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INDEX
- -untitled- (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1206860#msg1206860) by sakura_drop_
- G and I (Genius and Idiot) (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1207088#msg1207088) by GinkoX
- Spending Time (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1207166#msg1207166) by miyumii
- Little Secret (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1207371#msg1207371) by katekyohit
- I knew it... (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1208065#msg1208065) by Ando
- Checkmate. Chapter A (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1225006#msg1225006) by sakura_drop_
- Succession (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1225202#msg1225202) by AshuraX
- Checkmate. Chapter B (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1226007#msg1226007) by sakura_drop_
- Checkmate. Chapter C (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1230220#msg1230220) by sakura_drop_
- Sleeping Result (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1230302#msg1230302) by LoyalFlutist
- Checkmate. Chapter D (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1230665#msg1230665) by sakura_drop_
- Fragile Snowflake (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1259283#msg1259283) by sakura_drop_
- Little Mermaid (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1260210#msg1260210) by Ruka Kikuchi
- Better Than Him (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1318469#msg1318469) by sakura_drop_
- My Last Words To You (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1329576#msg1329576) by sakura_drop_
- Checkmate. Chapter E (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1331423#msg1331423) by sakura_drop_
- Checkmate. Chapter F (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1371920#msg1371920) by sakura_drop_
- Rekindle The Flame (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1383895#msg1383895) by sakura_drop_
- D-7. Muffin (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1385453#msg1385453) by sakura_drop_
- Another Untitled Story (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1399927#msg1399927) sakura_drop_
- Encounter (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=35984.msg1426427#msg1426427) sakura_drop_
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Title: -untitled-
Pairing: wMatsui
Author's Notes: Just. Can't sleep, decided to post this.
The first time I met her was... No...it doesn't matter actually. I can't reveal too much details. She's still underage...
Our love came out of the blue, uncalled and unwanted, as she was taken already.... It bloomed though, with hard and painful consequences of course - but slowly we started everything in a positive way.
She was a child who had it hard to open up but as she said - I was a special case. THE ONLY EXCEPTION.
The times she kept silent when calling me - I would make her talk with me, sometimes even crying from frustration that she remained silent. It would help - I didn't cry on purpose though - she didn't want me to cry.
The times she had something heavy on her chest - I would be there for her and help her in any way I could, even if just listen and calm her down.
The times I was down - she would help me solve the problem. Despite her being younger than me she was better at solving other's problems though her demons always stayed firmly in her.
We had nice times together, went on a few dates...
But whenever I thought we took a step forward her demons would pull us three steps back.
Time went by and I started becoming busy, getting a job and having some issues with family. We couldn't afford meeting or simply calling each other.
I was fine with the distance, it reminded me how much I miss her and love her, and everytime after the long time without talking I would have more things to say to her.
While she...
Jurina barely talked in general about herself, so with the distance growing between us...
I felt the change but I thought it could be fixed.
Apparently, she decided she needs a break.
I thought I was a strong person but I cried while she held me in her arms. My body was shaking from uncontrollable emotions and lingering memories of us having fun together.
She said we can still be friends, I agreed.
Yet here I am, after three nights I dreamed about her and woke up in the middle of the night, crying and shaking uncontrollably yet again. Just this time...alone.
I know she needs time to grow up and realize things but... What about me...? She said to go and fall in love with another person.
I CAN'T. I LOVE JURINA WITH ALL MY HEART.
I know I'll wait for her for as long as there is hope but it still hurts...
Can she really have no feelings for me after all we've been through...?
I miss her... My tears won't stop...
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Jurina! Come back to Rena this instance!!!
It's been awhile reading fic that Jurina is the one who left the relationship first... it's usually Rena who did it :sweatdrop:
And I don't really get the title of the Threat/Topic...O.o
But still Wmatsui!!!!!!!!!! :cow:
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Aaaaaahhhhh!!... It's been a while since I've read one of your stories. It's nice to be back, though I can't guarantee it. How interesting, though. Like Sherin said, it's normally Rena breaking the relationship.
Jurina! Come back to Rena this instance!!!
It's been awhile reading fic that Jurina is the one who left the relationship first... it's usually Rena who did it :sweatdrop:
And I don't really get the title of the Threat/Topic...O.o
But still Wmatsui!!!!!!!!!! :cow:
As for this, I think what sakura_drop_ means is that this thread is for Rena oneshots and Jurina oneshots, not just wMatsui. Any pairing of Rena or Jurina can go here if the author decides to post it. However, RenAirin (RenaxAirin) is not allowed. Is that right sakura_drop_?
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Yes, u might call this a comeback but I also cannot guarantee it.
I always saw Jurina as the one who is more capable to break things off..
Yes, the thread is for any paring that has Rena or Jurina in it.
And sorry about me being an anti RenAirin shipper... :bow:
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What you mean by "Anyone can participate" is that we can post a vic that's Rena x OO / Jurina x OO only...
or anyone can request you the pairing to write?
Just need a little clarification, a little confuse. XD
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Thanks for the fic...i am pretty anti RenAirin too! :lol:
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I'll edit the first post later.
You all can post your own Rena or Jurina centered One Shots
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I'm not sure I understand the "No RenAirin" rule. If the idea was to encourage less common pairings involving Jurina or Rena, WMatsui should be banned as well. Otherwise it seems a bit arbitrary and random to only exclude the RenAirin pairing.
Besides, compared to WMatsui there are really little RenAirin fics out there so that this pairing is hardly any threat to them in terms of popularity. :)
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And sorry about me being an anti RenAirin shipper... :bow:
Any anti RenAirin fan is a friend of mine. XD
And thx for not being a RenAirin shipper. :bow:
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I like wmatsui, but this is just so sad. :cry:
Heh I'm anti RenaAirin shipper too. :sweatdrop:
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....My dear RenAirin.....Why? :cool2:
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What's with the hate all of a sudden?
This seems like fun. I'll participate sometime XD
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Here's Mine~
Title: G and I (Genius and Idiot)
Pairing: JuriYuri (Jurina X Yuria)
Notes: I just happened to think about what will happen if a Genius and a Baka are in a Pairing and an OS. XD Well. Another nonsense by Ginko. (-______-)
She's an Idiot, I wonder why?
Why is she that Smart?
But... Seeing her as an Idiot... is... Cute...
Why is my heart beating fast whenever I see her smile and her face? and... Her... Tutoring me?
Jurina POV
It was almost Nighttime, Because Tutoring sessions are done at night, this is such a pain. It's not my Fault that I need to come to school just to help that Idiot. But well, seeing her makes me... smile... "fufufu." I chuckled a little bit as I was walking on the school's corridor, I was never like this when it comes to Summer Nighttime Tutoring, but, I don't know why I'm feeling like this whenever I...
Hear her Voice...
See her Smiling Face...
And Most Importantly.....
When I feel her Presence...
I just can't help it, I don't need to deny things because you're all listening to me right? Actually, She had done Many things to me, She Helped me recover from What my past girlfriend did. She was Cute, Her hair, her voice. I love it all. But wait! Why am I telling all of this to you!? Anyways, Her name is...
Kizaki Yuria.
Yuria's POV
She's almost here!!
I was stopping my self from blushing, My crush is coming~ Wah~ Matsui-senpai~ Even though she's younger than me, She has accelerated already~ She's so Cool, Intelligent and athletic~ She's Currently in 3rd Year highschool, While I, a 2nd year highschool student. Waaaaaah~! I'm so Inlove~
Because of her, Matsui-senpai, I was able to recover from when Yagami-senpai dumped me. Then, I heard the door open.
"Yuria, Let's start." Her voice made me blush, I was getting hot just from that voice. She sat beside me and opened my math book. "So, What can you not understand in this topic?" She whispered to my Ear.
"U-Uhm... Q-Quadratic... m-method..."I answered shyly. "What? Even middleschoolers can answer that." She said while slightly smiling. "Oh well, I'll have to teach bec---" Her voice was cut by the sudden electricity cut. It blacked out, I was scared of the dark so I accidentally hugged her tight. "S-Senpai! It's so scary!" I was scared.
"Don't worry Yuria, I won't leave you." She hugged me back. "Hmm, Should we go to the rooftop?" She added, I just nodded and when I was to follow her, she grabbed my hand and pulled me near the chalkboard. "S-Senpai!?" I was shocked.
"Yuria..." Little by Little, her face gets nearer and nearer. "Yuria-chan. You're so cute." Eh?
As Jurina went closer and closer, Yuria's face got redder and redder. "S-Senpai..." She whispers.
"Yuria! I Love You!"
"Matsui-senpai! I Love You!"
They confessed to each other then... You can just Imagine what happened in the Ending. :D
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Title: Spending Time
Pairing: WMatsui
Notes: A certain someone lost her inspiration so I thought this would help her get it back.
I was sitting in my couch reading the latest news when I got a text from Rena. She told me there was a major emergency and needed me to come over to her house immediately. Thinking something terrible had happened, I got down to her house and busted through the door with a bat in one hand and a cell phone in the other. I was expecting to see some kind of burglar or an attacker but instead I see Rena on the floor wearing a pink wig and some sort of crazy outfit.
"Rena what the hell are you doing?" I asked.
"I need help!" she said.
"What's the emergency? I thought there was someone attacking you or something."
"No now I'll explain later just help me get out of this thing!"
"Alright alright just calm down."
I walked over and saw that she had somehow managed to tangle herself in some kind of belt strap things. Anyways it's really weird so I had to look for the right one to unhook. When I found the right one, I unhooked it and Rena's arms sprung free. She stood up and stretched them out and then said,
"Thanks Jurina!"
"So what exactly did you call me here for?" I said.
"Well you see, I'm going to an anime convention soon and I need to find the right outfit to go as. The only problem is all my old costumes are too small for me and I'm not going to order a new one because I'm thinking maybe one of my old ones will be nice. Which is why I need you to try them on."
"What?! No way!"
I turned around getting ready to leave but then I felt something grab my arm. I turned around and saw a pouting Rena with puppy dog eyes. That right there hit me good. Usually I'm the master of the puppy dog look but she's been learning from me and now I can't even say no to that face. Curse me and my weak spots for cute things. I sighed and said,
"Alright I'll do it."
"Great! Then go try this on!"
Rena handed me an outfit and then pushed me into the other room. When I looked at the outfit I nearly had a heart attack. Something tells me it was from some mecha anime because the suit was a white latex with armor on the shoulders and knees. I put the outfit on and also the wig that came with it. Then I walked out and when Rena saw me she nearly screamed and said,
"Wah Jurina you look so cool in that one!"
"Will you just tell me if you like this one or not?!" I said.
"Hmm well.. not really. I want you to try this one!"
She handed me another costume and I had no choice but to try it on. This one was the outfit Ichigo wore on Tokyo Mew Mew so I wonder why Rena has an outfit like this. I put it on and when I looked at myself in the mirror I thought I was going to die of embarrassment. I mean seriously I looked so stupid in the cat ears and tail sticking out of my butt. I'm really starting to wonder why I agreed to do this. Rena was calling me so I walked out and this time Rena almost fainted when she saw me.
"Jurina go nyan!"
"No Rena I'm not doing that." I said.
"Come on Jurina please! Just once~"
"I said no!"
"Plllleeeeeaaaaasssseee~~~~"
"Alright fine.. Nyan~"
"Wah kawai!!"
"Mou!"
The next outfit she had me put on was one from an anime called Attack on Titan. I had to admit I looked pretty cool in it and Rena agreed as well. However she said that it wasn't the one she wanted to wear so she made me try on more outfits. The next one she gave me was something I was really surprised she had. It looked like the outfit a character from Full Metal Alchemist wore. I forgot his name but it was the guy who would snap his fingers and fire would appear. I put the uniform on and walked out and when I did I was surprised to see Mayu and Yuko there as well.
"Wah sugoi! Jurina you look so cool!" Mayu said.
"K-Kumi?! Kanon?! When did you guys show up?!" I said.
"Rena called us over and said you were trying out her cosplay outfits and well we just had to see you in them!" Yuko said.
"Rena! What the hell?!"
"Oh just relax Jurina~~"
"I swear to God when we are done you and I are going to have a little talk.." I said glaring at Rena.
"Ohh so scary~ Now put this on!"
Rena handed me another outfit and then pushed me back inside. Honestly I really am starting to wonder why I came here in the first place. Over the time Rena had me try on several different outfits. There were some cool ones like the girl from Strike Witches and the guy from Code Geass. But then she had some really embarrassing ones like the girl from Elfin Lied and some maid cafe one. I wondered Rena had gotten all these outfits from and to be honest I was getting really irritated. I mean why couldn't she have just picked one already! I came out in the school uniform from the show Yuru Yuri and I noticed that Yuko and Mayu had already left. It was getting late and I wanted to go home soon. However I don't think Rena was going to let me go soon.
"Rena can I go home now? I'm tired and hungry." I said.
"Oh come one Jurina just a couple more. We're almost done." she said.
"Promise?"
"Yes~ Now put this on!"
I didn't even have to look at it for five seconds without determining what it was. It was some casino outfit you see the bunny girls wear and it was really flashy and showy. I don't know where Rena gets these outfits but I've had enough of it.
"No Rena I've had enough. I'm going to go home now."
I put on my regular clothes and got ready to walk out but then I felt a tight squeeze on my arm. I looked back and saw Rena with that same puppy dog face. This time though my mood was bad enough that I could actually say no.
"I said no Jurina now let go!"
I shook her off but then she grabbed onto my leg making it harder for me to move.
"Rena let go!"
"Yada!"
I tried to shake her off but in the process I fell over and Rena climbed on top of me. She wrapped her arms around my waist and held me tightly.
"I'm not letting you go!" she said.
"Why not?!" I said.
"Because I'll never get to see you again!"
"What?"
Rena looked up at me with tears in her eyes and said,
"I called you over here because I never get to see you as often.. With you and I being in different teams and you with your dual positions, we just never see each other. I'm afraid I'll lose you Jurina and I don't want to let go.."
Rena was now sobbing and it was then I realized why she called me. She just missed me and wanted to spend time with me. Now having a better grasp on the situation, I sat us both up and then hugged Rena. I patted her head trying to sooth her and calm her down. When she finally stopped crying I said to her,
"Rena just because we don't see each other as much doesn't mean I'm going to leave you. I'll always be here for you whenever you need me. All you need to do is call."
"Really?" she asked.
"Yes and always remember I'm here to help you when you need it. I'm not going anywhere."
I wiped away a couple leftover tears and then suddenly Rena grabbed me and pulled me in for a tight hug. Even though I couldn't breathe I knew this was comforting to Rena so I remained still and just continued to stroke her hair. However my lungs need air so I pried her off me and said,
"So from now on promise me you'll call me if you ever need anything?"
"Un!"
"Alright good. Then I think it's time you repaid me for all the outfits I put on."
"Eh?"
A couple minutes later Rena came out in that bunny casino girl outfit and I have to admit she looked very sexy.
"Very nice Rena very nice~" I said as I took a couple pictures.
"Jurina you better not be taking pictures!" she shouted.
"What never~~ Hehe saved."
"Jurina!"
"Wah yabai it's Gekikara! Don't kill me!"
"I'll do more than kill you! Come here and delete those pictures!"
"Never!"
I started to run and Rena started to chase me in that sexy bunny outfit of hers. Even though we don't see each other as much anymore, we still always manage to have fun. That's just one of the great things about being us I guess. But hey you have to agree it's always nice to sit down with friends and spend some time with them. Nothing is better than some quality fun time especially when you have a lolicon for a friend.
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Anything WMatsui, I'm in! :on GJ:
And thx for cute OS, miyumi-san~ :nya:
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ahhhhh beautiful miyumi-san *A*
thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanks!!
and thanks sakura:drop because though I'm Rena Oshi I hate RenAirin ndjwskjdws :P
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Sugoi miyumi-san!!!
There are few parts I love about this fanfic! The part that Rena do puppy eyes back...the park Rena wore sexy bunny cosplay (wanna see that *drool*)...
and the part she's was mentioned that she's a lolicon XD (just reminded me abt a good friend of mine)
This is really~ arigatou gozaimasu!
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Although I don't hate or like RenAirin, just to be fair, it is unfair to ban RenAirin from a thread that allows Rena oneshots. Is there a better reason from you to ban RenAirin? Isn't it just simple to allow those who like RenAirin to write it if they want (THOUGH they do have the other option to make their own thread of it.) and put it in the list?
Although there are a lot of hardcore wMatsui fans, fans should not be bothered about it and restrict the possibility of RenAirin fics. It's not like there are a lot of RenAirin fics to begin with, but it shouldn't give reason to decrease its chances of it being written.
Forgive me if I'm questioning you too much. I'm not on any side here.
WOW, I DIDN'T CHECK THE TITLE OF THE THREAD. I'M SORRY. :err: :imdead: inolongerexist
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Heh I would like to see them in that costumes in reality.
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Title: Little Secret
Pairing: Rena x Yuki
Notes: Just feel like wanna write this pairing
“Kyahh!!!” The crowd of fans screamed as the princess of AKB48 and SKE48 appeared on the stage and sang Temodemo no Namida together and their choreography, tempo, and pitch were perfectly matched with each other.
They both had the princess aura from them and became extremely well known among fans as WPrincess of 48Group. They had appeared on many TV shows and was interviewed together as pairs.
“Finally it’s done!” Yuki stretched her arms up high into the air after they finished her duo song with Rena for the closing song of the concert. “I’m so hungry…Rena-chan are you?”
“I’m hungry too.” The princess of SKE48, Matsui Rena replied back as she’s walking side by side with Yuki, the princess of AKB48. “Do you want to have the usual or something new this time?”
“Eh~ I guess we should try something new this time.” She replied back.
They often went to this studio for an interview in many TV programs, and every time they had to go there they would always drop by at this small restaurant before and after the interview. As they were walking back and entered the changing room there were the other two members that planned to surprise them…
~THUD~
“Rena-chan!” / “Yukirin!”
The little puppy and mouse girl leaped onto the princesses from behind after they passed through the door. Each of the little girls separated them from each other.
“Oh hey Jurina!” Rena knew immediately who was the one that tried to surprise her, there would always be only one who would do so. “How are you?”
“Mou…Rena-chan!!”
She suddenly sulked and buried her face on the older girl’s shoulder. But Rena had no clue what was Jurina trying to tell her. “What is it?” She asked again, but Jurina refused to answer anything but cuddling her.
As for Mayu, she hugged her mama-rin in her arms and rested her chin on her shoulder. “I miss you~”
“Aw, I miss you too Mayuyu!” Yuki giggled at how her friend was being a little child again. But the cyborg girl puffed her cheeks as if she’s pouting. “Hm?”
“We rarely get to be together…” The girl grumbled as she hugged Yuki tighter. “You’re being with Rena all the time! I’m jealous…”
“Yeah!!! Rena-chan we rarely be together…I’m sad!”
Jurina added and it made Rena chuckled softly before she patted the little puppy’s head. “I miss you so much, stop being with Yuki-chan all the time!!”
“Aw, but we have a lot of work together, there’s not much of a choice, right?” Rena turned to Yuki and she nodded after their short eye contact. But still the two little girls didn’t let go of their princess. Both Yuki and Rena glanced at the clock and they had to hurry out to another studio for interview before they would be late. “I’m sorry Jurina but I got to go now, I promise we’ll spent a lot more time together back at Nagoya okay?”
“Sure? Promise?”
“Yup!” Rena ruffled Jurina’s head before the little puppy let go of her master.
“Yukirin…” Mayu uttered in a soft pleading tone and it made Yuki turned her head to kiss the little cyborg girl at her forehead. It caught the girl off guard and then she slowly freed the princess. “M-Mou! I’m not a kid…”
“But you acted like one.” She teased the nezumi girl. “This weekend, I’ll make up the time with you, okay?”
“Okay mama-rin~” Finally Mayu had let go of Yuki. The two princesses changed their clothes and hurried to the parking lot where there was a van that would head straight to the studio for their interview.
It was one crazy day for them as usual. But it seemed they started to get used to working intensively as well as working together. As they were sitting at the back seat, Rena was staring out of the window and it made Yuki curious what her friend was thinking.
“Rena-chan?”
Princess of Nagoya didn’t responded to her. It made Yuki even more curious and started to move in closer to Rena. However, there was a respond from her, Rena moved away slightly and it caught Yuki’s attention immediately. Normally Rena wouldn’t act like this; they would always talk on their way to the studio but not this time. “Rena-chan is there something wrong?”
“Nothing.”
“Then…why won’t Rena-chan talk to me?”
“I’m just thinking of things.” Rena replied with a monotone in her voice. However Yuki wasn’t upset with how Rena was treating coldly with her like this, she seemed to know why the SKE48 princess was acting like this.
“Neh…” Yuki whispered softly with a teasing tone. “You’re jealous that I kissed Mayu?”
Rena flinched and threw her glance towards Yuki immediately. “N-No!” She was actually blushing and it made Yuki giggled, it was exactly what the Black princess thought. “Why would I?”
“Then…tell me why you’re acting so cold to me. It makes me sad you know?”
“I didn’t mean to hurt you Kashiwagi-san, I…I’m just thinking of things.” Rena looked away and then Yuki took her hand and held it tightly in the darkness. The driver couldn’t see what they were doing, so it’s just the two of them. “Uh, Kashiwagi-san?”
“I have something for you, can you close your eyes?”
“Oh…Okay.”
As soon as Rena closed her eyes, she could feel a soft contact with her cheek. She opened her eyes with surprise and realized that Yuki moved in to kiss her. Rena couldn’t hide her blush and stared back at her friend without uttering a word. “K-Kashiwagi-san…”
“Does that feel better?”
“…Y-Yeah.” Rena looked away but she could hear Yuki giggling at her.
“But you make me jealous too you know? Saying that you’ll spend time with Jurina at Nagoya…” Yuki wrapped her arms around Rena and leaned in to whisper closely to Rena’s ears. “…Don’t cheat on me, neh?”
“…I won’t.” Rena declared with a strong tone and she saw Yuki’s smile across her face. She really loved teasing Rena and she leaned to rest her head Rena’s shoulder.
“Don’t be so formal when you’re only with me…Re-Na.” Yuki pronounced Rena’s name clearly and cuddled her partner closely. She would only just call Rena by her name when they’re alone, usually she would call her Rena-chan. She knew that she’s making the Nagoya princess blushing and she’s going in aggressive mode and pushing hard.
“Hug me Rena.”
“Hai hai…” Rena sighed softly and shifted herself into a comfortable position before she embraced Yuki in her arms gently. She rested her head on the Nagoya girl’s shoulder, which was substituting as her pillow. Rena didn’t mind Yuki being demanding on her, personally, she actually loved it.
“Is it good enough?”
“Rena is so warm…”
Yuki didn’t plan to let go of the hug and Rena expected that happening, because it always did. “Also you’re so cute when you’re jealous~”
“Mou! Stop teasing me…”
She sighed, she seemed to actually been thinking of something ever since they got in the van. “But…I wondered how long we tend to keep our secret from them? Everyone’s starting to wonder about us two…”
Yuki finally knew what Rena was thinking on the van ride; it was about their relationship that they kept hidden from everyone even from their closest friends. She knew it was normal for Rena to worry about this; it’s her character after all.
“Hmm, I don’t know too, but…” Yuki paused for a minute to muse, and slow back before she placed her finger right on top of Rena’s lips. That playful smile across Yuki’s face told Rena how her partner was enjoying this.
“Don’t you think it’s fun to keep it as our little secret?”
After they had been working together for quite a while, Rena knew Yuki long enough that she’s actually enjoying this. That’s her black character, and there’s nothing Rena could really do but to go with the flow of her girlfriend.
“Hai…if you say so.”
“Thank you Rena~ this is your reward.”
Yuki moved up and pecked on Rena’s lips softly. It wasn’t their first time kissing ever since they met each other. But still, the Nagoya girl still blushed every time she received a kiss from her pushy girlfriend. Even though Rena received a reward already, she wanted to get more than that…
She stared into Yuki’s eyes and it’s like they’re communicating via eye contact. As Rena kept staring at her princess, everything started to go with the flow of the atmosphere. Rena moved in closer without Yuki resisting anything until their lips met again. Thank god that it’s dark outside already, and the van had screens on so no one from outside could see. Rena enjoyed every millisecond her lips were intact with Yuki’s, and suddenly the black princess threw her arms around Rena’s neck and pulled herself in closer. It caught the Nagoya princess off guard but then she returned Yuki the kiss more aggressively. It seemed it wasn’t only Rena that wanted to kiss again after all.
“You’re mine…Rena.”
Yuki whispered against Rena’s lips as her black character came out and became over-possessive on her girlfriend, but then she was caught off guard with Rena’s sudden bold kiss. This time, she broke off and whispered softly against Yuki’s lips.
“Yuki, don’t you know that you shouldn’t play around with…spicy things?” Rena replied with her seductive voice and it satisfied Yuki’s needs. She loved it when her girlfriend especially when she turned into her gekikara mode.
“Don’t worry…I’m madly in love gekikara flavour.”
Yuki responded back before she deepened the kiss with Rena. Their relationship, their kiss, kept it hidden from everyone…that’s their little secret.
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~THE END~
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Title: I knew it...
Pairing: GekiBlack aka RenaYuki
Author's Notes: Just done it..hihi...
http://yuriando.wordpress.com/2013/07/27/i-knew-it-gekiblackos/ (http://yuriando.wordpress.com/2013/07/27/i-knew-it-gekiblackos/)
Inside the Rappapa room..there are 2 person that just sitting there doing their own things. It’s Gekikara and Black. As usual, Black just reading her fav ‘book’ while Gekikara kept playing with pencils while her homework still untouchable on the table there. She can’t really focus as Black kept mumbling some words that she’s not understand and doesn’t care about her at all.
“Black..u’re so quiet today…”
“….”
“Nee…okotteru??” Gekikara can’t stand the quietness and silent in that room anymore. She start grin and giggling by herself while watching Black intently.
Black kept quiet and ignoring Gekikara. She’s absolutely too focus today on her book unlike her unusual self where she would play along with Gekikara if Gekikara ask her that question.
“Nee…Black…did u knew it??”
“…”
“….Ur face…KAWAIIIIII!!!!” Gekikara grin and giggling again as she’s enjoying Black ‘CUTE’ face.
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Gekikara start to bit her nails bit by bit as she’s bored. As time goes by, she start tearing off some paper and books in that room. She glancing at Black once in a while BUT Black never once watching her doing all the things that she done.
She then take some of her favorite spicy cracker inside her bag and give it out to Black.
“Nee…u want some??” Gekikara ask while grin by herself BUT still Black doesn’t even care or have any bit of interest towards her today.
~Silent~
“MOU!! I OUT!!”
“..BLACK NO FUN!!” Gekikara shout as her limit of patience for the silent is END. She’s glaring at Black and walk out while grin n giggling by herself.
“Time for PARTY!!” Gekikara excitedly said while looking at Black as she hope Black gonna stop her BUT again Black just let her do what she want.
Thus, she’s going out finding someone to ‘PLAY’ with.
Black that heard gekikara step disappeared at last stop reading and look at her surrounding and checking what Gekikara done before. She just let out a long sigh after look around.
No fun..huh… Black stared blankly the scenery outside of the window.
Black POV
God..why did I did that..
Plz forgive me..
BUT I can’t resist myself to watch a beautiful creature that u made..
It’s so beautiful..
I can’t forget it at all…
*sigh*
Now I can’t look at her…
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Flashback..
At GekiBlack home..
-They live together for a while right now.. after Gekikara confessing her love to Black…-
Gekikara just coming back from what she called as ‘PARTY’.
“Blood…taste..” Gekikara grin and giggling by herself while come into the house.
“Let take some bath and complete this ‘FUN’ day…”
“…red bath n shower…here I come..” Gekikara grin while walking towards the bathroom inside the bedroom.
Straight to the bathroom or Black will kill me for make things dirty here.. Gekikara taught while carefully watch her step and cautiously going straight to her destination.
Ah…she’s not home yet.. gekikara doesn’t run of the the bedroom light and straightly putting off her clothes at the washing machine.
She’s putting it..one…by…one…
Meanwhile…somewhere inside the bedroom….
There is someone that watching intently Gekikara every move. She’s not really stalking or what..it just a coincidence that happened because at the time gekikara come in, she’s currently resting there, dozing off in the dark and awake because of Gekikara voice.
It’s getting hot here… Black taught quietly while her eyes still fixing on the girl that’s not far from her.
She’s blushing hard and cup her cheek when Gekikara completely…
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After a while…when Gekikara getting ready to go out of the bath, Black in a second disappeared from there and being outside of the room pretending that she’s just come back and arrive..
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“I will be chop as stalker because of her…” Black mumbling by herself.
Suddenly..
“Black?? Your…”
“What?? Ahh!! Geki!! Why u’re here??” Black quite shock with the sudden appearance of Gekikara there. She taught Gekikara already gone.
“Hmm..I forgot to take my pencils n..” Gekikara pointing out her own nose while giving a sign of wipe it.
“N..” Black quite confuse with Gekikara action.
“Why..ur nose..hmm..u…nosebleed…” Gekikara said as if she whispering.
“Ah!!!” Black nervously wipe off the blood and pretending that she’s just fine BUT again Gekikara tease her again.
“N what with stalker things??..” gekikara asking as she heard Black say it before.
“U..u heard it???”
“I heard all of it..” a smirk can be seen clearly on Gekikara face. She’s grin and giggling while watching Black reaction.
“…did u hide something from me??”
“..NO..NO!!! I’m not..” the usual calm Black is totally in panic as she’s afraid Gekikara will found out about everything.
“..actually…I knew it…all…” Gekikara felt excited with the fact that she knew. It’s the truth that she knew everything. She just pretending that she doesn’t knew it from the start to see this kind of Black.
“U’re knew it??” Black said while wearing a shock expression.
“YUP!!! N U’re DONE tonight..” Gekikara said with a firm voice.
“Done??” Black doesn’t knew what Gekikara meant by it.
“I’ll make u worn out..” Gekikara said while wearing a wide smile on her face.
“Geki..” Black cheek become more redden after hearing that words. Gekikara kept grin n giggling by herself as she’s very amuse at Black panic reaction.
“U’re lie..” Black stutter while she say it.
“Nope..I knew that u’re there…all the time..in that bedroom..watching me..” gekikara smiling widely as she satisfied that she win over Black.
“…” Black just crazily blushing there while avoiding gekikara gaze.
I LIKE THIS… Gekikara shout out lout inside her mind as she’s totally excited for tonight and totally fall in love with the Black that currently in front of her.
Gekikara grin n giggling by herself. The crazy laugh of her totally make Black shivering and actually blushing.
She love her from the start after all. At the first sight of Black.
I LOVE HER..
THE END
*do let ur imagination goes wild at certain part.. :P*
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Title: Checkmate. Chapter A
Pairing: AtsuRena, others
Author's Notes: Editing one of my stories in Real Life OSs, here we go~ Once again, thanks to nori for proofreading!
(http://sakuradropletintheabode.files.wordpress.com/2013/09/1241207_618318381532038_547083165_n.jpg)
She looked around and shivered, in fear of fainting on the very floor where her family members were lying, disembodied. Yes, she was scared, in her head she was already screaming and crying but now she could not make any sounds or shed any tears, as she was suffering from aftershock. She could stand on her feet only because of the tiny thought that processed in her mind after she perceived the view in front of her very own eyes. Falling on this floor would mean her lying in the pools of blood of her own family members… The thin line of consciousness became invisible and her eyes saw nothing but blackness. As the realization finally struck her, her body collapsed and she succumbed to the darkness.
(Two months later)
“It will be ten thousand yen.”
She gritted her teeth, paid the money and left the store. Buying food was tiring, paying lots of money was bothersome and having to sleep at some shelter was infuriating. She passed a few streets that had seen better days and went through the empty tunnel, which was once filled with clean spring water. Now it was a path for her to walk every day and mingle among homeless, suicidal and drunk people. To think she was from a wealthy and rich family some time ago… Her headache became stronger; she gritted her teeth again and quickened her pace. After ten minutes the tunnel ended and she set her foot on the dirty grass, full of rubbish and feces. Leaving behind the messy area, she entered the thicket. She did not bother to wince or whine from pain, as she was already used to it, she was beaten every day after all, so what did it matter if some bushes or thorns scarred her body. She already had a few bones broken, her one eye could not see and she could hear only with one ear. So what did it matter, really?
However, it did matter. She was waiting for a perfect time to find a certain person. That person was responsible for some serious things, like that massacre of her family or other killings that happened to other families as well. Her mind had only tiny flashes of that time, when she came happy from school wanting to tell her family she got an A+ from her test. Yet what she found was bloody trails in the garden, widely opened doors and inside… She felt a migraine creeping up… Up till now she doesn’t remember anything further than walking inside and collapsing after seeing something gruesome, but she wakes up from scary dreams every night, not knowing what or who scared her. She just knows about a person who saved her and brought her to a safe place; she is very thankful to that person. That person is her informant now and she was going to meet her. She smiled vaguely and noticed her, doing push-ups with such a force she never even seen men pushing up.
“Hey, Bakamina, I brought food.”
“You hate supermarkets or money, yet you buy us food. Really, your insane love for food is just… Anyway, when are you going to change?” asked the short woman, not stopping in her actions, the bow on her head doing push-ups together with her.
“I can’t help it, my tummy is asking for food~” The black haired girl pouted but then her expression turned to the grim one again. “How… is she doing?”
The short woman stopped and looked at her with sad eyes.
“I wish I knew. Yet Yuko is saying she’s getting better. But… I myself see no signs of her getting any better.”
“Your girlfriend is a doctor, she knows her stuff…” The taller one sighed. “Hey, I’m taking a bath and we can go then. You should do the same. I don’t think your girlfriend would like to see you like this.”
“Well, I am in hiding. How am I supposed to look in this place? All princess-like in a pink dress and high heels? Between this trash and mud?” The woman asked, slightly irritated.
“You know, your bow does the same as your mentioned outfit, but oh well. Anyway, I’m going.”
“Wait, Atsuko… Who’s going to cook?”
“Minami… I am really tired after shopping so… We’re bringing it to our girlfriends, I’m sure they will know what to do.” Atsuko stated firmly and headed towards the shed.
“Okay…”
(Acchan’s POV)
I always wondered how Bakamina was able to construct two bathrooms and other important things (kitchen, bedrooms and lots of many more…) in our hideout, a pull down shed that had a secret entry to the underground basement. That basement had all and everything the riches have, including the secret path to the main city. That path was wide enough for us to travel with bicycles and it had only one destination – Yuko’s garage. After taking our baths and dressing up in beautiful clothes and putting on makeup, we grabbed food packs and rode on bicycles back home. Yes, I was now living with them: Takahashi Minami aka Takamina or as I call her, Bakamina (or as her girlfriend Yuko calls her, Takamidget), Oshima Yuko aka Yuuchan, squirrel, midget, pervert, old man and other various names (she’s Minami’s girlfriend) and Oshima Yui aka Yuihan, Yuko’s sister and my girlfriend. It was Minami who saved me that time from falling on the bloody floor. I don’t remember it, but I dream about it a lot. Minami said I really fainted that time and she barely caught me. If not her, I would have ended up sprawled on the bloody floor.
The part about me having broken bones is true. I often get into fights when undercover. I am actually a police officer, an investigator who shouldn’t investigate the case because I am a victim. Or, to be more precise, I am the last remaining member of those victims… Yet this is a special case where I lead the investigation… And Yui is not my girlfriend, we just pretend to date because she has too many followers, ones she doesn’t like at all. Me being her girlfriend makes things simpler, as after finding out she’s dating a police officer they run away and leave her be. Well, if they don’t believe her dating a cop, then they have an awesome amount of happiness to meet me. And then there is another person. Minegishi Minami, Minami’s childhood friend whose family also went to extinction. Except now she’s in a coma and Yuko’s taking care of her, the awesome doctor she is. There is slight tiny hope she might wake up…but only as tiny as a piece of sewing thread. Or even as tiny as a spider web thread…
The person I’m looking for is Matsui Rena, a member of Matsui Family Clan, better known as the most feared and the most secretive yakuza family. We already have her sister Matsui Jurina in jail. It’s only a matter of time till I capture Matsui Mayu (yeah, she has a weird name if you ask me. I would name a girl Mayu if she had a different last name, like Watanabe or something like that) and then Matsui Rena will come to me herself. I have sources that have said seeing her near my family house, all bloody and simply walking away while smiling. At first I thought a girl younger than me is not possible of doing that kind of massacre alone, but after finding out the doings of that kid Jurina I started to believe in inhuman strength and stamina. I had enough. I will punish her, she will suffer. I’ll bring her down by any means. Just you wait, Matsui Rena. I will have you in my jail very soon. I am Maeda Atsuko, after all, and people don’t call me the Ace of police forces for nothing.
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I said I was joining in...
And I forgot about it XD
Anywho...
[Succession] -JurixOO-
"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS PLACE?!" she shouted at particularly no one while seeing the bizarre scenery in front of her.
They were in some place full of ruins, objects are flying around, spaceships, in fact. The girl, Matsui Jurina was lost as to what actually happened. She was actually walking around one day on her way to her fellow member, Rena's house, but then she blacked out and was awakened with spaceships flying around and her surroundings left in bare ruins. She looked at the girl sleeping next to her to see the girl she wanted to see the least. She sighed at her own misfortune to find Maeda Atsuko next to her. She shook her and the girl woke up.
"Hm? Where am I?" Atsuko asked drowsily, looking at her junior with seductive eyes until she realized what had happened. "Jurina-chan... It's not good to kidnap your senior..." she covered her chest with her hands and the younger girl mentally facepalmed.
"Jokes aside, please..." Jurina asked the girl of such and the older girl sighed.
"Mou, you're supposed to retort back or get embarrassed or something..." Atsuko pouted childishly, earning a glare from her junior, so she decided to just get serious. "So where are we?" she asked the golden question.
"I don't know as well, but for some reason, there are FRIGGIN SPACESHIPS FLYING AROUND ABOVE US!!!" Jurina pointed at the sky with sparkling eyes.
"And who's the kid now." Atsuko clicked her tongue and got up.
The older girl stretched to loosen up her sore muscles and Jurina watched in amazement. Atsuko wanted to ask why but decided against it since Jurina was actually drooling for some unknown reason. She then checked her surroundings.
"Wait, isn't this place kinda familiar?" Atsuko asked, scratching the back of her neck as she searched her memories.
"Really? Don't think I've seen it." Jurina said as a matter-of-factly, looking around restlessly.
"No, I think I saw this somewhere..." Atsuko closed her eyes to remember just what she wanted to but then a familiar tone could be heard from afar.
The beat they remembered dear, the beat which they loved the most.
"Huh? Is this...?" Jurina asked, smiling as she discovered what the music was.
"Aitakatta, Aitakatta, Aitakatta, Yes!" Acchan fistpumped, and ran towards to the direction of the music
"Kimi ni~"
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What they saw was a giant spaceship, with a group of girls dancing below it.
"Whoa!!! It's AKB48?!" Jurina asked, surprised to see some group similar to that of Atsuko's group.
"No no no!" A man, probably a wota, argued. "This is AKB0048! The entertainment savior~!!!" he corrected and continued to shout some MIX's.
"What the...? Copyright?" Jurina joked.
"Wait, isn't AKB0048 the anime that Mayuyu was in?" Atsuko asked Jurina for confirmation.
"Ah, you're right!" The younger girl finally caught on. "So what the hell are we doing here?"
After the concert, some other jets and police forces or something like that came to stop the group. But thankfully, they managed to get away,
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Atsuko and Jurina found themselves a hiding spot in some ruins and managed to find comfort in it, despite the cold breezy night. They laid down next to each other, looking at the stars for some reason. They reminisced what they saw. Some AKB group in which managed to make it big. They heard some old men talking about how the group was fighting for freedom, a revolution against the ban of entertainment. Jurina looked at Atsuko instinctively, feeling the accomplishment AKB48 had done to the world.
"What's wrong?" Atsuko asked as she noticed the gaze Jurina had on her.
Before Jurina could answer, she lets out an unexpectedly cute sneeze, startling the older girl. Jurina blushed lightly, embarrassed that she sneezed in front of her respected senior. At first Atsuko was surprised but then she chuckled, seeing the cute blushing junior in front of her.
"Come here." Atsuko said, embracing the cold girl into a tight hug.
Jurina felt the warmth of Atsuko, the warmth of the Ace. She blushed redder than before, but eventually, her eyes went drowsy, as she finally settles down in a comfortable spot.
"Maeda-san..."
"'Atsuko' is fine." Atsuko patted the girl's head.
"U- Un.." Jurina stuttered but continued "Atsuko... how about we join this AKB?"
"I heard they were successors so I'm pretty they'll be surprised if our name's like this." Atsuko chuckled, thinking of how the AKB0048 members would react to seeing the real Original AKB48 right in front of them.
"So, is that a 'yes'?" Jurina asked for confirmation.
"Hai hai~"
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And so they joined AKB0048. They didn't hide their real names nor did they deny that they're the real ones. But even so, they were accepted and then was sent for training as Kenkyuseis.
"Okay, this is the first time I've ever been in Kenkyusei." Atsuko said as she finished stretching and warming up.
"So am I. I wonder what's the difference of us and the new generations?" Jurina asked as she watched their teammates look at them, astonished.
They were in the practice hall and were ready to start practice. Little did they know that a certain tall girl with short brown hair and glasses were watching them from afar. They then started their choreography. The first one was an obviously simple song, Aitakatta. For some reason, both Atsuko and Jurina thought that it was kinda weird. The choreography was a little different than what they're used to. But then another song, BEGINNER. All of the Kenkyusei were surprised to try such a hard song but they tried nonetheless. The two girls at first couldn't keep up on the first try, but then on the second try, Jurina managed to perfect it one way or another.
It was obvious that Jurina could do such a simple dance with just plain willpower. She even had to stand in Atsuko's place for a couple of times. So, she turned out to be a pretty fast learner, catching up to things quickly, learning it in only a few tries. She was a little different from the other senbatsu members, say Tomochin whose body was used to fast dances but with just willpower, Jurina could catch up to her in no time.
As for Atsuko, she didn't know what to do at first, but after the first try, she managed to follow her teammates' dance, but it wasn't much perfect as Jurina's. During a break, she thought about a few things that needed to be changed. And once they were going to give it a third try, Atsuko came up and asked if she could change the choreography a bit. They reluctantly accepted it but what they didn't know was that Atsuko's aura became far greater than what they could imagine. Once the music started, a swarm of Kirara was found around the hall, all of it centering around the one girl. The girl which led AKB48 in the past. The aura of the Immovable Ace.
After practice, all of them were breathless other than the said two. Jurina was used to Atsuko's pressure and Atsuko herself didn't give much fight in it. Mariko-sama smirked as she saw the Kirara gathering around the two. She then came in to check the others.
"Oh, Yo Mariko's successor." Atsuko greeted the girl.
"That's 'senpai' to you. Remember that I'm still older than you." Mariko remarked.
"Eh? But Atsuko's a first gen. You're a..." Jurina tries to search for a suitable number. "..." she still didn't know.
"Fine, fine. Do what you want." Mariko sighed and looked at Atsuko. "You really are Acchan..."
"Well, that's my nickname. I wonder if I'll ever get promoted." Atsuko thought to herself.
"Don't worry, Atsuko! You'll get promoted as Acchan and I'll get promoted as Jurina!" Jurina assured.
"Jurina, they don't have an SKE..." Atsuko sighed. "Plus, I wanna be NyanNyan."
"EH?!" All of the girls inside the hall were surprised. Even Jurina and Mariko.
Atsuko looked around, as if they were the weird ones.
"Why would you want to be Kojima-san?!" Jurina asked.
"Hm? Well, coz then I can fool around and space out all I want!"
"That's not much of a valid reason from my standpoint, Maeda." Mariko retorted.
"What's so wrong for me to want to have big breasts?!" Atsuko wailed her arms around.
"Okay, she just let out her true intention." Jurina held a chuckle as she watched the cute Atsuko being childish.
"Just being the successor of NyanNyan won't let your breasts grow bigger, you know..." Mariko stated as a matter-of-factly.
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After only a few days, the current Acchan met with Atsuko due to a certain thing...
"Yo, glutton buddy~" Atsuko greeted, earning suspicious glares from around her.
"Un" Acchan only nodded, not minding her since she's focusing on her food.
Atsuko sat next to her and ate her share. The others realized that not only did they just see the original Maeda Atsuko and Acchan the 13th eat together but also that their portion of food is about the same. Then they had no choice but to accept that the successors of Maeda Atsuko MUST have big appetite. Which could be proven false some other time.
"Is it just me or are those two getting along a little too well?" Takamina asked the others. Jurina was also there since she liked to eat close to the Senbatsu members.
"No, it's more like the Kirara are getting disturbed for some reason..." Sayaka stated.
"Well, the Immovable Ace and the current Center are eating together. Of course they'll be confused." Jurina butted in.
"Why the hell do I feel jealous for some reason?" Yuko gripped her spoon tightly watching the two.
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After a few weeks, Jurina became Oshima Yuko the 1.5, meaning there being 2 current Yuko at the time. At first it was confusing but then Yuko the 9th accepted the fact reluctantly.
"Whoa, I never expected myself to be Yuko." Jurina stated as she looked at the other Yuko.
"I don't know why either. But I don't wanna lose to you." Yuko glared at the girl.
"Come, young one." Jurina joked.
"Okay, old hag." Yuko fought back but then ran for her life.
"Oi! Who ya calling old hag?!" Jurina shouted.
If it was the real Yuko, she could've just laugh it off but because it's Yuko from another generation, she felt like she's been ridiculed. She then looked at Atsuko who was eating melon pan.
"Ah, I miss Rena..." Jurina sighed as she plopped down next to the older girl.
"Hm? I miss Oppai-chan..." Atsuko sighed as well, joining the misery.
"Hey, you DO know that Yuko the 9th is your fan, right?" Jurina asked, unsure of the answer.
"Huh?" and it means she doesn't.
Jurina sighed and was hugged suddenly by Atsuko.
"A- Atsuko?!" the surprised Jurina jolted as she felt the sudden embrace of Atsuko.
"Hm~" Atsuko only hummed and plopped herself down Jurina's thighs.
"W- What are you doing?!"
Atsuko covered her face in the girl's lap and breathed slowly.
"Even if we miss them now, we only have each other. One day I will surpass 'Acchan' and you'll be by my side as 'Yuko'." Atsuko says, her ears were turning red.
Jurina smirked with a slight blush and answered her senior's call.
"Roger, senpai."
[END]
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How come I only found this thread NAAAAO?! can someone tell me where I have been?! OAO
And LOL? with the hating XD *grouphug
and I'm a weirdo I'm reading backwards...
and NO. I'm not reading the Words backwards I'm reading the last fic till the first one.
*UGH. I'm buried deep down to the Earth's core with OSsssssss :w00t:
SOON TO BE EDITED with my violent reactions~
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Title: Checkmate. Chapter B
Pairing: AtsuRena, others
Author's Notes: It's kinda an OS divided into chapters... Once again, a huge thanks to nori for proofreading and helping in all other ways with this chappie!
(http://sakuradropletintheabode.files.wordpress.com/2013/09/1241207_618318381532038_547083165_n.jpg)
(Rena’s POV)
I hate my family. I hate myself. I hate the entire world. Yet I am so weak I can do nothing just be a double faced person. Nobody knows what in reality Matsui Rena is. They all think Matsui Rena is a creepy and frightening inhuman, who can tear a person into the smallest pieces only by her bare hands. They think she loves blood, that she is very strong, can’t feel pain and so on and so on. However, they are wrong because they don’t know anything about this family. It so happened that I am from yakuza family, the strongest and the scariest one at that. My parents have three kids…or that’s what people know. Actually, they have four and I really wish I was not a part of this family.
My youngest sister Jurina is proud of being a member of this family. To others she appears as a cold person. She is also known as a lady killer even though she is female herself. Jurina is really good at handling knives, rifles, shotguns and other guns or killing tools she can find. She never fights with bare hands, never uses tables, pianos or pencils like a certain someone… The youngster chooses all kinds of guns, knives, bows…anything that can kill instantly; if one was a skilled user and knew where to aim. All that is her outside appearance that she creates for the so called ‘spectators’ because when at home (definitely not in front of parents though), she acts childish and cute and that’s even worse than her cold side… I know she’s still young but I hate those nights when she, using her childish side, comes into my bed and… I don’t even want to remember all that…
My younger sister Mayu is even crazier, considering the fact she is a genius. Her IQ is 210, so I am not surprised that she is able to speak fifteen languages or is good at using all kinds of technologies. She also can drive cars, trains, buses, bikes or pilot planes and helicopters… Yeah, such a genius is of course to be feared. However she has one weakness. Although she is a good strategist and can avoid most of the attacks and punches, she cannot fight and would lose against a bunch of armed people. So she never gets into fights, she just observes and lets others fight. She’s like a sly rat; no wonder her nickname is Nezumi, and she in fact likes that nickname. “Don’t underestimate the fertility of mice.” she says to her opponents and enemies. I hate her because even though I am really good with computers, I still cannot show my skills because of her being a genius. That makes other people look low in front of her and no one ever trusts others if they can get help from Mayu. Also, I cannot show my skills because of yet another person that I should love the most, yet I hate her the most.
Yes, the secret fourth daughter of Matsui Clan, Gekikara. Her real name… Even I, her twin sister, don’t know it; and actually, I don’t care because she is the reason of all my problems. She is the itch on my skin; she is my nightmare, my world’s end. I am a quiet and shy person, who is afraid of darkness and blood. I can’t eat raw meat (I prefer no meat at all) and am always weak. I at least don’t feel pain; apparently my twin cannot feel it too… So, I have this twin who is such a bloody monster, such ‘inhuman’, that her identity cannot be revealed. My ‘mission’ is to be her. That is, everything she does goes to me. I am a serial killer, I am inhuman and I am so powerful not even a fly can rest on my shoulder. Yeah. If only they knew the truth… I am not thankful for this respect out of fear. I always wanted to be a normal average person who goes to school, has fun with friends, attends some circles and goes out to watch movies. Instead, I am homeschooled. I also have to attend various meetings as creepy Rena, I have to dress in leather and, the most important and most hated thing, I have to attend training… I am really very bad at sports, so I get scolded, scourged and even have to miss supper because of any mistakes I do. So if anyone ever sees me all bloody, trying to stagger to her own room, it’s not after some victorious fight. It’s after I’ve been punished.
If anyone thinks twins are two parts cut from the same cloth, they are so wrong… Me and my twin… We are exact opposites. We look the same, we even have the same scar under our left eyebrows (mine was made by Gekikara, so I would not fail to imitate her at least by looks), but our beliefs and abilities are totally different. It was always like this… Even when our mother gave birth to us… I was the first to come out, but Geki pushed me out of her way and that is why she is older than me…and stronger… She was always bickering and mocking me, always trying to bite, kick or punch me, always taking things and food away from me. We are twins only on the outside. Inside we have no connection or whatsoever. And yet our fates are bound because if she dies, I’ll have to totally do all the things she is doing now, which is IMPOSSIBLE. So I have to watch her ass, even though I’m afraid and angry at her. What a miserable life I have, right?
Still there is another ‘happy’ thing that I have to go through. I feel like someone’s been watching me for the past week and I’m not beautiful or something… I’m ugly… Yes, I do not consider myself pretty, although Jurina keeps telling me otherwise That sly little devil is gorgeous, but me… I wonder if someone is after me because of Gekikara’s doings. If it’s true then he or she are on the wrong track and I have to help them catch myself. That way when my twin continues to kill people our family’s name will be cleared from all the accusations and killings (yet we are the ones who are capable of doing all that stuff). That’s the only way for me to gain family’s respect and to have my freedom. I do believe jail is a better place than this farce I have to live through. I will let them capture me. It’s the only way to be finally free.
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That was totally unexpected :shocked ugh you left me hanging there :cry: a total disaster
WHY SO SHOOORT?! :doh:
*cries inside
Another waiting *sniff
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Title: Checkmate. Chapter C
Pairing: AtsuRena, others
Author's Notes: Another fixed chapter... Like always, a big thank you to nori for proofreading this chapter too.
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“Awk..” A man choked on his own blood, his pained expression longingly observing his own hand lying five meters away, a trail of blood being the only thing uniting him with his now detached hand.
Another man coughed after spitting the last remains of his lunch that were left in his mouth after vomiting. He could not see anything as his eyes were covered in the blood that ran freely from his now dead companion’s wide open stomach, in which his face was shoved in before. His own body was full of bruises and open wounds, and he knew he was left here like that to die a slow death.
These two men, the only men that were still alive, suddenly stopped in their actions. One stopped looking at his hand, another stopped squirming and trying to get away from the bloody stomach of his friend’s. They stayed still as they heard peculiar sounds of very careful steps passing somewhere near them. The one with a dislocated arm could at least see and so he noticed the person passing by. It was a hooded figure. No, a black-haired girl with a silver colored hoodie. She was wearing brown Timberland shoes, had a backpack on her back and was wearing some skirt. If he had a possibility to look higher, he would have noticed the girl was chewing gum, listening to an MP3 player and was wearing a sly expression on her face, holding her hands in pockets of the hoodie.
(Mayu POV)
Losers… They are not worth even half a penny… Ah, Gekikara really did an awesome job. However, she was just playing this time. Not like the last time, when she was all serious and frustrated. A dropped piano a year ago was nothing compared to what happened last week… Ah it makes me shiver, the thought and the view of it… When I think about it… Seventy men, there were seventy men and she was all alone against them. All that was left after she went out of the building was a jumbled pile of flesh and crushed bones, loose eyeballs and tufts of hair scattering everywhere… Ugh… Yuck.. Yeah, that was not a very nice view for the eyes, not like I’m not used to these kinds of things, but that time… Well, for a monster like Gekikara it was like a little kid playing with a house of candies and cakes that you can eat all you want… Anyway, I have to hurry and leave this place, if I don’t want to be caught. Well, I have at least an hour or so, so I have to try and not to step into any puddle of blood. So far I’m doing a good job. Now, I have to go there, then leave the building and report to father that Gekikara did an awesome job, not that it is needed knowing her abilities..
“Stop right now and raise your hands were I can see them clearly. Do not make any sudden movements. You are under arrest as a suspect for this massive murder.” Someone shouts and I turn my head to the direction where the voice came from. It’s a police officer.
Wait, WHAT THE HELL?!! How did this happen?!! It wasn’t in any of my calculations!! Damn it…
(Atsuko POV)
Ha, I got her. Now Matsui Rena will come to us herself, she wouldn’t leave both of her sisters in jail, now would she? I just know she will come and then… A trap will await her.
“Miyazawa, Akimoto. Take our suspect to the car.” I tell my subordinates, who were in hiding not far from here. We do not barge into Mafia Wars, but if any of innocent people – there were many those today – are hurt in the process… They handcuff Mayu and take her to the car.
This place… I’ve seen worse, but… this massacre… Only Rena could have done this, I can’t think of any other person.
“Hahahahahahahahahaha… Nee…okotteru?..” I hear a voice and turn around, face to face with my enemy, all covered in blood and biting her nails while giggling, her head tilted to the side. Creepy. But I can’t arrest her. I can’t let out any voice. For some reason this creepiness got into me, the Ace of police forces. I can’t move, I just stare at her. I should arrest her,and yet all I do is to watch her come closer, her dark obsidian orbs gleefully observing me. She’s enjoying all of this, that bitch.
“I have a present for you. Do you want it?” She asks and giggles. Not waiting for my answer – not that I could answer to her anyway – she continues. “I’m going to give myself in. But not today.” she giggles again.
Really, why should I believe in her? But her eyes, those dark orbs are so boring into me, that I somehow believe in her.
“Matsui Rena gives you her word, and she never breaks it.” She giggles yet again.
I never thought that this crazy killer, this monstrous person could talk this way. She just spoke from a third person’s point of view… But then again, she is a psycho, so this characteristic is considered normality to them… I guess…
“Tomorrow… Wait for it… At your office…” She laughs creepily again and while giggling and biting her nails leaves the building. She’s clever though, she went to the side where policemen are not present… I still can’t move… I even can’t report her…
She left me all stoned in the middle of destroyed and scattered bodies… This place is giving me creeps but that person… I just know it’s her job and tomorrow, if she keeps her word, I’ll have her in a cell. Somehow I believe in how ‘Matsui Rena keeps her word’ words. I wonder if I’m going to regret this…
(Mayu POV)
So, the trap is set, hehe. It wasn’t in my plans to get myself in jail, but oh well. After Rena gives herself to police tomorrow, Gekikara will strike again and they’ll have to release me and Rena. Jurina…she got into trouble herself and this was all her fault; she wanted to play with that gang. She killed them in a brutal way – though I think brutal is too light to describe the massacre she did – and now she has to pay. Well, she can always wait for her best friend to come back and to free her by paying lots of money.
I wonder if I can make a call. No lawyer, just daddy. I need anime and manga, also a PSP and some cash. If I pay, they will let me have those things, I just know it… And mother could bring some delicious food, too…
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I haven't exactly done these things before, so... Here's my OS? :sweatdrop:
Title: Sleeping Result
Pairing: Rena x Kanon
Author's Notes: I'm half asleep while I was typing this (this was all under 30 minutes), so expect crappy mistakes and blurbs. I didn't even bother to double check nor edit. Enjoy a rough, nearly 2,000 word drabble-er, OS of this pairing!
“Arigatou gozaimasu!”
I bowed down once I was finished with the photoshoot for this evening. With a few SKE48 members like Matsui Rena, Matsui Jurina and Kizaki Yuria, all four of us were here ever since the morning. And due to technical difficulties, our schedules were delayed. Especially the Senbatsu Members like Jurina and Rena here. Straightening my back, I gazed upon the other girls and flashed them a small, infamous dimpled smile of mine. They immediately saw my figure and returned the same treatment.
“I’m going to have to run to my Team K practice for tomorrow!” Jurina exclaimed as she made a running motion with both of her slender, athletic legs. Hopping from one foot to another as though she was ready for a marathon and arms swinging side by side. The girl merely older than me by one year remained in the same spot despite her actions. A sigh came from Rena as she motioned her left hand in the air to shoo her away. “Go go, Jurina! Don’t be late!”
Speaking her farewells, Jurina was seen to disappear from our sight. The sound of her pair of feet clomped against the black tiled floorings; fading away in less than a minute. Once the younger Matsui was gone from our sight, the three of us glanced at each other.
“I may not have practice, but I actually have a date with someone,” Yuria raised up her own point this time. Both Rena and I blinked a few times before squinting our eyes. “Please don’t tell me it’s a boy…” Rena lightly scolded the girl in a playful manner.
Yuria waved her opened hands in the air wildly; eyes opened wide from shock at such assumption. “No no! It’s just a date with Kumi.”
“Oh, I see then~ Good to hear that.”
“Ano… Why would you think I would be dating a boy?” the other girl raised a single eyebrow high up in the air. “You know that I’ve been with Kumi for a good year at this point.”
“E-Er, I was just testing you!”
Oh Rena. She was trying to cover up her mistake yet here she is, unable to even lie properly. Her dark eyes were flicking left and right nervously as her hands came together. Fingers were toying and fumbling around with each other; expressing her nervous state. I couldn’t help but giggle at such sight. The older girl was always acting funny and it makes me laugh.
Yuria merely dropped one hand as the other remained in the air. Still waving it, she then said, “I’m going to be leaving now, so you both take care, okay?” And just like Jurina, she was gone from our sight at a rapid pace. Which now left the two of us.
I gulped when I noticed that it was just Rena and me. The two of us alone… Yikes! I shifted my focus over to the taller girl when I saw that she was on her cell phone. Unconsciously a smile ran across my face when I saw Rena updating her Twitter… Google+… Blog… and whatever other social media on the internet world. I didn’t know why I smiled. It just… came upon my face. My heart flutters and pumped its blood a bit faster than usual when Rena glances up at my direction.
“Ah, aren’t you going to go home?” the newly pronounced captain of Team E questioned me. It took me a while to realize that I was being asked a question. Snapping out of my trance-like state with a single rub of my hands to my eyes, I replied back. “Yeah… Guess I’ll go backstage to retrieve my phone and call my parents…”
Rena nodded her head in agreement silently. Then her attention went back to the mobile device at hand. When a few seconds passed by to notify that the older individual wasn’t going to look at my direction anymore, I retreated back to my targeted destination.
Making it back to backstage where many equipment and boxes lie around, I carefully dodged and stepped around them in order to retrieve my one bag. It took a little effort, but it was worth it. Finally having my personal belongings at hand, I quickly dug in it to take out my cell phone. I did not hesitate to check the messages that I’ve received from both my friends and family. When I took the chance to glance over it, I caught a glimpse of a message that I technically wasn’t expecting.
‘Kanon, I won’t be able to pick you up, so can you please wait until your father till eight? Sorry about such late notice. Love mom.’
Oh goodness. This isn’t what I really wanted. After such a tiring day, my wants of being in a warm bath and getting some sleep at a comfortable bed of mine flew out of the window for now. I closed my eyes and sighed. Well this is perfect. Guess I have no choice but to hang around…
I had to notify and explain my situation to a few of the staffs. All of them agreed to let me stay here for a bit since they were, after all, still busy cleaning up the area and readying for tonight’s photoshoot with another idol group. I’m quite thankful for the opportunity to be able to reside here. However, it would be quite lonely since I’ll be the only SKE member still waiting for a ride. There is Rena, but I didn’t’ want to bother her at all. It would only be bothersome and I’m scared of that. So biting the bottom of my lip, I slowly made my way towards the nearby couch.
The brown couch had many boxes filled with cosplay and dress ups attire stuffed within the cardboard cube. After shoving them aside and neatly, I hopped on the space just wide enough to lay down on if I bring my knees close to my chest. A little uncomfortable in such positioning, but it’s better than nothing. While I laid, I had my cell phone held close in between my chest and legs. Head resting upon the arm of the sofa, I watched the many staffs running back and forth with their equipment. Some were barking orders at each other.
It was a little amusing at first. But over time, when ten minutes had passed by, I felt worn out. The exhaustion earned from waking up so early in the morning and working non-stop till now is starting to take a toll on my body. Eyelids were having difficulty keeping up as my respiratory system slowed down dramatically. Limbs felt like lead; unable to lift nor move them around from my current position. In seconds, I found myself drifting into a deep slumber… Feeling my body float into an endless dimension filled with darkness and warmth…
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.
.
‘Oh snap! I have to wake up!’
I snapped my eyes opened and tried to sit upright rapidly. However, something was stopping me. A hand pushed me down on my shoulder to keep my entire figure laying down on my sides. Confused, I glanced from above and gasped.
“R-Rena!? W-What are you doing here!?”
It was a surprise indeed. The older Matsui was right here with me. And that was when I realized I was sleeping in a position where my arms wrapped around her waist. My face not too long ago was pressed against her stomach. Unintentionally my face heated up a couple notches; I swear that I must be turning bright red. From above I heard Rena chuckle.
“You were sleeping when I came in here. It’s getting late and I realized that you haven’t left yet. So I decided to stay a bit with you till your parents get here.”
“O-Oh… W-What time is it exactly?”
“It’s nine so far.”
“N-NINE?!”
I swear to God my eyes would’ve popped right out of my sockets. Just how long was I really asleep!? I slept for more than three hours! That wasn’t a nap at all! Frantically I tried to get up once again but only to fail thanks to the older girl. I could see concern written all over her face. “Kanon… Do you know when your parents will be here?”
“My daddy is supposed to pick me up an hour ago and call me to notify, but…” I peeked at my phone that was beside Rena’s spot. “I guess he still hasn’t.”
“Hm… Do you want me to take you home then?”
“Eh?” Well that was sudden. I felt my face become even hotter than before. Unconsciously I pressed my face against her stomach once more; muttering a few incomprehensible words that only I could understand. Hesitantly I gave out my answer. “T-That would be… nice…”
Retracting my head, I was met with a giggle from the older girl. “Great to hear then! Do call your parents since I don’t want them thinking you’ve been kidnapped!” I puffed my cheeks. “Hai hai, Rena.”
Rena quickly leaned in to cup both of her hands on my face. Before I knew it, the two of us were rubbing noses in affection. She was smiling with her eyes closed happily. If I wasn’t careful right now, my heart could’ve burst with joy at this very moment in time. Heart beating rapidly, I grinned like an idiot when we separated.
Now the next move was unexpected. Very unexpected I could say. Her lips instantly connected with mine. My eyes widen when I felt the soft pair land against my own. I knew that my first kiss was stolen by Yagami Kumi due to the music video a year ago, but… EH?! From THE Matsui Rena!? When we both were separated once more, it was Rena’s turn to be blushing.
“E-Er… S-Sorry… I-I like you ever since we both conversed… You’re cute, especially when you were sleeping, and… I just wanted to give you a kiss!”
My heart just went ‘KA-BOOM!’ right now. Those words were repeating in my head like a tape recorder. Over and over, Rena’s confession to her feelings towards me made me feel an emotion past the term ‘happy’ and ‘joy.’ Dragging my eyes away from her face and down to the lower portion of her figure, I took a second or two to suck in what exactly was happening. Then glancing back up at the older girl, I tightened my hold around her waist and smiled happily.
“I like you too, Rena! No… I love you! Daisuki!”
That instantly earned me another peck on my cheek when I expressed my reaction; leaving me giggling as I snuggled close to the older girl.
Now I don’t feel like I want to go home and relax. I already have Rena with me here, so that’s more than enough. Maybe a sleepover at this place could be an idea to consider, neh?
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@AshuraX: Wow, I love that JxAcchan fic!!! XD Now you're making me ship them!!!
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Title: Checkmate. Chapter D
Pairing: AtsuRena, others
Author's Notes: The last of the fixed chapters~ Finally I'll have to put my brain at work for the next chapter, huh? XD Nori, as always, a huge thank you! :deco:
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The jail was not a very comfortable place to live but she did not mind it at all. What she cared about was a certain person. She was concerned and anxious at the same time. Concerned about things like if that person is going to come, what will that person say and how will that person react to the situation. She was also anxious to meet that person, too anxious for her own good, because you can never be sure what to expect from that person and she craved that unexpectedness from the said person. How come? It’s simple. She was in love. She hoped that person will take action, as the said person’s words slightly hinted that. If those words were to be made into actions, she’d be free from her family problems, from her crazy sisters and from all the problems she had now. So staying in jail kinda had its own privileges one would not understand but she found this situation rather useful.
If only that person would hurry… But she knew that person liked teasing a lot, so she won’t come out of here soon… Unless the said person might change their mind about all the things that happened… Well, Jurina did deserve this teasing, as she might have done something to get this kind of treatment from the one she loves, but… she did not go overboard, now did she?.. Well, she might have kissed a one or two other girls too passionately, even if it was just for acting purposes… She might be too clingy with her sister Rena, but that’s a given. She just can’t live without snuggling into her sister’s breasts, even if there are not that much to snuggle into… She just loves the blushing Rena too much to scrap all the groping.. But yes, she might have done it too much and now she’s paying a price… What was left was to wait for that person, no matter how long it takes…
(Atsuko POV)
It’s today that she said she’ll come… I hope she keeps her promise. All police forces are ready. Yes, they’re pretending like they’re working but truth to be told, they’re ready for anything that might happen. This Rena person, she’s capable of such massacres that one will never know when she might strike again and how bad the damage might be. I myself am prepared for it physically, but mentally.. I’m not sure about that… As the last time, when I talked with her eye to eye I lost my cool…. I wonder if I can keep my Ace name and status after today…
“Maeda-san, she’s coming.” says Oya Shizuka, assistant police inspector of Yamamoto Police Headquarters.
“Good, let her in and be prepared.” I warn her and muster my courage. God, if you exist, please, help me go through all of this…
(Rena POV)
All dolled up I go, huh? No, I’d be glad to wear a summery dress, high heels and have my hair flow nicely, but instead I have to wear these leather clothes, these long boots and have my hair done in that crazy Gekikara’s trademark hairstyle. And I have to bite nails… If only they knew how hard it is to be in her shoes… Here it is, the long awaited office… Yamamoto Police Headquarters. A place where I have to surrender. Mhm, I see everyone expected to have me here… Ah, I have to go upstairs they say… There it is, Chief Superintendent and the Ace of all police forces, Maeda Atsuko. Just like in the picture. Just… Her eyes… So beautiful, so deep… She’s pretty… If it weren’t for this situation, I would gaze at her forever and maybe even blush, but now I have to pretend I’m some creepy girl… She’s scared, I can see that but I don’t want her to be scared of me… Oh wait, she’s scared of Gekikara, not me… Well, that’s good…
“Hahahahhaa….nee…okotteru?” I ask her and I hope I sound convincing. Yup, she shivers a bit and then clears her throat.
“I believe we both know the reason why you came here…” Her voice is very nice, like silently flowing water, a bit husky. She must be really nervous but she is trying to keep her cool.
“Nee…do you really think I came to surrender…? Hahahaha….” I bite my nails after the question while tilting my head to the side. Her eyes are now wide open, she didn’t expect I’d ask her the question.
“Then why did you come here?”
“To prove myself innocent, hahaahha… Lock me in, do it. Then you’ll have to let me out. Hahahahahha!” I giggle and watch her in amusement. At least here I don’t have to act, as her emotionless face is really entertaining. Because her eyes show so many changing emotions, one could drown in them. It’s hard to admit, but she’s really cute. Too cute…
(Someone’s POV)
Sorting the documents out I glance through the opening between tables. I observe the whole scene carefully, taking in even the tiniest details. After the somewhat awkward conversation of Gekikara and Maeda I try to put the pieces together. While I do that, I still keep glancing as I don’t want to miss anything out. Miyazawa puts handcuffs on Rena’s wrists and together with Akimoto bring her to her cell. All the officers and probably even the prisoners are watching with mouths wide open, as the most feared person, the brutal serial killer, the massacre organizer and perpetrator is being arrested and brought to her cell.
Yet why no one notices that the girl is not who she pretends to be I wonder… It seems as if there is nothing that would show that…However the keen eye would notice the gentle look in her eyes, the fair soft skin, cleanliness under the nails (Gekikara usually has lots of blood there, as she loves the taste of it maybe ‘A TINY BIT’ too much) and a bit shaky legs. We all are police officers, our job is to notice those details. So why does no one see that she is not Gekikara? Maybe… Maybe she has split personality? That would be a very bad situation, because one never knows when she might snap.
No… Something is not right here. Like… It’s Gekikara, but at the same time it’s not Gekikara… How can it be? What if…? !!!!
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Part C
My My My Mayuyu :deco: I actually want to buy that pair of shoes XD
Part D
wow! Acchan's sure observant :nervous "to prove my innocence..." (LOL) at this XD ahhh I giggled imagining Rena on her summer dress :wub: :wub: :wub:
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Title: Fragile Snowflake
Pairing: YukiRena
Author's Notes: It was gathering dust in my lappie and I was on the break (eating chocolate and drinking coffee :D ) so decided to post this~ Enjoy~
Glimmering snow in the sunlight barely covered a not so small niche in between the huge icy rocks. Glassy icicles and frozen cobwebs surrounded the tiny entrance, making it barely passable. However, if one was to somehow get in...
"Rena-chan, you have to eat... Please..." A slightly taller black haired girl whispered to another black haired girl, who was all pale and weak, shivering under the thin holey cover.
"Iya...da.... You....e....eat...." The younger one whispered in a shaky voice.
"But I don't want you to die!!!! You promised me!!! You promised me to see the spring with me!!!!" The older one teared up instantly, a painful expression marring her face.
"Yu....yuki.... Wh...hat if...?" Rena tried reasoning but her lips and tongue were failing her. It was too cold to speak, all she could do was unconsciously shiver and keep her eyes open for as long as she could. Staring at her beloved, taking in all the beautiful features that she possessed.
"Don't speak... Please...eat..." Yuki once again tried asking her girlfriend to eat but it was useless. Then she suddenly brightened up. "Why I didn't think of this earlier?! But of course!!"
"Ngh?.." Rena asked but soon her eyes went wide in surprise, even if her girlfriend was better known for her reactions.
Yuki sipped the dust tea to check the temperature, then took a huge amount of it in her mouth and leaned towards her girlfriend. She kissed her, letting the dust tea pour into the shivering girl's mouth. Rena had to swallow it or she would choke and die from embarrassment. After gulping the tasty treat she sighed, feeling the warmth spreading throughout all of her body.
"There~ Stubborn silly girl~" Yuki smiled and extended her hand. "You're the most fragile snowflake that I have ever met... Really, show me another snowflake who cannot stand the cold?.."
Yuki shook her head and enveloped Rena in a tight hug. She couldn't even think of losing her precious girlfriend before the season ended.
"Arigatou, Yuki..." Rena pecked her girlfriend's cheek. "For protecting this fragile snowflake..."
"Un~" The older one smiled and blushed. "Now let's go see the spring, shall we?"
The two crawled through the maze of icicles and cobwebs and went to the very edge of the rock. Seeing the sun shining the two smiled at each other.
"See you next winter?" Whispered Yuki in her lover's ear.
"Un, next winter~" Rena whispered back.
The two kissed and then jumped, gently falling from the sky and enjoying the flight for the last time this winter. Spring was about to come, they were about to become water, yet the two knew they will be reborn. And they will meet again, for another fun winter time.
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This is so nice :oops:
It is the best way how to feed someone. XD
Ps: what about Checkmate?
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at first I prepared myself to cry (;A;)
but I was wrong hahaha :rofl: :rofl: :rofl:
It is the best way how to feed someone. XD
:lol: I think da same!! XD
nice story :3
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Title: The Little Mermaid
Pairing: Rena x Yuma(Mayu Danso)
Author Notes: I've been seeing some MayuRena activity, so I was bored and decided to do this. Plus, I love The Little Mermaid. This story has a bit of a twist though.
Enjoy~ :heart:
Yuma's POV
Do you believe in fairytales? Only when you’re a child can you truly escape from reality into that fantasy world. Me, a never believed in a "fairytale-come-true". I didn't have a mother to comfort me, or a dad to make me strong. I only had my grandfather, who like me, was alone in the world after grandma passed away.
I, all alone in this world, with no one to turn to or trust, no longer knows what to believe in.
Ever since... that day. The day I met her.
I draw. Or, really, I sketch. I love art, and music, or really, anything in that category.
I always grew up listening to my grandfather talk about the classical composers from around the world, and we went to art museums, watched historical movies, and we both loved traditional theatre. I guess you could say my family was very cultural.
One night, while I was sketching a view on the moon hovering above the blue sea, I saw something in the water.
A body.
"Oh my God!" Dropping my pencils and notebook, I dived in and swam out to save the drowning figure.
When I got to her, she was already out cold, not waking up. I wrapped my arm around her and grabbed her tightly as I swam back. I remember holding onto her, feeling her cold, soft skin of ivory white, and that silky hair that didn't seemed damage by the saltwater.
In fact, I didn't even take note of the seashells she wore as jewelry, or the starfish in her hair. I didn't even see the small pearls dangling at her chest.
When we finally got to shore, I looked at her intensely as I caught my breath. Only then did I fully process my thoughts.
This girl that a carried... had a tail. A long, beautiful, green and blue scaled, fish-tail. A tail that was wrapped and tangled by seaweed. As I was brought back into reality, I realized she was hurt, and hurriedly untangled the seaweed off her tail.
I didn't have time for logic. My instinct was telling me that this girl needed help, and didn't even give a damn about her being a mermaid.
So, I ripped the seaweed off and saw the small scrapings of her blood stained scales. I took out a small handkerchief from my pocket and started tending to her wounds, when I heard her stir in her sleep, flinching from the pain.
I quickly pulled back and watched as her eyes slowly opened and looked at me.
She's beautiful...
That was my first and only thought when I saw those gorgeous, dark eyes.
And, I had a feeling I might of said it out loud, as I saw a faint blush on her cheeks.
"Wh-who are you?" she asked shyly.
"..My name is Yuma."
I still couldn't believe I was talking to her; I had no idea who or what she was, but something in me didn't scream out "This is just a dream!" or "You've gone crazy!"
All those thoughts disappeared from me. I was staring at a beautiful girl, talking to an unknown maiden, who just happened to be a mermaid.
"And who are you?"
"..Rena.."
"Rena-san... are you okay? Your..t-tail is hurt." I can't believe I actually said something like that.
Rena covered her wound and backed away from me, looking at me in fear. I could see that look in her eyes. I'm probably the first human she's ever seen, and she doesn't know if she can trust me yet.
"Don't worry," I said reassuringly, taking her hand slowly. "I won't hurt you..."
"How can I be sure? My father said all humans were the same to us, cold and uncaring. Right when you leave, you're going to tell someone about me and they'll make me seafood."
"No, I won't. I promise, I'll keep this a secret." I held out my pinky in front of her. "I won't let anyone hurt you."
She looked at me in shock. But, slowly, her pinky wrapped around mine and we made our promise.
Ever since then, every night, I'd meet her by the shore. And, as I sketched, Rena told me about the merpeople and the underwater world she lived in.
She was a princess, and her father was the king of the ocean, he didn't want her to go to the surface because if I human saw them, they'd try to capture or kill them. They only come out when humans aren't looking, especially at night.
However, when the moon was full, merpeople come step out of the water and grow legs to play and dance with the humans on the beach, especially when they had parties. Rena's never had legs in her whole life, and she's never seen a human until she met me.
She told me the only other human she saw was a fisherman in Nagoya who caught her in a fishing net and tried to capture her.
But just before she was dragged onto the ship and cut apart, she used the pearls on her necklace to call for help and escape.
The pearls she wore on her neck had magic, and could grant three wishes before it was used up. When she used her first wish to free herself, all sorts of seagulls started attacking the fishermen and cut her free from the net. That explained where she cut her tail.
That following night, she got trapped in seaweed and couldn't swim, then she got hit in the head by a boat and that's when she met me.
As she told me these stories, I could only imagine it, how they'd live, what kind of world it was, and she answered my questions.
But, what I loved the most, was that I got to see her, talk to her. I finally had a friend, someone I could be with and cure me of my loneliness. I was so happy, I've started drawing more of the sea, of fish, of the moon.
And... my most beautiful piece.
Her.
"Uwaa~ Yuma, this is beautiful."
"I could just feel it; I had to draw you."
As I talked and laughed about how my other drawings were none compared to this, I looked and saw her staring at me. She clutched her necklace and whispered something into it.
"Rena, what are you...?"
She slowly caressed my cheek and kissed me under the moonlight. I was completely entrance that I felt nothing but this sweet warmth growing through my body and making my heart pound. As she parted, I fixed my glasses and blushed a bit.
Then she took my hand and said, "Come with me."
"Wha-? Where?"
"I'm going to show you the ocean."
As she pulled me down, my glasses flew off my face and I found myself in the water. I thought I was going to die, but I soon saw I was actually able to breathe under water.
But... how?
"That was my second wish," she said in a kind of telepathy. "I wanted you to swim with me so I could show you the ocean."
I smiled, seeing her so happy as she held my hand and swam with me.
"Just hold onto my hand and you'll be okay."
I nodded, grasping her hand tight. We swam in the cool water together, and I felt so free after so long in my life. Seeing this whole other world I never even knew existed.
She showed me the fish I've never seen before, the coral reefs and sea caves I've only seen in paintings or books, and she took me to her own hiding place from the ocean and human worlds, where you can perfectly see the moon.
And, she sang. She sang the most beautiful song, with a luscious voice that made my mind go numb.
It was like I was a child again, and this was my fairytale.
As she ended, I finally lost my resistance and kissed Rena gently. As I parted and leaned my forehead against hers, I whispered, "I love you."
Her cheeks turned pink as her eyes sparkled in the moonlight. She covered her face with her long black hair. I moved some of it behind her hair and saw her smile a bit as she looked at me.
"..I-I...love you too."
I decided it was time to go back home, but as I got up, I slipped and fell into the ocean. I felt myself sinking deeper and deeper, and I saw Rena's figure getting farther away from me.
I guess I lost my ability to breathe in the water as I felt water overflow into me and it was so painful.
Finally, I lost my breath and darkness took over my vision.
Rena's POV
I hurried and dived down to save Yuma. As I bulleted down, I caught his body and quickly started swimming back up. But, I was so deep in, my tail felt heavy and was still hurting.
I can't move...
I felt myself letting go of Yuma's body, so I hurried and hugged him tighter. I tried to breathe into him, but it wasn't helping. He was already filled completely with water.
Looking up at the full moon, and seeing it shine on my pearls, I clutched my necklace and yelled out my last wish.
"I wish to trade my tail for legs!"
I watched as the moon's light wrapped around me and my body was tingling from the glowing light. I could instantly feel my tail start to break apart and transform into legs.
Then, I ripped away my necklace and the light released me, giving me strength to swim.
I quickly swam up until I reached the surface and laid Yuma down on the sand. I instantly proceeded to push the water out of his body and get his heart pumping again.
Tears ran down my face, mixing with the salty water covering me, and I wasn't stopping until I felt the water completely leave him.
I kissed him and filled him with air, pumping his chest to give him a pulse.
Please, Yuma... Live..!
I pounded his chest hard and kept crying. Why was I so stupid to wish for legs? I could've saved him, or turned him into a merman.
He could be like me...
....
Unless... There's one thing left.
Revealing my wrist, I took a seashell from the ground and cut my skin. Then, I hovered my hand over him and let my blood drip into his open mouth.
"Go on, Yuma. Drink my blood."
When I human drinks mermaid blood or eats mermaid flesh, they will become immortal. They will also be half human, half merpeople.
Now, Yuma and I can be together and live in both worlds. He'll be able to live peacefully in his world, and when he wants to be with me in my world, he'll gain a tail when he steps in the ocean water.
But, that won't be a problem now, since I'm half-human, too.
Suddenly, I saw his skin glow, like mine did earlier, then as it faded, he started coughing up the rest of the water inside him and caught his breath. He jolted up and held his chest tightly.
He looked at me and I started crying. I hugged him tight.
"Yuma... yokkatta!!"
"Rena...?" He pulled me away and looked at my legs. "You're..human!"
"Now we can be together. You can be in my world, and I can be in yours. We can finally live in peace."
He smiled and hugged me once more. I haven't felt warmth like this from anyone. I've been with him for so long, and I know... What I was feeling for him was love.
We stared at each other again and he started kissing me. It was this deep, passionate kiss that made me feel a firey heat I've never experienced. Yuma was stroking my body gently, but it felt so good and my skin tingled as he touched each place.
Before he could do anything else, I broke our hot kiss and looked at his lust filled eyes.
"Let's do this somewhere private..."
He nodded and carried me to his home, where he lived alone, next door to his grandfather. I began to undress when he suddenly turned off the lights and hugged me from behind in his bare skin.
I felt my heart pounding as he stared at me. That messy hair, those sexy eyes...
"Do you want to, Rena?"
"I..." I knew very well what he wanted, and it made me blush. But, I loved him too much do deny. "I do."
He removed the rest of my clothes and looked at me. I was completely exposed, in front of a human. This must be a sin, but it's love. I don't care anymore.
"Rena," he lowered his voice a bit, "If we... have children, will they be people.. or fish?"
I smiled at his question. "They'll be both, like us. They'll only become merpeople when they touch seawater."
He smiled and nodded, slowly lowering me onto the floor and we entered another heated kissing battle. His kisses travelled down my neck, to my chest, and I began feeling the heat growing more and more inside me.
I felt a shock run through my body, up my spine, and I screamed in pain and pleasure.
.......
Seven years later...
"Mama... Mama~!"
I opened my eyes and saw my daughter poking my cheek, giving me her catlike smile.
"Jurina?"
"Nee, nee, Mama, when can we go to the beach? It's really sunny today."
I got up from the bed and patted her head.
"Well, I don't know. It depends on what mommy and daddy are doing."
She pouted, kneeling up against the bed.
"Let's see... if you can be a good girl, maybe we can take you to the beach and play."
"Okay~" she cheered happily and went to the kitchen to eat her breakfast. I got up and saw Yuma watching her.
He walked over to me and smiled, "She asked to go to the beach again."
"Do you think she's ready?"
"Her swimming's been getting good. I think it's finally time for her to learn her true colors."
"Yeah..." I looked at her and smiled softly.
It's time for Jurina to have her fairytale-come-true.
I walked over and tapped her shoulder. "Jurina, me and daddy have made our decision. We're going to the beach today."
"Yay~!"
The End
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Title: Better Than Him
Pairing: RikuYuukoRen
Author's Notes: just something that gathered dust and I thought it should be finished
No way. Just no way. No. No. It's just not possible.
Yes, it's true. I am dating the most popular fashion model Kojima Riku.
I was.
Until today.
More precisely, until half an hour ago.
I was so happy with him. I really was. No, really.
Wait, who am I trying to trick. Maybe myself. Everyone else knows the truth. They knew it longer than I did.
I was just lying to myself, not wanting to accept it.
The fact all of this was just my imagination.
The fact that he loved me or the fact that I was the only one for him.
Right in front of my very own eyes throughout our whole relationship, for five years straight, he slept with multiple women.
I was blind. Why?
I knew it deep inside. I really did. But...
I ignored it, I didn't want to accept it, I felt like I can fix him if I only don't act like any other jealous girlfriend.
I closed my eyes to all of that, sometimes wishing upon a star that it was his way of coping with fame.
Such a fool I was... No, I still am, because I still love him.
All this time he chased after women's skirts, despite having me with him all the time.
The also famous female model Shinoda Mariko, the best actress of this generation Maeda Atsuko, the solo singer and performer Takahashi Minami, the fashion designer Itano Tomomi, the winner of every dance show possible Tano Yuuka, the successful businesswoman Yamamoto Sayaka, the idol of the idols Watanabe Miyuki, the gold medalist of long-distance running Matsui Jurina...
I could go on and on... Really...
You see, I never wanted to face this, but I have a friend.
A friend who is gentle and nice and caring.
I know he is in love with me but I always declined his feelings because of me being head over heels for Riku.
Ren is just so sweet but I never wanted to treat him more than a friend.
I think at some point he got mad or maybe tired of everything.
He called a private investigator, well known Sashihara Rino, to find out everything about my boyfriend and bring it all together with all the evidence that Rino could gather.
Here I am, half an hour sitting and staring at all the photos and documents about the web of lies, with Ren just sitting and waiting.
Ren is cruel.
And yet, he is better than Riku.
He was always quietly by my side, supporting me, but I gave him the cold shoulder.
Good thing he never gave up...
But why do this torture to me...why show me all this evidence...?
He had it with him for a week and yet he didn't give this to me, even if I asked him to do so. He said there is always time for everything. He wanted me to make my own decision, not to leave Riku only because of the evidence.
But he knew I won't be able to do so on my own.
Today however... Riku broke up with me.
Exactly half an hour ago he called me and said we have to end it all.
He told Ren in advance he will do this and so Ren made sure to be here and comfort me.
That's when he gave me all this proof, knowing I'll ask him once again to show it all.
I still don't want to believe this. I really don't.
But here they are, photos of him and women in cafes, bedrooms, movie theaters...
So disgusting...
Yet I am the one who is pathetic...trusting him and loving him despite knowing deep inside what he really is.
Ren is way better than Riku.
He really is.
Maybe one day I'll let him heal my heart.
Maybe one day entertainer Ooshima Yuuko will appear on TV again, with a smile on her face and talk about some woman's boobs.
As for today, I can only drown in sorrow and repeat the same thing over and over again, trying to convince myself. Despite all the facts in front of my eyes.
Ren is better than him.
He is...
Then why can't I stop loving you, Riku?
Why I don't want to give up on you....
Ren is better....
....
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mmm ... :mon cute:
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Title: My Last Words To You
Pairing: KaiYukiRenaYuu
Author's Notes: short inspiration(?) I guess?
Rena's POV
My last words to you eh...
I am sure you know what is about to come...
I really never expected this to happen, ever...
I mean...
That first day when we met, I thought I have never seen anyone more beautiful than you.
The way your black hair fell down your back or the movement of your hips when you went ahead of me...
I think you were always oblivious that I have strong feelings towards you.
Yes, we would make out once in a while and we would even spend our summer days having fun at Karaoke bars or at the beach, and our summer nights would usually end up making out in your bedroom and then falling asleep while cuddling together.
We never went pass the boundary, and I always questioned myself why.
See, I found out only later, when we actually did pass the boundary.
When you moved out and I felt lonely without you calling or messaging me, despite me sending you many of those...
I realized I regretted not passing the boundaries and not speaking up, not saying how I feel.
You being away made me feel lonely and that's when I met him.
He was just there, a guy in my Maths class, but not any other guy really.
He was the best student and since I always had problems with numbers...
He was ma savior.
We became close friends over the time he help me out with assignments and then one day he confessed to me.
On the same day when you came back into my life.
I hated you but I missed you, so I rejected him and went back to you.
You were back after your studies abroad and our life returned to what it used to be.
That's where the turning point came.
The guy never left my side as a friend, being there for me when I was too frustrated from you not showing me more than simple affection.
I realized I might be growing feelings towards him and it pained me, the fact that I will have to pick one of you one day and leave another...
I knew, however, that I wanted you to be the one who takes my innocence away and I led you to that.
We had a passionate night, but then you told me that I should be aware of you not having interest in dating me.
I swallowed it all and nodded while smiling.
I said I understand and I did.
After all, you were about to move out again, and to be honest, I needed to think about my life and of the decision that I should make from that point onwards.
One month later I realized that whatever I had for you was attachment.
It downed on me, realization that I can easily live without you, however, I needed HIM in my life more than I thought I did.
Because throughout that one month we kind of grew apart due to him thinking I will never return his feelings.
I slowly understood I hate the distance and I ran to him, hugging and kissing, letting out my feelings and confessing.
It was crazy, the swirl of emotions and the clash of bodies that night was very heated.
From that point onwards I never regretted my decision and even today I am the happiest woman alive. He makes me feel as if the world is but a mere pebble in our garden and I simply cannot imagine my life without him.
Nee, Yuki...
You are an amazing girl and you took my innocence.
I don't regret it, I am happy I was able to experience all those things that we did together.
I know you have a boyfriend.
Was his name Kai?
I think so, I might be wrong though...
I hope you two are happy, nee?
I know I am the happiest woman on earth, having Yuu-kun in my life and being so madly in love.
My Last Words to you though would be....
For everything that you did for me and for everything you let me experience and go through while spending time with you...
Thank You.
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Hmm? was that girl Yuki and boy Yuko!
oh i see.
*wipe tears *
thank you for update nice fic.
*listening sad song*
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Title: Checkmate. Chapter E
Pairing: AtsuRena, others
Author's Notes: Yeah, an update that no one expected O.o well then, I’ll jut drop it here, I have no excuses for updating it after such a long time…
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The interrogation chamber had only two people in them. One was Chief Superintendent Maeda Atsuko who just stared at another person in front of her, waiting for some explanations or admittance. Another was Matsui Rena, acting as her twin sister Gekikara. She was biting on her nails, fidgeting in her seat with eyes sparkling with interest while observing The Ace of all police forces. Despite the fact that she hated to pretend, Rena actually quite enjoyed being a creepy girl for once. This way she didn't have to hide her intimidating gaze towards the beautiful and cute officer and could just stare at her without any mercy.
"Nee....okotteru?.." She asked while tilting her head and then giggled. While handcuffs were not the most comfortable accessory she ever wore, it allowed her to have both hands at her mouth at the same time, so she switched over to biting nails on another hand.
"Not yet." Atsuko simply replied and sighed. "Look, I don't have the whole day so can you start telling me whatever you have to tell me?"
"I already did~ I told you one simple truth. I am innocent. You caught the wrong person, Chief Superintendent Maeda Atsuko." Here Rena smirked, seeing how that left a slight pink hue on Maeda's cheeks. Matsui was sure the reason for it was the way how she said her name, slowly prolonging the vowels in a very inappropriate vocal undertone. "Now it is up for you to believe me or not."
"How can I believe you after I caught you in action?" Atsuko asked, slightly intimidated by the tension she felt between herself and the creepy murderer.
"You have two options, hahahaha~ One is to just let me go if you believe me. Two is to put me in jail if you don't believe me. Simple, right?" Rena asked while letting out another giggle. "However, I warned you already. you put me to jail and you will find out I am not the murderer you're looking for. So either way you will find out the truth."
"Isn't the second option better?" Ace asked, unsure of why she was indulging herself into this unnecessary conversation. "In the first case, if you are guilty it is my loss. In the second case, if you are guilty then I have you in my jail and there is no need to try catching you again.
"Maeda-san..." For the first time Rena slightly got out of character she was supposed to portray and leaned towards the woman in front of her. "No matter if you are right or wrong, then first option is better for you either way. Because if you are wrong, then me - an innocent person - isn't ashamed publicly and can keep living my life. Also, it lets you save a few more people's lives. In second case, if you are wrong, the real culprit will kill more people and I will just stay put in jail while being innocent and keep repeating to you: didn't I say so?."
"Why are you avoiding the choice of me being right? And do you really think I can let you go that easily without you giving me actual evidence here on the spot?" Atsuko started getting angry and pissed. There was no way a criminal was to walk away just like that from jail only because they claimed they are innocent. Facts and evidence stated Gekikara was the murderer and here she had Gekikara, in handcuffs and ready to put to jail.
"Take my fingerprints then." She simply stated. "I have nothing to hide, so take my fingerprints and you will see that I am not lying."
"You really are something..." The policewoman was getting really furious now and she stood up, approaching the sitting 'monster'. "You left not even a slightest fingerprint in any of the crime scenes, however, you made sure to appear on every single camera that was installed in those places. And now you bluntly tell me this lie, to just take your fingerprints and try to match them?"
"There you have it. Another reason for you to let me go. I didn't know that I didn't leave any fingerprints." Rena was sure this all was very confusing for the Ace to intake and it was the reason why she was sent in Gekikara's place. To confuse everyone, get herself in a jail and let Gekikara make another massacre happen. However, now Matsui had a bit different ideas than what she originally had before coming to this place. "How can you confine me when I have no recollection of doing any of my crimes or leaving any fingerprints, other than the words you say or those fabricated videos from installed cameras?"
"You..." Atsuko leaned down towards sitting creepy girl, such an action making their faces be really close, just inches apart. "Do you really think I am that dumb to believe you?"
"No, I think you are really an idiot to not believe me. And...you are an idiot, because you are too close." Matsui said and closed the remaining inches, kissing the stunned police officer. Despite being shy most of her life, in this outfit and role Rena felt too confident for her own good. Also, those lips just begged to be kissed and she didn't want to miss such a chance. She was about to cut the kiss off when to her shock Maeda replied, pulling her in closer and prolonging the kiss.
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AAWWWWWWWWW WHY KISS SENSE ALWAYS MAKE MY KILL MYSELF FROM HAPPINESS *GIGGLE*
I'M HAPPOOOOO YEAAAAH (I'm not happy but happoo xd)
OMG COME IN MEADA-SAN BELIEVE IN HER SHE IS NOT MURDER LOL
AWWWW KISS MOMENT *dreaming*
I NEEEEED MOOOOOREESSS YEES MOOOROOOO
waiting for more xd
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Title: Fragile Snowflake
Pairing: YukiRena
Author's Notes: It was gathering dust in my lappie and I was on the break (eating chocolate and drinking coffee :D ) so decided to post this~ Enjoy~
Glimmering snow in the sunlight barely covered a not so small niche in between the huge icy rocks. Glassy icicles and frozen cobwebs surrounded the tiny entrance, making it barely passable. However, if one was to somehow get in...
"Rena-chan, you have to eat... Please..." A slightly taller black haired girl whispered to another black haired girl, who was all pale and weak, shivering under the thin holey cover.
"Iya...da.... You....e....eat...." The younger one whispered in a shaky voice.
"But I don't want you to die!!!! You promised me!!! You promised me to see the spring with me!!!!" The older one teared up instantly, a painful expression marring her face.
"Yu....yuki.... Wh...hat if...?" Rena tried reasoning but her lips and tongue were failing her. It was too cold to speak, all she could do was unconsciously shiver and keep her eyes open for as long as she could. Staring at her beloved, taking in all the beautiful features that she possessed.
"Don't speak... Please...eat..." Yuki once again tried asking her girlfriend to eat but it was useless. Then she suddenly brightened up. "Why I didn't think of this earlier?! But of course!!"
"Ngh?.." Rena asked but soon her eyes went wide in surprise, even if her girlfriend was better known for her reactions.
Yuki sipped the dust tea to check the temperature, then took a huge amount of it in her mouth and leaned towards her girlfriend. She kissed her, letting the dust tea pour into the shivering girl's mouth. Rena had to swallow it or she would choke and die from embarrassment. After gulping the tasty treat she sighed, feeling the warmth spreading throughout all of her body.
"There~ Stubborn silly girl~" Yuki smiled and extended her hand. "You're the most fragile snowflake that I have ever met... Really, show me another snowflake who cannot stand the cold?.."
Yuki shook her head and enveloped Rena in a tight hug. She couldn't even think of losing her precious girlfriend before the season ended.
"Arigatou, Yuki..." Rena pecked her girlfriend's cheek. "For protecting this fragile snowflake..."
"Un~" The older one smiled and blushed. "Now let's go see the spring, shall we?"
The two crawled through the maze of icicles and cobwebs and went to the very edge of the rock. Seeing the sun shining the two smiled at each other.
"See you next winter?" Whispered Yuki in her lover's ear.
"Un, next winter~" Rena whispered back.
The two kissed and then jumped, gently falling from the sky and enjoying the flight for the last time this winter. Spring was about to come, they were about to become water, yet the two knew they will be reborn. And they will meet again, for another fun winter time.
HOW COME I DON'T READ THIS, OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I DON'T SAW THIS FIC,
Its unfair how you didn't tell even though you know i love yukirena *cry*
OMG AGAIN KISS SENSE TODAY I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF OMG I CAN'T STOP MYSELF ANYMORE THE KISS SENSE ARE JUST REALLY REALLY REALLY SOMETHING.
by the way i don't understand one think why did they fly up at theg sky?? aren't they human?
YEAH IT MAKE MY DAAAY YAAAHOOOOOO ARIGATUO
Title: Fragile Snowflake
Pairing: YukiRena
Author's Notes: It was gathering dust in my lappie and I was on the break (eating chocolate and drinking coffee :D ) so decided to post this~ Enjoy~
Glimmering snow in the sunlight barely covered a not so small niche in between the huge icy rocks. Glassy icicles and frozen cobwebs surrounded the tiny entrance, making it barely passable. However, if one was to somehow get in...
"Rena-chan, you have to eat... Please..." A slightly taller black haired girl whispered to another black haired girl, who was all pale and weak, shivering under the thin holey cover.
"Iya...da.... You....e....eat...." The younger one whispered in a shaky voice.
"But I don't want you to die!!!! You promised me!!! You promised me to see the spring with me!!!!" The older one teared up instantly, a painful expression marring her face.
"Yu....yuki.... Wh...hat if...?" Rena tried reasoning but her lips and tongue were failing her. It was too cold to speak, all she could do was unconsciously shiver and keep her eyes open for as long as she could. Staring at her beloved, taking in all the beautiful features that she possessed.
"Don't speak... Please...eat..." Yuki once again tried asking her girlfriend to eat but it was useless. Then she suddenly brightened up. "Why I didn't think of this earlier?! But of course!!"
"Ngh?.." Rena asked but soon her eyes went wide in surprise, even if her girlfriend was better known for her reactions.
Yuki sipped the dust tea to check the temperature, then took a huge amount of it in her mouth and leaned towards her girlfriend. She kissed her, letting the dust tea pour into the shivering girl's mouth. Rena had to swallow it or she would choke and die from embarrassment. After gulping the tasty treat she sighed, feeling the warmth spreading throughout all of her body.
"There~ Stubborn silly girl~" Yuki smiled and extended her hand. "You're the most fragile snowflake that I have ever met... Really, show me another snowflake who cannot stand the cold?.."
Yuki shook her head and enveloped Rena in a tight hug. She couldn't even think of losing her precious girlfriend before the season ended.
"Arigatou, Yuki..." Rena pecked her girlfriend's cheek. "For protecting this fragile snowflake..."
"Un~" The older one smiled and blushed. "Now let's go see the spring, shall we?"
The two crawled through the maze of icicles and cobwebs and went to the very edge of the rock. Seeing the sun shining the two smiled at each other.
"See you next winter?" Whispered Yuki in her lover's ear.
"Un, next winter~" Rena whispered back.
The two kissed and then jumped, gently falling from the sky and enjoying the flight for the last time this winter. Spring was about to come, they were about to become water, yet the two knew they will be reborn. And they will meet again, for another fun winter time.
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Title: Fragile Snowflake
Pairing: YukiRena
Author's Notes: It was gathering dust in my lappie and I was on the break (eating chocolate and drinking coffee :D ) so decided to post this~ Enjoy~
Glimmering snow in the sunlight barely covered a not so small niche in between the huge icy rocks. Glassy icicles and frozen cobwebs surrounded the tiny entrance, making it barely passable. However, if one was to somehow get in...
"Rena-chan, you have to eat... Please..." A slightly taller black haired girl whispered to another black haired girl, who was all pale and weak, shivering under the thin holey cover.
"Iya...da.... You....e....eat...." The younger one whispered in a shaky voice.
"But I don't want you to die!!!! You promised me!!! You promised me to see the spring with me!!!!" The older one teared up instantly, a painful expression marring her face.
"Yu....yuki.... Wh...hat if...?" Rena tried reasoning but her lips and tongue were failing her. It was too cold to speak, all she could do was unconsciously shiver and keep her eyes open for as long as she could. Staring at her beloved, taking in all the beautiful features that she possessed.
"Don't speak... Please...eat..." Yuki once again tried asking her girlfriend to eat but it was useless. Then she suddenly brightened up. "Why I didn't think of this earlier?! But of course!!"
"Ngh?.." Rena asked but soon her eyes went wide in surprise, even if her girlfriend was better known for her reactions.
Yuki sipped the dust tea to check the temperature, then took a huge amount of it in her mouth and leaned towards her girlfriend. She kissed her, letting the dust tea pour into the shivering girl's mouth. Rena had to swallow it or she would choke and die from embarrassment. After gulping the tasty treat she sighed, feeling the warmth spreading throughout all of her body.
"There~ Stubborn silly girl~" Yuki smiled and extended her hand. "You're the most fragile snowflake that I have ever met... Really, show me another snowflake who cannot stand the cold?.."
Yuki shook her head and enveloped Rena in a tight hug. She couldn't even think of losing her precious girlfriend before the season ended.
"Arigatou, Yuki..." Rena pecked her girlfriend's cheek. "For protecting this fragile snowflake..."
"Un~" The older one smiled and blushed. "Now let's go see the spring, shall we?"
The two crawled through the maze of icicles and cobwebs and went to the very edge of the rock. Seeing the sun shining the two smiled at each other.
"See you next winter?" Whispered Yuki in her lover's ear.
"Un, next winter~" Rena whispered back.
The two kissed and then jumped, gently falling from the sky and enjoying the flight for the last time this winter. Spring was about to come, they were about to become water, yet the two knew they will be reborn. And they will meet again, for another fun winter time.
HOW COME I DON'T READ THIS, OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I DON'T SAW THIS FIC,
Its unfair how you didn't tell even though you know i love yukirena *cry*
OMG AGAIN KISS SENSE TODAY I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF OMG I CAN'T STOP MYSELF ANYMORE THE KISS SENSE ARE JUST REALLY REALLY REALLY SOMETHING.
by the way i don't understand one think why did they fly up at theg sky?? aren't they human?
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yeahh..they are human right..??.or fallen angel..lol..the hell they can fly..
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Title: Fragile Snowflake
Pairing: YukiRena
Author's Notes: It was gathering dust in my lappie and I was on the break (eating chocolate and drinking coffee :D ) so decided to post this~ Enjoy~
Glimmering snow in the sunlight barely covered a not so small niche in between the huge icy rocks. Glassy icicles and frozen cobwebs surrounded the tiny entrance, making it barely passable. However, if one was to somehow get in...
"Rena-chan, you have to eat... Please..." A slightly taller black haired girl whispered to another black haired girl, who was all pale and weak, shivering under the thin holey cover.
"Iya...da.... You....e....eat...." The younger one whispered in a shaky voice.
"But I don't want you to die!!!! You promised me!!! You promised me to see the spring with me!!!!" The older one teared up instantly, a painful expression marring her face.
"Yu....yuki.... Wh...hat if...?" Rena tried reasoning but her lips and tongue were failing her. It was too cold to speak, all she could do was unconsciously shiver and keep her eyes open for as long as she could. Staring at her beloved, taking in all the beautiful features that she possessed.
"Don't speak... Please...eat..." Yuki once again tried asking her girlfriend to eat but it was useless. Then she suddenly brightened up. "Why I didn't think of this earlier?! But of course!!"
"Ngh?.." Rena asked but soon her eyes went wide in surprise, even if her girlfriend was better known for her reactions.
Yuki sipped the dust tea to check the temperature, then took a huge amount of it in her mouth and leaned towards her girlfriend. She kissed her, letting the dust tea pour into the shivering girl's mouth. Rena had to swallow it or she would choke and die from embarrassment. After gulping the tasty treat she sighed, feeling the warmth spreading throughout all of her body.
"There~ Stubborn silly girl~" Yuki smiled and extended her hand. "You're the most fragile snowflake that I have ever met... Really, show me another snowflake who cannot stand the cold?.."
Yuki shook her head and enveloped Rena in a tight hug. She couldn't even think of losing her precious girlfriend before the season ended.
"Arigatou, Yuki..." Rena pecked her girlfriend's cheek. "For protecting this fragile snowflake..."
"Un~" The older one smiled and blushed. "Now let's go see the spring, shall we?"
The two crawled through the maze of icicles and cobwebs and went to the very edge of the rock. Seeing the sun shining the two smiled at each other.
"See you next winter?" Whispered Yuki in her lover's ear.
"Un, next winter~" Rena whispered back.
The two kissed and then jumped, gently falling from the sky and enjoying the flight for the last time this winter. Spring was about to come, they were about to become water, yet the two knew they will be reborn. And they will meet again, for another fun winter time.
Th..this is sooooo sweeeeeeeet!
Gonna need to take in some insulin to prevent diabetic! :drool:
Thank you soooooo much!!!! XD
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Title: Checkmate. Chapter F
Pairing: AtsuRena, others
Author's Notes: :roll:
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“You have a visitor.” The security guard announced while opening Jurina’s cell. Ignoring her nonchalant expression, he put on the handcuffs on her outstretched hands and shoved her out of the cell, leading her to the visiting room.
For Jurina to keep this nonchalant expression was a task very hard to carry out, but she really didn’t want anyone to see the real her thus she kept her cool as much as possible. The black haired assassin was hoping for a certain person to grace her field of vision and her hopes were not shattered. Once she entered the visiting room, she nearly lost all her cool from seeing the person she wanted to see for so long.
“Since the lady has authority here, I’ll leave the room for fifteen minutes.” The guard said to the visitor and bowed slightly, afterwards leaving and closing the door behind him.
Upon his leave the room felt tense, maybe because the two haven’t seen each other for so long, or maybe because they both had to act a certain way to keep their image. After all, they both wanted to be in each other’s arms right now and since that was not possible, the tension in the room was reaching the peak.
“How have you been?” The visitor asked, sitting with her back straight and hands neatly placed on the table top. Her voice was as soothing as Jurina remembered and in the end she couldn’t help but let out a smile.
“Well, considering the fact I am in jail, things could have been worse. I could only complain about the food and the bedding. Other than that, things are quite fine.” Aside the fact she missed this person too much. However, she decided to not say it, at least not yet.
“So like you.” The woman spoke again and leaned in a bit closer, but not too much. “Do you still want to be with me?”
“What a dumb question. When did I not want to?” Jurina felt slightly annoyed, maybe even disappointed. Then again, what with all her playing around, this woman in front of her must have felt Jurina was only playing. “That’s the only thing I want right now. To be with you.”
“Mh. You’re lucky I believe you.” The lady spoke and motioned for Jurina to lean forward.
She couldn’t help but do what asked. The Matsui assassin simply loved this woman too much to complain out loud, unless it was a banter or joking. She stared at those beautiful eyes and couldn’t help but lean even closer.
“Not too close.” The woman whispered and pressed a finger on Jurina’s lips. “I payed for you.”
Jurina’s heartbeat was going on insane levels, despite the fact this was not the place or the time to be aroused. She tried to keep focus and slowly ruminated the spoken sentence in her head. Pay, payed, for you, I payed, I payed for you. !!! She payed for Jurina, which meant her wish was about to come true, which meant this woman was only testing Jurina, wanting to make sure their feelings were really mutual.
A knock on the doors made them both go apart. Jurina tried to put on as nonchalant expression as she could and the lady simply smiled coldly, though her eyes sent Jurina warmth and caring. A guard walked in and slightly bowed again.
“Your time is over, lady Iriyama-sama. Everything is ready.” He spoke and bowed again.
“Thank you, Ooshima-kun. What was your name again…? Ryouta, right?” Iriyama Anna spoke and smiled. “I’ll speak on your behalf to Yamamoto.”
“Ah, thank you so much, Iriyama-sama.” The guard bowed even more and then hastily uncuffed Jurina’s arms. He then led them both to where Jurina’s things were held and gave them to sign a few formal papers.
Jurina was more than happy to sign and then she looked at Annin with a cool smile, though for the other it meant more than just that.
“I’ll change and then we can go.” Jurina walked to the changing room after speaking the words and then changed in as much little time as possible. To say she was happy was an understatement. Even assassins had happy moments in their lives and to Jurina being with Anna was more than a happy moment. It was a blessing. She was now free from her family, part of Anna’s life, part of a different life. She walked out the room and then together with Iriyama walked to the car. The driver opened the doors to them and they got seated inside.
Right away when doors were closed Jurina felt soft lips pressed against hers passionately and all she could do was respond, relishing in the sweet kiss and warm loving embrace. Minutes later they parted and she couldn’t help but smile, seeing the loving expression Anna held.
“Let’s go home, Jurina.”
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I don't now if I still can, but I'm planning on post a ChuriJuri os on here in the near future.
So I'll save this spot for when I finish, I guess.
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A/n. Thanks to Misaki gurl for a perfect quote that made me have a title instantly xD this is so random guys but seriously, despite the certain tsundere being super mega tsundere, I still have faith in this ship... Just so you know, this is all a fantasy and I really hope Jurina is not having these depressing thoughts that I will write in here... Oh, and this story is obviously for Misaki, and really, for all those wMatsui shippers who, like BbSis said to me, felt like this ship was sinking faster than a Titanic... Well, let me bring you an Ice Age, so this ship can be pulled out of the water together with the whole iceberg that brought it down in the first place. Keep believing, folks!
*drops le story*
*runs away*
Rekindle The Flame
All the smiles she put on her face this whole time were fake. Not entirely, but deep inside Matsui Jurina was hurting. Really bad. If only she have gotten the first place... If only she could claim the center position..maybe that would have brought the person she wanted to see the most out there.... Nah, who she was kidding... Once out of SKE48, the person was out completely and wanted nothing to do with it anymore.
Of course, third place was not that bad, theoretically speaking. She gained a number of votes, bested her personal record, finally broke into Top 3, beating even Kashiwagi Yuki...which was kind of sad, looking how the girl lost the biggest number of votes in history... And another good thing was that Suda Akari finally broke into Kami 7. There were a lot of good things talking about the whole Sousenkyo deal. Then why was Jurina unhappy?
Well, obviously it all started after her rival, crush and last name and center sharer left 48Groups. After Matsui Rena left, all hell broke loose. Management treated SKE48 worse and worse each day, girls kept graduating, they were not getting into big shows, their performances being cut and so many other things... Jurina's head was hurting. She made a bold move to deny the Kennin position in Team K. Afterall, there was no older Matsui there for her to lean on, to support her, to fight for SKE. And as much as Jurina wanted to leave things like that to Churi or Masanya, she knew they also needed her.
Jurina loved SKE48 so much she could probably give away her life in order to save the group, to make the members happy and well. So she kept on pushing herself, ignoring the pain inside that has been growing from the day Rena left the group. Of course, for the sake of public eye, the puppy girl kept on her face as smiley as ever, her presence as strong as possible, even shedding - somewhat - her puppy image and turning all sexy and feminine.
She still kept on announcing her feelings to Matsui Rena, still proclaiming the huge love and mentioning her name here and there, but she did it less and less, realizing the older Matsui was as cold as ice and nonexistent in anything 48Groups related. It hurt the puppy girl a lot, but she just kept her smile face on, pushing her feelings as deep inside as possible, hiding even from herself.
The even darker times came, with Miyazawa graduating, SKE48 being denied of appearing on a few big events and even more members announcing graduation. And then this dreadful Sousenkyo came. Obviously, Jurina was aiming for the top spot. One, for all the SKE members, to show that she was indeed their light in the darkness, to show that SKE was not done for. Two, to show management that their decisions regarding SKE were a big bullshit and that they needed to hurriedly do something to rise SKE back to their glory. Three, to show Matsui Rena that Jurina was okay without her, that she achieved something without her being by her side. Well, none of those happened.
The younger Matsui didn't blame her fans. The number of votes she got made her happy to know how many supporters she had. Of course, there was a downside to that, which was the decrease in votes for other SKE48 members, and some of the results pained her to no end. But regarding the first place, of course there were two big walls she still needed to climb over. Mayuyu was not what bothered the puppy girl. That wall was still reachable... Sashihara however... She could only sigh and wondered what could she really do in order to achieve that kind of success. Probably nothing.
After the Sousenkyo - she was all smiles, proclaiming to be happy about the rank, saying there are still five years at the very least ahead of her to reach the No.1 spot - Jurina got a lot of congratulatory and supportive messages from the members who were not part of SKE48 anymore, and even from a few graduated friends from other 48 groups, even a few senpais. Ooshima Yuuko, Shinoda Mariko, Maeda Atsuko, Kinoshita Yukiko, Furukawa Airi, Miyazawa Sae, and so on and so on. The list was long and she was glad to have so many people who supported her. Even Yagami Kumi and Matsushita Yui messaged her. All of them did. All but one.
She met up with Nishishi and Neesan a few days after the Sousenkyo was over. It was nice seeing them after quite a while and if they knew something was not okay, they didn't touch the topic. They met up with Masana and Kuwabara Mizuki and the five of them spent a blessing time together, going shopping, eating and even to Karaoke. No one mentioned Rena's name and Jurina was very, VERY thankful. She didn't want them to know that the person who was like a sister to her - in their eyes at least - didn't send even one word of support or encouragement.
To be quite frank, Jurina felt exhausted and about to break into tiny pieces. She was lying even to herself the whole time, claiming she needs no one, that she is strong and can be the supporting pillar to all the girls in SKE48. She listened to their worries, cries, laughter, supported them and entertained them, and as the weekend approached she fell sick. A good thing was she had a day off on Saturday - no one knew about it, she asked her manager not to tell anyone about her condition. Worrying her juniors and fellow group mates was out of question. So she ended up lying in bed, all shivering in cold, not being able to wash up or eat anything, alone and no one to share her burdens and pain with.
Yet she bravely kept responding to a few messages members sent her, being all smiles and pretending all was well, avoiding talking about work. She did all that in between the times she passed out from being sick. She felt like the walls were closing in on her yet she kept pushing herself, even calling a few members who had a few big gigs, asking how it went, forcing herself to sound as positive and happy as possible, as supportive as she really wanted to be.
So of course, when she regained consciousness after one of many pass outs late in the evening, the fact that she could smell delicious food being cooked or that a cold towel was on her forehead, or even the fact that she was not shivering anymore seemed more like a dream than reality to her. She was just hoping she would never wake up from that state because it felt nice and cozy and she was not in pain as much as before. Jurina knew that obviously this was not gonna last long and soon she was going to wake up alone in her apartment, shivering, sick and hungry.
But as she was about to drift back into sleep-land, a too familiar scent wafted into her nostrils and her eyes shot open, because even in her biggest wildest dreams the scent never visited her. Which meant only one thing. And what she saw before her eyes made her literally pinch herself. It hurt. She was not dreaming.
"H-how..." Jurina whispered in a raspy voice. Her throat was dry due to the lack of water and food in her system, or maybe it was due to the sheer level of surprise and her still not being able to comprehend the situation.
"If there is one person your manager will always inform about you being sick, we both know that will only be me."
Jurina wished she was not weak. She really wanted to yell, scream, rage, be rude and cold, but all she could do was relish in the touch when those cool and gentle hands replaced the already warm towel with another cold one, when she was carefully held up while a glass of water was given to her. Everything was so familiar and yet so painful, because she knew this was not gonna last long. The care she was given, how the so familiar scent enveloped her in sweet and painful memories, how she was tucked in or how her damp hair was brushed away from her sweaty skin.
"Now rest a bit more, I'll wake you up when the food is ready."
It was too good to be true. It was too much. She felt like crying, laughing and hyperventilating at the same time. She did not want to be left alone, she did not want to lose the sight of this dark angel, she had no idea what to do with herself. Yet she was tired and exhausted and soon sleep took over.
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Gentle nudging woke her up, together with even stronger smell of familiarity and food. Sweet words entered her brain but it was hard to decipher them, she was still thinking this was all a dream. Maybe her mother visited her and was taking care of her. She was probably just exhausted after overworking herself and imagining things was her escaping the reality.
"Jurina, you need to eat..."
Her brain finally registered the sound and exact words. She opened her eyes, only to once again find the same person from before by her side, worried expression all over that beautiful face. To say she didn't miss this, to say she didn't want this...would be a lie, and yet at the same time the truth.
"Here, I'll help you sit up."
She wanted to argue, to yell, to refuse, but she was still weak and sick. So she let Matsui Rena sit her up against a bunch of pillows and carefully feed her dinner. She was eating and yet she couldn't tell what it was, because all that she cared about at that moment was how tired her dark angel looked, or how beautiful her hair fell against her back, escaping the clutches of a hair pin, how carefully she was being fed by the older Matsui, or how painful it felt to be in this situation. Her heart was hurting so much, she was feeling so many emotions but she hid it all, despite knowing Rena probably could see through her as clear as through the glass.
After the food was gone, Rena helped Jurina lie back and pressed a palm on her forehead. The palm was so cool, almost cold and yet it felt very warm at the same time. Jurina saw a small smile escape the older girl's lips and she knew her condition was better. It made her worry however, because it probably meant the other Matsui will soon leave and she will be left all alone for god knows how long.
Maybe she showed too many emotions in her face because Rena let out a sigh and took the dishes to the kitchen. Jurina thought this was it, she felt like the other girl didn't really want to be here and she will leave, but to her surprise Rena came back. The older Matsui sat down on Jurina's bed and brushed yet another strand of hair from her face. It made the younger one intake a sharp breath because the touch was not as light as before.
"I think I owe you an apology. Hush, let me speak." Rena started and pressed a finger on Jurina's lips as soon as she noticed the girl was about to say something. "I know I hurt you. I was selfish, I thought this was for the better to everyone. I honestly thought this will help you grow up and get stronger. I didn't want my name to carry anything 48Group related. I wanted to be known as an actress Matsui Rena, not an ex-SKE48 Matsui Rena. While I somewhat achieved that, my name is still being associated with your group and also... I hurt you. I thought you will understand me, I never thought of you possibly not knowing my reasons. I think I should have explained it to you, but then again, we both know you wouldn't have agreed to all this."
Jurina was listening to Rena's words in shock. Not of what was being said, but of how it was being said. For one, she never expected the older Matsui to apologize or realize she hurt her. Two, she could see the pain and honesty in the other female and it pained her too. It was as if whatever they felt resonated within the other. The connection between them was as strong as ever, despite the older trying so hard to deny it.
"I'm sorry... I know it isn't much after all the pain I made you go through... All these heavy burdens I passed onto you without explanation... While it did help you get more mature and you ended up taking care of your juniors... I know this has left a scar inside you, a deep wound that is nearly impossible to heal... You don't have to forgive me, I know I do not deserve that..." Rena closed her eyes and took a few small breaths. Jurina realized the older Matsui was about to cry. Her finger was still on the puppy's lips, pressing gently yet firmly. "I am a coward for not wanting to face you, being scared I will quiver the moment I see you. However...after hearing how sick you are, I knew it was my fault... I couldn't bear it, the thought of you alone fighting your sickness..."
Jurina had no idea where the strength inside her came from, but soon she was sitting up and hugging the older Matsui tightly. She had to do it to completely feel the other girl, to fully grasp the fact her precious Rena was really here, that the words she heard were really spoken by her. Soon she felt the other female hug her back and as a few sobs followed by more sobs reached Jurina's ears, she could only tighten the hold. The younger Matsui realized that despite her being in pain, the other one was also hurting.
After Rena stopped crying and was only resting her head on Jurina's shoulder, the puppy pulled back a bit and wiped a few tears away from that beautiful face. Something changed in the atmosphere when their eyes met, after all, they were in a close proximity and the tension that was suddenly everywhere around them only made Rena's eyes open wide. It was as if their roles changed and now Jurina felt like an older one. Not exactly like that, more like the one taking charge.
"I forgive you. My reason is very simple and you know it all too well. I said those words to you many times, I don't know if you ever took them seriously but I meant it every time. You don't have to feel the same way. You just have to know I mean it." She finally let out her feelings and burden to the older girl. It was not easy but she had to let it out, to be completely free and let Rena know she was always honest. "Even when my tone was joking, I always meant it. That's the reason why I forgive you, even after you hurt me so much. It's because I love you."
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(Rena's POV)
I always knew deep inside that Jurina had those feelings for me. I somewhat believed in them every time, however, I guess I was too stubborn and in denial. I can see sincerity in her eyes like any other time when she said those words and I don't know why but my heart feels warm. I should act like all those times before and ignore it but for some reason this time I simply cannot. Maybe because it's just the two of us sitting so close to each other, maybe because I haven't seen her for so long that it is nearly impossible to deny how much I missed her. If to be honest, it is probably because I also love her. I don't know for how long I have been in love with her, but when I realized it for the first time, she was still an illegal brat who could turn either into a very cute adorable puppy or this too mature for her age girl who would make all the other girls swoon for her.
Hiding these feelings was my priority above everything else. I am someone who always follows the rules, who doesn't like scandals or problems arising to the ones I love and care about. So it was a task I gave to myself to protect Jurina at any cost, to not let her experience any of those negative things while I was part of 48Groups. However, one day I realized I was being too overprotective and it was stopping her from growing up. Yes, she was already mature and grown up but it was not natural, it came with too many responsibilities from young age. I thought if I leave and she has to take care of the group she really loves and do it without me being as a shield... Yeah, well, that didn't end all too well... I got her sick in bed, alone and hurt.
Also, I hurt myself too. I practically tore myself out from the group I lived for, from the person I loved so much. Obviously, acting was something I loved and I still love it with all my heart. I am doing things I always wanted to do, giving my all. Yet there is a part of me lost and missing. Well, was before I found myself in the same room with this stupid puppy of mine. Yeah, I am in a really bad state because I already call her mine. I am sure all wMatsui fans would squeal at this point if they knew what is in my head and that we both harbour feelings for each other. However, it is not that simple to overcome a lot of barriers that are between us. At least for me.
Her eyes are so beautiful and the way she looks at me is telling me more than if she was speaking. I know Jurina is not expecting me to reply anything. I also know she is not expecting any positive reaction from me. I can tell Jurina is waiting for me to either ignore what she said or laugh it off or pat her head or joke about it as I used to do in the past. But I know now that she is not a kid anymore, that I don't have to protect her image here, in this room. I know that if I say anything of those words from before, it will do no good for either of us. I have to be honest for once, drop all of the worries and over thinking and just go with my gut, my heart and soul.
"Jurina..." I hear my quiet voice resonate in the room. Her eyes have this expectant glitter for a mere second and then it dies down, I can already tell she thinks she knows what I have to say. This idiotic puppy, she really was hurt by me. It is all my fault for leading her to this state she is in right now. I want to make her smile again, I want to see her cheerful and bright, and not just the one who pretends to be like that, I want to see an honest expression on her face. Despite me not showing it to any living soul, I did closely follow all her activities. I have written at least a million versions of my reply to her congratulating me on my birthday, yet I never found the courage in me to send any of those. I can blame only myself for her pain and it's only me who can heal her.
I lean forward, closing the distance between us and see Jurina's eyes widening in surprise. Her mouth opens up, maybe in sheer disbelief or maybe because she has something to say. Our lips are so close from kissing and I am itching to lean even more forward to remove the gap between us. Before I do that, I look deeply into Jurina's eyes. I am trying to send a signal to her, shedding all of my fears and worries and only holding onto honesty and my love for her. I can see all sorts of emotions resonating in those beautiful orbs and then it is she who leans closer and our lips touch.
We have kissed countless times before. Most of the times it was playful, fanservice, Jurina wanting attention and sometimes it was planned by the crew or managers, well, again, fanservice. I am not gonna lie, I enjoyed them most of the time, but I would have never admitted it. Especially the Kiss Datte Hidarikiki promotions, I begged for Jurina to not kiss me on stage. Most of the times I managed to avoid her kisses but there were times we ended up kissing lightly. My heart would race every time to the point where I was unable to think clearly. I was doing my best to hide my feelings for Jurina and the times our lips were touching were the hardest to not just lose myself and kiss her properly.
This time the way we kiss is completely different. There's no playfulness or hurry, our lips meet slowly and testing, our heads looking for a perfect angle until we find the best one. I love the way her lips taste, it is not really anything particular since she just before finished eating, and yet I can also taste a distinct flavor in my mouth, a Jurina specific flavor. It reminds me of one time back in the days, when it was just the two of us in the practice room, late at night. Jurina was helping me with Escape choreography and there was a power outage all of a sudden. I think she was the one who got closer to me first or maybe it was me and on accident - or maybe somewhat purposefully - our lips met and we kissed. It was not a long kiss but it was enough for me to know the Jurina flavor that her lips tasted of.
And now I can feel her getting impatient, I know she wants to take lead, it's obvious she was reading fanfiction. However, she forgets I am older and have more experience. Okay, maybe she kissed way more girls in 48Groups than anyone else, but that doesn't define her being the top. I push myself into her, making her lie on bed and not breaking the kiss. I can see a hint of slight fear in her eyes which soon is replaced by embarrassment as her cheeks flush in red. I rarely saw her this vulnerable when kissing someone and it just drives me to kiss her deeper, my teeth nibbling on her lower lip, making her part her lips to take some air into her lungs.
I don't let her enjoy the freedom for too long, and soon my tongue is exploring her mouth. I can feel Jurina's arms hugging me and pulling me in close, her legs wrapping around my hips. At the back of my head a thought nags me, saying it is not okay to kiss her after I hurt her so bad, but I think this all is long overdue and we need to let out our emotions. The way she completely gives in, the way her eyes flutter and the way her mouth tastes... I could kiss her for ages, for all eternity, just kissing and doing nothing else. It's a paradise but I want more. However, I don't want to use her, I want this to be mutual. I want to know if she wants this the way I want this.
I pull back, we both are huffing, trying to get oxygen into our lungs and then suddenly she flips me, getting on top of me and smirking. Jurina doesn't speak, she just leans in and captures my lips, kissing and nibbling, her hands holding onto my waist, leaving me stunned and in heat. I cannot explain how I feel other than turned on and mesmerized. I have to admit I love Jurina dominating me, as much as I thought I should be the one doing that. I guess, just because she is younger, it doesn't mean I have to be the one taking control. And her confidence makes me forget she is still sick. Her confidence, the way she removes my clothes and undresses herself... The way she explores my body and the way she moans when I explore hers... This memory shall be embellished in my brain forever, I don't want to ever forget this night, no matter what happens to us in the future.
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Jurina was lying in Rena's arms, watching the older girl's chest slowly rise up and then go down in a steady rhythm. She couldn't help but smile thinking of last night. They made love and then talked about their feelings. They remembered the past and made love again. Looking through the window and seeing the sun shining brightly outside made her heart flutter. Rena promised they will go to a quiet cafe not far from here, away from prying eyes, just the two of them. A date. A proper date for them to establish their reunion and feelings. A time for just the two of them. A day where they can enjoy each other's company.
The younger Matsui knew things were going to return to normal, somewhat. Starting on Monday they will not see each other in public, Rena will be as cold as she always was. They will have to keep such an image outside. However, they will be meeting and calling each other, more often than what Jurina initially was expecting. She was happy to know that the other Matsui loved her as much as she loved her and that this relationship had a future. Not tomorrow, not next year, but someday, when she leaves 48Groups they will be able to be together openly in some country.
It made her quietly chuckle, remembering all the AtsuYuu media her senpais let out to public. Obviously, their fans were rejoicing and saying AtsuYuu was real. If only they knew how right they were. AtsuYuu was one of the happiest couples out there and Yuuko-senpai was always the one who encouraged Jurina to not give up on Rena. Now she knew way. Of course senpai would see through Rena, of course she would know that the older Matsui had feelings for Jurina but it was obviously not Ooshima's place to say it all to the youngster.
Now things were all good and Jurina couldn't be happier. She was in her beautiful Rena's arms. She was happy and content. She was in heaven and paradise, if that was only possible. All her worries about the future of SKE48 went away after talking with Rena. She knew what she had to do, she was confident once again about her purpose in the group and about her role in the idol world. Jurina watched Rena stir a bit in her sleep and then she was pulled in closer by the older girl. A cute 'good morning' followed by a quick kiss made Jurina's heart skip a beat and she nuzzled in the older female's neck. This was a perfect morning. She would have to say a 'thank you' to her manager later, but for now she was going to sleep more and enjoy the embrace of Rena. After all, wMatsui was reunited and nothing could tear them apart ever again. They were simply meant to be together, forever. With that thought Jurina closed her eyes and fell asleep.
-THE END-
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Thanks!
Very good OS!
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:farofflook: :farofflook: :shy2: :shy2:
:ding: :ding: :luvluv1: :luvluv1:
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//re-edit later
//Reappear with watermelon and give u some
GOOOOOOOOOO MY SINKINGGG SHIPPP WUHUUUUUU
IMMA SOOO GONNA COLLAPSE DUE TO ALL OF THE BLOOD LOSS
TOO MUCH FEEELLSSSSSSSS "GOTHITBYARROWSONMYHEART
AWESOMENESSSSSSSSSSS OVERLOADDDDDDDDDDDDD
Tho on the angst part make me wanna hit something hard..rofl
Like on this part
It was too good to be true. It was too much. She felt like crying, laughing and hyperventilating at the same time. She did not want to be left alone, she did not want to lose the sight of this dark angel, she had no idea what to do with herself. Yet she was tired and exhausted
IMMA CRYING A RIVERRRRRRRRRRRRR :pen_cry: :pen_cry: :pen_cry:
:thumbsup :thumbsup :thumbsup :thumbsup :thumbsup :thumbsup :thumbsup :thumbsup :thumbsup :thumbsup
The preview make go aww but the fics make me squealing hard lol
MUSHY SQUISHY ADORABLISHOUS POTATO TOMATO
EVEN WMATSUII IS SINKING THEY ALWAYS ALIVE IN OUR HEARTTTTT~~
__________MY HEART EXPLODED__________MY POOR HEART__________RIP TO LE HEART__________
THANKSSS FOR THE OS AND SORRY FOR THE LATE RE-EDIT COMMENT
XDD...HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY~~~
PS: MAKE MOAAARRRRRRRRR WMATSUI OS xDDD
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GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY SHIP
No Greetings today... No wiggly panda.. I am simply too weak...
ok.. jk I lied. :wigglypanda: HALLOW!
OH GOD WHERE DO I START. :luvluv1: :luvluv1: :luvluv1:
Well first off... lemme faint. :imdead: :imdead:
OK NOW THAT I AM RESURRECTED, TWO THINGS.
1. YOU MADE MY HEART BEAT FAST AND MADE ME VERY WEAK! :on yellcard:
2. YOU MADE ME DIE OF BLOOD LOSS :on redcard:
IF ONLY THIS HAPPENS IN REAL LIFE I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL ACTUALLY DIE.
That tsundere Rena got me everyday like.. :pleeease: :pleeease: :pleeease: :gyaaah: :gyaaah: :gyaaah:
That being said this OS, Good job Sakura. Ahh good old nice lines :glasses: :on lol:
Thank you thank you thank you for this awesome OS. :kneelbow: :kneelbow: :kneelbow:
Now.. my body is very weak so I must go now. But first... must do something. :on drink:
OK.. I just saw my Milky zoom by in a car so gotta go...
BYE! :on speedy: :on speedy: :on speedy:
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WMATSUI :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
This fic really..... its surely heal my heart cause my sinking ship :inlove:
Thanks for make me keep believe with them :heart:
Okay, now my comment full with love emoticon. lol
Thanks for this superb fic, Geki-chan~~~~~~
Gonna wait for more~~~~~
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D-7. Muffin
[A block of flats in a random street in Nagoya, not any different from any other apartment block. A building of twenty storeys, renovated and with a nice garden and parking lot next to it. Its inhabitants of course are a bit more interesting than your usual crowd, thus our story will be centered around them. Not all, but some particular floors and flats. First, let's peak into their everyday lives, to get to know them.]
-4th floor, hall-
A skinny and slender female exited her flat and looked around. Seeing no one in the hall she went towards the window and pulled out her binoculars. A grin spread across her face as she put the item to good use, spying into the neighboring building's garden. A tap on her shoulder out of nowhere made her jump in surprise and nearly drop the precious binoculars. She hurriedly hid them behind her back and faced a person in front of her.
"Spying on kids again, Masana-san?" Kato Rumi asked innocently and shook her head. "You are lucky, you know. People notice you and want to have conversations with you. Why aren't you utilizing that, and instead spy on kids? Oh, wait. You are a lolicon."
"Ah, well, that...haha, what can I say? I guess I am guilty as charged, but... HAVE YOU SEEN THOSE COOTIES?" Ooya Masana's face lit up and her eyes started sparkling like a bunch of diamonds. "My floor is so perfect for spying, there's no way you could see such a view from where you live!"
"I live only one floor lower though..." Rumi facepalmed and turned to walk away. No one took interest to have a conversation with her. More like, they all never cared what she had to say, they each shared only what they found interesting. Well, she still had her bed.
-parking lot-
"Muffin, we're here~ Just let me park the car, okay?" A beautiful female in light brown hair smiled at her white long-haired chihuahua and then opened the driver's door. She poked her head out of it and checked the position of her car and decided upon re-parking it a few centimeters more to the left. After doing so she smiled to herself and looked back at her dog. "Now we can go see our new home~"
After picking her suitcase and a backpack, she whistled to the puppy and it followed her closely, not side tracking anywhere but after its master. Exiting the parking lot, the female appreciated once again a beautiful garden that connected the parking lot with the block of flats she was going to live in starting today.
"Kumi, here~" A voice shouted and a female noticed her childhood friend on the swing together with another female. A smile spread across her face and she walked towards them, Muffin following closely. "Owh, what a cute puppy!!"
The two ladies hugged each other, then came puppy appreciation time. After that, Kumi let Muffin know he can explore the garden, which the dog gladly accepted.
"Ah, I have to introduce you two." Kumi's childhood friend smiled and looked at the other female on the swing. "This is my girlfriend, Nakanishi Yuka. Yuka, meet my childhood friend Yagami Kumi."
"Ah, I heard a lot about you from Akari." The Ikemen looking female said and smiled. "Nice to meet you, I hope you like staying here."
"Nice to meet you too, and yeah, I am hoping this place will be finally something I can call home. Akarin knows I have been moving too many times due to family's business." Kumi said and looked around. "Well, have to find Muffin and go to my flat. The landlady said on the phone its on the fifth floor."
"Ah, then you won't have a roommate, well, you have Muffin, so it should be fine~" Suda Akari brightly said and cuddled to her girlfriend.
-12th floor-
"Mou, Rena-chan!!!" A cute puppy-like girl rolled on the floor while whining. "That's so not fair!!!"
A black-haired female of lean figure sat on the couch and was reading a book. She could only sigh deeply and then resume her reading. Then again, she also knew her younger sister - who ALWAYS behaved like a baby in front of her - will keep whining until she got what she wanted.
Rena closed a book with a loud 'thud' and placed it on a table. Her knowing eyes stared a minute or so at the puppy-like girl on the floor and then she let out another sigh. The female's slender fingers gently patted her lap and soon her younger sister was on the couch, her head placed on the soft thighs, nuzzling in them, letting out content noises as Rena's fingers caressed her hair.
"You are such a baby... If only your fangirls knew that, I doubt you would be so popular..." Matsui Rena teased and smiled. Matsui Jurina was known to the public as the Ikemen female who could make all the girls swoon by a mere glance, and she always wondered how come her sister managed to hide the kid side from all of those followers.
"I'm not a baby~" Jurina protested and cuddled closer. "I'm your imouto~ Keep spoiling me~"
"Hai hai..." Came a reply from the older Matsui and then the room fell to silence, just occasional content sounds came from Jurina's lips.
-17th floor-
"I know I should have called before visiting you guys, but this is really important, so it couldn't wait." Takada Shiori spoke the moment she walked into her two friends' flat. She lived on sixth floor, so the fact she practically flew up eleven floors just to say something to the comical duo meant a serious business. "Both of you, come sit down. There's something we need to talk about."
"If this is about my monkey making noises last night, I'm so sorry about that." Kuwabara Mizuki said while keeping her face serious and apologetic. "Tell the landlord I may have accidentally fed some curry to it for dinner."
"You have a monkey?" Shiori frowned and pinched the bridge of her nose. "Why haven't you told me before?"
"THAT'S SO COOL, MIZUBOSS!" Kinoshita Yukiko, Mizuki's roommate and the last member of this weird trio of friends exclaimed. Of course, seeing Mizuki blink afterwards seemed hilarious, she obviously knew the female was up for some tricks towards their ever-so-serious friend.
"PFFTTTTT No I don't have a monkey." The prankster said with all seriousness but then some monkey noises erupted from somewhere in the room.
"WHAT WAS THAT?!" Shiori asked while standing up, her eyes scanning the place warily.
"That's my ringtone." Mizuki sharply insisted. "Now let's get back to business. What is it you wanted to say?"
"Alright, ready to be surprised?" Shiori asked while letting out a huge breath, still somewhat unsure how to react to the news about a monkey.
"Damn it, I knew this day would come." Yukiko suddenly said and rushed to the kitchen, in a few minutes coming back with three glasses and a bottle of vodka.
"...What?" Takada tossed a question, not liking the direction things were escalating to.
"You're coming out as a lesbian, right?" A bottle popped open as Kinoshita poured three glasses full to the brim.
"OH GURL!" The fact not shots but actual glasses were used didn't surprise Mizuki whatsoever. The teasing and making fun of had to be done in even greater mass. "Don't even think about it. Even If I'm a lesbian, you'd be the last les I'd bian."
"What? No!" Shiori let out a deep sigh, a slight pink on her cheeks hinting on them being partly right. Of course, that was not the reason why she flew up eleven floors, she would never brag about such a thing. There happened to be a way to make them listen however, Takada came here prepared for the worst. She placed a take out box on the table and opened it up."Alright. Sit tight and here are some Latte from Starbucks."
"OH SNAP WE'LL SIT WHEREVER YOU WANT US TO." The two exclaimed and each grabbed a cup, happy to be presented with their favorite non-alcoholic drink.
"So, guys, remember the three of us planned to open a shop in the future?" After getting a nod from both of the girls, she pulled a whiteboard from her bag and then continued. "I'd like to explain my vision for the future by walking you through my vision board."
"Oh no." Yukko whispered.
"It's a simple tool." Shiori started.
"You're a simple tool." Mizuki deadpanned.
"You start with a thin whiteboard." Shiori ignored.
"You're thin, white and I'm bored." Mizuki replied.
"..." Shiori stood speechless, apparently, even after many years of their friendship, no matter how weird it was, there were still some things that took a speaking ability away from her.
"Keep going. I can do this all day. I have a Starbucks Latte with me." Yukiko chuckled and sipped the delicious caffeinated drink from her cup.
"This will be how our shop will look like." Shiori started again while showing a picture on the whiteboard.
"What's that? A house for ratatouille?" Mizuki pondered.
"Yuck. That looks like the type of place I'd dump my boyfriend's photo at." Kinoshita followed.
"That's what you think? I think that's the type of place where poop comes to die." Mizuki stated in all seriousness, then she stroked her imaginary beard. "Or death comes to poop."
"..." Yeah, despite the long weird friendship, some things still left Shiori speechless.
-laundry basement-
"Haruka, I wonder if I should go ask the landlord about that girl from 10th floor..."
"Rika-chan, you always think of others before thinking of yourself, you are so kindhearted." Ono Haruka said and loaded the last piece of clothing into a washing machine. "Other people might think you like to poke nose into a business that does not concern you, if they didn't know you better."
"Well, you know everyone sees me here as a mother of sorts... And I sincerely care about Matsushita-san, she injured her leg after falling down the stairs and was admitted to the hospital, but you know all that..." Hirata Rikako - better known to others as Mary - grabbed the now empty laundry bag and left the laundry room with her fiancée. "I hoped her injury to be not that serious..."
"Well, she is recovering for two months now, I am sure she will be back soon, but we can go and ask if you want." Haruka assured her soon-to-be wife and seeing the other smile hopefully only made her chuckle. Her dear beloved was endearing as much as she was caring.
-15th floor-
"Ka.na.ko~" A whole whopping ten centimeters taller female leaned closer, their lips nearly touching. "Just be mine already~"
Hiramatsu Kanako suddenly jumped out of her bed, still half awake and unsure where she was. After some time she finally came back to her senses, realizing she stood in her room, in a flat she shared with Kizaki Yuria, her classmate. Sighing deeply, she sat back on her bed, recalling the dream she had.
Deguchi Aki was one of her senpais that had a lot of titles to her, such as a person everyone admired; someone who had top grades and a great personality; a female who had friends such as Ikemen Matsui Jurina; a human being loved by both girls and boys equally.
Deguchi Aki was Kanako's worst nightmare and biggest dream.
"Oy, you had a nightmare again?" Yuria asked, coming out of shower, her body loosely wrapped in a towel that barely covered anything. "I bet all my money you dreamt of being raped. That cute face and curvy body of yours, Kanakana, are what lure men in, I told you that already."
"Mou, Yuria~~~~" Hiramatsu pouted and tossed a pillow at her friend. She might have had a small attraction towards the other girl and seeing her nearly flashing her body made her feel super embarrassed. "Can you at least cover yourself more properly?"
"Are you changing the subject?" Yuria asked, and removed her towel, casually striding around naked and slowly dressing up. "Then how about we talk of you reacting to my naked body? I thought you liked boys?"
"Uh---mhm---yeah---I do -I l-l-like boys, of course!!" Kanako bluntly tossed a lie and stormed to the bathroom, locking herself in, her cheeks beet red.
In all honesty, yes, she really thought she liked guys, boys, men, whatever you call them, until she was mesmerized by a certain senpai. She never thought a woman could make her feel that way, but Deguchi Aki did exactly that.
Yuria always made hints about a possibility of advancing towards Kanako, but as much as she had an attraction towards her classmate, it was nowhere near as impactful as a single glance from Aki-san. The fantasy she had once in a while ended up being a dream she woke up from, something that actually happened in real life and was a recalling of certain memory from yesterday.
"Senpai... We shouldn't---" Those words were the last words Kanako spoke before Deguchi kissed her, one hand still pulling her in close, other grabbing onto her hair gently to lock her head in a tilted position. Hiramatsu felt her body go on fire, she could only wrap her arms around the senpai's neck and respond to the kiss, giving in completely.
Well, it all went well and then the bell rang. Her senpai never skipped a class and so their kissing came to an abrupt end. After that Aki-san simply pecked her forehead and left for her class, while stunned Kanako stood there against the wall of abandoned inventory shack at the back of the school. And today she had to dream of that scene.
Deguchi Aki was unreachable, she had so many fans. In all honesty, Kanakan was terrified of those fangirls. She still recalled what happened to Matsushita Yui after a certain person's fangirls shoved her down the stairs. It was only because that famous student showed her more attention than to anyone else. Hiramatsu shivered. No, she had to forget her dear senpai and focus on more realistic things.
[So obviously now we have all details out there. Of course, we have some questions and might wonder about a thing or two, but I must remind you that this story has a main couple and a few secondary couples. Those will be our main focus. Of course, other couples are important too. So in the future some side stories might pop up, if anyone will be interested in those couples. As for now, I think we need to delve into the part, further in a story, when our two main heroines meet, and how it all happens and develops, right? We shall begin.]
"Well, a week has passed since you moved in. Do you like it here?" Akarin asked her friend who was sitting with her on one of the benches in the garden. They were watching Muffin play on the grass, obviously interested in catching some butterflies. The beautiful winged insects were too clever however and flew higher than the chihuahua's reach.
"You know, I really enjoy this place. I am friends not only with you now but also am getting along well with Rikkii too. The fact that everyone calls her Mary still amuses me, but I can totally see why. She has taken me under her wing and I really appreciate all the advice she is giving me." Kuumin started then sighed. It was a beautiful sunny day and Sunday too. "I also found some friendship buddy in Rumi too, we both are kind of loners you know.. And Mizuki, we resound well because of jokes and drinking, haha."
"I heard you don't like our Kanakana as much..." Suda started, but said nothing else. Most people didn't like the bubbly girl due to rumors going around that she played with people's hearts. True or not, rumors influenced how people saw the poor girl.
"Well, unlike others, I do not think she toys with people's feelings... More like, I don't like how she deems herself unworthy despite some people bluntly telling good things about her. Is all." Yagami quietly replied. "I wonder where is Muffin..."
"I don't see him." Akarin said after looking around. "Want me to help go look for him?"
"Nah, I'll find him myself. Also, Yuka is probably waiting for you." Akarin smiled and got up. She walked around the garden and even the parking lot, but Muffin was nowhere to be found. Figuring someone might have let him inside the building, she started going through the halls and up the stairs, calling him by the name. Soon a 'woof' could be heard, followed by the most magical sounding laughter she has ever heard.
"You must be Muffin, cutie~~~ I heard a lot good things about you from the neighbors. I wonder where is you master, huh~?"
A voice unlike any other in this world spoke and Kumi sped up, just to see the owner of it. Soon she was eye to eye with the most angelic and dazzling lady. Eyes that stared back at her in surprise. Lips that parted to create an oval shape. Raven hair that escaped the clutches of a pin and fell gently on her shoulder. A slim body that shivered for a second as if shook by unknown stroke of cold.
Then her beloved Muffin, who did the most unthinkable thing. The white puppy was cuddling into the gorgeous female's embrace, something he didn't do to anyone else but Kumi herself.
"A--ah, you--must be the owner..." Rena finally got out of her stupor. Unknown to Kumi, the raven haired female was also taken aback by the beauty of the other. To her the puppy's master was a woman of dreams. Straight light brown hair done in a ponytail, simple T-shirt and jeans that didn't hide any curves even if it wanted to, enticing dark brown eyes and charming smile that erupted unknowingly to its owner. "Well, here is your Muffin, safe and sound..."
"Thank you."
Those simple two words left Rena frozen. The female's voice was the sexiest sound she has ever heard throughout her not so long life. It sent an electrical currency through her body, from fingertips to her toes, then shot straight to her heart. At that moment the puppy jumped out of her embrace and rushed to his master. It brought Rena out of her state and she smiled cheerily, trying to hide her feelings.
"Ara, where are my manners... I forgot to introduce myself." She extended her hand, only due to politeness, because she was scared to know what the touch of that woman can do to her. "I'm Matsui Rena, I live on the 12th floor."
"Kumi, Yagami Kumi." She was sure Rena knew exactly where she lived so simply took the lady's hand into hers. It was as if the world around them stopped existing. Nothing mattered anymore. Somehow they both knew this was a start of something unexplainable. And that it was.
Months passed and the two grew very close. They were not dating, they never kissed, they never slept at each other's place, but their friendship grew beyond any level of imagination. The bond they had, the endless conversations about any kind of topic, the jokes and music they shared. All of it created a bond that was unbreakable. However, they were scared to take the next step, scared what it might bring, scared of their friendship being broken.
Both Rena and Kumi there were for Yuka and Akari when Akari fell sick and tired of Yuka's constant fangirls. They both were there when Haruka was diagnosed with false brain tumor and supported Rikako through the hardest times. For both couples things got better over time and it was clear the love between them was stronger than anything else in the world.
Later on, Matsushita Yui finally returned and everyone showered her with attention. She somehow was very quiet, barely interacting with anyone, but that didn't stop one person from reaching out to her. That's how Rena found out that in the past Jurina wanted to date Yui, one of the fangirls overheard it and thus the incident happened. Now Jurina was even more serious about her feelings to Yui - it explained to Rena why her sister would be not home for so many times and so long, visiting hours clashed with afterschool hours - and they started dating seriously.
Kumi had another thing to worry about. She didn't like Kanakana that much but she was a witness of an interesting happening that left her wondering if she by any chance was wrong when judging the girl.
"That bitch thinks she can have our Deguchi-senpai all to herself. She needs to be taught a lesson." One in a bunch of fangirls exclaimed loudly and others agreed. Hiramatsu Kanako was held by two of them in the corner of a parking lot after they followed her home. They witnessed Aki-san hugging her after school and thus this happened. Now she knew she was already dead.
"What do you think you're doing?" A voice resounded and an angry-looking Deguchi Aki was standing before them. "Let her go or I will call the authorities and show them this video I filmed."
Kumi just finished parking her car and was able to witness the whole scene. She wanted to interrupt but she didn't like Kanakana that much. However, after hearing from Yui what happened she realized this must be the same thing. Before she was able to get out of her car and do something, Deguchi Aki appeared.
Yagami knew Aki also lived in this building, on the seventh floor and she thought those girls were very stupid to do such a thing in a place where their beloved senpai lived. Hearing the sounds from the video that Aki played Haru realized she somehow filmed the moment when Matsushita was pushed down the stairs by these girls.
That time she quietly left the scene, realizing Deguchi will take care of everything. However, it made her think about a lot of things, one person in particular. How deep her feelings to Rena really were? Would she do the same for her? Maybe more? One thing was clear to Kumi though. She loved Matsui Rena.
"Aren't you gonna tell me what happened? You are so quiet these days..." Yuria asked her roommate. She was worried for the girl.
"I'm okay, just concentrated on upcoming test, that is all." Hiramatsu replied and flipped the page of her book.
"Mh, well, you know you can talk to me if you need." Yuria sighed in defeat and put her headphones back on.
Truth to be told, Kanako didn't even know what she was reading. She had a random book in her hands, but her mind was wandering somewhere else. She was once again looking back to her memories, that evening when senpai saved her from those angry fangirls.
"You want some tea or water?" Aki asked and put a blanket over Kanako's shoulders. they were at Deguchi's apartment, sitting on her bed.
"N-no, I'm fine..." The bubbly girl was still somewhat shivering, she really thought the girls were gonna do something. Hiramatsu realized that if not senpai she might have been injured like Yui or even worse.
"Kanako, look at me." Aki-san said but seeing it was not working gently cupped the cute girl's face. She lifted Hiramatsu's face softly until those beautiful about to tear up eyes stared right back at her. "You are safe. I swear I will protect you from anyone that dears to hurt you."
"S-senpai..." A few tears were rolling down the girl's cheeks. "I don't deserve this affection from you, you can get any girl you want, why torture me without any future for us up ahead?"
"Kanako..." Aki-san's thumb brushed away the tears from the cute girl's cheeks and then she pulled her closer, letting her head rest on her chest. "Can you hear and feel my heartbeat? Do you know it's beating way faster than usual? Do you know the reason?"
"Y....yes, I can feel it..." Kanako was so close to her senpai, she was in her embrace but she had no idea why Deguchi's heart was beating so fast.
"Look at me again." Deguchi Aki whispered and seeing the girl face her properly by herself made the older woman smile, but she decided to continue with the whisper, to make a bigger impact, to actually show how she really feels. "I know I can get any other girl, but I don't want any other girl. I chose you because my heart chose so. I fell in love with you and I want to continue being with you. I would go to great lengths just to protect you. Please never say you do not deserve this."
"S-senpai..."
What followed was a memory greater than anything else in this world. It made Kanakana blush every time when she remembered the kisses, touches, whispers and even more. Peaking at Yuria and realizing the girl didn't notice her red face she sighed and decided to concentrate on the random book. By pure luck she picked a book that she actually needed. That's why Yuria believed her.
Kumi just gave food to Muffin when a loud knock on her door surprised her. She went to open it and was roughly pushed against the wall, beautiful nearly black orbs staring at her, heavy panting giving away the person was not much of a runner.
"R-rena?.." Of course Kumi knew who it was. No one else would knock on her door without announcing they will visit her. Even the landlord learned the lesson. But it surprised her how the woman seemed to have a certain air about her, an aura that was somewhat scary and yet alluring at the same time.
"I don't care anymore, Kumi. I am giving up on you ever taking the first step. I know what I want. I know how we both feel. And I strongly believe in us. I don't care about anything else but us. So whether you want it or not, I will kiss you. right now, right this mome----"
Kumi cut her off by kissing her passionately, flipping their positions so that Rena was the one pressed against the wall. The kiss was as passionate as it could et and then it slowed down, both of them simply enjoying the sensation and letting the emotions slowly, step by step cool off. then Kumi pulled back.
"I know. I am sorry for being so slow." Yagami said and pressed their foreheads together. "I was still giving you a chance to run away, I think. I thought maybe this is wrong, maybe this is too much, the feelings we have, maybe it's too strong. I felt weird..."
"I love you." Rena said, her breathing returning to normal. "I love you, I love you, I love you and only you. I want only you."
"Baka..." Kumi sighed and kissed the other woman's temple. "I love you too, silly princess."
Muffin could only look at the two humans with his head tilted. It is true he lead Kumi to her destined human, Rena, but what they were doing a few minutes ago was a bit weird to the dog. Ah, now seeing the two cuddling was more understandable. Knowing things wer okay, Muffin continued eating his food.
THE END.
P.S. Thanks to Kevin, really, a huge thanks for giving me a rough and hilarious Mizuki-Yukiko-Shiori scene!!!
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In regard to the one shot you've provided for me to read (Rekindle the Flame), it's an excellent story that I have looked upon in a while. I will be brief in my comment about what I think about it and how I feel about it. But first, let me say thank you for taking the time to upload it in this forum for others to read. wMatsui is a ship that I used to go hardcore on when I was first introduced to SKE48. (Thank you, Kataomoi Finally.) It's a shame that graduations from the idol group leads to crushed dreams...
Anyway, the way you wrote this OS amazes me. The build up about Jurina's emotional reaction and decision to keep it bottled up is very humane. You didn't rush into the door with angst and a conclusion. You stretched it out properly and gave it an appropriate length for the readers (or at least me) to assess her feelings and what Jurina thinks about Rena, especially after graduation. You kept me guessing why Rena decided to cease further contact with the young Matsui. You kept the mood of the fiction active and with suspense. I'm not sure if you were going for suspense, frankly, but weaving those words and key plot checkpoints gave it that effect.
The angst wasn't particularly heavy to the point that it would crush anyone's spirit. Okay... maybe for the shippers, it might. However, you didn't overdramatize it to the point soap opera would be light in comparison to its drama. The interactions, the choice of terminologies fit for the situation, and the characters themselves made me believe that, yes, this one shot is actually easy to visualize. It's rare for a fiction to be believable enough that it could mesh with reality. I personally believe that you've achieved that status of a fiction that could fool most anyone into thinking that this actually happened between the two Matsuis. Also, great insertion of a happy ending there. Angst is easy to spill into a rather bland, optimistic conclusion that would make readers go "what the heck did I just read". You avoided that by making use of a storyline's basic system: Introduction, Rising Action, Climax, Falling Action, Resolution. It's simple and almost every single story has it, but that's what also makes it amazing. Missing even just one of the five important factors would make this plot crumble faster than Jenga blocks.
I enjoyed reading this. It would be a lie for me to say that I'm typing this with a sane mind. (I'm currently sick and just word vomited all over this post.) However, the feeling of having read a one shot that hits multiple elements that I love is hard to forget. Perhaps this fiction will actually be added to the one Mayuki OS on Tumblr (Lips of an Angel) that remains stuck in my mind for many years.
To everyone, I recommend reading this one shot by Saku. I'm not saying you have to read it because it's wMatsui or for shipping reason, but because the story is executed so well, it makes me proud to admit that this is one of my few favorite OS.
Keep on writing, girl, and may you continue to expand and thrive your writing skills. Trust me... I can tell you're going to make even more amazing stories. :thumbsup I look forward to seeing more of them!
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Title: Another Untitled Story
Pairing: YukiRena (BlackGeki)
Author's Notes: A quick OS inspired by real time experience.
I feel like a thousand needles are probing my skin, threatening to pierce through it and into my flesh.
My whole body is involuntarily shivering as I feel tears gathering at the corners of my eyes.
I try to steady my breathing, taking oxygen into my lungs slowly, then exhaling a bit faster and repeating the process a few more times.
I want to take my mind away from this tremor that is shaking my being so I stand up and walk to the bathroom, but not before casting a glance back to her.
Her grin is still on her face, those slender arms brought up to her mouth as she bites on her nails.
Without the infamous giggle her whole aura is even more scary and I can't help but feel affected by it, unlike before, when her gaze would make me either smile or feel safe.
Now it makes me terrified and unsure of what to do, so I decide to escape into my safe heaven.
As I take steps up the stairs, I feel the first wave of panick attack rush over me.
I guess everyone's panick attack is different, since whenever I read about it, I never seem to find anyone's experience anywhere close to mine.
When the first wave hits me, it always feels like a huge cotton ball is stuck somewhere in my throat.
It's not painful but I cannot seem to intake any breath of air and it becomes scary to the point where my lungs and chest area start to hurt.
It's then when my head turns into a dizzy mush and I know I need to go somewhere with lots air, an open space.
That's what I do now, somehow rushing to my safe-heaven upstairs.
On the rooftop I lean onto the railing and stare into nothingness, trying to think of nothing but breathing.
Maybe the change of scenery or the fact the place is huge and there's lots of air helps me, and I slowly take a first actual breath of air into my lungs, feeling a sharp twinge in my chest when it's affected by unexpected gust of air.
As I manage to regain my normal breathing bit by bit, I realise I am sitting on the floor with my arms hugging my knees and my head hung low, tears rolling down my cheeks.
A belated sadness washes over me and I choke on my tears, silently sobbing and wondering how come I have to be the one to feel like this.
I know for sure I did nothing wrong and yet I am the one who is here, having a panic attack.
Of course, I can only be glad I didn't have a second stage of it.
It's when my vision gets blurry and for some time I lose consciousness and do things without realizing I do them,to the point where I can even hurt myself.
There was a time that during one of such attacks I hit my head into the wall so many times a neighbor rang my door bell to ask if I need help with renovating.
Of course, after seeing my read forehead he asked if I need a doctor.
The speed I closed the door into his face with, it was one of my quickest.
I hear a giggle and that makes me step out of my memory lane and look around.
She is here, extending her bloody hand towards me and caressing my hair.
I cannot even stop her, I can just lean into the touch; it's really warm, even if my brain knows it's so wrong.
I sense her pulling on my hair, as its roots are tugged sharply onto and a tingling sensation is felt on my scalp.
I involuntarily stand up, knowing she'll pull harder fi I don't do what she asks me to.
"Yuki..." She whispers, and I am unsure if the sincere tone I hear in her voice is honest or not.
"How could you..." I hate how easily she uses my real name now, I somehow only manage to stutter Matsui in our more intimate moments. "Sakura was..."
"Too cocky." She spat out and then giggled. "Miss her already?"
I know I could say the truth, say I want my youngster to be okay, to be around with that infectious smile, but I know if I say that, there will be consequences no one would want to witness.
I just shake my head and take her extended hand.
We walk downstairs, then pass the room, my eyes looking elsewhere but at the body that's lying battered and without any signs of life on the floor.
Poor Sakuratan...
I didn't manage to warn her before it's too late and now she has met the fate that Rena prepared to her.
I feel bile rising up, but swallow it and let the giggling girl take me away from here, feeling unsure of the future or what the next day will bring.
I love this monster, no matter how many or what bad things she does.
I am no saint either and I can only be with her as she can only be with me.
That's the one and only truth I know and believe in.
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First of all, I am super duper SORRYYYYY for the late response/review to your BlackGeki OS, Saku!! Literally juuust had the free nothing-to-do time that I've been waiting for to re-read your OS.
I really got to say, I loveeee your descriptive writing. The fact you're using a first person view as you write while making it feel natural and not like some kind of essay is totally commendable. Quite literally #writinggoals for me haha.
Also, it feels like you managed to throw suspense and plot twist in the mix. One moment I thought Rena/Gekikara did something horrible to Yuki/Black to seem overly depressed but in the end it was Sakura who got dealt the damage.
Poor Sakura, what happened?! Why did she get on Geki's bad side???
As for BlackGeki, this is some twisted love they've got for each other. If I can use that phrase. It's pretty neat seeing how an insane person like Geki could show a bit of humane actions towards Black and I'm sure Black alone :3
Black though. I can imagine her face being indifferent on the exterior but her mind having endless trails of thoughts as you described as much as she seems angsty about what had happened. :lol:
Awesome OS Saku! Looking forward to your next creation whenever that may be ;) Apologies again for the lateness!
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Title: Encounter
Pairing: wMatsui
Author's Notes: Um, I know it's short, but I had to post this, midnight inspiration, okay? Unedited, raw, feels inducing, read at your own risk! It's for you, Misaki ;)
They haven't talked for ages. No exchanging of messages, no phone calls, not seeing each other. Zero thoughts about each other, as they had more important things at hand, their careers to push further. And now here they were, suddenly eye to eye, meeting by coincidence at a random café, time standing still as their eyes bore into each other. As if they forgot to breathe, as if they lost track of time, as if it was just the two of them in the whole world.
Jurina lost all cool demeanor in her being, all joy washed away from her face, smile not to be seen anymore. Her face pale, heart somewhere at her ankles, shock and uncertainty clear in her gaze, fists clenched at her sides. Her feet on the verge of turning one hundred eighty degrees and running far away at full speed, her brain empty in a freeze and at the same time panicking about the encounter.
Rena had a calm and tender yet at the same time stoic expression on her face, her whole body seemingly relaxed, eyes unvaveringly gazing upfront, head slightly tilted sideways as if she was pondering about something. However, her thoughts were very different from how it looked on the outside. She was panicking, wondering if should ignore the girl in front of her, if she should talk to her, if she should keep staring, yet tried not to show the turmoil of her thoughts.
Maybe a passing waitress, maybe a mother scolding her child for fooling around, maybe a police car zooming outside the café or maybe a pinch of realization that they were in a public place, an idol and an actress amidst people who could probably recognize them if they stood out, was what made one of them break the silence. Looking around all aware of their surroundings, Rena gestured at the empty table for two by the window in a quiet corner.
"Can I buy you a drink?"
A voice she only heard in her dreams, a voice she longed for all these years, a voice that tormented her in her wildest nightmares, a voice that still had the power to make her heart flutter in rainbow colors. Jurina swallowed hard and blinked, slowly realizing and pondering on the suggestion. Body tense, she sighed and nodded, still unsure if she was maybe dreaming or maybe this was Rena's doppelganger that she was talking to.
At the table, Jurina had a chance to pain herself even more. She basked in the smoothness of that gentle voice when Rena made an order for coffee and cake, watched that beautiful face smile towards the waitress in a gentle manner, swatted away the need to tuck in the loose strand of hair that escaped the messily done bun of now brown hair, mentally scolded herself for accepting the offer and having to withstand the beauty of Matsui Rena with her emotions and feelings in a wreck.
"You're staring." Rena stated the obvious, shaking her head and smiling unconsciously. "Why am I not surprised..."
Jurina's juniors would mock her if they saw the nowadays-cool senpai in such a state. Heart long gone out into space, nails digging into her palms and legs slightly shaking. No one had such power to bring this Jurina back in the recent years, not even Mariko-sama, but of course, Matsui Rena wasn't no one. Jurina tried to feign ignorance, but she knew, no, they both knew it was futile.
"Well, it feels like I'm talking to a ghost, that's why..."
Silence stood once again between the two. It was very logical, understandable, yet painful. They both had so many things to say to each other, so many stories to tell, tears to cry, explanations to do, emotions to sort out, feelings to unravel. It was impossible for both of them to say any of it at the moment. More so, it was pointless as of now. Words would not be enough, would not mend the scars, would not heal the hearts, would not solve anything.
The waitress brought coffee and cake, Rena watched the girl in front of her grab a cup of coffee to still her shaking hands, sighing and nodding to herself. She knew what wrongdoings were her fault, she knew it all and could only regret. Seeing Jurina up close, seeing how she tried to look strong and unaffected, knowing her all too well, knowing what the girl went through she couldn't help but blame herself for that one time when she made that fated decision, the decision that helped no one but herself, the decision that broke and destroyed that one frail heart so very dear to her. The decision which had consequences she couldn't fix, not right now, maybe not ever.
And then later that day, holding sleeping Jurina in her arms, caressing her soft hair gently, watching that beautiful face now pure and relaxed, Rena realized oh so painfully what she had truly done, what she had truly lost, what she had definitely destroyed, what had to be done to maybe not fix it all, but hopefully make it slightly better. Whatever happened just now, before Jurina fell asleep, here in Rena's bed, it was all due to pent up stress, pent up emotions, pent up feelings, pent up longing. Whatever was going to happen later.. Future was to show, she was sure things were to change, for the better or for worse, but Rena was determined to try and fix at least something. She hurt this precious puppy enough and it was time to end it. Even if Jurina were against it, Rena would have her way, again. Just this time it was for Jurina's sake, not for her own.
P. S. Thank you, Shachou, for giving me love and feedbacks, I really appreciate it :heart:
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Melancholy and sad....must be from the midnight vibe
or the lost long pairing relationship...thankyou for the os
enjoying it and hoping for another when ur are free
:ding: :ding: :on cloudeye: :on cloudeye:
:on drink: :on drink: :kneelbow: :kneelbow:
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Gosh how long have I not been in this place haha. Anyways...
SAKUUUUU THANKS FOR DEDICATING THIS FIC TO ME, I'M SO TOUCHED. You have no idea how much this cheered me up when I was crazy stressed this whole week! :') Thank you so so much!
I love the thought and emotions that went into writing this gosh. I haven't read a WMatsui fic in like... forever? *obvs exaggerating* And this really got me in the feels.
I like how real you made Jurina feel. We obviously wouldn't know whether they contact irl or not but looking at how you've portrayed her, how shaken and vulnerable she becomes after seeing Rena for so gosh darn long. How she literally let down her cool J-senpai vibes just because THAT PERSON is right in front of her.
And on the other hand you have Rena being all calm-like. I love how there's literally NO DRAMA at all between them when they met hahaha. Rena clearly and maturely handled the awkwardness between them and it's a really nice thing to imagine :3 Eventhough she was all shaken up too on the inside, Rena being the one to take the initiative feels very heartwarming to me haha.
The ending was really an UwU moment too. Their reconciliation after being awkward at the cafe for god knows how long haha.
It's a really bittersweet feeling you instilled upon me as a reader, and I love it! You made me remember why WMatsui was THAT OTP I used to love so so much :')
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Thank you very much for the OS.
I really miss reading new stories from WMatsui, although I guess it's the natural thing ...
It also seems that people have stopped being interested in writing ...