Hi everyone, yes its me again, i wanna say sorry because i delete and cancel my fic but there's someone always asking me to continue this fic.
So yes i will re-write this until i finish this story. i know lot of you disappoint but i hope you all can still accept me. i will try my best to finish this i think there's few more left chapter until i finish this story, again im sorry :kneelbow:
Hmmm before i begin to start this i want to remind you all im not really good in english i know there's a lot of wrong grammar and if you find this fic not interesting dont read it and find other story that you will enjoy. And please if have wrong sentence dont make fun of it, thank you for understanding. Lets move and forget what happen i will start to continue this until i finish the story.
I LOVE YOU, FOREVER
Prologue
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What would you feel if someone tell you that you’re not gonna live long and you only lived for only lived for only 3 months? Maybe you would say, I’m gonna live my life to the fullest. I will do all the things I want to do, travel to the place I want to go. But me? when I heard the doctor said, “I’m sorry Kojima-san, but you’re not gonna live long” what I just said to him that time was like. “Oh..? ok, so how long I will live?” I only ask him, like a normal conversation. “3 months” my only reaction was, “Ohh..? that’s too short.” Yes that’s the only reaction I have and I don’t care if I will die, I don’t have anybody, I don’t have many friends and I don’t have somebody to love. So it’s ok if I die now, I’m always alone, my only best friend I have is my psp and my ds. I never go out and have fun with my friends, I never socialite or date someone, I don’t know why I’m like this but I’m more happy when I’m alone. When I was young my parents die in the car accident, maybe that’s the reason why I choose to be alone. I grow up without parents, I grow up without telling me don’t do stupid things and I grow up with someone telling me ‘Congratulation’ if I achieve something. I’m always at the hospital because I’m sick, it’s already too late when I notice. Well I think that’s life, you just need to accept the reality.
That’s what I really feel, but when I meet this girl, my mind changed. It was a coincident but that event changed me. I was walking in the street after I go with my doctor and hear the news. And then someone tap my shoulder in the back, “Miss..?” she call me. I turn around to look at that person and she want to give me something, “I think this is yours?” I look at her hand and notice my wallet. “Yes..” I grab my wallet, “I saw you drop that, you walk so fast so I run to give back the wallet.” I want to thank her, I put my wallet in my bag and look at her again to see her clearly. But when I saw her, my heart don’t stop from pounding. I saw this small girl standing in front of me, she’s smiling and I can see her two dimples and her squirrel teeth. Her face so bright, she still smiling at me, but me? I froze and still looking at her cute face. And then she look at her watch, “Crap.. I’m so late” she grab her head, “Ahhh… she’s going to scold me again.” She’s so cute, “I have to go now” she bow at me, I’m trying to bow also but she’s already gone. I try to find her where is she, but I saw her running, when she’s not that far, she stop. And look at my direction, “I hope you don’t drop that again Miss”, she wave her hand and I also wave my hand and now she’s gone. I’m smiling at myself like an idiot and still wave even if she’s gone already, ‘She’s interesting’ I put down my hand. Because I notice everyone looking at me like I’m so stupid but this girl there’s something about her, but I don’t know what. And that day I can’t forget her smile, her dimples and her face. And that girl changed everything, I don’t want to die, I hate this sick, I want to live long. I want to share my life with her, I want to grow old with her. I want to marry her if I can, I want to have a family with her. I want to love her with all my heart and I want her to love me also. But I know it’s impossible, I only have 3 months to live, I don’t want to hurt her. Am I willing to love her even if I know I’m going to leave her? Or she’s willing to love me even if she know I’m dying?
TBC
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I know you already read that prologue but i changed some of the lines, for now just a prologue and i will post the remaining this week and i will start my new chapter. so for now bye bye :byebye: