seriously, I really don't know what have I written. I am really sorry if this is not as good as usual.
somehow it become very long story and I don't know how to stop. It is even out from my first concept. And since it has become this long.
The actual story I planned to make it become 2 part. But in the end I do change my mind. And the concept become a bit off.
Please don't kill me for who have request the WMatsui after story.
I will try to remake it, or continue it. But, I won't promise anything. Since there are a lot of story I left hanging. WMATSUI AFTER STORY : Till the end I will always love you
The sound of table being hit is surround the silent room.
Rena : Jun.. hiks… I .. am .. sorry.. please don’t .. mad.
Jun : … WHY?!
For the second time in that day, Rena startled by Jun’s action. Never did Jun do something like that. She know that he is very angry. But, she also very scared of him. With his serious expression, and the tone of how he talked to her, really make her scared to death.
Rena hand started to shaking, and because of her crying, she can’t answer Jun properly.
Rena : I.. I..hiks…
Jun sighed at what he see. He hate it. Really hate the way he treat his girlfriend right now. How his action make her cry and scared. He promise himself to not let anybody to make her cry. But in the end he himself make Rena cry this much. But she really can’t understand why did Rena did those thing. Unable to keep his composure. Jun decided to leave the room.
Rena : Jun..don’t .. hiks.. leave.. me.
Jun : I am sorry, but right now please let be alone. I don’t want to do things that I regret.
Rena : JUN!!
Without looking back, Jun go away from the room. Leaving Rena alone in there.
Jun : Moshi – moshi, Yuki san , do you have a moment ?
Yuki : Moshi – moshi, Jun kun? What happened?
Yuki feel weird, because Jun rarely phone her. Plus, she is with Yuuma right now. Usually, Jun will asked about Yuuma not herself. If he is in urgent and need to talk to Yuuma and her boyfriend didn’t answered Jun message or call.
Jun : I need your help to take care for Rena today.
Yuki : eh? what happened to her? did something bad happened?
Jun : I.. make her cry. And right now, she is alone in her house.
Yuki : EH? WHAT? I don’t understand.
Jun : well, I will explain later. Please help me this time.
After that Jun turn off his phone, without waiting for Yuki to answer.
Yuki : moshi – moshi? Jun? MATSUI JUN?!
Yuuma : what happened? why you look so pissed off?
Yuki : sigh.. Yuuma, I think we need to canceled our date for today. I need to rush to Rena’s house right now.
Yuuma : …
Yuki : Yuuma? Please don’t get angry.
Yuuma : I am not.
Yuki : I am sorry ne. I will make up for this. I think, Rena is not in the good shape.
Yuuma : fine. I will go to find Jun too. Since I come to Nagoya.
Yuki : agrigatou Yuuma.
Yuuma : but before that..
Yuki : eh? wh..
Without waiting for Yuki to questioned, Yuuma quickly steal a kiss. Yuuma didn’t let Yuki to withdraw. As he held her waist and pull her closer to him. He kissed become more passion and wild. As Yuki didn’t have any option instead of return back Yuuma kiss. They kiss for a while, until they lacked of air.
Yuki : Yuu.. Yuuma (blushing)
Yuuma : well, let’s go Yuki. I will accompany you to Rena house first. after that I will go to search that stupid.
Yuki : make sure, you give him a good puch from me. for making Rena cry, and for breaking our date (dark mode).
Yuuma : glup… I will.
With that They go to Rena house. when Yuki knock the door, she hear a quick step to the door, and when the door is opened, They can see Rena with her red eyes, looking hopefully. When she see the one is Yuki. Somehow her eyes looked sad. Her tears started to fall again.
Yuki : Rena.. what happened with you?
Rena : Yuki.. hiks.. Jun hate me
Yuki : baka Rena. I don’t think he hate you. come to the house first. it is not good to stand in the front like this.
Rena : un
Now they sit at the sofa, Yuki is busy to confort Rena, while Yuuma busy typing message to Jun. But alas, he didn’t even bother to look at the message. Both of Mayuki didn’t know what had happened with Rena and Jun. But, one thing to be sure, Rena must be done something really bad. That make Jun angry like this. Even Yuki admit in her heart that she never see Rena crying this bad, and she is a bit pissed by Jun’s action. But, she can keep her head cool and remain calm.
As Rena finally calm down a little. Yuuma directly straight to the topic. He want to know what just happened between both of them. So he can think of something to help both of them. Or may be give some advice to his stupid friend.
Yuuma know Rena’s grandma just passed away not long ago, and it really make both of WMatsui sad, as Rena’s grandma is really kind and always treat both Rena and Jun as her own grandchild. Luckily, Jun is there for Rena, so she doesn’t feel so sad about losing her beloved grandma. Yuuma also heard from Jun not so long ago, that Rena’s parents come and talking something to Rena. But, Rena didn’t really want to talk about that thing.
Yuuma : so Rena, what just happened between you two? Did this has something to do with your parent at Tokyo?
Rena : … did Jun tell you about this?
Yuki : wait? What issue? Why I am the last person to know the news? (dark mode on)
Yuuma : gulp.. calm down Yukirin.. well, I even can’t contact Jun right now. I just assume things from the last thing he talked to me. He is quite worried about you, since your grandma death. And he try to cheer you up. He told me, you have been down lately after you met with your parents again.
Rena : …
Yuki : Rena, say something. Maybe we can help…
Rena : alright, I will tell you two..
Today, both of WMatsui have a great day. They just go home from their date. And Jun have come to Rena house for dinner. Rena asked him, If he want to eat her homemade spaghetti meatball. And Jun gladly agree. She know Jun love spaghetti so much, and she ever made some for Jun which Jun gladly to have a second or third plate.
In the middle of eating, Rena started the conversation.
Rena : nee… Jun, I just wonder about your college thing. Have you choose your university yet?
Note : Jun is smart and he is now in the last year of his high school. Same with Yuuma.
Jun : un? Yes, I have choose to enter Sakae University at Nagoya.
Rena : why don’t you take the Tokyo University? They give you scholarship right?
Jun : well, that not important Rena, the most important things is I can always be with you. Maybe our time will be less, but believe me. This is the best for both of us. Beside, Sakae have education. So don’t worry too much for it.
Jun then caress Rena face and give her a quick peck. He can see an insecure in Rena eyes, but he already made up his mind. He will never leave her alone in Nagoya.
Rena : Jun… actually, I have something to tell you… I.. it is regarding my parent request…
Jun : hm..? about what?
Rena : they… want me to come back to Tokyo to live with them.
Jun : wh.. what? No… you can’t Rena. not with you step brother in there.
Rena : I am sorry Jun.. I already agree with them. When I am in third year, I will go to Tokyo.
Jun :.. why… don’t you remember what have your brother done to you?! I won’t allow it Rena. I will talked to your parent.
Rena : stop it Jun. this is my decision, so please... Papa and Mama is worried about me in here after Grandma died. About my brother, he promise to me that he won’t do something like that anymore. He really sorry about what he has ever done.
Jun : Why… Why don’t you understand Rena. Once he do it, he will do it AGAIN!!! He is a scumbag who once try to rape you Rena!!
Rena : please don’t talk bad about him. he also part of my family, and I already forgive him..
The sound of table being hit is surround the silent room.
Rena : Jun.. hiks… I .. am .. sorry.. please don’t .. mad.
Jun : … WHY?!
End of flash back
Both Mayuki stay silent after they hear Rena story. They looked each other before, Yuuma started to speak up.
Yuuma : I think I understand why he is very angry. but, I don’t think you have done something wrong, Rena san. I know part of you want Jun to take the scholarship. You are thinking that by agreeing with your parent about your moving to Tokyo, right?
Yuki : it is true Rena chan?
Rena just nodded her head, she is too tired, both physical and mind after fighting with Jun.
Yuuma : but again, I don’t think he is mad at you. well.. maybe he is, but one thing for sure, I am sure he will be back to you. just wait here. I will bring him to you, even if I need to beat him to pulp.
Jun is sitting in the park near his apartment. looking at the blue sky, somehow make his heart a bit calm. Thinking back at how he is so angry to Rena. And when Rena sad eyes flashed in his mind, he sighed. He know it is not her fault, after Rena grandma died, he know soon or later, Rena’s parent will come and try to reunited their family. He know that Rena’s mother actually feel bad because she leaving Rena alone with her mother. But, she can’t say no to her mother request to make Rena stay at Nagoya and accompany her. Rena ever mention it, not because they don’t care. Actually they care, but Rena’s grandma is over protective to her, afraid something might happened to her if she is back to Tokyo. Rena found it out, when her grandmother was sick and her mother come to visit them. She over heard they talking about it.
Whether want to apologize to Rena or not, his mind is disturbed by phone ringing. He looked at the caller, and decided to pick it up. It has ring since forever and when he think it will stopped, the phone ring again. he is annoyed and directly turn off his phone. He lay on the grass and gazing at the sky again.
Jun : Ittai!!
There is somebody who hit him with stone. And when he looked up to the person, it is Yuuma, with his cyborg face. From his aura, Jun can feel that his friend is very angry or annoyed right now.
Yuuma : hey, Jun. why don’t you pick your damn phone?
Jun : leave me alone…
Yuuma : if not because of Yuki, I won’t bother to go find you right now. I have a date today with her, and you just ruin our precious moment. You know I will go to English to study, I have been very busy, and when I have a time with her alone, you disturbed our time. and now you are nowhere to be found. Face it man. you are not stupid. just because of your fear, you think badly about other, and worse you don’t want Rena to reunite with her family?
Yuuma : you are not even her family.. yet. and if Rena agree with that, why don’t you accept it? do you think you can control her?
Jun : … do you want to have a fight, Yuuma? Shut up! I know I am selfish. I know that I have no right to stop her. I know that this day will come. But, do you ever see how she struggle because of her past, how afraid she is with a man. you will never have idea, when you see her insecure eyes. It take a lot of effort to make sure she is okay. You will never know… how hurt my heart when I see her trembling. How hurt my heart when I see she crying, hating herself because of this. How I afraid, hurting her because I am also a man. A MAN who can hurt her, just like her brother DO!!!
Yuuma : I know.. you are the stupid man who always try to protect his princess. But do you ever think of Rena in different way? Love is not about how much you give. You also need to understand both. Rena is not weakling. I know that, Yuki and I both can see you two are perfect couple. but, both of you didn’t show your true feeling to each other. Jun, Rena is not a weakling. She is strong by her own way. She is not the person that you think you always need to protect in everything. That will make her think that she is a burden to you. and because of her, you will miss all the opportunity given to you.
Jun : Mind your own business and leave me alone.
Yuuma : Nope, until you willing to go back with me.
Jun : never!
Yuuma : looks like I need to use force.
Jun : try me.
Yuuma : fine (smirk)
Yuuma and Jun has been fighting each other for a while. As Yuuma try to take Jun back with him, and Jun refuse to go back. There is bruise in their faces and body. As Yuuma really determined to bring Jun back. Until a voice make Jun startled.
Rena : Jun stop!!
Yuki : Yuuma, what are you two doing?!
Jun : what? but why?
Yuuma : you think I am this stupid? I know I won’t be able to bring you back, so before I talked to you, I has phone Yuki to bring Rena here. after that, I just need to hold you until they come. They really took some time, it really not a good idea by taunting you to fight. Sigh… now, I think you need to hear Rena explanation.
Yuki : we will wait you two to finish your problem. and don’t try to run away. I am watching you, Matsui Jun (black mode on)
With that Mayuki couple leave Rena and Jun for a while. Now Rena and Jun is sitting in the bench. Rena want to speak with Jun. But, as Jun doesn’t even try to look at her. Rena know that he is still angry with her. Rena take a deep breath before start talking.
Rena : Jun, I am sorry..
Jun : … for what? You have done nothing wrong. I am the one who is selfish enough.
Rena : I … I should talk to you first about this matter. Before agreeing with mother to come back to Tokyo. I .. sorry.. Jun.. hiks I .. am .. really.. sorry… please don’t hate me…
Hearing Rena say sorry many times, really make me feel guilty. And now she is crying in front of me. the reason why she is crying is because of me. I really are a jerk. Her sobbing voice really make my heart hurt so much. In the end, both of us are still in high school. I am not mature enough to face this problem.
End of pov
Jun : Rena.. stop crying…
Jun lift Rena face so that their eyes can met. And when their eyes met, Rena can see that Jun is not angry with her anymore. His gaze is calmer, there isn’t any anger in his eyes. Jun then move closer and wipe her tears. Give her a quick yet deep kiss. but, Rena then wrapped her hand to Jun’s neck, she want more and doesn’t let Jun to finish it quick. They kissed each other until they are out of air.
Jun : No matter what, I will never hate you, Rena. I am sorry to hurt you this much. I am sorry.. I am a bad boyfriend..
Rena : No!! I .. I don’t want anybody else. For me, Jun is the best. I am grateful, that you are my boyfriend. I understand that you are afraid of my brother. To tell you the truth, I also afraid of him. But, I think I should move on. I don’t want to dwell in my past. And I want to give him another chance. This is not only about him, I also want you to take your scholarship in Tokyo. With me moving to Tokyo, we can have more time together Jun. I really wish you think of yourself more Jun. This is the best for us.
Jun : Rena.. fine. Let’s go to Tokyo together. I will take the scholarship and I will make sure to work harder for us. I know right now, I am just a mere high school. But I will work really harder and harder for both of us in the future. So, please wait for me.
Rena : un, I believe on you Jun. I will wait for you even if it take forever for me.
Jun : I love you too.
end of Chapter