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Re: An Old Story To Tell (chpt. 3)
« Reply #20 on: March 19, 2016, 12:47:50 AM »
interesting :D
update soon :D

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your 3 word (sayamilky) short OS
« Reply #21 on: April 06, 2016, 06:49:47 AM »
Hi everyone,

this is sayamilky short os. I hope you enjoy it.

sorry if the story is lame.

Your 3 Word

How is the feeling being hate...
Hurt

Angry

Desperate

Sad

I have loved someone.  No word can really describe how beauty she is. Perfect in my eyes. How her laughter can really make me happy. How every simple greeting can make my heart beat so much. I love everything about her. But, she will never love me back as much as I do. I am no worth to have her love. Who I am to wish for it?!

No matter what happen. I know that I doesn't suit to be with her. Her presence alone is enough.  I don't need to have her.

It is happend three month ago. I have killed somebody. But I won't feel sorry for what I have done.  This is the best for her.

Right now, I am in the prison.  Alone...

Her sad eyes when she look at that jerk

Her tears that fall from her beautiful eyes.

May be it is better if I die too.

That desperate cry I hear

Those questions she asked me

None of that I wish to happend

But, I have done it to you.  I wonder if it better for me to die instead of him. I am wonder, just slightly wonder...

If she know the truth will she forgive me?

Forgive is the only thing I would asked from her.  Dare not I to asked more...

But I have prepare for this. I know I will be hated. I will be punished. I know I do the wrong action. But this is the only way to protect you.

I am so sorry...

I never want to see your tears, yet I make you cry all day.

I never want to make you sad, yet I take away your happiness.   

I always want to protect you, this... at least this little thing I am able to do it.

Flash back
My name is Yamamoto Sayaka. People used to say I am scary, I am no good to be friend with. I am a misfortune that even my parent leave me alone.

I used it. How every child will mock me for that. How every adult will keep their child save from me. I am all alone, but that's okay. I will live stronger and prove to them I am something. And they will regret of how they treat me.

But you are different. I know it from the first time you moved here. You greet me, smile at me, and even talked to me.

Annoying....

That is the first thing I feel about you. I used to this lonely feeling.  And you try to give me another one. A new feeling that creep me out. It give me a new sensation that I have long forget about it.

I treat you coldly. How I always ignore your greet. How I always glare at you each time you smile at me.  Not all of that have stopped you to be friend with me. You are friendly after all. All people love you.

Slowly I am used to you.  every morning you will greet me. Talked about everything to me. Not to talk bad about something, you will always talk about good things.

The first time I greet you back, I think I saw your gleaming eyes. How you smile for the whole day at that time.

I always think you are different from me. I who is an outcast with you who is welcome by anyone.  How I wish I am you. Being loved by anyone. Until I knew you little secret.

Watanabe Miyuki..
You always smiling but no body ever see your tears. How your brother always abused you.  Hit you everytime things he is upset. How he force you to go to work in club, to get more money from that flirty place.

Yes, life is unfair from the first time. I was such a fool.  I didn't notice how you try to hide those eyesbag. How you always used long sleeves to hide you brother sin. I have enough of this. You are the same with me. No parent. Yet, you still forgive your brother. And never even hate him.

That night, I met your brother. Drunk... leaving a corner of that little road. Curious I pass the dark alley only to find out that you sobbing, lying in the cold floor. Your cloth are torn,  your little bag was missing.  There no more smile in your eyes,  emptiness that I saw make my heart hurt so much.

Giving you my jacket, I hug you for the first time, saying sorry for you, I take you to my apartment  and that the last time I saw you...

I ran and chase your brother, seeing him laughing as nothing happend. My heart boiled. I hit him. As  he swing his knife.  I try to dodge, but still he got me. He pinned me with knife on his hand. With one hit and push I am able to push him hard.

His head hit the bar hard. And it started bleeding uncontrollably.  I don't care, I hit him over and over. Thinking of what he had done to you. He don't deserve to life. DIE!!

...///...

Five year has passed... how are you? I hope you are happy.  I hope you can forgive me. I am not worth for you. But I really wish your happiness.

Today, I got visitor. Weird...
I have no body.  Friend... family... no one of them will care for me. I have prove it. I asked the police, who is it? The police just smile, saying a cute girl has visit me, she has a great smile.

My heart beat faster every step I take. Can I hope for you? After everything I have done? The door opened... it can't be possible. It is really you.

The girl I loved. You looks more beautiful.  With your shoulder length hair. Your smile, and warm gaze. You bit your lower lip. As I know you are nervous.  You always do that.

I sit in front of you. Didn't dare to look straight to you.

Miyuki : hi... how are you?

Sayaka : fine.  How about you? I hope I didn't give you much trouble.

Miyuki : I am fine...

....

Sayaka : I am sorry...

As I have nothing to say, I get up and ready to leave the room.

Miyuki : wa..wait!!

I looked at her, confused... but the things that make me wonder did I really deserve it is her next three word to me.



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Re: your 3 word (sayamilky) short OS
« Reply #22 on: April 06, 2016, 08:06:06 AM »
SayaMilky :inlove: kyaaaaaaaa :heart: :heart: :heart:

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wmatsui os : I love you my first love
« Reply #23 on: May 12, 2016, 08:39:11 PM »
Enjoy this is wmatsui os. It take time a long time ago where king rule the country.

Wmatsui OS : I love you, My first love

Man pov

Beautifull... That is the perfect word to describe you. Even though you never really show your smile, I know everyone will agree if I say that.

I never know I would fall for you.  And when I realised it. Everything is too late already.  You have choose another man.
I hope that you're happy with him.  I hope that he will treat you more than I do. Like the vow both of you say in the church back then.

I guess I should move on.  Find someone whose heart belong to me, can feel emptiness in my heart.

Yeah...Without you I feel empty. But this is all my fault.  I took you for granted.  And now I must pay the price for that.

Good bye my first love.

End of man pov

Girl pov
The heart that crying, searching for your presence.  Wondering why you didn't love me like I do.

The smile that you give to me always light up my day. A small affection you give can make my heart beating like crazy.

I feel in love. I love you.  Yet, I know I can't have you.  Even if my soul searching for you,  hoping to run from this cruel reality.  That just my wish... wish that never come true.

I always dream of you. Imagine, you are the one touching me, holding me. But, it is too late. I wonder, really wondered what will happened if I tell you about my feeling back then. Will we be together? Will you love me back like I do?

I know I am wrong. This body may be someone else but my heart still searching.... searching for you.

I hope you're happy.  I hope you can find someone who will love you.

Good bye my first love

End of pov

Yuuma : are you sure about this Jun? I will miss you a lot you know.

Jun : yes, I am sure about this.  Beside it is perfect opportunity to me.

Yuuma : hmmpt!! You just running away!! You might get killed in that war!!

Jun : I know. But they give me opportunity become general.  If we can win this war, I will be famous.  And I won't be a poor man. I will have everything !

Yuuma : sigh... does it really matter? Money? Power? Politics?

Jun : at least you could get what you want with that all.

Yuuma : just... be safe. Remember we all care for you. And will always. Rena will be sad if she hear about this...

Jun : a ha ha. Don't worry, I tell her first.  And she is okay with that. Well, at least... I could see her before I go...

Yuuma : more or less, you still have feeling for her, huh? I bet this is your way to run away from reality.  Try to move on... I won't blame you.  I think I will do the same if Yuki married with another man. I can't stand to see her with others.

Jun just smile at his friend comment.

Matsui Jun
a handsome young man who have a great talent. Good at sword art, clever, strong,  with his cheerful personality, many do like him.  Born as poor farmer son. He is the only son in his family.  As his family owe a lot of money. They decided to sell their one and only land.  Soon after that, his father died. Due to his sudden sickness. His mother has died long ago. And now he is an orphan.  Luckily, Rena's father pick him and he become part of Matsui family. To show his loyalty to the family.  He adopt their surname. That how he met Rena. The most beautiful girl in that town.

In Jun eyes, she is perfect.  Not only her appearance, but also her personality.  Any man who got her will be super lucky.  

They grow together, play together, and understand each other even without voice out their thoughts.  But really, none of them aware that they fall in love with each other.  They thought they have the feeling is sibling love. Until Rena get engaged with next town general's son.

Rena refuse. Of course who wants to get married with person you are not in love with. But, she doesn't have much choice as her father last wish is to be able to reply the debt he own to that general. He also have no other choice as the general doesn't want the money but Rena as the replacement.  He have asked for many times and lastly he used Rena'father debt to force him, giving his daughter.

The day Rena get married, Jun also go to join the war. He fight hard, as he have no regret or afraid of death as he has lost everything.  Money? Power? That just his fake reason, so he can leave the town. 

Five years later
Jun come back to his town. He has won the war.  Gain trust not from his soldier, but also the King of the country.  He become the highest General in the country.  Many have offered their daughter to become his wife.  But he politely refuse them all. No matter what, he just can't forget the certain girl in his old town. 

Arriving in his old town, he wondered to his favourite place. It is where he used to play with his friends.  Lost in his own thoughts.  A voice started him.

"Matsui Jun?"

Jun looked back.  There is a man who holding a small boy in his arm. He looks again and widened his eyes.

Jun : Watanabe Yuuma?!

Yuuma : you are alive? I thought you are dead!!

Jun : yeah.  I am alive. The war did almost took my life but I think I am lucky. 

Yuuma : why didn't you come back? I thought the war has ended two years ago? We thought we lost you for good. Especially Rena...

Jun flinch when he hear those name. The name that always haunted him up until now.

Jun : how is her? I bet she have children already.  And have a happy family.

Yuuma then glare at Jun. Before he gave a sigh.

Yuuma : answer me first, why don't you come back soon?

Jun : I was promoted to be the highest General in this country.  And the king asked me to arrange his other town which are full of thugs. So... it took me a while before I come back. What happened...?

Yuuma : Matsui family feel apart.  Soom after you leave, the general broke the promise and still tool all Matsui property with them. As Rena beg for them not to harm her family.  But it is not used. She  refuse to be part of their family. But from what I heard, they didn't allowed her and have put her in their personal jail. They didn't allowed us to visit her.

Jun : they WHAT?!

Anger took over his body.  He quickly rush to his horse and go to next town.
He go straight not wasting any of time.  Broke to the General house and quickly go to their jail.

Jun : Rena.. Rena!! Where are you???

He drag one of almost fainted guard and ask for Rena. He then pointed the last cell.  Quickly he go there. Break the cell door. He heart feel weak when he see the girl.

Jun : no... what have they done to you...

Jun voice is weak. He can't stand to see the girl he love. Her usual smooth skin have bruises all over her body.   Scar and dried blood. Her dress are torn and barely have enough to cover her whole body. She is hugging her knee and her head down covered by her bangs.

Jun : Rena... this can't be true...

Jun voice barely audible. His body trembled.  Using his hand, he gently touch the girl body only make the girl flinch and shaking in fear. He can hear the sobbing voice that hurt his heart so much.

Quickly he remove his clothe and cover the frightening girl. Soothing her. As if no of his word can be heard. The girl keeping said sorry again and again. Refusing to see Jun face.until she hear Jun name.

Jun : Rena, please... don't say sorry.  I am the one who need to say sorry to you. It is me Jun.

Rena : Jun..?

And then Rena finally lift her face and look at Jun. Touching his face, cheek, hair, and then lips.

Rena : it is really you. Jun.. I.. miss you a lot...

Jun quickly swept the tears that want to come out from Rena eyes. Take her into his hug. Give her soothing word.  And promise her to not letting anything bad happend to her anymore.

As he lift her bridal style out of the jail. He is stopped by the General and his son.

General : what are you doing? Who are you? How dare you come here!!

Jun is surrounded by many of guard. As they are ready to attack Jun. But none one of them dare to do that.  Jun is really angry right now.  And by glaring at them enough to send a shiver tp their spine.

General : what are you doing? Arrest him!

But before Jun was attack, he lift a jade symbol.  That is the symbol that given by the king to his right man. Only few has them. Disobey the holder will bring death not only for that person but for whole family.

Jun : behold you.  Kazera the General of Ozuka town and all of his family.  With this I, Matsui Juri the empress general will punish you for your crime.  And for you dishonest to break the promise you once have with Matsui Rei. All of you will be put in jail and work as slave for the rest of your life! And for you to break the promise.  The marriage between your son and Matsui daughter is never happend.

General : what?! No!! Kill him!! He bring no body.  No body will know if we kill him. I will give anyone double pay for that.

The soldiers was confuse of what to do. They hesitate a bit. And no one dared to move a inch.

General : you all useless. I will kill him by myself.

Kazera run straight to Jun and Rena using the spear want to end their life once and for all. But Jun swiftly dodge it and break the spear with his bare hand. Before anybody realise.  They are surrounded by empress army.

Takahashi : drop all your swords and spears!!!

Kazera : this can't be happening!! Please spare my son and daughter.  They didn't do anything wrong.

Jun : ...

Kazera : please have some mercy.

Jun : I am generous enough not to let you see I killing them one by one. And did you do the same when Rena beg for forgiveness even they didn't do anything wrong?! Enough!! Takahashi, arrest all of them.  Make sure you give them the right punishment.

...///...
Rena wake up at very cozy bed. She never feel this comfort for a long time. And she is well dress.  All her wound is treated.

Rena : is this a dream?

Jun : no it is not.

There is Jun, he just come inside to the room. But he hear what Rena said as there only two of them. He quickly go to Rena and when their eyes met. Rena tears fall again. But it is not a sad tears more to happy tears.

Jun quickly wipe her tears and hugging her caress her hair gently. 

Jun :  I am sorry...

Jun : I am really sorry...

Rena : no Jun.. I am glad that you come back for me. I always wish that one day you will come and take me out from there. I don't care if that mean I am died.

Jun : Rena please don't said something like that. It really broke my heart when I saw you back then.  And now that I got you back, I won't let anybody separate us apart. I will be with you forever.  As long as I am alive I promise you, I will prote you.  I love you Rena. From the first time, you are my first love.

Rena looked at Jun with a shock. Does that mean Jun also love her? That's mean their feelings are mutual. But, Rena feel miserable.  She is not pure anymore.  She was married woman. She doesn't deserve this great man. He deserves better.

Rena : no Jun. I am sorry... but you deserve better.  I don't deserve you.  Please find your happiness.

Jun : silly you, I won't go anywhere.  Or looking for somebody since the one that I looking for is here right in front of me. You are my happiness Rena. I love you and my feeling didn't change at all.

Rena : but Ju.. hmmpt?!

Didn't let Rena to talk again, Jun sealed her mouth with a kiss. He pour all his feeling in their kiss. Hopefully Rena understand that he truly love her.

Feeling no reply from Rena, Jun break the kiss and look deep in her eyes. He know it, he know Rena do have feeling to him. But she doesn't let it out. 

Jun : please Rena... don't make it harder for both of us. If.. if you don't feel ready for relationship I am willing to wait. Wait for you, even If it take my whole time.  So please don't make that hurt face, it hurt me so much.

As Jun caress her face and wipe tears that almost fall from her eyes. He give her a sweet kiss in the forehead.

As Rena didn't look at him, she still have that pain look on her face

Jun : but please don't hate me for what done... I am sorry.

Rena : why... why Jun? I am not pretty anymore.  I have scratch and scar most of my body. I worried too much.. I cry to much.. I am dirty... hiks... find more perfect..

Rena try not to cry and want to finish her word but it end up she choke herself. And she have a difficult of breathing.  Jun try to ease her, by hug her. But Rena keep struggling and want to break from his hug.

Jun then hold her shoulder.  And make her face him.

Jun : listen Rena, you are beautiful as you are. For me you are the perfect one. Your heart is far more beautiful than any other have. If you want to cry, it is okay. I will be always be there for you, you are not dirty at all Rena. I love every part of you and I won't change you for anything.  You are the real diamond, Rena. I won't allow anybody to hurt you. Not even myself.

Rena : baka! Baka! Why you always make my heart beat so much. Despite all things I say, you won't give up on me. Why? You have everything Jun. And you deserve better!!

Jun : that's because I love you Rena.

And the second Jun said those word. He know Rena believe on him. No matter what, he will try to win Rena again and again.  No matter how she push him, or reject him. Jun believe it just matter of time until Rena really accept him.

And the second time he lean to kiss her, Rena reply his kiss.

Rena : I love you, my first love.

The end





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Re: I love you my first love (Wmatsui OS)
« Reply #24 on: May 12, 2016, 08:54:12 PM »
If you guys confuse for the story. 
Just ask.

In this story Jun change his  name when he was promoted to be empress general. Since it is King suggestions.
He remain him about his late son who died in the war.

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Re: I love you my first love (Wmatsui OS)
« Reply #25 on: May 13, 2016, 03:38:06 AM »
Rena and Jun soooo cuuttteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!  :nya: :nya:
And dat General is pissing me off. How dare he hurt Rena like that.  :on voodoo: :on voodoo:
But Jun save her. Soooo sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!  :luvluv1: :luvluv1:
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Till the end SayaMilky OS
« Reply #26 on: July 07, 2016, 01:14:57 PM »
Hi all,
enjoy my Sayamilky OS. Lately too many SayaMilky happened.
so I decided to write another OS about them.
forgive me  :bow:
I will write my long OS after this. :cow:

Sayamilky OS : Till the end SayaMilky

Sayaka phone ring. And when he looked at the phone number, he frowned. It been really a long time when he saw the name in his phone screen. He doesn’t press the button right away, but in the last ring he decided to swipe it.

Sayaka :…

Milky : Moshi – moshi?

Sayaka  : what do you want?

Milky : don’t be so cold Saya kun, It been a long time since the last time we talked. (giggle)

Sayaka : sigh.. I am not. It is just the usual me. what do you want?

Milky : I will be waiting for you in the old place.

Sayaka : I told you I won’t come. The day you choose to go Tokyo, I said that  we are over right?

Milky  : … I will wait for you…

Sayaka : don’t waste your precious time for somebody like me. I know you are busy.

Milky : just come. I will be waiting until you come.

Sayaka : whatever… I won’t come.

Klik….

Sayaka POV

Sigh.. why must now?! don’t you happy enough to make me suffer in here. and now after I decided to move on and forget about you, you come again. I gritted my teeth and throw away my phone to my bed. I won’t come. Whatever you beg or asked I won’t come.

I even neglected my love for music. I can’t focus at all because of you. And after 5 years you go, you said you want to meet me. Not even once you called me or e-mail me about you. I also don’t do that thing, why should I?! I won’t beg for you, it is enough for me to try once. And I won’t do that again.

End of POV

Sayaka try to distract himself to forget about Milky, he went to meet up with his friend, Yokoyama Yui, who also come from Tokyo that time. They went to eat and have fun together that time. until it is almost pass 1 hour from the promise time.Sayaka looks restless and Yui noticed that, actually since this morning, Sayaka already looks weird. He look at his phone again and again. But he didn’t want to tell Yui what wrong.

Yui : you looks like have something to do Sayaka. It is okay, you can leave me alone in here.

Sayaka : no, it is not a big deal. Let’s go! I promised you to take you to Namba café right? the cake and coffee there is so delicious.

Yui : if you say so…

When they go arrive to the café, suddenly it rain very hard.  Sayaka doesn’t even enjoy his cake at all.  even though it is his favorite chocolate cake. It make Yui wondered why did his friend in this state. Well, there only two thing that can make, If it is not music, then it is definitely about one girl, Watanabe Miyuki aka Milky. So, Yui take a bet to ask about it.

Yui : so.. how Osaka these day?

Sayaka : .. Huh? ah.. still the same like usual. There nothing really change since you go.

Yui : I see…so, how is Miyuki?

Sayaka almost choke because of the question. He quickly drink his ice coffee in rush. And looked at Yui with a surprise look.

Yui : bingo, huh? you looks space out from just now, and when it is raining, you look more restless. Is Miyuki waiting for you somewhere?

Sayaka : how?!

Yui : how did I know? Well, don’t blame me, if I can read you like a open book, Sayaka. It is very obvious in your face.

Sayaka : I .. am not… it is must be Milky told you a thing

Yui : sigh… it is not, just because I am dating with her best friend doesn’t mean I know everything about her. But, I will break my promise to Haruka for your good.

Sayaka : no need, I don’t want to make your relationship worst because of me.

Yui : it is for your own good. You know, that I recently just realize that my girlfriend is Miyuki’s friend right?

Sayaka : yes, I know that, so?

Yui : Milky was sick, Sayaka. She is suffered from heart diseases. That why she must go to Tokyo for further examination and treatment.

Sayaka : haha, what a joke you tell here, Yui. How come she is sick? She always looks lively.

However Yui give him a stern look and make Sayaka silent.

Yui : she doesn’t want to make you worried, stupid Sayaka. And more, last time the probability to survive is very low. So I think that’s why she make you hate her. so that why, she broke up with you, and then said that she want to purpose her life in Tokyo right? That all a lie… Milky didn’t want you to feel broken than ever. So that why she said to keep it secret from you until she said to you by herself.

Sayaka : that stupid milky. Yui, I need to go a place. I leave first.

Sayaka run with all his might. His heart beat so much. anger, frustrated, guilty come to his mind and heart right now. He is angry to himself to not be able to understand his ex girlfriend well, frustrated because he is the last person who know Milky condition for quite long time, and guilty because he know how stubborn will Milky. she won’t go from that place even if it is raining hard.

Finally, he arrive at their usual place,  this place is also where Miyuki accept his confession, where their first kiss happened, and because of too much happy memory with Milky happened in this place, It is a place that Sayaka hate the most this five years. His eyes quickly caught a figure that  stand in middle of the rain. 

The person that he miss the most and also the person that he hate the most this past year. But it is all doesn’t matter. Because right now, Sayaka really sure when he look at her again, his heart started to beat really faster again. This beat, that he missed the most because there only one girl that can make his heart beat like this.  He quickly run to her place.
Notice somebody run to her side, Miyuki look at that person. And her tears quickly fall down. Sayaka quickly hug her, and Miyuki quickly hug him back.  Sayaka lift her face to let him see her face, he miss this whole time. Her smile didn’t change, and her eyes that reflect so much her love to him that never make Sayaka tired to see.

Sayaka : I am sorry I am late, Milky.

Miyuki : un.. no.. it is me who need to say sorry. I am sorry, Sayaka. This whole time, and sorry to call you again. I just.. I really miss you… I…

Sayaka : shhs.. don’t say a thing anymore. Let go back to my apartment first. Your body is really cold. Baka Milky..

Miyuki : un…

…..///….

At his apartment, Sayaka quickly give Milky towel and spare clothes of him to change. He quickly rush to make a cup of warm chocolate. Milky look at his apartment, there isn’t really  much change since the last time she went to his apartment.  As Milky is a bit sad because the old photo of them are missing. Well, maybe Sayaka throw it all away, because it is true that she and him are broke up already. What did she expect to.

"Maybe… maybe… Sayaka just pity her… and told her to go away after this."

The fear of the thought really make her feel afraid, and tears started to fall again, and this time her breath become unstable, her heart feel hurt. Sayaka notice this and quickly give her a hug. he lift her face, but Milky refuse to let Sayaka see her face. Sayaka sigh, and give her a gentle pat on her back. To Milky surprise, Sayaka give her a kiss on forehead.

Miyuki : Saya..kun?

Sayaka : ah.. gomen.. I …hmmppt..?!

And now, it is Sayaka who is surprise. Miyuki give him a deep kiss. it took Sayaka long enough to recover from a shock, until when Miyuki move back. Sayaka quickly pull her again to a deep kiss, make sure Miyuki understand his feeling, and as Miyuki reply his kiss, their kiss become bolder and bolder. As Sayaka pull her closer to him, and Miyuki wrap her hand on Sayaka’s neck to deepened the kiss. They try to pull each other closer just as they miss each other.

Until Sayaka broke the kiss, and put his forehead to Miyuki. They still can feel each other breath. Sayaka really sure that Milky still love him, as he really can’t totally move on, and still love her as well. They prove it from their previous kiss. But Sayaka think he really need to say it on word.

Sayaka : I love you, Miyuki.

Tears fall again from her eyes, as Sayaka wipe the tears from her face, he held her face long enough as Miyuki still can’t look at his eyes.

Miyuki : I am.. sorry… Sayaka… I ..

Sayaka : it is okay… I the one who need to say sorry to you… all this time, I didn’t realize that you are sick..

Miyuki : but.. how..?!

Sayaka : Yui told me, I really am sorry, for being cold to you, and I am sorry for being such a loser.. I…

Miyuki : no.. it is my fault, I hurt you.. I deserved this.

Sayaka : don’t say that! I won’t let you go anymore. Not after this. I promise to myself. I love you until the end.

Miyuki : I love you too.

end of OS

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Re: Till the end SayaMilky OS
« Reply #27 on: July 07, 2016, 03:40:15 PM »
Heart Heart SAYAMILKY!!!!!  Just as expected Sayaka will never leave Milky alone. Woooohoooooo
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Re: Till the end SayaMilky OS
« Reply #28 on: July 12, 2016, 06:01:19 PM »
Atsumina's really cute though SayaMilky seems to be cuter.
Thank you for the OS. I did enjoy reading it.
Keep it up author san!
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Re: Till the end SayaMilky OS
« Reply #29 on: July 12, 2016, 08:29:33 PM »
Yes... there are too many SayaMilky things going on lately.
With Milky's graduation, I am afraid it will be like a rush of the last spurt in a race...
Like how a candle tend to burn the brightest before it dies down...
I am preparing my heart to no longer see any new SayaMilky material in the future... :(
But, I hope the pairing will live forever in fanfic world, just like WMatsui.
Thank you for the fic, Sadrilim-san.
I really enjoyed it.
I wonder... will it be possible for you to make an "Ima Naraba" based fic?
I don't want to impose on you, but I'm sure that I'll enjoy it as well if you make one...

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Re: Till the end SayaMilky OS
« Reply #30 on: July 18, 2016, 01:56:50 PM »
Nice :)  :cow:

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Re: Till the end SayaMilky OS
« Reply #31 on: July 22, 2016, 05:34:45 PM »
@ Janix123 : yes, I do hope, their friendship last till the end. if not i really are afraid that it will have influence with my fanfic work. Just look at my Wmatsui One  :banghead:

@ phoenix0i : thanks, i hope you enjoy to read my other fanfic. please check it.  :lol:

@DeNight : i am sorry , i took a long time to reply back. even though i have see it and update my other fanfic. But here is the thing, I usually write my fanfic in my laptop, and when i update my short OS one, I use my phone. So, blame my laziness to update a long OS or the other comment.
I will think to made one of the story of Sayamilky, but as for now please enjoy my other fanfic. i have Sayamilky sweet moment on Wmatsui OS : my instant girlfriend.

@chocolatepandastarlight : thanks :lol:


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Say Your Answer is... (SayaMilky OS)
« Reply #32 on: April 19, 2017, 07:48:18 PM »
Sayamilky OS : Your Answer is…?


Truth to be told, Sayaka never feel this complicated as ever in his whole 23 years old life. Life could be good and challenging sometimes, but he never did feel this confuse and afraid of making a choice for his whole life.  As he believe life never been a complicated, the humans are the blame for it. It is our own choice to choose what we want to do, people always have an option, good or bad who knows. 

But right now, all his brain system and heart agree the only complicated one is thing called Love. If only.. yes… if only… Sayaka know that things will never be the same when he meet with the certain girl back then.

Yamamoto Sayaka, the famous member of boy band, is now facing a dilemma.  He is afraid, yes the great Yamamoto Sayaka is afraid, afraid of giving his heart to certain cute girl, that always greet him with a smile. A smile that can make your trouble goes away.

If only the certain girl feel the same with him, things won’t be that difficult Sayaka thought. if only… but what can he do, there is nothing he can do today, he also don’t have any mood to do anything plus his band practice is being canceled today.

Flash back

Yui : Sayaka, if you sighing again I will really smack your head. I think you just need to go home today. You really don’t have any mood for band practice.

Jun : yeah,  his mood really is running the whole practice. Can we just stop now? We have been training like heel this recently.

Yui : No way! we will have our performance in next week, do you think I will let all of you slip from the training?!  Moreover our mismatch schedule, we have little time to practice!!

Jun : but.. we have been practice really hard, and I think we will be okay in next week live. pretty please… leader sama (puppy eyes attack)

Yuuma : well, I think you just want to have some break, and have your time together with Matsui Rena right? I have an info that today she is at Tokyo, having some work from Yuki. That why you have been finding some excuse to used so that you can asked her  for a date right?

Jun : once again, Detective Yuuma, you are correct. I still wonder how come you can read me like an open book, my dear friend. 

Yuuma : heh, it is just on my blood to have a great observation skill (smirk)

Jun then whisper to Yuuma something

Jun : and can you help me to find a way out from this hell ? I really need to see my angel. Pretty please, we hardly meet each other.

Yuuma : what the deal?

Jun : urgh!! I will buy you one week meal..?

Yuuma : you know, the CD of new Anime song I really like one? They will have a sales and it is really a limited edition… and I

Jun : okay, okay deal. I will buy it for you. You really know how to make me broke. You know Rena also want that song right? (pout)

Yuuma : deal. (giving Jun innocent smile).

Yuuma then talked to Yui, Yui have a frown on his face, but soon he face went white as soon as Yuuma mention about Shimazaki Haruka.  Yuuma return to his position with a smirk in his face, giving OK signal to Jun.

Yui :fine, we will practice again tomorrow, and right now we will have a little break.

Jun : really? Yatta!! you are the best Leader sama. I will bring my 200% energy tomorrow.

Yuuma : I will also meet with Yuki, so don’t bother to find me today. I don’t want anybody to ruin my date with her.

end of flash back

When he is in daze there a line on his phone.

“ I hear from Yui, your band practice is canceled right? I meet him just now, he is picking Haruka chan.”

Sayaka look at the Line ID and sigh… talked about devil he though

Line conversation :

”S : Yeah, we canceled it today, so no band practice until tomorrow.”

“M :  great, so… I just think do you have spare time right now? I just wondering if we can practice together…? For our next filming...”

Sayaka paused himself from texting, as a perfectionist person, he really like to have everything done or better. He aim for the best on everything he do. He has a quick flashback on the day when he met with the certain girl, the girl called Watanabe Miyuki

 As he is being famous, he was offered by the famous director to work with him in his next drama. And Sayaka agree with him, and In that drama he will be the leading actor, and now he is working with Watanabe Miyuki, she is the new idol who is famous. Same with Sayaka they both are newbie in acting who have they name become famous recently.

As Sayaka working with her in their new drama, he started to  know her little by little, sure she is cute and pretty but not only because of that he fall in love with her, her great personality and kindness are one of the things that Sayaka like about her. And because of that, they become friend with each other, Sayaka also think that talking with  Miyuki bring him so much fun, he really find Miyuki easy to talk with. Sayaka know he has feel something about her, but he is just too stubborn to admit that Miyuki already win his heart. He think that his feeling is just an admiration, not love.

another notification come again, and it snapped Sayaka from his day dreaming.  He look at his phone, and now his heart beating so much.

“M : so, what do you think about that?.... I will be waiting at my apartment if you don’t mind.. since it is near with your band practice.”

“S : okay, sure. I will come around 30 minute”

…///…

Sayaka now is standing at Miyuki’s front door, as he stopped a bit before he knocked the door.  few minutes later, he hear a foot step and when the door opened he is stunned by the girl. Miyuki is wearing her usual clothes, and she decided to let her hair loose, looks like she just come from shower. As Sayaka can see her hair is a bit wet. As for Sayaka, the view of Miyuki right now is attempting. He is in daze before she hear Miyuki giggle looking at him.

Sayaka thought

I must be look like stupid, standing in there.


Miyuki : come in, please make yourself at home. (giggle)

Sayaka : ah.. shitsureishimasu…

Miyuki : please sit down and make yourself at home.

Sayaka and Miyuki then practice their line together, since each of them are professional, they somehow have memorize all the script already, and they don’t find any difficulties, until when in the drama two of them started to date each other and have a quite romantic scene. Sayaka find it is very difficult for him to stay on his logic, his heart beating very fast because of the closeness, he need to close their gap by faking kissing her, and the sweet smell  from Miyuki didn’t help at all.

Sayaka hand is trembeling as he touch Miyuki shoulder, this shouldn’t be happened because in the main character are the person with very high confident, and he need to kiss her confidently, as in the woman in the drama is the shy one.  Right now on the contrary of that, Sayaka can’t help himself from  this feeling. This is really the first time, he been this close with Miyuki.

Sayaka : urgghh.. I am sorry, but I can’t!!

Miyuki then opened her eyes and look at Sayaka again. She give him a smile and telling him that it is okay to redo the scene. But Sayaka doesn’t miss a hint of disappointed from Miyuki eyes. He wondered why, may be because of his lack of acting..

Sayaka : I am really sorry

Miyuki : it is okay, but I  never know the lady killer like you will be nervous when kissing a girl.

Sayaka : lady killer? who? me?

Miyuki : yes, most of the article and show called you with that name. don’t you know that? because you are the only boy from your band who doesn’t show interest in any certain girl. Rumors said that you have been dating a lot of girls, and never really into them.

Sayaka : that.. that not true! I never date any girl. The management just make up story that I have been dating before. They said that I have some kind of bad boy image.

Miyuki : Really?! so… you never fall in love with somebody?

Sayaka : un.. so.. I am sorry, I don’t really know how to imply myself in that situation.

Miyuki : well let’s practice, shall we?

Sayaka : practice?

Miyuki then come closer and hug Sayaka. Her action make Sayaka surprised, he doesn’t know what to do until he decided to hug her.

Sayaka POV

what should I do.?! what should I do?! Oh my god!! she is so close to me, and I can feel her warm body on me, her smell are so nice, should I hugged her too?

as I try to hug her back, somehow I feel relax. just until now, I feel like my heart and mind are going to explode. but as soon as I hug her, I have a mixed feeling, I feel calm and peace. I … feel happy 

end of pov

 Miyuki then withdraw herself and look at Sayaka, she give him, her sweet smile before giggle again

Miyuki : so, do you feel relax now?

Sayaka : un… but I don’t think I can do the kissing scene now…. I think we should end the training, I a bit tired.

Miyuki : it is okay, take your time, we still have three more weeks before the kissing scene take part. beside, I need to prepare for another job, I will have a photo shot today.

Sayaka : this late?

Miyuki : un, we need to take the night scenery

Sayaka : souka, be careful not to overdo yourself, Miyuki san.

Miyuki : un, I will

As Sayaka is ready to leave, Miyuki stopped him.

Miyuki : Say… Sayaka kun…

Sayaka : nani?

Miyuki is a bit nervous and she blushed a bit which made Sayaka think that she is really cute.

Miyuki : I just wondering… what do you think of me… ah.. nandemonai… just forget about what I talked about just now.

Sayaka : it is okay, to tell you the truth I also don’t know, I think I admired you. You really have a great talent on acting, and you act very professional. I don’t know how you are able to do it, but you really make my heart beat so hard just know with your act, when we practice that kissing scene.

There is a awkward pause between them. As Sayaka curse himself, how come he said that kind of thing, since they are not even a couple. They are just a friend who work together. Sayaka has his face very red, but he doesn’t notice that Miyuki also have a red face, she is flustered of what he said, before she try to regain her composure and smile sweetly at Sayaka.

Miyuki : thank you…

and before Miyuki close her door, she called Sayaka one more time, she give him a kiss on his cheek before whisper to him

Miyuki : although part of it, I really mean it.

…///…

Sayaka is in high spirit in this past week, and after their concert end, it is his time to focus with his drama with Miyuki. He read the script again,  he is at his dorm right now, along with Jun and Yui. Yuuma have another recording with Kashiwagi Yuki, one of the top singer in Japan right now.  As Yui is reading some books, Jun is watching the television. As he change the channel,  one of the news caught Sayaka’s attention.

Watanabe Miyuki has been spotted go out with Kinoshita Momo, they are spotted to met in the fine restaurant after the photo shot two weeks ago, and there are photos of them hugging each other before they went to their own separate way. Moreover Kinoshita Momo declare that he will have Miyuki as his lover. They looks like a perfect couple for this year.

Jun : woah.. they look good on each other, don’t you think so Yui, Sayaka?

Sayaka : I am going to have a little walk before I go to shot the drama today.

Yui : that is one scary face for you.

Jun : nee Yui, what happened with Sayaka today? He seems very pissed of something. Did I miss something?

Yui : well, I guess that Baka will realize something soon (smirk)

Jun : Huh? what do you mean?

Yui : ara… looks it is time for me to pick Haruka. I will be going first.

Jun : Yui han!! don’t leave me hanging like that, I also want to know what happened with Sayaka (pout)

…///…

Sayaka didn’t really want to met Miyuki right now, after he hear about the news, he have a mixed feeling, he feel angry, disappointed, and sad.  But what can he said, as on today schedule they will meet each other due to work circumstance. They are having some photo shot and interview to promote their new film.

The whole photo shot is a hell for him, as he need to have close skin ship with certain girl, to make worse, his heart can’t stopped beating so fast, it make him feel really nervous, his whole body feel tense and the photographer need to redo things because he been acting very awkward.

“Yamamoto san, this is not good. I really need your cooperation, please relax your muscle. We will have a break first. After this we will continue the photo shot. ”

Sayaka : hai.. I am sorry, I will.

Sayaka then go back to his room, not knowing that somebody have followed him from behind.  Sayaka now is in the deep thought, he began to talk to himself, as he feeling really frustrated.

Sayaka : sigh… what happened to me?!  This is so wrong! I hate this feeling… what have you done to me Watanabe Miyuki…

“what have I done?”

Sayaka surprised of what he hear, Watanabe Miyuki is now standing not far from the door. Her hand is folded, looking straight at Sayaka.

Sayaka : no.. nothing… what are you doing here? I thought we have our free time now?

Miyuki : hm… yes we do have our free time, and why? Can’t I come to your room?

Sayaka : no, that not the problem here, but… people will start gossiping about us…

Miyuki : what wrong with that? I am fine with it.

Sayaka : what?! … souka, so you are fine with whatever man huh?

Miyuki : what do you mean?

Miyuki then come closer and now standing in from of him. They have staring contest, and Sayaka feel Miyuki feel hurt by what he has said. But, as he also feel hurt inside, he need to clarify things with her, or not he won’t be able to work properly. As he can’t stand it anymore, he blur out what he has been thinking.

Sayaka : aren’t you dating with Kinoshita Momo san?  and now you said you are okay with everybody think us as couple? That is wrong!

Sayaka can’t help it when he said the last word with a bit higher tone, but as Sayaka finish his word, he feel surprise, that tears are falling from Miyuki eyes. Miyuki quickly wipe her tears away, and walk away from him.

…///…

Sayaka is back from his work early, as they canceled the photo shot, since Miyuki said that she feel sick, the photographer also agree since he said he need to prepare few thing and fix some of his theme for them.

As he come back to their dorm, there is no body expect Yui. He is reading a book, and without closing his book he talk to now sulking Sayaka. Between all of them, Sayaka always find Yui a better companion than other members. He doesn’t know why, but he feel like he can trust Yui every time he have problems or secret he need to share with.

Yui : so what happened to you? Mind to tell me few things? I am all ear.

Sayaka : well… I don’t know either. Now, I hate myself.

Yui : with many other girls and boys dream to dating and be like you? (chuckle) you need to feel more grateful you know. The great Yamamoto Sayaka is now facing a dilemma?

Sayaka : quiet mocking me (sigh) I don’t understand girl and I hate myself for being a jerk.

Yui : well, sometimes, boys do something stupid. But that doesn’t mean that we are being a jerk here, you just become a jerk if you let the thing hanging  and run away from the problem. Haruka sometimes mad at me too, but I never let her mad at me for too long. Girls can be difficult, they have different mindset from us boys, but that doesn’t mean that we can’t understand them, we just need to try.

Sayaka : … and how if the situation is not as what we expected? I am afraid of rejection Yui, and now I am hated I don’t think I deserve for her.

Yui : well, why don’t you trust your gut? You know what? Girls like to give hints to people they love.

Sayaka : you know what Yui? Thanks a lot. Now I fell better after talking to you.

…///…

Miyuki didn’t believe of what she has see. God must hate herself so much. Now, standing in front of her door is none other than Kinoshita Momo. The last person she wish to see. Smiling proudly as usual, he try come inside even without Miyuki invite him to. He then sit in her sofa and putting the banquet to the table.

Miyuki : Kinoshita kun, what bring you here?

Momo : I heard from you manager that you finish your job, and doesn’t feel well. So.. I bring you some fruits and flowers.

Miyuki : that so nice of you. Thank you, you are so kind.

Momo : I know, you don’t have to thank me for that babe, that is what I must to for you.

Miyuki try to ignore what she just heard about, by trying to find another excuse. And she is giving a mental note to punish her manager later on.

Miyuki : ara.. but I am so sorry, I have another plan for today. I do feel a bit tired, but I have promise a friend to go out today.

Momo : who is that?

Miyuki : that… (God, anybody..please help me…)

As giving an answer of what Miyuki been prying of. There is a bell sound, and Miyuki go to open the door. To her surprise, Sayaka is now standing in front of her door.

Sayaka : eh.. hi… I know this is so sudden, but do you mind if we have a dinner together tonight? I…

Before Sayaka finish his word, he see Momo inside Miyuki’s apartment.

Sayaka : ah.. I am sorry if I interrupt your time together. I will take my leave now.

But, to his surprise, Miyuki held his hand and they eyes met for a moment. Sayaka really believe that Miyuki seems troubled. Should he trust his gust?

Sayaka : Miyuki, what wrong?

Miyuki : Kinoshita san just visit me because he think that I am sick. Don’t tell me you are forget about our date.

Momo : da… date?!

Miyuki then giving a hint for Sayaka to play along. Miyuki then held Sayaka hand lovingly.

Miyuki : that right, today I having a date with Yamamoto Sayaka san. I didn’t tell my manager about this.

Sayaka : yes right, we are planning to have a dinner together.

Sayaka also round his hand around Miyuki’s shoulder. He looks like her boyfriend now.

Momo : well, mind if I join you guys? I also haven’t eat dinner yet.

Sayaka : no you can’t. I am sorry, but I just booked for two people. Miyuki, please prepare yourself, I will waiting for you. Now if you excuse us.

Sayaka and Momo having a staring contest at each other, they looks like ready to fight in any minute, and as if Momo still want to declare that he still have a chance with Miyuki and provoke Sayaka. He held Miyuki hand and kiss her hand gently.

Momo : fine, please contact me again babe. It a fun night back then. (smile sweetly at Miyuki)

As Momo is leaving, the room fill with silent again. Things been awkward between them, and with this, Sayaka doesn’t know where to start. His mind feel in complicated things.

Miyuki : ano… Sayaka kun… there is nothing between me and Kinoshita san. We are just a mere friend, nothing more. So… Sayaka kun, tell me what are actually purpose to come here? Does that just for asking me for dinner?

Sayaka POV

As if she know what am I thinking about. She just explain things for me even without I asking about things between them. Does this mean it is okay for me to stay with her? Think Sayaka! Think! Like Yui said, maybe… maybe she is giving me a hint?
And I also own her a sorry,  I have made her cry and I hate to admit it, but yes. I feel jealous, by seeing them together really make my heart boil so much. it bring pain to my heart. I confirm my feeling once again, thanks to this incident. Now, I am sure that I love this girl.  She asking me as if she is waiting for me to say it.

Stupid me, for denying my feeling for her. I bring pain not for myself but to her as well.

End of POV

Sayaka : Miyuki san, I come here to ask for forgiveness.

Miyuki : of what?

Sayaka : for judging you having a relationship with Kinoshita san,saying awful thing and I am sorry for yelling at you back then.

Miyuki : do you have anything to say anymore?

Sayaka : I… yes, I do.

Sayaka thought

Now or never, I must tell her. This is my chance, I am just stupid not to realise thing sooner.



Sayaka then move closer to Miyuki, and place both of his hand on her shoulder. He is looking at her eyes and he can see that Miyuki is still waiting for him to say it.

Sayaka : I love you, Watanabe Miyuki. Will you be my girlfriend?

Miyuki smile brightly and throwing herself to Sayaka, hugging him. There a tear form in her eyes, but Sayaka believe that is a happy tear. He wipe away her tears gently, and slowly closing the gap between them. They started with a gentle kiss, before Miyuki try to tease him by asking for access to his mouth, Sayaka soon giving her the access, and they kiss become more and more bolder, as Sayaka pinned her in the wall and Miyuki is trying to make their gap closer by hugging him by neck. They kiss until they run out of air, both are looking at each other still attaching their head together.

Sayaka : say..Miyuki..I haven’t got my answer yet.

Miyuki : I love you too, Sayaka kun.

The end  :cow:









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« Reply #33 on: May 16, 2017, 10:59:16 PM »
SAYAMILKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~~
huhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~
 :on gay: :on gay: :on gay:
:ding: :ding: :ding:
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:on drink: :on drink: :on drink:
:on gay: :on gay: :on gay:
Live in the land of mist..nahh just kidding..
Live in the land of Wmatsui and Mayuki...
World of fantasy..World of Lalaland~

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