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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [13/8 - High School Days pt III]
« Reply #620 on: August 14, 2012, 04:21:31 PM »
Ikuta, the paparazi XD
ROFLed for Ayumin :rofl:
Not that you're shorty, but you only brought less height with you :lol:

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [13/8 - High School Days pt III]
« Reply #621 on: November 20, 2012, 03:10:33 PM »
Still


I wasn't the one to say goodbye
Yet all of a sudden, all I had of you were memories
You know, I felt our love to be eternity
Even now, I still...


Fear. Confusion. Primal emotions. A raging storm contained within, hurricane turned inside out.

She sat calmly. This too will pass, the teeny voice of bitter experience whispered. Hold your head up, keep your dignity to the end. You always have yourself. You only have yourself. Last one standing. Always, with you.

Would anger have been the right response? Or tearful confessions ripped from the tattered scraps of a heart? Dramatics. This is reality. No longer a fantasy. She remains stoic, a thousand words left unsaid.

You don't love me. You never loved me enough. Why did you accept me back then? Why give me hope to crush it again?

Round and round the words spun. Liar liar, they sang accusations and betrayal in turn, an orchestra of the mind. She is silent. Numb.

Fear is the mind killer. It is the little death. I will not fear. I will let it pass over and across me. I will mark its passage, and when it is gone, only I will remain.

Lessons learnt too well. The traits that led her to excel in one area also contrived to trap her as a mere bystander in her own life. Where once watching was no longer enough, she stands paralyzed in inaction. It costs her. It always does. She knows this. Yet it is a mistake she repeats. Over and over, the script worn through, her an actor in a role she despises, yet not knowing how to be anything else.

The Mirror cracks, but it reflects still. A shattered image, nothing within that is not without. I would have you shape me, if you would, and I would be yours forever.

She stands, and turns away. Enough, she whispers. An empty room greets her cracking voice. The message is mechanical. It hides this. The walls hold the truth, but they speak not. She feels relieved, and betrayed, by their silence.

It ends, as all things must. She lets it go, a love she was not worthy to bear. Surely, a better happiness was out there. Maybe not for her, but for the other. The thought comforts her. A small happiness, knowing that she can no longer actively hurt the one she loves. That they are now free.

She does not pray for their happiness. God, she decides, has nothing to do with this. Happiness comes to those who seek it, and who seek to preserve it. It is enough to be like this. Small joys, little dreams, petty hurts. Enough for a single life. She will not hope. It brings only despair.

Saying goodbye isn't a way to forget you
Even if we are apart, I hold you close to my heart
I would not be the one to say goodbye
I'm not that strong
Even now, I still...


Goodbye. Goodbye. Goodbye.
To the one I loved. To the one I love. To myself, who will never love again.
Goodbye.

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Wrote this while listening to BoA's song, Still. On the bus. In less than an hour.

Copious and shameless stealing of lyrics, plus quotes from other songs and notably, Frank Herbert's Dune novel. Haha.

Need to write more. Need to break the block somehow. Heh.

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [20/11 - Still]
« Reply #622 on: November 20, 2012, 06:36:00 PM »
>.< Essy~! So sad, but I love the things you write.  :cry:

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [20/11 - Still]
« Reply #623 on: November 28, 2012, 02:32:28 PM »
Oh The Places We Go


 It was a beautiful day at the end of summer, and Sayashi Riho was skipping out on chores to rest in her father's apple orchard.

It was too splendid a day to be wasted on little things like tending to the gardens or mending tools. Riho had seized on attending to their modest herd of horses, putting them out to pasture in the field next to the orchard as she kept one lazy eye out from underneath the flowering apple trees. As the eldest she supposed she should be setting a better example, but it was a good day and she would really rather be relaxing instead of slogging under the intense heat of summer.

Plus it wasn't like she wasn't doing anything! Their horse herds were a significant source of income, and Riho kept a particular eye on the mares that were going to foal soon. That she could do so from under the shade of her favorite apple trees was just a helpful bonus. She did not envy her little brother, who had just been apprenticed to her uncle, a blacksmith by trade. Had she been a boy, that role would have been hers, but Riho gladly begged off on such an honor. Blacksmithing might be an honorable trade, but getting trapped behind anvil and bellows while sweating like a stuck pig at the fires was not an ideal life for her.

She learned her letters, helped with the accounting, dealt with the traders when her father was away, and generally learned how to manage a small estate while doing as little as possible at the same time. She worked hard, no doubt, but also learned how to take time for herself. They were not nobility, just burghers who had risen to a modest living and built on the ancestral holdings of land bequeathed to them by some distant artisan of an ancestor who had performed meritorious service for a lord of some kind. Every generation had learned some kind of useful trade, and the Sayashi clan had grown strong from trade and craft. They had prime lands, but were not so centrally placed that others would covet them. They had a good name, a strong estate, and their sons and daughters were usefully employed. Even Riho, who at the tender age of 14 was more literate than others older than her, and could add up numbers better than others twice her age.

There is no better way to live! Mused Riho, as she munched idly on a blade of grass. She wanted for nothing, was usefully occupied, and there was nothing more she loved than the fields and forests of her family lands. Her father was always busy, but always took time to stop and teach her the business in his gruffly affectionate manner. Her siblings tormented her, but she tormented them right back, and more than once had to settle disputes between her younger siblings. She loved her family above all, and could never imagine leaving them.

Something hit her head with a dull thud, and she yelped, before grinning as she picked up the offending object. It was still too small and a little green, but the apple was crunchy and sweet, with a tang on the tip of her tongue reminding her of its unripe state. She couldn't wait for autumn to come, when Father had promised to show her how to make cider from their annual harvest. She adored cider, and looked forward to coming up with new ways of making her favorite beverage.

So it was while daydreaming about cider that her life took a decidedly dramatic turn, shattering the peaceful idyll of her life up to then.

~*~*~

"Thief! Stop, thief!"

The girl wondered just how exactly she had gotten into such a situation. Her, daughter of a knight of the realm, with no lands perhaps, but raised at court at their Lord's table. She had grown up with the Duke's children and ran wild with the sons and daughters of other vassals and servants. She picked up swordplay along with skills suitable for a lady, though she generally preferred to be out in the sun instead of knitting or crocheting. Cooking was a practical skill though, and the cooks had since learned to put up with her barging into the kitchens and throwing together ingredients on a whim. Surprisingly, her efforts were not only edible, but quite delicious to boot. Unfortunately, she never remembered to note down the ingredients used, and many a great dish has sadly been lost.

So what was she doing in the middle of nowhere, caked in the mud of travel and being hailed for a thief despite her semi-noble birth?

An image of the princess flashed before her eyes in memory. Oh...right. The Princess! Who was kidnapped (of course) by an evil witch (what else?) and held prisoner at the edge of the kingdom, in the Unmapped Fens. Many a knight was rumored to have gone in search of the witch's lair, but none have returned.

When her own father had left the Duke's castle (for the capital city he assured her. She was not convinced), that was when she decided that something had to be done about the situation. You see, she always wanted to be a knight, but no one ever trained girls in the knightly arts. She might have picked up some skills over time by roughhousing with the squires and kitchen boys, but she would never get the chance to apprentice to a real knight and practice the way of chivalry. She knew it disappointed her father that she wasn't a boy, but there was no help for it.

Unless! Girls were taught to read, and growing up the way she had, she read a great deal of epic tales of adventure and romance. While girls her age tended to favour tales where fair ladies swooned in impossibly high towers built on equally impossible terrain, all the while waiting for some brave knight on a quest to rescue her and live happily ever after, she was more interested in the stories where knights distinguished themselves on the battlefield and were thence honored for their valor. It gave her hope that one day, she too could break with tradition and do something so glorious that they would have no choice but to knight her. She could make her father proud! And save princesses! Achieve fame and eternal glory in song and tale!

Which brought her to her present predicament. So there was a princess to be saved -- the Princess was amazing, she saw the lady one year ago at the Solstice feast in the capital, and had never forgotten her since. Had she told anyone they would have laughed it off as a crush. She didn't tell anyone, and believed it to be love. The love of her life was in danger! And it was the duty of every right thinking knight to rescue a fair maiden, particularly the object of their affections!

Never mind that she wasn't a knight, that she was a girl, the Princess doesn't even know she exists, and she had no idea where to start looking. But every quest begins with a first step, and she had sneaked out of the Duke's keep in a spare set of practice armor (a bit big, but all those sewing lessons came in handy for readjusting those infernal leather straps), her father's spare blade (heavier than she was used to), and a tired old pony (really a mule, but it's hard to steal a warhorse). She also sensibly packed some spare clothes, food, and a bit of money she had squirreled away for emergencies.

But things Went Wrong, as they are wont to be, where an encounter with bandits left her without her steed -- that poor mule accounted for itself bravely, sending two brigands off a sheer cliff -- and she almost drowned after falling into a river, forcing her to discard her armor or drown ignominiously, and she had used up most of her funds about two weeks in.

About the only thing she had left was her father's sword, her boots, and a few rags that passed for clothes. She had had to hack off her long hair after it got unceremoniously tangled in a thorn bush following her emergence from the stream that had almost drowned her, and as a result she looked nothing like the knight's daughter playing at being on a quest, but rather more like a street rat with a nice sword (that she finally had the sense to disguise with crude wrappings in order not to draw any undue attention to it).

In short, she was hungry, tired, miserable, and never happier in her entire life. For what quest would it be without Trials and Tribulations? Galahad would have suffered no less for the Grail, she was certain.

Still, starvation was distinctly unattractive, and thus it was that she found herself being chased by a little kid waving a saucepan around with considerable fervor. It was just a piece of bread! She didn't have to act like the bloody crown jewels had been taken. Shoving the bread down her throat with unseeming haste, she put on another burst of speed, her longer legs allowing her to outrun the brat behind her.

It wasn't very honorable to steal bread, but she made a note to return the cost of the bread following the success of her quest. She justified many actions that way. A knight, even one who has not actually been knighted yet, has a sense of honor, and pays their debts.

So, really, she was going to pay for the horse too. They were just out there in the field! She was pretty sure she was still within the Duke's fief, so it was right for the freeholders to contribute to her noble cause. She was going to pay them. Eventually.

"Sis!!! That thief is getting away!"

Damn, that brat really was persistent. She risked a look behind her shoulder as she mounted bareback onto the most docile looking steed. The snot nosed kid was standing next to a taller girl, who was dressed sensibly for the outdoors and had a rope in hand. From the not inconsiderable distance she couldn't be sure, but it seemed like the taller girl was frowning.

Pursuers aside though, there was the smaller and yet very crucial business of getting away. On a horse that had obviously not yet been broken to saddle, because its reaction to a rider was to buck violently and try to throw her off. Whoops.

Clinging on bareback with your face buried in horse mane was not the most enjoyable experience, particularly while your life is on the line. With a deafening whinny, the horse reared back on its hind legs in a futile attempt to dislodge its unwanted passenger, and when that failed, the poor beast chuffed angrily and burst forward in a flash, running wildly with no apparent direction. And she'd thought this one looked docile?

I'm going to die I'm going to die Father save me!

There was a high whistle and the wayward horse turned back towards the sound, still bucking madly with the girl clinging on for dear life. There was the snap like a whip through the air, and they jerked to an abrupt stop as the horse reared upwards again. This time she did fall off, and landed on her ass. Fortunately, she also had some presence of mind to roll away, avoiding the thrashing hooves that would have made mincemeat of her.

Her vision spun, and she gave thanks to every single deity out there that she was alive. Cracking one eye open, she made out the blurry figure of the girl next to that monstrous beast of a horse, her rope lassoed around its neck as she rubbed affectionately at the frightened beast's jaw, offering what looked like an apple to calm it down.

Minutes later, she could not be sure, she heard the crunch of boots on grass next to her as she lay sprawled on the ground, too sore and exhausted to move.

"So thief, who are you and why were you trying to steal from us?"

Oh the shame. She knew she could not give her family name, it would shame her father and herself forever. The name Ikuta might not be old and respected, but it still held some measure of honor. She could not disgrace herself any further...

"Eripon...just call me Eripon."


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I was in a whimsical mood. Lmao. It all started with Riho under an apple tree, I swear. And then Eripon happened. :lol:

Fun fun!
 
« Last Edit: November 28, 2012, 04:36:02 PM by Estrea »

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [28/11 - Oh The Places We Go]
« Reply #624 on: November 28, 2012, 08:24:51 PM »
Omg tell me you are going to continue this beautiful piece XD
I would so love to see more Eripon and Riho in this work of yours.

I'm guessing the missing princess is Risa?

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [28/11 - Oh The Places We Go]
« Reply #625 on: November 30, 2012, 05:59:47 PM »
Ace


"Sayashi, in the center."

With a crisp "hai" I stride to the center of the formation. Head up, back straight, never betraying a hint of nerves. My hands were clammy, but as long as no one touched them, no one would know.

No one was going to know. Next to me, Tanaka-san was chatting with Michishige-san, who was standing behind her. Maachan had already latched on to her 'Tanasa-tan' with that infectious grin, and Tanaka-san seemed to be perfectly at ease despite having a Maachan-sized neck accessory on her. I guess you really could get used to anything.

On my other side Ayumin was chatting with Harunan and Kanon-chan, the latter two being on the back row but had drifted back down to chat while the staff were still running around getting things ready. Kanon-chan sees me watching, and pulls a weird face, making me grin back in response. Good ol' Kanon-chan. I would have probably gone crazy(ier) if she hadn't been around to help me take the edge off the stress. It's fun to watch her.

I continue watching even as Duu (funny how we went from Kudou-san to Kuduu to just Duu...) strolls up to the talkative trio and oh-so-nonchalantly slings an arm around Ayumin. Drats, was Duu getting even taller? Because Ayumin looks really tiny next to her, and I hope Duu doesn't outdo me in height quite yet. It's a silly thing to be competitive about but it has pretty much become second nature by now.

The edge of my lips quirk up into something resembling a smirk as I notice the look Ayumin shoots the smugly oblivious "shounen" next to her. There are times when I try to decipher whether Duu knows exactly what effect she has on Ayumin (odds are, yes, if her blog posts are anything to go by), and if she does, why she persists in taunting the poor girl that way. Sure, it actually is pretty hilarious to watch their antics, but even I am capable of feeling some form of sympathy for my kouhai. Never mind that she's older than me and the girl she is so obviously crushing on. For her sake, I almost want to remind Ayumin that Duu IS A GIRL, NOT A BOY. No matter how boyish she acts like, down to the hair pulling and childish pranks and...everything, really. I guess I can't blame Ayumin for getting all confused, particularly since we're not allowed to date as idols. I'm just glad I don't feel that kind of complication...

"...met Niigaki-san yesterday! She was soooo cute..."

I don't even need to turn around to identify the speaker. Voice aside, the subject matter was an instant giveaway. Flicking my hair over a shoulder, I take the opportunity to glance towards the back left where Eripon was talking animatedly to Fukuchan, who was listening attentively as always. They were standing very close together, and Eripon had no trouble reaching out to touch Fukuchan at every turn. I almost feel jealous, but I guess that's just the way they are. Fukuchan's too nice for her own good anyway. That's why we all love her.

In any case, Eripon was always like that; expressive and good at communication, able to talk to anyone about anything, whether or not she met them 5 years or just 5 minutes before. I sort of envy her easy ability to interact with absolute strangers. It takes me a while to get used to people, and I can't help but wish I could just approach people as easily as Eripon does. Too often I find myself sitting alone doing my own thing, which isn't necessarily bad, but it would be a nice change to be all fun and outgoing the way she is.

Being in Morning Musume has helped a lot in that area, and it has only gotten easier as I get used to the members, but I feel like I really need to project myself more positively if I'm going to stand in the center as the next ace. I have a responsibility to be the best I could possibly be, and then some. It's the only way I can justify taking the center spot, and be able to bear the weight of all those eyes on me. Not just from the audience, but from my own group. I know they don't hate me or anything (I hope), but being targeted by everyone as THE rival can get exhausting. I want to be closer to them too, but I can't help but feel like they're judging me all the time. I need to be better. I want to be better. I have to be. There is no option for failure or being inadequate. I want to be able to say that I earned my spot in the center, to have everyone acknowledge me wholeheartedly in my role as ace; not just because management put me there and is aggressively promoting me in that role.

I am grateful for the push. I really am. I know my strengths, and I know I was one of the better candidates for the spot. But I also know my weaknesses, and Sakura-chan's entry as the sole member of 11th gen flashed warning bells in my head. I know I shouldn't be so petty, but I felt like Tsunku-san was subtly making a point. I needed to sing better, perform better, to be the Ace. Ayumin's entry forced me to up the ante for dancing, and now Sakura-chan's presence reminds me to polish my singing. I felt like everything was a pointed reminder for me to buck up and work harder to keep my place.

The pressure can get pretty crippling. My mind flashes back to that interview I did with Abe-san. She knows. She understands. There's so much I need to know, things that I desperately need to learn. So many things, from being a performer to being an idol (completely different things, I realize now). I needed to improve in all dimensions, and I was really grateful for her advice. It made me happy too, when she said that her image of me was "someone who belonged to the center spot". I couldn't believe that the first Ace of the group thought that of me. I've worked so hard to be recognized, but sometimes...it's still pretty amazing for someone to come out and tell you this type of thing. I'm just glad I didn't burst into tears in front of her. That would have been embarrassing.

So now, here I stand in the center. The camera's ready, and everyone is back in their places. Directly behind me, Sakura-chan fidgets, and I feel more than hear Eripon whisper encouragement under her breath. I know if I had been looking, Eripon's lips would not have been moving in that instant. Pretty useful skill, that. I banish useless thoughts aside as I focus on the lens. Felt every inch of my body, every hair and down to the tips of my fingers and toes. Total body awareness. The shifts of angle and the expressions I had to make. I had the center. My place, my duty, my responsibility. Nervousness is for other people. I am the next generation Ace. My face is not my own, but for the group.

I belong here. I'll prove it. I won't ever falter, even if I have to do it all alone. I have to lead. The future is on me.

My name is Sayashi Riho, and I'll make you remember it.


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Read an interview with Nacchi and Riho, discussing their place as Aces in their own generation. It was the main inspiration for this piece, though part of it came from watching too many DVD mags and noticing that Riho is always and forever doing weird things on her own off to one side and kinda lurking in a corner when other people have the main shot for the camera. Unless she's with Zukki doing weird things together. XD But yeah, I get the overwhelming sense that well, it's lonely at the top. She gets the center spot, she's touted as the next ace, she gets lots of attention....and she admits in the interview that there's a lot of pressure on her. She's holding up pretty well for being a 14 year old, really. Girl's tough, ambitious, and doesn't betray her nerves easily. It's pretty amazing to observe.

Speaking as an Aichan wota and having spent years observing Aichan and writing about her....I feel like Riho has a very different internal voice. I'm still working on grasping it, but writing Riho is VERY different. Yes they're both introspective, feel the weight of their roles keenly, but Riho has more confidence in herself and too often has that insufferably smug expression on her face, whereas Ai was always a lot more self effacing to the point of having depressingly low self esteem. I'm still trying to find the right balance for Riho in my head, but I've gotten a pretty good picture and now just need to work on expressing that in writing. XD It's fun having a new favorite toy to play with, that's for sure, and I can't seem to make Riho emo because it's not in Riho's nature to BE emo. She gets negative, but not emo. I like her better already, she's good for my psyche. :lol:


And now I really need to sleep because I need to wake up in 3 hours for a wedding. :S Night!

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [1/12 - Ace]
« Reply #626 on: November 30, 2012, 06:12:02 PM »
I always love to see how you portray your favorites, or any of the girls, really. You have this amazing ability to perceive them in ways that I don't and in ways that make me go, 'Yeah, I could see her thinking that.'  :heart: :heart: I love your writings.

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [1/12 - Ace]
« Reply #627 on: November 30, 2012, 07:37:25 PM »
It's sound interesting about Riho's thought as the next ace of Morning Musume. Everything just come to her, good and bad, mostly good.
It could be fun if not just the center's story. Maybe the other members' story would be more attractive.
(just my own opinion) (=w="

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [1/12 - Ace]
« Reply #628 on: December 01, 2012, 05:19:26 AM »
the way you write the girls so far are always so close to how they show themselves to us essy, its like u know them ubber well. i agree on your thoughts of how riho seems to be. like i always notice when the others talk about her being an ace when she's around she kinda stiffens or just looks awkward. i noticed this the most during the h!p dvd mag for the winter con. like she shows she's not oblivious to the fact that everyone knows she's the ace. like does that even make sense?
your writings are always great and i'd love to see simmilar oneshots like this for the other girls, but you know i'll be reading whatever you write :deco:
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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [1/12 - Ace]
« Reply #629 on: January 07, 2013, 08:18:59 PM »
Clearly, Sayashi is my favourite, because I come bearing fic of her again. XD

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5 Years later


"Riho-chan, what's wrong? It's late...we have a concert tomorrow."

"I couldn't sleep. Can I come in?"

"Alright...come on in."


I wonder when it was that my feelings changed. It wasn't a moment I could pinpoint exactly. She had always been important to me, someone I felt safe with, whom I could go to and be as child-like as I wanted to, and have her spoil me endlessly.

I met her when I was 12, so much a child then still, even though I didn't think myself to be one at that point. Looking back, I miss the innocence of that time. To be able to go up to someone without fear or expectation, with the trust of a child that has never felt rejection, or even conceived of the terror in such. To know, implicitly, that she would always welcome me with open arms.

Truly, I was so naive back then. I miss it.

"Did something happen? Wanna talk about it?"

"Sorry about coming so late at night. You were going to sleep soon?"

"Mm...but if you have something troubling you, I'll listen. I'm the leader, after all."

"Only as a leader?"

"Haha, well, as a friend too? So? What's up?"


She was older, beautiful, and a rock-solid figure in my life as an idol. It wasn't easy being one. The performances, those I could do. I had trained for years to be on stage. But being an idol was more than just singing and dancing. It meant becoming something that fans can connect to and pour their hopes and dreams into. To be the focus, and the reflection, of all that attention. To always be smiling, never showing anything but the best for the fans, because that's what they want, and it eventually becomes what you want to show them as well.

It wasn't easy for me, not at all. I'm not the brightest and most cheerful person around. I have my moments when I get excited about the things I liked, but most of the time I stayed one step removed from the action. It wasn't that I didn't want to be part of things, it was just that I couldn't find a space where I could fit in. I couldn't keep up with the pace they set, their conversations and antics progressing in a tempo foreign to me. I might be able to find the rhythm in dance, but social interaction has always remained somewhat elusive.

I've always envied Eripon, for example. Even though she gets called KY all the time, she simply charges straight ahead and never lets anything get her down. To be able to talk so freely and easily...I envy her. I want to become more like her. More open, brighter and confident in myself. I've improved and learned in these years, but a part of me knows that it doesn't come naturally. I put it on, my idol mask for the world, professional to the end. But it really isn't me, and I can't deny it.

But enough about the gloomy side of myself. Heh. I am rather capricious, aren't I? The classic AB bloodtype. I don't dislike this in myself. In fact, I can even call it a defining characteristic? It's a strange thing to choose to define oneself with, yes? But I like it. It suits me.

"I...I think I have someone I like..."

"...I've always wondered about Riho-chan. It's more than past time you had such feelings, but you were always so focused on work...so, what's the guy like? Someone at school? I hope I don't have to tell you to be careful not to get caught if you want to pursue those fee--"

"It's not a guy."

"...ah. Haha. Well, girls' love is a wonderful thing too~ Nice of you to join the club~ So, is it someone I know? Maybe even someone in the group? *giggle*"

"You should know."

"Ehhh...Maa-chan? No, can't be, though you two would be so cute together. Just imagine her going all Sayaaaashi-saaaaan. So adorable. Hmmm, maybe Kanon-chan since you two are always so close?"

"...Kanon-chan's my best friend. It's kinda weird to even think of her like that."

"That's true...how about Sakura-chan? She really likes you, have you noticed?"

"Huh? She does?"

"You didn't notice? She's always clinging on to you."

"She does it to Maa-chan too."

"Oh Riho-chan, take my word for it. She's always watching you."

"Really? I didn't notice."

"So it's a pass from you then? Poor Sakura-chan...what about Duu then? You two have been joined at the hip lately, and you sure look different around her..."

"...tsch, Haru's a really good friend, and we click, that's all. Besides I said I like a girl, liking Haru would be like liking a boy..."

"Ahahaha that's so mean, Riho-chan! But you're right, Duu is looking more and more handsome nowadays.Such an ikemen she has become haha...then, Ayumi-chan? She surely is girly enough! Ah~ I would like to date her too, even!"

"Hmm Ayumin sure is cute. She has gotten really pretty too."

"I know right? Haha, so is it Ayumi-chan?"

"Nah. She's attractive, but I don't feel that way about her, not really..."

"Ah mou! I give up! Don't tell me it's Eripon, I'll get mad if it were~"

"You would, wouldn't you..."

"Oh...it's Eripon?"

"No."

"..."

"..."

"It couldn't be...me, could it?"

".......I shouldn't have come here tonight."

I wonder what possessed me to have even knocked on her door that night. Worst mistake of my life. Wait, it's not even the worst thing I could have done. Knocking on the door was one thing, I shouldn't have brought up that topic at all.

Because I knew. I had known for a long time. Her heart belonged elsewhere. Sometimes, I hoped that maybe, just maybe, I would be considered as well, but deep down I knew I never stood a chance. To her, I was just a cute little sister, a generation-mate, someone she can spoil silly and have fun with. Never mind that I'm the ace, the face of the group and leading from the front in performances. I sometimes even think that was a barrier between me and everyone else. It's not always fun to be the lead dog running ahead of a pack, when everyone is basically glaring at you from behind. Sure, it's a friendly rivalry, but it's still there. We get along well, the members of the group, but everyone also wants to stand in the center, where I am pretty much placed all the time.

Duu gets it, I think. She and Ayumi both, since they often take turns sharing center with me, though Ayumi gets placed there more often. Both of them often tease me about how they were going to muscle me out of the way one day, and I always tell them to bring it on. It was a little strange to have become so close to the 10th gen members, what with how difficult I find it to warm up to new people, but I guess after 5 years together any distance would and should have shrunk by now, particularly after Michishige-san graduated and we were left to hold everything together.

I'm glad I'm not alone, really. If I had been, I don't know how I could have held it all together when the inevitable rejection came. I should never have said a thing, and just accepted what affection that came my way. But since I said it, I had to live with the consequences.

I got lucky though, because she was so kind. She always was. That might have been why I fell for her, and didn't realize it until she was already out of reach. She never turned me away even after gently letting me down. She became more considerate of how I must feel around her, and stopped the overly affectionate displays that used to leave me both happy and stressed at the same time. It was a little lonely without her hugs, but the other members were more than happy to fill in. Between Maa-chan and Sakura, I barely had any breathing space sometimes.

But I was glad. That the others were with me. That she still spoke to me, still smiled at me. I'm happy too, because even if it felt like my heart would break at first, I could still smile back at her. Reassure her that I was fine. Because I didn't want her to worry. Because I still wanted to be her friend. Because I am the face of Morning Musume, and my smile must always be radiant for the fans.

I am better now. Honest. I shift on the bed, trying not to accidentally elbow anyone in the process. I'm not sure how they knew not to leave me alone, but I'm really grateful for the members who kept supporting me throughout, even if they didn't know what happened. It gets a little cramped when a bunch of them spontaneously decide to crash my hotel room when we were on tour, but it's nice not to be alone.

I smile again as I cuddle against someone in the dark, and this time I wasn't forcing it.

I am the 18 year old Sayashi Riho of Morning Musume, and I am not alone. Because I am not alone, I can be strong. Thank you, everyone. For everything.

Let's all work hard together from now on!



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I just happily trashed FukuSaya. Why? Because I suddenly had a fit of empathy and realized that Riho reminds me of myself when I was much younger, and I had someone similar to what Fukuchan was in her life. And yet, I think she'll recover better than I did, because woo member-love. Haha.

But yes. Been burrowing into RihoRiho's character, slowly but surely. XD This is not meant to be fully representative, of course, but hey, she's taking a rejection much better than I did. :lol: It's not the end of the world, and she'll be the better for it once it's over and done with. Mm. :D

Weird mood now. Haha.

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [8/1 - 5 Years Later]
« Reply #630 on: January 08, 2013, 02:34:11 AM »
As always, I love how you delve into the character of your subjects. Ai-chan and Riho are so similar, aren't they? XD

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« Reply #631 on: January 08, 2013, 05:10:35 AM »
^They are, in a way. Riho wouldn't cry over this though. In some ways she's even more reserved than Ai-chan is, and crazier in other ways. Subtle differences. XD Makes all the difference. I feel stronger about Riho because she's tougher than Ai was at her age. :lol: And I like that.

FYI, not an update, but I transliterated the entire dialogue in the one shot into Japanese here: http://shizuka-junko.livejournal.com/362653.html

I'm quite proud of it because I've been trying to figure out how they talk in the original Japanese. I probably can't master their dialect, except maybe broken Hakata-ben because Eripon and Reina spam it so often. XD Been reading too many fics in Japanese lately...I think the Japanese fandom has warmed up to 9/10kies a lot, judging by the flood of fic for them recently. I've been inundated with IshiDuu, SayaIshi and PonPon primarily, with a couple of other crack pairings popping up along the way. It's rather amusing hearing, figuratively, all their voices in my head because it's written with all the girls' unique way of speaking. The TanaShige scene I was reading in one fic killed me because of Reina's dialect and I could totally imagine Reina and Sayu doing and saying those actual things. Like...

"I'm still in shock...Sayumi's RihoRiho..."
"It's not like she actually belongs to you, you know."

6th gen is win. :lol:

Anyway gotta go now! Baaaaai~

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [8/1 - 5 Years Later]
« Reply #632 on: January 08, 2013, 12:29:34 PM »
Ho~~~ I love this. :wub:
I can't use a word to tell how I love this fiction. :inlove:

Anyway, this two sentences, I know what it is because I ever read it. XD
I just recovered from cuteness overload of Maa x Duu's yesterday fiction. :P

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [8/1 - 5 Years Later]
« Reply #633 on: January 08, 2013, 06:03:45 PM »
@Shiawase: Hehe are you reading off m-seek too? :D I love the fics there!

Fee fi fo fum. I was catching up on the web radio and the Morning Jogakuin episodes (still not fully through with them haha, this will take days, if not weeks), and lots of interesting info comes to light on radio. :3 So some short stories related to 9/10kies based on stuff that actually happened!

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Cute, You Say?


"Guys! Have you seen Sayashi-san's self-shot photos on her blog? It's so cute!"

An excited voice rippled through the open doorway into the room where the rest of the 10th generation members were supposed to gather.

"Iikubo-chan? Really? Where? Lemme see!" Kudou Haruka hopped to her feet, still holding on to her manga as she joined the oldest member of her generation, who was tapping on her phone as she put her bag down.

"Kuduu~ Don't leave me aloneeeeee!" Sato Masaki whined after the 'shounen' of the group, trailing along to check out the pictures on Harunan's phone.

"Ehhhh!!!! That's so cute! How does Sayashi-san do it?" Haruka wondered aloud as she leaned in next to Harunan to see the aforementioned pictures.

"Sayashi-san is so cuteeeeee!" Masaki chimed in, tugging at her Kuduu's arm as she bobbed up and down. Haruka scowled.

"Haru said it first!"

"Isn't it alright? Sayashi-san doesn't belong only to Haru!"

"Don't call me Haru!"

As the elementary schoolers started their usual squabble, Harunan resisted the urge to facepalm and took one step away from the noisy kids, instead returning her attention to the picture in question. It really was amazing how Sayashi-san managed to take the shot at an angle that maximised her cuteness. The fashionista of the group knew that if she showed this picture to Michishige-san right now, the poison-tongued bunny might just spontaneously combust, and then Sayashi-san might just be in danger of having her cheeks abused from excessive pinching. Silently, Harunan decided not to do so, out of the goodness of her own heart. Then again, knowing Michishige-san, she probably already has seen this...

"What's that all about, Harunan?" Ishida Ayumi, the tiniest of the group, walked in sipping from a bottle of mineral water. The 17 year old girl raised her phone.

"I was just saying that Sayashi-san's blog pictures were really cute today. Don't ask me how those two managed to pick a fight from that."

Ayumi snorted. Kuduu and Maa-chan were famous for being able to quarrel over anything. And yet they would be totally fine just a little while afterwards. Until they found something else to quibble over again, that is. She eyed the energetic pair. She and Harunan would let the argument run its course for a few more minutes before intervening. She couldn't ever remember herself being so energetic like those two kids. Was she ever so young?

Of course, had she thought to pose the question to Harunan, the oldest of the 10th gen members would say that, yes, in fact, didn't Daishi just fight with Kuduu over something in dance lessons just now? Fortunately, no one opened that can of worms, and Harunan would probably figure out a way to solve the issue even if it came up. Not for nothing was she the peacemaker in this quartet.

"Oh? I haven't checked our 9th gen senpai's blog today. How was it?"

"Sayashi-san took really good shots today! I must ask her about camera angles later. Here, see for yourself!"

Ayumi took Harunan's phone from her, using her thumb to scroll down the brief post to where the picture was. Her eyes widened when she saw the picture.

"Ah. So cute..."

Was Sayashi-san so cute before? As if on cue, they heard the voices of one Suzuki Kanon, as well as the girl of the hour, Sayashi Riho, coming from around the corner.

"So you see, at school..."

"Really? Kanon-chan sugoi...ah!"

"Riho-chan are you ok?"

Two heads popped out from the room curiously, and bore witness to a magnificent faceplant by the same Sayashi Riho. Suzuki-san seemed torn between laughing and trying to help her friend up.

"Mou Kanon-chan, it's not funny..."

"But Riho-chan, how did you manage to trip on thin air?"

"I don't know...ahhh~ I'm growing too fast, it's throwing my balance off!"

"But you've been tripping for way longer than that?"

"That's mean, Kanon-chan!"

"Ahahahaha~"

The same two heads withdrew back into the room. A cocktail of emotions swirled on both the 10th gen members' faces, ranging from amusement to genuine puzzlement, with many others in between.

"I must say...that was kind of cute too." Harunan started first, looking over at Ayumi, who looked back down at the picture on Harunan's phone.

"But...it's a different kind of cute? Somehow?"

They shrug simultaneously. Ayumi returned the phone, glancing behind her to where the younger two of their 9th gen senpai had gone to meet up with the other half of their generation. The pitiful expression on Sayashi's face from earlier had been wiped and replaced with a toothy grin as she greeted first Eripon, then Fuku-chan with a hug. When the two separated, the look on Sayashi's face returned to its usual impassive half-smirk. Ayumi shook her head, turning back.

"Sayashi-san really has a myriad of expressions, doesn't she?"

Harunan nodded, locking her phone and putting it away.

"Well she's our senpai, even as young as she is. We have a lot to learn."

"Mm..."

Ayumi looked vaguely dissatisfied for a moment before her gaze settled back on the still-fighting Maa-chan and Kuduu. She sighed.

"I guess we better do something about those two as well?"

"I agree."

They moved forward. Just another day in Morning Musume.

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Tidbits that are real:

1) Riho trips often. XD It's becoming a bad joke, not to mention all the bruises she is getting. Not just on her legs, but her ego as well. 3 times in front of Tsunku during rehearsals. She wanted to die of embarrassment there and then. :lol:

2) The Sayashi-has-cute-pictures thing. Maachan mentioned on an episode that 10th gen was squealing over some very cutely taken self-shots on Riho's blog posts, to Riho's acute embarrassment. XD

3) Ayumi said on Morning Jogakuin that Riho has a lot of expressions. Like one minute she'll be goofballing around with the rest, then on set it's like she flips a switch and transforms instantly to something else. XD

4) Maachan and Kuduu fight over the silliest things. But they get over it real fast. Also, Kuduu absolutely forbids Maachan from calling her Haru (which is how she refers to herself XD).

This is set somewhere in 2012, though the dynamics of the group may have shifted somewhat since. Some things remain the same, but essentially...yeah, as you have it. I might do more as I get inspired from all the radio I've been listening to. :lol:
« Last Edit: January 08, 2013, 06:11:42 PM by Estrea »

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [9/1 - Cute, You Say?]
« Reply #634 on: January 08, 2013, 06:22:22 PM »
I remember reading on Riho's blog at some point that she figured out why she trips so much. Apparently she analyzed her way of walking and found that she tends to walk with her toes first, so I guess she catches her toetips on the ground unexpectedly. I haven't heard much about her tripping since then.
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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [9/1 - Cute, You Say?]
« Reply #635 on: January 08, 2013, 08:22:24 PM »
XD omg lol I think I just got a toothache from all the cuteness in this story, not to mention my cheeks hurt from my grinning.

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [9/1 - Cute, You Say?]
« Reply #636 on: January 09, 2013, 07:35:30 PM »
RihoRiho's self-photo shooting is always the best of the rest. I also kind of wanting to pinch her cutie cheeks. XD
The classic habit of AB bloodtype; trip over and fell down by nothing on the floor. Lol

MaaDuu are cute. >w<)
From the Morning Jogakuin (10gen day), Duu allowed Maa-chan to call her Haru. Anyway, now Maa-chan calls her generation-mate with their name. Except for Harunan, she is called Meshikubo. xD

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [9/1 - Cute, You Say?]
« Reply #637 on: January 09, 2013, 10:22:35 PM »
@Slack: Yeah I remember the blog post. But somewhere in November on radio, Riho confessed that she fell down in rehearsal again. Lmao. She might have fixed the falling while walking normally, but on stage....sometimes she still screws up :lol:

@rndy: Hehe cuteness from 9/10kies is easy. They're awesome. XD

@Shiawase: Thank you for the information~ I'll update it as the timeline for my one shots move into the right zone. :D Maachan is amazing!


So I was paying attention to wota reports from the public recording of Morning Jogakuin earlier today (yesterday?) and this happened. XD

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Maji de Itazura / マジで悪戯 / Seriously, It's A Prank


Fu~

Splashing water on her face to remove the faint traces of makeup, Ishida Ayumi sighed deeply as she reached for a towel. Her face stared back at her in the mirror, the pale skin of her ears still tinged a faint pink from earlier.

Just the sight of the remnants of a blush reminded her how the blush was put there in the first place, which made her bury her face in her towel, desperately trying not to think about the whole incident.

Today was the first open-to-public recording of Morning Jogakuin, and together with Fukumura-san, Ikuta-san, Sayashi-san and Harunan, she had conducted the radio recording in front of 300 fans. It was a somewhat nerve wracking experience, having to talk in front of so many people, and it really didn't help when someone decided to have fun at her expense.

As if having one little boy teasing her in the group wasn't enough. Said 'little boy' wasn't present at the recording today, for which Ayumi would give thanks to any and all deities out there, because she was sure Kuduu would just make things worse, especially since she has heard this before. Then again, had Kuduu being there, maybe she would have helped to deflect the topic back onto Sayashi-san, like she did the first time when the topic first came to light. Ayumi had confused feelings about Kuduu, so thinking about the whole thing just made her even more muddled in general.

It also did not help that the complete lack of surprise on the part of her other 9th gen senpais said a lot in itself; then again, they were quite used to a certain Sayashi Riho's warped logic and weird topics of conversation, so perhaps they didn't think much of it. After all, Sayashi-san did have that famous moment on stage where she declared her love? fetish? obsession? with Fukumura-san. They were probably used to Sayashi-san's flights of fancy, even if she wasn't.

But she had thought that Harunan at least would have been on her side! But no, Harunan had gotten interested in the topic as well, displaying pleasant surprise of all things and allowing Sayashi-san to continue without interruption. Maybe Kuduu would have been a better shield here...

"Ah mou!" Frustrated, Ayumi scrubbed vigorously at her face, the tips of her ears still a vivid red from her blush relapse. The worst part of the whole incident was how smug Sayashi-san was about the whole thing! She was sure her young senpai was smirking at her while saying all those embarrassing things. Where did the nervousness from the last time go? Ayumi was certain that she recalled Sayashi-san being confused and embarrassed when Kuduu reversed the topic of the conversation back onto her, and Ayumi had also joined in on teasing her senpai for the first time there. So how could Sayashi-san bring it up again so confidently? And not to mention, she covered her tracks brilliantly as well, by bringing up relevant points about everyone else present.

Ayumi had to grudgingly give the cheeky girl some points there. Fukumura-san was right about Sayashi-san improving at her conversational skills. Ugh, if only it weren't at my expense!

The topic in question? Why, a simple discussion over the music video for their upcoming single, Help Me. Sayashi-san had been praising the perfection of Fukumura-san in the video, to no one's surprise of course. Then again, Ayumi had to agree: Fukumura-san did look amazing in all aspects in the video. Of course, Ayumi had sought to tease Sayashi-san about her single-minded fixation on Fukumura-san by commenting on how Sayashi-san was always looking at Fukumura-san, but that had ended up backfiring quite seriously on her...

"You sure look closely at Fukumura-san." Ayumi commented with a teasing glint in her eye. Sayashi raised an eyebrow. Challenge accepted.

"Well I pay close attention to everyone. Like for Ayumi-chan, I was looking at your lips and all~" Sayashi said with a grin. Ayumi's jaw dropped, and she almost sprang to her feet before she remembered that this was a public recording and she really shouldn't do anything weird. She settled with a 'what the hell do you think you're doing???' glare at the smug-looking Sayashi-san, who continued on without shame. "They are really distinctive so they stand out~"

Ayumi twitched, almost reaching out on instinct to try and grab Sayashi-san before the girl decided to go on talking about such embarrassing things any further.

"Wow this is the first time I've heard of this!" Ayumi stared at Harunan, who looked really interested by what Sayashi-san had said. Traitor!!! Her mind cried, even as a small whimper escaped from her lips. Ayumi was sure the blush on her face had spread to her ears and down her neck by now. Curses!

As if completely unaware of the impact of her statement, Sayashi continued with the topic, pointing out what she noticed about the other members in the music video, like Ikuta-san's dance moves and Harunan's poses, concluding with a self-satisfied grin.

"See? I pay attention to everyone equally!"


Ayumi sighed. She had no comeback for that at the time. Even now, she still couldn't think of anything she could say that wouldn't open up a veritable can of worms. In fact, she wasn't even sure if Sayashi-san said all those things on purpose, or what she said them for, even!

At least Fukumura-san had come up to her after the recording and patted her on the head, saying something about how "Riho-chan sometimes goes a little too far with her words and doesn't notice it at all". Ayumi wasn't sure if that made her feel any better. In that aspect Sayashi-san and Kuduu were similar in how they were able to tease her, although in Kuduu's case it was definitely deliberate, while Sayashi-san seemed to be more...oblivious?

To think they had started to get a bit closer ever since the autumn tour too. Having dance lessons with just the two of them had helped to shrink the distance, especially since both of them loved dance and often spent time discussing the technical movements and practicing together. Ayumi's early feelings of rivalry towards her younger senpai had long since given way to grudging respect and even admiration since early last year, with her acknowledging within herself that Sayashi-san was better than her at dance. That didn't mean she had given up on trying to surpass the girl though, but she had come to make some peace with the fact that as things stood, Sayashi-san was still a level above her in performance.

These things, coupled with the fact that Ayumi was nervous about talking to her senpai (even worse, this senpai was younger than her), ensured that she kept a respectful distance away from Sayashi-san for a good long while. Any interactions that happened tended to be in the context of a group conversation, though the rare few times where they spoke one-on-one Ayumi was careful to keep a polite distance. She wasn't sure how to handle this younger senpai of hers. Suzuki-san was so much easier in comparison.

The joint dance performance for the autumn tour had definitely helped her get over the awkwardness. It was easy talking about dance to Sayashi-san, and Ayumi found that she could talk about the really technical details without having to explain herself every other sentence. Sayashi-san would nod in understanding and add on other things she had noticed herself. It was a great learning experience for the both of them, and Ayumi had felt more comfortable around Sayashi-san since.

Still, it seemed as if Sayashi-san could still spring nasty little surprises on her when she least expected it. She was used to Kuduu's pranks, and while she was aware that Sayashi-san was young as well and probably just as playful, especially around her fellow 9th generation members and Maa-chan, she hadn't quite expected Sayashi-san to pull anything on her. It just hadn't occurred to her that Sayashi-san would do it to her of all people.

Like on the final day of the autumn tour. The staff had rolled out a gigantic cake that had all the members oohing and aahing over it, and all of them were jostling to take pictures to put on their blogs later. Then came the obligatory group shot with the cake, with everyone huddling in various poses in their jerseys.

The first few shots for different cameras went off just fine, with Maa-chan and Kuduu flanking her on either side. Then they had shifted around some, and Ayumi had drifted towards Oda-chan and Fukumura-san at the back. Sayashi-san had also drifted towards the back, behind Maa-chan and Kuduu, as they started taking shots for Tanaka-san's camera. As the staff called out for the last shot, Sayashi-san suddenly moved behind her and hugged her from behind, lifting her an inch or so off the ground. Still conscious of the camera, Ayumi had hidden her surprise and made a peace sign while smiling as the camera flashed, and the next moment Sayashi-san chuckled behind her, almost into her ear.

"Ayumi-chan is light!"

And then the girl ran off to play with Ikuta-san and Suzuki-san right after that, leaving a flabbergasted Ayumi behind trying to process what just happened. She had received spontaneous hugs before, but not like that, and certainly not from this person. In the end, she came to the conclusion that she just didn't understand Sayashi-san at all.

"I don't get it..."

Ayumi dropped her towel onto the sink and stared into the mirror. The rest of her face was scrubbed a pinkish tinge by now, and she heaved another tremendous sigh as her shoulders slumped. The only way to deal with it was not to think about it...

*beepbeep* 1 incoming message

"Eh? Who is it?" It was late and Ayumi honestly did not expect any texts from anyone. After all, they had school the next day. Everyone who was likely to text her should already be in bed by now. Clearly, someone wasn't (and neither was she, either).

From: Sayashi Riho
Subject: Hyaahoooi~♪( ´θ`)ノ

I got to see Ayumi-chan's blush again today! Yatta!
All as according to plan~ ♪♪
Sleep well tonight and I'll see you again at work!

P.S. It was Duu who reminded me about it ♪♪ She said Ayumi-chan's blushing face was cute so I had to see it for myself~
P.P.S It really was cute~ ♪

Oyasuminasayashiii~


...
.......
..........

What. Was. This?

Ayumi clutched her phone tightly and tried to decide who to kill first. Or maybe she could get them together in one place and hit them both at the same time. Yes, that seemed like a good plan. That was what she would do.

Underneath her iron grip, her iPhone case underwent a hairline crack. Let us pray for the two middle schoolers now. May they safely escape the wrath of Ishida Ayumi.

We can hope anyway.


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Hurhurhur. :lol:

I couldn't resist. I can just see Duu and Riho being pranksters. Totally Duu's fault. Lmao. And Riho cleverly deflects part of the blame. XD GJ.

The bit about the group shot with the cake on the last day of the autumn tour is based on a photo on Reina's blog (Dec 15th, go see! XD). It's not immediately obvious but Riho latched onto Ayumi on the last shot and knowing how Ayumi is the shortest in the group now, the idea is that Riho actually lifted her for a moment during the shot itself, because Ayumi was peculiarly taller (either that or Riho was crouching XD). Ayumi mentions also that she got to know Riho better during the autumn tour because of their joint performance of Crazy About You. Stuff that I happily mention because I can...and because it's funnier that way. I enjoy trolling Ayumi. XD

Also, the lip thing. It was first mentioned on radio with Duu, Riho and Ayumi during the promotional period for Renai Hunter. They were talking about each other in the music video and Riho was like "oh I was looking at Ishida's solo shot scene and her lips really got my attention". Ayumi: "Ehhhh? This is embarrassing!!!" Duu: "Ahahahaha! Where the hell are you looking at?!" Cue Riho embarrassment as Duu and Ayumi tease her about it. Riho attempts to defend herself, but only really succeeds in digging herself in deeper. It was hilarious.

So I saw the wota report from the Jogakuin public recording and this guy was like "Sayashi brought up that she noticed Ishida's lips again, all while grinning mischievously. Ishida looked extremely embarrassed and was blushing so hard you could see her turn red in the ears and neck." Thank you wota-san. XD

Lastly, the title. A play on Maji de suka ska. I did it cos I can. Haha. My tension is all weird now hurhurhurhur......

9/10kies IS THE BEST~
« Last Edit: January 09, 2013, 10:32:34 PM by Estrea »

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- Lilium-related things. God save my soul.

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Re: Estrea's Sandbox [10/1 - Seriously, It's A Prank]
« Reply #638 on: January 10, 2013, 04:38:02 PM »
No comments? Me sad...oh well. XD

Presenting the thoughts of our latest dimensional creature. MM has seen aliens from outer space. This is probably the first time we've had someone from an alternate universe entirely...

I bring you...

====================================


The Care and Feeding Of.......
by Maa-chan



The Care and Feeding of Kudou Haruka

- Lead her to Tanasa-tan.
- One Piece!
- More Tanasa-tan!

Note to self: Keep her away from Ayumin. Haru is mine! Mine! MINE!

by Maa-chan

~*~*~

The Care and Feeding of Ishida Ayumi

- Watermelons!
- ...I'm not sharing Haru with her.
- Meshikubo can distract her
- Fukumura-san too!

Note to self: Maybe I can ask Sayashi-san to help keep Ayumin away from Haru.

by Maa-chan

~*~*~

The Care and Feeding of Meshikubo

- Manga!
- Wada-san!
- Michishige-san!

Note to self: If all else fails, just call her Harunan. She will be so happy I did...but I won't.

by Maa-chan

~*~*~

The Care and Feeding of Suzuki Kanon

- Food!
- Fukumura-san! Ikuta-san! Sayashi-san! ...basically the 9th gen senpai!
- More food!

Note to self: Suzuki-san doesn't like me glomping Sayashi-san...maa, not that I care~

by Maa-chan

~*~*~

The Care and Feeding of Sayashi Riho

- Cider!
- Fukumura-san!
- Letting Sayashi-san correct me!

Note to self: Sayashi-san seems to be catching on to me. Maybe I should throw Ayumin at her as a distraction?

by Maa-chan

~*~*~

The Care and Feeding of Ikuta Erina

- Niigaki-san!
- Niigaki-san!
- Niigaki-san!

Note to self: Too easy.

by Maa-chan

~*~*~

The Care and Feeding of Fukumura Mizuki

- Tsugunaga-san!
- Michishige-san!
- Shoujo manga!

Note to self: Fukumura-san is more than she appears to be. Tread with care. Cute girls have also proven to be effective.

by Maa-chan

~*~*~

The Care and Feeding of Tanasa-tan

- Lots of love and attention!
- Hugssssssss!
- Tanasa-taaaaaaaaaaaaaaan~

Note to self: Tanasa-tan loves me so I can get away with anything. :D

by Maa-chan

~*~*~

The Care and Feeding of Michishige Sayumi

- Hand Sayashi-san to her.
- Run away.

Note to self: Sorry, Sayashi-san...but earlier problem solved!

by Maa-chan

==================================================


Because Maa-chan is a genius. And from another dimension entirely. Maachan-world is incomprehensible. XD

EDIT: I totally forgot about Oda Sakura....y'know what? Maybe next time. XD
EDIT 2: The solution to Sayashi catching on to her...is obviously to feed her to Sayu. What an economic solution!
EDIT 3: Translated the entire thing into Japanese again because I can. And it's funnier that way somehow. http://shizuka-junko.livejournal.com/362880.html Hehe
« Last Edit: January 10, 2013, 06:41:01 PM by Estrea »

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Currently writing:
- Lilium-related things. God save my soul.

On Hold:
- Everything Else. Too many to list.

I'm also on AO3!
http://archiveofourown.org/users/Estrea

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I'm telling you, it's not a universe because there'd be no way to communicate with her. She's a 4D tesseract who might constrain herself to 3D movements.  Or she might just like working in non-Euclidean 3D spaces, which actually ties her in better with the real physical world than the rest of us (See this, for example).  Given how Tanasa-tan is a math genius in disguise and Sayu is a math genius merely satisfied by completing her Universal Set of Cute, this makes perfect sense.  :rofl:


Maachan, never change. XD  And what's this with DaiFuku?

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