Hello everyone! I'm kinda new to this idol fandom stuff but I'm used to writing fanfics. I would like to share my stories with you nice people. Uhh... Please take care of me from now on!

Also, English is not my first language. Please excuse any typos, grammar, etc.
I woke up facing the glaring light coming from my bedroom window. I must have forgotten to draw the curtains last night again. I’ve been so busy lately that I forget lots of things. Not only trivial things but also relationship related issues. My lover knows about my tight schedule and has been nothing but understanding because she knows the pressure of social media affects me the most.
Our line of work isn’t exactly normal and pleasing everyone is impossible.
Even so I can’t help but feel guilty. I keep cancelling our dates but she would always say “Go on, the people needs you!” and that she’ll be cheering me on but I know deep inside she feels left out.
I felt something brushed against my wrist.
Ah, she’s awake… For some reason, my lover has this strange fixation on my hand, specifically my ring finger. She would lightly touch the pad of my ring finger at first then knead it like a cat’s paw. She usually does it when waking up beside me.
In a way it was like receiving a massage and I couldn’t help but drift back to dreamland. I allowed myself to relax into her embrace as she pressed herself on my back, her lips against my shoulder. I could feel the corners of her lips turned upwards into a smirk but I was far too comfortable to ask what she’s plotting.
She pinched me. I felt the sharp pain and it jolted me awake.
Turning to face her, she has this sweet innocent smile plastered on her face. “I hate you,” I said as I pouted not liking her rude awakening.
“I love you, too.” She whispered before kissing my lips softly. I pouted again but she ignored me and continued playing with my fingers.
“Why are you so fascinated with my fingers? Are they more interesting than the rest of me?” I huffed as she giggled. “Everything about you is interesting, silly.” She caressed my cheek before giving me a passionate kiss, leaving me in a daze as she pulled back.
“It’s just they’re so small and cute that I could just eat them all up.” She husked sending chills down my spine. She gives me that look. I know that look. She stared at me with darkened eyes and once she starts I’ll be staying here in bed with her for the rest of the day. If I don’t make an excuse now I’ll—I have to think of something!
“If y-you like them so much then why d-don’t you put a ring on it,” I stuttered and cringe internally. Real smooth me, real smooth.
There was a certain gleam in her eyes, her expression reverting to her playful nature. “Okay!” she exclaimed excitedly before sitting up to get something from the nightstand. I was so busy staring at her chest—that she didn’t even bother to cover up—and almost didn’t notice the small box she presented to me.
She opened it to reveal a ring and gingerly putting it on my left ring finger. I stared it, white gold-banded and a single pink diamond. It was so simple and yet beautiful, I haven’t seen a ring like this before. Was it custom made?
I traced the ring with my right index finger feeling its smooth edges. I gulped audibly as I looked into my lover’s eyes filled with gentle kindness. “Are you proposing to me?” I asked, trying to hold my tears back.
“Is that a yes?” she replied, her lips forming a playful smile.
I wanted to smack her face so much but I can’t hold back my tears anymore and break down crying. She held me. Pulling me into her warm embrace as I cried, whispering sweet nothings in my ear.
We got quiet once I calmed down. Lying against her chest, I could feel the fast beating of her heart in her chest, she’s nervous as I am. “I hate you,” I muttered and look her in the eye knowing she knows what I meant.
“I love you, too.”
I didn't really go to work that day because far more things are much more important now.
The ship is kinda vague, huh? I'll reveal it later or something but for now, I'll let your imaginations go wild. Maybe you can even guess correctly who they are
