Chapter TwoAfter chasing her for a while I finally caught up with her. I grabbed her hand and screamed “Gotcha!”. She laughed and slowed her pace. She looked at me and smiled as I smiled back.
I really love her smile. When she smiles she gets cute wrinkles on her nose. It’s really captivating. And when she does it I can’t help but to look away and blush.
“You run really fast!!” I said trying to catch my breath. Watching me silently she chuckled and intertwined our fingers.
I looked at our hands and blushed instantly.
“You are just really SLOW!!” She laughed.
“No I’m NOT!!” I screamed.
I hate when she does this. She teases me. I feel like I’m losing myself. And she doesn’t even know. She doesn’t know what effect she has on me.
I love her!“You are! Because you are so small.”
“I’m NOT SMALL!!” I scream and look away pouting.
“You are but I like you just the way you are.” She said as she laughed and gave my hand a little squeeze.
I looked at her, her eyes were serious. But I saw and felt something, something that I didn’t like. There was… sadness in her eyes. Why is she sad?
“W – W – What a – a – are y – y – you s - s – saying?” I stutter as I look away and blush. Why am I blushing??? She is not serious!!
Is she?
“Of course I like you! You are my best friend!” She said as she laughed. These words were like a knife stabbing my chest and going directly through my heart. Of course we are. Best friends. That is all we are and all we are going to be.
I never gave myself hopes. I know she is just messing around. All the touching, the hugs don’t mean anything. Even the kiss..
I really enjoy being with her. As a friend. Yeah I want more than that, but like I said I can’t get my hopes up, because she is never going to be mine. And I have to except that fact. I want to stay her friend forever. Even if by being her friend means dying slowly.
I walked her home. We chatted a lot about AKB48 and different stuff. She wanted me to tell her some funny story. Of course I couldn’t because my fail character. But still I told her one of my recent “suberanai hanashi”. She laughed because I failed… again…
“That’s not funny at ALL!” she said as she started laughing like an idiot.
“If it’s not funny why are you laughing??” I ask her curiously.
“It’s funny because it’s not funny.”
“What the hell does that mean?” I ask a little bit irritated. She is making fun of me! I hate it!!!
“That means you never fail to make me laugh.” She said in a serious tone. I look at her straightly in the eyes. We stare at each other’s eyes. “We are here.” She said in a low tone.
“Eh?” I ask as I start looking around and find out that we are indeed in front of Atsuko’s apartment building.
“Well okay then. Bye, Atsuko.” I said as I smiled and started to walk away. Suddenly I felt her grab my hand. She pulled me towards her and kissed me on the cheek.
She whispered in my ear “Good Night, my prince!” as she walked away. By the time I realized it she disappeared inside. “Hey!!!”
THIS GIRL!!
DEVIL!! DEVIL!!! I scream inside. Does she want to kill me???!! Well it’s working!! My heart can’t keep up with this. Every time she kisses me like this or hugs me, my heart goes wild! It beats so fast, it could explode any time.
If I die from a heart attack that would be her fault!
Atsuko’s POVI kissed her!!!! God what did I do?? But I loved it. Her lips so soft and warm! Her scent so sweet and addictive!
Not once but twice. It’s getting really dangerous. I don’t know what I’ll do next time I see her..
I love you!!At Takamina’s ApartmentI got home and quickly took a shower dressed in my pajamas and laid on the bed. I can’t stop thinking about the kiss. It’s nothing right?
I remember it over and over again. Her lips her breath and her scent, so sweet. I really can’t stop thinking about this girl. I ask myself this question again.
Should I?
How would she react if she knew, if she knew about my feelings that I hide deep, deep inside my heart. Would she love me back? Impossible, right?
Or by saying that I’m just protective myself?
Yeah, maybe! Because I’m scared of losing her! But I’m more afraid of having her. Do I really deserve her? Can I be her knight in shining armor?
I’m not a man. Can I protect the one that I love?
Men always win.
I can love her as much as I want.. but in the end I can’t give her what all women want.
A child.
I open my phone and text her.
To Atsuko
Are you sleeping?
I couldn’t even tell you good night!!
Why did you run? AGAIN!
Minami
ENDTo Minami
No, I can’t sleep.
Well you just said it.
You are fun to tease!! I just can’t help it!
Atsuko
ENDI look at the message. This girls is really a teaser, but she said that she won’t tease me again if I…. k – kiss her!! She is such a liar!!
To Atsuko
You are such a teaser and a liar!!
You said you won’t tease me again if I… YOU KNOW!!
Stop teasing me or I won’t talk to you anymore!!
And why can’t you sleep?? Is something wrong??
Minami
ENDTo Minami
You are right!!
But this time I promise. I won’t tease you if you do it again!
And you can’t stop talking to me, because you can’t live without me!
Everything it’s okay, I just can’t stop thinking about you!! (h)
Atsuko
END
I stare at the message in confusion. Is she flirting with me?? No way!! RIGHT?
What do I answer her now???? AH!!!! I scream as I mess up my hair.
To Atsuko
You are right, I can’t live without you.
And me too. I can’t stop thinking about you!
But we have to stop so we can sleep. We have practice tomorrow!!
Good Night and sleep tight! ![:heart:](http://forum.jphip.com/Smileys/default/icon_syda.gif)
Minami
ENDTo Minami
I’m glad!! I’m so happy!!!
You are right.. ;(
I guess I’ll see you tomorrow!!
Good Night to you too!!
Atsuko
END I close my phone and lay down on the bed. I close my eyes and wonder what this is? Us! I think about her. I imagine us on this bed hugging each other.
I want her next to me. I want to feel her, smell her.
I slowly drift away ….
Thinking about her….
I love you!TBC??
Wel, here it is... Hope you like it!!
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