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The Hello! Project Fanfics => H!P Fanfics => Topic started by: wotachan on March 25, 2009, 03:07:31 AM
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Hi, I'm new here. :sweatdrop: Even though they're not in H!P anymore, I saw a very disturbing lack of W fics here. :sweatdrop: I just thought I'd write a fic with them :P I suck at titles, too.
Warnings & Notes: Angsty stuff here man, and completely batshit insane Aibon. :shocked: Also, I suck at writing/have a very weird writing style and you might find yourself extremely confused at times and thinking it's more of a long drabble than a fic. Please forgive me and just bear with me. I hope you'll like this even if you're not a fan of the pairing, which, by the way, I'll also take some requests for other couples to appear as the story progresses. :P They'll probably be completely OOC too, but it IS a fanfic.
I hope I don't get flamed for the pairing LOL.
I'm very embarrassed. :oops:
I haven't written a fic of any sort in four years.
Here goes.
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Chapter 1.
Ai slammed the door to her apartment, making sure all of the locks were closed.
"Ugh! Why won't those damn reporters just leave me the hell alone?! So goddamn pathetic!" She
said, panting, out of breath from running away from the said reporters. She stood in front of the
door, and slid down, trying to catch her breath.
"It...it just makes me...want to..." she got on her hands and knees, and crawled toward her bed.
Her trembling hands reached for the box under the bed, she got it out and opened it, taking out an
unopened pack of cigarettes and a lighter.
"It just makes me want to smoke. I'm glad I didn't get rid of you. I love you." She giggled to herself,
took one of the cigarettes out and lit it, then took a long drag of it. She fell back on the floor.
"Ah...so sweet." Her face looked incredibly pleased, as if she was high.
"I'm such a hypocrite." She laughed insanely and took another drag of her cigarette.
She suddenly sat up, coughing heavily.
The phone rang, interrupting her little...moment.
An angry expression on her face, she walked toward the phone. The phone was silent now.
"Hm...wrong number I guess." She scratched her head and took another puff of her cigarette.
The phone pinged.
"Oh." She picked it up and opened it.
It read "You have one new voicemail!"
"They didn't even let it ring twice, why would they leave a voicemail? It must be a telemarketer or something." Confused, she dialed the number to her voicemail.
There was a silence for a few seconds.
Then a strangely familiar female voice spoke.
"...Hey, Ai. I was wondering if we could talk. I haven't heard from you in a while. Sorry to bother you, bye."
Just as the message finished, the phone rang again. The same number.
Ai answered.
"Hello? This is Ai."
A pause.
"Hello? I have your number, you know. I can always-"
"I was almost hoping you wouldn't answer."
"Who is this?"
"Ai.....this is Nozomi."
What.
"Yeah? How did you get my number?"
"Someone told me."
"Oh. Well what do you want?"
"I was hoping I could meet up with you."
So sudden.
"Why should I? You didn't even call me during my suspension."
"I'm sorry...you know I wasn't allowed...just please..."
Ai sighed.
"Alright."
She closed her phone.
Wait.
The thought just registered.
Nozomi just called her.
"Fuck."
Ai put her cigarette out.
In her arm.
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I hope it was okay .____. :cry:
Let me know what you thought. :(
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:cry: I feel like an idiot~ oh well.
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Yay :cow: a W fanfic! You are so right there are not nearly enough of those.
Good start I can't wait to see where this story is going. Maybe Nono will help Aibon out with the problems she's obviously having.
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Yay :cow: a W fanfic! You are so right there are not nearly enough of those.
Good start I can't wait to see where this story is going. Maybe Nono will help Aibon out with the problems she's obviously having.
Yay!
I have a surprising plot.
I won't spoil it.
I'll have the next part posted tomorrow LOL one reader is good enough for me, as for now. :heart:
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Hey, hey, don't feel bad yet. :D People just haven't seen your fic yet. It's been a while since I read a W fic but I like this so far. Badass Aibon is 8) Except when she's being trashy. I hope Nono can help her out. I mean, they were like twins when they were in Momusu.
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Thanks. I'm just super insecure. :lol: :sweatdrop:
Okay I'm inspired now. Easily inspired that is.
*goes to work on next chapter*
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Here's the next chapter.
Note: I decided to pretend like Nozomi never got married or pregnant in this story, I can't bring myself to add it, lol.
Disclaimer: I suck. :P
Warning: Drug abuse, confusing angst, mush. :lol:
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Chapter 2.
Ai laid back on her bed in a trancelike state, not even bothering to clean the cigarette burn she gave herself, she didn't even care, considering what just happened.
"I haven't even thought of her. She's not important at all."
She began to dig her nails into her skin, nervously.
"Not at all."
Obviously lying to herself.
"We never had anything."
Tears filled her eyes, remembering what had happened before.
She came back from her suspension, and Nozomi let her down, hard.
She remembered how cruel...
"Who the hell do you think you are, Ai? You think we're just going to be all perfect again after this? I've been stuck sitting around on my ass because you decided to be an adult already, by smoking of all things."
If that wasn't bad enough...
"Besides, I have a boyfriend. Get out of my face." She turned and walked away, out of Ai's life forever.
It was the reason she decided to smoke again, she saw no reason to continue this...idol business without her. She felt useless, and heartbroken.
She saw no reason to even continue life without her.
Ai snapped out of her flashback, as it was self torture to continue to remember all of this.
"I was fine without her. I'm fine without her. We'll talk, that's it."
"I'm fine without her."
She repeated to herself. "I'm fine without her. She'll just leave me again. She'll make me feel useless. That's what she does."
She got out of her bed, muttering to herself.
"She still hates me, she's playing a game. This is just a game. She just wants to hurt me. I'm fine without her."
She opened the cabinet and reached for her pill bottle. She opened it and poured out a small handfull.
"Nobody loves me. I'm Kago Ai." She lifted her shaking hand to her mouth.
"Too much in one day. She'll leave me. But it's okay, I hate her too." She laid on her bed again, and pulled her knees to her chest, violently shaking.
"I still love you." The shaking stopped. She blacked out.
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Ai slowly opened her eyes and groaned.
The damn alarm clock was going off, and she had the worst headache ever.
Still, she managed to get herself out of bed like she did every morning. She raised up and rubbed
her eyes and turned the clock off.
She sighed, got up out of bed, and went to go smoke.
She picked up the phone, took a deep breath, and dialed the number.
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Nozomi was sitting near her door waiting nervously for Ai to show up. Of course, she couldn't help but be nervous. To see someone after so long that she had treated so horribly. Asking to meet her was going to be her own weird, awkward way of apologizing.
She got up and began to pace around the room, Ai was late.
"I really hope she didn't change her mind. All I want to do is make things right with her." She sighed, and sat down, waiting.
Then, someone knocked at the door, she excitedly jumped up to answer it.
She opened the door, Ai turned around and looked at her.
"Nono...." Ai looked like she was about to cry.
"...Aibon...I- "
Ai gave in and leaned forward to hug Nozomi.
She returned the hug.
"I missed you, Aibon..."
Ai smiled, her first genuine smile for the first time in years. She felt...so happy...
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Don't rip your eyes out just yet.
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Aw poor Aibon. At least Nono wants to make up with her but I doubt it will be that easy since Aibon's hurting so much.
Keep up the good work! :love:
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sankyuu sankyuu beri mucho~ :heart:
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Aibon's got a lot of problems, but Nono can help her. ^-^
Keep up the good work! :D
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I decided to update again tonight while I still had the ideas in my head. :P
Note: I tend to not be very descriptive when I write, I just don't have that magical power. I also tend to rush things more than I want to but it's even worse to drag it out. This chapter is very long, full of fluff, angst, and it moves at a completely unrealistic pace with tons of mood swings, typical confusion, etc. I tend to be very loose with plots, too. Obviously.
Enjoy. :heart:
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Chapter 3.
The two did nothing except sit in awkward silence for about an hour, looking at each other from across the room.
Nozomi finally got up and went to sit next to Ai.
"I don't want there to be any hard feelings between us." She grabbed Ai's hand, and held it tightly. There was silence for a moment, and she spoke again.
"I know this is so sudden, but really, I've felt like a huge jerk for how I treated you back then. I really regretted it."
Ai still said nothing.
Nozomi let go of Ai's hand, and got up, with her back turned.
"If you don't want to forgive me, it's okay." She sounded choked up. "I don't deserve an apology anyway."
Ai changed the subject, "Are you still with that guy?"
She turned back around, disappointed that Ai changed the subject, "No, I'm not." She sighed and looked at the floor, "It never worked out, I didn't love him..."
"What about you?"
"I've never been in love with anyone." Her tone changed, it was completely unforgiving, and she was back in denial.
Nozomi was silent, she was completely sick to her stomach after hearing that.
She could barely speak, "Not even...not even me?" the tears began to pour from her eyes, her back was still turned.
Ai couldn't let her know, it would end up in heartbreak again, "We never had anything." She was surprised at her own harshness.
"I never loved you, Nozomi."
"I see..." She said in an almost inaudible whisper.
Nozomi fell to her knees. She covered her face with her hands and began to sob uncontrollably.
Ai stood up, she stared at the sobbing girl for a moment, thinking about what to do. Honestly, she wanted to give in to her soft side and just hold her.
But instead, she just walked out of the door and shut it, leaving Nozomi there in a pathetic, crying mess.
She stood outside for a minute. She tried to bring herself to walk away, she just couldn't.
Ai opened the door again and walked in, shutting the door behind her.
She gave in, she couldn't resist, she rushed over to Nozomi, and wrapped her arms around her tightly.
She had started crying even harder.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry Nono. Please don't cry..." This time, she was surprised at how easily she had given in to this, and showed her feelings so suddenly.
Nozomi sat up, her tears began to stop.
"Aibon...?"
"Yeah..?"
"I want to start over."
Ai wiped the tears from her eyes and sniffled, but the tears were still falling.
"What do you mean?"
Nozomi grabbed both of Ai's hands.
"I still love you. Even after we've been apart. I've been thinking about it, and the feeling increases everyday."
"But you hurt me so much. I can't just forgive you and pick up where we left off. My life has been fucking miserable, Nozomi. I realize most of it was brought on by myself, but you doing that to me made it the worst." She continued to cry, she didn't have an ounce of shame left, she blurted out.
"The only thing that really mattered to me was you, when you did that, I didn't even see a reason to continue to live. Do you understand that? No, you don't. You're just a spoiled kid, Nono." She sniffled again and rubbed her eyes.
"I'm sorry, Nono. I still love you, but I can't put myself through this again." Her cheeks heated up, she was being so matter of factly about it. It was almost as if they had picked up where they left off the last time they had seen each other. She stood up and looked down at Nozomi, who had started crying again.
"Aibon...please, just give me a chance. Please." She was still holding Ai's hands, and her own hands were trembling. She pulled each of Ai's hands to her lips to kiss them. "Please..." she looked up, and locked her eyes with the other girl's.
That face.
Ai was growing very, very weak again.
Nozomi shook her head and sobbed, holding onto Ai's hands very tightly, "Please, I love you, Aibon, please...I didn't know what I was doing, I shouldn't have let you go like that, nobody ever loved me like you, I was so stupid, I-" Not knowing what else to do, Ai silenced Nozomi with a kiss, then pulled away after a few seconds, feeling really awkward, and inappropriate.
"Sorry about that." She scratched the back of her head and gave a small, awkward laugh. She looked at Nozomi, who obviously couldn't say anything, and was blushing heavily.
"...Nono? Are you okay?"
"Kiss me again." Nozomi leaned toward Ai's face.
Ai pushed her away. "No. I shouldn't have even done that since it obviously gave you the wrong idea." Or was it her who had the wrong idea?
"Aibon." She looked at her seriously, completely ignoring whatever she just said.
"Kiss me again."
Defeated, and still unsure, Ai just sighed, and pecked Nozomi on the lips.
"There. Are you happy now? Can I just go?" She realized what she was getting herself into, and she wasn't sure if she liked it or not.
"I'm not letting you go, Aibon. Ever again." She felt Nozomi cling to her tightly, her mood softened, she couldn't keep from being happy.
They were together again, and all of a sudden.
Her life seemed to be a little more complete.
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Want a good mental image? Just think of Nono at Nacchi's graduation :P
I think I'll sleep now and dream up the next chapter :D
Talk about a long day. :lol:
:yawn:
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I love it! :)
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Aw I'm happy they're starting to work things out. Hopefully their relationship can grow stronger despite the pain Nono put Aibon through.
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Update! I update rather quickly don't I? :sweatdrop: Finally, after several cups of coffee and just pulling words out of my ass, I give the few people who are reading this yet another new chapter!
Anyway, in this chapter...I decided to lighten things up at least a bit. I can only write angst for so long, you know? :(
Quite a bit of cutesy stuff here, and at times, mushy.
My writing depends on my mood, can you tell? Everything is getting kind of random. XD :sweatdrop:
This story should go somewhere! It's just having a slow start. :P Maybe.
To the few people reading my story, please keep commenting, it warms my heart and gives me the confidence to continue~! :D
Okay, I'll shut up now.
Here you go. Hope it's okay. :love:
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Silence again. But they didn't need words, all they needed was to hold each other and let out repressed feelings after so long. Nozomi kept Ai in a tight embrace for hours, refusing to let her go.
Not that she wanted to go anyway, she just kept her head laid on Nono's chest, listening to the sound of her heartbeat like it was her favorite song. She could stay like this forever. She didn't have the desire to continue any of her habits, at least at the moment, she had what had always mattered to her and refused to believe it for so long. Smoking, drinking, and doing drugs were how she coped with it and tried to forget about it, she figured if she was completely wasted, why would she care about Nono?
It didn't matter now, She didn't have to worry. She didn't have to do those things anymore, Nozomi was with her.
She loved her.
Nono smelled so good, like sweets, her hair was soft, her skin was soft, Ai just always thought that everything about her was amazing. She didn't want it to be taken from her again.
Sighing contentedly, she nuzzled Nozomi's chest, slightly falling asleep as her hair was stroked gently. Nono kissed the top of her head.
"Aibon...it's getting late...why don't you stay here tonight?"
She looked up at her. "But, I couldn't do that, not now..." Ai raised up from her position, "I should be going now, I guess." Before she could stand up, she was pulled back down...
"Aibon~ I insist that you stay here, it's dangerous for someone like you to be going out anywhere this late."
Once again finding herself defeated, she sighed.
"I guess I will, but only if you don't mind." Nozomi just smiled and kissed her.
"Of course I don't."
"But...already? This is all happening so fast! It's like the world is spinning and I don't know what to think."
"Does it really matter?"
"...No, not really."
Nozomi stood up and extended her hand out to Ai.
"Come on, then?"
Ai looked at her hand for a moment, then at her face. She hesitantly reached for Nozomi's hand, and grabbed it. She stood herself up, and looked into Nono's eyes, and nodded.
She was led by Nono, to the bedroom.
When they got in there.
For some reason.
Nono obviously wanted to play.
"Oh Aibon you're so thin now~" She giggled jokingly and poked at Ai's tummy.
Nono you're so weird.
"There's nothing to poke anymore!" She pouted cutely, and leaned forward to steal a kiss. It was almost like they were kids again. A blushing, squealing Ai was suddenly tackled to the bed.
"Not so rough! We're not children anymore." She giggled weakly.
"Sorry, I couldn't resist." Nozomi smiled. "I missed everything, you know."
She hugged Aibon, and pulled her close, kissing her cheek.
"..I know you've been through a lot, and you're still going through it."
"...Yeah, that's true."
"Don't worry. I'll always be here to help you."
You already have.
"Thank you."
Nono smiled, and buried her face in Ai's warm chest.
"I love you."
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Funny how I go from angsty to serious to playful to whatever :lol:
Ugh, I suck so much XD
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Aw so much sweetness! They are so cute.
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Dont worry, youre doing great.
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thank you so much. :love:
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Awww, so cute~ It was getting a little angsty but the cuteness that is W has returned~ :heart:
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I'm new here ... please continue it :'
I really love this fanfic TWT I love W (double you) Noni and Aibon :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
>_>
PD: sorry ... My english is soooo bad T///T :(
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Me likey. It's been so long since I saw a W story. My OTP is always welcome here.
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They're my OTP too. :D
I'm not sure when I'll update this.
All I've been wanting to write is sex. XD
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:twothumbs
Dark W fic!!!!
It is nice thought Aibon had me worried for a minute there... :on freeze:
This is one of those "what if" kind of story that I would like to keep on reading until the end :love:
Will you update soon???
Yankii will be waiting for an update!!!!!
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I'm alive! Don't worry!
Unfortunately, even though I'm alive, I'm giving you this really crap chapter. That's all I have to say about it. It's been so long since I've updated this story that I almost can't continue what I was doing before. Oh well. I don't know if my writing has improved any, but I've been practicing! But still it seems that all I can produce is angsty/mood swing shit. Whee!
So, in this chapter, I skipped the time ahead a little bit, everything is pretty much worked out between them now, but...!
Well whatever, you'll have to see.
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Ai suddenly woke up in a cold sweat, her heart was racing, and she was panting heavily. She looked around nervously at her momentarily unfamiliar surroundings, feeling around to make sure that she wasn't still having a nightmare.
"Aibon...? You okay?"
Ai sighed in relief at the sound of Nozomi's voice, "I'm fine, I just had a bad dream, that's all." She was still floating between reality and her nightmare, partially fearing that Nozomi would leave her again.
Nozomi sat up, reaching over to turn the lamp switch on. She looked back at Ai and put her arm around her back. Ai took a deep breath, trying to restrain herself from crying. Nozomi took notice of this and pulled Ai closer, almost in her lap, and kissed her on the forehead.
"Are you going to be okay?"
"I think so."
"Well I hope you will. This is the third time this week you've been through this." She said with concern, frowning, "Why don't you tell me what's up?"
"It's nothing, I'm fine, really." Ai slowly pulled away from Nozomi, sliding herself out of the bed. She just stood there for a moment, staring at Nozomi with a blank expression.
"I have to get ready for work." She pointed at the clock, it was already morning.
Nozomi frowned and sighed in disappointment.
"Okay then, go ahead."
Ai went to the closet and got some of her clothes out, she just stripped and redressed right in front of the other girl. She turned and looked at a very flushed Nozomi.
"Hey, could you hook my bra for me, please?"
"Uh...sure." She got out of bed, slowly moving toward Ai. When she got close enough, Ai turned around and pointed at her back, "Right here."
Nozomi reached out and hooked it together, still keeping her hands there even when she was done.
She realized, she could no longer restrain herself, and in one motion, she had her arms around Ai, her body pulled close to her own and her lips to her neck.
"Nono?" Ai gasped, "What...what are you doing?" Nozomi didn't say anything, instead she just turned Ai around and pushed her to the wall, pressing their lips together.
Ai gently pushed Nozomi away and giggled a little, "No, not right now, okay? I have to go." Nozomi pulled away and looked down, smiling awkwardly, seemingly ashamed of herself for getting out of control. "Sorry."
"Don't worry about it." She reached for her shirt and pulled it over her head, "Maybe we can later, it's been a while." She giggled as she watched Nozomi's eyes widen and her cheeks blush, obviously remembering some of their times from before.
"I have to go now." She grabbed her bag near the door and went back to give Nozomi a kiss. She nuzzled her cheek, "When I get home, we can do anything you want, okay?" Nozomi grinned, "Okay, go on now before I make you late" She laughed, and Ai playfully slapped her arm, "You perv, you haven't changed at all." Nozomi kissed her cheek, "Of course I haven't." She reached out to grab Ai's chest, before being pushed away.
"I can see that." She rolled her eyes and gave Nozomi another kiss before walking out the door.
She sighed and listened to the footsteps in the hall fade away. She sat on the bed for a moment, just staring at the door, she was hoping that Ai had forgotten something and would come back.
But of course, she didn't. Nozomi would go through the same routine everyday, she just didn't want Ai to leave. She sighed and finally got up, she almost forgot that she had to work today too.
She only made it a few steps away from the bed before being stopped by a sudden sharp pain in her stomach, as if she'd been stabbed. She clutched her stomach and fell to her knees, she began to sweat and feel weak, she struggled to keep herself from fainting. Finally, the pain started to fade away, and she slowly brought herself back to her feet. She walked to the bathroom and turned the cold water on and splashed some on her face, starting to feel a little better. But just when she thought it was over, she began to cough heavily, she looked in her hand, horrified to see it full of blood. She rinsed her hand off, and went to go lie down, she couldn't do anything else right now except lie there, curled up in a ball, hoping it would go away.
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I don't even know.
It's something, right?
Also, the angst bunnies and the ecchi bunnies are having an epic battle in my head. Apparently. I try not to rush pervy things, but I just can't help it! :sweatdrop:
WHERE THE HELL AM I GOING WITH THIS STORY?! WHY CAN'T I KEEP PEOPLE IN CHARACTER?! WHAT'S HAPPENING TO NONO?! WHY THE HELL AM I ASKING YOU?!
Hey, at least I know I suck, right? Right.
Review please~ :heart: I might update this again soon if my writer's block isn't being a bitch! :heart:
(oh also, I've written a few pervy one-shots, if you want any of them, feel free to send me a PM. Like I said, all I've been writing is sex. :on bleed: )
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YOU DON'T SUCK. XD
This is very good! :D
Oh man, what's happening to Nono?
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OUUW HOLY CRAP! NONI :'(
wha'ts happening to Noni ? :shocked
I'm really happy for new chapter *-* yeeah!
emm ... I want pervy one-shots :drool: x'DD U know *¬*
I love your Story :heart:____ :heart:
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my writer's block needs to go away oh yes~ :depressed:
The only way I can do it is through SUPER KAWAII HAPPY SEXY REVIEW TIME.
Sorry, I'm disturbing. :wahaha:
I still think I suck. :lol:
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All I've been wanting to write is sex. XD
THIS. I want this. :grin:
Nono and Aibon still kinda need to connect and get back to where they were before the issues. :( But they're still so cute~ NONO?!?!?!?!?! :shocked
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^ Yeah, still don't know where I'm going with this. It seems I've dug a hole for myself with this last chapter. I'll figure it out eventually.
My drafts folder in my email account is nothing but 27 files of W perv, 1 Aibon/Yossi and 1 Tanakame. That's where my writing energy has gone, guys. It seems that the ecchi bunnies have succeeded in their takeover. :wahaha:
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Your situation sounds like mine...I have 2 unfinished chapter fics b/c I can't think of anything. :lol:
Yum, care to send that TanaKame my way? :P
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ooh ... don't gone energy writing please TOT haha xDD
well ... I'll support you anyway :]