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What's up guys?! Sorry I haven't been updating Reaching Out To You for a long time but I have major writer's block. Well.. More like, I have the idea for it, I just can't get it on paper. Too many distractions too...
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I have written a new one because I was procrastinating on my Science Fair Project. I also happened to finishing this on my birthday! So I'm calling this my birthday fic.
This fic is about a pairing in Majisuka Gakuen (1 and/or 2), Gakuran/YouranxBlack. I was thinking about doing it for a while now so now here it is!
Enjoy~
A Mistake Turned Right
Gakuran/Youran X Black [Prologue]
It’s around 3am on a Thursday morning.
Black leaned over her washroom sink on her arm, the faucet running with warm and her face wet and dripping. She was panting and she gulps. She felt the sting of stomach acid go down her throat. Black looked up from the spiralling water going down the drain and looked into the mirror.
“No... It can’t be... I can’t be.” She muttered to herself as she looked in her reflections eyes with worry and anxiety. Black dared not to speak or even think about the next word. She had just thrown up in the sink for the second time and lately, it has been happening for several nights now. She even missed her period two weeks ago.
She threw up for the third time. This time she felt it coming and quickly moved to the toilet with her lightning-like speed. Gagging and vomiting into the toilet, she felt a sense of guilt wash over her as she thought about a certain someone. Black flushed the toilet and turned off the tap.
“What do I tell Sae?” Black said with guilt and concern. She moved to the bathroom door and peered outside of it. Her gaze went to her bed to see a sleeping body with short, shaggy hair inside of it on the left side. Youran or Gakuran, or Sae as Black calls her privately. Luckily, all the flushing noises and coughing hadn’t woken her up from her slumber. Black felt her heart break at the thought of Youran finding out what she had done or what she thinks she had become. She would definitely leave Black.
Weakened with guilt and sadness, Black fell to her knees and leaned against the sink counter. She began to quietly sob and cry her eyes out; she made sure that her sounds wouldn’t reach Youran’s ears even by means of locking herself in the washroom.
“I’m sorry... I’m so sorry.” She quietly cried out as she cried. “Please... forgive me...” Black hugged her knees, her forehead on them and she continued to cry. Soon, she tipped herself over and was lying down on the washroom rug. Black grasped at it as she still cried. It was later until she cried herself to sleep on the washroom floor.
(A/N: Yup this is just a prologue, hoped you guys enjoyed it. Hopefully I'll be able to update this regularly if I don't have other obligations that must be attended to first.)
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I've been waiting for a Black/Gaku-Youran fic pairing since forever. Why'd you have to write such an enticing prolouge? Now I'm gonna go crazy just waiting for CH 1. Can't wait to see how the story will develop.
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Nice prologue... Nice prologue.... So Black got pregnant? With who? Please update this story. :)
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i luv it!!!!!!!!! :luvluv2:XD please continue!!! :kneelbow:, i'm dying for this fiction :wriggly:
thank you very much!!!!.., i will be always you're no. 1 fan.... :on cny2: :farofflook: :bingo:
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WOOOOW ~!! :shocked :shocked
i really like it, please update as soon as possible :bow: :bow:
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Ah~ My fav. couple~!! :mon inluv:
Please update soon~!! :mon lovelaff:
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wowowowowowoo I'm so exciting!!! Can't wait!!!! Please update soon ^^
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It's hurt .. that baby is not Youran child :banghead:
By the way keep going this and another one! I always waiting for update :bow:
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BLACK x Gakuran fic!!!!!
:cow: :cow: :cow: :cow:
i :heart: it!!!!
update soon! :bow: :bow: :bow:
thanks!!!!
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Aww i wasnt the first to comment D: But i guess that just shows how great your fic is XD
Continue Ken-chan~!!! They may not be my number one choice but i still support this couple!
It's hurt .. that baby is not Youran child :banghead:
By the way keep going this and another one! I always waiting for update :bow:
it ould be if Youran is secretly a trans or some sort ...
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@All who posted Thank you for you kind words! You guys are wonderful~
A/N: Now just a note before you read. You'll find that I will switch from Youran to Gakuran to Youran to Gakuran and so forth. Let me tell you that when I use "Gakuran", it'll refer to the times of Majisuka 1. When "Youran" is used, it'll refer to the times after Majisuka 1 and prior to or during Majisuka 2 (although there are only 3 episodes out so far). However, it is not the same with the dialogue. In the dialogue, Characters may say "Gakuran" because during that time, the name has not yet changed. I hope you understand. If not... try to. I've also changed the timeline a bit for this fic so the baby is not yet born unlike how in MG2 it already looks to be a few months old. Please keep these in mind as your are reading.
WARNING: Since this is Majisuka Gakuen, a school of yankees and yankettes, there will be some strong language when it comes to some people's dialogue. So even the "purest" of AKB members may be swearing and cussing because of their character.
Gakuran/Youran X Black [Chapter 1: Assumptions]
Black woke up at around 9:30am but not where she originally fell asleep. She’s no longer on the bathroom floor but in her bed on the right side. She wondered how she got here in the first place so she looked around and the very first thing she noticed is that something was missing. No, something wasn’t missing... someone was.
“Sae?” Black muttered as she looked at the empty space to her right. She then lifted herself up and looked to the other side at the bedside clock. It read 9:34am. “Oh... She probably went to school already.” She said to herself. But then Black’s attention was caught by an out-of-place paper beside the clock. She took it and read the contents of it in her head. It read:
“Off to school.
Had to break your bathroom lock to get in and use it.
Promise to fix or pay for it later.
--Sae”
Black then looked to her bathroom door and saw that the doorknob was broken. She then remembered that she locked herself inside so it was no wonder Youran had to break the door. Her hair gel and spray was in there and she was trying to give herself a new hairstyle lately to match her sense of fashion. Youran most likely found Black on the floor when she broke the door and carried her to bed. How was she going to explain that t her later?
Black fell back onto the bed again, holding Youran’s note to the side. She let out a sigh.
“What am I going to do?” Black recalled last night and the other several nights. “I can’t be pregnant, can t? Should I get a test?” she wondered as she lies in bed for a few moments.
Black had to do something; she had to know the truth about her. Was she really pregnant? She got out of bed, freshened herself off in her not-lockable washroom, got dressed, out of her white nightgown and into her black top and long skirt. She put on her beaded-cross necklace around her neck, black bracelet on her right wrist, and two rings (one of them was given to her by Gakuran when they started going out) on her fingers. Black grabbed her phone and put on her black and white varsity jacket. Strapping on her heeled boots, Black left her home while dialling someone who could help her and who is training to be a nurse: Sado.
Over at Youran’s end, she was late for school but she didn’t really care, no one did in Majisuka Girls High School. Behind her was a small group of girls, fan girls, most from her school and few from other schools. They have started accumulating a few months ago ever since Atsuko Maeda took the top position in Maji High and saw that Gakuran was her “boyfriend” or the pretty boy who’s close to her. With that flying around, her popularity began to rise.
“Hehe...” Youran smirked as she made it to the gates of Maji High. She walked a few feet inside, those from the school followed behind, but the few fan girls who weren’t from the school stopped before the gate, not daring to set foot on school grounds. Youran turned her head and tipped them off by bouncing two fingers off her head and flashing a smile. This made the fan girls squeal.
The Maji High fan girls soon dispersed when Youran set foot into the school and made her way to and up Rappappa’s stairs. Upon opening the door to the club room, she was greeted with a person staring right in her face while biting their nails.
“GAH, HOLY SHIT!!” shouted out Youran, startled at the sudden close proximity. She took a few steps back.
“Hehehehehahahaa!” laughed Gekikara creepily. “Hey, you’re late.” She bit her nails with a smile and looked at Youran as she tilted her head to the side.
Youran was catching her breath, “What the hell are you doing?! You scared the shit out of me!” she shouted at Gekikara.
“Were you enjoying your sweet time walking here while being fawned over by the girls, huh, Gakuran?” commented Wota, sitting with the rest of Team Hormone around a portable plug-in grill and eating some meat.
Youran glared at Wota, “Shut up,” she to her and walked to a seat against the wall. “And soon I won’t be going by Gakuran anymore, eh.”
“Then what will we be calling you?” Bungee asked, turning over a piece of meat
Unagi watched Youran as she walked by, “What’s with your hair?” she stared and pointed at it with her chopsticks. It was all spiked up with gel.
“Since I’m going to be a third year after the spring break, I’m trying to go for a new style. Start fresh. So with a new style, comes a new name.” Youran grinned as she ran her fingers through her hair.
“Well that hair doesn’t suit you.” Akicha said then put piece of meat in her mouth. “Are you sure it isn’t because your barber cut it too short?”
“Just leave my damn hair alone.” As much as Youran denied it, it was true. The barber did cut it too short so she couldn’t use her old style with the headband anymore. Because of that, Youran punched the guy in the nose. “So where’s Atsuko?”
“...” Mukuchi kept silent as usual but she pointed to the door off to the side: the memorial room.
“And the Kabuki Sisters?” Youran questioned.
“They’ll be here soon, they sent a text saying they’ll be late. But we can start without them.” Wota answered.
“Start what exactly?”
“Start choosing new Queens.” A voice said, coming from the side. Everyone turned their attention to the door as Atsuko stepped out. She no longer wore her glasses. She looks much voter without them.
“Hehehehaha...” Gekikara giggled. You can hear her biting her nails, as usual.
“New Queens, eh?” Youran smirked.
The Rappappa meeting began as they started to discuss who the new Queens and vice-president shall be now that Yuko passed, Sado and the rest of the Queens expect for Gekikara graduated. The Kabuki Sisters finally came in about an hour into the discussion but it was still carried out smoothly. As the meeting went on, everyone noticed that Atsuko seemed a little different than usual. No, not the kind of different when she takes off her glasses; she wears contacts now. Her different presence and attitude were different from her “Glasses-mode” and her “Serious-mode”. But everyone thought it was because of her new role of Rappappa president.
The whole meeting ended sometime during lunch. The final decision about who the new Queens are going be would be Youran, Gekikara, and the Kabuki Sisters, and Team Hormone would be the lower members. Although, they still haven’t decided who the vice-president would be but Atsuko said she would decide it later; she may have other plans for that position.
“Lunch time~!” Unagi exclaimed as she went for the Team’s grill. Team Hormone began to set up their grill and take out their chopsticks because it was time for meat and entrails.
The Kabuki Sisters left, saying something about how they were into this new kind of play and wanted to do some research about it. Gekikara went off somewhere, muttering to herself about graduation and a promise to somebody.
Youran sat to the side, taking out her dark phone. Apparently she got a text from Black during the meeting but she wasn’t able to check it. It read:
“Sae, we need to talk.
I’m coming by after school.
I need to see you as soon as possible.”
“Oooh... It’s the ‘We need to talk’ line.” Wota said as she leaned onto Youran’s shoulder.
“AH!” Youran was startled. Youran looked around her and somehow she was crowded with Team Hormone. “What the fuck?! Why is everyone trying to give me a god damn heart attack?” she closed her phone.
“Have a fight with Black-san? Maybe she’s going to break up with you.” Bungee said.
“What?”
“What’d you do this time, Gakuran?” Unagi added in.
“Huh? What the hell are you talking about?”
“You’re dating Black-san, right? Black-san’s probably jealous because of your popularity.” Akicha smirked.
“Someone’s getting the Death Verdict.” Mukuchi looked at Youran accusingly.
“Whoa, whoa, whoa, hold on.” Youran moved out of the crowd. “How’d you guys know that Black-san and I are dating?”
“Come on, it’s us. We’re the information and gossip team of the 2nd-years.” Wota said as she moves back to her seat. The rest of the team did the same.
Bungee takes a piece of meat and put it in her mouth. “We find out about these things some way or another.”
“Everyone in current-Rappappa knows.” Unagi says.
“Everyone?” Youran repeated and raised an eyebrow at her.
Team Hormone nods. Akicha puts up three fingers, “The Kabuki Sisters,” one finger drops, “Gekikara,” the second finger drops, “and—“
“Maeda.” Mukuchi said, cutting off Akicha as she pressed the button on her stopwatch.
“Eh, her too? Crap...” Youran sighed. “Oh well, I guess that means I don’t have to be too serious about going after her now.” Youran said as he left the clubroom.
“First it was Daruma, then it was Maeda, and now it’s Black-san.” Unagi listed, turning over some entrails.
Bungee watched Youran leave, “From a weak underling like Daruma to a former high royalty like Black-san.”
“At least the transition was good, though.” Wota commented.
Youran decided to roam the school as “patrol” until school ended. The occasional girl would wave at her and Youran would do her signature finger-head bounce and smile.
Now back with Black. She is walking with Sado, who now calls herself as Mariko Shinoda. Black held a paper in one hand and her black and white phone in the other. Looks like they just left to a clinic and Black had just got the results. They went to a nearby park and sat at the bench.
“Yuki, are you sure you’re going to tell Gakuran?” Mariko asked. She calls Black Yuki because she no longer goes to school.
“I have to. It’s best if she finds out now than later when it becomes more obvious.” Black placed her hand on her stomach, “I’m a month and a half pregnant.”
“Do you even know who the father is?”
Black gripped her shirt and looked angry. “It has to be that man.” She said bitterly as she recalled a man’s face in her mind. “He took advantage of me, and did this to me. Now I’m carrying his child.” She said with regret.
“Who?” Mariko looked confused.
“Remember about two months ago, Shibuya invited all of us out to go clubbing.” Mariko nodded, “Well, I guess I got too drunk because some guy picked me up when I was wobbling around in the street.” Black went silent for a moment. “Next thing I remember, I woke up in a hotel bed next to him.” She said with disgust.
“...” Mariko just fell silent.
“Next time I see him, I’m going to give him the Death Verdict” Black said with anger and hatred. She was serious about that and Mariko can actually feel her anger.
Mariko just looked at Black then to her belly. “So, Yuki, are you going to... abort it?”
Black wore a surprised expression, the thought hadn’t occurred to Black yet. She looked at Mariko but then back to her stomach.
“I... I don’t know...”
How is Black going to tell Youran?
Will Black abort the child??
Who is the man who took Black’s virginity and got her pregnant???
TO BE CONTINUED IN CHAPTER TWO
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Nice!
I like where this is going and you wrote it really well :)
Update soon~
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A month and a half!!!!!!! :O2 .......
I want to bury that Jerk too!!!! :angry: :angry: :angry:
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who's that bastard that make yuki sad!!! :angry:.. i going to kill him!!! :on voodoo:
. what will happen to youran? :gyaaah:... my poor youran!!!!!!!! :farofflook:
. please don't make them break up on each other!!!! :prayers: :tantrum:
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HOW DARE YOU MAKE YUKIRIN PREGNANT~!! :mon mad:
WHERE IS HIM I WILL KILL HIM!! :mon fire:
Hope BLACK & Youran can accept this reality~ :mon hanky:
GANBARE~!! :mon cry:
Please update soon~ :mon pray2:
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can't wait~~
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Who is that *bip!!!!!!* ?!!!!!!! I'll kick him the face!!!!!!
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@ ujin1992, eSsIe21, RenaChii, kahem
Yeah. Let's give the guy who made Yukirin sad a death verdict. I'm going to mutilate him into five pieces. :angry: :angry: :angry:
@ crono1036
Nice story. Please update soon. :thumbsup :thumbsup :thumbsup
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who???? :OMG: who's the guy that take advantage of yuki?? :fainted: :badluck:
well... nice story :on GJ:... i like it.. :luvluv1:
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@eSsIe21
Well after you read this chapter, I'll let you think what you want to think. Oh and, Youran's MINE!
@RenaChii
Only time will tell. Let's just hope.
@All others who posted
Thank you for your kind words. It really motivates me and makes me laugh and smile when I read them. It really does~
Wow, looks like most of you want to kill the Mystery Impregnator. I feel you guys. Anyway, I decided to make chapter titles so yeah. NEW TITLES!
Enjoy~
Weeee~
Gakuran/Youran X Black [Chapter 2: Fights for the Truth]
It was now the end of the school day of the final week of school before the spring break. Some students stayed behind for some unknown reason that makes yankees want to stay in school, but most have already left school grounds.
Youran leaned against the Maji High gate, waiting for Black. She stuck her hand in her left pocket and took out her mint case and slid it open. She popped a few mints in her mouth and chewed on them, putting the case back in her pocket.
“Being as fast as she is, she should have been here by now.” Youran said and sighed. She took a few steps away from the gate and looked up and down the road.
Black appeared within a flash behind Youran, “Gakuran.”
“OH GOD!!” shouted out Youran as she jumped forward, frightened by the sudden call of her name from behind. “Shit, man! That’s the third time today that someone tried to give me a heart attack!” she cursed under her breath as she tried to regain her composure.
“Sorry. Let’s go.”
Black and Youran left school together. Although beside each other, they still kept a little distance. When they are alone, they do get a little closer but not too close. Who knows who could be watching? They walked, but they kept silent. Soon they reached the passageway under the bridge (where Atsuko fought the Kabuki Sisters, well, actually just Big Kabuki).
Youran halted, “So what did you want to talk to me about?” she broke the silence. She thought that it was about time and the right place to talk now.
Black stopped walking and took a breath. She wasn’t sure how she can put it, but she had to tell her that she was pregnant. Maybe Youran would understand and won’t break up. But the likelihood of that is not very high. “Gakuran, I’m not sure how to say this.” Black said as she took a few steps forward.
“Uh-huh...” Youran tilted her head to the side, watching her actions. Then she saw something in the distance behind Black. She made a small smirk and did a small head nod.
“Well, it’s not a very easy thing to bring up and I know you’re going to take it very hard.” Black prepared herself, she looked at Youran hoping that she was still listening but she noticed that she wasn’t even paying attention. “Are you listening?”
“Huh, what?” Youran turned her glance away from behind Black to at her face.
Black turned to look in the direction that Youran was looking. She saw a few girls wearing different school uniforms waving at Youran, Black’s expression changed as she leered at them. The girls ran and Black turned her gaze back at Youran.
“What?” Youran questioned. Black continued to stare. “What the hell are you staring at me for?”
“Why do you do that?”
“Do what?”
“Lead them on.”
“Lead them on? They’re just fan girls, Black-san. They don’t mean anything. Don’t worry about them.”
“Gakuran, I don’t give a damn about them. And if they don’t mean anything, then you shouldn’t pay them any attention. It’s just annoying, really, how they squeal when you come around.”
Youran looked at Black and she realized something, recalling what Akicha said, “Ahh... So it’s about that. Team Hormone’s right, you are jealous. You’re jealous because of my popularity.” She accused. “Well, don’t worry about it because you’re still my number one.”
“Huh?” Black was taken aback by the sudden accusation. “I’m not jealous.” she defended herself. It’s mostly true that Black wasn’t jealous of Youran’s fan girls; she doesn’t mind that most of them were from Maji High, she just didn’t like the ones from the other schools. Black thought she should focus more on their school than on those they have a rivalry with. Ok, maybe deep down, Black was slightly jealous, but she doesn’t know it. “Does it sound like I’m jealous?”
“Yeah, it kind of does.” Youran nodded.
“How can you even say that? How can I be jealous of them? They’re small fry compared to me.”
“You’ve already graduated; they’re not worried about you anymore.”
“Just because I’ve graduated doesn’t mean I can’t deliver a Death Verdict.”
“Not if they outnumbered you like we did last time...”Youran said quietly to herself, looking away. Black, again, glared at Youran and she caught sight of it. “A-hem...” Youran cleared his throat to cover up her comment.
“I just don’t like how you give them so much of your attention, you call that jealousy?”
“Yeah, that’s being jealous!”
“...” Black huffed and turned her back to Youran.
Youran’s eyebrows narrowed as she looked at the back of Black’s head. “What the hell’s the matter with you? You never had a problem with my fan girls before.”
“...” Black remained silent, her back still turned on her.
“Are you on your period or is it PMS or something?” Youran asked but Black didn’t answer.
If you think about it, it’s about half-right. Black wasn’t on her period, in fact she won’t be for the next seven and a half months, but it can be said she was PMS-ing because of pregnancy hormones.
Black let out a sigh, “Never mind. I’m going home.” She walked off.
“Hey, Black-san! Wait!” Youran called out but she was too late. Black, with her lightning-like speed, disappeared. “God damn it. I wonder what that was about...” Youran scratched her head. She thought that maybe she should go over tonight to talk to her and see what was wrong.
And so, night fell and Youran was on her way to Black’s place. Where was she between the arguement with Black and now? The arcade for 2 hours, that’s where, beating the crap out of a power tester. There was the occasional fan girl from a different school; Youran would take notice of them but she thought about what Black said. She ignored them and left the arcade, hands in her pocket. Youran pretty much took her time while walking to Black’s because when she got there, an hour had passed.
During that hour, Youran was thinking about what Black said. She came to realize that maybe she did give the fan girls too much attention and not enough to Black. But if she paid more attention to Black and less on them, then rumours may fly. It was different with Atsuko; Youran was into her but she wasn’t into Youran so she got over it. She still had to pretend that she was into Atsuko for the sake of her reputation though. Hers and Black’s relationship is still mostly a secret from everyone except for current-Rappappa and ex-Rappappa (excluding the under-members). She decided that, she would just pay them less mind to them and be more serious about school matters as a Queen.
Youran stood in front of Black’s home. Black’s house wasn’t small, but it wasn’t big either. It was just big enough for a family of 4 or 5 to live in. However, Black didn’t have a family of 4 or 5 living with her; she was living by herself. The only company she ever has at her house are some neighbours and Youran. She thought her neighbours as annoying when they “worry” about her living conditions so Youran’s company was more enjoyable than anything. How she pays for it? Her dad, who lives away from her, gets mailed the bills and he pays from wherever he is. Why they are not living together is because Black cut ties with him a long time ago.
Youran came up to the door and turned its knob. It was locked, but that didn’t matter. Youran knew where Black kept an extra key in the mailbox for her. Why she didn’t knock was because she knew Black won’t answer the door; she ignores it because whenever she does, it’s most likely a salesman or one of her annoying neighbours. Youran took the key from the mailbox and used it and let herself in.
“Anybody home?” Youran called out but no response. She looked down and around the entrance hall, Black’s boots are there. “So she is home.” Youran took off her shoes and walked inside, starting to check the rooms. She calls out her name, “Yuki?” she calls Black privately. There was still no response nor was there anyone in the other rooms. She went to go check the bedroom, the last place left to check. Youran was about to open the door but she heard something.
“...couldn’t tell Gakuran...” Black’s voice can be heard beyond the door. “...tried, we ended... arguement.”
Curious, Youran opened the door slightly, making sure to not have Black notice. Luckily, her back was to the door. Youran peered in, seeing Black sitting on the bed. “Is she talking on the phone?” she wanted to listen in.
Yes, she was as Youran saw her cell at her ear, “...” Black was silent, listening to the person she was talking to. “I can’t just come out and say, ‘I’M PREGANT!’ and not expect her to freak out.”
This gave Youran the shock of her life. “Pregnant?” It took a few moments for Youran to process. “You got to be kidding me...” She felt a twinge of irritation and anger flare up inside her. She thought that this was why Black wanted to talk to her; she was going to tell her that she was pregnant and was going to break up with her. Youran shook her head and went for the front door. She laced up and walked out, slamming it closed.
Hearing the sound of a loud bang of a door closing, Black looked to her bedroom door and noticed it was slightly open. “Oh no...” She immediately knew who it was. “Ken, I got to go now.” She hung up and moved quickly out her bedroom and out of her home. She looked and down the street, searching for any sign of her. Black used her extreme speed to check up and down the road and found Youran up the road, about to turn the corner. “Sae!” she grabbed her by the shoulder from behind.
Youran turned around, looking at Black with distant eyes. Black could tell that she was hurt. “What? I know what’s going on. You got pregnant and you wanted to talk to me today because you want to break up. I got it.” She pulled her shoulder away.
“No, it’s not like that.” Black reached for Youran’s hand, taking hold of it. “Just let me explain.” she pulled on her hand.
“...” Youran kept silent as she let herself be lead by Black.
Black brought Youran back to her house. There was a long and painful silence that filled the room. The tension was so think that it can be cut with a butter knife. Youran and Black neither spoke to each other nor looked at each other the entire time they were sitting. They weren’t even sitting next to each other. Youran was sitting at the dinner table, an arm on the table; Black was on the living room couch, playing with her rings in her hands. Both of them had their backs toward each other.
“How long?”
Black was caught off guard, “What?” she turned her body around and looked at the back of Youran’s head.
“I asked, how long?” Youran repeated, a little more sternly. “How far along are you?”
Black realized she was referring to the pregnancy. “...” Black kept silent for a few moments; she hesitated to tell her. Youran waited for an answer. “A month... and a half.”
The hand on the table twitched and clenched. “So you mean to tell me that you got pregnant during the time we were together?” Youran asked rhetorically. “You cheated on me.”
“No, I didn’t!” Black stood up from the couch.
“Then how in hell can you explain this?!” Youran stood up suddenly, slamming her hands on the table and making the chair fall over. She turned and looked Black in her dark eyes.
“...”
“Tell me the truth, Yuki.”
Black took a breath. She began to tell her about what happened almost two month ago. She explained about her getting a little drunk and then getting picked up by some unknown guy.
“I’m going to fucking kill him.” Youran paced in frustration. “How the hell can you be so stupid, walking around at night drunk? And then a month later this happens. You didn’t even tell me about it until now. Don’t you trust me as your boyfriend?”
Black ignored the part about her being stupid, but she did mentally admit it was stupid of her. “You are my boyfriend and as such, you’re supposed to trust me. Believe me.” Black argued. Yes, she said ‘boyfriend’ because she understands Youran’s way of thinking.
“How can I trust or believe my girlfriend if I find out that she cheated on me?!” Youran spat back. “Maybe I would have understood if you found out you were knocked up before we got together but this, Yuki?”
“It was a onetime thing and it was a mistake, you have to understand that. I never intended for this to happen.” Youran didn’t respond. “Then what do you want me to do?” Black looked at Youran in the eyes. “What do you want me to do about this unborn child? Have it?”
Youran gazed back with furious eyes, “I don’t want you to have a kid that’s not—!” She stopped herself from speaking the last word. She knew what she was going to say next but she didn’t want to say it and she couldn’t believe that she almost said it or even felt that way. She knew it was impossible so she can’t say that last word. Youran closed her eyes and turned her body away from Black, moving towards the dinner table and placing her hands on the table.
“What? That’s not what?” Black watched Youran’s actions; she can tell that she can barely contain herself.
“...” Youran balled her hands into fists and clenched them. She takes a deep breath to help calm her, “Nothing... You cheated on me and that’s all I need to know.” She walked away from the dinner table and towards the hallway, not daring to look at Black.
Black followed and grabbed Youran’s arm, trying to stop her from leaving, “It was a mistake, Sae. Don’t do this.” She looked at her with pleading eyes but they made no contact with the other pair. “Please.”
“You can stop calling me that.” Youran jerked her arm out of Black’s hold. “If it was a mistake...” she said quietly and slowly turned her head to face Black. Her eyes were cold but burning with anger, “then make it right.” Youran moved towards the door, “Abort it.” and she left.
Watching the door to her home close slowly, Youran’s footsteps faded, “Sae.” Black couldn’t believe what Youran said but at the same time she can. Black wondered; did Youran break up with her? She wasn’t sure. Black moved back to the dinner/living area and picked up the fallen chair, putting it up right and sat on it. Now she was thinking about the child in her belly. “Abort it...? Not that option again.” Black looked down to her stomach, placing her hand on it. What’s she going to do?
Youran walked down the sidewalks and through streets and neighbourhood. She came to a particular location, the pathway that is (still) under construction where she and Black had their first fight (with fists). She had never felt this angry before, she felt like murdering somebody. The one in particular was the guy who put his hands on Black. Youran never felt this way, this mad or hurt, about anybody. Not even when her own parents ditched her.
“Shit...” she cursed as she felt like her hostility coming out. Youran’s fists gripped tighter, “God fucking damn it!” she yelled out and punched a signpost which made a loud noise. It hurt, but it didn’t make a difference. She felt betrayed and that hurt a lot more. The one person who Youran was serious about had betrayed her. She placed her forehead o the signpost as she recalled her last few words. “I’m such a fucking idiot...Yuki.” Youran wallowed herself in her thoughts, so deep, she didn’t even notice two guys approach her from behind.
“Yo.” A male voice came from behind her.
“Hey.” said another male voice.
Youran returned from her mind as she turned her body around and saw a knife glaring her in the face which was being held by a taller guy who was next to a shorter one. Clearly, she was not in the mood and she clearly didn’t need this right now. On second thought, maybe it is just what she needed, she needed something to take out her pent up hostility on.
“The hell do you want?” Youran asked, not threatened by the knife or even worried about it. Her brows were furrowed as she stared them at them.
“If I were you, I’d drop all my money and shit and run.” The shorter one said as he smirked. He probably thought that since he had a bigger guy who was holding a weapon, he had an advantage. The two approached closer, trying to corner Youran against the fence.
Youran scoffed, “Hmph. Like hell I’ll do that. Get the fuck out of here before I bust your face in.”
“The fuck did you say?!” The shorter thug snarled and grabbed Youran by the collar.
“You’ll do it if you don’t want your guts all over the ground or want that face of yours in one piece.” The taller thug threatened, bringing the knife closer to Youran’s face but it didn’t faze her.
“I’m not in the damn mood right now; you’re going to be sorry for trying start shit with me.” Youran broke out of their grip and snapped; all her anger and rage rushed out.
That night, the air was full of cries and screams of pain and agony.
What will Youran and Black do now?
How will Youran’s and Black’s relationship go from here??
What did Youran do to those thugs???
TO BE CONTINUED IN CHAPTER 3
(A/N: Did anybody catch what Youran going to say before she cut herself off and left? I wonder what she was going to say. I'm really glad that Youran isn't the kind to be abusive with their girlfriends in these kinds of situations. Anyways, I made this chapter a little longer than I orginally thought. I seem to be doing that a lot now.)
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finally,
pls continue :hee: :kneelbow:
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(A/N: Did anybody catch what Youran going to say before she cut herself off and left? I wonder what she was going to say. I'm really glad that Youran isn't the kind to be abusive with their girlfriends in these kinds of situations. Anyways, I made this chapter a little longer than I orginally thought. I seem to be doing that a lot now.)[/center]
I think what Youran going to say is that she doesn't want Yuki bear a kid that's not from her but before finishing her last sentence, she remember that she can't give a seed to Yuki, being a girl and all. That's what I think. :P
Nice story, please update. :thumbsup :thumbsup :thumbsup
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I HOPE THEY DIDN'T BROKE UP~!! :tantrum:
STAY STRONG BLACK~!! :OMG:
Update soon~ PLEASE~! :gyaaah:
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. don't make youran abort the child!!!! :angry:..., they can be together even the baby is with them...... :catglare:
.. poor Youran! :pleeease:... you can have me instead of yuki!!!.... heheheheheehhehe :luvluv2:
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. don't make youran abort the child!!!! :angry:..., they can be together even the baby is with them...... :catglare:
.. poor Youran! :pleeease:... you can have me instead of yuki!!!.... heheheheheehhehe :luvluv2:
Then I think Yuki can have me instead of Youran. Hehehehehehe.... :luvluv2:
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. don't make youran abort the child!!!! :angry:..., they can be together even the baby is with them...... :catglare:
.. poor Youran! :pleeease:... you can have me instead of yuki!!!.... heheheheheehhehe :luvluv2:
Then I think Yuki can have me instead of Youran. Hehehehehehe.... :luvluv2:
...lol!!!!!!!!! :D..., then yuki is your's...... :yep:
.... but youran is mine!!!!! XD only mine!!!...hehehehehhehehe :twothumbs
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:shocked :shocked :shocked :shocked.... WTH!!!
May be after burst that out you will calm
and go back to your girlfriend cuz she need your support in this moment.
You are her boyfriend!!! So you have to stand by herrrrrr Yourannnnnnnnn!!! :angry: :angry:
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I personally find abusive relationships kinda hot...
Anyways, great update! :) I'm excited for more and weew, you update fast.
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Noooooooooooo!!!! Youran don't leave Black T_T
I think like virgo_shaka about what Youran said
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don't abort the baby........
please update more... :pleeease: :kneelbow:
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@RenaChii
LET'S HOPE TOGETHER!!
@eSsIe21 and virgo_shaka
LOL You guys keep claiming them. Let me make this clear... YOURAN IS MINE!!! (Black/Yuki is my mistress)
@ujin1992
LOL YEAH!! YOU TELL HER!!
@Arakawa
Well everyone has their opinions. After this, I'm not updating fast anymore, aren't I? LOL
@All others who posted a reply to my previous chapter
Thank for being patient and following me. I always keep your comments in mind. I always end up re-reading them.
Seems like a lot of you don't want Yuki to abort the baby. Will she? Read and find out.
Enjoy~
Weee~
Gakuran/Youran X Black [Chapter 3: Realizing The Flaws (Alt Title: A Man of His Words)]
A week has passed since the last time Youran and Black spoke to each other or even seen each other. That means they haven’t seen each other ever since spring break started. And that means Black is almost two months pregnant.
It was the afternoon and Youran was lying in her bed with her arms crossed under her head as a pillow, thinking about what to do today. She turned over on her side to the right. “OW!” She cried out in pain, clutching her right cheek and shooting up from bed. Youran had a bandage patch on her right cheek. Why? That night a week ago, Youran had a run in with some guys who had a knife. She was easily able to smash them but she got deeply cut by the knife on her cheek. It hurts only when she puts pressure on it but it’s healing slowly; a few more days and it should be fine. And hopefully it won’t leave a scar.
While hissing in pain, Youran’s phone beeped, receiving a text message. When the pain subsided, she checked her phone. It was from Black... again; probably the 30th she received this week, all of which Youran didn’t reply to. This text said that she really wants to talk and that really needs to see her. Youran just simply closed her phone. Even though she has cooled down about the whole situation, she didn’t feel ready to talk to Black again, or even face her. She needed more time to think about what to say or do. She wasn’t even sure if she and Black are still together.
Sighing to herself, Youran got out of bed and got ready to go out. She didn’t bother doing her hair so she left it down and flat. Besides, she tried most of the styles that can work with her length of hair but they didn’t suit her. Locking the door behind her, she left her apartment complex.
Youran began to aimlessly walk around, going where her feet took her. Most of the time, she just wondered what to do. How is this problem going to be resolved? What is she going to do? What is she going to do about Black? And the baby too.
Youran still couldn’t process the fact of Black being pregnant but she knew she had to accept it; she can’t ignore the truth. She remembered that she told Black to abort the baby, but she realized that she only said that out of anger and frustration. She didn’t want that to happen; she didn’t want an innocent unborn baby to die because of her, she just can’t live with that on her conscience. But still, Youran didn’t want Black to have it because... because it’s not hers. But that is impossible.
“Why did I even think about that? It’s only been two months or so since we started going out. It’s way too early for that.” Youran mentally slapped herself for thinking about such a ridiculous thing. “I’m not even IN love with her... am I?”
She sighed to herself as she came to a halt, it’s been more or less than an hour since she began her walk. Youran looked in front of her and the place before her eyes gave her a big surprise. She wasn’t intentionally going nor was she expecting to be standing in front of Black’s home, she just went where her feet took her.
“God damn it... Why here?” Youran scratched the back of her head. She looked at the door and thought about Black. “I wonder if she’s home.” Youran took a few moments to decide whether to enter or not. “If she’s home, I’ll just apologize for blowing up then make up something on the fly.” Youran pushed open the front gate and retrieved the key from the mailbox. Letting herself in, she checked the shoes whiling kicking off her own. Black’s boots weren’t there, meaning she wasn’t home. Sighing in relief, she walked inside, without noticing an unfamiliar pair of kicks.
Upon entering the living area, “You must be Gakuran-san,” a voice spoke out to Youran. “I’ve heard a lot about you.”
Youran’s eyes shot to the person, a girl sitting on the couch, “Who the hell are you?” glaring at her. Who is this girl that’s just sitting on Black’s couch all chill-like.
The girl sighed, “Do I really have to introduce myself? She never told you about me? Well, I guess I’m not really worth mentioning.” She stood up reluctantly, picking up the wooden sword next to her. “My name is... well, they call me Ken, for obvious reasons.” She refers to the wooden sword. “I’m going to be transferring Majisuka Girls High School as a second year student. It’s a nice to finally meet you” She bowed politely. “I’m also an old friend of Yuki’s. She tells me a lot about you, you really are quite handsome.”
Youran twitched at the sound of Black’s name being used so casually, “Yeah, yeah. Where’s Black-san?” she asked as she took a seat at the dinner table.
“Yuki? I’m thinking she left about an hour ago. I’ve just been sitting here, waiting. For a good 20 or so minutes now.”
“20 minutes? You break in here or something? Does she even know you’re here?”
Ken waved her hand, “Details, details...” she brushed it off. How did Ken get in the house exactly? She actually knew that Black leaves a key in the mailbox for Youran so she used that. Either that or she picked the lock. “And no, she doesn’t. Yuki doesn’t even know I’m in town.”
“The fuck is up with that?” Youran glared at her.
“I’ve been out of town for a few years but now I’m finally moving back. So I wanted to surprise her by showing up at her door unexpectedly but since she wasn’t here...” Ken scratched the back of her head. “Then I remembered that about an hour earlier, she called me and said she was going to ‘do it’. Then she hung up.”
“’Do it’? Do what?”
“You ask a lot of questions, you know that?” Ken turned her head towards Youran, “I didn’t know what she meant at first but when I got here, it hit me.” Ken looked at Youran with calm eyes, “Yuki’s going to do something about it.”
“It?” It took Youran a few short moments before it came to her, “The baby...”
Ken nodded, “You got it. She’s going to abort it. I highly doubt she’s going to get a surgery so she might take the pills.”
Youran got pissed off by how casually Ken said that, she shot up from her chair and grabbed her by the collar, “And you’re friggin’ calm about that? You were going to let Black-san do it? What the hell kind of friend are you?”
“One who doesn’t interfere in personal matters,” Ken remained calm, obviously not threatened by the sudden hostility. “It’s not my problem, Yuki just tells me them. I can only give my opinions, it’s not my place to tell what to do. I can’t tell her whether to keep it or not, it’s her choice.” She said, “The people who would have a say in this would be Yuki, the baby’s real father, and we’re most likely never going to find him... and you, Gakuran-san. You are her boyfriend, right?”
“Uh...” Youran released her grip. She tried to think of something to say, to come back at that line of thinking or to at least answer that question. But she could think of anything, “I...” she still wasn’t sure if she still was her boyfriend, but she knew that she didn’t want Black and her to break up.
Ken fixed her collar, “If I can state my opinion or give you a suggestion, maybe you should run and find her. I think you should be there with her right now. You know, I think she’s doing it to be with you. I mean, she knows how you feel about it and you did tell her to abort the baby that night.” Ken looked at Youran, “Man up and take responsibility.”
“Because of me...” Youran took a few moments to take it in. Black’s going to abort the child; the child is going to die because of her. No, she didn’t want that to happen. She had to man up, “I got to stop her.” Youran turned and ran out the living room and out the front door. After a few moments, she suddenly returned, sticking her head just into view from the doorway of the living room, “Uh... Do you know which hospital or clinic she went?” she asked.
“You ran without knowing where to go? Oh god...” Ken said as she face-palmed and shook her head.
“Shut up, alright?! Just tell me where she went.”
“Probably the closest—“
“Alright!” Youran ran out the door again.
“Ok... Oh ,hey, wait!” Running after Youran to the door, Ken yelled after her, “Hey! Don’t tell Yuki I was here!” hoping that Youran heard her. She still plans to surprise Black with her presence. She sighed, “I guess I should take my leave now.” Ken walked back inside and took her wooden sword and left the premises.
Black stepped out of the hospital, seemingly all stressed and worn out. She looked down to her stomach and placed a hand on it. Did she really abort the child?
She had many thoughts going on in her head and she couldn’t really think straight. But the thought she could make out was that she really wanted to see Youran right now. Black looked around, but then down the road in the distance, she noticed a figure that was gradually getting larger as it ran. She squints her eyes just a bit, hoping it would help.
“Gakuran?” She questioned, “Gakuran?!” Black exclaimed as she made out the running figure. She wondered why Youran was here, but at the same time, she was glad to see her for the first time in a week.
“B-... Black-san!” Youran finally reached Black, hunching over on her knees while gasping for air, “I finally... found you... Black-san... Phew...” she said with her head hung. “’Closest’ she said. Shit, this place is far!” Youran cursed Ken under her breath.
“Did you run all the way here? For me?” Black watched as Youran pants. When she raised her head, Black saw her cheek patch, “What happened to your face?”
Youran shook her head, “I got into it... with some thugs, but don’t worry.” she explained very vaguely. “About that night... I’m sorry. Because I was really mad, I jumped to conclusions and said some bad stuff. I’m sorry; I know it wasn’t your fault that this happened. If anything I should be blaming Shibuya.” Youran said as soon as she caught her breath. “Let me make this clear, we’re not broken up, I’m still your guy and you’re still my girl. I’m a stupid, hot-headed, insensitive jerk and I was only thinking of myself. I screwed up as your boyfriend but I’m going to make up for it.”
“Ok, ok. But how did you know I was here?”
“Uh...” Youran tried to think of something to say to that. She apparently heard Ken tell her not to say anything about her. “I... went to your place. You weren’t home, so I... waited. But then I realized you might be doing this so I came as fast as I could.”
Black knew that Youran was lying but she didn’t call her on it, it’s not really important. “What did you come here for?”
“I came to try and stop you from aborting the baby and to tell you something.” Youran cleared her throat, “What I came here to say is...” Youran moved closer to Black, looking at her with serious but sincere eyes, mustering up her courage to say the next words, “I want to... be there for you. And I wanted to say that I want be there for the kid too but... it’s too late now. You’re probably on those abortion pills.” She scratched the back of her head. Youran now felt guilty; because of her, Black killed her own child, it’s almost the same as her killing it.
“Gakuran...”
“That text today, the one you sent me earlier, it was about this, right? This is what you wanted to see me about. Shit, if only I came sooner, I could have—“
“Gakuran! I didn’t do it. I couldn’t.”
“Huh? What?” Youran looked surprised. Black didn’t abort the baby?
Black began to explain. “When I first came here, I had my mind set on aborting it. But when the doctor handed me the pill, I began to have second thoughts. It seems that now that I know I can be a mother, my maternal side wanted to protect this new life. In the end, I couldn’t take it.”
“You’re keeping it?”
Black nodded. She looked down, “But it’s going to be hard, I’m still young.”
“I’ll support you!”
“Eh?” Black shot her gaze at Youran. Did she hear what she thought she heard?
“I said I’ll support you. I’ve already said that I wanted to be there for you and the kid. I’m not taking that back; a man never goes back on his word. Besides, I can’t just sit around while my girlfriend goes through the toughest time of her life. What kind of boyfriend would I be if I did?”
Black was touched, but her usual lax composure didn’t show it. She tilted her head to the side, “Are you sure you’re not just saying this as you go along?”
“Maybe I am, but that doesn’t mean I don’t mean it.”
“Huh?”
“Ugh... You know what I mean.” Youran looked down to the ground, then to the side, thinking about her next words carefully, she didn’t want to say something stupid, “I know that I’ll never be the kid’s dad, I know that I’ll never be a dad, you know with me being the way I am, but at least let me help you.”
“You... would really do that?” Black looked into Youran’s eyes, she can see her seriousness in them.
“I say that my seriousness is for Atsuko’s and Maji High’s sake but it’s not only for them.” Youran placed her hands on Black’s shoulders, “It’s for you as well.”
Black’s heart pretty much skipped a beat when she heard that, she was happy but she didn’t show it. “...” She didn’t really know what to say.
“How about it?”
Black stepped closer, placing her head on her boyfriend’s shoulder. Youran blushed a little, not used to this closeness in public. With a quiet voice, she uttered “Ok.” Black just couldn’t refuse Youran after what she just said. How can anyone refuse? “Let’s go home,” she means her home. “And we’re walking this time.” Black took Youran’s hand and started walking.
Side by side, the couple walked hand-in-hand through the neighbourhood. Usually, they’re never this close in public but it really didn’t matter at that point. They were content that the tension between them was cleared and now they can return to things as they were. Well, not exactly as they were, in fact, things will be a lot different from here on out. But they’ll worry about that when those differences come up. Just let them enjoy each other’s company.
About half way home, a thought hit Black, “Gakuran, how are you going to support me? You’re still in school.”
“How? Mm... Maybe a part-time job?”
“You didn’t think that through, did you? Maji High doesn’t allow their students to have part-time jobs.”
“Who the hell follows the school rules anyway?”
“Gakuran...”
Youran sighed, “Alright, alright. I’ll think of something.”
“Graduate first. Looks like I’ll have to get a job myself, then.”
The rest of the way was in silence. During that time, Youran wondered how she was going to do this. She can get a part-time job but it seems that Black’s against it. There’s also the Student Council President and Team Hormone who’ll give her a hard time. Youran’s will be a Queen next month so there’s school pride to establish. Besides, who would want to hire a hot-headed yankee anyways? She’ll just have stay by Black’s side through thick and thin. That’s about all she can do for now.
They reached Black’s home. Black reached into her varsity jacket to take out her keys and open the door. When she put the key in and turned the lock, there was no click; the door wasn’t locked. “It’s already unlocked,” Black mumbled. She wondered why so she glanced at Youran but didn’t say anything. Youran did say she ran to her as soon as thought Black was getting an abortion, she probably didn’t think to lock up before she left. Black sighed in her head and pushed the door open and stepped inside.
Youran stopped just before the door, “Hey, Yuki.”
Black turned around, facing her, “Yeah?”
“I got to go home for a bit, get some things.”
“Oh...” Black nodded, “Ok, I’ll wait for you then. “
“Yeah, ok.” Youran turned to the side, “I’ll be back.”
Black grabbed Youran’s sleeve before she left. “Sae, wait,” Youran turned to see what was up. In that moment, Black places her lips on Youran’s, kissing her rather affectionately. Youran was taken by surprise but she quickly recovers and kisses back. When they parted, Black presses her forehead against Youran’s, “Thank you, and be careful.” She placed a hand on her boyfriend’s cheek, caressing the bandage patch.
“Yeah, don’t worry.” Youran smiles with a small nod. She took off, giving Black her signature finger-head bounce and a reassuring smile.
When she was now a block away and Black retreated to inside her home, she was greeted with a familiar face. Actually a voice first, then a face when she turned the curb, “I see things went well, Gakuran-san. I’m glad.”
“HOLY SHIT!” Frightened, Youran jumped out of her skin. “You again?!”
“I told you, the name’s Ken.”
“Whatever. What the hell do you want?”
“Your word.”
“My what?”
“Your word. I want you promise me something.”
Youran raised a brow, questioningly, “Yeah, and what’s that?”
“Yuki is one of my closest friends, in fact, my only closest friend; I don’t want to see her hurt. I’ve supported her ever since her father left her behind after her middle school graduation.” Ken began as she crossed her arms; seems like this a big deal. “Promise me that you will stand by Yuki. No matter what.”
Youran scoffed, “That’s it? Black-san’s a big girl she can defend herself. And I already promised her that I would so I will.”
“You promised Yuki that, not me. I know that Yuki is fully capable of taking care of herself; she was a Queen of Maji High and she lives alone in a big house, but now she’s in a delicate state with her being pregnant. So I want you to promise me, give me your word.”
“You really care about her, don’t you? Fine, I promise. I give you my word. Man’s honour.”
Ken smiled, “I told you, she’s my closest friend; of course I care.” She turned away, “I leave Yuki in good hands, then. If you hurt her, I’ll hunt you down.” She walked down the road, she said “See you in school.” with a back-hand wave.
“...” Youran watched Ken as she went out of sight, “Black-san’s got some weird friends.” and she went on her way.
How will Black’s pregnancy go from here?
Will Youran keep her promise??
Why do I keep asking these annoying questions???
TO BE CONTINUED IN CHAPTER 4
(A/N: Man, it's almost been a month since I last updated. I'M SO SORRY!! Please don't hate me!! The month of May is always the busiest for me and sometimes June as well. It's just that I always get blown over with a whirlwind of work. And exams are coming up... Anyways! I have good news. Altough I don't think it'll come anytime soon, I've already started the end of this story. Right now, I think this story is almost at it's half-way point, if not already there. As for Reaching Out to You (ROtY)... I'm getting to that. My updates will continue to be a little slow so please be patient.)
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Great story. I see that my waiting was not in vain. Thank you for updating your story. :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs
@eSsIe21 and virgo_shaka
LOL You guys keep claiming them. Let me make this clear... YOURAN IS MINE!!! (Black/Yuki is my mistress)
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And I'll say it again.... YOU CAN HAVE YOURAN/GAKURAN!!! (but Yuki is mine) :inlove: :inlove: :inlove:
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AHA, YESSSS.
I loved it :)
Thanks a bunch, and I'm looking forwared to the next chapter.
Lol, a whole bunch of writers have gone mia..
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@eSsIe21 and virgo_shaka
LOL You guys keep claiming them. Let me make this clear... YOURAN IS MINE!!! (Black/Yuki is my mistress)
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And I'll say it again.... YOU CAN HAVE YOURAN/GAKURAN!!! (but Yuki is mine) :inlove: :inlove: :inlove:
like i said youran is only mine!!. whahahaah!!!!.... :nya:
but as a fan of this fiction.., pls update!!!!! :kneelbow: :hee:
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OMG Don't tell me I have to wait for another month? It's hard enough to wait for Ep 7 of MJ2 to be released on July. (I think)
Seriously though, I love your story! I hope you can release another chapter or two in June though! Thanks for your hardwork and good luck!
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Even you said that you won't be daddy but I know when the time come you can't resist that YouranKung hahahahahaha
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Ken is really mysterious. I hope youran will keep her promise
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This is so nice!!!! =D Love Sae..
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oh god, and to think i'm the only one shipping Gakuran/Black together.. :shocked: :shocked: :shocked:
dude you really GOT to update this story, i beg you :bow: :bow: :bow: :bow: :bow:
I REALLY WANT TO KNOW HOW THINGS WOULD TURN OUT :banghead:
i'm definitely your fan girl nowlolol <333333333333333
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Awww nice story you have here,you should update it :D
Been a year since your last update,lol
I'm enjoying your fic,please update it :D
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hello ken-chan~ it has been 3 or 4 months since the last update :? i love your fanfic so much~~~~ saeyuki / gakublack they are my otp ^o^)/ and gakuran is MINE xp please continue~ plis plis plissss.. thanks! <3
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Author-san~ where are you??
Please continue this cool gakublack fanfic! :kneelbow:
I'm wonder too.. Why you keep asking these annoying question :mon evillaff:
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ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT TIME TO BREAK MY SILENCE.
Man, I haven't been on here in so long...
I can't believe people still read my fics today... Wow, you guys are great! :heart:
I've recently (like a few minutes ago) gotten a message asking me when I'm going to update my WMatsui segment of my Reaching Out to You series. Well, I think I'm going to tell you, my precious loyal readers, what I told them, what's been going on with me, and what's going to happen. You guys deserve that much for putting up with a schmuck like me.
Actually, I don't know if I'm going to continue with that series. See, I haven't wrote fanfiction in over 3 years and I don't have the motivation to ever get back into it. Like I have some new ideas plots but I don't have the motivation to actually write it out.
As for the WMatsui segment of Reaching Out to You, I still have the idea for that story in my head but will I ever update it? Probably not.
If I'm completely honest, I don't even ship WMatsui anymore so that further lessens my motivation.
I think I'm going to put my whole ROtY series on hold. Probably even put all my ongoing works on hold...
Believe me when I say that for the longest time, I've been wondering what to do about my fics on here and I've made a few decisions.
As you already know, this series has been put on hiatus. So this means that I do want to finish this, but I just don't know when. About my other fics, those will go on hiatus as well until further notice. Well my one/twoshot collection had been jumpy from the start so... Anyways, you can note what has been put on hiatus and what has been cancelled in my signature.
However, I will not leave you all without some sort of closure! for any cancelled project, I'll be more than happy to fill you in on. If you wish to know how a story plays out and how it ends, send me a message to my fanfiction tumblr (link is in my signature). But because I like seeing people piece puzzles together, I won't give too many details unless specifically asked. :lol:
Please, please, please, send me a message because then I'll finally be able to "finish" a story. :bow:
I'm deeply sorry to those who have been waiting on my lazy butt to update SOMETHING within my absence I wouldn't be surprised for blame you if I'm not your favourite writer anymore because let's be real, I haven't written anything in three years and there are tons more people who are so much better than me. :sweatdrop:
Thank you for reading my fics, though! It's really nice knowing there are people who are still fans of my works! Maybe one day I'll have something new written.