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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxJOwRgHiIgCH 1
Walking again in the same streets it been 5 years but I am back, I never forget you. I am only mad at my self for hiding for so long my feelings for you. I knew right away I will loose you after I tell you ‘I love you’ and that’s what happened, It was not your fault, it was mine. Why I wasted all my chances to have you why I was afraid? And then I had to go I had to leave and I couldn’t stand to see you cry. I couldn’t blame you when you didn’t come to say goodbye to me with the others. But now im back I came for you, love me or not I couldn’t know then but now I just want to be with you again like before at least. Im here please don’t hate me anymore for hurting you. ‘I LOVE YOU’
Flashback
‘hey minami why so sad today? ‘ my flatmate asked while she opened the door for me we had a party tonight, it was me who asked for it
‘ aa sorry mayu im just tired that all’’ I faked a smile and went n the kitchen to meet the others
‘look at you, still not drunk and yous face so red’ my friend and classmate yuko came next to me
‘ what are you saying baka is too hot here you know’ I punch her little and grabbed a beer
hours passed and almost everyone where drunk except Yuki, Atsuko and me.
minami you have to do it now, I said to my self and got up ‘ acchan can I talk to you?’
outside
‘its cold right minami’ I heard acchan saying and I nodded
‘ ne acchan need to tell you something and you might hate me after that’
‘ baka we are best friends for life how can I hate you?’ she laugh and gave me hug
‘im leaving tomorrow’ that’s it I did it I said it. I closed my eyes for a while and hug her back, but I can feel her to try to push me now
‘what do you mean you leaving? ‘ she was serious now, she was… she was crying o god what I’ve done
‘acchan please don’t cry I beg you’
‘explain me what do you mean you leaving?’
‘I have to go somewhere’
‘where WHERE MINAMI TELL ME’ she was shouting, crying she was hurt because of me she was….
‘acchan im sorry’ what else could I say now its my fault
‘why you didn’t tell me? Why now?’
‘I was afraid I didn’t want to see you like this ‘
‘…’
‘ acchan I… I love you’ I know it was too late now but I wanted her to know that at least
‘…’
‘im sorry please don’t …’ before I finished
‘ I hate you minami I HATE YOU’ and with that she run away
‘hate me’ I could only finish my sentence, seen acchan crying and go away. I run after her calling her but she locked herself in her flat I spend only god know how many hours outside waiting.
next morning
‘take care bakamina’ my friends one by one kissed me and say their goodbyes. But im still hoping and waiting for you.
‘minami I don’t know if she will…’ yuki came and hug me
‘is fine yuki I don’t blame her I loved her for so long but I was afraid to tell her that and now few hours before I go’ I took deep breath ‘ I don’t blame her shes hurt because of me’
YUKI:
after minami left I saw acchan standing behind us with red eyes shes still crying
‘acchan she just…’
‘left’ acchan said and fell ‘she left me’ yuko and the others hug her.
the day that acchan left the place came is being 5 years since minami left and since that day we avoid to mention her name in front of her
‘ok guys is time for me to go now take care all of you oke?’ acchan hugged everyone
‘ok and ne acchan be careful out there’ yuko said while hugging haruna
‘haha don’t worry baka im a big girl you know’
‘if you see minami tell her hi from everyone’ mayu said smiling
‘baka ‘ yuki whispered to mayu’s ear
Now its only us I hope minami and acchan meet each other again.
end.
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