My Whole Life is a Lie
[Sayu POV]My heart felt like it was about to ricochet, I ran towards my friends.
“Michishige-san, wasn’t that your ex?” a high spirited girl asked me, as she looked over at Ai.
“Yes Koha. And her name is-“ I saw HER, with Ai. They’re laughing. I frown.
“Takahashi Ai. And that girl she is flirting with is Tanaka Reina.” Thanks a lot Gaki-san! I mentally cursed her., I don’t know if she’s a stalker but she just knows everything. Well not really everything. She doesn’t know that-
“AYO! Gaki-san~” Kame. She clung unto Gaki, snuggling.
Gaki sighed as she decided to just do what Kame wants. I watched them, they looked cute. They looked like, US. Before that night….
Brriiinng. Brriiiing.
Why isn’t she picking up? Did something happen?
I scurried towards the bus stop. Bus come on! Bus come on!
I tried calling her once again,
Brriiiinng. Brriii-
“Hai, Moshi Moshi?” her drowsy voice answered my call.
I sighed in relief. Relief that she was at home…alone. Was she?
“Ai-chan! Why didn’t you answer my call immediately?!” I semi-shouted on the phone.
“Ah. Not so loud. I just woke up..” she grumbled something I couldn’t catch.
“What did you say?” my face was flustered, I don’t know but I suddenly feel mad. I hate it when this happens.
“Nothing.” Her voice more alert than a while ago.
“No. I heard you say something there.” I wanted to shout but the bus came, I went in and took a seat.
“Gosh, Sayu. I just told you I didn’t say no more. I’ll just call you later, Bye.” She ended the call. Damn it, she better be ready.
I mean, how can she forget?! It’s the day we first met. Grrrr. Sayu! Get a hold of yourself! You’re not going there to scold her like she’s your husband who was out drinking again! You’re going there to remind her, and celebrate.
I gripped on the paper bag that’s filled with drinks, snacks and a gift.
I sighed looking at the contents, should’ve bought some more snacks.
Well, its my stop. I hopped out of the bus, singing to myself. As I walked into the condominium, I saw a reflection of myself. I can’t help but stop, so I did. Looking at myself, I fixed my bangs and patted my skirt. There you go. I smiled and entered the elevator, pushing the 3rd button. Up went my ride, giggling to myself as I imagined how Ai’s reaction would be like. Not knowing, that something wicked is about to happen.
Ding. I stepped out, walking merrily to her door.
Buuuzzz. Buuuzzz. I rang her door, no one answered. I tried one more time. But still nothing, so I decided to get her spare key under the flower pot beside her door.
I opened the door, it was dark and pretty silent in the living room. I went to the kitchen and turned on the lights, placing my things on the table.
“Ai-chan?” I called out for her, I went to her bedroom door. Knocked once and called her name again.
Then I heard some noises, I wanted to open the door. But I didn’t wanna invade her private space. So I knocked once more, waiting.
“Ai-chan is something wrong?” I started to get nervous. So I leaned on the door trying to hear something.
I heard something like, “Hurry up..” Ai-cha’s voice. “Ok, ok…relax..” another…woman’s voice. But who?
And with that, I busted the door and turned on the lights. I saw Ai half nude and….who is she? A whore? A friend? Her cousin? What the hell Sayumi, you’re twisted. STOP! Relax, I wanted to grab the nearest sharp object. I wanted to hurt her. Why did she do this to me? Ok, that’s it. No one cheats on Sayumi Michishige. No one! Even the hottest, gorgeous, sexy Takahashi Ai. Argh!
“Sayu..I..” She she sounded scared, well she better be!
“I’m at fault, I know she has a girlfriend. But I just, wanted her so badly. I know sorry won’t do a thing.” That girl spoke up and faced me, she had a sorry look on her face. That’ll be gone in a while, HA! She’ll regret this!
“Sayu, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to.” She bowed her head ashamed to look at me.
I held back my tears and turned my sadness into strength to speak.
“If you did mean it that would be rude you know.” My words stung her like poison. I know, I saw it in her eyes.
She tried to touch me, “Don’t touch me..” I slapped her hands away, “You filthy woman…” My voice was filled with disgust and anger.
After that she didn’t speak, she plopped down on her messy bed. Reina running towards her to comfort her. Yeah! Be together! Worthless.
“I would’ve forgiven you for forgetting, but instead I caught you with another woman! Another woman!” I wanted to slap her face. Trash her, yes I am evil. This is Sayumi when she’s mad .No this is me, when I’m broken. Too broken to function. I hate this night! I hate these clothes! I hate her place! I hate anything that reminds me of her and this night! Anything that has something to do with it!! I HATE IT!
Turns out that I shouted that last one, they both looked at me. I glared back, “Forget about everything. Bye, Ai.” I walked out of her door, her life.
Yes, that night was one of the most miserable nights I had in my life. Cause there was once, I went partying like a rockstar..I, damn not now!
I ran as fast as I could, left everything there…well except for the memories. As much as I wanted to throw them away, I couldn’t cause she’s such a part of me. And not to forget, I made this bracelet for her I bet she’s-
I looked over
-SHE’S WEARING IT?! The nerve! Well, it does look good on her. Now she looks cuter, she better thank me. She glanced over at me, I guess she felt my stare. She smiled gently at me, I smiled back. No hard feelings!
“Wow, Sayu you just zoned out there…” Gaki-san slapped my arm, laughing.
“Owww!” I slapped her back.
“Hey! Practice is about to start.” Sensei shooed us to our places and we started our practice.
I improved my singing it I love myself for that. Ai is a really awesome singer, as well as Reina. I glanced at them, they we’re always together. Reina, looked glum but she still sang awesomely. And Ai, she seemed troubled. I shook off the feeling and concentrated with my singing, and soon the practice ended.
“PHEW, that was hardcore!” Koha was still hyper after that singing.
“Ah, I’m too tired. I better get going…” I groaned, walking to the door.
“OH, we’re going out to the mall! Wanna come?” Gaki called out.
“Nah, I’ll rest for a while..” I massaged my temples.
I went to a place where people rarely walk around, it was silent and it was comfortable.
I sat and leaned my head on the wall, the swooshing sound of the wind was relaxing.
“I hate this…” I heard someone hiss, I opened my eyes to see who it was.
“Why, why is it always her?” It was a girl, she punched the wall real hard.
“She always gets what she wants….” She hissed a number of curses, I squeaked as she raised her hand, it was bleeding from the earlier punch.
“OPSS.” I smiled nervously as she looked my way, her eyes were burning with jealousy, I could see it..it freaked me out so I focused on her face…turned out she was Reina.
She walked towards me, I trembled. Then she sat beside me and started to talk.
“She said, she didn’t like singing, that it was her mother’s dream to be a singer.” She wiped off the blood from her knuckles.
I didn’t know what to say, I always knew Ai loved singing…it was her life.
“She always labels me as number 2…I hate it.” Her voice was filled with anger.
“She didn’t deserve it! Didn’t sensei say that I was perfect for the role?!” grabbed my wrist and made me face her.
Her eyes were puffed up, and tears streaming down her cheeks. I guess she was really mad? sad? About it.
I don’t know what to feel about it, I mean…she was the girl who stole my girlfriend…and, well…
“I think-“ I was cut-off, she stood and wiped her tears away.
“I have to do something…” she ran off and I was left kinda confused.
“uhhh…” I said to myself, scratching the back of my head.
That was weird, but my guts tells me that she’s up to no good. Or rather she was up to something evil. Should I follow her? Or just going with my spacing out?
My phone rang, “Hai.” I answered.
“Sayu? We’re still at the mall, wanna come?” it was Gaki-san, she sounded concerened.
“Sayu!!! Come on! Lets eat some crepes!!” I heard Koha shout.
I chuckled, “Ok, I’m coming..” I grabbed my stuff and headed to the mall.
I’d rather not follow her and she what she’s up to, I mean it’s none of my business anymore. I am so over Ai and I swore that I won’t be attached to her anymore. No..mo..
I know I’m just lying to myself, but that’s how I escape my world that’s drowning in pain.
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UHM. hope i don't disappoint anyone this time. *hides*
what Reina did? i think imma put it in the Scary Ver.
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