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"Rena-chan! I love you please be my girlfriend!!" I bowed my head, my heart were beating madly. Finally I said it, I told you my feelings, I told you that I love you, I can't believe that I did it. But you didn't answer.Why??
I'm still bowing, please Rena give me the answer, say that you love me, say that you accept it.
"I'm sorry!!"
Everything becomes dark, I moved my head up, and looked at your back ,you were running, the tears were falling on my cheeks. I see, you didn't love me, it's OK, because I love you and always going to do.
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It's been two years since you disappeared from the Japan, after that day I heard that you leave the school and went to the US, after that day I didn't see your face anymore, I wonder if you hate me.
"Jurina are you still thinking about her?? " My best friend Mayu appear and sit beside me. I replied her with force smile.
"Jurina please I beg you forgot about her, you are going to kill yourself like this, she didn't love you,she never loved you."
Mayu is right, I should forget about her, she never loved me, I'm always like a little sister to her. "I'm trying Mayu and I hope that I can forget her."
The bell ring and everyone sit at their place, the teacher come in the classroom, we all greeted her.
"Mina-San we have a new student. Please come in Rena-San."
As shocked as I heard familiar name, I looked up and our eyes meet.
"Nice to meet my name is Matsui Rena." She bowed.
I can feel my friend gives her an angry look. You are back! Two years later after you come back.Why? What is your reason behind it?
The bell ring and everyone run outside.Mayu come toward me, she holds my hand and drag me out, I know she doesn't want me to sit with Rena, she doesn't want me to get hurt again.
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Only three weeks still for us to graduate, Rena and I didn't talk much then hi and hello,
I want to ask her if she loves me, I want to hear the answer, no matter what happen I want to hear the truth.
With all my power I stand up from my chair and went out looking for her, I didn't find her anywhere as I was walking on the ground I looked at Rena who were talking with Airin, I wonder what are they talking about. Then suddenly Airin kissed her, they shared a passionate kiss, I can't believe what I'm seeing now, I felt pain in my heart, look like I found my answer, Rena didn't love me.
I run and continue running the tears were falling like rain, it's hurt, damn, it's hurt so much, I fell on the ground I looked up at the sky, I breathed heavily.
"Jurina! Why can't you forget her??" Mayu asked me with a sad tone.
I looked at her and smiled not forced or fake but real smile.
"I didn't love her anymore." I said with energy voice.Yeah, I didn't love her anymore, why should I waste my life on someone who doesn't love me.
Time passed fast and our graduation come, we all graduate happily and also crying, Mayu and I become couples, we are most beautiful couples in all the school we love and care about each other, I totally forgot about Rena, I don't think about her anymore, I start my life with a smile and with a beautiful wife.
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It's been three years or four! Well, I don't care I came back to Japan, yeah, I miss everyone, especially about her, my crush. I take my phone and called Mayu and told her that I'm back and I want to meet them.
At evening I enter at the coffee shop and looked around, I saw Mayu were waving at me. Woah she become so beautiful.
"Hi Mayu it's been a long time!!" I hugged her.
"Yukirin, I miss you." She hugged me back.
"Hi Yuki-San!! " Jurina greeted me.
"Hi Jurina." Two of them grown up as beautiful lady.
"So what's up, what bring you in Japan??" Mayu asked.
"I miss my country and I miss my friends.So how is two of you doing??"
"We are married and living our life happily." Mayu giggle.
Yes Mayu and Jurina are married now, sadly I missed their marriage party. They even have one year old girl. They look happy together.
"By the way do you hear any news about Rena??"
They shake their heads. "She disappeared after graduation, no one knows about her or saw her." Jurina.
"She probably lives happily with her girlfriend Airin or maybe they are married." Mayu said.
Airin!! I knew Rena never loved Airin. I want to know what happened to Rena, where is she, I want to meet her. I called Yuko to ask about her.
"Yuko-san did you have any news about Rena??"
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I knocked the door and enter inside the room, slowly I moved my feet and walk toward the bed, I come close to it and looked at the sleeping girl, her face look so pale, I take the chair and sit beside her and continue staring at her with fear. After a few minutes later, sitting like this I looked around my gaze moved at blue dairy, I took the diary and start reading it.
******2010******
Today I did mistake, it was the biggest mistake of my life, not one, but twice, I can't forgive myself, Never.
Yesterday night Jurina told me her feelings, first I was so happy that my love is not onside, but suddenly I become afraid, I start shaking with fear, no word can come out of my mouth, and in the end all I can say to her is I'm sorry, I broke her heart, not only this I run away from the Japan I travelled to US, I can't show her my face after this, I'm so afraid, I can't tell her that I love her, I can't, Jurina I'm sorry please forgive me.
******2012******
After two years later I decide to go back to Japan and graduate from my old high school, I begged to my parents,I told them I will do anything that they will going to tell me, just please let me go back, they accepted, and I come back. As I entered in the class my heart were beating so fast, I introduced myself, I can feel everyone glaring at me, all of them hate me.
I looked at Jurina she changed too much she become weak, I wonder if it's because of me. I wanted to talk with Jurina I want to tell her that I love her, but whenever I try to get close to her her best friend Mayu always try to take her away from me, I know why she does this she didn't want to see her hurt.
The graduation ceremony is coming close and until now I didn't talk with Jurina. Suddenly I got MSG from Airin that she wanted to see me, I wonder what she wants.
I went to the park and looked at her, she was waiting me.
"What you want??" I asked her in a cold voice.
"Nothing really, I just wanted to meet my future wife got any problem?" she said playfully. I glared at her.
"What's with the glare, you should be thankful that I didn't tell your parents about Jurina, you know what will happen if I tell them, they are going to kill her." She laughed I really wanted to punch her face, but I hold myself. She looked at me with a serious face.
"Rena I need kiss as my payment or other else I will going to tell your parents." She smirk, without giving me any warning, she kiss me passionately, I tried to push her, but she was so strong, as she broke the kiss she start laughing.
"I feel sorry for Jurina who just saw us kissing." Airin smirk and went away while leaving me shocked. No, it's not true, I didn't believe it, she didn't see me, Airin just playing with me, yes she just plays nothing other.
After a few days later I heard that Mayu and Jurina is dating, I can't believe what I heard, it's not true all of this is lie, I don't want to believe it.
In the end that day come when everyone graduate happily beside me, I didn't wanted to go I didn't want to leave Jurina I want to tell her that I love her, but look like I'm late, everything is over, I should say her goodbye now, maybe this is best for us, I walked toward her and congratulations to her and hug her tight I miss her scent and hug. It was my final hug, I smiled at her and walk to my car while hoping she will call me. But she didn't, I wished if she did, I wished if she said Rena I love you, after all it was my mistake, I was scared I don't want to hurt her I didn't want to lose her, that's why I run away, I wished if I never come back, I wished if I died.
*******2013********
I'm a slave of my parents, who only do what they tell me, and if I refused what they said they will going to destroy my life, today is my marriage party, I'm going to marry with Airin, I didn't want it, I don't love her, I hate her, Jurina please help me, Jurina please come and save me.
No, I can't do it anymore, I can't, I run away from home and meet Yuko, gladly she was in the US for some business, I told her everything and asked for help, she is a very nice person she helped me and destroyed my parent company because she was rich also, after that I come back from Japan.
When I come back I find out that Mayu and Jurina were married and even Mayu is pregnant, look like I'm very late now, there isn't any way to go back.
*******2014*******
Now when I'm writing this diary, I'm standing in the building roof, yes, I'm going to kill myself, I want time to die and born again, there isn't any meaning for me to live anymore, I should be punished for what I did.
I didn't know if someone will going to read this dairy or not, but I want to say sorry to everyone whom I caused problems."
IAs i finished reading the diary I can feel tears on my cheeks. Suddenly I felt a warm hand come and wipe my tears, I looked up and didn't even realize that Rena wake up and staring at me.
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" Why are you crying?? "She asked in a weak voice.
"You wake up." she replied with a smile. I put the diary on the table.
"It's a very sad story." She said. I looked at her with shock. "I wonder how she looks like, the owner of the dairy." She smiles.
"What happened to you?? " I Asked.
"Yuko-san told me that I accidentally hit by a car and lose my memory."
"Did you remember me ??"She looked at me for a while."I do, you are Yuki right." I nodded. So she can remember me, but she didn't remember Mayu and Jurina, somehow I well happy, I want her to forget about her.
Week and months pass by, I spend my most of time with Rena, we talk and have our lunch together, slowly she start to recover, so I take her out of the hospital.
We come to the beach and sit on the bench while watching the waves. Rena looked at me and smiled.
"You are nice person Yuki-chan."
"Thanks." I smiled. I wonder what is going on her mind.
"Yuki-chan Arigatou, for being with me."
"It's nothing much, we are friends so it's my job to take care of my friend."
"You are more than friends." I stared at her beautiful face.
"Yukirin!!!" I heard familiar voice I quickly moved my face behind, and looked at Mayu and Jurina.
"Ah Mayu-chan and Jurina -Chan, what are you doing here??" Rena asked. I moved my gaze and looked at Rena with shock, she said she didn't remember them.
"We are shopping here." Mayu giggled.
"What are you shopping in the sea." I asked.
"Maybe they are buying some water and fish." Rena joked.
"It's been long time Rena, how are you doing??" Jurina asked. Rena smiled and looked at me. "I'm fine and enjoying my life with my friend."
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After enjoying the beautiful day we come back to the hospital Rena change her clothes and sit on the bed and looked at me.
"Look like you have something to say!!"
"You said you didn't remember!!"
"I lied!!"
"Why?? "
"....." She stayed silent while I was waiting for her answer, maybe she is afraid that's why she didn't want to tell me. Thinking this I sit on the bed and hugged her."It's OK, tell me why did you lie!!"
She looked at me me with lonely eyes."You are different from her, two of you loves me, but your love is different, you know everything about me, even though I didn't tell you anything, Jurina she just loved me, but she didn't know anything about me, I wonder if her love is true." she put her index finger on my lips and moved it slowly."They are sweet."
My body shivered I can't believe what is happening now.
"Rena!!" I said in a weak voice.
"When I jumped I killed everything that were inside me, and when I wake up I was a new person, and then I find out from Yuko that you had feelings for me, so I start falling for you, I'm happy that you find me." The tears fall from her eyes."Can I become yours??"
I wiped her tears with my thumb and looked straight into her eyes,slowly I moved close to her and capture her lips into mine. As I broke the kiss and looked at her eyes again she smiles. "As I said before, your lips are sweet." She giggles.
"It's because I eat ice-cream." I hugged her."I love you Rena."
"I love you too Yuki."
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