. A blush spreads across your face, your ears turn red, and you have your classic startled look plastered onto your face. Quickly, I stretch up to steal a kiss, you tense up, startled at my sudden movement before you relax, reciprocating the kiss. You taste like the sweetest chocolate. My lungs begin to protest the lack of air, and regretfully I pull back, savoring your taste on my lips. I rest my forehead against yours, content.

“Love you” You blush and look down.

“Love you too” You mutter back, before moving away and turning back to your music. I settle back on your shoulder again, watching as you study the music. But, you aren’t paying as much attention to it from the way your eyes are riveted to one spot on the page. Your left hand gropes around before finally finding my hand and interlacing our fingers. You give a gentle squeeze, and I squeeze back, as I snuggle into your neck. You smell like chocolate.

Suddenly you put down the papers, and wrap your now free right arm around my shoulders. Then you lean back, taking me down with you to lie on the ground, snuggly pressed into your side, my head cushioned by your shoulder. You turn your head to press a kiss to my hair; I almost want to purr in contentedness. You unlace our fingers, and my hand feels cold without your warm comforting grasp. You tilt my chin up with your left hand. A shy loving smile on your face, “Merry Christmas, Atsuko”, then you duck down to press a loving kiss to my lips. My fingers clutch your shirt, as a tingling feeling sweeps through my body, I press closer prolonging the kiss.

‘Merry Christmas, Minami.’
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: riama on December 23, 2010, 02:13:28 AM: So cute :cry:
You're awesome :bow:
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: alexiel17 on December 23, 2010, 04:24:10 AM: Oii... thanks for the fic XD (hope you'll write about the KojiYuu pair or even MiichanxMariko nee... XD )

Anyway, you'll never let me down with your incredible fics (but I'll take back patting my back since you're still shy and all.. :grin: :grin: hehe)

thanks again for the fic Rankuro san XD XD
Merry Christmas!!!
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: mangobanana15 on December 23, 2010, 08:58:18 AM: OMG that was so ADROABLE!!! Takaachan during Christmas is sooo cutee :twothumbs

I felt like i was blushing more than Takamina but that's not possible

You keep up the amazing work!
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: bou-j525 on December 23, 2010, 09:58:43 PM: Awww that was so cute! :heart:
Thank for the two latest TakAcchan fic, though I didn't have time to comment on the first one ^^' But it was great too!
Merry Christmas in advance to you :D And hope you'll post others awesome stories!
Anything else? Uh.... Don't worry about your shyness. it's been a year since I began to post stories on forums and I am still shy anytime I post something XD Ya know, being afraid that nobody will read it or something like this XD
So keep on going and update whenever you want!!! I would like you to update whenever I want though... but it'd be too much XD :grin:
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on December 24, 2010, 09:10:30 AM: omg I never thought I would reach a second page :shocked . This is amazing, thank you guys so much :wub: . Anyways here is another Christmas one shot. I have been sitting on this one for the last three days because I keep writing rather angsty one shots, which you guys probably won't want to see until Christmas is over. I will try to dilute the angsty one shots with some happy one shots when I actually get around to posting them. Thank you guys for my early Christmas present of a second page :mon innocent: . Here is your early Christmas present, hope you guys enjoy.

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mistletoe

I am going to kill her.

Very.

Very Very.

Slowly.

It will be glorious.

Why am I even thinking this? She doesn’t mean anything to me.

I watch Yuko chatting with some girl, touching the other girl’s hair, smiling, and laughing. All the things Yuko does to me. I squeeze my cellphone, ignoring the way it creaks, protesting against its abuse.

“Haruna-chan?” I turn to the voice, now distracted from my murderous thoughts.

“Yes?” I prompt as I find myself face to face with Atsuko, she looks at me worriedly.

“Are you alright? You look like you are going to kill someone.” I let out a hollow laugh, putting my hands behind my back so I can secretly continue to squeeze the living daylights out of my cellphone.

“Nope, nothing is wrong.” Oh how I want to kill Yuko right now, that no good perverted squirrel.

“Of course nothing is wrong, she is just jealous of that lady that Yuko is flirting with.” Mii-chan suddenly appears causing me and Atsuko to jump.

“Eh, when did you get here?” Mii-chan shrugs off the question.

“That is of no importance. You both are having lady problems.” Both Atsuko and I freeze, fake smiles plastered onto our faces, unable and unwilling to answer.

“Why do you think that?” Atsuko asked evenly her head tilting to the side as she smiles.

“Easy, you are usually always with Takamina, no matter what. If you are over here talking with Haruna for once, you are probably having problems with Takamina, besides just look at what Takamina is doing right now.” Mii-chan pointed over her shoulder, and curiously I looked. Takamina was standing in the corner giggling with some other girl, and gesturing wildly with a grin plastered on her face. Atsuko’s smile becomes just a tad bigger and there is a dangerous quality to it, apparently she is being just a tad jealous of the girl, who Takamina was interacting with. I turned my attention back to a smirking Mii-chan.

“So what? Why would I be having lady problems. I am not even with anyone.”

“Mmhm, really, true you aren’t in a relationship. But you are jealous aren’t you. Don’t deny that you are trying to kill your phone right now.” Mii-Chan smiled broadly as she knew that she was hitting home on all of those points.

“That doesn’t mean anything” I protested, slightly frusterated with the fact that Mii-chan is bothering me about this.

“Well, then this shouldn’t bother you. Look up.” Slowly I tilt my head up and there dangling off the ceiling in all of its dangerous green glory with fire truck red berries, mistletoe.

“So?” Asks Atsuko, her eyes narrowed dangerously.

“So you two are under it.” Mii-chan points out this fact with a smirk. I can practically feel my heart stop. I am dead meat, Takamina is going to murder me.

“No! No way!” I protest loudly, frantically waving my hands in front of me as I back peddle.

“Aww come on, it’s tradition.” Mii-chan says as she latches onto my arm, pulling me in Atsuko’s direction.

“Noooooooo!” I can feel little drops of sweat beading across my forehead, as I imagine how Takamina is going to kill me, not to mention how many people are staring at this spectacle right now. I shut my eyes tightly; I really don’t want to die.

Then there is a loud frustrated exhale, and suddenly I find myself yanked down by my shirt collar, a soft pressure against my lips, no fireworks, no confusing feelings, no butterflies, just a pressure against my lips. As suddenly as it started, it is suddenly over, leaving me reeling slightly staring in shock at Atsuko, who wipes her mouth daintily with a handkerchief, completely blasé about the kiss. She regards me with a raised eyebrow before she turns to stare in Takamina’s direction.

My shocked stupor is broken by someone ramming into me, blubbering, arms clammed around my waist, and head pressed to my stomach. I can only make out the words, “noooo” and “evil kiss stealer”, as she bubbers loudly into my stomach, wetting my shirt with crocodile tears. I pat the squirrel’s head, slightly uncomfortable with the whole situation and I glance up at Atsuko to see how she is faring with Takamina.

Instead of having a loud conversation or argument, they are just staring at each other, reading each other’s minds. As expected of the ace and the captain. They have such strong chemistry together. Hopefully Atsuko is mind talking Takamina out of skinning me.

I turn my attention back to the squirrel, who has quieted down to only soft grumbles of jealousy, pouts, and watery eyes. I feel like something is fluttering around in my stomach as her arms clutch me tighter, a sense of peace washes over me, and I can feel the corners of my mouth turn up into a smile as I unconsciously switch from pats to caressing her hair.

Yuko perks up a bit, sensing some sort of shift in the air around us, her childishness disappears, and a tender loving expression graces her features. Her grip around my waist loosens as she stands up, and then tightens pressing me closer to her body. Her head fits in comfortably under my chin, and my arms naturally loop around her shoulders to hug her close, head nuzzled into her hair.

So safe, so comfortable, I feel like I don’t know where I else I would rather be. I feel like I belong in her arms. Why? This is confusing. I don’t know why and I don’t know what to do.

Just then her grip on me loosens, and she moves backwards, eyes finding mine. A hand creeps up to cup my cheek, and she runs her thumb soothingly along my cheek. I can feel my face flush at her attention, and a smile spreads across her face. She stretches up, and I can’t find it in myself to try to escape or even protest.

“Love you, Merry Christmas” Then her lips are pressed to mine. Heat seems to spread throughout my body, fireworks, butterflies, the whole nine yards. My hand unconsciously moves to tangle in her hair and prolong the kiss.

Maybe, just maybe I will give whatever this is a chance. Whatever feelings I have for her confuse me so much, but it is something special that I don’t think I want to give up, ever.

‘Merry Christmas, Yuko’
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: bou-j525 on December 24, 2010, 04:05:38 PM: Aww that was so cute :heart: LOL the "DONT.WANT" kiss :rofl: Jealousy fic is always funny to read XD
Thank for the update and hope you'll post another one for Christmas ^^
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: mangobanana15 on December 25, 2010, 08:15:54 AM: man you just blew me away with this one shot! :)

THAT WAS SOO SWEET! Yuko acting like a child was so cute

woah i like takaachan's connectionn there so strong that no words are needed

I will be waiting for your next update!
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: alexiel17 on December 27, 2010, 05:14:16 AM: OMIGAWSH!!!!!! :mon mad: You made one of my Christmas wish come true!!! :mon fire: I'm soo happy that you've created another cool fic :mon roll: :mon XD: You make me love you more!!! :mon love:
Omigawh!!! Thanks soo much for the fic, Rankuro-san!!! PLS. continue!! :mon lovelaff: :nya:
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: riama on December 28, 2010, 04:16:15 PM: ^LOL,you crack me up with your _"OMIGAWSH",LOL :rofl:
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: pretend_2besome1 on February 05, 2011, 04:42:08 PM: I'm definitely enjoying reading your fics here :yep:
It's good and bring a smile to my face because mostly it's just simple and short, yet sweet at the same time.
Good job author-san, keep on writing! :twothumbs
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on February 11, 2011, 07:53:01 AM: Hey I'm back! :mon hi: . Dying from school work T-T, and lack of inspiration. So far I have about 8 unfinished one shots saved into my computer :mon ghost: . At least I finished one, before valentines day. If you guys are lucky there will be another soon on its way (only if I survive studying for my french and calc exam :mon scare: ~~these monkeys are so cute~~ ). Hope you enjoy this little random piece.

Kiss

Kisses are like candy,

Some are sweet,

Some are sour,

Some are gross,

Some are not noteworthy,

And some,

Some are just plain addictive.

Sugary and tantalizing,

Would be the two words to describe our first kiss.

The first time her plush lips had touched mine,

So tentative,

So gentle,

So charming,

Would be the words to describe her,

The way she had trembled in my arms, hands clutching the back of my shirt.

Our bodies molding together,

Breathing in sync,

Hearts soaring together,

Lips cherishing the taste of each other,

So sweet,

So utterly addictive,

She is like cake.

So filling to my sweet tooth.

Yet ,

no matter how much I eat,

The more I want,

And

The more I crave,

My addiction of her began,

With only,

A Kiss.
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: mangobanana15 on February 11, 2011, 08:24:56 AM: Thanks for updating this one shot!

I totally get it school can be a huge pain :smhid

It was really nice and sweet! (i was totally thinking about Takaachan reading this :P)

I hope you get to finishing those one shots and good luck with exams! :)
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on February 11, 2011, 09:56:03 AM: I am glad you guys aren't bored with my one shots yet. I was getting worried that I was beginning to write everything the same. Anyways you guys are lucky cause here is another one shot. Somehow managed to be inspired enough to finish this one. Enjoy.

Valentine’s Day Secret

Slender fingers traced the smooth curve of a shoulder, tugged playfully at the strap of a tank top and then continued along to trace the skin of an elegant neck. Fingers paused, to cherish the steady beat of blood pumping through veins. A smile touched the girl’s face as she stared down at her girlfriend.

“Stop that, Acchan. You are making me nervous.” The girl’s smile widened.

“mhmmmm.” She voiced as she continued to stare down lovingly, taking in every detail of her lover. Gleefully she watched as a blush spread across the other girl’s face. The other girl’s hand reached up to pull at her hand.

“Oi, stop staring” A giggle escaped the taller girl’s lips, before she ducked down to press a tender kiss against Takamina’s neck, trying to imprint the steady rhythm in her memory. A moan escaped the other girl’s lips along with stuttered halfhearted protests. A smile cutely curled Atsuko’s lips as she raised her head up, her hand moving to cradle the shorter girl’s face, reverently brushing aside tendrils of hair from Takamina’s face. Then she swooped in to drop a kiss on pouting lips, relishing in the softness of them, and the sweet taste.

“Love you.” She smiled at her girlfriend before sliding down a bit on the bed, so that she could comfortably fit her head under the other girl’s chin, loving the feeling of her body on top of her girlfriend’s. Takamina reached up a hand to playfully twirl around strands of hair. Atsuko let out a deep sigh, as she enjoyed the relaxed atmosphere, her eyes slid closed. Takamina’s eyes became heavier and heavier.

A few minutes passed before Atsuko’s eyes popped open, and a mischievous smile curled across her lips. She slide to her right off of Takamina, to lay on her side on the bed.

Takamina let out a sleepy grumble, at having the comfortable warmth of her “blanket” disappear.

Atsuko was very much awake and on a mission. Determinedly she tugged Takamina’s tank top higher, to reveal the other girl’s fit stomach. Takamina was in such a sleepy daze that she didn’t protest the action.

“Takamina?”

“Mmmmmmmmm”

“So what are you doing on valentine’s day for me?”

“Huhhhhh” Takamina blinked her eyes owlishly, trying to escape her desire to sleep.

“Valentine’s day! What are you doing for me.”

“Val…… valen……valentine’s day… oh!” Finally the girl managed to process what her girlfriend was asking. “oh”

“Oh? That is it? You forgot didn’t you.” Atsuko narrowed her eyes at the other girl accusingly. Frantically the other girl waved her hands about, Takamina was now very much awake.

“Nononononono, I didn’t .” The actress visibly brightened at those words.

“So you have something planned for me?” The actress chirped.

“uh maybe.”

“aww tell meeeeeeee” She whined, her hand moved to tantalizingly caress the other girl’s exposed stomach. Her efforts were met by a sharp inhale, and Takamina’s even wider eyes.

“Gaaaaah! Acchan! Don-mhmmmm” Atsuko ducked in to press a hard kiss, stopping Takamina’s shouts, and the cunning actress again draped herself over her girlfriend so that she couldn’t escape. Gleefully the actress caressed the exposed skin, relishing in the soft skin. Before she had meant to tickle Takamina, but once she touched the smooth skin, she found her pure mischievous thoughts flying out the window for favor of more intimate ones.

Her delicate hand slid down. Lower and lower until it met the waist band of Takamina’s shorts. Without hesitation it slipped under the waist band, and was about slip under the last barrier when Takamina finally managed to get herself coordinated. Her small hand gripped the wrist of the actress stopping her from going farther. With great reluctance she pushed the other girl back, breaking the kiss. Her breathing ragged.

“I’m not ready.” Takamina frowned.

The actress stared down at the other girl, breathing heavily as she tried to get her hormones under control, she couldn’t believe that she had just acted like a horny teenage boy. She hadn’t meant for that to happen. Carefully she extracted her hand from the other girl’s shorts. Takamina let go of the actress’s wrist. Atsuko rolled off the other girl, and curled up in a ball, hiding from the other girl, her eyes watering. What had she done?

“I’m sorry.” Worriedly Takamina sat up so she could stare down at curled up girl. She scooted over to place a comforting hand on the other girl’s shoulder, but the other girl curled up tighter into a ball sobbing. Takamina could feel her heart squeeze in agony at seeing her loved one so distressed. Carefully the high ponytailed girl moved until she was spooning the other girl, and enfolding her in her embrace.

“It’s alright. You didn’t do anything wrong.” She whispered comfortingly into Atsuko’s hair, and was relieved when Atsuko stopped sobbing so hard, and relaxed a bit.

“rr really?” Atsuko asked, her voice shaking.

“Yes. It is fine. I-I just am not ready. It isn’t your fault. It is mine.” Takamina buried her head into Atsuko’s back, slightly ashamed. Atsuko rolled over so that she could wrap her arms around Takamina.

“It isn’t your fault either.” Atsuko let Takamina snuggle into her embrace. They lay there for a few minutes enjoying the peace again, and the comfort of each other.

Then Atsuko broke the silence, “ Actually wait it is your fault. You are just too sexy.”.

“Huh!” Takamina pushed out of the embrace, her face turning red.

“Your skin is just so soft, you make these cute noises, and your b-“ Atsuko elaborated, but was stopped by Takamina’s hand covering her mouth.

Takamina looked horrified, her face beet red, “You have been around Yuko too much.”

Atsuko pulled Takamina’s hand away from her mouth, “No it is just the truth. You are just so hot I can’t wait to eat you up.” Atsuko grinned. Takamina gapped at her.

“Why do they call me the man in this relationship? Clearly you are the one cause you are so perverted” Atsuko pouted.

“Awwww not true, I am so innocent.” Atsuko blinked her eyes innocently.

“uh huh, right.” Takamina deadpanned. Takamina then moved closer to kiss Atsuko gently.

“Well I still love you even if you are a pervert.” The actress blushed cutely, and snuggled into Takamina.

“Oh Atsuko”

“Yes?”

“About , what we are doing on Valentine’s Day”

“Yes?” Atsuko asked excitedly.

“It is a secret.”

“You are horrible.”
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: dee1711 on February 11, 2011, 10:05:58 AM: YAY!!! UPDATED!!!! And it's about Valentine. :cow: :cow: I'm asking for a sequel, or part 2, for VALENTINE! YAY!! Please continue your writing, I love it. I love Atsumina XD XD

Thank you so much for this cutely update. :bow: :bow:
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: mangobanana15 on February 11, 2011, 05:01:21 PM: wowow thanks for updating anotherrrr so soon!! :D

AWWWWWWWW THAT WAS SO CUTE with a slight mix of perverted :lol:

lol Aachan can barely control herself around Takamina but that's no surprise :P

I wonder what's Takamina's valentine secret she has in store for Aachan?

Thanks again finishing another one so quick!! :twothumbs
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: pretend_2besome1 on February 11, 2011, 07:05:43 PM: Quote
“Why do they call me the man in this relationship? Clearly you are the one cause you are so perverted” Atsuko pouted.
:lol:
Somehow it's good to see Takamina teased Acchan with her "it's a secret" XD but I do hope she's planning something good.
Another good updates. Your 1-shots aren't boring, especially the Takacchan ones :D
You know, the way you wrote your 1-shots, kinda makes me wish you would do a multi chaptered fics with Takacchan as the main along with other side couples
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: bou-j525 on February 11, 2011, 08:21:12 PM: Quote from: rankuro on February 11, 2011, 09:56:03 AM
“It is a secret.”

“You are horrible.”

Not horrible, CRUEL :smhid
No seriously thank for the sweet update :wub: I was scared you had stopped writing O_O Anyway, it was really cute :oops: Poor Acchan, thinking she did something bad XD
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on February 13, 2011, 06:43:13 AM: So that one shot I wrote and posted for valentine's, I guess it is going to be more of a three shot or more :huhuh . Here is part two for you guys. Just some random thoughts from Takamina. I definately won't be able to make the next update in time for valentine's day so sorry T-T . It is going to take me a while to come up with something very cute and original for their valentine's day so wait for me k :) hopefully I will be able to come up with something. Glad you guys liked the first part of this fic.

Valentine’s Day Secret (part 2)- Thoughts

“Takamina! Are you sure you are a woman?”

I know that everyone says it as a joke, but every time it hurts. I am definitely a woman, DEFINITELY! I am not a man.

Yet,

Sometimes I wish I was.

When I kiss her,

When I hug her,

When we go out on dates and share cake together.

How I wish I was a man, for her.

But we would never have met.

I wouldn’t have been in AKB48,

But if I was a man,

We could be just like any other couple.

We could kiss in public.

We could have elaborate dates in public.

We could get married.

We could have kids.

We could grow old together in the same house without people whispering about our forbidden love.

It would be just us and our love.

I don’t know what she sees in me.

I love her so much.

But what can I give her?

We can’t get married.

We can’t kiss in public.

We can’t have kids together.

All I can give is my love and my endless devotion to her.

Why?

Why couldn’t I be Kai for her?

What if she falls in love with a real guy?

She would leave me wouldn’t she?

He can give her so much, and I can give only so little.

She loves me says, and I love her too.

Yet will her love for me continue?

Love and fear,

Each day is full of both.

Love for the way she is herself, her entire beautiful self.

Fear that at any moment the string connecting our hearts can be cut.

Each day is a risk.

Instead of hiding, I chase after her and continue loving her.

Atsuko,

As much as I hate the thought, I would be a man for you.

I hope you continue to keep loving me until we leave this planet together.

But if you don’t, I guess it will be alright.

It would kill me,

But as long as you are happy!

Anything for you as long as it makes you happy.

…….

So yesterday, I told her that I have something planned for Valentine’s day. It wasn’t a lie because I do. I just haven’t put it into a physical form.

Uhhhhh oh.

Help?
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: pretend_2besome1 on February 13, 2011, 09:17:34 AM: I understand Takamina's worry, it sucks really.
I hope Acchan can reassure her that she won't go anywhere, that her love is only for Takamina no matter what her gender is.
Takamina, save up your money and get married in a country where gay marriage is allowed! XD
And take your time for the valentine day's fic, good luck! :)
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on February 26, 2011, 08:49:50 AM: Hey guys! Hope you guys are still alive. Sorry I haven't been able to write lately I have been really sick, school is murdering me right now, and I haven't been able to sleep lately. But anyways I will try to write the last piece of this three shot sometime, I really don't know when, but I will write it.

Anyways on the line of the next part of the Valentine three shot do you guys want it to be more realistic or have something cracktacular happen (I have an absolutely amazing cracktacular idea for this if you guys want it). So just tell me what you guys want k. Cya latter, and stay alive :).
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: pretend_2besome1 on February 26, 2011, 04:21:08 PM: I want you to write the one that's more comfortable/fun for you coz I believe the outcome would be better that way. Or I'll just follow the majority of what people choose. Either way I don't mind :yep:
You stay alive rankuro and get well soon!
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: khryz0421 on May 05, 2011, 11:30:19 AM: well done... your fanfic is nice... :on GJ:

Quote
I have been really sick

get well soon... :on woohoo: and post more fanfic......
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on May 22, 2011, 07:53:00 AM: Hi I am so sorry. I have been trying to write something but haven't been able to. All I can offer you are poems that I recently wrote for my gf but I am too shy to give them to her (actually this is a sad peom soo yeah). My inspiration to actually write chapters is really low right now, and I really don't want to leave you guys hanging, but I really can't find it in myself to write the last part to that one shot. Sorry, it is because I suddenly found myself in a relationship, and cause of summer vacation I won't be seeing my girlfriend for three months and it is driving me nuts. But uh yeah all my uh romantic and cheesy energy is getting sucked into that. oops yeah hopefully this will appease you guys.

Thank you and Goodbye

Every second,

Every minute,

Every hour,

Every day,

Every moment with you is a wonderful moment.

A comforting moment like no other,

All moments

I wish could last forever and ever.

But they won’t,

It all comes to an end eventually.

Then it will all disappear like fragments of a dream,

Moment by moment.

They will play in my memory.

Backwards,

Forwards,

Skipping around.

Beginning,

Middle,

End.

Even the pain of the loss of your warmth, your beautiful spirit, and your wonderful personality in my life.

For you to be just a friend again.

But it will be worth every second I spent with you as something more.

Not a moment of regret,

it was all worth it.

As long as you are happy, that is all that matters.

Time will ease it all,

Sliver by sliver.

I will disappear.

Squashing feelings for you to let you free.

You don’t need a stalking,

You don’t need a piner.

You have all those already.

You have already so many you could have.

There are so many more brilliant and someone who is by far a better match for you.

Someone will come along one day and capture you completely.

You are so amazing that anyone would fall for you.

Thank you for allowing me to be with you.

Now I will let go when you want me to let you go.

Even though the emotions will physically disappear,

I will still care.

My heart will still whisper your name until it stops.

Every memory of you treasured until the end.

Thank you
And
Goodbye
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: MeWantANewHat on May 22, 2011, 07:25:49 PM: :heart: Your OS are so cute!!! :heart: You should definitely continue!! :cow: :cow: Keep up the good work ^^ :twothumbs :twothumbs
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: pretend_2besome1 on July 14, 2011, 11:00:25 PM: Whoa, I didn't comment yet
A nice sad poem and congrats for being in a relationship! :)
I hope one day you'll find inspiration to make more 1-shots and post back here
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: rankuro on August 04, 2011, 07:51:03 AM: Hi everyone! It has been a while. Hope you are all doing well. Just posting something quick for you, I don’t have much time to write right now but this is for you guys. Thank you so much for reading, I hope that you guys are all having a good summer ^-^.

Fall

I love her smiles,
They brighten my day.

Her laugh,
Oh her laugh,
So beautiful and honest.

Falling for her is the easiest thing.

It is scary sure,
But I can’t help it.

I like the way she is.

All these beautiful emotions for her rule out all the scary ones.

When I am away from her,
I miss her hand in mine.

I miss her presence next to me.

I miss so much about her when we aren’t close together.

So much beautiful happy emotions for her.

Yet…..
…..Yet….
I can’t help but feel the clenching feeling of my heart.

She says she is falling for me too.

She does so many sweet things for me too.

Cute letters.

Cute texts.

Cute surprise packages.

Yet…..I………
I …..I just can’t help but feel sad.

She is so scared of this,
This…. this absolutely beautiful relationship.

We don’t really ever fight.

We get along so well.

When people see us together they can’t help but smile and squeal about how cute our couple antics are.

We just have so much chemistry together.

I understand how she feels,
But it hurts.

It hurts so much that she is scared of having a serious relationship with me.

I want to have a cute count of the months we have been together.

I want to give her cute notes on our anniversaries.

I just want to cerebrate how long we have been together.

Yet when I try to celebrate how long we have been together,
Instead of being happy she gets so utterly scared.

It tears into my heart.

It feels almost as if she doesn’t want to seriously be with me in a way.

Hopefully she doesn’t sense how much it hurts me.

Cause I know she will run away.

I have fallen so much in love for her.

I told myself that I wouldn’t let it affect me.

How sorely I underestimated the strength of these emotions.

Someone should have warned me that when you fall for someone you can hurt so much at the same time.

Yet it is alright.

….Yes it is alright.

A little bit of pain for large amounts of happiness.

That is alright, I can do this.

I will be alright.

She makes my heart pound.

She makes me smile in a special way.

She gives makes my world so much more beautiful.

Her touch calms me and makes me feel so happy.

Her voice makes my spirit soar.

Seeing her happy makes me the happiest even if it hurts me so much sometimes.

So I am going to just keep falling further and further in love with her.

Falling
And
Falling

For her.

Until it is the end of it all.

The end of this “relationship”.

I don’t even want to really think about it.

I am going to enjoy every moment that I have with her.

No matter how much some things tear into my heart.

Loving her like each day is my last.

My last……… my last day with her.

So here I go,
I am going to continue beyond all reason
to,
Fall.
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: Flean on August 04, 2011, 10:36:03 AM: i almost cry when i read this... :gmon tears:
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: immortal_K on August 04, 2011, 10:59:07 AM: :mon waterworks: This one is sad.

Thanks for leaving us another update, please write more when you have time
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: blughise on August 04, 2011, 01:41:00 PM: so sad!!! :cry:

Thanks for this update!!!!
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: haruhi16 on September 08, 2011, 04:39:10 AM: aww update soon please!!! :panic: :panic:
Title: Re: 1shotz
Post by: Megumi on November 07, 2011, 08:20:12 PM: :shocked: I really love your OS there are mix of sweet, bitter, pure and innocent yeah looking forward to next :bow: