[Tina's short OS corner] What hurts the most.

[LittleTina]

A short OS please don't kill me because it's short  *runs and hides and waits for people to shot me*

__~Monster~__

’’Run’’
’’What?’’
’’Run away, I’ll only hurt you’’
‘’What are you talking abou—‘’
‘’Please,  just do as I say and run away!’’

Is she insane? Why in the world is she telling me to run? I’m not going to run. Not away from her. She must be drunk, she can’t be sane.
‘’Let’s go home, you’re drunk’’ I grabbed her hand, locking it with my own and processed to take a step closer to my car. But before I could react she had already yanked her hand back to her. A sigh escaped my lips, ‘’Don’t be like that, we have to go.’’
‘’No, you don’t understand’’ She began, tears falling down her cold, slightly red cheeks. Brown orbs filled with salty water stared right into mine. With the one and only light, the moonshine, shining over us. Protecting us from the dark, from the shadows of the dark, from the pain they held.
A sudden whisper, ‘’I’m a monster’’.
Seconds later she was lying on the ground, her fragile and pale skin met the cold, hard ground tearing it apart.
Blood.
She lied there for a few minutes, no one did anything, no one said anything.
I was shocked.
She was scared.
I stared at her, her sweet brown orbs filled with happiness turned into red glowing ones filled with anger, sadness and pain. Her small round nose, her shaking lips and lastly . . . her fur. Her dark brown fur.
The thing in front of me wasn’t her anymore, it was an animal. A monster. Her ears sticking out, her dark brown fur, sharp fangs ready to sink themselves into flesh. She stared at me with her red eyes.
Slowly I took a step back, this isn’t her anymore. No, this is a different person. A different thing.
Never had I seen such thing before, it was still staring at me. Was I a prey? Another one? Is this my end?
It stood up, I took another step back. Her eyes showed sadness, only then I understood. She’s still there. She’s just hiding, it’s her under all of that. Or was it?
I –still slightly unsure—took a step back just in case something happens. She only stood there staring at me. I called out her name, she shut her eyes for a second and opened them again. They were back. Her brown orbs filled with happiness, the same brown orbs that fills me with happiness. The brown orbs, her brown orbs. I called out her name again, she sat down. Still staring at me, I took a step closer.
She stared.
I stared.
Another whisper, ‘’It’s me’’.

[abcari]

you should do more chapters xD I wont kill you if dont lol! I like it :3

[Zita]

I will not becuse it is short.
I am just asking you nicely if you will make more chapters?

[Kirozoro]

Please update more ch

[Crossing Crossroads]

I wonder if you're going to write it seriously this time, Timmy. Please do not crack!fic this if you do decide to multi-chapter it. (I am so serious, don't.) Good job on catching interest. (Really would be a waste for an interesting opening for a fic if not continued.)

THAT IS ALL.

[LittleTina]

Dx

Okay let's start this normally.
Thank you for the comments and also for not killing me. I'm glad you all liked it and guess ya'll want me to make new chappies don't ya?

Ehe sobs
Since this is my short OS's corna I'll make a new thread for 'A Monster' 

Crossing Crossroads: I'm not making a crack fic outta this. I don't destroy it this way (when I do a crack I start crackily *cracks*)

I'm gonna continue my first chappie for it and while ya'll wait here's another fail short OS I wrote yesterday.

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__~What hurts the most~__

''What hurts the most. Was being so close, and having so much to say. And watching you walk away''

I whispered the words again, and again, and again. The never ending words, the words I wish I gave away. Those words that were left unspoken, making me live with regret. Those words saved in my heart are now the only thing I can mutter out.

It was hard dealing with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, but I’m still doing it. I wonder why . . is it because It was my fault? Is it because I never traded away those words saved in my heart? Is it because I love you? Is it because I hate the fact that you left me with a promise saying you’ll always be with me?
Your promise were your last words.

''I’ll always be with you, I love you''

You said that with a dumb smile on your face. Just remembering that smile makes me feel worse. All I’ve been doing is killing you, destroying you from the inside. You were aware of it, so was I.

''I’m sorry'' I wanted to say those words, I wanted to scream them. I wanted you to know how sorry I was. How much I actually value you, how much I love you. But these words were left in my throat every time I wanted to shout them out.
Our old friends are there, smiling happily, moving on with their new lives. I’m the only one who can’t move on. I’m the only one left with only guilt to live on, if the guilt faded away . . . nothing would be left.

I sat on my bed beside the window, curled up with my knees against my chin. My arms around the wrapping them, comforting them. Not really though, nothing would comfort me anymore, not even the darkest corners. Or the rain that poured down on us, every day was another gloomy day. The sun was never there anymore. Maybe it would be there if you came back. But you won’t , you won’t come back to me. The person who never valued you, never trusted you, never gave you any hope, only disappointment.
I lied down on my bed, staring at the ceiling, the rain poured down as usual. I could hear the sound of loud knocking on the door. More rain, more pain. I couldn’t stand this after all, not after you left.
I reached to the pills on the small desk beside my bed, I stared at the pills in my hands. I stared blankly. Nothing could help anyway, what am I living on anyway? Yeah . . . nothing. Bringing my hand closer to my mouth, I took a deep breath. Opened my mouth and let the pills run down my hand and down to my mouth.

''What hurts the most. Was being so close, and having so much to say. And watching you walk away''

''I love you’’ I whispered and swallowed the pills. Goodbye.

[Kirozoro]

That was so sad :sobs:

Please update soon

[gek geki]

Why i felt the ones who took the pills was mayu?

Hope it was mayuki

[Zita]

 
This is so unfair all I read today was just sad things.
But I like your sad things.