Before I slept, I was watching the Platinum 9 tour video on my computer and fallin' asleep in front of it. it might have had impact my dreams, also I read some of the fans account of their meeting with MoMusu.
In the dream, the setting was during one of MoMusu concert, most likely @LA one, but didn't happen like it in real life. in the dream, I was somehow able to get backstage pass and met with MoMusu and staff before, during and after the concert. even in the dream, I was this excited, shocked fanboy that can't believe my eyes that MoMusu is right there in front of me. My younger sister is also there, and my parents, they spent some free time at my house along with the staff. Which was weird since I don't live in LA.
I was so blank in my mind that I wasn't able to move or speak, but my sis told them how much I was a fan, and so they deliberately try to open me up. We were sitting around the dinner table and my parents were just chatting them up, I sat in the corner, but then Eri pulled me in and sat next to me, holding my sweaty hands and calms me down with sweet, kind words. I also caught smiles and sweet words from all the members and even the staff was friendly with me and my parents. btw, my parents always tease me about my love for Eri and Momusu, so in the dream it was like they were talking to their daughter-in-law, whichever she was.
Then all of a sudden, I was at the concert, backstage, I saw the excitement of the fans, the amazing performance of each of the girls and had an amazing time. the managers and staff were also backstage, keeping me company while the girls was onstage. I felt really comfortable.
Then it there was some huge screen, and it was like riding a roller coaster and then we were back in my house. There was an after party and everyone was playing games and stuff. I also distinctly remember Takahashi Ai was being close with a male friend, whom I felt it was a staff member. they were locking arms and stuff, I was staring at them, thinking they were kinda cute together.
anyway, then back to me and Eri. So I was just stand there at the window in the corner and then Eri walks up to me, trying to strike a conversation with a shy, silent fan. I felt that she knew how I'm feeling from her past experience, since she was shy and silent in her early days, I believe she was saying that in my dreams, too. In order to open me up, she was laughing , cracking jokes and being her usual hilarious self. I finally cracked up, and she then moves in closer, at this time I got really nervous. then My sister comes along and ask if I want a picture taken, Eri was really excited and was jumping up and down. the First picture I was standing still while Eri was doing her usual pose, we were 2 feet apart. the second, she moved closer to 1ft, and tell me to do a pose and smile. I did a peace sign and a nervous smile, Eri was unsatisfied. So the third one, she moved in so close, our cheeks touched and she again did a pose, I didn't know which one since I was too nervous to look and was facing the camera. She smelled sooooo goood. Sayu, Risa and Reina was looking and giggling, they wanted a picture, too. We got a great group picture and they were so close, I think I had a nosebleed.
Then comes the sad part. the next day, They were leaving for the airport and we had our goodbyes. They wanted me to visit them next time in Japan. I told them that i dunno if I can since I don't have money nor a passport (never got one). Then immediately, the girls talked to the staff and they agreed to fly me out to visit them. I had nothing to say, I was too shocked and happy for words. but at the same time, sad that they were leaving, they were sad too. The next thing I knew, they were walking out of a hotel or arena, to their bus. I stayed back since it wasn't a good idea to me to walk with MoMusu in the crowds of fans. It wouldn't look right. before they left, I had a hug from each of them, there were some tears...
I waved mindlessly and they waved back until I can't see them anymore. then I took a walk around the place, inside and outside, now were at a plaza or something. I walk aimlessly, so sad, exactly the same way I felt after the AX Momusu autograph session. All of a sudden, I got a call from Eri, telling me to meet her at the bus, they were waiting for me. I then ran all over the place to find them, but I got lost. I ended up in some parking lot and was hearing this basketball game going on in this arena. then I wake up.
i felt sad and lousy when I woke up, just like how I felt in the dream. I turn my head and there was Eri, on screen during her Resonant Live tour, watching the Kamei Eri version....
God, I wish I could finish that dream and have a great ending with Eri.