Finally FINISHED THISSS YAHH!!!
I was thinking of writing a epilogue for this with Mayu and Yuki in it alsoo.......
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I'll be trying my best to post chapter for my 2 on going fanfic now!! but I might have writer block so please hang on!!!
I'll be also trying my best to write new one shot fanfic wit other couples I don't usually write!!
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“I swear Rena, you need to stop hanging out with Jurina!” Yuki yelled at me as we were walking home from work “She using you for sex! I can’t believe you're still seeing each other for 2 weeks now!! I also can’t believe you even agreed to do this sort of thing often, when you know deep down this is wrong!!”
I sighed, of course I know its wrong.. it just I can't seem to stop myself from doing it no matter how hard I try. She has this sort of, force inside me that makes me do these things with her, even though I know it was wrong.
“Well aren’t I using her also?” I questioned “Aren’t I using her to get my stupid ex out of my head”
“But Rena, Jurina a freaking sex monster!” Yuki replied as we entered my house “She fucks girls when she finds someone interesting, and then throws them away like trash! Heck she even tried to hit on me in the club before! ON ME! when I was dating Mayu! she just gets people to fall for her and she flirts with them, then takes advantage of them!”
Yuki continued ranting about me and Jurina again as I popped a new bottle of wine filling two glasses. When Yuki finally stopped talking her silently sat down on my couch with her arms crossed. I walked toward her, handing her glasses as she muttered a quick thanks to me. I sat beside her as we drank the liquid down.
“Rena I’m just worried about you ok?” Yuki said “Jurina is a dangerous person.. please just don’t fall in love with her, when you know full well she just using you..”
“Thanks Yuki..” I said slapping her arm playfully before smiling bitterly to myself “I’ll try not to..”
Two days later“Fuck.. I need to stop this..” I said under my breath as I got out of Jurina bed
For the last couple of weeks, I been willing coming back to Jurina place every time my ex came to my mind. She been my sort of relief in a way and for her, she's just using me to please her sexually intentions. I quickly got dressed before heading down stairs. It been like a daily routine for me, going to Jurina house, having sex, then waking up in the morning to make breakfast for us before I would head home to go to work. I looked through her fridge again seeing only boxes of boxes of leftover food.. she must have bought these at some fast food places. I sigh quickly grabbing a couple of eggs and a can soup that I found laying around.
"Well... better than nothing "I started making us soup and egg, I could hear the sound of the food cooking, filing the silent room. As I was frying the egg, I suddenly felt slender arm wrapped around my waist.
"Umm!!~ Smells good Rena" Jurina said placing her chin on my shoulder "Want me to help you?"
I shook my head before placing the egg on each of our plate, I slightly turned around to face her holding both of our plates of food.
"You could help me take this to the dinner table, if you don't mind" I replied "I'm almost done with the soup, till be ready in 3 minutes"
"Sure thing!" Jurina said cheerfully taking the plates from my head before sneaking a quick kiss on my cheek.
I blushed a bit at her action before she left the kitchen. I turned around trying to focus my attention on the food ,then the kiss Jurina gave me. After I made the soup we silently ate. I could feel Jurina gaze on me as we ate our food as I tried my best not to look at her in the eye. When we finish our food I quickly stood up taking the plates of food to the sink before taking my bag that was hanging from the chair.
"Well I better go.." I said
Just as I was about to leave the kitchen I could feel Jurina sender arms wrapped around my waist again. I could feel her hot breath on my neck.
"Wait, don't leave me" Jurina said in an almost desperate tone "I need you still"
Saying that again..she's always telling me every night that she loves me.. need me.. but what I'm I to you really? a toy to play with and be thrown away?.. well I'm doing that to you in a way, using you also..
"Not now Jurina.." I replied "I need to go home… I have work after.."
"No" She whispered into my ear “I want you now”
Jurina quickly turned me around kissing me forcefully against the wall. I kissed her back with the same force as she let her hands roam around my body. I moaned a bit between kisses, before she broke off leaning her forehead with mine.
"Fuck.. Rena I want you again.." she said breathlessly "So badly"
She quickly crashed her lips on mine again, wrapping my arms around her neck, pulling her closer to deepen our kiss and after a few minutes of kissing I pulled away. She carried me upstairs to her room again as we had our sort of morning sex. After our heated intimate exchange, I left Jurina house to get ready to go to work like always. When I finished my business at home I went straight to work, I entered the building taking my seat in my office. As I entered, Yuki came also behind me, knocking at my door before coming in.
"You're late again Rena" Yuki said
"Yah, Yah and You'll give me a lecture again, ,like yesterday about how bad Jurina is blab blab"
I could hear Yuki sigh a bit taking a seat on the chair in front of me.
"I not going to anymore Rena" Yuki said in a serious tone "You can do whatever you want, this is your life, not mine"
I turned towards her raising my eyebrow at her in disbelief. Did she just say she not lecturing me anymore? This isn't the Yuki I know, she should be talking nonstop about me being late again and about Jurina.
"Yuki are you ok?" I asked leaning on my desk to place a hand on her forehead "You're not sick right?"
Yuki lightly pulled my hand away, sighing to herself.
"Rena i’m serious.. i’m not going to babysit you about your problems anymore" she said before standing up "Rena.. please don't go running to me about Jurina leaving you when I told you millions of times about her.. I don't want you to get hurt again"
Yuki right.. I always go running to her when something happens.. she must be tried of my childish action by now. I’m so stupid aren’t I, being with Jurina hahah… i’m pathetic...
"I'm sorry Yuki.." I replied just as she was about to leave my office "I’m sorry for being a fucked up friend.."
Yuki smiled to me bitterly before replying.
"It’s fine ...were friends for a reason Rena, I'll always be here for you... It's just, you have to fix your own problems for once thats all"
"Thanks Yuki" I said "For taking my crap everyday"
She laughed a bit at my comment.
"Haha, well thanks for taking my crap about Mayu when we fight also"
We laughed a bit before she left my office…. I sighed leaning my chair back, looking up at the ceiling. I remember all the things Yuki told me about Jurina, all the things she done to girls in the past. I felt a small tucked in my heart knowing that soon, Jurina will let me go like she does countless of times with other people.
"Fuck.. I can't believe I fell for you" I said to myself placing my hands on my face
"After knowing that we just used each other..."One week laterIts been a few days since me and Jurina had sex. It must be that she found some else to fuck around with. I also can't believe after she left, I felt like crap like when me and Airin broke up. I'm a fucked up person right? Loving a person I know fully well, who’s just using me for sexually pleasure and now here I am, at the bar again drinking my problems away.
"I fucking hate life" I said to myself drinking down my last glass of alcohol before heading home.
As I was walking home. I noticed a familiar figure in the distance, but they weren't alone. I stopped a bit to see the person was Jurina and someone else I didn’t seem to know. I quickly hid behind a vending machine watching them for a bit.
"Mou!~ Jurina lets go home" A girl said, before putting her arms around Jurinas
"We will Nanna, don't worry" Jurina said before leaning to kiss her
I felt a furry of angry building up inside me, watching Jurina kissing another person. I quickly ran up to the couple before pulling them away from their kiss. I saw Jurina eyes widen when she say me in disbelief.
"Rena ...w-why are you here?" She questioned
I didnt replied to her, but slapped her across the face.
"What the fuck are you doing!" Nanna said before slapping me also "Fuck off!"
I death glared at her as she back a bit from. I turned my attention to Jurina to she her still shock from my actions.
"You're a fucked up person you know" I said bitterly
She turned towards me before angrily grabbing my coat jacket.
"Well you're fucked up as well Rena" she replied back
I laughed at her comment before pushing myself away from her laughing like a crazy person.
"HAHAHA!" I said laughing out loud "Were the same aren't we? Using people to rid of your problems of life i'm a right Jurina?"
Jurina looked down a bit as I could see the other trying to comfort her, but Jurina pushed her away.
"What do you fucking want... Rena!" She yelled
"I fucking want you to take my feeling for you away from me!" I yelled " I fucking dont want to live with this feeling!!"
She stood there shocked for a bit before I walked away from her. As we were facing back to back from each other I chuckled a bit before walking home.
"I hope you have fun with your fucked up toy Jurina" I said, laughing a bit “We had fun while it lasted did we? I hope you have fun fucking other people”
I didn't hear Jurina reply after as I keep walking forward not daring to look back
A few days laterAfter my encounter with Jurina I felt a bit better. I did still have feeling for her, but I finally figured I would forget about her like Airin.
"Are you sure you ok?" Yuki replied as we were eating at the SKE cafe like always after work
I told everything about what happened to Yuki, to when we we first meet to currently me slapped Jurina for good measure. She was shocked when I told her, but after she told that Jurina deserved it.
"I'm fine now" I said "Better than I was a few weeks ago"
She smiled at me before lightly patting my shoulder.
"If you happy! I’m happy Rena, thats good to hear that you ok!" she said "By the way I can't go with your to the movies!"
"Huh? Why?" I asked
"Well Mayu asked me yesterday ,that she wanted to take me out on a date" she replied a bit shyly "And... were always busy with work... and yah.."
I laughed at her shy side when she mentioned Mayu. She pouted at me before slapping me on the head.
"Stop laughing ok!" She said out loud
"Haha! but you're so cute when you talk about Mayu!" I said before patting her on the shoulder to calm her down a bit "Its fine! you can go have fun with your Mayu! Oo tell me when the wedding comes ok?"
I winked at Yuki before with her full force she slapped me hard on the head again. I yelled in pain before I laughed seeing Yuki now redden face from both anger and embarrassment. After the cafe we went home our separate away. As I started to walk around a bit as the sky darkened. As I looked around I saw the same bar that I met Jurina in. I sighed to myself before feeling a tug in my heart.
"Why can't I forget you Jurina.." I said
"How can I forget about you now.. it like Airin all over again.."I entered the bar taking a seat before ordering myself a drink. When the drink arrived I drank the content down in one go. Then someone suddenly tapped my shoulder. I turned around to see a familiar face that I haven't seen in awhile.
"Its been a while Rena"
"What do you fucking want now Airin" I replied turning my back on him "Do you want me to see you fuck your girl infront of me"
He quickly sat beside me as he order a glass of beer for himself.
"No Rena, i’m sorry for whatever I've done to you!" He pleaded to me "I-I was stupid to leave you....But Rena, I always loved you ok!"
I laughed at his comment. Does he think im stupid. Hahaha. Funny.
"You think I'm stupid Airin!" I yelled at him "After I saw you with her more than 2 times! For god sake AIRIN!!"
"Rena! please hear me out!" He pleaded to me
I rolled my eyes at him as I hopped out of the chair, quickly exiting the bar, he followed me closely behind till we were near a park. I sighed turning around to face him. He suddenly got my arm.
"Rena please hear me out babe!" he said tightening his grip on my shoulder
"Airin stops that hurts..." I said trying to loosen his grip on my arm, but he tighten his grip more every time I tried to loosen it.
"Fuck Rena, can't you cut the crap already and be with me" he said angry holding my arm even more tightly.
I yelled a bit when he tighten his hold. It hurted a lot, but no matter how hard I tried to loosen his grip, he was still ranting at me about us being together again.
"Airin please I don't want you in my life anymore.." I said "Please just leave me be…”
"How can I leave you!" He said forcly pulling my arm up before leaning into my ear "How can I when we been together for so long.. Rena... I know you want me.. I need you, without you I'm incomplete .. please come back to me.."
I shook my violently side to side, but he pulled me close our noses a mere inch apart.
"Why! tell me why.." he said "I'll change, Rena for you I'll change.."
"Airin I don't love you anymore.." I said
He loosened his grip on my arm as I pushed him away. Back up a bit from him.
"I love someone else Airin.."
"Rena who! WHO THE HELL IS IT!" He yelled at me before running up to me forcly grabbing my shoulders "WHO THE FUCK IS IT RENA! IS THIS PERSON MORE BETTER THAN ME, WHEN I FUCKING HAVE TO LIVE WITH YOUR CRAP!"
He pushed me on the ground with full force. I landed on my hands and knees before I stood up. I started bleeding as Airin came close to me his hand ready to punch my face as he screamed at me.
"RENA WHOS BETTER THAN ME! I KNOW I'M BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE! WHO THE HE-"
Just as he was saying at I closed my eyes to feel no impact on my face. I looked up to see Jurina in front of me holding onto Airin fist.
"Didn't you learn not to punch a women" she said seriously
She suddenly punch him in the stomach as she fell. He quickly stood up, his fingers touching the blood coming from his mouth. His veins popping out of his forehead before launching a punch at Jurina face. She took the full blow in the face before getting back up again. She suddenly kicked him in the stomach once more. He fell down hard with jurina kick. He picked himself up before holding onto his stomach as he smirked at Jurina.
"Well, well, well.. if it isn't Matsui Jurina!" He said laughing "What a pleasant surprise, I haven't seen you in a while"
"Fuck off Airin" she said bitterly "leave Rena alone.. she doesn't need you anymore.. she moved on"
"Im better than you Matsui!" He said standing up a bit, his hand still on his stomach "I heard Rena here was one of your toys, and now shes’ telling me she loves someone else, pathic!"
"Your a jerk Airin" she said before looking at me "Cheating on Rena, when you're in a relationship.. I even saw you once or twice in the bathroom jerking off with some girls"
"Well you're the same Jurina" he said smirking at her "You just fuck people also! Were the same"
"Were not.." she replied
He was taken back at Jurina words. He suddenly started laughing again like a crazy person.
"Hahaha!"
"Shut up" she said glaring at him "Your love for Rena is nothing compared to mine.."
Wait did she just say she loved me!
"HAHA" he laughed again "me and Rena have been together for almost 2 years! And how about you guys! what? like fucking 2 weeks!"
I could see Jurina holding onto her fist tightly before finally launching Airin square in the face. He yelled in pain as his body was in a baby position on the ground.
"IF RENA WAS MY GIRLFRIEND I WOULDN'T GO FUCKING OTHER PEOPLE!" She yelled "YOU WORSE THAN ME, BEING IN A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP THEN JERK OFF WITH SOMEONE ELSE"
"Jurina..." I said softly as I watched Jurina.
"I know I've been a jerk also" she said finally calming down looking down at Airin who was still on the floor "But I wasn't serious about being in a relationship... that why I fucked others when ever I felt like it.. but if I wasn’t... I wouldn’t do these things you're doing"
She quickly grabbed my hand as we walked away. I silently followed Jurina till we stopped. She turned in front of me, letting go of my hand as she in to my eyes.
"Did you mean it?" I asked seriously "When you told Airin that you loving me.."
"No, of course not!" She said "Rena I love you.."
"How can I love after all the things we done to each other" I said as hot tears fell down my face my bloody hands trying to cover my face.
She suddenly pulled my hands away as she wiped my tears away from my face.
"Rena.. at first I thought you were another toy I could fuck with.." she said "But after the weeks of being together I got closer to you.. I know we only had sex most of the time, but I felt something inside me that I haven't felt in a while.."
She held onto my shoulder gently, her gaze on me.
"How can I know you love me.." I said softly "After hearing and knowing you just fucked people, throwing them away like trash.. how would I know, you wouldn’t do that to me again"
"After you told me you loved a few days ago.. about your feelings, when you slapped me I finally realized my love for you!" She said seriously "Even before we met each other, when I saw you at the SKE cafe, I would always get a feeling inside of me.. and when we had sex I felt as if my insides were burning.. I never noticed it, but I always love you.. even before we used each other.. "
Is what she's telling me ture... Jurina..
"Rena I'm serious about loving you" she said to me, her voice cracking a bit "I fucking love Rena.. I dont just want have sex with you, I want to know you better, feel your pain, hold you tightly at night, kiss you when you're sad, feel your warmth beside me, to know your only mine"
She suddenly held both my hand in her as she stared straight into my eyes. I could feel her true feeling coming from her, she wasn't the Jurina I met 2 weeks before she was different...
"I'll treat you better than he did" she said "I'll never hurt you again.. I promise to make you the happiest person alive, even if i'm the most miserable.. I 'll sacrifice everything to make you happy "
"And..what if you break that promise..." I said
"I'll forever be torchered, knowing I broke a vow that I committed myself to" she said seriously "I’m not like Airin.. to me a relationship is more than just fucking each other, its.. just more than that, they mean the world to you, they shape who you are, there a part of yourself"
I slightly chuckled to myself hearing the awfully cheesy speech from Jurina. Jurina truly telling me her feelings.. maybe we both finally realize how much we mean to each other, after all the thing we've done. She looked up at me seeing my giggling a bit.
"What so funny" she asked, pouting at me
"It just... that your phrase is a bit cheesy" I laughed
She laughed with me before leaning her face to mine, our noses almost touching.
"Its true though" she replied
I suddenly turned to the side blushing like a tomato as Jurina chuckled a bit at my actions.
"You cute when you pout" she said creasing my cheek "I specially like it when you smile.. it suit you better than you frowning all the time"
"Shut up" I said "I don't frown that much.."
I blushed at her comment as she laughed a bit.
"I want to make you smile Rena" she said before leaning to kiss me
I quickly dodged the kiss before we make contact. I could see her in the corner of my eye pouting at me.
"Mou!" She said, a bit of sadness in her eyes.
"Were not dating you know" I said playfully smirking at her "You didn't ask me and I didn't say yes"
She looked at me before looking down at our hands.
"Well will you date me now Matsui Rena" she said, her eyes looking up at me now.
Jurina does love me as I love her.. even though were fucked at people, we let ourselves fall head over heels for each other. I tightly squeezed her hands before looking into her eyes.
"I’ll be glad to" I said smiling at her.
Her eyes lighten up before hugging me into a tight embrace. I hugged her back before she pulled me into a kiss. It wasn't the kiss that we were use to.. it had more feeling into it.. not lustful love.. but our true feelings for each other poured out into one kiss. When out intensive kiss was over Jurina we went to my place to rest up for the night. Jurina was lying in bed with an ice pack on her left eye with me on her right. Her arm around me as we snuggled closely together.
"How you eye" I asked in a concerned voice "It look like it going to be sore tomorrow.. "
"Its fine haha! I can manage " she replied back "I've been beaten up by many people in the past so im use to it!
“Hows you hands and knee?” she said me before kissing both of them “Does it still hurts?”
“There ok now” I replied smiling at her “You warped them up nicely! I don’t feel that much pain anymore”
After our quick conversation we silently laid down beside each other. We could just hear each other breathing. suddenly out of the blue Jurina climb up on top of me. I could see her eyes glaring at me with love.
"What wrong?" I asked
"Rena I want you" she said "But I don't want… to use you for sex.."
I was shocked at Jurina answer.. I thought Jurina would rip my clothes alert to a heart warming sex, like she usually did.
"Rena I want to have sex with you.. But I just want to have sex with you in this relationship... that is…" she said seriously "But now.. I just want to have sex with you.. but my body says to have… but my heart tell me not to...."
I blushed at her comment before hiding my face in my hands.
"Jurina.." I said shyly
"Umm?" She asked in a soft voice, brushing my hands away so she can see my face "what is it?"
"I.. can't hold myself tonight either..."
Her eyes widen to my answer, I could see her hand clutching the bed sheet behind me. She suddenly kissed my neck as I moaned a little. Her hands roaming around on my body as I could feel the pleasure building up inside me.
"Rena.. this has to be our last sex session.. till I can hold this sex habit of mine" she said breathlessly "But..I love you"
"I love you also" I replied back "When you can hold this habit... can we do this often right?"
she chuckled at me before leaning in to another kiss.
"Yes, we can do this sort of thing often"
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