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The Hello! Project Fanfics => H!P Fanfics => Topic started by: cool_kickin_dude on August 02, 2008, 04:26:53 AM
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Yep guys, another new fic from me(hopefully will be finished..if I can)..it's a completely different pairing, one you guys will be in shock of.. ;)
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I don't know what to do anymore.
Everybody hates me...
I'm all alone in this room, hoping that no one will find me. I've been here for almost five years and I still feel left out. My own best friend betrayed me by going out with someone else. I thought we were someone special, but it was like she had slapped me in the face without doing it physically. Why though? Why couldn't she tell me face to face?
It's bad enough that she's hurt me, but also with the dance sessions, singing sessions, and Ai-chan barking directions every few seconds, I feel like I can't go on.
Maybe I should quit..no, I can't do that. Not for all my fans, especially with the photobooks, concerts and such.
What would they say?
Forget it! I don't care what they say. I want to end it now!
But..
But...
I can't...I don't know what to do.
I can't take it anymore...
"There you are! Ai-chan was looking for you."
"I don't want to go out right now."
"Why not?"
"I don't feel like I'm wanted anymore."
"Of course you feel wanted."
"I just don't feel like talking right now."
"This isn't like you. You know you can always talk to me."
"Please...leave me alone."
Not as soon as I break down and cry uncontrollably, you wrap your arms around me, telling me that everything will be all right. If I had my way, I would have stayed in that position all day in your embracing arms. I wanted to say something, anything that would make me feel better. I never was good at telling people about my feelings, but somehow, I feel different when I'm with you.
I always have.
You always have been so good to me.
You kiss the top of my head, helped me up as we walked hand in hand toward the door. You opened it as we went outside. You tell me to call you tonight to see if I'm okay. I watch you leave, so carefree and beautiful.
I wonder, could you ever fall in love with me after all you've done for me?
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Hmmm, who could it be? :?
I think the narrator is Reina, though. As for the other girl, I have an idea but I'll wait to get more details.
Keep going!! Ganbare! :D
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hmmm... :? ... Tanagaki maybe?
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been around for five years, its gotta be a rokkie member. keep going!
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Could the pink font color be a clue to who the narator is? If so, I feel like this is a Sayu and Gaki fic.
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Hmm... angsty. I wanted to say it was Reina at first, but when you say "best friends" and it's regarding the rokkies, I automatically think of Sayu and Eri..... and it feels like it would be Sayu more than Eri.
Because it's a "completely different pairing," I toyed with the idea that you were going to have the other girl come from gens 7-8, but the "you've always been so good to me" kind of nixes that. I think it might be Gaki-san. Maybe mads had something there with the font color speculation. :grin:
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Yea I think the narrator is sayu too
My own best friend betrayed me by going out with someone else. I thought we were someone special, but it was like she had slapped me in the face without doing it physically. Why though? Why couldn't she tell me face to face?
And this part makes me think best friend = kame
Then the other girl could be reina (going by the font color) ?
hm...reinaxsayu isn't a very unusual pairing actually, I've seen a few around :P
This is interesting, is it a one-shot or are you continuing it?
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*waits for the next chapter* O0
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Definitely Sayu- hints I'm going off of-
*pink font
*5 years (6th gen)
*"My own best friend betrayed me by going out with someone else." (Talking about Eri/Risa)
*"This isn't like you. You know you can always talk to me." (Eri saying to Sayu)
But than again your headline says "it's a completely different pairing, one you guys will be in shock of.."...
So the alternative is Reina/Sayu (since Reina is also part of 6th gen and has known Sayu as long as Eri)
Interesting- update please!
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*goes out on a whim* is it SAYUJUN? *sits next to Kriz and waits for next chapter* :pimp:
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well guys..you got the Sayu part right..I'll leave it at that for right now ;)
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I walked back into the rehearsal room where Ai-chan and Risa were talking. As soon as I walked in, the two looked at me, with Ai-chan giving me a death-stare that could never dupicate Miki's. Gaki-san had a look on her face, which hid her true intentions. It was like she wanted to hurt me more than she already have. Wonder if Ai-chan knows about this? Besides, I always thought her and Gaki-san would get together one day.
"Where have you been?" Ai-chan asked.
"I just needed to take a breather," I told her.
"For fifteen minutes?"
"Sorry..I just needed some time to clear my head."
"Well, you're lucky everybody's gone for the day. Next time, let us know you're going to do something like this."
"Is there anything wrong?" Gaki-san asked.
There's something wrong,I thought. You took my only love away from me.
"Why don't you go home?" Ai-chan asked. "Tomorrow, you need to be fully awake. We can't afford you to mess up our new dance for the video."
"Best news I've heard all day," I muttered.
As I left the studio, I wanted to call my sister. Hopefully, she will have enough time from her busy schedule to have lunch with me...or just someone to talk to. I can't talk to anyone else in the group, knowing they could never help me feel better. I called my sister on my phone, hoping for some good news.
Unfortunately, all I got was her answering machine.
I screamed into the phone as I turned it off. I walked slowly, hoping no one could see my face. I don't know if I can go on like this anymore, tortured and in pain every minute of the day. I feel like the next time I see Gaki-san or 'her', I feel like knocking the two of them out.
Oh, where are you?
Where are you when I needed you?
Why did you leave me all alone?
Why couldn't you save me?
Wait..my phone's ringing. Maybe it's my sister finally. Unfortunately I got a different voice, but the same one from a few minutes earlier.
"Are you feeling better now?" she asked me.
"I thought you wanted me to call you tonight,"
"I know, but I have the rest of the day off if you want to do something."
"Where are you?"
"Look behind you."
I turn around and I see you. The person that held me tight only a few minutes earlier. You walk over and embraced me tight as we joined hands and walked to wherever we could go. It wouldn't matter if we fell off a cliff, I would be happy just to know that I have you with me. I wish you didn't leave me long ago, but I knew you wouldn't be gone forever. As we walked, your hand gripped tightly over mine. It hurt a little, but that small pain was only temporary to the love I have for you.
Love? No, I don't believe in it and I never will. After what she did to me.
However, I had feelings for her a long time ago, but I just called it a crush.
This time however, it seems so real. I just hope I can tell you when the time comes.
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So, we know that pink is Sayu, green is Risa, purple is Ai and blue is the unknown.
It's either Eri or Reina. Eri because of her relationship with Risa more than anything and after all, she is Sayu's best friend. Reina because blue is her given colour? My colour theory kinda goes out the window and down the drain becuase Ai's given colour is yellow but you've used her as purple...maybe you used purple instead since it'd be too hard to read the yellow? Hmm...
I shall be thinking about it while I wait for your update. You've got me stumped ;)
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whoa your writings improved quite a bit since the last fic I read of yours (which was about 1-2 years ago)...
keep it up!
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I initially thought it was limited to current members, but I think this chapter opens it up wider. First I was thinking Yossie, but that pairing isn't too unusual and it hasn't been too long ago since the "she's my prince" stuff. Maybe Rika... she graduated some time ago, they interacted in Ecomoni and such.
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For the sake of discussion-
Maybe Rika... she graduated some time ago, they interacted in Ecomoni and such.
I thought that too- untill I re-read the 1st chapter and noticed this-
My own best friend betrayed me by going out with someone else
So the narrative, being Sayumi- implies this particular person left Sayu, to be with someone else... Unless Rika (if it is her) considers viyuden/gatas a sole being, I'm not quite sure it's her....
EDIT: On second thought- it might be Rika, cause it seems in the 1st chapter Sayu is crying about Eri leaving- and Rika comes to comfort... So I think it's a Sayu/Rika/Eco pairing too... Good thought
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Damn, I'm always wrong! :lol: Oh well, your story is great. I'm very curious! Can't wait to find out who "blue" is! :)
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update pelase!
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"So, what do you want to do?" you asked me.
"I..I don't know," I said sadly.
"Come on Sayu, what is wrong? You know you can tell me anything."
"How do I do that?"
"Wait, you're asking me what you should say. You know I'm not a mind reader."
You always knew me better than that, I thought. I just wish I knew how to express myself.
"Well..are you going to tell me or not?"
"I can't say it..." I began to sob uncontrollably before you embraced me again. I don't know how long I can keep this inside. It's been eating me up for so long that I don't know if even you could say me. I mean, you not only have been so good to me, but there's something about you that...
"If you want, I'll keep it a secret," you said to me. "Only the two of us will know it."
"Are you sure about this?" I asked you.
"Of course," you whispered, "for you."
"No one's done that for me before," I said.
I actually lied. There was someone who I thought I could trust with my secrets.
Why did she have to hurt me?
I know I should trust her, but I'm afraid...
Afraid of being hurt again..but I don't want to be hurt by you.
Besides, you're the only person I have left to turn to.
I decided to tell you my secret, but I left the most important part out.
The one person that I thought I could love.
"I don't want to pry into your business, but was that the reason why you were in the dressing room earlier?" you asked.
I simply nodded. "Can we not talk about this anymore?" I asked.
"No problem. Now, where would you like to go?"
"Far away from here," I replied. "Anywhere."
You never told me where we were going until we got there. We went to a movie together and we had a good time. To be honest, that was the first time I had a good time since all of this happened. I always seemed to have a good time when I'm with you. Even though we didn't get to do much while you was there, I still cherished those memories that we did.
Please..don't hurt me.
Please...
I told you part of my secret. Luckily, I didn't tell you who was responsible for this.
But still, could I really love again..maybe love you?
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great update!!
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nice fanfics u wrote... looking forward for the next updates... :D
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wow... i was gone for 3 days and you've written a lot! ... man... you've really caught my attention with this one...
thanks!
waiting for next chapter...
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Aw, poor Sayu. :( She'd so gun-shy after having her heart broken. Hope she can trust "blue".
More!!
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i had part of the chapter written until I accidentally cut it off..stupid parents threw me out..I really need to leave them permanently after screwing me over this weekend. anyhoo, apologies in advance if this part doesn't work. However, I promise to get the next one right.
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After we left the theater, we started to make our way home. We talked and laughed during the whole trip. For some reason, I had the courage to swing our hands around for a few minutes. It was those moments that make me wish I was with you all the time.
"So, did you like the movie?" you asked me.
"Yeah!" I answered.
"What was your favorite part?"
"Actually, I like the ending. I liked how the guy got the girl."
"What? Are you sure about that?"
"I'm sorry...I meant that.."
"Oh Sayu," you cooed.
You wrapped your arms around me again as I felt that I was in heaven. Even when I was in love with someone else, this was almsot nothing compared to how I felt right now. I can't remember if you were saying things to me or whispering them to my ear. You've always been so good to me.
Damn you, why did you leave me?
Why couldn't you stay?
Wait..it was all Tsunku's fault.
You always was my biggest supporter.
At one point, I was the cutest member of the group, but that all changed thanks to Koharu. Now I'm supposed to be in charge of the sexiness of Morning Musume. I don't know if I can do that for you, even though you told me not to give up.
"Sayu?" you asked. "Are you all right?"
"Huh?" I was so out of it that I didn't you were talking to me. Thank your beauty and your heartfelt kindness for doing that to me."What did you say?" I asked you.
"I was saying that we have to get you home," you replied.
"Oh, sorry." I made the one mistake of letting go of your sweet embrace. Why couldn't I just kiss you right then and there?
Because I would probably get hurt again.
But you make it so hard for me.
We walked toward my house as you squeezed my hand. Why do you have to leave me right now?
I wanted to scream to you, "Don't go!"
But I know you have to work tomorrow..but will I see you again?
Will I see you like this..the only person who can make me feel better?
"I'm glad you went with me tonight," you said. "I like to do this again sometime."
I don't know what came over me, but I knew that it might be the last time we might do something like this again. I just hugged you tightly and started crying. "Don't leave me," I said. "I don't want to lose you."
"Sayu?" you asked. "I'm not going to leave. I just have to work tomorrow. You can call me tomorrow."
That won't work. I need to see you again.
No..I need you to stay.
Before you broke off the embrace, I kiss your cheek. I can't remember if you smiled for it or not.
As you leave, I started to cry..I wonder..
No, I love..
No..I don't know..
But..Do you love me?
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omg... is blue who i think she is? ... omg...
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please, blue, say no when she asks you that "do you love me?" question thing... GGAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
thanks for that chap... looking forward to the next...
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I think i know who blue :ding: is but i think I'm wrong :err: I'll wait and see before guessing again
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Wait, so blue and the one who broke Sayu's heart are different ppl, right?
Hmmmm, I need to think about this.... :lol:
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No, don't leave me..
Please..
I need you..make me feel better like you did last night..
"No!"
I woke up, heart pacing and in a sweat. I looked at the alarm clock, glad to have a couple of more hours before I have to go to rehearsals. I wanted to rest for a few minutes, hoping I would see your face again. Unfortunately, I can't do it. I wanted to cry, but I knew that you would not let me do it. I still remember the words you said to me before you left.
"Don't cry," you said. "I'll always be there for you."
Funny that someone said those words to me long ago.
I hop out of my bed, take a shower and get dressed. I started to hum a tune that we sung a long time ago. It was one of my favorite songs. As soon as I got dressed, I heard a knock on my bedroom door. "Who is it?" I said in a cute voice, hoping it would be you.
"Someone wants to see you," my sister answered.
"Who is it?" I asked.
"Only your best friend."
Oh no, not her..what do I do now?
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You've always been a friend..but just a friend.
However, we've always been close..
I don't usually make mistakes, but I believe I made one with you.
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry we never got to know each other personally.
I want to try that with you, if that's okay
What am I saying?
Wait..I know exactly what I am saying. I found someone right under my nose and I almost missed it.
I hope you can forgive me.
"Hi Sayu!" she smiled. "Ready to go?"
"I guess," I said glumly.
"What's wrong?" she asked.
She kept asking me that when we left my house. That was when I finally lost it, even though we never really argued when we were friends. "What is it?" I screamed.
"Calm down Sayu," she said. "I just asked what is wrong."
"You know what it is."
"No, tell me what it is."
"YOU'RE DATING GAKI-SAN, THAT'S WHY!"
I left her standing as I ran away, toward rehearsals. I hated to scream out the truth to her, but I had to. The truth was told, but unfortunately, there were only four people who knew that secret. I loved her, or at least, that's what I thought.
Do I hate Gaki-san? I don't really hate her.
But, she's my friend too..or was my friend.
I don't want to hold a grudge against either of the two, but I don't know what to do. Besides, Ai-chan wouldn't listen to me anyway.
Where are you when I need you?
I really need to call you.
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HUWAT?!?!?!
i'm frimmin' lost now...
thanks for that anyway... XD
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So the plot thickens... :lol:
Intrigued! :yep:
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:dizzy: aww man dude I thought... hoped I was right *sighs* maybe I am?? :? who knows anymore :P
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"NO! Do it again!" Ai-chan screamed at everyone.
Ai-chan's great as a leader, but she knows out to let her fangs and claws out when nothing seems to go right. We have been working this new dance routine for the video for what seems to be weeks now. Of course, it has only been a few days since we started. Good thing for me is that she hasn't screamed at me all day. Mostly she's been yelling at..
"Sayu?" Gaki-san asked. "Can I talk to you for a second?"
"Well, I'm kinda busy," I tell her.
She can tell I'm avoiding her.
"Please? It's real important."
Before I could say anything else, she grabs my hand and leads me out of the room. I turned to look to see if Ai-chan could be staring at me. However, her eyes were fixed onto one person.
The one person who...
"Sayu, I like to know what's going on," Gaki-san replied. She had her hands on her hips and had a vague expression on her face. "Would you like to tell me what happened this morning?"
"I can explain," I tried to say.
"Actually, I should.."
"Huh?"
"I didn't know that this was going to hurt you."
"Of course this hurt me! You never told me that she loved you. Why couldn't you tell me first before you hurt me just as bad? Do you have any idea what you have done?"
"Sayu, calm down..I didn't know that I would fall in love with her. It just happened."
"Wrong! It didn't just happened."
"You have to believe me. I was in the same position too."
"Prove it."
"All right you two," Ai-chan peered from the door. "Break's over."
"Could have swore I closed that door," Gaki-san muttered. "Look, I swear that I will tell you how it happened, okay?"
"Promise?" I asked, demanding an answer.
"I promise," Gaki-san replied.
I watched her leave before I start to make my way back toward the dance room. Would she really tell me how those two got together? I wonder if Ai-chan knows about this? Is she really mad at Gaki-san?
All those questions seem to float into my mind as I went back into the dance room to start dancing again. Luckily, Ai-chan wasn't barking orders as much now. The day seem to go by pretty smoothly as we wrapped up our rehearsals for the day. I try to find Gaki-san to see if I can talk to her some more, but to no avail.
I did see Ai-chan stomp away before I left..I wonder what that was all about?
Maybe I should talk to her..
No, she'll probably yell at me like yesterday.
I go back to my dressing room to get my things together to leave. I got out my phone and saw I had one message.
The one message I was waiting for all day.
I called the number back and sure enough, it was you on the other line.
"Feeling better today?" you asked.
"A little better," I replied. "Are you doing anything right now?"
"Not today. Besides, I'll be busy all day."
"Can we do something again today?"
"Sure. Just meet me outside."
Just like a rabbit(which I am known to be, even though I can't run that fast), I run toward the outside world.
Toward you.
Toward...us?
I really hope so.
If you let me.
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just started reading ...
what can i say, its really good (:
i'm in love with your story xD
its intense xD
i hope you tell us who the blue is~
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Ai-chan= :scolding:
Sayu= :depressed:
Gaki= :mon pissed:
Blue= :monk gboy:
Hmmm... :mon dunno: Who is blue?!
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I'm so confused who blue is? So confused that I was going to suggest that "blue" was the "pill bug" that she used to play with when she was young (random I know but when I thought of this I was watching the Music Fighter episode.)
Rika seems to be a very reasonable candidate, but still not convinced its her. *wait's patiently for next chapter*
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Orange is Eri...maybe :?
If so, then she and Risa are going out! Kyaa~ :wub:
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Pink= Sayu
Purple= Ai
Green= Gaki
Orange= Eri?
Blue= :? Reina???
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I have no idea why but I think the blue is Maki XD
You did say it was a really weird pairing...
...that would be so crazy if it WAS Maki, I'm prolly wrong though...
Well thats my guess on the subject of who this blue person is =D
and now *waits*
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Pink= Sayu
Purple= Ai
Green= Gaki
Orange= Eri?
Blue= :? Reina???
probably the one i most agree with
i re-read everything today xD
and yeshhh, i agree =D
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I have no idea why but I think the blue is Maki XD
You did say it was a really weird pairing...
...that would be so crazy if it WAS Maki, I'm prolly wrong though...
Well thats my guess on the subject of who this blue person is =D
and now *waits*
Blue does sound like Maki (character wise), but it doesn't really fit... Sayu and Maki were never in a group together were they? But I guess that doesn't matter... To be safe, I'ma say Rika coz it sounds as though blue isn't in MM with Sayu during the fic, therefore, that kinda rules out Reina, I guess... Gosh when will we know? :P
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^ I kinda feel like its Rika as well but i just can't picture it so my mind rejects the idea everytime :lol: thus the alternative being Reina she wears the blue shirts, hasn't been mentioned yet, and thoough personally i don't find it to be an odd pairing :wub: i don't think anyone's written about them yet
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hey guys..I'm thinking Reina's supposed to be purple, so if anybody knows what Ai-chan uses as her color, I'll change it and put the right one in...btw, I LOVE how you guys try to figure out who "blue" is..I promise, it will be soon! :)
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I run outside to see you, but I had to look hard to enough to find you. You were more concealed this time.
Would that mean if we ever..?
No, Sayu! Don't think that now.
Uh-oh..she's coming towards me. Say something!
"Hi..." I tried to say.
"Hi Sayu!" you replied.
Once again you led me into your embrace.
How I would love to be in your embrace for eternity.
Of course..everybody would be wondering, "Where's Sayu?"
"So, what do you want to do today?" you asked.
"Umm..can we go to your house?" I asked.
Sayu, you idiot! Why did you say that?
"Not today," you laughed. "Unless you want to go to your house."
Yes! Yes, please!I thought. Say yes, Sayu...please!
"Ummm..would you..?"
Damn it! I hear the phone ring.
"Hold on a second." you told me. "Hello?"
"I just left the studio."
"Umm..well I'm busy right now."
"Well, someone beat you to it."
"Yeah, we're busy the rest of the day."
"Sorry, gotta go."
You hung up your phone and gripped my hand again..actually, you were swinging my hand around while you were talking to someone. I should feel happy that you were going to spend the day with me, but something started to bother me.
Don't hurt me..please.
I just hope it wasn't someone you're going out with.
"I'm so sorry," you said. "Now, what do you want to do?"
"I..I don't know," I replied sadly.
If your phone haven't rung, we would have been at my house by now.
"Sayu..." you cooed. "You're doing it again."
"Doing what?"
"You're being sad again."
"Sorry, but it still hurts."
"You mean with her?"
"Uh-huh."
"Come on," you said. "Let's go on a train ride for a while."
Minutes later, we went to the train station, bought a ticket and went inside without a word spoken. During the whole time, you had your hand linked with mine. That was when I decided to tell her another secret.
The one person she's seeing.
I just wish I talked to Gaki-san sooner than this.
I would have liked to had found out who she liked before "her".
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hey guys..I'm thinking Reina's supposed to be purple, so if anybody knows what Ai-chan uses as her color, I'll change it and put the right one in
Reina's colour is light blue and Ai's is yellow.
http://wiki.theppn.org/Hello!_Project_Member_Colors
I can't wait to find out who "blue" is!
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Keep it going please!
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:banghead: who...is....blue?!?!
:lol: gomen :sweatdrop: i need to find out!
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As I've been reading this, I have come to this conclusion: Even sad Sayu is adorable! :inlove:
Blue, blue, blue! Who the hell are you!? Hehehe, I made a rhyme!
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@KonaKaga:thanks for the colors..I'll start using them now..
I promise.."blue" will be revealed soon..with posting twice a day, it'll be quick.
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Why?
Why did she do this to me?
I'm starting to think that Sayu may be right.
I hurt Sayu..just as "she" did to me.
We both have the same problem. We fell in love with the wrong people.
However, I'm glad I found someone who truly loves me.
I hope Sayu finds someone one day who truly loves her as well.
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I feel better when I'm with you.
I wish that...
I wish...
I wish...
Stop saying that, Sayu. That was a song. Just say it to her.
Unfortunately, I never listen to myself.
"Sayu?" you asked.
"Hmm?" I asked.
"You okay?"
"I think so. I was just thinking."
"About what?"
"Just some stuff."
"You're thinking about 'her' right?"
"Not really. I think I can let her go."
"I think so. She has someone now..and I forgive her."
I forgive her...
Those three words that I've been wanting to say to her for a long time..but also to say to you for leaving me temporary.
I need to say them to you.
I need to say them to Gaki-san.
But more importantly..I need to say them to you.
I forgive you...Eri.
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"Ready to go?" you asked.
"I'm ready," I answered.
I hate to keep doing this to her. I mean, it's not like it just happened. She's had her eyes on me ever since Miki left. Besides, I have the feeling that we would be caught by "her" sooner or later. She tells me to relax, but I'm not if I can do that.
I'm supposed to be the wonky yankii...right?
But the way you look at me..
Your smile...
Your touch...
Even your kiss...send shivers up my spine.
Like what you're doing to me right now.
You break the kiss, smile and take my hand as we leave the studio. These are the parts I wish she would tell "her" that we're dating now. Of course, that's not the time when I know you always want things your way.
"Sorry about this morning," you replied.
"Are you trying to get us both in trouble?" I asked.
"What do you mean?"
"You've yelled at me twice in two days."
"I said I was sorry."
"Whatever. You owe me big time for this."
"Fine. What is it this time?"
"Maybe later. Right now, let's pick up where we left off."
"That sounds good," you smiled.
Maybe I tell her to tell "her" about us tomorrow...or maybe the next day.
Maybe next week.
I really need to make her tell "her" soon.
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Ah, I think I may be understanding some things now!!!
Sayu forgives Eri, who left her for Gaki. I think Ai and Reina are together but I don't know what that has to anything else. AHHHHHH! I wanna knoooooow!!!!
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okay so gaki liked ai who didn't like her because she liked reina :farofflook: (aw poor mame-chan)
so eri who liked gaki grew on gaki and they became a couple
but sayu liked eri and got hurt by kamemame
so "blue" can't be Reina :depressed:
but blue can possibly fix Sayu so YAY to possible happy ending :nya: :onioncheer:
Ah.. but who is "blue" :smoke:
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@KonaKaga:thanks for the colors..I'll start using them now..
I promise.."blue" will be revealed soon..with posting twice a day, it'll be quick.
I take it blue won't be changed?
:O Who is blue!? XD
Why?
Why did she do this to me?
I'm starting to think that Sayu may be right.
I hurt Sayu..just as "she" did to me.
We both have the same problem. We fell in love with the wrong people.
However, I'm glad I found someone who truly loves me.
I hope Sayu finds someone one day who truly loves her as well.
"She" is Ai, I presume? So Risa liked Ai, but they couldn't be together so she fell in love with Eri, who loved her so Sayu's heart broken?
I feel better when I'm with you.
I wish that...
I wish...
I wish...
Stop saying that, Sayu. That was a song. Just say it to her.
Unfortunately, I never listen to myself.
Lol: I WISH
"Sayu?" you asked.
"Hmm?" I asked.
"You okay?"
"I think so. I was just thinking."
"About what?"
"Just some stuff."
"You're thinking about 'her' right?"
"Not really. I think I can let her go."
"I think so. She has someone now..and I forgive her."
So who is blue and who does she forgive?
Blue=Rika? Forgives Yossie? Yossie's with Maki or Makoto? :-X
I forgive her...
Those three words that I've been wanting to say to her for a long time..but also to say to you for leaving me temporary.
I need to say them to you.
I need to say them to Gaki-san.
But more importantly..I need to say them to you.
I forgive you...Eri.
So, I was right! Risa was hurt by Ai! So now Risa and Eri are going out, hence Sayu's broken heart?
"Ready to go?" you asked.
"I'm ready," I answered.
I hate to keep doing this to her. I mean, it's not like it just happened. She's had her eyes on me ever since Miki left. Besides, I have the feeling that we would be caught by "her" sooner or later. She tells me to relax, but I'm not if I can do that.
I'm supposed to be the wonky yankii...right?
But the way you look at me..
Your smile...
Your touch...
Even your kiss...send shivers up my spine.
Like what you're doing to me right now.
You break the kiss, smile and take my hand as we leave the studio. These are the parts I wish she would tell "her" that we're dating now. Of course, that's not the time when I know you always want things your way.
"Sorry about this morning," you replied.
"Are you trying to get us both in trouble?" I asked.
"What do you mean?"
"You've yelled at me twice in two days."
"I said I was sorry."
"Whatever. You owe me big time for this."
"Fine. What is it this time?"
"Maybe later. Right now, let's pick up where we left off."
"That sounds good," you smiled.
Maybe I tell her to tell "her" about us tomorrow...or maybe the next day.
Maybe next week.
I really need to make her tell "her" soon.
Ai and Reina.
So let's piece this together...
Orange=Eri
Green=Risa
Yellow=Ai
Pink= Reina and Sayu
Blue= Unknown (Rika?)
So Risa liked Ai but Ai liked Reina so Risa was heart broken. Then Eri liked Risa and was by Risa's side and Risa fell in love, making them a couple, therefore Sayu's heart break. And blue seems to have had made a mistake with not choosing someone (Sayu or an unknown?) and wants to be forgived.
Who is this blue?! It's driving me up the wall! XD
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hmmm..looks like I mistaken Reina's color..so she will be purple instead of pink(Sayu)
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"Where are we going?" I asked you.
"You'll see," you smiled.
That smile..
I missed it so much.
No, I missed you.
I laid my head on your shoulder. You didn't seem to mind, but I keep wondering how many steps I have to take before you tell me to take a step back. I know you're not that laid-back, but I keep wondering when you will have time to stop and look around. I was about to fall asleep before you shook me out of my near sleepyness.
I looked up at you and wanted one thing.
I wanted you...
I wanted you...to kiss me.
Why didn't you? I know you would probably make the first move, right?
"Ready to go?" you asked.
"Where to?" I asked.
"We're going home."
"What? I thought we were going to do something."
"You were asleep the whole time."
I looked out the window and it was night. I looked at watch to see that it was almost 8 at night. The only time I had time to myself with you and I blew it. Why do I keep doing that to people?
But you took my hand and led me out of the subway car.
I wanted to say something, but didn't know what.
God, why do I keep doing this?
Why couldn't I just say what I want to say to you?
I don't have much time..you'll be busy tomorrow.
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"Come on," you told me, pulling my arm.
"Why?" I asked you. "We've seen the movie at least four times already."
"So? I wanna see it."
"Let's do something else."
"Like what?"
"How about some ice cream, chocolate perhaps?"
"Yay! Mame-chan takes me to the movies and some ice cream!"
You wrap your arms around me tight, almost unable to breathe. It's bad enough you do that to me sometimes when we tape Haromoni, but that was before we started dating. But to be honest, I don't really want to go to the movies.
I want to spend it with you, all alone.
That's why I have an idea.
"Why don't we rent some movies and buy some ice cream?" I asked you sweetly.
"All chocolate?" you asked, excitedly.
"Of course," I replied. I gave you a kiss on your nose before we headed out.
Thank goodness we can spend it at home.
Just Turtle and me, Mayuge.
Besides, I never told her I hated that movie anyway.
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1 word: GakiKame!
:wub:
I'm still waiting to find out who blue is though XD
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^ I'm starting to think its Rika too
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... Rika=blue? ... hmm...
... ... ... ... .. .. .... . .. hm... ... "her"= ... .. .. . . .. yossui?
:banghead: must... :banghead: remember :banghead: ... ... .. . . . i :banghead: ... worship :banghead: ... Ishi :heart: Yoshi... :banghead: and Ishi :heart: Yoshi... :banghead: alone!!!! :banghead: GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! :bleed eyes:
... i usually get hurt at the thought of either of Ishi :heart: Yoshi with anyone else but... strangely, when i imagine that Rika=blue... i don't feel affected as much... hm... there must be something wrong with me...
"i forgive "her"?" ...
CHARMY-SAMA!!! by your rabu-rabu mercy reveal to me the identity of this blue!!!! is she you?! tell me, please tell tru!!!!!! :prayers:
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Don't wanna make any guesses about blue. I'm just gonna wait it out! :lol:
MMMMM, Gakikame!!! Ooooh, some alone time... :twisted:
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Its got to be Maki, still not convinced its Rika. That is all.
*now waits patiently until blue is revealed.*
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I love being with you.
Even before I became leader, I wanted to be with you.
To be honest..I didn't think you wanted to be with me.
I thought you loved someone else...
But, I'm glad you loved me.
I know I hurt "her"...but I don't know how to fix it.
I don't think it'll ever be fixed.
I'm so sorry..
I'm sorry that it had to be like this.
Yes, I loved you once, but we drifted apart.
I always thought you had someone else in your heart.
That's why I never asked.
However, I am getting a little worried...
I wonder...
"Ai-chan!" you asked me from outside the door. "Are you coming out or not?"
"Just a minute," I answered.
But not before I put our picture back in my purse.
Yes, I still have it all this time.
Even though I've moved on, I still keep a picture of us...from the good times.
I still dream sometimes back to that day of the picture taken.
I sometimes wonder, "What is she doing now?"
I look in the mirror and close my eyes. Sometimes when I open them, I could almost feel you still there, embracing me from behind. God, I miss those days.
I thought that love was supposed to stay forever.
I wonder...what if we could...?
No, Ai-chan. You've moved on remember?
"Ai-chan!" you shouted. "Are you coming out or do I have to break the door down?"
That's my yankii..always the impatient one.
I leave the bathroom to see you with your hands on your hips. It looked like you were gonna pounce on me at any given moment. I sometimes deserve it for keeping her waiting.
But I can't keep doing that now, right?
"About time you got out," you replied. "How long does it take you to put on makeup?"
"About the same time it took for you to pick that outfit," I smiled.
As we walked out of my apartment, I really wished we could have stayed there. I love her so much, that I wish I could tell the whole world.
After all, people love us Gokkies, right?
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Ah, I see Ai and Reina's connection. She loved Gaki, but suspected the feelings weren't mutual so she went for Reina instead. They are happy but Ai can't help but remember what it was like before.
Interesting.... :lol:
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I love being with you.
Even before I became leader, I wanted to be with you.
To be honest..I didn't think you wanted to be with me.
I thought you loved someone else...
But, I'm glad you loved me.
She's talking about Reina, right?
I know I hurt "her"...but I don't know how to fix it.
I don't think it'll ever be fixed.
I'm so sorry..
I'm sorry that it had to be like this.
Yes, I loved you once, but we drifted apart.
I always thought you had someone else in your heart.
That's why I never asked.
However, I am getting a little worried...
I wonder...
So before she was talking about Reina and now she's talking about Risa. So she loved Risa but she thought that Risa loved someone else (Eri I presume) so she never asked about it?
I wonder what Ai's worried about.. :(
"Just a minute," I answered.
But not before I put our picture back in my purse.
Yes, I still have it all this time.
Even though I've moved on, I still keep a picture of us...from the good times.
I still dream sometimes back to that day of the picture taken.
I sometimes wonder, "What is she doing now?"
I look in the mirror and close my eyes. Sometimes when I open them, I could almost feel you still there, embracing me from behind. God, I miss those days.
I thought that love was supposed to stay forever.
I wonder...what if we could...?
No, Ai-chan. You've moved on remember?
Aww, Ai wants to be with Risa again, but she's telling herself that she's moved on. She's confused about what she feels.
I love her so much, that I wish I could tell the whole love.
:? I'm not quite understanding this sentence.
Oh, just a little thing I spotted. You suddenly changed the..uhh what's the word?.... kinda like POV. Here's an example.
I know I hurt "her"...but I don't know how to fix it.
I don't think it'll ever be fixed.
I'm so sorry..
I'm sorry that it had to be like this.
Yes, I loved you once, but we drifted apart.
Do you get what I mean?
I can't wait for the update! And to find out who our unknown is :D
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as much as i would love this to have takagaki i don't want to hurt Eri the Kamemame pairing has been growing on me recently... But I feel for Ai it sucks to feel like you've had an oppurtunity to be with someone and waiting to long even if you with someone else you can't help but wonder what if...
Lol that yellow font killed me... but i just highlighted everything so its okay XD
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@takagakifan: Sorry about that..I know the yellow's too bright, wish they had a darker yellow though.
@ KonaKaga: thanks for the heads-up. I'll try to change it next time, let me know if I mess it up again. BTW, I love how you give me your thorough reviews, it makes me feel good to know someone takes the time to read and give me opinions.
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We didn't say anything.
We haven't said much since we left the train station.
What is wrong with you, Sayu?
There she is in front of you, and you can't say one word to her.
She could be everything you ever wanted in someone.
Sure, you've been hurt, but you have to move on.
This may be your only chance to tell her.
Say something, you idiot!
You may be a narcissisant on cute and sexy, but you are horrible at talking.
"Sayu?" you asked.
"Huh?"
Oh no, we're at my house.
However, you're still holding onto my hand. Please, don't let go.
I don't want you to let me go.
"Guess I'll see you later," you said.
You start to let go of my hand, but I can't let you leave. Not now, not ever.
I cling onto you tight, hoping you just hold me for eternity.
Who cares about work? I just want you.
"Sayu, what's wrong?" you asked.
"Please..don't leave...me," I said between tears.
"Unfortunately I have to," you replied.
"Why?"
"Because I have to work tomorrow. You should get some rest."
"I don't need rest, I need you."
"It's okay, Sayu. I'll be back soon."
That was when I couldn't take it anymore.
"No!"
I grabbed your arm and I kissed you.
Not the kiss that I wanted, but it was worth it.
You pulled away and I knew...
I knew that I blew it.
I should have known...
You really are dating someone.
"I'm..I'm sorry," you said.
"No, I'm sorry," I tried to explain. "I..I didn't mean to..."
"I think I should leave.."
"I knew it! You were talking to her this morning."
"That wasn't her."
"Then who are you seeing?"
"I'm not seeing anyone."
"I don't believe you.."
"Sayu.."
"No! Don't talk to me, ever again!"
"Sayu, wait!"
I run back into the house and up to my room. I jumped onto the bed, crying uncontrollably. I cry myself to sleep that night, knowing that I've already hurt two people.
I hurt Eri, and now I've hurt you.
I just can't seem to go on.
Maybe I should just leave..
I should leave the world, besides no one needs me anyway.
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@ KonaKaga: thanks for the heads-up. I'll try to change it next time, let me know if I mess it up again. BTW, I love how you give me your thorough reviews, it makes me feel good to know someone takes the time to read and give me opinions.
No problem, it's fun to do since I'm doing it for such a great story!
We didn't say anything.
We haven't said much since we left the train station.
What is wrong with you, Sayu?
There she is in front of you, and you can't say one word to her.
She could be everything you ever wanted in someone.
Sure, you've been hurt, but you have to move on.
This may be your only chance to tell her.
Say something, you idiot!
You may be a narcissisant on cute and sexy, but you are horrible at talking.
Ahh, Sayu's having some internal conflict, hopefully she can get over it before anything bad happens.
"Sayu?" you asked.
"Huh?"
I think I spoke to soon, but then again I don't think 'huh' counts as a word XD
Oh no, we're at my house.
However, you're still holding onto my hand. Please, don't let go.
I don't want you to let me go.[/color]
"Guess I'll see you later," you said.
You start to let go of my hand, but I can't let you leave. Not now, not ever.
I cling onto you tight, hoping you just hold me for eternity.
Who cares about work? I just want you.
"Sayu, what's wrong?" you asked.
"Please..don't leave...me," I said between tears.
"Unfortunately I have to," you replied.
"Why?"
"Because I have to work tomorrow. You should get some rest."
"I don't need rest, I need you."
"It's okay, Sayu. I'll be back soon."
Wow, blue seems to be acting a bit oblivious, no?
That was when I couldn't take it anymore.
"No!"
I grabbed your arm and I kissed you.
Not the kiss that I wanted, but it was worth it.
You pulled away and I knew...
I knew that I blew it.
I should have known...
You really are dating someone.
Sayu! :cry:
"I'm..I'm sorry," you said.
Damn you blue! :angry:
"No, I'm sorry," I tried to explain. "I..I didn't mean to..."
"I think I should leave.."
"I knew it! You were talking to her this morning."
"That wasn't her."
"Then who are you seeing?"
"I'm not seeing anyone."
"I don't believe you.."
"Sayu.."
"No! Don't talk to me, ever again!"
"Sayu, wait!"
I realised this with other chapters as well, but sometimes when two different people are talking, you just leave it as one colour, so sometimes I get a bit confused @_@ Is there a reason you leave it as one colour, or can you just not be bothered? XD Sometimes I think that the person is talking to themselves.
I run back into the house and up to my room. I jumped onto the bed, crying uncontrollably. I cry myself to sleep that night, knowing that I've already hurt two people.
I hurt Eri, and now I've hurt you.
I thought that Eri hurt Sayu? I think I missed something O_o
I just can't seem to go on.
Maybe I should just leave..
I should leave the world, besides no one needs me anyway.
No....NO! :cry:
Don't go down that road Sayu! Everyone needs you! At some point everyone has hurt someone else, it's a part of life. There is always someone who needs you!
And I take it that this is Sayu talking, right? Just the wrong colour? Or is it blue? O_O
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Moar! MOAR!!!
Great chap, CKD!
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@KonaKaga: sorry again..got the colors changed back. Also, remember when Sayu had that fight with Eri? She loved her at first, but couldn't say it..I'll try and get that soon.
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"Sayu, wait!"
She's gone.
I'm the one to blame..it's all my fault.
I always seem to cause trouble for everyone I come in contact with.
Not really, it's just that...
What am I saying?
Maybe she's right. Maybe I should stay away from her.
But...I can't do that.
There's something about you that..well, you always had it.
That cuteness and sexiness that nobody had, mainly because you made sure that you were the only one who did have it.
No wonder you called yourself the 'cute/sexy narcissist' of the group.
I never paid that much attention to it, except only for the show. Now that you've grown up, now it seems that you know how to use it.
So, what do I do?
I know you've been hurt...but I want to make it better.
What am I saying?
You just kissed me.
I have to be honest...I liked it.
Never did I thought you had the nerve to kiss me like that.
I'm sorry I pulled away..when you think about it, I should have stayed.
I know what I have to do now.
I'll find you soon, and when I do, I'll return the favor.
It'll be slow, but well worth it.
Sayu, never did I think that I will be falling in love...with you.
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Omg I want to know who blue is so freaking bad!!!
(I still can't help think its Maki...XD)
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BLUE!!! WHO.ARE.YOU????????
Yeah, I'm kinda getting a Maki vibe too....but this last entry......seems a little.....Miki-like!!! :shocked:
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man every entry is intense!! lol i really want to know who blue is!! i'm really glad that your updates are fast! awesome work!!
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The next day...
"Hello?"
"How have you been?"
I don't believe it..it's you.
"Still there?" you asked.
"Sorry," I laughed.
"Who was you expecting?"
"Ummm...I don't know. Mitsui?"
"You haven't changed. How have you been?"
"Pretty good. How about yourself?"
"Actually, that's what I wanted to talk to you about. Have you seen Sayu recently?"
"She hasn't talked to anybody all day."
"I knew it. It's all my fault."
"What happened?"
You told me what Sayu did to you.
I never thought she would do that to you.
To be honest, I always thought that her and Eri would always be a couple.
"Don't feel bad," I replied. "I'm sure it'll be all right."
"Will you talk to her for me?" you asked me.
"I'll try to," I promised. "I can't promise you anything though."
"Just tell her I'll call her today, OK?"
"I will. Just answer me one question though: Do you love her?"
Do I love her?
I believe I do.
No, I dolove her.
"Yes," I answered. "I believe I do love her."
"Don't worry," I told her. "I won't tell Sayu about this. I'll let you do it."
"Thank you. I'll call her tonight."
"It's great to hear from you again. We have to do something sometime."
"I know. I've missed you guys."
We talk for a few more minutes before you had to go. I promised you again that I would talk to Sayu for you.
I hope she listens to me.
More importantly, I hope she listens to you.
To be honest, I like to see you hook up with Sayu.
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Hmm, someone close to Mitsui is red. Who?????? :lol:
You've got me addicted! :P
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okay so i went to wiki.theppn to research possible reds and :shocked:
there are two ppl who fit this:
1) Koharu whose color is red... and mittsi says she sees her as a rival
2) Yossi... hence the :shocked: because apparently Mitsui really close to her like an older sister
which means.... a) blue is SOOOO Rika or b)welll if red is koharu then who knows... *goes back to wiki.theppn* :shocked: OGAWA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (her color was blue when she was still in MM and is from the same prefecture as Koharu so that would be there connection)
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Red is likely to be koharu if its going by momusu colors.
Because, the "she hasn't talked to anyone all day" part
only someone from the current momusu with her should know that, right?
just speculation, though.
good story, keep up the good work!
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Ahh, sorry that I didn't review the previous chapter :sweatdrop: I read it, I just forgot to review it cause I went out and my dad closed all my screens >_>
The next day...
"Hello?"
"How have you been?"
I don't believe it..it's you.
"Still there?" you asked.
"Sorry," I laughed.
"Who was you expecting?"
"Ummm...I don't know. Mitsui?"
So there's a new character, red.
So Koharu or Miki.
I doubt it's Koharu more than Miki.
So CharmKitty friendship?
"You haven't changed. How have you been?"
"Pretty good. How about yourself?"
"Actually, that's what I wanted to talk to you about. Have you seen Sayu recently?"
"She hasn't talked to anybody all day."
"I knew it. It's all my fault."
"What happened?"
You told me what Sayu did to you.
I never thought she would do that to you.
To be honest, I always thought that her and Eri would always be a couple.
I'm still kinda thinking Miki.
"Don't feel bad," I replied. "I'm sure it'll be all right."[/color]
"Will you talk to her for me?" you asked me.
"I'll try to," I promised. "I can't promise you anything though."
"Just tell her I'll call her today, OK?"
"I will. Just answer me one question though: Do you love her?"
Do I love her?
I believe I do.
No, I dolove her.
"Yes," I answered. "I believe I do love her."
"Don't worry," I told her. "I won't tell Sayu about this. I'll let you do it."
"Thank you. I'll call her tonight."
"It's great to hear from you again. We have to do something sometime."
"I know. I've missed you guys."
We talk for a few more minutes before you had to go. I promised you again that I would talk to Sayu for you.
I hope she listens to me.
More importantly, I hope she listens to you.
To be honest, I like to see you hook up with Sayu.
So red thinks that blue and Sayu would be good together?
It seems like in the way it is described that Sayu might be slightly hesitant to talk to red...
But I have to agree with x_sleephead's comment about how it's likely to be Kohrau. But who knows, you might be writing it set when Miki was still in MM.
Agh! I don't know anymore! XD
I await your update!
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Why?
Why me?
Why do I deserve this?
All this pain, the torture?
Why did you do this to me?
I don't care about anything anymore!
I feel like...like I wanna die.
"Sayu?" you asked, "can I come in?"
"I don't feel like talking right now," I said.
"Please? It's just me and you."
"I don't want anybody here."
"Just hear me out first, OK?"
There was nothing i could do. You let yourself in without a word spoken.
I look at you and wonder how you do it.
You flashed your smile at me.
You come over to me and wrap your arms around me.
It's not the same embrace as "hers" was, but I don't want to see her again.
Why did "she" do this to me?
"It'll be all right," you said repeatedly. "Everything will be all right."
"I..I hate..."
"Let it out Shige-san, what's wrong?"
"I...I hate her!"
I didn't say a word. I just conitnue to console her, knowing that I would have to break the news.
Okay...now.
"Someone called me just now," I told Sayu. "She says that she'll call you tonight."
"Did you ask who it was?" I asked you.
"No," I lied. "She just said that she'll call you tonight."
I already knew who it was..
I swore to myself I didn't want to talk to her again.
But, maybe she can give me an explanation.
Then again...
I won't know until she calls me...
But I still don't want to talk to her
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Just as I'm signing out, I see this! And I simply can't go and pretend I didn't see it!!!!
Hmm, red is definitely starting to sound like Miki!!! The "Shige-san" part!!!
Awww, Sayu is breaking my heart!! :cry:
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Why?
Why me?
Why do I deserve this?
All this pain, the torture?
Why did you do this to me?
I don't care about anything anymore!
I feel like...like I wanna die.
Remember what I said Sayu? :scolding: No dying! But at the same time I feel so bad for you :cry:
"Sayu?" you asked, "can I come in?"
"I don't feel like talking right now," I said.
"Please? It's just me and you."
"I don't want anybody here."
"Just hear me out first, OK?"
There was nothing i could do. You let yourself in without a word spoken.
I look at you and wonder how you do it.
You flashed your smile at me.
You come over to me and wrap your arms around me.
It's not the same embrace as "hers" was, but I don't want to see her again.
Red appears. Sounds like Miki~
*Reads on to look for clues*
Why did "she" do this to me?
"It'll be all right," you said repeatedly. "Everything will be all right."
"I..I hate..."
"Let it out Shige-san, what's wrong?"
"I...I hate her!"
I didn't say a word. I just conitnue to console her, knowing that I would have to break the news.
Okay...now.
I swear that it's Miki!
"Someone called me just now," I told Sayu. "She says that she'll call you tonight."
"Did you ask who it was?" I asked you.
"No," I lied. "She just said that she'll call you tonight."
I already knew who it was..
I swore to myself I didn't want to talk to her again.
But, maybe she can give me an explanation.
Then again...
I won't know until she calls me...
But I still don't want to talk to her
Sayu, the only way you can get over someone is if you talk to them, who knows, maybe something that you never expected might happen...
Oh, the story is getting really angsty, I can't wait to see what happens in the next few chapters.
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Please answer me...
Please, answer the phone!
I know I hurt you, but you can't be mad at me forever...
Why does everyone leave me?
Thank God I never tell people how I really feel.
But you make it so hard for me to break my promise.
I hate to tell you, because that's just me.
If I told anybody about how I felt, you would leave me too.
I guess you can say, we're both similar.
Still, please answer the phone!
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I heard your phone ring.
I'm still thinking about answering it.
You hurt me the night before, so why should I answer you?
*ring*
The phone's ringing again.
I wished it stop!
No Sayu! Answer the phone, now!
I should but...
No buts, answer it!
Wait...the ringing's stopped.
Thank goodness, the ringing's stopped.
Maybe I should call her back.
What if she's sorry about last night?
What if she's not seeing anybody?
What if..?
*ring*
NO! The ringing's started again!
Fine, I'll answer it!
"Hello?"
"Sayu?"
"What do you want?"
"Can we talk?"
"I don't want to."
"Please? I need to tell you something."
"Why?"
"It's important."
"How do I know you're not going to hurt me again?"
"Just trust me, OK?"
Trust.
The one thing that's been taken from me.
"Sayu?"
Should I trust her?
"Sayu? Are you there?"
"Okay, fine. When do you want to meet?"
"Tomorrow morning."
You didn't say anything else. I hung up the phone and went to sleep.
Should I trust you?
Please..if you do...
Don't hurt me again.
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Awwww :OMG: :fainted: Poor Sayu and poor blue!!! Blue is starting to sound like Yossy to me. But maybe it's because of maverickpanda's fic. But I'm hoping it's Maki or something!!! :lol:
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sorry, wanted to do another last night and couldn't..also, where's KonaKaga where I need her? :P
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The next day...
Okay, where are you?
I've been waiting for you.
I've waited for you this morning, but you didn't show.
I've waited for you during lunch..still, you didn't show.
You didn't even call or message me telling me you weren't going to be here.
I knew it..I should have known.
I knew I should have never answered the phone last night.
I knew that you was going to hurt me again.
That's it!
When she comes here(if she comes here) or the next time she calls, I won't respond. No matter what.
I never want to see her or hear from her again.
I hope that...
"Sayu? Can I come in?"
"No!"
"Please? I need to talk to you."
"No!"
I forced the door open to see you upset, only to have your back turned to me.
Damn it, Sayu. Why are you doing this to me?
This is not what I want for you..for us.
"Please Sayu," I pleaded, "look at me."
"Why?" you asked, "so you could hurt me again?"
"No, that wasn't it."
"Then what?"
"About what happened the night before."
"You mean about your girlfriend?"
"Will you stop it? I told you I don't have one."
"Prove it."
"What do you want me to do?"
"I don't want you to. What gives you the right to--"
That was when she kissed me.
That was when I kissed her.
It felt so good.
It felt so good.
I don't know how long it lasted, but for that moment, it made all my troubles with you wash away.
After it was over, you gave me a brief kiss, smiled, and walked away.
Not before you motioned to me that you would call me tonight.
I'm so in love with her right now.
I'm so in love with her right now.
Why didn't I do this sooner?
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sorry, wanted to do another last night and couldn't..also, where's KonaKaga where I need her? :P
Right here XD Sorry that I didn't review the previous chapter! I just couldn't think of anything to say that might help :sweatdrop: I shall try my best!
The next day...
Okay, where are you?
I've been waiting for you.
I've waited for you this morning, but you didn't show.
I've waited for you during lunch..still, you didn't show.
You didn't even call or message me telling me you weren't going to be here.
I knew it..I should have known.
I knew I should have never answered the phone last night.
I knew that you was going to hurt me again.
I can see Sayu's heart breaking right in front of me but I can't do anything! :cry: Ganbatte, Sayu!
That's it!
When she comes here(if she comes here) or the next time she calls, I won't respond. No matter what.
I never want to see her or hear from her again.
Sayu's hearts so broken that it's making her judgemental/impatient...D:
I hope that...
"Sayu? Can I come in?"
"No!"
"Please? I need to talk to you."
"No!"
I forced the door open to see you upset, only to have your back turned to me.
Usually don't people just walk away from the door rather than opening it?
I guess Sayu really is confused :P
Damn it, Sayu. Why are you doing this to me?
This is not what I want for you..for us.
"Please Sayu," I pleaded, "look at me."
Huh? Why is blue begging for Sayu to look at her? I thought that blue was turned away. Does that mean blue turned around and Sayu is hanging her head?
"Why?" you asked, "so you could hurt me again?"
Sayu, your saying that too much lately, don't make it a habit!
"No, that wasn't it."
"Then what?"
"About what happened the night before."
"You mean about your girlfriend?"
"Will you stop it? I told you I don't have one."
"Prove it."
"What do you want me to do?"
"I don't want you to. What gives you the right to--"
That was when she kissed me.
That was when I kissed her.
It's about damn time! XD
It felt so good.
It felt so good.
I'm sure it did. It felt so good to read this. Sayu's problems may be nearing an end.
I don't know how long it lasted, but for that moment, it made all my troubles with you wash away.
After it was over, you gave me a brief kiss, smiled, and walked away.
Not before you motioned to me that you would call me tonight.
I'm so in love with her right now.
I'm so in love with her right now.
Why didn't I do this sooner?
Why didn't you do it sooner, blue? Running away from feelings maybe? Life is only once, so don't waste once-in-a-lifetime chances!
Oh, just something I spotted about the last chapter!
"Okay, fine. Where do you want to meet?"
"Tomorrow morning."
Sayu asks where and blue replies a time O_o
Ever since I started reviewing this story I feel like I've sort of become a philosopher type of person saying lots of phrases :sweatdrop: I wonder if that's a bad thing?
I await for the update and to find out who blue is!
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OOOOOH! They kissed!! And they liked it! Blue, reveal yourself!!! :lol:
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Wow...
I mean..WOW.
I really wished I'd done this sooner.
But..I really wished she kissed me back.
I know she didn't give me a complete kiss, but I wonder what it would be like?
I can't wait to call her.
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WOW...
She really knows how to kiss someone.
Wait, don't think that, Sayu.
You have to do something.
You have to make her yours and only yours.
I can't wait for her to call me tonight.
I wish I kissed her back..she really is a great kisser.
I wish I can kiss someone like that.
Wait, she can teach you.
Sayu...what is going on in that head of yours?
"Sayu?"
"Oh, sorry Ai-chan. I'll be out in a minute."
"Sayu? Can I talk to you for a second?"
"We gotta finish our rehearsals for the song. It's just one more routine."
Me and Gaki-san watched our leader leave before we walked out my dressing room together.
"Gaki-san?" I asked.
"What is it?"
"I'm sorry."
"For what? You didn't do anything wrong."
"I was jealous of you and Kamei-chan being together."
I could feel Gaki-san's arms hugging me as we continued to walk towards the rehearsal room. However, I could still see that Gaki-san is still hurt about something. "What's wrong?" I asked.
"I still have to tell you what happened," she said.
"Don't worry about it now," I said.
"I have to ask..who came in just now?"
"It's a secret."
"Don't worry. I won't pry into it."
So, Sayu has a secret?
Wait, I know someone who had a secret before.
However, she never told me about it...or about that person.
Until I found out about it too late.
I hate to say it, but it was all her fault..and I thought she was my friend.
But I'm not mad at Sayu. I never was.
I hope she and this person fall in love..and hopefully neither of them get hurt.
Like I was long ago.
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Woo~ I can't wait to review this chapter!
WOW...
She really knows how to kiss someone.
Wait, don't think that, Sayu.
You have to do something.
You have to make her yours and only yours.
I can't wait for her to call me tonight.
I wish I kissed her back..she really is a great kisser.
I wish I can kiss someone like that.
Wait, she can teach you.
Sayu...what is going on in that head of yours?
Raging hormones for Sayu? XD
"Sayu?"
"Oh, sorry Ai-chan. I'll be out in a minute."
"Sayu? Can I talk to you for a second?"
"We gotta finish our rehearsals for the song. It's just one more routine."
Me and Gaki-san watched our leader leave before we walked out my dressing room together.
Apology time?
"Gaki-san?" I asked.
"What is it?"
"I'm sorry."
Yup.
"For what? You didn't do anything wrong."
"I was jealous of you and Kamei-chan being together."
I could feel Gaki-san's arms hugging me as we continued to walk towards the rehearsal room. However, I could still see that Gaki-san is still hurt about something. "What's wrong?" I asked.
"I still have to tell you what happened," she said.
"Don't worry about it now," I said.
"I have to ask..who came in just now?"
Wait a second. When did somebody come in? And where? Aren't Sayu and Risa walking to the rehearsal room?
"It's a secret."
"Don't worry. I won't pry into it."
So, Sayu has a secret?
Wait, I know someone who had a secret before.
However, she never told me about it...or about that person.
Until I found out about it too late.
I hate to say it, but it was all her fault..and I thought she was my friend.
But I'm not mad at Sayu. I never was.
I hope she and this person fall in love..and hopefully neither of them get hurt.
Like I was long ago.
So the person who had a secret was Ai and it was about her and Reina and Ai never told Risa. So Risa must have found out about it either when she confessed to Ai or when she saw the two together. So that's how Risa was hurt.
Hmm...interesting. I don't know why but I'm beginning to wonder how the story is going to end O_o I always think about endings way too soon :sweatdrop:
Also, shouldn't Risa's thoughts at the end be in green, not pink? But I guess you signified that it was Risa because it was in italics, so life's good. I can't wait for the next update!
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Sayu's mind is starting to sound like Kame-chan!!! Oh no, it's about Ai-chan, isn't it? :( Poor Gaki. She was in love with her but then Reina came in the picture. I hope Gaki really loves Kame, and isn't just using her to get over Ai-chan. On a slightly happier note, I hope Sayu and blue get together.
We're not gonna find out who blue is until the end, are we? :P
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Thank goodness practice is over.
I thought that it never will end.
But thank goodness we're prepared for the video.
To be honest, I rather would be singing than dancing.
It's almost time to leave.
Too bad I have no plans for tonight.
I wonder what Sayu will be doing tonight?
I know she's been excited since this morning.
Of course, she wouldn't tell me what it was.
I sometimes feel left out when everybody is gone.
Gaki-san with Eri, Ai-chan with Reina, and now Sayu with this mysterious person...
It does seem like I'm all alone.
I could hang out with Mitsui, Linlin and Junjun...but it's not the same.
I wish someone could...
Wait, I know who to call!
What were you thinking, Koharu-chan?
I dial the one number I needed to call.
Come on...pick up..
Yes! You answered!
"Hi, are you busy right now?"
Please say no...
"Great! I just got out from practice. Wanna do something?"
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I thought you were going to meet me outside as a surprise.
To me, that would have been better than a call.
I'm almost on my way home, until you call me.
"Hello?" I answered.
"You've been waiting for me?" you asked.
"Of course. Where are you?"
"In front of you."
"Don't be silly."
"I'm at your house right now."
Rats..why can't I run faster?
I run so hard that I nearly collapse.
Luckily, I can see my house. I start to walk again until I see someone come towards me.
That was when I saw you.
You offered your hand and I took it.
That was when I saw that we were walking away from my house.
I try to say something but you put your fingers to my lips.
I let you take me where you want to go.
I rather have you take my lips into yours right now.
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Thank goodness practice is over.
I thought that it never will end.
But thank goodness we're prepared for the video.
To be honest, I rather would be singing than dancing.
It's almost time to leave.
Too bad I have no plans for tonight.
I wonder what Sayu will be doing tonight?
I know she's been excited since this morning.
Of course, she wouldn't tell me what it was.
I sometimes feel left out when everybody is gone.
Gaki-san with Eri, Ai-chan with Reina, and now Sayu with this mysterious person...
It does seem like I'm all alone.
I could hang out with Mitsui, Linlin and Junjun...but it's not the same.
I wish someone could...
Wait, I know who to call!
What were you thinking, Koharu-chan?
I dial the one number I needed to call.
Come on...pick up..
Yes! You answered!
"Hi, are you busy right now?"
Please say no...
"Great! I just got out from practice. Wanna do something?"
So it was Koharu! :O Well now I want to know who she phoned :P Miki maybe?
I thought you were going to meet me outside as a surprise.
To me, that would have been better than a call.
I'm almost on my way home, until you call me.
"Hello?" I answered.
"You've been waiting for me?" you asked.
"Of course. Where are you?"
"In front of you."
"Don't be silly."
"I'm at your house right now."
Rats..why can't I run faster?
I run so hard that I nearly collapse.
XD Sayu's really running, huh? Considering she isn't exactly the best runner...
Luckily, I can see my house. I start to walk again until I see someone come towards me.
That was when I saw you.
You offered your hand and I took it.
That was when I saw that we were walking away from my house.
I try to say something but you put your fingers to my lips.
I let you take me where you want to go.
I rather have you take my lips into yours right now.
All I can say is :wub:
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Ah, so red is Koha! I wonder who she called too! Can't wait to see where blue takes Sayu!! :w00t:
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DAMNIT!!! :farofflook:
WHO THE F**K IS BLUE??? :OMG:
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. by the way NICE STORY XD...
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Woohoo i was right... FINALLY!!!
Oh Blue who are you???
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She's doing it again...making me wait.
I know I love her, but she's starting to get on my nerves on her waiting.
I wonder how things got this way.
Wait..she couldn't be that she and...
No, Reina! She's supposed to be yours and yours alone.
Still though, I sometimes wonder if she has feelings for...
There are other girls that I like to date, but...
Oh no...
That feeling is here again.
I've had that feeling for a while now, but I never told anybody.
Besides, they wouldn't believe me anyway.
Uh-oh...here she comes..
Pull yourself together here!
"Sorry about that," you said. "Ready to go?"
"Let's go already," I said impatiently.
"Okay, okay." You gave me a kiss on the lips before we headed out. Then, unexpectedly, you had an idea.
"You know, my parents are gone for the weekend."
"So? What are you saying?"
"Wanna sleep over tonight?"
I hand her my phone.
"Call my parents and we'll be even."
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"Gaki-san?"
"Mhm?"
"Thanks for the movie and ice cream."
"You're welcome. Now will you let me sleep?"
"Okay, sorry. Goodnight."
"Goodnight. I love you."
"I love you too."
You wrap your arms around me as I try to go back to sleep. Unfortunately, she ruined my dream.
The one dream I had for a while.
I would tell you about it, but I would never want to hurt you.
It's all that person's fault.
But I believe I'm a lot happier when I'm with you.
Whoever thought a Gokkie would love a Rokkie this much as I love you?
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She's doing it again...making me wait.
I know I love her, but she's starting to get on my nerves on her waiting.
Uh-oh :-\
I wonder how things got this way.
Wait..she couldn't be that she and...
No, Reina! She's supposed to be yours and yours alone.
Still though, I sometimes wonder if she has feelings for...
There are other girls that I like to date, but...
Oh no...
That feeling is here again.
I've had that feeling for a while now, but I never told anybody.
Besides, they wouldn't believe me anyway.
Uh-oh...here she comes..
Pull yourself together here!
I don't like the sounds of where this is going :(
I wonder who the "other girls" are?
"Sorry about that," you said. "Ready to go?"
"Let's go already," I said impatiently.
"Okay, okay." You gave me a kiss on the lips before we headed out. Then, unexpectedly, you had an idea.
"You know, my parents are gone for the weekend."
"So? What are you saying?"
"Wanna sleep over tonight?"
I hand her my phone.
"Call my parents and we'll be even."
Wait a sec, wasn't than't a bit mixed up? Ai said that Reina had an idea, but Ai was the one with the idea. Or are you referring to Reina saying to Ai to phone her parents?
"Gaki-san?"
"Mhm?"
"Thanks for the movie and ice cream."
"You're welcome. Now will you let me sleep?"
"Okay, sorry. Goodnight."
"Goodnight. I love you."
"I love you too."
Risa seems a bit annoyed at Eri, but not in a bad way just as in about how Eri keeps thanking her.
Hehe they're sharing a bed :shy2:
You wrap your arms around me as I try to go back to sleep. Unfortunately, she ruined my dream.
The one dream I had for a while.
I would tell you about it, but I would never want to hurt you.
It's all that person's fault.
But I believe I'm a lot happier when I'm with you.
Whoever thought a Gokkie would love a Rokkie this much as I love you?
Ahh, I wonder if Risa should tell Eri... I think that either way Eri might be hurt.
All I can hope is that Risa really does love Eri and that she's not just believing that she's happier.
Maybe the plot will take a twist and Reina and Ai break up and Risa and Eri break up. Then Ai and Risa will be together and Reina and Eri will be together? I highly doubt it. Afterall, GakiKame=WIN :D
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"Where are we going?" I asked.
"You'll see," you said.
I couldn't remember if I asked you that question the second time or the hundreth time.
My head's still a little dizzy from running, but your embrace makes me feel a little better.
I wish you would just take me to where we were going.
I know I'm impatient, but I want you to surprise me.
Just like that kiss you gave me this morning.
"Well, here we are," you said.
"Wait..are we at your house?" I asked.
"Of course. Where was you think we were going?"
You led me inside without saying a word. No sooner than we stepped inside, we began to make our way to the one room which we would stay for awhile.
Your room.
"Ummm...are you sure it's okay?" I asked.
"Sayu...you worry too much."
That was when you began to tickle me. I wanted to tickle back, but you were too strong for me to do so.
That's another thing I like you to do to me.
Unfortunately, if I wasn't so dizzy from the running, I would have enjoyed it.
The next thing I remembered was lying on your bed, with you curled beside me.
The next thing...your lips to mine.
Oh, how I wanted you to do that to me all night.
How I wanted to stay with you all night.
"My cute bunny Sayu," you replied softly to me.
"Cute?" I asked. "I'm supposed to be sexy, remember?"
"I heard about that. Why don't you show me?"
"You mean...for you?"
"Sure, why not?"
"Can we just kiss for right now?"
"Sure, but I want to see your sexy side later."
We began to kiss for quite a while. It was everything that I hoped for.
No..what I wanted for so long.
I really want her as my girlfriend.
I'm not ashamed to say it at all.
I want to tell the whole world about it.
I'll worry about all that tomorrow.
Right now, I just want you.
So, Sayu's in charge of sexy, eh?
I'll have to make sure she lets me see it.
Usually, in concerts, she usually addresses her cute side.
But now, she tells me that she's in charge of the sexiness of the group.
Hmmm...wonder what I could do?
I'll have to think of something during work tomorrow.
Right now, I just want to get lost in your kiss for the rest of the night.
Don't worry, I'll practice you.
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For some reason with that part
It made me think the blue was Yossui...weird...
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^i get the same vibes as you... ... ....... .. eh?!
/me falls on her knees in the middle of a field
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
nice short updates! keep it up and keep 'em coming!
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Boo, I missed an update! :lol: Anyway, Reina is thinking about other girls... :shocked: NOOO!!! Ai-chan broke Gaki's heart to be with her, she can't just do that!!! And Gaki still thinking about Ai-chan, but she loves Eri more. At least they seem ok.
Ooooooooooh, blue and Sayu in bed!!! :twisted: And blue wants to see the sexy side!! As do I. As for it being Yossy, I don't think so. I'm just not seeing that.
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hmm i want to say the blue is a H!P soloist but i can't finger who it could be :?
LOVE the story!!!!
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"Sayu...you worry too much."
That was when you began to tickle me. I wanted to tickle back, but you were too strong for me to do so.
this gave me the vibes...
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^ but it's not too hard to be stronger than Sayu XD And Maki still fits for that part.
With saying that, I also got the Yossy vibes in that part :lol:
I'm gonna keep hoping it's Maki though seeing that's how I'm reading it now... I just can't help but see Maki there.
This ReinAi and GakiKame stuff is getting really really interesting too!
I must say, this is becoming as addictive as Runaway from the Past... I've even dreamt about reading the both of them before XD
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@lollipopgirl:thanks for reading! I'm glad I got new people ehre reading..who knows? it MIGHT(grain of salt) win FotM. Was you dreaming of reading both fics or both couples?
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"Gaki-san?"
"Ai-chan?"
"Where are you?"
"I'm right here..where are you?"
"Just stay there..I'm coming."
I see you.
You feel sad and lost.
I run to you, but you start to turn away.
I had feelings, but I thought that...
No..I really did like you.
I wrap my arms around you from behind.
"Gaki-san...I need you."
"I need you too, Ai-chan."
"Let's start over together."
"I really want to..but I can't."
"Why not?"
"Because...you--
"No!"
I'm awake.
I look over and see that you're not there.
I was so close to wishing you were.
Having you there next to me.
That's the only thing I want.
Wait, Ai-chan. Are you forgetting something?
Reina could have heard you..thank goodness she didn't hear me.
I lay down next to her, wishing it was you.
Why, Gaki-san, why?
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"Gaki-san? Gaki-san!"
"Huh? What is it?"
"You were talking in your sleep."
"I was?"
"You're scaring me. Are you okay?"
"I think so. Just a bad dream, that was all."
"Don't worry. I'll protect you."
You wrap your arms around me as you fall asleep again. I kissed your nose as you wake up and smile. You kiss me for a few minutes before we fall asleep together.
I know you'll protect me.
I promise you I'll never hurt you.
I wish it was that easy, since I see Ai-chan every day.
I wonder if we'll ever be able to talk?
Could we ever move on?
The problem is...I love Kamei-chan.
I'm sorry, Ai-chan. I don't want our friendship destroyed over this.
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/meow roars: MOAR! /roar
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Oshit, Ai-chan loves Gaki when she's with Reina but not when both Gaki and herself were available???? AHHHHHHHH!!!! But Gaki has some feelings for her still, but she loves Kame. And she doesn't want to hurt the one she really loves. So they aren't talking?
You are tugging on my heartstrings, cool_kickin_dude!!! :D
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soo sad everyone in this story is getting hurt... was already hurt... or about to be hurt :cry:
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Yay! I'm going to see her.
I wonder what we'll be doing.
I wonder if I should have changed clothes for this.
I wonder...
Forget it! She probably won't notice anyway.
I was so glad to have met you when I first started.
Guess you can say I fell in love with her the moment I saw you.
I wish I could say that to you...wait, I'm starting to sound like Sayu now.
Speaking of which, I wonder how Sayu is doing right now.
I like to know...who is this person she's seeing anyway?
Hopefully, she won't get in trouble.
Maybe it's her sister....no, it can't be her.
I wonder who it is..?
I'll worry about it later..
Right now, I'm at her house.
*ding dong*
Luckily, you opened it quickly.
"Hi! What do you wanna do?"
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I've been thinking...
No, I know what I have to do.
Guess you can say I've been wanting her for a long time.
Too bad Gaki-san can't have Ai-chan.
However, it appears that Ai-chan isn't the same person that I fell in love with weeks ago.
Will I fight for her? You damn right I will.
I don't hate Gaki-san. I never have.
I just wish she stopped looking at me funny when I'm with Ai-chan.
*sigh*
I love you, Ai-chan.
Please, don't do anything stupid, like playing with my emotions.
Otherwise, you don't want to see my angry Yankii side.
Believe me, I like to use a different Yankii side, just for you when the time comes.
I kiss your forehead as we sleep into the night.
I sometimes wonder how Gaki-san puts up with Kame-chan anyway.
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I think that it's Junjun, considering that her color is blue.
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"Gaki-san?"
"Ai-chan?"
"Where are you?"
"I'm right here..where are you?"
"Just stay there..I'm coming."
O_O A dream? Or real-life?
I see you.
You feel sad and lost.
I run to you, but you start to turn away.
I had feelings, but I thought that...
No..I really did like you.
I wrap my arms around you from behind.
"Gaki-san...I need you."
"I need you too, Ai-chan."
Oh-no, this isn't happening! :scared:
"Let's start over together."
"I really want to..but I can't."
"Why not?"
"Because...you--
"No!"
I'm awake.
I look over and see that you're not there.
So it was a dream....
I was so close to wishing you were.
Having you there next to me.
That's the only thing I want.
Wait, Ai-chan. Are you forgetting something?
Reina could have heard you..thank goodness she didn't hear me.
I lay down next to her, wishing it was you.
Why, Gaki-san, why?
It's not a matter of why Gaki-san. It's a matter of why Ai-chan!
"Gaki-san? Gaki-san!"
"Huh? What is it?"
"You were talking in your sleep."
"I was?"
"You're scaring me. Are you okay?"
"I think so. Just a bad dream, that was all."
"Don't worry. I'll protect you."
Awww :wub:
You wrap your arms around me as you fall asleep again. I kissed your nose as you wake up and smile. You kiss me for a few minutes before we fall asleep together.
I know you'll protect me.
I promise you I'll never hurt you.
I wish it was that easy, since I see Ai-chan every day.
I wonder if we'll ever be able to talk?
Could we ever move on?
The problem is...I love Kamei-chan.
I'm sorry, Ai-chan. I don't want our friendship destroyed over this.
I agree with Risa. Ai had her chance but she didn't take it, so Risa moved on and fell in love. Ai will need to accept this, afterall, Risa did and she managed to move on.
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So who is Koha meeting? Reina's pretty cute! I love how she's willing to fight for Ai-chan and the fact that she will never hate Gaki is :wub:
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Yay! I'm going to see her.
I wonder what we'll be doing.
I wonder if I should have changed clothes for this.
I wonder...
Forget it! She probably won't notice anyway.
I was so glad to have met you when I first started.
Guess you can say I fell in love with her the moment I saw you.
Koharu talking about Miki?
I wish I could say that to you...wait, I'm starting to sound like Sayu now.
Speaking of which, I wonder how Sayu is doing right now.
I like to know...who is this person she's seeing anyway?
Hopefully, she won't get in trouble.
Maybe it's her sister....no, it can't be her.
I wonder who it is..?
Shouldn't Koharu know who it is since she and blue talked over the phone tgether and Koharu knew who it was? :?
I'll worry about it later..
Right now, I'm at her house.
*ding dong*
Luckily, you opened it quickly.
"Hi! What do you wanna do?"
;) Doesn't sound like Miki to me.... AGH! Who is it!?
I've been thinking...
No, I know what I have to do.
Guess you can say I've been wanting her for a long time.
Too bad Gaki-san can't have Ai-chan.
However, it appears that Ai-chan isn't the same person that I fell in love with weeks ago.
Will I fight for her? You damn right I will.
I don't hate Gaki-san. I never have.
I just wish she stopped looking at me funny when I'm with Ai-chan.
*sigh*
I love you, Ai-chan.
Please, don't do anything stupid, like playing with my emotions.
Otherwise, you don't want to see my angry Yankii side.
Believe me, I like to use a different Yankii side, just for you when the time comes.
I kiss your forehead as we sleep into the night.
I sometimes wonder how Gaki-san puts up with Kame-chan anyway.
So Reina heard Ai? :O Well she said that she would fight for Ai. Ai, make up your mind!
LOL I guess Reina can't stand too much of Eri at once XD
Oh! Congrats on getting past 100 replies! :cow:
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I'm sorry..
I'm sorry that I had to leave you.
Don't worry, I'm in another room.
I didn't want to wake you up and tell you about it.
I didn't want to get you involved in what I have to deal with.
I love you, Kamei-chan.
I wish I could say it to you, since you already have first.
It should have been me to tell you those words first.
If I didn't have this bothering me, I would have told you them the moment we started dating.
I have to say this though, but Kame-chan can love me better than her.
I don't hate Ai-chan. I don't think I ever will.
I just never thought she would betray me like this.
No, I can't hate Reina either.
Wait..I believe I do. She took her away from me.
Damn you, Reina!
Why? Why would you do this to me?
Now, thanks to you, I'm crying for Ai-chan. Why?
Pull yourself together, Gaki-san! You can't let Turtle see you like this.
"Gaki-san?
"Kame-chan? What are you doing?"
"Why are you crying?"
"I'm sorry. I should have told you sooner."
"What is it? Something wrong?"
"No, it's not you. It's me."
"Gaki-san, you're scaring me. Tell me what it is."
This is it, Mayuge. You better tell her or you'll lose your love forever.
I turn around, eyes soaked in tears. Luckily, you wipe them away for me.
I'm so glad to have you.
I grab your hand and look into your eyes and say the words I need to say.
The words to let myself go.
The words you desperately wanted to hear from me first.
"Kame-chan?"
"Yes?"
"I love you."
"Really? You do love me?"
"Of course I do. I love you more than anyone else."
"Please...tell me if you really love me."
I leaned toward your face and I began to kiss you passionately.
I bet Kame-chan never has been kissed like this.
We start kissing for minutes upon end before we headed back to our room.
We kiss for a few more minutes before we began to sleep together.
Before we did, I woke you for one last thing to say.
"Kame-chan?"
"Yes?"
"I love you."
"I love you too. I truly love you too."
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My head's about to explode from the awesomeness! :luvluv1:
I'm sorry..
I'm sorry that I had to leave you.
Don't worry, I'm in another room.
I didn't want to wake you up and tell you about it.
I didn't want to get you involved in what I have to deal with.
I love you, Kamei-chan.
I wish I could say it to you, since you already have first.
It should have been me to tell you those words first.
If I didn't have this bothering me, I would have told you them the moment we started dating.
You've not told her yet? :shocked:
I have to say this though, but Kame-chan can love me better than her.
I don't hate Ai-chan. I don't think I ever will.
I just never thought she would betray me like this.
No, I can't hate Reina either.
Wait..I believe I do. She took her away from me.
Damn you, Reina!
Why? Why would you do this to me?
Now, thanks to you, I'm crying for Ai-chan. Why?
:O
Pull yourself together, Gaki-san! You can't let Turtle see you like this.
"Gaki-san?
"Kame-chan? What are you doing?"
"Why are you crying?"
"I'm sorry. I should have told you sooner."
"What is it? Something wrong?"
"No, it's not you. It's me."
"Gaki-san, you're scaring me. Tell me what it is."
Don't scare our poor little turtle!
This is it, Mayuge. You better tell her or you'll lose your love forever.
I turn around, eyes soaked in tears. Luckily, you wipe them away for me.
I'm so glad to have you.
I grab your hand and look into your eyes and say the words I need to say.
The words to let myself go.
The words you desperately wanted to hear from me first.
Ohh, it's coming!
"Kame-chan?"
"Yes?"
"I love you."
"Really? You do love me?"
"Of course I do. I love you more than anyone else."
"Please...tell me if you really love me."
I leaned toward your face and I began to kiss you passionately.
I bet Kame-chan never has been kissed like this.
We start kissing for minutes upon end before we headed back to our room.
We kiss for a few more minutes before we began to sleep together.
Before we did, I woke you for one last thing to say.
"Kame-chan?"
"Yes?"
"I love you."
"I love you too. I truly love you too."
*Head explodes*
This = WIN!
Well, at least Risa has made up her mind. Let's hope Ai will as well.
I'm still wondering who blue is... :sweatdrop:
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Woah, way to take charge, Gaki-san! XD
It's good that things are settled between the GakiKame duo.
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Nice to see that things are fairly happy in Gakikame land. But Gaki, don't hate Reina. She doesn't hate you. I don't like it when things like that happen.
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I wish I didn't have to leave.
I wished you could call my sister and say I was staying with you.
She probably wouldn't believe me anyway.
I couldn't remember how long I was asleep.
The last thing I remembered was your lips pressed to mine.
Also, your tongue was a good way to forget everything that's happened to me.
Even my hurtness from Eri's leaving for Gaki-san.
I really don't know how to thank you.
But I know you never want me to anyway.
However, I remember what you said to me before you left me at my house.
I promise you that I will never leave you.
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I love her.
My only regret is that I wished I told her that tonight.
Howevre, she's still vulnerable.
I look at her and I see so much in her.
I wish she could see that in herself.
But to be honest, I see myself in her shoes too.
I was hurt once, by someone I thought I could love.
But she makes me feel better about myself.
I wonder if she loves me too?
Will she say it to me when the time comes?
I hope she does...because she's becoming so much to me.
I know it's too early, but I love her.
I love her.
As I come back to my house, I remembered the last thing I said to her as I kissed her goodnight.
I promise you that I will never leave you.
Goodnight Sayu, I love you.
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Damn, Sayu and blue just need to hook up already!! But I can understand that Sayu's still fragile and blue doesn't want to hurt her. But they seem cute together! Wait a sec, so blue is someone that Sayu's sister wouldn't believe she was hanging out with!!! Ahhh, too many possibilities!!!
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@strawb3rrykream: Actually I kind of meant that Sayu's sister would never expect the two dating..
Where's KonaKaga when I need her? :lol:
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Too bad you had to leave me tonight.
There was so much we could do.
So much to say.
You've been such a good friend to me, ever since I came to Morning Musume.
I know you're older than me, but I feel something when I'm with you.
You've always been there when I needed you.
You made sure that I do my best.
You were one of the first people to give me support.
You will always have a special place in my heart.
Even when you left, I knew that you wouldn't leave me for long.
I was the first person you called and asked how I was doing.
I wanted so much to run toward your house, ring the doorbell and hug you tight.
I love your voice, your smile, even your laugh.
I even love your...
Uh-oh, mother's telling me to sleep now.
I have a big day tomorrow.
I'll call you and tell you everything about it.
Maybe I can tell you about Shige-san's mystery date.
You would probably laugh about it, saying she's too young for it.
Maybe we could double date if we could.
But, only if you say 'yes' to me.
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Oh, my bad! :lol: I was gonna say that but I wasn't exactly sure they were officially dating.
Ok, I'm thinking the girl Koharu was with was either Miki or Yossy!!! :heart:
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So who is Koha meeting? Reina's pretty cute! I love how she's willing to fight for Ai-chan and the fact that she will never hate Gaki is :wub:
Like so:
(http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a124/mayuaoi/hell57435.jpg)
FIGHT-O!
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I look at her and I see so much in her.
I wish she could see that in herself.
:luvluv2: thats soooooo sweet....
I'm thinking the girl Koharu was with was either Miki or Yossy!!!
me too :wub:
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Oh no. TIme to wake up.
But I don't want to. Not when you're here by my side.
You're so beuatiful when you're sleeping.
So peaceful, so calm.
Even though you're still the same Yankii I fell in love with months ago.
I remember the day that it happened.
I don't even know how it happened.
But what you did to me took my breath away.
It made me forget all my troubles about her in an instant.
It made me into a different person.
I had feelings about you even before you kissed me.
I still was questioning whether or not to go ahead after it happened.
But I knew that I would be missing something if I let it wait..
You could have went with someone else and I would have been all aone.
It might not have even worked if I asked Gaki-san out.
That's okay. I know that she is happy.
As long as she is happy, then I'm happy.
However, I need to talk to her though.
Just her and me. A heart-to-heart Gokkie talk.
I want to make sure we are still friends.
To be honest, I did hurt her when she saw us.
But I don't want her to keep hurting.
Gaki-san, I'm sorry.
You're still my best friend, if you will let me in.
Honestly, I can't feel complete without you.
"Hmm...what time is it?"
"It's time to get up."
"Just five more minutes..."
"We still have to get up."
"I don't care."
You take me by surprise by pulling me down towards your sweet lips. I don't even feel like resisting you.
You already had me at first kiss anyway.
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I think that's exactly what Ai and Risa need is a little :heart: to :heart: and I'm dying to find out who blue is, but I'm starting to hope it's Yossy because I happen to like the Yossy/ Sayu relationship very much!
keep up the great story :mon thumb:
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Ok, know what? Ai-chan and Gaki really need to talk. They are both feeling the same way so it'll be better once they confirm to each other. I hope Ai-chan shows that Reina is her one and only soon. Because I feel like Reina isn't feeling it too much lately.
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I didn't get any sleep tonight.
I think you know why.
I've haven't felt this way in a long time.
Even when I was hurt, I got some sleep.
But not like this.
Sayu, why do you this?
It doesn't matter. I know that I'm in love with you.
I wonder what you're doing right now.
I wonder if you're dreaming of me.
Maybe not, but I kinda wished the night never ended.
I hate to go to work and you're on my mind all day.
Okay, pull yourself together now..time to sleep with the few hours you have left.
It won't matter..I just wish you were here.
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Oh no! I missed you again.
I tried to dream of you again, but I keep waking up.
Maybe I have one last chance to dream of you before I have to get up.
I'm telling you, last night was the best night of my life.
I wish you were here with me right now.
I wonder if you're dreaming of me right now.
If not, that's okay because you're no dream to me.
I wonder if you mind if I said "I love you" to you?
I hope you don't mind, because I want to say it to you.
But, it'll take time. I hope you understand.
Besides, I know you'll never leave me.
That's why I love you regardless.
I really hope you say those three words to me soon.
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Whooooo! Go Sayu and blue!!! :luvluv1:
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Ahh, sorry about not replying in a while :sweatdrop: I've been having internet problems >_>
I didn't get any sleep tonight.
I think you know why.
I've haven't felt this way in a long time.
Even when I was hurt, I got some sleep.
But not like this.
Sayu, why do you this?
It doesn't matter. I know that I'm in love with you.
I wonder what you're doing right now.
I wonder if you're dreaming of me.
Maybe not, but I kinda wished the night never ended.
I hate to go to work and you're on my mind all day.
Okay, pull yourself together now..time to sleep with the few hours you have left.
It won't matter..I just wish you were here.
At least Blue and Sayu are holplessly in love, they can both get over their previous heart breaks.
Oh no! I missed you again.
I tried to dream of you again, but I keep waking up.
Maybe I have one last chance to dream of you before I have to get up.
I'm telling you, last night was the best night of my life.
I wish you were here with me right now.
I wonder if you're dreaming of me right now.
If not, that's okay because you're no dream to me.
Yup, they are definitely in love. Let's just hope nothing bad happens to throw this love off course. :bleed eyes:
I wonder if you mind if I said "I love you" to you?
I hope you don't mind, because I want to say it to you.
But, it'll take time. I hope you understand.
Besides, I know you'll never leave me.
That's why I love you regardless.
I really hope you say those three words to me soon.
I can't for when that happens! That'll be really sweet :wriggly:
Oh, about the previous chapters.
Who is this mysterious person that Koharu likes?! I still can't figure it out, you're too good at not letting us know!
So Ai is over Risa? Great to know that she's still in love with Reina. A good heart to heart talk is exactly what the doctor ordered.
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Okay guys...new mystery character! I'll let you try to guess while I get a color on this person! :)
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I wonder...
I wonder if she's okay..?
I know she is...right?
I mean..wewere okay.
At least, that's what I thought.
How could this happen to us?
Why did this happen to us?
We said what had to be said, right?
I just don't understand why...
Why..? Why did you do this to me?
I mean, this is my fault too.
We had so many good memories together.
I thought we were going to be inseperable.
I thought nothing could ever tear us apart.
Was it something I did to you?
You said it wasn't my fault.
However, when you left, I immediately began to blame myself for losing you.
How can I ever make it up to you?
I still love you.
I always will love you.
I have to find you and make this all better.
You said that you'll be okay.
I don't believe you. I know you're still hurting.
I'll find a way to repair this.
That's how much I love you.
I also know that deep, down inside...I know you still love me too.
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It's........................ :?
I have no idea!!!
edit: Eri?
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@strawb3rrykream: not Eri..I'll put the colors here..speaking of which, where's my group of people?
pink-Sayu
orange-Eri
purple-Reina
yellow-Ai
green-Gaki
red-Koharu
blue-???
???-mystery character
now..more from this mystery person..
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I was so shy when I met you.
But your smile took all my fears away.
How I wanted to make you mine from that moment on.
You even asked me if you wanted to do something that day.
You already knew what I was thinking...most of the time anyway.
I don't know why I didn't ask you out after that.
It was common sense to do that.
You had always been there when I needed you the most.
The late night calls, those surprise meetings, those little notes telling me you cared.
I missed those.
I should have known when they stopped, that was when you stopped too.
But why did you?
Why couldn't you tell me then?
You said I couldn't handle it at the time..damn right I couldn't.
I just wanted to know why...
Did you love someone else?
What did that person have?
Who was that person?
Does that person mean a lot more than me?
I swear, I will find you and you will tell me.
I don't want to make you my enemy, but you're making it hard not to.
I want to know one thing:
Was you doing this behind my back?
If so, what did I do wrong?
Please..please tell me..
What did I do wrong?
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Damn it. :lol: Yeah, where are cool_kickin_dude's ppl??? :mon annoy:
For some reason, I'm thinking Rika now. Just sounds like it but I don't know how or where she'd fit in.
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well i WAS lurkin but now that I've been called out.... :P
let me reread so that i can comment/ guess
so I'm thinking new mystery person without a color is Blue's ex and now drama is going to start with Blue being torn between M. P. and Sayu but thinking strawb3rry's right about M. P. being Rika therefore Blue is either Miki or Yossi... but since I still kinda think that Blue could be Rika then M. P is Yossi or Miki
*scratches head in fustration* gahh i just don't know
I love all the mysteruy guest though it makes your fanfic oh so much more addicting
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AHHHH!!! I'LL NEVER FIGURE IT OUT!!!!!! :OMG: lol, its fun to try to guess though....hmmm, I'll throw in someone random for blue....um...its....MARI!!!!! :mon spit:
I guessed wrong, didn't I?
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know what? i don't want to guess anymore...
and you know what else?
I'M BLUE... yes, I am blue and Rika is white
I'm sorry rika, i've fallen for sayu and i can't get up..
:lol:
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XD ^ the ultimate twist blue is tru XD
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"So, what do you think?"
"About what?"
"Haven't you heard a word I said?"
"Sorry..just got distracted is all."
"You can't keep doing that. We have a concert to do tonight, you know."
"What am I supposed to do?"
"You can start by stop looking at me that way."
"Why is that?"
"Come on, you already have me. So why are you still thinking that you don't?"
"I thought it was supposed to be the other way around."
"Well, you thought wrong."
I didn't care.
I put my arms around you and kissed you so sweetly.
You didn't even resist.
At that time, I could have my way with you.
You were my comforter, my security blanket.
I, too, had a problem with love.
I loved someone else before you, but she did me the same way.
I thought we also had something together.
Now, I have to find you and "her" to figure out what was going on.
I wish I could find "her" first.
That way, I can try and fix things right before I could fix "us".
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I'm sorry Rika, there's nothing to fix... there is no "us"
XD
... man... this blue is annoying... come on, tell white that she doesn't have you... at least, not anymore...
I've fallen for Sayu and I can't get up!
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Damn, tru's blue!!! XD
Ah, I have no guesses whatsoever!! I just really wanna know!!! But now, we know they is something going on between white and blue. :?
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Tru?!?!? You were blue?!?!? :mon ko: I didn't see that comming....
So lets see if I understand this, blue is with sayu, but white is also involved with blue and the two of them have some sort of relationship...white seems a little unsure that blue loves her back, and blue is trying to reasure her that you already have me. So why are you still thinking that you don't?
. so either this is a flashback or blue is fooling around with two girls...oOo~ tru's a player! :on ksweat:
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^^ no, tru is NOT blue..btw, I forgot that this is a flashback, during when everything is beginning to take shape. I think I'll do some POV's with some girls later on.
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After the concert, hours later...
Wow..that's all I can say.
How do you do that to me?
No wonder you told me before this happened that you knew how to make me do the things you want me to do.
I don't think I can do that with anyone else but you.
I really want our relationship to last.
I believe you want it more than I do, the relationship I mean.
But I don't mind this either.
You're already asleep. Looks like you couldn't keep up your energy like you said you would.
Still, that was the best night ever.
I knew we had to wait, but you didn't want to wait any longer.
I wonder what you're thinking right now as you're sleeping.
Maybe I should get some sleep..who knows? I might see you in my dream.
I love you.
I kiss you goodnight and fall asleep next to you.
I never want this to end.
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Hehehe, I was wondering when you'd say something, cool_kickin_dude.
Oh, did they do what I think they did? :? That's interesting.... :P
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sorry for the long delay..have to make sure you guys know who blue is! :lol:
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Weeks later...
I can't believe it...
Why?
Why did she..?
No, it had to be a mistake.
She couldn't have done this to me.
I thought she would stay with me forever.
I should slap her. Slap her in the face hard.
that's exactly what I should do.
I'm so angry right now.
I'm angry at you.
I don't even want to see you again.
If it wasn't for concerts and rehearsals, I would do just that.
Also, there's that "other" thing we do.
I want to not even go on performing.
I thought she was better than that.
I thought she was my friend.
My one and only.
You said you would never betray me.
You lied to me right in my face.
I want to know why...before I slap her.
Then, I never want to see her again.
I never want to fall in love again.
I hope something bad happens to her.
Maybe she'll finally get what she deserves.
Maybe the person she falls in love with leaves her.
I don't think I'll ever find anyone like her. I'll be surprised if I do.
I'll go to sleep now..I have to meet her tomorrow.
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Just to clear things up... the last few chapters have all been flashbacks right? Blue isn't with mystery person now, that was before when she was hurt by someone else?
It better be coz if blue is with mystery person when she is with Sayu :angry: :mon mad:
I'm still gonna stick to saying blue is Maki, which would then make mystery person Nacchi (in my eyes) and the person Koha is fangirling over would be Yossy coz I can't imagine Miki would be so into spending time with her like that XD But then where is Rika? Maybe mystery person is Rika coz wasn't there that rumor in some crappy tabloid about a love triangle between Rika/Yossy/Maki waaay back in the day? :lol: Which would then mean mystery person left blue for Yossy... Hmmm, so many possibilities, including ones we haven't thought about yet... Like Mako being blue!
Mako + Sayu would be :mon lovelaff: (but I'd still prefer Maki :P )
EDIT: Wait a minute, we've been making these guesses about who blue is but have we thought about the actual colour yet? I mean, all the other characters get their official colour when possible so maybe blue is blue for that reason too... oooohhhh, wasn't Mako blue?!?! :o :mon wtf:
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Oh no, blue... :cry: I wanna know who they are for sure!!!
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sometimes I wonder where KonaKaga is..it's like I can't write without her! :lol:
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sometimes I wonder where KonaKaga is..it's like I can't write without her! :lol:
AHH! OMG! :bleed eyes: I didn't even realise that the story had been updated! I'm SO sorry! :on cloudeye:
Stupid notify didn't even notify me...
I'm pretty sure that you can write without me, but in a sad sort of way I'm happy that you can't?
Ok, ignore what I just said :sweatdrop:
Anyways! I read over the updates and..............................................I still have no idea who blue might be! :doh:
^^^ That's exactly what I was thinking about the colours!!!!! But maybe it's because CKD (cool_kickin_dude, can I call you that? Or is there some other nickname? Or should I just stick with cool_kickin_dude? :oops:) started off with that colour so therefore it's stuck to the character. Plus, if it's not Makoto then it makes it more interesting to solve :P
Since there's a few updates that I missed I won't quote and stuff BUT I'll do it on the next update. I'm keeping my eyes peeled for it! :stunned:
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Phew~! I Caught up! Read from start for 30 minutes. XD I'd love to guess who the mystery characters are but my head is pounding. I need sleep.. :sweatdrop: I was so caught up in the story that my face was a tad bit close to the monitor. Now my eyes are flashing with blue, pink, yellow, green and orange colors. And my monitor has a face mark.. *wipe wipe* :lol: I'm dying to know who the heck blue is.. :?
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@zay05ohayou: welcome aboard! I could use some more people on here.
Okay, last flashback for a while..probably won't win FOTM, but it'll do..KonaKaga where are you? :lol:
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Why?
Why did you do that to me?
I'd prefer the slap than the sting you left me with.
I guess you could say I deserve it.
And for a split moment, I thought we would be together again.
It all started at the last tour stop at the concert.
I had just stepped out of my dressing room...and then, you showed up.
You grabbed my arm and led me into your dressing room.
You locked the door and looked at me, your face breathing down mine.
You asked me the one question...the one question that separated us.
"Why her?"
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"WHY HER?"
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I couldn't give you an answer.
That was when I closed my eyes tight. Your hand nearing my face.
I wanted you to slap me. I wanted you to do something.
Scream at me, hit me, do whatever.
But you shoved me out of your room and slammed the door.
I couldn't take it anymore. The stinging of my eyes were the tears that were about to fall.
I couldn't let them fall nor let anyone see them at all.
I ran back into my dressing room and locked the door.
I sat and cried for ten minutes before I finally said something.
"Why?"
"WHY?"
Oh, no..there's a knock on the door.
I have to get ready..even though if I have to see her.
I already know what will happen tomorrow. I'll be without her.
But I'll get her back or I'll die trying.
No...I'll get her back by any means necessary.
As I turn out the light and try to get some sleep, I put your picture back next to the drsser drawer and say the words I've been saying since you left me.
"I love you."
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Why?
Why did you do that to me?
I'd prefer the slap than the sting you left me with.
I guess you could say I deserve it.
And for a split moment, I thought we would be together again.
It all started at the last tour stop at the concert.
Hmm, who IS this? If this is a flashback then it could be a graduated member... :bleed eyes: So many of them!
I had just stepped out of my dressing room...and then, you showed up.
You grabbed my arm and led me into your dressing room.
You locked the door and looked at me, your face breathing down mine.
You asked me the one question...the one question that separated us.
"Why her?"
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...
"WHY HER?"
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I couldn't give you an answer.
That was when I closed my eyes tight. Your hand nearing my face.
I wanted you to slap me. I wanted you to do something.
Scream at me, hit me, do whatever.
But you shoved me out of your room and slammed the door.
Ouch, emotional pain is definitely the worst. :cry:
I couldn't take it anymore. The stinging of my eyes were the tears that were about to fall.
I couldn't let them fall nor let anyone see them at all.
I ran back into my dressing room and locked the door.
I sat and cried for ten minutes before I finally said something.
"Why?"
"WHY?"
Oh, no..there's a knock on the door.
I have to get ready..even though if I have to see her.
I already know what will happen tomorrow. I'll be without her.
But I'll get her back or I'll die trying.
No...I'll get her back by any means necessary.
As I turn out the light and try to get some sleep, I put your picture back next to the drsser drawer and say the words I've been saying since you left me.
"I love you."
:fainted: That was such a sad flashback! I need to know who these characters are! NAO! :doh:
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I can't wait to see you again.
I can't wait for the day to end.
I want to see you again so bad.
So bad, that the other girls wish I stopped talking about you.
I thought about you so much that I almost forgot something very important..
I almost forgot I had to do my radio show tonight.
No problem. I'll just see you after the show.
I hope you don't mind.
Actually, I wish you were here with me on the show tonight.
Wonder if I should ask Tsunku about it?
No, can't let him know.
Good thing I haven't told the other girls about it either.
I don't care. I love you and that's all it matters.
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I can't wait to see you again tonight.
What happened these past few days?
I'm not really sure, but you've made me feel better than I've felt in a long time.
I know you're a little younger, but I don't care.
It seems that you're the only one that takes all my pain away.
The hurt, the sorrow, everything.
Thank you so much for that.
I guess that's one of the reasons why I love you.
I really can't wait to see you again tonight.
Wait..I almost forgot. Tonight's your radio show.
No problem. I'll just wait until you leave the building and take you home with me.
Besides, I got enough time to...
Wait a minute...
Is that...
No, it couldn't be...
No, that's not...
her?
"You all right?"
She's coming towards me.
No, please don't let it be her.
"What's wrong? It's me."
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Uh-oh, why do I get the feeling that there's going to be some conflict? :cry:
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... yossui
...rika
radio show
not her...
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sorry guys for the wait..but an update this week(promise!) btw, i told you guys form the beginning there would be something you wouldn't expect. yep, sayu's pink, but what about the "other twist"? yep, blue dated someone you guys would never expect..trust me, it's big.
anyway, writing my other fic on H!O(same one on here, but not much credit there) i'll update tomorrow or so
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"Miki?"
"Of course it's me..are you all right?"
"No...actually, I'll be fine."
"Come on, I'm taking you home."
"No, I gotta meet Sayu."
"She can wait for a while."
"I promised her that we would go out tonight."
"SHE...CAN WAIT."
"I'M DATING HER!!"
"What!?"
You look at me for a second, then you begin to laugh.
"Yeah, right. Like you would ever date her."
"I'm serious."
"I'm serious too. You two aren't dating."
"I'll prove it."
I fumbled in my purse to find a picture of my love. There was just one problem..
I never had one of us.
I feel so horrible and promised that we would have one of us.
"I knew it," you laughed. "You're not dating her."
"Really?"
"Sayu?"
"Sayu?"
I see you in your pink top and skirt as you went over to me and kissed me on the cheek.
You held my hand as you smiled at Miki.
I laughed as she gave you her death-stare.
"I'll get you for this," Miki said at Sayu.
"Maybe later," you told Miki.
We started to walk away as I look over at Miki, shaking her head at me and smiling.
I began to wonder about you.
I knew we always had a connection together.
We even had the same lover at that time too.
I wonder if you're dating someone else now.
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Miki? Eh?
I began to wonder about you.
I knew we always had a connection together.
We even had the same lover at that time too.
I wonder if you're dating someone else now.
Now I really feel that blue is Rika.. same lover could connect to Yossy.. it cant be same lover = Rika right? :lol:
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Blue is RIKA!!!! my money is on Rika! lol omg i'm was on the edge of my seat hopeing you reveled blue and then when you showed who white whtie was OMG!!! :lol:
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i've been reading this thread for the past hour and i'm going all in....blue is rika.....i hope.... :depressed:
if not :cool1: i'll strip naked, not that any1 will know anyway :glasses: huhu...but still.....Angels pb any1?
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I watch the two leave, so happily in love. That was the one thing that broke my heart.
Her and Sayu, Ai-chan and Reina, Gaki-san and Eri.
Why can't I fall in love with someone?
I began to walk away and cry until you catch up to me.
"Koharu?" you asked. "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine.." I tried to tell her. Of course, this is the one girl I looked up to the most, even...her.
"Come on, let's get something to eat."
You take my hand and immediately my feelings split in two. One feeling that makes me wanna cry on your shoulder. The other feeling, knowing that everything would be all right.
"Aren't you busy?" I asked.
"I'll be fine," you smiled.
I don't say anything else. I let you lead the way.
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I should have said something to her...
Why do you always do that?
You are such good friends with her. Why do you not say it to her?
You know she like you, but why?
I've inly been in Momusu for a year or so now and I've never told you how I felt.
I always thought you went out with "her".
I need to tell her tonight. I need to say those words to her that have held me back.
I like you, Koharu. I want to take this friendship to something else.
I think I'm falling in love with you.
Please say "yes". I don't what I'd do if you didn't.