It’s late to be posting here but…http://namba1.wordpress.com/2012/04/10/nmb48-hara-mizukis-g-post-yamamoto-sayakas-direct-response/ (http://namba1.wordpress.com/2012/04/10/nmb48-hara-mizukis-g-post-yamamoto-sayakas-direct-response/)
On the 9th, at the theatre I announced my graduation.
After entering NMB48, then soon appearing appearing on stage at AKB48′s Tokyo Aki Matsuri, the 26 members of NMB48 debuted…
The first stage performance on New Year’s,
That day, the people who weren’t selected, they all cried while watching in front of the monitors
On the 23rd of that January, I went out on stage for the first time with Riho-chan and completed it successfully
I remember being nervous and frozen out there
And then when Team N was announced
I wasn’t chosen for Team N
I cried a lot
At that time, a big difference in work formed between the RS and the Team Members
We were getting a little frustrated, you know??
But,
There was a possibility that the team could be changed、
That’s what staff said
So once again we all did our best!!
That time, I was really happy to have
RS only talk events♪
I worked hard to appear on the first day
when we switched from Dareka no Tame ni to Seishun Girls
When Kenkyuusei were slowly appearing on stage
I remember the hated times when it would only be me not appearing
And taking lessons
But to appear on the first day
I was incredibly happy
The NMB48 CD Debut
It was Team N only songs
I really regretted it
When Aanyan graduated
There were many complicated feelings
Then Yuppi was promoted
I appeared in Aanyan’s position so I was really sad
When I was crying
Many Kenkyuusei cheered me up
I was really happy!
For my birthday
I received mail
I received presents
I was really happy!
On Christmas
I received letters from Nana-chan and Ayame-chan
I was really happy!
I received a huge Kendama from the fans
I was incredibly happy
I did a lap of Japan with this Kendama♪
The second CD release
Natsumi was chosen for senbatsu
Everyone congratulated her
But the announcement
At the handshake event, while shaking hands
I remember crying in front of everyone
The 3rd single, Kinoshita was chosen
But I wasn’t
At the time it wasn’t official
But we formed WING
The meaning was that we would flap our wings towards our dreams
We were really excited
Afterwards the higher-ups in Yoshimoto talked to us about WING
They asked us
If we wanted to perform on the radio
And if everyone wished, we would prepare one
I was thrilled♪
But in the end we didn’t do a radio show
We returned to house arrest, hardly appearing on stage
When I returned
I faced so much regret over not being selected in Senbatsu or on the team
At that time,
I had thoughts like
“What the hell is the meaning of WING?”
When Team M was announced
5 members of WING were selected
I was happy but at the same time really sad
They said that if I tried hard as an RS
I would be promoted
Everyone tried hard
But in the end it was just 5 people
So then Aapon, Arii, and me…
They thought we didn’t work hard
I thought about many things
But I thought they were wrong
Aapon had lessons everyday
Arii had high school and lessons
Both of them worked very hard
Although my role model, Takahashi-san said
“Hard work will be rewarded,”
I didn’t believe it
It was here that I thought “Graduation”
I entered NMB
I had many experiences
That normal people didn’t have
I’m very thankful to NMB
My time in NMB is short
Until then please take good care of me
I will work hard and study to be in high school
I wanted to tell everyone
Team N
You’re really the anchor for everyone n NMB48
To Team M’s Natsumin, Riona, Ayame-chan, Renapyon, Kinoshita
The friends I made in the 2nd gen,
You guys really make up the team!
Arii and Aapon
Teach the 3rd gen well
And good luck with Team B!
For my graduation show
If everyone’s okay with it
I want to appear with WING!!
I feel like I’m recounting my days
I’m sorry it was really long
Until my graduation
I will go until the end
Please take care of me!!