Yah another OS fanfic I worked on! IF you haven't heard Rena has finally graduated from SKE and i've been crying for the past few days..... Yes it's a very sad moment, but lets conutine to support Rena and this graduation won't stop me from writing my fave pairing in the AKB fandom!
Anyways enjoy guy! and I'll be writing once in a while when I have the time! :cow: :cow:
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Oneshot: wmatsui
My Sun
"People always say that i’m the sun and you’re the moon..."
Knock Knock
I slowly opened the door revealing a very tomboyish girl from the sliding door of my bedroom.
"You shouldn't be here!" I whispered angrily to her as she entered my room closing the dorr behind her "If you get caught will be in big trouble! "
She suddenly put her finger on my mouth before moving closer to me.
"It ok, they're asleep now Hime-sama" she said calmly
"I told you to call me Rena, Jurina... "
She laughed softly patting my head a little
"Hai hai, gomen ne"
Jurina is the one that understands me the most beside me being a princess and all. My life consist of people fighting for me and many samurai and rich emperor asking my hand in marriage till I meet Jurina. Jurina is a servant of mine that my parents hired. Jurina was 16 when she started working for me as I was 18. She had a family, but they hated her and so Jurina asked my father about getting a job to support herself and so he agreed. It's been 2 years since Jurina became part of my life and our relationship was bitter sweet till we found out that we were kind of similar in ways, she was an energetic child as I was more shy and timid type of person we some how clicked. She’s only 2 years younger than me, even though she seems much older from her appearance and as you know were secretly dating. Its forbidden for me to date as my parents want me to marriage someone of their choosing, on top of that Jurina is a girl... .
"Ne ne Rena chan lets run away" Jurina said out of the blue as she held me in her arms from the futon we were currently laying in.
"What! How can we do that... if we get caught you be killed I don't want you to die..."
I turned my body so I could face Jurina, she stood up hugging me tighter as our bare skins made contact with each other that sends chills down my spine.
"I rather let us die, than letting you get married to someone you barely know!"
I was shocked in what Jurina had to say, did she really mean it...
"But if we do run away i'll just slow you down Jurina... i'm not as fast as you and on top of that i'm ill!"
Jurina just chuckled a bit before kissing my forehead in a gentle manner.
"Ill just have to carry you then" she said with a smirk before I punched her lightly
"Come on are you being serious here" I questioned her as her face changed suddenly.
"Rena I want to live my days with you.. I mean it! I want us to live on the countryside just you and me! I'll be like we always wanted and I know a village a few miles away, ill take 5 days to get their but ill be worth it"
I look at Jurina determination in her eyes, I could see she was serious about run away, but to be honest I was scared... scared of getting caught by my parents seeing our relationship.. I was scared of the possible things that could happen...sacred of what's ahead of us...
Suddenly jurina saw me shaking before hugging again in a warm embrace as she stroked my hair in a gentle manner.
"Don't worry Rena, i'll be alright.. I won't let anything happen to us"
After that day I agreed to Jurina plan, we planned to go in two days and during those two day has been hectic. There have been request of marriage which I declined and even my parents arrange an engagement! But soon the day came for me and Jurina to live on our own and I was excited and also scared about it.
I secretly moved out from my bedroom to the horse's stable where I meet Jurina as she was preparing the horse for our 5 days journey. As I went closer to her I noticed that her shoulder length hair has been cut to a much boyish style.
"Oh hey Rena" Jurina said as she peeked me on the lips "what's with that face? Is their something on me?"
Jurina started frantically touching her face as I checked a bit. I patted her head as her hands stopped.
"Haha Jurina you cut your hair is looks very stylish on you"
I couldn't see the blush on her face at it was dead at midnight, but if I were guessing she would be bright red from my comment. After we got ready we started to our journey it was a bit hard not getting caught by the guard, but we found a way through our of the palace. With a sigh of relief we were free....
Till after a few minutes guards on horse started to chase us I was scared and gripped Jurina shirt tightly as she lend the horse to out run them.. no this isn't what I wanted.. I don't jurina to die!
"Damn it" jurina hissed under her breath as she looked back seeing 4 guard chasing us
Suddenly a loud yell was heard
"RENA! HOW DARE YOU LEAVE YOUR FAMILY WITH THAT, THAT IDIOT SERVANT GIRL, GUARDS TAKE HER AND CHOP HER HEAD OFF"
"Jurina we have to move faster!" I cried aloud from hearing my father yell
The guard we 2 meters away from us before jurina saw an opening to escape. She quickly motioned the horse into the thick forest of horns. I was glad Jurina choose a horse that was small as it was able to go through the horns as the bigger horse stopped. The horse continued to run for about a few minutes before Jurina halted it. I could hear the beating of my heart as jurina turned around to hug me.
"Rena we did it, were finally able to be together"
I nodded as I hugged her back as our tears soaked each other clothes. Finally I was able to live a life with Jurina happily... happily
A few years later
"Im sorry Jurina we asked all the doctors around here" Said a bird like person as she sat in front of me
"Their has to be a cure!" I yelled at her holding tightly at her shoulder “Churi.. please Rena is so sick she can’t even stand up on her own..”
“Jurina..”
I soon noticed I was hurting my friend as I slowly let go slamming my fist on the wooden table.
"I’m sorry Churi” I said before muttering
“Damn it”
After our long journey a few years back to the village everyone was shocked to see the princess of Nagoya coming in ragged kimono with me. We told them the situation and in a friendly gesture they choose to help us hind our identity from Rena family. After our arrival the guard came to the village looking for their princess and the traitor that stole her. Me and Rena had changed our appearance as Rena has cut her hair that was once up to her butt and the guards asked us many question, but dismissed it as Rena wasn’t the princess they were looking for and after that encounter they never came back, however Rena illness grew worse.. she was always sick as a child as Rena father has told me but after run away it has been getting worse and worse every year and after 7 years of living a peaceful life with Rena her sickness is taking her life.
“Oh your back, Okaerinasai” Rena greeted as she slowly stood up from the futon she was laying on “Where did you go, I was looking for you around the house”
“Sorry, I was looking for a doctor with Churi, it’s just your condition is getting worse.. I’m sorry they can’ do anything..” I said crying “Rena gomen.. I’m useless”
She suddenly came up to me as she hugged me tightly as my tears soaked her kimono
“It ok, I knew this was coming, gomen ne Jurina your so worried about me, but lets enjoy the time we have left until the time comes ok, promise me”
I held her her even tighter, I never wanted this to happen, I always wanted us to be together.. I wanted us to be together forever…. Rena.. I’m sorry…….
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“Jurina” Rena said weakly as I held her hand, she was laying on the futon “Gomen.. Im sorry”
“No it not your fault Rena” I said kissing her forehead “It was never your fault.. I’m sorry I couldn’t find a proper doctor Rena.. gomen”
She smiled at me before slowly lifting herself up as I held her in my arms.
“Ne Jurina do you remember the time you told me you loved me” Rena said in a soft tone before looking at me
“Yeah, I was a dorky 16 years old back then falling for a hime sama like you” I laughed at bit as Rena motioned me for us to sit so we were looking outside at the countryside “I was glad you fell for me also”
She nodded as we sat side by side. She soon place her head on my shoulder as she coughed fiercely I could only hug her as he continued to cough until she stopped coughing as her beautiful kimono sleeve was now a crimson red.
“Jurina you have to be strong for yourself now, ok” Rena said facing me “You have so much ahead of you”
“But how can I move on after you’re gone Rena! I only Love you Rena!” I yelled “We were suppose to live our days together..”
Rena soon kissed me on the lips as I could taste metal from the blood, we kissed passionately as I pulled her closer trying to savour the moment before I could never kiss her again. We soon broke off as Rena started to cough again, but not as intensely as before.
“Jurina I’ll always love you even after I part ways with you” She said as she looked up at the moon “You’ll always be the sun to me as I am the moon, I’ll always be watching you”
“Rena you’re always my sun” I said holding her hands together shocking her from my comment “Rena chan is my sun even if everyone think I’m the sun and you're the moon, to me Rena is my sun you’re the light of my whole life always and forever”
Rena smiled at me before I pulled her in for another kiss under the night sky.
Life is short as Rena soon passed away, but I’ll always remember the time we shared the memories we cherished and the time we spend and one day we'll meet again and be together for eternity.
"But I don’t think so. For me Rena-chan is my sun” -Matsui Jurina