Thanks for the welcome backs, everyone!
My trip was pretty good.
I'm glad that this story hasn't hit any nerves and caused any not nice comments. I was a bit afraid to post it because ppl might take it the wrong way. For the record, I'm pretty sure Tanaka Reina doesn't have any eating disorders. But I wrote this because sometimes, she looks a little too thin to me. But that's only my opinion. Don't get it twisted for truth. Anyhoo, I'm glad you guys like it! Yeah, the solution is that because Eri told Reina that she loved her, Reina realized that she is perfect and loved just the way that she is. So she is no longer doing unhealthy things.
Another serving of bittersweet angsty love, coming right up~
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ApologizeI can’t believe I caused this. She’s so young, too young for this to happen. Why am I so stupid!? I should have known she needed me. I shouldn’t have let her go home alone that night. I woke up to the phone ringing at 2 AM. It was Reina-chan and she said she was at the hospital. She told me that Gaki-san was found passed out in her apartment.
She had cut her wrists.
I burst into tears as soon as the words left her mouth. I knew exactly why she did it, too. Reina begged me to calm down and come to the hospital. She said everyone was there, including Tsunku and Gaki’s parents. I told her I was leaving right now.
I arrived at the hospital in 10 minutes. I ran in and saw the rest of the members immediately. My eyes overflowed at the sight of them. They all swarmed around me and hugged me tightly. They whispered to me, saying that she’d be okay, that there is no way that she’d leave us all forever. I just allowed them to hold me. But I was so numb I couldn’t feel any of it.
We all sat together, crying for about 20 minutes. Tsunku came out with Gaki’s parents. They said that the doctor said she would be fine and that she was sleeping right now. We were allowed to see her though. Everyone voted that I should go first.
I cautiously entered the hospital room. Gaki-san lay on the bed, asleep peacefully. I couldn’t help but smile at the expression on her face. I got closer until I saw the bandages on her wrists. My smile vanished and a few tears slipped out of my stubborn eyes. My heart ached at the sight. I sat on the chair next to her bed and gently took her hand. “Hey Risa”, I whispered, “I hope you can hear me.”
“Why did you do this?”, I asked, my voice rising with anger and sadness. “I freaken love you! How would I go on if you died!?!?!”, I nearly screamed at her. I stopped talking and squeezed her hand. My head was bowed down as I sobbed. The tears splashed onto the sheets like a furious rain shower.
“I’m sorry, Risa-chan”, I started again, my tone softened, “I love you so much and I promise I will spend every minute with you.” I sat for a few minutes in silence, staring at the floor, her fingers still intertwined with mine. I was still in shock that all of this even happened. But then I felt a squeeze. I looked up to see her kind face smiling at me.
I was about to say something when she began to speak. “I waited so long to hear you say those words”, she croaked, her voice dry and raspy. I began to cry for the 4th time that night. “I’m sorry I did this, it was so stupid”, she whispered. She pulled my body down so that my head was cradled on her chest. She held me there, tears streaming from her eyes. We stayed like that for what felt like eternity.
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