Is It Bad Enough?
Chapter 1
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- At Cafe -
Jun's POV
"Hahah! It's so funny.." Said a boy with short hair, well it's me. "That teacher, I wanna puke right in front of his face because of his low brain." Now my friend is talking.
Inside this cafe, there's just me, my girlfriend, my little sister, and my friends. Of course there's a barista here. Confused? Although it's sunday, it's still early morning and the weather is so cold out there. Why me and my friends end up here? Because they don't have any activity so they're just hanging around to kill time here with me and my girlfriend.
Why my little sister here? Well she's not that little, she's just one year younger than me. I ask her to get some coffee with my friends before I take her to attend her piano lessons, at first she refuse. But I force her to come because I know her very well that she's really bored if just sitting and drink some tea that our maid made it for her. Fyuhh.. cannot imagine how BORING is it.
"How a teacher can be so slow at solving a little problem?" Ask another girl beside me, she has a soft long hair and her skin is quite pale. She's my girlfriend, anyway. "Not as slow as you run, Rena-chan~" I tease her and tugged her arm with my elbow. "You jerk."
Me, my friends, and my lil'sister gasped because she leave us all of sudden. "Oh no, your girl is sulking now" said one of my friends. "Yeah yeah, you don't even need to make it clear." I said as I begin to running out from cafe for catching my Rena.
"Hahah, is your brother always act annoying like that?" Ask Jun's friend to Jun's lil'sister while the girl just answer the question with a soft chuckled and a little nod.
- Meanwhile, at the street -
"Owh, Rena, please stop acting like that" Finnally I could grab her wrist, but still in a gentle way.
"See who's speaking" She answered me with a cold glare.
"Okay, I'm sorry.. Please forgive me." I kiss both of her hands but she slip out her hand from my grip harshly.
"Rena-chan~ what's make you in a bad mood today?"
"You."
"Mm.. Beside that? I know you couldn't angry just because of my little joke"
"..."
I caressed her cheek with my warm palm "Come on, just tell me"
"Let's break up"
"WHAT?!"
"Let's break up"
"Yak! I don't need you to say it twice."
"I thought you couldn't hear it because you just said 'what' before"
"I can hear it CLEARLY"
"Good, because I don't want to repeat those words again"
"I mean, why? Why on earth.. you.. just.. what.. the.. heck.. am I.. saying...?"
"It's not funny, Jun."
"Tsk, you're the one who's not funny. Why don't you just laugh because I feel really nervous now, honey" I playfuly patting her head.
"Don't call me like that again" she reply me as cold as this weather.
"Give me a reason why do you want us to break up. If that a logic reason, I will let you go, Rena."
Now, I'm not giving any teasing or playful tone on my words. I'm being serious here, like seriously?! We've already has a relationship almost four years since we still in junior highschool. Do you think I will just let her go so easily? No way.
"There's no a reason or explaination, I just want to break up with you." She checking her wristwatch. "I don't want to waste more your time because you need to take care of your lil' sister, bye."
Great. She just leaving me here with my jaw hanging. Shit.
- Back to the cafe -
"Oh you're back. Where's Rena?"
"Gone"
"Stop joking around"
"No, I'm not joking. I broke up with her" I swear all of my friends and my little sister can see my teary eyes.
"Our cutie Jun is crying?! Come on, take a seat first. Then, tell us what's happen before, dude."
I sat beside my little sister "Stop it, I'm a boy, so it's handsome or cool. Not cutie! And no. I won't tell you, damn it!" Tears keep rolling on my cheeks. My little sister caressed my back "Sssh.. Don't say harsh word to your friends" she give me a warm smile.
"You're too nice to them!" I continue my words "She said there's no a reason why she wants to break up with me, but I know that she still have a feeling towards me!"
"Jun, you're really strong at fighting, and you're just crying for a girl? Seriously?!" That sentence earning a laughter from my friends. I wipe my tears, actually it's embrassing. I never crying in front of my friends and never crying this hard in front of my sister. Argh! Damn it, Rena! You're the one who make my emotion unstable like this. I know she still cares about me from the way she mention about my sister's course. Crap! I forgot about that!
"Oh no, it's time to attend your piano lessons!" I said it to my lil'sis and she answer me with a slight nod and keep her warm smile on her beauty face. That smile really can makes my heart feels relax.
"Here's is the money to pay all of your coffee, take the change. See you, guys!" I said as I pulled my sister's hand and quickly get outta from cafe.
- Inside my car -
"Are you okay, Aniki?" That's. My cute little sister spoke. And yeah, she used to call me 'Aniki', means yakuza's big brother because I kinda looks like that people. Curse my attitude and face.
"Yes. Why?" I ask her. "It's dorsn't looks like you're okay. I'm so worried. You don't need to take me home after I finished my piano lessons, anyway. Our driver do it as ussual" she give me her worried expression.
"We're here" I turn my head to face her. "Listen, my little princess. If I said I'm okay, that's mean nothing happe-"
"No, you're not. Now, just go home and take some rest. I'm big enough to take care of my self. I'm just one year younger than you, remember?" she reach out her hand to caressing my cheek.
"Annin, we rarely talk at home because you always studying so hard inside your room. I want us oftenly talk like this. That's why I invite you to come along chatting with me and my friends at cafe, offering to take you here, that's because I miss talking to you, I miss your presence." I held her hand in my cheek.
"Aren't you feel the same?"
She look into my eyes deeply, and she sends shock to my body as she plant a small kiss on my cheek. Ugh, it's feels better than Rena's kisses "Yes, I feel the same, Aniki. I miss you too." That. That warm smile is coming again across her face. And I can't help but grinning to her.
"Stupid." She slap my arm playfuly.
"You're so cute!" I pinch both of her cheeks.
"Mou.. don't treat me like this. I'm not a child anymore.." She frowned.
"Get your butt off from my car now, my little princess! Your teacher is waiting for you" I command her like a captain. "Yes, sir" She saluted to me, and get out from my car as fast as possible.
How cute.
Then I drive my car back to my residence.
- At my house -
"Welcome back, ojou-sama" The maids and butler greeting me with their bows. My butler take off my thick coat. "It's getting colder out there, isn't it?" He ask me. "Yeah. That's why now I need my hot chocolate, Paul". He smile at me before I make a way to my room. "Give our 'Aniki' the best hot chocolate from the best chef in this country!"
- At my room -
Prrt! Shit! This is my last box of tissue. Argh! I don't expect that my precious Rena had left me. I'd already give my best to her. Accompany her studying, eating, shopping, bathing.. eek, that doesn't count. But still! I cannot wondering why she want to broke up with me?! No reason? Bullshit! Rena never talking nonsense like that! Between Rena and me, the one who's always talking nonsense is ME!
So it's so abnormal if Rena taking over my character. See? Now I'm start talking nonsense again.
I'd already tell this, but I swear I never crying hard like this. And I know it's not really manly, but I couldn't help it. Last time I crying it's when I'm in elementary because my parents can't come to see my sport festival. And again, the one who stopped me from crying is Annin, my sister. Hiks.
"Ah, holy shit! I must stop this! I'm Annin's big bro who must protect her! No woman no cry! Yeah!" I said as I threw hard my tissue box to the floor. "Are you okay, Jun-sama? Here's your hot chocolate" my butler, Paul, said from outside my room. "I'm fine. J-just come in and put it on my table". He put the hot chocolate on my desk.
"Well, if you say so. But if you need anything, just call me, or another maid. Be careful, that's really hot. Excuse me, Jun-sama" He closed the door.
"I know, that's why people call that thing 'hot chocolate'" I mumbled.
I took that hot chocolate and sipped a little. "Fuah! It's totally hot!" I yelled and curse the chef that make this thing. I calmed in a second and let out a sigh.
"Rena, I love you. Why don't you love me back?" I thought. I think I just need to add some activity to forget Rena. I get out from my room and called Annin's driver. "Yes, Ojou-sama?"
"When Annin finished her piano lesson?"
"It's at 8pm"
"What took her so long?"
"That's because she has a big show in three days. And she needs to preparing for it"
"Huh? I don't know that. Okay, you can leave. I will take her home."
"As you wish, Ojou-sama" then he left.
"Why that little princess didn't tell me about this. Well, I'm not her mother, but still.. I'm her brother, right? I have a rights to know her full activity!" I thought.
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Knock! Knock!
"Jun-sama, Jun-sama. Please, wake up! It's the time!"
Still no answer..
"Jun-sama, Jun-sama! Plea-"
Brak! After I opened my door I said to my maid with angry tone "What?!" "S-sorry for my rudeness, but you told me to wake you up before 8 pm, b-but this already.." I took a glance at my wristwatch. Holy crap.
I run as fast as my feet can bring me to my car. "Master! Your shoes!" Oh, it's not funny if I go out with my bare foots, so I run to my butler that already held my shoes "Thank you!" I turned again to my car, but my butler shouted again "Master! Your coat! It's really cold out there!"
There's no time anymore so I started my engine. "Sorry, I don't need that!" And I drive my car with full speed to a place where Annin waiting for me.
- at piano course -
I see someone inside that piano course building. And.. That's my Annin. I get out from my car and run to the building, because YES! It's really cold out there.
"Annin, sorry to make you wait.." I still trying to catch up my breath. Hah.. Hah..
"Aniki!" She look at me with her shock eyes. "I told you to take a rest, why you keep forcing your self to take me home?! And-" I cut her sentence with my thumbs on her lips "You could feel how cold I am? If you want to scold me, do it later at house. Now, come on get in my car" I said as I pull her arm and lead her to my car.
After we get into my car, I raise the temperature of the heater in my car becomes warmer. "Fiuh~ how is your practice, Princess?" I get confused because she remaind in silent. "Annin?"
"I still mad at you, Aniki" Oh~ my little princess is sulking now. "Mm, I'm sorry because I'm not listen to you. But what's wrong if your aniki want to take her little sister home?"
"You're not wearing a coat. You're just wear t-shirt"
"So..?"
"What if you catch a cold?!" Yep. She'd already scolding me.
"S-sorry, but.." I make some pause. And I held her hand at that pause.
"You will take care of me if I catch a cold right? I don't wanna that maids taking care of me, Annin~"
"Why?"
"Because you make me more comfortable than them." I said as I squezeed her hand so gentle.
"W-well if you insist.." What? Wait a minute, is Annin face became a bit red? "Whether the heater in here is too hot? Your face is red, I can make it cooler"
"Ah! No need to do that, Aniki. I'm fine! It's better like this to make you warm, since you're not wearing anything except that t-shirt."
When I drive my car, Annin's soft hand never left my arm, she wrap her hand on my arm, caressed it, keeping it warm. "You're like Mother" I said it but not turn my gaze from the road.
"Of course, because I'm her daughter" she let out a soft chuckled.
"But why I cannot be kindly or lovely like her?" I slightly took a glance at her eyes, and back staring at the road. She stop wrapping her palm on my arm and squezze my arm. In tenderly way. "Because you grow up like our Father, Aniki"
"Hahah! Many people say that, my princess" I laughed hard. She pinched my arm "But Dad's never being careless like you."
"Ouch ouch.. okay, I'm sorry" Finally, she stopped pinching my arm and kiss where she pinched me before.
"Hah.. feels like that hurt is goes away~"
"Silly."
"Annin, will you kiss my heart? My heart is so hurt since Rena left me."
"I will cut your chest to get your heart, then I will be able to kiss your heart."
"Since when you became a sadistic?" I watched her in horror.
"Since you told me how to."
"Am I ever told you how to become a sadistic?" I try to remember it so hard.
"It's fine if you cannot remember that, Aniki. Um, by the way, why are we still couldn't reach our house?"
"As you can see, we get trapped in a trafic jam" I stopped my car and turned around to see Annin's face. "So, you won't following me to my highschool? And decided to enter that Academy?"
"Yes, Aniki. I've already made my dessicion, sorry to make you dissapointed" She frowned.
I caressed her face with my palm. "Oh, don't make that face, Annin. I always happy with your dessicion as long as you happy, dear"
"I'm glad that I have you, Aniki" She looking right into my eyes. Those eyes makes me hypnotized. Without me realizing, our distance became smaller. When my lips is about to touch hers..
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Diiin!
I snapped back to reality "S-sorry.." I turning back my head to the road and continue riding my car. Now we're just silent in embrassed. I mean, just me who's getting embrassed. I increased my car's speed to 120km/hour when this car success escaping from the traffic jam. Shit! What the heck am I thinking about? Kissing my own sister? Ridicolous! Well maybe that's normal.. but,
this feelings is just different.
"Aniki, you've just passing our house"
"Owh I just passing it. E-eh? I just passing it??!" I turned my head almost 180 degrees to see my house at the back. Oh great. So I rotated the steering wheel to our house direction. My guard opened the gate as my car is about to entering the house area.
Then I stopped my car right in front of the main door. I want to get out from this situation as soon as possible so I open my car's door quickly before my butler could open it from me. And it caused his head bumping with my car's door. I just ignored it and keep moving my feets in to my house. I keep walking, faster than before. When I'm about to climb the stairs, suddenly I heard my name being called.
"Aniki"
"Y-yeah?" Why are you stuttering, my mouth? Damn it!
"Thanks for your ride. Good night."
"A-umh.. Y-you're welcome, Annin"
Now I'm running, I don't care anymore what's she gonna think about my stupid action. I just want to hide my self from her sight now. That's my room, I reach the knob, opened it, entering my room, then closed it. "I.......... WILL GONNA DIE SOON!" I'm a player, how the heck I can be like a stupid beginner who just experienced a love?!
I took a deep breath. Well, I admit that Annin has a beautiful face and personality. But, at that time when we inside the car, I just feel like her face being so much beautiful than before! It makes me wanted to feel her tempting lips. I let out a big sigh. I go to my little fridge near my desk for grab some can of beers and drink it. I am underage? I don't with care with that shit. Look at me. I'm so hopeless now. That beers give me a headache, so it's better if I go to sleep now.
- Morning -
"...-sama, wake up"
"Jun-sama, you're gonna be late coming to school"
"Shut up, my head is so hurt. Leave now" I said inside my blanket "Yes, I can see it from your beers here. But you have to go now" My butler pull me up, now I show him my annoyed face.
"Do you speak Mandarin? So you do not understand what I've said before. I said, leave my fuckin' room right now. I'm your master, my command is absolute!"
"Put aside that command thing. How about your duty as a schooler?"
"A-annin?!" I saw my sister standing in front of my door with her intense glare. Oh that's really a nice timing, Annin. I quickly jumping out from my bed and hiding my beers behind my back.
"M-morning, Annin. I'm sorry, I don't mean it" I pull my butler's arm to take that beers away from her sight. "I told you once again, LEAVE" I whispered him in sarcastic way and make sure that Annin couldn't hear it.
"Ehm. I'll take my leave now" He give us a bow and left my room with my beers inside his jacket. "So, Annin, what brings you here?" She cross her hand on her chest "Our maid, even Paul really take a long time to wake you up. So I think, I must do it by my self" I confused and just say "I don't get it". She sighed, I think because of my stupidity. "Let's go to school together, Aniki. I will wait you at dining room" she said before she left my room.
Huh? My brain cannot thinking clearly now. I still couldn't get what she said before. I mean, am I dreaming? She NEVER ask me go to school together since we're still in elementary.
Yossh~aaa! Ikuzo! Tiger, Fire, Cyber.. Wait, why the heck am I doing a chant? Oh whatever.. I just feeling happy right now, so I entering my bathroom in hurry because I feel excited wanna go to school with my lovely Annin! Yeay!
- At Dining room -
"Annin~! Let's go! Paul! Where's my car's key?" I yelled as I came out from the glass elevator. "You're not having a breakfast?" Annin asked me with something in her hand. "Nah, I already eat" I approach her.
"Eat what? Air? Here, eat up" She gave me a well-cooked roasted bread to me. "O-oh, thank you. Now, come on. We're gonna be late!" I take that bread and put it inside my mouth. "I don't want you riding your car" Annin stood up from her chair. "Then, I'll ride your car!"
"You can't."
"Why?"
"You get a headache after drunk last night"
"I'm not drunk. It just.. *sighed* okay, I cannot stand the pain here" I grab my head.
"That's the problem. Why do you keep drinking that? You're underage, Aniki. Come on" She grab my hand and lead me out from our house to her car. What's going on with me? I feel really nervous when she grab my hand. "Now just sit at the back here with me, while the driver ride this car" I just nodding in reply.
We keep sillent without no one from us starting to break the ice.
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"We're arrived at your school, Anna-sama" Said the driver. Then, Annin taking her bag and make sure there's no something left. "Thanks for your accompany, Aniki" She said that to me, but when she opened the door, I talked.
"Annin!"
"Yes?" She slowly turned her head to me.
"You have a show in two days, right? Why don't you tell me?"
"Oh, you know it. Sorry, I'm planning to tell you tomorrow, and I thought you has some schedules with your school, friends, and dinner with some of Father's colleagues. I'm scared that I'll make you more tired because you need to put the day of my show into your schedule list, Aniki"
"You make me sounds like a big entertainer. You are too overthinking" I chuckled. "No, I'm not get tired if it's come to you, my princess" I grab her face and kissed her forehead. "Now go, your friends is waiting for you, Annin"
Annin smiling at me before she closed the door's car and walked off with her hand waving to me. Stab! Urgh! My chest.. "Hah~" I threw my back to the seat with my hand on my chest and laying there, fascinated by her smile and her sweet waving hand.
"Is there something wrong, Jun-sama?" Ask the driver. "There's no something wrong. Just ride this car straight to my school as fast as possible"
"On my way, Jun-sama."
- At Jun's school -
"Jun-sama, we're here. By the way, do you need me to bring your car here?"
"It's okay, you don't need to do that. I will just go home by bus"
"But, your father will.."
"No need to worry, I will tell him. Thanks for your ride" I leave that car.
Woosh!
Crap! I forgot that today is still as cold as yesterday even colder than yesterday. And I forgot to bring my coat too. Curse my careless side. I drag my foots in to the school building. "Hoam.." I yawned a little when I walking to my class. Something slapped my back. I turned my head and saw someone with a short hair grinning at me. It's Nakanishi, one of my friend. We called him Nishishi anyway. "Damn you. It's hurt" I said to hime with my poker face. He just put his grin became wider and open the class's door.
"Ohayou, Nishishi and Jun!" Our friends greet us. Nishishi just walking to his table and show my friends his white teeths.
"Ohayou!" I greeted them back. I don't know why, but I feel so happy today! Oh, that's because I'm going to school with my lil'princess, right? Fufufu~
"Look who's in a good mood after he broke up with our great senpai?" That's Churi teasing me. "Means that you want to broke up with her too, right?"
"Oh, shut up, stupid bird. You know nothing" I reply her.
"After I see you crying so hard yesterday at cafe?"
"If you won't shut your mouth, I will burn your bird toys!"
"You're so mean!"
"You're the one who started it!"
"Stupid puppy!"
"Stupid bird!"
"CUT IT OUT, YOU TWO!" I jumped a little when I heard that voice, and turned my head to see who's the person that brave enough to yelling at me. Oh it's Airin, friend of mine and our class president. "Don't make a stupid quarrel at this great morning."
"Just shut your mouth and watch me fight with this bird, nerd-otaku!"
"Airin, did you hear that? She just said that she's gonna burn my bird toys!" That Churi hiding behind Airin's back.
"What? Looks like our Churi's gonna cry~" I rolling on the floor laughing so hard.
"Okay class, go back to your seat. Let's begin our lessons" That's my teacher, so the bell is already ringing? I don't hear that :huhuh
Tbc.