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AKB48 Fanfics => AKB48 Fanfics => Topic started by: yuukimoko on August 12, 2012, 03:53:49 PM
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'I love you!' The crying girl shoted as she hugged her loved one
'I know.......but I dont love you anymore.Its time to move on.' her lover said as she tryed to push her away gently
The crying one fell on her knees and continued to cry.....I only watch from a distance the exchange.What can I do? I am only a cat......
They broke up......the one how left was the one how said that she found another.
The one how remained continued to cry for days.And she stoped smiling.
I loved her smile......
'If I canceal myself, I will lose everything, but its alright.' making this vow I fell in love with a human.
I am a black cat, my owner named me Black. I fell in love with my owner and I couldnt do anything about it.After all Iam just a black cat.
But I want to see again her smile.....Matsui Rnea,my owner had always had a beautiful smile.A smile that made her shine.
And the only person that can bring her smile was the person she loves,Matsui Jurina, how left her.She left her for another....Watanabe Mayu....how too was in love with someone else...
I fell in love with a human, such is a bakeneko's story.
Ah, the sweet melody of sorrow.Humans are sinful creatures, they lie,steal, and pretend.
I only made one sin in all my life until now,I fell in love with a human.
You sit and look outside.I come closer trying to comfort you,and you pat ,and stroke me but never smile.Its like you lost your soul.....
For you, how lost your lover
I wanted to bring back your smile
So I decided ,I will take her form and live .
I look up at the sky from inside my hood.
I pledged to the full moon.I will make you happy surely.....
You had broken down, crying .So I embraced you tinghtly and said
'I wont leave you anymore'
Ah,god.....I am so cruel....
I close my cold eyes.
We embrace and when you calm down you pull away and stroke my cheek.A smile formed on your face....
'Jurina.....I am so happy that you come back.' You say and hold me close.....
'I had to pretend I had memory loss,'
I wispher as I look out the window, to the sky where the moon is shining.
'But, for the sake of your smile,'
Behind me is you how are smiling .Your eyes are sparking, my beautiful Rena.
'All lies and sins can be forgiven' I give you a red flower and you happy accept it.The smile never disappearing.
'thats what I feel'
Ah,sweet melody of love....how can I lets you go now?
The red flower makes me remember my original form.....I am a black cat...
We lived for 4 months together,and your smile never disappeared.But you never know how much 'I' love you not Matsui Jurina...
One night, you spoke to me
With your hand close to my face,you stroked my cheek.
'hey, your eyes are different to hers ' the shock could be seen on my face a little.
Yes, I know it will happen at a moment.My eyes have always been cold, not like hers, always happy.
The shadow over my eyes was visible.
You come closer and hug me ,continuing to say
'...but it doesn't matter'
I was trembling ,you embraced me,and cried
'dont leave me alone any more' you hold me tightly 'I feel in love with you..'
Ah,god
This is my punishment ,is it not?
I close my eyes and hold my hands on my neck
My disguise is peeling away
My ears come out
And I lose my ability to speak
I look aver at you,how holds a hand over your month with a shocked face.I know this will happen too,and I still took the risk and become human.
I become a black cat again, as I run away, you spoke to my back,and said
'Thank you'
as you try to run after me....
The risk to become human ....I accepted it and fell in love with you...
Ah,I have comited such sins
so please, hate me all you wish......
THE END.
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......please comment?
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what a story :pleeease:
what a sad story :fainted:
I wonder what happened after :dunno:
I can't know 'cause it's a one shot :stoned:
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just one comment....damn! and I was thinking on doing more one shots like this! the next one being Asumina.......
ahhhh~ whatever! Im going back at working on my next chapter for Love puppy.Maybe I can burn some brains~
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yea yea you should finish the chapter :on comhere:
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sad story...nooooo noooo :banghead:
please update this fanfic....i don't want sad story....
arigatoooo....
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Ahhh I love this story especially the ending, it really good :]
Sometimes love is cruel but they still decided to take it xD
Thank you, the story is beautiful <3
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Ah~ i like the way you put YukiRena here! It's very interesting! Make it an one shot is good enough :x
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The end.
I wanted to have you to myself, I wanted to feel you more.I wanted to be your and you mine.I wanted you to only see me, to anly love me, to only think about me.
This what was wrong..........MY LOVE FOR YOU. it was wrong in every way possible.
I was close to you, I was the closest to you.I had you all to myself from time to time........
But soon I realized that it will end someday.......when Atsuko announced the graduation. I know that someday you will graduate too, and me too.
The parting would be too ....too scary, hurtfull, it will destry me.....it will the 'me' from now.
I remembered in that moment that I am not a boy, that I cant be with you, that you only see me as a doughter......
I am NOT a BOY.
So our ending will hurt 'me' the must...
you ....will have a boyfriend, will marry, will have a real doughter!
'I' ....the 'me' from now will probably die.
So before that will happen, 'I' will disappear so 'I', the new 'me' will bear everything.
The new 'me' wount care so much aabout you, and the LOVE will disappear.
This forbiden and unrequested love/lust for you will disappear.
So now at TOKYO DOME, when Aki-P announted the teams.....I am grateful to him.....its hurting , but this is the push 'I' need to become the new 'me'!
Now 'I' say good bye to you ....
Now, 'i' ,Watanabe Mayu, say goodbye to 'you' Kashiwagi Yuki.......
Good bye to the old 'me' that loved you.....and welcome to the new 'me' that only sees you as an old friend......
Sayonara.
This is the E-N-D.
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im still shock with the transfer and this breaks my heart :(
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T_T Mayuki!!!!
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I want my happy end!
So...thats it.....it just ended like that didnt it? 6 years wherent nothing for them all, for Aki-P or the others members......but for me these past 6 years where everything....
I hold dears these years I spend with you and dont want them to end....
I ...dont want a BAD END......I want my HAPPY END! So I will make it myself!
Even though I am no longer Team b's captain! even if you are no longer my Ace! I dont care about it!
I dont need you to by my ace, not my friend, not my daughter! I need 'you' to by mine!
Even thought I cryed when I heard that you wont with me anymore....that was the push for me to confess........
Tonight I will confess to 'you, finally! This love that I feel.....is more than a mother-doughter love.....its more than friend ship.....its more than ....than what I could ever dream! I love with my everything so I will confess finally, before 'you' will be gone.
And even if it is unrequested I dont care.........I will love you from distance.....you will be my only love! Even if someday I will marry, I will still love you! even if I will have a doughter!.....if I will have a doughter ever then I will name her after you......my lovely ace....
I wait until we are alone after after everythings end....I hope I am not too late....
I aproach you silently and you greet me but I hid my mouth .....I hope my voice wont break....
'so....we arent in the same time anymore...' you break the silence as I still try to calm myself....
'y-yes....but we will still see each other,right?' I ask shakingly
'of course! no one could replace Yukirin! ' you say then look down at your feets thinking
'Im happy then, Mayuyu....my little dau---' I start trying to gain more time but you stop me
'dont! dont call me your daughter.......you are not my mother...' I froze, these hurtful words crush my heart.....but I wont give up! I will still confess to you my dear !
'Mayu.....wh--'
'I...have something to tell you Yukirin.....' You look up in my eyes with determination.
Something is starting to move, in this world maybe I will have the happyness I wish for?
'I have something to tell you too Mayu..' we look at each other, waiting for one of us to say something
I give up.....I must tell you now or I wont tell it anymore for this eternity....
'I lov---' but I never finished my words as I felt something soft on my lips, my eyes widen in shock! You are kissing me.....my Mayu!
You broke the kiss to soon, I couldnt even kiss you back.....why so fast?
You turn your back 'Ma--' and once again you stop me
'I ...I wanted a kiss at least.....I truly wanted to confess....but , I will tell you anyway before 'I' disappear' You turn once again to me
'I.....Yukirin, I dont want to be your daughter.....I want more.....more than you will ever give me....but now that we are finally going separate.I will walk my own path......but I want at least to confess these unrequested feelings.'
you take a deep breath and I watch you breatheless.....could it be?! You do too? finally...
'I love you, Kashiwaki Yuki....' you whisper with a sad smile....
Iam frozen from happyness but you dont know that and in your eyes I can see the love disappearing......I can see 'you', the 'you' from now disappearing and becoming something I never want to see......
I shock from the froze and when you turn around to run, I hold your wrist and turn you back
locking our lips in out first kiss as a ....couple......
I can confess , these unrequested feeling ......Finally!
'I love you too, Watanabe Mayu!!'
THE TRUE END!!!!!!
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I finally calmed down after a day on learning knowing that there is not CaptaixAce and at the end I readed some good storyes that made me happy, and I realized 'THIS IS NOT THE END! THIS IS JUST A CHANGE OF THE GAME! STAY CALM AND SHIP MAYUKI!!!!1' i TOLD TO MYSELF so I wrote this......
Review?
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yuuki-chan I love this end :gyaaah: :fainted:
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Your comment in the end it is really the light of the true!!
Really good end !!!!
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Great that you finally sorted out your feelings! :thumbsup I'm happy for you :deco:
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Perfect crime
I am Watanabe Mayu, a 17 years old girl and this is my story.At the age of 14 I was seduced.
My father owns a big company and is known, my mother is a designer and I am to be the one how will take my fathers company, and with my talent from my mother I plan on making big things.Things for which people will remember me, they will know me when my name will be told.I have ambition, and big plans, talent, known parents and everything.Everything would want .
But ......at the age of 14 years, I meet someone how didnt want them.She didnt want money,to be famous, to have everything.She only wanted something she shouldnt.She wanted ME.
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I was with my parents at a party on a night.It was almost my birthday, just a few months away.I was happy, the party wasnt a bussiness one, and there where others my age too.
'Mayuyu! look, that lady looks hot!' Oshima Yuki, my best friend was telling me as she pointed at a girl of 20 years, how didnt look focused, she seemed to think about something or just to not care about the party.Yuko was looking at her with sparks in her eyes, she found someone that interested her.
'Yuko, dont you think she is a little too older? She looks like 20! we're just 14...' I try to explain her so she wont start doing stupid things but she stops me smirking
'heh you say that, but that lady there is looking at you like you're food!' she says pointing a second behind my back then smirking and turning .
I look at my back .That was the first mistake I made.
I should have never looked back.But I did, in my inocence I did it, and at 10 steps away at a table was a girl.A girl? A woman if I can call her that.
Her black hair was one of a feline, it was straight and soft.Her dress was a simple one, that fit her body so well, showing her long and luscious legs.It was fit on her chest too, showing its perfect form and making you want to touch it and fall in sin.Her face....her stunning smile was directed to me, she was looking in my direction.I stoped breathing, her dark eyes where pools that pulled me in a prison, I averted my eyes to escape before I fell.She was and is a godness.
I take a last peck at her eyes and see her wink at me.I blush and turn my back again.Looking at my friend Yuko, I take her hand and say
'Doesnt matter! I dont want problems so lets go.' But she pulls my hand and I look at her confused
She smirks, a smirk I started to hate in that moment.
'Too late! ' she says and whispers in my ear 'good luck! that lady is coming this way~ ' and then without waiting for my answer she walks away.
I didnt move......because before I could run away she was alredy in front of me.The godness smiled down at me and I blushed a little but tried to keep my pokerface on, a emotionless face that could trick anyone.
'Hello, little princess....' she said in a whisper with her sensual voice that send shivers on my spine.I look up and mentain the poker face
'can I help you miss?' I ask politely
She smiles at me 'yes you can.'
I wait for her to continue only to froze at the end
'Can you give me your heart~?' she sais and licks her lips at me before winking
My poker face almost disappears in the air, as the blush is still on my face.She brings a hand up to my face and stokes my cheek, smiling all the way.I was about to turn and run away,.....that was the best to do.But I was to slow.
My father comes from behind her and they start talking, I want to go away but she takes my hand and refuses to lets go.
After 4 minutes in witch I didnt know what they talked about my father turns to me and says smiling
'Mayu! good news. This is Kashiwagi Yuki, she wants to take you for 2 months, she said she can make you have ambition.I want to see this happening, so tomorrow you are going with her!'
And that was it......I was left wide eyes and mouth open as my father and Yuki had gone to talk more.
The problem then was simple, I didnt have ambition then.All that I wanted was to play games,read manga and sleep.I wanted to become a mangaka but my father didnt want that.He said I was talented and that I should do something that will make people remember me.But I didnt want, I lackd ambition.
So when he heard that she ,Yuki , can make me have ambiton then he was truly happy, he accepted and send me with her for 2 moths.
But he didnt know that it come with a priece.
I was taken away, to a apartment.She had said that she lived there even if I didnt believe her.In the first week she had done noting but take care of me.Sh let me read manga, watch tv and do whatever I want as long as I was close to her.I didnt know what she was doing, she was studying me.She was looking at what I like and what I dont.She was hunting me.
I also learned a little about her, she was truly just turned 19, witch surprised me.But I fond too little about her, because I didnt care, while she had studyed my every move.
The next week the hunting had started.
She had started hugging me and touching me, making me uncomfortable at first but after a while I felt good having her close.Then starting to feed me, then sleep in the same bed.Things where happening too fast.I couldnt see the truth behind her smiling face.
I felt enchanted as she hugged me on the bed.It was like she had put a spell on me, I starting hugging ,sleeping in her bed and more when I missed her warmth.But I didnt know what was happening with me.....
We become good friends in a very short time.I could tell that more than best friends.I was seduced.I didnt know it but I starting to want more, to be with Yuki more, and the time was runing out.
But one night it hit me.
'Ne, Yukirin? what is that was your real plan? ' I ask her out of the blue as we hug in her bed.
'hmmm~' She has her eyes closed with a smile 'my plan? '
'I didnt have a real plan at the start.....but then I wanted to feel you, to be with you....to fall for you' she said and I froze.What did she want to do to me?
I looked up at her and she opens her eyes.
'Because of you, going down' she whispers and moves one of her hands to rub my back
'nothing really,I never wanted to do anything' she smiles sensualy 'nothing ,but the Perfect Crime'
't-the Perfect crime?' I speak shaking
She nodds and rubs her nose to mine, we were that close.....I could feel her breath on my face.The rubbing made me relax but I continued to stare in her dark pools that captured me.
I fell asleep, her warmth invading me.
We continued like always, going out one night she whispered
'The night tempted the delusions of black hearts while the city sleeps.In this time I want to go crazy.....' she turns to me with the same gentle smile 'but first I want perfection....then I can go wild without carring'
I looked at her confused but she just kissed me on the cheek and hugged me close.
Then she lifts my chin and kisses me on the lips.......
In that moment I become aware.
But when has it began?
These how are unskillful will keep sinking into this deep sea of sin.
Thinking that I closed my eyes and kissed her back.
From then on we wherent friends anymore......I couldnt call us friends anymore.She would stole kisses from me , in any moment she wanted, and I wont say anything about it.I loved her taste.
One night while we were hugging and watching tv, she turned her head and kissed me.But it wasnt short, it was sensual, forcing her tongue in my mouth.I was under a spell again, and my hand had started moving on their own , moving on her body and groping, caresing and hiting.
As I was moving my hands on her body I heard her whisper, for a second when I stoped
'Don't stop....touching..'
But I stoped.I realized what I was doing and stoped.I pushed her away and run into the room and in my bed.That night she hadnt come to sleep in my bed.I felt empty, so I decided to ignore what had happened so I wont lose her.
The next morning you wherent smiling anmore.....I was eating breakfast and looking at you , you didnt look back at me that morning, not until I made a move.
I finished eating and stoped beside your chair.You were reading a book, not even bothering to look at me or talk to me.
'Past the doors into you deep mind, can I take a look there?'
These words where something told from my heart, I wanted to know what was really going on in your mind, to know what did you really conside me....
You smiled.That was the single reaction I got, but I thought it was more than enough, to see you happy.
Her lips where sweet and sorrowful, they where Temptation.
Her favorite question for me had become 'can I obtain from you that which is not allowed?'
My answer being always a kiss.
I finally thought that your obssesion for me was and Imitation, your oh so called 'love'. I finally know what the Perfect crime was.To make someone fall in love with you, to seduce and screw them, you wanted to do this to a minor.It wouldnt be named a crime if the said minor would fall for you,would be seduced and would take your virginity.It was a crime, but like that you would gain perfection, and you wanted me to give it to you.This was the perfect crime.
But what could I do? only a 14 years girl with no ambition.If only I had ambition then I could have stoped you somehow.....but from what? from seducing me? you alredy did that.....from making me fall in love? I am alredy in love with you.....from making me take your virginity?...I want to take it.....
I gently put ripe fruits into your mouth, Realizing the moment again but we cant go back. With us being in this bed, your head on my lap.I couldnt do nothing about it.
Trying everything so I may forget, you made me feel happyness and sadness in the same time.I wanted answers but when you saw my searching eyes you sat up and said
'Its better to wait now and search for the right answer later'
you turned to me and slowly you put yourself on top of me....
I felt it, we were both confused.As you kissed me, our become one.Was it love? I think then you started asking yourself.Were you really doing it only for pleasure? for the perfect crime? or have you fallen for me too?
We began a dance of love in that bed.Our hands moving on each others body.
Time was fast, and you were under me, naked and looking indecise.I stoped and asked one last time
'Are you sure?'
You smile your stunning smile and putting your hands around my neck say
'I'm sure'
Then no longer unsure and waiting, going into the depths, I enter inside you and take the flower away.
You were not a girl anymore...you were a woman.
'You have now obtained perfection'
That were my last words before I found myself the next day in my bed,home.
You have obtained what you wanted, and did the Perfect crime.You left me loving you, obssesing over you.
That made my ambition appear.I wanted to meet you again in the future and seduce you .
I am almost sure you had fell in love with me too.But you have left so suddely that I was mad, I wanted you to be mine.
So I had ambition.My father was very happy, I decided to finally leave my stupid dreams about becoming a mangaka and took after his steps, my mother was happy too.You have made them happy .But you have made me dangerous.
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Now at the age of 17, I step after my father and search for you.I will have you.I am certain of that.That is my ambition.
I felt your everything, you had done the perfect crime.
But left no evidence.No one could tell that someone had done anything to my body......but my mind was changed completly.
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18, is the number where I become an adult right? Now I am an adult.I have 18, and wait for the party to end.
Its a big party ,my parents happy with what I done in the last years, they would have done anything to make me happy now.They had seen the change after a while and didnt like it.
I was more emotionless that before, more less talking, never smiling.There was nothing that made me happy......or so they said.Yuki made me happy.She was the only one that could.
I sit at a table and drink some orange juice, my favorite.Even if I become an adult I still prefer the drink you would give me saying that it should make me happy.But it never did ,because you are not with me.
'Hello, my king' I hear a voice say but dont care about it and ignore it.I didnt feel like talking to no one .....I only wanted my Yukirin....
I feel hands around my neck and a head is resting on my shoulder.
'How is my little princess doing inside?' the voice sais again now more sensualy
'go away' I say annoyed
'hhmmm~ ' the person licks my ear 'but...I wanted to give you a taste of my perfect crime....I want make it happen again'
At these words my world stops.You are back.Back to me.Back to make it again.
......you never wanted the money,to be famous,or to be rich.You only wanted me.
It was a perfect crime.
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Boriiiiinnnng~ but I had a lot of time and this was the single thing I was thinking about so I wrote it......maybe I should do something else tomorrow......I need a life!
....please leave me a review?!
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it's not boring... It's very interesting!! I love it XD Really!!!
Aaaaah~ Ii desu ne~!!!!
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hihi perfect crime hihi~ bravo Yuki~
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nice story
me wanna you to make the revenge part..haha
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why do I get random thoughts and not any ideas for my ongoing fics?!
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=Crybaby girlfriend=
'This is...the end' The girl hugged the younger one 'Don't cry'
'Lets go watch a movie?' A black haired girl asked her shorter partner.
'hhmmm~ what kind of movie?' the shorter one with twin ponytails asked as they walked together the road.
'Well, there is a new horror movie at the cinema!' The older one said as they directed for the movie
'h-horror?! ' the younger said surprise 'you know Im not good with these things....' she pouted as she hold on the olders hand
The older on smiled at the cute reaction and they entered for the movie.
'then....how about a love one?'
Was it really that sad...? the older one was wondering as she watched her girlfriend,Watanabe Mayu ,cry and sniff watching the movie.
-What can I do.....but cry with you?- where the older ones thoughts ,Kashiwagi Yuki, as she started crying with her girlfriend in the room.
'nee, Yukirin' Mayu said as she sat on the sofa close to Yukirin
'hmm?' Yuki stroked Mayu's head softly
'do you.....hate me?'
'eh? why are you asking that?' Yuki asked surprised
'well.....I always cry, if its sad or not....I am a crybaby' Mayu said sad as she started crying
-I can only accompany you and cry- Yuki sighed smiling and tears ran down her cheeks 'I love you,Mayuyu!'
The two cryed together as the movie finished
'The two of us crying' Mayu said as she looked at her love 'that's strange' and they start to laugh together.
Yuki smiled as she pated Mayu's head and held her close.
*I put the ring chosen to match yours, I put in my poket as I walk the road to your house.
I want you to be fully mine, as I love you this much.*
-It will hurt your feelings, I realize that .......but I want you to become strong.-
*-But I must say it now-*
*You never know that , but when we part I pretend to be strong.* Mayu thought that as she forced a smile and patted Yukis head softly .
'Ill see you tomorrow' she says as she looks at Yuki who is pouting.
'Smile' Mayu says , but inside she is crying with sorrowful eyes.
Yuki smiles at Mayu's kildish actions.
For her forced smile Yuki could do nothing but watch and smile as Mayu told, but inside she wanted to look away,her heart hurting.
-The word I chose for you ,how showed me a forced smile, was...-
'Goodbye'
Yuki took steps back, looking away.
Mayu looked surprised at her.
*what can I do for you,the strong one? *
Mayu was playing with Yuki on the sofa as they saw a comedy movie, they where happy as they both smiled.
Yuki hugged Mayu close to her and kissed her forehead.
Mayu blushed and smiled
*is to show you a smile*
Shopping was a relaxing thing, for both of them.Yuki likeing to buy lot of things and Mayu watching her being happy.
As they walked on the bridge, they stoped and looked at the sun falling the the water.
It was a bridge of memories.
But what its beyond that its what separates them.
Mayu turned and looked at something else, while Yuki moved the other way to get out the bridge.
That was the moment, when they both decided.
*I want you to be mine...*
-You must become stronger...-
Yuki turned suddenly, and so did Mayu.
*-So I must say it, now-*
*Mayu's Pov*
When we part I hang my head all alone, as the tears start to form and try to roll down my cheeks.I stubbornly hold them and frown.
What....had you just said?
'I dont love you .....please forgive me Mayuyu.....I want to break up now' you sweet voice says 'Sayonara'
These words hit me.
The tears fall after all but I still frown.
It was clear to me, that word ,but....
It won't stop.....
I start crying ,hard, falling to the ground and you hug me, for a moment before you step back and smile at me.
I hold my hand up to catch you ,but spilling and falling from my fingertips is your 'I love you'
Where is it now?
I didnt know that this was the end, I hoped it was the moment you would be fully mine....
It feels like you are fading aways, but you are right in front of me.
You come closer and putting me up, you wipe my tears away.
You say your magical words
'A magic spell for the crybaby
A magic spell to stop the tears
So ,......make the same face as me'
Your smiling face and determination.......I smile too, the tears starting to stop.
'Smile' and I do as you say......
With tears in both our eyes we smile and laugh.Its like the memories we have isnt it?
You would always cry with me but also make me smile.
You sing me a little as you pat my head.
*back to 3rd pov*
They faced each other again.
Now both smiling, with the distance between them.
It was time to part.
Mayu smiled cherfully at Yuki......while Yuki smiled, a forced smile.
*-the feelings we conveyed in the end-*
'See you then'
they both said as Yuki left first.
Looking back at Mayu, with a sad face Yuki whispered
'Sorry'
While Mayu smiled at her, not hearing it and saying
'Thank you'
Yuki left, her love broken with the hope that this would make Mayu strong.
Mayu remained alone, and staring at the sky she whispered
'This is the end...' She trew the rings in the water under the bridge
'I'm not going to cry'
But the tears that continued to fall down her cheeks betrayed her...........
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Yeah so I was feeling sad so I did this, the song is from vocaloid like always.......
*...* is Mayu
-...- is Yuki
*-...-* are both their thoughts
Leave me a review? after this ill do a chapter for the onegoing fics....
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Waaaaaaah so sad!!!! :cry:
So Yuki break up with Mayu just because Mayu is a crybaby!!!
Mayu wanted to marry Yuki!!! So sweet :wub: !! But the end too sad!! :cry:
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T_T Poor Mayu...
So sad... Why Yuki? Can't you be with her even if she is weak? T_T
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nandeeeeeeeeeeee whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :fainted: :pleeease: :gyaaah:
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This is sad :mon cry:
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Effuu !
Bad Yuki, baaaaaaaaaad
Lol~ OK maybe she did it for Mayu to be strong ;u;
But still, HOW COULD YOU ?! YOU MADE IT WORSE Lol okay xD
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Short Bonus!
'.....'Mayu was looking on her computer at the AKB48 concerts.She was looking of boredom until something got her attention, the song Mouth-to-mouth Chocolate
her girlfriend had singed with other 2 members.And so after listening to the song an ideea come to her.She got up from the sofa in the
dressing room and started searching for a machine.
'Hmm? Have anyone seen Mayuyu?' Yuki how just entered the room asked .
'she just left the room....' Takamina said from her place beside Acchan. Just as she finished saing that, Mayu entered the room with a
chocolate in one hand and a grin on her face.
'A, Mayuyu, where did you go?' Yuki asked as she looked at Mayu how got back on the sofa.
'Hmm~ I just wanted some chocolate so I got some~' Mayu said as she sat down and took a bit from her chocolate
'Haa....I see.' Yuki said as she looked around where to sit, there where a few places left but too far from Mayu.
'Nee, Yuki~' Mayu said as she got Yuki's attention 'come here!' she indicated to her lap for Yuki to come.
Yuki blushed but did as she was told, she after all wanted to sit wwith Mayu.She sitted on Mayu's lap and put a hand around her neck.
'ne Yuki?' Yuki looked at Mayu and blushed at the close distance between their faces.
'y-yes?'
'do you.....want chocolate?'Mayu asked as she took another bite
'eh? ' Yuki looked at the chocolate 'hm! yes please!' she said as she looked at the chocolate waiting to get some
But Mayu took another bite and didn't give Yuki any.
'....aren't you going to give me some?' Yuki asked as she looked at Mayu how was eating.
Mayu just took another bite and surprising Yuki she started kissing her with the chocolate in her month.
'hmph?' Yuki was shocked but she accepted the aluring taste of Mayu and chocolate that mixed together.It was a deep kiss , as their tongues started
fighting over the chocolate with their months opened.Everyone was seeing them, but Yuki didn't care.With her hands around Mayu's neck
and Mayus hands around her wrist she eated the chocolate from Mayu's mouth.
But as she couldn't stop herself anymore she started making dirty sounds 'Hmmm~ hmph ha-'
They stayed like that for some time and when the need for air was too big they separated.
'ha-Ma-yu, what co-me over you?' Yuki asked as she took deep breaths
'well, I- wanted to see if this song was right...' Mayu said as she pointed at her computed on the table.
'ah! you where looking at Mouth-to-mouth Chocolate?!'Yuki made a shoked face
'yes, and it seems you really become more bold when everyone is watching~'Mayu said grining
At that , Yuki was all red as she felt all the eyes in the room on her. 'm-mouuu~ Idiot...'She commented as she got up and headed to the door
'e-eh~? Yukirin? I'm sorry?' Mayu said as she seen her girlfrined go
'don't say sorry....I'll punish you when we get home...' Yuki said as she looked back at Mayu with a sensual look
'E-ehhhhhhhh~!!!'
All in the room in that moment where as socked as Mayu, Yuki never being so bold in public.....
'Get a room you two!!!!!!' Mariko shoted as Mayu was red and Yuki exited the room...
'Mouth-to-mouth Chocolate....' Mayu murmured as she looked at the door '.....I think I'll try the Lick-Chocolate-From-Yukirin-body next time~!' A
grin appeared
on Mayu's face as she got back to her laptop ignoring the stares she was getting.
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Hohoho~
Mouth-to-mouth choco.. I wonder what that tastes like..? xD
Mayu is a certified pervert. She should loosen up hanging with Yuko xDDDD
Yuki being bold LOLOL I'd like to see the 'Lick-Chocolate-From-Yukirins-body' next xD
Oh my gosh now you're making me look like a pervert LOL -Cracky Side-
Make more soon ... >:>
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Waw :shocked they do that in front of the other AKB XD :wub:
Aaa~~ :inlove: With this end I was laugh a lot!!!!!
"Lick-Chocolate-From-Yukirin-body" It is sounds too funy and more.... 8)
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Oh chocolate kiss~
Taste chocolate on Yuki's body? Oh~
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No more english for me! Im very depressed. I know very well now that I dont know english at all, and Im too stubborn to lets someone help me or to learn it.So from now on, or I wont write anymore or Ill only use monkeys!!!
Kiss!
Mayu: :mon nap:
Yukirin: :hehehe:
Mayu: :mon huh:
Yukirin: :bigdeal:
Mayu: :mon suspect:
Yukirin: :hee:
Mayu: :mon speechless:
Yukirin: :on slopkiss:
Mayu: :mon bleed2:
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LOLOL I actually got the picture xD
Unique way of writing? I'm not even sure if it's still considered as writing LOL
But I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who wants the other version of your writing xD
Who cares if there are grammatical errors as long as you got straight to the point! YAY
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Eh... Etou... First time I read something with only smileys.... But I still can understand the storyline though.... it's fun to find out that I got the meaning of these smileys xDDD
uh.... What to say... Your English isn't bad, yuuki-san. No one is perfect, you know. Don't let that destroy for writer spirit!!! I'm looking forward to your next update!! Grammar errors would never stop your spirit for writing fictions!!!! And especially for Mayuki~
Even it might be monkeys again but.... >.> It's fine I guess since I can understand the monkeys anyways....
If you need my help in any cases, tell me and I'm willing to help you.
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Control jealousy?
Yukirin: :wahaha:
Sae: :on woohoo:
Mayu: :mon annoy:
Sae: :on slopkiss:
Yukirin: :luvluv1:
Mayu: :mon spit: :mon headbang:
Sae: :dizzy:
Yukirin: :hehehe:
Mayu: :mon oshitwc:
Yukirin: :glasses:
Mayu: :mon chilly:
Yukirin: :bingo: :luvluv2: :hee:
Mayu: :mon blood:
Yukirin: :kekeke:
Sae: .... :mon huh2:
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Yuuki!
The story is cute and interesting. :ding:
Quit being depressed! :scolding:
If you want I can help you as well. :bingo:
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LOLOLOLOL Yukirin be trolling like a baws !
And we all be d'awwing like a baws too xD
LOL I agree with miyumi-chan! Quit being depressed ~
Is there part 3 ? I'm waiting Hihihi :>
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wow a new style I love it so funny :rofl:
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Kawaii! :mon fyeah:
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.... I cant!!!!
Revenge!
Yukirin: :dozing:
Mayu: :mon annoy: :mon star: :mon determined:
Yukirin: :sleep:
Mayu: :mon cam: :mon blowhorn:
Yukirin: :shock: :scolding:
Mayu: :mon sweat: :mon innocent:
Yukirin: :grr:
Mayu: :mon innocent: :mon love:
Yukirin: :shy1: :shy2:
Mayu: :mon hobo:
Yukirin: :dunno: :gyaaah:
Mayu: :mon huh:
Yukirin: :tantrum:
Mayu: :mon lovelaff: :mon rockstar:
Yukirin: :on slopkiss:
Mayu: :mon crazyinlove:
Sae: :mon surr:
Mayu: :mon nyah:
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WTF LOL Whats wrong with the world?!
Why do they troll each other.. LOL
Sae gave up YAAAAY
No offense TEEHEE
I WANT PART 4~!!
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Eto..... eto.... toeto?
Un....too much food.
Mayu: :mon corn:
Yukirin: :luvluv2:
Mayu: :mon noodle:
Yukirin: :shy1:
Mayu: :mon sundae:
Yukirin: :bigdeal:
Mayu: :mon devcandy:
Yukirin: :grr:
Mayu: :mon rush: :mon firecrack:
Girl: :gmon shy: :gmon heartu:
Mayu: :mon scooter:
Yukirin: :OMG: :angry1:
Mayu: :mon rush: :mon innocent: :mon kissy:
Yukirin: :scolding: :nya:
Mayu: :mon thumb:
Later:
Mayu: :mon barf:
Yukirin: :glasses: :hee:
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Ijustneedpart5andImonmyclimax.
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you're really fast yuuki-chan XD
I love it :mon XD:
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....last part. since Im bored. maybe ill go back to my writting.....but I hate my english......or ill do more arts later.....
I love you!
Mayu: :mon study:
Yukirin: :onioncheer:
Mayu: :mon tantrum: :mon study:
Yukirin: :wriggly:
Mayu: :mon study:
Yukirin: :nya: :whistle:
Mayu: :mon nwei: :mon study:
Yukirin: :shy2: :luvluv2:
Mayu: :mon oshitwc: :mon study:
Yukirin: :on woohoo:
Mayu: :mon wind: :mon study:
Yukirin: :stunned: :stuffed:
Mayu: :mon fierce: :mon study:
Yukirin: :on ksweat: :dozing:
Mayu: :mon exhaust: :mon study:
Yukirin: :sleep:
Mayu: :mon tweaker: :mon study:
Yukirin: :sleep:
Next morning:
Yukirin: :temper:
Mayu: :mon huh:
Yukirin: :on blackhole: :sweat: :tantrum:
Mayu: :mon inluv: :mon noprob:
Yukirin: :on chew: :on study:
Mayu: :mon yeah:
Yukirin: :prayers: :on study:
Mayu: :mon dance: :mon kissy:
Yukirin: :luvluv1: :on GJ: :on study:
Mayu: :mon noprob:
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It is funny!! :twothumbs
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so funny byt it's the end :cry:
don't worry yuuki-chan your english is not that bad like you said :thumbsup and your topics are always so exellent I love your fics and one shots :inlove: :wub:
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Bright idea using emoticons, it's unique and cool. and......
Don't give up on your english, and stop thinking about you being stubborn because you are studying/learning english.
Do you know Danny Choo? He used to study Japanese language on his own.
Hope you find time to read his story.
http://www.dannychoo.com/post/en/26094/How+Discovering+Japan+Changed+My+Life.html (http://www.dannychoo.com/post/en/26094/How+Discovering+Japan+Changed+My+Life.html)
give it a shot, it's really motivational.
Hope you won't stop writing. :bow:
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LOLOL Y Yukirin no give kisu kisu to Mayu when she study study ?!?! xD
Im waiting for an OS or something C;
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Thank you everyone for your support.I know Im being a bother every time i get moody......Ill do continue everything even with this poor English.....*sigh*
Once again: Thank you! I appreciate everything! Ill try to update my fics as soon as I can.Ill do my best!
A small peak at a little one shot that I was thinking about for some time?
Then, you suddenly changed
'I love you .'
It was as simple like that, the small but so powerful words that hit my heart with full force.Even after all this time, she never give up on me.
Your smile is different....and I feel sad .I look away, at the clear blue sky that was capturing me , it had always captured me.Until now when your eyes have changed my way of seeing things.It changed everything, that look in your eyes.....
Now I remember that time when you confessed
'I like you!'
And I rejected you.But then something happened and I think I fell asleep .I closed my eyes for a second and when I opened them all around me changed.
It suddenly changed in
'I love you.'
Just as simple as that you shoot my heart with happiness and sadness.
Because even if your
'I like you' changed in
'I love you'
The thing that sadness me is that.
You suddenly changed.
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ETO.......Do you like it? should I write it? oh! and tell me about how you think it is about!!!!!
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who rejected who?? :?
i'm curious.. XD
please continue yuukimoko-san.. :bow:
Ganbatte! :twothumbs
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Yes please!!!!!!!!!
:kneelbow:
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Then, you suddenly changed
'Eh?'
Matsui Rena looked shocked at the person in front of her, stoped ,her mind couldnt describe what was happening (thats why the author is telling you...)
'I love you.'
These words were spoken be the person in front of her .They were spoken for the 2 time in 3 minutes, that seemed forever for Rena. Her mind completly blocked , she stand there looking the person before her in the eyes.There was nothing but seriousness and love in them.....
The emotions and determination the girl showed , scared Rena. This was it, the moment where she must chosse.She must say what she truly feels, but everything, and everyone......they all know that it would hurt.
Such a pontless fact, telling her that she loves her, when the answer had been decided from the very beggining.
Rena come back to her senses and her face relaxed a litte. Her eyes softened and her lips formed a line.
Rena lifted a hand up and put it on the other girls face, stroking slowly.Then she lets her hand fall beside her body again.That movement was made more for Rena to see if it was truly her, that the person in front of her was the real person.
'You have changed.....' Her beautiful voice was nothing over a whisper in the closed room, you couldnt tell her true emotions as it was as cold as ice ,her beautiful voice
'Jurina.....'
*Flashback -some month's ago*
Rena was preparing to go home after a day of work.She was feeling dead tired even after taking a shower, her body refusing to do any more moves.She just needed to go home and in her warm and soft bed, leaving to dreamland.A paceful night of sleep, that was what she needed.The next day starting again with the work.But. Yes, there is always a but.
But first she needed to talk to Jurina, who said that wanted to talk to her about something, so she remained last waiting for the younger girl.After this , Rena would have a paceful night of sleep, that being what she thought.Without knowing that the next conversation would make her not sleep that night, and for more nights that were to come.But what could be so complicated to make her suffer?
'Rena?'
Rena turned to the door to see the girl she was waiting for enter shily in the room.
'Hello Jurina'
Rena smiled politely at the girl she spend a lot of her time with .The said girl being atached to her , huging and kissing her like she was her owner, like a puppy always following its master.
'Hey Rena...'
Jurina looked at Rena and blushed, once again captured by her beauty.
'so, what was that you wanted to talk to me about Jurina?'
'eto..... how to say this....'
Jurina looked at the floor, seeming the most interesting thing in the room at the moment even if in her mind Rena was the most important thing in the world.She couldnt say so easy what was in her heart, that strange little emotion that started with a play and now had become a crush.
'Tell me, Ill help you if you need ' Rena continued to smile innocently at the girl.
Jurina looked up at her and sighed
'I like you'
Rena froze, she remained still, looking at Jurina like she had seen a phantom.
'Please go uot with me!'
Jurina shouted with all her motivation, as Rena surprised took a step back.
'I cant....' these were the words that come out of Rena's mouth.Jurina's eyes widened, all her fears coming back to her, her eyes started watering.
'w-why?!'
Rena calmed herself and didnt move
'because its not right. '
'what's not right? our age---'
'No. I dont care about our age and such things, I believe love is stronger that that.'
Rena looked in Jurina's eyes.
'then why...?' The tears started falling on Jurina's cheeks fast.
'Because we arent right for each other.' Rena know she had to make the other girl give up on her fast, with harsh words so this will remain only a crush and disappear.She didnt want Jurina to get hurt so this was the best solution.....
'we are too different, and you said I should find someone that can protect and love me.You had said it. And you are neither mature enough......and you dont love me.' Rena smiled a little 'you like me, not love me.Im sorry Jurina, but I cant accept'
Then Rena waljed past Jurina, past everything that happened, ready to forget.She exited the room and walked home, not going to sleep anymore, no more tired.She had just lost her chance with the person she loves because she is trying to protect her.
Jurina remained alone, her head down , her face in a shocked expresion.Her hands become fists at her side and she bite her lip.The tears contiued to fall, but her eyes changed.The look in her eyes changed.She glared at the floor with all her hate.But what did she really hate?
*Few months ahead, back in the present but before the start*
*Rena's POV*
I enter the hall, and walk ahead. I am ready for a day of work, knowing that there will be a lot.
Today we had some photoshots, me and the onew from AKB. Sometimes I really wonder how I get with them even if Im from SKE......
I hear screams and cries ahead as I walk down the hall.I alredy know how it is, Watanabe Mayu.Her voice could be known even like this, her screams and creies that filled the air.Everyone that walked that hall looked sad, everyone knowing why this was happening, and all feeling sad for the poor girl.
I got closer to the door where everyone was, and from where the cries were heard.I opened the door and steped in, looking at the scene before me.
Mayu was on top of Kashiwagi Yuki, hiting and slaping her .Yuki wasnt doing anything, her face emotionless as she lets the younger girl hit her. Around the room were the others, no one was smiling or talking too loud.Miyazawa Sae was the single one that was trying to get Mayu off of Yuki.
'Baka! you baka! idiot! ' Mayu screamed as she slaped Yuki's already red cheeks.Yuki didnt respond in any way, so Mayu continued to hit her.After a while Yuki pushed Mayu to sit on her laps and off her stomach so she could sit.Yuki then hugged Mayu forcefully as the girl continued to cry and hit her.
I looked sad at the pair, I couldnt do anything about this.....
It started some days ago when Yuki had announced at a meeting on some programme on tv that she will be graduating.....then she left, and now when she come because she must she was meeting with a depressed, angry, sad Mayu.
Yuki was graduating.....she had said that she graduates because her time is gone, she is being taken away be the other members how want her spot.She could no longer be a part of AKB, she had lost her ambition.But she also now that this was the right thing to do, because later or now she would have still graduated.
I also heard that she rejected Mayu's confession.......
'This is a dead end, Mayu.....' Yuki said as she stroked Mayu's back 'we aren't right for each other....we need to lets go.This is the best way.'
Mayu hugged Yuki tightly when she was about to lets go and cried harder
'No! Noooooo! I dont accept this! you cant!!!!'
The poor girl screamed desperated.It broke my heart to see this, this was the situation that I wanted to never get in with Jurina.I didnt want to make her suffer like Mayu does....Yuki was too late, Mayu had fallen in love with her long ago and that made it hurt too much.
But looking at it again, I look at it all like an outsider.Looking more carefuly I can see it noe, how everyone changed.Looking with the eyes of an outsider, Mayu is more determined to get the top, she is cheerful and works hard.But she only wants to do it all with Yuki at her side, she wants Yuki to be hers and give her love.Yuki had changed too, she loves Mayu as much or more than Mayu loves her, but she must graduate.She had become more depressed, and serious, she isnt using her exagerated expressions and isnt excited anymore.She looks plain hurt, lonely, desperate, and even bored.She is tired of this so she wants to graduate and try working on her own, leaving Mayu beside to fullfy her own dream.
All these changes ......I look closer at Yuki and see another person.She even looks different, there isnt any excitement in her eyes, and her smile is fake, she looks different. Looking around the room I see more like her, they changed both their minds and body.
I leave the two , and look for Jurina.I dont see her , but I see another girl her age I never saw before.Her face wore a serious expression, and then she looked at me.I was surprised to see her walk to me.
'Rena, good to see you made it'
She said to me like I know her...
'yes...and you are?'
She smiles , her smile seemed one of an adult, her face mature.
'Im Jurina! '
I look shocked at her .She....looks different, more mature.She looks so mature...
'y-yes sorry.' i say trying to calm down
We sit on the couch beside each other and turn our heads to see Yuki slaping Mayu.The sound awake everyone in the room and seemed to stop time.
I see Yuki glare with hate at Mayu and then leave.Mayu remained shocked, like someone stoped her mind.Takamina was the first one to awake and ran to Mayu's side as she fell to the floor.
I really hope she will be fine.I want to get up and walk to her but Jurina sit's up to and holds my hand, I look up at her.
'I want to to talk to you about something'
I nod and lets her know that Im listening.
She looks strainght in my eyes, and I realize the look in her eyes changed too.
'I love you.'
These simple words got everyone in the room attention again.Even Mayu cried silently to listen at what was happening.
My mind blank.
*3rd POV-Author's POV*
'Eh?'
Matsui Rena looked shocked at the person in front of her, stoped ,her mind couldnt describe what was happening.
'I love you.'
These words were spoken be the person in front of her .They were spoken for the 2 time in 3 minutes, that seemed forever for Rena. Her mind completly blocked , she stand there looking the person before her in the eyes.There was nothing but seriousness and love in them.....
The emotions and determination the girl showed , scared Rena. This was it, the moment where she must chosse.She must say what she truly feels, but everything, and everyone......they all know that it would hurt.
Such a pontless fact, telling her that she loves her, when the answer had been decided from the very beggining.
Rena come back to her senses and her face relaxed a litte. Her eyes softened and her lips formed a line.
Rena lifted a hand up and put it on the other girls face, stroking slowly.Then she lets her hand fall beside her body again.That movement was made more for Rena to see if it was truly her, that the person in front of her was the real person.
'You have changed.....' Her beautiful voice was nothing over a whisper in the closed room, you couldnt tell her true emotions as it was as cold as ice ,her beautiful voice
'Jurina.....'
*Rena's POV*
I never thought that she would change for me......everything about her is changed.
'I love you .'
It was as simple like that, the small but so powerful words that hit my heart with full force.Even after all this time, she never give up on me.
'You are serious......' I say as I look for a cute reaction or a response but she doesnt give me any
'Give me my answer.' she says to me , demanding.She become powerful, I can feel it in her aura and look, she really wants me.
But If I accept then everything will end even more badly that with Mayu and Yuki.....
'Bu--'
'I dont accept no as an answer. I am strong enough to protect you, and I love you.Its not a like anymore, its l love. And I know you love me too.'
She smiles as she says that.But her smile is not the same anymore, her cute cat like smile is gone.......
She says that I love her, but she is a different person.Can I fall in love with this Jurina?
I see her smile change suddenly, like she couldnt hold it anymore and it becomes the cat like smile again.I blush and smile as watch her get nervous
'You have really become more mature, but you are still the Jurina I know.' I pat her head and she pouts
'my answer?'
'yes....Ill go out with you.Please treat me well Jurina~'
Jurina suddenly hugs me.Ill learn to love this Jurina too, even if it hurts . It was my fault that she changed.But I still love her.Even if someday I will graduate too and have to lets go , I will hold onto her until then.And when the moment will come I will lets go without regrets.
She changed.Everyone changed in just a few months.While I remained the same, like I was asleep.
It was like they left me behind, but Jurina took my hand when I was about to fall apart and want to graduate suddenly.She saved me from myself, that's why I love her, even if she is not the same anymore she is still Jurina.
*Another time, another place*
*3rd POV*
'where am I?' the dark haired girl asked sleeply as she looked around the unkown apartment.She started panicking when she saw she was alone, and somewhere she doesnt know.But then a door opened and inside the kitchen entered a younger girl.
'eh? Mayu? whats going on here?! where are we?'
'This is your new home Yukirin. '
'w-what do you mean?' Yuki tried exiting the house but the door didnt open, and neither did the windows.
'You will live here from now on, with me.I will continue to work , and come back to you here.I wont lets you leave me alone.'
'Yuki looked surprised at Mayu who looked dead serious at her, a look of posessiviness in her eyes.
Yuki felt something around her neck and touched it, it was a collar.
'You are mine.'
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*sigh* I know its lame but I lost my inspiration at the midle.Ill try to do better next time.
I wrote this because I started seeing Jurina with different eyes from some time.She changed her hair style and smile, thats what I know, and I feel like she changed more than that.I feel sad.....I loved the old Jurina.....but Ill try to love her like this too......
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AHHH so sad! :gyaaah:
In the beginning I almost started crying! :mon cute:
The Mayuki scene was beautiful along with the Wmatsui. :farofflook:
Great OS yuuki! :luvluv1:
God it was so sad! :fainted:
But yet I loved it so much! :luvluv2:
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I'm crying ;__; it's so sad. I can feel Jurina's emotion. ;__; so sad!!
But, I love it Yuuki-san..
And you're right, she changed. I love old Jurina. But I promise to myself, I'll love her till end...
Ah, too much talking, sorry :lol:
I LOVE YOUR FIC!! Great job!! Thank you Yuuki-san ^^
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Ahhh thank you Jurinas determination made Rena changed her mind.
'eh? Mayu? whats going on here?! where are we?'
'This is your new home Yukirin. '
'w-what do you mean?' Yuki tried exiting the house but the door didnt open, and neither did the windows.
'You will live here from now on, with me.I will continue to work , and come back to you here.I wont lets you leave me alone.'
'Yuki looked surprised at Mayu who looked dead serious at her, a look of posessiviness in her eyes.
Yuki felt something around her neck and touched it, it was a collar.
'You are mine.'
LOL That's scary but it's kind of hot somehow XD
THank you for your update!
ArígatoU! :kneelbow:
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OMG!!! Poor Mayuki!!! T_T
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Notice me.....
I watch her talk with her frinds happy as they turn the next corner to head home.I watch from a distance, smiling at her back.
I am just like a shadow, her shadow. Watching her every move but never coming too close.Her beautiful dark hair and black eyes had captured me long ago.Her hot body , her long pale legs that I want to stroke and bit until I leave my mark on her, her fragile shoulders that I want to kiss until I get to her neck and leave my mark there too.....her so amasing breasts! they are so big and soft, I want to massage and suck on them.Leting out the voice of an angel , sweet moans echoing in the room, her voice singing only for me.That voice of an angel that should be only for me to hear, everyone hears it....I want it to be only mine.....
I snap out of my daydreaming and sigh.I get out of my hiding spot and continue my walk home, which is one house away from hers....sometimes I would have liked to be the one right beside hers so I could spy from the window, but this way is better.
I watch her at school and utside sometimes, her beauty never failed to amaze me! her smile is the most beatiful scene I ever seen, her eyes that could capture all mans hearts! the girls admire her and the boys want her!
I fell in love with her like a sickness I cant escapoe off. I saw her on the roof of the school as I was coming, she was looking in the distance with a smile on her face.She looked like a true angel.....it captured me.She captured me.
A simple human that fell in love with an angel.....
That's what I felt like, it felt like I feel in love with an angel.There was no way that the angel would ever even look at me, not thinking about loving me.
I started thinking that this angel had fallen from heaven to meet someone, it could be a guardian angel, more exactly ,Miazawa Sae's guardian angel......she must have fallen for her....
I look up at the ceiling in my room . Such a calm night, the darkness had consumed everything.I wonder if my angel, no, Sae's angel is fine....that beautiful angel that could easily get hurt.I wonder how it survives to the darkness of the light.Does it have someone that she holds close? I want to be that person....but Im not.
Now I believe that her wings had become black, from such human sins, because she had fallen for a human.But I belive that they are as much, or even more beautiful than they were before, these wings.In the night sky ,they are the cover for the humans, so their sins will sleep in the night.
I close my eyes and cant stop thinking about her.
I sit in the back in the class, so I could watch her back and admire her as always.That stunning beauty.....
Sae, I think its her girlfrind....how lucky she must be, to have that angel all to herself.
But looking around in a boring class, I saw more angels with their angels and I felt jealous.
Takahashi Minami, Takamina, was scolding her angel,Maeda Atsuko, with her glare because instead of listening to the teacher she was smiling at her.Atsuko just continued to smile happy at Minami.They were so good together, their love was balanced.
Somewhere in the back was Yuko, my oshiri sister, and her angel, Haruna.The angel was daydreaming, not paying attention to anyone, and Yuuko was having a perv grin on her face as she looked at Haruna's breast from beside.Such a perv human for an innocent angel.I smiled a little, they were perfect for each other.
In the front desks was Matsui Rena, a innocent girl how got a perv angel.The angel ,Matsui Jurina, had the same last name as hers, such a coincidence.She was younger and more active than Rena, she looved Rena to no end.The age didnt matter, the genre didnt matter, they were made for each other.
And then at an other end was Sae......she was looking with love in her eyes at the angel I love. Kashiwagi Yuki. She was perfect in every way posible.Sae was perfect too in a lot of eyes, everyone loved her, the girl most did, she was a 'charming prince'.
But I hate her.I hate her for stealing all my chances with Yuki.....
I am a possesive person, I am a emotionless person sometimes.I love manga, and anime.I was named CG.I know a lot, and Im good at school.But in my mind there are things that shouldnt be....in my mind there are images of a naked Yukirin under me...
I am starting to dubt that I am even human, maybe Im a devil. A devil that fell in love with an angel.
I want to be her everything, I want her only for myself.I am a horrible person.But I will have her one day, even for a hour or a second, she will be mine .
“Notice me,” I whisper as I continue to make no attempts to communicate with you.
Why am I the way I am? What a weird question. Why is anyone the way they are? Nature or nurture? A bit of both?
Maybe for some people it’s neither. Maybe they were supposed to turn out a certain way, but then something terrible happened.
And maybe nothing was ever the same again. Maybe.
To destroy everything that gets in my way.To make her see and accept me with everything.To make her only mine, to be seen in her eyes the love.This is my hope.This is my possesiviness.I am Watanabe Mayu.
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Poor Mayu T_T I hope Yukirin will notice her
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Mayuyu no why Mayu is alone :fainted:
please Yuki don't let Mayu suffering :gyaaah: :gyaaah: :gyaaah:
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Yuukimoko-san
I want the next part...
I want to know how mayu being notice by yuki...it supose to be mayuki right?
I wondering if actually yuki notice mayu,but she don't have gut to talking with mayu...LOL
Mayu is so perv....
Thank for the update yuukimoko-san...its great!
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welcome back with another good story of Mayuki, yuuki-san ;3
I'm curious and eager to know what will happen next to Mayuki. I hope it wont turn out to be a sad ending.
Thanks for your hard work~
Oh and I just got back my laptop but some of my fics have been deleted, including the new chapters of PJ48 Gakuen and the Mayuki fic so i have to rewrite them... Damn it.
Anyway, gambatte ne~
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It is a great start!
Mayu is possesiviness :inlove: :inlove:
Go! Continue yay ;)
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:drool: Another good MaYuki story!
:kneelbow:
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I want notice me part 2
Please notice me yuukimoko-san LOL (its because i missed your update a lot that's why)
Hahahahaha
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Yeeey! I came here to read MaYuki and found tons of it :p and a lost WMatsui xp good huahuahua
I want next part too o/
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Sorry for the long wait everyone......I want more Mayuki too! but I also like reading it more than writing it when I am bussy.This part is not really good because I still have a lot of work to do so forgive me please. :sweatdrop:
Notice me.....*Part 2*
I ....what can I do? I am a human, no , a demon in love with an angel. I thought about it for a long time, and thought about many ways ....but all would just fail.They all would fail because I wouldnt have help.
So what better help than call for one like me?
I was walking home....well home, my home is where Miyu and Sayu are.....I am an orphan after all.Miyu and Sayu are the ones that took care of me since I was little, they are one year older than me, and have all classes with My Angel and all the others....I only see the at lunch and one class.
Miyu and Sayu are orphans as me.We grow up together, and they become my protectors.I love them very much, they are my sisters.
I enter the house and hear the tv on and I smell the cooking in the kitchen.....I smile .My sisters are always the most carring.
'Im home!' I shout as I enter more deep in the house and see them looking at the tv together
'ah! welcome home Mayu!' Miyu says first and comes to hug me
'welcome home' Sayu smiles at me
I really love my sisters.
'Lets go eat! '
We all go and sit together.They always wait for me so we could eat together after school, so we could spend more time together.Its warm...this feeling they give me.I never want them to leave me.
I close my eyes and ream of a beautiful world where I can finally have all time to look at the nature, with my true eyes and admire its beauty.Where I would have my angel, to have dates with her, and even only to hug her.the feeling of her warm body covering my small one.And angel that would
put its wings around me and give me the love I need from her, to see her gently smile at me with love in her eyes.....a place where Ill be as happy with my big sisters, and my angel, all together, and friends I never had. I dream of a world like that.I open my eyes again and smile at Miyu and Sayu.
I walk the stairs up to my room with a single ideal in mind.I will have the world I dream about, I am sure of that.My eyes become dark red as my ideal walks between innocent and demonic.I shall open the gates if hell.
I get a book of dark magic the next day and in the night I open it and start.I make a circle with sugar in the centre of the room, then i put two flowers in the centre in the form of a x .Is this some kind of joke? this is not a magic circle or anything.But I continue to see if this is just some
stupid joke. I stay in front of it and start to read from the book.
It was nothing at the start, but then there was something happening, all the things in my room were in the air.And there was light coming from the roses in the centre.I continue and start taling louder without knowing, the magic circle darkened and I couldnt see anythin gin the room.I suddenly hear
Miyu and Sayu shouting my name as they enteres the room.I cant do anything, something controls me, I am finishing the words....
'If this is the answer then I shall accept the message and entrust myself to the devil!
I shall lets it take my soul, and it shall give me the happiness I wish for.
My soul, my dear ones, their love, this is the priece for my happiness?
Then I shall pay it! Give me the eternal one!The angel who's wings had been painted with black!'
As the last words left my mouth the room stoped spinning and the light disappeared. I looked in front of me and saw a girl....a girl that looked Miyu's age ...or Sayu's? I couldnt tell.But she had a grin on her face as she smelled the rosses.
I lets out a few words or so I thought
'a-ano....who are you?'
She then looks up at me and grins
'I ask of you.....are you my master?'
That question was shocking, now I know how Shiro from Fate/stay night felt......w-wait! she used the same phrase!
I look at her and she then starts giggling. I pout
'Whats so funny?! yes, I am your master!'
She giggles a little more and then stops
' nothing......I was just happy that I got a cute master~'
I blush
'Its nice to meet you Mayuyu! I am Yuuki! some call me the demon of lust~ but I have many names! I hope we will be good 'friends'!'
I smile back at her, not bothering to ask how she know my name.She then looked around the room and turned to see my sisters frozen at the door.I forgot about them.....I sigh
'oh! so these are the souls I get! ' she walks to Miyu and Sayu. Both looked at her confused.
And the next hting she did shocked us all.......she kissed Sayu and then Miyu on the lips......
'Our meeting was destined......' she smiled to Miyu and then disappeared.
I looked at my hand and on the back of my right hand was a strange tatoo.
......was this really the good chooise?
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Wahhh! :luvluv1:
Really good update! :luvluv2:
I'm Mayuyu's sister? So cool Thank you so much! :farofflook:
Demon of lust? Why does that sound like it suits you? :hehehe:
I hope to see the next update really soon! :hee:
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Eh? Demon? Kiss?
I'm really interested hehe
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Eeeeeeh!? Demon pact!?
Mayuyu trading her sisters' souls just to get what she wanted? Oh my... such an egoistic girl.....
Liked this part o/ can't wait next part^^
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Waaa so cool!
But but Mayu you're kind a ego for offering your precious sisters just to get "the angels" love.
This is truly interesting fic!
ArígaatoU! yuukimoko-san :kneelbow:
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It had begined with a coincidence, a inevitable scene.
Far away, I saw a beautiful girl with red shirt.She was wearing a smile as she walked her path.Her black hair and eyes were capturing and I felt myself trapped.
Deep I saw a shadow hidding in the forest.That big park where I walk to school.The shadow had seen me too I think and with a premonition that something was about to begin,I ran away,scared.
Our 'encounter' is a scenario leanding to the end.
I can see the two paths already even as I stoped running.
At my left is the wrong way.....and at the right is the good one.And knowing that the scenario would start....I intentionately took the wrong way.
I want to meet you or I want to touch you or I want to talk to you.
I pick up an apple fallen from nowhere and look at the beautiful girl in front of me 'is this your?' I give her the apple.
I smile and say 'Thanks!' as the emotionless wolf gives me the apple.
But this scenario is impossible.
You are frail, and I am sly.I know our meeting signals the end.
Its cruel! we're cursed. I can never meet you.....or this story will end. Our fate will never change.
I look at the moon as I sit by a tree. I ask as I close my eyes, my mind thinking about you.
'Ah, why are you?'
Opening them again I whisper.
'Why, why am I?'
A wolf and a girl.
Today again, I took the wrong path. And I know you were looking at me at the stop. Ah, how much I want to hug you and take your lonelyness away.
Today again , you will surely take this road , and again today I cant do nothing but watch over you.
You are hiding behing that tree today, like always , and so I pass thought,pretending I didnt notice.Your beautiful eyes had me long ago, yet it would be the end.
You dont catch my gaze....and my voice doesnt reach you.....I feel tears pour down my cheeks....my beautiful Yuki.... only our sighs fruitlesly overlap.
Once again I imagine you in front of me smiling.Talking.Touching.
I cant meet you and, I cant touch you, and I cant talk to you but its alright.
You are hopeless,and I'm awkward. But its alright as long as we're right here. You on that side and I on the other side of this tree.
If you wont call this love, there is no need for words. I held my heart out for you to take.
Ah thinking about it, how much ever I think about it....the ending will never change....
I look at your back as it becomes little and you go far away.I wanted to meet you , I wanted to touch you ...
Honestly, I just wanted to speak to you....
I pick up an apple fallen from nowhere and look at the beautiful girl in front of me 'is this your?' I give her the apple.
I smile and say 'Thanks!' as the emotionless wolf gives me the apple.
You are adorable, with your beautiful body and kind personality.
And I'm gentle, I never want to hurt you , I just want to protect you.
But our meeting is tied to an end.
How many times , how many times, have I prayed to god, but.....unfortunately, unfortunately, we remain as a wolf and a little red riding hood.
I hold the book in my ugly hands, and read the end again today, hoping that it would change....yet, I see myself disappearing(being killed) again.
And you fall in love with the hunter, my killer again.
I watch you as you cry in the distance, you are reading the same book with our end.
I want to comfort you as you cry ,but the hand I stretched out shakes....
I love you ,I want to embrace you, but I know I never cant...!
However much I struggle
However much I pray
my claws and fangs won't disappear.....my ugly shadow tells me again.
So ,just wait until your tears stop ,
I'll be on the other side of the tree.....always....
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Interesting story!!! :love:
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What a cruel fate T_T
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I really like the red riding hood one, the image popped out in my mind when i read it was like a book, the wolf and red riding hood in color pictures
Especially the repeating part, it is soooo cool xD
Thank you for writing it :]
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Poor couple ;.; how sad not being able to touch the one you like...
Sad,but i liked it. o/
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'And so you cry.....'
I hear the phantoms play with the chains in the cold night.Your smile had faded long ago, it only is in my heart.The darkness had consumed me and I hear you whisper....
'So you cry....'
And I scream, without seeing your figure.In this darkness I scream and run around.Its so sad? Haha! I dot care. I continue to cry in the night, I just want to hold you......
I hear the music play softly and I still cant see.I only need you. The guitar is erasing my thoughts.
'So you cry....'
Yuki......why? I scream and repeat the same moves in my memories without finding the end of this maze.I always loved mazes, because you were there with me.I need to become sctonger, hoping that someday I can see you again.
So I repeat myself in the darkness....
'So I cry.....'
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Thats because I was bored and sad.Like always. No changes.Hopeless you could say.
Next.
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God(Mayu) knows......
I run past you with a thirsty hear.I want to meet you so much.....
The girl ran in a hurry to her classroom as the bell anounced the end of the break.It was a sunny day, almost too sunny.The sky was clear and the birds were heard from the windows of the classrooms.Everyone was his normal self.Just like always.The teacher entered the class and the laziness had captured every student.It was a day for.....nothing.Too hot, and yet it was perfect for nothing.
Sorry ,I couldn't do anything
In the english class, the class was quiet.It was really boring,this new lesson.At the 4 desk from the window, a girl was looking outside.Totally captivated be the clear sky, and the world outside.In her mind there was really a single thing, no,person that was always there.
The girl's name,Watanabe Mayu, was called CG because of her always .....'robotic and cute' face.Serious,mad, happy or anything, her face looked like a cyborgs.She was cute.Thats what everyone was thinking about her.But it doesnt matter what she was outside, when on the inside was nothing more than a mess.
You won't even lets us.....
What was she really thinking about? I cant tell.I really can't read a so complicated mind.She seemed so bored on the outside, but what was she really inside? Still, outside was sunny, the birds were singing, the nature was really beautiful! Yuko was out, and so were others, playing around, there was also Haruna and Yuki, an----Yuki?
share our pain with each other.
Yuki.Kashiwagi Yuki, also known as Yukirin.She was the captain of the cheer club.The cheerleader, a very beautiful girl with a beautiful mind and body.The girl usually wore a smile,she was kind and gentle.She was like a princess in many eyes.And she had a prince after her, Sae.
She was practicing outside with the rest of the team, wearing a smile. And Mayu was watching her.
In order to live purely
Why she was watching her? well, thats simple, and I think that all of you already got it from the first start.Because she was in love with her.She was captured be her, and needed to have her.It wasnt a want......it was a need.
Mayu's mind had gone bad from the first moment their eyes meet.She needed Yuki to survive, but she couldnt have her.Or so everyone would say.But Mayu didnt care about everyone,she only cared about Yuki, her Yukirin.
I face your back and leave without turning back.
She had tryed to get her attention in many ways, but there was always something or someone that destroied the chance.Mayu only needed Yukirin to look at her for 3 minutes and she was sure that she would capture her too like Yukirin did to her.
On the lonely rail.
Yet, Mayu wasnt going to give up, she was going to have Yukirin, that was her wish.
I'll follow you.
Because her love, was the strongest in the world.Thats what Mayu believed.
No matter where you are in the darkness of this bitter world,you will shine, and exceed the limits of the future.
Yuki is everything for Mayu.
With that said, Mayu continued to look at her lovely Yukirin.How she wanted to hug her and kiss her and f--do more things with her.....Mayu's mind was never innocente, and if it was then now it wasnt anymore.
Love....what an abstract word.From my opinion its only a word, to name an illusion.I dont believe in love, and neither did Mayu until she meet Yukirin.Or so she thinks.But what happens if suddenly the world ends?
To prevent your spirit from being broken because of your weakeness you converge with my way.
The world would end. And in that moment everyone would fight only for himself.But Mayu knows herself, and hse is not like the other.She loves Yukirin, and she would even kill for her.
Now, God bless us......
And she knows that the one up there, in the universe of farther away, the 'God' is with her.She just knows it in the moment she had meet Yuki, because Mayu never believed in God, like me.And Yuki had made her believe with only her gaze.
You're here, and I'm here.....all the others have disappeared.
She would meet Yuki tomorrow and confess.Yuki will accept her confession and hey would kiss.Mayu is dreaming --no,seeing everything as she looks at Yuki.She will confess tomorrow.
By skeatching the beauty of our fleeting dreams,we're just tracing our scars !
Or maybe Yuki would confess.A sudden small smile had appeared on Mayu's face.Maybe Yuki will confess tomorrow, with an embbrassed face and a letter for Mayu.Looking away and being shy in front of her.....with a cute blushing face and tears in her eyes as she waits for her answer.Mayu can see it so clearly, like it is already happening.
So,I'll follow you.
Because Yukirin is an angel.Mayu's angel. Mayu's smile grew, Yuki would start crying when she heard that her confession is accepted and would hug Mayu tightly.The warm embrace about Mayu is dreaming about will happen, she can almost feel it.
No matter where you are in the darkness of this bitter world you will shine, and exceed the limits of the future.
Which one is the more loved and admired one in the school? Yuki, because she gets always the attention, Mayu isnt the girl that would like all the eyes on her.But Yuki likes to be in front of the audience and the cameras.Still, this would change when she will be with Mayu.Because Mayu is a possessive pearson, and she will keep Yuki all to herself.
To prevent your spirit from being broken because of your weakeness you converge with my way.
Sae was never a problem, even with all the lovely dovely moments between her and Yuki....Mayu can make her look like she never existed.The smile on Mayu's face grew again.Yuki loves Mayu. Thats what Mayu likes to believe.
Mayu will lock Yuki in a cage....she would lock her voice and everything.Because she is only Mayu's and no one else's......
Now, God bless us.....
The bell rang, announcing the end of the class.Mayu took her eyes off Yukirin and smiled as she turned back to her classmates.All was good in this beautiful day.Mayu was happy, because Yuki was her even if she didnt know it yet.
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Like I said, boredom.....or was it boreedoom....or bedroom?!hehe~ sorry sorry~
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Why I just can say that it is very ineteresting? Mayu are a bit evil XD. She would lock her voice and everything!!!
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Mayu is extremely possessive =o ueheuheu
It's nice to see Mayu way too confident =p
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I know no one really cares but.....
HIATUS
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Why? Hiatus (I know I should not asked that because it is not my business.)
I'm not a good person :cry: you probably have your problems
Come back as soon as possible :thumbsup
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Mou!!!! too little Mayuki nowdays!!!! I want more! every amazing writer of Mayuki is taking breaks with exams.....and Im too.....but I want Mayuki......
Preview!
Midnight......monochrome scenery.
the richly coloured image I whised for.....I see it as your beauty invades the night.
I look wide eyes , in my chest the stoped 'clock' starts beating again.
.....the spiral of fantazy, you opened that path for me to see.
I paint the sky, as if to reach you!
I smile for the first time in your beautiful presence, as thought my lips were controled.My parents froze and start screaming of happiness. But I only see you.
'Nice to meet you! I am Kashiwagi Yuki!' your voice is bliss for my ears......I only nod in response.
I'll repaint the darkness ! becuase you beauty is greater than the nights one!
I want to dance with you.....I watch you and your prince dance in the centre of the room.You both look stunning, and the others see it too.Envy and love spears in the room.
Let's awake up.....my mind screams to me.A dream that awakes from a dream.
If what you see its reality.....why are these tears? Your gentle eyes look in mine only to find nothing, because I hide the love for you.
My voice!.......it will reach you someday!
The bells ring.....but they are the wrong ones....not the ones in school.But the ones at the church.....I close my eyes and enjoy the sound.
The flower....will bloom with you.And everyone will love you.....you will become a true star.That voice of an angel.
The numbers count back again.Is my life ending?
A world made of glass.....you broke it.You began the count down.
We are partners in crime.We need nothing else.
Paint the sky!!....as if to reach you.
'Mayuyu.....' you sad voice is still the most beautiful thing I ever heard.Your touch as you stroke my hands its the most wonderful feeling....
I'll dance with you.....the dream lost in nothingless.
3.....
'I'll repaint the darkness...'
2........
1.....
'Yuki...'
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I wasn't reply this last night because I was tired.
It was really interesting Yuukimoko-san :twothumbs
But I don't understand the end... SORRY :bow:
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.....I......i'm sooooooo lazy to write this!!!!!!........
Heart domination/Astral domination
'Watanabe Mayu' was the tag put on my chest. It is probably my name, as I don't really know. In front of my is a glass door, or how others name it, a window. It is a cold glass ,but very thin, it separes me from the other side of this fake world.
I put my hand on the cold glass and look with no emotions at the sick people outside.All these people are really more healty than the ones after this construction.This place is saving us from the real 'fake' world, the one with money,envy,love, hate, and everthing.This place is a paradise for me.
But today is the day to go from here, my 'parents' have come to take me. I hear the door open behind me
'Mayu, we're here to take you.' my father smiled at me
'lets go dear' my mother said as she steped and put her hand on my shoulder
I don't say anything and walk beside them.This is the same as always, the same scenary,the same movements, the same actions.
I will come back here soon anyway. I always come back, because this is my home. Here, beside all these 'inhuman' people.
This place is a hospital, a prison, a paradise. It has people of everywhere looked up in this building.Because we are named inhumans, we have something special above all the normal humans.Super powers, how they like to call them.
I believe they are a gift, but also a curse.I have nothing to say about this, because it would be complicated to explain everything.
We walk past Yuuko, who smiles at me knowingly and waves good bye , I only stare and continue to walk. She can transform in animals, thats her inhumanity.
'Ah! ready to go Mayu? ' the guard says smiling at me, I continue to stare.
'Yes, thank you for everything! ' My father says and we walk out the gates of my paceful world.
In this fake world Im being forced to live, I have nothing I care about.
I am just a door.....more like a prince.I can enter the world we come from, we 'inhumans'. But the problem is that I don't know how to open the door to that world.I have forgoten , somehow, and the key to that world, my key is somewhere in this fake world.
My problem, the one that everyone finds strange and take pity of me, is .An inhuman heart.A weak heart.
....to tell it in your language. I am a girl, Watanabe Mayu,17 years old.I have a weak heart, and can't express my emotions too well.I had a stabile life, going to the hospital and coming back the same.Until now, when I met her.
My inhuman heart ....is sliping into darkness.
*3rd POV*
Mayu closed the car's door and looked around at the same illusion. It was night be the time they got home and the moon had set itself up.
The starts were glitering in the darkness, singing with light at the full moon that illuminated everything. The moon was red tonight, a shape Mayu hadn't seen before and it fascinated her as she pleaded her parents to stay a little more outside.
They sat on a bench, in a close park.
'Isn't the sky beautiful tonight Mayu?' her mother asked hoping to get a small smile at least
But no, Mayu coninued to look at the sky, and then started glaring at it with hate. Her eyes were full of hate and her parents got worried.
In a sound- running past - the universe shakes.
Mayu feels like she is glaring at her mirror image.The same hate glare is turned from the sky to her.
She is looking for a key she doesn't even know where is.She might spend all her life sharching for it, but that's all her hope.But what if she finds a key, but not the right one...?
She doesn't know what to do - they-re disappearing, many stars, civilizations.She is the one to stop the disaster, but she is stuck in a world she hates.
Swirling confusion.
Try to stop it.
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Sorry for not finishing this! really sorry but i lost my inspiration, and I just failed my first exam this weekend......
Ill finish this tomorrow hopefully, if not........
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Wow Wow Wow!!!
It is sound very good! :twothumbs Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah :D
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Oh my! Quite intersting! Both of them o/
Please please please! Finish heart domination *.*
I liked it!!!
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I .....am a bigginer in everything.
In love....I already hurt 2, loving both .
In all ways possible!
I am a begginer. I will be reborn again.and again.
I will be reborn some day.
Please....love me.....hate me.....feel something for me, or it will hurt too much.
Love me hate me , so I can be reborn again .Forgive me.
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wowwwwwww :inlove:
i like all of your fiction ><
it is a good story. :peace: