Our Story
Chapter 1
The Truth
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Excerpt:
People never get tired of asking what's with us, what's happening and what's the truth behind all the pictures they've seen. Even in our private time, they never give up in seeking information from us. Also, even for a fact that I've already graduated from the group as well.
Minami and I have been great friends since the beginning of AKB48. We've became closer as trials tried tore us apart, when fate's too cruel for us, and up until the world hated us. We did our best to support each other, to look after each other's back, to be happy for one another's success in the path we're taking even if it's separately.
I believe I've never failed to show how I've treasured our friendship when I was in the group. My other friends that are not from AKB also told me how transparent I could be with my eyes screaming how Minami meant the world to me. And I never grown mad at their comments of how visible my feelings are towards my captain, for a fact I've started to feel prideful towards it. Minami has become my all, for she is a dear friend, a sister-- a part of my family.
I never grew tired of her, to be honest. Most of my memories were filled of Minami. And that can never be changed. I love her dearly, and I know she feels the same way. We're the best of friends that AKB48 has ever created. That's how I felt, until...
...until she confessed to me, a year after my graduation.
I never doubted that she loves me, despite her rivalry with Yuko towards Nyan Nyan's attention and despite of ignoring me while Nyan Nyan's around. For she was always my right shoulder whenever I needed somebody to lean on.
But that love was different from what I've expected. Her love for me and my love for her was never reciprocated in the same way. For which it's been a wonder to me how long she have kept the feelings, for how long I've hurt her. I never dared to ask, for I was sure I'll hurt her way harder because I never loved her the same way as she did.
Chapter 2
Nyaachan and Potts
http://kp3pkeismagic.blogspot.com/2014/04/fanfic-our-story-chapter-2-nyaachan-and.html (http://kp3pkeismagic.blogspot.com/2014/04/fanfic-our-story-chapter-2-nyaachan-and.html)
Excerpt:
After the incident at my apartment, Minami started ignoring me. There were no callbacks, emails or anything that would connect us. It's been 2 weeks now since then.
Sometimes I just wanna go to her apartment, slam her door open and just start scolding her for ignoring me like that. But then I could remember her face of disappointment in our last meeting. I really am wondering if my conclusions towards her actions and words that day were true. Does she really love me in a different way? Different on how I feel towards her? Did she really take my words of marriage seriously? Did she really want to marry me someday? But... we're both girls.
I feel like wanting to hit my head on the wall already. It's killing me how I can't answer these question that keep on bugging me this whole time. I feel like I'm going crazy already.
I wasn't aware of my actions while I was thinking deeply until my co-star bring me back to earth.
"Maeda-san, are you alright?"
"E-eh?"
Then I realized I've been pulling my hair out of my scalp. I saw myself in front of the mirror since I'm facing it. I immediately fixed myself and faced my co-star nervously. Before I speak to explain myself she started laughing that got through my nerves.
"What's bothering you Maeda-san? The aura around you is so heavy that made everyone scared to even talk to you. Well except me."
I tried to pull myself together before replying to this annoying lady. I don't want to ruin my career now.
"Sorry to scare everyone. I was just worn out I guess."
Then I show her my smile to do not prolong this stupid conversation. The smile was forced of course. I feel like I've drained all my remaining energy because of it.
"Alright, make sure to do not bring that problematic face of yours when in front of the camera okay?"
"Yes of course."
She then left me alone, great! I sighed. Just look how affected I was because of Minami's childish act of ignoring me. Ugh.
I stood from my seat and started talking to the staff to entertain me and let my thoughts out of Minami for once.