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Happy BirthdayToday, the 8th of August, is my bro’s birthday!!!!!!!Thank you all who have left Happy Birthday comments here.Unfortunately my bro doesn’t check Reina’s blog THO. lolBut please leave your message to him, then I’ll tell him in your behalf.Look at this pic.Its quality is kinda poor as I took the picture of my mobile phone’s screen.It’s of the days in Fukuoka, of my bro, Reina and King the cat.Seems like he was a kindergartener in it.Now he’s turned 18.You know,When I had to move to Tokyo to join Morning Musume,I happened to force him to suffer lots of difficulties.Like being away from Dad,and transferring to a school in Tokyo as soon as he’d turned a first grade elementary student.Changing environment such as starting to go to elementary school is uneasy enough by itself,moreover he was forced to move to Tokyo.He could make no friends there at first.And he started claiming not to go to school.Mom had to take me to and from the office according to a rule.And it could be in midnight very often.Mom took my bro with her because she thought it’s pitiful to leave him alone at home.Since he was thinner and smaller than average at that time,Mom had to get desperate to protect him in crowded train in rush hours.Although Reina was only a kid of fourteen back then, I still can’t forget that scene and can’t stop crying even as typing this post now.My mind was totally occupied with the problem of my own.I couldn’t play with him at all.It was just going to school and going to work and going back home late at night. Everyday was just like that in those days.It was very often that I couldn’t see both of them for a week.Sometimes, as I was looking at his sleeping face,I said to him in my mind “I’m sorry for making you suffer all the time.”But there’s nothing I could do for him.Everything was all tough to me day after day.I wish I could have played with him more often.I wish I could have talked to him more often even though I was very busy.I’d think of these kind of things when I look at this pic now and again.But my bro had been getting to enjoy his life in Tokyo step by step.I was really relieved to hear him saying “I don’t wanna go back to Fukuoka!”Which has enabled me to think he had found his own way to live his everyday life happily.I’m really relieved!These days, I see him and talk to him very often,although he doesn’t pay me much mind since he prefers to studying.I love him that way.I wish we would live healthy and happy days from now on.Happy Birthday!http://ameblo.jp/tanakareina-blog/day-20140808.html*Thx to momuse from tumblrhttp://momuse.tumblr.com/post/96513774893/happy-birthday-8-8