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Good idea!!! I should have Maimi beat the crap out of Kanna or scare the crap out of her
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Chapter 9Maimi POV“Maimi” I winced at the tone that Saki used, it was more of a serious yet worry tone, one that I am familiar with. Sometimes I wonder if she thinks I am her own child.
“Yeah?” I responded because I knew if I didn’t Saki would only use an even more serious tone and it’s not because I am afraid more like I feel like I’ve disappointed her or something, maybe an internal thing that I could never explain. I made sure she wasn’t around as I popped in some pills and washed it down with the remaining amount of water in my water bottle.
“You scared those people today and you were almost reckless again ” she started her worry, talking to me from behind the row of lockers.
“She almost hit you” I defended, fists clenched up just at the thought of that girl about to hurt Saki
“But you almost went overboard if I didn’t stop you, I can tell, I’ve seen that look before” I didn’t mean to but when Saki gets hurt, it’s like I go into this anger phase where I become brutal.
“Almost right? So I didn’t because you stopped me so no harm done” I didn’t necessarily see the big deal considering no one was really hurt
“Maimi” there was a pause and I thought she was about to drop the topic “what happened back then is the past, I don’t want you to become violent like this, it’s not healthy nor right” Damn it did she have to remind me about how guilty I should be? “I’m not always going to be by your side and I fear that if I wasn’t you’d go back to your old ways” the degrading portion of my internal feelings started to surface as I know that I’ve become a burden to Saki
“Saki, maybe it was for the best that I moved out” I finally voiced after a long pause, negativity was flowing through my body at how much of a burden I have become for Saki and her family, how useless I am, how I did so many stupid things, bringing nothing but trouble “Maybe your parents shouldn’t have saved me”
Saki walked over from behind the lockers as I put on my shirt “Maimi, I know what you’re thinking and I am not saying you are a burden, what I mean was that I worry about you and that you should get out of that hole called past, standing on your own two feet as a new person” I could tell that Saki was trying to choose the right words and I don’t blame her, she’s taking liberty to watch over me for mistakes that I have made in the past and she shouldn’t have to.
I turned around to face Saki, closing my locker door “Saki, I’ll try to control myself, I promise” It wasn’t an empty promise , I have to start being less of a burden for the Shimizus and maybe I should set some motivational aspects in so that I remember about those around me that have cared a great deal for me
Saki smiled “Thank you, it’s all I want to know, that you’ll try”
I grabbed my bag and slung my arm around her shoulders “So what do you want to do today?”
Saki inched away from under my arm and looked at me with a sorry expression “Maimi, dance practice was deferred until after your practice so I have to go”
“So do you want me to stay?”
“I don’t think you should, we have a competition coming up soon so I might be very late”
I was taken aback “you mean you guys are competing this year?” it is the first time Saki isn’t walking home with me and the first time Saki was going to compete
“Yeah, the coach decided we have a solid team to compete”
I can’t say I am happy for Saki, she’s a great dancer but I also cannot deny that this wasn’t something I was use to however instead of making her worry what can I do? I smiled back reassuring I was okay “That’s fine, have fun at practice and call me if you need me to walk you home when it gets too late” we walked out of the change room doors and parted me heading away from the school building, Saki heading towards.
I think it is probably for the best to get use to not having Saki by my side considering she does have her own life. I walked home taking my usual path when I heard funny sounds from an alley way. I thought it was probably just a cat and would have walked past until I heard a conversation
“Miya, you can’t deal with me on a one-to-one basis, let alone when I’ve got my girls with me”
“Why can’t you stay away from Airin?” Saki’s crush? I peeked around the corner to see the one that tried to hurt Saki and 2 others that seem to block my vision but were clearly holding metal bats over their shoulders.
“Miya, we can do this the easy way where you don’t have to get hurt or we can do this the hard way where you will get hurt”
“Just leave us alone” Saki’s crush shouted out. Judging by the situation the girl isn’t going to leave quietly without Saki’s crush, as I scan around for a weapon of my own. Picking up my own metal pipe, I mentally reminded myself that no matter what, scare them off and don’t go overboard, inhaling and exhaling a couple of times.
“So what’s it going to be Miya, Airin? Easy or hard way?”
“MY WAY!” I hollered out to them, pipe over my shoulders walking towards them
“YOU!!!!” the girl stuck her bat towards me growling “You won’t be lucky this time” I saw the girl give her crew the nod as they ran towards me, bats in the air, ready to strike
I blocked their attacks and focused for the right moment where I can disarm them, consistently reminding myself to not take things far. I managed to take a hold of one of their bats but didn’t see the other coming, striking down on the same arm. The pain surged through me causing me to let go and take a few steps back “Haha, not as tough now are we? Finish her” the girl turned around facing the 2 girls in trouble where I continued to figure a way to disarm the 2 in front of me.
“Come on Airin, let’s go” the girl that attacked Saki took a hold of Saki’s crush and tried to walk off. I can’t let that happen, I pushed the 2 girls aside with my pipe going into their midsections and ran towards Saki’s crush, putting my hand on her captor
“Let go! I let you off last time but this time no one will save you” unexpectedly, the girl raised her bat and was about to swing it downwards against me
“No!” Saki’s crush leaned forward trying to block. Good thing my reflexes are great as I moved Saki’s crush aside covering her with my own body feeling the bat land on my back. I winced at the pain that I had long forgotten, whack after whack I stood still withstanding everything when images flashed before my eyes.
~”You skipped out on your chores you lazy brat”
“Daddy, I’m sorry it won’t happen again” I saw him pick up a wooden stick
“This will teach you not to leave your chores undone” he struck me once, twice, ongoing as I curled up into a ball trying to protect myself crying for him to stop
“Sorry daddy, stop! I’ll never forget, sorry daddy!” I felt anger boil within me at how he wouldn’t stop yet I didn’t have the strength to strike back~
~Uncle Shimizu was at the door and daddy looked like he was going to throw his beer bottle at him. No! No! Uncle Shimizu is a nice person, don’t attack him!! I grabbed onto a wooden stick and struck my mother, stopping her from hitting me and ran after my daddy. Daddy hit something on my head but I had to protect Uncle Shimizu so I swung at daddy with all my might~“Arg!!!!!” I got up from where I stood and I turned to see daddy holding a metal bat and was shocked to see me standing up
“You don’t scare me anymore!” I walked towards daddy, with each step I took forward, daddy took a step back. I watched as daddy swung at me but I lifted my hand and caught the bat, twisting it so that daddy’s grip loosened, unarming him as I quickly turned the bat around and pointed it at him. I felt pain on my back so I turned to see my mother standing there with her own bat. As she struck I blocked with my bat until I found an opening before using all my might and thrusting the bat in mommy’s midsection causing her to bend over before taking a good swing at her head “You don’t scare me anymore!!!” I turned around and looked at daddy as I charged at him, bat in the air. I would have swung at him but I felt something hit my head and the sound of glass breaking. Feeling a cool liquid running down the back of my head, I ignored it to look at my mother backing away, shocking me “I got you! Why won’t you stay down!” I threw my bat towards her, scaring her as she ran away. I waited until she was gone before facing daddy again, pointing my finger at him “You!!!!” I slowly walked towards him, I could feel myself feeling weak and black spots started appearing in front of me.
“STOP!!!” A girl ran before me arms out blocking my path, snapping me out of my trance as I looked behind her to no longer see my daddy but some other girl scared stiff. I looked around at my surroundings, I am not at my old home anymore, where am I? What just happened? What happened to daddy? My head felt dizzy and I felt scared, Saki where are you? I started to walk away slowly, not knowing what to do but I felt that I had to leave. I felt a hand on my arm “Where are you going?”
My whole body was trembling but I managed to shake off the hand. My head was hurting and my vision was blurry however I felt my way via the wall but I didn’t get far before I was engulfed in darkness.