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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 1st)
« Reply #40 on: June 03, 2008, 05:56:36 AM »
ayaya... my meitantei conan fan instincts tell me it's her...

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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 1st)
« Reply #41 on: June 03, 2008, 06:01:43 AM »
place where R and S practiced futsal ------------->10 minutes from door
 Miki's room----------------> 6 minutes from door
 Locker room -------> 2 minutes from the door

So I actually don't have the next part done...but because of all the comments i'm going to work on it right now =]
but I just want to say one this to sweetys comment
You're forgetting that people can talk in the hallway altering the time it takes them to leave the building.
Plus, The only exact time we know are the ones from the security camera
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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 1st)
« Reply #42 on: June 03, 2008, 08:16:34 AM »
but where was the camera situated? We can tell what time they passed it, but we can't really tell where they came from or anything, making it impossible, also we don't know how they acted, like if any of them stopped to tie their shoelaces or did anything shifty XD

 Also we haven't gotten the complete forensic reports yet, which means there are a lot of things being left out. Why do I have a bad feeling that the package is more significant then first assumed? I have a feeling it might have had something to do with her immediate demise. So I am guessing it may or may not have contained the murder weapon. And why wont they tell us what / if she died from? Like for example it could've been a kitchen knife, so we could have looked at teh kitchen footage to see if anyone had been getting a knife from there before and returning it/cleaning it later.....

 Or if she was pushed off somewhere, why don't they check any of the other girls for bruises or any marks on her that may have had any of the girls fingerprints...lol if this happens, :

 Officer: Miss matsuura, miss yoshizawa, do you know why we have called you back here?
 M&Y: No...whhy?
 OFF: We have reason to believe you were associated with the murder of Fujimoto Miki!
 M*gasp*
 Y: This is preposterous!
 O: Found on the victims body, were several bruises and cuts. Upon investigation, those one hundreed and fity two external bruises, several of which in round, and oval shapes, many more appeared to be bite marks and some slightly larger, hand sized ones around the bottom area. There were rope marks on the wrists and we have found the rope you used to bind her with. The lab results matched your DNA to the saliva and other liquids found on the victims body. There are traces of your DNA under her fingernails as blood and skin and we have found a zillion other types of both your DNA on her body!
 Aya: We can explain!
 Officer: You could bloody try, but there is a mountain of evidence that points the murderer finger at you too! What excuse could you possibly have for all this?
 Y: we umm......... Miki you see.........umm.....she........ahh...........kinda..........
 Aya: She likes it rough
 She said, both of them blushing
 Officer: Ru-ruff? huh? What does she like..........oh...........OH.......oooh
 Aya: yeah...we could prove it...theres just as many scratches and bruises on me and Yoshi
 Y: Yeah! And we even made a video tape!
 Officer: (to himself) ka-ching!!!!!!!!!!!!
   We'll need that tape as evidence you too! Bring it directly to me and I'll cum-come up to the guards and tell them we don't need to see you two in person anymore
Y,A: :? ???

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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 1st)
« Reply #43 on: June 03, 2008, 01:29:04 PM »
well if I can't select JunJun on the list...(I think Miki slipped on one of junjun's banana peels and fell onto the knife Junjun always carries around to cut her apples with) hehe okay I'll stop kidding XD...I'll take a real guess and say that it's Ayaya.  I can see her motive being that Miki and Yossie always fought over Ayaya...so Ayaya went to talk it out with Miki and get things under control but things went terribly wrong that night...

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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 1st)
« Reply #44 on: June 03, 2008, 02:03:07 PM »
Ooooo...I can't wait to see what happens...

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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 1st)
« Reply #45 on: June 04, 2008, 02:13:56 AM »
im gonna say takagaki did it because there alibis are too similar and no one can verify what they were doing after kamei and tanaka left and when they left... but then again y does the detecctive keep pushing reinas interview back???
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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 1st)
« Reply #46 on: June 04, 2008, 08:13:11 AM »
Friends...Forever? 4/4

Higashi found the guard to the UFA building and had him unlock Miki Fujimotos locker and he began to go through the contents. What he was looking for wasn’t hard to find as it was the last thing placed inside. It was a small packaged that resembled a gift for a birthday or some type of holiday. He thought about what the date was and everyone who was friends with Fujimoto, but no one’s birthdays were near this time of year.

Slowly he began to peel off the wrapping to see what was inside. It held two pictures in hand made frames. A note was on top of the first one, and then on top of the second and then finally a note at the very bottom of the package.

The only thing that didn’t make sense was why Tanaka…that was all Higashi couldn’t seem to piece together. He went over to the police officer, Ken, “I need you to gather all the suspects in the resting area where the deceased was found. The body has been removed, correct?” Ken nodded, “then please do as I requested.”

Ken was about to go when he paused, “What about Miss Tanakas interview?”

“I find it no longer necessary,” and Higashi walked off to the resting area to wait for the nine girls.

* * * * *

Higashi stood in the center of Miss Fujimotos dressing room; you could see the blood stain on the left side of the room next to a bag with the paper weight inside of it. He stared at the crime scene for quite a while before the door creaked open and in came the nine girls. Most of which looked frightened to death. Kamei, Takahashi, Niigaki and Matsuura were all sniffling and looked as if they had been crying. Ishikawa was trying to comfort the girls. Shibata looked very dazed, like she couldn’t believe it had happened still. Nakazawa, Tanaka and Yoshizawa all just looked annoyed with the situation. Although, there was a slight smirk on Miss Yoshizawas face, but in her eyes was an underlying sadness.

The detective went over and grabbed the package he had brought from Fujimotos locker room not thirty minutes before. “I know who did it. Miss Fujimoto should not have lost her life last night.”

* * * * *

“We have to talk,” Fujimoto Miki leaned her head against a locker and peered over at the girl who had spoken.

“Right now?”

“Right now,” Yoshizawa Hitomi replied with a stern look on her face.

Miki sighed heavily and opened her locker shoving her Gatas stuff inside. “Can it wait? I have to talk to Aya at ten and its now nine thirty.”

Yossui walked up to her with an malicious look in her eyes, “Then it has to be now. I need to clarify some things with you.”

Miki sighed again and then placed a small package into her locker then closed and locked it. She turned and stared up at the taller more boyish girl. “What kind of things?”

“Like, why you hate me. And why you insist on hurting Aya.”

The look in Mikis eyes turned from bored to an almost lost and depressed look, before immediately shooting into anger. “I’m not trying to hurt her. She’s-“

“Don’t fuck with me Fujimoto.” Miki cringed; Yossui was really powerful and could probably take her down in a second if she wanted to. “Why are you doing this?!” She spat angrily punching the locker right next to Mikis head.

Miki glared at Yossui for a moment before ducking under her arm and heading towards the locker room exit. Her eyes began to water as she walked and she put her hands into her pockets as she kicked the door open exiting out into the hallway. Yossui followed swiftly behind her with fire in her eyes.

“Fujimoto don’t you walk away from me!” she roughly grabbed the older girl by the shoulders and spun her around. “Answer my goddamn question. Why the hell are you doing this? Why are you intentionally hurting Aya?”

Yossui barley got the question out of her mouth before Miki yelled at her, “It’s not intentional!” She pulled back and away from Yossuis grasp and looked at her scoffing a little. “You know nothing about it.”

One Nakazawa Yuko glared at the pair as she snuck past them and to the front door with a small flask in her back pocket. Yoshizawa noticed and then grabbed Miki by the wrist and drug her into a nearby room; which happened to be Mikis dressing room.

“Then explain it to me so I can understand,” Yossui said no longer yelling but still angry.

Miki looked down at the floor, “I can’t.”

“Why the hell not Fujimoto?”

Miki looked back up at Yossui with complete determination. “Because it is not your problem.”

Yossui scoffed at the older girl, “Not my problem?” She poked her index finger into Mikis chest, “Anything that hurts my Aya is my problem.”

Miki looked away from Yossui and at her dressing room mirror. There she had pictures pinned up of her with various members smiling at the camera. Even Yossui was there. But the person who appeared most was Aya. Too bad none of them were recent…they were all from over two months ago.

“Hey Fujimoto! Are you even still listening to me?” Yossui asked angrily as she shoved Miki back to the wall. She shook her head and glanced at the clock.

“It’s like nine fifty, so I’m going to ask you to please get the fuck out of my dressing room.”

Yossui turned away and opened the door. “Fine. But I swear to god Miki. If you hurt Aya I will personally kill you.”She then left the room and almost ran into none other than Matsuura Aya.

“Oh, hey Yossui.” She smiled brightly and gave Yossui a hug and a quick peck on the cheek.

Yossui grabbed a hold of her and held her for a moment. “Don’t let her hurt you. I love you.”

Ayas eyes began to water a little. She was not looking forward to the conversation she was about to have with Miki. “It will be okay. Tan may be a little hard-headed, but all in all she’s a caring person. She’ll listen to me…” I hope…

Yossui nodded and walked off to the locker room to grab the rest of her stuff before leaving. As she walked away she said, “I’ll see you at my place when you’re done talking with…her.”

Aya just nodded, even though Yossui had her back to her and couldn’t see, and opened Mikis dressing room door. What she saw was not what she expected. Miki was facing away from the door and from the sounds it seemed like she was crying. “Tan?” Aya asked, concern in her voice.

Immediately the sniffling stopped and Miki turned around with a happy look on her face. It changed to angry very quickly, “Why do you like her?”

“What?” Such a random question.

“You heard me. Why do you like that Yoshizawa girl?” Mikis voice was angry but there was a faint bit of sadness in her eyes. With Aya being as dense as she was she didn’t notice.

“Why does it matter?”

“Just tell me,” miki pleaded.

Aya looked at the floor. “I just do.”

Miki rolled her eyes, “and you’re willing to risk your career for her?”

“Stop it Tan!” Aya yelled walking up to her “best friend.” “I don’t know what you have against Yossui, but telling the agency just to break us up isn’t the answer.”

Miki was at a loss for words. Aya had never actually yelled at her before.

“I’m happy with her.”

Miki froze and looked back over at the mirror. She quickly turned away from Aya with tears in her eyes. “You’re sure?”

“Of course. Why would I say that if I wasn’t?”

Miki looked at the ground. She said in that Miki sort of way joking, “Then I guess I have to tell on you two.” She smiled to the ground.

Aya couldn’t see the joking in Mikis face as she was turned away, nor heard the specific tone the older girl had been using. She wasn’t going to lose her career because she was in love. Grabbing the first thing she could find Aya struck Miki in the back of her head.

Hard.

Miki let out a tiny squeal as she fell face forward onto the floor. Aya didn’t think as she struck her again.

After a moment Ayas eyes grew wide and she dropped the paper weight and fell to her knees. “I didn’t mean to Tan.” But Miki was beyond hearing and completely unconscious. Aya sat there for a moment longer before going to the counter and grabbing the cleaner that was there and quickly whipping off the paper weight to try and get the finger prints off. She did that to save her career, she wasn’t going to lose it because she…

Aya stood up and looked down at her friend lying there; unmoving and bloody. She gulped and backed away to the door. “I’m sorry Tan.”

She then put on her great acting face and walked out the door trying to convince herself it never happened.

* * * * *

Higashi looked around the room and at Matsuura. “So that’s why you did it. You were afraid the agency would kick you out for having a relationship with Miss Yoshizawa.”

Yossui was staring at Aya with wide eyes, “I don’t believe it.”

Suddenly Aya burst out yelling, “If I hadn’t had done that she would have ruined me!”

“No, you’re wrong.” Higashi looked at Matsuura with a cold glare. “You just didn’t listen to her.”

“What?”

“But first. I would like to know something. Tanaka, why did you lie about your jacket?”

Tanaka stuttered, “I didn’t. I really did leave it…but I heard Yossui say she would kill Miki and then a bit of her and Ayas conversation. I got scared so I just went back to Eri…” She looked down at the floor. “Then today, I thought Yossui had done it. So I didn’t say anything.” She started to cry a little bit, “I don’t like admitting I can be afraid.” Eri wrapped her arm around Reinas shoulders and comforted the Yankii girl.

Higashi sighed, “So that’s why.” He grabbed the package once again and handed it to Aya. “This is for you. It’s an early birthday present from Miss Fujimoto.”

The first note read: “Happy early birthday Aya. ^^ I want you to know how important you are in my life.”

Then there was a handmade picture frame with a picture of Aya and Miki looking at the camera smiling.

The next note: “But I want you to know I’m glad you found someone who makes you happy.”

There was another handmade picture frame with a picture of Aya and Yossui.

The last note had a slight wrinkle in it like it had got wet, presumably from tears. “I love you Aya. I want you to be happy. But stay my best friend, please?”

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Ahh...what a predictable story
sorry the last part took longer than I wanted it to
anyways it was really predictable XD but I had to get it out of my system
now back to writing One Minute

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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 3rd)
« Reply #47 on: June 04, 2008, 08:27:22 AM »
hah! it was ayaya!!! my meitantei conan fan instincts were right! :lol:

 that was a good fic but it's nice to know One Minute will have your full attention again... I miss reading that one

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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 3rd)
« Reply #48 on: June 04, 2008, 08:48:40 AM »
The last bit was really sad  :cry: that's the problem with Miki. She feels one way but what comes out of her mouth is another..Aya shouldn't have done it. Does she think that she won't get caught? Either way, her career is ruined! Actually from the title, the murderer can be guessed but I thought it was Reina!  XD

Yeah, One Minute is coming back...

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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 3rd)
« Reply #49 on: June 04, 2008, 08:56:05 AM »
it's soooooooooo sad  :fainted:

miki~~!!  :gyaaah:

yukari vs aya *yuki take a stick and hit aya in the head*

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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 3rd)
« Reply #50 on: June 04, 2008, 09:35:23 AM »
ah so it was ayaya!  :O  Even though I guessed right...I don't think it was that predicable!  It was hard to guess...and from the start of the last chapter I almost thought that Reina did it! 

Anyways the last chapter was good...even though it left me like this :gyaaah:

Can't wait for more of One Minute~  :heart:

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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 3rd)
« Reply #51 on: June 04, 2008, 10:58:13 AM »
I knew it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok I didn't know it, if that makes you feel better. Nice sweet ending. The package was pretty much what I expected, in other words sweet sentimental goofiness from queen dork herself but her beloved Aya misinterpreted the wholle thing and aparently in this fic, thinks more of her career than Miki so she tried to kill her......... and suceeded.

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 RIP
 Fujimoto Miki
 She has groped and loved
 but lived unloved
 by the one she loved


(A Miki haiku by me! Yey, my first haiku! Is it really crap? You can tell me the truth)

 Poor Miki, but I guess she probably felt better dying at the hands of the one she loves.. or does that make it worse for her? And I hope you continue this fic with like Aya seeing her ghost or waking up on that day and remembering this like as De Ja Vou and being like "Hang on, if all this has come true already, who is to say that Miki doesn't love me and I am not getting a chance to make things right and a chance to win her over? I am going to make the best of today and not kill MikI!!"

 loved it, loved the ending, I hope Aya feels guilty after realising that Miki really loved her and what she was getting at was that she wanted to be with her, but even if she couldn't she just wanted her to be happy with Yoshi, that's all......but who can be happy now? I guess her life and death were in vain.....and to think, she did all this just so she would be happy, and now she's gonna be to jail. A pity.
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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 3rd)
« Reply #52 on: June 04, 2008, 12:22:26 PM »
damn..

that last part.. :cry: :cry:

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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 3rd)
« Reply #53 on: June 04, 2008, 03:30:42 PM »
AWWWW!  :cry: Damn you Ayaya! WTF!? She killed her best friend!!!! I'm such a mess right now!  XD The present was so sweet, though. And Reina-chan was too cute. Great story! But I wanna hear more from One Minute!!!

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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 3rd)
« Reply #54 on: June 05, 2008, 02:08:24 AM »
Aya!! How could you?!? Poor Miki!!!  :gyaaah: 

but I have confidence in Miki she may be down but watch out Aya, she may come back for ghostly REVENGE!!  :mon cweepy:

Aya:  *in front of the tv*  :mon gamer:

Phone: *rings*

Aya: *answering* hello...?  :mon phone:

Strange voice: seven days...

Aya: What? Why? From that evil video I watched?  That was a week ago... :mon huh:

Strange voice: ....Yeeeeah....I'm a procrastinator...be there soon

suddenly the Tv screen gets all weird~  and then...

Tv screen:  :gmon ringu:

Aya:  Miki!!!! Noooo!!! Ahhhh!!! :mon scare:

Miki: Bwahahahahaha!!!  :wahaha:

[they stop to stare at each other]

Aya: ...  :mon cry:

Miki: ...  :gmon tears:

Both:  I've missed you!!! *they hug*  :mon inluv:


The end.  (ending was weird, but I'm pretty sure that's how the movie went...)

Anyways, I enjoyed reading this one...even though I'm still crying over Miki. :cry:  Why?!? Aya, why?!  :frustrated:



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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 3rd)
« Reply #55 on: June 05, 2008, 04:51:16 AM »
AW COME ON!!!
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Nice, but that's not a haiku. Haiku's have only 3 lines, not 4. The 1st and 3rd lines have 5 syllables each, and the middle one has 7 syllables. My rotating Miki sigs are haikus.

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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 3rd)
« Reply #56 on: June 05, 2008, 12:54:47 PM »
Awww wings, your story was awesome! that should totally be the second part of this fic

     And JFC, the "RIP FUJIMOTO MIKI" part is not part of the haiku. The haiku is supposed to be like a quote or something written on the tombstone. I know that haiku's are 5-4-5 syllables and stuff, I just didn't know you'd count the name as part, cause I considered it part of the title I guess :P CHUUUUU~! no hard feelings tho, it was an honest mistake......mmm stake.....when will mum get home and cook a phone call? Or *gulp* home cooking ?

     lol, great story, though I wish Miki didn't die in it. It really sucks. But if anyone was to have killed her then I guess it's best that Aya did it out of ......Id say love but..... this sucks......no one loved her :'( My haiku was right Wahhhhhhhhh~!
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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: June 3rd)
« Reply #57 on: August 11, 2008, 11:34:41 AM »
So I totally should be sleeping because I have my first day of school in like less than 6 hours. But I've been wanting to write this for a while and it just wouldn't leave me be so I could sleep.

The title is crap..I couldn't think of anything...

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To need

Time stopped.

When I opened that dressing room door expecting to find Gaki on the other side, and I did, time stopped. She wasn’t alone. She sat there with her arms tightly around one Morning Musume leader. It didn’t take a genius to understand the situation. It didn’t help when they both closed their eyes and any space that had been separating them vanished as their lips touched.

Quickly I turned around and all but ran from the room. I hoped neither one of them heard me running away, because they most definitely didn’t see me as I stood and gapped at them. Although, if they did hear me they would probably just assume Koharu or someone else hyper was being stupid again.

I just have to make it to the other hallway where my dressing room is. I could feel my eyes starting to burn and a lump forming in the back of my throat as I suppressed tears and feelings of many years. So much time of my life had been devoted to convincing myself to just do it. To just confess my feelings to Gaki that I didn’t really know what it felt like anymore to not have her on my mind twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week.

Rounding the corner a little too quickly I almost bowled over Sayu in my haste. “Eri…?” the small girl asked as she moved to one side of the hallway avoiding my emotion filled rampage down the halls. Completely ignoring her I continued on until I reached my dressing room. Not being very quick and successful about opening the door, probably do to how much I was now shaking; I only managed to open it after a full minute.

Stepping inside and closing the door behind me I leaned my head against the wood as I reached back to quickly lock it. I stared down at my hands that were shaking to a point where I thought I might be having a seizure. I quickly wrapped my own arms around myself before sliding down the full length of the door so I was sitting on the floor.

I closed my eyes and tried to forget. But there was that image of the two happy leaders snuggling up to each other burned into my retina. The burning sensation reached its peak and I began to sob into my hands as I continued to shake. I made sure to keep my noise to a minimum so no one walking by would hear and I would have to explain myself, or more likely make up an excuse, as to why I was now sitting in my dressing room bawling my eyes out.

Maybe if I just forget my feelings. Just forget Gaki and everything I worked so hard to come to terms with. It wasn’t bad enough that I always thought she and Ai had something and I had to mentally work past that and pretend they were just friends. But I had to get past the fact that she was a female, as was I. When I thought back to what I had just walked into, the fact that two female could be intimate together didn’t really seem like something Gaki had had to work past.

But for me I had. What would my parents think? What would my fans think? What would everyone think? And more importantly…what did I think?

I sighed as my breathing began to steady itself and the tears were less frequent. It didn’t matter anymore. None of it mattered anymore. Gaki was with Ai and obviously happy. She would never return my feelings now. I guess I was just being stupid to begin with.

Stupid Ai.

Stupid Gaki.

Stupid me.

* * * * *

I sharply inhaled as Gaki grabbed my hand in hers as we walked away from the movie theatre. The other day I had completely forgotten that I had agreed to go see a movie with her this Saturday. A part of me really wanted to make up something so that I couldn’t go. But most of me still loved being able to just see her all the time. To just be around her. To just breathe her air.

She was like a drug that I could never give up if I even wanted to. It doesn’t help that she’s so nice to me. Or that she doesn’t know I know. I don’t think they realize anyone knows. But the group always laughs and jokes about them being together when they aren’t around. It makes me wonder how many actually do know, like I do, and how many are actually joking.

As we approach the train station and mine has arrived, I turned towards her to say good bye and thank you and that I will see her tomorrow; but instead I find myself being pulled into my train with her. “What are you...?”

“I’m taking you home silly. Problem?” She laughed and pokes me in the side making me giggle and my insides twist around so that I almost want to throw up. Yes, there is a problem. I can’t be around you much longer or I might accidentally tell you everything. There’s something about knowing that you can’t have someone that makes you want to tell them your feelings even more. Or maybe that’s just me. Maybe I’m completely Masochistic and want her to hurt me. Maybe I just want her to tell me face to face that it will never happen.

The train ride we share is quieter than usual. Hell this whole evening is quieter than usual. Usually I can’t stop talking and neither can Gaki. But every time she tries to say something I find myself completely shutting her down by replying in a way that no one could reply back to.

We exit the train and she grabs my hand again. I really wish she would stop doing that. It’s not making it any easier. I can’t feel my pulse quicken whenever she even inadvertently squeezes our hands together.

Finally we get to my building and shes about to turn around and walk back to the train station. Back away from me and hell she could even be getting onto a train that will take her to Ais house so they can spend the evening together. I almost throw up in my mouth a little at the very thought.

“See you tomorrow,” she waves as she turns around. There she goes Eri. There goes the girl you love walking away from you and now you’re just standing at your building like an idiot. The burning sensation comes back and I don’t know why I decided to do this but I run up behind her and wrap my arms around her stomach burying my face into her back.

She falters as I caught her mid-step before she stops moving completely. Her arms loosely hanging at her side as I’m sure she is trying to make sense of my odd behavior. I don’t blame her. Even I think I’m being too bold. But I can’t help it. I need her to know how I feel. I need to know for sure that it will never work out between us. I need to hear her say it. I find myself feeling selfish at all these thoughts. I need too much from her.

After too long of silence and me not letting go of my death grip around her stomach Gaki finally opens her mouth to speak. “Eri wh-“

“I’m sorry…” I cut her off and my grip around her stomach becomes a little tighter as I don’t want her to walk away as I’m in the middle of talking. But I can’t figure out what I want to say to her. I’ve rehearsed what I wanted to say a hundred times before I knew she was with someone. But now I have no idea how to phrase anything.

A lump forms in my throat making my voice slightly raspy. “I’m sorry,” I repeat before continuing to speak. “It’s just,” I feel my whole body become numb as I prepare myself for a great big letdown. “I love you,” I speak those last three words so softly I only know that she has heard me when I feel her whole body stiffen against me. I can’t take it anymore as I begin to cry into her back dampening her shirt.

God now I feel stupid. Not only have I made Gaki uncomfortable by telling her my feelings, but now I’m crying all over her shirt. She probably thinks I’m a sappy idiot. I slowly release my hands from around her as I step back not daring to look up from the ground as I continue to let my tears fall slowly down my face. “I’m sorry again. I-“ this time it’s me who gets cut off. I expected her to slap me or something; but I never felt her hand swipe across my face.

As Gaki pulls me into a tight embrace I feel the tears start a new as I return her gesture of kindness. Making sure to tell my mind that that is all it is. Kindness, I can’t let myself start to think it’s anything more. I’ve had enough of letdowns.

She slowly strokes my hair as she whispers into my ear. She isn’t really saying complete sentences, but I get the gist of it. She tells me all the good memories she has shared with me and how much each and everyone meant to her. Then I can tell that she is almost finished talking because I hear that inevitable word, “But…”

I hate that word. The thing that follows "but" always contradicts what is previously assumed by me. I think it should just be removed from all the dictionaries so that I can go on living peacefully. It would make everything so much easier.

“Eri I…” she trails off as she struggles with the right words. She tries a couple of other phrases and I don’t say anything. I just let her stand there and fumble as she keeps me locked between her arms. “It’s just that…Ai…” when I hear that name I want to cry again. But I don’t. I want to be a little stronger and maybe salvage the little dignity I still have.

Before she can speak again, I seem to find my voice. “It’s okay. I know…”

She pulls back from the embrace and looks me in the eyes puzzled. I stare down at the floor. She doesn’t question any further as she releases me. “I’m sorry,” she mumbles. Now I feel even worse for telling her I know. Now she must think I’m a total bitch. I knew she was involved with someone else yet I still tried. Yet I still told her and she probably thinks I just wanted to break them up.

But when I look up and our eyes meet, I can tell that was not what she was thinking. I just let my imagination run wild again with theories. Her eyes a filled with sympathy as she attempts a small smile.

We exchange no more words as she instead leads me all the way to my apartment and inside the door. I want her to stop being so nice but she takes my hand and we both lay down side by side on my bed. She gently stokes my hair in an attempt to get me to fall asleep. Eventually it works because I can feel my eyelids become heavier and my brain becoming clouded.

The last thing I remember before falling asleep was Gaki smiling at me from my bedroom door as she waved goodbye. And then I fell asleep with a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders. Yet at the same time, it was like a part of my heart was now missing.
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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: August 11th)
« Reply #58 on: August 11, 2008, 03:57:06 PM »
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Re: Heyyou should read this! (short stories updated: August 11th)
« Reply #59 on: August 11, 2008, 05:26:06 PM »
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OH. MY. GAH. :cry: Poor Eri...

That was one hell of a good fic. :D Thank you. Hope your first day goes well. ^_^

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