Who am I actually? only a child who is not expected? Or just a waste that has long been wasted?. I can not say what I am actually. What I was their child? What I was important to them ?. I only people who live in the shadow of a person. I'm just a shadow, which is not able at all to approach it, even a touch too hard. He and I are like two different sides that probably will never be the same even though we actually almost the same. I could not say anything about it. Maybe he's too perfect for me to reveal through words. Everybody loved him, everyone watched. While I? Just a little dust never care about people. I'm just an ordinary person who can only stand to watch it all. Sitting listening to everything about him, about him that everyone says it better than me. Can no longer express this through tears. It seemed the longer, the more usual sense of this for me. I do not want to be a person who likes to complain and as if my life the worst of others.
Saw them walking together, smiling together, laugh together. This family seems to have very perfect without me. I'm just a human who is still weak to accept all these flavors. I learned of this flavor to be stronger again. However, I can not smile with a situation like this, I can not cry. I can just froze, standing in the insult everyone. It is too cruel. He gets all of what he wants. While I? I have to try harder and harder. What is the name of the family? always warm if it was him, always cool if it was me. I just always silent in comparison they make. I am not a perfect person, but I always try my best, but what? instead you throw me again and continue again. Who am I really? Can anyone else see my presence here. But, Thank you for giving this feeling, I continue to learn through you.
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Sorry for my bad english
Topic: WHO AM I ACTUALLY [Chapter 2] (Read 3071 times)