44 - Torned hearts
Madoka: *sigh* maybe i should.. but i wonder what will happen between us if i confessed..
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Madoka: natsumi..
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Madoka: i wonder what are her feelings for me? i am just a friend to her?
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Madoka: natsumi.. what am i to you?
- in the music room madoka was waiting while holding into the necklace given by natsu on her birthday
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-at the train station
-17:29-
Natsu: Jiina-
Jiina: Natsumi, i thought you will never come.. *tears*
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Natsu's world seems to stop.. She doesn't know how she will react, she was angry at her for leaving her without knowing the reason.. She had decided to forget her but it's as if her mind went blank and her feelings messed up as soon as she saw her..
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Jiina: *runs towards natsu and hugged her* i miss you.. i thought you would never come, i thought you already forget about me.. *sob*
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Natsu: ... *breaks the hug*
Jiina: *hurt*
Natsu: Why?! Why did you suddenly showed up?!
Jiina: *tears flowing* are you not happy to see me? *sad smile*
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Natsu seems to be speechless.. She knew she was still angry, She wanted to be angry at her for leaving her but seeing her again, seeing her with a hurt expression and a crying face seems to melt her..
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Jiina: Natsumi.. d-did you already forget about me? don't you love me any more? *sob*
Natsu: I- *looks away from her*
Natsu: why? why did you suddenly showed up now? just when i am trying to forget you- leaving me without telling me the reason, are you having fun hurting me?!
Jiina: i didn't want to leave you- I really love you Natsumi.. I wanted to be with you-! believe me, please.. *sob* *sob*
Natsu: then why?! Tell me the reason why you've left me! you've hurt me so much that i wanted to die and now that i'm trying to move on you suddenly showed up?! Are you just playing with my feelings?!
Jiina: Natsumi.. *sob* i really love you.. i don't want to hurt you! please believe me.. *sob* i am here to ask you if i still have a chance.. please give me a chance to explain. please listen to me.. please.. *falls on her knees, crying*
Natsu: -jiina..
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Despite of her shouting and demanding for an explanation, Natsu didn't want to see her cry.. She don't want to see her be hurt.. She still cares for her..
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Natsu: jiina why did you leave me?
Jiina: I-It's because my grandparents wanted me to marry another person. They have engaged me to their business partner's successor. I- I couldn't disobey them.. I don't want you to be hurt when you know it's impossible for us, so i ran away from you..
Natsu: eh-?! i-is that true?
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Natsu was startled hearing jiina's reasons for leaving her suddenly.. Knowing the reason she hated the idea of their family deciding who will they marry..
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Jiina: but- not having you in my life is more painful natsumi.. i need you- that's why i disobeyed my family and now i'm here asking you for another chance
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Jiina: Natsumi.. is it over for us? *tears flowing*
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Natsu stand there frozen.. her mind was completely blank.. her memories with her, the happiness that she felt when they are together flashed on her mind..
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- 18:40 -
- at the Music room, madoka is sitting in front of the piano.. still waiting- waiting for natsu..
Madoka: *sigh* *trying not to shed a tear*
Aoi: ma-chan, don't worry.. chiichan already went to the newspaper club, maybe nattan was just busy *pats madoka's head*
Madoka: Ao-chan.. *helpless smile*
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Chihiro: Nacchan is not in the news paper club, i also asked lovetan-senpai but she said natsu already left
Madoka: eh?
Aoi: not in there?! but how come she left already-? we asked her to go here after club activities
Chihiro: i'll try to call her..
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Chihiro: she's not answering..
Madoka: maybe she already went home.. *looks down*
Aoi: that nattan! how can she forget it..
Madoka: it's okay.. let's go home now? *trying to smile*
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Jiina: Natsumi, is it over? is it over for us? *cries more*
Natsu: don't cry.. stop crying jiina.. *hugs jiina tightly*
Jiina: Natsumi *hugs back*
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Jiina: Natsumi, can you stay with me tonight? please? *sniff*
Natsu: un, so don't cry now okay? *pats head*
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- at jiina's apartment
Natsu: hm? you're living by yourself now?
Jiina: un, i told my parents i'll live by myself here in tokyo..
Jiina: natsumi, do you want a chocolate drink~? *smile*
Natsu: sure..
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Natsu: ne, jiina..
Jiina: hm?
Natsu: jiina are you sure about disobeying your family?
Jiina: eh-?
Jiina: *looks down* d-do you want me to go back to them? *sob*
Natsu: *hugs* no- i'm just worried about you.. don't cry now okay? *small smile*
Jiina: Natsumi.. you still haven't forgive me, have you?
Natsu: .. it's just i'm still in pain-
Jiina: Natsumi~ look here~ *kisses natsu on lips*
Natsu: *kisses back*
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Natsu: you didn't allowed me to kiss you when were together *pout*
Jiina: *giggle* you know i don't want to be kissed, well.. but i think if its you then- kya~
Natsu: *pulls her down in the couch, placing her on top of her* if it's me then? *grin*
Jiina: i-it's okay.. *blush*
Natsu: *brushes her cheeks* you've become more beautiful.. *smile*
Jiina: really?! *sparkling eyes* hehe~ how much did i become beautiful~?
Natsu: haha~ such a narcissist, you haven't change have you? *snuggles in her neck* and you're still a crybaby~ *kisses her*
Jiina: *kisses back*
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Natsu: ~and also you still have small chest hahaha!
Jiina: hey!!
Natsu: haha~ *hugs her tight*
Jiina: geez.. come on let's eat first *smile*
Natsu: eh~? i thought you're my dinner though.. *smiling widely*
Jiina: *flushed face* since when did you become a perv natsumi?
Natsu: haha~ who knows~ *stuck her tongue to her*
Jiina: mou~ come on~ *about to get up*
Natsu: *pulls her down and hugged her*
Jiina: Natsumi-
Natsu: i missed you..
Jiina: *smile* i miss you too natsumi.. i won't ever leave you again *hugs back*
Natsu: jiina.. *kisses her*
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-6AM Morning at mayuki's residence, Natsu have just arrived at home seeing madoka and sakura sleeping on the couch..
Sakura and Madoka fell asleep on the couch waiting for natsu for the whole evening.
They are very worried that they wanted to call their parents who was on a trip and the police to look for her
Natsu: ah- i forgot to mail them.. i'm doomed, sakura will surely get angry at me.. ha-ha uhh.. (^_^;)
Sakura: *auddenly waked up* n-nee-chan?
Natsu: uh- Σ(゚ロ゚) g-good morning sakura-tan hehe.. *trying to smile cutely*
Sakura: nee-chan.. *anger* where have you been the whole night?!
Natsu: uh- uhm i- *scared* i am on my senpai's house, you know i have lots of work at the newspaper club i have to finish it so-
Sakura: *anger* are you saying the truth?! then why didn't you mailed me? why aren't you answering our calls? *anger*
Natsu: *about to get her phone from her pocket*
Natsu's mind: ah- crap.. i forgot my phone at jiina's home.. uhh..
Sakura: nee-chan! I am asking you *rages*
Natsu: *startled* ah- s-shh.. calm down saku-chan, your madoka-nee-chan might wake up hehe.. uhm, i'm telling the truth.. *panic, not wanting to be scolded by her sister*
Sakura: *suspicious look*
Natsu: come on we still have classes today hehe, go ahead and prepare now, don't worry i'll cook for breakfast today hehe..
Sakura: *suspicious look* hm.. okay.. but- i'm still angry! hmpt-
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Natsu: *sigh* i totally forgot to call them last night.. they must be really worried.. i should buy saku-chan a cake to forgive me T^T
Natsu: *looks at madoka who was sleeping on the sofa*
Natsu: gomen ma-chan hehe, *sits beside madoka*
Natsu: *notice madoka's necklace* hm?
Natsu: ah- she's wearing my gift *smile* yay~ i'm happy~ haha~
Madoka: *wakes up* n-natsumi?
Natsu: oh- good morning ma-chan~ *smile*
Madoka: natsumi! *worried look*
Natsu: hm?
Madoka: *hugs her* i'm really worried about you! i've been waiting-
Natsu: ah.. *guilt* hehe, sorry i've made you worried..
Madoka: *pout* where have you been? saku-chan is really angry you know? i'm angry at you too
Natsu: well it's-
Natsu's mind: i wonder if they will get angry if i told them i'm together again with jiina.. well they did supported me to forget her.. uh- but it's not really jiina's fault, i mean it's because her parents forced her for an arranged marriage.. eh? *sudden realization*
Natsu: *looks at madoka*
Madoka: it's?
Natsu's mind: arranged marriage? engagement- Ah! i forgot- my parents also did that to me.. i haven't told it to jiina either, i forgot..
Natsu: *frozen*
Madoka: natsumi? what's wrong? are you okay? *worried*
Natsu: ah- no, no.. it's nothing hehe, i'm with ai-chan last night, she asked me to finish the reports for the clubs fund, it's really troublesome.. hehe-
Madoka: eh?
Natsu: oh- look at the time, you should prepare now ma-chan or we'll be late, i'll just cook some breakfast, hehe- *goes to the kitchen*
Natsu's Mind: oh crap.. i forgot-! i'm also engaged..
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Madoka: *looking at natsu's back*
Madoka: Natsumi.. why is she lying? *hurt*
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- the same day at their classroom, natsu was asked by chihiro and aoi about yesterday but she said she just have some work in her club yesterday..
they knew that natsu was lying as they asked their senpai yesterday when they were looking for natsu..
throughout the day, natsu was very cheerful and always smiling, although natsu was thinking of whether to tell them or not about jiina.. she's also thinking of what will chihiro feel as she knew her best friend loves her..
meanwhile chihiro, aoi and madoka were wondering about hat happened to natsu and why she have lied to them..
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- after classes..
Natsu: i'll ~ go ahead now, i need to buy something..
Aoi: ne, nattan~! can we tag along? please? *smiling cutely*
Natsu: er.. uhm.. no need for you guys to be bothered hehe~ gomen.. ja ne~ *leaves the room fast*
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Aoi: suspicious..
Chihiro: *sigh*
Madoka: *fixing her things* ao-chan, chii-chan 'll go ahead now in the music room now to practice for the piano competition
Aoi: wait.. *grabs madoka's hand then chihiro's hand*
Chihiro: eh?
Aoi: let's follow nattan-!
Madoka: w-wait ao-chan..
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- and so the three was tailing natsu, looking from afar..
they were at a certain cafe when they saw a familiar girl heading towards natsu..
Chihiro: eh?! isn't that?
Aoi: jiina..? *shocked*
Madoka: *looking closely at natsu's expression*
they were shocked to know who was with natsu.. moreover when they saw the familiar girl kisses natsu they were more hurt..
Aoi: huh?! why?! why are they together? *anger*
Madoka: i guess that's the reason why she's being cheerful this morning? *teary eyes*
Chihiro: *speechless* *hurt*
Aoi: *angry* *about to go to where natsu and jiina is*
Chihiro: aoi-tan wait! don't cause trouble *grabs aoi's wrists*
Madoka: I think i want to go home now.. *walks away*
Chihiro: eh? hey- ma-chan! wait-
Chihiro: *sigh* aoi-chan let's go chase after ma-chan *drags aoi to go with her*
Aoi: chii-chan- wait! i need to talk to nattan- why are they together?! she already left her, she is just playing with her!
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Chihiro: ma-chan! wait! *drags aoi with her to chase after madoka*
Madoka: *crying* *running away*
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Madoka can't explain what's her feeling, she's hurt- she just wanted to cry..
She was hurt badly when someone hugs her suddenly..
Izumi: Madoka? why are you crying?
Madoka: Iichan? *hugs back*
Madoka: *crying*
Izumi: *rubs her back to calm her down from crying* don't worry i'm here..
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from just a distance, Aoi and Chihiro saw Madoka being hugged by a person..
Aoi: eh? is that Izumi?
Aoi's mind: *sudden realization* madoka said her best friend's name is also Izumi.. eh-? then, the one i met in the park is madoka's best friend? if it is then.. the one that izumi told me about falling in love with her best friend.. i-it's madoka? ..eh?!