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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [12/09 - First and Last]
« Reply #520 on: September 12, 2010, 02:08:31 AM »
It does seem oddly familiar. RenAi seems to fit here, but I like to think it's some other Reina pairing.

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [12/09 - First and Last]
« Reply #521 on: September 12, 2010, 03:58:28 AM »
OMG!!!  [bgcolor=black]It's your creepy stalker story!![/bgcolor]  :mon wtf: 
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeek! [bgcolor=black]creepy. stalker. murder story!!! *Shivers* [/bgcolor]  :on freeza:
I remember the title and the ending line.  [bgcolor=black]Throw in the gloved hand and the red and white...and it was like click click click.  then creep out again[/bgcolor] :mon curtain:

[bgcolor=black]hehe don't want to spoil for the others [/bgcolor]  :mon evillaff:

People, don't read my comment and enjoy the romance la~  [bgcolor=black]*throws out deceiving icon* [/bgcolor]  :mon inluv:

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [12/09 - First and Last]
« Reply #522 on: September 12, 2010, 05:16:57 AM »
It's nice to read something like this once in a while.  :mon lovelaff:

:mon sweat: So I'm not the only one that was scared by this (in a good way?).  :mon fyeah:

 :mon dance: ... Alright, back to lurking.  :mon rush:

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [12/09 - First and Last]
« Reply #523 on: September 13, 2010, 08:36:34 PM »
Hey its September 14th!!!! Guess what?

:D :D :D

I apologize for the crappiness, I was tired and kinda lazy. :P

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Playlist
aka So this is only how much you love me?!



1) Zutto Suki de Ii desu ka?
All good things come to an end, and Takahashi Ai sighed as she repacked her old Super Famicom console back into its box.

2) Fast Forward
She presses the button until the end, and sings with Der Tod as the veil is falling: For you belong to me!

3) agony
Tears brim in her eyes as she reads one mail too late: I missed the application for FFXIV's beta!

4) Magic
She digs out her old Halloween costume and tries it on; it fits and she pretends to cast Ultima.

5) SONGS
She falls, and thinks about how much she fails at life.

6) Tomo
Her friends are dorks, and they are so lying when they said she was cute on TV.

7) Abracadabra
Dancing alone in front of her laptop should somehow be embarrassing, but she finds a sudden understanding for her wota: This is so much fun!

8 ) Bad Romance
She has no idea what she is doing, but continues doing it anyway: I mean, what the heck?

9) Kimagure Princess
She watches her flit around from interest to interest, and tuts quietly from behind a book.

10) Suki Sugite Baka Mitai
She buys a gift for her, but it doesn't fit, so she hands it to someone else and sighs: A fool in love indeed.

11) Hitomi no Naka no Meikyuu
She doesn't understand why people are puzzled by her; after all, she's normal and they just had to be weird.

12) Secret World
She locks the door and turns the Eye on; no one else needs to know about her obsession with DDR and Para Para.

13) Radical Dreamers
Someday she wants to travel the world as just another face in the crowd.

14) Masquerade
She loves being on stage; she can become something other than herself.

15) Arigatou
She wants to write Thank You, but they said no, Japanese only, so she gives up and just says it as it is.

16) Osaka Oishiinen
She is reminded of takoyaki, karaoke, and mangled lyrics: Gomen, Koharu!

17) Ano hi ni modoritai   
She reminisces about climbing trees to impress her sister, and conveniently forgets about how she fell off it in the end.

18) akai nikkicho
She didn't think she would ever get it, until she fell in love herself; now she keeps a journal, but it's black.

19) Genie
She wonders if she can convince the rest to dance it with her.

20) Yume Kara Samete
She doesn't want to sleep, but does anyway, and is glad when there are no dreams for once.

21) For You
She feels most alone when surrounded by other people.

22) Lalala
She tries to change, and forget anything ever happened.

23) Crazily Pretty
The outlines were sleek and trim, curves in all the right place, truly a work of art, so crazily pretty she thought she fell in love at first sight: iPad wo kudasai.

24) Happy Birthday
Turning 24 wasn't so hard after all.

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Just an attempt to tell a story using single lines and inspired by whatever's on my playlist shuffle. A tribute to Her Dorky Hotness, Takahashi Ai. :heart: We love you even if you're 24! Ganbatte! :lol:

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EDIT: *slinks back* It occurs to me that not everyone may get the inside jokes/references in each one. I promise dino cookies to anyone who can name them! Hint: Some are related to the meanings of the songs, not just the title. Have fun!
« Last Edit: September 13, 2010, 09:13:22 PM by Estrea »

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [14/09 - Playlist]
« Reply #524 on: September 13, 2010, 08:55:30 PM »
lol i was wondering when u'd put something up~ it wouldnt be ai's b-day with out essy putting something up!
that's like ubber cute X3 i couldnt stop smiling at the cuteness X3 to me u got her right on point XD 3,11,15,17,23and 24 are the ones i love the best X3 great job~>3<
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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [14/09 - Playlist]
« Reply #525 on: September 14, 2010, 02:16:23 AM »
Eeep....I was hoping I didn't have to use my brain XD  Well here's some random guessing:

1) Can I Love You Forever? - About giving up on one-sided love
1-4)  Final Fantasy geekiness XD

5) Tripping during concert performance of SONGS
6) Ai + Friends on Fukui TV

8  ) A bad romance
9  ) Fickle flirty lover?
10) I Like You so Much That I Look Like a Fool  -hand me downs to Sayu
11) The Maze in My Eyes -trying to confess
13) Chrono Cross

8-14) Some secret crush that ends badly?

15) Seishun Collection
16) Delicious things of Osaka + Koharu's concert song
17) I Want To Go Back To That Day
18) Red Diary - new love  Black journal...broke up?
19) Awoken From a Dream -dreams of past lover ...no dreams this time.

15-19) Thanks the lover, wants to go back in time...back when things were good...conveniently forgets about the bad parts, breaks up, gets over it....falls in love with someone new in 23.

23) Love at first site with someone pretty
24) Happy Birthday Ai chan XD  :heart:

Random after thought:  16) Eeeew the secret crush better not have been Koharu  :lol:

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [14/09 - Playlist]
« Reply #526 on: September 14, 2010, 03:11:29 AM »
Interesting concept, I giggled at a few parts, but I also wondered who exactly she fell in love with. For some reason, Sayu seemed like a good choice.

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [14/09 - Playlist]
« Reply #527 on: October 14, 2010, 10:34:51 PM »
Smoke and Mirrors


Takahashi Ai was a whimsical person.

She often thought of many things, different things, all at the same time, which may or may not have any relation to what she is actually doing. Her mind is distracted, but her body remains responsive, and quite active as well.

Her lips relearn the contours of her partner's supple body, murmuring hidden whispers to the heated skin. Nails dig in, leaving red marks that would take days to erase. Sheets twisted under writhing bodies, dimly lit from the moon shining through fogged windows...

She watches the smoky glass, distracted once more. Her partner does not stay passive, taking the opportunity to switch positions, pinning the not-unwilling Ai to the bed. Hungry mouths meet, clash, with no clear victor in sight.

Ai remains fixated on the window. Was that a cloud behind the glass, or was it the mist glistening on it? Her attention is shaken for a moment, eyes widening as her lover gets down to work, slippery as an eel. She returns to the matter at hand, her competitive streak triumphing her distraction. There are things she would never give in to without a fight.

So real and unreal at the same time. Their struggle for dominance seems temporal, and hard to grasp. Even as both of them hit orbit at the same time, Ai is reminded of the moon, misty and uncertain through the fogged glass...

It is much later, or early to be precise, and already the false dawn glimmered through the loosely drawn curtains. Ai is slouched in the oversized couch, clad only in a long dress shirt that reached to mid-thigh. Her trusty netbook lay on one knee, while the other was drawn up to where she could rest her chin on it.

She had not slept. Her mind was racing, fevered yet clear. Slender fingers flew across the keyboard, pausing only to delete whole lines, before replacing them anew. She was biting absently on her lower lip, a look of intense concentration on her face.

Her lover wakes. A light sleeper and a perpetual insomniac, she only slept when utterly worn out. Sex was one method with which she achieved that state. Stretching cat-like amidst silken sheets, she arches an eyebrow at the sight of her lover occupied with what looked suspiciously like work to her. That simply would not do. They rarely saw each other as it was, and they certainly wasn't going to waste precious time doing anything else other than having fun together.

The rustle of silk barely roused Ai's attention, her eyes remaining fixed on the glowing screen. She barely reacted even when slim arms looped around her neck from behind, her lover nuzzling affectionately into her ear. She simply hummed low in her throat, even as her lover nibbled her earlobe, whispering.

"Leaving me alone in bed isn't very nice, Ai."

"You need the sleep." Ai was distracted, but stuck by her inspiration despite the very tempting advances her demanding lover was making on her.

"You almost sound like you care." Her lover teased, hand already slipping down to cup the generous assets only half-hidden from view. The swift physical response and faint scent of arousal only brought a smile of triumph to the other girl. Ai still wanted her, even while working.

"You know that's not how it works." Ai retorted, managing to keep her voice steady. She was almost done as it was. Cocking her head to one side, she glanced up at her wildcat of a lover.

"I just had an idea I couldn't let go of. You know how that goes." Her lover raised an eyebrow, but her hands continue moving.

"Oh? I must not be doing a very good job then, if it gives you time to think about other things while we're playing." As she spoke, she bit down lightly on a few sensitive spots on Ai's neck, eliciting a light gasp and hazed over eyes.

Ai was a little dazed from the assault, though she managed to steady herself enough to reply.

"On the contrary, I think that was part of the inspiration."

"Oh? Now I'm curious." This time Ai takes the initiative and captures her surprised lover into a deep kiss. Only the awkward angle forces them to break apart sooner rather than later, and Ai licks her lips like a cat that got the canary.

"It's for you anyway. I'll mail you a copy." She turns back to her netbook, still perched on her lap. Her lover is not amused.

"Oh no you don't. Come back here right now. " She scrambles over the low back of the couch, determined to win Ai back from the clutches of the evil machine.

Their lips meet again with the force of a tropical storm, and Ai's loosely buttoned shirt soon slides down her shoulders from the sustained assault. She returns the fervor with equal strength, one hand kneading her partner's bottom, drawing an approving moan in response.

Her other hand manages to click 'Send' on the completed file, and she only just puts the machine on standby right before her over-enthusiastic lover scrambles onto her lap and knocks the usurper onto the mercifully carpeted floor.

"Reina! My netbook!"

Wonky eyes were fiery and dark as Reina growls in response.

"Fuck the netbook. Now shut up before I throw the damn thing out of the window."

Ai gave in. There were some battles she didn't have to fight. Besides, it wasn't like she had anything to lose in compromising just this once...

The sun was well up by the time either of them got any more sleep.

Ai wakes up alone this time to see the sun setting. Stretching her infinitely sore muscles, she winces as she gets up, starting to retrieve her scattered clothing.

Her phone chirrups just as she located her stockings (under a dresser, of all places). She picks it up, and her lips curve upwards at the message.

I had a great night.
See you around sometime, Tiger. ;)

P.S. Thanks for the verse, you weirdo.


Ai grins as she snaps her phone shut. Now to find the rest of her things...

~*~ Two Months Later ~*~

"And now, first on the Oricon charts, a new entry?! Here it is...Smoke and Mirrors by Tanaka Reina..."

Ai looks up idly from the draft in her hand at the sound of a familiar name, twirling a pen in her fingers as she puzzled over her work. She is unsurprised by Reina's name; she knew who exactly she was sleeping with, after all. Though it wasn't like she asked the first time they did it, and somehow it never came up in subsequent trysts.

We ask no questions, tell no lies
Leaving our masks behind
In a land where secrets never rise


Her pen pauses in mid-chicken-scratch (that she couldn't even read herself sometimes). The lyrics were hauntingly familiar.

The you I see
A dream of me
We are passserbys in the mist
Your touch is real
But the only thing I see...


Of course. Ai laughs, suddenly, in comprehension. That sneaky little brat, turning something like that into a song. Clever of her, though a risky move. Ai wondered who she named as the lyricist. Surely not herself, because no one else knew about their clandestine relationship. Hell, no one even knew that they even knew of each other, much less being much of anything else.

And Ai wanted to keep it that way. She didn't need the spotlight in being linked to a famous singer. She had her own niche, known in her own circles. No need for to trail along in the shadow of someone else. Fame wasn't that important, not to her.

Smoke and Mirrors
The you reflected in me
Is it real or fantasy?
I punch through the darkness, reaching
Nothing, but
Smoke and Mirrors


Leaning back in her comfy chair, Ai lets the sound of Reina's voice from the radio wash over her. It was sung in a much lower timbre than most of Reina's songs were, though Ai certainly didn't listen to enough of her songs as it was. She wasn't even a fan, for goodness sake. She was far more interested in Reina the person than Reina the singer. However, this song interested her in more than one way, the least of which being that Reina sounded like she was having sex with the song. And that turned her on more than anything else could...

Well, except maybe Reina herself, but the person in question was unavailable at the moment.

As if reading her thoughts, her phone sang out. Flipping it open, the message contained therein was brief, but direct.

Usual place. I'm waiting.

Ai raised an eyebrow. Her fingers typed up a reply before she even stopped to think.

Do you expect me to come running at your call?

The response she received was almost instant.

No.

Then her phone rang. She picked up without really thinking.

"I ditched the after-party." Came the breathless first words. Reina's voice was restless, active, full of life and energy. The sheer force of it was magnetic, hypnotizing. It was what drew Ai to her in the first place, made her reckless enough to jump headfirst into...whatever it was they shared.

"Really." Ai got up from her chair, her writing materials scattering without notice as she sauntered out of her room towards the hall.

"You heard on the news?" Reina moved on like a hurricane. Ai could never fully expect what was coming next from her fiery lover. Their thoughts moved on parallel lines.

"Radio, actually. Congratulations." Ai said offhandedly. She came to her front door, then leaned her back against it, waiting.

"Your lyrics were great. Can I hire you?" There was a teasing note in Reina's voice, and Ai could almost picture the toothy grin the younger girl was wearing.

"You wouldn't be able to afford me." Ai replied loftily, drawing a short bark of laughter from the other side.  Ai hid a smile, playing the game as long as Reina wanted.

"No I wouldn't. Perhaps freelance though? We could work out an...arrangement." Reina's tone became flirtatious, and Ai had to resist a strong urge to reach out to her lover there and then.

"Inspiration doesn't come cheap, m'dear." Ai's voice was husky, almost dripping with desire.

"Perhaps I could...pay in kind." Reina's voice was smoky, aflame with barely restrained passion, which was the last straw for Ai, really.

She threw open the door, and Reina hung up, rising sinuously to her feet.

"You lose." Reina declared smugly, removing the large shades covering most of her face. Ai reached out and took them from her, tossing them aside carelessly and pulling the real Reina in with her.

"On the contrary, I think I won." She purred.

The door slammed shut behind them.


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Don't ask me how I got this idea. I was just talking to rokun about ReinAi when this just suddenly popped into my head. XD

I hope I rescued ReinAi a little with this! Maybe! :D :D :D

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Currently writing:
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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [15/10 - Smoke and Mirrors]
« Reply #528 on: October 14, 2010, 11:15:59 PM »
ReinAi for the win <3

Ai wrote out lyrics for reina's song, even if she was the lyrical genius, Reina appreciates the song despite she is the singer, love love love
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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [15/10 - Smoke and Mirrors]
« Reply #529 on: October 15, 2010, 01:20:30 AM »
Hehe this was smokey steamy and cute XD 

The cat mixes business with pleasure so well  :on lol:

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"You lose." Reina declared smugly, removing the large shades covering most of her face.

lol I read this in two ways, probably both wrong.  I got a good laugh imagining Reina sitting in a dimly lit apartment room with dark sunglasses on XD  lol I then re-read it and thought of Ai chan throwing on shades to walk a couple of steps down the hall XD   I'm greatly humored by both scenarios   :wahaha:

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [15/10 - Smoke and Mirrors]
« Reply #530 on: October 15, 2010, 03:04:29 AM »
Lyricist Ai and Singer Reina. I likey. I like reading about these relationships where one half of the couple is in the spotlight, and the other half is a non-celeb. Of course, there are many routes where this premise can take (like, it could be a stormy relationship filled with jealousy and distrust....), but I like it here how Ai prefers to stay in the background, sticking to her own niche, and is comfortable with her relationship with Reina; she seems indifferent and a little aloof even, but she clearly loves Reina.

+ I just love it how in every story she's in Reina can't help but be a bit of a spoilt brat, always clamouring for attention :lol:
And yay for the ReinAi revival XD

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [15/10 - Smoke and Mirrors]
« Reply #531 on: October 15, 2010, 09:34:31 AM »
Nice and saucy. XD I do rather like this piece.

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [15/10 - Smoke and Mirrors]
« Reply #532 on: October 15, 2010, 01:22:38 PM »
I'm not rly a ReinAi supporter but ur story is rly good :twothumbs :twothumbs :twothumbs

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [15/10 - Smoke and Mirrors]
« Reply #533 on: October 15, 2010, 04:51:59 PM »
:heart:

Ai's poor netbook. :lol: I completely sympathize with her in that... Reina's just so careless with regard to things like that lol. Which is worth more to her I wonder - Reina and what she gives her, or that? :lol: Though she did rather quickly dismiss the netbook in favor of the kitten... lol.

You do seem to have taken what we were talking about and run away with it, lol. Ai with her disinterest in most things related to people in favor of her technology or work, where things have to be stuck right in front of her nose in order for her to really notice. Reina with her fiery temperament and sauciness - a word rndm chose well. :lol: Interesting new roles to give them, but I do think they fit well. Reina with her attention whoring personality (aussie, Reina can't help clamouring for attention because that's just how she is XD) and need for showmanship as the celebrity singer, while Ai is more comfortable sitting behind a computer and just creating her art. I hope she does some kind of dance or something too though, because that performer side of her is definitely there as well!

I believe they have a perfectly workable business arrangement between them. :D Many goods and services to exchange... lol.

Hopefully this will begin to help restore ReinAi in the eyes of fans as well. :) :heart:


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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [15/10 - Smoke and Mirrors]
« Reply #534 on: October 20, 2010, 09:01:02 PM »
ESTREA-SAMA!!!

I'm kame_eririn, this is my new account  XD I forgot the other password.


I was missing your ReinAi's stories very much! Now that I have more time I plan to start reading Gegenschein.  :wub:

About this one-shot! I totally love it! The ReinAi relationship is so hot!!!  :inlove:  They are the perfect match!

I'm so happy to read other good ReinAi written by you!  :thumbsup

And yes, Ai's poor netbook... :on lol:

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [15/10 - Smoke and Mirrors]
« Reply #535 on: October 29, 2010, 03:12:00 AM »
Oh my gosh!  :w00t: The last time I came here was when rokun linked one of your fics. (couldn't remember the title.... but it was about ReinAi as well). It has been a long time since I visited jph!p since I haven't got any means since my laptop broke. When I did visit (today) this is the exciting and wonderful fic I read.  :inlove:  Now I'm getting to love ReinAi as much as MomoSaki, MiyaSaki and ShimiJima.  :heart:

Your fics are great. In a way that everything has its own uniqueness and great ideas.  :twothumbs Can't wait to read more from your works. (Well, I guess I better get a move on and get my laptop fixed)

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [15/10 - Smoke and Mirrors]
« Reply #536 on: November 29, 2010, 05:02:52 PM »
It's been a while. Something short that crawled out of my head when I was on the way home from work.

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A Last Word


A lost word then, from me.

It might be a selfish request, but I do hope you will think not of my worst, but to remember me at my best...


Gripping hands tightened around the jagged scrap of paper, almost crumpling it. There is anger, and there is sadness, as she speaks.

"You idiot...you absolute idiot!"

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And that's it.

Sometimes I only write because I cannot speak.

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Currently writing:
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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [30/11 - A Last Word]
« Reply #537 on: November 29, 2010, 06:44:10 PM »
morel ike microscopic XD but ubber happy its something essy X3 makes me feel it could be anyone saying/ doing that
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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [30/11 - A Last Word]
« Reply #538 on: November 29, 2010, 07:02:57 PM »
Ha! You wrote something. I only hope the title is a bit of creative play on words and not literal.

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [30/11 - A Last Word]
« Reply #539 on: November 29, 2010, 07:16:45 PM »
^Actually, I wrote the bit in italics while thinking about what I would write in a last letter to someone before I killed myselfdied. Takes a lot out of this piece, doesn't it? :lol:

I think I might write more tonight, we'll see.

永遠に咲き続ける花なんていない、すべてはいずれ枯れて朽ち果てしまう。

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