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Gradually OS part 2of? reply [WMatsui]
« on: June 13, 2015, 07:33:37 PM »
Gradually part 1



I Matsui Rena will graduate from SKE


That was what was heard on the radio ANN tonight, Jurina was laying in her bed and listening to the radio while silently crying.
It was too late, whatever she tried in every possible way to prevent her from graduating she couldn’t do anything about it.

The reason behind her breakdown during sousenkyo was one of many things that relates to Rena and her graduation announcement,
which no one knew, it was the agreement the only 2 of them had.



-3 Months ago-

One day Jurina happened to pass by the staff room and hears people talk, they were all staff and there was also Yuasa, nothing out of the ordinary Jurina though, until she heard another familiar voice, it was Rena.

“We have settled the month of your graduation Rena, it will be in August but we haven’t settled the date yet and about the announcement please do it after the sousenkyo, it’s too early to announce it after Airi,Nishishi and Neesan just graduated , if it’s okey for you Rena” Yuasa said, his eyes were a little bit teary.

“I understand, graduation is not an easy topic, the fans probably haven’t properly recovered from it yet. The time has come for me to move on, I can’t contribute to SKE anymore because I’ve given my all, thank you all for everything.” Rena said

“What is this about?” Jurina thought, “Is Rena going to graduate?” The shock hit her like a wave and she decided to intervene. Jurina hastily open the door and almost ran into the room while scaring all the people in there for they were clearly jumping. Jurina didn’t cared and went straight to Rena and asked.

“Rena, are you really going to graduate?”

“Jurina, I’ve been pondering about this for over 2 years already.”

“No Rena you can’t do it yet! Please! Just another year and I promise I’ll be stronger until then. “

“But I’ve already talked to the staff and Akimoto sensei about it besides you’re turning 18 now and I’m sure that you will lead SKE into a better future even without me Jurina.”

"But you haven't announced it yet right? Even so there is a small chance that you might change you mind?" A small hope was filled in her eyes as Rena just apologised to the staffs and bowed to Yuasa and walked away, leaving Jurina crying. Yuasa patted her shoulder lightly and said "Let her shine in her own way"

Yuasa's words struck Jurina still, she couldn't understand, wasn't Rena shining? To her Rena is like a shining star, it didn't matter if it was at the stage or events. Jurina didn't felt complete without her shining star.

3 months ago Jurina was desperate, she tried every possible way to make Rena change her mind but it was in vain. Why won’t Rena see that she needed her? Jurina has turned 18 but despite her age she’s still young in mind and having so much pressure is taking toll on her.  Whenever Jurina feels exhausted, she would message Rena on LINE and tell her about things that happens, for a moment Jurina would feel relieved to just forget about the pressure she had.

The rumours about they being in bad terms were not true, just because they don’t talk much openly when in front of their friends or fans doesn’t mean they don’t talk or message each other in their free time.

“If I get 1st rank in the senbatsu will you stay in SKE for another year Rena?”

“It's that a little bit too high Jurina?” Rena's eyebrow furrowed.

“Well okey not first rank but maybe 3rd? If there’s a miracle I want it to happen and I’ll try my best to appeal to many fans as I can, just you wait.”

Rena was thinking for a while before answered. “Tell you what, if you get into top 3 I’ll reconsider about graduation.”

Jurina beamed and asked “Seriously? Then I will do my best!” As Jurina shot a fighting pose it was kinda dorky even if she was serious, this earned a small chuckle from Rena.

As days goes by, Rena could see how hard Jurina tried her best to appeal to the fans, even though it was clearly in Jurina's nature to be like that but also in Jurina's 755 there was always funny and cheerful reply to her fans.(Rena has been secretly stalking the other Matsui there but we don't really know that do we?)
It impress her how hard she tried but deep inside she's been giving in to Jurina's request because it was her, graduating means that there will only be Masanya left from 1st generation that she can console, Jurina might look like a strong girl outside but inside she is a very sensitive girl and cries easily. There's a lot of pressure from the management as she still have to hold the position in both SKE and AKB team K, Rena seems to can't stop worrying about her. They grew more and more distant, busy with their work but neither of them forgets the promise they did.







Hi this is a my first OS and probably last fanfic and I'm sorry for any misspelling or bad English.
I'll divide it into 2 or 3 parts depending on how lazy I am.
This is fic is purely fictional and based loosely from the facts so keep in mind and take it lightly.(Author joke)
I haven't listened to Rena's ANN yet so I don't really know what she said so I'm making all the things up.
I had the urge to write this fic when I heard Rena-san is graduating. It's not a sad ending but a new beginning for her
so let's continue to support her as an actress!  :)
« Last Edit: July 30, 2015, 06:25:09 PM by Megumi »
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Re: Gradually OS part 1 updated [WMatsui]
« Reply #1 on: June 14, 2015, 07:26:17 AM »
T_T jurina~

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Re: Gradually OS part 1 updated [WMatsui]
« Reply #2 on: June 14, 2015, 10:37:11 AM »
wuhuu ~
wmatsui fanfic,i waiting for this fanfic
i think jurina really act like this  after rena announce her graduation :D
please continue it author-san,ganbatte
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Re: Gradually OS part 1 updated [WMatsui]
« Reply #3 on: June 14, 2015, 11:31:55 AM »
oh! it´s so sad!!

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Gradually OS part 2/3 updated06/14 [WMatsui]
« Reply #4 on: June 14, 2015, 11:20:34 PM »
*bow* As you maybe already guessed it's going to be a sad ending(maybe) this one is really short I promise the last one will be longer.  :bow:
I've altered a few things here and there. Maybe why Jurina was so upset with her ranking is because she lost the bet with Rena? :panic:
Purely fictional(author joke again)
Thank you for silent readers and you guys that commented.
It makes me glad that you dropped in to read poorly written fic by me. :cry:
Thank you again *bow*


Gradually part2


During the filming of Jurina’s appeal video, she mentioned that she wanted to be in the 1st rank this year, she didn’t care if it sounded arrogant but she wasn’t doing it for herself but for her fans to step-up their gear, she was seldom selfish but clearly she can’t afford to lose Rena yet. 1st rank wasn’t that important for her, Jurina still have time for that but to extend Rena’s time in SKE, she was losing a grip of it, like a sand running through an hourglass, and it can’t be stopped unless a miracle decides to turn it upside down there’s nothing she can do now except for praying to kami-sama.



-June 06- Senbatsu Sousenkyo General Election

Jurina can't seems to hide her nervousness as she was holding her shaky hands waiting for the event to start. Rena was at the hotel watching us from the TV, Rena wanted to come and cheer on behind the scene but Jurina begged her to stay inside the hotel if, maybe or not that there’s a chance she wouldn’t make it. She didn’t wanted to break down in front of Rena. Not that she wasn't confident about it but this special event, there are lot of potential girls and members that have very huge fanbase (like Sasshi’s fanbase from China) and being in senbatsu wasn’t hard enough, not to mention that there’s a bet going on. It’s making the younger Matsui even more nervous.

But as the event started and during the ranking announcement Jurina was overjoyed that her fellow SKE members were named that she forgot about her nervousness for a while.

“Its 7th place now and my name hasn’t been called yet. Please not my name please not my name” Jurina voiced inside her head.

7th place HKT48, Team A– Miyawaki Sakura

“Yokatta” Jurina thought.

I saw Sakura walking to the front and did the senbatsu speech. She said something about destroying AKB which made Mayu’s usually composed cyborg face turn into Yukirin’s reaction face. I chuckled a little bit but my heart was now beating fast again as Sakura’s speech was over and it’s time for the next announcement.
I closed my eyes and clasped my hands together and prayed hard. ”Kami-sama I don’t want to lose Rena yet”

6th place NMB48, Team K- Yamamoto Sayaka

“There’s still hope” Jurina muttered to herself…



-Meanwhile in the hotel room-

“I’m a little bit sad that there’s so few of NMB girls got into the ranking. I can feel Sayanee’s frustration in her speech. It reminds me that at this particular event, it’s the one that I like the least, fighting for ranking to be on the first spot I’m tired of fighting. I continue to watch the Senbatsu. Why did I even went with Jurina’s request by the way? Even if she got into top 3 doesn’t means that I won’t graduate next year.” She was troubled, although Rena doesn’t like to admit it herself but, she seems to have a soft spot for the other Matsui. She acts like she doesn’t care but deep inside she does, despite their differences, they shared a mutual bond that no one else could understand.

Sayaka’s speech came to an end it was time for the next announcement.

5th place SKE48… “Oh no, Jurina…” Team K-Matsui Jurina
Rena’s face was glued in front of the TV watching every step Jurina took to the stage.  Rena knew that in any moment Jurina is going to break and it will be any-time soon. Without thinking she hurriedly turn off the TV and took her belongings before running out of the hotel room. Not caring that she was in her usual comfy outfit.



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Re: Gradually OS part 2/3 updated06/14 [WMatsui]
« Reply #5 on: June 15, 2015, 12:41:45 AM »
I don't know why...
but, I started to cry while reading the part 2  :farofflook:

very hard to accept, because rena will graduate :pleeease:
thank's for you fanfic author-san :on speedy:
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Re: Gradually OS part 2/3 updated06/14 [WMatsui]
« Reply #6 on: June 15, 2015, 12:42:10 PM »
 :depressed: :err: :frustrated: :farofflook: :gyaaah: :pleeease: :on speedy:

this is .. this is makes me want to cry  :gyaaah:

i know this is just a fanfiction but this is looks very real

you're so great author-san ,continue it please  :on drink:
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Re: Gradually part 3of? reply [WMatsui]
« Reply #7 on: July 30, 2015, 06:24:34 PM »
Tunes in and almost forgot about this fic.  :banghead:
Thank you every silent reader and nice comments, it keeps inexperienced author like me to try to improve. :nervous
Going to try and update this at the end of this week.  :panic:
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Re: Gradually OS part 2of? reply [WMatsui]
« Reply #8 on: July 30, 2015, 08:13:16 PM »
Iam really happy you'll be udate this fanfic
Please update soon author-san
This is really good fanfic  :thumbup
Happy ending please  :kneelbow:

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Re: Gradually OS part 2of? reply [WMatsui]
« Reply #9 on: August 14, 2015, 05:20:45 AM »
:frustrated: :err: :on cloudeye: :fainted: :gyaaah: :pleeease: :on speedy:

why so sad?  :depressed:
☆LIVING IN DREAMLAND WITH PAPA JURINA AND MAMA RENA☆

-sorry for my bad english, still learning with uncle Sae :hee:

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