JPHiP Radio (12/200 @ 96 kbs)     Now playing: Yoko Shimomura, Shani Rigsbee - Somnia Memorias

Author Topic: Philophobia....  (Read 4456 times)

Offline mayuyuXlyukirinlover13

  • Member+
  • Posts: 229
Philophobia....
« on: February 06, 2013, 01:13:07 PM »

Philophobia: People who have a fear of falling in love or being in love.......

.
.
.
.
.

Love...It's a scary thing... At first you'd felt so happy meeting the love
of your life...then she just crushes your heart....to love is to sacrifice yourself.
.
.
.
.
.


in love....
   
You get Hurt

Broken

Left out

Fear

Tearful

Lonely

and Regretful




People around me Thinks it's ok to be in love....A lot of couples are around me while I'm standing
here alone....I know I should move on but.... 3 girls...already broke me to the bone. you think you've seen it all but no..
The pain you have never seen nor felt it like I did.

I gave them everything they wanted...but they just...cheated,betrayed and lied to me behind my back.

I'm scared to love....to love again.




I don't wanna force myself to love anymore...Fear is only the thing I feel when that happens...
It'll happen again....and again....

Offline mo-chan

  • ecchi
  • Member+
  • Posts: 944
  • Juritan! \(*ω*)/
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #1 on: February 06, 2013, 04:17:43 PM »
wow interseting  :grin: :grin:
continue  :thumbsup

Mayuki&WMatsui
Jurina is my oshi forever!! (>w<)/
 Mo-chan Fanfics:
Don't be ashamed when you love me
 One Shots
My Page

Offline KojiYuu44

  • ecchi
  • Member+
  • Posts: 211
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #2 on: February 06, 2013, 06:33:15 PM »
Great :)
Me want more!
« Last Edit: February 06, 2013, 07:23:38 PM by KojiYuu44 »

Offline cisda83

  • ecchi
  • Member+
  • Posts: 3088
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #3 on: February 07, 2013, 03:19:45 AM »
Great prologue...

Can't wait to see how the story going to start

Thank you for the nice interesting fic...

 :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs

Offline mayuyuXlyukirinlover13

  • Member+
  • Posts: 229
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #4 on: February 13, 2013, 03:26:44 PM »
Part 1

It all started at Junior high when I meet a girl...She has Black hair, Twin tailed....her eyes were
Dark brown...she was cuter than any girls in school.She was really popular there too. But then a lot of people say
she's like a cyborg,she doesn't show much emotion towards others,except for her closest friends.


Everytime we pass each other, Whenever I see her pass me by I see her in a Slow motion way...
After she passes me by I'd stop on my tracks and have a Smile on my face. I always felt as if my heart Skipped a beat or 2.

As Time passes she slowly Notices me. Then soon we started talking to each other getting to know
each other. Months passed and it was February. From the very start I already loved her....


One day on Valentines day. instead of a Girl giving Chocolates and Roses I did the
Exact opposite. I even sang for her...



*Flashback: Febuary 14 20xx*

I sighed in nervousness. I was Holding 3 Red roses, A box of Chocolates. and on my back was my guitar.
I left Rose Petals in front of her classroom door. Her best friend Aika oota saw the note on the Floor
saying:

"Princess ____ Follow these rose petals. I have a surprise for you at the end~"


Aika ran to wards her and Gave her the not. She stood up and Followed the petals.
Until she reached the School's campus grounds. The campus grounds was big green place.
Grasses were trimmed and well maintained bushes of Flowers around it. the 3 facade of the school buildings faces
 a huge Oak  tree in the middle of the Campus Grounds.

I formed a heart around the Tree using Roses.

She Goes inside the heart. then she looked around.

I strummed my guitar, then played it. I was at the branch of the tree.I hummed
A Tune. I had my eyes closed my right leg was just hanging there while the other one was placed on the branched
Arched, I was leaning on my back while playing the guitar.

She looked up and saw me.



The best thing about Today's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core




I reposition my self. I opened my eyes and sat down on the branch. both of
my legs were just hanging.


But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind


I jump down. Luckily it wasn't that high. As my knees bent to
spread the impact to the ground, I slowly stood up straight and played the guitar
I slowly walked towards her.

Or I won't Live to see another day
I swear it's true....


I stood there in front of her, I can see a tint of pink across
her Face. I stopped playing the guitar and A pal of mine Gave me the Boquet of Roses I bought.
I held it in front of her as I give it to her.

"Because a girl like you is impossible to find ,You're impossible to find...."

She blushed. she was Speechless.

"___ _____ Will you please be my Valentine? "

She hugged me. and said "Yes...."

Everything went smoothly, I was so happy back then...But I never knew something would hit my heart
Painfully soon....

-End of Brake up 1-



Comment what you think, and leave a thank you if you liked it  :grin:

Offline kuro808

  • Konkon + HKT + JPH!P= <3 and Happiness
  • Global Moderator
  • Member+
  • *
  • Posts: 23734
  • Natsu Oshi DESU!
    • Kurosawa87
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #5 on: February 13, 2013, 05:22:19 PM »
It has a dark feeling around the whole fic, like a dark day and slowly developing into a sunny day :nervous
Random Thought:

tumblr

R.I.P. Jab!  Dad/friend

Offline chibiusa

  • atsuxtomoxmayuxyuko
  • Member
  • Posts: 36
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #6 on: February 13, 2013, 05:52:00 PM »
nice chapter and prologue!
pls continue  :bow:

Offline nik11

  • ecchi
  • Member+
  • Posts: 53
  • Mayu - Yuki - Yuko - Rena - Jurina Daisuki
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #7 on: February 13, 2013, 06:42:10 PM »
Ah so cute!  XD

Can't wait to find out what happened.

Please update soon.

Offline K-popJ-popAWESOMENESS

  • ecchi
  • Member+
  • Posts: 318
  • Mwahahahahahahahah (have nothing so say..........)
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #8 on: February 13, 2013, 07:34:12 PM »
Update I can't wait  :bow:

Offline -gibson-mayulover

  • ecchi
  • Member+
  • Posts: 142
  • no rice, no life
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #9 on: February 13, 2013, 09:07:20 PM »
thank you for the great fic

Offline mayuyuXlyukirinlover13

  • Member+
  • Posts: 229
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #10 on: February 14, 2013, 11:28:47 AM »
Thanks for the comments Bros  :hee: really appreciate the Thanks and comments~!!  :bingo:

Now Did you all guessed who this girl is??  :whistle:

Offline fuu_kun

  • ecchi
  • Member+
  • Posts: 411
  • kyun~kyun~~
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #11 on: February 14, 2013, 04:50:01 PM »
Saemayuu o(><)/ me surely sure ! Please do continue ^^ sankyuu :bow:

Offline mayuyuXlyukirinlover13

  • Member+
  • Posts: 229
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #12 on: February 26, 2013, 03:40:30 PM »
part 2

I was happy to be her guy and i was proud to call her my girl....
She was Cute and sweet sometimes she'd bring me lunch when she sense
that I don't have one hahaha.....

I'd always Walk her home.. If she's busy on something I would always
Help her right away even if she says she can handle it I'll still help...

Whenever she's Sick I would Visit her and sometimes Sleep at her place And take care of her
And She does the Same to me...

Whenever we fight if no ones apologizing... I'd Apologize and we'd Kiss and Make up.
I love her with all my Heart...My Fragile Heart...

Her Father once Said to me.

"IF YOU DARE TO BRAKE MY LITTLE ANGEL'S HEART I SWEAR TO GOD ON HIGH I'LL BREAK YOUR BONES IN EXCHANGE!! "

Of Course I was Scared since her dad means serious Business but I don't care since I love her and I'll never brake her
heart.

We've been together for almost Half A month and it feels like we already knew each other
since Toddler days hahaha...

I can never...EVER think of one Reason why I should brake up with her....*sigh
She's like MY that's right MY Adorably lovable girlfriend!

She has cute voice
The cutest Smile I could think off
She has that Slightly Child like personality
She can cook meals that are Super Delicious in the World!!



Right Now I'm in my classroom staring out to the skies thinking yet again about her...the teacher kept on
Blabbing and Blabbing...but nothing seems to enter my mind except her.


"Itttteeeee!!!!" A chalk Hits my forehead Hard! I looked at the direction and...

"And that's For not Listening to My Class Miyazawa!" The history teacher took a blow to my head...I knew She was
Playing Special Force!! No one could be THAT accurate on a Shot and shouting like that other than Akigori48

"Y-yes sensei..." I only said...

*

The Bell rang. We Stood up. And Bowed. It was Lunch Time, I wasn't paying attention to my Surroundings Until...

"HEY!! I JUST MET YOU!!"

"Holy shi--- Agh! ugh...Ouch...God damn it ugh.... my knee..." I nearly Jumped out of my seat but sadly Instead of jumping out of my seat
I Hit my Knee under my desk... Ugh...God damn... Geez. I was  holding my knee

I looked behind

" Oshima Yuu!! What the hell!! You almost Scared me to death! and you made me bump my knee!!" I retorted at the Laughing Squirrel

"You're Alive aren't you? so no Faults here~♫ " He said In a Sing a song thingy tone.

Oshima Yuu, Class K 2-2 She's one of my Best Buddies inside this place, She's Also my classmate. Funny, Prank maker, Smart, Athletic and A bit more but the only flaw to his Personality is... He is a Complete and Utter Pervert. He's a Kind Guy understanding problem is if he sees Melons or butts the urge to Grope'em will trigger 'Grope' impulse . He has a Girlfriend Named Kojima Haruna but He personally calls her 'Nyan Nyan' She's from Class A 2-1. We'll get to her later. 


"So....How's Love life going buddy?" he asked excitedly.

"Oh...Just Swell~!" I said in a humming tone, I was having a small Pink Tint across my face. never really noticed it thou.

"Is that a Fact~? Nothing Interesting is happening yet?" She said in slightly pervy tone....

"Yuu What ARE you thinking?" I squinted my I eyes and stared at her as she just smiled as if she has a plan ready to burst...I hate this feeling.

"Nooooooothing~" He snickered and skipped out the class room and chased Haruna...again. Then Just when I thought days could get worst
SHE shows up and brightens my day up like the sun

"Mayuyu..." I said with a smile

"You forgot your lunch again, Your mom gave your bento box to me to pass it to you" she smiled
"Wanna eat at the Roof top?" i asked in a cheery voice. She nodded we held hands towards the rooftop.

We ate there...We chatted and laughed. I looked up at the Sky. It was Clear and nice...warm summery breeze flows.

I was seating on the floor My 2 hands supported me as I leaned back a bit as inhale the fresh air.... I sat back properly Indian seat. Then she leaned onto my shoulders and whispers....

"I wish we could be together...forever Sae..."

*Present time*

Narrators PoV


He sat there at one corner of his room scanning his Rooms wall...pictures of his Ex's were in frame...he looked at it with fear and regret..
He then Looked at His first Ex's Picture...Teeth Gritted... His room was a Mess, No lights.... just the suns rays...

He said Aloud "Y-you said you wish we could be together forever but...no.. You just had to...to to do IT! Y-you just Had to..." He was in the Verge of Tears But he held it back....



--End of Part 2 --







Offline kuro808

  • Konkon + HKT + JPH!P= <3 and Happiness
  • Global Moderator
  • Member+
  • *
  • Posts: 23734
  • Natsu Oshi DESU!
    • Kurosawa87
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #13 on: February 26, 2013, 05:11:58 PM »
It has a weird melancholy feeling between the couple :nervous
Random Thought:

tumblr

R.I.P. Jab!  Dad/friend

Offline mayuyuXlyukirinlover13

  • Member+
  • Posts: 229
Re: Philophobia....
« Reply #14 on: February 27, 2013, 12:22:26 PM »
Oh LOL Sorry if it's messy

JPHiP Radio (12/200 @ 96 kbs)     Now playing: Yoko Shimomura, Shani Rigsbee - Somnia Memorias