I would also like to dedicate my 500th post to the beautiful, amazing, wonderful, cute, awesome, sexy Kamei Eri.I never really thought I would ever reach 500 since I’m usually a lurker on other forums...
Anyway, back on topic. I would like to dedicate this to Kamei Eri.
When you, Junjun and Linlin announced that you would be graduating, I couldn’t believe it. Well, it was actually more like I didn’t want to believe it. I was shocked, speechless, and just felt betrayed. “I've always supported you...”, “How could you do this to me?”, “Is this how you repay us?” I was furious, but also very sad. I didn’t want to cry, because I thought “what’s the point? Crying isn’t going to change her mind." At that time, I didn’t know about her skin condition, all I knew was that she was graduating with JunLin. But after I knew, I felt even more horrible, and that’s when I lost it. Tears were falling. Even after attempts to stop them, they just wouldn’t. I made fun of my friend for crying when Koharu graduated, but now, I’m the one who’s crying. I never even apologized, and I don’t think my pride and stubbornness will allow me to. But I realized how much it hurts to lose someone you love and care about so much. I didn’t want Eri to leave, but at the same time I wanted her to treat her skin condition and get well. I didn’t want to be selfish, but at the same time I was being selfish.
So I thought the best way to deal with it was to run away and hide from it. That’s when I stopped thinking about her, and pretty much pretended that I never knew a Kamei Eri. But eventually, I stopped running and accepted the reality. “She’s graduating, along with Junjun and linlin, and there’s nothing I can do about it. The only thing I can do is continuing to support her and wish her the best.”

Kamei Eri, I miss you and I love you. Please take good care of yourself and I hope you'd get better soon.
