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Title: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Let’s have.]12-23-13
Post by: kawaii beam on November 02, 2009, 03:37:19 AM
well...yeah the title says it in itself XD my writing and spelling's not the best but please bear with me k? XD

i've been putting up oneshots on H!O for about a year now but i'm more of a fanfic typr of girl XD plus~ i'm takagaki OBSESED but i'll try not to show my fandom too much XD

note: these are a yr old and i amd just cpoy and pasting these from H!O so if there's anything wrong with them just tell me and i'll try to fix it^^;and some of the fics might have banners while others dont...the ones without are ones with banners in the making so please tell me what you all think of them too~


As Long as I'm with you

I sighed as I fiddled with the hem of my school uniform.We were yet again in another boring Staff meeting.Tsnku was rammbling on about our schedule for next year:Busy,busy,busy. I sighed as I looked at my watch. 19:22. Looks like it's gonna be another all-nighter for homework.Putting my arm back down,I looked at everyone else.

Koharu was playing with her bangs to keep herself up,Eri was looking at the clock,Sayu was fooling around with the ends of her new hair extention,Reina was secretly texting,gawkingat the clock and at Eri all at once.Aika,Junjun,and Linlin were the only three paying atention,and then there was her.She had her chin lightly resting on her hand as she looked at our still talking producer.

Her chestnut brown eyes were full of both interest and bordom all at once. I smiled inwardly to myself as I was watching her.From time to time, she lost interest in the schedule and looked at me, with some kind of look in her eyes. I quickly looked down at my skirt and continued playing with the hem, until I thought it was safe to look at her again.

My eyes slowly inched their way back up at her again. She was still looking at me! But this time her expresion was different....Was that a smirk?!!

I looked away from her again,trying to hide my burning cheeks. After five more min. of tourtuing,we were finaly set free.After Tsunku and the rest of the staff members left, we all smiled.

"Finaly! I thought it would never be over!"

Eri said while smiling and sreaching out of her chair.

"Wah~!"

Koharu sqeaked,

"Now that this is done with,I can go and do my homework!"

"Like you're even gonna stay awake for that!"

Aika giggled.

As usual,everyone else left before us and eventualy the noise was gone. It was just us two....

I sighed as I finaly let my muscles relax in my chair.

"Ah~ I thought they'd never leave!"

I took a big yawn as she came closer. My heart was beating faster at each step she took.Eventualy she was right next to me,with a big smile on her face. She effortlessly sat herself on the table.

"What are you smiling about?"

I asked while trying to keep my voice steady.

"Oh it's nothing."

She jestered while brushing her bangs out of her veiw.Now that she was somewhat infront of me,I could finaly see what she was wearing.She was wearing white knee-high boots with black tights,and dark velvet blue shorts.There was a little white studded belt wraped around her waist,and a red long-sleeved shirt with some english writen on it. Then there was her face.She had no makeup on what-so-ever;well if you count lipgloss a "makeup"then....Oh, I'm getting off topic!
Well yeah, she had lipgloss on,and her light brown hair was put in two small pigtails.


"You can tell me..."

I quietly muttered under my breath. She smiled again and lifted my head with her finger.

"Well if you realy want to know,I was thinking about what we were gonna do tonight,that's all."

My eyes widend a little,and my face was buring after her sentence.

"Are you blushing?" "Who? Me?? No,not at all!"

She smiled even wider and just laughed.

"You'r expresions are always priceless Risa!"

I frowned feeling deffeated by my own emotions.

Curse the reaction queen im me!

"Aww, what's wrong?" "Nothing Ai-chan."

I crossed my arms and looked away from her.

"It's not like I'm able to do anything like THAT tonight. Unlike you,some people have homework."

Finaly getting out of my chair,I reached for my school bag next to me and picked it up.

"Well we don't have to do that tonight,I can wait. As long as I'm with you, I don't care what we do."

I smiled and hugged her.

"Well you can help me with my homework then?" "Sure!"

We linked our arms together as we walked out of the office.

I don't mind doing anything as long as you're around too.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: rndmnwierd on November 02, 2009, 05:04:15 AM
Aww! That was so cute. :heart:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: JFC on November 02, 2009, 06:08:57 AM
:wriggly:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: kuro_808 on November 02, 2009, 11:32:31 AM
 :wub: :wub:

seriously so cute sigh

well taka/gaki makes my day
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: writerjunkie on November 02, 2009, 04:39:49 PM
haha, aww TakaGaki cuteness! ^_^  It's always good to read those two together. Is that a one-shot? If it is, aw man I wanted to see more of it! Oh well, one-shots are just as good and a hell of a lot of fun! Which is why I try to make a lot of them. I enjoyed this fic though, good job.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: badsaints on November 02, 2009, 04:45:40 PM
Oh I remember reading this on H!O.

Sweet :wub: TakaGaki love :heart:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: kawaii beam on November 03, 2009, 12:33:14 AM
rndy-..i realy hope you dont mind me calling u that^^; if not let me know XD and thanks^^

JFC-thanks X3

kurosawa87-takagaki makes my day too XD best paring ever~! X3 and thank you~ X3

writerjunkie-a few people wanted me to cont. this but at the time i realy couldnt do it XD maybe when i'm done with my fic i might do it... maybe^^;

badsaints-you remember??? XDD thanks X3 :heart:

in all thanks for all of your comments you guys^^ it makes me feel really happy X3 so i guess i'll copy and paste another fic that i did XD
this next one was when i was in a W obesstion and plus Director(that's what i call her on H!O) helped me out^^
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sea+Sand=W]
Post by: kawaii beam on November 03, 2009, 12:38:25 AM
Sea+Sand=W

It was a sunny afternoon and the sun shone brightly. I swung my school bag back and forth between my hands, the little bells attached on the side rang over and over again. Where is she anyways?

We had always been waiting for each other after school to walk home together, and she was 20 minutes late today! Just the thought of this made me go into my usual pouting mood, my hands now resting on my hips. She's so dead when she arrives!

Just as I was about to take my supper technological device, I suddenly spotted a girl through the corner of my eyes. Turning fully to face that person, I realized it was Aibon. But...where was she going? Beside her was a girl I've never seen before, seemingly laughing along with what Aibon had just told her. My first thought was to run up and join her, but then that millisecond later something else told me not to.

*akuma nono-Don't go with her! She's not a good friend to just leave you behind like that!

*tenshi nono-No! You shouldn't think like that! Maybe Aibon is just being a good friend?

*akuma nono-Good friend? Hah! What kind of friend leaves you for some girl you don't even know? I say you shouldn't talk to her ever again!

With that, the tenshi Nono got booted out of my mind, and akuma Nono danced in my head.

*tenshi nono-nooooooooo~!

*akuma nono-Yata! Now, starting tomorrow you'll stop talking to Aibon. If she doesn’t want to be your friend anymore, so be it!

"Hmph so be it!!” I turned and ran all the way home, getting madder and madder at her each step that I took. "Tomorrow, I'll show her!"

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For the next week, Aibon was constantly going home with the same girl, and I continued avoiding her. Every time she came near to try to talk to me, I'd just walked away. Even in dance practice we didn’t even talk. Eventually everyone else started to notice but not like Yossie.

One day after practice, Yossie invited me for some ice cream(she knows that I lo~~~~~~ve ice cream) I happily said "YES!!" and quickly got changed. When we got there, we ordered some smoothies and a tripple chocolate ice cream with some gummy bears on top. While we were waiting, Yossie bluntly asked me,” So, what's going on with you and Aibon?"

"Oh it's nothing." I said while seeing our order coming at us.

"Well there must be 'cus the both of you seem to be acting weird."

My body slightly jumped when I heard that. She smiled big at my reaction.

"See? There is something wrong." She took a sip of her smoothie.

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"Yes you do Nono-chan."

"No I don't."

"Yes you do"

"No I-"


"Tsuji Nozomi, If you don't tell me now, I'll tell Tsunku about it and you know how he is already!"

I stopped eating my ice cream and looked at her. I REALY didn't want to go through that again. I sighed in defeated. "Fine, you win Yossie."

"Great!" She leaned in, eager for the news.

"So what's going on between you and your other half?"

After venting out what was going on, Yossie nodded and leaned back. "Hmmm.... You sure are the sea alright..."

"Eh? What are you talking about?" It was my turn to lean in.

"You'll understand soon enough. But what you got here my friend is a bit of jealousy."

"Me? Jealous? Jealous of what?"

She smiled to herself and took another sip of her smoothie. "Your ice cream's melting..."

I looked down at my hand to see melted chocolate dripping down my arm. "Oh poop!"

Yossie smiled and gave me a couple of napkins. After my sweet malfunction, she bought me another ice cream and walked me home.

"Well, as I was saying, you're jealous of Aibon ne?"

"No I'm not."

"Nono," She stopped in her tracks and looked at me, "you got to make up with her."

"How come? She's the one that left me out!"

"No, I believe it was YOU who left her out. She did try talking to you, but what did you do?"

I looked down in a bit of shame. "...I ignored her."

"That's right! Now, maybe tell her you're sorry, you should go somewhere with her."

"Why should I do it?"

"Cus! You’re older!" She sighed and continued walking, "You're a hopeless case."

After that, we said nothing until we got to my house. "Think about what I told you ok?"

"Yeah,” I replied. "Thanks for the ice cream, Yossie."

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The next day, Aibon and I got called for a "meeting" with Tsunku. As we waited, Aibon tried to make small talk with me, but I didn't say anything. When we got called in, my heart began to race. What if he knew that we weren’t talking to each other? What if Yossie told him?? If she did, I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo gonna get her for this!.

"Okay, you two are probably wondering why you're both here," Tsunku placed his hands on the top of his desk

We both looked at each other and then back at him. Well duh I want to know what’s going on. Why else would my face read “I want to know what’s going on?”

"Well it's because I want to put you two girls in a group,” We both nodded and he continued, "We're planning to call the group "Double U."

"Wow! A new group!” I shrieked with delight after the one hour talk, “I wonder what songs we'll sing!"

"Yeah,” Aibon gave me a small smile, “Hey um…”

"Yeah?" I took a big gulp.

"Do you want to go to the beach with me tomorrow?”

I looked at her and saw a huge smile on her face. "Sure! I'd love to!"

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"Hmm... what should I wear?" I was staring at my bed completely overflowed with bikinis and shorts. Eventually, I found something: a pink bikini with a rainbow star on the bottom left side with matching white shorts. "This'll do!"

With that, I made a quick hairdo and ran out the door to the beach. When I got there, I was already beaten by Aibon. She had her hair down and had a blue top with white shorts. "Hey! Aibon~!" She turned around and smiled. "Hey Nono!"

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After a whole day of playing, eating, and sunbathing, the day was almost to an end. We were both looking at the sun slowly setting in front of us.

"Nono?" Aibon called my name softly as she turned around to watch me.

"Yeah?" I turned to look at her.

She looked intensely into my eyes, and the waves could be heard crashing in the background. The sun was sinking down into a molten red, a small breeze making its way through my hair.

“Nono, I’m sorry for not hanging out with you for a long time.”

“I’m actually the mega jerk monster for ignoring you and not giving you a chance to speak,” I half gave out a laugh, “What happened anyways?”

Aibon leaned back for a long and loud laugh, which shocked me completely. She flicked my forehead with her finger and explained to me through laughter.

“You silly!” Aibon covered her hurting stomach, “It’s your birthday today! Don’t you remember?!”

My eyes went big as I took in what my best friend had just told me! Oh yeah! I’ve been worrying so much about our friendship lately that I even forgot my own birthday!

“Wait…” I gave her a suspicious gaze, “What does that have to do with you ignoring me?”

“Actually, I was just planning with a friend a surprise party for you…guess that it’s not a surprise anymore after what I just said.”

“Oh poop!” I pouted again and scratched my head, “Oh my mega poop!”

“Neh, nono.” Aibon asked after a while, “Give me your arm.”

I raised an eyebrow and stretched out my arm toward her doubtfully. Suddenly, I felt something cold lock onto my wrist. A small pink shaped heart, along with a bell dangling at the end. It was…beautiful.

"Nono..." She leaned her forehead against mine as she held my hand "Please be my other half."

I looked at her with wide eyes as my heart raced. The world seemed to freeze around me, and the voices seized completely. I nodded twice and saw the side of her lips curl up.

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It was day that our new group would make a first appearance. All the hard months of practice were about to pull off, and we were both nervous.

Tsunku was MC-ing on the stage as we were waiting for our turn. Suddenly, Yossie’s words ran through my head unexpectedly.

"Hmmm.... You sure are the sea alright..." She had said…and now I finally can understand what she had meant.

Through the ups and downs, my friendship with Aibon has tightened. I am like the waves of the sea, unstable and wild. Though now I'm sure that the waves have settled down, their anger no longer triggering them. Thinking back we were kind of stupid, fighting for the least important things. She was like the sand and I'm the sea water, one of us fighting to bring it in while the other clasped tightly onto their own kinds. However as the waves crash in, sea water and sands are mixed together just like us!

"Let's stop the chit-chatting and get the show rolling!" Tsunku screamed into the microphone, “Let’s welcome them!"

I dragged in a deep breath and felt her hand clasp tightly around mine. I turned to meet her soft smile, as smooth as ever. We emerged onto the stage, the light blinding our sights immediately as rounds of applause started.

Well, what can I say? This is our adventure...between the sea and the sand...

My heart continued pounding as we waited for the applause to die down. Looking down, I spotted the bracelet that linked our hands together. The little bell gave a small jingle as if to signify something.

"Konbanwa minnasan! We are W!"
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: JFC on November 03, 2009, 06:10:42 AM
^
Ah, the good ol' days. :)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: rndmnwierd on November 03, 2009, 06:41:46 AM
A W story!!!!   :mon angel: :mon beam: Ah, how I've missed my OTP.

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“I’m actually the mega jerk monster
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“Oh poop!” I pouted again and scratched my head, “Oh my mega poop!”

 :lol: :lol: :lol:

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"Nono..." She leaned her forehead against mine as she held my hand "Please be my other half."
:wub: :wub:

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rndy-..i realy hope you dont mind me calling u that^^; if not let me know  and thanks^^

I like it, I like it~! You can keep calling me that, no prob!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: kRisZ on November 03, 2009, 04:37:56 PM
As Long as I'm with you


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Reina was secretly texting, gawking at the clock and at Eri all at once

 XD lovely



Funny, this is the second time I keep visualizing the narrator was Ai, I read this at H!O too  :hee:



Sea+Sand=W

   l--> I'll read this tomorrow, gonna go ZzzZz

Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: kawaii beam on November 09, 2009, 02:30:11 AM
JFC-yup,W was my number 1 group after momusu when i first got into H!P so my love for kago and nono was still strong when i did that one XD

rndy-yay~ X3 and i read ur stuff on renairev...plz update~!!!! XDDD

kRisZ-lol yes reina can multi-task XD and u did read it?!?! did u ever comment? XD

well here's another one that i made around a yr ago XD

A long winter afternoon

"Ok! We'll see you guys tomorrow! Bye!!"

Ai,Risa,and Sayumi all waved by to us as Reina and I walked to the park. As soon as they were out of sight,Reina grabed my hand. it was so warm, compared to the cold winter air. I looked down at our hands and smiled back up at her.

"Hey Eri,wanna go and sit on that bench over there?"

She pointed at a light brown bench that was coming into view.

"Sure!"

 When we finaly got there, I snuggled myself into my grey coat to keep myself warm. ' I just had to wear a thin longsleved shirt today huh?' I swung my legs to keep the blood in them flowing. I looked over at Reina. she had her phone out and was texting to someone. She had her usual "Texting Mode" face on, but for some reason,she seemed in deep thought about something else.

"Mou, Tanakacchi,who are you texting to?"

I tried to look over her shoulder,but she quickly closed her phone and smiled.

"Huh? who me? oh noone special! Just Ai-chan."

"Oh..."
I felt something vibrate in my coat pocket,and took it out.I fliped my phone open and saw the "New Message!" sign and pressed the ok buton to see who it was.

 'From-Gaki-san~ Mou Kame! Now's your chance to tell Tanakacchi to give you a kiss! I know you havent KISSED KISSED yet so, GO FOR IT! X3'

 I felf my face heat up when I read "KISSED, KISSED." Eventhought it was kinda true that Reina and I havent had that awesomely hot and sweaty pasionate kiss,we have had little pecks and smal 5 second kisses. I tried to imagine how it would look,but when ever I even THOUGHT about it,I just felt completely aquard.

"Hey, Erin, are you alright, your face is kinda pink."

 I quickly jumped out of my thought and looked at Reina.

"Yeah! I'm fine!"

She gave me an unsue look,but it quickly changed into a smile.

"Ok,if you say so.."

 I looked back at my phone and replied back to Risa.

'Gaki-san~! are you crazy! you know I can't do that! Just cus you and Ai-chan can do those kind of things doesn't mean everyone else can! Plus, why are you being so nosy eh????'

 I presed send and looked back at Reina.

"Geez, I swear, Risa can sure be an odd one. as Ai-chan messaged you too?"

She nodded

" Yeah. They sure are pesistant."

I nodded in agreement,and a thought poped into my head.

"Hey... Tanakacchi.... how would you feel if we.anou.. you know kissed?"

"Eh?, what do you mean? We kiss everyday."

 "No ,not that type of kissing, you know, the kind that Risa,and Ai do.."

Her eyes widened a bit,and I could tell that her face was turning abit pink. Emberrasment statred to flow through me.

"I'm Sorry! That was a stupid thing to ask!"

I looked at the ground and tried to count the pebbles infront of me. At first it was silent,and then all of a sudden, I heard a giggle, which then turned into a Huge laugh. I looked up at her. She was laughing so hard that tears were coming out of her eyes.

"AHAHA-sorry Eri,but-HEHE-your expresion was priceless!"

 I frouned . "What do you mean?! I was being serious!" I crossed my arms and looked the other way.
"I'm sorry Eri, I know you're serious. I didn't mean to laugh. Tanakacchi's going to be serious now."
I looked back at her.

"Well?"
She sat closer to me,and cupped my cheek with her right hand. It felt so nice against my cold cheeks.

"I don't care what kind of kisses you give me as long as they're from you ok?"

My body went numb. I couldnt even talk. I just nodded with a dumbfounded look on my face. She smiled and she lightly kissed me on my lips.

"Now let's stop talking about these lovely lips of yours and just touch them with mine!"

She smirked and lightly pushed me down on the bench.

'Great, this was gonna be a long winter afternoon.'
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: rndmnwierd on November 09, 2009, 02:46:57 AM
Lol at Takagaki egging on Tanakame. That was cute. :grin:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: kuro_808 on November 09, 2009, 03:06:13 AM
The W story was really cute, that made me feel warm inside

The TanaKame one i thought is was quite funny, I give you that for being innocent and naive for Eri
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Miracle Girl]
Post by: kawaii beam on November 14, 2009, 04:04:50 PM
rndy-thanks~! X3  every person need's their own personal cheerleader XDDD

kurosawa87-lol yay~ thanks X3

this next one i had writien in the begining of the yr XD and i guess it's kinda fitting for what's going to happen soon (i_i)^^;

Miracle Girl

Splash,splash,splash. Splash,splash,splash.

 That's all I could hear from my footsteps. Even though I couldn't see anything,either from my tears or the rain,I didn't care at the moment. All I cared about was dissapearing off the planet. o tell the honest truth,I didn't even know where I was going;I was just letting my feet take me anywhere. All I told my self was to run. Run away from everything. That's all I could ever do anyway. I felt the rain land harder on my back,causing my clothes to stick even closer to my skin.

 'Just keep running... don't look back, they're all right in the end.. you can't dance right, and you sing horrible..'
I ran faster,causing me to almost slip, from the slick sidewalk. I kept on going till my legs almost gave out.

For the first time since I left that hell hole, I looked up, and saw a door infont of me. I instanly knocked on it, not caring or knowing who would awnser. I waited, and knocked again,with more force this time. The door swung open. Before she was done asking who it was, bothering her so late at this hour, I hugged her and started crying. The only thing I could say inbetween sobs was that I was worthless. She let me in and closed the door behind me. I looked up to see her face. It was filled with worry,and confusion all at once. I wipped my eyes and slaped my dripping wet bangs off of my face.

"What happened?"

I could hear the stern-ness in her voice. It made me flinch.

"Tell me."

I looked back down at my feet, soken wet from he rain. I was already causing a puddle. My socks were almost transparent, next to the white creases. I opened my mouth, but I couldn't bear to repeat what had been said to me. She sighed and turned her back to me.

"Where's your cell phone?"

I didn't say anything.. I was to scared to talk.

"Where is it??"

I managed to just mumble the words out.

"I...don't..h-have... it...with..m-me.... I...l-left.. ever-ryhing.. back...at...t-the..stu-udio..."

I looked up at her. I could see that she was slightly frustrated with me for being so careless. She walked into one of her rooms, and came back with a huge pink towel.

"Here, dry yourself off with  this and go in the living room."

I did as I was told, and sat on the couch. I heard her voice in another room. She was talking with someone on her phone.Half an hour later,she walked back into the living room and sat next to me.

"Okay Koharu, tell me everything that happened."

I took a deep breath and told her everything. By the time I was finished I was crying again.

"Koharu, stop crying, you know they don't mean it,so why are you constantly running away like this?"

"Well, you're the only person who understands me...plus since you're not there anymore,they always poke fun at me. If it's not Kirari, it's about how absent minded I am,it makes me feel so useless. I'm tired of beeing the "Miracle girl Koharu" that everyone talks about."

She sighed.

"How many times do I have to tell you? You don't have to be the "miracle Koharu", just be you..."

I felt her arms wrap around me and she gently stroke my damp head. We stayed in that position until I fell asleep. The next thing I knew, I was curled up on the couch with the towel still wraped around me. I felt something on my forehead. I slowly opened my eyes, and took the mysterious item off of my head. It was a sticky note. I sat up, streached and looked around. She was nwhere in sight. I slowly read the note, inspecting every single word.

"I went to work a bit early,and I'll get your stuff while I'm there. And don't worrk about calling your parents cus I caled them last night myself. You just relax and watch some t.v., or what ever girls your age do ok? I'll be back soon, Yossie."

I giggled to myself at her last sentece,and put the note down. That's when I noticed something on the back.

"Every moring's a new start. Even if you mess up in the moring, remember, miracle or not, just be the best girl that you can be nomatter what othere tell you."

I staired at it for a long time,trying to grasp what she ment in that, I guess it was my absent- mindness coming through,or it's one of thoese "things you'll understand when you get older", but for now, I'll just try to be the genkiest girl I can.. I am the miracle girl after all....
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: kuro_808 on November 14, 2009, 06:11:28 PM
I want to assume Sayu/Koha but I am not sure :lol:

I like it in particular to understanding Koha's feelings in this one

Good job
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Miracle Girl]
Post by: rndmnwierd on November 14, 2009, 10:02:55 PM
Cute. I would have expected Koha to go to Miki or rather, for Miki to be that gruff.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[As Long as I'm with you]
Post by: kRisZ on November 18, 2009, 04:28:16 PM
kRisZ-lol yes reina can multi-task XD and u did read it?!?! did u ever comment? XD

No, I didn't, I’m only a lurker at H!O  ;D


A long winter afternoon

I've read this too, but it still makes me  :wriggly:


Miracle Girl

And this  ;D
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Butterfly]
Post by: kawaii beam on November 28, 2009, 03:51:34 AM
kuro-thanks X3 and i guess u could think of that pairning XD

rndy-realy? well now that u say that..it's kinda rue..^^;

kRisZ-thanks X3

so here's another thing tht i had done over the summer ^^; i hope u all like it^^

(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro3/butterfly.jpg)
Butterfly

Butterfly...

That's what you are to me. You always fluttered your way into everyones hearts one way or another. You never gave your wings rest but it didnt matter to you,obcourse it woudnt. Unlike the rest of us, you always had a smile on your face. A smile that was genuine,caring and innocent.

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"Nee Sayu~ why dont we go out later today? I know this great resturant we can go to!"

I nodded and smiled.

"Alright! But this time, make sure that you have enough money! I dont want to be like Gaki-san ad pay again!"

You shook her head in agreement with determination on your face.

"I wont I promise! Eriens honor!"

You always knew that your goofy-ness planted a smile on my face and warmed my heart and it only grew bigger as I saw you skip off to go talk to the other members.

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like a thin wing, lightly, with suppleness
lazily, you leave your scent, fluttering as if you're
about to disappear


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"Sayu, can you help me with something?"

"Sure, what is it?"

You looked around to see if anyone was watching us in the resturant and mumbled as you looked down at the polished white floor.

"What do you do If you love someone..but you don't know how to tell them that you do?"

I looked at you in total shock.

"Eh?"

You looked up at me and gave me her usual grin.

"It's nothing! I was just fooling around with you that's all~!"

You playfuly pushed my shoulder and looked at the time.

"AH!! I'm late! Gaki-san's gonna kill me! I'll see you tomorrow alright Sayu? Bye~!"

I noded and waved goodbye and relised that you forgot to pay the bill..again.

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your sweet, shiny scales, look as if they
will tempt us


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Ever since you asked that question to me that day, I could tell that by the way you asked and how you asked that you wernt fooling around. It was a true question that you wanted awnsered.It made me wonder if it was directed at me or one of the other girls or even yet..a boy. But my true feelings clouded me and I wanted it to be my heart that captured you.

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fly away
we can't capture you
ah...how beautiful

butterfly...


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That's when I relised it. After asking me  me again countless times I knew that my heart wasn't the flower that you were after. The one you always wanted wasnt Gaki-san's or Ai-chan's either.....It was Reina's,and she gladly accepted it. You were the only one that could open up her flowe and warm her heart.

Eventhough I was devistated and hurt you were still there for me. I never told you why,but somehow you knew. You always did. No matter howmany times I pushed you away and tried to hate you, In the end I couldnt. My love for you was to great.

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like a strong magnet, you attract us
ah...you swing a wind-bell
you flutter and captivate us


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Kamei Eri, you'll always be my....

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butterfly.....


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there! that took me 2 hours in total XD and i litsened to the song over and over again cus of that XD 1 hr writing and 1 hr typing XD wow XD for anyone who wants to know the song it's from perfume and it's called butterfly. here's the link but i must warn u that u beter watch it with the lights on and sit away from the computer ^^; i'm being serious XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDbpb7wLCdM (http://"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=%58%44bpb7wLCdM")
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Butterfly]
Post by: kuro_808 on November 28, 2009, 05:31:20 AM
2 hours well spent kawaii

that was really inspirational to start writing more song fics

Good Job
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Butterfly]
Post by: rndmnwierd on November 28, 2009, 09:43:38 AM
Nice and a little sad.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Butterfly]
Post by: kRisZ on November 28, 2009, 11:46:50 AM
Aww Sayu
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Butterfly]
Post by: kawaii beam on December 06, 2009, 02:51:43 AM


kurosawa-thanks^^;

rndy-thanks and i think i'm into writing emo oneshots lately XDD the one after this one is so sad XD idk XD

kRisZ -poor sakupink >.< she's like the friend that that cant get any ne?...hopefuly that sounded right XD

so this one was made just before school started and it was a certian somes's pov to a story that GM (GoodMorning) on H!O had made..here's is 1trillion times better than mine and the link to her's is at the bottom of this post XD

(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro3/2026.jpg)
The Flashes of Lightning

I hate the rain.

Not only is it cold,damp,and makes everything humid,but it can clearly change the mood of the day instantly. In some ways it can bring people together,but at the same time keep them apart. It's good trate is that it's steady rythm can put anything and anyone to sleep. In a way it's like Mother Nature's verson of a lulaby,when it's calm.But when the rain's pouring down and thunder and lightning get into the mix,It's less of lulaby and more of a nightmare.

Thunderstorms were always one of my week points. Ever since I've been little, the loud claps of thunder and the flashes of lightning,has always kept me up when I'm alone;but lately I've been able to sleep through them.

After coming back from the concert, I took a very nice calming bath and snuggled myself into the ever so welcoming hotel sheets. After watching some late variety shows and dramas, I quickly fell into dream land with the calming rain pitter-pattering in the backround.

That's when I heard it....the thunder.And right after it was that darn lightning. I quickly got out of my bed and ran to the closest person that knew me inside and out.

"Ai-chan!"

The 14 year old me ran to her in pure fear. I was chubbier back then and my hair was still in it's signature pigtails. I feverently tugged on the sheets that she was so protectively wraped in to wake her up.

"Ai-chan!"

I say again clearly scared.

"What's wrong Risa-chan?"

I miss hearing her call me by that name; my real name. I looked directly at the 16 year olds still sleepy and slightly confused eyes,with my fearful ones.

As soon as the lightning flashed, I jumped into her bed and hid myself under the covers waiting for that dreaded noise that was soon to come;the loud boom of the thunder. It echoed in my ears as I flinched from the notorious sound and quickly wraped my arms around her waist, not daring or wanting to let go.

"Don't be afraid Risa,it's just the thunder."

She said so sweetly as she pulled back the sheets to meet my still frightend face. I looked up at her and asked her slightly emberassed and scared.

"Can I stay with you tonight?"

She smiled at me and brushed back the strands of hair that escaped through the hair ties of my pigtailes and stroked my chubby cheeks. She always did when I fall asleep with her.

"Of course. There's a spare bed over there."

I looked at her in complete horror. Was she crazy?! I clearly didnt want to sleep alone, ecpessialy with this type of storm going on. I furrowed my undone eyebrows and pouted in dissapointment at her statement as she giggled to herself. I pout and puff my cheeks and ask her,

"Can I stay right here?"

"Of course."

I smiled big and snuggled up to her. Her soft warm skin comforted me instantly,causing my tensed body to relax even more when she put one of her arms on my waist. Before I knew it I was fast asleep,as the storm quickly faded away into the back of my mind,and I felt the warmth of her lips touch my forehead.

She was always there for me,protecting me from the negativities of the world, and I've alway's been thankful for it. Even when she pushed herself away from me, I've always tried to repay her back with that same kindness as best as I could.

No matter how hard I tried to knock down that invisible wall that she built, it would just get harder and hader to knock it down. Even when I hung out with Eri,Ai-chan was still on my mind. Not that Kame wasnt just as importiant, it was just that throgh all Ai-chan and I've been throgh and done together,she'd alway's be the closest person in my heart.

That's when I heard the door knock. It was somewhat frantic. I slowly woke up from my sleep and looked at the time. It was way to early for someone to be knocking,but I got up and went to the door. I opened it and was slighly surprised to see her right there infront of me.

"Ai-chan?"

I asked, trying to rub the sleep out of my eyes. She looked completly out of it,and it was clear that she hadn't been sleeping,and before I knew it she huged me tightly and started crying. Clearly something was going on.

"Woah! Ai, what's wrong?"

"I'm scared."

I gently pushed her hair back and looked at her directly in the eyes. They were evidently drained,and crying out for help. I wraped an arm around her waist and brushed back her wild hair with the other as I assured her.

"There's nothing to be afraid of."

What ever it was that was bothering her,I just knew that I had to protect her from it.

"Can I stay with you for the night?"

I smiled. She sounded like a little kid the way she asked,and I felt as if the roles switched for once.

I pushed the door open gently guiding her into the dark room. We slightly stumbled to the bed,due to the fact that my sleepy-ness wasn't fading off. We fell onto the bed and I wraped my arms around hers to bring her closer. I wanted to be the person to defend her for once.

Eventualy,sleep caught up with me again,and before I knew it, I was out like a light;glad that I could be this close to my Ai-chan again.

And in that drifty-ness of sleep, I felt that usual warmth of her lips, but this time instead of them landing on my forhead, they landed on my lips.That's when I heard the thunder's soft boom,but the flash of lightning never came.

Eventhough I'll never hear her say those 3 special words,I hope that I'll never loose that feeling for it and that she lever loses mine.

I've always hated the rain... but I've always and will forever love Ai-chan


NOW GO READ GM'S ONESHOT IF U HAVENT ALREADY~!!
(scroll down and u'll see it XD)
http://www.hello-online.org/index.php?show...4185&st=320 (http://"http://www.hello-online.org/index.php?showtopic=14185&st=320")
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The Flashes of Lightning]
Post by: kuro_808 on December 06, 2009, 04:33:39 AM
nice kawaii TakaGaki ftw

keep up the good work
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The Flashes of Lightning]
Post by: lil_hamz on December 06, 2009, 06:34:09 AM
Ahhh, it's nice to read everything again. I'm glad you decided to post here :)

As Long as I'm with you

I like the teasing between the girls. Always makes me smile knowing how close they are. Awww, TakaGaki is so cute :wub:

A long winter afternoon

XD TakaGaki getting TanaKamei to quit stalling was funny. I would have thought it was the other way around though since the leader and subleader duo was always so proper. But when you write it this way it's so much better :)

Miracle Girl

I wanna think SayuKoha too :heart:

Butterfly

Ooh ooh!! I love the poster. For some reason I can really see Eri being the beautiful and graceful butterfly that Sayumi admires so much.

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Kamei Eri, you'll always be my....

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butterfly.....

This made me  :cry: It's so touching~~~! *hides in a corner to weep*

The Flashes of Lightning

It's funny that although Ai is the one with the manly scream XD She is still believable as the person Risa will go to when she's scared. Maybe it's just the TakaGaki fangirl in me speaking :P
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The Flashes of Lightning]
Post by: rndmnwierd on December 06, 2009, 07:32:48 AM
Haha! I read this at H!O. I like both versions.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The Flashes of Lightning]
Post by: kRisZ on December 06, 2009, 01:36:35 PM
 :nya:    :wriggly:    :luvluv1:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The Flashes of Lightning]
Post by: kawaii beam on December 21, 2009, 07:23:18 PM
kurosawa-thanks X3 my takagaki love will never die XD

lil_hamz-thanks X3 i'm glad u like my simple works^^;
As Long as I'm with you
lol teasing is fun XD and i can never grow old of takagaki
A long winter afternoon
lol i broke the proper barrier? XDDD
Miracle Girl
u too? XDD
Butterfly
thankies X3
o.o it made u cry?!!?!? USO! get out of that corner!!!
The Flashes of Lightning
lol idk i guess ai was just used to it XD and yes let the takagaki fangirl speak~!

rndy-lol thankies X3

kRisZ -thanks X3
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Melt]
Post by: kawaii beam on December 21, 2009, 07:28:39 PM
ok here's the latest thing that i have.. it's another oneshot from a vocalid song XD hope u guys like it^^; i had written this at like 12 in the morning a few weeks ago and then typed it up the next day so here it goes XDDD

wanna litsen to the original ver of the song click this~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dfR5uiClxDo (http://"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dfR5uiClxDo")
and for the other ver click this~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NlhIhjv7lE...feature=related (http://"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NlhIhjv7lE&feature=related")
without further adeu.. here's melt~! X3

Melt
(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro3/melt.jpg)

Waking up in the morning
I only had one thought inside my mind
Yes, it was you


I slowly opened my eyes to meet the sun's bright welcoming gaze.

"Ugh..what time is it..?"

I felt for my cellphone through the fluffy white sheets,trying my bes to stay awake and as soon as my fingertips touched the higly decorated metal item you intsantly came into my head.

'Are you waking up yet? Probably not.. you are a late sleeper after all...wait what am I thinking??'

I quickly shake my head as if to shake out the thought of you,and looked up at the clock of the electronic devise. It's only 9:15. I had a free day today, but you had to work. I wasnt sure of the time that you had to go into that big building and turn yourself on autopiolet just to go through the day but I just knew that right now was to early for you... there I go thinking of you again!

I turn and look out from my window. It looks like it'll be another sunny day...

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Had a haircut the other day
So you could notice and say to me,
"Why the new hairstyle?"


I sighed as I looked at myself in the mirror. In the end I had been called in last minute to do an interview due to one of the other girls having to go to a dance leson. I knew that the free day the agency gave me wasnt fully true.

I brushed my newly cut bangs that were only a few days old through my fingers. I was still getting used to them being so short. Rembering the reason why I had cut them came back into me as well and brought sligh depression in as well...

"Nee Ai-chan,have you seen next weeks new shedule? I dont have the copy."

I had a big grin plasterd on my face due to all of the complements that I had gotten about my new bangs. Everyone had seen them except you and you were the main reason why I even thought of the silly idea.

You looked up from your PSP breifly to look at me and then looked back down at the white handheld and siad with your hometwon accent;

"It's over there near my bag..."

I slightly puffed my cheeks, mostly because of your PSP and of your absorbtion of the game.  You didnt fully notice me. Just because you have to focus on beating whatever boss it is in that game dodoesnt mean that I'm not importiant to look at.

I walked over to your bag and looked at myself in the mirror of your dressing room. I wanted you te see my bangs and ask me what I did to my hair. Just looking at them brought back the feelings of frustration and self hating for not fessing it up to you.

I wanted you to see me..better yet needed you to.

Looking back at you your face was fuly concentrated on beating that boss and getting enough gill and experience points so that you could go onto the next level.

"Mou~ Ai-chan don't you notice anything diffrent??"

She didnt even look up.

"No,you always look the same Gaki-san... And the weather's the same too..why?"

I felt my heart tug a little at her sentence but I didnt let it show.

"Ah.. no reason..."


"Why is it so hard for you to gether to ntice you?!It cant be that hard!"

I sighed in frustration and took out my green flower baratte and flattened out my pink skirt. I was determined for her to notice me this time.

"If you cnat notice me in this the you truely are oblivious.."

Pink skirt flower barette
Stick it on my hair then I'm going out
Today, you will see how cute I really can be!


I gave myself a determined look of "ganbarimasu!" and clecnhed my fist in the air.

'Today You will see how cute I can realy be!'

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MELT I'm melting
To say I love you is just impossible ... However
MELT I can't even look at your eyes
I'm not going to be in love with love not me
Because it's you ... I like


"AH! I'm just fooling myself!"

I walked back and forth inside of the elevator.

"How can I be thinking of even saything this to you when you didnt eve notice me!?"

I started to curse myself for falling into the weak me and you for being so dificult yet so easy to fall inlove with. As I walked out of the building, I started cursing my umbrella as well.

I wish that it was so easy to confess to you  but it wasnt and yet at the same time there was nothing to confess to you about..

Weather this morning was wrong and left me unprepared again
Now I'm caught in the rain


*drip*

"Eh?"

I look up at the sky and feel the drizzle start to come on me. Eventualy they get biger and biger and I start fighting with my umbrella.

"Damn weather, and stupid umbrella.."


Could have got an umbrella from a store somewhere and then I heard her sigh
I see a girl leave. Oh was it you? And then I say,



I mumble to myself as the small drizzle started turning into big fat ugly raindrops getting me wet without a care in the world. That's when I see you and before I knew it I had walked up to you and asked;

"Hey Ai-chan, is it alright If I walk with you?"

You look up at me and smiled warmly. It's been a while since I seen you give that smile to me and only me.

"Sure, we dont want you getting any wetter do we?"

All I could do was nod as I went under the big pink umbrella. Whenever you geve me that look of happiness it just made me fall deeper and deeper in love with you...  

"Do you mind if I walk with you," as you unfold the parasol
I hope you didn't see my face was burning red,
And now I am falling in love with you!


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My right hand started trembling as we started walking. I was so close yet so far..

'C'mon Risa..You can do this! It's just holding her hand..'

I closed my eyes tightly as I fought with the chibi me that was highly doubtful of this love coming true...

MELT Oh, I am hardly breathing!
as our hands touch ... because
MELT all of this just because we're sharing this umbrella
Just nearly close enough, to feel your breath. Oh, what to do...
Oh, please,God, just stop time forever.


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Eventualy we started talking about all of the silly things that the girls,the kids and the eggs were doing throught the week. I was laughing so hard that tears started to form. It wasnt from the humor of the week bu of the inner battle with myself of how weak I was not to tell you my feelings. I guess that you could say that it was a bittersweet happiness and mellencoly-ness of how thisngs used to be with us.

This waterfall of tears has started. Don't know if it'll ever stop.
But I'm so happy now, that I could just die!


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By the time we reach the train station I fell back into my depression..well on the inside atleast. It hurts everytime that we seperate. You look at the train that's quickly on it's way to take you home. Eventhough we'll see eachother again tomorrow, work will seperate us...

MELT The time of pairing has arrived.
Though, we will meet again, until then, you'll disappear ... And again


As you wave good bye to me and walk to the train, you smile as me as the door seperates us. If only I wasnt so weak,we could probably be together right now, and I'd be on that train with you, giggling and smiling away. But I couldnt.

I guess all of that sweetness will onlystay with me in my dreams...

MELT Oh, God, please tie us forever!
Already missing you, I never want to say goodbye
I take you in my arms and say "I love you,"
...In my dreams.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The Flashes of Lightning]
Post by: kuro_808 on December 21, 2009, 09:34:20 PM
 :D :wub:

just so heartwarming hehe
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The Flashes of Lightning]
Post by: Shipyon on December 21, 2009, 10:30:55 PM
TakaGaki :wub: :wub:
I like it  :inlove:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The Flashes of Lightning]
Post by: rndmnwierd on December 21, 2009, 11:48:38 PM
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"No,you always look the same Gaki-san... And the weather's the same too..why?"
Ouch, but a very Ai-chan thing to say.

Very bittersweet, I like it. :yep:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The Flashes of Lightning]
Post by: kRisZ on December 22, 2009, 01:51:14 PM
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"No,you always look the same Gaki-san... And the weather's the same too..why?"

  :lol:


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You look up at me and smiled warmly. It's been a while since I seen you give that smile to me and only me.

Maybe you should steal and hide that PSP thing   XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Feverish kiss]2-17-10
Post by: kawaii beam on February 18, 2010, 03:17:35 AM
kurosawa87-lol thanks^^

rndy-lol i know right?! maybe risa cut her hair for ai-chan attention XD and why'd u trick me with those teasers~!??? XD jk u know i'll wait for ya~ :heart:

kRisZ-lol yes,but if risa hid ai's beloved psp, she'd never finish her ff game,and she'd go straight to the ds to play ff tactics XDDD

so u all are probably wondering what happened to me well...i've been writing chapters for my fic and plus school...and well i've just been lazy XDD but there's hope! i made a one-shot for v-day so here you all go~

Feverish kiss
(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro3/osbanner.jpg)

Valentines day. It's a day of love,candies,chocolates,confessions,and other mushy stuff. In some parts of the world, both sexes;male,female confess to eachother on this special day,but here in Japan it's totaly diffrent. On Febuary 14th the girl, or whoever it is...let's just call them the "confessor" gives the "confessy" their home made chocolate,sweets/gifts. Then instead of the confessy being kind enough to accept their love or deny it, they have to wait 30 days for a reply. We call that "White Day",but I'm clearly ahead of myself aren't I? Well let's starts at the begining.....

"Ne,Ai-chan,what are you doing on Valentines day?"

I looked over at my sub-leader as I wiped the sweat off of my face from a dance rehersal. The ends of her freshly cut hair were clining onto her neck thanks to the combination of sweat and skin. Looking into her eyes they were filled with hope of me saying yes. I slightly pouted and put a finger to my chin thinking if I had anything to do that day.

"Ah...I don't know...,I might have to do a radio show that day...but I'll try."

Her smile wavered a bit, but it came back bright and sunny as ever,as she wraped her green towel around her neck.

"Alright,well call me if you're free alright~?"

"Alright, I'll be sure to."

So you probably think think that I was going to surprise her and say "yes" or give her a gift she never thought I would give her,but you're wrong. Later on that day,I had somehow gotten a fever,which made me bed-ridden all the way till Valentines day.

On that day, I was stuffy,hot,tierd,misserable, and pretty much in the worst mood known to man ever.

"Ai-chan, it makes no sense being upset about it you know. Maybe it's a sign that you need to take a break?"

I gave my younger sister a stern glare(mostly due to my misserable-ness) before she just shook her head and left my apartment to start her chocolate give away to her friends and potentcial lover. Sighing, I grabed my remote and started watching t.v. The more channel surfing I did, the more sick I became. Not because of the fever, but from all of the lovey-dovey dramas,and valentines specials. Sighing in frustration, I turned off the t.v. and pluged my earphones into my ears as I felt a slight vibration on my bed.

As I pressed play on my ipod with my left hand and checked my new text message with my right.

'Happy V-day Ai-chan~! Sorry that you're sick >.< get better ne~?, love you middle manager~!'

A slight smile crept up across my face,and it just got bigger and bigger as more messages came flooding in;from current and past gen. memebers,all the way to the kids and even some of the eggs of "happy valentines day!" and "get well soon leader!" messages. Pretty much all of Up Front had sent me something accept one person,which had brought my happy smile, back to a sad and dissapointed frown.

That was until I felt my phone vibrate to life once again. But this time it wasn't a message,but a call. Quickly taking out an earphone and putting the little electronic device to my ear.

"Hello?"

I said a bit groggily and dryly, no thanks to the fever.

"Ai-chan? It's me,Risa. I was knocking on your door,but no one's awnsered. Do you think that you could come and open the door for me?"

"Of course!"

I quickly jumped out of my bed,and ran to the apartment door,only to slide alittle bit and slightly banged my head against the door. After a slight curse under my breath and rubbing my sore head, I opened the door, to see a worried look on Risa's face. She had bags filled with what looked like candies,chocolates,flowers,and any other v-day thing known to man. No wonder she couldnt get me before,(next to my blaring music in my ears) she could barely knock on the door! How was she even able to get her phone to call me?!

"Are you alright?? I heard a thud on the door..."

"I'm fine."

I took some of the bags off of her and ussered her inside from the cool winter air.

"How long were you out there?? I couldn't hear the door. I was litsening to my ipod...I'm sorry..."

She smiled warmly at me and put down the other bags.

"Not to long,dont worry about it. How are you feeling?"

"Misserable, but alot better now that you're here."

I saw a shade of pink in her cheeks form as I smiled amusingly at her trying to change the subject.

"Well, here's something to make you feel better..."

She started taking out the items of the bags, and I just looked in awe from all of the presents. Some were home-made,others were store bought. Risa just smiled at my amaized expression.

"Where did all of these come from??"

"Well your friends and admieres of course~! Since all of the girls were sad that you hadent been at work today, so I decided to bring all of their gifts to you."

"But if all of these are from everyone else,where's yours?"

She giggled as she took a bite out of one of the chocolates,and stood up.

"Isnt be being here good enough for you?"

"Well yeah, but valentines day gift wouldnt hurt either....Ah! Hey! What are you doing!?"

While I had been complaining(and being a total hyprocrite)about not getting a Valentines day gift from my best friend,she had picked me up and started walking to my room,only to put me on the bed and wrap up under the sheets.

"You still need some rest,so just sit back and relax."

I pouted and crossed my arms as she sat next to me on the bed. From there on in, I started talking(or rather ranting)about all of the work that I had to make up when this fever was finaly done, when out of nowhere, her face had came extreamly close to mine. Forehead to forehead,which caused me to shut up instantly.

"How many times do I have to tell you to just relax? Over working yourself doesnt help anyone..."

I felt myself heat up intsantly as her lips came closer to mine,and it wasnt cus of the fever.

"Happy Valentines day Ai-chan..."

She whispered it softly as our 1st of many kisses happened that night. Now that I think about it, since I technicaly got confessed on that night and replied back on the same day, how will White day turn out?


Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Feverish kiss] 2-17-10
Post by: kuro_808 on February 18, 2010, 09:08:51 AM
very cute and sweet, TakaGaki  :wub: good job
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Feverish kiss] 2-17-10
Post by: kawaii beam on June 25, 2010, 08:54:18 PM
kurosawa87-thanks^^



Sakura no Shiori
(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%204/aewen3698.jpg)

I smiled as I took in the cool,yet somewhat glowing spring air as it lazily blew in the classroom's open window. It felt so refreshing, eventhough I've felt it so many times before. Closing your eyes, and just letting the wind carry your imaginations away just relaxed the mind...well for me atleast. Smelling the sweet sent of cherry blossoms brought back many memmories for me, but there was always a few that stuck into my mind.

"Gentle breeze of spring
is flowing from somewhere..."

We were walking home together after your graduation. Your eyes were still a bit puffy from all the crying you'd done from earlier. Your hair bounced a little along with the red school ribbon that was nicely resting on your chest as you walked.

"Eh? what do you mean?"

I asked, slightly confused about what you'd just said as another breeze blew through, slightly fluttering our skirts. You looked at me and just shook your head and smiled as if I wouldn't understand either way.

"It's nothing... just talking to myself."

I raised my eyebrows in slight confusion. You had been acting pretty odd the whole week down to graduation, like something was bothering you, but you never told me. I guess that's what happens when your best friends with your snepai; being close yet distant at the same time and all.

I didnt fully understand the thing called graduation. To me at that time it was just seeing some of your friends again and hanging out with others that didnt go to your school. I also didn't fully realise that this was going to be the begining of not seeing you so often from that day on. The future wasn't as  importiant to me at that time as it was for you. You never realy told me about how lonely it might be not seeing your friends again, or about how brutal the real world realy was. You wanted to keep me innocent of all of that eventhough I was pretty mature enough to understand for my age.

"On the street that we used to walk
the color is starting to change."

You said soflty to yourself as we were walking through the quiet little neighborhood that we usualy walked to get home. You were just so full of riddles that day, but my little mind just couldn't solve them no matter how hard I tried.

"You know Risa-chan,"

You looked at me as you brought the diploma case up to your chest.

"Happiness and sadness are
passing away with the season....."

"...just like cherry blossom petals...."

You took your hand out as a few petals gently drifted on by towards you,and slowly closed your hand.

"We're starting to walk
on a new path"

"so you know that we won't see eachother as much as we used to..."

I nodded in agreement. It made me feel a bit sad, knowing that you were going to grow up, while I was left behind to be in school.... I wouldn't get to see the little things of you changing anymore...like when you cut your hair, only to see has quickly it grew back..

As I was thinking of all of these depressing thoughts, I didn't notice that you'd  stoped walking, causing me to bump into you. When I looked up, you were looking down at the small pink petal in your hand with a soft and sweet smile that melted my heart.

"This cherry blossom petal is a
bookmark of parting....
It brings back my friends' expression
when they waved their hands..."

Remembering what had happened earlier that day brought a sad smile to my face. all of your friends hugged and waved their 'good-byes' to you as they left the school grounds; not knowing if it would be the last time they'd get to see their sweet and responsible leader, before you start on your new dream of becoming an actress and a model. You had the talent and the beauty for it as well, but we all worried about you. How'd you be living on your own and what would you do in certian situations. Eventhough you were the main girl incharge, you could be careless and forgetful.

"This cherry blossom petal..."
[/i]

You said as you took another petal off of your ribbon, and put in in my hand.

"is a bookmark of tears....
so that these important moments
won't ever be forgotten..."

I remembered the many things I'd learned form you, and even after you left you taught me more. I remember what you told me to do if someone confessed to me and how to respond if I didn't feel the same way about them.(which happened alot to you in your case) That helped me when my own bestfriend (second to you)confessed to me. In the end it turned out that one of my other friend's confessed to her, causing tehm to have a great relationship.

Soon after that mini drama, I had start seeing you less and less form all of the auditions that you had to do. It made me lonely eventhough in reality I never realy was. I smiled a bit, thinking back to how innocent I was to everything... 4 years realy changes what you think about things. I looked out and down the window as some of my classmates were saying their goodbyes.

I looked up to the sky as the feeling of happiness and sadness started to flow through me. Is this what you felt on your graduation? The feeiling of acomplishing so much yet at the same time feeling sad that you'd wont see your friends anymore? I softly mumbled to myself as another breeze rolled in.

"When I look up to the sky
within such wideness,
I'm starting to grasp the length of
this never ending path..."

One of the many things that you taught me was something that you had to learn the hard way. No matter how hard you tried to please people, they'd always find a way to make you the bad person. I'll never forget the night when you texted me so late at night saying that someone had made this rumor about you going out with some guy,and then slept with him. I knew that it wasnt true mostly because that night you supposively slept with this guy, you were visiting your parents.

Eventhough your agency knew that it wasn't true, they thought it would be good for you to take a breif hiatus to get the gossip people off of their and your back. In then end, you stayed with my family. When I asked why you never went to your parents about this and why you came to stay with me instead of them, you only said,

"I just don't want to be by myself that's all...plus I don't want to be a burden on my parents...I put them through so much already..."

You said it with that cute smile on your face, but I knew that deep down it hurt you. Within a few days you broke down from all of the frustration and hard work inside you. Me, being so used to your calm and sweet expression was utterly shocked about how you wwere acting. I mean I'd seen you cry before, but this type was just from working so hard... having everyone pull you down eventhough you tried to ignore it... it would be to much on a person, but you never showed it. You pulled through everything on your own, neot even asking for anything in return. You just wanted your dream to come true,and you felt liek you couldnt even get that right.
All I could do was wrap my arms around you and tell you that everything would be fine, and that I'd be there for you no matter what, eventhough I clearly had no idea what would happen in the future.

After the emotional clensing, you slowly sat up and looked at me with the sweet smile as you wipped your tears and said to me, with your voice still quivering,

"...Risa-chan...You're the only true friend I have in this thing.... I can come to you for anything...and I'm glad for that...."

You always said that to me whenever you had a bad day and I was there to cheer you up, and I always said that same to you...we were always going to be bestfriends nomatter what.

"so..."

she continued on,

"Be it sunny day or rainy,
tomorrow will surely come
so with a smile,
I'm taking one step forward."

By now the sun was already setting, and I was still In the classroom. I was now sitting at my desk, writing in my school diary. Trying to think of what I should put in the last entry of my highschool day. As i was absently scribbling beans and hearts, I noticed a cherry blossom petal land in the middle of my page,which caused me to start writng there on the spot.

'This cherry blossom petal is a
bookmark of future
To make me rememebr
the dream I've been longing for.'

"The dream for you and me to be together forever...even if you don't love me like I do for you..."

Another petal flew in as I grabed it with my hand, and closed it sut with my other hand as I closed my my eyes and made a wish on it, like a prayer.

'This cherry blossom petal is a
bookmark of hope.
Rather than marking the end,
this page is the starting point.'

'Please....don't make me look like a fool when I confess to her...I want this ending  to my new beginig...a begining with my Ai-chan....'

I went back to your graduation day, as I saw you smiling with that sweet innocent smile as you took a petal out of my bangs and showed it to me, causing a blush to form on my face.

"This cherry blossom petal is a
bookmark of heart
where sunlight through the trees
in our sparkling youth looked so dazzling.."

Opening my eyes, I slightly gasped when I saw you there, smiling at me with your oversized sunglasses on. There was no school uniform on you, unlike me. Only a stylish floral onepiece,a small whote vest and a simple necklass around your neck that I had given you on your birthday a few years ago. Your hair was now longer,but a lighter shade of brown,almost blonde. You clearly changed from the senpai I'd known a few years ago, yet you still were the sweet lovable girl that I had known to love.

"W-what are you d-doing here???"

I asked still a bit schocked, not moving from my "prayer" position.

"I'm here to take you home silly~ It only seems fair too sine you walked me home on my graduation."

"That was because we lived in the same neighborhood.... OH!!...."

I quickly put my hands down realising that I must've looked like a complete idiot in front of youholding that petal. As I closed my notebook and started putting my things together, I got giggles as a response to my actions, which made my face burn up to the max. This was one of teh reasons why I wished that I had never cut my hair in the first place...I'd still be able to hide my emberassment if I had long hair.

You walked up to me and took off your glasses as I franticly packed up. You took a petal at looked at it.

"You know Risa-chan...I've been thinking about something, but I wanted to wait until you graduated to tell you....."

I looked at you with curiosity,wondering what you could be on your mind.

"What is it Ai-chan?"

"Well....you like me right?"

"Yeah..and I like you..."

"Well...it took me time to realise it,but well...I love you."

I felt everything around me go silent in an instant. You'd pretty much confessed to me, (and pretty bluntly at that) and all I could do was stair at you with my eyes and mouth wide open in shock as I felt your lips on mine, causing my arms to automaticaly wrap around your neck, and for my tears of happiness and relief to come out. This day will be a day I'll never forget. Not only because it's my graduation day, but it's also the day my dream came true.

This cherry blossom petal is a
bookmark of that day
so each and everyone will not forget
their dreams until it's blooming fully
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sakura no Shiori] 6-25-10
Post by: kuro_808 on June 25, 2010, 11:51:16 PM
 :ptam-cry: :ptam-cry: :ptam-cry:

very nicely done, the sort of spring going to early summer as it runs through everything in her mind and right at the moment home run

 :twothumbs :twothumbs

keep up the writing :thumbup
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sign] 8-20-10
Post by: kawaii beam on August 20, 2010, 07:06:41 AM
kuro-thans so much~ X3

i'm back X3 and its no thanks to brown eyed girls XD my friend sent me this song to help her choose it for a dub and i couldnt stop litsening to it..eventualy i couldnt stop litening to it and eventualy this idea came~ X3 so i hope u all like it~

here's the mv link if u all want to see it~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUUfyVc0ERo (http://"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUUfyVc0ERo")

(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%204/sign.jpg)

It was quite in the usually noisy dressing room that belonged to half of the group that I was sub leader to. Everyone had left but Eri and I, mostly because we were going over what was to be talked about for our next 5 stars, or supposed to be talking about at least. I was fooling around with my new phone while she just chatted away about how her and her two fellow rokkies were planning a trip during our well deserved summer vacation.

I just nodded along with her saying my usual “hms” and “uns” as she went on and on until she got up from the couch and walked over to me by the dresser. I was staring blankly at my cell phone screen as sighed and I fiddled with the charms when my favorite turtle gently poked my forehead with her index finger.

“What’s the matter Gaki-han? It’s not like you to be so quiet.”

I looked up and gave her a small smile as I closed the white device in my hand. 

“It’s nothing Kame-han, just thinking is all…”

“It’s about Ai-chan isn’t it?”
   
I looked away to the reflection of the mirror seeing the door handle to distract me. She was the last person I wanted to think about yet at the same time that’s all I could think about. Just remembering how she acted with the other girls earlier today made my mood go lower. Causing Eri to speak up again. 

“Why can’t you just tell her how you feel already Gaki-han? Maybe then she’ll stop this bad habit of hers?”
   
I looked away from the doorknob and to Eri’s face in the reflection as I mumbled out my defense.

“It’s easier said than done Eri… You and I both know that…”

 It’s like I lose my breath when I see her… and my heart aches so much that it’s like I’m calling her out for help to stop it…even though me helping her habit out wouldn’t help anyone in the end. Eri of all people knew that. She knows that I’d have to do more than just tell Ai-chan to stop sleeping with Sayu, Tanakacchi and Jun. Of course to the four of them it was nothing but just friends with benefits but to me it was something more.

Because of all of these constant flings our relationship went on and off. One minute she’d act like I was her whole world and that nothing could break that, but then the next she’d be in one of the changing rooms with one of them doing god knows what. It angered me. It made me want to just ditch her altogether but I just couldn’t.

I just felt like sending her a mayday signal wouldn’t even work not even SOS signal in Morse Code would bring her to save me out of this depression. Time would just keep on going and flowing and she’d continue doing the same old thing not even hearing or seeing the signs I’d be giving her.

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I looked down at the pink cell phone again clearly sighing as I flopped onto my empty bed. Closing my eyes and brining my left hand to cover half of my face. Yet again you never said much to me today, next to the usual “hi’s” and telling me things to do for the upcoming events. I could tell that you were avoiding me though, and it made me want your attention more. It nurtured the bad behavior I’d promise to stop many times ago but I just couldn’t stop.

Putting the small screen in front of my face as I stared at your name my contact list, I quietly mumbled to myself, pretending you were laying right next to me as you played with the ends of my hair.

“Even if you really don’t want to Risa-chan…..Look at me once…”

I closed my eyes again remembering how I used to be, the shy and silly country girl who could never say anything properly and was called odd by her kohai’s and senpais to this, Morning Musume’s leader and Hello!Project’s number one “player”. I talked to the air again as I smiled to myself.

“Look at me…look at me who used to be bright…. And now I’m changing like this....you can’t say anything can you…..?”

Opening my eyes I smirked and giggled to myself as tears started to form, blurring my vision. I was always a cry baby, that would never change that’s for sure.

“Here I am, Shedding tears like a fool, All day and all night staying in a dark room…”

I giggled some more sensing the slight irony in it all. I’m an idol, yet I’d rather stay at home and play my games than go out with the other girls. I’m not outspoken and loud yet I’m bold enough to sleep with other girls to get your attention. No matter what I say or do, you never knew what my heart’s telling you. Even when one second or minute goes by my heart tightens without you, but I just can’t let go of my needs that you don’t currently give me.

Slowly, I close my eyes as the tears started trickling down my cheeks. I really don’t want it to end like this…me constantly getting my physical needs met just because you won’t emotionally meet mine…or rather you refuse to, but if it does…

“I’m scared of everything….”

I quietly cry out in the still room.

“So rescue me…Please Risa…”

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Panting quickly as I leaned on a nearby pillar, I loudly slumped into the empty bench in the quiet train station. Yet again I had to persuade the station manager that I’d left my train card and that I wasn’t a Gal trying to cheat him out and on top of that it started to rain. I mumbled to myself as I hoped that I didn’t miss the last train due to that stupid little argument. The only closest place for me was to go to her place…and that was defiantly the last place I wanted to go. Plugging my headphones into my ears I patiently waited for the train to come.

After 20 minutes of waiting one of the station employees came up to me and tapped me on my shoulder causing me to instantly jump out of the bench I was slowly falling asleep on.

“Miss…the last train won’t come tonight due to the heavy rain… I’m sorry but might have to find a place to stay over for the night.”

‘Just my luck…’

I nodded to the employee and eventually started walking down the still escalator, cussing the manager under my breath.

“If it wasn’t for him I’d be home by now….”

I continued walking not really caring if the rain soaked me from head to toe, because I knew that the only place I’d be able to stay for free and have dry clothes would be her place. Eventually I got to her apartment and stood at the white door a minute. Was this really the right thing to do? I mean yeah I’ll just be staying here for the night, but I was still upset at her and I didn’t want to confront her at all…yet at the same time I still came all the way from the station to her apartment. I wiped my wet dripping bangs out of my face as I looked at the door again.

My heart aches when she goes and sleep with other girls, but I still can’t keep myself away from her, but time will just keep going and flowing tic toc without anyone stopping it. I wanted to know if she really heard my previous signs or did she just ignore it. I really needed to know.

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After my little crying fit I decided a bath would be the only thing to calm me down…even though it didn’t help much. Coming out of the steamed room I looked at my phone that I’d left on the bed. The pink device was lit up with a new message from Eri. I raised an eyebrow. It wasn’t really like Eri to message me this late at night. Knowing her she’d usually be asleep by now. I stopped drying my hair for a moment and slid up the phone to read the message that she sent.

“Ai-chan, I know that this isn’t the right way to say this but for Gaki-hans sake just talk to her. I don’t know what’s been going on with you two but you guys must clear it out before it gets even worse ok? We all miss our happy leader and sub-leader, Eririn”

“Easier said than done Eri.”

I replied back to her with not even a word, just 5 little dots. It was all I could think of to send, knowing that not even Eri could help me get over this with such a simple message.

I gently tossed the phone back onto the bed and resumed drying my hair with the towel I had rested on my shoulder. She only knew less than half of what was going on with me. Being blunt about it wouldn’t help either…You’d just ignore me or say that now wasn’t the time or place to talk about it. There are so many things I couldn’t say before… things I’ll probably never be able to say but I still wanted to say them.

Walking back to the bathroom I looked at myself in the slightly fogged mirror. I leaned over to look at myself better. Puffy red eyes and a slightly swollen face was what reflected back at me, along with a scowl and lifeless eyes. Had this what I really became, just because of that one mistake so long ago? I slightly clutched onto the marble counter, feeling the breakdown coming yet again as I opened my mouth to talk to the person in front of me. It wasn’t me that I was seeing in the reflection anymore but you.

“Please listen to me…”
   
I bit my lip as I felt it quiver, but I quickly jumped as I heard the door knock. Quickly grabbing the nearest towel dress I could I hurried to the door and opened it to see you.

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The door quickly swung open and she blinked a few times as she just continued staring at me with those huge brown eyes that I cared for so much in shock. I could tell that I was the last person she’d though she would see at her door. I gently smiled and brought my hand behind my head in slight embarrassment.

“Hey…do you mind if I can stay the night? I missed the last train…”

She quickly nodded and quickly dragged me in as soon as she saw me shiver a little due to the cold and heavy clothes that clung onto my skin.

“Get out of those clothes before you catch a cold and take a hot bath….I’ll bring a change of clothes for you…”

 She barely mumbled the command and I did as I was told. When I got out of the bath, I saw an old concert shirt and jersey bottoms that I’d left here so long ago. I gave a small smile to myself and put them on. When I was done changing, I walked out of the room and saw her sitting on the big couch staring blankly at the bright television screen playing the intro movie to her currently favorite game.

I sat next to her, looking at the movie and then to her.

“Thanks for letting me stay over…”

All she did was blink as she loosely held onto the Xbox controller. Remembering Eri’s words from earlier in the day, I took a deep breath and opened my mouth.

“Ai-chan…. “

No reply.

“Ai-chan, look at me.”

“No… you look at me.”

She put the controller next to her, stood up and looked down at me with a unreadable look in her eyes. I’d never seen that look in her before.

“Look at me like this, don’t pretend you don’t understand Risa! I’ve lost everything!”

Her eyes were starting to fill with tears as I just stared at her in shock.

“Y-you acknowledge my heart now, and I’ve confessed it a thousand times! But do you ever accept it? Just because of one stupid mistake that I made?!”

The tears were coming down in full force now. She looked away from me and looked to the floor. I couldn’t think of anything to say…I mean my mind was totally blank and I didn’t know how to react.

“My love signs towards you never seem to get you to notice Risa… Why won’t you accept them?”

She looked up at me, as I finally found the courage to open my mouth.

“I need you to wake up Ai-chan… I just can’t trust you…That one mistake of sleeping with Sayu, turned into doing the same thing with Reina…only to do it again with Jun??And then do it all over again?? What do you want me to do? Just let you come back?! It’s hard to forget something like that!”

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I bit my lip hard as I struggled to stop myself from breaking down in front of you. Without you I’m sick with anxiety. I’m nothing without you, you of all people should know that. You looked away from me. I could tell you didn’t want me to see your eyes. I could tell that they were glazed with tears and pain.

Lightning quickly flashed and after a few seconds the thunder rolled right behind as I spoke up.

“….Don’t look away from me… I want you by my side.”

Shivering from the effort of trying to calm myself down, my lips start to tremble as you slowly look up at me with as much pain in your eyes that I couldn’t bare it. I hated seeing you like that… so vulnerable and broken.

“My heart won’t be able to stand another day…If it stops like this….”

‘I’m scared of everything so rescue me…please…’

I say that thought to myself as You just stare back at me. My vision blurred up from the constant tears that were coming down. And I quickly wiped them as I started to talk again with a shaky voice.

“I lose my breath and it’s a mayday Risa….. My heart aches and it’s another mayday…..but time again goes tic toc keeps on flowing….Do you hear my signs?”

You took a shaky breath and gulped.

“You fill my heart again Ai-chan…I try and hold my breath to resist you…but If I send you off…I know I’ll crumble without you… Why? Why can’t I just leave you?”

“Please…”

“I lose my breath too…and my heart aches as well Ai…”

You got up from the couch and too two steps towards me. I closed my eyes expecting a slap or any physical pain, but only got a warm embrace instead. My whole body stiffened at the contact. Opening my eyes, I looked to see that you were hugging me, crying in the crook of my neck.

The old feeling of you hugging me slowly brought my arms to wrap around your waist. I rested my chin on the top of your head, taking full opportunity of this moment.

“You’re too much of a good girl…you do know that right?”

I softly mumbled to her as she looked up at me with s small smile. I didn’t need an answer, and you never gave me one. I didn’t really care, as long as you were here with me to give me the love that I needed from you. I needed you. That’s what kept me together. Sayu Jun and Reina would never love me as much as you will. Hopefully all of the love signs I give you will bring you back to me, and I won’t have to be so needy of them anymore I’d be finally able to break the habit…..and not go back like the last times.

Eventually we both stopped shedding tears and decided that it was good for the both of us to go to bed. I took her hand to my room and we both went under the sheets and embraced each other as sleep and exhaustion began to take over.

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I wasn’t sure if this was the right thing to do. I wasn’t sure if coming here and admitting that I really needed her yet didn’t trust her was the best idea, but at this very moment I didn’t think about that. All I needed was her and her alone, and even if time keeps flowing and history repeats itself….then I’ll just take that bullet and go through the pain all over again. That’s all I could do…giving her signs and continue being the good girl that she and everyone knew so well…Even if it hurts me in the end that’s what I’ll be.



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ok i think this was pretty long no? XD please please please tell me what u think^^ i hope it wasnt all over the place ^^;
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sign] 8-20-10
Post by: kuro_808 on August 20, 2010, 09:53:33 AM
i really like it and the sort of ping pong match between the two before they actually get themselves together is great

Keep up the work
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sign] 8-20-10
Post by: rndmnwierd on August 20, 2010, 02:03:10 PM
You got this done quicker than I expected! It's pretty good, you really stuck with the lyrics and you know I loves me some Takagaki~! You also added in some completely meaningless AiSayu, RenAi and JunAi, so a ,little  bit for everyone.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sign] 8-20-10
Post by: fallenxangel24952 on August 20, 2010, 09:29:54 PM
Like your TakaGaki :inlove: :wub:

and its a nice song too :)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sign] 8-20-10
Post by: badsaints on August 23, 2010, 06:44:20 AM
I love how you insert the lyrics into the storyline :D

What started with an accidental one-night stand with Sayu escalate to occasional rendevous with the other girls. Gosh me so jealous :lol: But seriously though, it is understandable why Risa couldn't trust Ai even if she wants to. Perhaps the bean can give Ai all the loving she needs so that she won't need any other girls? Just a suggestion... :twisted:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[23:30] 10-4-10
Post by: kawaii beam on October 04, 2010, 07:26:02 AM
ok i cant comment ^^; to tierd*almost 1:30 am* but thanks alot guys~

(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%204/2330.jpg)
23:30

The moonlight slipped thought the glass window as a nearby clock slowly clicked back and forth. Two bodies laid on the couch, huddled together, finding comfort in each other’s warmth. One pair of arms, belonging to Ai, was wrapped snuggly around a slim waist. Her hands rested at the end of Risa’s back, as the younger played with the soft ends of her long, wavy brown locks. Neither of them wanted this kind of moment to end as the clock rung to 23:00pm. It felt nice to just sit in each other’s arms and presence.

“It’s getting late… maybe we should go to bed… Aren’t you tierd?”

“No, not yet…I’m too comfy…”

Ai softly giggled at her girlfriend’s response, and playfully ruffled her short hair. She felt the same way, and didn’t want to move yet either, the warmth from the bean was more than enough to relax her tense muscles. They stayed in silence after the brief conversation as Risa snuggled closer onto Ai’s chest, showing her affection as if she was the monkey’s poodle Prince. The older girl felt like she was her escape from the harsh reality of the world. With the constant rehearsals, recordings, TV appearances , photo shoots and so on she had no time to let her mind rest in one place. So, always being the one to take advantage of time, Risa decided that after another tiring day of rehearsals, that they should crash at the leaders place and unwind.

“We’ll have to get up sometime you know…It’s almost midnight. I don’t want you falling asleep on me like you did on the bus ride too that location and back.”

“I’m not tired though Ai-chan, I’m fine…”

She gave the leader a slight frown, clearly not liking that she was treating the soon to be 22 year old like a child. Ai sighed clearing giving into the girl she constantly spoiled and rubbed her back.

“Fine, but don’t be upset if you can’t wake up the next day.”

The bean smirked and laid her head back down, closing her eyes and took in the soft heartbeats and breathing of her lover. Ai smiled at the girl lovingly remembering how she confessed to her a few years back.

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Risa was clearly upset with her for some reason that clearly the whole world knew but her. Whenever she tried to talk to Risa or even got near her, the little bean would just ‘humph’ and storm of leaving the monkey lost and in a daze. It had been like this for weeks now and for the life of her, Ai didn’t know what was wrong. She checked the last messages she had sent to Risa, and none seemed out of character or rude to her. She tried to back track the last conversation they had which was pretty normal as well ,so why was she mad at her?

Sighing and grabbing her bags together, the 16 year old said her farewells to her senpais and walked to the train station. As soon as she got to the station, Ai noticed the bean sitting at a bench by herself waiting for her train. Instantly Ai forgot her troubles about the bean and ran to her instantly, sitting next to her with a soft sigh.

“Ah Risa-chan, you’re still waiting for the train?”

“…”

“Risa-chan , you’re still mad at me?”

The bean didn’t answer clearly content at focusing on the empty train tracks. Ai sighed again and opened her mouth to say another apology when Risa  cut her off.

“I like you. And not the ‘friend’ like! I like ‘like’ you ok?!”

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She clearly remembered the shocked expression she had as well as the embarrassing scowl Risa had on her small round face. When she finaly got past the shock and said that she ‘like’ liked her too, the bean asked why clearly surprised that she so calmly accepted her confession.

“It’s because I love you silly! Plus…It’s lonely when you’re not around…”

It wasn’t soon after that the two became inseparable. Looking down at the girl, she noticed that the ‘not so tired’ Risa was fast asleep. She gently stroked the girls’ cheek and softly whispered to her.

“That’s right…I love you so much that I don’t like being away from you…”

She kissed her forehead and mumbled into the soft fresh sent of strawberries.

“Don’t ever change…”

Closing her own heavy eyes, she drifted into dream-land instantly escaping from reality and wished that this moment of peace could last forever as the clock ticked to 23:30.

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i got this from a perfume song^^; i'm so uncreative i get ideas from songs XD but this song is so relaxing~
Perfume 23:30 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=haD3KQFugvs&feature=related#)
here's the lyrics btw
http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/22643/perfume/23:30.html (http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/22643/perfume/23:30.html)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[23:30] 10-4-10
Post by: kuro_808 on October 04, 2010, 07:37:04 AM
I can see how you got inspired by the song, good job and more TakaGaki goodness, I like the realistic feel into your one-shots
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[23:30] 10-4-10
Post by: rndmnwierd on October 04, 2010, 01:41:00 PM
Ah~ Feels good to see it finished. So cute, it turned out great.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[23:30] 10-4-10
Post by: kawaii beam on December 20, 2010, 05:52:59 AM
thanks guys~
here's a new oneshot baised off a blog pic^^
(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%204/Untitled-1copy.jpg)

Silent Reassurance.

“Uwa~ It’s so cold~!”

Ai pulled her black coat closer to herself as another cool breeze came through in. Her companion for the day looked at the older woman with an all too familiar knowing grin on her face as they walked to the train station.

"Told you so Ai-chan~ this is what cheeky little monkeys get when they don’t focus in the morning.”

She pouted and playfully nudged the girl next to her. It wasn’t her fault that she had forgotten to pack the night before due to a certain bean coming over. And then on top of that, the both of them overslept.

‘So much for killing two birds with one stone Gaki-san.’

Ai snuggled more into her coat and sighed as a puff of hot air came out and disappeared. Looking over at the said bean who was currently talking to her manager, she took the time to look the younger girl over.

She looked like a warm puff ball due to the long sleeved stripped shirt, a grey pokka-dotted vest hoodie which then had a oversized grey short sleeved coat hoodie over it. Her pants were long and military green while her boots were beige with thick fluffy cotton inside to keep her feet warm. It was a complete contrast to the leader who was wearing a single black coat that had under a long sleeved grey shirt with a frilly white one-piece and thin black tights that matched with her just below the knee black boots.

The monkey was so lost in thought about how she couldn’t wait to get back to her warm apartment that she didn’t even notice Risa and their manager stopping in their tracks to look at the white Christmas lights surrounding them. Eventually she noticed the silence behind her and looked back to see two of them looking up at the branches surrounded by white lights.

“Nee Ai-chan, come here so we can take a picture!”

The older girl sighed and walked back to her girlfriend and manager, fumbling to take out her iphone at the same time. Giving the phone to her manager, the two idols posed; Ai putting her hands on her cheeks and giving a amazed expression while Risa looked at the camera and gave a piece sign. They did the same pose for a second picture and were once again on the move to the train station.

When they finally got there, the couple waved goodbye to their manager and got on the empty train. Sighing with relief that no one would really spot them, the two girls slumped into one of the seats and relaxed. Risa pulled down her hoodies and rested her head onto the older girls’ shoulder, taking her hand and intertwining their cold hands together.
Ai took a glance at her and continued looking out of the window of the fast pace train. She started to think about all of the things she needed to do the next day.

Thoughts of last minute surveys that need to be filled, the dance rehearsal for their next concert and the dinner show practice started to overflow her brain, as well as the thought of going into her lovely warm bed. The monkey didn’t even realize that a slightly troubled sigh escaped her lips, which caused the almost drowsing Risa to shift a little at the stressful energy that just came over her. The bean just snuggled closer as if to reassure Ai.

‘You’ll get the surveys done on time, I’ll even help you on some.’

She then brought her free hand gently patted the leaders left leg.

‘And just take your time with the dances…It’s not the end of the world if you’re slower than the others.’

Then she sat up from her comfy position and brushed back a few strands of loose hair that was in her girlfriends face.

‘And the dinner show planning’s going great so no more doubting…’

Gently squeezing Ai’s hand she rested her head back onto the monkey’s shoulder and contently sighed to herself.

‘Amway you’ve got me so there’s nothing to worry about, I’m here for you….always...’

And in just that instant, Ai’s worries and concerns left in less than a second, making the bean give a small grin to herself. Ai squeezed her hand back in reply and looked down to her girlfriend.

“Thanks Risa…”

“Hm…”

The two sat in silence until they got to their stop.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[23:30] 10-4-10
Post by: kuro_808 on December 20, 2010, 07:11:02 AM
that was nice of Risa, although Ai seemed thankful for the bean's cooperation :D
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[23:30] 10-4-10
Post by: rndmnwierd on December 20, 2010, 03:05:24 PM
Oh this turned out so cutely! :wub: I love it, love it, love it! Whether it's stress or reassurance, those two just know what they other is thinking.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[titles to long^^;] 12-20-10
Post by: Ada XD on December 21, 2010, 05:45:30 AM
*squeeee*
 :wub: :wub:
This was really cute~~  :heart:  Aichan with the shocked expression lolol (I have like SO many pics of her doing that XD)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[23:30] 10-4-10
Post by: Beecubed on January 21, 2011, 02:40:12 PM
waiwai~! I don't think I've commented on anything of yours yet... but I really did feel compelled to comment after reading your latest one-shot while I was on my overseas trip. ^____^

Silent Reassurance.

OKAY - THE CUTEST LITTLE TAKAGAKI THING I'VE READ IN AGES.  :wub: :wub: :wub:

No kidding.  :P

This was extremely well-written; usually when waiwai posts things, she's stuffing up on a lot of punctuation and spelling (I guess more of your habit, than anything... or maybe being lazy..  :lol:). And I don't mean that in a bad way, of course!  :nervous But so I was like... wow, waiwai actually has her punctuation and spelling downpat. Lol. It takes a fanfic to make you pay particular attention to that stuff, hey?  :P *pat pat*



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"Told you so Ai-chan~ this is what cheeky little monkeys get when they don’t focus in the morning.”

Awwwwww~
Can I please pet cheeky little monkey Ai-chan???

:monk gboy:

 :lol: That's so cute.


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She pouted and playfully nudged the girl next to her. It wasn’t her fault that she had forgotten to pack the night before due to a certain bean coming over. And then on top of that, the both of them overslept.

I wonder what they were doing to have caused them to oversleep~ I mean, Gaki-san is known for always being painfully early, right? :mon misch:
That would be a nice little ficlet for you to write.   :grin:


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‘So much for killing two birds with one stone Gaki-san.’

ACK! You know, it took me a moment to realise that the direct speech in italics was actually silent.
xD

Especially so with Gaki-san's silent reassurances to come...


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The older girl sighed and walked back to her girlfriend and manager, fumbling to take out her iphone at the same time. Giving the phone to her manager, the two idols posed; Ai putting her hands on her cheeks and giving a amazed expression while Risa looked at the camera and gave a piece sign. They did the same pose for a second picture and were once again on the move to the train station.

I damn LOVE that photo.  :wub:

But you know, since then, many many other pretty awesome TakaGaki photos have cropped up...  :hee:  <--- yes, that's me shamelessly asking if you could consider writing some more back stories xD. 


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Risa pulled down her hoodies and rested her head onto the older girls’ shoulder, taking her hand and intertwining their cold hands together.

Even something this simple and commonplace just makes me want to squeal. Anything TakaGaki makes me want to squeal, I'm sorry.  :mon fu: I could be reading about TakaGaki sitting on chairs and I'd still squeal for them. :3


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The monkey didn’t even realize that a slightly troubled sigh escaped her lips, which caused the almost drowsing Risa to shift a little at the stressful energy that just came over her. The bean just snuggled closer as if to reassure Ai.

‘You’ll get the surveys done on time, I’ll even help you on some.’

She then brought her free hand gently patted the leaders left leg.

‘And just take your time with the dances…It’s not the end of the world if you’re slower than the others.’

Then she sat up from her comfy position and brushed back a few strands of loose hair that was in her girlfriends face.

‘And the dinner show planning’s going great so no more doubting…’

Gently squeezing Ai’s hand she rested her head back onto the monkey’s shoulder and contently sighed to herself.

‘Amway you’ve got me so there’s nothing to worry about, I’m here for you….always...’

And in just that instant, Ai’s worries and concerns left in less than a second, making the bean give a small grin to herself. Ai squeezed her hand back in reply and looked down to her girlfriend.

“Thanks Risa…”

“Hm…”

The two sat in silence until they got to their stop.


 :mon lovelaff: :mon lovelaff: :mon lovelaff:

I'm sorry I had to quote that much, but that really was what did it for the one-shot. SO HJASHFFSTGJAJ CUTE!!!

It's so darling that they can speak to each other like that, silently, but so strongly through touch and gesture.
Very clever, and nicely constructed. And adorable. I LOVE!!!!!  :k-inlove:

Your fluff is good, waiwai. Very good. Thank you for writing this, and sharing; it really put a smile on my face to read something this warm and fluffy!!! ^____________^

I'm looking forward to more TakaGaki from you!!!!
 :heart:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[titles to long^^;] 12-20-10
Post by: kawaii beam on January 21, 2011, 04:50:23 PM
kuro-lol yeah im sure risa didnt mind being helpful XD its been her job for half of her life so far XD

rndy-it turned out so cute cus of your help jedai master~ :ptam-aww: *hugles*

ada-sankyu~ and i do too XD just totaly love that pic X3 and i think we all saved her shocked expression  blog pics X3

bee-omg this is ur 1st comment on here...i've gotten "thankies" from u but thats about it XD

OMG WHAT?! REALLY??? thankies X3 :nya:

XD about my vocab/grammar/everything else.....i had help XD from a certian someone...she knows who she is~ :p that and i had word^^; XD usually i just type up in the reply box cus i just suck at grammar and idk why but i hate checking it^^; XD thanks though^^

lol yes you can pet cheeky little monkey ai-chan XD

lol yeah risa's usually the early bird but when it comes to sleeping im not sure but i thought she still sleeps in Xd maybe im wrong? i must ask twissie or someone who knows gaki like the back of their hands XD and about writing it?.....hmm we'll see XD

i love the photo too X3 hence why i got so determined to write a little somethign about it^^;
and yet again i'll see~ :gmon hot:

lol so takagaki sitting on chairs makes u squeal then eh?.....

ai-*sits on a chair*

risa-*sits on a chair next to her*

end

XD fail thought XDDD

LOL i dont care if u quote ever sentence! i'm happy that u were nice enough to~ X3 now do it for the others and i'll be happier~ :gmon tears: jk XD
lol im happy it put a smile on your face~^^

and yay~ i'm sure i'll continue as long as ai and risa are in sight X3 and i noticed something....out of like all the oneshots i've done so far, i think i have liek 1 tanakame and 1 kameshige fic....everything else is takagaki.... come to think of it idk if i posted up the tanakame one on here....i shall check! XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Pinned-up bangs] 1-21-11
Post by: kawaii beam on January 21, 2011, 05:21:09 PM
ok so i was right XD idk how but i missed a oneshot up here XD it posted it on H!O last yr in june^^; so here it is~

Pinned-up Bangs
(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%204/img20070706015217.jpg)

A young Tanaka Reina sighed and scowled to herself as she looked at her reflection in the dressing room mirror. She’d just pinned up her bangs for the upcoming TV show performance that was in a few hours. The main reason why Reina had usual scowl on her face wasn’t to show off her ‘bad girl’ image, but because she was told that she had to put up her bangs.

What usually wasn’t trivial to one girl was a hugely horrible dilemma to this one. Not only did it mean that the fans would get to see her bare forehead (which was the equivalent of being nude to the young girl), but that the whole city of Tokyo, and maybe even the entire nation of Japan would be watching her every move as she danced on that stage.

Okay, well maybe not the entire nation was going to see this, but there were still people who were going to watch.

“Damn this stupid rule…. Reina should be able to style her hair however the way she damn pleases!”

This rule that the wonky eyed girl was talking about was that the new girls (aka the 6th gen) had to pin up their bangs if they were next to their senpai’s who let their bangs down. And It just happened to be Reina’s luck that the senpai that she was next to for the performance insisted that today of all days she would have her bangs down, knowing that Reina hated showing her forehead. Being a newbie in the industry, the young girl had no choice but to follow these silly rules until a new group of girls came in.

So now, here she was with her forehead exposed to the elements. Everyone else’s so called ‘helpful’ comments weren’t brightening her mood either. It was like they were pitting her which of course our young yankii couldn’t stand. Even when her same generation member Kamei Eri tried to bring the negative into light, it made the little kitten snap.

“Although Reina doesn’t like it, even with your bangs pinned up you still look cute!”

That sweet and truly innocent comment along with a honest smile made the Tanaka volcano erupt with the couch of her Fukuokan accent.

“YOU WON’T UNDERSTAND!”

All of the other girls had stopped for a moment to see what was going on. Reina didn’t care though. Her pride and current rage were sure to prove that, and all of the pity comments and stupid rules weren’t brining it down.

“Humph, never mind.”

In turn, instead of causing an argument with the younger girl, Eri turned and walked off, somewhat unhappy that she didn’t even get a “thank you” from the girl, especially since she honestly meant every word she said too. That Tanaka girl could be such a mixture of emotions.

Throughout the rest of the performances Reina couldn’t put the guilt away from herself. Even when she danced and sang to keep her mind off it didn’t work like it usually would. She knew that how she had treated the turtle was bad and she just had to apologize.
She mumbled to herself as she put on the final costume.

“Maybe Reina should apologize….. but what if Eri doesn’t want to listen to Reina….then what will she do?”

She looked at herself in the mirror one more time and nodded to herself in determination.

“Reina will just have to try her best!”

When she finished putting on the final accessories for her costume, she headed down the halls to hunt up and down for the turtle. When she did find her, she brought her to the side before they were called.

“Ne Eri…Reina just wanted to say, well…sorry about earlier…”

She looked down in embarrassment. “Clearly I’m sorry”  wasn’t in the young  girl’s vocabulary. Eri just smiled and patted her head.

“It’s alright Reina-chan, I forgive you. Don’t worry about it.”

She looked up to the older girl who still had that sweet and honest smile plastered on her face.

“R-really?”

“Really. Now c’mon let’s go before the others get upset waiting~!”

She took Reina’s hand and ran to the others to get into their positions on stage and she didn’t let go until the lights went on and the crowds were seen.
As soon as Eri’s hand touched Reina’s, the younger girl felt all of her guilt and worries just drift away and she now felt ready to take on the world.

‘Maybe Reina could get used to Eri holding her hand like this.’

LOL 1st oneshot of the yr is from last yr XD FAIL
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Pinned-up bangs] 1-21-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on January 21, 2011, 06:01:37 PM
Aww, it's still cute. I had forgotten about this, I read it on H!O a while back. I think it also shows that you've improved a lot since then, too.

BTW,
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LOL 1st foneshot of the yr is from last yr
What is a foneshot, child? :lol: :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Pinned-up bangs] 1-21-11
Post by: kawaii beam on January 21, 2011, 06:11:08 PM

BTW,
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LOL 1st foneshot of the yr is from last yr
What is a foneshot, child? :lol: :lol:

ROLF XD wow fail XD i didnt even notice that XD thanks i edited it XDD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Pinned-up bangs] 1-21-11
Post by: kuro_808 on January 21, 2011, 07:16:39 PM
Awww :wub: that was cute and all that good stuff, I guess it was on dock XD well make sure another year doesn't pass by when you decide to post another one :nervous

j/k  :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[titles to long^^;] 12-20-10
Post by: Beecubed on January 22, 2011, 08:30:10 AM
ai-*sits on a chair*

risa-*sits on a chair next to her*

end

OMGFGFIK!!!!!!!

That is so  :mon inluv:
Is that not the cutest thing you've seen all day?  XD Certainly is for me!!!!

More chair-sitting TakaGaki, onegaishimasu!!!  :inlove:

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So. You had help.  :lol: *whacks waiwai* Learn to proof-read your own stuff!!!!


 
and yet again i'll see~ :gmon hot:

^ That is such a cute emoti.  :wub:
Okay, you take your time with that ficlet then.  :grin: hehe


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i noticed something....out of like all the oneshots i've done so far, i think i have liek 1 tanakame and 1 kameshige fic....everything else is takagaki.... come to think of it idk if i posted up the tanakame one on here....i shall check! XD

And there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. KameShige, you can do more often just 'coz they don't get enough love and I miss them sorely...

But yes. Keep up the good work with TakaGaki. You just can't go wrong with this pair.  :thumbsup

 :heart:

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*SPLUTTERS*

Okay, I just noticed you have a new one out (I've had this reply box open since... yesterday night xD yup, that's how easily distracted I am..:3)... Imma read it and make my comment now  :nervous

Pinned-up Bangs

Oh oh! This touching, true TanaKame story!!!  :luvluv2:

It's definitely one of the cutest backstage stories we've heard right from the girls' mouths, so thanks for writing this up~!  :yep: :heart:


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“Damn this stupid rule…. Reina should be able to style her hair however the way she damn pleases!”

In true yankii style  :heart:  Probably very similar to what she was actually thinking back then  XD
Also probably the thing I like most about Reina. She is so yankii.  :cool1:


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That sweet and truly innocent comment along with a honest smile made the Tanaka volcano erupt with the couch of her Fukuokan accent.

 :lol:

The Tanaka volcano erupting! I had a bit of a chuckle reading that, it's an amusing image.  :D

I'm not sure though when you said the 'couch' of her Fukuokan accent... ?  :? Is that some kind of saying I'm not aware of?  :huhuh


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She looked at herself in the mirror one more time and nodded to herself in determination.

“Reina will just have to try her best!”

 :on lol:

Needing to psych herself up just to apologise... that's so cute. And yankii.  XD  Ganbatte, Reina!  :love:


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‘Maybe Reina could get used to Eri holding her hand like this.’

 :nya:

What an adorable end to an adorable ficlet~!  :wub:

You know, I'm a MUCH bigger KameShige shipper, but for Reina, the person I like her best with is Eri. They do have quite a bit of love going on between them, with Reina admitting that she'd have Eri as a girlfriend if she could choose somebody from the group and all that... xD They're good together, and I can definitely accept TanaKame   :oops:


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LOL 1st oneshot of the yr is from last yr XD FAIL

Hehehe.. no matter.  :P Though, I would've liked for you to have kept 'foneshot' just for an extra funny point.  :lol:

Good stuff, waiwai. I'll keep an eye on this thread.  :thumbsup

Update soon with something new!  :love:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Pinned-up bangs] 1-21-11
Post by: gracula on January 22, 2011, 05:35:31 PM
^Bee is so cute fangirling. You just gotta throw her some fluff and that's it. And you do fluff so incredibly well.  :heart:

I really enjoyed the latest Takagaki story- it was extremely poignant. I can imagine that Risa's already tried everything to ease Ai's ever-present worrying, but only to find that silent support (and telepathy) works best.


As for Tsundereina, what can I say? I believe it may be aptly described as such:  :nya:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[title's long] 1-23-11
Post by: kawaii beam on January 23, 2011, 06:01:44 AM
kuro-thanks^^ actually it was on myfic thread in  H!O and i usually post there 1st then here^^; but that one must've slipped my mind^^;

bee-
ai-*sits on a fluffy couch with stuffed monkeys and strawberry pillows*
risa-sits next to her and snuggles with her*
end

XD this will never get old XD

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*gets whacked* :gmon tears: gomen bee-chan! idk i just feel weird re-reading my own stuff and i think everything i write sucks XD yet for some reason i still post it^^;

i took my time yet i have it done already~^^

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yup takagaki's the best :gmon sing:

the couch actually was supposted to be 'touch' ^^; sorry

something new is comming up~ X3

gracula
-holy takagaki u commented! *is happy* :gmon twirl: thanks so much for liking it^^

XD yeah risa's probably has tried everything in the book to calm Ai down.

XD well thank you for feeling that way X3

Thanks alot again everyone and since bee asked so nicely before she whacked me...the prequel to Silent Reassurance~^^

Two over sleeping birds & a missed stone
(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%205/2sleepinbirdsandamissedstone.jpg)


“I still don’t get why you had to come over Risa…”

“Oh hush Ai-chan…It’ll be easier if we both stay at one place so we won’t be late! It’ll be like killing two birds with one stone!”

Ai just sighed and sat back onto the little empty space left on her bedroom floor due to much of her clothes sprawled around the currently opened and empty suitcase. Risa looked around and shook her head disapprovingly at Ai, like she was a little child who didn’t know how to clean up after themselves.

“Ai-chan you haven’t even started packing yet?”

She looked up at her girlfriend and opened her mouth to try to defend herself, but closed it.

“….No”

“And why’s that? Playing on the iphone again?”

Ai looked down and didn’t say anything, giving the bean a sign that she was right. So, Risa knelt down and started folding some clothes into the suitcase as Ai got up and sat in the bed. She knew there was no stopping her girlfriend when she got into “Mama Gaki”mode.

“Oh well, I’ll just help you…”

Ai sat there and watched as Risa carefully as she folded her sweatpants and sweaters, clearly thankful to have someone there to help her out when she needed it, even though Ai was too stubborn to admit it at times. By the time Risa was half way done, the bean decided that the two of them should take a break and stood up.

“Ne, Ai-chan why don’t we watch a movie and then we’ll finish packing later?”

The monkey looked up from her bed and nodded in agreement.

“Alright, I’ll go get the movie and set it up while you make the popcorn ok?”

Soon after the movie was done instead of packing up the rest of Ai’s items, the two fell asleep on the monkey’s bed, snuggled up in each other’s arms under the nice fluffy sheets.

It wasn’t until the next morning when the loud ringing of both Risa’s and Ai’s phones forced the two girls to wake up from their sweet embrace, only to realize that they were an hour late. Causing the pair to rush through their morning routine in record time and shove everything else that needed to be in Ai’s suitcase in a hurry, and as the two left the older’s apartment Ai thought to herself,

‘So much for killing two birds with one stone Gaki-san’
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Pinned-up bangs] 1-21-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on January 23, 2011, 06:19:34 AM
That banner, if possible, is cuter than the story. :lol: Ugh, toothache sweet. I love Risa's look and Ai's smile. XD

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“Mama Gaki”.
Silly girl, when I said mode didn't need to be in parenthesis, I didn't mean to take the word out all together. :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[title's long] 1-21-11
Post by: kawaii beam on January 23, 2011, 06:24:28 AM
XD i stole it from the fashionable backstage footage~ X3 and that was the best expression i could get without risa looking like major crazy/weird XD

and i fixed it now~ happy?  :P
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Pinned-up bangs] 1-21-11
Post by: kuro_808 on January 23, 2011, 06:39:42 AM
lol H!O (if you want to know, PM me)

That was quite interesting and yet they still didn't get the suitcase packed :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Pinned-up bangs] 1-21-11
Post by: Tightrope on January 23, 2011, 02:06:41 PM
What. Wait. I'm sure there is a black hole or something like that in my computer because I didn't see this thread before. Unforgivable! I was missing lots and lots of adorable fluff  :heart: 
And the banners! They are LOVE  :wub: The one shots are LOVE!  :wub: TAKAGAKI IS LOVE :wub: And your sig and avatar is love too btw  :mon inluv:

Aw, and that last update was  :mon lovelaff: So cute, and aww and awesome and fluffly and totally ADORABLE :mon inluv:
TakaGaki being together and just snuggling with each other is enough to put me in a high fangirl mode as you can see right now.  Messy Ai-chan + Responsible Gaki is a oh so nice combination here  :wub:

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“And why’s that? Playing on the iphone again?”
:rofl:  :rofl:
Gamer!Ai-chan is the best! I imagine her with a child-who-just-got-scolded pouting face after that question and that was too much cuteness for me to bear  :mon angel: Mama Gaki is equally cute. I love that side of hers as well.  But why is Ai only looking at how Risa is doing all the packing by herself? Lazy Ai-chan, at least do something! XD

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Soon after the movie was done instead of packing up the rest of Ai’s items, the two fell asleep on the monkey’s bed, snuggled up in each other’s arms under the nice fluffy sheets.
Awwwww :mon inluv:
How cute is that? Really, how can I not absolutely love this pairing? And they have should known better, they obviously weren't going to be able to finish the packing after all that lovey-dovey fluffy movie session.
And the end was so funny  :lol: And even if Ai is complaining, I know she wouldn't mind at all being late more than once if she can repeat all the snuggling  :wub:

Emoticons abuse in here. Sorry? XD Like I have been saying all morning, blame those evil drugs they force me to take. I'll be stalking you from now on  :heart: Update soon  :cow:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[title's long] 1-23-11
Post by: Beecubed on January 25, 2011, 06:42:41 PM
bee-
ai-*sits on a fluffy couch with stuffed monkeys and strawberry pillows*
risa-sits next to her and snuggles with her*
end

An upgrade to fluffy couch! And stuffed monkeys and strawberry pillows!!! And snuggling!

 :luvuluvu:

I'm excited to see how you're going to improve upon chair-sitting TakaGaki next...  XD



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*gets whacked* :gmon tears: gomen bee-chan! idk i just feel weird re-reading my own stuff and i think everything i write sucks XD yet for some reason i still post it^^;

Awww... it was a playful whack. I didn't meant for it to hurt..  :cry:

Well, aren't you just another fanfic writer... thinking low of yourself.. you still post it because deep down, you know it's good and that it's worthy of attention. I'd agree with that too.  :heart:

But you should really learn to proof-read your own stuff =___= at least once before you hand it over to someone else. Very obvious missing capital letters, commas and apostrophes and stuff - there should be no excuse for anybody to correct that but yourself...



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Thanks alot again everyone and since bee asked so nicely before she whacked me...the prequel to Silent Reassurance~^^

*squeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

 :wriggly:

THANK YOU, WAIWAI!!!!~  :heart:
I totally wasn't expecting you to listen to me, and to listen to me so quickly too..  :lol:


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Two over sleeping birds & a missed stone
(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%205/2sleepinbirdsandamissedstone.jpg)

Okay, that is one AWESOME title (so cute! x3) and one AWESOME TakaGaki banner.  :wub: What a precious picture of them.  :love:


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“Oh hush Ai-chan…It’ll be easier if we both stay at one place so we won’t be late! It’ll be like killing two birds with one stone!”

Sounds to me like it's just an excuse for Gaki-san to stay over...  :grin:



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“Ai-chan you haven’t even started packing yet?”

She looked up at her girlfriend and opened her mouth to try to defend herself, but closed it.

“….No”

“And why’s that? Playing on the iphone again?”


Like ropychan knows so well now...

A D O R E gamer!Ai-chan like nothing else. She's so cool and endearing, and I bet she draws out the best in Gaki-san too xD I can imagine all sorts of hilarity if it's got to do with Ai-chan gaming.

Responsible Gaki-san... I love her too.  :wub: Though I'd love to read about an irresponsible Gaki-san one day, a true bad girl. Besides rndm's Black & Blue, I haven't read something quite that close to that yet. xD


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She knew there was no stopping her girlfriend when she got into “Mama Gaki”mode.

And Ai should be thankful for that. Mama Gaki has probably saved her ass about a thousand times since their early days together.  :heart:


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Ai sat there and watched as Risa carefully as she folded her sweatpants and sweaters, clearly thankful to have someone there to help her out when she needed it, even though Ai was too stubborn to admit it at times.


Nande?  :lol:

I also got this image in my head of Gaki-san doing all the work, while Ai sat and stared. Ya know, like how Ai is so easily fascinated by little things (like Gaki's hand gestures) and her mind starts drifting off into dream world...  :lol:

Watching Gaki-san fold your clothes that interesting, Ai-chan?  :P She should be helping out too. Sitting there looking pretty is not going to cut it (would've liked for Gaki-san to scold Ai more here xD).


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Soon after the movie was done instead of packing up the rest of Ai’s items, the two fell asleep on the monkey’s bed, snuggled up in each other’s arms under the nice fluffy sheets.

Ehhhh? You didn't skip out the delicious bits ( :drool:) did you? I was kind of hinting at that with my request, but whatever... I'm still very happy with this result.  :nya:

TakaGaki sitting in chairs can get me squealing, so snuggling in bed and falling asleep in each other's arms is one step up above that. Sooooo cute!!!  :k-inlove:
I guess Gaki-san can't always be relied on, hey? Even she has weaknesses (that being one Takahashi Ai xD). Sweet~  :love:


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‘So much for killing two birds with one stone Gaki-san’

Ai-chan can only say so much, hey...  :lol:

And on the other hand, what would our Gaki-san be thinking? That it was her fault? Kinda... was. :P

TakaGaki =  :bow: :bow: :bow:

Thank you for writing this up again, waiwai. Your stuff is remarkably short and simple, but are such good reads. Stuff like this could definitely be happening to them irl.  :heart:

Please update soon!  :wub:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[title's long] 1-22-11
Post by: gracula on January 26, 2011, 01:35:12 PM
This was really sweet. LOL @bee- I can totally imagine Ai kicking back and letting Risa do all the work, staring like a puppy as Risa moves around the room.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[title's long] 1-22-11
Post by: kawaii beam on January 31, 2011, 09:35:37 PM
kuro-lol yes poor suitcase-tan never got finished^^; XD

Tightrope-lol thankyou^^ i work hard on those banners/sets^^; lazy ai-chan is just mesmerized by mama gaki XD and there's no such thing as emotions abuse here XD use as many as you want^^

bee-XD well....i got nothing for the moment^^; XD maybe next time gomen ne? :gmon bang: yay for long coment~ X3 i love long comments but suck at making them^^; XD

a playful one? oh ok then^^

and hai! i will try my best! :mon thumb: mostly cus i have no choice but to in my english class >3>

lol well when you asked it kinda just sparked and bam there it was^^; and thanks about the banner^^ took a few times to time the pause right to screen cap that XD

the closest thing that i can write to make gaki irresponsinble is like  her not giving a crap on missing a metting(and even then it'll probably be in the back of her head spazzing out about how she should really go and whatnot XD) risa reminds me of myself alot mostly cus we're both responsible and do what people ask of them and such^^; or well atleast i think so. like if there was a meeting for my church group, eventhough like i hate it i'd go, and if i didnt eventhough i'd be happy that i stayed at home and stalked this place all night, it'd still nag at me that i didnt go ^^; did that make sense?
and rndy is the only person i know to make me seriously love a gunslinger gaki, which she needs to update btw HINT HINT

lol about those bits....i'll leve them all to your imagination^^; its still hard for me to realy try to write pervs yet... eventhough i have started one and havent touched it in like what 4 months? rndy should know XD its just feels weird expessialy if the person's writing hasnt even been in a relationship let alone well that.

lol gaki would just say it was ai's fault for not waking her up or something XD remember, risa's never wrong XD use this vid as a example XD
Gaki-san corrects her juniors (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0TQExPckOHI#ws)

wha~ really? you think so~? thanks X3 i'll  try to write longer eventhough i think i'll never write as long as you essy or rndy XD and you update soon too k~?



Thanks for the comments everyone^^ there's no update today sadly but i am writing a few things so hopefully it'll be up sooner or later~! X3 thanks again~!!!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[title's long] 1-22-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on February 01, 2011, 04:56:21 AM
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and rndy is the only person i know to make me seriously love a gunslinger gaki, which she needs to update btw HINT HINT
:yawn: Whut? XD

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eventhough i have started one and havent touched it in like what 4 months? rndy should know
Yeah! I still want that, btw. I must inundate you with inspiration! *looks at B&B* Umm, me first, though. :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Love Jump] 2-2-11
Post by: kawaii beam on February 02, 2011, 06:04:39 AM
lol u heard me~ >3< and keep on wantin~and get on B&B already~(or atleast send me something~)

so after like litsening to this AKB team B song like 50trillion times i got an idea to write this oneshot^^ the song is called Love Jump and to see the video with the trasnlations watch below~>3<
[pv|eng|rom]Love Jump - AKB48 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntvnVnKfE3Q&feature=related#ws)

i hope you all like it^^


(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%205/lovejumpbanner.jpg)
Love Jump

She groaned and snuggled closer into the warmth of her fluffy bed sheets as her phone alarm rang over and over again for the nth time. When the alarm chime finally stopped, she sighed. Happy for the ringing in her ears to stop…that was until her dog had jumped onto the bed and started wakening her up in his version of “kisses”.

“Ouji…get off of me….”

Takahashi Ai gently, and lazily for that matter, tried to push him off of her but missed and felt air more than the soft fur from her pet. She sat up deciding that she wasn’t going to get anymore sleep with the four legged alarm clock on her bed and grabbed her iphone, and glasses from the desk next to her to see and check the time. The monkey then opened the curtains from her window and noticed the soft and sparkling snow that had fallen the night before.

She mumbled to herself as she stretched and got out of her bed as she looked to the calendar hanging on the wall. That’s when she realized her room was colder than usual.

“Mou… I must’ve forgotten to put the heater on last night...”

As she glanced at the date a smile came to her face. It was Sunday; the day that she had been waiting for the past month was finally here! Ai silently squealed to herself and then realized that she had to start getting ready before she’d be late. Hopefully by the time she was ready the snow would melt. She wanted her first date with Risa to be perfect.

After eating and taking a shower, it now came to what would probably be the most difficult thing to do, find an outfit that would be cute, yet warm and comfy for the winter cold. She tried on a white one piece that made her look more childish than a teenager, and a shirt and top that made her look more guyish than a girl.
It took the monkey over two hours to mix the girly with the cute and decided to wear a grey graphic hoodie with a red plaid unbuttoned shirt, her lucky blue jeans and red boots, and a matching hat with a fluff ball on top.

“Ah so you finally chose something? Thank God.”

Ai jumped and looked in the reflection of the mirror as her sister stood at the door way with Ouji right behind her. It was always like Yui to just walk in unannounced and scare the hell out her.

“Yeah…What do you think? It’s not too much right?”

“It suits you fine…but make sure you wear a coat or something with you cus it’s snowing outside. Must be your ‘Rain girl’ luck again…It’d suck now after all of this waiting for your lovely Gaki-san to just cancel because of your crappy luck ne~?

The younger Takahashi squealed and dodged as a pillow was thrown at her direction. It was never best to mention luck and weather with Ai.

“It’s not my fault that whenever something important happens it has to rain or snow!”

After she heard her sister leave she sighed and walked over to pick up the abused pillow and continued getting ready. By the time she was done, she looked at herself one more time from her feet up.

Everything was perfect and in place. She brought her right hand up and grabbed the sides of her glasses wondering if it would be better to take them off or not, but decided to keep them on and left with her jeans jacket on and umbrella in hand.

When Ai had gotten off of the train the snow and cold air caused the monkey to open her umbrella and lightly frown as she walked to the meeting spot Risa had decided. As she walked down the stairs, she noticed that everyone else had athe same miserable looks on their faces as she did. After a few minutes she noticed a small body running towards her with a huge grin on her face. The bean jumped and waved to the short girl as she came closer. Ai’s frown quickly grew into a lazy grin when Risa came up to her panting and clearly worn out from the running she made to get to her. The younger girl had a faux leopard coat with a light brown scarf wrapped loosely around her neck, and jeans and dark brown uggs.

“Ah.. Ai-chan…did you …did you wait long?”

“No, I didn’t… I just got off the train.”

“Great! Let’s head to the park before it gets too cold! I can’t wait to show you all of the hidden Mickey’s that I’ve found before!”

The bean took hold of Ai’s hand and started dragging her to the Disney park entrance.


The whole day went in a blur and before she knew it, Ai and Risa were walking back to the train station. The pair had on matching Minnie mouse head bands as they talked about various things .As the two got closer Ai looked around and saw that next to her and Risa, the rest of the people around them still had the miserable frown due to the cold.

“Nee, Ai-chan… can I ask you a question?”

The monkey nodded as a gust of cold wind came by.

“Do you always wear glasses? Or are they just to read?”

Ai felt her body stiffen at the beans question. She slightly bit her bottom lip and quickly touched the brown frames with one hand as she gripped onto the handle of her umbrella with the other. She did need the glasses for reading, but it was also a way to hide her-self, since she wasn’t the most confident girl in school like her friend Reina.

“J-just to read…”

“Hmm…”

There was a moment of silence between the two of them and Ai wondered why on earth Risa had asked her that question. Was it because she didn’t like girls with glasses? Or was it something else? A million worried questions continued to flood the older girls mind and it made her shiver with the cold, until the bean snapped her back to reality.

“Wha~! Its snowing~!”

Ai looked up and saw the white snowflakes lazily coming down to earth. One every now and then to land on her warm cheeks. As she went to open her umbrealla, she mumbled to herself about her “luck” with weather. That’s when the monkey looked over to the bean was spinning and skipping ahead of her with her arms spread out wide happily welcoming the snow with a huge grin on her face.

The younger noticed the clear umbrella in the older girl’s hands and ran over to take it out of her hands.

“C’mon Ai-chan~! You don’t need your umbrella! It’s snowing!”

What happened next to Ai’s surprise was that the bean took her hand and started running, and jumping again, which sooner made her jump and run along with her. The two feeling more insensitive to the cold with each jump.

‘She’s actually holding my hand! Please Kami-sama make this moment last forever!’

The two giggled and laughed as they raced up the stairs of the train station, gaining stares from the older people around them, but the two school girls didn’t care. As they sat and waited for Ai’s train to come the two thought it would be best to tone down their over exited tension and take pictures to make the time go by faster. By the time the train arrived, the two girls stood up.

“Ai-chan, I had a really great time with you today…I hope we can do it again sometime… I- I mean if you want to that is!”

Ai suppressed a giggle and gently pushed up her glasses as the beans cheeks flushed a light shade of pink.

“Of course I want to Gaki-san, and next time I’ll show you my favorite place… Well I better go before the train leaves. Mail me when you get home ok?”
The bean nodded and smiled, until she realized something as Ai got into the train.

“Ah! Ai-chan I forgot!”

“Eh? What is it?”

She tilted her head a bit as the doors started closing.

“I think that Ai-chan looks cuter without her glasses and should only use them when she needs to!”

Ai’s eyes went huge as the doors finally closed. She saw Risa grin as the bean waved goodbye from the platform. The monkey sighed and sat down as she replayed the whole day’s event in her head. Whenever she thought about the beans smile it made her heat just jump out with love.

As she took out her phone to look at all of the pictures the two of them took, Ai noticed that in one of the pictures the smile the two exchanged to each other looked like it had melted into one showing just how for a brief moment they were one being.

The next morning, as Ai was heading out through the door she checked herself once more and was about to put on her glasses when she remembered Risa’s words from the night before, causing her heart to jump yet again.

“I think that Ai-chan looks cuter without her glasses and should only use them when she needs to!”

Yui walked up to her door and noticed the weird look her older sister had on her face.

“Hey if you don’t hurry up your gonna be late you know…and what’s with that look?”

She smirked to herself and for the first time in a long time put the glasses into their case and into her school bag as she turned to her sister.

“Its nothing…Lets go.”
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Love Jump] 2-2-11
Post by: Ada XD on February 02, 2011, 06:40:33 AM
Aaaaw <3
That was adorable  :heart:

And am I the only one to think that those glasses make Aichan look even more cute than she already is? XD  :wub:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Love Jump] 2-2-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on February 02, 2011, 07:37:36 AM
That song definitely helps me make more sense of where the story came from. But, argh, AKB, there's so many. @.@; Though the vaguely couple-y undertones were nice in the video.

And I love the banner, though, somehow, that calm, smoldering Gaki( :inlove: ) doesn't seem to fit in with the genki, jumping Gaki( :wub: ) in the story. :lol:

Also, how many ways can I say freakin' cute~!~!~! At least, before my head explodes into sugar. XD XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Love Jump] 2-2-11
Post by: kuro_808 on February 02, 2011, 07:40:22 AM
That hurt making my sweet tooth crave for it again and again :lol:

Incredible and watching the PV, it made a lot of sense
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Love Jump] 2-2-11
Post by: gracula on February 02, 2011, 10:12:10 AM
Aw, so cute. The opinions of the one we love matter the most. This was, as always, excellent fluff.

Re: the PV, I don't think I've ever seen Cyborg Girl look so robotically cute and happy before- as though someone downloaded new happy software into her.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Love Jump] 2-2-11
Post by: badsaints on February 02, 2011, 01:14:40 PM
tsk tsk Gakisan :smhid Ai with glasses is still cute! Dorky cute :P
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Love Jump] 2-2-11
Post by: kawaii beam on February 09, 2011, 07:06:24 PM
ada-thanks~ X3 and they do~ X3

rndy- XD thanks X3 i felt it's make more sense if the video was up and yeah i felt the couple-y undertones as well....but liek why a nursing school? XD so random...

XD thanks? i wanted to find something wintery that was from the same pic set^^;  and that gaki looks smoldering to u?? o.o XD

o.o uh...idk? XD dont explode though....i need u to live XD

kuro-XD it was that sweet? XD and im happy it made sense^^;

gracula-thanks X3 and so true X3

cyborg girl? do you mean mayuyu? i though she always looked happy? XD or the other girl that loningly looks at her? (idk her name^^; XD)

badsaints-XD ai with glasses is extreamly cute X3


thanks so much for replying eveyone~ X3 i have nothing new at the moment since my 1st english essay for the semester is like totaly taking up my time and creativity/insperation to write >3> plus i think that after typing somthing longer than i usually did felt like a nice accomplish for me to rest XD so i'll just wait for more comments~ ^^ XD i really wanna know what you guys think X3
and about ai looking way cuter with her glasses.... i highly agree that Dorky! Ai is the cutest ai ever XD but she uses her glasses as something to hide behind more than just using it...which risa realises and then say that ai looks cuteer without them for her to getout of her shell more...dose that make sense? ^^;

and i just realized that the pv got takendown >3> and i cant find a betetr one atm    :catglare:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: kawaii beam on February 20, 2011, 05:53:31 AM
ok so i thought other people would reply but i guess not^^; well i have a new oneshot~ X3 i got insperation from another song but this time it was an actual momusu one^^; its ai's solo from Fantasy Juuichi! called "Denwa de ne" or in english translation called "on the phone" I hope you all like it and that it makes some sense^^; and please tell me what you think~

(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%205/denwadenebanner.jpg)
Denwa de ne


“Are you looking?”

“Of course I am.”

“….No you’re not, I seriously want you to look!”

“…Hold on then.”

I heard her sigh over the end of line and put her phone down as I threaded my hands through my hair. I still wasn’t used to the cut but what did I expect? I looked at myself in the televisions blank reflection with help from the moonlight as I laid on my stomach waiting for her to finish opening the window. When I heard her pick it back up, I quickly sat up and looked out my opened window.

“There…it’s opened and I’m looking…Now can you please tell me why you called me so late?”

“Its not that late, you’re only an hour behind me Risa-chan.”

“Still it’s late…”

She tried to suppress a yawn.

“And unlike where you are right now it’s cold.”

“Well, We’ll try and make this quick then ok?”

“Hn…”

I giggled and looked up to the night sky as I heard her move around, probably trying to keep her pink blanket around her.

“So are you looking?”

“Yes Ai-chan, I’m looking up at the sky.”

“Good, cus you know I want to look at the same things you do even if we’re apart, and the skys the best thing cus its so big and all…”

I knew she was shaking her head after I said my reason, but it was true; I wanted it to feel like she was right next to me on the hotel bed with the both of us snuggled together looking out of the window.

The wind slightly brushed my cheeks and I smiled feeling as well as hearing the slightly humid air, and closed my eyes. It felt like she was right next to me and took a content sigh, while Risa on the other hand breathed out heavily. I opened my eyes and felt a small frown form on my face.

“What’s the matter?”

“A cold gust of air came through…can I please close the window now?”

I sighed like a spoiled child and got up to go close my window.

“Fine~ we can just look with the window closed then. It won’t really be the same though you know…”

“It won’t be the end of the world…How much longer do I have to stay up with you?”

We both closed our windows at the same time and sat back onto our beds. I closed my eyes again and smiled.

“Just for a little longer ok?”

‘I just want to stay like this… I want to feel like you’re right here with me…’

Even though I wasn’t tired(and I had no idea why I wasn’t) I could tell that she was which made more of my spoiled child mood come out. I frowned again and opened my eyes to look up at the ceiling.

“Mou~Gaki-san don’t start falling asleep on me~! I’ll get upset if you do…”

“I’m not going to…”

We stayed silent for a few minutes when Risa spoke up.

“The moon’s big tonight ne?”

“Yeah, it is.”

I turned my head to look out at the bright light that was shining through the slightly darkened room.

“It’s almost like I can feel it…can you feel it Ai-chan?”

I smiled and nodded my head as if she was right next to me again, and closed my eyes.

“Yeah…”

We stayed silent again and even if we were wasting minutes, I’m sure neither of us minded that we were both silent. I just wish I could feel her real warmth instead of the coldness of the pillow next to me.

“Ai-chan?”

“Yeah?”

“Are you still upset at me almost falling asleep earlier?”

“…Maybe…why?”

“Cus..I’m really getting tierd…”

She yawned again and made a really cute noise that told me that she was stretching.

“Alright I’ll forgive you if you only do one thing for me…”

“Well let it wait for tomorrow…I promise when I get up in the morning I’ll mail you ok?”

“Alright… Goodnight Risa-chan.”

“Goodnight..Oh, and Ai-chan?”

“Yeah?”

She yawned one last time and whispered softly before she hung up,

“I love you…”

I heard the line click and I brought the phone away from my ear and looked at the wallpaper of the two of us together. I softly kissed the screen, a habit I usually do when Risa’s not around to actually kiss, and put the phone on the bedside dresser.

‘I love you too Risa-chan…’


EDIT:link for the trans of the song^^; i forgot lol
http://projecthello.com/momusu/denwa.html (http://projecthello.com/momusu/denwa.html)

Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: Ada XD on February 20, 2011, 07:19:31 AM
Awwww that was just too adorable  :wub:
*melts*
The banner looks really cute too  :heart: Great job kawaiibi, Can't wait for more stuff x3
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: sunc on February 20, 2011, 08:53:18 AM
 :wub: awww that was just simply adorable :nya:  i've been reading your other one-shots and really like them especially Sign because there was a time when i couldn't stop listening to that song  XD but even thought i don't like Gaki suffering too much i enjoyed it i'm not masochist at all....really :lol:  keep up the good work  :twothumbs
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on February 20, 2011, 04:42:38 PM
Garghtgdlkfsdf~! *drowns in cuteness* It's a good way to go... Holy crap that was adorable.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: kuro_808 on February 20, 2011, 08:43:15 PM
 :heart: TakaGaki
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: EriKan on February 21, 2011, 12:41:43 PM
yay! another one from you  :cow:
so adorable  :wub:
i like the childish Ai-chan  :heart:

as i expected from you  :twothumbs
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: gab98 on February 22, 2011, 07:57:31 AM
aww so sweet!!   :wub:

 :twothumbs  good job!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: kawaii beam on March 01, 2011, 04:05:39 AM
ada-thanks~ X3 more's on the way~

sunc-lol gaki suffering isnt really my forte ans sign was like totally adictive to me, i just recently stopped litsening to it XDD thanks for reading though~

rndy-yay~ dont drown though i need u to live~

kuro-thanks X3

EriKan-thankyou os much^^

gab98-thanks so much^^


im happy everyone liked my oneshot^^ another one is on the way and i took a good while doing it. i litsened to the song like for 5 hrs as i typed the story up and it took me like about 3 hrs to write ^^; so comments would really seriously be apretiated^^....god its like 10pm i have to wake up at 6 and i cant spell anymore XD lord help me...
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Goodby Memories] 2-28-11
Post by: kawaii beam on March 01, 2011, 04:27:35 AM
(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%205/gbmwallie.jpg)
Goodbye Memories

Risa breathed in the cool spring air as she walked carefully up the hill that led her to her old high school. It had been at least two years since she last saw the school like this; it still looked the same to her. She smiled to herself remembering how she used to hate this hill and how it was painful to either walk or ride her bike up and down the sidewalk when it rained or snowed. But when the weather did agree with her, she loved it.

While she was remembering those days, two arms wrapped themselves around her, causing the bean to jump and scream. As she squirmed out of the embrace and turned around, the person who hugged her, laughed at her reaction.

“Still the reaction queen as ever Gaki-san.”

Risa puffed out her cheeks and playfully shoved the girl’s shoulder, who in return just laughed even more.

“That’s not funny Ai-chan…”

Ai grinned and looked over at a nearby Sakura tree. The blossoms were in full bloom, causing some petals to break off and drift in the air as the wind blew.

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“They said that the blossoms will bloom earlier than usual, can you believe that?!”

Ai danced in circles around her friend as the two walked to the school; her dark green plaid skirt going up due to the spinning.  Starting to feel a little dizzy, she held a huge grin as she stopped and looked to Risa who laughed and nodded in agreement quietly replying with a,

“Yeah I can’t believe it either.”

The older girl looked up to one of the nearby trees and sighed contently.

“I hope they fully bloom too, it’d be the perfect way to end graduation…”


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It wasn’t even that long ago that the two had that conversation and Risa wished that she could go back, but knew that there would be no way to. The two stood in silence as they remembered what their days at school was like. It was filled with tears as well as laughter, and both girls had their fair share of each.

“It feels just like yesterday that we were in school ne?”

“Yeah… These two years have gone by so fast.”

The two girls were now walking down the hill, with Risa not too far behind, she watched the girl in front of her talk about how her younger sister was still bossy and that she still had arguments with her. She noticed that the long flowing dark brown hair was now gone and in its place was a light brown short bob. The school uniform she was pretty used to seeing was now a stylish white one piece with light brown high heeled boots. The one thing that hadn’t changed much thought was the girl herself.

She sighed and shook her head. There were so many things that she wanted to tell Ai, but never could, and she had no idea why. She had every chance to tell Ai back then but something always stopped her, be it one of their friends or just her low self-esteem. All of the memories that she had from when they first met until now were special to her and she never wanted to let them go.
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Spring finally came and the blossoms were in full bloom. The two girls were quiet as they held onto their graduation scrolls. Both weren’t really sure on what to say. Risa looked up to the sky and noticed the shade of blue slowly changing to end the day. As she noticed this, a wave of sadness swept over her and the tears she had held back.

“Goodbye… I don’t want to say goodbye yet…”

Ai looked over when she heard Risa softly mumble to herself along with a few sniffles and wrapped her arms around the younger girl. When the two had finally gotten their emotions out Ai had noticed that Risa had walked her home. When she told the bean this all she did was laugh and scratch the back of her head in embarrassment.

“My bad Ai-chan, I didn’t even notice.”

The truth was that Risa wanted to be with her friend for just a little longer. She didn’t want to leave her just yet, even though the two had made plans to hang out over the weekend. The bean just wanted was to indulge herself for a little longer, and when Ai laughed and smiled so genuinely at her it made her blush to the point that she couldn’t even look at her. Ai’s radiance was just too much for her.


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‘I wonder if she even remembers that day…’

Risa quietly scoffed to herself and noticed that they were almost at the school gate.

‘She wouldn’t remember such a simple walk like that, especially how she called me by my first name as I left.’

It was another memory that she wanted to never forget. The two of them red and puffy eyed under the night sky. In truth, she was very thankful to meet someone like Ai. Ever since they had met each other on that first day of school they were inseparable.

Ai looked back at her and took her hand.

“Look Gaki-san, doesn’t everything look the same?”

“Yeah…”

The two girls crossed the street and entered through the huge gate. School was over for the day and all of the students around the campus were walking home, getting their bikes or heading to their club meetings.

Risa looked remembering the first time she saw the sakura in full bloom. It was graduation day and due to them blooming early like the news predicted it was beautiful. She remembered Ai running around the empty school field after graduation feeling so happy that the predictions were right.

“It’s been two years since the flowers bloomed like this right?”

“It has.”

When they went inside and met all of their old teachers, they decided that for old times’ sake they should head to their classroom. Ai slid the door open and noticed that it was empty.

“Wow… They all left already…I wanted to know who sits in my seat now.”

Risa giggled and closed the door behind her while Ai sat on the edge of her old assigned desk. Risa did the same. The two of them were only a few desks away from each other as they looked at their old classroom. So much memories were stored in this one room, the two wished that they could go back to it, but that was the past, they had to move on.

As Risa was reminiscing something suddenly hit her. It was when she realized she was in love with the girl right in front of her.

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“Ai-chan, we’ll be late if you don’t hurry up! I want to see the fireworks!”

Ai took a bite out of her cotton candy as Risa held onto her prized goldfish bag. It was just like the monkey to just zone out and take her time as she ate. The bean sighed and waved her free hand in front of the older girls face.

“Ai-chan~ hello~?”

“EH?”

The monkey looked at her friend with a lost expression until she heard the first loud boom of the fireworks. The two looked up into the summer sky. They saw the bright colors burst through the night and started running to a spacious spot. When they finally got there they looked in awe. One was totally drawn at the fireworks while the other was looking at her.

Risa couldn’t keep her eyes off of Ai. She loved everything about her; the way she laughed when they joked around, how she looked at her with those big doe eyes when she finally got her attention away from her videogames, everything.

‘It seems like I’m falling in love with you Ai-chan…’


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Maybe it was a crush, but it grew more and more each day. She wondered at first why of all people it had to be her best friend, and a girl at that, but in the end she gave up and just accepted those feelings. The one and only person that she truly loved was always by her side.

After realizing it that summer night every day she hung out with Ai made her happy, and yet at the same time painful. Her self-confidence was way too low and stubborn for her to even confess every time she had the chance.

“Gaki-san?”

Ai waved her hand in front of the beans face, and when that didn’t work she gently shook her. When Risa did come back to reality, she quickly realized where she was and looked at the girl in front of her.

“Gaki-san, we should get going… It’s getting dark.”

“Y-yeah..”

When they walked out of the school gates and back up to the hill, Risa stopped and looked up to the tree. Ai stopped as well noticing the beans odd behavior the entire day.

“Gaki-san…what’s the matter, you’ve been quiet all day today…that’s not like you.”

Risa looked over to her and opened her mouth to say “sorry” but couldn’t even do that. She brought her head down; allowing her bangs to cover her eyes as her lips slightly trembled.

“Ai-chan, there’s been something that I’ve wanted to tell you since high school…”

“And what’s that?”

“I don’t want to say goodbye…just being stuck as a friend…I don’t want that at all…”

“What?”

She looked up to see Ai’s clearly confused expression; she clearly wasn’t herself if Ai didn’t even understand her.

“I- I mean… What I was going to say…”

She looked deeply into those dark brown orbs in front of her and took a deep breath.

“I… you…”

“Me?”

“You always….”

“Always what Risa?”

Ai took a few steps forward to figure out just what the bean was trying to say, which made Risa look away for a brief moment.

‘No; no backing out this time, you have to say it Risa, even if she doesn’t love you back, just saying it is enough.’

“Ever since the beginning Ai-chan… I’ve…I’ve always…”

She took one last deep breath and closed her eyes shut as the words she had been holding for years finally came out of her mouth.

“I’ve always loved you!”

She opened her eyes and felt twenty times lighter as relief filled her body.

‘Ah…I finally said it…’

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cliffies are fun...and i need to go to bed XD longest fic i've ever written and probably the 1st one that took 3 hrs to write....

fic was inspired by this song the pv is just as cute X3 look for i urself though :P         
supercell-さよならメモリーズ [English Sub] (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gc31vA3CP4I#)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: kuro_808 on March 01, 2011, 04:52:12 AM
Risa let everything go and it worked :twothumbs
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: gracula on March 01, 2011, 07:55:16 AM
I owe you two comments, but I'm too excited to tell you what I thought of the latest one, so this'll go first.

Goodbye Memories

The title scared me a little.  :lol: But then I thought, "this is the Queen of Fluff, she'd never angst us too badly, right?", so I decided to read through with less trepidation. This was so beautifully written, my heart skipped a little. This had all the elements I love around this time of the year- I guess everyone's in a sotsugyo mood lately, spring is coming after all. I had "Sakura no hanabiratachi" playing shortly before I read this, so it was quite apt.

I liked that it took Gaki-san two years after school to confess. Most times, people change after graduation and it was nice to see those feelings didn't quite change, but instead the two years helped give courage and a layer of maturity to the confession.

Like I said, very well written. Thanks for sharing this with us.



Denwa de ne

This was  XD so sweet. How you managed to make Ai so inconsiderate and yet impossibly cute is amazing. Hope to see more of that kinda cuteness from both Risa and Ai.  :heart:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on March 01, 2011, 04:05:11 PM
Aww, that was cute. All the little memories. I'm glad Gaki got her confession off her chest after so long, but I'll be even more glad if Ai accepts her love! You must finish this! XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: Ada XD on March 01, 2011, 07:48:22 PM
Love  :heart:
That was really cute omg 8D I really didn't expect you to have a plot for it so quickly oxo I loved it  :wub: Great job Kawaiibi <3
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Denwa de ne] 2-19-11
Post by: sunc on March 01, 2011, 09:43:29 PM
aww after 2 years she still feels the same but how come ai never noticed it  :banghead: i wonder how Ai is going to react :?  does she feel the same? .....or not
i want to know  :panic: ...lol
please continue    :onioncheer:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Goodbye Memories] 2-28-11
Post by: kawaii beam on March 02, 2011, 04:16:43 AM
kuro-well it worked that she let it all out~ who knows how ai replied~? :roll:


gracula-lol yay comments~ X3 lol it seemed that you wernt the only one who got scared of the title^^; it makes me wonder if it made sense^^;

"Qeen of Fluff"? psh u must be talking about someone else :roll:. what does "trepidation" mean :? XD yeah graduation songs are always the best^^; i still havent herad that sakura song from akb^^; but i think i heard every other one XD

well i felt that i'm kinda like gaki in this situation^^; eventhough in like 3 months it'll be a yr since i've graduated from my highschool i still feel the same, my thoughts and how i act are a bit the same as well^^;

well thankyou for reading it^^ i'll try my best.

rndy-sankyu~ and idk if i will^^;

ada-thanks and i didnt either^^; i pretty much spent a whole day writing it XDD

sunc-lol who knows if ai did or didnt notice? lol its up to u on what you think^^;


lol wow i never thought ppl would want me to continue it...i did think about it but atm i have like nothing D: if anyone wants to give me ideas for ai to accept or not you're free too^^; until then just wait and see, i'll wait for more comments XD :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Goodbye Memories] 2-28-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on March 02, 2011, 07:25:53 AM
Of course we want her to accept, you Queen of Fluff, you. :lol: :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Goodbye Memories] 2-28-11
Post by: gracula on March 02, 2011, 07:56:43 AM
See? Even Rndy agrees with me. We should probably go find you a crown somewhere.

And we want the sweetest insulin-spiking fluff you can manage when Ai accepts. Don't make it too easy on Risa though... girl's gotta work for her lurve.

Here, some links for 'research'. Bee and Ropy are well-acquainted with my famous links (Bee secretly fears them, I think):-
Trepidation: http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/trepidation (http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/trepidation)
Sakura (subbed): [Eng Sub] AKB48 - Sakura no Hanabiratachi 2008 (http://www.veoh.com/browse/videos/category/music_pop/watch/v16056835mjCwNcQw) You'll love this. There is angsty fluff in this.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[title's long] 1-22-11
Post by: Beecubed on March 02, 2011, 06:07:23 PM
Ah ah ah!!!!!!!!  :panic:

Waiwai, gomen ne, I've been silently following all your stories since the beginning of the month... I don't know when and how but I lost a bit of my motivation to post comments and then got a little busy with life and work  :nervous

Got a few to go through now, but first off, just wanted to say THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE TAKAGAKI FLUFF!  :wriggly:
I am seriously uber happy to have you, rndm and ada spreading the TakaGaki  :wub:
It means a lot, seriously, and I bet a lot of lurkers are thinking the same  XD .... so don't worry too much about getting comments?  :P I got the impression that you may have been calling out to me and ropychan when you've been saying things like:
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i'll wait for more comments
  :lol:

Well, as a fellow TakaGaki enthusiast, I do feel the obligation to read and respond, so here I am  :twothumbs
 
Let's backtrack a bit!~

yay for long coment~ X3 i love long comments but suck at making them^^; XD

Glad you enjoy!  :thumbsup
Lol, everybody loves long comments but there aren't enough of them going around, hey? They don't have to be long, just insightful/meaningful, though mine lean dangerously towards the mindless fangirly side xD I'm naturally a deep thinker and I have too much going on in my head when I read something, I feel it would be nice to show my gratitude to writers by sharing some of this.

Everybody keeps talking about being sucky at comments. Should ropychan and I write up a guide?  :lol:

the closest thing that i can write to make gaki irresponsinble is like  her not giving a crap on missing a metting(and even then it'll probably be in the back of her head spazzing out about how she should really go and whatnot XD) risa reminds me of myself alot mostly cus we're both responsible and do what people ask of them and such^^; or well atleast i think so. like if there was a meeting for my church group, eventhough like i hate it i'd go, and if i didnt eventhough i'd be happy that i stayed at home and stalked this place all night, it'd still nag at me that i didnt go
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^^; did that make sense?

XD Haiiiiiii! waiwai so cute.  :wub:
It's like an ingrained sense of responsibility, isn't it? Gaki-san's not the type to be able to shed herself of responsibility. Even if she consciously rebels against something, she'll be bothered by it.  :yep:

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lol about those bits....i'll leve them all to your imagination^^; its still hard for me to realy try to write pervs yet... eventhough i have started one and havent touched it in like what 4 months? rndy should know XD its just feels weird expessialy if the person's writing hasnt even been in a relationship let alone well that.

:lol:

I'm going through writing some right now, despite my lack of experience in that area as well XD
I don't think you need to have experience anyway. Reading enough pervs will do the trick.  :nervous
Anyway, that said: I want to read a TakaGaki perv from you?

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i'll  try to write longer eventhough i think i'll never write as long as you essy or rndy XD and you update soon too k~?

Please don't feel like you need to write longer or anything - sometimes the shortness makes it all the sweeter.  :k-inlove: I'm a bit too wordy, it's a problem I've been trying to fix. You can tell not only with my story, but with all my fanfic comments too  :sweatdrop: I like essy and rndy's wordiness though, never feels redundant. Anyhow, sorry I haven't updated my own, I'm in the process of writing (and being wordy xD). Hopefully can update in about a week? Thanks for the encouragement though!  :wub:

Love Jump.

AKB-song inspired? . . . . . . . . . . .  XD

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She sat up deciding that she wasn’t going to get anymore sleep with the four legged alarm clock on her bed

Ouji + Ai!  :inlove:
I'm such a sucker for animals, and whenever one of the girls go kya kyaaa over one (Miki and Ai, noticeably :3), it makes me kinda melt.
Four-legged alarm clock is such a cute way to describe her Ouji...  :lol:
I could read a whole fic on Ai and her dog and still be satisfied. Hope this doggy can make future appearances?  :w00t:

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As she glanced at the date a smile came to her face. It was Sunday; the day that she had been waiting for the past month was finally here! Ai silently squealed to herself

Awwwwww~  :nya: excited Ai-chan is so endearing. I wonder if Gaki-san had a similar morning of giddy preparation? I could definitely imagine that  :P
And a first date at that...  :oops:

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"Must be your ‘Rain girl’ luck again…It’d suck now after all of this waiting for your lovely Gaki-san to just cancel because of your crappy luck ne~?"

Hahhaaaa.... the younger Takahashi has a bit of sharp tongue there, huh? Teasing her older sister even though it's so obvious this is something huge for her (I mean, it took her over TWO hours to pick that outfit???  :nervous).

Sounds kinda like a little brat sibling you would throw pillows at. I'm glad Ai-chan did that. ^__^

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Ai felt her body stiffen at the beans question. She slightly bit her bottom lip and quickly touched the brown frames with one hand as she gripped onto the handle of her umbrella with the other. She did need the glasses for reading, but it was also a way to hide her-self, since she wasn’t the most confident girl

:love:
Shy Ai-chan is one of my favourite kind of Ai-chans. For somebody so talented and good-looking, I'm always awed by her modesty and shyness.  :wub:

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“C’mon Ai-chan~! You don’t need your umbrella! It’s snowing!”

What happened next to Ai’s surprise was that the bean took her hand and started running, and jumping again, which sooner made her jump and run along with her. The two feeling more insensitive to the cold with each jump.

She’s actually holding my hand! Please Kami-sama make this moment last forever!

OH MY FLUFF! In generous amounts!  :luvluv2:
Cute, innocent, high-school teenagey TakaGaki is fluffy win.

I have a thing for reading about Ai-chan admiring and crushing on Gaki-san. It's usually the other way around, but it's so damn cute when it's Ai doing all that.  :heart:

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“I think that Ai-chan looks cuter without her glasses and should only use them when she needs to!”

Hmmmm....

Ai-chan is cute with or without glasses, but I like the novelty of her wearing glasses. Especially as a sensei  :inlove: dear lord
But I think the thing that's oh so adorable about this is that Gaki-san probably realises that Ai wears her glasses more to hide behind them than anything...  :luvuluvu:

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She smirked to herself and for the first time in a long time put the glasses into their case and into her school bag as she turned to her sister.

“Its nothing…Lets go.”

:mon inluv:

Gaki-san's words are like some kind of gospel for Ai... hehe.  :grin:

WHAT A CUTE ONE-SHOT!!!!!  :wriggly:
You're so good at writing these, waiwai. >_______<


Denwa de ne.

:mon lovelaff: :mon lovelaff: :mon lovelaff:

I think of the three one-shots you've updated since my last comment, this one was possibly my favourite. Not a clear cut one 'coz they're just all so damned cute, but this one really left an impression on me because of the dialogue and the interaction over the phone. It's so... simple, warm, and realistic? The kind of conversation I can totally imagine the two having. And demanding Ai-chan coupled with a tired Gaki-san is is is is is is just just  :bow: :bow: :bow:

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“There…it’s opened and I’m looking…Now can you please tell me why you called me so late?”

“Its not that late, you’re only an hour behind me Risa-chan.”

“Still it’s late…”

She tried to suppress a yawn.

Is Gaki-san getting annoyed with a romantic Ai here? LOL.
Still, her 'annoyed' is cute.

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“So are you looking?”

“Yes Ai-chan, I’m looking up at the sky.”

 XD XD XD

Ai-chan's so demanding, ne? Hahahaha... I laughed at this, it's so adorable and puppy-like.  :mon cute: Gyyyyaaaaaa...  :panic:

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“Good, cus you know I want to look at the same things you do even if we’re apart, and the skys the best thing cus its so big and all…”

I knew she was shaking her head after I said my reason, but it was true; I wanted it to feel like she was right next to me on the hotel bed with the both of us snuggled together looking out of the window.

"And the sky's the best thing cus its so big and all..." Clever!Ai-chan ftw!  :love:

SO SWEET.

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“Fine~ we can just look with the window closed then. It won’t really be the same though you know…”

“It won’t be the end of the world…How much longer do I have to stay up with you?”

Gaki-san's sounding really ticked off here!  XD You know, I just noticed that throughout this one-shot there isn't really anything sweet out of Gaki-san's mouth besides: I love you. And somehow, this still manages to be so warm and endearing. I love it!  :wub:

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“Just for a little longer ok?”

I just want to stay like this… I want to feel like you’re right here with me…

I wish Ai-chan had said that out loud. *sigh*

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“Ai-chan?”

“Yeah?”

“Are you still upset at me almost falling asleep earlier?”

“…Maybe…why?”

“Cus..I’m really getting tierd…”

Awwww. Sweet dialogue, I love, I love.
What's Gaki-san been doing that's caused her such exhaustion though? xDDDD Thinking too much about Ai-chan, I hope.  :P Hehehee..

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“I love you…”

I heard the line click and I brought the phone away from my ear and looked at the wallpaper of the two of us together. I softly kissed the screen, a habit I usually do when Risa’s not around to actually kiss, and put the phone on the bedside dresser.

I love you too Risa-chan…

*Bee melts into a puddle of goo*

Ahjandishdsadsjddbbgff!!!!

I melted the first time I read this and with this second viewing, result is still the same. Goodness me.......  :heart: :bow:


Goodbye Memories.

This was such a sweet, nostalgic read...  :cry: :wub: It kind of reminded me of Proposal Daisakusen (I obsessed over this drama for almost 2 years), where one of my favourite scenes was the two leads going back to their highschool. They walked about, sat in their old classroom and then in the playground, just reminiscing about times gone by, about what's happened since. It was so beautiful, so hauntingly beautiful. I can say that this one-shot definitely roused similar emotions in me  :k-inlove: a truly beautiful piece...

It's nice to see you swapping around the roles a little, with this one being Gaki's POV and is all about her love for Ai.  :love:

The flashbacks and the sakura blossoms... Risa's constant aching over the fact that she was never able to confess to Ai because of one thing or another...  :mon inluv:

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Risa looked up to the sky and noticed the shade of blue slowly changing to end the day. As she noticed this, a wave of sadness swept over her and the tears she had held back.

“Goodbye… I don’t want to say goodbye yet…”

Awwwww...  :mon cry:
I know how that feels... I've been through all that. Primary school, highschool, uni. ;_____________; it's so hard to let go, and even more so when it's got to do with somebody you've fallen for so hard.  :heart:

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Risa couldn’t keep her eyes off of Ai. She loved everything about her; the way she laughed when they joked around, how she looked at her with those big doe eyes when she finally got her attention away from her videogames, everything.

‘It seems like I’m falling in love with you Ai-chan…’

Yes! Ai's (awesomely natural) laughter! Doe eyes! Just a few things about her that are so distinctive. :inlove: And you get extra points for mentioning Ai and videogaming.  :grin:

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“I… you…”

“Me?”

“You always….”

“Always what Risa?”

Ai took a few steps forward to figure out just what the bean was trying to say, which made Risa look away for a brief moment.

No; no backing out this time, you have to say it Risa, even if she doesn’t love you back, just saying it is enough.’

“Ever since the beginning Ai-chan… I’ve…I’ve always…”

She took one last deep breath and closed her eyes shut as the words she had been holding for years finally came out of her mouth.

“I’ve always loved you!”

Sorry this is such a big quote, but this stumbling confession is too much love!  :wub:

MY GAH, we HAVE to find out what Ai's response will be!!!!!! ;________________; You're writing right now, aren't you??? =P but yeah, do take your time. Agree with grac's above comment. Oh, and the fact that you are Queen of Fluff  :bow: you earned the title! xDDDD

Anyways, thank you for the fluff, waiwai!  :love: I've enjoyed it all so much and hope it shows through this comment?  :nervous

Please update soon. Can't wait for MORE!  :heart:

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Here, some links for 'research'. Bee and Ropy are well-acquainted with my famous links (Bee secretly fears them, I think)

EHHHHH???  XD Since when have I secretly feared them? Sorry, but what makes you think that? >_____> lol
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Goodbye Memories] 2-28-11
Post by: kawaii beam on March 02, 2011, 09:07:33 PM
rndy-oh god u too with that??  :P

grac-i dont need a crown really^^; u guys need one more than me^^

lol i'll be sure to keep that in mind when i do it^^ :thumbsup

ah~ so thats what it means~ learn something new everyday~ X3 thanks^^ and lol

so i watched the pv and i realised near the end when the gate guard dude was letting them all leave that i had seen the pv before but a looooong time ago XD and was this pv like hinting at yukoxmaeda?? XD count on akb to make me think that XD thanks though~ angsty fluff

bee-lol its ok i know life can get in the way but i knew by the thanks that u were reading them^^

lol thanks you for spreading takagaki as well~ X3 and lol i  kinda was with the comments thing^^; i kept wondering "i hope bee's ok i really wanna know what she thinks~" everytime i saw the thanks XD but at the same time i was waiting to see if anyone else was going to comment^^;
i'm kinda deep myself i think, but usually bye the time i type up a comment everyone before me said what i was thinking or my brain doesnt know how to form the thoughts right^^;

lol its true like if i have a responsibilty even if im tiered of it i still do it^^;

oh god u want a perv too? XD i'll tell u a secret that only i think 3 ppl know about it..... it involves maid outfits ;) rndy's the only one who's read pretty much all i have so far XDDD so if u want more about it interogate- i mean ask her XD

and ur too wordy???? i think not madam! you're just fine! i just wish i could be more wordy in a way it makes sense XD

love jump
XD well in another thing im writing ouji's in it for a bit so u should be happy to know that XD and yes little sis takahashi knows how to push her nee-chan's buttons huh? XD

for ai-chushin on gaki i felt that it was right to do it this way mostly cus almost everyone including myself usually makes gaki the one who is all crushing and admiering her, so i thought that something diffrent would be good^^; though after reading so many essy stuff with ai in them (who i think writes ai epically btw)idk i felt like i wrote her wrong or weird XDD

ai-sensei..... :drool: :wub: :inlove: :twisted: :twothumbs thats my comment on that...*goes to look at helo!channel vol1 pics*ah~:heart:
 
ah~ im thats good~! :panic:why does everyone keep saying that~???

denwa de ne
lol i think hyper ai-chan with sleepy risa is pretty realistic to me XD like i can imagine ai talking about one thing or another that risa has no idea about and no matter how hard risa tries to keep paying attention she just gets sleepier and sleepier XD

annoyed gaki is just cus she's sleepy and cant put up with ai's hyperness atm XD plus at risa's side its cold XD while ai-chan's side is pretty warm^^

XD yet again the sleepyness is getting to her XD she loves ai-chan but sleep is just as lovely XD

the reason why she's so tierd? well i thought i'd makei t around the time ai went to guam for the pb shoot and at that same time risa and sayu were incharge of the 9th gen intro event and i think one of the colabolabo events, so bussyness of all that= tierd gaki and of course wondering how ai-chan is too XD

lol what's with everyone dying on me? xD i need them to live~!

goodbye memories
same here, throughout my whole highschool time like i was only ubber emotional like in 10th grade because the 12 graders that i knew so well were leaving and they became like really good friends to me. in the next 2 yrs though they did visit and thankfully they were still the same funny ppl. and i think next to that it was when my whole japanese class wrote  that we'd miss our sensei the day that she was leaving for a AP meeting out of town. she wouldnt be able to see us off at graduation or on the last day of school cus of it so we all wrote on the bored and like after school i just started crying cus i didnt want to leave her^^; she was like the only teacher in all 4 yrs that had seen me grow up and she always said that she didnt want to let me go^^;  gah if i talk about this even more i'll go emo so i'll stop XD

gosh i'm not the queen~~ DX  stop this~ and im not writing but i am thinking about it atm^^; and im happy that u did enjoy it X3

ganbarimasu~ :)

god this reply was long XD but in a good way XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GM part 2] 3-11-11
Post by: kawaii beam on March 11, 2011, 06:14:58 AM
ok everyone! here's part 2 of goodbye memories since ppl have been asking X3 NOW BE HAPPY AND COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!! i worked verry hard to get this (short) part 2 up ^^;

(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%205/gbmpt2.jpg)
Goodbye Memories part 2

The silence was deafening and Risa didn’t like it one bit. All the older girl did was look at her with this unreadable expression plastered on her face. A million thoughts and emotions ran through the older girls head as the words repeated in her head over and over again.

“I’ve always loved you!”

All this time her best friend was in love with her and she never knew it. She couldn’t believe it. She looked down to the cracks in the side walk as she tried to think of something to say. Words were never her strong point.

The bean waited, with each second feeling more and more terrified. Was it wrong to tell her? Will she still be her friend? So many questions came through and each one made her regret even opening her mouth.

“Ai-chan…”

‘Am I really that dense…?’

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Ai sighed to herself and looked over to the window. Rain gently tapped on the glass as she watched every other drop slide down. She hugged her legs together and closed her eyes taking in the sounds of the weather outside as her bed softly creaked.

“I really was dense back then wasn’t I?”

“Well yes…and no. I mean it’s not every day your best friend tells you that she has loved you ever since you’ve met each other…”

She smiled to herself and opened one eye to see her friend look at her reflection in the same window. It was always like Sayu to check herself out whenever a refection was in her sight. The bunny fixed her bangs and then looked over to Ai who opened her other eye and looked back out to the rain.

“True, but it’s stupid that I never even noticed it.”

“What was your reply then? Did you accept Gaki-san’s confession?”

“At first…no… I was too shocked by the whole thing to even tell her that I wanted to think about what she said… I felt like we were in high school again and that all the things she did back then that I just thought were normal things soon started making sense.”

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The monkey desperately searched through her missed calls and messages to see if that one person had called her, but when she noticed that she hadn’t called it just brought her mood crashing down. It had been almost three months after Risa had confessed to her; three months since they had talked to each other.  After the bean had blurted out her true feelings for the older girl, Ai was so shocked that all she could do was instantly tell her that she needed to think things over and ran off leaving the bean in total shock and maybe in tears.

After a few weeks of thinking over her over reactive emotions as well as the total shock she had realized that she had indeed loved the bean back, but wasn’t entirely sure on how to tell them back to her. She had thought of calling her but whenever she picked up her phone and scrolled down to Risa’s name, she would never have the bravery to press the call button. She decided that since she was too chicken to call the bean herself she’d wait for Risa to call her.

So she waited, and waited and waited some more until one night she finally gave in and decided that if she couldn’t talk to her through the phone, maybe going over to the girl’s house and telling her how she felt would work.

She knocked on the younger girl’s apartment door and waited for a reply. Each second felt like hours to her and when the door finally opened, Ai pulled the drowsy bean into a kiss and hugged her.

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“My god Ai-chan! You just went and kissed her right then and there??”

She softly blushed at Sayu’s reaction and nodded, trying to cover her embarrassment.

“I wasn’t thinking rationally, I just knew that I couldn’t just tell her, so I showed her…”

“More like totally startled the crap out of her.”

Ai rolled her eyes and continued on.

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When the two finally broke away from their kiss, Risa gently touched her lips and then looked at the girl in front of her.

“A-Ai-chan…”

“Risa…I’m sorry for leaving you like that…I-I just didn’t know what to say…a-and it was such a huge shock to hear it from you and...and...”

The bean brought her finger to the older girl’s lips and embraced her. That was all she needed to know and hear.

“I love you too Risa…”

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“And that’s that.”

She looked to the bunny who just grinned back at her.

“What?”

“Are you sure that’s all you two did that night?”

The reply the bunny got was a loud smack on her arm. She clutched onto the reddening flesh and looked at the older girl in horror.

“My god! I was only kidding Ai-chan! That hurt!”




and thats that~! its hsort but this was the best i could do^^;
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GM part 2] 3-11-11
Post by: gracula on March 11, 2011, 07:28:40 AM
It's the best! You're the best! *clutches waii and pats her head*

good way to tell the story indirectly so we both see a flashback and have Ai tell Sayu about it as well. This was really nice. Thanks for sharing.

If you ever feel like you need to write angst (which, really, you don't need to)- you could probably write a Risa POV for the three months she was incommunicado with Ai after the confession. At least we are assured of a happy ending there.

(Sorry for being touchy-feely, but I acknowledge excellent hard work and express myself with head pats  :P )
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[575] 4-15-11
Post by: kawaii beam on April 15, 2011, 07:13:02 PM
grac- thanks so much! X3 i dont mind being touchy-felt(?) XD im perfectly fine with it^^

lol i dont think i can continue on with the good bye memories cus i feel like risa'semoness could varry in everyones mind with how she delt with after the confession....did that sentence just make sence? XD



ok so i wrote this like 2 nights ago and idk if this next oneshot will make sense or not^^; plus there's no banner for this oneshot cus i couldnt find a right pic to go with it >.< and i also got this oneshot thanks to perfume's B-side of their VOICE single called 575.


575

“I don’t want to lose to this love. Not tonight…”

Rolling onto my back and looking up to the ceiling, I grabbed my phone next to me and flipped it open. I looked at the screen and a light smile crept up to my face. It was a picture of Ai-chan and I on our day off. A hot breeze of air flowed into my room, reminding me again that it was summer.

My heart felt like it was swaying along with my window sheets as I pressed the button of my phone to the address book. I wanted to talk to her, even though I knew she was probably busy with her stage play rehearsals or out with one of the members ,but I didn’t really care. My selfish side was slowly coming out, and I wasn’t trying to hold it back.

‘She doesn’t want to be smothered by you all of the time. She’s had to go through all of your over protection and smothering for years now. That’s the one of the reasons why she’s distance herself from you…’

Those constant voices that always made me paranoid about our relationship whispered continuously as I tried to not believe them. Maybe paranoid is the wrong word to use…I don’t really know… either way, as much as I try not to believe those doubts, they’re always there stuck in the back my mind.
It was somewhat true though, we weren’t paired up much ever since the 9th gen. had joined. It was always her with them or me and Sayu with the girls and with her graduation coming closer each day, Ai-chan was doing more solo things.

“Why can’t we just meet up and go to some far off place where graduations were nonexistent and work wasn’t such a life strainer?”

I frowned at the blank screen of the phone as well as the sudden thought that blurted out of my lips. I knew that it wasn’t as easy as I wished it would but it was nice to blurt it out, even if it was to my reflection on the small screen. Closing my eyes and sighed, lightly tossing the phone next to me, not caring where it really landed.

“Where are my feelings for her anyway? Psh what am I even saying? Risa you’re not making sense anymore…I just want to see her right now that’s all…”

About two hours later, I felt around for my phone giving into the need to at least message her or at least get a new picture of her.

“Where the heck is that thing?”

I felt my bed sheets up some more and opened my eyes to actually look only to find the thing on the floor. I instantly picked it up and flipped it open again, looking for her name and pressing on to the ‘create message’ button when I stopped dead in my tracks.

“What should I even send her?”

I fooled around a bit, putting the numbers 5-7-5 but then cleared them off from the screen. I knew that I couldn’t ask for her to come over since it was already getting late and the last train probably closed already. I pressed 1-2-3 and soon as that realization hit me, the phone vibrated loudly in my hands, slightly catching myself off guard. When I checked to see who it was messaging me so late, a smile came on my face.

“Ah I’ve got some free time now, I finally left rehearsal.”

The message was short and simple like I’d always expect from her but it didn’t really bother me, it was the chance that I had been waiting for all night to hear. I pushed the buttons little by little, just asking how it all went and if anything interesting had happened, praying that she’s reply back to me sensing my feelings for her though just a casual message.

“Ne, what are you up to now?”

“Nothing, just thinking of going to sleep soon.”

“I would try to come over, but I think the last train’s already went through. I’m sorry Risa-chan.”


It was a lie, I wasn’t tired at all, even though I wanted to ask why she didn’t really answer my question, as well as fully show my selfish side out to her, but I knew I had to say goodnight. Just talking with her gives me a natural high. I sighed and replied back, slowly pushing the keypad and pressing ‘send’.

“I’ll just see you in the morning then. Goodnight Ai-chan”

I closed the phone and set it next to my pillow as I laid down and closed my tired eyes. I know in my heart that I love her so much, but with all that’s going on I just have to take it one day at a time. As the little clock in my room softly rang that it was 12 am, I sighed and softly smiled to myself for surviving through another whole day with my emotions.

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idk if it makes sense but please tell me if it does ok guys?^^; i feel like this is a weak comming back^^; lol
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~~[575] 4-15-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on April 16, 2011, 04:58:35 AM
I like it, I like it. I'm definitely glad to see it finished, it just seems like one of those moment in time stories that I love so much. Just a little bit of insight into a relationship that's not at all perfect, but there's definitely love.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~~[575] 4-15-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on April 25, 2011, 01:06:13 AM
 :lol: :lol: I'm ready for my emo sammich.


(emo)Bread
(emo)Sauce
(emo)Cheese
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Disdained Aff.] 4-24-11
Post by: kawaii beam on April 25, 2011, 01:46:42 AM
rndy- sankyu~*huggles* idk what to say about that bread meat and cheese thing^^; i dont get it? XD now be happy~

well i guess since it's easter weekend everyone's ubber bussy but i hope that you all will like this^^ i spent 3 days writing this and litsening to the song on repeate and this song is actually pretty dear to my heart cus it was the 1st akb song that i heard^^ enjoy~ :deco:


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Disdained Affection


I couldn’t stop looking. Even if I truly wanted to look away and wish it never happened, I just couldn’t force myself to move. She was gone…dead would probably be a better word, but I don’t like using it.I brought my legs closer to myself and hugged them tightly as the news showed my school on the TV. It was the same old borrowed talk about a suicide. The word never really used to bother me until a few days ago, but now, just hearing it gave me goosebumps.

Every few years, a student would try and kill themselves off from the 4th floor of our school. Some would live to tell the tale and go home with broken bones, while others would never get up from the ground ever again.

‘She just had to stay down…and leave me all alone like this….’

I repeated that in my head over and over again, completely drowning out the noise around me, only staring at the screen in front of me. It wasn’t until I felt the cell phone vibrating next to my feet that I snapped back into reality. I picked it up and flipped it open as the newscaster continued on about the “tragedy” as if it was as simple as typing out characters on my cell phone. Shaking my head, I read the message that was from one of my friends.

“Is everything alright Ai-chan? I noticed that you left home early”

I sighed and replied back. I wasn’t in the mood to talk to anyone.

”I’m fine Sayu, I just wasn’t feeling well. I’ll see you tomorrow at school.”

”Alright Ai-chan…You know that Reina, Eri, and I are here for you right?And We’ll always be there for you when you’re ready to talk it out.”

A small smile came up to my face as I shut the phone, and hugged my legs again. My mother walked in and sat next to me on the couch. Ouji followed after her and sat right in front of me wagging his tail. I glanced over to him and then back at the TV as my mom cleared her throat and stroked the top of my head.

“Ai…are you feeling any better? You haven’t gotten out of your uniform since you’ve been home…”

I nodded and looked up at her seeing concern in her eyes. It’s always like moms to worry, so I smiled to see if that would make her see that I was alright.

“Yeah mom, I’m fine…I should be able to go back to school tomorrow after some rest.”

She stopped petting my head and looked at me right in the eyes as if she was trying to look for something.

“Ai-chan, I know that it must be hard for you to lose Risa-chan in such a drastic way, but going to school and acting like nothing happened won’t help you… you need to talk to the psychiatrist about this or at least just stay home for a few days and then go talk…”

I sighed and looked away from her as soon as she mentioned Risa’s name. That was the last thing I wanted to hear, it was way too soon for me to talk about her.

All of the adults at school were talking about her already as well as the police and school psychiatrist who came into home room and talked to every one of us one by one. I was getting sick of it. I got up and walked up stairs, quickly slamming the door shut ,locking it and laying onto my bed. I didn’t even notice that Ouji had followed me until he jumped onto the bed and licked my hand.

“Adults just go around acting like they know why she jumped…”

They tried to look for motives, as to what could trick her off but they found nothing…they were all just thinking like adults after all….they never understood what she felt. Watching them try to figure it all out was like a horrible joke that I couldn’t laugh at. Our lives were pretty much decided for us due to those adults. Even when we tried to change the future, or at least something about ourselves we always knew that we couldn’t do anything about it in the end...

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“I don’t want to be so lonely Ai-chan….”

She clung onto me as the cool winter air blew against our uniforms. I wrapped my arms around her and petted her head as she continued crying. No one ever saw this side of her, the side that for once stopped smiling and let all of her emotions out.

“You’re not alone Risa, I’m here for you and so are Eri and Sayu and Reina…we all are…”

“No Ai-chan...you’re the only one…they only see the fake me…they don’t know what I go through…all of the torment no matter how much I try not to let it bother me and search for a way to just tough it out…it just gets worse every day!”

“Risa…look at me…”

She sniffled and looked up at me as I started to wipe away the tears that were still rolling down her cheeks. Just seeing that broken look on her face made me want to take all of that sadness away and make her feel truly happy instead of just putting on a show of smiles every time she came to school. When she finally calmed down, I gently put my hands on the sides of her face to look right into my eyes.

“I just want someone to not make me feel so lonely any more…”

“You don’t have to feel lonely anymore! I’m here for you…I always will…”

I slowly brought my face towards her and gently kissed her. When we parted, it felt like some life was given back into her eyes, and we hugged each other as another cold gust blew us by. I took her phone out of her pocket and went to her messages, instantly deleting all of the hurtful words behind them.

“These words that the others say mean nothing…alright?”

She nodded and hugged me again as I put the phone back in her pocket and kissed her forehead.

“I just want you to hold me like this forever Ai-chan…”


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“Now Takahashi-san, I’ve been told that Niigaki-san was a close friend of yours?”

“Yes. And you don’t have to call me by my last name.”

I hated it when teachers or any adult did.

“Al right then, AI-san it is. Maybe you could tell me what it was like being Risa-san’s friend?”

I sighed and scratched the back of my leg. Talking about Risa was still too soon for me. It had only been two weeks since the accident, but I finally got caught by the psychiatrist and here I was, in the counselor’s room being forced to talk about my best friend. Of course they all thought that it would be best for me to “talk my feelings out” because I had been “acting unlike myself” since it happened, but wouldn’t anyone if their best friend had left this earth? The psychiatrist waited patiently as I tried to figure out what to say to her which made me feel a bit uneasy so I started fiddling around with the necklace around my neck.

“Is that necklace special to you isn’t it?”

Looking up and nodding, I fiddled with the bird charm around the chain.

“Did she give it to you?”

“Yes…we have a matching pair.”

She nodded and thought for a moment before going back to a previous question.

“So how was it being Risa-san’s friend?”

“She’s the best friend anyone could ever have.”

“Really? How so?”

“Well…she always looks out for everyone else, and even though she’s mostly serious about her work she has her moments where she can be really random and funny.”

I smiled a bit to myself remembering one day how she had talked to Sayu about a homework assignment and then the next completely changed the subject in the same breath by saying how she couldn’t wait to get more Disney charms.

“I see, a few of your classmates said the same thing.”

“It was probably Eri, Sayu and Reina, they would agree with me…”

“That charm, you said Risa-san had one just like yours?”

I nodded, slightly tightening my grip on it. It was the first present that she gave me, and it wasn’t even my birthday. It was showing me that she trusted me enough to let me into her heart.

“She liked birds a lot…”
I looked down to stare at my shoes, as I felt this sudden rush of dread come over me. The woman said nothing for a few minutes and then continued.

“Why did she like birds so much?”

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“They’re so carefree and beautiful aren’t they Ai-chan?”

“Yeah…”

We both looked up at the huge aviary around us as different types and colors of birds flew by. I looked over at her and saw the huge grin that was swept across her face. It was a true and honest one.

“If I could I’d love to be a bird and just fly away from all of my problems just like they do when it gets to cold…”

She took a few steps in front of me and stretched out her arms. I smiled as I watched her spin around like a little kid.

“Then, I wouldn’t have to read any of those mean messages or hear what the others say about me…”

When she finally did stop I took her hand and gently swung it back and forth as she looked on at a little parrot.

“We’re here to have fun remember? No bad thinking about school or home today, you promised…”

“Yeah… sorry Ai-chan…”

She smiled with a bit of embarrassment and slightly tightened the grip on my hand.

“You always know what to say to bring me back down from my crazy thoughts…If I was really a bird I probably wouldn’t have ever met you.”


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“Ai-san…it was said that Risa-san liked going on to the school roof a lot…is that true?”

“Yes. Sometimes we go there for lunch or after school to relax for a bit.”

“I see…it was also said that before Risa-san jumped that her shoes were found. Do you know why she would do that?”

I slightly bit my lip at hearing that. Whenever she was in one of her low moments and I couldn’t find her anywhere else in the school she did that; she’d always sit on the edge of the roof, lazily dangling her legs. As soon as I would call her name she’d turn around and give me that broken smile that I hated to see her have. So much so that I’d always storm over to her, pull her away from the edge, and tell her that it was dangerous to sit like that. All she’d do was smile at me, put back on her shoes and hug me saying that she was sorry for worrying me like that.

“I almost flew away from you again didn’t I?”

She’d always whisper in my ear.

“I...I don’t know…some of the girls say that she wanted to be praised for her good maners…”

I knew all too well that it was probably a hint to me that she’d be leaving me soon, or that she was trying to end it all.

“Some of the girls? You mean the others in your class?”

“Yes.”

“Did some bully Risa-san?”   

“…..Dose it really matter now? Even if we were forced to take a survey about bullying it wouldn’t matter…”

“Her voice was never heard anyway…It went with the wind just like she did…”

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“Risa-chan, where are you?”

I walked through the halls as everyone packed up lunches. The Lunch bell was going to ring soon, and I had already looked in her usual hiding spots but found nothing. I decided to look up at the roof. I just hoped that she was in a slightly better mood than she was in this morning. When I opened the door and called out her name I heard nothing in response but the ringing of the lunch bell and the laughter of the other girls going into the building was the only thing that I heard.

After a few minutes, I walked to the ladder and called her name again.

“Risa?”

No response. I cautiously climbed up the ladder since it was still damp from the rain earlier and poked my head out to see if she was there. All I could see was the floor and the sky.

“Maybe she went home early….but she didn’t bring her bag with her when she left…”

I was about to go down again when something caught my eye. It was a pair of Risa’s shoes neatly placed on the ground with no Risa in sight. A feeling of worry came over me instantly and I rushed over to her shoes looking frantically around them for any sign of her. I looked down and noticed that in her left shoe was her cell phone and in the other was a piece of paper. All that I could see written on it was ‘For Ai-chan on the envelope. I couldn’t even bother to take it out.

“No…”

I quickly ran to the edge and looked down to see her lifeless body just laying there…and not moving. That was when my whole world had shut down. I instantly went numb and turned and started running back to where her shoes laid. I didn’t even notice that Sayu had followed me until I bumped into her. She had to shake me a few times just to get a response out of me.

“Ai-chan! What’s the matter?? Where’s Gaki-san??”

“…”

All I could do was shake my head.

“No…no…this isn’t real…she can’t be gone…she can’t just leave me like this…”

“Ai-chan what are you talking about??”

“S-she jumped Sayu…She tried to fly…”

'It was my fault anyway….'


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I pointed fingers the whole time, saying that it was the others fault, but deep down I knew that it was my own doing. I could’ve stopped her if I followed her as soon as she got up and left the classroom. I could’ve been faster, or at least tell someone what was going on….but I didn’t.

‘It’s all my fault….’

Ouji softly whimpered at me as I sat on my bed looking at the folded note that she had written for me. I carefully picked it up and unfolded it slowly as Ouji hopped into my lap. He started snuggling up to me more than usual ever since that day happened and I was pretty grateful for it. Maybe animals truly do feel your emotions. When I finally opened the last fold, I gently straightened the paper and started reading it.

‘Dear Ai-chan,
I know that you’re probably upset that I left you this letter instead of just telling you to your face, but I think that it would be better if I told it to you this way. I have a few things to tell you, and I know for a fact that you’ll have a reason to deny them but here it goes…I’m sorry. I’m sorry for always giving my problems to you; I know that it must have been hard dealing with all of your personal things and then mine on top of it.

 I’m sorry for always making you worry and I’m sorry for so many other things that I can’t remember in my head right now. I’m sorry for never thinking positively and for making Sayumin, Kame, and Tanakachii worry about me so much. There’s so many more things that I’m sorry for but there’s only so much time left so I’ll make this letter short. Ai-chan, you’ve always been there for me since day one that we’ve met and you’ve helped me through a lot of things, you always know what to say to get me not to fly away and I’m sorry that I did in the end. I’m a horrible girlfriend aren’t I?

There I go being negative again. Just know that this wasn’t your fault. Don’t beat-up yourself over me, or you’ll never be happy, and when you feel lonely or sad, just remember that necklace I gave you or watch the birds in the sky. Anything positive will be good. I don’t want you to remember the broken and weak me…’


By now I could tell that her handwriting had gotten shakier as well as see slight stains on the paper either from her tears or from being left out in the rain before she jumped. I turned to the next page and continued reading.

‘I’m happy that I got to meet someone like you Ai-chan, and I just hope you won’t hate me for flying away…I’ll love you forever, so don’t try to fly away from the others alright?’

I bit my bottom lip as my vision started getting blurry and tears suddenly started strolling down my cheeks.

“That…idiot….If you loved me so much why did you leave me…?”

Ouji snuggled up against me as more tears came down. I just couldn’t understand it all.

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“Are you hungry?”

“…Not really…”

Risa smiled at me as we walked home from school. Lately she hadn’t been eating much and I knew that it was probably due to what the other girls were saying to her in class. It seemed that no matter what she did, she could never please them. It made me upset to see her just easily accept the way that they treated her.

“Risa, I’ve told you before, you’re not alone in this…you don’t have to listen to them…”

“You’re the only person who would say that Ai-chan…”

She stopped walking and looked at me with a sad smile on her face.

“You’re always the one to look at me with kind eyes…”

I sighed and put my arms on her shoulders, looking at her dead in her chocolate eyes.

“It’s because I love you that I say those things, and that I care about you Risa…don’t you see that? I don’t want you to feel hurt anymore…”

All she did was smile at me, take one of my hands with hers, and started walking again. When we got to her home, no one seemed to be home. Her father was still at work, her mother had probably gone to the market or was out with her friends and her sister was over at a friend’s house. This left the whole entire place to us. We took off our shoes and quietly walked to her room.

“Nee…Ai-chan?”

“Hm?”

I sat on the edge of her bed and looked up as she opened the curtains and sat back down next to me. She sighed and I wrapped my right arm around her, causing her to snuggle closer to me.

“Can we stay like this for a while?”

“Of course we can.”


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Folding up the letter, I put it back in a drawer next to my bed and looked up to the ceiling as I rested my head on my pillow. I never knew that that day would be my last with her. It never occurred to me why she was acting more cuddly than usual and was quieter. The one thing that I did know was that I was now alone. Yes I had Sayu, Reina, and Eri but without Risa I felt so empty. I wanted to be held by her, kissed by her; anything would’ve helped me make that feeling feel like it was there forever but I knew it could never become a reality now.

Even though I knew it was a love from a scorned girl, I would do anything to get it back.




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what cha think~? i really wanna know~ :deco:
here's the pv and the lyrics if anyone wants to hear/know
[PV] AKB48 - Keibetsu Shiteita Aijo (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQ6Nv3d-6Qo#)
http://stage48.net/studio48/keibetsushiteitaaijou_single.html (http://stage48.net/studio48/keibetsushiteitaaijou_single.html)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Disdained Aff.] 4-24-11
Post by: kuro_808 on April 25, 2011, 01:53:52 AM
really good kawaii, it reminds me of a story I read couple years ago, but it wasn't about bullying but it was weird because the character felt the same way Ai did and it drew that parallel, anyways keep up the good work.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Disdained Aff.] 4-24-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on April 25, 2011, 01:57:50 AM
 :cry: :cry: :cry:

(emo) Meat Story
Kuro Comment
(emo) Bread

My emo sammich is complete.

And now I die of sadness.

But seriously, this is good. Like, I'm getting all misty. Doesn't help I was just thinking about graduations and going through weepy comment videos.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Disdained Aff.] 4-24-11
Post by: gracula on April 25, 2011, 10:52:43 AM
Iiyaa! Character death! No way!

This... this is why I dislike AKB song-inspired fics cos there is just so much sadness going on in their PVs. What's next? Seifuku jama??  :P (actually, I wouldn't mind seeing that)

But this was seriously well-written. I love how you've intertwined the theme with the characters so well and created a great aftermath scenario. This makes me want to pat your head some more, and it looks like rndy needs head-patting too.  :lol:

I loved 575 as well, the fic, i meant. It did make sense, even though I haven't listened to the song. I loved the feelings you've evoked- I'm sure there'll be tonnes of angst involved when Ai actually graduates.

As always, I thoroughly enjoyed myself reading your stories. Thanks for writing them.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Disdained Aff.] 4-24-11
Post by: kawaii beam on April 25, 2011, 03:36:50 PM
kuro-thanks so much^^ im happy that you liked it~^^ u make sure you keep up the good work too ne^^

rndy-daw~ dont die master i need chu~*huggles* who elses pervs will i thrive on? XD aw~ see? why'd u have to make urself more emo before reading??? not good

grac- lol you know i was thinking of that....*imajines mabe student/teacher relationship and drools* maybe u could help me ith ideas fort hat one grac~^^ but this is kinda the reason why i like akb songs...cus most of the pvs have little story's that go with their songs...part of me wishes that h!p could do that, the closest we ever got tol ike a story pv was shouganai yume oibito....in short, im a sucker for akbstory pvs XD

wha~? really~??? :inlove: thankies~!!! you can pat my head all you want~ XD

you should give perfume a try if you havent already, like usually both a-side and b-sides of their singles are so epic X3 i have like the last 3 singles on my mp3. and the wrds for most of the songs are like mega fic material too is u want fluffy love and what not XD. im sure there'll be ansty moments for risa when ai's graduated too, it'll probably be like how gakikame are now, eventhough they're still close they cant really talk about the same things anymore, and im sure risa maybe felt a bit down about it. gosh i just hope we'll get stalker risa pics whenever she meets up with ai XD i love the little cellphone pic wars that they have with eachother XD

well thankyou for commenting them~ now let's get bee to write so you can update~! :cathappy:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Disdained Aff.] 4-24-11
Post by: kawaii beam on May 01, 2011, 07:01:09 AM
hihi everyone this isnt a new update but i just wanted to show u a opv that Nichiyobi from H!O made for me regarding the last oneshot i did^^
TakaGaki Story: Disdained Affection [OPV] (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dw9jVVmykqM&feature=player_embedded#)
if u like it pls comment and like it ^^
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Disdained Aff.] 4-24-11
Post by: sunc on May 02, 2011, 03:57:33 AM
 :cry: awww so sad...but that's actually my favorite AKB song  it's nostalgic hearing it now after so many time
I really like how you write i can feel all the emotions...and Gaki   :banghead: how could you leave Ai like that she was suffering too but..oh well :( sad just sad...
thank you and please keep writing more of your great stories
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[It's nothing] 5-10-11
Post by: kawaii beam on May 11, 2011, 05:54:33 AM
sunc-same here i love the song so much eventhough its sad >.<
thanks so much^^ i'm happy that you enjoyed it eventhough it was sad^^;

now here's something that should boost up everyone's mood after my last oneshot^^;

(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%205/itsnothing.jpg)
It’s Nothing

“For the last time Ai-chan, I’m fine…you can stop asking me.”

“Are you sure? You look like you’re not enjoying it much? We could do something else if you’d like?”

“Will you just stop worrying about me for a minute and just think for yourself?”

“But-“

“No buts just play your game.”

She sighed, turning her head to look back at the medium sized flat screen in her bedroom. The two girls had been at Ai’s place for about an hour now, just
playing video games…or well, Ai playing while Risa just watched on her bed while the older sat on the floor with the play station controller in her hands. Ever since they came to the house, the younger was in this sour mood. As usual she never told Ai what was really on her mind until she had to drag it out of her, or if one of their friends told her. After a few silent minutes, she looked back again at the girl a few minutes later, ready to open her mouth again when the bean’s phone rang.

She flipped open the white device and sighed with an annoyed tone as she read the new text message one of her friend’s had sent her.

“Hey Gaki-san~ having fun with Ai-chan? Gaki-san and Ai-chan sitting in a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G~>3< -Sayumin

Quickly closing it and pushing the device to the side, the bean crossed her arms and glared at the TV screen. It was all she could do to keep herself calm, especially in front of her her….girlfriend. She looked down at the older girl.

‘Why must they always pick on me going out with Ai-chan? It’s not like I picked on Sayu when she asked Eri out…’

“Risa-chan?”

She flinched as she felt something on her thigh and snapped her eyes upward to meet dark brown chocolate eyes filled with concern. Ai had long turned off the game, and turned to see her girlfriend in deep thought with her eyebrows furrowed, arms crossed and a scowl on her face.  If she didn’t know any better she’d think that the bean was acting like a 5 year old who was just told they couldn’t have their favorite toy.

Risa looked down at the warm hand that was still on her thigh and looked up again.

“What’s the matter?”

The bean was ready to tell Ai straight away what was wrong but her pride got in the way. She didn’t want to worry Ai with her childish feelings. The girl had more to things worry about, like the upcoming college exams.

“I-I-t’s nothing… “

“You know you can tell me anything Risa-chan.”

“I know that...”

“So nothing’s wrong then?”

“Nothing’s wrong, Ai-chan.”

Ai sighed and gently kissed the younger girl on her forehead, causing her to blush deeply at the sudden affection.

“If you say nothing’s wrong then I believe you.”

Ai ruffled Risa’s hair and stood up to stretch. She knew that Risa wasn’t telling her the truth but in time she’d tell her what’s wrong.

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“So~ Gaki-san how was it with Ai-chan the other day? Did you two have a hot make out session or did you chicken out like always?”

Sayu playfully leaned onto the beans right shoulder as the two of them, along with their good friend Eri, exited through the high school door. Risa said nothing as she continued walking, looking left and right across the campus grounds for Ai.

“I don’t think she heard you Sayu…and anyway it’s ok if Gaki-han’s a chiken, she’ll make out with Ai-chan when she’s ready. Right Gaki-han?”

“Right…wait WHAT!? “

She stopped her mini search and turned to look at the turtle who just looked back at her with a sweet innocent smile. Risa wasn’t sure if that was a complement or not. The girl could make no sense some times.

Sayumi giggled mischievously and wrapped an arm around Eri’s neck and stuck her tongue out at the bean in pure victory. It was fun to tease the usually calm and mature Gaki-san, especially on a topic that involved her girlfriend.

“I don’t know why you’re so scared to do it. I mean it’s the simplest thing ever. You just close your eyes…or keep them open, it’s up to you, and then just kiss, what’ll then turn into a make out session and then maybe se-“

“THAT’S ENOUGH SAYUMIN!”

The bean closed her eyes tightly, covered her ears and turned her back away from the pair, clearly not wanting to hear the last part. Sometimes Sayu could be just a little too straightforward with what she says.

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Ai stretched and got up from her desk as she finished putting away all of her school papers into her bag and walked out of the classroom. Looking at the time that was on her cell phone, she knew that Risa was probably already downstairs waiting for her as usual. It was a ritual that the two had always done. Since the bean was two years younger than Ai, her class was on the 1st floor while Ai’s was on the 3rd, causing the younger to wait for her outside and they’d then walk home together.

“Oi! Ai-chan!”

She turned around as a girl the same size as her came running over, slinging an arm around Ai’s neck when she got close enough. She tried to catch her breath and fix her long honey brown hair when she heard the voice she was running away from.

“Reina-chan~! Let’s walk home together~!”

“Oh crap, Ai-chan you gotta help me get away from Jun Jun, she won’t leave me alone!”

“Why don’t you just walk home with her for once Reina? I’m sure Jun would be happy with that. If you keep trying to run away, she’s just going to keep asking.”

The voice came closer, and before the kitten could answer, they felt an arm wrap around them on each side.

“There you are Reina-chan~! I should’ve known that you were gonna try to hide behind Ai-chan again~”

Reina sighed and rolled her eyes as she looked up at her Chinese classmate. Ever since the day she transferred, Jun had been trying to walk home with Reina. Just because the girl was nice enough to show her around the school grounds and help with her Japanese didn’t mean she had to follow her everywhere.

“Can’t you just give up already Jun? For the last time the answer’s no! I can walk home fine just by myself! I’m not some naïve 1st year.”

“Hey~ be nice Reina-chan, these days pretty much all 1st years know as much street smarts as you.”

Reina squirmed out of Jun’s grasp and glanced over to Ai. She did have a point. The kids these days knew the most perverted stuff. It was rare to find a truly innocent kid to pick on. Speaking of innocent kids….

“So~ Ai-chan, how’s it going with that Niigaki girl of yours? Last time I checked you said she was too nervous to even call you her “girlfriend” right?”

She nodded as the three of them began to walk down the stairs. Ever since Risa had confessed her long time crush over Ai, the girl did seem to be acting odd. Then again, it had only been about a few months since the two started going out, so it wasn’t like she expected Risa to jump into being in a relationship. The girl was only 15 after all, and Ai was her first girlfriend. It still didn’t explain why she was so flustered lately.

By the time the 3 girls walked to the school entrance, Ai made eye contact with Risa, whose annoyed frown quickly turned into a bright smile.

“Ai-chan!”

She quickly ran over to the three seniors and embraced Ai as if she hadn’t seen her in ages. The older giggled and patted her head affectionately, causing the group around them to just watch. When the two separated, Reina wrapped her arm around Ai, causing the monkey to slightly loose her balance. Reina then smirked at the bean.

“So Niigaki-chan, how’ve you been taking care of our little Ai-chan here?”

Both the bean’s and monkey’s faces suddenly went a slight shade of pink at Reina’s question which, in turn caused a huge grin to appear on her face.

“Or…is she the one who’s been taking care of you?”

Sayu giggled at the two of them and chimed in on the fun. Taking Eri’s hand and skipping over to her senpai, the bunny leaned forward.

“Now now Tanaka-san, we shouldn’t tease them….After all they’re perfectly capable of taking care of each other.”

Reina nodded in agreement as Jun just looked slightly confused. She tapped the shorter girls shoulder and leaned down to whisper in her ear.

“But Reina-chan… aren’t you little too?”

The kitten sighed and shook her head in disappointment.

“I didn’t mean it literally Jun, and I’m not little!”

Risa’s face turned from slight embarrassment to annoyance. She quickly grabbed Ai’s hand and stormed off out of the school grounds. If she stayed there any longer, she’d probably explode on them all except maybe Eri and Jun…Reina and Sayu were the true culprits. After about five minutes of just straight walking,
Risa finally came to a stop.

“Risa-chan?”

“I’m fine Ai-chan…”

Ai sighed as she looked at her young girlfriend. For someone so young, it made no sense to her why the girl couldn’t just open her mouth and tell her what was wrong instead of just acting like an adult and sucking it all up? Before she could even respond to what the bean had just told her, Risa started walking again and softly mumbled.

“Let’s just go home…I need help with some of my homework anyway…”

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“Risa-chan, you always have the best snacks~!”

“Thanks…”

Ai popped a few gummy bears in her mouth as the two sat in front of the bean’s study desk doing their homework. She could tell that Risa was still not going to talk about what was bothering so she decided that force would be the last resort. The older girl sat back in her chair and stretched for a moment, catching Risa’s attention for a moment before going back to her work.

“Nee, Risa-chan, let’s take a break…”

“No…I want to finish this before you have to go home…”

“Aw~ a little five minute break won’t kill you Risa~”

“I said no…”

The older girl sighed and rested her head on her open text book to look at Risa’s face. As usual the girl had her cute eyebrows scrunched together in concentration, as well with a slight frown on her face due to the English homework in front of her.

“You know I could just tell you the right answers so you won’t have to work so hard…I hate to see those cute eyebrows of yours look like that~”

Risa stopped writing for a moment and looked at her girlfriend. The older girl must know that when she said stuff like that about her it made her feel embarrassed. She then took a few gummies of her own and chewed away, trying to hide the blush that was coming onto her cheeks and going back to her homework.

“Anyway, if you spoil me with answers then I won’t know how to answer them when we go over them in class…”

“Well why don’t you spoil me then…?”

“W-what???”

She looked over again at Ai who was now just a few centimeters away from the younger girls face. She froze in place as Ai smiled and gently kissed her on her cheek.

“You’re too serious Risa-chan…so since you won’t let me spoil you, I want you to spoil me…now…tell me what’s the matter?”

“I-it’s no-“

Before she could finish her sentence, Ai put a finger to the beans lips to stop her.

“I don’t want to hear that because it is something…you’ve been acting weird lately and I want to know why. You don’t have to hide things from me Risa. Now, what’s bothering you?”

Risa sighed and looked into her girlfriend’s eyes, instantly giving in.

“I’m just tired of the teasing from Sayumin, and Reina…I know they don’t mean it but at the same time it just gets on my nerves…Like I already know that I’m not experienced in well….that department yet, but it’s not like I don’t think about it, and once I do start thinking about it I get all embarrassed and nervous and then the two of them make it worse and then I just get all upset cus I feel like I’m holding you back and-“

“Wait, slow down there Risa-chan…the reason you’re upset is because of Reina and Sayu teasing you about not having sex with me yet?”

She slowly nodded.

“And you think you’re holding me back?”

The bean nodded again as Ai shook her head and sighed.

“What on earth am I going to do with you..? You’re just too cute…”

“W-what?”

“Risa..there’s no way that you’re holding me back…we don’t have to anything until you’re 100% ready to. I don’t mind the wait.”

“R-really?”

“Really.  Now let’s finish this homework so I can snuggle with you before I go home~”

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“Ah~ this is more like it~!”

Ai sighed in content as she snuggled closer to Risa, who in turn cautiously wrapped her arms around the older girl’s waist. She still wasn’t used to over affection that her girlfriend gave her, but she did know that she could get used to it.

“Nee..Ai-chan..?”

“Hm?”

“…Thanks…”

The older girl looked down at Risa and smiled as she caught her off guard and gently kissed her on her lips, causing the beans face to go from a slight pink to a bright red in a matter of seconds.

“M-mou…s-stop catching me -off guard like that!”

“But it’s so cute to see your reaction to it~”

“No it’s not….”

Ai giggled and nuzzled Risa’s neck, causing her to blush even more.

“Even though I know you won’t be like this forever, let’s at least try to keep you this cute for as long as possible ok?”

“...Ok…wait, are you saying I won’t be cute when I’m older?!”

“Never mind…you’ll understand when you get older.”

“Mou~that’s not fair~! I wanna know now~!”

Ai just giggled and kissed the bean again to see her cute reaction again and again until she had to go home.


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tell me what you all think please~ :deco:





Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[It's nothing] 5-10-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on May 11, 2011, 06:05:26 AM
As I thought, it turned out super adorable. I love innocent Risa and understanding Ai and cuddly nuzzles and the like. :cathappy: :cathappy: :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[It's nothing] 5-10-11
Post by: Bamtai on May 11, 2011, 06:09:14 PM
I love it!!! So cute and sweet  :wub: It's always nice to see how Ai takes care of Risa  :heart: Gaki can be so inconsiderate of her own well-being :)
I know I haven't commented earlier to any of yourone-shots, but I really do love them!!! You do great job, keep on making our days more bright with your fics  :twothumbs
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[It's nothing] 5-10-11
Post by: Ada XD on May 12, 2011, 06:58:14 AM
Awwwwh XD That was plain adorable  :wub: Me likeddd  :heart:
And lol at all that teasing  :smhid *throws socks at annoying Reina and Sayumi*
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[It's nothing] 5-10-11
Post by: gracula on May 12, 2011, 12:09:54 PM
Nice PV- it goes so well with the story, felt like a trailer to a movie. You should totally do a Seifuku Jama story. Maybe a high schooler / corporate-type pairing.  :P

This fluff was so sweet! I loved every moment of it. You really have them all pinned down to a T.
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“Really.  Now let’s finish this homework so I can snuggle with you before I go home~”
Where's that 'nya' emote?  :nya: HERE! It deserves a whole row of these, but I will refrain.

Love it! Moar fluff?
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GM part 2] 3-11-11
Post by: Beecubed on May 16, 2011, 08:10:14 PM
Okay, time to catch up with Queen of Fluff's stuff!!! ^___^

Of course you know that I've been following you quietly - and well... THANK YOU AGAIN FOR THAT DRAWING!  XD chair-sitting TakaGaki is  :inlove:  that made me uber happy.  :love:

Now, let's roll back a few updates:::

Goodbye Memories part 2

This was such an endearing end to the one-shot!  :mon inluv: :mon inluv: :mon inluv: in all honesty, I thought it was going to be all, "Gaki-san-I'm-in-love-with-you-too!" and lots of kissy kissy moments afterwards... but okay, you got me  :nervous my mouth kind of dropped. WHAT?! THREE MONTHS????  :bleed eyes: the bean would've been totally justified if she'd slapped Ai after the girl had suddenly appeared at her doorstep and attacked her with those lips  :nervous

Seriously! I can understand why Ai needed the time to 'think', but three months without any contact like that - I can't even begin to imagine the heartache Risa had gone through in that time. Just... unreasonable, Ai!  :mon scratch:

And lovely touch - revealing to us what had happened through those flashbacks, and getting to see the present AiSayu conversation about it. Of course, I was very reassured at this point.  :sweat:


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“… I felt like we were in high school again and that all the things she did back then that I just thought were normal things soon started making sense.”

That could've been the beginning of even more flashbacks...  :wub: *Bee being greedy*

But yes. YAY for Ai getting some perspective! I wonder if she really only just started to 'understand' things after the confession. Surely she should've suspected something was up? ;___;


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The monkey desperately searched through her missed calls and messages to see if that one person had called her, but when she noticed that she hadn’t called it just brought her mood crashing down.

WHAT?  :mon scare:

Silly monkey. When the bean confessed to you, the ball was in YOUR court!  :banghead: what is she doing here checking for missed calls or messages?? Obviously Risa's feeling rejected. Ai left her saying she needed to think about it - and all the time that Ai didn't give her a response, OF COURSE the bean would think that she'd been rejected.

Silly silly. You give everybody grief, Ai-chan!  :mon annoy:

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She decided that since she was too chicken to call the bean herself she’d wait for Risa to call her.

You really don't know how it should all work, do you, Ai?  :nervous


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Each second felt like hours to her and when the door finally opened, Ai pulled the drowsy bean into a kiss and hugged her.

I'm not sure if that made up for all the idiocy on Ai's part... but... :mon crazyinlove:

What an emotional night that would've been.  :wub:


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“I wasn’t thinking rationally, I just knew that I couldn’t just tell her, so I showed her…”

Obviously you weren't thinking rationally (yes, as you can tell, Bee felt rather frustrated by Ai  :yep: ). But all is forgiven. Because: good move.  :inlove:


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“More like totally startled the crap out of her.”

Thank you, Sayu.  :lol:


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When the two finally broke away from their kiss, Risa gently touched her lips and then looked at the girl in front of her.

“A-Ai-chan…”

“Risa…I’m sorry for leaving you like that…I-I just didn’t know what to say…a-and it was such a huge shock to hear it from you and...and...”

The bean brought her finger to the older girl’s lips and embraced her. That was all she needed to know and hear.

“I love you too Risa…”

I died. And went to TakaGaki heaven.  :mon angel:


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“Are you sure that’s all you two did that night?”

The reply the bunny got was a loud smack on her arm. She clutched onto the reddening flesh and looked at the older girl in horror.

“My god! I was only kidding Ai-chan! That hurt!”

I can so imagine that happening. :rofl: Teasing Sayu, Ai giving her a loud smack. It's something that happens regularly in real life, I'm sure. Lovely ending~!  :wub: :inlove:


575

First off - I will have you know, waiwai - I LOVE Perfume. They have some of the catchiest music; my favs are Plastic Smile & Perfect Star Perfect Style. I'd listen to anything of theirs, but I hadn't heard of this B-side song, so THANK YOU <3 that night I heard it, it was on repeat and went straight onto my ipod (I found some awesome slower version on youtube *__*). And your writing is really inspired by music, aren't ya?  :P I don't think I could ever write without it. <3

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“Why can’t we just meet up and go to some far off place where graduations were nonexistent and work wasn’t such a life strainer?”

This question really does encapsulates this lovely little piece  :heart:

There isn't really all that much fangirling to be had here (actually felt sad/nostalgic reading this, for some reason  :cry:) - but it was still extremely likeable because of the realistic look at what TakaGaki probably is going through atm. No doubt Ai will be neck-deep in work-related matters these coming months leading towards her graduation - coz this is going to be BIG. Possibly the biggest graduation in the history of Morning Musume. Ai deserves nothing less.  :yep: :love:

I would love to have seen a bit more into Risa's psyche, even though you gave us quite a lot here. <333

Not the happiest piece, but still, thank you. I love your TakaGaki!  :k-wink:



Disdained Affection

So okay, so Bee clicked on wai's thread thinking she was in for another adorably fluffy piece, and was subjected to reading this... this one came out of NOWHERE.

:on speedy: :pleeease: :shock: :on cloudeye: :farofflook: :frustrated: :fainted: :depressed:

WHAT THE HELL, WAI??!!?

:mon waterworks: :mon waterworks: :mon waterworks:

Were you getting a bit peeved by us calling you Queen of Fluff? And you HAD to prove us wrong and write something... like... this?  :cry:

No really. I don't know about the others, but this made me cry. I had to stop for a moment to gather myself and read on. Damn, the power of fanfiction!  :bleed eyes:

Although it was effing sad (and depressing, and miserable and gloomy, like a stormy cloud over my head), this one has got to be the most well-written of your stuff yet. I mean, if it wasn't written as well as it was, I don't think it would've had the same impact on my (already piss-weak) tear ducts. So... I guess what I'm trying to say is... well done. For killing Risa off, but doing it so well that I can't just sit here and curse you to hell, but instead admire your story-telling ability and the emotions you managed to stir up. ;_______;

I thought you did such a wonderful job here, of carrying the story through Ai's first person perspective. A great voice you conjured for her, and really effective structuring of the one-shot too. I really enjoyed these elements, despite the depressing content  :tama-heart:

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“These words that the others say mean nothing…alright?”

Thank goodness, Risa found at least some happiness with Ai. I... will never understand how others can be so cruel in their bullying - it's a fact of life for a lot of kids in this day and age. Being a teacher myself and having to study this issue in a lot of depth - it really just breaks my heart. I've had students who I've taught come up to me in quiet tears, asking what they could do in their situation because "everybody hates me", kids who've had rocks thrown at them (one of them had to stay home for a while because his left eye was busted). Cyber bullying is one of the most vicious forms too. I have no idea how somebody as lovely as Gaki-san could become a victim... (jealousy probably), but reading this was just too sad.

But again, I still enjoyed reading it. Seeing Ai torn up over it and trying to reassure her girlfriend and all... bittersweet TakaGaki.  :ptam-wub:

The following flashback that explains why Gaki-san was so into birds:::

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She took a few steps in front of me and stretched out her arms. I smiled as I watched her spin around like a little kid.

“Then, I wouldn’t have to read any of those mean messages or hear what the others say about me…”

When she finally did stop I took her hand and gently swung it back and forth as she looked on at a little parrot.

“We’re here to have fun remember? No bad thinking about school or home today, you promised…”

“Yeah… sorry Ai-chan…”

Gooosssshhh. This is so charming!  :luvluv2: In just the right amounts, nothing overly sentimental. You really sucked me into the story, right about here I couldn't stop until I'd finished.

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I slightly bit my lip at hearing that. Whenever she was in one of her low moments and I couldn’t find her anywhere else in the school she did that; she’d always sit on the edge of the roof, lazily dangling her legs. As soon as I would call her name she’d turn around and give me that broken smile that I hated to see her have. So much so that I’d always storm over to her, pull her away from the edge, and tell her that it was dangerous to sit like that. All she’d do was smile at me, put back on her shoes and hug me saying that she was sorry for worrying me like that.

“I almost flew away from you again didn’t I?”

She’d always whisper in my ear.

Sorry I'm quoting in chunks. BUT BUT BUT.  :farofflook:

This part totally got to me. I was already teary before, but I think it was at this point that I... I... gaaaaaaahahhhh.  :k-sad: :pen_cry:

:bow:

This was just... breathtakingly expressed. So so good. My-gawd-effective. This is what I would call an exemplary sample of writing that shows great balance between showing and telling. (Not to say you can't improve xD - little things like: "put her shoes back on" as better-sounding word order, and using your commas for more effective pausing between clauses!) And I don't know. If I could see Risa's 'broken' smile here, I'd probably die from heartache. But yes, this profound moment really affected me. How useless and scared Ai must've felt, hearing those words. You didn't even need to expand on it and reveal to us how Ai reacted to hearing that - I could already feel her terror. Wow. *Bee applauds*

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“I...I don’t know…some of the girls say that she wanted to be praised for her good maners…”

That was it? THAT was the reason those stupid girls decided to give her hell? ARE YOU FOR FREAKING SERIOUS?!

:fainted:

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“S-she jumped Sayu…She tried to fly…”

And that is the end of Bee.

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I pointed fingers the whole time, saying that it was the others fault, but deep down I knew that it was my own doing. I could’ve stopped her if I followed her as soon as she got up and left the classroom. I could’ve been faster, or at least tell someone what was going on….but I didn’t.

NoooOOOOooo!  :panic:  HOW can Ai do that to herself?! It's not fair! Nothing about this one-shot is fair!  :banghead: :banghead: :banghead:

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Maybe animals truly do feel your emotions.

They do. They're like empaths. Lol.

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‘I’m happy that I got to meet someone like you Ai-chan, and I just hope you won’t hate me for flying away…I’ll love you forever, so don’t try to fly away from the others alright?’

I... as much as I can't forgive those who bullied Risa, I can't forgive Risa herself for ending her life. Just like Ai had probably felt. Why? If she truly wanted to love Ai 'forever', she would've continued living, stuck by the girl no matter how unbearable things may have been. I don't see any sense in ending your life when you've got so much to live for - Risa's school life was numbered, and she could've endured a few more years and finally escape all that. And be with her Ai.

Stupid, stupid.  :mon whine:

And then came the flashback of the last moment of TakaGaki. *Bee sniffles* Whyyyyyyyyy???  :pleeease:

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Even though I knew it was a love from a scorned girl, I would do anything to get it back.

You hurt TakaGaki SO much here, and you have no idea how much it hurt me too.

DAMMIT WAI YOU ARE SO DESPICABLE.

This one-shot was heartwrenching but oh-so-good.

 :mon hanky:

P.S That is one awesome fanmade OPV too. *__*


It’s Nothing

And so, Gaki-san is risen from the dead and here we have cute, fluffy, mush-mush fest that makes my heart warm and my lips curl upwards in satisfaction. YATTTTTTA!  :pandaaa: :luvuluvu:

But before I continue... I wonder why the banner only has Ai in it? Not that I'm complaining... 'coz I can't stop staring at it  :inlove: oh yes, and the bonus KameShige here -  :cow: :cow: :cow:

So we open with gamer!Ai-chan. You know my weakness.  XD I hadn't much of an idea about why Gaki-san could be in such a bad mood - I thought it was because Ai was ignoring her for the game console. Very likely, you know >___>

Yay for teasing!Sayu again  :lol: I always have a good chuckle when she opens her mouth to say something  XD Aho-combi of KameShige is totally :wriggly:

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“Wait, slow down there Risa-chan…the reason you’re upset is because of Reina and Sayu teasing you about not having sex with me yet?”


:roll:

XD

Oh. So. THAT'S why. Heheehehe... *Bee is reminded of another TakaGaki coupling in another fic...*

You just have to love this. SOOOO cute.  :luvluv1: :k-inlove: :shy2:

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“Even though I know you won’t be like this forever, let’s at least try to keep you this cute for as long as possible ok?”

Awesome logic, Ai-chan.  :k-great:

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Ai just giggled and kissed the bean again to see her cute reaction again and again until she had to go home.

 :pen_whirl: :pen_whirl: :pen_whirl: :pen_whirl:

Okay, I'm sorry I had to rush through this last one... but it's 4 in the morning and I've spent way too long on this >_____<

Just know that I really appreciate your hard-TakaGaki-work and I can't thank you enough for writing all this and sharing with us. :on GJ:

THANK YOU WAIIIIII~  :heart:

Looking forward to the next update!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[It's nothing] 5-10-11
Post by: kawaii beam on May 25, 2011, 07:42:59 AM
rndy-why thankyou :deco:

Bamtai-yeah i beleive ai has her moments where she just babies and spoils risa and risa just lets her, since we all know risa does it for her lol
i make your days bright?! :shock: thanks so much for even wanting to read them! :deco:

ada-lol thankies~
sayumin and reina didnt mean it on purpose it was just all in good fun XD

grac-well thank nichi for it, she's the best for even making it^^ and i have something for ya~ that's actually the next thing im writing~ :otomerika:
XD nya's galore~ :shy2: :shy1: :nya: :nya: :nya: you can put as many as you want :3 lol
moar fluff comming soon~ :P

bee- lol yay long comment from bee is the best~  :on gay:

lol you're welcome for the drawing~ i've drawn a risa one for you and i've only finished outlining it today so i'll probably color it tomorrow or something ^^;

Goodbye Memories part 2:
lol yeah gaki-san went through some emo momets while ai didnt talk to her^^;

lol greedy bee is cute~ :deco:
lol idk if she did, she could be like me and not realise what was going on until waaaaay later XD

lol yes ai-chan loves to abuse her number 1 fan XD i got that idea from remembering the hawaii fc thing that they had before the girls walked in XD like ai-chan was tottaly abusing sayu XD

575:
lol yeah it's only been until recently that i've litsened to some of their b-sides and i swear some could've been a-sides! expessially 575...and FAKE IT X3
wha~? u love it??? uso~ i'm not that good~ you know that~! :panic:

Disdained Affection:
it seemes that was everyone's reaction when the read it^^; and idk i think i wanted to see if i could do a sad oneshot ^^; i wasnt really upset at being called the queen of fluff but idk maybe deep down i was? XD idk....either way the reaction it got was the least thing i expected....i really never knew taht it would make ppl cry  :O
lol i'd be sad if you cursed me to hell :mon waterworks: i am happy that you really liked it though.

lol yeah my grammar's still pretty horrible...i have no idea how english is my best subject when like i stil get nouns and verbs confused and i suck at spelling^^; its depressing D:

HA~ empath joke~! HINT HINT

about risa sticking it out, i  put it as one of those kids who probably thought that things would get worse and not better. plus eventhough she did have ai-chan maybe she just wasnt thinking clear enough about what she was doing cus she was so sad?

lol thankyou? XD

It’s Nothing:
lol about the banner....at that time i couldnt really find a pic with risa in a schoolgirl outfit so i just used ai ^^;

lol gamer ai-chan is cute~ >3<

lol no, thank you for reading my works and liking them :3



Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 5-25-11
Post by: kawaii beam on May 25, 2011, 07:58:13 AM
lol my titles are way to long XDD anywho there's a perv version in the perv thread^^;

(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%205/msuimw.jpg)
My school uniform is in my way

‘Why does it always turn to nighttime so quickly here? I never get enough time to do what I want…’

Risa looked up to the many buildings surrounding her as she walked down the Shibuya sidewalk. It seemed that anything and everything was lit up with lights as her friends in front of her chatted away about their day at school. They were walking to the train station to head on home and even though Risa wasn’t going home for a few more hours, she decided that it would be best to at least see them off as well as wait a certain someone. When the train finally came, the bean said her good-byes to her friends and sat on a nearby bench.

“Now just to wait for her….”

The bean rested her school bag on her lap and took out her cell phone. She knew that the person she was waiting for wouldn’t come for another 20 minutes, so she thought that at least texting would make the time go faster.

“Nee~ Are you on the train yet?”

”No, not yet, I’m heading to the station now, I had to change! You know how bothersome those work clothes are to me.”

”Mou~ fine~ I’m already here so I guess I’ll just wait for you then.”

Alright then, I’ll be there soon.”

Risa sighed and watched the people walk on by as she waited for the train to arrive.It was always like this when it came for the time to wait. She looked at her nails and fiddled with her bracelets as the time got closer. When the train finally did arrive, a huge grin came onto her face as a young woman that looked her age, or even younger, than her came out of the train walked over. When the woman finally got to the bench, the bean instantly got up and hugged her, nearly knocking her off balance.

“You’re finally here! I’ve missed you Ai-chan!”

Ai grinned and hugged Risa back, knowing that the bean wouldn’t let her go until she gave her some type of affection in return. She didn’t mind it at all really; it was one of the bean’s many cute charms.

“I’ve missed you too Gaki-san, how was school today?”

“Psh, boring as usual, though I did pass my English test no thanks to your help!”

“That’s good to hear, if you keep it up and pass your next one I’ll be sure to give you a nice treat for your hard work!”

Ai giggled and patted the bean’s head lovingly as they started walking out of the train station together hand in hand.

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“Ah…It’s almost you’re curfew soon isn’t it?”

“Un…it is… we only have two hours left…I wish we had more time to hang out together…”

Risa gently hugged the stuffed animal that she had won from a ufo catcher as a frown began to form on her lips. She hated this stupid curfew thing that her parents had given her. She understood their reasons for it, and didn’t mind at first, but now that she had met Ai, it felt more like a trivial thing. She had her parents partially fooled about what Ai really was. Yes she was the teen’s English tutor, but at the same time, she was her girlfriend. If her parents ever found out that the 23 year old OL was in a relationship with their 18 year old daughter, Risa knew that it would be the end of everything.

Ai took a few more bites out of the fries that the two were sharing and looked over at the bean, who was clearly unhappy about leaving soon. Everything about the girl made Ai love her even more than before. Even though she knew that it was wrong to have a relationship with someone that wasn’t even out of high school, she couldn’t deny that the girl was the love of her life. Of course though, every now and then the responsible side of her would remind Ai what she was doing.

‘Don’t forget Ai, she’s still just a child…You should’ve just kept your relationship as tutor and student, nothing more, or better yet you should’ve just never
started this part time tutoring job.’


But it was already too late to think that, and she knew that there’d be no turning back now. Plus she enjoyed the time she spent with Risa.

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“Nee…Ai-chan… I don’t want to go home yet~”

“But our tutoring time’s pretty much up Risa-chan.”

The bean groaned in a cute manner, and lazily laid her head down on the table as Ai closed the English textbook in front of them and giggled at how the bean was acting. The two of them were at Ai’s apartment, which was their usual place of study when they were together and Ai knew that the beans curfew was coming up.

“Mou~Cant I just stay for 1 more hour~? Mama and Papa will understand if I say we lost track of time.”

“Risa-chan…you know it’s time for you to head on back home.”

“Please~?”

“You already know what my answer’s going to be.”

Risa knew that it was going to be hard to change her girlfriend’s stubborn mind, so she decided to go for a different route. While Ai was putting the textbooks away and clearing up the table, the bean looked up to the woman and smirked.

“I know deep down inside you want me to stay~”

“Of course; but you have school tomorrow and I have work. Plus there’s no way you’re parents will let you stay here overnight.”

“If you had your way you’d keep me here forever wouldn’t you?”

“Just what are you trying to get at Risa-chan?”

She sat back down next to the younger girl and looked at her with a slightly serious expression on her face.

“You know it’s time for you to go home…I don’t want your parents getting suspicious.”

Risa sighed and sat up to rest her chin on her shoulder, clearly unpleased with Ai’s answers. She knew that the tutor only meant well, and was just looking out for her, but she also knew that deep down, Ai wanted her. As the two sat in silence, Ai looked over at the teen, who just gave her puppy-dog eyes, still pleading to stay longer. Eventually, Ai gave in and sighed in defeat.

“Fine, but don’t get upset if your parents ground you or something…”

“Yay~!”

The teen instantly got out of her chair and embraced the small woman into a big hug, clearly happy that she had won the little battle.

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“So,what do you want to do then?”

The two were nuzzled up in Ai’s couch as the older lovingly brushed through Risa’s dark hair with her fingers. The bean snuggled closer to her and shrugged.

“I dont know…”

“Hmm..well we could just stay like this for a while…”

“But that’ll be too boring~”

“Well what do you have in mind?”

Risa thought for a moment as Ai lightly traced circles on her thigh. That’s when the bean got an idea. She felt a blush spread across her face as she shyly looked up at the older woman.

“Can we just….kiss for a little bit?”

Ai looked at her and smiled as she noticed the girl’s face grow redder with each second. She brought her hand up and brushed the younger’s hair back behind her ear.

“Of course we can…”

As soon as those words came out of Ai’s mouth, the two slowly brought their lips together and kissed. It didn’t take long for their sweet kisses to turn into something more intense. Ai wrapped her arms around Risa’s waist and pulled her closer as the bean wrapped her arms around the woman’s neck. When the two took a moment to catch their breath, Risa softly mumbled on her lips.

“I want to love you more freely…but…my school uniform’s in the way…”

She slightly tugged down on her school ribbon as Ai shook her head, clearly knowing where this was going.

“Risa…you know I can’t…not yet…”

The bean frowned and sat up, clearly upset. She desperately wanted the older to show her the world of adulthood even though she was nowhere mature enough to. She wanted to love her more freely without anyone caring what they thought. Crossing her arms, and seeing the serious expression on Ai’s face, Risa groaned in frustration and looked away from her.

“Don’t look at me like that with those eyes of yours! I know when you do….all you see is a high school girl…”

Ai sighed and stood up. She checked the time and looked over to Risa who was fixing back the ribbon around her collar.

“Let’s get you home…”

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The two walked back to the train station in silence. Ever since they left Ai’s apartment Risa said nothing to her. She could tell that the bean was still clearly unhappy about not getting her way.  When they finally got to the train station, Risa turned and faced Ai.

“Ai-chan… I’m sorry… about earlier…”

“Don’t worry about it, just head on home.”

The bean nodded, took the woman’s hand, and while gently squeezing it, she mumbled.

“Even if someone watches us…I don’t really care…”

“I know you don’t Risa-chan.”

“So we shouldn’t be concerned about what other people think…”

Ai sighed and brought up the bean’s face to look at her.

“Look, you don’t really understand it right now, but just for your sake…I’ll try to not think about what other people will….alright?”

She nodded and hugged her girlfriend as her train came to a stop in front of them.

“Prove it to me by giving me a kiss right now…”

The older woman looked into the teens eyes and gave her a sweet and gentle kiss. When their lips parted, she ruffled Risa’s hair and smiled.

“Text me when you get home, alright?”

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The glances of the people around them made Ai slightly weary as her young girlfriend happily clung onto the woman’s right arm chatting away about something that happened to one of her friends earlier in the day. She knew that the real reason why the bean was more affectionate than usual was because of her parents agreeing on letting her stay over the OL’s home for the weekend. Ai had no idea how she got her parents to agree with it.

“You know Risa-chan…you still haven’t told me how your parents said it was ok to stay over…”

“I’ll tell you when we get to your place…”

She sighed and gave up on asking any more questions knowing that the bean was going to avoid that subject with all of her being; so she decided to spoil the teen a little and brought her arm around Risa’s shoulders. The younger looked at her and gave her a huge grin. As they got closer to Ai’s apartment, the older woman somehow had moved her hand down from the bean’s shoulder to on her hip.

‘Walking with her like this isn’t so bad…’

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After helping the bean with her homework and making dinner for the two of them, the couple sat together on Ai’s couch once again. Risa lazily curled the ends of her hair around her finger as she watched Ai play one of her many video games. The bean sighed and rested her head on the woman’s shoulder, clearly bored out of her mind.

“Nee, Ai-chan lets do something else.”

“But I’m so close to beating this boss Risa-chan…just give me a few more minutes…”

She sighed again and crossed her arms.

“Didn’t you say that you’d give me a treat for passing my last English test?”

“Wasn’t the strawberry cake a good enough treat?”

“We both know that that cake was more for you than for me…especially since there were way~ more strawberries than needed…”

The older woman frowned and mumbled something about the boss she was battling. Risa shook her head and wondered what else she could do to get her girlfriends attention off from the game when Ai suddenly cheered.

“YES!!! I finally defeated him~!”

“Does that mean you can finally give me my real treat then~?”

Ai sighed and turned off the game as well as the TV. She then turned to Risa and playfully ruffled her bangs, giggling at how the bean frowned and immediately started to fix them when Ai was finished.

“Why don’t you first tell me how you got your parents to agree with you staying here and we’ll see from there?”

“Well… mama and papa went to go visit some relatives over the weekend and they left me in charge of taking care of the house…”

“Why do I feel like something is missing here?”

“There isn’t! I’m not done yet…Anyways, I asked mama if I could stay over at a friend’s house since my little sister was going to be out too and she said that it was alright.”

Ai sighed and looked at the bean.

“Your parents really trust you that much that they don’t question where you’re going do they?”

The bean nodded and positioned herself so that she was sitting on Ai’s lap.

“You’re not upset are you?”

“No, but you could have said something better than that…but it can’t be helped now.”

“Well can I get my real treat now?”

“I said it already! The cake was your treat! What else do you want?”

Risa felt her cheeks heat up at the thought of what she really wanted, but instantly pushed them back as she looked into her lovers eyes.

“I…”

‘I want…to go all the way with you tonight…’

“Well?”

“I…haven’t gotten any kisses from you at all tonight…”

Ai giggled and playfully kissed Risa on her lips as the younger wrapped her arms around her neck. When Ai pulled away, the bean looked at her puzzled.

“What’s the matter?”

“I’ve taken some thought about what happened last time we were in this position on my couch…”

Risa looked on nervously, clearly unsure what her girlfriend was going to say next.

“I want to know if you’re really sure about this Risa…this isn’t something that you can just take easily…”

“I’m 1000% sure Ai-chan. I’ve thought it over thousands of times…”

Deep down the teen wanted Ai to toss her school uniform across the room and just take her. She wanted her to just think about them now and not later, and she just desperately wanted to know what the real fun of an adult felt like. She knew she was more than ready for it, and she trusted the older to be the person to have this special moment with.

“I… I want to play more naughtily with you…kisses aren’t enough…”

She knew that her face must’ve turned red as Ai smiled at her response and kissed her forehead.

“If this gets too much for you just tell me…ok?”

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yeah idk how else to put this so just go read the perv thread for the rest of it XD i got teh idea from akb's seifuku ga jamawo suru. here's the lyrics
http://stage48.net/studio48/seifukugajamawosuru_single.html (http://stage48.net/studio48/seifukugajamawosuru_single.html)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 5-25-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on May 25, 2011, 11:06:36 PM
 :cathappy: :deco:

You should add the very end, after everything is... done. That way, the readers won't be left guessing.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 5-25-11
Post by: gracula on May 26, 2011, 11:54:57 AM
Ooooo- this was considerably fluffier than the actual song went. Sasuga Fluff no Jou-sama!

Fantastic OS! I love how indulgent Ai is. Even though Risa seems so considerably naive in comparison with the worldly OL Aichan, they make such a good match. Here- you deserve this!
 :shy2: :hee: :nya:  :lol:

And reading this made me think of this: 201_003 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kVvrFZB0mo4#ws)
(Th' hell are they making these girls sing?!)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 5-25-11
Post by: kawaii beam on May 26, 2011, 04:06:52 PM
rndy- i tried to find a way to do it but no matter how i did it never seemed right D: so i just left it like that^^;

grac-XD sasuga fluff no jou-sama??? what does sasuga mean?? :sweatdrop:
lol thanks X3 and yay more nya-ness~

XD i actually remember some of the momusu girls sining that song but i didnt know it was about THAT XD i didint remember the lyrics much when i last litsened to it XDD i think like risa, mako-chna, ai and i think a few others but i cant remember D: and i cant find it on yt >.> XD either way that's pretty funny...maybe thats how risa should be thinking XD but then we wouldnt get smexy (poorly written)takagaki smex XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 5-25-11
Post by: alwaysYou on May 26, 2011, 04:19:28 PM
^here  :lol:
セーラー服を脱がさないで (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JYPzmK7uo_4#)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Break Time] 6-2-11
Post by: kawaii beam on June 03, 2011, 03:15:47 AM
woot~ back with a new oneshot that isnt based on a song! *gasps* yes XD so here it is~

(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%205/brktime.jpg)
Break Time

The door slowly creaked open as Ai cautiously poked her head in to see if the coast was clear. When she saw that she was the only person in the dressing room, she sighed in relief and widened the door some more as she quickly ran over to where her bag and makeup were placed. As soon as the monkey made it to her destination, she flopped into the chair and started digging into her bag.

“Mou…where are you?”

It didn’t take long for her to find her beloved ds and when she did, a huge grin appeared on her face. She instantly flipped open the device and turned it on, completely zoning out the world around her. The leader didn’t even notice the door open to unveil the rest of her group mates chattering away and brining in their lunches from the staff. Sayu giggled as she noticed their leader and nudged Reina’s shoulder.

“Ah~ Ai-chan’s playing her ds again~ I wonder how gaki-san will get her attention this time?”

The kitten nodded in agreement as she sat down in her chair to start eating.

“Yeah...this’ll be good. Ah speak of the devil~!”

Their sub-leader strolled on in with two lunches in hand and sat next to her girlfriend, clearly not noticing that she was in her own little world. The bean slightly yawned and started to take out the first lunch.

“Ai-chan you ran off so quickly that you forgot your lunch.”

“Hm…”

She looked over to the 24 year old and sighed at the sight that she was seeing. Ai was completely glued to the little rectangle game devise in front of her. Her eyebrows were scrunched together in concentration as she bit her bottom lip. In short, whatever she was playing was clearly more important than eating her lunch at the moment. Risa shook her head and started a battle that she was all too familiar with.

“You’re gonna be hungry later if you don’t eat now you know…”

“Yeah…”

She knew that A: snatching the ds away from Ai would cause the whole world to end, B: trying to talk to her about putting it down wouldn’t work, and C: even trying to do one or both or anything involving her taking the item away would make the monkey stop talking to her for weeks, and Risa was in no mood to deal with a pissed off Ai-chan.

‘The only way to get her to eat and pay attention to me is to try to be interested…again…’

The bean scooted her chair closer to Ai as she started eating her food and leaned in to see what game her lover was playing. Sayu and Reina watched in amusement as Risa pointed and tried to chat about what was happening on the screen.

“Looks like Gaki-san’s gonna try the “I’m going to pretend that I’m totally interested when I’m really not” trick this time…”

Reina nodded at Sayu’s comment as she sipped on some of her water and leaned back in her chair. The two rokkies were always amused at how their sub-leader always had new ways to try to get her girlfriend’s attention. There was even times when they would bet on who would win the constant little battles, and as usual the bunny voted for Ai and was winning by 3.

By now, Risa had her chin resting on the elder’s left arm, listening to what Ai had to do to get to the next level. After a few minutes, the bean sat up and went into her bag, taking out her phone and trying to see if Ai would step out of her dream world with a recent happening with her sister. The monkey looked up and at the screen for a moment only to go back to her game.

“Ah! That’s pretty funny…”

She slightly pouted and looked around in frustration as the rokkies quietly giggled to themselves. She scratched the back of her head and looked back to Ai as she mumbled to herself.

“Looks like I’m going have to try something else…”

Risa got up from her chair and somehow sat in the little space that was left behind her lover’s chair. The bean lovingly wrapped her arms around the woman’s neck and nuzzled her head between Ai’s shoulder and neck.

“Looks like she’s getting desperate~ I just might win this round again Reina-chan~!”

“Just shut it Sayu…you and I both know that Ai-chan has to give into Gaki-san eventually…”

The bunny just giggled and looked on while Risa softly talked to Ai in her sweetest voice.

“Mnn~ Ai-chan smells really nice~”

Noticing that there wasn’t going to be a reply any time soon the bean looked at the ds screen and gasped.

“How did this turn into that??”

There was another few moments of silence as Ai just nodded and continued playing, clearly not paying attention to the poor girl on her back. Reina sighed and sat up. Finished with her lunch, she picked up her phone and camera. The kitten was clearly getting bored with the show she was watching.

“I’m gonna go take some pictures for my blog and take a nap for a bit; tell me who wins.”

“Alright~!”

5 minutes passed by and the bean was still snuggling behind the monkey. She nuzzled her neck again and mumbled the same line that she said earlier a bit louder.

“Ai-chan smells really nice~”

Yet again no reply was made from Ai. Her whole being was set on the game in her hands. Risa pointed to the screen again seeing all of the game characters and spoke again.

“All of them are just messing around…”

Ai finally spoke up, but her eyes were still focused on the screen.

“It doesn’t seem so…”

“Is that supposed to be me?”

“Un.”

“It doesn’t look like me at all~”

The older replied with another “yeah” and continued playing as her girlfriend cutely said hello to the mini character version of herself. After another long 5 minutes, even Sayu was starting to get bored. She had taken pictures of herself, her lunch and even made 2 blog entries at this point, but she knew that if she left now that she’d never know who’d won the battle.

She took her eyes off from her phone and noticed that the sub-leader was now lightly pinching Ai’s arm to her wrist to try to get something out of the woman.

‘She’s really desperate now…’

Ai took her eyes off of the game for a moment and looked to see what was bothering her wrist. She slightly raised to and asked,

“What is this?”

“This? It’s skin…”

The two giggled at the silly moment until Ai’s fixation went back her game, causing Risa to move her head from off the monkey’s shoulder and rest her chin on the top of her head. She was clearly reaching her limits and her pitiful reflection in the mirror was not helping her mood at all. She looked at Ai through the reflection. The older still had that blank, yet concentrated look on her face.

“I’m feeling sleepy…”

“Well if you are, why don’t you just turn off the game and take a nap before we get called back in?”

Ai shook her head. Risa sighed and continued looking into the reflection for a few minutes until she rested her head back onto her girlfriend’s shoulder. After another 5 minutes went by and Sayu noticed that the bean wasn’t moving or saying anything. All she could hear was the game music and soft breathing. The bunny smirked to herself and took a picture of the couple to show to Reina and maybe put up on her blog later.

“Well looks like I won the game again this time Reina-chan~!”

Sayu sat up from her chair and happily skipped off to find Reina to tell her the good news.

"Oh Reina~!"

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So what do you guys think? i know its pretty short and i git the idea from this akb vid of yuko and haruna XD
Haruna Kojima x Yuko Oshima (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0UZPRp4bVc#)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Break Time] 6-2-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on June 03, 2011, 03:34:16 AM
That's really cute. XD And totally believable. Of course, the only way to really get Ai's attention would be to... :twisted: If ya know what I mean?
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Break Time] 6-2-11
Post by: kuro_808 on June 03, 2011, 07:07:15 AM
Reina and Sayu bickering in the background was brilliant :thumbsup
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Break Time] 6-2-11
Post by: gracula on June 03, 2011, 12:11:03 PM
grac-XD sasuga fluff no jou-sama??? what does sasuga mean?? :sweatdrop:
means, as expected from the Queen of Fluff.  :lol:

maybe thats how risa should be thinking XD but then we wouldnt get smexy (poorly written)takagaki smex XD
ah! i haven't read that yet.

Break Time is such a sweet and fun piece.  :P

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She knew that A: snatching the ds away from Ai would cause the whole world to end, B: trying to talk to her about putting it down wouldn’t work, and C: even trying to do one or both or anything involving her taking the item away would make the monkey stop talking to her for weeks, and Risa was in no mood to deal with a pissed off Ai-chan.
Risa strategizing. We need to see more of that.

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“Looks like Gaki-san’s gonna try the “I’m going to pretend that I’m totally interested when I’m really not” trick this time…”
I loled at this- everyone knows Risa so well.

Break Time is such a sweet and fun piece.  :P And more and more I'm beginning to realize how much more insidious the AKB infiltration is in Waii-chan's. Kinda like slipping in vegetables into our food without us knowing.  :lol: But anything that jogs your muse to write more is always good.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Break Time] 6-2-11
Post by: Bamtai on June 03, 2011, 02:12:04 PM
Love the Sayu&Reina betting club here  :lol:
Poor Risa, to lose to a ds game! Ai should really pay more attention to her girlfriend  :smhid  But then again, a nerdy Ai-chan is kind of adorable  :wub:
I'd like to see a reverse situation where Ai-chan is the one trying to get Risa's attention. That would be cool also  :P
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Break Time] 6-2-11
Post by: sunc on June 06, 2011, 06:34:48 AM
break time!  i totally lol'ed when i got to the “Ai-chan smells really nice~” part  the image of Yuko trying to get Kojiharu's attention hit me and i realised that it was based on that video XD i loved how you got the idea of this TakaGaki one-shot from my favorite akb pairing.  :cow:
and the Seifuku ga jama wo suru inspired one-shot was great the perv part i don't know since i don't have access to the perv but i got this dark feeling i always got from the song i don't know how to explain it maybe is the melody of the song  :huhuh anyway great job :twothumbs thanks for always bringing us TakaGaki love  :wub:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Break Time] 6-2-11
Post by: kawaii beam on July 07, 2011, 06:57:05 AM
rndy- lol of course i'd be that to get ai-chan's attention~ :twisted:

kuro-why thank you~ :deco:

grac-lol thanks so much and i think you need to read my (poorly written) takagaki smex so you can probably join the line of wanting a sequal like everyone else XD

strategizing risa intrests you? too bad she's not in this uppcoming peice lol

hahaha~ i'm giveing you all the akb veggies through suggary sweetness~! like so :
koreichi1 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CLTZ4OsUKuQ#ws)


Bamtai- lol dont worry im sure ai-chan gives risa more than enough affection when she's ready and i shall think about it~ ^^

sunc-lol im happy that you're happy :3 i'm not 100% on who pairs with who in akb next to atsumina and kojiyuu and even then i still dont know much between them XD next to acchan wants to marry atsumina and yuko loves molesting the heck out of haruna as an excusse for "skinship" XD

if you want the perv part just let me know~ i can send it to you else where if you're not able to get into the forum yet, though once you're able to my stuff will be like baby much compaired to everyone else's pervs XD and i get a dark type feeling too...mostly cus i mean they're doing something that's pretty much forbiden/frowned uppon and the song kinda helps with that. you're welcome~ thanks for wantt ing to read it and then even comment!


now to post the new oneshot~!


Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Coming Home] 7-7-11
Post by: kawaii beam on July 07, 2011, 07:07:10 AM
(http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k296/kktomoyo/Hello%20Pro%205/cominghomebaner.jpg)
Coming Home


She wiped off the sweat with the back of her hand as the sun shined brightly above her. It was a cloudless day, which Ai was pretty thankful for since she wasn’t the luckiest person when it came to weather. Even though she was happy, she just wished that one cloud could block the sun, if only for a few minutes. She sat on the sidewalk for a few moments and focused on the grass and concrete in front of her.

‘Why am I even doing this again? What if she doesn’t want to see me?’

She immediately shook her head of the thought as she felt her tears were on the edge of escaping. The soft hum of cars passed her by as a summer breeze came her way and slightly refreshed her as more negative thoughts started to flood her mind as well as a bitter sweet memory.

“Even though I don’t want you to go…It’s time for Ai-chan to do what she wants…You need to go do something that makes you happy…”

“Ai Onee-chan…is everything ok?”

The young woman looked up and instantly snapped out of her daze as a little girl stood in front of her. The child had a slightly worried look on her face as her white sundress fluttered along with the wind. Ai smiled hoping that it would hide her true feelings of doubt.

“I’m fine.”

The girl reached her hand out and for a moment, the older looked at it, and gently held it as she stood up. She straightened her clothes and looked down at her companion.

“Let’s get going…”

The two started walking again and swung their hands to the beat of Ai’s shoes hitting the concrete.

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“I’ll miss you…you know…”

She clutched tighter onto the suitcase handle as the slightly taller girl before her looked away for a moment.

“I’ll miss you too…”

There was another few minutes of silence until the final boarding call was echoed through the terminal. Ai looked at her and bit her lip as she fought back the tears that were about to come. Risa looked back at her and affectionately ruffled her bangs, leaving her hand there for a few extra seconds to savor the moment.

“Don’t cry now silly…if you do, I’ll start crying too…”

She nodded forcefully and took a deep breath. The feelings of doubt and regret was flooding in as she heard the final call again, and she looked into the younger’s eyes and asked timidly.

“Are…are you sure about this?”

The bean nodded and smiled sweetly at her. She could tell that the girl was ready to cry herself, but was trying her best to not show it.

“Even though I don’t want you to go…It’s time for Ai-chan to do what she wants…You need to go do something that makes you happy… Now get going before you start regretting it!”

The older nodded and started walking to the gate, until she heard the bean’s voice call her out.

“Ai-chan! Wait!”

She turned back and suddenly felt the warmth of the other girl’s arms wrapped around her neck.

“Be safe ok…? And message me when you get there…I love you…”


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“Ichigo.”

“Hmmm…Gogisamadeshita!”

“Tako!”

“Kokoro.”

“Rokku…”

Ai slightly lost her balance as she and the little girl walked on the concrete ledge that separated the street from the beach near the side walk. The two were playing shiritori as they walked on to keep themselves from being bored. She hopped over a gap on the ledge. The girl followed behind her as she turned back and extended her hand to help her.

“Here, give me your hand.”

She did as she was told and hopped onto the next ledge with help from the elder.

“Ah~ there we go!”

She giggled and continued their game.

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By the time they had gotten into town, the two had given up on their game and were now walking in silence. It wasn’t until a few drops of water landed on the girl’s nose that the silence was broken.

“Eh?”

Ai looked over at her with a questioning look. She was just about to ask what was wrong until a few more drops now started to come down, wetting up the pavement with each drop. Looking up at the sky for a moment, Ai wondered if it was from a random sprinkler nearby, but eventually that thought was thrown out the window when a downpour of rain fell on the two of them. The older grabbed the younger’s hand and covered her head as best as she could with the other as they rushed to a nearby wall with enough cover from the roof. When they got to the wall, the two sighed and leaned up against it, watching the rain. Ai looked over to the girl and started looking for her handkerchief.

“Ah~ This must be a sun shower!”

She gave her a carefree grin and asked cheerfully.

“We got pretty wet there, are you all right?”

The girl shook her head as Ai knelt down and started wiping her arms dry with the kerchief. It wasn’t much but the little gesture helped to keep her somewhat dry. Ai smiled and looked up at her, noticing that her bangs were slightly wet, and playfully dried them off, before she took the cloth from her.

“Don’t worry about me, Ai Onne-chan need’s to dry herself off too!”

She started drying her off with a cute pout on her face as Ai’s smile grew even bigger.

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“Ah…Just wait a minute ok?”

Ai ruffled through her bag and smiled a little as she looked for her wallet. She threw her blanket next to her and her makeup bag on her lap as the girl, and the bus driver waited. She rummaged through the compartments in a hasty fashion as she mumbled to herself in her native dialect.

“Where is it…?”

The girl, who was kneeling down with her just watched quietly, staring at the bag, hopping that Ai would find her wallet soon, or at least some change for them to get on the bus. It wasn’t until the bus driver honked impatiently that the two looked over at him.

“I’m sorry!”

She bowed her head and went back to her bag to look again, taking more stuff out in the process as the bus door closed and drove off. They quietly watched the bus leave them for a moment and after it was out of sight Ai sighed in frustration and started throwing her discarded items back in her bag. She looked up to meet eyes with the girl and softly whispered to her in defeat.

“Gomen ne?”

The younger smiled and shook her head as she looked down and then back up at Ai.

“It’s not your fault.”

Ai looked back down and stood up. She brought the bag’s strap on her shoulder as the girl stood with her.

“We should get going…”

“Un...”

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They started walking again, with the only sound being the elder’s shoes clicking with each step. Both of them were down from the bus incident, yet neither really wanted to show it. It wasn’t until the girl knelt down and hugged her legs that Ai turned around and walked back. She kneeled in front of her as she held the strap of her bag.

“Just hold on a little bit longer ok?”

She pouted and looked away from the older girl.

“Mou~ I don’t wanna walk anymore!”

Ai smiled a little and ruffled her bangs lovingly. In all honesty she was getting tired of walking too, but if she showed her tiredness to the little one, then she’d start getting worried over her, and that was the last thing Ai needed. She thought for a moment until an idea came to her.

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She stuck out her thumb as a car came, hoping that the person would stop, but sighed in defeat as it passed. She tried again and watched as another car went on its way. The little girl watched quietly behind her as Ai continued to get a car to stop, but after two hours of trying to hitchhike she gave up.  She sighed and looked down to her companion.

“Let’s try the supermarket; maybe someone can give us a ride.”

When they got to the market, there were only a few cars in the parking lot. She let the girl stay near the entrance as she walked to the cars to ask the drivers for a ride.

“Excuse me, could you take me to Tokyo-“

“No way, I can’t.”

She tried and tried again until there was one car left.

“Excuse me!”

She ran over to a slightly old man who was just about to get into his van until her heard her voice.

“Um… Could you be so kind enough to take me and my sister to Tokyo?”

“Tokyo?”

She timidly nodded, clearly begging him with her doe-like eyes as the girl ran over to her. He looked at the both of them. They were clearly on their last thread of needing help, and he couldn’t just say no to them, so he sighed and extended out his hand. The girl looked up at him and smiled as she took his hand.

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“Are you alright back there?”

Ai wrapped her arms around the younger’s shoulder as the man looked back at his rear view mirror. She gave him a huge grin and nodded. There were boxes that were in the back of the truck, which only gave the two small girls a bit of room, but it was just enough for them not to be too squished.

“We’re alright.”

“It’ll take us a day to get there, so just relax yourself.”

He took his eyes back on the road as the two sat in silence. The girl went in her little messenger bag and opened a small packet of gummies. She offered some to Ai and started eating away. The elder just smiled at the sight of the girl happily eating away, glad for once that things were finally going in the right direction.

After a few hours , the man decided to take a pit stop and rest, letting everyone stretch their stiff muscles; and for the girl have a chance to have some fun and pretend that she was driving. Ai looked on as she rested her arms on the open passenger window.

When they started again, the younger sighed and nudged Ai’s shoulder.

“I’m bored~!”

Ai looked in her bag and started rummaging for something as the child puffed her cheeks in boredom.

“Hmm…well… here.”

She took out her ipod and handed an ear bud to the girl as she put the other in her own ear. The girl looked up at her and did the same as Ai gave her a huge grin.

“Let’s listen to some music then!”

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“Paper windmills?”

The girl looked over at the man as they took another break. The three decided to sit on the roof of the car as the sun set at the horizon. The two had listened to the man’s story about his handmade plastic windmills.

“Yeah, you can think of them as flowers that’ll never wilt… Plus they look just as beautiful…Well I do at least.”

“Hmm…but you don’t get the satisfaction of growing them like a flower…”

“That’s true, but when the wind blows them, and the colors spin around, they look just as beautiful…”

Ai looked back at the sun set as the two continued on their conversation. She sighed and brushed her short hair behind her ear as the thoughts of doubt came to her again. She had no idea what she’d do when she got to her destination, heck she didn’t even know why she was putting in so much effort into it, but her stubbornness wouldn’t let this opportunity slip.

“They can cheer anyone up when there’s a bunch on the horizon…all different colors blowing with the wind in harmony…”

By night time the two were fast asleep in the van as the man drove on to their destination. The girl had her head resting on Ai’s shoulder, while Ai rested her head on top of the girl’s. When the man started getting tired, he decided to make another pit stop and rested himself on the driver and passenger seats. By then, Ai had laid the child down and was watching her sleep. The girl reminded her so much of Risa. The way she spoke, how she acted towards her when Ai got too negative with herself, and the way how she acted way more mature than her age. She smiled to herself and stroked the girl’s cheek lovingly as she whispered to her.

“Tomorrow, we’ll be meeting Risa again after a long time….I’m kinda nervous, but I know I can do it as long as you’re with me…”

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She grunted as she lifted the box out of the trunk and tried her best to lay it on the ground without making a sound. A few mini windmills bounced out of the cardboard box and landed on the floor, but it was too late.

“Baka! What are you doing!?”

The man ran up to the back of the truck and caught the girl red handed. She stayed frozen in shock for a moment until he ran over to her and tried to take the box away.

“Give me that box!!”

“Yada~!!”

The two struggled and continued shouting, causing Ai to wake up from her sleep. The two continued tugging the box back and forth until Ai rushed over and kneeled the girl’s side.

“What’s going on??? Rii-chan!”

She let go of the box as Ai pulled away from her with a sudden worried look on her face. She didn’t think that she’d upset her onne-chan and for the old man to catch her in the act of her plan. She looked down at the ground and bit her lip, clearly sure she was about to get scolded for what she’d done. Ai bowed her head furiously to the man. She hopped that the girl’s action wouldn’t cost them their last chance of transportation.

“I’m so sorry! I really am!”

The man held up the box and looked out to the horizon behind the two. He nodded his head in slight amazement.

“Just look at that behind you…”

Ai slowly stood up and looked behind her. Her eyes widened in shock at the sight before her. For about as far as she could see, there were mini windmills across the grassy field. All were in different colors and sizes as they spun with help from the wind. All she could do was stare at the sight before her and try to take it in.

‘Was this what she was doing all night? When did she even leave my side??’

“I just wanted to make Ai-neechan happy…”

She closed her eyes tightly as she fought back the tears that were coming to her. Looking down at the girl, she kneeled back down and hugged her. It was all she could do from really letting her “cry baby” self show.

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After an hour of pulling out the mini windmills and storing them safely back into the boxes, and a trip to the gas station, the two were finally at their destination. They got out of the truck and bowed to the old man.

“Thank you so much!”

The man shook his head and smiled.

“Stay well you two.”

Rii-chan waved goodbye as he drove off and when he was out of sight, the two turned to look at the building behind them. It was the dance hall where Ai and the other members had practiced for concerts as well as singles for years, and to her it was a home away from home. So many memories were stored in that one place that she actually started to get nervous again. She wasn’t even 100 percent sure that Risa would even be there but she had to be sure.
While Ai was staring at the building in front of her, Rii-chan watched her closely and after a few minutes, she extended her hand out to her onne-chan. The older looked down at the little one’s hand and then at her huge grin.

“It’ll be alright Ai-neechan.”

She smiled warmly and took the girl’s hand; instantly feeling the warmth in it. They walked to the doors and silently walked through the halls to the rehearsal rooms. Ai’s shoes clicked with the beat of a song that was playing louder and louder with each step she took. When she got to the final door in the hall, and read the name that just simply had “Morning Musume  concert rehearsal” taped to the door. She stopped and took a deep breath as she looked down to her companion.

“This is it isn’t it…?”

The girl nodded and gave a comforting squeeze to her hand.

“You can do it Ai-neechan!”

The elder nodded and slowly opened the door. When it was opened wide enough she peeked through to meet the reflection of the person she was planning to meet. Risa was practicing by herself in the large room which brought a smile to Ai’s face. She opened the door wider and watched as the bean continued on dancing. The last time she really saw Risa was at the airport that day and the only thing that she had to keep her updated was the still pictures that she had received over the months she was over in America. She was in such awe at finally seeing the girl, that she never noticed that she had startled the bean from the reflection in the mirror.

“A-Ai-chan?”

Ai snapped out of her daze and looked at Risa. The two stayed silent for a moment until Ai felt Rii-chan’s hand slip from her own and run over to the bean and before she knew it the girl had turned back at Ai and gave her that signature smile that the bean now had on her own face.

“Ai-chan!”

She ran over and hugged her with tears in her eyes. It was the last thing Ai had expected and in turn she hugged her back and started crying clearly happy that she didn’t get a negative reaction to her coming back. The bean giggled and ruffled Ai’s bangs as the parted a bit.

“Ai-chan why are you crying?”

“C-cus… I thought you’d reject me I I came back…I mean we haven’t talked much in so long…and I felt that it was my fault…”

She sniffled some more as Risa lovingly wiped her eyes.

“Why would I ever be mad at my Ainee-chan hm?”

She hugged her again and mumbled in the shorter girl’s ear,

“We’ve been through too much for me to be upset with you Ai-chan...I’m just glad you’re back home safe…”

“And I’m glad to be back with you Rii-chan.”

Ai broke their embrace and smiled. She was happy in the end that she fought through her negative thoughts and worries. She looked at the bean and saw that still loving smile that was on her face when she called the girl by her nickname. Eventually, they parted and sat down on the wooden floor to catch up on the things that they missed. Ai felt like a river of relief had come over her and that things would soon go her way once again. Coming back home was worth it after all.



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nya i hope you gusy liked this...i spent like a few weeks on this and anyone who can guess what pv i got this idea from will get megga love from me....i'll give you a hint, it's another akab-type song but its from a soloist XD if that's not a big enough hint idk what is.....then again i wonder if anyone even cares? XD
either way this was like over 8 pgs of writing on word and i hope you guys liked it :3 and that it makes sense XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Coming Home] 7-7-11
Post by: kuro_808 on July 07, 2011, 07:19:41 AM
that long adventure of finding what was lost, ended up being found with what hadn't changed over all good job
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Coming Home] 7-7-11
Post by: gracula on July 07, 2011, 10:01:03 AM
awww- that was a great piece. everything comes back in a full circle. i love it. As if the sugary sweetness from veggie juice wasn't enough, we have this.  XD

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.i spent like a few weeks on this and anyone who can guess what pv i got this idea from will get megga love from me
I give you love for spending your time writing this. and I liked the pv too- acchan's flower, right?  :P
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Coming Home] 7-7-11
Post by: kawaii beam on July 13, 2011, 08:13:17 PM
kuro-thanks alot^^

grac-lol and yep you're right~ it's from acchan~!




ok so im guessing either not that many have read this or is way to confused or something^^; i thought someone would understand but probably not, so i guess i'll just make some things clear here eventhough idk what eveyone's exactly confused on lol

well 1st things 1st  the idea i got the pv from was from maeda atsuko's 1st solo single called flower. now i know quite a few ppl cant stand akb on here but i thought that atleast the pv could be good....mostly cus im a sucker for drama pvs lol. now i got it based off of the actual drama ver of the pv but i cant find it on yt so i'll just show you all the original ver of it.
神PV (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCi2i_Uk0eQ#ws)

now about the little girl, in the pv she suddenly like dissapears too near the end of the pv and becomes(i guess) atsuko, while in this oneshot i kinda made her or intended to make her a part of like risa. hence why she's called rii-chan and such...that should've been a dead give away, but i guess not. rii-chan seems to be the only thing right now that would confuse people, but next to that idk what else, so if you're willing to tell/ask me what you're confused about please tell me i really want to know.

i thought i made this easy to understand but i guess not^^; sorry for all of the confusion >.<
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Coming Home] 7-7-11
Post by: Bamtai on July 14, 2011, 10:55:08 AM
I actually read this right after you posted this, but I have to admit that I was little confused of who was who  :nervous Thanks for explaining, it cleared all out  :)
Very sweet oneshot, you describe their emotions so well!  :wub: Your writing style is admirable, keep on doing these great oneshots!!!  :bow:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Coming Home] 7-7-11
Post by: kawaii beam on July 27, 2011, 06:06:56 AM
Bamtai-thanks^^; im glad the explanation helped you out^^ i gues i still got ways to go before i write something like this and make it make sense lol and no way is my writing admierable! XD it's crap compaired to essy, rndy, bee,grac, and many other writers here! :panic:

anywho, this isnt an update but just to let you guys know that i probbaly wont be updating in this thread for a while cus im gonna be visiting my family in england for 3 weeks~! X3 i leave tomorrow and come back on the 20th of aug. so there'll be no writing, but there is an upside! i have something partially written that only 1 person knows about~ but well i hope this vacation will give me some new ideas for you guys~ so until i'm back...

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Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Coming Home] 7-7-11
Post by: Beecubed on July 29, 2011, 09:33:36 PM
Okay, so tonight, I will exercise some self-control and try to ignore grac and see if I get anywhere with this comment  XD

Gosh, must apologise again for taking this long to put up a response  :banghead: I won't let this happen again. I'll also try not to meander with this comment and keep it concise so I can finish it before bed and actually have something here!  :nervous

Thank you again, waiwai. For keeping the TakaGaki coming.  :love:

My School Uniform Is In My Way

The title.  :mon crazyinlove: :mon crazyinlove: :mon crazyinlove: Best perv title ever  :bow:

Oh and before I continue - thank you also for 'A Much Needed Reunion'. Which I think you've only posted in the perv forum... it feels a little weird to dig deep and dissect and fangirl a perv with the normal amount of words I usually have for something I'm excited about... 'coz quoting doesn't seem all that appropriate  :grin: but yeah, I really enjoyed that one. Your first perv writing like ever. Lol - I have yet to write mine, so I kind of understand what you were going through  :lol:

OKAY - So onto My School Uniform Is In My Way. ...... :mon bleed2: I'm sorry, but it's that DAMNED TITLE!

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When the woman finally got to the bench, the bean instantly got up and hugged her, nearly knocking her off balance.

“You’re finally here! I’ve missed you Ai-chan!”

Ai grinned and hugged Risa back, knowing that the bean wouldn’t let her go until she gave her some type of affection in return. She didn’t mind it at all really; it was one of the bean’s many cute charms.

D'awww. I'll never get sick of Risa throwing bear hugs at Ai. And TakaGaki fluff moments are the bloody best!  :deco: Bring them on!

Ai-chan tutor  :inlove: Gaki-san student  :inlove: Ai-chan tutor + Gaki-san student =  :inlove: :twisted: :drool: already we can see where this is going  :bow: the fact that you had two of them in these roles has also delightfully compensated for the lack of teacher-student TakaGaki perviness in Chigatte  :lol:

Risa being all cute and pouty with wanting to stay VS. responsible Ai-chan is a great read, as always  :k-inlove: I feel like I've read a lot of that though! Next time I wanna see the roles reversed  :love:

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“If you had your way you’d keep me here forever wouldn’t you?”

Naughty Risa  :twisted: trying to play mind games with Ai now  XD Poor Ai-chan; I bet Risa's one handful of a girlfriend  :bleed eyes:

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“Well what do you have in mind?”

Risa thought for a moment as Ai lightly traced circles on her thigh.

And Ai-chan baka, if you don't want Risa to bug you about staying even long... and about that, don't do things like that!  :lol:

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“I want to love you more freely…but…my school uniform’s in the way…”

:mon blood: well that's certainly a way to pronounce your desire for another kind of lovin'  :nervous
And how Ai-chan did NOT just completely shrivel into a blushing and stuttering mess at that is quite beyond me...  :shy1:

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The bean nodded, took the woman’s hand, and while gently squeezing it, she mumbled.

“Even if someone watches us…I don’t really care…”

 :wriggly:

Okay, so first attempt fail. But now that Risa's allowed to stay at Ai's place for the weekend... uh-oh to Ai's self-control! And already it's beginning to slip... just as is her hand on Risa's shoulder... which has fallen to Risa's hip  :grin: tee hee

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“But I’m so close to beating this boss Risa-chan…just give me a few more minutes…”

She sighed again and crossed her arms.

Don't bother somebody when they're in the middle of a boss battle~!  :mon tantrum2:

And strangely enough, it's Ai who gives Risa the proposition to have some adult fun... yes~!  :twisted:
So no quoting weird stuff here right now... so just wanted to say: YEAH! TAKAGAKI LOVIN'  :on bleed: well-deserved, Gaki-san, well-deserved  XD and the way that you left off only means one thing. There's a part two and you BETTER WRITE IT. :3

THANK YOU  :love:


Break Time

Was this little piece afriggingdorable or WHAT?!  :mon inluv: :mon inluv: :mon inluv:

Oh oh oh!  :mon gamer: gamer!Ai-chan makes her appearance and completely steals the show   :wub:

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“Ah~ Ai-chan’s playing her ds again~ I wonder how gaki-san will get her attention this time?”

Lol - this time. A bit of a film strip zipped through my mind of Risa's other successes and failures... so cute  :heart:

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She knew that A: snatching the ds away from Ai would cause the whole world to end, B: trying to talk to her about putting it down wouldn’t work, and C: even trying to do one or both or anything involving her taking the item away would make the monkey stop talking to her for weeks, and Risa was in no mood to deal with a pissed off Ai-chan.

Serious gamer is serious! Gaki-san doesn't know what it's like to be a gamer, does she.  :cry: If you're playing a good game, it's hard to stay away for too long until it's clocked! But the way she's running through all this like it's some kind of mission... awwwww. So cute and funny  :k-inlove:

Kitten and bunny watching on like it's some spectator sport is endlessly amusing too...  :rofl: Sayu voting for Ai and winning by 3  :lol: you have to have more faith in your subleader, girl!

Risa's pretend-to-be-interested tactic - that's only going to make Ai more engrossed in the game, isn't it? If you want to take her attention AWAY from the game, dangle something different in front of her, don't encourage her to continue playing!  :sweatdrop: hahaa...

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Risa got up from her chair and somehow sat in the little space that was left behind her lover’s chair. The bean lovingly wrapped her arms around the woman’s neck and nuzzled her head between Ai’s shoulder and neck.

“Looks like she’s getting desperate~ I just might win this round again Reina-chan~!”

“Just shut it Sayu…you and I both know that Ai-chan has to give into Gaki-san eventually…”

:rofl:

They should be taking photos for their blogs right about now! *Bee wants to seeeeeee*
Gaki-san's failed attempts are just adorable... I know it's mean, but I just want her to keep trying and failing. It's nowhere as fun if Ai gives in quickly  :tama-yeeaah:

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There was another few moments of silence as Ai just nodded and continued playing, clearly not paying attention to the poor girl on her back.

You know she's pitiful when even the narrative voice has to call her 'poor girl'...  :lol: awwww. To the point where both Reina and Sayu have gotten bored  :nervous

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Ai took her eyes off of the game for a moment and looked to see what was bothering her wrist. She slightly raised to and asked,

“What is this?”

“This? It’s skin…”

LOOL. Gaki-saaaan. You needed to assert yourself here! Not say something so Kame-like!  :rofl:

:luvluv2: and of course, we have the bean falling asleep on stubbornly-gaming-Ai's shoulders and that's like the perfect ending to this session of emotional torture for our subleader. YAY!  :shakeit:

This has to be one of the cutest things you've written so far.  :heart: :yep: That's saying a lot. Queen of fluff, you. *Bee pats waiwai*


Coming Home

This really was a fantastic read. I loved this... it has quite a different feel from your other pieces, but in a lovely, subtle way.  :tama-heart:

I was a little confused about what was going on at the beginning - I mean, who the hell is this little girl - but everything came together in the end. I got it on my first read, so I'm sure you've done a fine job. Dunno why a lot of people didn't get it  :nervous I read carefully though. I savour details, so maybe that helped  :P

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“Even though I don’t want you to go…It’s time for Ai-chan to do what she wants…You need to go do something that makes you happy…”

So TakaGaki separation  :mon waterworks: that's never easy to accept. And I was wondering why you had so much of the story focused on Ai-chan and this little girl. Why?

For some reason, I felt a little nostalgia reading this. I don't know why, it just made me really warm inside  :love: the first read through, I was still wondering halfway through who the little girl was, and how significant her character was going to be. I mean, wai's a TakaGaki fan, you're not going to be shipping Ai and little unknown girl  XD and her name was Rii-chan. Which made me 'hmmm' a little.

The whole windmill deal was beautiful  :heart:

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‘Was this what she was doing all night? When did she even leave my side??’

“I just wanted to make Ai-neechan happy…”

I'm sure this somehow reflected the way real grown-up Risa was feeling... soulmate telepathy or something  XD And I also bet it was the last thing Ai expected - imagined Rii-chan to get up and do stuff  :lol: But it gave her that final boost of courage to see Risa again, despite all her doubts.  :wub:

And the reunion!  :deco:

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The two stayed silent for a moment until Ai felt Rii-chan’s hand slip from her own and run over to the bean and before she knew it the girl had turned back at Ai and gave her that signature smile that the bean now had on her own face.

The moment that made me go OHHHHHHH.  :heart:
And I really fell in love with that idea - that Ai made up Rii-chan to keep her company and to help buffer all the anxiety and doubt she was feeling about her decision to see Risa again. I'm not sure when Rii-chan came to exist though - the moment she left Risa and began to miss her that much? Or when she wanted to come back home and needed that comfort?

And I'm not even sure if Rii-chan is just somebody who Ai has consciously made up in her head.. or maybe Risa's absence in her life has driven her cuckoo   :doh:
'Coz you know... I’m just not quite sure how a figment of Ai-chan’s imagination managed to do all that with the windmills and then wrestle with an old man for a box  XD maybe I'm just trying to read into it too much...

But okay. The ending ohmygahhhhh  :luvluv1: these two just belong together. They are home when they're with one another, it's as simple as that. :wub:

THANK YOU. You wrote this just fine and I adore it and the TakaGaki.  :thumbsup

I do a lot of spazzing when I read your stuff, it gives me the energy  XD

In the mean time... I hope you're having fun in England! Can't wait to see what you have for us when you come back!  :nya:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Coming Home] 7-7-11
Post by: kawaii beam on November 06, 2011, 03:28:13 AM
lol looks like i have to reply to a certian someone who had commented like 5 months ago ^^;

you're welcome bee-chan~ >3<

My School Uniform Is In My Way

lol is it really? thank akb for that then XD they had the copyrigth 1st. lol glad to know i'm not alone on the emberassment factor of writing pervs XD i actually was tsrugling with a part 2 before my computer decided to fry on me, but i'm waiting on a certian someone to clean out her inbox so she can send me most of what i sent her lol

takagaki fluff moments are the best~ X3 lol well bey now we got the well needed pervyness from aiai but im sure once she school stuff starts to tne down we'll ge more....right aiai??? lol
you want to see a responsible risa and a kidish ai-chan? is that what you mean?

lol i think risa would be one, atleast in this oneshot XD like she acts alot more sneaky like a normal teenager i think XD and ai-chan just easily gives in

lol ai-chan is so epic that she turns into a blushing mess at her own pace XD

yet again part 2 is in the sea of pms that a certian someone has~ lol rndy im tottally gonna hint at you until the world ends

Break Time

lol yes poor risa always has to find ways to get attention of her ai-chan

im pretty sure sayu will say that ai can win anything XD

aw thanks so much ofr the complement bee-chan^^; i guess is should really just give into this title ne? lol

Comming Home

to tell the truth i cant remember why it focused so much on ai and little girl-chan XD i was mostly basing it off of the drama ver of the pv and it was without subs either so i was mostly just going off of what i knew and saw lol

lol yes rii-chan is magical! XD well idk either since in the flower pv the little girl eventually turned out to be atsuko from what im guessing^^; i have no idea, but you pretty much got everything on point! plus i'd like to think that rii-chan was made out of ai's head after she left.

im glad to know that these give you energy!^^ makes me so happy! plus you do the same for me as well~ and im totally waiting for your next update~ :deco:

Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[OnTopOfThisLove] 11-5-11
Post by: kawaii beam on November 06, 2011, 03:43:13 AM
well guess what guys? i'm back~! :deco: lol i know its been awhile since i've last updated and its been good and bad stuff...most of the bad stuff is that my computer's hard drived died 2 months ago so most of the new stuff i had working on along with my photoshop is now gone, but the good news is that i have been writing quite a bit ^^; and that my cousin has a photoshop cd so as soon as i get it i'll be back to banner making^^; but for right now i had asked alice from H!O to make a banner for me and i'm uber uber uber thankful for her^^ so thanks again alice~! >3<

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On Top of This Love

It was an absolutely perfect Sunday afternoon. A soft breeze blew past two girls who happily strolled along to their destination. Their aura of happiness was so strong that even the people who walked by couldn’t help but let a smile come over themselves. It was just that type of day where nothing could go wrong and one Niigaki Risa couldn’t be happier. Brushing a few strands of hair away from her face with her free hand, Risa glanced over to Ai who was proudly taking captive of her right arm. It was the first time that they had gone out ever since Ai’s graduation and it was like nothing had changed.

As Ai chatted on about new clothes she purchased, Risa was trying her best to stay relaxed. She should’ve been used to the arm linking after 10 years but every time her skin came in contact with the older girl’s, it felt like she was on their first date all over again; feeling like she couldn’t believe it was happening that the Ai-chan she was so in love with was walking with her like this. She eventually made herself look like she was used it even though that cold sweat feeling was still there deep down inside.

“Ah! We’re here!”

Ai’s gentle tugging on her arm brought the bean out of her slight trance as they stopped in front of their destination. It was a small little café that the older girl had found the place on a whim during one of her shopping trips and noticed that many foreigners were eating there. After eating there, Ai decided to bring the bean along the next time just to show her how cute the place was as well as the good food. The two were eventually seated and decided on sharing a piece of strawberry cake.

“Mn~ this cake tastes delicious Ai-chan!”

“I know right? Isn’t this the best cake you’ve ever tasted?”

Risa nodded as she took another bite and watched her girlfriend take a bite of her own out of a strawberry. A grin slowly grew on the younger’s face as the older concentrated solely on the small fruit in front of her. It got Risa wondering how happy they’d truly be if time were to stop in this café filed with foreigners, eating
strawberry cake and talking about silly things.

“Nee Risa-chan, are you going to eat that strawberry?”

She looked up to meet with those brown doe-like pleading eyes and smiled warmly at her as she nodded her head as a sign to let the older girl take it. No one could say no to those eyes of hers.

“You can have it Ai-chan.”

Ai softly squealed in happiness as she popped the strawberry into her mouth. It didn’t take much to make the monkey happy and mostly whenever Ai was happy Risa was as well. When the two were done with their meal, they walked out of the restaurant and started walking back to the shopping district to continue their little shopping adventure. As they were heading there, the couple noticed a small fountain. It didn’t take long for a sudden idea to hit Risa, who suddenly dragged Ai closer.

“Nee, Ai-chan, let’s make a wish in this wishing fountain!”

The older girl raised an eyebrow at the sudden comment.

“Eh~? Aren’t you a little too old to be making a wish at a fountain Risa?”

“You’re never too old to make a wish at a fountain!”

The bean pouted at the older’s remark and started looking in her purse for change. When she found some, she handed a few coins to her girlfriend who was still watching her in amusement.

“Are you going to make a wish with me or not?”

After a few more seconds of looking at the coins in her hand as well as the serious look Risa was giving her, Ai eventually gave in and took the coins from her. The bean smiled and turned back to the fountain in front of her.  She threw the first coin and quickly closed her eyes for a few seconds, only to open them to a giggling Ai.

‘I wish this love to last forever and ever.’

“What’s so funny?”

“Nothing…What did you wish for?”

“I’m not telling you! Don’t you know that if you tell someone your wish before it comes true that it won’t happen?”

“Mou~ don’t tell me that you actually believe in that too Risa~?”

“Of course I believe in that! Why wouldn’t I?”

Ai giggled at the bean and threw her own coin into the water. Risa threw her second coin and closed her eyes again, only to hear the sound of a click and another giggle. Opening her eyes again, and looking over to Ai, she had noticed that her girlfriend was now looking down at her camera with a proud grin on her face.

“Ah~ you look so cute when you’re concentrating on your wish!”

“You took a picture of me?! Delete it!”

‘On top of this love, I wish for eternal peace.’

“No way! I’m keeping this as a treasured item!”

“…Fine…but don’t show anyone that picture….not even to Prince!”

“Alright, it’ll be a picture just for my eyes only. No one else will see it but me.”

“Promise?”

“Promise.”

Smiling, Risa threw in a few more coins at once, closing her eyes once more and quickly opening them before her girlfriend could do anymore “bullying” to her. 

“Are you done wish-making now?”

“Yes…are you done harassing me?”

“Yes~”

Ai ruffled the beans hair lovingly and took her hand as the two started walking away from the fountain.

‘On top of that, I wish for all of my dreams, as well as Ai-chan’s to come true.’

After a few more hours of shopping the two started their walk home with the older begging the bean to sleepover at her apartment. It didn’t take long for Risa to give into Ai’s request and the next thing she knew she was in Ai’s bedroom, borrowing her pajamas, and listening to her girlfriend talk about her next photo shoot. When the monkey finished talking, the two of them laid in the bed, just sitting in a comfortable silence. It was these types of moments where the bean never wanted to leave the older’s side. She wanted to live well into the future with her and still hoped that even when she was well into her 30th and 40s that she’d still be the cute
Risa that Ai had fallen in love with.

“Reina’s birthday’s coming up isn’t it?”

“Yeah…I don’t know what to get her though…Tanakacchi’s likes are always changing…What are you getting her?”

“Hmm…Probably some tops or boots? I’m not 100% sure yet…How about getting her a new pair of glasses or ribbons?”

“That’d be a waste of time…mostly cus she has every ribbon and pair of glasses on the planet…the same along with accessories…”

The two of them stayed on the topic for a while until Risa decided that she’d think about it another time, and it wasn’t until then that she noticed her girlfriend sulking.

‘Mou~ Ai-chan, I hate it when you make that face…’

Without getting discouraged, the bean jumped into a new topic about the 9th gen. and how Erina was constantly following her around lately. Each time a new topic was started, the frown that was on the monkey’s face slowly grew into a deep and honest smile which Risa replied back with. It was expected for the bean to be happy as well, her Ai-chan was infectious that way.

‘And on top of that wish, I pray for her health, as well as a happy future. I never want to see Ai-chan sad or stressed with whatever she’s up against.’

“Risa…? Can I ask you something?”

“Sure, what is it?”

The older girl wrapped her arms around the younger girl and rested her head on her shoulder.

“I want you to be by my side like this forever and ever…No matter what happens…”

The bean smiled warmly and nodded. She wanted the same also, on the days that they comfort each other, straight to when she was weak and needed a shoulder to cry on. She wanted them to be this close for as long as she lived.

“Nee, Ai-chan…you love me right?”

The monkey sat up from her position and faced her girlfriend as she looked right into her eyes.

“Of course I love you I love you all the time!”

“24/7?”

“Even in my sleep.”

Risa giggled and looked down as she entwined her fingers around Ai’s hand. She gave the older girl a mischievous look and spoke in a slightly spoiled voice.

“Well then…if you do love me all the time including tonight as well…I want you to give me a gentle kiss on the cheek, right here.”

She tilted her head to show the monkey her cheek who in looked at her like she had gone mad.

“Just on the cheek?”

She nodded.

“Kiss me…”

Ai leaned closer and gave her a quick peck, but when the bean turned back to face her completely she got a second kiss on the lips. It was slightly longer than the one on the cheek; it wasn’t like she minded at all. When the two broke apart, Risa’s smile grew wide as she wrapped her arms around her girlfriends neck.

“...Kiss me again.”

‘And lastly, I wish for Ai-chan to kiss me over and over again until I get sick of it….but even then, I don’t ever think I could.’

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gosh i hope this doesnt suck D: i feel so rusty lol
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[OnTopOfThisLove] 11-5-11
Post by: gracula on November 06, 2011, 04:06:00 AM
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She should’ve been used to the arm linking after 10 years but every time her skin came in contact with the older girl’s, it felt like she was on their first date all over again....

This is fluff at its best. Its always nice to see that the love is 'still there' cos we all know what RL can be like. And you've captured it perfectly, along with both their characteristics.

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“Mn~ this cake tastes delicious Ai-chan!”
Okay, so I need new glasses. I read this as "Mn- this frog tastes delicious..." and i thought 'wow! i really need to read this fic like now!'.  :mon whimper: I'm slightly disappointed.

Jokes aside, I like how all Risa's wishes come true, in that roundabout way despite her naive idealism. I think that's exactly how life works.

I love the fluff. You never disappoint. If I wanted them to eat frogs for crack, I'd write it myself. But you got my dose of sugary sweetness here. Thank you for writing this.

Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[OnTopOfThisLove] 11-5-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on November 06, 2011, 07:47:47 AM
First of all, ^ you made me laugh. :lol: :lol:

Second of all :cathappy: :cathappy: :cathappy:


asfsdkfjghegdfkvjnxckvjns!!!@!@!@$%&^^@!111one1! *froths at the mouth and falls over*

After the week I've had, this flufftastichamsterpiece is just what the doctor ordered. It's like my whole struggle has been worth it. I so  :deco: you.

:deco: :deco: darrnit :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[OnTopOfThisLove] 11-5-11
Post by: gracula on December 06, 2011, 05:57:28 AM
THE MADNESS WONT STOP UNTIL WE GET CLOSURE MOAR FLUFF *shakes fist in the air*

Ditto.

Ditto.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[OnTopOfThisLove] 11-5-11
Post by: kuro_808 on December 06, 2011, 06:26:43 AM
ouch that sweet tooth is hurting :nervous

really nice by the way
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[OnTopOfThisLove] 11-5-11
Post by: kawaii beam on December 14, 2011, 07:01:28 AM
grac- aw really? thank you~^^ that makes me happy eventhough i havent even been in a rl relationship myself yet ^^; and lol about the frog thing XD what were you thinking about when u skimmed through?? and no thank you for reading and liking it^^

rndy-daw thankies rndy~ X3 glad to know it made you feel better ;3; :deco:

kuro-lol too sweet for ya? XD thanks^^
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Santa-san] 12-14-11
Post by: kawaii beam on December 14, 2011, 07:06:18 AM
this is based off of a trans.i read about misaki on risa's radioshow last week still no photoshop so no banner ;3; gomen ne? :deco:



Santa-san



“Hmm what else do I want?”

Satou Masaki mumbled to herself as she stared at the small phone screen in front of her. She along with the rest of the Morning Musume members were taking a short break between their dance rehearsal, so she decided to start writing out her Christmas wish list to past the time. Noticing that the second youngest girl in the group was deeply thinking to herself, Risa decided to see if everything was alright.

“Masaki-chan, what are you up to?”

Not paying attention to what her leader was saying, Masaki continued on staring blankly at the phone in her hands.

“Masaki-chan?”

Risa sat down next to her and gently nudged the girl’s shoulder, who jumped from the touch in response. The bean raised an eyebrow at the sudden action, but
instantly shook it off.

“Ah! Niigaki-san!”

“Is everything alright? You looked like you were seriously thinking about something.”

The younger girl smiled and gave Risa a nod.”

“I’m fine, I was just thinking of what to write here.”

“Hm…”

The two sat in silence for a few minutes as the other girls around them quietly chatted to each other along with the sound of Masaki’s fingers on the keypad. Risa glanced around the room, took a sip of her water bottle, and then glanced back to the girl next to her, as Masaki looked over what she was typing a few times and then finally pressed send.

‘This is getting way too awkward Risa…think of something…’

Smiling to herself as the idea hit her, Risa questioned the young girl in a cheerful tone.

“So….is Masaki-chan excited about Santa-san this year?”

Hearing the word “Santa” alone totally snapped Masaki out of her little daze and quickly nodded her head.

“Yes! I can’t wait for Santa-san to come! My Papa said that if I’m really good this year that Santa will for sure get me all the gifts I want! Even though a part of it came
true already being in Morning Musume now… What does Niigaki-san want Santa-san to bring her this year?”

The bean raised her eyebrows in shock at the response she got from the girl. Was she really serious just now? The way she acted, it was like the 12 year old still
believed in Santa! Even at her age by then Risa knew that he wasn’t real. She had found out the hard way through realizing that her father’s hand writing and Santa’s were exactly the same. Noticing that her leader hadn’t answered her yet, Masaki continued on.

“Well whenever I send Santa my Christmas mail I always get a reply back! Isn’t that amazing?”

“Y-yeah, it sure is…”

‘She’s really serious about this!’

“Papa also told me that as soon as Santa reads the letters he receives that they instantly sparkle and disappear! That’s why we have to send him new letters every year!”

She’s really a naïve girl if she still believes everything that her papa says especially if it’s about Santa…But should I tell her that he’s not real?’

“Nee, Masaki-chan…”

“Yes Niigaki-san?”

The bean looked at the happy girl who was still clutching onto her cell phone in glee as she waited for Santa’s reply. When she saw the 12 year old’s grin she couldn’t bring herself to tell her the truth.

“You better make sure you keep on staying a good girl then so Santa can send you the rest of those gifts! That includes trying your best as a Musume too alright?”

“Alright Niigaki-san! I’ll try my best for sure!”

“Good.”

Risa gently ruffled the younger’s bangs as Masaki’s phone chimed.

“Ah! He replied back!”

“What did he say?”

She read over the message a few times and showed the screen to the leader.

‘Masaki-chan, thank you for your letter! Since Masaki-chan is such a hard worker and is a good girl Santa-san will try his best to make all of her wishes come true!’

“Isn’t Santa-san the best Niigaki-san?? You have to make sure you write your list too ok?”

Risa nodded her head in agreement.

“I’ll be sure to get on it asap!”

Leaving the young girl to go back to her own little spot in the room the bean shook her head in disbelief.

‘She’s really lucky to have a nice papa to do something like this…but it’s still kinda hard to believe that we’re even in the same group…’
 

Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Santa-san] 12-14-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on December 14, 2011, 01:17:42 PM
That is so cute. :lol: Funny thing is, I could totally imagine this happening. Masaki's just like : Santa blahblahblah! And Risa is all : ....For real? That's... Freakin' adorable... :sweatdrop:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Santa-san] 12-14-11
Post by: gracula on December 16, 2011, 07:49:55 PM
I see Waiichan is continuing to perpetuate the 'idols would fart rainbows if they did' myth.

I wanna see part 2 where the real Santa-Aichan spanks Risa for being an unbeliever! Actually, it would be so like Aichan to give Masaki her phone number and say it's Santa-san's and to call when she needs help.  :lol:

Merry Christmas. May your holiday be filled with as much sweetness, warmth and fluff that you so generously share with the rest of us.  :heart:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Santa-san] 12-14-11
Post by: kawaii beam on December 25, 2011, 03:17:03 AM
lol i guess i'll just reply to you guys then since my christmas eve is pretty boring ^^;

rndy-lol yeah i bet it also kinda made risa realise just how old she is XD i hope they'll be more leaderx9th and 10th gen interactions soon cus these stories could be gold XD

grac-lol i never heard of that one XD if snything i heard they didnt at all! XDDD lol that would be a cute idea XD it'd be funny if masaki called ai in the middle of santa begging santa-san for help on something XDDD merry christmas to you too and i hope to see more from you too~ :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Lovely Xmas] 12-25-11
Post by: kawaii beam on December 25, 2011, 06:01:46 AM
it's officially christmas here so merry christmas everyone~! here's an christmas present from kawaii-chan to all of you! ^^

Lovely Christmas


She shivered under the thick coat as a cold gust of wind blew by her small body. Hugging herself even more Ai looked around at the scenery in front of her. It was a walkway filled with illuminations all around that lead to a huge Christmas tree which was even bigger and brighter than the normal trees themselves. Looking at that was enough to warm the small girl up a bit, but she’d been looking at it over and over again for the past half hour and with the snow piled all over the place, the warming effect was fading pretty fast. She took her iphone out of her right pocket and checked the time.

“Mou~! Where is she?? This isn’t like Risa-chan to be late!”

Stuffing the phone back into the coat pocket, the monkey walked over to a nearby bench and sat down. Ai  was having a happy gift exchange with her manager when she remembered the text she’d gotten from Risa pretty much begging the older girl  to come over to this part of town to meet her for something around this time.  Looking up to the night sky and sighing to herself Ai was greeted with a puff of air.

‘That message was sent early this morning…I wonder why she wants to meet me here of all places…?’

It wasn’t like her girlfriend to just suddenly decide on meeting people at random places so late at night on Christmas Eve; it just wasn’t in Risa’s nature to act like that. Sighing again and kicking the slushy snow at her feet, she noticed a bit of new snow started to fall from the night sky. Her mind started to wonder if Risa even remembered the mail. She felt a frown forming as she wondered on.

‘I knew she had a lot of work today, but if she was busy she would’ve texted me…unless she was too busy to even do that…she does have more responsibility now that she’s leader…’

Ai’s frown grew even bigger at the though.

“She did sound kinda exited about it though…”

Taking her phone out a second time, she went to her saved messages and reread the text again.

‘Ai-chan~! I want you to meet me at the Park where we usually meet at 10 tonight ok? I know we haven’t seen each other in a while so let’s meet on Christmas Eve nee?-Risa’

It was already past 10, pretty much past 11:30 at night now…where on earth could the bean be? The last thing the older girl wanted to do was start her Christmas off being alone…At least with her manager it wouldn’t feel so lonely…or expensive.

‘Risa-chan has 11 girls to look after now…only god knows how much it’s costing her…and on top of that, knowing her she probably is getting something for Berryz, C-ute, Mano-chan, and S/mileage…So many gifts to exchange…I’m not able to have those special times with them anymore…’

Looking back to the time she continued on with her thoughts.

‘I wonder if she’ll even make it here before the bells chime? Probably not…it’s so late already…’

Sinking into her coat some more and shaking her head, Ai quickly tired to banish the negative thoughts out of her head. It was always like her to start thinking like this when she was by herself. The snow started to fall even more now as she watched the people that were left on the streets rushing home to bathe in their warm heaters and drink warm coffee or hot chocolate. She continued people watching when she noticed something off in the distance.

“Eh? Is that…?”

As the figure got closer she noticed that it was a person running around like a lost kid, and that lost kid surely had the same movements as Risa. As Ai sat up from her position, the bean finally noticed her and ran as fast as she could to her girlfriend while waving.

“Ai-chan~!!”

To the other people around the running bean, she looked totally out of place, due to her loosely wearing her coat and she had a mix-matched set of a jersey on, but to Ai she looked like the perfect running Christmas angel. When she finally ran up to the older girl, Risa stopped and bent down to catch her breath.

“Ai…chan.. I’m…sorry I’m so…late…”

She didn’t say anything as she stood up and crossed her arms. The bean looked up to see a very displeased Ai in front of her. It took her a moment to realize just how late she was, and she gasped in shock, instantly standing straight and pulling out her phone out of her jersey pants pocket.

“What time is it?? It’s only past 10:30 right??”

“It’s past 11…almost midnight.”

The beans eyes went wide in shock as she looked at her phone.

“Uso! But…but I swore that it was 10!”

Ai opened her mouth ready to scold the younger girl for making her wait when realized how underdressed the younger girl really was for this cold weather. She instantly started pulling up her coat and zipping it up as she spoke out.

“What’s wrong with you?! You know better than to just come out in the cold like this dressed like that! It’s like you just came from rehearsals or something!”

As soon as she was done making sure that the bean was now warm and secure, Risa raised her hand up to her girlfriends head and started to brush off the snow that was trapped in her short locks.

“I did just come from rehearsal…and didn’t I tell you that if you keep forgetting to wear a hoodie when it snows you’ll get sick?”

The older girl watched Risa in silence as she brushed off the last few sprinkles of snowflakes and gave her that sweet smile that always made her feel like butterflies were inside her whole entire being.

“I’m really sorry Ai-chan…I must’ve seriously lost track of the time. I didn’t mean for you to wait out this late for me…”

Ai shook her head as the bean took her hand and the two started walking to the huge Christmas tree. The two walked in a comfortable silence as they heard their footsteps crunch under the snow.

“What was so urgent that I needed to be here at this time?”

“Well…I knew that knowing Ai-chan she’d probably feel extremely lonely on Christmas Eve, and since everyone else has their traditions I decided that I’d want to start a new one with just you.”

The monkey raised an eyebrow at Risa’s answer and was about to reply back to it when a loud bell chime interrupted her. She was about to look down at her phone when she felt warm lips stop her actions. When the chiming stopped, the bean backed away and gently smiled at the older girl as she whispered.

“Merry Christmas Ai-chan.”

Risa handed her a present as the older girl stared at her blankly for a moment before she started blinking and suddenly bursted into tears.

“Ah! Ai-chan! What’s wrong??? ITAI!”

The bean received a swift slap on her head as Ai kept on crying and then suddenly hugged her.

“You idiot! You didn’t have to go through all of this trouble for me!”

Rubbing her head and smiling lovingly at Ai, Risa giggled to herself.

“I wanted to, and anyway Christmas isn’t the same without Ai-chan around.”

Ai made a small whine gave the bean a slightly rough push as she took the present from her and held her hand. Risa wiped the remaining tears away from the monkey’s face.

“Nee, Ai-chan…let’s make a promise right here....let’s promise that on every Christmas Eve from now on, we’ll meet right here and bring in Christmas together.”

Ai nodded and smiled in agreement as she gave a gentle kiss back to the bean.

“Alright…it’s a promise…”

From then on, whenever they were able to, the two girls would meet at that same tree, and when those same bells rang, they would always softly say to each other “Merry Christmas”. It was their own special lovely Christmas.

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had this kinda based off of aother akb song but i didnt really go word for word from it lol  but if anyone wants the link here you go^^
http://stage48.net/studio48/yoyakushitachristmas.html (http://stage48.net/studio48/yoyakushitachristmas.html)

merry christmas again~! :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Lovely X-mas] 12-25-11
Post by: rndmnwierd on December 25, 2011, 06:35:19 AM
What a perfect way to ring in the holiday! :deco: :deco: Merry Christmas!!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Lovely X-mas] 12-25-11
Post by: risa_ai on January 04, 2012, 11:40:56 AM
Hello.....  XD I'm new here..... I just got in the forum yesterday. I have actually been reading Takagaki fanfics without an account.   :sweatdrop: It's called.... lurking??..... Well in any case... please be kind to me!!!  :peace:
Now.... Fanfic reply.... although it's 2012 already.... I really love your fics!!! Every way you write them is awesome!!!  :thumbup  :wub: :inlove: Especially Takagaki. :) Ja~ Continue writing these fanfics!!! I will be cheering for you.   :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs  :thumbsup :thumbsup
Minna.... Yorushiku ne!!!!  :nervous :nervous :nervous :grin: :grin:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Lovely X-mas] 12-25-11
Post by: Beecubed on January 05, 2012, 05:11:55 PM
Comment time~~~~
 :cow: :cow: :cow:

Sorry as always for my delayed comments. Ugh.  :banghead:
I'll try to get them done quickly from now on. I feel bad. For everybody I owe comments to on this forum.  :nervous

*huggles wai* Thanks for keeping up with your updating though, it means a lot to me and I appreciate everything you write. When I'm feeling down or stressed I tend to visit this thread and reread stuff. It always makes me feel better  :tama-heart:


On Top of this Love

Extremely fluffy TakaGaki delivered on a platter right here, and yes, gobbled it all up and damn satisfied *pats belly* how do you keep writing such cute things!!??!?! You must brimming with so much cuteness I'd eat you if I ever bumped into you!  XD

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Their aura of happiness was so strong that even the people who walked by couldn’t help but let a smile come over themselves.

Shites, that's one strong aura aha... but you expect nothing less of TakaGaki, I guess. I can only dream of ever bumping into them so casually on the streets like that!!! ;____________;

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It was the first time that they had gone out ever since Ai’s graduation and it was like nothing had changed.


I'm sure a lot did after that though. Must've missed Ai-chan so much, she decided for an earlier graduation than expected.  :cry: :cry: :cry:

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She should’ve been used to the arm linking after 10 years but every time her skin came in contact with the older girl’s, it felt like she was on their first date all over again; feeling like she couldn’t believe it was happening that the Ai-chan she was so in love with was walking with her like this. She eventually made herself look like she was used it even though that cold sweat feeling was still there deep down inside.

The kind of love I wish for every day. *nowtofindsomebodygoodenough* :3
But yah, I liked the way you described that. So lovely and cute.  :inlove:

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A grin slowly grew on the younger’s face as the older concentrated solely on the small fruit in front of her. It got Risa wondering how happy they’d truly be if time were to stop in this café filed with foreigners, eating strawberry cake and talking about silly things.

Food-serious Ai-chan is so agshdvsfssdhgdbdvff CUUUUUTTEEE!!!!  :nya: I love watching her eat. The dorky concentration that she puts into it makes me melt. Okay, I'm just a big sucker for everything Ai-chan. Kill me, just thinking about this is making me squeal, lol  :wriggly:

And Gaki-san wanting time to stop right there and then is such a hopeless-romantic thing to wish for  :wub: aren't they truly happy anyway? I hope so!

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She looked up to meet with those brown doe-like pleading eyes and smiled warmly at her as she nodded her head as a sign to let the older girl take it. No one could say no to those eyes of hers.

Please stop it with these descriptions, you're really killing me  XD

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“Nee, Ai-chan, let’s make a wish in this wishing fountain!”

The older girl raised an eyebrow at the sudden comment.

“Eh~? Aren’t you a little too old to be making a wish at a fountain Risa?”

“You’re never too old to make a wish at a fountain!”

And then it's Risa's turn to be the baby~ I love TakaGaki dynamics! How they can be so cute around each other and only each other. Gaaaah. But yah, never too old to make a wish at a fountain! Never old to wish, period!   :yep:

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She threw the first coin and quickly closed her eyes for a few seconds, only to open them to a giggling Ai.

‘I wish this love to last forever and ever.’

Giggling Ai-chan makes me giggle too xDDDDD. And I totally love Risa's wishes - MYGAH when you think they can't get any cuter you have her making all these wishes.

Ai-chan spoiling the mood with her photo-taking is looool. Their little bickering moment!  :mon lovelaff:

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‘On top of that, I wish for all of my dreams, as well as Ai-chan’s to come true.’

:farofflook:

Well at least one of them is coming true now that Gaki-san's graduating... and sorry for continually pointing this out even though we have several months before it happens. It's just kind of tickling the back of my head all the time now.

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She wanted to live well into the future with her and still hoped that even when she was well into her 30th and 40s that she’d still be the cute Risa that Ai had fallen in love with.

It's hard for me to picture anybody at that age as cute - wait, how old is Drew Barrymore again? Okay, scratch that, these girls can totally pull it off if a Hollywood actress can xD But the thought is exquisite. :heart: They're in bed now and you still bring on the cuteness like it's nobody's biz... gaaaaah.  :bleed eyes: you ought to balance it out with sexyness too, ya know... I think you still owe us a part 2 of something...  :twisted:

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‘And on top of that wish, I pray for her health, as well as a happy future. I never want to see Ai-chan sad or stressed with whatever she’s up against.’

So romantically selfless!  :mon inluv: all of this makes me wonder what Ai's wishes would be... lol..

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“Risa…? Can I ask you something?”

“Sure, what is it?”

The older girl wrapped her arms around the younger girl and rested her head on her shoulder.

“I want you to be by my side like this forever and ever…No matter what happens…”

Oh and then there we have it. Ai-chan verbalising the wish instead of just thinking it; I think it helps when you share the wish, not hide it away for fear of it not coming true. Sweet!  :love:

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‘And lastly, I wish for Ai-chan to kiss me over and over again until I get sick of it….but even then, I don’t ever think I could.’

Everything leading up to this one last wish -  :mon crazyinlove: :mon crazyinlove: :mon crazyinlove: :mon crazyinlove:
Goodness me you are unrelenting with the cuteness. orz orz orz orz. I love you wai, this one-shot was so cutely perfect~ I don't know how many times I've read this particular one already and it gets me every time!  :oops:

THANK YOU FOR THIS SWEETNESS! I WANT MOREEEE!  :heart: :deco:


Santa-san

Masaki - possible my favourite 10th gen member? As you know, I don't know any of them well enough to make a real judgement right now, but so far she's got me. Just for having Risa as her favourite senpai!  XD

It's nice to read something non-TakaGaki from you once and a while. I hope you do this more often. It'll give you a chance to recuperate from the debilitatingly cute AiGaki you always write  :lol:

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‘This is getting way too awkward Risa…think of something…’

Hehehehee. Why does everything relate back to TakaGaki? I read this and I think how Gaki and Ai can bask in silence and never be awkward around each other...  :love:

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“Yes! I can’t wait for Santa-san to come! My Papa said that if I’m really good this year that Santa will for sure get me all the gifts I want! Even though a part of it came true already being in Morning Musume now… What does Niigaki-san want Santa-san to bring her this year?”

:lol: just adorableeeeee... I stopped believing pretty early on. I think 'coz I asked too many questions - how does Santa's sled fly? How can he fit down the chimney? How does he reach every child in the world in just one night? And then I figured it out for myself lol. I find it a little -___- that a 12 year old would still believe in Santa, but you can't help but want to pet her... awww  :heart: innocence is too precious <3

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She had found out the hard way through realizing that her father’s hand writing and Santa’s were exactly the same.

Fail, Niigaki-san, fail.  :lol:

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“Well whenever I send Santa my Christmas mail I always get a reply back! Isn’t that amazing?”

“Y-yeah, it sure is…”

...

:rofl:

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“Papa also told me that as soon as Santa reads the letters he receives that they instantly sparkle and disappear! That’s why we have to send him new letters every year!”

Oh dear...

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“Nee, Masaki-chan…”

“Yes Niigaki-san?”

Gaki-san was honestly thinking of spoiling the fun?  :lol:  :lol:  :lol:

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“You better make sure you keep on staying a good girl then so Santa can send you the rest of those gifts! That includes trying your best as a Musume too alright?”

Awwwwwww, such a leader thing to say. I'm glad she didn't go through with the initial plan to butcher the poor girl's dreams...  XD

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“Isn’t Santa-san the best Niigaki-san?? You have to make sure you write your list too ok?”

Risa nodded her head in agreement.

Niigaki-san, I wonder what's on your list??? :3

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‘She’s really lucky to have a nice papa to do something like this…but it’s still kinda hard to believe that we’re even in the same group…’

Totally. Morning Musume, what has become of you!!!! *shakes fists*


I see Waiichan is continuing to perpetuate the 'idols would fart rainbows if they did' myth.

I wanna see part 2 where the real Santa-Aichan spanks Risa for being an unbeliever! Actually, it would be so like Aichan to give Masaki her phone number and say it's Santa-san's and to call when she needs help.  :lol:

Quoting because that's so cute and I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!!  :inlove: :inlove: :inlove: :inlove:



Lovely Christmas

And then we have the Christmas special. 

 :mon santa2: :mon santa3: :mon santa4:

Christmas is without doubt for me the most atmospheric and awesomest occasion of the year. I bloody love it more than I do my birthday!!! xDDDD And Christmas romances are my favourites, so I was so happy to hear you were writing something.  :heart: (stilll waiting for Guy-chan from you xD).

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“Mou~! Where is she?? This isn’t like Risa-chan to be late!”

Yes it isn't.  XD I think it's safe to say there's a reason why she's late... I initially thought it was because of concert rehearsals...

Worried-waiting Ai-chan is so glompable!  :deco:

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‘Risa-chan has 11 girls to look after now…only god knows how much it’s costing her…and on top of that, knowing her she probably is getting something for Berryz, C-ute, Mano-chan, and S/mileage…So many gifts to exchange…I’m not able to have those special times with them anymore…’

That's so true.... >____<  I wonder how much they have to spend every Christmas... ^^; at least do KK, that's just unfair...  :sweatdrop:

Imagining that it's snowing - kyaaaaa, so pretty! *____* I hate Australia and the fact that it never snows where I am!!!!!!  :banghead: 25th we spent indoors because it was hailing golf balls outside  :lol: it was funny watching my sister scream and fret and grab every towel in the house to cover her precious new car with.  Christmas in Japan and USA admittedly sounds so much more dreamy!  :k-inlove: gotta spend my xmas overseas one day... >____<

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As the figure got closer she noticed that it was a person running around like a lost kid, and that lost kid surely had the same movements as Risa.


:lol:

Lost-kid!Risa ftw. She arranged that place for their meeting, right? Why is she looking lost to begin with then? Hehheeeee...

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Ai opened her mouth ready to scold the younger girl for making her wait when realized how underdressed the younger girl really was for this cold weather. She instantly started pulling up her coat and zipping it up as she spoke out.

“What’s wrong with you?! You know better than to just come out in the cold like this dressed like that! It’s like you just came from rehearsals or something!”

As soon as she was done making sure that the bean was now warm and secure, Risa raised her hand up to her girlfriends head and started to brush off the snow that was trapped in her short locks.

 :luvluv1: :luvluv2: :shy1:

Scolding and caring for each other at the same time. That's just so endearing!!!!!!  :mon angel: TakaGaki cuteness is sure going to be the death of me.  XD

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She was about to look down at her phone when she felt warm lips stop her actions. When the chiming stopped, the bean backed away and gently smiled at the older girl as she whispered.

“Merry Christmas Ai-chan.”

:tama-heart: :tama-laff: :tama-yeeaah:

SWEETNESS!  :heart: What more perfect way to spend those few precious seconds transitioning from the eve to the Christmas?

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“Ah! Ai-chan! What’s wrong??? ITAI!”

You see it coming before it even happens!  :lol:
All us TakaGaki writers have abusive!Ai-chan fever I think, hahahaaa... *thinks of caiyun's new fic* XD

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Ai made a small whine gave the bean a slightly rough push as she took the present from her and held her hand. Risa wiped the remaining tears away from the monkey’s face.

“Nee, Ai-chan…let’s make a promise right here....let’s promise that on every Christmas Eve from now on, we’ll meet right here and bring in Christmas together.”

Ai nodded and smiled in agreement as she gave a gentle kiss back to the bean.

“Alright…it’s a promise…”

Daaaaaawwwwww. This is so AiGaki!!!! I can totally picture it! If you hadn't already killed me with fluffiness before, I think you just did.  :imdead:

Thank you for the Christmas present, that was wonderful!  :cry:

 :deco: :deco: :deco:

Can't wait to see what you'll be writing for us next!!!!!  :mon star:
 :heart:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Lovely X-mas] 12-25-11
Post by: kawaii beam on January 21, 2012, 07:35:26 AM
rndy-sankyu~ :deco:

risa_ai-wa~ welcome~!! :deco: thanks so much for reading my stuff^^ and i hope you continue to like it in this new year! :deco:

bee-chan-lol its ok bee-chan you have a life unlike me^^; and what~~ my stuf isnt that good to cheer you up! though if you think so thanks ;3;

on top of this love
lol i have no cuteness what so ever woman! how many times must i tell you? ;3; and dont worry about the graduation talk, its ticking in the back of my head too^^;

santa-san
lol thanks! i am actually planning to maybe write another gakixmasaki or a gakipon real soon once i get enough motivation lol
and fail gaki-san is actually the way how i fund out santa wasnt real^^; my moms handwriting was exactly the same as santas ;3; lol and i'll see what i can come up with for a papa ai-chan XD

lovely christmas
guycgan will come soon! dont worry! ^^;
i live in miami fl so snow never ever comes here...i've been in wether where it almost snowed (aka england) but nothing happened until i left ;3;
more abusive ai-chan is comming soon^^; and wait no more!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Arigatou] 1-21-12
Post by: kawaii beam on January 21, 2012, 07:53:55 AM
1st oneshot of the new yr! i hope you guys enjoy it!


Arigatou


The walk was silent as Risa and Ai headed to the older girl’s home together for a well deserved sleepover from a long and hard day of dance practice. They just started practicing on their upcoming singe “As for one day” and for some reason the young monkey just couldn’t get her footing or placements right, causing a scolding to come at her way from the choreographer.

“If you don’t get your act together and catch you there’s no point in you being here!”

It wasn’t like She knew it herself already, and it certainly didn’t help that even though she was one of the best dancers, it seemed like to learn them that she was the worst. It always took her forever to get her moves down. She started to wonder just how on earth she was able to do them right whenever it was time to record. Ai hated it and it showed a lot. She never showed her frustration to their choreographer and the other members, only when she was alone with a certain little bean who was right next to her.

“Sensei knows that I try my best!”

She gave a grunt and ruffled her light brown hair in frustration as the bean just listened to her rant. There wasn’t really much to say at the moment. She knew it was better to just let Ai be and get all of the anger out. She had already cried for half an hr in the studio after everyone else had left, and when Ai had finally stopped the crying the anger was to come next.

When the two reached Ai’s home the monkey grunted a brief “I’m home”, threw off her shoes, and stormed right to her room, leaving Risa to properly greet the older girl’s mother and sister who were watching TV in the living room.

“Good afternoon Takahashi-san; Hi Yui-chan.”

“Ah Risa-chan, I’m guessing practice wasn’t that good today nee?”

The young bean shook her head as the 3 heard loud thumping coming out of Ai’s room. Ai’s mother shook her head and gave out a soft sigh as she looked back to the TV.

“I just finished cleaning her room too and there she goes messing it up again… Are you hungry Risa-chan?”

“No thank you Takahashi-san…”

“How many times have I told you Risa-chan, you can call me “Okkasan” you know~! Or even “Nee-san”; you don’t have to be so formal with me.”

Quickly picking up her duffle bag, the bean felt her cheeks heat up at the mother Takahashi’s teasing, and quickly scurried over to her friend’s room.

“I’m gonna go check on Ai-chan!”

Yui gave out a call of support as she watched the bean swiftly walk down the hallway.

“Good luck taming the dragon!”

By the time she reached the older girl’s bedroom door, she noticed that the thumping had stopped and she braced herself for what she’d see next. Knocking the door, and gently turning the doorknob, Risa slowly opened the bedroom door to see a destruction of a room. Opening the door wider and letting herself in, the bean noticed that her friend was nowhere to be seen in sight. When she closed the door behind her, she noticed the light under the bathroom door and smiled to herself.

“Perfect…”

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Ai sank lower into the water of her as she felt the tension slowly fade away. Now that she was done letting out her anger, she felt her sadness back coming to her.

‘I have to look at the dvd again when I’m done…I don’t want to know what’ll happen if Sensei catches my mistakes again…Maybe I can ask Gaki-san to help me…’

Suddenly, the monkey sat up as she remembered that the younger girl was in her house.

“Gaki-san!”

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“There!”

Risa smiled to herself as she placed the remaining CD in its place. The bean felt pretty proud of herself as she looked around her friend’s room. By the time she had faced the bathroom door, the said door suddenly  swung open showing a still wet and towel-clad Takahashi Ai.

“Gaki-san! I-Eh?”

The monkey blinked in shock as she saw the state of her room. Not only was it clean, but there were streamers hung all over, along with a few different colored balloons as well as a bag that she could tell was filled with snacks that the both of them liked. Looking at all of this and then at the suddenly startled bean caused Ai’s shocked expression to change drastically.

“Ai-chan! Why didn’t you dry yourself? ITAI!”

Before she could continue her sentence, Risa was smacked swiftly on the head, and within less than a second got a huge embrace. The next thing she knew, the bean heard muffled sobbing coming from her shoulder. Slightly forgetting the throbbing pain on her head, Risa wrapped her arms around the still crying girl and rubbed her back.

“Ai-chan~ you know I don’t like it when you cry like this, and you’re not even fully dry yet!”

The older girl slightly separated herself from the embrace as the younger sweetly wiped away her tears.

“What’s all of this for?”

Risa felt her cheeks heat up at the sudden question and she instantly looked away.

“W-well, I wanted to cheer you up after Sensei lectured you today so I thought…I’d make a party for you….”

Ai gave the slightly embarrassed bean a huge grin and hugged her again. She mumbled a shy “thank you” against the younger’s shoulder. Risa hugged her back and they stayed like this for a while until the monkey gave a shiver realizing that she was still wasn’t properly dry and was still in her towel. Being reminded of this, Risa gave the older girl a slight frown and pushed her back into the bathroom.

“Go dry yourself off and put some clothes on before you catch a cold!”

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“We’ll always be together…right?”

Risa looked over to Ai as the two sat on the queen sized bed in the small hotel room. They had just finished an out of town concert and even though they were assigned their own rooms the bean and monkey combo decided to bunk together for the night. It wasn’t so long after their generation mates had graduated and both were still feeling down over it. It just wasn’t the same without Asami and Makoto and both girls knew it. When they told Ai and Risa about their departure, the both of them reacted in the same yet quite different manner. Ai bluntly spoke out her distaste over it, while the bean just asked why over and over again. Their unit of four was now cut down to two.

Risa raised her hand up and ruffled her girlfriend’s bangs lovingly as she giggled.

“Of course we’ll be together! No matter how far the Gokkies are you know our bond will never break.”

“I know that…I didn’t mean the four of us…I meant us as in…you and me…”

Her ruffling and smile stalled for a moment as she looked at the older girl. Ai was looking right into the beans eyes and she could tell they were filled with uncertainty.
That uncertainty was quickly disappeared though as Risa brought back a reassuring smile and went back to ruffling her hair.

“Ai-chan, we’ll always be together, no matter what…”

She leaned closer and gave the monkey a quick peck on the cheek as she linked arms and rested her head on the blushing girl’s shoulder.

“How about we make a promise then?”

“Alright…”

Risa brought her head up and turned fully to face Ai. Ai did the same as she waited for what the bean had to say. The younger girl took her girlfriend’s hands and looked her directly in the eyes.

“Let’s promise to graduate together…No matter what happens we’ll go out together…No one will separate us.”

The monkey widened her eyes in shock at what she had just heard.

“EH?? Are you sure about that Risa? I mean what if something happens??”

She gave a firm nod and gripped a little harder on Ai’s hands.

“It doesn’t matter…If you go, I’ll go with you so you won’t feel alone…We’ll graduate together.”

“…Alright…We’ll stay together all the way to the end, nee?”

The two grinned at each other and sealed their promise with a sweet and gentle kiss.

“Risa-chan…?”

“Hm?”

“Thank you…”

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Risa looked at her manager with wide eyes at the sudden news she had just heard. The manager had called her down after the last concert performance of the day saying that he had something serious to talk to her about.

“What did you just say?”

He gave a sympathetic sigh and repeated his sentence.

“I said that you and Takahashi-san can’t graduate together, the upcoming 9th generation members will need someone there to transition into the group. The management said that someone has to stay…They also told me that it would be way too much of a task for Michishige-san to start leading head on. They know that she has the potential, but she doesn’t know enough currently to properly lead the group… and with new members that’s a risk they don’t want to take…I really did try to persuade them otherwise but they were firm with their decision… so they wanted me to ask you if you want to go on through without Takahashi-san or would you like to stay behind?”

She stared at him blankly for a moment as she tried to comprehend what he had just said.

‘How can I choose something like this??’

If she chose either one, it would still break the promise between her and Ai, and leaving Ai behind wasn’t an option. As much as Risa wanted to just tell her manager that she should get what she wants and should be able to leave with her girlfriend she wasn’t that selfish or foolish enough to say it. She couldn’t leave Sayu in that position either. The bunny was a strong and caring girl but she still had her moments where she doubted herself way more than she needed to.

“Did you tell Ai-chan about this yet?”

“No, I haven’t. Management wanted me to ask you first.”

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. The bean never thought she’d be saying this, and deep down she didn’t want to, but she knew it would be the best thing for both her and Ai. Opening her eyes, the bean gave her answer to the manager.

“Let Ai-chan graduate first and I’ll stay behind…”

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It had been a few days after she gave her decision to her manager, and she knew that Ai had heard about it through him. At first Risa thought that Ai would be upset at her, but unlike her usual way of coming to the bean and bluntly telling her that she was unhappy about what she was doing, she said nothing.  She would’ve tried to talk about it, get it all over with and try to act normal, but being the one that hated confrontations and possible arguments, Risa didn’t want to take the risk. Sighing to herself as she walked out of the recording studio, the bean began to head home. The past few days of depressing over her decision as well as her jobs were making her way more tired than usual.

“Maybe I should just head on home…”

As soon as she mumbled that to herself, the bean’s phone started ringing. Pulling it out of her bag she noticed it was a text message from her mother.

‘Risa-chan, your papa and I are going out to visit your aunt for the weekend, so you and Miyuki are in charge of house sitting for the weekend. We’ll call to check on you later ok?’

She sighed and replied back to her mother, but as soon as she pressed send another message came, but this time from her sister.

‘Nee Nee-chan, where are you? Let’s meet me at the shopping center and hang for a bit before we head on home!’

‘I don’t know Mikyu-chan…Risa’s kinda tired…’

‘Please~? I’m already waiting here for you!’


By the time she had gotten the last message, she was already at the station. Maybe hanging out with her sister for a bit would cheer her up? After all it had been a while since the two girls did hang out together. Giving into her younger sister, Risa sent her a message that she’d be at the shopping center shortly.

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After a few hours of walking around in the department stores and taking new print club pictures, the two Niigaki sisters were now walking around the nearby park when the older noticed her sister constantly checking her phone. When she was about to ask her what was wrong, the bean got interrupted by her sister’s sudden
question.

“How are things with Ai-chan going? Have you talked to her about your decision yet?”

Risa shook her head and looked down at the concrete.

“…I still haven’t talked to her about it…She hasn’t either…”

“Hmm…Well I think you did the right thing anyway…Nee-chan’s always thinking of others before herself…I’m sure it’ll all work out in the end…but I think you should talk to her about it…”

“Yeah...but…it’s just hard…she usually tells me when she’s upset, but I’ve gotten nothing this time…that’s not like her Mikyu-chan…”

“….Still, you won’t know that she’s mad at you unless you try and talk it out…You’ve told me that before right?”

The bean shook her head and looked over to her younger sister with a gentle smile. She was about to thank Miyuki when the younger girl’s cell phone began to ring.
Pulling the phone out of her school blazer and answering it immediately, Miyuki quickly turned away from her sister.

“Ah, Hello?...Eh? Really???”

Miyuki looked over at Risa for a brief moment and continued on with her conversation.

“Hmm..Yeah…Un…Ok, I’ll there in a bit! Bye!”

“Who was that?”

“Uhh…It was Aki-chan! She wants to come over to her place to help out with some school stuff!”

“Eh?”

The bean raised an eyebrow at her sister’s explanation, as another ring came from the younger girl’s phone. She briefly looked at the message and sighed to herself as she mumbled a soft “I get it already! Geez!” to herself and replied back in a fast manner. When Mikyuki was done, she turned back and looked up to her still confused older sister and gave her an apologetic smile.

“Gomen nee-chan, but Aki-chan’s gonna nag me till I get over there, and she really needs my help…so do you think you could head on home without me?”

Risa gave her a soft nod of approval and smiled.

“…Alright, text me when you get there so I know you made it safe ok?”

Miyuki gave her older sister a brief hug and smiled as she started to run off to the nearby bus stop.

“ I’ll see you later nee-chan! And I promise I’ll make it up to you! Don’t forget what we talked about either!”

Risa waved her sister goodbye and sighed to herself as soon as the younger girl was out of site. Looking at how late it was getting, she started walking in the opposite direction to the nearest train station to head home.

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She looked at the door knob with uncertainty as she held the house keys in her hand. It was a long and quiet walk from the station to her house, in fact longer than usual. Risa had filled her head with thousands of scenarios of how to talk to her girlfriend about their now broken promise, but every single one lead her to a bad outcome. Even though she’s had a bunch of arguments and fights before with Ai, it didn’t mean that she fully enjoyed them. She wasn’t the one that usually started them either. The girl just hated confrontations all together; even if they did end peacefully or weren’t a huge deal to begin with.

  ‘Should I even bother?’

With the mood she was in she didn’t even want to be alone in her home. There wasn’t anyone there to cheer her up, no pets or anything. Looking at the other keys that were connected to her house one, Risa stopped at a certain one with a strawberry cover over it.

‘Ai-chan…’

Shaking her head and letting her pride get in the way before her true feelings started to come out, Risa unlocked the door and went inside the quiet house. She mumbled a low “Tadaima” and closed the door behind her to get no response in return.Taking off her shoes, the bean headed straight to her room not even bothering to get something to eat.

“Maybe a nice bath will make me feel better…”

When she got to her room door, Risa opened it and turned on the light to see her room filled with streamers, balloons and any other small party decoration sprawled all throughout her room, with a certain someone slowly waking up from their sleep on her bed. All the bean could do was gasp and drop her bags from being in shock. When she was finally able to speak, all she could say was the person who did all of this.

“A-Ai-chan?”

Upon hearing her name, Ai quickly sat up from Risa’s bed and gave her girlfriend a sweet yet still tired smile.

“Risa-chan! Okaeri!”

She still stood there in shock as Ai stretched and got out of the bed to walk over to the younger girl.

“Surprise~! What do you think?”

The bean looked at Ai, at all of the decorations, and then back to the girl in front of her. She wasn’t dreaming was she? This wasn’t a practical joke or anything? Why was Ai even here? She looked into her girlfriend’s dark brown eyes as she was finally able to say something.

“W-what’s…all of this for…? Aren’t you mad at me…?”

Ai tilted her in confusion from the question and smiled.

“Why would I be mad at you Risa-chan? And anyway I wanted to give you a surprise party to cheer you up…since you usually do one for me whenever I’m down…I thought that I need to return the favor…”

Risa bit her lip as she suddenly felt her eyes start to water up, and looked away from the older girl.

“Eh? Risa, what’s wrong?”

She took a step closer to the bean and wrapped her arms around her. When she did this, Ai noticed Risa’s hand go up in a fist and gently come down onto her shoulder. She did it over and over again as she suddenly started cry. Feeling slightly alarmed at the bean’s unnatural behavior, Ai gently patted the girls head and hugged her tighter as Risa mumbled on her shoulder.

“You idiot…W-why aren’t y-you…mad at m-me…? I-I broke our prom-mise!…”

“Risa…”

“You should be upset at me! Why haven’t you yelled at me?? Why are you acting like nothing happened??”

She pulled away from the hug and sniffled as she looked at the older girl.

“Why did you do all of this for me…?”

Ai smiled and brought her hands to her cheeks to wipe away her tears.

“Risa-chan…you know I don’t like it when I see you crying like this…”

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When the bean finally calmed down, the two sat on her bed in a quiet yet slightly awkward science. Risa looked over to Ai and mumbled to her.

“You still never answered me you know….”

Ai sighed and looked at Risa.

“I was upset…I mean if anything I wanted to hear it from you…not from our manager…”

Risa gave a soft hum of approval and glanced at a certain balloon on the floor. She still didn’t really want to have this talk but there was no turning back now.

“I mean, when he told me, the first thing I wanted to do was find you and yell at you.”

“…So why didn’t you?”

“I wanted some time to really think about why you would do something like that…so I thought it’d be better to just act like I was ok with it…and eventually I was.”

“…I’m sorry…”

“Don’t be…It makes sense…I would’ve said the same thing if they had asked me first…”

Risa looked back at her girlfriend who gave her a warm smile in return.

“I love you Risa…I don’t hate you…If I did, do you think I’d be here right now, and make this nice party for you?”

The bean shook her head as she scooted closer to the older girl.

“I love you too Ai-chan…”

Ai wrapped an arm around Risa and kissed her on her forehead.

“You must be hungry nee? Let’s start this party already! I want to see Risa-chan with that bright smile that I love so much!”

The older girl brought her thumbs and playfully rubbed them against the beans eyebrows. Risa scrunched her face and tried to back away.

“Mou~ Ai-chan~!”

“Yes~?”

“….Arigatou…”

The monkey’s grin grew wider as Risa gave her a small smile, which quickly turned into one of embarrassment when a loud growl came from the younger girl’s stomach.

“Let’s start eating then.”

“Un.”

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tierd tierd tierd ;3;
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Arigatou] 1-21-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on January 21, 2012, 07:56:02 AM
How did I not get the first thank you, it was only three minutes after you posted! darn you kuro-kun! XD

Gosh, this was so cute, though it took you forever to write, lol. I love the trade off in violence, even when it's the bean hitting Ai-chan, she's still gentle, lol. I think what got me the most was the eyebrow rubbing at the end. :lol: :lol: I just love to imagine Ai doing that.

Another cute fluffy piece from you, dear. Highly enjoyable!

Hail the Queen! XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Arigatou] 1-21-12
Post by: risa_ai on January 22, 2012, 02:28:04 PM
Kawa-chan! Good piece of fluff! Ganbare, ne? I'll be supporting you!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Arigatou] 1-21-12
Post by: kawaii beam on January 31, 2012, 10:51:15 PM
rndy-lol maybe cus u were 3 min late? XD idk XDDD ah well there's always next time you know  :deco:
lol yes you know my pain ;3; lol but i atleast got it done^^; and yes i think risa will forever be soft to ai-chan XD
and i told you i'm not queen! D: XD

risa_ai- lol thanks so much^^ and same goes to you too! :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Gakipon] 1-31-12
Post by: kawaii beam on January 31, 2012, 10:57:33 PM
so i wanted to post this last night, but jph!p wasnt allowing it >3> lol so here it is~ and its gakipon! :deco: or more like onesided gakipon lol title's to long to put in the subject @~@

My Sub-Leader’s beautiful Leader that’s also my huge rival


‘Ah~! Don’t go and like the same person after I do Takahashi-san!’

Erina pouted as she zoned out the chatter that her generation mates were having and watched what was going on behind her in the huge mirrors reflection. Her lovely sub-leader had been minding her own business, and was stretching before rehearsal when a certain monkey came in to talk to her about something.

‘It’s not fair! Just not fair at all! Why does she have to come now?’

Her frown got even bigger as her crush smiled and nodded to whatever Ai was telling her. Her leader was Erina’s biggest rival in this war for affections with Risa and she could tell she was losing by a lot. It was so bad that she couldn’t even laugh if she wanted to. She started to wonder what made her fall in love with her sempai in the first place? It wasn’t like it was love at first sight or anything. Maybe it was thanks to those Ustreamusume tapings that she realized just how cool, sweet, and funny her sub-leader truly was.

The girl loved that Risa picked on her for her KY-ness, and that everything about her was absolutely flawless. She loved how the bean could dye her hair any color and it wouldn’t look weird. She loved that Risa would notice when something was wrong with her and they talked it out together. The way her face looked when she worked busily on the new dance moves, Erina just loved it all. She liked the atmosphere of just being around the older woman. She just didn’t like that her leader, as loveable and awesome as she is, was getting in her way.

It sucked that Risa was 8 yrs older than her, but that wouldn’t stop her from trying to capture her heart! So, in turn she started to collect any Risa goods she could afford. At first it just started with photo cards here and there, but as the weeks went on, the photo cards turned into photo books, and those eventually turned into shirts. The youngster just wanted to support her sub-leader in every way possible. Looking away from the mirror and mumbling to herself, Erina sighed.

“Ah~This is so unfair~!”

She wanted this romance so badly, badly enough that it could just kill her! Just seeing it should be enough…That’s what all young girls her age thought right? Giving in, she looked back to the mirror and bit her lip in frustration. Ai nonchalantly touched Risa’s shoulder and twirled her fingers around the ends of her hair.

‘No! Don’t use your grown-up tricks on her Takahashi-san!’

She’s a real strong enemy indeed. Ai was an adult after all. Her womanly charms could take anyone off of their feet. There was no way she was seductive, and there was no way that her figure was as curvy like Ai. It was a total defeat.

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“Haa~ What is this~?”

Erina swung her schoolbag as she slowly walked to her school. Even though she loved going to school, today of all days was the worse time to go. It wouldn’t be until after that she’d be going to another rehersal which meant that she’d be able to hang out with Risa, but until then it also meant that the leaders would be alone doing whatever they wanted together! Darn her for being too young! Sometimes it sucked being a kid.

“Maybe I’ll never be as seductive or curvy like Takahashi-san…”

She stopped in her tracks and looked up to the cloudy sky.

‘Maybe I should just give up and just like Niigaki-san from afar forever…’

After a few minutes of watching the clouds go by, a sudden surge of energy hit her.

“Hey! Why should I be thinking like this?!  I can’t just give up so easily! Niigaki-san wouldn’t want me to give up!”

Nodding to herself, Erina smiled and started running to her school. She knew that she’d have a long way to go, but Erina knew that she’d just have to keep on trying to win her crush’s heart no matter what.

‘There’s no way I’ll lose to Takahashi-san! Who knows…Maybe I can turn the tables around and get Niigaki-san to myself?’

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sorry that its so short ;3; i got this idea bassed off of s/mileage's 3rd single "Onaji Jikyuu de Hataraku Tomodachi no Bijin Mama" ^^; long title is long @~@ but the song is great lol
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Gakipon] 1-31-12
Post by: risa_ai on February 01, 2012, 12:33:08 AM
T.T NO TAKAGAKI!!
I prefer that pairing... But, update soon! ^^
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Gakipon] 1-31-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on February 01, 2012, 05:01:26 AM
The title is very Sailor Moon like, XD Such a cute story, though, I just love the thought of Eripon pining for Gaki while being all jealous of Ai. :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Gakipon] 1-31-12
Post by: kuro_808 on February 01, 2012, 06:32:38 AM
I imagine Ai-chan in the Nono role and I start shaking my head :lol:

Eripon would run over to tackle and act like a mother lion over Gaki XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Gakipon] 1-31-12
Post by: mochi.rini on February 12, 2012, 01:20:13 AM
man...I keep forgetting to leave a comment here since this thread is in the deep dark depth of a subtopic :O

Anyways, I love all your one shots Kawaii!~  My favorite so far is DEFINITELY Disdained Affections~  So sad, yet so sweet...I guess Risa-pain + Aichan-mourning makes for a happy Rini?  Hah~

My Sub-Leader’s beautiful Leader that’s also my huge rival: Haha Eripon!  Don'tcha just love how much of a Risa fangirl she is?  I hope she continues to pin for Risa for a while, though TakaGaki shall remain superior!  Can't wait for another :D
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Gakipon] 1-31-12
Post by: kawaii beam on March 04, 2012, 04:49:42 AM
risa_ai-lol thanks^^ i've just been ubber obsesed over gakipon mostly due to all of these recent vids^^; i promise you though the next one i write will be takagaki again^^

rndy- lol blame s/mileage XD long titles always make me go @~@ lol i can think that too...eripon's forever infatuated with risa XD

kuro-LOL XD u mean like how she was in the pv? acting all sekushi~ while cleaning the wondows and floors XD nah, not to ai lol if anything maybe the younger members XD


mochi.rini-aw its ok ;3; and i guess ansty takagaki does make you happy? lol and i do love how eripon's a pure gaki fangirl lol noones ever really been like that with her so it makes me happy that she gets spazzed over XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[5months] 3-3-12
Post by: kawaii beam on March 04, 2012, 04:57:24 AM
5 months


Risa scrunched her eyebrows in thought as she looked over all of the contents in the refrigerator in front of her. She had just woken up from an unfulfilling nap and was in the mood for something to drink. The bean looked at all of her options, and was ready to take the drink of her choice when she suddenly felt two warm arms up around her stomach.

“I didn’t realize that you were up…”

“I’ve only been up for a while Ai-chan.”

“Hmm, how are you feeling?”

Ai began to rub her girlfriend’s stomach, as she took a sip from her own drink, and rest her chin on her shoulder.

“I’m feeling a bit better, but now I forgot just exactly what I wanted to drink…”

She turned around to face the shorter girl and gave her a small frown. Ai smiled at her and rubbed her stomach some more.

“Did you forget, or was it someone else?”

The two of them looked down at the bean’s stomach as if to wait for a response. Ai laughed and looked back up to Risa’s face, who was still looking down.

“It’ll be about five months soon…”

“Yeah, soon we’ll have four family members instead of just three~!”

“Eh four? Wait, Ai-chan don’t tell me you’re counting Ouji in this!”

“Why not? Ouji is part of this family too no?”

As soon as his name was called, the male poodle trotted over to Ai and waged his tail happily as she knelt down to snuggle and pet him.

“Ouji-kun’s gonna be a nice big brother to little Gaki-chan nee~?”

He barked in agreement as the bean just sighed and shook her head. Ai continued babying the dog as the bean turned back to the fridge and opened it again. She was trying to remember just exactly what drink she wanted as she looked carefully at each bottle. Ever since she found out she was pregnant she went through so many changes, physically and emotionally she wondered to herself sometimes if she was the same person.

She was getting more forgetful of things, clumsier, her nosebleeds were becoming a bit more frequent and she was clearly getting bigger. The only good thing was that she wasn’t getting as much morning sickness as she used to like in her first trimester, and she also wasn’t feeling as tired.

“Risa-chan, if you forgot what you wanted to get, why don’t you just close the fridge and come relax with me and Ouji~?”

“….Not until I figure out just what it was I wanted…”

The monkey sighed as she finished a drink of her own. She also was changing herself due to this soon to be new edition. She went from being spoiled day and night by the bean to making sure that the younger girl didn’t go into an emotional mess from the simplest things.

“Ah! I remember now! I wanted my oolong tea!”

Risa was ready to take the bottle out to where she normally placed them when she noticed that it was nowhere to be seen. She looked around and behind other bottles but found nothing.

“Eh~? Where could it have gone?? It was here before I took a nap…”

The bean frowned as she closed the fridge door and walked over to Ai who was now sitting on the couch with the poodle on her lap.

“What’s up?”

“The last bottle of oolong tea is missing…I could’ve sworn that it was there earli-HA?”

“What’s wrong??”

Ai looked up at the bean to see her pointing at the empty bottle that was in her hand. Ai looked at the bottle and then back at her girlfriend who’s face went from shock to slight anger.

‘Oh crap.’

“You drank my tea?!”

“Risa-chan, I’m sorry! I must’ve thought there were more in there! I didn’t realize that this was the last one, gomen!”

“What do you mean you didn’t realize?! You know that’s my favorite tea~!”

The monkey put Ouji down and stood up, ready to defend herself when she realized just who she was going to argue against.

‘Remember Ai, she’s more emotional than normal…try and stay calm…if not for your sake, the baby’s.’

“Ok Risa, how about I go and get some more tea then so you can have some alright?”

“So now you want to leave me alone here by myself after you got me upset??”

Risa was already in tears by now, clearly unhappy about her tea being finished, that Ai was the culprit, and that the older girl wanted to leave her by herself in this miserable mess. She wiped her tears and sniffled as she waited for a response.

“No! That’s not what I mean!”

“Fine then!”

Getting even more upset, Risa turned away from the older girl and stormed right back to their room; closing the door with a loud slam. Ai followed after her, but when she tried to turn the knob, it was locked. Sighing in slight frustration, the older girl knocked on the door. She was in no mood to deal with this spoiled side of Risa right now.

“Risa, open the door!”

“No! I’m mad at you!”

“You need to calm down; being upset isn’t good for the baby you know.”

“Well then you shouldn’t’ve drunk my tea!”

Ai slightly bit her lip and tried to calm herself before her temper got the better of her. Both of them being mad would change nothing. She learned that a few times already. She looked down at her dog who just whimpered softly at her and pawed at her leg. Kneeling down and petting him again, Ai gave him a soft smile.

“Ouji, you’’ll look after her while I go get some more tea nee?”

Ouji softly barked and wagged his tail as she stood up. The monkey got her bag and left, leaving the dog and bean alone in the now quiet apartment. Risa slowly opened the door and walked out of the room. She looked around for a moment, only to see Ouji happily wagging his tail at her. A huge frown formed on her face.

“Mou…She left didn’t she?”

The poodle stared her and walked over to the couch, hopping onto it and waited for the bean to follow. When she did finally make it to the couch, she sat down and sighed in anger.

“I can’t believe she just drank my oolong tea like that…”

She stroked the dogs head as she kept on talking to the one creature that wouldn’t talk back to her.She ranted about how she couldn’t wait for this pregnancy to be over and how she hoped Ai wouldn’t be mad at her for acting like her ever famous nickname. By the time her anger subsided, the bean had fallen asleep on the couch with Ouji quietly resting next to her. When Ai came back from the nearby convenience store and saw the sight on the couch, she put the bottles and foods away and sat next to the sleeping girl.

“Ah, she fell asleep again…”

The older girl gently brushed the loose strands of hair that covered the beans face and softly smiled at her.

“I’m really sorry for drinking your tea Risa-chan…I hope you and little gaki-chan can forgive me.”

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Risa slowly opened her eyes and gave out a soft yawn as she snuggled closer to the warm body next to her.

“You’re up~”

“Mnn…Ai-chan…?”

“Yeah?”

“I’m sorry…about earlier…”

“It’s alright, I’m sorry too…”

“No, it’s not alright…”

The bean sat up and looked at Ai.

“I shouldn’t have yelled at you like that…I usually don’t get upset with things as simple as tea…and when you left I really thought you were mad at me..and..and…I thought you hated me…”

Risa started to cry, clearly getting frustrated as to why she’d overreact over something like this. Noticing this, Ai started to panic a bit and started to wipe her tears away.

“Mou~ Risa-chan, I don’t hate you. You’re too cute to hate. And so is little Gaki-chan”

The younger girl sniffled as Ai gently ruffled her bangs, and moved her hand to her stomach.

“Either way…I’m sorry…Do you forgive me…?”

“Of course.”

Ai grinned and kissed the younger girls forehead. She knew that in the upcoming months there’d probably be more arguments and make ups but it’d all be worth it in the end when that baby will finally show its self to the world. Until then, she’d take anything this pregnancy gave her, and will try her best to make her pregnant girlfriend happy.

‘5 down, 4 more to go.’

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lol this is what happens when you get a random"what if" before you go to bed. mines just happened to be a "what if gaki-san got pregnant and ai had to take care of her?" lol so you guys will just have to imagine a cute overemotional gaki-san as you read this. and sorry if its no good ;3;
man, i need to stop posting these so late at night lol
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[5months] 3-3-12
Post by: risa_ai on March 04, 2012, 05:19:19 AM
I read it! XD
You're a good writer. Takagaki raburabu. Kawaii!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[5months] 3-3-12
Post by: Koei on March 04, 2012, 05:25:40 AM
Hahahhahaha!!! I literally can't stop smiling!!!! :) This is overly cute!!!  :cow: Keep it up!! It brightens up my day!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[5months] 3-3-12
Post by: kuro_808 on March 04, 2012, 05:28:34 AM
It was a pretty sweet one and probably little gaki-san has her mother's reaction trait
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[5months] 3-3-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on March 04, 2012, 09:34:32 AM
The Queen of Fluff strikes again! This is so adorable~~!~! :wub: :wub:

I'm so glad to see it done, since I know it's been in your head for a few days. I love it! :wub: :wub:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[5months] 3-3-12
Post by: miglop on March 04, 2012, 01:16:30 PM
Fluff, fluff, fluff from everywhere, filling everywhere  :twothumbs too short though  :grin:
Anyway, I'm gonna ... *stomp TakaGaki seal of approval*... in this  :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[5months] 3-3-12
Post by: kawaii beam on March 29, 2012, 03:27:24 AM
risa_ai-thankyou! i'm not that good at all really ;3;

Koei-thanks! :cathappy: im glad my writing can make you happy ;3;

kuro-lol thanks and probably? who knows? XD either way little gaki-chan's one epic child having takagaki as her parents lol

rndy- lol u lie~! u need to wrote too missy! >3> but i know work is killing time so its all forgiven for now lol :deco:

miglop-lol im sorry that it's so short ;3; i still have ways to go when making stuff long...im ubber happy you like it though^^
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Little Gaki-chan] 3-28-12
Post by: kawaii beam on March 29, 2012, 03:32:45 AM
ah~ another oneshot in the same month?! *GASP~* lol jk so i'll just keep this short and hope you guys like and enjoy this^^ let me know what you all think k? :deco:


Little Gaki-chan

“What are we gonna name her?”

“I don’t know…there’s so many to choose from nee?”

Risa hummed in agreement as the two sat in their bedroom, completely surrounded by baby items. They had already found out that the lovingly nicknamed “little Gaki-chan” was now officially girl weeks ago and after buying heaps and heaps of girl clothes and items, the two were now fully stuck on what exactly to name the little bean.

Ai laid on her back and looked over to Risa, who was busily folding up a few clothes and trying to put some order back into their room. She could fully tell that the bean was in her “nesting” mode. She was cleaning their apartment, organizing her clothes, and was pretty much restless. It took the older girl a few tries to just get
Risa to relax so there were times that Ai knew she just had to let her be.

“Why don’t we start thinking of some now?”

“Alright…”

The older girl sat up and crossed her arms. She was like this for a while as Risa continued on organizing. For a moment the bean thought that her girlfriend had fallen asleep, but as soon as she was about to turn and look at her, she spoke up.

“How about Sakura? Or Kimiko?”

Risa thought about it for a few seconds and shook her head.

“Those sound like they’re used often…”

“Hmm…”

Ai continued giving names, and each one was shot down by the bean. She was about to give up, Ouji walked over to the couple and hopped onto the bed. He laid his head on Ai’s lap and happily wagged his tail. As she looked at her loving dog, a huge smile came to her face as a name suddenly hit her.

“AH! How about Orihime!”

The bean stopped her folding and looked at Ai with raised eyebrows.

“HA?!”

Ai’s smile quickly turned into a frown from Risa’s sudden reaction.

“What? What’s wrong with Orihime?”

“Ai-chan…are you trying to name her along with Ouji?”

“Of course not! Why would you think that??”

“Why else would you think of a name like that?”

The monkey gave the bean a serious expression as she continued petting her four legged prince. There was no way of pleasing her was there?

“I think Orihime’s a cute name…nee Ouji?”

Ouji replied with a soft bark and a waging tail when Ai looked down at him for a conformation. Risa shook her head and folded the last baby outfit on their bed. It wasn’t like she hated the name or anything, Orihime did sound cute, but it sounded just a bit too close to Ai’s four legged first “child”. Putting the clothes away and resting next to her, Risa began to pet Ouji’s back as Ai leaned back on the pillows.

“I think it’s cute, but how about something else?”

“Mou~ but you’ve already said no to the ones before that…”

“You said no to the ones I offered too you know, and the other member’s names don’t count in this, so don’t even think about that.”

Ai closed her mouth and sighed as she was just about to give the fist member’s name that came to her head. This parenting thing was harder than it looked and the baby wasn’t even born yet! Who even that that choosing a name would be this hard? Risa smiled as she watched Ai think hard for a name that would be somewhat acceptable for her. She was about to tell Ai not to over think it too much when she was suddenly interrupted by the subject of their talk.

“Ah! Uso!”

She flinched from the sudden pain and slightly held onto her stomach. Ai quickly sat up.

“Eh? What’s wrong?? Are you feeling alright??”

The bean nodded her head and gave the older girl a gentle smile.

‘She’s clearly Ai-chan’s kid if she keeps kicking like this..’

“Yeah, I’m fine, she’s just kicked, that’s all…Wanna feel?”

The monkey eagerly nodded as Risa took one of her hands and placed it on her stomach. Ai softly gasped in excitement when she felt something move lightly in the
beans stomach. Risa chuckled to herself as she watched Ai who had amazement written all over her face.

“Sapphire…”

The bean blinked at her as she softly rubbed her stomach.

“Eh?”

“Let’s call her Sapphire.”

“Ai-chan…”

“It’s perfect!”

Risa was about to gently scold the older girl, but sighed when she saw just how serious she was about it.

“Let’s think about it… ok? If we do name her Sapphire though, then we’re calling the next one that’s a boy Nouvau.”

“Eh?!”

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Sighing and shaking her head in disapproval, Risa looked down at the little girl between herself and Ai. After having a meeting about the latest thing their daughter had done at school, the bean was trying to discover just what to do about it. While she was clearly unhappy about this, Risa’s other two companions were completely in their own world.

“Risa, you know Emiko-chan was only defending her friend…it’s not like she beat that boy up for no reason. Nee Emi-chan?”

 A small pigtailed and round faced Emiko nodded her little head as she looked up to Risa.

“Yeah! Jiro kept making fun of Yuka-chan! All Emiko did was pull his hair and kick his butt and he started crying! He was acting like I threw an elephant at him or something, but that’s totally impossible nee?!”

“That’s not the point Mii-chan…You’re supposed to use your words not your fists.”

“But mama he wouldn’t stop! Plus papa said when words aren’t enough to use your fists! Right papa??”

“EH?? Papa told you that?!”

Ai suddenly flinched as the two beans looked at her. One pleading to agree with her while the other gave her a slight glare. She gulped and gave a small nod to their daughter who grinned and looked back to her mother.

“See mama? Papa agrees with Emiko!”

“Un…I see…”

Ai gave Risa an apologetic look as the small bean continued on talking, completely oblivious to her parents having their own silent conversation through their eyes.

‘I’m sorry Risa-chan! I didn’t think she’d actually take what I said to heart!’

‘I hope you know you’re in huge trouble when we get home…’

Their “talk” was cut short when Ai felt a soft tug on her arm.

“Papa, you won’t believe what they really did after school while you and mama were talking with Sensei!”

“Eh? Who?”

“Some of the boys in Emiko’s class! They started making fun of me just cus I defended Yuka-chan!”

“Eh?? Really? So what did Emi-chan do?”

“Emiko didn’t do anything at first and just ignored them; but then, they started making fun of mama saying she wasn’t pretty! Can you believe that?! Does papa wanna know what Emiko did next?”

Ai nodded as the three walked into the apartment complex and into the elevator.

“I told them that if they ever make fun of Emiko’s mama again that I’d beat the living crap out of them, make ‘em eat dirt to take back their words, and make them wish that they’d never even think of saying that to me! No one makes fun of Emiko’s mama! Nee papa?”

The little bean looked up with clear determination in her eyes as Ai nodded in agreement with her.

“That’s right! Those brats are lucky that papa wasn’t there or they’d be in big trouble!”

The pair gave each other a high-five as the doors opened and walked through the hallway to their home. Risa looked down at the small bean and gave her a scolding look.

“Mii-chan! You know not to say that word! Good girls your age doesn’t talk like that, or threaten people like that either…And you’re a good girl right?”

The little girl frowned and nodded her head.

“Yes mama…But-“

“No buts…And you! You need to be more careful with what you say around Mii-chan alright Ai-chan?”

Ai looked at the older bean and nodded with the same expression that their daughter was holding when they got to the door.

“Alright…”

“Good! Now Mii-chan, promise mama that you will try not to use your fists and to tell Sensei when they start making fun of you or your friends.”

Emiko sighed and gave her mother a nod with the frown still plastered on her face.

“Emiko promises…”

Risa smiled and gave the little bean a pat on her head. She was about to unlock the door when Ai spoke up.

“Mou~ Risa-chan~ what about papa~?”

She playfully rolled her eyes and gave Ai a soft ruffle on her head as well, causing the monkey to give a huge grin back in return as Risa began to unlock and open the door. As soon as she did a ball of brown fur came running down the hallway happily barking at the three of them.

“Ouji-chan~!”

Ai and Emiko quickly ran past the bean, knelt down and quickly started to hug and pet the dog who licked and barked happily back in return. Watching all of this Risa just sighed and shook her head with a soft smile.

‘Sometimes I wonder…am I raising one kid, or two?’
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Little Gaki-chan] 3-28-12
Post by: mochi.rini on March 29, 2012, 04:39:20 AM
Oh kawaii...I always wonder what goes on in your mind :D  You seriously have some of the cutest ideas floating around huh?

Before I continue...Emiko=Sapphire right?  I was waiting for a "Sapphire" to appear the whole time! XD

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“That’s not the point Mii-chan…You’re supposed to use your words not your fists.”

“But mama he wouldn’t stop! Plus papa said when words aren’t enough to use your fists! Right papa??”

“EH?? Papa told you that?!”
Oh Aichan  :lol:  Such excellent parenting skills lol~  :nervous

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“Emiko didn’t do anything at first and just ignored them; but then, they started making fun of mama saying she wasn’t pretty! Can you believe that?! Does papa wanna know what Emiko did next?”

Ai nodded as the three walked into the apartment complex and into the elevator.

“I told them that if they ever make fun of Emiko’s mama again that I’d beat the living crap out of them, make ‘em eat dirt to take back their words, and make them wish that they’d never even think of saying that to me! No one makes fun of Emiko’s mama! Nee papa?”

The little bean looked up with clear determination in her eyes as Ai nodded in agreement with her.

“That’s right! Those brats are lucky that papa wasn’t there or they’d be in big trouble!”

The pair gave each other a high-five as the doors opened and walked through the hallway to their home. Risa looked down at the small bean and gave her a scolding look.
Those brats were lucky that Rini wasn't there!  3 against however many little boys there were...I think Team Risa would become victorious :D :wahaha:

This kid...totally Ai's kid lol!  Personality matching! :D

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‘Sometimes I wonder…am I raising one kid, or two?’
Three plus the doggie! :D

I hope you post more soon~  :twothumbs I always forget to leave a comment since the crack-to-go always slips my mind! XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Little Gaki-chan] 3-28-12
Post by: kuro_808 on March 29, 2012, 07:06:56 AM
I second mochi's comment about having the cutest ideas I'm totally out of those :nervous

Punching instead of non-violence poor Little Gaki-san :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Little Gaki-chan] 3-28-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on March 29, 2012, 07:56:39 AM
Adorable overload! I'm so hoping you'll have more growing up Gaki ideas 'cuz these are too precious. Just what I needed to read after a long day at work, dear, thanks!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Little Gaki-chan] 3-28-1
Post by: risa_ai on March 29, 2012, 10:54:58 AM
The. Best. Ever. YOU'RE RAISING TWO ADORABLE CHILDREN. XD emiko speaks like a boss. :p
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Little Gaki-chan] 3-28-12
Post by: gracula on March 30, 2012, 08:01:34 PM
Where is all this fluff coming from? I'm exhausted from a long day and I have a huge smile on my face reading the last 4 fics I missed.

Thank you for making my beloved fandom sparklier.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Little Gaki-chan] 3-28-12
Post by: Koei on April 03, 2012, 05:32:39 AM
Goodness gracious!!!!!!!  all the fluff!!!!!!!!!!!! It makes my heart skip a beat and my cheeks hurt from all the smiling!!! I know I look like a fool but this is just genius!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  :cow: Of course Emiko is the best of all!!! that child sure is a blessed child if her parents are who they are !!!!  :heart: Mama~Papa rabu rabuuuuu :heart: :heart: :heart:  Arigato!!! This is the best bedtime story!! For reals!!!! Thanks!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Little Gaki-chan] 3-28-12
Post by: badsaints on April 03, 2012, 07:58:47 AM
Cuteness overload!!!  :yep: I try not to read anything TakaGaki nowadays but this was just too cute to miss. I could actually imagine this happening lol
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Little Gaki-chan] 3-28-12
Post by: kawaii beam on April 09, 2012, 05:07:00 AM
mochi.rini-lol honestly i dont ;3; my ideas are fail in compariosn to everyone else ;3;
lol yes emiko is saphire XD
i'm happy you remembered to comment :3

kuro-i dont have cute ideas~ D: they're so cheesy lol
and little gaki-chan just knows how to defend herself lol

rndy- lol thanks ;3; im happy i can cheer you up whenever work brings you down ;3;*huggles* now stop playing games and spam me with ur writings! lol

risa_ai-lol thanks^^

grac-you're alive~! :panic: when's on call gonna continue~?! ;3; and idk where this fluff is coming from?i'm happy you like them ;3;
and thankyou for even wanting to read them ;3;

koei-lol really? im happy you cant stop smiling ;3; lol yes she's a lucky girl lol and thanks for reading and liking my story ;3;

badsaints-thanks~ and why u no read takagaki? ;3; lol im glad you could actually imagine it^^
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[NekoNee-san] 4-8-12
Post by: kawaii beam on April 09, 2012, 05:13:38 AM
NekoNee-san

She was nervous, was nervous even the word to describe this? Well, it was the only thing that she could think of to describe the feeling she felt right now. She felt a small hand on her lap and looked down to her right to meet small doe-like eyes.

“Nee, mama, are you ok?”   

Quickly nodding and giving a smile to her daughter, Risa playfully poked Emiko’s nose.

“Un, mama’s alright~”

Maybe she was over thinking this. It wasn’t like it was the first time leaving the little bean to be baby sat by one of the other members, but every time Risa had to leave her behind, this feeling of worry came over her. This feeling was in full force again tonight as the mother bean waited for a certain monkey to finish getting ready for their long over-due night out together.

Slightly sensing that her mother wasn’t fully alright as she claimed to be, Emiko quickly hopped off the couch that the two were sitting on and ran off to her room. Risa watched in confusion as the little bean came back a few minutes later and handed her a small red polka-dot ribbon hair clip.

“Here.”

Risa looked at the clip and then at Emiko. She was about to ask why when the little bean interrupted her.

“Mama knows that that’s Emiko’s favorite hair clip right?”

“Yeah, mama knows…”

“Well Emiko wants mama to wear it tonight, so she won’t feel nervous with papa.”

Giving the little bean a soft smile, Risa took the clip and placed it on the side of her hair.

“How does it look in mama’s hair?”

“Great!”

The two beans were grinning at each other when the doorbell rang. Risa stood up to get the door while Emiko ran off to her parent’s room to get Ai. When Risa opened the door, she saw a blur of bright colors quickly embrace her and squeal in delight.

“Niigaki-san~!

“Eh?! Erina? Why are you here? Where’s Tanakachii??”

The 9th gen member was the last thing she thought she’d see when she opened the door. The teenager quickly frowned when she noticed that her favorite sempai wasn’t as happy to see her as she thought she would be. Noticing this, the bean sighed and gave her a soft pat on her head.

“I thought I asked Tanakachii to babysit Mii-chan tonight...”

Getting her energy back from the gentle touch, Erina let go of the bean.

“When I heard that Tanaka-san was going to be babysitting Emiko-chan tonight at rehersal today, I just couldn’t miss coming with her! And don’t worry about Tanaka-san, she’s right here!”

Risa looked behind Erina to notice the jersey clad kitten calmly watching the scene.

“She wouldn’t stop begging me to come along so I had no choice…She can’t stay long though so in about an hour or two she’ll be heading home, don’t worry.”

The bean nodded and let the two girls in. After giving them a 5 minute rundown of where everything was, and what time their daughter should go to bed,  Risa and Ai were giving Emiko a hug goodbye when, the little bean’s mood suddenly changed. Ai kneeled down, ruffled her daughter’s bangs and gave her a smile.

“Don’t worry Emi-chan, mama and papa will be back home by the time you’re asleep, and if you’re a good girl for Reina and Erina-chan maybe we’ll go get some of your favorite ice cream tomorrow!”

“…Really?”

“Un! Now who’s going to be in charge of Ouji while papa’s out?”

“Emiko is!”

“Good! I’m counting on you ok?”

The child gave a nod as Ai stood up and gave Reina and Erina a wave goodbye as she opened the door with Risa right behind her. Just before the bean was going to close the door, she stopped and poked her head back in realizing she forgot something.

“Oh! Tanakachii?”

“I told you already Gaki-san we’ll be fine!”

“I know that but just one more thing…try and watch what you say alright?”

The kitten rolled her eyes and nodded as Risa smiled and gave one last small wave to her daughter and closed the door. She gave out a sigh as the couple walked down the hall. Noticing her nervous feeling coming back again, Ai took her girlfriend’s hand and gave it a gentle squeeze as they entered the elevator.

“She’ll be fine Risa-chan. Let’s try and enjoy tonight with just the two of us alright? If anything happens you know Reina’ll call us.”

“I know...”

Ai grinned at the younger girl when she looked at her and gave her a quick peck on the lips. Feeling her cheeks heat up at the small action, Risa quickly looked away and attempted to change the topic.

“So where are we going tonight anyway?”

“It’s a secret~!”

“Eh~? Tell me~!”

The bean looked back to Ai who just gave her that signature playful smile that always showed she was up to no good. Knowing from that there’d be no way she’d get anything out of the monkey, Risa sighed and just tried to prepare herself for whatever was going to come her way tonight.

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“Kya~! Emi-chan you’re just too cute~! Just like Niigaki-san~! I need to take a picture of you!”

Erina quickly sat up and ran to her bag to get her phone. The two were playing dress up on the living room floor while Reina rested on the couch. She fooled around on her phone, only looking up every few minutes. Eventually the kitten had somehow fallen asleep and it wasn’t until she felt someone shaking her that the kitten had realized she fell asleep. She quickly opened her eyes to meet the little bean looking right at her with a small frown on her face.

“Nekonee-san…Eripon has to leave…Can we walk her to the train station?”

“Mnn…Alright…”

Emiko cheered as she jumped up and down and wrapped her arms around Erina’s waist. Reina Gave a loud yawn as she lazily sat up. The little girl started to clean up her costumes as the kitten went to freshen herself up. As they put their shoes on, the trio heard soft whining and looked behind them. Ouji happily wagged his tail as he dropped the leash he had in his mouth on the floor in front of Reina.

“There’s no way in hell I’m bringing you with us mutt.”

“Please Nekonee-san? Ouji doesn’t like when he’s by himself at night…and he’s not a mutt! He’s a poodle!”

Ouji whined again and nudged the leash closer to her as Reina looked over to the little girl next to her, giving her those same puppy dog eyes that were like her ex-leader. Fighting back with a serious, but not fully deadly glare, Reina gave in and grabbed the leash, connecting it onto the poodle’s collar.

“Alright brat, you win, but you or Erina’s holding the leash, not me.”

“Yatta! Eripon wanna share walking Ouji with Emiko?”

“Sure!”

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The pair were now walking back home after Seeing Erina off at the station. Emiko sang a made up song as she happily walked with Ouji in front of a tired and hungry Reina. All the kitten wanted to do was go home and into her nice warm bed and sleep after a long day of interviews and rehearsals, but no, it had to be ruined by babysitting the little oblivious child in front of her. She would’ve said no the day Ai asked her, but those pleading eyes made her give in instantly.

‘Damn those eyes…they must be a dominant gene or something…’

She gave out a loud yawn. In all honesty it wasn’t like she hated Emiko. The kitten really liked the kid, since she mostly did as she was told and knew how to keep herself entertained. She just wasn’t all that good with kids. The only exception with Emiko was that whenever Ai brought her out on one of their shopping dates together, the little bean would always try to help choose outfits for her. Maybe it was the fact that they brought Ouji out with them that made Reina a bit peeved. She was more of a cat person after all. Just as she let her mind wander a bit, the sound of a gasp and stomping feet brought Reina back to reality.

“Ouji! No!”

The kitten looked to see a brown ball of fur running away from her with a small pink coat running after it. Realizing that that coat belonged to Emiko, and that that ball of fur was Ouji, Reina quickly began running after the pair. When she finaly caught up with the little bean, who not had a hold of the leash again, she saw that the little girl was scolding the poodle.

“Ouji! You know better than to pull and run off like that- AH!”

Reina grabbed the collar of the little girl’s coat and turned her around.

“Forget about him! What the hell were you thinking running off like that?! Don’t you know that anyone can grab you and take you away when it’s this dark out?!”

“B-But..Ouji…He..”

“I don’t care about that mutt! No matter what happens you stay right where Reina can see you and not run off!”

The little bean, looked down at the ground and nodded her head. She tightened her hold on the leash as Reina sighed in annoyance. She was about to continue on with her scolding when she stopped to hear sniffling, that eventually turned into crying coming from Emiko.

“E-Emiko’s sor-ry f-for runnin-ng off…”

‘I wonder if crying’s a dominant gene in her too…C’mon Reina, think of something to make her stop!’

Reina sighed again. Remember how she wasn’t good with kids? She was worse when it came to their emotions. Slightly starting to regret just how she scolded the
child, she kneeled down to her level to try and see if there would be any way to stop the girl from crying.

“Oi..stop your crying…”

“B-but if Emiko l-let go of the l-leash and O-ouji ran off from her, then she w-would’ve brok-ken papa’s p-promise!”

Emiko looked up to Reina as she continued on explaining herself.

“And E-emiko would n-never forgive h-herself if O-ouji got hurt! A-and…And…WHAAAAA~!”

The little girl started crying even more. Reina blinked at the sudden outburst and quickly tried her best to calm her down. When she finally did get Emiko to stop, Reina came up with an idea.

“Nee, Emiko-chan, do you feel better now?”

She gave the kitten a small nod as she sniffled and roughly wiped her nose with her sleeve. Getting this response the kitten gave her a soft smile.

“Good! Now look, the next time something like this happens again, you have to make sure to not run off. You tell Reina first. Ok?”

“…Ok…I’m sorry Nekonee-chan…”

“I forgive you...but let’s keep this happening a secret from your mama and papa ok? I don’t wanna know what would happen if they ever found out about this…”

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When the two got home, Reina helped bathe the little bean, help her into her pajamas and watched a movie with her until she had finally fallen asleep. It wasn’t until the kitten was about to go into dreamland herself when she heard her cell phone loudly vibrate against the little table next to the couch. She quickly grabbed it before the little girl sleeping next to her woke up, and flipped it open.

“Hello?”

“Ah! Tanakachii? It’s Risa…Ai-chan stop!”

The kitten raised an eyebrow in confusion as she heard a soft giggle in the backround, as the bean tried to shush her. When she finally got Ai to stop whatever it was she was doing, Risa continued with her call.

“How’s Mii-chan doing? Is she asleep already?”

“Yeah, she is…Nee, Gaki-san, when are you two coming back? I have rehearsals tomorrow you know…”

“That’s what I meant to call you about…It seems that someone here kept us out so late that we missed the last train, so we’re staying at a hotel for the night…

We should be home before you have to leave out though…Ai-chan~ mou~ stop~Ah!”

Risa’s voice now became muffled. Reina started to wonder just what the heck those two were doing when she heard Ai’s voice come on.

“Reina-chan? I’m sorry to ask you to stay like this, but I really hope you don’t mind it. You can sleep wherever you want and I’ll make it up to you I’ll buy all of your clothes on our next shopping trip ok?” We’ll be home before your rehearsals start.”

“Alright…but you seriously owe me for this Ai-chan…”

“I know~ Well I’ll See you! Bye~!”

Reina sighed and closed her phone. Whenever those two acted weird like that she knew that they were up to something no good, and that Ai probably planned this on purpose. Putting the phone back, down and turning off the T.V., Reina looked back down at the sleeping girl next to her.

“How the hell did that damn horny monkey help produce something as cute as this? Ah…I don’t even want to think about it…”

She closed her eyes and rested her head on the couches armrest. If anything she’ll deal with it tomorrow. All she knew Ai would regret agreeing to buy her whatever she wanted on their next shopping date.

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i hope this one's ok ;3; im sorry if it isnt ^^;
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[NekoNee-san] 4-8-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on April 09, 2012, 05:40:12 AM
Lols! Ai-chan planned the whole thing to have naughty timez with her woman! I hope it was worth the hole Reina will burn in her pocket! :lol: :lol:

Hey, maybe this should have an accompanying perv? Yeah? Yeah?
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[NekoNee-san] 4-8-12
Post by: kuro_808 on April 09, 2012, 06:48:00 AM
Emiko :wub:

Reina was a good babysitter with the daughter, the little bean shall learn from Reina soon enough :nervous
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[NekoNee-san] 4-8-12
Post by: arisa03 on April 09, 2012, 09:45:42 AM
Looks like Ai-chan has decided that producing Riho is the next best step in married life -/shot LOL
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[NekoNee-san] 4-8-12
Post by: risa_ai on April 09, 2012, 12:00:08 PM
You gotta pm me a perv! xD I wanna know when hentai ai is doing!~
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[NekoNee-san] 4-8-12
Post by: Cyannie on April 10, 2012, 04:43:20 AM
5 MONTHS

EMOTIONAL GAKI OVER OOLONG TEA LOL!!! ahh well, thankfully aichan here understands what the bean is going through ^^
can i ask though, how did gaki get pregnant? invitrofertilization? XD

LITTLE GAKI-CHAN

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‘She’s clearly Ai-chan’s kid if she keeps kicking like this..’
I laughed at this part XD!!!
aichan is such a bad papa LOL! ne aichan, try not to pass your sadismmannerism to your child XD
the last part was cute tho *u*

NEKONEE-SAN

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“Mama knows that that’s Emiko’s favorite hair clip right?”

“Yeah, mama knows…”

“Well Emiko wants mama to wear it tonight, so she won’t feel nervous with papa.”
LEMME SQUEAL TO THIS!!! it's sooooo cute ><!!!
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“I know that but just one more thing…try and watch what you say alright?”
LOL! good job mama
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“There’s no way in hell I’m bringing you with us mutt.”
tanakacchi, i thought mame told you to watch your language XD
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“Ah! Tanakachii? It’s Risa…Ai-chan stop!”

The kitten raised an eyebrow in confusion as she heard a soft giggle in the backround, as the bean tried to shush her. When she finally got Ai to stop whatever it was she was doing, Risa continued with her call.
i dont even want to ask what was going on with the two
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“How the hell did that damn horny monkey help produce something as cute as this? Ah…I don’t even want to think about it…”
HORNY MONKEY LMFAO!!! Oh gawd oh man i love this update so much XD!!!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[NekoNee-san] 4-8-12
Post by: kawaii beam on April 14, 2012, 03:44:56 AM
rndy-lol to ai i'm guessing it is if that means she gets to have naughty times with risa~;D and you already know what i have planned lol

kuro-XD yes emiko shall learn lots from reina, heck she has lots of "aunts" and "older sisters" that will teach her many things...some maybe better than others XD

satsu-chan-(yes imma just call u satsu on here so things shall be easier for me XD)LOL nah riho's already made no need for a daughter of a daughterto be made when she's already in the present with her parents lol

risa_ai-lol alright i shall when that time comes lol

gen-HOLLY COW I GOTS U TO MAKE AN ACCOUNT YAY! now satsu must help me on making u friendly so u can come to the perv section LOL

5months
lol she pregnant through whatever way you want to think. in the end though emiko is 100% ai's kid

little gaki-chan
lol its not papa's fault that the abusiveness is passed along lol

nekonee-san
lol reina forgets her promise lol plus it wouldnt be reina without some tough talk lol
i'm happy you love it overall~ :deco:

thanks for teh comments and thanks guys~! it means alot to me! for anyone who wanted to know just how gakimama and aipapa's date went just click on the link below~! ;D and for those of you that dont have access just ask me and i'll pm it you~ :deco:

http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=29217.msg1024933#msg1024933 (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=29217.msg1024933#msg1024933)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[NekoNee-san] 4-8-12
Post by: arisa03 on April 14, 2012, 04:22:09 AM
^ True enough. And gengen? Just make her reply to every single fanfic I have. LOLOLOLOLOL. I have like over 40+ plus somewhere, LOL. xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[NekoNee-san] 4-8-12
Post by: risa_ai on April 14, 2012, 07:58:39 AM
Pm me, kawa-chan!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Dream-aigaki] 4-26-12
Post by: kawaii beam on April 27, 2012, 05:21:25 AM
ok so since mostly you guys either replied to me about that perv via pm or in the perv thread i'll just go onto the newest oneshot~ it's been something i've been promising certian people for about a yr and im sorry i took so long but i'll just say 1 thing....GUYCHAN



Dream


‘She’s so cute…’

Daisuke smiled to himself as he watched the girl of his dreams sleep next to him. Her dark brown hair flowed over his pillow in a slightly messy manner as the honey brown eyes that were usually bright and intense were hidden over eyelids along with eyelashes that were uncovered by makeup. Her cute button nose flared every few minutes along with her cheeks that puffed out whenever she was angry at him. Lastly those lips…he was always drawn to them when she talked, sang, or even now when not a sound came out; they were just perfect. Everything about Risa was perfectly cute.

It was a normal routine for the two of them to end up like this, well more him than Risa, but he didn’t mind one bit. The way it usually went was the bean knocking at his door way past 12 am with a cheerful yet tired grin on her face saying that she had missed the last train back to Yokohama and that she didn’t have enough money on her to take a taxi back home. Already deciding herself that she was staying over the older boys place for the night, the two had decided on watching a movie. After 30 minutes into the film though, the younger girl had fallen fast asleep next to him with her head resting on his shoulder.

Being the gentleman that he was, Daisuke carefully carried the sleeping girl into his room and laid her on the bed. After a few minutes of trying to get some sleep himself, but not being able to, he decided to just sit up and watch the sleeping girl next to him. It was rare for Daisuke to have alone time with Risa and when it did happen; it usually ended up just like this with her on his bed completely knocked out to the world. He knew that it wasn’t her fault though. Being in an idol group was way more tiring than it seemed and he was a witness to it all.

He cautiously scooted closer to the still sleeping girl and brought up his free arm to wrap around her waist. He hesitated for a moment, but eventually gave in to the thought of the simple touch and was rewarded with Risa snuggling closer to his chest. The monkey lightly stiffened at the sudden contact for a brief second as he felt his face heat up. Eventually he relaxed again and closed his eyes as he remembered the first time the two of them had met.

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A young Risa tightly held onto her mother’s hand as the two entered the loud classroom. Some children looked at the door for a brief moment while others lingered on longer or just didn’t look up at all. She looked back at what were to be her new classmates as her mother and new teacher talked briefly. It was then that she locked eyes with one little boy who was staring back at her with curiosity. As soon as their eyes met, Risa instantly looked away, but she could still feel his gaze on her.

“Everyone, this is Risa-chan! She’ll be with us for the rest of the school year so Sensei wants all of you to treat her nicely ok?”

“Hai~!”

When it came to recess all of the other children went out to go play while the little bean stayed behind in the classroom deciding to just sit and color. She felt that it would be better to just keep to herself since all of the other children were clearly close friends and she was way too shy to even ask if she could play along. It wasn’t easy for her to make new friends.

“Nee Risa-chan, why are you in here by yourself? Don’t you wanna play?”

The little girl looked up to see the same boy that was watching her earlier when she came into the room. She furiously shook her head and went back to coloring when the boy spoke up again.

“Why not?”

“Cus…no one will probably want to play with Risa…”

“I’ll play with you!”

She looked up from her picture in slight shock at what the boy had said.

“Really?”

He nodded his head, quickly grabbed a paper of his own and sat next to her. Giving her a big grin he introduced himself.

“My name’s Daisuke and I’ll make sure to play with you everyday so you won’t be by yourself!”

Risa gave him a small smile and nodded as the two began coloring together.

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Ever since that day the two of them were pretty much inseparable and before they knew it Risa’s shyness had totally disappeared. If the two weren’t playing on the playground together they were inside coloring. It was one of those coloring days that Daisuke’s feelings for the girl started to grow even though he didn’t know it at the time.

“Are you drawing a singer Risa-chan?”

The little bean nodded her head as she intently drew herself in a frilly dress with ribbons as she held a microphone.

“Risa wants to be a singer when she grows up! What about Ai-chan?”

“Ai-chan” was the nickname that the younger girl had given him due to the fact that “Dai-kun” was already taken by the rest of his classmates. She also wanted to give him a nickname that only she could use. Daisuke looked up to the ceiling for a moment in thought but shrugged his shoulders when he couldn’t think of what he wanted to be.

“I don’t know I want to do a lot of things…”

“Well when Ai-chan decides on what he wants to do we’ll get married and be together forever no matter what!”

“Eh?? Marry?”

“Un…why? Does Ai-chan not want to be best friends forever?”

“Of course I do!”

“So it’s settled then! When we grow up we’ll marry each other!”

The two promised on a pinky swear and continued on coloring until the recess bell was over.

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Still not feeling tired, but keeping his eyes closed, Daisuke thought to himself.

‘I wonder if she even remembers that promise we made? Probably not, we were pretty young after all.’

She never did forget her dream though, and with enough hard work it finally came true. He had remembered how nervous she was on her audition day all the way to when it was the day whether or not she’d find out if she made the group or not. Daisuke was there with her every step of the way, even if he still wasn’t sure what his dream job was. The only part of his overall dream was to have the girl next to him in them no matter what, but that was currently going to be nearly impossible with the beans current job. With her coming over to his place so often, He wondered why she’d risk it all so much.

“What are you thinking about…?”

Daisuke looked down to meet Risa’s still sleepy expression as she covered her mouth let out a yawn. He gave her a soft smile and shook his head. Worrying about his problems was the last thing he wanted Risa to have on her mind. Feeling more alert and knowing she couldn’t force a real answer out of the older boy, Risa sighed and down at the patterns on Daisuke’s shirt.

“You know you can tell me Ai-chan…”

“I already told you it’s nothing...I’m just thinking about when we were in elementary school.”
She knew he was somewhat lying. The tone in his voice gave it away instantly. There was more on the young man’s mind than just that. She looked back up at him and noticed that he was looking at her with a questioning look in his eyes.

“Why…?”

“Why what?”

“Why are you risking your job for this Risa?”

The bean took her eyes away from him and sighed. Whenever they were together this topic always had to come up. She wished that they didn’t have to talk about it, but this was the reality she had to deal with. In her world, Risa would have her idol career and would openly go out with Daisuke instead of crashing at his place so late at night, or having to disguise herself when they do decide to hang out on a date. When she was with him she could show him everything, and he’d still accept her either way. Daisuke would love her no matter what, but she also knew that if she lost her job because of him, he’d never forgive himself for something that would be her mistake.

“It’s because, I love you Daisuke…No matter what happens I want to be with you… Even if that means ending my idol dream, at the end of the day you’ll still be there…right?”

Hearing his full name softly flow out of the younger girl’s lips made Daisuke’s face flood with a light shade of pink. He already knew that that would be her answer, It was the same one every time when he asked her this. It was just that this time, hearing his full name and the gentle way she said it made him fall in love with her all over again. His grip on the younger’s waist tightened as her pulled her closer, causing Risa to look up at him, still waiting for a reply. He saw the question reflected in those eyes that he loved so much. Daisuke answered her back, just as softly as she asked him, slightly afraid to break the sudden mood.

“Of course I will…”

She smiled, her expression changing from slight worry to relief. The bean moved herself up to bring her face close the older boy, and leaned in to him a brief soft kiss. Her smile grew bigger as their lips parted, causing Daisuke to give a matching grin back. Closing her eyes and bringing her forehead to gently touch his, Risa softly mumbled something else.

“I’m still keeping my promise you know….we will get married one day…”

“Un… I know…I’ll patiently wait for that day...”

They didn’t know when, and they both certainly didn’t know how that dream was going to get done, but when the time came, both knew that they would be ready for it. It was both their dream after all. Noticing that the bean fell back asleep, Daisuke smiled to himself and gave her nose a small kiss, watching her sleep again until he fell asleep himself.

‘She’s so cute....’

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sorry its so short and that it took so long ;3; tell me what you guys think!



Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Dream-aigaki] 4-26-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on April 27, 2012, 05:52:08 AM
So much cuteness!! :deco: :deco: This Guy-chan is such a sweetheart, lols.

Hmm, now you need a Risa-kun to go along with this theme :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Dream-aigaki] 4-26-12
Post by: risa_ai on April 27, 2012, 10:20:18 AM
Cute! Dorable! Fluffy!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Dream-aigaki] 4-26-12
Post by: risa_ai on April 27, 2012, 03:14:49 PM
Even though that was ai-chan, everytime I read: daisuke. I sort of flared up. xD we need a prince gaki!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Dream-aigaki] 4-26-12
Post by: mochi.rini on April 30, 2012, 02:46:01 PM
Hehe...Daisuke...Ai...you're funny XD

Daisuke is such a lovely boy~  Why can't most boys be gentlemanly these days? (No offense to the jphip boys ;))  No wonder Risa's risking her job...XD  Interesting twist at the end though!  I thought that it would be a one sided love...BUT IT WASN'T! Yay~ ^_^

...I feel a bit awful, but I hope they do get caught...just so I'll know they'll have their personal happy ending :)

^
Prince Gaki...<3 -has been watching Cinderella again-
 :deco: :deco: :deco: :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Dream-aigaki] 4-26-12
Post by: gracula on May 06, 2012, 03:38:55 PM
Gender-bender fluff! Is there no end to your amazing fluffiness?

Dai-chan is perfect. I adore guy characters who always remember how its like to love whole-heartedly, never growing out of it into that unpleasant sullen teenage phase. And childhood sweethearts! You're really hitting at all the right spots with this latest piece.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Dream-aigaki] 4-26-12
Post by: kawaii beam on May 09, 2012, 04:41:49 AM
rndy- well with a nickname like "ai" i think he'd have to be sweet XD
gah nande~~~? i still cant get one right ;3; maybe oneday

risa_ai-thanks^^ lol flaired up? in a good or bad way? XD

mochi.rini-lol how am i funny? i have no sense of humor^^;
idk why sadly ;3; i wish i could find a boy like him lol. yup no onesided love here~ full blown lovebirds lol
lol well maybe they will get caught, maybe they wont~
as i said to rndy no version of guyrisa has worked yet, but when it does i shall do it ^^;

grac-lol i think there is^^; my fluff is not amazing~ :catglare:
ah i am~? thankies ;3; i hope u update on call soon~ i want some more funny crack from u~~~
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Eternal Cherry Tree] 5-8-12
Post by: kawaii beam on May 09, 2012, 05:10:38 AM
ok so im sure you guys remember a little oneshot i wrote last yr that somehow made you all emotional for some reason that i still cant comprehend. well i decided to make a part 2 of it based off of another AKB song titled "sakura no ki narou". so let the namida's cometh! :panic:lol

Eternal Cherry Tree


The days feel endless when you really have nothing to do in this world. Granted, I had no choice but to do nothing…I couldn’t go home, I couldn’t talk to anyone, just nothing. I was stuck here. I never thought that I would end up like this. Looking up to the spring-colored sky, I sighed. Who would’ve thought that things ended up like this? I sat down on one of the low branches of a cherry tree and mumbled to myself.

“I wonder if she’s coming today?”

I looked down at my clock and frowned.

“Ah…I forgot…it doesn’t work anymore…”

The hands were frozen on a time that I never really wanted to remember. It was stuck on the time that I died. Maybe died isn’t the best word. It wasn’t like the way it happened was an accident or anything. I pretty much killed myself. I was tired of all of the pain and bullying that I had gone through when I was alive and thought that the best option was to just kill myself. Looking back on it now, I somewhat regret doing it. It was a stupid mistake on my part. At that very moment, I never truly realized how much pain I had caused my friends and family, so here I am now, paying the price of it all. I tapped on the watch, hopping that maybe that would cause it to start working but of course nothing happened. I sighed as I rested my hand back down on the branch and swung my legs.

“I wanted to fly away, but look at me… I’m stuck here, being in the last place I wanted to be..”

I closed my eyes for a moment and took in the sounds of birds chattering around me. If there was anything that still kept me calm and happy it was them. But, I still could never get that tiny feeling of unhappiness out of me. I guess one could say I still haven’t found peace yet. Opening my eyes I sighed again and watched a nearby bird.

“Nee, birdy do you think Ai-chan’ll come today?”

The bird looked my way and gave a chirp. I smiled and continued on.

“I don’t know myself either…”

I looked down and started playing with the skirt hem of my school uniform. It’d be great to see her again, see how much she changed from the last time we met.

“Mou~ I don’t know what to do~! What do you think bird-chan?”

When I looked back to where the bird was, it chirped again and flew down to land on a branch right next to me.

“You’ve got it easy, do you know that?”

My new feathered friend tilted its head and gave me a questioning chirp, clearly not understanding what I had even said. I gave it a smile and looked over to the building across from us. It was my school building. It felt ironic that the one place I could roam around freely was the school, the one place I never wanted to see again. It gave me so many painful memories when I was alive…but it also gave me nice ones. If I never met Ai-chan here, I think I might’ve ended it all ages ago…God why was I so stupid? Oh well it was too late to ask that now. What’s done is done. Hopping off the branch and landing easily on the warm grass, I sat down and rested my back onto the tree’s thick trunk. All I could do now was watch life pass me by as I remembered my own.

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The first time you came to this tree, I was depressed. No one ever came around to where I had killed myself. It felt so lonely to not have anyone there, so I just sat on the ground, with my arms hugging my legs and my head resting on my knees. All I could do was cry. It was the first time I realized just how trapped and alone I truly was now.

“Ai-chan, are you sure you’re ready to do this?”

My ears perked at hearing your name and I instantly brought my head up to see you, and Sayumin standing just a few feet away from me. You nodded your head as you clutched onto a small bunch of flowers in your hands. You looked so nervous, but I had no idea why. I carefully watched you as you took a few steps towards me and looked down at me as if you could really see me. You bit your lip and closed your eyes tightly as if you were fighting back tears, and I instantly stood up quickly forgetting that you couldn’t see or hear me as I called your name.

“Ai-chan…don’t cry…please…”

You took a deep breath, slowly exhaled and opened your eyes. They were still watery, but you had them under control now. Putting the flowers down next to me, you quickly covered your eyes and ran back to Sayu hugging her tightly. She wrapped her arms around you and rubbed your back and patted your head, as she whispered something in your ear. Watching all of this happen before me, I slowly sat back down onto the ground as my own tears started to fall down my face again.

‘She can’t even come here without crying…I’m so stupid…. I hurt her so much….’

I thought you’d never come back after that but you did a few weeks later, but this time without Sayu. All I could do was look your feet. I was too scared of what was going to happen next. You took a deep breath and took a few steps closer as a gust of wind blew past us causing your skirt to flutter for a few seconds. When you got close enough you stopped and sighed. By now I was looking up at your face. I noticed the sadness was still there in your eyes. The pain I caused you still stung. I bit my lip hard, trying to fight the tears that were coming out when you said something.

“You’re so stupid…you know that…? Why couldn’t you just hold on a bit longer? Why didn’t I notice sooner?”

“It’s not your fault Ai-chan…”

Shaking your head you looked up to the tree. I looked with you as a bird flew down and rested itself on the lowest branch closest to us. You gave it a soft smile as it chirped a few notes, but as soon as it was done and flew away, I noticed you clutches onto something on your neck. That something was the necklace I had given you not long after we met. Your fingers played with the small bird charm as you found the strength to continue talking to me.

“Everyone misses you, do you know that Risa-chan…? They still can’t believe you’re really gone…even Ouji misses you…I…I don’t know what to do with myself now that you’re not here…I’m trying my best to keep the happy memories with me, but how can I stay happy when you’re not here to enjoy it with me Risa?”

You quickly covered your face and knelt down to the ground. All I could here was your muffled cries as another gust flew by us.

“What should I do Risa? I don’t know, I just don’t…”

I had no idea what to say really. I mean no matter what I said couldn’t really reach you could it? All I know I just wanted you to be happy, even if I wasn’t there anymore. I just wanted to see your honest smile again. I brought myself closer to you and tried my best to give a bright smile. I know you couldn’t see it, but maybe, just maybe you could feel it.

“Be happy…I know you can do it….It might be hard, but you’re strong Ai-chan…”

Slowly bringing your hands away from your face, you gave a soft giggle. I waited patiently as you opened your mouth to say something, but nothing came out. Your eyes looked up to the leaves of the tree.

“You’re probably trying to mother me right now aren’t you? You wouldn’t like me crying over you like this…but it can’t be helped you know…But… I’ll try to be happy…

Not for just myself, but for you too ok…?”

“Alright…”


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After that day she came to visit me and the tree every few days. She fed the birds that passed by and chatted to them and to me about various things. She talked about the good bad events in her life. When she was happy, she’d chat endlessly, if she was sad, it’d be an angry rant or frustrated tears. Eventhough I was never truly there with her physically, it was like she wanted me to be involved. I guess it was just her own special way with coping, and to be honest it made me happy that she never truly forgot about me.

When it was time for her to leave though, Ai would look back anxiously at me, as if she wanted to say something, but all she could do was force a smile and quickly wipe away a tear on her cheek that escaped from her eyes. It made me realize that now instead of watching her next to me like I used to, I’m now watching her from behind. It was on one of those days that since I couldn’t really become a bird, I’ll become this beautiful cherry tree. I’d make myself eternal so that whenever Ai-chan felt lost, she could come to me if she ever felt lost. I’d try my best to show her my love.

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“I think I know what I’m gonna do for college…How about you Eri?”

“Eh~ I don’t know yet… I might not even go to college…”

“Really? Eri, you know we only have a few months left before school’s over for good, you have to choose something!”

“Well what if she doesn’t want to? I know that if I don’t make it into that entertainment school soon I might have to start looking for a job myself…schools to bothersome anyway…”

Sayu gave a sigh to both Eri and Reina as the three of them along with Ai-chan happily ate lunch under the cherry tree. I watched them carefully as they all talked about their plans for the future. Some were of course silly and out of this world but the others were pretty realistic. Sayumin was planning to be either a math teacher or a kindergarten teacher, she wasn’t exactly sure yet. Tanakacchi was patiently waiting for her acceptance letter from the entertainment school she went to after school for more training to be a singer while Kame wasn’t entirely sure at all yet. I probably would’ve been in the same boat as her though. And lastly there was Ai-chan. She was good at almost anything and everything, but she had told me that she was probably going to fashion school.

Watching them all eagerly talk about what was ahead of them made me realize that everyone was growing up. They were all starting their own paths. It made me kind of uneasy, knowing that they were soon going to leave this school and well me behind, especially Ai-chan. Who would feed the birds once she’s gone? Who would look after her? All of those thoughts came through my mind.

‘I’ll be all alone…’

I looked down to Ai, who was happily feeding the birds not too far away from the others. She looked up to the branch where I was sitting in and for a brief moment I almost felt that she was looking right at me. Her eyes never broke from me until Reina had called her over to finish her lunch before the bell rang. She quickly gasped and ran over to the trio who just laughed at her reaction. Those little glances were becoming more recent lately, and it made me wonder if she could really see me, but how could that be?

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“So…this is it isn’t it?”

“Un…We’ll still keep in touch…right?”

“Of course! We’ve been though too much to never see each other again!”

“Yeah…”

I watched the four of them from the lower branches. They wipe their tears as they clutched onto their graduation certificates. I was kind of dreading this day and was excited for it at the same time. Of course I was happy for them; it was human nature to be happy for your friends to be graduating. You could see how they grew from 3 years ago, even though I was still stuck in the second year. The four of them looked up at the tree as a few cherry petals fell. I could tell they were all thinking about something but I just wasn’t sure what.

“I wish Gaki-san could be here with us…”

Eri, Reina and Ai softly hummed in agreement as they looked down to the grass. I gave a bitter smile and sighed. If only they knew that I was right here with them. I looked up to the higher branches to fight back a few tears. Even if they couldn’t see me, I didn’t want to cry when they were around. This was my fate after all.

“Nee…let’s make this our landmark…of the start to a new life.”

We all looked over at Ai who was now looking up at the tree, admiring the birds and petals.

“Risa-chan wouldn’t like us to be sad over her you know…She’d probably scold us for it, knowing her, so let’s make this a positive thing…and make this the start of a new beginning…”

All I could do was look at her in shock as the others smiled and nodded at her in agreement. Even if I was gone she’d still try and find some way to involve me? But why? I didn’t deserve it. Before I knew it I started crying. It was the first time in a long time that I started to cry like this but I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I didn’t deserve her kindness, I didn’t deserve any of these girls care after what I put them through, but here they were, promising that they’ll try their best to live positively, partially for me. I just couldn’t grasp it.

When I had finally finished letting those emotions out of me, I noticed that the sun was setting, but that Ai-chan was now by herself. I wiped my tears and jumped down the tree, wondering why she hadn’t left yet.

“You’ll welcome me with open arms when I come back right…?”

I blinked in confusion at the sudden comment. What did she mean by that? She planned to come back here? She scratched the back of her head in slight embarrassment and laughed awkwardly.

“I don’t want you to be lonely you know…So I’ll come back here when I can, just for you…”

“You’d do that for me…?”

She nodded and brought her hand to the tree’s trunk. The moment her finger’s touched the rough bark, I felt something within me. It was like I could almost feel her touch on me, but before I could fully understand that gentle touch; she slowly moved her hand away and brought it back to her side. Ai gave a bittersweet smile and looked up to the branches one more time as she whispered.

“I’ll see you soon alright? Don’t cry while I’m gone…I’ll be back before you know it.”

As she turned and slowly started to walk to the school gate, She took one last glance back me and softly whispered and “I love you” to me. I smiled and gave her a small wave. When I couldn’t see her anymore I sighed and hopped back onto the branch I was previously sitting on. One of the birds flew by and rested itself right next to me.

“I guess it’ll be just you and me for a while nee birdy?”

It chirped at me and flapped its wings a little as I let out another sigh and watched the sunset.

“Sometimes come back by yourself to this deserted school yard so I can meet you again alright? I want to see that wonderful you from graduation again real soon….I’ll wait for you here with open arms…”


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“Everyone’s forgetting…aren’t they birdy?”

I leaned back onto the tree’s trunk as we watched another sunset together. It had been a few years since the last time Ai-chan and the others had come to visit me, and I was getting a bit anxious. They kept their promise in the beginning, and together they all came once a year to catch up on things as well as to reminisce about high school life, but as the seasons changed, one wouldn’t be there due to work or family. Eventually Ai-chan was the only one who came. She would come a few times a year, my birthday, her birthday, the anniversary we started going out, as well as the day I died.

“Ah!”

Looking down at the sudden commotion, I noticed Ai-chan resting her hands on her knees as she took a few deep breaths. She wasn’t in her uniform anymore, but in a fashionable outfit. Her long hair was not cut and dyed in a light shade of brown. Once she got enough breath back in her system she stood up fully and gave me a huge smile.

“Sorry I’m so late…work was hectic as usual…”

She reached in her bag and took out some bird feed, causing all of the birds to flutter down and happily start eating. I smiled at her as she started talking about how things were since the last time she came by. As soon as the feed was done she sat down on the grass and rested her back on the trunk. I hopped down from my branch and sat next her. She didn’t say much, she didn’t really need to. Just being there was enough for me.

‘Please, try to remember me for as long as you can…if not me, this one tree…cus I’ll stand here forever, and whenever you feel lost, just come back and I’ll try my best to show you my love.’

If I couldn’t be a bird I’ll be an eternal cherry tree…

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so long....i hope u guys are happy *falls over*

 if you want to check out the pv look here
【PV】 桜の木になろう / AKB48 [公式] (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n9hNT5ezcnc#ws)
also here's the translation of the song if you want it as well
http://stage48.net/studio48/sakuranokininarou.html (http://stage48.net/studio48/sakuranokininarou.html)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Eternal Cherry Tree] 5-8-12
Post by: risa_ai on May 09, 2012, 10:30:55 AM
So sweet. TxT I cried while reading it... I could feel the sadness Risa and Ai both felt... :(
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Eternal Cherry Tree] 5-8-12
Post by: gracula on May 09, 2012, 11:19:07 AM
Man, the song itself already makes me sad. I shouldn't have clicked on the YT link to read your fic with BGM.

Good angst.
Quote
somehow made you all emotional for some reason that i still cant comprehend
gakisan died!! of course we're emotional.

I like how you've joined both stories together so seamlessly.

And i'll have you know your fluff is amazing only because its not that easy to write it the way you do. Believe me, I have tried.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Eternal Cherry Tree] 5-8-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on May 10, 2012, 06:12:05 AM
Dang girl, that was pretty fluffy angst there. But you know, you're the only one to ever get me to listen to anything other than H!P Jpop artists XD

Poor Gaki, really regretting her decision, I wonder if she'll ever find peace?
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Eternal Cherry Tree] 5-8-12
Post by: mochi.rini on May 13, 2012, 02:36:53 AM
The amount of namidas shed by Rini has hydrated all the third world countries on Earth  :cry:  Bad idea to read this in public.

It's so sad that Risa's just chilling there while everyone goes on.  I would hate to have to see these kinds of things, especially if Aichan were to get married to someone else and brought him/her to the sacred tree :O 

See Risa?  It's not just Ai-chan who loves you~  The rokkies care for you to~ooooo <3  They're such wonderful friends.  I need to find some like them :O

I've never heard the song, but it (and the PV) were so sad :(  I think I'll watch it a few mores times as I re-read this.  Wonderful job kawaii-beam!  Wonderful job!  :bow:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Eternal Cherry Tree] 5-8-12
Post by: kawaii beam on May 14, 2012, 01:40:33 AM
risa_ai-;3; im sorry i made you cry ;3; i'm happy you liked it tho, i still dont think im good at describing certian things yet tho

grac- oh god why did you go and do that to yourself?! XD thats why i never do that cus i'd just be an emotional wreck... when i was writing this like i had to stop playing the song cus i would always tear up or get goosebumps when the "everyone's forgetting" line came up ;3;
you tried?! im sure it's better than my fluff! ;3; write one~~~~~

rndy-yay for me being an exception~!!! XD
i'd like to think she did eventually, she just wants to make sure ai is 10000% happy before she moves on, well thats what i think atleast XD you can have another reason or thought that she finally does move on or not

mochi.rini- oh god D: you would've died if that really happened XD and thats why i usually wait till im home in my room to read fics cus i have to many emotions come through me when im reading things lol
yeah its like you see everyone moving on, but you're just stuck in one time, and you cant even really communicate with them. i think risa would probably get jelly at 1st if that ever happened but if ai-chan was truely happy with that person then she'd be ok. plus i think it would be a pretty big deal if ai decided to bing her lover to that tree. like she must really trust them for that to happen.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on May 14, 2012, 01:42:04 AM
0_0!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
Post by: kawaii beam on May 14, 2012, 01:47:06 AM
ok so this next one is mothersday themed and what's mothers day without a gakimama fic~? XD i got this idea after watching a local supermarket cm this week, and i just decided to write this last min...like literally i finished this a few min ago ^^; so enjoy~! :deco:

Gakimama



“Hmm...how about this one!”

Emiko flipped the page in a cake cookbook and pointed to a picture of a strawberry pinwheel cake. She looked up to her mother and grinned when Risa gave her a smile of her own and nodded.

“Alright…let’s see…we need 2 large eggs…sugar, cake flour, baking powder, vegetable oil, vanilla extract, and some powdered sugar.”

“Emiko’ll get the flour and veggie oil!”

The little bean hopped off of her mini stand near the counter and ran over to one of the low shelves in the near-by pantry to get the container of flour and later the bottle of vegetable oil while Risa got the other ingredients.

The two had planned to make the cake for Ai, who was currently out for a musical rehearsal. Ouji sat near the kitchen doorway watched the two in boredom as Risa began to oil the pan, and then turn on the oven. She then went to get the eggs, and cracked them into the mixing bowl to mix. After pouring in the other ingredients and mixing them together, the two beans carefully poured the mixture into the pan and put it in the oven to cook.

“Let’s make the strawberry filling now~!”

“Ok!”

“We need whipping cream…”

“Check!”

“Sugar?”

“Got it!”

“Lemon curd…”

“Eh? Lemons?? That can’t go in a cake!”

The little bean tilted her head in confusion as she moved the sugar over to mother. Looking up from the book to meet confusion in her daughter’s eyes, Risa laughed and gently poked Emiko’s nose with her flour covered hand.

“It’s alright, Mama will get it; Mii-chan can go get the strawberries.”

“Ok!”

Risa got the curd, and let Emiko pour the required amounts into the mixer while she chopped the strawberries, occasionally taking a few bites and giving some to the little bean as well. They sprinkled the strawberries into the mixture. While they waited for the cake to finish, Risa began to clean up the bowls and utensils and put them away, until she felt a sudden pain in her stomach.

“Ah!! The baby’s kicking!”

“Eh?? Really?? Uso!”

The little bean looked over from the table she was trying to set for the three of them later and quickly ran over, reaching out her hand to feel. Risa directed her small hands to the side of her stomach where Emiko felt the slight movement. Emiko gasped and looked up to her mother.

“Emiko can feel it!”

“I know~!”

Risa smiled at her when the baby’s movements stopped. The little bean continued roaming her hands while the older bean placed the filling and sauces next to them. Emiko gave a small frown when she couldn’t feel anything anymore.

“Do you think the baby can hear me?”

“Hmm Mama thinks so~ when Mii-chan was always squirming in there I’d sing or just talk to you when Papa wasn’t around…”

“Really? Did it work?”

“Sometimes it did, and sometimes it didn’t…but that’s when I knew Mii-chan was just like Papa since she acts the same way sometimes too…”

The ding from the timer interrupted their little talk and Risa went over to the oven and took out the cake, rolled it tightly, and placed it on the rack to cool while Emiko went on to finish setting up the table. She leaned over the counter and watched her daughter as they continued their conversation.

“One thing would always work though…”

“What was it?”

“Mama used to tell you secrets~!”

“Really?? What kind? Like how you’re secretly a princess??”

“Eh? A princess? Who told you that?”

“Papa! She told Emiko one time that Mama was a princess!”

Finished setting the table, Emiko ran over to her and hopped back on the stand while she gently unrolled the cake. They then started to spread the jam onto it while
Risa giggled to herself and tried to remember.

“Well I don’t know what kind of things Papa tells you but, I would tell you how many people couldn’t wait to see you…or about any surprises I was planning for Papa when her birthday was coming up…”

Emiko gave her mother a cute pout.

“Mou~ Mama, those aren’t secrets~!”

Risa gave a matching pout of her own.

“And why not?”

“Because~!”

Sighing and giving into her childish side, Risa looked at her daughter and gave her a serious look.

“Alright…I did tell you one special secret…”

“What was it??”

“I told you how Papa rescued me from an evil witch!”

“Eh~?!”

The bean nodded as she finished putting on the last bit of jam and began to reroll the cake.

“Does Mii-chan wanna tell her a secret?”

“What would Emiko say?”

“Mii-chan could say something about yourself…”

“Hmm…Maybe…”

Emiko got the strawberry syrup nearby and began to squeeze it onto a plate to present the cake on. Has she tried her best to squeeze out hearts and flowers, Risa watched her.

“How about you tell her how great of a dancer you are?”

“Mama, the syrup won’t come out!”

She took the bottle and opened the cap to realize that the seal on it wasn’t even broken yet. Pealing it off and twisting the cap back on, she gave it back to Emiko and helped her make the hearts and flowers. She then went and got some sprinkles and poured some out into the small bowl. Getting the knife, she carefully cut into the cake and they both sighed in relief when a perfect red swirl was visible.

“It’s perfect Mama!”

“Un!”

Risa carefully placed the cake on the plate and carefully poured the powdered sugar on top of it while Emiko sprinkled some sprinkles after.

“How about Mii-chan tells her how she’ll be the greatest big sister ever?”

Emiko looked up to the older bean who was giving the cake its finishing touches and gave her a soft grin, when the little bean suddenly jumped off the stand and placed herself right in front of the beans slightly large stomach and the counter. The little girl brought her hands up and gently touched her stomach.

“Imoutou-chan is really going to love Mama…”

The older bean looked down at her with wide eyes and then smiled when she felt her daughter rest her head and wrap her small arms around her stomach. Emiko gave a soft smile of her own and looked up to Risa. The sweet atmosphere was suddenly broken when the sound of a lock and door turning was heard and Ouji suddenly jumped up and ran to it, with Emiko right after.

“Papa you’re home~!”

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sorry its so short ;3;....and i cant cook to save my life so i know i missed some importiant stuff in describing the baking XD i just breifly looked over the recipe XD if anyone wants to see the cm i based this off of look here~

Publix Mother's Day Commercial (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rwPInEIkVS0#ws)

happy mothers day to you all~ :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on May 14, 2012, 01:47:52 AM
Dibs!

EDIT: Gah, holy jeez, I think all the sugar sweetness just made a tooth fall out. This story is so cute, I literally teared up at the adorableness. That commercial, too.

I love it! Love it, love it, love it! Need more GakiMama and AiPapa and baby beans and monkeys.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
Post by: kuro_808 on May 14, 2012, 01:55:53 AM
cute one shot and learning is such a great thing when you are young :thumbsup

I learned both ways so I will have fun for both XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
Post by: Quietriot on May 14, 2012, 09:37:38 AM
Help, I don't know how to hate Takagaki anymoreeee  :panic: I don't even really comment but you succeeded in drawing me out for that as well XD I guess I have a thing for sweet domesticity and pregnant Risa + little bean Emiko is adorable. Lovely~
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
Post by: risa_ai on May 14, 2012, 11:53:20 AM
<3 <3 <3 is all I can say~ xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
Post by: arisa03 on May 14, 2012, 05:35:41 PM
Aipapa definitely outdid herself that one date they trolled Reina. LOL
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
Post by: Koei on May 15, 2012, 04:18:14 AM
 :panic: XD  ULTRA MEGA KAWAII BEAM !!!!!!! *does the sexy beam pose with one hand over the heart and the other at the eyebrow* Another baby!!!  :nya: !!!!! And the CM !! Wow!! It's so simple and yet so deep!!  But stil!! ANOTHER BABY!!!  :nya: I literally yelled 'KAWAII' every 2 sentences  :lol: !! And of course I have read the others umm... Dream and Eternal Cherry Tree and love them as well. It's just that after the news about other baby I can't seem to recall what it was I wanted to post regarding those two. :nervous Gomene~ But I did like them, specially the use of the name: Daisuke and how Risa gave the Ai-chan nickname. That's when you know that a friendship is born from very deep and intense feelings. Keep it up!! I want to know about the baby!!!  :grin:  :cow:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
Post by: yellow on May 15, 2012, 04:52:59 AM
wow.. Emiko is cute... Gaki become mama again... haha
would you mind pm the prev part... i really wonder how aichan and gakisan make this 2nd child of them  :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
Post by: kjpop on May 15, 2012, 05:00:03 AM
I haven't had much time to explore and read, but im glad i decided to lurk around here ;D

Holy crap. This last one. I'm like, without words X__X I just wanna eat my feelings and crawl into a corner and wonder why the hell I dont have a life like that T__T BUT AHHHH~ so cute~!


commercial was a K.O. <3
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
Post by: Cyannie on May 16, 2012, 04:13:56 AM
awwww omagah!!! that was so sweet kiwi-chan ><!!!
i put all the elements of gaki and emiko's moments in the cm
;A; YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE MOM IMOUTO-CHAN!!!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
Post by: kawaii beam on May 17, 2012, 03:36:14 AM
rndy- lol im happy that made u feel all sweet n suggary? XD
i shall try my best to continue gakimama and aipapa with family for as long as i can keep getting ideas XDD

kuro-lol thanks XD i never really learned much ^^; i suck at cooking ;3; XD

Quietriot-one hsould never hate takagaki...they're to cute to hate! :panic: yay~ i took u out! XDD im happy it was good enough to make u comment! ;3; thankyou~ and you keep up with your writings as well k~? :3

risa_ai- lol thanks~

satsu-LOL yes aipapa sure did XD

koei-lol im happy you liked it~! and maybe baby will be in the next one? we'll see ^^ depends on if i get an idea involving it lol

yellow-lol thanks^^ and welcome to this thread! :3 well emiko has cute parents so i think that can add to her cuteness XD
lol i'll pm it to you in a bit ^^ and to be honest i didnt really mention just how emiko and babygaki-chan number 2 is created XDD its up to you in how that works XDD

kjpop-its ok~! ^^ and im happy you even lurk here? lol
lol can i join you in that corner then? ;3; and thankyou~ ;3;

cyannie-thanks! i try my best ;3;
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Love's Cheerleader] 5-16-12
Post by: kawaii beam on May 17, 2012, 03:53:28 AM
gah i keep writing stuff that im not supposted to lol damn my brain....and modivation.... oh well here's some kataomoi gakipon for you guys~


Loves Cheerleader


‘Love this kind of me completely!’

She was always told to “do her best” even if she felt her best wasn’t good enough. When other seniors and staff members tried to give her encouragement, Erina still couldn’t get herself out of her negative slump. When she got to that low point though, there was always one person who’d somehow pull her out. It was her beloved Niigaki-san. There was just something about how she talked to her that made the younger girl feel like she could do anything. It was like Risa’s “ganbare!” was one of the many reasons why she could persist for so long. There were times though, when she thought about her beloved leader leaving, and it worried her. Could she still go on by herself? Could she be a proud and confident girl even after Risa leaves? To be honest she was actually quite scared of the future ahead.

Erina never felt such desperation before. If it was her world, she’d never want Niigaki-san to leave, and to just stay forever and ever in Morning Musume, but of course her world never could truly exist. It was just a KY’s dream world after all. Going back into her mini depression, Erina wondered something. Out of the 4 of them, why did Niigaki-san pick her? She wasn’t good as good as singing and dancing like Riho-chan, nor was she beautiful or a great artist like Mizupon, and she certainly wasn’t funny like Kanon-chan. What was there to like about her? Even if she didn’t know the reason, she was certainly happy that Risa chose her.

Whenever her leader was with her she’d get enthusiastic. She did her best in whatever it was that needed to be done that day. Even when she was by herself, Erina started to act a bit more independently. Some said it was a bit too much high tension while others thought she was just overdoing it, but the girl didn’t care. A girl in love was a strong thing after all. Risa being by her side made everything more fun and exciting. She loved the older girl so much it almost brought her to tears sometimes! But when that happened she tried her best to never to tell the motherly leader what the true problem was. How could she? Saying “the reason I’m crying so much is because I love you!” was too embarrassing to say to her face.

‘I’ll get over it and say it to her one day…’

Risa was always nice enough to explain things to her as well. It grew from just dancing and singing to personal problems and even homework. She’d try her best to explain it in different ways until either Erina understood, or until she had to head out for an interview or some other grown up matter. Leader was clearly the best at everything! But no matter how great and cheery Risa was, she had her own sad moments as well.

Of course she would never show it to the others, Erina knew she didn’t want to worry them, but when Risa’s own dark days came, the younger girl had no idea what to do. It was during one of those days that Erina found out that it was only her being cheered on this whole time and never trying to repay back the favor. When one of her older sempai’s were around, Erina clearly noticed the difference Risa acted around them. She was still her motherly self, but she didn’t need to be too motherly, if that made any sense. It was like leader could act like a more carefree person. Whenever she had the chance, Erina would take the chance and listen into her sempai’s conversation. Deep down she liked listening to these kind of things!

‘From now on I’ll cheer on Niigaki-san too!’

She can overcome anything as long as she put her mind to it! Erina was certain of it now. Even if her lovely leader was going on her own path now she was determined to try her best to give it her all! Even if she overdid it and became a bit clumsy. It didn’t matter if she wasn’t the best singer, or the prettiest girl in the group. She’ll try her best to make Risa proud! She also promised herself to cheer her leader on her own new path as well! And who knows? Maybe one day she can get over that nervous hump and probably confess to her! Until then she just had one wish deep in her heart:

‘Niigaki-san…Love this kind of me completely no matter what!’

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forever short stuff :catglare:

this was based off of a b-side from s/mileage's new single dot bikini, its the one i think rika and country musume originally did but i fell inlove with the s/mileage ver and had to write it! it was originally gonna be a takagaki but when i kept reading the lyrics kataomoi gakipon struck me down and it felt more perfect...if anyone's willing to write a takagaki ver and like me die in happiness with it plz plz plz do so~! rndy im looking at u mostly here....dont lie u know u want to lol jk

if anyone wants the translation of the lyrics look here
http://projecthello.com/smileage/ouendan.html (http://projecthello.com/smileage/ouendan.html)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Love's Cheerleader] 5-16-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on May 17, 2012, 06:44:42 AM
Ah~! Gakipon, I so love it, Erina is living the wota dream~ :cathappy: I don't care if it's short, its still fluffy fluffy!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Love's Cheerleader] 5-16-12
Post by: kuro_808 on May 17, 2012, 07:27:10 AM
I like this one as the relationship is so funny in my head but I would feel for her in real life when Gaki-san leaves
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Love's Cheerleader] 5-16-12
Post by: yellow on May 17, 2012, 11:18:20 AM
Thanks for the prev part... after reading it, i just can conclude that little Emiko really has a pair of loving and passionate parents :lol:

Love's Cheerleader
Erina really a wota of gaki :lol: :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Love's Cheerleader] 5-16-12
Post by: kawaii beam on May 18, 2012, 05:04:41 PM
rndy-lol she sure is~! ;3; and you think so? XD

kuro-lol yeah, eripon really loves her gakisan XD

yellow-lol thanks^^
and of course~! XD she's just like us she's just lucky she can spend personal time with risa XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 5-18-12
Post by: kawaii beam on May 18, 2012, 05:15:20 PM
so i had this huge plan in the begining of the month that i'd write up a nice grad oneshot with risa's ver of egao ni namida...and i could never bring myself to really do it ;3; all of those mini oneshots this past week kept barging in to take me away and wish friday never came lol. im not really all that good with words when it comes to talking about my fave ;3; if i remember right risa's been my oshimen ever sicne i got into momusu...she just related the most to me, plus it was cool that her b-day was 5 days before mine. eventhough its sad to see her go, she's not gonna dissapear off the face of the earth, and im sure eripon will continue to support her as well. i'll give it my all to keep on supporting the girls that are left as well as the ones that are comming in for as long as i can! and i cant wait for a sayu lead momusu to officially start! i'd write more but thats all i can think of off the top of my head, and as i said im not good with words ;3; lol so i'll just shut up now and post this long overdone oneshot that was already done way before the gakimama one was even started XDDD.

You go home by bike, and I by train


A soft hum was made from a bicycle as two young women silently walked down the concrete road to the nearby translation. Their footsteps echoed together down the street, one after the other. In between them, their hands were linked together, slowly winging with their quiet beat from their feet as their free hands held onto a purse and bike respectively.

The slightly taller girl who held the purse looked down at the ground, letting her dark brown shoulder length hair cover her face that was also snuggling into the soft scarf that was snuggly wrapped around her neck. Her companion looked straight ahead, sneaking glances at her every now and then while trying to keep her bike from turning too much. Her short black hair slightly bounced with each step they took. Neither wanted to say goodbye to one another, especially after the fun day they had together, but it was no use, it was time for them to part.

Still holding hands, the couple finally reached their destination, and stood in front of the small station. The taller girl stopped her steps and looked over to meet eyes with the shorter. Her grip tightened a little, telling the other wordlessly that she didn’t want to let go yet. The look she got back in the shorter girl’s told her that she felt the same way.

“How about we get some coffee until the train comes?”

“Un…alright…”

The shorter girl grinned as she rested her bike on the wall next to them and took off her backpack to get her wallet. As she was doing this, the taller girl smiled, went to buy her ticket, and sat on the bench next to the bike, watching her trot over to the nearby vending machine. When she came back, the shorter girl frowned, looking a bit disappointed. Her girlfriend looked up at her with a slightly raised eyebrow as she asked her what was wrong.

“Gomen…I bought the cold coffee instead of the warm ones by accident…”

“Mou~ Ai-chan, I told you need to make sure you read the descriptions right before you just pick what you like.”

Ai pouted some more as her girlfriend chuckled at her mistake and reached out her hand to take one of the cans.

“It’s alright, even if it’s cold, we can be warm together, nee?”

The older girl’s cheeks turned to a light shade of pink as she nodded her head and sat down. Popping open the cap and taking a small sip, Risa instantly shivered as the cold beverage went down her throat.

“Ah~ it’s cold~! But it tastes so good~”

Ai copied the same gesture and let out a sigh as the faint sound of the train came closer to the station. They looked at one another when it came to a stop. Both were unsure on what to say exactly. Even when the announcement for any last minute passengers was called, nether could move; or rather they didn’t want to. The two girls didn’t want this sudden moment of togetherness to finish. Risa looked back down at the now empty can in her hands. The bean knew that if she missed the next train she’d probably be in-trouble with her parents. Pulling back a few strands of loose hair, she looked back up to Ai who was just finishing her own can.

“Nee…Ai-chan, will you send me off on the next train that comes in?”

“Sure.”

Feeling her eyes slightly water from either the cold weather or from her own emotions, Ai gave the bean a soft smile and stood up to throw their cans away. Risa observed her, wondering what it was Ai was feeling at that very moment; if it was the same as her. That feeling of wanting to stay together for just a bit longer. When Ai came back, Risa stood up and extended her hand to the older girl who took it instantly. Even though both of their hands were cold, they both could still feel that tiny bit of warmth in their palms.

The couple slowly walked to the ticket gate and stopped a few feet in front of it. Glancing down at their hands and then to each other, Risa was the first to speak up.

“I’ll call you when I get home ok?”

“Alright, I’ll be waiting…”

They exchanged small smiles and gave a quick soft kiss. Risa slightly loosened her grip as she took a few steps forward only to stop when she felt hers and Ai’s pinkies were still laced together. She turned a little and looked down at their entwined pinkies and then to Ai, who looked like she was fighting back those tears from before.
The bean giggled and gave the older girls bangs a slight ruffle to try and cheer her up.

“Don’t get like this now, Ai-chan~ I already told you I’ll call you when I’m home…and maybe then we can plan our next date ok?”

Ai nodded and mumbled an apology as she finally let her hand fall to her side and fought back a small sniffle. Risa gave her one last ruffle and gently kissed her forehead as she trotted through the ticket gate to head towards home. When she got near the waiting line, she turned back to the monkey who now had her bicycle with her. The older girl waved her hand at Risa who gave a small one in return.

Every time a train passed through the station, the bean felt her heart speed up a little. She constantly looked back every few minutes just to make sure that her lover was still there. When her train finally came, Ai gave her another small wave and the bean smiled back, turning to the now open doors and entering the small car. She quickly ran to the opposite window and sat her bag on the space of the seat next to her as she eagerly waited for the older girl to appear. After a few more minutes, the doors closed and the train began to move. As soon as it did, Risa noticed Ai steadily trying to catch up on her bike. The older girl gave her one last big wave as the train’s pace began to quicken.

‘It’s a bit dangerous so be careful…’

She smiled and watched the small girl who continuously waved at her move further and further away until she couldn’t see her anymore. Risa rested her head on the glass window and closed her eyes as a small smile grew on her face. She let the train’s gentle rocking relax her as she remembered the days fun events, and about that lovely girl on the bike that had given her that happiness.

“Thanks for a fun day Ai-chan…”

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if the title didnt give it away already lol this was based off of c-utes new single. i based this off of airi's drama ver...its somewhere on the c-ute yt channel XD
http://www.jpopasia.com/group/cute/videos/kimi-wa-jitensha-watashi-wa-densha-de-kitaku::21260.html (http://www.jpopasia.com/group/cute/videos/kimi-wa-jitensha-watashi-wa-densha-de-kitaku::21260.html)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 5-18-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on May 18, 2012, 06:22:31 PM
So C-ute, lols. Such a short little piece that conveys so much adorableness. And Ai the crybaby. XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 5-18-12
Post by: risa_ai on May 19, 2012, 03:13:21 AM
Gaki-san is like... :'(
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 5-18-12
Post by: gracula on May 20, 2012, 04:02:16 AM
This was a great bittersweet piece. I think you captured the melancholy everyone feels when they have to send their lover home, or to wave goodbye to your crush on the last day of school just before break.

It's nice to remember and hold on to that feeling, really. I'd forgotten. Cos in RL, living together with someone means sometimes you forget what its like to miss that person and anticipate meeting them again.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 5-18-12
Post by: kawaii beam on June 01, 2012, 03:50:05 AM
rndy-lol thanks~  :deco:

risa_ai-sad fluffyness for you? ;3;

grac-really?? like really really? cus i would have no true idea how it feels :nervous like i cry whenever i even go on vacation to see my sister in england and its like not even a "im gonna miss u while im gone" type thing like i just cry cus im nervous as heck LOL

i'm happy i could help you remember though ;3; if anything airi's acting helps this thing alot ^^;

Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question] 5-31-12
Post by: kawaii beam on June 01, 2012, 03:56:11 AM
cus everyone loves more gakimama :deco:

The big question


Emiko was a bright and cute girl. Whenever something was on her mind, she’d just bluntly ask like the child she was. Along with that, she was a great observer. The little bean would usually wait for the right moment to ask things that were normal for a kid her age, but to her parents, they still had their moments where they felt she was still that little baby that just crawled all over the place. It was when she started asking certain questions that the couple were hit with a reality check.

It was a normal day for the three of them; Ai was coloring with Emiko while Risa was in one of her nesting moods and was cleaning up in the kitchen. The two monkeys were focusing hard on their drawings and decided to draw one another. The little monkey was constantly looking up from her paper, focusing hard on drawing her Papa perfectly. When Risa was done, she walked over and sat down on the couch, watching the two of them. Ouji sat next to her, lazily wagging his tail, basking in this calm atmosphere.

“Nee, Papa…”

“Hmm?”

“How are babies made?”

Ai froze in her place for a brief moment and quickly looked over to the little girl across from her who was still coloring. She then looked over to Risa who had the same wide eyed expression on her face. This was clearly one of those moments that both parents thought they were ready for, but clearly went. When she noticed that her papa was unusually quiet, the little bean looked up and asked again.

“Papa, did you hear me?”

“E-eh?”

She looked over at Emiko and smiled.

“Say it again…Papa didn’t quite here you…”

“Emiko said, how are babies made?”

“W-well…”

The older monkey looked back to Risa, pleading for some type of help from the pregnant girl. Risa turned her attention to Emiko and gave the little bean a smile.

“Why would Mii-chan want to know?”

“Well, Yuka-chan said that babies came from the stork, but then Haru-chan said that couldn’t be true since it wouldn’t make sense for a baby to be in a mama’s tummy, which is true right?”

The two parents gave a nod as The little bean continued on.

“Emiko told Yuka that she couldn’t be right but she said that’s what her mama and papa told her, but then Haru-chan said that they were wrong, and when I told her that she was wrong Yuka-chan said that I should ask Mama and Papa.”

Ai and Risa looked at their daughter in slight shock at her explanation. How and why are kids at such a young age having heated discussions about where babies come from? They couldn’t even spell the word ‘baby’ by themselves yet, let alone be talking about how they’re made! The two looked at each other again, desperately trying to think of what to do.

‘Should we just tell her?’

‘No! She’s too young!’

‘Well we can’t just tell her no…’


“If Papa and Mama won’t tell Emiko, should she ask Nekonee-chan, or Usaginee-chan?”

“Eh!? No! Papa will tell you!”

“WHAT?!”

Emiko looked over to mother in confusion. Ai did the same but her face was more of in an expression of shock than confusion. Why on earth did she have to tell her? She wasn’t ready for this!

“Mou~ Risa-chan why me???”

“Because…it’s a Papa’s job to tell stuff like this to their children…”

“Eh~? That’s not a good enough reason~!”

The little bean watched as her two parents continued on with their odd conversation. Was it that important that they had to argue about who would tell her? Why couldn’t both of them? It was weird being a grownup.

“You should tell her…you’re the one with a kid inside~!”

“That you put in me!”

Slightly forgetting that their daughter was watching this small squabble, Emiko slowly brought the pieces she understood from it together in her head and interrupted them.

“So Papa put a baby in Mama?”

“N-no! that’s not it Emi-chan…”

“So where do babies come from~?”

“Do you really want to know Emi-chan?”

The little bean nodded her head eagerly as Ai closed her eyes and gave a defeated sigh. Risa grinned, clearly happy that she won this round and waited for just how the older girl would tell this to their daughter. Ai opened her eyes and gave Emiko a slightly serious look.

“Babies come from…a…very special place…think like a farm…and when a Mama and Papa go there, they choose what type of baby they’d like based off a certain fruit!”

“Eh~? Really?? What kind of fruit did Mama and Papa choose for Emiko?”

“Strawberries of course-OW!”

A pillow roughly collided with Ai’s head, as Risa stood up and threw another one.

“Don’t tell her something as foolish as that! Either tell her the right way or don’t tell her at all!”

The older girl frowned as she took one of the pillows she was attacked with and placed it on her lap, leaving Emiko even more confused as she looked at her still slightly fuming mother. She still wasn’t 100% used to this slightly more violent version of her mama, but she knew that maybe the baby had something to do with it. It was just another observation to add to the back of her young mind.

“Saying something like that when it’s an important topic I swear…”

“You know…I think I’m starting to like it more when you get a bit angry…its cute…AH!”

Ai ducked another pillow attack, and heard the fast stomping of feet walk away from her and Emiko. When the Gaki tornado was gone, Ai slowly sat back up to meet still confused eyes from her daughter.

“Papa…I think you made Mama really angry this time…”

“Mou~ Emi-chan~ What should papa do then?”

The little bean looked up to the ceiling for a brief moment and clapped her hands when the idea came to her.

“Let’s make an apology card for her!”

“Alright…”

Ai got two more blank sheets of paper and the two started to color again. Even though Ai was slightly thankful that the little bean seemed to forget about the question
that started all of this, Emiko clearly didn’t as she started to draw a bright red strawberry.

‘Maybe next time Nekonee-san and Usaginee-san come over Emiko will ask them if it’s true that babies come from a strawberry farm…’

Emiko was a smart young girl but she was still believed almost everything her parents, and older family friends told. She was a kid afterall.

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sucky ending is sucky but its finally out of my head :deco: i feel like this one sucked the most but oh gosh after reading a q&a on risa's blog yesterday looks like gakimama's got along way to go....why do u want 3 kids risa...WHY?! yet i make her so moody about them in here gah
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question] 5-31-12
Post by: kjpop on June 01, 2012, 03:58:26 AM
I wish you could see my fangirlish tears from all the cute and adorable and the djghlsdkghlskdfghsdkghsdklfjg im experiencing right now.

EDIT: Ok so LAWL I love how honest Takagaki's reaction was to that question xD the panic is hilarious~ I wish my parents were less blunt with me when i asked xD stupid science backgrounds haha take the fun out of life.

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Maybe next time Nekonee-san and Usaginee-san come over Emiko will ask them if it’s true that babies come from a strawberry farm…’

DO WANT. FOLLOW UP. NAOOOOO.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question] 5-31-1
Post by: risa_ai on June 01, 2012, 04:39:51 AM
Kjpop~y, like me, WANTS A FOLLOW UP. Some takagaki raburabu moments? xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question] 5-31-12
Post by: mochi.rini on June 01, 2012, 04:48:47 AM
Ahh strawberry farms :D  All these code words take me back to high school..."Girls, if she ever gives you your present early, you can always come into my classroom to get something to hold your fresh Cherry Cookies." XD  Now whenever I eat strawberries...I'll think of TakaGaki papamama time lol :3

I feel like Nekonee-chan would just flat out tell Emiko where baby's come from XD  That girl~

Such a cute little family :)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question] 5-31-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on June 01, 2012, 05:00:07 AM
Omg, so much cute. AGAIN! I love the Gakimama stories, you need to make so many more of these. I love all the family happiness! All of it!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question] 5-31-12
Post by: yellow on June 01, 2012, 05:06:45 AM
haha... i think you should have a part 2 for The big question about Emiko asking Sayu and Reina about this question especially in front of her parents... i really wonder how would they respond to that...  :lol: :lol: :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question] 5-31-12
Post by: arisa03 on June 01, 2012, 06:29:34 PM
I bet you reina'll be all, "they have sex, yo" and sayu'll just stare at her, mouth open. >xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question] 5-31-12
Post by: Quietriot on June 01, 2012, 06:51:25 PM
I'mma jump on this bandwagon of "there needs to be a part two with Reina and Sayu."  :cathappy:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question] 5-31-12
Post by: kawaii beam on June 02, 2012, 05:02:19 AM
kjpop-oh gosh! fangirlish tears?! D: its not that cute! :panic:
lol it was kinda the same for me XD i mean i dint remember how i really found out but my mom's a nurse so i mostly knew about some stuff before other kids
IT SHALL COMETH!

risa_ai-i shall follow up, and lets just say pregnant risa wont give ai any love any time soon XD ^^;

mochi.rini-LOL same here! my friends and i used to call it the evil red dot of doom XD oh gosh, does that mean strawberries are now a sexy fruit? XD
LOL she probably would, if emiko was a bit older ^^; XD

rndy-i told you i'll keep chucking them out until i go brain dead XD you might need to help me if i ever get stuck though you know~ :deco:

yellow-LOL if she did i think sayu would be smart to not face thw wrath of a pregnant gakisan XD

satsu-XDD forever making me lol satsu XD

Quietriot-it's comming~ just wait~ :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2]6-1-12
Post by: kawaii beam on June 02, 2012, 05:06:25 AM
The big question 2


“Usaginee-chan…can Emiko ask you a question?”

“Sure Emiko-chan~! What do you want to ask me~?”

Reina glanced at the other two girls next to her as she took another lick out of her ice-cream. She watched Emiko as the little bean took a bite out of her colorful Popsicle and looked up to the tall bunny. The trio were sitting on a bench in the nearby park near Emiko’s house. Sayu was asked to watch Emiko while Ai and Risa went out for a checkup of the baby, and the bunny took it as an opportunity to bring Reina along with her.

“Where do babies come from?”

The bunny blinked in slight shock for a moment but quickly regained her composure with a bright smile and ruffled the little girl’s hair.

“And why would Emiko-chan want to know that~?”

“Because, I asked Mama and Papa, but they wouldn’t tell me…”

Emiko gave a pout and took another bite of her treat, as Sayu looked over to Reina who just shrugged and continued on eating her own iced snack. It wasn’t really her problem if those two did tell her or not, and the kid didn’t ask her anyway.

“Do you know what Papa told me Nekonee-chan?”

“Hm?”

“She said that Emiko came from a strawberry farm, but then Mama got upset for some reason and told her to tell me the right way or not at all…”

Reina sighed as she heard the little bean’s explanation. Of all the things Ai could’ve came up with it just had to be something as bogus as a strawberry farm? And what made it worse was that the kid would’ve believed it too if Gaki-san didn’t knock some sense into her.

“Is that so?”

“Yeah…so that’s why Emiko wanted to ask you and Usaginee-chan…You guys would know…right?”

“Eh?? Why would we know??”

“Well next to Mama and Papa, you two are the only grownups Emiko knows that know everything!”

Sayu tried her best to hide a giggle as she ruffled Emiko’s head again and looked at Reina.

“Ah~ Emiko-chan you’re just too cute~! But we don’t know everything.”

“But if you know where babies come from, will you tell Emiko??”

“We do know, but that doesn’t mean we’ll tell you…”

“Eh~? Why not~?”

“Cus, brats like you are too young to know things like that.”

“But Emiko’s old enough! I’ll be 7 next year!”

“That’s not old enough.”

“Yes it is~!”

“It’s not, and finish your popsicle before it melts…”

Emiko crossed her arms and frowned even more as she finished the rest of her popsicle. Sayu’s giggles eventually broke the tense silence between the two younger
girls next to her as she tried her best to get her composure back.

“Ah~ Reina sometimes I wonder if you’re the same age as Emiko-chan or if your older!”

“What’s that supposed to mean?! Just cus the kid wants to know that she came from se-!”

The bunny quickly covered the kitten’s mouth before she could finish her sentence, causing Emiko to look up at them in confusion. Why would Usaginee-chan suddenly just cover Nekonee-chan’s mouth like that? Was it something she said?

“Se? What’s Se? Is that where babies come from??”

“N-no, just ignore her ok Emiko-chan? Reina-chan just got a bit carried away there…didn’t you Reina?”

The kitten just gave her a death glare as she slowly took her hands away from her and finished the rest of her ice-cream. The little bean still watched with uncertainty as Sayu gave her a smile and gently poked her nose.

“I don’t think if we’re the right ones to tell you… that’s a responsibility for your Mama and Papa to decide…Right Reina?”

“Hmpf…Whatever…”

“So does that mean you won’t tell me?”

Sayu nodded and gave the little girl a bright smile.

“You’ll just have to wait for Mama and Papa to tell you ok?”

“…Ok…”

The bunny stood up when she noticed Reina was finished with her ice-cream and took the little beans hand, who then reached for Reina’s. Looking down at the grinning girl, Reina gave in and laced her long fingers with Emiko’s small ones. The trio began walking and as they did, Emiko looked up to meet Sayu’s grin, and Reina’s annoyed frown. Even though she never truly got her answer, she was sure of one thing:

‘Grownups are sure weird…maybe it’s better if Emiko doesn’t know yet…’

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i'm sorry if this is too short ;3; i wanted to get this out of my brain before i lost modivation for it ^^; let me know if it really does suck k? and sorry that there's really no mama papa rabu rabu in it ^^;

now you guys go make me happy and write up some stuff so i can writes for u all! XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-1
Post by: risa_ai on June 02, 2012, 05:35:50 AM
Takagaki raburabu. T.T ONEGAI.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: mochi.rini on June 02, 2012, 06:20:59 AM
Ahh Reina.  As blunt as ever I see lol~  Good choice Emiko.  Keep your innocence you shady little 6-almost 7-year old!  It doesn't suck~  It's short, sweet, and to the point :3  No unecessary floweryness whatsoever ^_^

I hope you don't loose your motivation~  Rini has a brain fart, so Rini can't write :O though reading conspiracy theories are weirdly enough inspiring :3
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: Quietriot on June 02, 2012, 06:24:14 AM
Ahahaha close one there, Reina. Good thing Sayu was around to censor her, I suppose. The image of Reina and Sayu walking with baby bean makes my inner Tanashige shipper happy even if it's not at all what you intended~

I had a thought earlier as well; would be interesting to see how Takagaki fared with a teenage Emiko eheheh

As always, cute stuff~  :cathappy:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on June 02, 2012, 09:25:05 AM
Hellz yes, the Bunny Kitty interrogation part! Sayu really handled the question (and Reina) pretty well, though I wonder if Emiko will really give it up just like that. XD

Aw, the final scene with them all walking together is so cute to imagine. Even Reina has to love the baby bean. So now we just need to welcome two more beans into the family and then Risa will be satisfied, right? :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: kjpop on June 02, 2012, 03:15:11 PM
You DOOOOOOOOOOO realize that now that we've had mama + papa fail, and sayu + reina fail, that I expect a part 3 where the four of them come together and an epic shitshow explanation happens right? RIGHT!?! LOL Just kidding. But i mean, you know you wanna~ ;D

@ quietriot - omg the raging hormones!!!!!! @__@
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: arisa03 on June 02, 2012, 07:48:47 PM
Told ya, Reina's gonna be all cool and go 'sex,' but sayu to the rescue of the young one's poor mind xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: yellow on June 03, 2012, 04:32:34 AM
 :lol: you really come out that part 2... all thanks to Sayu, little Emiko's mind was saved  XD

btw this part doesn't suck at all... :lol:

i think you should come up with a part 3 with Baby No.2 raising up the Big question again years later during Gaki's third pregnancy while the much older Emiko telling Baby No.2 about the origin of the babies is Strawberry farm. lolx

Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: Koei on June 07, 2012, 08:06:04 AM
Hahahahhaa!! Kawaiii!!!!! That's not a big question.... its a HUGE one!!!
and of course only Sayu could save the day!! Reina feels like the Adams Family movie when Wednesday tells the girl how their baby brother was made. "They had sex." hahahahahaha!!! More!! MOAR!!!!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: Cyannie on June 12, 2012, 04:11:53 AM
because i need to reply, i personally apologize for not replying, although i have read the shots on h!o LOL

Loves Cheerleader
Lmfao eripon forever kataomoi XD!!! but dont worry eripon!!! hopefully you'll confess those feelings of yours coughsequelcough

You go home by bike and I by train
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“It’s alright, even if it’s cold, we can be warm together, nee?”
:heart:WHERE IS THE NOSEBLEED SMILEY WHEN YOU NEED IT
i figured there was a connection with c-ute's PV lmfao ;~; but this was cute though ;~;
YOU'LL SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN ;A;

The big question
this, i thought it would become a gender bender but i guess not LOLOLOL
eitherway it turned out great
Quote
“Eh~? Really?? What kind of fruit did Mama and Papa choose for Emiko?”

“Strawberries of course-OW!”

A pillow roughly collided with Ai’s head, as Risa stood up and threw another one.
laughed at this part  :rofl:

The big question 2
Quote
“What’s that supposed to mean?! Just cus the kid wants to know that she came from se-!”
what the heck Reina! watch your mouth!!!!!!!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: kawaii beam on June 12, 2012, 08:30:39 PM
risa_ai-its comming eventually^^; dont worry lol

mochi.rini-lol of course! reina's not reina unless she's blunt XD thanks^^
i hope i dont loose the modivation either ^^; i hope you can get yours back! ;3;

Quietriot-yup sayu can be reliable when needed XD and emiko probably wont give up, just keep it in the bakc of her mind until she remembers it again...just like how my godsister is^^; and i'm glad i got your inner tanashige happy~ :deco:
oh god a teenage emiko i dont even wanna know LOL she'd probably be calm like gakimama when the time is needed but piss her off and she'll start throwing/breaking stuff just like aipapa lol
thanks~! >3<

rndy-she'll wait for now and wait to ask again XD
omg yes...still asking myself why she's making my life dificult XDD

kjpop-LOL idk XD i think that'd just end in risa shutting everything down XDD

satsu-LOL yes sayu doesnt want her to be corrupted, she's too young, give emiko 6-7 more yrs and probably it'll be reina protecting her from sayu!

yellow-lol thanks^^LOL make it a tradition that children spawned from ai and risa come from fruit farms would be hilarious XDD

Koei-XD i had to use big or it wouldnt fit in the subject box^^;
omg i dont even remember that scene! XD more's comming dont worry!

gen-its ok :3
loves cheerleader:LOL clearly that sequal was made on national tv with her "daisuki daisuki daisuki DAISUKI!" XDD
you go home by bike and i by train:idk where is it??? lol this was the c-ute one i was telling you about a while back!
the big question1 and 2:i told u already silly aigaki in this was both girls XD

no update today guys i just wanted to awnser the replies so they're out of the way ^^; but i am writing something...so just wait hopefully i get it done in a day or 2 or week....yeah lol
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: kawaii beam on June 15, 2012, 06:05:00 AM
got a new perv go check it out

http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=29217.msg1053739#msg1053739 (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=29217.msg1053739#msg1053739)

and sorry to the ones that dont have acess yet but i just cant copy and paste this one to u all ^^; its alot to fix to get it right so think of this as a way for u all to work hard to get to the perv forum! ;D watch ppl hate me now
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-1
Post by: risa_ai on June 15, 2012, 06:18:30 AM
Meanie. D: is it aigaki? If it is, I want it so bad...
YES, A PM. Onegai~ or me and Yellow will go on strike. xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: yellow on June 15, 2012, 09:31:29 AM
you're indeed a meanie, kawaii-chan... but i won't hate you for that... even though i want to read it badly :lol:
can pm anot?
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: blackstar on June 18, 2012, 09:21:05 PM
I just read your one shots and they are awesome can't wait to read more of them. 
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[The big Question2] 6-1-12
Post by: kawaii beam on June 21, 2012, 07:34:02 AM
risa_ai-im sorry ;3; and no its tanagaki and sadly no pm its to much for me to cpy and paste and space out as i said before^^; pls dont strike me ;3;

yellow-pls dont hate me ;3; and sadly no pming

blackstar-yay a new reader! i'm happy you like them! ;3;
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Endless Repeat] 6-21-12
Post by: kawaii beam on June 21, 2012, 07:38:21 AM
this is to cheer rndy up! ;3; i hope u like it~ :deco: i got this idea off of a mimi manga online http://dynasty-scans.com/reader/chapters/endless_repeat#1 (http://dynasty-scans.com/reader/chapters/endless_repeat#1)
Endless Repeat


Hugging a random pillow to herself, Ai lazily rolled onto her back on the bed as she watched Risa sitting across from her on the floor lazily reading through one of her play scripts. The two thankfully had a day off at the same time and decided that it was probably just best to spend it relaxing at the younger girls house in her room. Even though this calm atmosphere was nice to have, the older girl was beginning to get bored.

“Nee Risa-chan~”

“Hm?”

“I’m bored~!”

The bean placed the script on her lap and looked over to her girlfriend with a smile on her face. She knew that  Ai’s boredom mostly meant that she wanted some attention from her. So deciding to spoil the older girl a bit she asked her on what they should do.

“Let’s play Shiritori!”

“Alright then, you start.”

Ai eagerly rolled back onto her stomach as she began their little game.

“Ok! We’re starting from “Shiritori” right? So Risu!”

“Uhh…Suugaku!”

“Kuwagata!”

“Ta…Tako!”

“Hmmm…KoKoa!”

“Aisu!”

Thinking for a moment, Ai tilted her head to try and scramble for the right word. When it came to her, the older girl took a hold of Risa’s wrist and gave her that signature smile that the bean loved.

“Suki!”

Risa felt her cheeks heat up, causing Ai’s smile to grow even more.

“Ai-cha-“

“Oi that’s not correct~! Keep going!”

“We’re starting from “Ki”…”

The bean scooted closer to her girlfriend, and while brining her hand to tilt Ai’s head up from her chin and leaning down, she gave the older girl a brief kiss. When they parted, Risa gave Ai a soft smile of her own.

“-su… The next one’s “su”…”

Ai looked at her in a daze until she heard the bean speak up a bit louder. Coming back to her senses she continued on with their game.

“If that’s the case…”

She sat up and leaned closer to her still blushing girlfriend.

“I’ll use the one from before…and we’re back again~!”

This time it was Ai’s turn to lean in and give the younger girl a kiss and causing her to fall back onto the bed. The couple then spent the rest of their day on this endless repeat.


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hopefully this'll cheer everyone and make them not hate me ;3; now im off to bed its like almost 2am here lol



Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Endless Repeat] 6-21-12
Post by: caiyunki on June 21, 2012, 08:20:33 AM
SO ADORABLE!!!
GOOD ONE SHOT while I continue for my last run of exams!
Thank YOU! :)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Endless Repeat] 6-21-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on June 21, 2012, 08:45:31 AM
Omg, this is even more adorable than the manga! :wub: :wub: :inlove: :inlove: Squee!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Endless Repeat] 6-21-12
Post by: arisa03 on June 21, 2012, 11:15:55 AM
I wonder how long did they kiss forever. LOL.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Endless Repeat] 6-21-12
Post by: yellow on June 21, 2012, 12:24:02 PM
nvm... i got the access and have read it :grin:
---
 :lol: sweet takagaki ruburabu :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Endless Repeat] 6-21-12
Post by: risa_ai on June 21, 2012, 02:43:48 PM
Since it's Tanagaki, *shrugs*. XD I'm such as asshole. LOL.
RISA. AI. YOU TWO. SWEET. CANDY. PAPA AI AND MAMA GAKI. <3 YOU GUYS GO WITH THE KISSING.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Endless Repeat] 6-21-12
Post by: gracula on June 23, 2012, 10:21:25 AM
oh finally! something i can read while I'm here.

I'm so starved for fics like you cannot imagine and this is like eating a parfait. Sweet ^_^

Shiritori was a brilliant plot device for your fluff.  :wub:

i will come back to read the other one I missed. and this is all the time i've got left on here, so byee~
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Endless Repeat] 6-21-12
Post by: kawaii beam on June 27, 2012, 06:24:07 AM
caiyunki-thank you! and i hope you did well on them! :deco:

rndy-u think so?

satsu-who knows? lol the did as long as they wanted to kiss? XD

yellow-oh ok then lol and yupz~

risa_ai-oh well to each their own lol this is just normal aigaki XD not gakimama and aipapa ^^; XD

grac-lol im sorry to make u wait! ;3;
i'm glad u liked it and come back soon~!>3<
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Contradictory] 6-27-12
Post by: kawaii beam on June 27, 2012, 06:31:11 AM
so this was based off of s/mileages 1st indes single aMa no Jaku which i love so much ;3; so here u all go :deco:



Contradictory





‘I’m not interested in you in the least…’

Ai watched with a blank expression from across the classroom as her best friend was eagerly chatting to one of the younger students in the student council. The meeting was officially over and there were a few others left over talking about various things. Even though the other member’s for Ai’s and her friend Risa’s class had already left, the younger girl had decided to stay back for a few minutes.

The monkey knew deep down that this talk she was having with the new student was nothing more than normal, but lately she had noticed that her friend had been acting a bit more distant with her. It didn’t help that the older girl also felt that she was starting to gain a small crush, but she just pushed it aside and tagged it with the jealousy that was brewing inside her. She wanted Risa to herself, but that’d be impossible since the bean was the reliable type.

Sighing, Ai’s face changed from emotionless to a slight frown as Risa tucked a loose strand of short hair behind her ear. The younger girl had recently cut it, and though Ai missed the long locks that she had she had to admit that it made Risa even cuter than ever. The one thing she didn’t like was that Risa never even told her that she was going to cut it. She just had long hair one day and then the next it was all gone. How could she love someone that couldn’t even tell her about wanting to get her hair cut? Noticing that the bean was finally done, Risa quickly trotted over to her desk and gave the monkey a smile.

“Nee, Ai-chan are you ready to go home now?”

“Yeah…”

Risa’s smile faded a little as she noticed that the older girl wasn’t as cheery as she usually was.

“…Is everything ok?”

The older girl gave her a short nod, and then stood up. She then took her bag and slung it around her shoulder, giving Risa a small smile.

“Let’s get going.”

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“There’s a game next week isn’t there? Maybe I should ask Gaki-san about it…”

Ai flipped the page of her textbook and looked over to her cell phone. She gave it a good long look as she shook her head of the thought and went back to her studying. Her focus only lasted for a few seconds though as she wondered more about her friend. She remembered how the bean had a new bike now, and that she was getting pretty close with that Abe-sempai.

“No…I’m not interested in her at all…absolutely not….”

She couldn’t be interested in that girl. Why would she? Nope she wasn’t interested in all. She didn’t even feel sad on the few days the two couldn’t talk. Even when Risa invited her to the amusement park she wasn’t interested. It was only because the whole student council was going along that the older girl decided to go.

‘Just this once should be ok right?’

That’s what she thought when she saw the beans face light up in happiness at when she gave in. It wasn’t like they had a bad time either. All of the members enjoyed themselves and even decided to try again when they were on summer vacation. She remembered smiling non-stop, as well as laughing or screaming with Risa on every ride they went on. It was a memorable trip. Looking back over to her phone, Ai slowly closed her book, and gave into calling the bean.

‘Talking about normal things isn’t bad, we are friends after all…’

Even when Risa was being kind to her, or commented her on her hairstyle, the older girl tried her best to burry these odd feelings for her. She kept repeating to herself that she wasn’t interested, she shouldn’t be, but here she was constantly giving her friend more and more affection, only to act cold later on. The times she got help from studying, and the times that the bean protected her rung strong in her head.

“No…I’m not interested at all….I don’t even want to remember your face right now….”

But that was easier said than done.

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It was hard being away from her; especially when Ai was usually around her as often as she could. It was now summer vacation, and with time like this meant to be hanging out and having fun with her best friend, Ai was locked up in her room, currently angry at the girl for some stupid reason that she couldn’t even remember. The monkeys cellphone rang suddenly causing her to groan in frustration at it. From the certain ringtone she knew it was Risa and she was in no mood to talk to the younger right now, even if she really wanted to deep down.

“That damn brat, always getting me pissed off! I could just…..UGH!”

A defenseless pillow was thrown towards the floor in anger as her phone rang again. Finaly giving in, Ai sat up and stomped over to her bag to look for the still ringing electronic. When she finally found it and answered the younger girl with her rough hometown accent, she felt the beans voice instantly calm her as she gave an apology.

“Look I’m sorry about whatever it was we were arguing about Ai-chan…I don’t want our summer getting ruined just because of a silly argument…Do you forgive me?”

“….”

“Please Ai-chan?”

Sighing into the phone, Ai calmed down and gave her reply.

“Alright, I forgive you, and….I’m sorry too…”

Hearing a sigh of relief from the girl, Ai smiled to herself, imagining the expression on her small round face at the moment.

“How about I make it up to you and let’s go to the arcade later?”

“You’re acting to kind with me Gaki-san~!”

“No I’m not! I want to make it up to you and I will!”

 “Alright, I’ll see you in a few hours then.”

‘No matter how nice and loving you are to me…I just can’t be interested in you…I don’t know hwat I’d do myself if I gave in to it…’

------------------------------

“You’re moving away soon aren’t you?”

“Yeah…”

Ai looked over to Risa. Her hair was just a bit past her shoulders, and she had grown a few centimeters since the last school semester. Ai had changed as well. Her long dark hair was gone and was now a light brown boyish cut. Even though there were physical changes, their personalities were still the same. One was still trying to fight her loves interest while the other was still as kind as ever. The bean looked over to her and smiled as she reached her hand to fix a few loose strands of hair on the older girls head.

“Who’ll I have to help me study now?”

“You’ll find someone else…or you could just try yourself.”

“It wouldn’t be the same…”

“Yeah…you’ll need a tougher skin now too you know…”

“Mou~ Gaki-san~!”

Risa giggled as she got a gentle shove from the monkey. Scooting closer to the younger girl, Ai wrapped an arm around Risa’s waist and rested her head on her shoulder. The beans smile only grew wider, as she heard Ai mumble some silly nonsense. Enjoying this contact, Ai closed her eyes and nuzzled her head closer to her friend’s neck.

“You need to stop being so nice to me Gaki-san…”

“And what if I don’t~?”

“I’ll pretend to cry for you when you leave….”

The bean started giggling again as she ruffled the older girls hair. Ai said nothing else after that. She just wanted to bask in this for a little longer. No matter how hard she tried to tell herself she wasn’t interested, that feeling she had for the girl was still there. Hopefully she could stop it one day. But for now, she’d tell herself again.

‘There’s no way I’m interested in you…now that your moving away…I’ll take what little time I have left with you…’

This was all she could do to make herself not cry.

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for pv and lyrics here u guys go
スマイレージ 「ぁまのじゃく」 (MV) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RgbY4xM9O_s#ws)

http://projecthello.com/smileage/ama.html (http://projecthello.com/smileage/ama.html)

relish in the young 4nin s/mileage!! :cow:

and im sorry its short again ;3;
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Contradictory] 6-27-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on June 27, 2012, 06:32:01 AM
1st!  XD

Omg, you know this needs a part two! How can you just leave the Takagaki love hanging!? Poor Ai-chan has to come to terms with her feelings sooner or later and Gaki-san!!!

Gaki-san~!~! Argh~!~! :panic: :panic: Find a love song to write to! :lol: :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Contradictory] 6-27-12
Post by: arisa03 on June 27, 2012, 06:53:05 AM
All this angst. Ai-chan just give up already and give in to le feelings~~~~~ aksdjadasdsd
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Contradictory] 6-27-12
Post by: kuro_808 on June 27, 2012, 07:18:47 AM
this is not kawaii beam XD  too much sadness/angst for a one-shot

Go Gaki-san go keep fighting
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Contradictory] 6-27-12
Post by: risa_ai on June 27, 2012, 01:00:01 PM
WHUT. I THOUGHT AI WAS GOING TO CONFESS. And then I read it to the end and I'm like: Where?  :panic: :panic: :panic: :panic: :panic: :panic: :panic: I NEED IT~ WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOYEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIII~ **starts to sing**
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Contradictory] 6-27-12
Post by: yellow on June 27, 2012, 02:05:41 PM
please kawaii... please have a part 2 for this, please... don't leave it hanging... maybe have the part 2 set years later or whatsoever... when they met again when they are much older and the confession, please... or continue from where you end... anyway, part 2 for this please.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Contradictory] 6-27-12
Post by: kjpop on June 27, 2012, 04:48:01 PM
YAY COFFEE BREAK BRB WHILE I READ~


BAHAHAH oh the denial~

Quote
“Look I’m sorry about whatever it was we were arguing about Ai-chan…I don’t want our summer getting ruined just because of a silly argument…Do you forgive me?”
“….”
“Please Ai-chan?”
Sighing into the phone, Ai calmed down and gave her reply.
“Alright, I forgive you, and….I’m sorry too…”

SO EASY TO GIVE IN. SHEESH AI, at least make her work for it hahaha

but ahhhhhh WHAT KIND OF ENDING WAS THAT?! SO SAD T__T haha im such a hypocrite xD I love sad endings ahahha
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Contradictory] 6-27-12
Post by: kawaii beam on July 21, 2012, 06:29:08 AM
rndy-eh?? part 2 why~~~?? lol found a love song but not a continuation LOL

satsu-lol yes she needs to nee?

kuro-what this really angsty???? i wasnt intending it to be lol

risa_ai-lol use ur imagineation if she confesses or not~~

yellow-lol i'd love to say yes but sadly i havent thought of a part two..i dont really have any motivation to comtinue it^^;

kj-lol im sorry its sad! ;3;




ok guys next one will be happy i promise~~~ :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: kawaii beam on July 21, 2012, 06:57:32 AM
almost been a month since i last wrote something @~@ omg here's happy stuff to cheer u all up

If…


The silence was deafening. She didn’t like this at all. Looking back up to the driver’s seat, Risa saw the same blank expression on Ai’s face. The older girls hands rested
limply on the wheel; tapping her fingers to a silent beat every few seconds. They were parked right in front of Risa’s apartment after a fun date at the shopping center. Risa waited a few more seconds, cleared her throat and repeated her question again.

“Can’t we stay out a little bit longer?”

“Hm?”

Ai snapped out of her silent daze and looked over to her girlfriend, who was shyly staring back at her.

“I don’t want to go home yet…Lets drive for a bit longer…”

“But Risa-chan…”

“Please?  How about we go to the convenience store?”

The older girl sighed and shook her head as she tried to fight against those cute puppy dog eyes that the younger was giving her. She had to stay strong and not give in, no matter how adorable they were, and how cute those round cheeks and lips were she had to say no. Turning her head back to the lightly lit street ahead of them, the older girls strong resolve was starting to waver.

“I have to go home…I have rehearsals at school tomorrow remember?”

Her defense was clearly weak but if Risa noticed she didn’t do much to call Ai out on it. The bean let out a hum as her pleading expression quickly grew into a frown.
She also looked over to see whatever space Ai was staring at and frowned even more at the emptiness of it all. The two were college students after all, but it wouldn’t hurt to stay out a bit longer, that’s what young adults their age did after all.

Maybe it was because she was just a photography freshman while Ai only had one year left at her own performance art school? Or could it be that she was missing something maturity wise? Whatever it was she still wanted to stay out with Ai at this very moment. Even if she had to act a bit out of her character and be spoiled.

“I’ll pick you up tomorrow after your classes finish…”

“…Promise?”

She reluctantly looked back over to her grinning girlfriend. Ai gave a firm nod as she leaned in, giving Risa a soft and gentle kiss. The bean felt her cheeks lightly heat up at the quick action and turned away again. She didn’t want her slight spoiled bratiness to disappear so quickly, it was her nickname after all.

“…Fine…”

Ai chuckled to herself as she watched the younger girl take her belongings and exited the car. The bean turned around and gave Ai a small smile.

“Thanks again for today Ai-chan.”

“Don’t mention it.”

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After greeting her parents and younger sister, Risa swung her bedroom door closed and dropped her bags onto the small table near her bed. She quickly laid her back onto the soft mattress as the tiredness was finally beginning to hit her. In a lazy motion, the bean brought her arm up to look at the time and sighed again when she realized it was 11:30 pm. Just how long were her and Ai out together today? Could it really have been that long? Well it didn’t matter now. She had clearly enjoyed herself.

“I do wish we could’ve stayed out longer though….”

She knew Ai must’ve felt the same way, it was in the monkey personality, and she knew that girl in and out, even if she was still full of surprises. Their romance was still pretty young after all. Turning to her side, Risa smiled to herself. Ai’s little personality surprises were one of the many things she liked about the older girl. She could be brave and beat someone senseless in one minute, but then shriek and hide behind the bean in the blink of an eye. Every now and then though, she wished for a small bit of a romantic rush with Ai, just like the ones that were always on TV.

‘Maybe that’s over thinking it though…and too predictable….But it still would be nice….’

Maybe if she broke in a fever or fell down and got hurt, maybe Ai would rush to her just like the leading females love interest would in those dramas. The older girl could shower her with love and nurse her back to health. She’d forgive any small disappointment or fight with Ai if she did something overly romantic like that.

“I bet I really would forgive everything…”

What about a scary dream? She didn’t have them much, but it was always better to call Ai than her Mama. All she had to do was reach for her phone, dial that familiar number and she could tell Ai the whole ordeal while she kindly listened on the other line. It would be good if she didn’t get upset though, but beggars couldn’t be choosers. Even Ai’s grumpy voice could be soothing at times.

It would also be good if she was right here next to the younger girl in her bed with her arms gently wrapped around her. And after the bean told her the nightmare Ai would just smile at her and give her a gentle kiss just like earlier in the car.

“Cutely would be nice…”

After taking a quick shower, Risa walked back to her bed and snuggled under the sheets to watch some TV. She sighed as she flipped through the channels, finding every station to be boring.

“Mou...I need to go to bed soon anyway…”

Risa was about to turn off the TV when her phone lit up and vibrated loudly against her mattress. She puffed her cheeks in slight annoyance as she pulled the device to see just who it was texting her so late. That annoyance quickly faded when it turned out to be a message from Ai.

Ai-chan: I made it home~! Look! Wouldn’t this dress we got today look good with those shoes I was telling you about??

“Really Ai-chan? It’s too late for this kind of conversation now…”

The bean suppressed a yawn as she looked at the picture attached to the message. She was about to reply back when another text came forth.

Ai-chan: Did Risa-chan fall asleep already?? Did I wake you up??

She smiled as she shook her head to the brightly lit screen and quickly replied back to the worried girl. It was cute things like this that made her forgive Ai so easily.

Risa: No, I was just watching TV, and that does look cute together~! Then again everything looks cute on Ai-chan~ Plus, how come your not sleeping?

Ai-chan: Can’t sleep^^;


Their conversation continued on like this for a while, with Ai constantly sending Risa more and more snapshots of possible coordinates. Eventually their chat began to slow down and the bean decided to change the topic.

Risa: Nee, Ai-chan I was really happy that you came and picked me up from work today.

Ai-chan: Really? I’m happy you’re happy~( ´艸`)


Risa chuckled to herself over her girlfriend’s signature emoticon and continued on.

Risa:”Yeah…

It got silent for a while and Risa wondered if the older girl finally fell asleep when she sent her another message.

Ai-chan: Hey Risa, if the world were to end today…what would you do?

“What would I do…? That’s a pretty odd question…”

She looked at the screen in deep thought for a while wondering what she should say to the older girl.

Risa: I don’t know…that’s kind of a hard question…What would Ai-chan do?

Ai-chan: That’s a secret~!( ´艸`)


“Ehh~~?”

The bean rolled onto her back, frowning that Ai wouldn’t even answer her own question. It clearly wasn’t all that fair to ask her and get that in reply. She rolled back on her side and furiously typed back.

Risa: Mou~ Ai-chan that’s mean of you~!

Ai-chan: Waaaa~Risa-chan you’re just too cute~! I have another question for you though…

Risa: What is it?

Ai-chan: If I were starving and my stomach was grumbling…would you pretend that you didn’t hear it?


Risa blinked in confusion at this second question. What was Ai trying to get at here?

Risa: Well of course not! I’d do better than do something like that you know…Unlike you~ I was gonna ask you to give me a kiss too…

She still remembered that day pretty clearly. The two were on a date walking around in the park when her stomach started growling pretty loudly. She knew Ai heard it herself and being too shy to really say anything about it. The bean hoped that Ai would take that sign as to go and get a treat together, but the older girl just ignored it. She was too engrossed in her phone briefly looking over some play notes to really notice or say anything. Feeling pretty annoyed, Risa huffed and suddenly stormed off saying how Ai wasn’t going to get anymore kisses from her for the rest of the day.

Ai-chan: Didn’t I tell you that I was sorry about that last date already?? And I wasn’t pretending to ignore you~!

Risa: Yeah right >3>

Ai-chan: Mou~ Even though I don’t like it when she’s mad at me, angry Risa-chan is cute ~


The younger girl sighed as her face heat up at the sudden complement, and didn’t reply back for a while until a sudden thought came to her.

Risa: You know what…I think I can answer your 1st question now.

Ai-chan: Oh! Tell me! Tell me!!

Risa: Ok. If the world were to end today, next to spending it with Mama, Papa, and my sister I’d love to spend it with you too…And I’d want you to tell me funny things so I’d forget that something scary like that would be happening…you’d do that for me right?

Ai-chan: Un, I’d do anything to see you smile. Your smile’s precious to me you know~

Risa: So is yours silly~!


Noticing the time, Risa eventually persuaded the monkey to get some sleep. She was about to tell the older girl goodnight when a sudden impulse came over her.

Risa: Nee, Ai-chan…Let’s exchange a kiss before we go to bed…

Ai-chan: Eh? How can we kiss when we’re not even near each other??

Risa: It’s easy, just put ‘chu’ and the next time we meet up we can make the kiss real!

Ai-chan: Alright then…well…chu,chu, chu, chu, chu!

Risa: Chu!


She giggled and gave her glowing screen a quick kiss, smiling to herself while Ai’s reply came through.

Ai-chan: Mou~ only 1 kiss? That’s not fair~~!

Risa: I’ll make it up to you when we meet tomorrow k?

Ai-chan: Alright, I love you Risa-chan, Goodnight.

Risa: I love you too Ai-chan. Night.


Shutting off the TV and placing the phone on her bedside table, Risa quickly fell asleep, dreaming about how fun the next day would become.

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gah i forgot to put where this came from @~@ got the idea from mobekimasu's b-side of moshimo here's the trans if u guys want it lol

http://projecthello.com/cmisc/moshimo.html (http://projecthello.com/cmisc/moshimo.html)

now im off to bed cus its 1am here @~@ oyasuminasai ;D
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: maikeatoot on July 21, 2012, 09:33:04 AM

 cuteee !!!   :lol: takagaki is always cute   :P
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: risa_ai on July 21, 2012, 10:09:23 AM
All I can say: CUUUUUUTE~<3
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: MsSmigge on July 21, 2012, 11:21:11 AM
Awww cute TakaGaki stories  :wub: They were so sweet~ Especially the phone chat was very adorable!  xD

I only read the newest stories but when I will have time I will read your other stories xD

Hopefully you will write more nice stories soon  ;) (And with TakaGaki of course!) Lol, no... Anything is fine xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: yellow on July 21, 2012, 05:31:24 PM
sweet takagaki moments... and good nite, kawaii :)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: yellow on August 04, 2012, 04:37:11 PM
kawaii, are you still going to continue the mama gaki series...  i kinda miss it   :nervous
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: gracula on August 12, 2012, 09:42:41 PM
I'm baaack! We're all kinda disappearing on each other aren't we?

But, oh the raburabu. You're still my go-to for this stuff. Top notch fluff as always.  :thumbsup
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: kawaii beam on August 15, 2012, 04:57:07 AM
maikeatoot-thanks^^ and they are~ :deco:

risa_ai-thanks^^

MsSmigge-thanks for even reading one^^ and when u do get the chance twll me what you think :3

yellow-thanks and i am planing to, just nothing's come up ^^;

gracula- welcome back~! and i guess so ;3; i mean im still here but writings been hard lately. im happy im ur go to tho ;3;

sorry guys no update this time ;3; idk why but lately my modivations totally low, and when i do have ideas i cant find the right way to pull them out of my brain ;3; i hope u can forgive me ;3; hopefully i'll be able to get some stuff down soon ><
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: maikeatoot on August 15, 2012, 06:10:35 AM
 it's okay !! as long as it's TakaGaki !!!  :hee: hmm I really missed papa ai and Mama Gaki  :cow:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: yellow on August 15, 2012, 07:52:08 AM
haha... kawaii, you finally appeared... no worries... just give us one good one when you have inspirations again :)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: risa_ai on August 15, 2012, 10:20:52 AM
It's O~K! :D just write when inspiration strikes.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: MsSmigge on August 17, 2012, 10:55:18 PM
I have read 3 pages of this topic and I must say your stories are great! I still got many to go but I will finish them later x)
My favorites by far are Sakura no Shiori and Two over sleeping birds & a missed stone.

The first one just was so.... I don't know. Beautiful? Anyways I liked the words (or were they lyrics?? Can't remember and right now I am too lazy to check that....  XD) between the lines and the whole story was nice. For some reason I have a weak spot for "first they get separated but in the end they meet again" stories  :P I just love them  :wub:  :luvluv1:

And the second story I liked... The title is just brilliant XD Before I started reading I laughed a lot when I just read the title XD (Not in a bad way just you know...) And it fit the story perfectly ;)

I'll wait the next time when I have time to read your stories because if the stories I haven't read yet are as good as the ones I have read I can't wait to read them XD (veryveryvery weird sentence....  :dizzy:) Well I am tired as hell now  :err:

Keep up the good work with your stories and hopefully you will get more great ideas and motivation to put them on paper  :)
And sorry if my English sucks and this post is weird but I am so tired now that I don't understand all the things i am doing. And yet I have to do something else than go to bed and sleep...  :stunned:  :depressed: :err:

Anyways great job and I will comment more when I have read more of your stories!  :on woohoo:

Oh, I almost forgot. The pictures you have before the stories are very cool!  :cow:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[If...] 7-21-12
Post by: kawaii beam on August 18, 2012, 05:36:07 AM
maikeatoot,yellow,risa_ai- thanks guys ^^

MsSmigge-thanks so much :3 and trust me your english is great, better than mine atleast XD and thanks about the banners, sadly i dont have any photoshop so currently there arnt any banners ;3;
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Makaroni] 8-18-12
Post by: kawaii beam on August 18, 2012, 05:57:25 AM
Macaroni


It was a quiet night out as Ai and Risa walked side by side in the still cool air. The two were lounging around the elder girls apartment when the bean came up with an idea to head to the nearest convince store to stock up on some snacks the two were craving on. Knowing that there wasn’t really any rush to the small store, they decided to take their time and take in the sights and sounds that were around them. Risa’s eyes scanned over the nearby buildings and cars as her arms swung back and forth like a child. When she got tired of that, she directed her sights to the night sky, sighing when she noticed there were no clouds.

“The sky looks higher than usual tonight…”

“Is that so?”

She nodded and then softly pouted as she looked over to Ai who was giving her a playful smirk. Ai continued on smiling to herself and brought her hands into her hoodie’s pockets while her girlfriend lazily rubbed her hands together to make them warm. Risa was wearing one of their old concert tour shirts along with loose sweatpants and sandals along with her purse. Ai also had a concert shirt on but also an oversized men’s hoodie and the straps of her backpack resting on her small shoulders. She also had jeans with a pair of sneakers and her dark black hair was up in a loose bun.

“You, know Risa-chan…you should’ve brought a sweater with you…”

“If I did then I’d be too hot…”

“But now your cold, aren’t you?”

“…”

Risa said nothing and looked down at the sidewalk for a while as they continued walking. Ai chucked and glanced ahead, making sure to watch the bean from the corner of her eyes as she waited for a reply. She knew when the bean was quiet like this; it meant that her irresponsible side was out in the open.

“How cold are you?”

“I told you I’m not…cold…”

Ai stopped walking, and took her hands out of her pocket, causing Risa to halt and look over to her girlfriend. The older girl tilted her head to the bean and extended her free hand. Risa glanced down at Ai’s small hand and then back up to meet Ai smiling at her. A few seconds later, she took the older girls hand and started to walk again.

“Your hand’s freezing Sacchan…you should’ve really brought that sweater~”

“Leave me alone Takapon…”

The monkey’s smile grew wider as Risa looked ahead trying hard to keep down the blush that was coming on her cheeks. It wasn’t unusual of them to use those nicknames but it was usually said in private in their bedrooms, never out in the open like this. Ai giggled to herself and held Risa’s hand a little tighter as they finally reached their destination. The couple picked up a basket and walked along the isles still hand in hand as they debated over what kind of snacks and drinks to get. After paying and heading back out into the cool air, the two quickly rushed back to Ai’s apartment to relax and eat the remaining night away.

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“Here try some of this one…”

“Yada~ Pass me the cider.”

“Not until you try this~!”

Risa brought a piece of candy in front of the older girls face, trying desperately for Ai to take a bite out of it. The monkey shook her head and gave another shout of protest until the bean was sitting on her lap facing her. Ai frowned as she watched Risa playfully waved the treat in between them for a few more seconds before shrugging and eating it herself, and eventually handed the carbonated drink to her girlfriend. They stayed in that position for a while on the older girl’s bed, just taking in each other’s warmth, enjoying the soft atmosphere between them. Ai wrapped her arms around Risa’s slim waist, grinning when she felt the younger girl snuggle into the embrace.

Times like this made her think how much time the two of them had spent cuddling like this before, and how many more times after this moment would it happen again? Hoping that it’d be forever, Ai knew that it this very moment it was just right. She also knew that deep down that Risa still wasn’t fully used to being separated from her for long periods of time. As mature as the younger girl was, she still was pretty immature when it came to certain things like affection, or of being alone. She knew Risa didn’t like it when she was by herself, and of course Ai had her own moments of loneliness when the bean wasn’t close by to her like this. They knew that talking on the phone to each other or texting one another was helpful but it wasn’t the same unless they were face to face. It was something Ai couldn’t fully understand, and as odd as it was she knew at this very moment she could feel easy knowing that Risa was right here next to her.

“Nee…Risa…”

“Hm?”

She looked down to meet the top of the beans dark brown hair that was currently covering her small round face.

“Want to share some macaroni soup with me?”

“Sure…”

Risa slowly got off of Ai’s lap and lay on her stomach as she watched Ai get off the bed and softly trotted out of the room. She closed her eyes as she waited; only opening them when the sounds of Ai’s footsteps came closer to the room. The older girl gave a soft smile as her girlfriend lazily sat up and yawned out the tiredness that was slowly creeping up on her. Sitting back down carefully as to not spill the soup, Ai looked over at Risa.

“If you’re sleepy, lie back down, I can eat some and save some for you later.”

Risa shook her head as she took one of the two spoons from Ai’s hand.

“No, I want to share it with you know…”

“Alright then Sacchan~”

The older girl playfully stuck out her tongue as Risa looked up at her with pink cheeks. They began their late night meal in silence, only making a sound or slight deep breath when it was slurping up a loose noodle or astray of broth that was left on their spoons. When they were done, both let out a sigh of content, silently deciding with one another that the next time they went out they’d get that same brand of macaroni again.

Feeling full and happy, the couple snuggled close to one another. They both closed their eyes and held one another’s hand as they took in the soft loving atmosphere surrounding them yet again. It was easy to fall into that deep warm slumber when the one you love was nearby. With the warmth of the macaroni in their bellies, they both breathed and rested easily until the sun rose the next morning.

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this came from listening to prefumes song called "macaroni" there's about 4 ver. 1 for each member and 1 with them mixed together :3

Perfume - Macaroni (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RlBqT0kdEQI#)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Macaroni] 8-18-12
Post by: risa_ai on August 18, 2012, 06:24:13 AM
KYAAAA~ <3 THEY'RE SO AIDORABLE!!! I can die with no regrets... xD
Takapo~n and Sacch~an! <3 why not 'NiiNii~'? xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Macaroni] 8-18-12
Post by: maikeatoot on August 18, 2012, 06:28:25 AM
 lol takapon and sacchan ! haha!  hm kawaii i missed papa ai and mama gaki ! haha!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Macaroni] 8-18-12
Post by: arisa03 on August 18, 2012, 01:33:07 PM
Awwww. That's so cute. xD All the snuggling and cuddling. /o/ <3
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Macaroni] 8-18-12
Post by: yellow on August 18, 2012, 02:18:52 PM
kawaii, thanks for the fic...
i am filled with the warmth of love after reading it... sometimes, to be in love in this way also not bad...
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though i, like maikeatoot, also miss papa ai, mama gaki and little emiko, wells the baby no.2 (so far, not born)....like i have said earlier, i won't rush you... but remember to give us one good one when your fire of inspiration lit again...
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Macaroni] 8-18-12
Post by: kawaii beam on August 27, 2012, 04:56:10 AM
risa_ai-thanks lol and idk sacchan was the 1st in my head so i went with it

maikeatoot-thanks^^ its comming soon i promise^^

arisa03-thanks satsu ;3;

yellow-thanks and as i said before it'lle come soon^^
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: kawaii beam on August 27, 2012, 05:01:37 AM
Sunday Morning



Birds sung their morning songs as they flew from tree to tree on a relaxing Sunday morning. The suns early rays slowly mixed its self with the pastel pink window curtains. Not too far from this window were two sleeping forms snuggled together under the covers of their shared bed. One of them slowly opened their eyes; taking a while to get used to the light as she yawned and slowly sat up. Lazily rubbing her eyes and lazily straightening her bed head with her fingers, Ai looked over to the still sleeping woman lying next to her.

Risa’s small back was facing her while the beans hair rested on her shoulder in a loose side ponytail. Ever so slowly, Ai leaned a bit forward to make sure she was still asleep, and gently brushed a few loose strands off of Risa’s face. Usually on mornings like this it was the other way around, with Risa being the one up and Ai fast asleep to the world or with Ai being woken up by the younger from the baby squirming about inside her. If it wasn’t for Risa being pregnant, they’d both would probably still be in dream land. But with their second child being a few weeks away from being born sleep just didn’t come that easily for them anymore. Thankfully throughout the night before, both were able to get a good rest without too much discomfort.

Pulling up the oversized shirt collar over her shoulder, the monkey took in a few more seconds of her lovers sleeping face before lying back down to snuggle into her back. Risa stirred a little sleep; slightly gripping the sheets for a brief moment. Noticing this, Ai carefully wrapped her arm around the beans waist, feeling their soon to be daughter moving about in her stomach. She mumbled to herself as she felt the bean tense up a bit more and began to rub her hand in slow circles.

“Oi little Gaki-chan…you’re gonna wake up your mama if you keep going on like that…”

“She already did…”

Ai’s lips curved into a small frown as she heard Risa quietly reply back to her, sighing contently from the older woman’s gentle touch. She waited until the baby stopped her squirming to turn her body around to face her lover. The bean smiled as she brought up her hand to loosen up a few strands of hair that Ai had left unattended earlier; letting a still tired tone of “good morning” from her lips. The monkey murmured a good morning back to her, still rubbing her stomach.
They quietly talked to one another in the otherwise quiet room, debating over what to do later in the day. Eventually, Ai noticed Risa was drifting back to sleep, softly humming along to whatever Ai was saying. She was almost there when the two heard soft padding of feet slowly coming towards their bedroom door. The sounds stopped for only a few seconds until the couple could hear the door slowly creak open and a small mess of black hair squeezed in-between the gap.

“Mama…Papa…Are you up?”

Ai watched her daughter in amusement as she opened the door a bit more and tiptoed over to their bed with Ouji right behind her. When she got close enough to
Ai’s side of the bed she whispered to the back of the monkey again, giving her shoulder a small shake.

“Papa…Are you up?”

“Un..What’s the matter  Emi-chan?”

She stopped her previous action and turned over to look at the little bean who rubbed her eyes and clung onto her favorite stuffed animal.

“Emiko woke up to early and can’t go back to sleep ….can she lay down with you and mama?”

“Of course.”

She gave Emiko a warm smile and sat up to help her get under the covers and in between herself and Risa. The little bean smiled and looked up to her mother who was back to being awake and gently ruffled her already messy hair. Ai whispered a good morning to Ouji and gave him a quick pat on the head before facing Emiko and Risa.

It didn’t take long for both beans fall back asleep, giving Ai the chance to watch her two(soon to be three) favorite people for the rest of the morning. It was these types of Sunday mornings that Ai loved.

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sorry its so short again @~@ but theres some gakimamaness to please u all for now lol
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: kuro_808 on August 27, 2012, 05:17:37 AM
well you own that :thumbsup

That would be a nice Sunday morning :)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on August 27, 2012, 05:27:58 AM
*is dead from the cute*
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: arisa03 on August 27, 2012, 05:30:40 AM
Awww. Sunday Morning! Didn't matter, still slept! xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: maikeatoot on August 27, 2012, 06:20:44 AM
 yay ! cute ! i love you for this !! i wonder what would be the name of their second child !
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: risa_ai on August 27, 2012, 02:45:20 PM
IT'S SUNDAYY SUNDAYY GONNAA GET DOWWWN ON SUNDAYY MORNIN'~ XD whut is wrong with me. Awww~ you go, Aigaki~<3
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: yellow on August 27, 2012, 06:06:35 PM
thanks kawaii... i can feel the warm and sweetness in it... i love you  :P
yup... what will be the name for the going-to-born? (just hope it will reveal soon)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: Koei on August 28, 2012, 02:02:15 AM
You have an abillity to make me turn to mush while I read this GakiMama and AiPapa shorties...hahahahaha
I can't help it!!! It's ultimate cuteness overload!!!  :wub:
Brain tired, heart flying high, fingers covered in this evening's chocolatey snack...only word for this: GENIUS!!!   :wub:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: kjpop on August 28, 2012, 03:20:50 AM
sunday morning rain is fallin~ steal from covers, share some skin~

teeheheehehhe~

can i haz sunday mornings like that plz :O
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: MsSmigge on August 31, 2012, 06:02:49 PM
You just killed me. That story was absolutely cutest thing ever i have read xD

TakaGaki with kids is just.... something lovely :wub:
 



Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: kawaii beam on October 03, 2012, 05:32:57 AM
kurosawa87-thanks^^

rndy-*revises u from the dead*

satsu-yupyup~

maikeatoot-thanks^^ sadly i still have no idea for a name ;3;

risa_ai-lol

yellow-im glad you liked it^^ and idk yet, but once i do i'll be sure to write one for her lol

Koei-thankyou ;3; i dont feel like its genius but im happy you like it

kj-lol and yes u can~ :deco: now u post ur stuff

MsSmigge-omg it cant be D: lol there's cuter stuff on here than my crap lol

hey guys im not dead lol but sadly i havent been able to write anything since school's started @~@ i've got so many papers and projects that i've told myself im not writing until i get them done so i wont feel so guilty when writing my oneshots ;3; but dont worry, i do have ideas brewing in my mind and more gakimama will be coming soon...i just have no idea when exactly lol plus this month is my b-day month so who knows maybe i'll write something for myself, or maybe a risa b-day one...idk depends when my projects are done ;3; but yeah i'm alive and i'll be writing soon :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: risa_ai on October 03, 2012, 06:18:43 AM
YATTAAAAA~<3
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: maikeatoot on October 03, 2012, 06:19:02 AM
 more gakimama?  :onioncheer: advance happy birthday!!!!  :luvluv1:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: risa_ai on October 04, 2012, 06:30:59 AM
Birthday?! BIRTHDAY?! Ah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY~<3 CONTINUE TO BE AN AWESOME FLUFF EXPERT~!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: yellow on October 04, 2012, 06:39:40 AM
hey guys im not dead lol but sadly i havent been able to write anything since school's started @~@ i've got so many papers and projects that i've told myself im not writing until i get them done so i wont feel so guilty when writing my oneshots ;3; but dont worry, i do have ideas brewing in my mind and more gakimama will be coming soon...i just have no idea when exactly lol plus this month is my b-day month so who knows maybe i'll write something for myself, or maybe a risa b-day one...idk depends when my projects are done ;3; but yeah i'm alive and i'll be writing soon :deco:

no worries... just finish what you should finish... i oso not better.... try hard to clear those boring reports for assignment submissions... and advance happy birthday to you!!! :)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: MsSmigge on October 04, 2012, 06:16:05 PM
Your crap? No way your stories are crap! I have now read all of your stories in here and I really really liked what I read. My favorite ones are still the Mama-Gaki fics with Papa-Ai xD And their Kid of course. And don't forget Ouji! xD

Nice to hear that you're alive and having some new ideas. Remember to study and don't stress yourself too much. We will wait till you've got your projects and stuff done xD

Good luck with your studies!!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Sunday Morning] 8-26-12
Post by: kawaii beam on October 21, 2012, 06:45:12 AM
risa_ai-lol thanks its not until thursday tho ^^

maikeatoot-yup comming up~ and thanks^^

yellow-yeah @~@ its been tough but im getting there @~@ lol and thanks~

MsSmigge-thanks ;3; sadly i cant seem to balance the stress with studying @~@ im a huge worry wart lol thanks :3
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 10-21-12
Post by: kawaii beam on October 21, 2012, 06:54:07 AM
nothing's classier than being 2 days(give or take) late to my own fave member's b-day :thumbsup also i guess this counts as an early b-day gift to myself

Searching for the Right Gift.


It’s hard choosing a gift for someone important; especially if it’s someone you admire and love with all of your heart. You know they’d be happy with whatever you give them but at the same time you want to make sure it was special and from the heart. Whoever started this idea of giving presents must’ve never fully thought it out; then again maybe they didn’t have such a huge variety to pick from back then. Actually, maybe a grownup thought of this idea…yeah that had to be it, maybe that’s why kids didn’t fully bother with store bought gifts and just handmade stuff like cards. But this was special occasion, and handmade items
wouldn’t work.

For Emiko, asking her Papa would definitely be out of the question, this was something she wanted to choose herself.  And Mama was a definite no (how could you ask her what to get when it was her birthday gift you were searching for??).  The little bean knew what things her beloved Mama liked but nothing seemed to

be good enough in young Emiko’s eyes. Most of them were grownup things like jewelry, or perfumes, or even some of those grownup juices she wasn’t allowed to drink for some reason. She didn’t fully understand that last one yet since it looked just like grape or apple juice. All it was in was just a fancy glass bottle, but that wasn’t the point. All Emiko knew was that almost any grownup gift was off the list.

“Are you sure you don’t want Papa to help you Emi-chan?”

She gave Ai a firm nod as she looked up at the many stuffed animals in front of them. Asking Papa for help would mean she gave up finding something, and she didn’t want to give up. Stuffed animals were her last resort after a day out with Ai trying to make what the young bean called a “birthday mission” a success. She knew plushies were pretty childish, but if she found just the right one, then maybe Mama wouldn’t mind and love it anyway.

“Emiko needs to choose it herself or Mama’ll know Papa helped her…”

“All right…Why don’t you tell Papa which one you’re thinking of choosing?”

“Mmmm….the penguin! Since Mama likes them the most!”

Ai smiled and picked her daughter up to reach for the stuffed creature. After she placed her back down the little bean lightly tugged on her hand.

“Nee, Papa, maybe we should get a baby one for imouto-chan too… so when she comes she can match with Mama.”

“That’s a great idea Emi-chan!”

Quickly finding a smaller penguin plush, and paying for them, the two walked out of the store and began to walk to the nearby train station to head home.

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“Wait Papa!”

Ai stopped and looked down in confusion at her daughter as she brought her keys out from her bag.

“What’s the matter Emi-chan?”

“Emiko doesn’t want Mama to see her present...where am I gonna hide it??”

The monkey ruffled the little bean’s hair as she turned and kneeled down in front of her.

“Well we need to make sure Mama can’t see it…Papa’ll cover you until you can find a good place to hide it in your room k?”

“OK…”

She stood back up and unlocked the door instantly being met by an excited Ouji. They both gave the fluffy dog a quick pat on the head as they took off their shoes and awkwardly walked down the hallway.

“Ah, you two are back! Welcome home~!”

Risa gave Ai a grin as she looked up from the show she was watching, only for her expression to change into slight amusement. She opened her mouth to ask what was going on until Ai gave her a wink.

“A certain someone here doesn’t want you to see your birthday gift yet….”

“Ah…is that so?”

She noded as Emiko’s voice followed.

“Mama, could you cover your eyes so you won’t see Emiko’s gift?”

The older bean giggled as she did as she was told.

“Alright, Mama’s not looking.”

The little girl slowly leaned to the side, making sure that her mother kept her promise and quickly dashed to her room with Ouji right behind her to find a place to hide the gifts. With her hands still covering her eyes, Risa giggled at the loud shuffling going about in the little beans room as she felt Ai’s lips gently brush against her own for a brief moment until the older woman set next to her.

“Mou~ that’s not nice of you to sneak a kiss like that on me…”

“Aww…Why not? I don’t get that many chances to sneak some on you these days~”

Risa removed her hands and turned her head towards her lover, only to get attacked by another kiss slightly longer than the first one. It was brought to an early end as soon as Emiko’s door was open again and she quickly ran to her mother.

“I hid it in a really good place Mama so there’s no way you can find it~!”

“Ah~ Is that so? Well I know Mii-chan’s good at hiding things so I’ll believe her.”

The little bean giggled as she hopped on the couch next to her and wrapped her small arms around her waist.

“Was Imouto-chan behaving herself today while Emiko and Papa was gone?”

“Un, she was wondering what you two were doing today.”

“Eh? Really??”

Risa nodded as Emiko carefully rubbed her stomach.

“Well she won’t know until its Mama’s birthday…If I tell her now she might give the surprise away!”

The older bean smiled as she playfully squeezed one of Emiko’s cheeks and rested her head on Ai’s shoulder. She didn’t need much for her upcoming birthday, just having quality time like this was more than enough for her, but seeing how exited Emiko was for it brought that childish impatient feeling back into her again. The excitement of receiving surprise gifts never get old. Emiko was also excited. She wanted to see the look of joy on her Mama’s face as she opened her gift. Perhaps that’s why it’s so hard to find that perfect gift for someone. Now all she’ll have to do is wait for that day…which might be harder than said….
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so this idea just struck me like 3 hrs ago @~@ and i have a midterm on tuesday :panic:i clearly have my priorites in order lol
also i legit need a name for this baby omg lol





Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 10-21-12
Post by: yellow on October 21, 2012, 07:22:41 AM
hey... cool down... it is really a nice one... even though i can't wait for the birth of Imouto-chan...  :nervous
good luck for your mid-term... and again, advance birthday to you  :)
just settle your exam first... i believe we can wait for you to write again when you are really free... ganbate!!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 10-21-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on October 21, 2012, 09:33:11 AM
Gakimama fics are so much fluffy love~! I love it, it's so cute.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 10-21-12
Post by: arisa03 on October 21, 2012, 09:58:18 AM
Hohohohohoho. Risa I bet you Ai wants more than just an "innocent" kiss. Now having 2 Children, getting another opportunity or another is probably going to be hard. 8D
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 10-21-12
Post by: risa_ai on October 21, 2012, 10:33:02 AM

The little girl slowly leaned to the side, making sure that her mother kept her promise and quickly dashed to her room with Ouji right behind her to find a place to hide the gifts. With her hands still covering her eyes, Risa giggled at the loud shuffling going about in the little beans room as she felt Ai’s lips gently brush against her own for a brief moment until the older woman set next to her.

“Mou~ that’s not nice of you to sneak a kiss like that on me…”

“Aww…Why not? I don’t get that many chances to sneak some on you these days~”

Risa removed her hands and turned her head towards her lover, only to get attacked by another kiss slightly longer than the first one.
That made me. XD

It was brought to an early end as soon as Emiko’s door was open again and she quickly ran to her mother.
DAMMIT. **curses** Yo spoil le happy Aigaki timez. ;_________;




LOL. Come back with a fluffeh update soon, kays~
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 10-21-12
Post by: maikeatoot on October 21, 2012, 01:16:34 PM
welcome back :)  :cow: and you're back with a very cute chapter of gaki-mama's birthday !!! yay ! please update more cute chapters !!!  :bow:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 10-21-12
Post by: MsSmigge on October 22, 2012, 05:52:54 PM
Awwww more Gakimama, Aipapa and Emikokid stories  :inlove:

Awwwww this was so cute again  :wub: And a penguin as a present? *Melts* Thats cute~

Well I am just the opposite to you xD I never stress too much about studies and I have no idea how I even passed my high school... I never took anything very seriously (expect history) and somehow I still managed to get through. xD But it's good if you stress a little bit over your studies but don't overdo it! xD Yeah, easier said than done but try your best.  :)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 10-21-12
Post by: kawaii beam on November 20, 2012, 03:33:37 AM
yellow-lol i cant help it im a worry wort. thankfully i passed both midterms with a B ^^

rndy-my stuffs are cute and urs is emotionally draining  :catglare: but you know i love u anyway my jedi master~ :deco:

satsu-lol ai-chan's got no idea XD but you know she'll find her ways ;D

risa_ai-thats what happens when u have kids you, forever cockblocked until they move out of your house XD

maikeatoot-yup and thanks i'll try~

MsSmigge-lol thanks i'm trying not to overkill myself...i keep telling myself 1 more month @~@ and i still need to choose classes for next semester and i havent yet >3>

thanks for the wait guys~ i'll have something for u all in a bit~ :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[She's here!] 11-19-12
Post by: kawaii beam on November 20, 2012, 03:38:11 AM
what you all've been waiting for :cow:

She’s here!

Something felt odd today, but 6 year old Emiko just couldn’t put her finger on it. Everything seemed to be in its orderly fashion, but for one reason or another it felt off. It couldn’t have been because her beloved Papa was out for the past week due to work, and her lovely Mama seemed to be perfectly fine next to her little sister’s more than frequent kicks and moving around in her tummy; everything was the usual for her.

‘So why does Emiko feel like something’s different?’

The little bean scrunched her eyebrows in deep thought as she sat on one of the swings in her school playground. She tried her best to think back to earlier in the morning when her Mama was getting ready to take her to school. She remembered Mama looking a bit more tired than usual but she thought it was probably due to the baby still not keeping still at night and just guessed that she was excited. Thinking hard for a few more minutes, Emiko eventually gave up on trying figuring out what it was that was bothering her, and got off the swings to go play with Yuka-chan before the teacher called for the end of recess.

‘Maybe it’s just nothing at all and Emiko’s just having a silly worry thought.’

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Now she knew something had to be up. It wasn’t everyday that Reina would come and pick up the little bean from school, and for some reason or another kitten didn’t look like her usual confident self. Emiko looked back up at her again as they boarded the train that didn’t seem to be the normal one she usually took with her parents. Reina quickly took out her phone and started furiously tapping on the keypad as the little girl sat on the bench next to her.

“Nekonee-chan, why didn’t Mama come pick Emiko up today?”

“She had to go to visit the doctor…”

The little girl looked down at her colorful sneakers as she scrunched her eyebrows in confusion. She never remembered her Mama talking about going to the doctor this morning…was it because of the baby, or something else entirely?? Like an evil curse?!Emiko’s eyes widened as she gasped at the thought. What if an evil witch casted something on her and she asked Reina to take her to safety?

“Is Mama cursed Nekonee-chan?!”

“Eh?”

The kitten looked down from her phone to meet Emiko’s worried expression. She sighed and shook her head in disagreement.

“No…and why would she be cursed anyway?”

“Cus…Papa told Emiko once that if something bad happens to Mama it’s cus an evil witch tried to put a curse on her, but since Papa was there she saved her, and that’s why imouto-chan moves around so much in Mama’s tummy…. And that only the doctor can help make it not so bad for Mama…”

Reina looked at the child in disbelief and sighed again. Once all of this was over she had to ask Ai just where on earth she was getting all of these crazy ideas from. Speaking of Ai, she looked down at her phone again as another frantic text came through.

‘Speak of the devil.’

“Don’t worry Emi-chan, your Mama’s just fine… We’re actually going to meet her at the hospital anyway.”

She gave the little bean a reassuring pat on the head and was instantly glued back to her phone again.

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“Emiko wants to see Mama…”

“You’ll see her in a bit Emi-chan.”

“But Kamenee-chan said that ages ago~”

Eri gave her a small smile as the two sat in the visitor’s room of the hospital. It had been a little over an hour since her and Reina came and instead of meeting up with the older bean like Reina had said they ran into Sayu and Eri. Before she could ask what was going on though, the trio ushered the little bean into the nearby playroom nearby to talk about something that seemed to be very important. Not soon after the bunny and kitten walked away into the maternity ward while the turtle stayed behind to look after and keep Emiko occupied for the time being.

“Are you guys sure that Mama’s ok? “

“Of course! Would Kamenee-chan lie to Emi-chan?”

“…No…”

“Well there you go~!”

The turtle ruffled the little girl’s hair causing Emiko’s small frown to turn into a small smile. The couples little moment was interrupted when they suddenly heard a familiar voice behind them.

“Ah…Eri…There you are! I came as fast as I could!”

“Papa!”

Emiko got up and ran towards Ai, quickly wrapping her small arms around her waist. Eri stood up and gave Ai a small wave as the little bean started asking Ai a thousand questions a minute about her mother, clearly getting more and more worked up as the time past, and eventually ending up in tears.

“What if Mama doesn’t fight off the curse Papa told Emiko about??”

Ai smiled and knelt down to be at her daughter’s eyelevel as she tried to calm her down.

“Emi-chan, you know Mama’s the toughest Mama in the world right?”

“…Yeah…”

“So do you think Mama would let the evil witch win?”

“No…”

“Well there you go! You need to have faith in Mama! Plus did the others tell you why Mama came here?”

She shook her head as the monkey gently brushed the remaining tears away on the little beans cheeks.

“No…”

“Well, After Mama dropped you off at school it looks like imoutou-chan started telling her that she wanted to meet everyone. Do you know what that means?”

It took the little bean a moment to add up all the pieces together, and when it all added up, her eyes widened and gasped in realization.

“You mean Himeko-chan might be coming today!!”

“Un!”

“And Emiko is gonna be a big sister for real?”

Ai nodded and chuckled as the little bean embraced her in a tight hug. Eri giggled at the scene as Ai picked her daughter up and walked over to the turtle to figure out just how things were going.

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She took in everything as the little baby wiggled and murmured under the pastel pink blanket in her mother’s arms. Her hands looked way tinier than expected, and her hair wasn’t all that long either. And she didn’t look like or smelled like a strawberry at all. Emiko looked up to her Mama who smiled lovingly at the both of them. She looked pretty tired from whatever it was they were doing in the small room while Emiko was forced stayed out for a couple of hours. It had to do with something or another about only grownups being allowed in there, but she’d ask the whys about that later. She was just glad that both her Mama and baby sister were alright.

“Nee, Hime-chan, Emiko’s glad you’re finally here you know…now you can play with me and Ouji!”

Her two parents giggled as the small baby just yawned in response to the little beans statement, making Emiko frown a bit. Risa brought her free hand over to the space left in the big hospital bed where the little bean was sitting and ruffled her bangs.

“She won’t be able to right away Mii-chan. Ouji had to wait for you before he could play with you.”

“I know…Emiko was just telling Hime-chan from now…”

Noticing the time, Ai stood up walking over to the trio, and picked up Emiko.

“Well it’s time to go home Emi-chan. We have to give Mama and Hime-chan some rest.”

“Mou~ already? I want to stay longer Papa~”

“Mii-chan, Mama’s got to rest so she can give Hime-chan the magic potion to grow up to be a big strong girl like you, so when you come visit her tomorrow you can tell her how your school day was. Plus you have to tell Ouji that she’s here now."

The little bean pouted as she heard her Mama’s words while Ai just raised an eyebrow in confusion. It wasn’t like her lover to be the one to try and try to be imaginative to get their daughter to listen. Maybe the birthing made her act out of character, yeah it had to be.

“Magic potion?”

“Un, so you go home with Papa and come back tomorrow ok?”

“…Ok..”

“Good girl.”

Risa smiled as Ai leaned in to give her a quick gentle kiss on the lips as well as on Himeko’s small head, and then let Emiko lean in for her own kisses.

“I’ll let you know when we’re home ok?”

“Alright, make it home safe Ai-chan.”

She nodded and turned to leave the room as she carried Emiko who waved goodbye to her mother and new sister for the last time that night. By the time they had exited the hospital and got on the train to head home, little Emiko was fast asleep on Ai’s lap. Her Papa couldn’t blame her though, with school and then the craziness of the baby coming as well as her herself rushing from a rehearsal to get there in time, the whole day seemed too had drained the both of them.

Threading her fingers through her daughter’s hair, Ai leaned back and rested her head on the train’s wall behind her as a huge grin began to grow. She was now the proud parent of two daughters, and it also meant that eventually she could have her lovely Risa back to herself again. She couldn’t wait to start her new life with her 3 princesses.

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i wonder if anyone will notice that this one kinda has a conection to a previous gakimama part :deco: and this is actually kinda long~~ :cow: :cow: :cow:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[She's here!] 11-19-12
Post by: yellow on November 20, 2012, 04:02:41 AM
the connection part... do you mean the magic potion part?  XD
anyway, finally... our long awaiting Himeko-chan is here  :P
and i wonder how would Aichan being so amazing to come up with those creative made-ups...
i wonder when Aichan's 4th princess will appear?

i want to see Emiko-chan unintentionally see Gakimama to do the feeding to her little sister and questioned the process during her next visit  XD ... because curious Emiko is always so cute... :cow:

yellow-lol i cant help it im a worry wort. thankfully i passed both midterms with a B ^^
i'm glad that you have passed your midterms  :thumbsup and thanks for the update :cathappy:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[She's here!] 11-19-12
Post by: arisa03 on November 20, 2012, 06:17:33 AM
Dawwwwwwww. ; A ; That was so cute and diabetic. xD Would've been funny if Risa gave birth with Ai in there, all the cusses omg. LOL
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[She's here!] 11-19-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on November 20, 2012, 08:54:12 AM
I love it! Love it, love it! Definitely need more EmiHime bonding timez and, of course, more Takagaki. :heart: :heart:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[She's here!] 11-19-12
Post by: risa_ai on November 20, 2012, 09:21:35 AM
Lol, that was cute. xD what if Ai was there when Risa gave birth. Then Risa would be all like, 'AICHAN I HATE YOU FOR THE PAIN. U AND YOUR STUPID FAIRYTALE STORIES. YOU AND YOUR SILLY ANTICS. OUCH.' xD ohgawd, then Ai would be pouting and all, and be talking to herself. xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[She's here!] 11-19-12
Post by: kawaii beam on November 25, 2012, 01:47:56 AM
yellow- nope, i didnt mean that~ you might want to read back on some of the other gakimama stories to try and help u out...theres atleast 2 things in this one that kinda linked to others
lol well aichan's got that childlikeness about her, like risa has it too ofcourse but ai seems to let it out more lol plus usually with kids you have to find ways to be creative with them when u cant tell them certian things cus they're too young. i mean i had to tell my 7 yr old godsister once that this alchohool her mom was drinking was only a special juice that grownups could drink ^^; thankfully we left it at that lol
idk if a 4th princess will be around anytime soon, i think risa would like to be pregnant free for a good while XDD

satsu-i'm glad u like it :3LOL who didnt say ai went in after she made sure emiko was ok? im sure she must've gotten an earfull but not as much as what poor tanashige got XD and i might write an omake about what was going on in there if the modivation hits me lol

rndy-glad u love it~ and there will be dont worry

risa_ai-she was, i just didnt bother writing it lol but after she checked on emi-chan she went in the delivery room and got quite an earfull ^^;

thanks guys~ :deco:

a pervy present for a pervy person which i love dearly~ :deco:
http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=29217.msg1123477#msg1123477 (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=29217.msg1123477#msg1123477)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[She's here!] 11-19-12
Post by: yellow on November 25, 2012, 02:10:28 AM
about your feedback,
after reading it, it just "rings"  back to me... ok understood  :P sorry i also a bit forgetful since that time when i comment your stuff, i was in my period of distressing as my exams just gotten over no longer ago.  :nervous

about the 4th princess, i can understand if she is going to be appear too soon, Gakimama gonna eat up Aipapa sooner.
so, i can wait for her appearance as long as she will be appearing. and I also want to see the sisters interactions and their parents' adult raburabu and got cockblocked(?!) along the way  :heart:

about your latest update,
i have read... and yups, i like how you have make gaki dominant and the cat shy to her lover's dominance XD

and lastly,
i can't wait for that omake that Aipapa got a good earful from Gakimama XD update sooner :P
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[She's here!] 11-19-12
Post by: MsSmigge on November 25, 2012, 02:46:50 AM
Awwwww GakimamaAipapa fic  :inlove: :inlove:

Emiko got a babysister  :wub: Maybe, you can write a fic about them when they are older and causing grey hair for their parents because they are so superhyper together xD

And finally it was Risa with the "oh so great explanation about some stuff" xD First, I was sure it was Ai speaking about magic potions... xD

Cute fic again. I am a very bad sucker for fluffy fics and these are very nice to read <3
And yeah, don't kill yourself with the stduies xD They are important but so are some other things.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[She's here!] 11-19-12
Post by: kawaii beam on December 11, 2012, 05:19:18 AM
yellow-its alright, i'm distressing over my own finals and last min assignments @~@ i still dont think a 4th princess will be here for a very long time lol 2 kids will be hard enough XD
thanks for that ^^ i love that artist's works and it always seems to modiavte me, i just wish more of her stuff was translated. and hopefully i'll get to that omake...hopefully

MsSmigge-LOL i was thinking that, but...idk im not all that good at older type things..if that even makes sense ^^;
yup lol blame it on the whole birthing process...or medications...or that risa just couldnt bother giving a real reason lol
thanks :3

Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Xmas List] 12-10-12
Post by: kawaii beam on December 11, 2012, 05:22:06 AM
Christmas List



Little footsteps thumped loudly behind Risa as she walked into the living room where Ai, was watching T.V while gently rocking the sleeping Himeko in her arms. Luckily the little baby was a pretty heavy sleeper unlike her older sister, so Emiko’s rambunctious actions didn’t wake her.

“But Mama, if we don’t send it now, Santa-san will never get it~!”

Ai watched in amusement as the little bean followed her mother from one room to the next. Emiko had spent the last two weeks, writing, and decorating her Christmas letter for Santa this year and had been asking each and every day since she finished to take it to the post office. The only thing was unlike the previous years, the little girl didn’t want to share just what it was she wanted. The two had tried everything to fish it out of her, but she was just too stubborn.

“Mii-chan, I already told you, we still have enough time to send it…plus you won’t even show Mama or Papa…”

“That’s cus it’s a surprise! And that would ruin it, Nee Papa?”

She stiffened a bit from her name being called and looked over to the little bean who had stopped her trailing right in front of her, hopelessly waiting for a response. Giving a quick nod, Emiko quickly ran back to following her mother.

“See, even Papa agrees with me!”

“But what if Santa-san doesn’t bring Mii-chan the presents she wants this year?”

“But he will! You’ll see when it comes on Christmas!”

Risa sighed as she walked over to her lover who just gave her a small smile in return. There was no way she was going to help her in this one. It was pretty fun just watching Emiko follow the bean until she got her way. Eventually, the little bean gave up and stomped over to Ai with her arms crossed and a frown planted on her small face. She said nothing as Emiko huffed and puffed her cheeks, just patiently waiting for the right moment.

“Mama’s not fair!”

“Well…Mama does have a point…”

“But Emiko wants to keep it a surprise for her…plus Mama likes surprises…”

“How about you tell papa what you wrote for Santa and I’ll promise I won’t tell Mama.”

The little bean uncrossed her arms and gave the idea a thought. If she told Papa then more than half of her list would be given away…but on the plus side she wouldn’t tell, and they probably could get the letter in the mail on time….

“Ok…I’ll tell you…but you have to pinky swear that you won’t tell Mama!”

“Un, Papa promises”

Emiko grinned and eagerly climbed onto the couch next to Ai, leaning in to whisper her wishes. As she nodded and hummed away, she noticed her lover watching from across the room with an amused expression on her face. Risa winked as Emiko sat back asking if Ai had gotten all what she had said.

“Yeah...Papa got it…Now go get ready, so we can take Ouji for a walk and send off that letter nee?”

“You mean it?”

“Of course!”

“Yay~~!"

The little bean quickly gasped at her sudden outburst and covered her mouth, but it was too late and before the pair knew it little Himeko’s cries started to fill the room. Ai quickly tried to sooth the baby, but had no luck. The little bean watched as Risa walked over to take her little sister out of her father’s arms. She mumbled an apology, clearly forgetting that she couldn’t be as loud as she used to be.

“It’s alright Mii-chan, you go with Papa and when you two come back we’ll watch a movie.”

“Ok…”

As she hopped off the couch and ran to her room, Ai looked up at the bean. Himeko had finally calmed down from being woken up and Risa looked over to her lover with that signature smile that she only kept for her.

“You better go get ready too, before Mii-chan gives you a lecture about taking to long”

“Well if she does I know just where she got it from- Ouch!”

The monkey quickly rubbed her stinging shoulder and frowned while Risa gave her a quick sharp glare only for it to melt away instantly.

“I also know where she gets her spoiled side from…not that I mind though. Now go get ready…or you won’t get a surprise of your own later tonight~”

Ai’s eyes went wide in realization of the beans words as she gave her a wink and smiled over to Emiko who ran back into the living room with her letter in hand.  The little bean noticed her Papa’s strange expression and then at her Mama’s loving smile. She shrugged it off and went to get Ouji’s leash. Maybe on the way to the post office she could ask Papa what all that was about, and maybe show her just exactly what presents she was talking about.

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got this idea from my godsister, i love her so much lol
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Xmas List] 12-10-12
Post by: rndmnwierd on December 11, 2012, 05:29:37 AM
Omg yay! You finished it. It's as cute as I thought it would be. I just love how clueless little kids are. And the MamaPapa love there at the end! But, boy, is that going to be one awkward walk to the post office! XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Xmas List] 12-10-12
Post by: risa_ai on December 11, 2012, 06:47:07 AM
Awww~ YOU GO KAWAIIBEAMMMMUUUUU. Dang, Emiko better not write that she wants another sibling or something. xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Xmas List] 12-10-12
Post by: arisa03 on December 11, 2012, 12:46:09 PM
Ai better have some more "K Rated" stories for the small bean for when she asks what's going to happen later, hahahah. XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Xmas List] 12-10-12
Post by: MsSmigge on December 14, 2012, 07:22:51 PM
Again, I can't say anything else but CUTE!  :inlove: :inlove:

Aaaand my favorite part:
There was no way she was going to help her in this one. It was pretty fun just watching Emiko follow the bean until she got her way.

Ai, you're evil!

Aaaand this one:
"Now go get ready…or you won’t get a surprise of your own later tonight~”
*ahem* yeah... XD


This really made my evening again. Thanks for this!  :)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Xmas List] 12-10-12
Post by: yellow on December 15, 2012, 03:26:44 AM
i like how little bean follow her mama around just get her wishlist being posted  XD

i just wonder how papa Ai going to use another fairytale to explain to little bean on what her mama's gift for her later in the night  XD

kawaii, i still hope to read the child labor OMAKE on Mama Gaki cursing Papa Ai  soon  :cry:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Xmas List] 12-10-12
Post by: kawaii beam on December 24, 2012, 05:11:53 AM
rndy-yupz :3 kids are clueless but pretty smart too nee? lol that walk would be interesting XD

risa_ai-lol 1 sibling is enough for now XD

satsu- im sure she will, after an internal spazz attack

MsSmigge-thanks :3 and im happy it made u feel good :3

yellow-im still not sure on that omake but im happy you liked this one :3

new pervy thing here
http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=29217.msg1134916#msg1134916 (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=29217.msg1134916#msg1134916)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Water] 3-8-13
Post by: kawaii beam on March 08, 2013, 07:10:54 AM
I

AM

ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!! :cow:

i'm sorry its been so long since i last posted here guys, school made it hard to focus but with both of my mini term classes done (and passed with good grades) and 1 full term class i now have time to write~

Water


‘That set list sounds great~! I wish I could be there to hear it’

‘I wish you could too…I’m kind of nervous though… ;3;’

‘Eh~ how come? You did rehearse didn’t you?’

‘Not really…we never had time to with all of the staff so I rehearsed at home’

‘Ah…well if it’s Gaki-san I’m sure you’ll do fine!’


Risa smiled to herself as she replied back to her girlfriend. She was currently relaxing in the bath after a long day on location doing a recording for a show. As much as she wished she could’ve spent Valentine ’s Day with the one she loved, texting her Ai-chan would be enough for now. She leaned back in the tub letting her tired body loosen up more as her phone lit up again, giving the familiar tone that she had set for Ai.

‘Are you still in the bath? If you are, you should make sure you don’t fall asleep, or drop your phone’

The bean puffed her cheeks, replying back in a slightly spoiled tone.

‘Says the one who happens to do so on a regular basis~’

‘Oi! That was one time that happened! It wasn’t my fault Yui-chan had to barge in for something~ ‘


Her chuckles slightly echoed in the small room as she could imagine Ai frowning in her bedroom, possibly mumbling to herself about that last phone accident a while back. Shifting again, Risa tried to change the grip of holding her phone when it suddenly slipped from her hands.

Her eyes when wide as she watched her beloved iphone splashed into the bath water with a loud plop. She felt like it was happening in slowmotion, but it quickly ended when a loud guyish scream came out from her lips.

“UAHH! NO!!”

She quickly grabbed the phone before it reached the bottom of the tub and desperately tried to dry it off with a nearby towel, but it was too late, her sweet white iphone which she treated like a child was gone, and right when she was having a conversation with Ai-chan! Risa brought her head down in shame when she suddenly heard a knock on the door.

“Risa-chan, is everything alright?”

-----------------------------------

After telling her Mama what happened and getting the usual ‘I told you so’ lectures, Risa eventually got a new phone. Thankfully she had backed up her items and a few days later everything was back to normal. She even had enough time in her hectic work schedule to meet up with Ai for a little date.

“Ah~ So that’s what happened, haven’t I even told you before that it’s not smart to text while you’re in the bath?”

“…Un…”

“So why didn’t you listen to me Risa-chan?”

The bean didn’t answer at first; she was still clearly embarrassed about the whole thing and didn’t even know why she dropped it in the first place. Ai took notice of the younger girl’s quietness and brought her hand over to give Risa a soft pat on the head. She loved it when her Risa got a little careless, and the childlike behavior that came with it.

“I told you already I thought I could hold it well and not drop it…it never happened before…”

“But it did happen nee?”

Risa sighed and puffed her cheeks. Ai gave her another pat on the head and leaned closer to give her a brief kiss on the cheek. Just a few more teasings and she’d be complete. It felt good to be the one not lectured about things this time

‘Yup it feels good indeed’.

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i got this idea from reading a translation on risa's blog and finding out sometime early last  month risa said she droped her iphone in water, tho she didsnt specify how and got a new one a few days later
im sorry its so short n bad...im megga rusty ;3;
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Water] 3-8-13
Post by: kuro_808 on March 08, 2013, 07:59:36 AM
Lol risa

Aichan ftw

Posted by the mento Hawaiian

Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Water] 3-8-13
Post by: rndmnwierd on March 08, 2013, 08:12:20 AM
Ah~! You didn't tell me you had finished this! It's short and sweet~ Lol, poor Risa
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Water] 3-8-13
Post by: MsSmigge on March 08, 2013, 08:41:33 AM
You're back!!! Yay!! :cow:

Haha, Ai-chan took all the victory when she was the one to scold Risa XD

This was cute~ :wub: Hopefully, you have time to write more of your stories and it's also good to hear that you did well with your school things! :)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Water] 3-8-13
Post by: risa_ai on March 08, 2013, 09:33:38 AM
YOU'RE BACK. <3

Awww... As much as how sweet this oneshot is, Risa dropping her iphone in water is just  XD XD XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Water] 3-8-13
Post by: arisa03 on March 10, 2013, 01:54:53 AM
One drop and all you had to do is take a photo of your face and say that you're going to the provider to get a replacement.

WELL THEN RISA.

;D This has been cute.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Water] 3-8-13
Post by: kawaii beam on April 04, 2013, 07:39:55 AM
will reply to these later/tomorrow just here to post that i wrote a new perv~

http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=29217.msg1169686#msg1169686 (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=29217.msg1169686#msg1169686)

off to bed i go
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Water] 3-8-13
Post by: kawaii beam on April 29, 2013, 04:31:27 AM
overdue replys~ :deco:

kuro-clumbsy risa is the best risa lol

rndy-thanks~ :deco:

MsSmigge-yes, im sorry it's taken so long to reply ;3; lol it's nice for ai to be the one not scollded at huh? thanks ;3;

risa_ai-lol i'll say it again clumbsy risa is the best XD

satsu-lol thanks~

now to edit n post~~~~~~~
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Backshot] 4-28-13
Post by: kawaii beam on April 29, 2013, 04:43:36 AM
this oneshot's based on another amano shininta work that you can find here: http://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/backshot#1 (http://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/backshot#1)
im actually happy its not a pervy one this time ^^;

Backshot


A window seat was usually the best seat in class. You had a front row seat to what was going on in the outside world when the lesson was starting to get boring, and find a way to peak at your peers through the reflection when no one was looking. It was the perfect spot. But the lucky student who was currently at this special seat wasn’t even looking out there. Nope, Niigaki Risa was actually looking at the back of the girl that was right in front of her.

It had become a habit for the bean since the first day of the school’s three day summer supplementary basic math lesson to see just what color Takahashi Ai from class C had on. Now the younger girl made sure to tell herself that it wasn’t perverted of her or her own fault that the rumored “Good Girl” 3rd year Drama Club president wore such brightly colored bras through her thin white summer uniform. Risa couldn’t help but look at it when it was right in front of her; plus who would even think of wearing such colors to school when everyone could see it?

The bean rested her chin on her hand as she faintly heard the teacher try to silence the busy classroom to get class started. The day before yesterday it was light blue with white polka dots, the day before that it was a solid yellow-green, and now today, it was a soft shade of pink in a checkered pattern. She squinted her eyes as she tried and stop the light blush that was coming onto her checks. The glare from the summer sun outside began to shine past the thin clouds, not helping this sudden light headed feeling she was getting.

“….I know you guys had to come during your precious summer holiday, but I still need you to stay sharp, so you can go home feeling like you’ve learned something! Now before we get started, let me do the attendance….”

As the teacher began to call names out, and start the lesson Risa’s mind began to wander again. She wasn’t sure just what she learned in these past three days.
If anything it was that she and math weren’t a good combination at all. She looked down at the huge mass of equations on her desk and already felt a headache brewing. Glancing back up to see Takahashi’s back, Risa also came to learn that the older girl in front of her wears blue-green-pink bras that show through her clothes….

‘Ahh that’s not going to help me pass math though… focus Risa!!’

Risa gave a loud sigh as she slumped forward in her desk, causing some of her papers to shift and her eraser to fall of her desk. Mumbling to herself, she didn’t notice the sudden poke on her head. The bean lazily looked up to meet Ai handing her the rainbow colored rubber.

“Hey, you dropped this.”

The bean sat up and was ready to say her thanks when she suddenly noticed the familiar pink checkered pattern out in plain sight under the older girls arm. She felt her body heat up again as she stuttered a thank you and let Ai place the eraser back into her suddenly sweaty palms. Ai gave her a small smile and turned back to her work as the bean took another sigh to calm herself down. She never really noticed until that moment just how white Ai’s skin was. It wasn’t extremely pail but wasn’t as dark as her own skin either. It couldn’t be helped though, due to the bean being in the school’s basketball team, many practices were done outside. Even sunscreen didn’t work on her easily tanned skin. She looked back at her tan skin and then over to Ai. The older girl’s high ponytail swung side to side as she thought over a problem. Her eyes darted back down to her back to see that soft pink colored bra.

‘Ugh, why am I even getting worked up over a bra? It’s not like it’s my first time seeing one…and I’m wearing one too…’

Risa was used to seeing bras, it was a common thing in the girls locker room, and it wasn’t unusual to hear the other girls talk about what brands and colors and sizes there were so was it suddenly a bother to her? The bean closed her eyes for a few seconds as she felt her head starting to spin once again. It was just too hot to focus on the math work. She opened her eyes and looked at the pink bra once again. Something in her made her want to suddenly un-hook the older girl’s bra, and see just what her reaction would be to it. Closing her eyes again, Risa suddenly heard the teachers loud voice boom from behind her.

“NIIGAKI! STOP SPACING OUT!”

The younger girl snapped her eyes open and quickly stood up as she apologized. She suddenly stood still as she looked down at her math paper and saw a few dark red drips on her math paper, only to feel another run down from her nose. Noticing what happened, the teacher quickly asked if she was alright and gave her a few tissues to help stop the bleeding. Everything happened so fast that before she knew it, Ai was walking her to the infirmary. The bean followed the older girl as she kept the tissues over the lower half of her face. She felt totally embarrassed that all of this had to happen and wondered if it was just God’s way of getting her back for those thoughts earlier.

“Takahashi-san…”

“Yeah?”

“I-I’m sorry that you have to accompany me…”

“It’s alright, I don’t mind at all really, plus it wouldn’t be wise to let you go by yourself.”

Feeling herself getting light headed again, Risa stopped by a nearby concrete pillar.

“Do you mind if I rest here for a second?”

“Sure.”

The bean leaned her head on the cool hard surface, sighing and closing her in pleasure at the welcoming cool sensation. She turned her back to Ai who just watched and waited patiently for a while until she took a few steps closer and reached out to suddenly undo the bean’s bra. Risa gasped and quickly turned around, letting go of the tissues that covered her nose to hold onto her loose bra. Ai looked at her in shock, but then suddenly started to giggle as she saw how red the younger girl’s cheeks were getting and apologized.

“Sorry…I thought that would make you feel better…”

“Wait…E-Eh?!”

Noticing that Risa’s nosebleed hadn’t stopped yet, Ai reached into her skirt’s pocket and gave the bean her handkerchief. Risa gave her a confused look for a few seconds, causing Ai to urge her to take it before she got blood on her uniform. The bean cautiously took it with her right hand and placed it on her nose while still using her left arm to keep her open bra in place.

‘Just what’s her problem? Maybe this is God just getting me back for earlier…or she’s just air-headed….’

Ai smiled as she watched Risa struggle to get re-hook her bra for a few minutes. It was pretty amusing seeing the bean try and reach the loose straps behind her back, and eventually the older girl gave in and offered her help. Risa looked down at the ground and gave a slow nod as she turned around. She shivered as she felt Ai’s hands go under her shirt and barely touch her heated skin as she easily hooked the bra back into place.

“There~ Done!”

“…Thanks”

Risa leaned back onto the cool pillar again (with her back away from Ai this time), and sat on the floor. Ai quickly followed her movements and sat in silence as they listened to the birds and summer bugs chirp along outside. Ai was the first to break the silence, looking over to the slightly nervous bean, who just looked at her decorated school slippers.

“How are you feeling? Did the bleeding stop?”

“…I think so…sorry for ruining your handkerchief…”

“Don’t worry about it… even if it was my favorite one….”

The bean flinched as she quickly took the cloth off of her nose and looked down to see a big splotch of red on it. Regret started to seep into her as she started to wonder just how much worse this day could get. Noticing Risa’s sudden frown Ai patted her shoulder and smiled when the bean looked over.

“I’m just kidding, I don’t mind, really…”

“Are you sure?”

Ai gave her a firm nod, causing the bean to give a relived smile in return.

“Are you sure you don’t need to go to the infirmary?”

“Yeah, I’m used to getting nosebleeds; it was just my fault for not being careful about it…”

“I see… So were you thinking about something perverted?”

“E-EH?! N-NO WAY!”

Risa instantly stood up, quickly denying the older girl’s question. Ai chuckled as she looked up in amusement. It was pretty amusing to see Risa’s reactions, no matter how big or little they were. Trying to get her composure back, Risa sighed and put her hand on her forehead.

“That seat’s right under the sun…it was hot and I felt dizzy…I guess I just didn’t drink enough water this morning…”

“Ah, Is that so? I wouldn’t expect that from you…”

Ai stood up and turned to the open window that was right next to the pillar. Risa watched her as Ai’s eye’s followed the cars driving by on the street.

“I thought you were used to direct sunlight, with being in the basketball club and all…”

The bean hummed in agreement. It was true, but she couldn’t really do anything about it if she didn’t have enough water in her...suddenly a question popped in her mind.

“Wait…how did you know I’m in the basketball club?”

The older girl didn’t say anything at first, causing Risa to worry until, Ai suddenly gasped and quickly placed her hands over her mouth in shock. Risa blinked in confusion at first, wondering if Ai was alright, but she realized that the older girls face was turning pink…even her ears were getting dark! It was then that maybe Risa wasn’t the only one who was keeping watch.

‘Oh…’

She was sure that little slip of the tongue wasn’t leant from just staring at someone’s back. Ai nervously looked over at Risa’s own pink face as she watched the gears in the beans head slowly start to turn. Risa opened her mouth as she realized that Ai was still looking at her nervously.

“Uhh…Would you like to walk home together and maybe get some ice-cream….?”

It was Ai’s turn to look in confusion, as Risa gave her a small smile as she nervously rubbed the back of her neck. Ai smiled back as she gave a nod.

“Sure.”

Even though the supplementary math lessons only lasted for 3 days, on that last day, Risa was sure she learned something. It might not have been those complex equations, but as she and Ai took a bite out of their recently bought ice-cream bars under the hot summer sun, she knew that perhaps a certain something called love was about to begin. And it was all thanks to a backshot.

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finally, 200000000000 yrs later i have something for you guys! im sorry it's been so long ;3;. i've been feeling pretty down about alot of things lately which was why i havent been able to write much things. i can proudly say tho that i passed my class with an A and with school now done for the semester i can hopefully write again with no worries!  for anyone that's even still reading my fail stuff and patiently wait for it, i just wanna say that i'm ubber thankfull and am happy that you put up with my silly self;3;
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Backshot] 4-28-13
Post by: AmberSan on April 29, 2013, 07:44:29 AM
I love teenage Takagaki stories  :wub:
It's nice to know Risa wasn't the only one staring.  :roll:

great one again  :thumbsup
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Backshot] 4-28-13
Post by: MsSmigge on April 29, 2013, 08:12:39 AM
You know, though this is not a perv story, it's still so sweet and kawaii that it caused me this:  :on bleed:

Well, maybe because it's takagaki it also made my nose bleed, lol. XD
But I really like these manga based one shots~ You can make them so sweet and cute  :wub:

If anything it was that she and math weren’t a good combination at all. She looked down at the huge mass of equations on her desk and already felt a headache brewing.

I can so feel your pain, Risa. I am very bad at math and even hearing someone say it out loud, I get a headache XD

And now that you have done your school with good grades, you can happily write more of this sweetness to us all to read~ Nee?  :on gay:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Backshot] 4-28-13
Post by: H!PShipper on April 29, 2013, 01:29:15 PM
Very sweet. Lol backshots are a perfect way to start a relationship lol
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Backshot] 4-28-13
Post by: rndmnwierd on April 29, 2013, 01:59:23 PM
So cute~! Secretly perverted Risa is adorable.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Backshot] 4-28-13
Post by: risa_ai on April 30, 2013, 10:57:40 AM
Risa is such a pervert.  :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: AND AI IS ONE TOO.  :smhid :smhid
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Backshot] 4-28-13
Post by: arisa03 on May 01, 2013, 03:44:50 AM
At least it's just 20000000 years for you, it's been 4800000 years for me, and I still haven't made a comeback that's AiGaki. LOLOL This was really cute. Doubled over at the "I'm wearing one too..." LMAO. xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Backshot] 4-28-13
Post by: alwaysYou on May 01, 2013, 03:03:06 PM
^make a comeback then  :lol:


Always love Teenager AiGaki and Kid AiGaki  :twothumbs
And pervert Gaki WIN..
Bra lover..  XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Backshot] 4-28-13
Post by: kawaii beam on May 10, 2013, 06:14:00 AM
AmberSan-thanks~  :deco:

MsSmigge-lol it was that good?? thanks ;3; and math isnt my greatest subject either @~@

H!PShipper-thanks, and lol i know right? XD

rndy-thanks as always~! and yes lol unintetional perverted risa is the best

risa_ai-arnt we all just a bit perverted? XD

satsu-lol i see what u did there with that number ;D lol but i hope you know im patiently waiting for your comeback k? :3 thanks :deco:

alwaysYou-lol thanks~ :deco:

now to edit n post~~
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Allergies] 5-10-13
Post by: kawaii beam on May 10, 2013, 06:21:23 AM
Allergies


Spring was always a blessing and a curse for Risa. It was like the beauty of nature as well as the ever changing weather was out for her or something; especially when it came to spring. Her work schedule also wasn’t helping her poor small allergy prone body either. The bean even thought she’d loose her voice by the time she had a bit of a break from play practices, meetings. Something that would’ve just been a normal hay fever allergy turned into a big annoying pain in the ass need to get medicine from the doctor at past 1 am hay fever allergy.

Thankfully this night she had her Ai-chan with her to keep her company from this miserable allergy. She tried not to cough to hard as she snuggled closer to Ai who gently rubbed the beans back in response. They were resting on Ai’s couch watching a well over due planed drama marathon with Risa wrapped up in her signature Mickey blanket fighting against the anti histamine medicine she had taken earlier.

“We can go lay down if you want to Risa…”

The bean quickly shook her head, causing Ai to frown in response.

“…I want to stay up with Ai-chan…”

“But you need your rest Risa.”

It was Risa’s turn to frown as she fought back a yawn when the older girl looked over at her. The two stared at each other for a few moments. Ai’s dark brown pair of eyes told the bean to listen to her and get sleep, while Risa’s own milk chocolate pair told Ai that it was nothing to worry about. Eventually the monkey had enough and got up from the couch. She sighed and quickly picked up the bean bridal style, who tried to stop her in the process but quickly lost the will to fight back as a small coughing fit came over her.

Ai quickly carried her girlfriend to her room and placed her under the covers. She left the room for a few seconds to turn off the television and DVD player only to come back to see the bean still frowning at her with her Mickey blanket now bunched up in her arms.

“What’s the matter?”                 

“…”

“Risa…”

The younger girl stayed quiet when Ai called her name again. Ai sighed and left the room again mumbling something about getting tea for the both of them before heading to bed. Risa yawned loudly and brushed back the big mass of hair that were her extremely long bangs behind her ear. She knew she shouldn’t really take out her misery on the monkey, but she couldn’t help it. But even then she felt a bit of guilt poking at her conscience.

“I’ll apologize to Ai-chan once she comes back…”

Leaning on the headboard, Risa let out a large yawn as she felt her eyelids get heavier and heavier with each blink. Before she knew it, the bean was fast asleep with her head slumped down to the side. Ai came back carefully carrying 2 mugs of tea, when she looked up to see the resting Risa. Smiling and, letting out a sigh, the older girl placed the mugs on her bedside table and carefully sat on her bed.

She gently removed the Mickey blanket, and carefully repositioned her girlfriend’s body to lie down on her back. Then, she turned off her lights and lay next to the sleeping bean. She knew that Risa’s bratty side didn’t come out much, and as much as it was troublesome to get the sick and stubborn girl to do things, she couldn’t really stay mad about it.

Ai brought her hand on Risa’s cheek, automatically smiling when she noticed the bean snuggle closer to her. She wrapped her arm around the bean’s waist and closed her eyes as she hoped that Risa’s allergies would lighten up a bit in the morning.

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forever writing short stuff lol

i decided to make this based on a song at 1st but then scrapped that thought. its also kinda based on when risa was getting mega pwned by allergies a few weeks back and made a blog post about it. i feel like i strive on blog posts for ideas now but lately many translators for the post i read are bussy or something esle so translated posts take longer ;3; (tho i will say i wanna do a story on one that i could understand just cus of the pic itself but i wont say wich one~)

lastly i think i really do have a big thing with having aigaki chilling on beds and couches being lazy butts like myself...i really do need more of a social life
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Allergies] 5-10-13
Post by: risa_ai on May 10, 2013, 01:35:54 PM
I'm deprived of aigaki this came at the right time. ♡♡ Adorable aigaki is adorable.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Allergies] 5-10-13
Post by: MsSmigge on May 11, 2013, 09:44:33 AM
You know, every time I start to reply to your stories, I want to start with a huge "AWWWW!" XD

I think I have said it many times, but I say it again: Your stories are just too cute  :wub:

Ai-chan taking care of her Risa or vice a versa is also something which makes me melt~
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Allergies] 5-10-13
Post by: arisa03 on May 11, 2013, 11:48:56 AM
Well... hay fever sucks mad = 3= but at least Risa has an Ai-chan to take care of her ;DDD Thanks for waiting for my comeback, don't know when that is though. xD This was cute as always, dat brat. Yeahhh xD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Allergies] 5-10-13
Post by: H!PShipper on May 11, 2013, 09:30:59 PM
Cute!!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Allergies] 5-10-13
Post by: kawaii beam on May 18, 2013, 05:54:32 AM
replys~ :deco:

risa_ai-thanks~ ;3;

MsSmigge-thanks~! there's still lots of times i dont think my stuff is cute at all cus im sure others here write way cuter than me ;3;

satsu-yup sucks lots ;3; and aichan is lucky. well when that happens i'll be happy! and thanks ;3;

H!PShipper-thanks!

now edit n post time
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[longish title] 5-18-13
Post by: kawaii beam on May 18, 2013, 06:03:33 AM
im starting to wonder if i should shorten my subject title lol anywho~


Handwritten Feelings


A soft sigh escaped Ai’s lips as she typed the last few sentences of a recent blog post on her laptop. She skimmed it over a few times, and sent it to her manager to make sure it was okay to post before closing the tab and opening another to look at some possibly new accessories to add to her never-ending closet. The boredom of browsing eventually got to her as she looked around the hospital room that would somewhat be her home for the next week or two.

It had only been a few days since she had the vocal cord nodules surgery, and even though she was supposed to take a break, she just felt extremely restless. This resting was totally different from her usual breaks if she was sick or had a sprain. At least during those times she could voice out her opinions to herself her sister, or whoever was in hearing distance, but now it was totally different.

She looked over to the small heart shaped white board that was given to her as a gift by her girlfriend and felt a small smile creep up on her face remembering when she got it a few days before her surgery. It was cute seeing the bean’s expression change from being shy about the gift; to being slightly mad at her for poking fun about it being heart shaped. If it was up to her, Ai wouldn’t mind looking at her lovers face all day. Plus she hadn’t seen that cute face in what felt centuries. With the bean being busy with work, and her own personal things, she hadn’t seen Ai since the surgery, unless it was through the small screen of their iphones. The older girl was missing her bad, and pixilated images could only do so much after all.

If only this vocal cord nodule didn’t happen, she could probably be off snuggling with her lover, or maybe eating out somewhere…in short, she just wished that her lovesickness for the bean would never go away. She looked through old pictures of the two of them on her phone. Some were 2 or even 3 years old, while others were as recent as a few weeks ago; just seeing that cute loving smile alone made Ai weak. It made her wonder just how she could have such a pretty being like Risa.

Even now she felt like her heart would give out from the love she had for Risa. The bean could do the simplest things and she just couldn’t take it. She loved how the bean dotted after her when she acted careless (which were many times) as well as when Risa had her own spoiled moments.

Another small sigh came out as she reached for the board, and marker. She hadn’t really used it yet, since she either nodded to the doctors and nurses, or used her phone or laptop to answer her manager or friends and family. She looked up to the ceiling for a brief moment, trying to think of what to draw on it, when her phone’s text chime suddenly went off.

“Nee~ How are you feeling today? I’m coming over to visit you in a bit~!”

It was Risa! Ai’s smile grew wide as she eagerly replied back to the text.

” I’m ok. I can’t wait to see you!”

The monkey didn’t have to wait long until she heard the sound of a soft knock on her door and the bean’s voice mumbling her entrance. She felt her heart race with every step until the bean came up to her bed and affectionately called her name.

“Ai-chan~!”

Ai grinned at her as she scooted in her bed a bit to give the bean some space to sit, and stretched out her hands as if asking for a hug, which she received instantly. The bean gently patted her head as Ai hugged her a little tighter, not wanting to let her go. They stayed like this for a while; both being thankful that words went really needed for a moment like this. Ai closed her eyes, feeling glad that she got to touch her lover again. Even if this was selfish, she just wanted to hide Risa in her embrace like this, and look at just her for all eternity.

The couple parted, and Risa lovingly ruffled Ai’s bangs and giggled when the older girl scrunched up her face in slight disapproval of the action.

“Your hair’s a mess Ai-chan…did you even bother to brush it today?”

Ai nodded her head as the bean tried her best to detangle some of her messy locks with her fingers. It gave her a chance to look at the bean who was wearing her fake oversized brown glasses with a blue buttoned top that was tied and tucked in at the bottom, along with white lace shorts that showed off her slim legs. Ai looked back up to Risa’s face and smiled as the bean finished her little hand brushing and placed both of her hands on her lap. She looked back down as she looked for her marker and started writing onto the mini white board, turning it over to show the bean when she was finished.

“I’ve missed you.”

“Me too…sorry it took me so long to come see you…”

”It’s alright, what matters is that you’re here now right?”

“Right.”

The bean smiled as Ai gave her a nod, and turned the board over to erase and write something else down. It was kind of weird for her to watch Ai write down her thoughts face to face like this, but at the same time it was kind of cute seeing her try to write her feelings down fast enough before she forgot them.  They talked about various things for a while, even joked a little, though the bean made sure it was just enough for Ai to smile at, since laughing and even coughing was against her doctor’s orders.

“You look really cute today.”

“Do I? Well…I did want to look cute for you today…”

”Gaki-san always looks cute no matter what she wears.”

Risa felt her cheeks heat up as she gently patted her girlfriend’s thigh as she instantly disagreed with Ai, who in reply just moved the white board back and forth to emphasize her point. She then erased it and wrote another response.

“You’re more beautiful to me than you know Risa

“I know…you say that all the time…and you’re the same way Aichan…”

The two looked at each other and slowly leaned in for a kiss, when the bean suddenly stopped and kissed Ai’s forehead instead. The older girl looked at her in slight confusion, and then down at her board to scribble down why the bean suddenly did that.

“Because, didn’t the doctor say no extreme stuff?”

Ai nodded.

“Well, as much as I want to kiss you on the lips, I know it would just lead to something more...and we can’t do that until you’re fully healed….”

Ai’s look of confusion, suddenly turned into a frown as she, erased and wrote another sentence.

”But I wasn’t going to give you a deep kiss or anything like that~!”

“I know but you always say that Ai-chan, and it never ends up being just a quick kiss…I’m just looking out for you, alright?”

The monkey gave her a small nod, as the frown was still plastered on her face. 4 weeks without even giving her girlfriend a full deep kiss on those cute plush lips…and then some, was going to be a hard task, but Ai knew she had to it. She slowly erased the white board again as she felt the bean softly pat her head.

“Don’t worry Ai-chan…I’ll be sure to make it up to you once you get better…but until then, just quick kisses on the cheek, ok?”

Ai gave her another nod as she looked up at her lover who warmly smiled back at her, and gave her another kiss on the cheek. The older girl softly smiled back and gave the bean her own kiss, and looked back down at her board to write.

“Only because Risa-chan is always looking out for me…”

“Good.”

Risa brought her hand down and cupped Ai’s face gently rubbing her thumb on the older girl’s cheek. Ai smiled and closed her eyes as she scooted closer to the younger girl and loosely wrapped her arms around her waist. Risa scooted closer and wrapped her own arms around the shorter girl, letting her rest her head on her shoulder. The two sat like this for a while, feeling completely at ease.

After a while, Risa looked at the time on her watch and sighed. She had to leave soon for another play rehearsal, but she didn’t want to leave her girlfriend at the same time. Knowing that the bean had to get ready to leave, Ai separated herself from Risa and began to write on the board.

“You should head out soon, I don’t want you to be late.”

“Un…”

The bean slowly got up as she stood up at stretched while Ai watched her. She wanted them to spend more time together as well, but she knew work had to come first for the time being. Risa slowly got her things together and looked over at her lover once she was ready to head out.

”You know, I really want to marry you one day.”

Risa smiled as she stood with her. It wasn’t her fist time hearing (or rather reading) this from Ai. Whenever the two had to separate for a while, for some reason Ai said this line to her. She never fully understood the main reason why Ai would use it, next to the actual meaning, but it didn’t really matter to her, because she knew her lover meant every word of that line.

“I know…and me too…”

The bean gave Ai one more embrace and kiss on her cheek and forehead as she mumbled into the older girls shoulder:

“I love you Ai-chan…”

‘I love you too Risa…’

“Make sure you get plenty of rest ok?”

Ai gave her a nod as Risa patted her head and separated from their hug. The bean said one more goodbye and reluctantly left the room. Feeling slightly lonely, Ai looked down at her mini board and slowly erased the writings and wrote a simple phrase on it she couldn’t wait to say again to the bean. After writing it, she took a picture of it on her phone and instantly sent it to her lover.

“I love you.”

She knew that writing this phrase multiple times would never be enough to express her love to the bean, but maybe for now, until she can talk and sing to that lovely girl again, this heart shaped board would have to do for now.

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somewhat longish oneshot! and it only took me 5-6 hrs to write @~@ lol i got most of the idea from seeing how bored aichan must be just answering questions and uploading pics since she's on break, and its also from listening to some iu songs. a few days ago i was listening to the jph!p radio and 2 of her songs happened to come on one after the other, then i looked around some more, found another song my friend had told me about a while back and then looked in that mini album/single to find the song peach. ^^;

so for those of u who wanna hear the song/read the translation just click here
http://www.jpopasia.com/celebrity/iu/videos/peach::23662.html (http://www.jpopasia.com/celebrity/iu/videos/peach::23662.html)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[longish title] 5-18-13
Post by: AmberSan on May 18, 2013, 08:31:28 AM
This is adorable  :wub:
must be incredibly hard for Ai not to kiss (or more) her girlfriend.
another great Takagaki piece.  :twothumbs
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[longish title] 5-18-13
Post by: rndmnwierd on May 18, 2013, 10:45:57 AM
It's so cute~!~! Poor Ai, I keep thinking how much it must suck for her to have to be speechless. XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[longish title] 5-18-13
Post by: risa_ai on May 18, 2013, 11:01:02 AM
Awwwwwwwww~ Aichan going all baby in front of Risa. That's so cute. ;___;
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[longish title] 5-18-13
Post by: gracula on May 18, 2013, 11:15:29 AM
This was my favorite part, btw.

(http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ly04bfcUCZ1rnqjsao1_500.jpg)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[longish title] 5-18-13
Post by: H!PShipper on May 19, 2013, 07:59:30 AM
This was the best thing ever!! TakaGaki love to the fullest! Lol I loved it.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[longish title] 5-18-13
Post by: MsSmigge on May 25, 2013, 04:49:20 PM
Believe me, you write cute stories. This one proved it once again~  :thumbsup

It must be killing Ai when her Risa is being level-headed and looking after her by banning kissing and such. She must be VERY HAPPY after those 4 weeks when she will have some private time with Risa  :roll:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[longish title] 5-18-13
Post by: kawaii beam on May 30, 2013, 04:02:22 AM
im bored so why not reply to stuff? :cow:

AmberSan-yes lol but im sure risa gave some leway eventually XD thanks!

rndy- i know right??? i rememebr one time i had such a bad cold that i couldnt lit. talk for a week cus my voice was just gone @~@ i cant imagine a month or more lol

risa_ai-spoiled ai is the best ai lol

grac-1st of all, as sad as it is to see the eripon happens avie gone this new set u have is hilarious XD and 2nd, how on earth did u find that perfect pic on tumblr?!

H!PShipper- thanks! and yes aigaki love ftw~(plus its all im good for atm lol)

MsSmigge-thanks ;3; lol i know right?


well i have nothing for right now but im most likely gonna have something based off of another oneshot manga soon if the motivation sticks with me XD i havent even started writing it yet lol
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[longish title] 5-18-13
Post by: gracula on May 30, 2013, 07:38:57 PM
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grac-1st of all, as sad as it is to see the eripon happens avie gone this new set u have is hilarious

Don't be sad... Eripon is still happening.
(http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y214/gracthemusical/Forum%20Links/tsunkucut.gif)


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and 2nd, how on earth did u find that perfect pic on tumblr?!
For all you know, your one-shot was based on truth and this anonymous Instagram is Ai-chan's.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[longish title] 5-18-13
Post by: kawaii beam on June 10, 2013, 05:54:42 AM
lol good to know eripon's still happening in the world, I can rest at ease now, and man do I wish and hope that's true lol


now to post something~
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long again] 6-10-13
Post by: kawaii beam on June 10, 2013, 06:00:27 AM
ok so I think this is the shortest time I've ever written a oneshot? idk but anywho it's based off another manga I read which u can read here:
http://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/bittersweet_donuts#1 (http://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/bittersweet_donuts#1)

im sorry ahead of time if it sucks/makes no sense


Bittersweet Treats

“Hm?”

Ai scrunched her eyebrows in confusion as she moved her hand around the inside of her small refrigerator. Her target was a small box of some doughnuts she had bought on the way home from earlier in the day as a little treat for herself for having the day off; along with the added bonus of being able to hang out with her girlfriend, with no one around to bother them. For some reason it wasn’t where she placed it. She knelt down to get a better look and moved some containers around before giving another sound of confusion.

“They’re missing…but how can that be…?”

“What’s missing?”

The monkey turned around as she heard the shuffling footsteps that belonged to Risa who was holding a bottle of her favorite black tea, with Ouji trailing not far behind. When Ai mentioned the missing doughnuts, the bean took a quick gulp and just gave her a nonchalant response.

“Ah…I ate them earlier today… Sorry…”

They looked at each other in silence. Risa with a neutral expression on her face, while Ai’s went from shock with her mouth open, all the way to slight anger and then suddenly to grief, but then ending with grief and anger somehow mixing together to give her a pained expression before she suddenly started to bust out in tears.

“BAKA! I was gonna share them with you!”

Risa flinched at the sudden outburst, and instantly placed her bottle on the counter nearby, and kneeled down next to her crying girlfriend. She brought her hand to gently pat the top of Ai’s head, as she tried to calm her down.

“I’m sorry Ai-chan, they just looked so good, I couldn’t help myself…”

Ai looked up at the bean in anger, and instantly stood up, stomping over to her room with Ouji right behind her. Risa sighed as she slowly stood up herself and closed the still open fridge door, and picked back up her drink. It was rare when she was the one doing something to get scolded about, but none the less, Risa still tried her best to make up with her quick tempered lover.

“I wanted to do something remotely fun with you and you go and eat not just one, but two people’s portions!”

The bean sighed again as she heard the slam of a door and some more thumping. She waited until she thought the monkey’s angry tirade was over, and walked over to the shut bedroom door.

“Ai-chan.”

“….”

“Ai-chan open the door…”

“…No… I’m mad at you!”

She sighed again as she decided to just try and talk things out through the door.

“There’s no need to act like this over some doughnuts! I already told you that I’m sorry!”

There was silence as Risa waited for a response, while Ai sat on her bed, holding Ouji in her arms as she grumbled to herself in anger.

“I’m upset because we’ve both been working hard….and the one time we get a chance to relax…and…and….MOU! That’s it!!”

Risa flinched again as she heard Ai’s footsteps coming closer to the door before it was swung open in front of her.

“I HATE YOU!”

The bean looked at her in shock for a few seconds, only to then turn around, grab her bag, put on her shoes, and leave Ai’s apartment. The older girl stood still for a few moments as she tried to fully calm down and take in what just happened. She slowly walked over to the couch and took hold of a nearby pillow as she took a deep breath.

“What…What just happened..?”

It had been a long time since Ai had exploded on someone like that, especially if that said person was Risa. It also wasn’t right of her to get so upset over something as silly as doughnuts, it was clearly more than that, but for some reason instead of the bean trying to hear Ai out, she just left.

Ai’s eyes started to well up with tears as she felt the sudden guilt at what she just did to her girlfriend, and now she didn’t even know where the younger girl even went. Before she even knew it she cried so hard that she cried herself to sleep and before she knew it she heard a voice calling her name.

“Ai-chan…Ai-chan…wake up…”

She slowly opened her eyes to see Risa kneeling next to her. She rubbed her tiered and puffy eyes a few times as Risa brought up a box between them.

“I bought some cake…as an apology for eating the doughnuts earlier...”

The bean smiled as Ai gasped and quickly sat up, before instantly lunging at Risa to hug her, causing the younger girl to shout, and land on her back, with her hands up in the air to make sure the cake wasn’t crushed.

“I forgive you…and I’m sorry too…for yelling at you like that…”

It took a while for the bean to finally get Ai to let go of her, and when she did, they prepared their cakes and quietly ate around the coffee table.

“I accidently bought the fresh cream, and I know you didn’t like it but by the time I realized it was too late…sorry about that…”

“….It’s ok…and Risa..?”

“Hm?”

“I lied about what I said earlier….I really don’t hate you…”

Risa grinned at Ai as she took a bite out of her cake, and leaned across the small table to give the older girl a quick kiss on her forehead.

“I know.”

Ai smiled back as the bean sat back down to finish her treat. Even though she didn’t really like fresh cream, she was glad she was able to eat it with someone who was sweet enough to could out its bitterness.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long again] 6-10-13
Post by: rndmnwierd on June 10, 2013, 06:05:25 AM
XD Omg, that is amazingly cute and silly and quick. More cute manga for you!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long again] 6-10-13
Post by: maikeatoot on June 11, 2013, 02:30:59 PM
Yay ~ cute story again !
You never fails to amuse me with your oh so cute stories ~:D:D:D

And i miss mama gaki :)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long again] 6-10-13
Post by: risa_ai on June 12, 2013, 02:30:41 PM
Omg that's so cute im gonna die in a pool of fluffiness~ I MEAN LOOK AT THAT. AICHAN GETTING ANGRY OVER DONUTS. :>
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long again] 6-10-13
Post by: kawaii beam on June 13, 2013, 05:34:40 AM
rndy-thanks~~~  :deco: u know im still waiting for some of the ones I talked about with you~

maikeatoot-thanks ;3; and I'll try and think of something gakimamaish, I haven't been getting much motivation for it lately

risa_ai-lol thanks, unhappy aichan over small things are cute no?

now to edit n post~
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[MIW] 6-12-13
Post by: kawaii beam on June 13, 2013, 05:40:22 AM
so here's another short but cute story from a manga from shuninta amano~
http://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/my_irritated_wife#1 (http://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/my_irritated_wife#1)

I think I should change my threads title...or abbreviate the fic titles lol

My Irritated Wife


The tension was thick; maybe the thickest Ai had ever felt and she wasn’t entirely sure just how to take it. It was another one of those cold winter nights where Ai and her wife Risa lounge around in their small apartment under the newly bought kotatsu to keep warm.

Ai watched her girlfriend carefully, as the younger chewed on a piece or orange while keeping her eyes on the t.v. in front of them. To any normal person, it might’ve seemed like the bean just had on a neutral expression, but to Ai it looked like Risa was clearly upset about something. Risa took another bite as she glanced over the small table to meet suddenly stunned wide eyes.

“What’s the matter Ai-chan?”

“N-nothing…”

‘She’s clearly angry…’

The bean gave her a look over before she shrugged it off and turned her attention back at the t.v. The monkey gave out a quiet sigh of relief, as she continued watching her wife. Risa clearly had some type of aura around her since every few minutes she’d either shift her legs to brush against Ai’s, or would go and fix her oversized shirt with a huff.

“N-nee Risa…a-are you angry upset about something?”

“…Why do you ask? I’m not angry…”

Risa looked back at Ai as she grabbed another orange and began to rip the skin off the fruit. Ai tried to keep her composure as the bean’s eyes briefly looked like they were shooting daggers into her, before closing them and looking back at the screen. When she was done peeling her orange, she separated the slices and offered some to the older girl who just nervously mumbled a ‘no thanks’.

Ai felt a shiver go through her body as Risa calmly ate the slices, and was clearly more into the variety show that was on than how her lover was acting. Ai wanted to really believe her, but at the same time this was the same woman who at times would rarely show her anger to anyone unless she was at her boiling point. It was the complete opposite of Ai’s explosive quick temper. Come to think of it, it had been quite a long time since the bean had really gotten upset at her about something…
She rested her arms on the table and put her head down to rest on them as she continued watching her small faced wife.

‘”Not Angry?!” How is this not angry??? Plus she keeps leaving orange peels all over the place…’

Could it have been something she did, but Risa was just acting to nice to tell her? Ai crossed her arms as she tried to think back to what could be the reason. She had been doing some irritating stuff lately… There was that one time she wasted their pocket money on some arcade games...and when she ate too many snacks when she was bored one night…or maybe she was borrowing Risa’s favorite mascara too much? It could be that time last when they were eating dinner and the rice the bean had cooked was so salty that she made a face? Or maybe it was when Risa cut her bangs and she never really complemented on them? Or even that she had been looking at other girls a bit more lately for their fashion choices instead of her?? The possibilities were endless!

‘CRAP! What am I saying?! I’m remembering way too many bad things!!!’

Ai instantly sat up and accidently banged her knees under the kotatsu a little and winced in pain as she realized this thought. Risa looked over at her with a raised eyebrow, asking if her lover was alright.

“Y-yeah! I’m fine…just got one of those weird body shivers…”

“….Ok…”

She sighed as she rested her head back onto the table. What could she do to get the younger girl to be normal again? There was still quite a lot she didn’t get about relationships; no matter how long she had Risa. It wouldn’t make sense to apologize, it’d be useless. Letting out another sigh, Ai decided she’ll just enjoy the warmth of the new kotatsu she had bought for them. But at the same time…What if Risa didn’t like the style of the quilt?! Maybe they should’ve picked it out together???Groaning and suddenly lying on her back, Ai covered her eyes with her hands. She was just too bad of a person wasn’t she?

While Ai was letting her thoughts swarm around her, Risa watched in amusement, clearly not sure what was going on in the monkey’s head. Sometimes it got amusing to see Ai act like this and so in turn she acted like she was oblivious to the whole thing. When she saw Ai getting back up she quickly looked back at the t.v.; sighing as she quickly put the previous expression she had back on her face. Ai looked back at the bean and felt herself melting at the bean’s look.

‘Ah~ she looks so cute when she gets angry though…I can’t help it when she makes that pout~! At this point she’s bound to leave me…’

Between the two of them, Ai seemed liked an energetic puppy compared to her mostly calm and collected feline like wife. All she could do now was hope that this one move would do the trick. Ai quickly got up and walked around the small table and sat behind the suddenly confused bean. Before Risa could even ask what Ai was up to, she felt those familiar arms wrap snuggly around her and a chin rest just as nicely on her shoulder. Risa sighed in pleasure as she felt Ai’s warmth. When she was warm enough, she decided to take Ai out of her misery.

“Ah~ you knew my back was cold~!Thanks~! For your good job, how about I peel you an orange?”

“Mn~! I love you Risa-chan~!”

Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[MIW] 6-12-13
Post by: rndmnwierd on June 13, 2013, 05:52:56 AM
Lol, what a cutely abrupt ending, poor over reacting Ai-chan!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[MIW] 6-12-13
Post by: MsSmigge on June 14, 2013, 08:05:06 PM
Over reacting Ai is hilarious and Risa being her level headed herself makes it even better  :lol:

“Ah~ you knew my back was cold~!Thanks~! For your good job, how about I peel you an orange?”

Well definitely didn't see that coming!! xD

Can't wait to read more of these manga based fics~
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[MIW] 6-12-13
Post by: risa_ai on June 17, 2013, 02:32:06 PM
 :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
Too.
Cute.
Ugh.
/dies


AICHAN I SEE YOU LOOKING AT OTHER GIRLS WHY.  :angry: :angry: :angry:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[MIW] 6-12-13
Post by: kawaii beam on June 26, 2013, 06:11:12 AM
rndy- I know lol I guess its like risa was just so shifty cus she was cold? idk lol

MsSmigge-thanks~~

risa_ai-no come back! don't die!  :panic:

now to edit n post~
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Inu ga Hoshii] 6-26-13
Post by: kawaii beam on June 26, 2013, 06:15:55 AM
Inu ga Hoshii


“I want a dog…”

“Why’s that?”

A curious Ai looked over to Risa as she skimmed through her newest fashion magazine. She was sitting on the couch while her girlfriend was nearby on the floor sitting Indian style. Risa gave her a small shrug as she looked down at the warm ball of fluff between her legs that was Ouji who was happily accepting the affection he was currently getting from the bean.

“Well, that’s not a good enough reason to get one Risa-chan…”

“I know that…I just think they’re pretty cute…and would be nice to have…”

The older girl went back to looking at her magazine as the bean rubbed the happy miniature poodle’s stomach. Risa let out a sigh as Ai flipped a page. She looked over every now and then, not really sure what her girlfriend was trying to get at. Not like she could anyway when all she saw was the back of Risa’s head.

“…Did you ask your Mom?”

The bean nodded as she grabbed a nearby doggy toy and began playing a small game of fetch with Ouji.

“Mama said it wouldn’t be good because my allergies might act up…”

“Well that is a good point…”

“But all I’d need to do is find a dog that wouldn’t shed right? I mean, Ouji doesn’t cause my allergies to come out.”

Ai looked away from her magazine again and was met with a slightly pouty expression staring right back at her. She closed her magazine and placed it beside her as she stretched and patted the empty space on the couch next to her. A unhappy Risa was somewhat common whenever her mother told her no about something she wanted, but it had been a while since the last occurrence.

Risa got up and sat next to her as Ouji trotted back to the pair. He instantly dropped his toy and hopped on the couch finding his own spot in between the two girls. Ai lovingly scratched behind his ears as she wrapped her free arm around her girlfriend’s shoulder.

“Ouji doesn’t cause you to react so much cus he doesn’t give off much dander, but it’s more than that Risa; it’s hard owning a dog. What would happen during the times you have work and no one’s home to take care of it? When Yui’s gone for the weekend and I’m out of town for work Ouji’s lucky enough to stay over at my mom’s until we get back.”

“That’s what Mama said too…It’s still not fair though…I know it could all work out somehow…”

Risa sighed as she stroked the small dogs back. Ai couldn’t help but smile at how her girlfriend was acting. Her spoiled side always showed when GakiMama rejected the bean’s sometimes reasonable yet over exaggerated requests. She remembered the last time they were in this kind of conversation it was over the age old request for Risa to live on her own or at least with Ai, which she got the usual decline over due to the main fact that the bean would most likely crack at living all by herself. To put it shortly, for a mature person Risa still couldn’t sleep well on her own if no one was home in the house with her. It was one of the things that Ai found pretty cute about her.

“Well…If you think about it, Ouji is kind of your dog…”

“Eh? How so?”

“Well we’re going out, right?”

“Yeah…”

“And we pretty much share everything, right?”

“Yeah…”

“So that means Ouji’s your dog too nee?”

The bean looked at her girlfriend and grinned as she nodded in agreement. She snuggled closer to Ai and gave her a quick kiss on the lips. Even Ai agreed with what her Mama said, she still found a way to make Risa feel like she was right. Maybe for now she can’t have her own dog, but at least she “partially” had Ouji and of course her Ai-chan. A dog could wait.


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this came from 2 of risa's q&a posts I read the other day and she had 2 answers in 2 diff posts that said she really wanted a dog, and while I swooned at the cuteness I was like "but wait, ai has a dog so maybe its another aichan influence like the iphone and the wanting to live on her own things from the real etude dvds" and thus this came out. im sorry its short again ;3;
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Inu ga Hoshii] 6-26-13
Post by: yunagi on June 26, 2013, 09:51:53 AM
I think this is the first time I’ve commented here so, hiya. I really like your short fics.

Aw... Made me squeal just thinking about a pouty Risa. And I’ve just seen a short clip of Risa and Sayu in real etude so her pouty face is still fresh in my memory.
*faints from the cuteness*
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Inu ga Hoshii] 6-26-13
Post by: rndmnwierd on June 26, 2013, 05:36:43 PM
Spoiled Risa is so adorable, I love Ai's solution, though  :wub: :wub:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Inu ga Hoshii] 6-26-13
Post by: MsSmigge on June 26, 2013, 07:40:25 PM
Ai-chan, what a sweet gesture you did~  :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Inu ga Hoshii] 6-26-13
Post by: kawaii beam on July 03, 2013, 03:52:07 AM
just gonna reply

yunagi-hi! and thanks for liking my stuff ;3; pouty risa is one the cutest things about her~

rndy-you know it~and thanks as always~ :cathappy: :deco:

MsSmigge-lol aichan isn't it~?

and for those of you with access to the perv section I updated there~
http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=29217.msg1200397#msg1200397 (http://forum.jphip.com/index.php?topic=29217.msg1200397#msg1200397)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[In Charge] 8-8-13
Post by: kawaii beam on August 09, 2013, 04:07:07 AM
In Charge



The apartment was way more quiet than usual. There were no loud thumps of feet, or cries for hunger, or even a click of nails on the floor. And there certainly was no sound of her lover whining about any of those noises. Risa had been so used to all of these noises by now that even having the faintest moment of peace and quiet unsettled her. Silence was a mother’s worst enemy after all.

She finally gave in to opening her eyes to look at the clock, as well as getting out of bed to figure out just what was going on. After seeing that it was just a few minutes past 11, the bean quickly noticed that Ai was nowhere to be seen. Her fingers threaded through her dark hair as she got up from the bed and walked out the room.

‘Maybe she left already…but isn’t today her day off…?’

She quietly trotted over to the first room down the small hallway and slowly opened the door with caution. Once it was wide enough, she walked over to the crib near the wall and noticed that it was empty along with the stroller and diaper bag.  Risa stared at it blankly for a moment before deducting that Ai must’ve taken Himeko with her to wherever she went. With one down and one more to go, she walked out of the baby room and walked to the bedroom right across it with a sign of Emiko’s name written in hiragana with the little bean’s own handwriting.

Doing the same as she did before, Risa slowly opened the door and was met with an empty and messy bedroom. Letting out a sigh and closing the door, the bean began walking to the kitchen when she stopped and heard the low sound of the t.v. and loud crunching coming from the living room. She walked over to investigate and raised an eyebrow in amusement at the sight.

Emiko was sitting on the floor still in her pajamas, leaning on the couch and was munching away on cereal with Ouji laying down right next to her. The poodle quickly noticed her and raised his head up when he noticed the bean’s presence. Emiko glanced away from the television to see where the dog was looking only to grin when Risa came into her vision.

“Morning Mama!”

“Good morning Mii-chan!”

Risa gave her daughter her own smile in return as she walked over to the pair and sat next to the little bean who went back to eating her cereal. Risa began fixing her daughters still messy bed head as she asked where Ai and Himeko were. The 7 year old easily answered her as she went back to watching her cartoons.

“Papa left a note saying her and Hime-chan were going out to get stuff…”

She hummed as she finished hand brushing the little bean’s hair and was about to get up when Emiko suddenly grabbed her pajamas. Risa looked down; ready to ask what was wrong when Emiko stood up with her now empty bowl in her other hand.

“Emiko wants to make some breakfast for Mama!”

“Eh?”

“Papa also wrote that Emiko’s in charge until Papa comes back so that means Emiko will do things for Mama until she comes back! See!”

Emiko handed her mother the note as she paused the cartoon and quickly trotted to the kitchen making up a song of making cereal for her Mama. Risa looked down at the note as she waited. She had nothing to really worry about since she knew her daughter could atleast make a simple bowl of cereal. She’d just have to worry about cleaning up the possible mess a little later on; Emiko was only 7 after all. Brining her attention back at the note, Risa had to fight back a chuckle as she looked at her lover’s note.


Emi-chan, Papa’s out with Hime-chan so you’re in charge until Papa comes back! Love Papa.

P.s.: Be a good girl for Mama!



Short and sweet as usual, and what made it even funnier was that it was all in hiragana. Risa quickly calmed herself as she heared Emiko’s slow and steady footsteps back to the living room. She watched as the little bean’s face was in deep concentration as to not spill the bowl and grinned in accomplishment as she handed it to her mother who gave her a hearty thank you and began munching away while Emiko un-paused the t.v. and brought her attention to the cartoon.

The pair stayed like this for a while, Risa taking her time with her cereal watching her daughter from the corner of her eyes. She was kind of amazed at how fast 7 years had come and gone already, and could remember the very first day they brought the then tiny Emiko home. She knew this was still only the beginning of a lot of lessons for her and Ai but it did feel pretty good at how the two of them had raised her so far. As soon as she was finished, she was about to get up again when Emiko stopped her and took the bowl from her hands and walked to the kitchen.

‘She’s pretty serious about this being in charge thing huh?’

She heard the loud clanging of the girl placing the plates into the sink. Her motherly cleaning instinct was ready to go when she suddenly heard the little voice reprimanding her from the kitchen.

“Emiko’s got it Mama! Don’t worry!”

By the time the little bean was done “cleaning up” the kitchen, with some guidance from her mother, Emiko then decided that the two should brush their teeth and bathe together, and before they knew it, it was already past 1pm. Emiko was carefully brushing her Mama’s hair in the living room when Ai came through the door with the baby stroller and groceries in hand, greeting a happy Ouji.

“We’re home~!”

“Papa!”

Emiko quickly got up and ran to the door not too far behind from the poodle, giving Ai a tight hug and waving a small hello to her little sister in the stroller. Risa got up and helped take a few bags out of the monkey’s hands as she gave her a brief kiss on the cheek.

“Welcome home.”

The two quickly put the groceries away and unstrapped Himeko to crawl and roam around the living room as Emiko finished up brushing Risa’s hair. Emiko excitedly told Ai how her day was with Risa, proudly telling her how she was a good girl as she was told to be and what she did for Risa while she was gone.

“Emiko did just what Papa asked of her! Nee Mama?”

“Un. And if Mii-chan keeps it up, maybe she’ll be able to babysit Hime-chan one day~!”

“Eh~? Really??”

The bean nodded as Emiko squealed in excitement and crawled over to her little sister, who was happily chewing on her teething ring.

“Did you hear that Hime-chan~? Nee-chan will be able to babysit soon!”

The two parents smiled as they spent the rest of the day relaxing and watching their two girls play cherishing this comfortable family time.

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sorry that I haven't updated in a while @~@ I have ideas in my head but im either to lazy to get them out or they just didn't feel right to me ^^; anyway I hope you guys like this since im sure everyone likes more gakimama stuff lol. I start school at the end of the month so here's hopping i'll get more stuff on here before I go back! :deco:

Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[In Charge] 8-8-13
Post by: H!PShipper on August 09, 2013, 10:15:30 AM
realllly cute!
I want to see more of this awesome family!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[In Charge] 8-8-13
Post by: MsSmigge on August 09, 2013, 03:33:14 PM
*Melts*

I think I am repeating myself over and over again, but damn this was just another cute story from you~ :wub:

And yes, we indeed love Gakimama stuff! XD Please write more of these when you have time.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[In Charge] 8-8-13
Post by: rndmnwierd on August 15, 2013, 09:33:17 AM
You never fail to deliver cuteness overload, oh Queen of Fluff! Emi is so cute, I can imagine a little bean like serious face XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[In Charge] 8-8-13
Post by: kawaii beam on August 16, 2013, 07:17:33 AM
H!PShipper-thanks~ :3 I'll try my best to if more ideas come up ^^

MsSmigge-thanks smigge ^^ and I will try to~

rndy- I was wondering when u'd reply since I told you from a while back lol and I can too, hands on her hips and everything :P
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Freckles] 8-16-13
Post by: kawaii beam on August 16, 2013, 07:23:00 AM
Freckles


“Mou…stay still~!”

 “But it tickles~”

Ai frowned as she brought her lover’s face back into its previous position. Risa tried her best to stay still only to scrunch her face up once again as soon as the eye pencil made contact on her cheeks. Sighing for the umpteenth time Ai sat back and crossed her arms as she waited for the bean to relax her face.

“Ok….ok..I promise this time, I’ll stay still…”

“Are you sure?”

The younger girl gave a firm nod as Ai gave her a look over and leaned back to continue her progress. For some reason or another after not really seeing each other properly for a few months, Ai decided to spend the night over at Risa’s place on her few days off. And it ended with the two them on the first night to be sitting here on the bean’s bed with their makeup bags and various blushes, eyeliners, and lipsticks lying all over the place.

Now Ai didn’t really mind doing Risa’s make up for her, but the request of what she wanted was pretty odd. So now here she was, on her girlfriend’s bed drawing freckles on her face because she “wanted to be as cute as Ai-chan when she’s dressed like Anne”, but with her constant squirming, the older girl had only gotten half of her face done.

“And to think that Yumi-chan uses you as a tester for her makeup skills and you squirm this much…”

It was Risa’s turn to pout as Ai gently turned her face to the side to finish up the last few freckles before closing the eye pencil and putting it in her bag. The bean quickly brought her head down and leaned over to get her handheld mirror for a better look. Ai watched her in amusement as Risa scrambled out of the bed and ran to her closet to get a few clothes before running out of her bedroom, saying she would be back in a moment.

With a soft chuckle, Ai decided it was best to probably clean up, and started to put the various makeup cases in their respected bags, keeping in mind which ones she would ask to borrow later. By the time she was done and placed them on the bean’s desk, the door swung open and closed just as quickly. The older girl quickly looked up to see who it was, thinking it was the bean’s sister when it was actually Risa herself.

“So what do you think?”

The bean grinned from ear to ear as Ai looked at her. Risa had on a straw hat with her hair in twin tail braids tied with white ribbons at the ends, along with a white puffed long sleeved blouse that was covered by a straight flowery dress that ended a bit past her knees. Risa did a few twirls for her before walking over to her and asking again.

“So??”

Ai looked at her again before taking the bean’s hands and giving her a soft smile.

“You look so cute I don’t know to handle it...Though I do have a question…”

“What is it?”

“Why did you really want to do this in the first place Risa?”

Risa blinked and looked up to the ceiling for a brief moment before looking back at her lover with her own smile.

“Because, I wanted to do something fun with you…and I wanted to see your smile for myself…I haven’t gotten to see it up close for a while…”

The older girl widened her eyes for a moment as Risa let her words sink in, before leaning in closer to share a sweet and gentle kiss. They stayed close as they parted to breath and the bean whispered on parted lips.

“I’ve missed these lips too…”

And before she knew it, Ai pulled her close to kiss her again. The two stayed like this for the rest of the night snuggling and kissing until they fell asleep in each other’s arms, not caring if the beans artificial freckles would smudge on the sheets.

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so I got this from seeing aichan's recent blog pics for the anne of green gables play and was tottaly inlove with how cute she was with those freckles only to have a "what if" for what if risa wanted something similar and aichan did them for her to look just as adorbs? :cathappy:
then while I was writing I saw the aichan marrage rumor and it slightly killed my mojo so I hope this doesn't suck to you guys @~@ if anything just imagine the two of them in pajamas drawing freckles on eachother slightly bickering about the other moving to much or something to make up for this XDD


Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Freckles] 8-16-13
Post by: MsSmigge on August 16, 2013, 03:06:31 PM
*Imagines Risa with freckles* OMG that would be so great and cute! xD

Ah, that damn marriage rumor... Just have to imagine the pajamas, lol  :lol:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Freckles] 8-16-13
Post by: rndmnwierd on August 17, 2013, 04:54:02 PM
So cute! I haven't seen Ai-chan with freckles yet, but I am terribly behind in my news.

Also, they seem to be avoiding any news of her relationship like the plague... Mighty suspicious, if you ask me.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Freckles] 8-16-13
Post by: kawaii beam on August 22, 2013, 04:16:43 AM
MsSmigge-i know right?? and yes i'm not believing anything until ai says it herself which she seems not to atm lol

rndy- let me present to you what you've been missing my friend
(http://media.tumblr.com/830372ab77704020edb1a1915c9af251/tumblr_inline_mrlifpg9sX1qz4rgp.jpg)
cute no? :wub:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 8-21-13
Post by: kawaii beam on August 22, 2013, 04:22:08 AM
Summer’s over but it’s still hot


Two figures rested against the wall as a gust of wind entered the hot and humid apartment. The younger girl sighed in content as the buzzing of the nearby fan turned her way, temporarily cooling her sticky body down before turning its attention back to her girlfriend just a few feet away.

Both had their hair in high and messy buns, as well as in old tour t-shirts and were in their underwear drinking iced tea as the sound of the busy city played outside of the elder’s bedroom. Both Ai and Risa had the day off and decided to spend it indoors to stay cool, even though that was turning out to be a failed effort in itself.

The bean reached for a nearby uchiwa as a way to try and cool herself down even more as she flipped a page of a magazine that belonged to her lover, while Ai had various nail polish bottles around her as she cautiously painted her toenails, occasionally taking a sip of her own iced tea.

“Nee…”

“Hmm?”

Risa looked up from her magazine, and over to the monkey as she continued painting her nails.

“I actually bought a new swimsuit for this year…”

The bean blinked at the sudden statement for a moment, briefly wondering why Ai was suddenly bringing this up when she remembered a previous conversation they had a while back. Risa had asked her out to the beach a few weeks back but the older girl was never able to go due to her surgery and even before that due to her hectic schedule, or the two not being able to bring it back up again. Before Risa could say anything though, Ai finished her nails and looked at her pointing to her closet.

“It’s in there if you wanna look at it.”

Risa looked over to the closet and then placed down her uchiwa and magazine, curious on what kind of bathing suit her girlfriend got. It didn’t take her too long to find it and bring it back to the bed.

“Eh a bikini? It’s pretty cute too!”

She raised the top up in the air to get a better look, already getting various thoughts of how Ai looked in it before remembering how she couldn’t get the older girl to go with her. One of Ai’s many excuses were that she didn’t have a swimsuit at the time and also didn’t have the time to get one. Brining the top down she looked over at Ai who was using the uchiwa to help her nails dry faster. Could she have bought it after the bean asked? Or did she decide to go to the pool with one of her co-workers? Risa was ready to ask these questions before noticing that the price tag was still on the colorful swimsuit.

“Eh..? Ai-chan, the price tag’s still on this…”

“Hear me out...”

The younger girl looked over to Ai who was now looking at her with a slightly embarrassed look on her face before looking down at her nails.

“When I fist turned you down, you looked pretty bumbed, so I thought that once I got better, had a time that we both could meet, and get a new suit  I’d re-invite you…but when I really thought about why I hadn’t gotten a new bathing suit in such a long time…”

She looked away now as she stopped her fanning and took a deep sigh.

“It’s cus I’ve gotten fat…and I didn’t want people looking at me… yet…yet I still chose a bikini because I thought it would motivate me to go on a diet… but one thing led to another…and I never got to re-invite you…”

Risa watched Ai for a while, clearly not sure why her girlfriend would think so seriously over a swimsuit. Ai felt her cheeks heating up more in her embarrassment as she felt the beans gaze on her, clearly wondering just when Risa would stop looking at her.

“….Which part?”

“…What?”

“Which part of you has gotten fat?”

Ai looked up at her in confusion from how her lover just bluntly asked the slightly sensitive question. Risa was obviously curious since she knew deep down there was no way possible for the older girl to be actually as fat as she claimed to be. The monkey sighed as she hastily brushed a few strands of loose hair from her pink face.

“Could you not ask me a question like that so earnestly Risa? It’s embarrassing….”

“You don’t look fat at all though Ai-chan!”

“W-well it’s cus it’s in the parts you can’t see…”

“But I really want to know…. Is it your belly?”

The older girl looked away again, and turned her whole body away from the bean. Risa thought for a moment before scooting closer to her girlfriend. Her curiosity was really getting to her now. The two hadn’t really been physical in a while, and she was sure if Ai did gain weight it probably was just something small.

Risa crawled herself in front of Ai, who was still looking away and placed her hands under Ai’s shirt and onto her waist. Ai quickly flinched, brining her wide eyes to look up at Risa, who was still looking down at her stomach before giving it a slight pinch. The two stayed quiet for a few minutes before Risa squeezed again and again at the soft skin.

“Hold on….wha-what are you doing…?!”

The bean continued her light pinches for a while, before she smiled and leaned in to embrace her lover’s waist. She nuzzled the monkey’s stomach with her cheek for a while before answering the now confused Ai.

“You don’t have to go on a diet you know.”

“And why’s that?”

“Hmmm…Because…”

Risa separated herself to look up at Ai and replied with a huge grin.

“…Because your soft spongy belly feels really good- Ow!”

Ai quickly tugged at one of the bean’s ears, clearly unhappy with the response she got as well as knowing that pinching her cheeks would be useless in this situation. Risa quickly let go of her waist and distanced herself away from Ai as she gingerly rubbed her left ear.

“Mou~ what was that for! I was just being honest…”

Risa turned her back away from Ai, trying to collect herself from the suddenly painful action until she felt the older girl’s hands on her shoulders. She froze still as she wondered just what Ai was going to do to her next as she felt her lover’s lips brush against her slightly sore ear and noticed her hands moving down to her shoulders to her chest. Before the bean could say anything though, Ai gave her chest a firm squeeze, causing the bean to shout and push herself right off the bed, covering her chest.

“What are you doing?!!”

Ai only smirked and crossed her arms as she looked down at her girlfriend.

“Just as I thought, you’re chest is still flat enough to shock people.”

“EHHH?!?! Mou Ai-chan you’re so mean~~! That’s harassment you know~!”

Ai’s smirk widened as she leaned back on the wall and watched the bean get up from the floor.

“Well you started it with kneading my stomach like that…”

The bean pouted as she cautiously sat back on the bed, mumbling to herself how her chest wasn’t as flat as Ai mentioned. When she finally calmed down, she looked over at her girlfriend who was now putting her nail polish away in a small container.

“Say…How about instead of the beach we go to the pool?”

“But it’s technically fall now…”

“That’s just what the calendar says.”

“There’d be a lot of people today anyway…”

“We don’t have to go today then…I wonder how late in the season the pool stays open for…”

The bean quickly reached for her phone and began searching for the schedule. Ai watched as she took another sip from her iced tea, and scrunched her face at how diluted it tasted.

“Ah! There’s one open till the end of September!”

“Hmmm but what about our schedules? And I don’t think I’ll have time to implement my diet by then either…”

“Eh~?”

Risa frowned as she placed her phone next to her and crossed her arms to think of some way for the two of them to go out. If the pool was out of the question maybe something else could work. When the idea finally came, she gasped and brought her hands together.

“Ah! Well do you think your stomach will be in good enough shape by winter?”

“…What?”

“We can go to a hot spring instead!”

Ai looked at the younger girl in confusion. Even though the idea was a pretty good one, it was just way too hot to think about something just as hot at the moment.
The older girl quickly took the uchiwa and began fanning herself as she told the bean what she thought of the idea.

“I can’t think about something as hot as that when it’s just as hot outside right now…”

“I’ll do all the thinking then! Just worry about your work and your diet Ai-chan! Well although… if you let your diet fail for my sake, that’d be fine too…”

The older girl gritted her teeth in slight annoyance as she fanned herself a bit faster.

“If by any chance my diet does fail…”

She stopped her fanning and turned to face Risa who eagerly waited for the rest of her reply. She put the uchiwa down and placed her hands back on the beans small chest before continuing where she left off.

“I’ll put a curse on your chest to remain as small as this for all of eternity.”

“EHH?!”

The bean quickly pushed her lover’s hands away before turning her back away from her once again trying to defend herself from those teasing words. Ai just chuckled and wrapped her arms around the beans waist; resting her head on the younger girls back as they electric fan went on buzzing in the room.

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so this one was from another cute manga oneshot and might( or might not) be my last oneshot as a free person since school starts for me next week @~@ but lets hope for the best no? lol

here's the manga if anyone's interested:
http://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/summers_over_but_its_still_hot#1 (http://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/summers_over_but_its_still_hot#1)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 8-21-13
Post by: rndmnwierd on August 22, 2013, 07:24:52 AM
That is so incredibly cute and funny. XD XD XD Off to read the manga now lol.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 8-21-13
Post by: MsSmigge on August 22, 2013, 11:57:34 AM
Another great and cute one shot from you yay!! XD I love the little war between those two~ Lol, Ai paid Risa back for testing her belly  :lol:

Yeah, needs Ai-chan's statement before I believe any rumors. But it still kind of scares me how this is going to turn out....
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 8-21-13
Post by: risa_ai on August 23, 2013, 12:18:54 PM
Small chest and spongy belly ftw~ :3
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 8-21-13
Post by: yunagi on September 05, 2013, 04:25:32 PM
I don’t really have much to say on In Charge except I’m sorry for not reading and commenting earlier and also… Mecha kawaii!! (http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/cheetah/happy-dance-cheetah-emoticon.gif?1302786123) Responsible Emiko-chan’s super cute. What am I saying? The whole family is cute. Sweetness overload!

Freckles
I’m kinda having a hard time imagining Risa with freckles… but I’m sure if she did have ‘em she’d still look lovely… if not even cuter. And that’s one way of spending the evening together.

Summer’s over but it’s still hot
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“Which part of you has gotten fat?”
So straight forward.
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“Just as I thought, your chest is still flat enough to shock people.”
  :rofl:
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“I’ll put a curse on your chest to remain as small as this for all of eternity.”
And that killed me.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[long title] 8-21-13
Post by: kawaii beam on November 18, 2013, 06:50:58 AM
rndy-whatcha think of it~?

MsSmigge-thankfully it seems like it was just a rumor since nothing came of it nee?

risa_ai-yup yup~

yunagi-dont worry about it I've been pretty bad in that area anywho ^^; thanks for reading~

now to actually post something!
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Simple Confess.]11-18-13
Post by: kawaii beam on November 18, 2013, 06:57:33 AM
of course I post like 4 months later @~@ im so sorry guys my science class has made me hate Microsoft word and I've been pretty unmotivated and lazy so I apologize in advance for how crappy this might be. plus ist almost 1am and I have to wake up in like 8 hrs to go to said evil science class @~@


Simple Confession

Kanon looked over to her slightly sleepy friend as they placed their shoes into their respective lockers. Her best friend for as long as she could remember had been acting a bit off these past few days. The usually calm and collected club president of the calligraphy club would zone out more than usual and acted a bit more clumsy than usual with her. Plus there were times that she’d even act a little too distant. Kanon started to wonder if it was something she had done to cause the girl to act like this but nothing crossed her mind. Whatever it was she wondered if she could help her friend in anyway.

‘Riho-chan’s been acting so secretive with me lately…’

“What’s the matter Kanon-chan?”

Feeling like she was being watched, Riho gave a lazy glance at her friend, causing the younger girl to flinch and almost drop her shoes. She quickly put them in her locker and gave a nervous smile.

“H-huh? What do you mean?”

“You looked like you wanted to say something…”

“It’s nothing!”

Kanon grabbed Riho’s hand, and instantly turned her back to the slightly confused girl. She then began to speed walk through the hallways, mumbling something along the lines of them to hurry to class before the bell rang. The younger girl internally kicked herself as the two began to walk up the stairs. Even though her and Riho had been friends for years, and at many times felt that the older girl was like a (younger) sister to her, she had a feeling of more than friendship. She wasn’t sure if she could call it love or not, but she sometimes wondered if it was along those lines.

Next to those feelings though, the younger girl truly admired Riho. Even though the girl was a total dork when it was just the two of them, in school she was almost the epitome of a perfect student. Next to her occasionally sleeping in class, the girl was a straight A student, and pretty popular.

‘It’s unfair sometimes….I wish my feelings wouldn’t show on my face so mush…

After a quick hello from their classmates, the two quickly rushed to their desks and began to unload their bags. Kanon quickly unwrapped the plaid scarf she had around her neck and leaned over her desk as the school heater finally began to make her a bit hot.

“So Riho-chan, is there any love letters today~?”

The older girl shrugged as she looked in the desk in front of her and shook her head with a relieved look on her face. She then began to place her books and pencil case in as Kanon looked on. Being the popular girl that she was, it was kind of relaxing to see that there weren’t any letters today, though that didn’t mean that someone would probably ask during lunch or even after school. Speaking of confessions…there was one Riho didn’t tell her about.

“Nee, I heard you turned down a confession the otherday…”

Riho froze for a moment.

“Oh...yeah I did…”

“How come you didn’t tell me?”

“I…kinda forgot…”

“Ah, well I heard it was cus you told them you had a crush of your own…is that true?”

“….I just said that for an excuse of the rejection.”

“Hmm…”

Kaonon looked on, feeling that weird distant feeling again, before shaking it off and giving her friend a slight frown.

“You never really talk to me much about these things… so I just wanted to know…”

“Well what about you?”

“Eh?”

She sat up as Riho stood up and leaned against her desk.

“Do you have anyone that you like? Like that handsome sempai that’s in the school committee with you?”

“E-eh!? You mean Ikuta Sempai?! No way! Don’t forget I’m not as popular as you Riho-chan.”

Riho smirked as she placed her hands on her hips and leaned forward to a now slightly blushing Kanon. It was true that in their 1st year the younger girl did have a slight crush on their upperclassman, but as soon as she got to know the popular ikemen of a girl, that feeling of love quickly faded to just plain friendship.

“Ah, I’m sure you just don’t notice it.”

“I’m telling you! There’s no way I like Eripon-san like that!”

“Eripon-san?”

“She demands I call her that, she doesn’t like us calling her Ikuta-san for some reason…Any way we’re getting way off topic! This isnt about me, this I about you!”

Kanon sat up and came face to face with her friend who quickly looked away from her eyes.

“Is there really no one?”

“…There isnt…”

“But your blushing! So there is someone!”

“T-that’s cus your too close to me…”

Just as Kanon was ready to probe her friend some more, their teacher came into the classroom and began class. As they did their stand, bow and sit down procedure, Kanon whispered to Riho, trying to get just who it was the girl liked.

“Who is it?”

“Nobody.”

“Fine then, I’ll just guess till I get it right!”


Riho was about to reply when the teacher called them out and told them to hurry up and sit down. Throughout the rest of the day, Kanon wondered long and hard who it could be. Since she was Riho’s closest friend, the person she guessed would most likely have to be someone they knew. She guessed their sempai friend Mizuki-chan in P.E., their underclassman friend Haruka in Chemistry class, and even guessed Sakura-chan in Caligraphy class, but each was shot down with no luck. Eventually school was over and the two girls were alone in the classroom, finishing up an assignment.

“ Kanon-chan, did you finish writing up the class journal?”

“Almost, why? Did you want to go somewhere?”

“Yeah…The school store…”

As Riho stood up to stretch, Kanon instantly gasped and dropped her pencil, to look up at her friend.

“THE OLD MAN AT THE STORE?!”

Riho gave her a slightly discusted look as she brough her hand to her chest to calm herself down.

“You’re still doing that?! And no! Just give up already, jeez!”

“I guess I will…”

Kanon sighed as she picked up her pencil and began to write again as Riho wrapped her scarf around her neck. The two stayed quiet for a few more minutes as Kanon finished the last sentence and closed the book. She leaned back in her chair and let out another sigh as she got up and began to pack up her stuff.

“Well anyway, I was just curious Riho-chan…I just wanted to help you if you were troubled about it, but if you’re fine then it’s ok. Let’s go home~!”

The younger girl wrapped her own scarf around her neck and held Riho’s hand. Just as she was about to open the door, she stopped when she suddenly felt Riho squeeze her hand. She looked at their hands and then at her friend who was now looking away from her with a slight blush on her face.

“Riho-chan, what’s wrong?”

“Jeez, since you were so persistent all day today I’ll tell you…. But only once so listen good ok?”

Kanon eagerly nodded as she fully faced her friend all ears to who this person could be.

“The one…the one I like…it’s…”

Before Riho could finish her sentence, the door suddenly slid open, making the both of them jump and let go of their hands.

“Ah! Here you’re still here Kanon-chan!”

“E-eh?! Oh! Eripon-san!”

“I have a message for you!”

As Eripon began telling her message, Kanon turned all the way to her sempai. She was listening intently to what was being said until she felt a sudden warm hand intertwine with her free hand. She took a quick glance down to see Riho’s grip tighten, and felt a shiver run through her. Before she knew it, Eripon looked down from her paper to make sure the younger girl was listening.

“Did you get all of that Kanon-chan?”

“Huh!? Uh… Y-yeah!”

Eripon gave her a wary glance before looking at Riho and then their hands.

“Alright then…I’ll be sure to leave it to you then…Make sure you two get home safe…”

She gave the two a wink causing Kanon to blush even more, before sliding the door closed. It took Kanon a few minutes to calm herself back down before she realized she didn’t hear a word that her sempai had said. She knew that she’d have to ask her again at the meeting tomorrow, but that wasn’t important at the moment.

She looked back down at their still clasped hands and then to her friends still blushing face.

“Riho-chan…Is it…me?”

Riho quickly looked away from her and let go of the younger girls hand to bring her own up to her scarf.

“Let’s go to the school store before it closes already…”

“O-Okay…”

‘So Riho-chan’s secret was me all along….’

When the two were finally walking home, Kanon couldn’t help but look at her hands. Her heart was still racing from the sudden interaction as well. Riho sighed as she glanced over at her friend, still looking at her own two hands in amazement. She had to admit though; she was still not over the rush as well.

“Kanon-chan, you’re saying everything too loud…it’s embarrassing…”

“But still…How did I not notice??”

“It doesn’t matter now so just stop~”

Kanon looked over at her friend (now girlfriend) who was still blushing as well. This was defiantly going to take getting used to, not that she didn’t mind.

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again im sorry ;3;

forgot to add its from another oneshot manga(u can tell I need to get to bed lol)
http://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/wavering_mind#1 (http://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/wavering_mind#1)
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Simple Confess.]11-18-13
Post by: kuro_808 on November 18, 2013, 07:50:53 AM
 :lol:

Cute OS although Riho is cute when she needed to just to confess all this time :3
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Simple Confess.]11-18-13
Post by: MsSmigge on November 18, 2013, 12:23:40 PM
I think that I am once again repeating myself when giving comment  to you but this was so damn cute~  :inlove: Shy Riho is something chou kawaii~
And Eripon-san? Lol that got me!  XD

Good luck with you science class! Hopefully it turns out to be not so evil at some point.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Simple Confess.]11-18-13
Post by: kawaii beam on December 24, 2013, 05:04:46 AM
kuro_808-thanks~lol well I think riho's the stubborn type when she wants to get her feelings across

MsSmigge-thanks~ and lol yes eripon-san ftw~ thankfully I passed my sci class with a 95% and am now done for this semester~! :deco:


now to edit n post something~ :deco:
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Let’s have.]12-23-13
Post by: kawaii beam on December 24, 2013, 05:13:04 AM
merry early xmas~ :deco:

Let’s have a baby

Two women swung their cold hands together in the chilly December night air as they strolled in the nearly empty an illuminated park. It was already past 11 and after a nice and simple dinner, Ai and Risa decided to walk for a bit to take in all the lights and sounds around them.  Christmas was almost near and the couple was lucky to get the same day off to spend with family and friends before going back to their busy schedules.

Ai brought her thick beige coat closer to herself as a gust of wind came through and blew both of the girls’ long hair out of their faces. Risa quickly did the same as she instinctively shoved her hands in the pockets of her own black coat, causing Ai to almost loose her balance.

“Ah! Sorry!”

The bean was ready to take her hands out when Ai gently squeezed her hand and gave her a smile.

“No, it’s alright, I kind of like holding hands like this…”

Risa smiled back as she felt her cheeks heat up from the simple sentence. It kind of amused her how after all these years Ai’s simple and sweet sentences still caused her heart to race and make her feel like as if she was 17 all over again. Ai gently rubbed her thumb on her lovers hand as the two began walking again, lightly chatting about what plans they’d have for the last week of the year. It mainly consisted of year end parties, eventually talking about the happenings that went on in their rehearsals or when out with their siblings.

When the pair reached to the park playground, they both walked over to an empty swing set. Ai’s body shivered as she let go of Risa’s hand, took it out of the bean’s pocket and placed it on the cold chain.

“Mou the chain’s so cold Risa~! Give me back your hand~”

Risa chuckled as she looked over at the monkey’s pouty face with her right arm extended to her. Deciding to act a little devilish, the bean brought her left hand out, only to quickly move it away from Ai’s grasp, causing the woman’s frown to come out even more. Risa smirked as she moved her hand towards Ai again, moving it away just as quickly. The two played this little battle for a few more minutes until Ai started whining.

“Risa~!”

“Hai~?”

“Your hand!”

“Oi, don’t command me like I’m Ouji.”

“Hand~!”

Ai moved her hand in a ‘come here’ motion; her eyebrows were furrowed with that frown still on her face. Risa looked at her hand and her face, before sighing and finally gave in to her lover’s “command”. The monkey’s expression instantly changed as soon as she felt that familiar touch. The frown she had on slowly morphed into a confident smile as she let their hands down in-between the space of the two swings.

The two didn’t say a word as they watched the world pass on by without them. They listened to the soft creaks of the chains as they both slowly rocked their swings back and forth. Risa lightly rested her head on the chain as she closed her eyes. Even though it was so cold out she never felt more relaxed. Maybe it had to do with the fact that she was out with Ai after not being able to meet up in a long time? As nice as the constant text messages were, they were nothing compared to right now.

“Nee… Let’s have a baby.”

The bean snapped open her eyes and looked over to Ai who was casually looking at her phone with her free hand. Did she just hear her right?

“W-What?”

“Let’s have a baby.”

Risa looked at her lover in confusion as she repeated her simple statement. Ai didn’t even bat an eyelash at the bean as she looked up from her phone and grinned.
The younger girl patiently waited for the usual “just kidding” whenever Ai had something quite out there, but this time, it seemed like she was actually serious.

“Are you for real right now?”

“Un…why wouldn’t I be?”

She gave Ai a good look, causing the older to tilt her head a bit. Ai had actually said something similar to this many times before, but usually played it off as a joke, though this time something felt a bit different. Maybe the cold air was finally starting to get to her.

“You’re fooling around with me aren’t you…?”

“I’m not.”

“Well how are we going to make a baby then if we’re both women?”

“With our love of course.”

The bean stayed quiet as her lover went back to looking at her phone, calmly waiting for a response. A thousand thoughts rushed through Risa’s head as she finally realized just how serious Ai was at this time. If they were going to have a baby, just how would it work? They would most likely have to adopt, but even then how would they take care of a child? Baby sitting was one thing but raising a child that’s officially yours was a whole other story. Would they even be good parents?

Risa suddenly felt a warm squeeze on her hand, causing her to snap out of her worries and look up at her lover. With her phone now in her pocket, Ai smiled and gave another gentle squeeze.

“So…what do you think…?”

“I…I don’t know…do you think we’re ready for something like that…? I mean having a kid is such a big responsibility and-“

Ai leaned in and gave the bean a soft and gentle kiss. Risa slightly flinched at the sudden contact, but slowly felt her body relax. They slowly parted, giving Ai a chance to look into her lovers eyes. There were still some unsure feelings but she knew that Risa was now a bit calmer than she was earlier. Ai softly whispered her pervious question, letting a puff of warm air come out with each word.

“So...what do you think Risa?”

“…It’s a lot to think about…”

“We don’t have to do it right away.”

“But it’s a big responsibility…”

“That we’ll work through together.”

The bean looked down at their entwined hands before looking back at Ai’s face. She saw her own self reflected in her lover’s eyes that were suddenly filled with a bit of fear herself. She could even feel how her hands were shaking, possibly from nervousness, the cold or even both.

“Are you sure…?”

“Only if you are.”

Risa took a deep breath as she gave a firm nod. She wasn’t sure how they were going to do this, and just how much they’d have to learn, but if Ai was with her, she knew they could do anything they put their minds too, even if it was making a child of their own.

“… alright then…let’s have a baby.”

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my aigaki shipper self came out on full blast after finding out aichans legit getting married and its not to risa ;3; I also had to lol hard when aichan herself said that she casually proposed to abe. and with that I suddenly had to write this cus it legit seemed like something aichan would do.

hopefully i'll be able to get a few more stories out before the year's done for good lol
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Let’s have.]12-23-13
Post by: kuro_808 on December 24, 2013, 06:59:47 AM
^ all the takagaki shippers are going to go with the ship  :lol:

Don't remind me of such things.... I was born in September do the math XD
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Let’s have.]12-23-13
Post by: yunagi on December 24, 2013, 07:49:23 AM
Too cute ~<3 Both Simple Confession and Let’s have a baby.

^ there goes the ship >.< ah~ my inner takagaki is bludgeoning me head like a tomato.
Title: Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[Let’s have.]12-23-13
Post by: MsSmigge on December 24, 2013, 11:18:16 AM
Omg this was so cute again! I was grinning stupidly all the time I read this and felt so fluffy~ And then I came back to reality and well.... you probably know how I felt, lol. But this made my Christmas day and I feel so warm at the moment~ :3

and its not to risa

Yeah, I'm going with the ship as well... Wont abandon it! XD

Oh and great to hear that you passed you school stuff and such so well! Very good~  :)