Hi hi! I am here for another update~
Since you all complained that it was too short v_v I MADE THIS CHAPTER LONGER~
Yah! I love you guys
not to mention I'm a push over LOL
Chapter 3 ”You’re always looking after me. Making sure I’m happy. Being around you frustrates me, because then I’d want to hold you. Usually people are afraid that the other person might not return the embrace. But you, I know you’ll hold me tight, what I’m afraid of is… letting go. Am I being too possessive? Is it normal that I want to monopolize you? Even though you’re here with me, I’m not sure if your heart is here.” “It’s getting pretty late. I’ll put away the cake whilst you go to bed, ‘kay?” Haruna put the dishes and cake away. I went into the room to sleep, but a couple hours past and I couldn’t manage to get myself to sleep. Maybe a glass of what would help.
Walking down the stairs into the kitchen, then I noticed… why are the lights still on?
“Something wrong?” asked Haruna with her glasses titled and her papers spread out.
“Did you stay up all this time? If you had work you could’ve told me!” now she’s making me feel guilty. She just loves doing that doesn’t she.
“No! I … I took a little nap earlier, so… I’m able to… umm… finish my work now. It’s okay! Just go to sleep!”
After I finished my glass of water I couldn’t help but stare at Haruna struggling with her tiredness.
UGH! Why?
I walked over to the table and helped her grade the papers. Marking the papers was easy, but what makes this “work” hard is that there’s a lot.
“Yuko… “
“It’s faster this way. And I can’t sleep without you. So hurry up!”
Haruna laughed at my embarrassing comment and smiled, “Thanks.”
(A/N: Haruna is a teacher, so that’s why she’s grading papers. Her student’s quizzes. Also, they share a bed because Haruna convinced Yuko that it was cheaper this way. But really she just wanted to cuddle little Yuko in bed)
The next day I woke up at the table we were working last night. Haruna is still sleeping. Shall I wake her up with morning breakfast? Since she always leave to work without any breakfast. It totally pisses me off! So I guess I shall make breaky for her today!
-Moments later-
It’s done! And it looks great too! Usually my cooking looks terrible but I finally… finally did it! Haruna is going to be so pleased!
“OH MAAAAN! I’M LATE!” Haruna jumped out of her chair and rushed upstairs to change.
I looked at the time and it doesn’t seem that she’s late. Why is she such in a hurry?
“Haruna! I made breakfast! Are you going to have some?”
Haruna quickly came downstairs and shuffled her papers together to place in her briefcase.
“Sorry, I can’t. I’m late!”
“But I thought school starts at 9?”
“It does, but I have to be at school by 7:30 because I’m the advisor for the girls’ soccer team. And if their coach is late then that’s a terrible example for the kids!”
But I tried so hard to make this breakfast for you! Why aren’t you eating it!?
“Oh… okay. Then, have fun.” Forcing myself to smile at her, I can feel my tears about to breach my eyelashes.
“It looks delicious. I’m sorry, Yuko.”
Walking up closer to me, her lips hover over me. Haruna wraps her arms around me, and now I’m forced to forgive her.
Every “sorry” you give me makes me want to forgive you.
Staring at your lips. Oh how I want to touch them with my own.
Instead, you kiss me on my forehead, “Don’t worry, I’ll eat it next time!” she says.
Haruna rushes to the door, “Oh and Yuko? I’m sorry, but I’m going to be home late tonight. There’s a new teacher so we’re having a welcoming party. But don’t worry, I won’t drink too much!”
“Oh okay.”
You smile a big smile, and wave bye.
As you put your hand on that doorknob I’m thinking about how lonely I’m going to be tonight
“Oh I forgot something!”
“Hm? What did you forg—”
Ah she just kissed me! What!? Oh no my face is heating up!
“A goodbye kiss!” she says and runs out the door.
She kisses me every time I let my guard down! Did Haruna always have such a playful character!? She did that to tease me I bet.
Sigh
I guess I’ll invite Rena-chan to have breakfast with me.
” Hello?”
“Ahh… Rena-chan? Are you free at the moment?”
“At the moment? Sorry I’m fighting some zombies!”
“What? Zombies?”
“AHH!!! I just died!”
“ Uhh…. Rena… are you playing COD…. ?”
“Yeah, but you just killed me. Why didn’t I use my Bluetooth? But sorry, what was it that you wanted?”
“I was just wondering if you wanna come over for some breakfast… since I made too much.”
“FREE FOOD! I AM SO THERE!”DING DONG
“Sorry Rena, hold on for a sec, someone’s at the door.”“Hai Yuko~! It’s me~!”
“Wow, you’re fast!”
As Rena happily walked in my house we had breakfast together.
“That was delicious! Thank you for the food!”
Rena always lightens up my mood, I’m glad she’s my friend.
“You’re welcome! Thanks for joining me. I’m sorry I called so last minute.”
Rena brought me upstairs and into the room.
“It’s okay. But… PLEASE LET ME SLEEP IN YOUR COMFY BED!”
Whoa that was random, “Haha why so suddenly?”
“Well truth is, I was up all night playing zombies with Jurina-chan and I’m awfully tired. Do you mind if I use your bed?”
“Well, I don’t mind, but I was up all night too. So I’m going to be sharing the bed with you.”
I went under the sheets and left some space for her.
“isn’t Haruna-chan going to be mad at you?” Rena seems to be worried about my relationship with Haruna, I don’t know what I’m supposed to tell her to calm her.
“It’s alright, Haruna and I aren’t really like that.”
She looked at me and gave me the ‘are you sure?’ face.
“Yes. I am totally sure!” I said laughingly.
Rena laughed too, “Alright then! I will be holding you as much as I want then!”
We both got under the sheets. Rena was holding me tightly, yet gently, against her. She was nice and warm. I really enjoyed this feeling. She smelled nice, and she stroked my head which made it even more comforting.
Oh wow, I am spoiled aren’t I?
“I think I’m still in love with you, Rena.”
The words slipped out of my mouth unconsciously. I didn’t think Rena heard me but she let go and looked at me.
“Are you… serious?”
Well… to be honest… I’m not exactly sure how I feel about you. All I know is, I missed you. You did say before, “keep me as number 2 in your heart, because if I hurt you, I don’t want to hurt you too much.”
“Umm… Can I make sure?” can I make sure how I’m feeling? Because at the moment I’m asking myself if I’m in love with Haruna, and here I am telling Rena that I’m in love with her. I don’t know what to do. Am I that lonely? But… no… I think… it’s because I really… ugh I don’t even know what I want to say. I can’t even properly say it in my head because I’m that afraid to admit.
In the middle of my thoughts Rena held me again. She gave me a reassuring hug, silently telling me “Don’t think too much. Just go with the flow.”
Then I’ll just go with the flow…
I slowly closed my eyes and expected Rena’s embrace. What I didn’t expect was something soft touch my lips.
When I opened my eyes, I see Rena’s face up close.
She fell asleep faster than I thought she would. If I… kissed her she wouldn’t notice, right?
No, no, no…!! I can’t do that to defenseless Rena! That’s terrible of me!
But her lips… were so soft, and my temptation is making me grip her. Ahh… Rena… why you so cute?
Okay, maybe… just one little peck.
Closing my eyes once again, I kissed Rena. But I think I did something bad, because I didn’t just do it once. I did many times over and over again. And before I knew it, Rena’s tongue slipped in my mouth. From a simple peck to a passionate kiss.
When we stopped it was the evening.
“Yuko… umm…”
“Yeah… nothing happened today. I’m sorry, Rena”
We decided to get some actual sleep, but this time, I’m not going to face Rena. I turned to the opposite direction and tried to count sheep.
“Uwah… so hot… “
“Hmm?” I turn around and I see Rena stripping. “GAH! What are you doing!?”
“I’m sorry! It’s hot, okay!?”
Right then, the door opens.
“Hey, Yuko, who’s shoes are those?”
Walking in, was Haruna. Catching the scene of Rena stripping and me in bed. Yeah, this totally looks wrong. And if I try to explain then I’d have to tell her how we had a nice passionate moment in bed.
“Sorry for the intrusion!” Haruna runs out and I’m still sitting in bed face-palming.
“Oh my… what a predicament haha!”
“Shut up, Rena!”
YEAAAAARR