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I decided to put all the Sad... Tragic OS in one place :sweatdrop:. Why?
Because sometimes it's hard to make a new one and add the title, as the lazy writer that I am :nervous I decided
to update all of my tragic OS for easy posting.... :sweatdrop:
ENJOY :sweatdrop:
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RENA…
February 2013
I was driving on the road in Tokyo; I was headed back to Nagoya at that time.
I was done with my work there…
I worked as a dress designer in both Nagoya and Tokyo; I just had to deliver something that’s why I was in Tokyo.
It was about 9:30 in the evening when I arrived in Nagoya…
The rain was pouring hard in the night; luckily visibility wasn’t a total loss.
As I was headed to Sakae…
A loud screech of a rubber tire can be heard just 15 meters away from my car.
After that… I remember nothing…
I blacked out.
March 3, 2013
I woke up in a ward where Children and Teens had disability and other sickness…
A heart monitor was attached to me…
Then I realized.
I-I can’t feel my legs…
I can’t move them…
Then my love ones have visited me and had smiles of relief on their faces.
I remembered nothing of what happened…
They told me that I was in a coma for 4 weeks now.
And they were afraid that I wouldn’t wake up from the accident.
When I asked them about what happened to me before all of this happened,
they told me that I was hit by a blue truck and I was thrown off the windshield of my car.
I flew 20 feet away, some parts of the car have trapped my legs, and they told me
I hit a cement post by my back.
It caused me a temporary paralysis on the lower half of my body.
They told me the driver was drunk, reason why I crashed with his truck.
My body had been severely injured, from broken limbs and bones.
I had 4 fractured ribs, a slightly cracked skull, a dislocated left knee
and left shoulder and deeps scars on my face and abdominal region.
I was greeted with loving smiles and presents.
Then I noticed a girl, just beside my ward space.
She flashed a friendly warm smile.
It seems like; she was my “roommate” in the ward.
I found out that while I was in a “sleeping mode” she knew bits and pieces about me
from my visitors. What my favorite Anime is, my favorite color, and my favorite animal.
The girl’s name was Rena… thou I never knew her last name…
After she smiled she went back to reading her book silently.
After my visitors left, I was left with silence…
I would always sneak a glance at her. She had raven black hair, a pale white skin --but not too pale-- ,
Black beautiful eyes, a cute face too.
She seems to be the quiet type… but for every glance I take my heart would skip a beat.
My shyness took over but I still wanted to know her name…
after at least an hour, I looked at her and asked
“H-Hey… um… What’s your name…?”
A slight blush was across my face.
Then she answered.
“Me? My name is Rena.”
She said with a smile. Her voice was sweet and calm, yet it was cute and princess like…
It always did made me blush…
Then she asked me the same question.
“How about you? What’s your name?”
“F-Furukawa… A-airi…”
I stuttered
“Jaa~ Can I call you Airin?”
She asked. I nodded.
After that we started chatting with each other.
Playing the “20 question” game. We knew bits and peices of each other when
we started...
But our talk got interrupted by the doctor.
He gave me the info about my body’s condition.
He told me that the impact of the car part that
Landed on my legs, had severely crushed the bones.
Even thou my legs were ‘Broken’ it was fixed after the operation.
But due to the impact I got from the Pole crash on my back…
My legs were paralyzed temporarily.
He said I had a 60% chance that I could recover and walk again…
The doctor left, Rena-san asked about my status on my body,
I told her what the doctor told me. Then she said
“Well… I hope you recover soon! Once you do, you can come here on my bed and spend time with me~”
I blushed and looked to the other way, I heard her giggle and said “Cute”
Every day and every night we would always play together, since our beds were very close.
We would talk; I would always blush and become embarrassed.
My feelings for her as we bonded together grew stronger.
Then I realized…
I’ve fallen in love with her.
The Nurses would often call us Newlyweds,
of course it’d make me blush tomato red.
After the teasing we would always watch some anime together,
sometimes I would draw her on my sketchpad.
Then one day… I was gonna say what I’ve wanted to say for a long time now…
“U-Um… Rena-san…?”
I stuttered.
“What is it Airin?”
“I-I… uh… Have something… I-Important to tell you…”
“What is it”
I was looking down… all Shy and nervous. Face blushing hard.
“T-To tell you the t-truth.. I actually..”
“Hm?”
I gulped… I mustered up the courage to say it…
“I-I L-Love you… Rena-san…”
In a meek voice I said.
Her face had a surprised look. Then she laughed a little. I looked up at her and she said.
“I already know that silly~”
“B-but… I love yo-you more than a friend…”
“I know…”
She leaned forward and slowly our lips touched…
The sweet pairs that were on mine collided. Was this a dream?
No.. her lips are warm and sweet and also gentle…
We parted. And then she said…
“I love you too Airi”
She smiled warmly. After that our relationship grew more.
Every now and then the doctor
would break our quality time by giving me news about my Body’s condition…
I told her about it, and she was happy to know that in a few months…
I’ll be able to walk after the treatments…
Rena-san would always hop into my bed and hug me.
I would always snuggle on her, the warmth of her body made me feel safe,
her arms were like a protective shield…
Whenever she teases me, I’d hide my face on her chest or neck…
These were always the happiest moments in my days here.
We would always share good and bad things.
Then, one night I…. I finally asked… what her sickness is
It was…
Hodgkin's disease…
We were silent…
The fear of losing her…
Was right there…
After that… I think we couldn’t sleep…
May 5,2013
The casts on my legs were turned into braces and my Treatment began
And so did hers.
After every painstaking treatment I take Rena-san
would always be there, she would always cheer me up
and we’d watch some replays of animes.
Week after week we would always do this…
But… Ever since her chemotherapy started…
Her beautiful rave colored hair has degraded…
the darkened circles under her eyes had become permanent reminders of the treatment…
Her Skin became paler, like snow…
And on the day, the day we decided to shave her hair…
Made me brake down in tears… She would always say
“Hey, it’s alright. It’ll grow back!”
It was hard not to cry, to see her that weak…
Makes me lose hope on seeing her grow stronger…
but I couldn’t give in to the thought.
She would wipe my tears away and give me a weak but reassuring smile…
June 2013
My Legs had grown stronger, I could walk again
but I’d forever have a limp on my right leg…
The day that I was released was something I never looked forward to…
I didn’t want to leave her…
The day I was discharged from the ward with Rena-san,
was the most heartbreaking day…
Her doctors told me she had 60%...
The same goes from me back then…
she had 60% to recover and heal from her cancer…
After my release, I would always visit her. Take care of her.
Every after her therapy we would always take pictures together…
and Compare it from before to our recent…
I can’t help it… I broke into tears…
Then a warm skinny hand tapped my shoulder…
Rena-san flashed a smile… a weak one…
She wiped my tears away… slowly…
I hugged her tight… she patted my back and then stroked my hair.
Her tears were also… flowing…
She’s afraid…
Month after months I’ve taken care of her, we bonded like it was our last…
I told the doctors I’d do anything for her… Anything at all.
Donate Blood, Give my bone marrow…
Anything to make her recovery go faster…
But
Then…
August 7, 2013
This… This was the day I lost her… Overnight, She…
She caught a high fever, as soon as I heard I went to the hospital fast…
in front of me was the door of my old ward that we used to share…
The door was open…
The nurses I know all too well were
scrambling back and forth to rescue her fragile life…
I just sat there on a chair… crying in fear…
Her heart stopped for 5 minutes…
Within those minutes were that had terrified me…
I don’t wanna lose her…
I barged in the room and sat down on the chair beside her bed…
I held her hand, she squeezed mine… She flashed a smile and said to me
“I-it’s ok… I’ll... Be… fine…”
I cried holding her hand; I took her hand and placed on my lips…
I moved her hand away and shook my head…
“J-just go home… Take bath…o…ok?”
She weakly said…
After that day… I vowed that she would never leave me alone…
Then one night… She called me asking me to be by her side… Just for a little while.
I once again broke into tears, I hugged her gently.
She placed her hand on my back and wrote something using her weak fingers…
“I love you…”
She had no strength to speak. I cried on her shoulder. And I said to her as I whimper.
“I-I love you too… “
I can feel her body trembling. She’s afraid, I’m afraid…
“Rena-san…p-please… Just stay a little… A little longer…”
I cried out
She shook her head…
By the time December 5th came around… I knew she wasn’t going survive to see Christmas…
That was 2 months ago…
Ever since the high fever and cardiac arrest incident,
Rena-san has been hooked up to all sorts of machines to sustain her life…
The odds weren’t with her… She wasn’t gonna last…
She was all skinny; her body was like a skeleton. But I didn’t care.
But I-I can’t bear to see her like this… My heart can’t take it.
She looked at me with weak eyes.
A bitter smile was seen on her face.
She knew it was time, it was time to go, I pleaded her to hold on, but no…
she can’t make me deny the truth…
And on that night, I’ve had enough. I decided to take her away.
I took her away on that night.
I carried her up gently, took what I needed to take… And I took her to my car and we drove off.
I went to an old house 9 km away from the city,
the house was owned by my family…
But we never used it.
Rena-san and I stayed there at the old summer house.
I saw a small smile on her face… We couldn’t be any happier…
I don’t care if every cops in Nagoya were looking for us,
I don’t care if the doctors were on the hunt,
I don’t care if we were on the news every night,
I didn’t care about anything.
The only thing I cared about is Rena-san…
All I ever cared about is being with Rena forever…
....
Even if her flesh is crawling with maggots
And beginning to peel off her bones.
Even if the smell off her rotting cadaver never fades from my skin.
Her lips are still warm at night and she often whispers…
Sweet secrets into my ear before we sleep….
No one can separate us… Not the cops, the doctors, my family…
No one can… I’ll be ready to take them on…
I made sure to bring the sharpest scalpel in the hospital… Just in case…
But until then… I lay on her arms… or at least what I think were once what used to be her arms…
And we’ll talk all night until we drift off to sleep… where she can take me away…
We’ll be together forever…. Right, Rena..?
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Shuujin
The Prisoner (Shuujin)
In the cold & cruel World War II there was a 12 years old boy named Airi
he was imprisoned by the Japanese military accused to be stealing goods
and the military’s weapons from the Military's base and selling them to the American soldiers.
He was arrested and sentence to prison for a lifetime.
2 years has passed and the war is still going the imprisoned boy
has become a Teenager who has been beaten up by the guards
in some days his only wish is to be free, but his realization of his freedom…can never be attained.
He keeps looking at the skies and keeps imagining what his life would be
like if he gets released from the cold prison…but he knows he will never leave the prison.
He was robbed of his freedom after his persecution….
One day as he was outside the cell he saw a beautiful young girl
who was about a year younger than him, she was wearing a white dress
and was wearing a straw hat, he moved closer to the barbed fence and asked the girl
Airi: um…miss May I ask why you are in a place like this?
The girl turned around and said to him with a cute smile
**** : Me? Oh nothing~ I just like to go out for a while~
Airi smiled as he watches the girl pick up some flowers and he thought to himself
Airi: ‘I would never know that there is a beautiful flower blooming in a corrupted & dark place in this world….’
As soon as he met her he has now fallen in love with a girl beyond the fence the separates him from his own freedom
Soon the girl spoke to him
****: hey! Hey! Do you wanna be friends?
As she asked with a smile and cheery tone
Airi asked her in a sad but curious tone in return
Airi: Why? Why do you wanna be friends with a dirty & beaten up prisoner like me..?
She replied to him with a straight face
****: well…you seem to have the same lonely eyes as me… and we’re both imprisoned by someone who’s more powerful than us….
In his mind he thought he has found the only freedom from the prison. But he asked.
Airi: but what if a guard sees us talking to each other?
She replied as she smiled and tilted her head a bit
****: We’ll just have to send Paper Planed letters to each other and secretly read them~!
He was surprised by her Idea but at the same time he was happy
that he has finally saw his freedom….the freedom of his friendship and his love for that girl.
Then she added
***: Tomorrow I’ll bring some papers and 2 pencils!
Soon she waved goodbye and left, Airi was truly happy and soon the guard told him
Guard: Hey you!! What are you looking at you stupid brat? It’s time to go back to your cell now!
He acted depressed and gloomy like he always does and went back to his cell.
As night falls the sound of guns and cannons are still echoing in the lifeless night of the war,
Airi has grown used to the sound and didn’t bother to look at the battle field,
His mind was somewhere else, his mind was focused on the girl
she meet earlier today and he was smiling for once in 2 years,
he was excited to see her tomorrow again…
he knows that between him a dirty prisoner and her there was a huge difference
but both shared a common life… robbed of freedom and confined in one place.
The next day the prisoners were let out of their cell house for a little sunshine,
Airi went to the same place where he met her the other day, he waited for her.
As time passes he now doubts if she will ever come.
Soon he turned around and started to walk away but before he could a familiar voice echoed in his ears….
It was the girl she met, he turned around and smiled
The girl was carrying papers and pencils, the girl threw
a paper plane over the barbed fence, Airi runs a bit far back
he soon jumps and catches the plane. He falls on his butt and he said.
Airi: Ita! (Ouch)
The girl giggled and shouts
***: Are you alright?
He replied while rubbing his butt
Airi: I think so…
He stood up and walked near the fence, the girl carefully gave her papers
and a pencil to him; Airi then takes them carefully as well and said to her
Airi: Arigatou~ (Thanks)
She replied to him with a beautiful smile
****: No problem! From now on we’ll be secretly messaging each other okay?
Airi nodded and hid the paper and pencil in his shirt, and then a guard called out
Guard: Okay you little Idiotic monsters time to go back to the cell!
Airi said to her quickly
Airi: I have to go now; you should go too you might get in trouble…
She nodded and dashed away before any guard saw her
The night falls silent and the moon shines on Airi as he reads the letter
“Hey I hope you can get released out of the prison I really wanna play with you outside soon!
And if you do let’s play every day outside even if it’s raining!!
I’ve got lots of stuff I wanna share with you~ don’t forget to write back okay~? See you tomorrow!!”
Then he thought to himself
Airi: “I'll Be free one day even If I know that It's a lie... If I had you, whatever lies there were...I felt that they all could become the truth… all I want is you to come over here and speak with me…at least once... no letters... just our own words...”
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And so day by day they sent paper planes to each other,
Airi felt as if he’s the happiest Prisoner alive in those cells
He thought
Airi: 'It hurts to not be free…she’s different from where I am now but…She made me feel happy again, and thanks to her I can be free in my own way….because of her I feel alive again….'
For months they’ve been sending planes with smiles on their faces
He thought
Airi: “looking at you, it is my small happiness for tomorrow, every day since then for many days and months your paper airplanes have been my joy…..”
But little did he know he’s being watched by one of his in mates.
As the week passes by the girl slowly stops coming.
One day the girl came back and threw a paper plane to him she looked really sad,
Airi was happy to see her but…he knew there was something wrong.
He caught the letter and unfolds it, and it says:
“I’m sorry that I haven’t been here sending you letters anymore and I’m sorry I worried you, but…this is the last letter I’m going to give you…I can’t see you anymore…I’m sorry but this is goodbye....”
Airi trembles from the letter he read…then he said to himself
Airi: n-no…this…this can’t be
He held the letter on his right hand and tightened his grip, the girl turned away and soon Airi shouted
Airi: I’ll wait for you no matter how long! I promise I’ll treasure this letter and away from any harm…just tell me…Tell me that we’ll meet again!
Soon the girl ran back to where she came and Airi’s tears rolled down his face he dropped down to his knees and hands,
never in his life had he ever felt this pain in his heart….he cried out his pain… and he said
Airi: you were the only one who kept me happy…you’re the only one who kept me alive with your letters…
Soon they were called back to their cell and airi walked in with tears…
As he laid down on the floor with his letters from the girl 2 guards
and the Head general in charged appeared in front of his cell gate the 1st guard
opened the gate then both of them took him out of his cell by force,
and restrained him on the ground…
the general took the letter out from his hand…the last letter that the girl gave Airi…
He tore it apart and Airi’s
eyes widen as the fallen pieces of paper slowly floats down on the floor…
his own rage gave him strength and got out of the
restraint hold down and charged after the General.
He punched the general on the face….
the General fell on the floor and the general said to the 2 guards
General: TAKE HIM TO THE GAS CHAMBER!!!
The 2 guards responded
Guards: Yes general!
They took Airi away, He tried to resist but the guards are too strong for him
Soon he was thrown in to the chamber along with the others
who has disobeyed and resisted the Military’s head general…
the doors slowly closes, Airi quickly stood up and ran towards the door,
but he was too late the door was closed and
the poisonous gas leaks in the chamber, the sounds of desperate pleads
are heard in and out of the chamber the pleads of many innocent people,
He’s breathing heavily as the gas’s effect takes in, he said to himself
Airi: why…? What did do wrong to deserve this…?
He coughed and coughed harder as his lung inhales the toxic gas….
Airi desperately bangs on the door with the side of his fist he yelled as he falls to his knees
Airi: PLEASE…I WANT TO SEE HER ONCE MORE!! PLEASE I’M BEGGING YOU….LET ME SEE HER FOR ONE LAST TIME! Please….just…just give me a little more time…let me talk to her…..let me see her… PLEASE!!! I just wanna see her….
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But his desperate plead was ignored…
has he fell on to his knees the only thing he hears is the voice of the girl…
He stood up and bangs on the closed metal door and yells and yells,
his tears dripped on the floor …
He yelled on the top of his lungs while he bangs on the door
Airi: I’M BEGGING YOU!!! LET ME SEE HER!!!
He soon falls on both his knees and hands…
he held his neck tight until it scarred….
he’s running out of breath, and he went on his knees
his arms hanging down and his hands on the floor….
Then he shouts
Airi: PLEASE!! GIVE ME A LITTLE MORE TIME TO LIVE!!
His breathing slowly fades and soon he collapses on the floor….
his eyes saw the small piece of the letter…
he tried to reach out to it….
he grabs the piece and thought...
Airi: You mad me happy…you made feel alive….for a flower who hides in the dark & cruel place you bloomed right before my eyes…but I never…got to know your name…..
And so Airi died in the gas chamber while holding the last pieces of the torn letter
of the only girl he ever loved but never knew…..
~The End~
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I'm back with a new TRAGIC OS!
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We all heard about the... Acchan having a boyfriend right...? :on cloudeye:
So this WILL get me killed... :depressed:
But...
For ATSUMINA feels... I made this out of the many tears I gathered from my FEELS TRIP... :gyaaah: :fainted: :mon waterworks:
FORGIVE ME FOR POSTING THIS!!! :on speedy: :on freeze:
There will always be break ups lol
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I'll be here...
Hey…
You know?
The moments we spent together felt like a dream for me.
Meeting you in the auditions was pure fate.
I can’t help but smile at the thought we became best buddies…
I love how you keep teasing me and I love how you’re such a Tsundere when I tease you….
You always held my hands with yours.
You always hug me and kiss me on the cheeks.
I would always treat you when you ask.
I always gave you what you wanted…
When I first met you, you were really shy and insecure…
I didn’t know how to approach you back then…
But now, it’s unbelievable that the Girl I bonded with
from an insecure, shy, doubtful girl to a Beautiful young woman I hold dear in my heart….
Practicing in the theater just us two…
The lame jokes I make but you still laugh at it…
You’ve told me your problems, how was your day…
Almost everything that happens to you every single day you tell it to me…
I would listen and enjoy.
When you were sad, I was there for you and made you happy.
Whenever you were doubtful about yourself I was there to encourage you.
I never left you.
Neither did you.
We were always partners.
In Majisuka Gakuen season 1 and 2...
There was no need to fake everything. Why?
Because I was already your best friend from the very beginning of our Journey in AKB…
In every Music Video we were always together, also in AKBingo.
Our voice would always fit together like a perfect puzzle.
Whenever it was the General Elections…
You would always cry, and I would always run to you and tell you
‘You did great!!’
There were haters last time… Chanting for you to not have the top spot. But you still got number one…
I was crying.
You said that you’d rather be the hated one.
You said you’d carry all the hate so that you can Protect AKB…
When we were all at the backstage, I looked high and low for you…
When I found you; I hugged you and comforted you…
The only words I heard under those muffled sobs of mixed emotions
were the only words I would always love to hear and nothing more…
‘Thank you…’
When you told me you were gonna graduate… I wanted to stop you.
I didn’t want to support AKB as a lone pillar… I didn’t want to be alone…
Sure, the other members are there but… You make feel complete…
But I didn’t dare to be selfish… I just said…
“Whatever your decision is… I’ll be here to support it…”
As you stood on stage, I was there beside you…
Trying to control my tears… but no… I couldn’t…
I cried my heart out as you announced it…
It’s hard for me to let you go…
It’s hard for me to say goodbye to our everyday routine of spending time together…
It’s hard for me to say
‘Stop, please… Just stay with me…’
But…
I have to support you, I promised didn’t I?
I promised to support you and your decisions no matter what it may be…
By the way… When you moved out of the apartment… I felt so lonely.
Why?
Because you’re not there anymore.
You weren’t there to talk to me every day when I get home.
I couldn’t get used to the silence.
I was happy when you moved back, but as a Neighbor of course…
It was good enough for me. At least you were there beside me again.
But…
Half a year after your graduation...
you.... you Told me that you were dating another guy...
I... I couldn't take it... But I can't complain....
If that's what makes you happy, then... I respect it...
It felt so heavy, so... painful....
But….
I'll always be the one who'll support you no matter how much I want to selfishly take you back...
No matter how much I want to stop you…
You know?
I feel like… All those times we said ‘I love you’ and all those moments we had spent for 7 years…
Felt like a mere dream to me now.
Even if you have… Someone else to fill your heart.
Remember…
I’ll always be here supporting you from a far….
I’ll always be here…
I’ll never let go…
Of the promise to keep you happy…
I’ll hold on…
…
I love you more than anything else in this world....
Maeda Atsuko…
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You may kill me now... :on cloudeye:
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*brings out G3A3 and Sig SG550 then shoots you nonstop* DIE.
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Tragic fics but beautiful at the same time i love it :luvluv1:
relly well done :on lol:
can you make a tragic wmatsui fic :kneelbow:
if you can't is ok no problem :shifty:
hahaha
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dammit...Imma cry now T_T :on speedy: :on speedy: :on speedy: :on speedy: :on speedy:
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oh god! i actually think that Takamina feels like that
thanks
TT.TT that notice break my heart actually....
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Ah...you are making a story related to the recent news about Atsuko's current dating status...
It's in Takamina POV...
I could just image what would Minami be thinking and felt when she knew about this news...
You made me so sad...
But it was beautifully written... bitter-sweet story...
Thank you
Can't wait to see more of your OS
:twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs
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its a bitter sweet story... :(
I'm quite sad for takamina. :cry:
but we all will support her and acchan.. :D
Matsuya guy better take care of acchan now.... :wth
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its a bitter sweet story... :(
I'm quite sad for takamina. :cry:
but we all will support her and acchan.. :D
Matsuya guy better take care of acchan now.... :wth
Well if that dude HURTS MY DEAR ATSUNEE :on shady: we'll charge and kill him! :on voodoo: [well maybe beat him up instead :shifty: :P ]
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Owh...So beautifulll~ Tbh, i wanted to cry but...
-My bro will think weird of me if i were to do that...Lol...
-All of us thought AtsuMina as a lovers and will keep supporting them...
-But, even though AtsuMina as best friend, it's still hurt for Minami...
-With Atsuko and Minami's busy schedule, it'll be hard to see each other...
-Atsuko will for sure spend more of her times with Matsuya coz she's quite serious bout' it...
-But she'll never forget Minami and the others for sure, anything bad happens to Atsuko...
-As you've said...We'll be the one in charge to kill beat him up for Atsuko's sake...
>Still, i respect their decision and man...This is a sad one about AtsuMina...Nice one...T ~ T
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This is the End of My Line
Everyone knows me well, Everyone can see me as who I am
How long have I been here?
A year? 2 years?
No.
I've been here for 7 and half years already.
I'm the one, I'm the only one who's supporting this family.
I'm the LONE pillar that holds them together now.
Back then I had a partner... But where is she?
Oh... That's right.
She Graduated on last year....
August 27, 2012
I'm Lonely
Sad
and
Frustrated
I've been holding this since the beginning of my journey.
How much longer can I keep up?
I've dripped my Swear on the stage day in and day out.
I've Sang so many memorable songs throughout this journey
I'VE SHED SO MANY TEARS IN THESE PAST 7 AND A HALF YEARS
Can't I... Can't I go? Can't I leave?
I kept thinking for the past 2 years...
I can't leave. This family still needs me.
Even thou I have been granted the choice to Graduate.
I can't leave them
But...
Now...
I don't know anymore...
The Hate I get from other fans.
The
"I'm sorry but I don't like this group anymore"
Sentence.
It's taking a toll on me...
I guess...
This is the end of my line...
I'll leave the rest on the others shoulders...
Goodbye AKB48....
It was a nice ride but...
I can never stay here forever
This is the end of my line
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You may kill me once again :on cloudeye: :mon POd:
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NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but Minami would leave before she started to dislike AKB~
hehehehehehehehehee~
Right now, when I read sad/tragic fics, I laugh.
When I read happy/romance fics, I feel like crying~ or else I feel nothing~
yeah call me crazy but this is the after effect~ lol~
make more OS!!! :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs
I will be a reader now! :thumbsup
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NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but Minami would leave before she started to dislike AKB~
hehehehehehehehehee~
Right now, when I read sad/tragic fics, I laugh.
When I read happy/romance fics, I feel like crying~ or else I feel nothing~
yeah call me crazy but this is the after effect~ lol~
make more OS!!! :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs
I will be a reader now! :thumbsup
I made this because... Takamina is planning to graduate sooner than expected :( :cry:
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I was wonder why many talk about takamina's graduation now...
and I just read about that... :sweatdrop:
but hey, if she graduates, at least some burden is lift from her shoulder right.. :)
maybe she will still helping akb even though she graduates soon or later. :)
or maybe she talk about this has relation with that certain news~ *cough*AtsuOnoe*cough*
I will keep dreaming of Atsumina~ :wub:
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*brings M14 and M16* DIEEEEEE!!!!!!! / :v /
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Well the story is good...
Very sad... that Minami is graduating...
But is it a real news or just rumours going around...?
Because I heard the next to graduate would be Haruna or Yuko
So who is it...?
Well I can understand... Minami seems to not have lots of appearance anymore except promoting new singles or events.
She always seems to work back stages than on stages now...
But would she really graduate...?
Well... whatever it is... I'll just wait I guess...
Thank you for the OS
Can't wait to see more OS
:twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs
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u.u' well if Takamina graduate
for me is good...
thanks...
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Oh, such a touching and beautiful one...But...
-Yes, i've read some news that said Takamina will graduate soon...
-Same as Cisda83-san here...Is it really true??~ Or just a rumor??
-I can't really believe it until the announcement was made from Takamina herself...
-Wait...Did she already made it or wut??~ Right now, i'm too lazy to read news...
-After i read that dating-with-marriage-in-mind thing...Fuh...Lot has happened..
>Anyways, let's hope for the best and will be waiting for another one~ Nice OS btw~
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@Kochiki well depends, most of this graduation talk comes from a badly translated article the most common translation I've seen around the forums are statements of something like this: "I am probably in the top 3 who will graduate next."
Where actually Takamina states something like this: "I'm probably in the top 3 of who the fans think are going to graduate next."
There's a huge difference when you leave the fan part out...
But either ways you can look at it like she might graduate soon, however I think she might stay just a little longer...half a year at the least(that may just be my wishful thinking though).
Well as the one who got me into AKB48 I will support her in what ever she does, even if I think she should stay a little longer until her solo work really takes off, but what can we do but support her anyways? She'll forever be my favorite 1st generation member and the face of AKB48 to me.
Well on topic, mayuyuXlyukirinlover13 it was a wonderful drabble you could really feel the disappointment and tiredness Takamina felt with the group!
Hopefully she doesn't feel this way just yet! ( > v < ) :nervous
sorry for the wall of text...its just that I feel people are kind of overreacting to this... I mean sure she's the best, but we've all known this was coming since sayonara crawl... besides everyone has to graduate sometime. Maybe it feels sudden, but no matter what its going to feel sudden. All we can do is support her the best we can! ( 0 v 0) /
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I also think some fans are over-exaggerating, graduation isn't something unexpected at this point in time for the first generation members. It will come sooner or later so it doesn't matter for me what her decision is, I'll support her either way. Although part of me wish that she would be the last 1st gen to graduate because that will symbolize the complete closure of 1st gen. Also, I'm slowly loosing touch with AKB, the feeling just isn't the same anymore with most of the old guards gone, so probably it'd be better if Takamina graduates; that way I can only focus my attention on her and don't have to force myself into watching AKB's shows anymore just because she's in it. I might be selfish for saying this but I wish she would start not loving AKB anymore because she once said she will leave before she starts hating the group. I also don't love this current AKB anymore so I don't mind if she leaves it.
Thanks for the drabble, mayuyuXlyukirinlvoer13, I also share Takamina's feelings, she should leave to focus on her solo career than sticking with the group forever.
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Ok! so... I'm fresh out of ideas~! Please do vote on ze poll and let's see what I can make! :D
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AND I AM BACK!!
ENJOY!!
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The Price of Immortality
I'm sitting down on a wooden chair outside my house's balcony
The wind wind lightly blows, the countryside really is nice.
A smile formed on my face. I love this house and this place...
It's peaceful... Miyuki and I decided to stay here years ago...
It's like any country side,
a field of wheat, never rains hard, never gets hot that much,
breezy and cool in the evening.
Our house is just a mile away from the city.
Whenever it's night time, the stars shine brighter at our place.
We have a 2 story house. 5 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms,
a kitchen and a lot more thing that you'd normally see in a house.
Remembering how Miyuki and I met makes me happy.
We met when we were in High School We were always beside each other.
At that time we never took things seriously, we dated other people and and talk about it.
As we spend more time... We became serious with each other.
I stood up from my chair and went inside to take my coat and hat with me.
I locked up the old place for a while and left.
I walked and walked, I looked up at the white clouds and blue sky.
I remember that Miyuki and I went on a pick nick at a park,
I would always bring the guitar upon the request she had asked me.
I can never deny her. She would request a song and we'd do a duet.
Sometimes when she lies down I sing her songs I made just for her.
I sat on a big rock somewhere in the outskirts of my house. I've walked for an hour I needed the rest.
Miyuki and I had once fought, jealousy was our topic. She cheated on me when we were 27.
Another man have stolen her heart. we broke apart after our fight.
Remembering how I tried to persuade her back... I looked pathetic....
Still, I won her back but I got in a fight. Got beaten up pretty bad but I won.
I stood up and walked again.
Remembering the past...
It Hurts... It hurts really bad.
I hate my whole being.... I hate everything about myself...
Here I am. Standing. In front of something I never wanted to see.
I went to a small shed and opened it. A guitar lying down on the ground filled with dust.
I cleaned the guitar and left the shed.
Year after year after year....
I went back on that place again.
"Hey there Milky... It's been quite a long time"
I forced a smile.
"I kept the house just as it was.
Thou I fixed somethings here and there and made renovations~!" I faked a happy toned voice.
My chest hurts like hell gave me fork and stabbed in front of me...
I sat down on the grassy ground...
I started singing. And I started crying. I tried to stop but... it wasn't possible
It hurts too much.
I can't take it.
Why did things have to end....
"Only know you've been high when you're feeling low"
"Only hate the road when... you're missin' home..."
...
"Only know your lover.... when you let her go..."
We got married when we were about 30, had 3 kids.
"Staring at the ceiling in the dark.."
"Same old empty feeling in your heart...."
" 'Cause love comes slow... and it goes so f-f-fast"
"Well you see her when you fall asleep...."
But never to touch.... a-a-and ...never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep"
I can't....
I was nearing the end of the song....
"Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go"
"And I try to let you go...."
I hate being an immortal being...
I've lived for millions of years. I've seen my love ones die every single time.
I stopped loving 3 centuries ago. I dare not to love.... but... I fell for her.
We loved each other too much.
SHE grew old, I didn't.
"Miyuki.... M-miyuki... It's not fair you know... leaving me here"
But my heart is dead but living for her....
"For 8 centuries now...."
She's dead, yet I'm alive. It's not fair.....
I dropped on my knees. In front of her Grave...
Watanabe Miyuki.... no... Yamamoto Miyuki....
I love you more than anything.
But you're gone.
"Miyuki... I... I can't go on...."
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ginx7WKq5GE (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ginx7WKq5GE)
Here's the song that sayanee was singing. :D
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Go Sayanee... Go! Just do anything to be together with Milky!!!! :cry:
This is making me cry, I'm loving it! Lol
Thanks for this and the song :D
Gotta grab my guitar too... 8)2
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Well bros, I'm out of Ideas once again! see you guys in a couple of months :nervous
I'll make a new poll next week so don't forget to vote after reading!! :sweatdrop:
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I feel so much for Sayanee.. she's like a doll...so empty. :(
YOU NEED HAPPY HORMONES..... :tama-mad: :lol: Yume No Dead Milky :V
btw, who's gonna die on the update? XD
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I feel so much for Sayanee.. she's like a doll...so empty. :(
YOU NEED HAPPY HORMONES..... :tama-mad: :lol: Yume No Dead Milky :V
btw, who's gonna die on the update? XD
XD
Sweetie, read the title XD
It's TRAGEDY not HAPPY :lol:
Aaaaand I'll start a poll for the next pair to die I mean to have a sad story :cry:
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Sometimes being a immortal is such a pain..
Miyuki.. Dear Miyuki.. :cry: :cry: :cry:
Haays~ Even though the stories are tragic.. Still loving it..
More stories from you.. Thanks for your hardwork.. :bow:
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oh, thanks for your SayaMilky fic, mayuyuXlyukirinlvoer13 :) :)
I really really love this fic. :inlove:
SHE grew old, I didn't.
so sad, poor Sayanee :'(
Although Milky's dead, Sayanee still loves her, 1 year, 10 years, 8 centuries, forever...
umhh, can I translate your fic into Vietnamses? :roll: , I will cite source :roll:
I will wait more fics from you :)
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oh, thanks for your SayaMilky fic, mayuyuXlyukirinlvoer13 :) :)
I really really love this fic. :inlove:
SHE grew old, I didn't.
so sad, poor Sayanee :'(
Although Milky's dead, Sayanee still loves her, 1 year, 10 years, 8 centuries, forever...
umhh, can I translate your fic into Vietnamses? :roll: , I will cite source :roll:
I will wait more fics from you :)
Sure bro, translate away. :D
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Sure bro, translate away. :D
thank you so much :roll: :roll: