pardon this ultra late update
Tii is busy with some stuff as of the moment so forgive me for this update, it turned out ot be ultra short *insert facepalm here*
Chapter 36“I think it’s better…ending this now…” The smaller figure uttered with her head down, standing right in front of her was a taller figure who was wearing a big smile which instantly turned to void. It’s as if time has stopped as the leaves swayed along the windy atmosphere in the middle of the forest-like space around them. Words that never registered on Yuki…It’s so sudden and yet expected. But it’s the only thing she would never wanted hearing of. They were alone, she would’ve shed a tear but she simply couldn’t seem to. Her mind was blank.
“Am I dreaming? I must be….”“Why?” the taller figure muttered but her stance didn’t show any demand. She just stood there, her eyes straight to Mayu. “It’s better this way…” The smaller figure answered, still not paying a glance on Yuki as she kept her head down, was it guilt? Fear? Fear of seeing a pleading expression she might not be able to resist... “No. I won’t let it happen…” Yuki responded as she reached for Mayu’s hand. Mayu felt heavy, she wanted to hold her, to embrace her, to kiss her, the one she loves the most, the one she hold dearest….the most important person, Yuki.
But she’s afraid.
It’s for the best.
It’s as if Yuki could read Mayu’s mind as she pulled the smaller figure for a hug; she expected Mayu would go against it, but she didn’t, the smaller figure just kept her head down leaning on the taller figure’s shoulder.”Don’t do this please…Mayu” It was when Yuki felt a pair of arms slithered around her waist, Mayu hugged her back. But it was different, it was tight seemingly an embrace bidding a goodbye. That time it only sank on her, she’s losing Mayu…as she felt crystals forming at the corners of her eyes.
“Please….don’t”
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“Seriously…” The squirrel professor uttered infuriately as she shoo away the clingy taller figure beside her. Though the taller cat-like didn’t even flinch on her feet as she continues her past time, seducing Yuko. “Why you don’t like me?” the taller figure coyly asked full of sarcasm as she tightened her grip on Yuko’s arm, sure enough she won’t let the poor squirrel professor go anywhere without her. But heavens must have sided on Haruna as Yuko started feeling relaxed with her, in fact, Yuko couldn’t even seem to describe her daily living if she wouldn’t even have a glance on her ‘proud stalker’.
She’s a pervert after all. She’s used to it.
The smaller figure just let a sigh as she surrendered on the taller figure’s aggression and dragged her with her unbelievable strength. Haruna didn’t mind, she enjoyed it.
“Well’ I guess, can’t be helped…..” Yuko grinned from ear to ear deep inside her thoughts.
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It was already past-dinner time. Given a decent break-hour before their curfew, two figures decided to have a free stroll across the mini gazebo just behind the dining hall, Rena and Airin. It was small, though pretty well-furnished with its contemporary design, with its proper cozy lighting. Who wouldn’ve thought that this place would have such thing?
“Today is fun, nee?” Airin smiled at Rena, who seemed lost in a daze, lost on her thoughts. Indeed, Airin felt like in cloud nine that day, why not? She was paired up with her goddess, Rena. The unresponsiveness of her companion didn’t even bother her a bit instead it even made her a little pushy on Rena, her hand slowly delved for Rena’s hand, Gesture which made Rena drift away from her wavering thoughts over her recent learning from Yuki.
“Mocchi….she’s clueless”Feeling the sudden sensation on her hand, her eyes widened up as she grasped the idea of Airin holding her hand. It was pleasant though, having such supportive presence of the girl she never knew would be.
“Whatever it is your thinking of, It’ll be okay, don’t worry” Airin said as if emitting a very reassuring aura from her, it was so good that it reached Rena. Rena’s previously chaotic mind suddenly turned calm along with her heart. It has been years since she felt like this, being petted by someone else; it was always her who supports someone else. Maybe she just became so selfless and blind.
Unconsciously, a smile drew across her face “Thank you, Airin”
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It was almost curfew hours and so all the students were expected to come at their respective rooms. Apparently, the assignments were also based from their pairing as well, An idea that even pissed Yuki off. Not a chance she would let Mayu sleep with Sae even more she would feel a little stressed sleeping with Mocchi whom she just accused of being the most feared leader of the Black Queens.
Though such bewilderedness wasn’t able to overthrow the feeling of fear of losing Mayu, It’s her top priority that time. She must not let Mayu leave her side, not in a million chances. And so she hastily went after that very room Mayu’s supposed to sleep at as she shooed any other student blocking her way, as them in response made their way for Yuki.
It seems Sae have had enough of the morning skit and so as early as she was found by Yuki standing just outside their room, she distanced herself a bit seemingly giving Yuki her way. Though a soft ‘tch!” was heard from her, Yuki didn’t bother to answer anymore as she was full of Mayu in her mind. She held the knob and forcefully pushed the door.
And there, found Mayu sitting peacefully on a single sofa just reading a book. It seemed Yuki’s presence wasn’t a surprise at all for Mayu as she calmly snapped her book and placed over the coffee table beside her. “What is it Yuki?” Her eyes still not meeting Yuki.
“I’m not giving up, just so you know…” Yuki said firmly standing in front of Mayu.
“It’s not enough”
“Why are you doing this?”
“Love is a give and take relationship, it won’t last long if it’s not” Mayu finally looked up on Yuki, her eyes were cold. Hearing such sudden statement from Mayu, Yuki’s anxiety even fired up and didn’t even notice Mayu’s contrastingly body language; her hands were trembling….clutching onto her shirt’s helm.
“You saying you don’t love me anymore?” She wasn’t as good as Mayu in academics but her intellectual capacity was enough to deduct what Mayu meant that time and No, she wouldn’t ever believe such lie. Mayu didn’t answer instead she stood up and went after the door, gently holding the knob she opened it for Yuki “I guess, we’re done talking, leave….”
“I’ll only believe you….if you’d still say that……” Yuki recited as she slowly paved her way towards the smaller figure and soon stepping just in front of her she pushed her against the poor wooden door gaining a loud
‘bang’ as it shut closed.
Pushing herself against the smaller figure, she crashed her lips against Mayu’s, giving her a rough kiss, it was forceful and yet so pleasurable for Mayu. She missed it, that pair of lips she was actually longing for since the beginning, such rough kiss which turned soft as Yuki held her even closer. Her hands full of caring and affection towards Mayu.
Feelings that totally reached the poor suffering figure which made her heart melt, her eyes began to form crystals at the corner of her eyes, such devastating sight Yuki witnessed as she held back for a second and watch Mayu cry.
She was crying.
“Tell me…we’ll make it through” Yuki said as she held Mayu’s both shoulders and rested her chin on top of Mayu’s head. Mayu wasn’t able to held back her true feelings and so she broke down in tears as she covered her face with her hands.
“Just grant me a wish….Yuki”
“Tell me, I’ll do whatever it is”
“Don’t make it any harder….give up, it’s my wish”
TBC~