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Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[NekoNee-san] 4-8-12
« Reply #180 on: April 14, 2012, 07:58:39 AM »
Pm me, kawa-chan!

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ok so since mostly you guys either replied to me about that perv via pm or in the perv thread i'll just go onto the newest oneshot~ it's been something i've been promising certian people for about a yr and im sorry i took so long but i'll just say 1 thing....GUYCHAN



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‘She’s so cute…’

Daisuke smiled to himself as he watched the girl of his dreams sleep next to him. Her dark brown hair flowed over his pillow in a slightly messy manner as the honey brown eyes that were usually bright and intense were hidden over eyelids along with eyelashes that were uncovered by makeup. Her cute button nose flared every few minutes along with her cheeks that puffed out whenever she was angry at him. Lastly those lips…he was always drawn to them when she talked, sang, or even now when not a sound came out; they were just perfect. Everything about Risa was perfectly cute.

It was a normal routine for the two of them to end up like this, well more him than Risa, but he didn’t mind one bit. The way it usually went was the bean knocking at his door way past 12 am with a cheerful yet tired grin on her face saying that she had missed the last train back to Yokohama and that she didn’t have enough money on her to take a taxi back home. Already deciding herself that she was staying over the older boys place for the night, the two had decided on watching a movie. After 30 minutes into the film though, the younger girl had fallen fast asleep next to him with her head resting on his shoulder.

Being the gentleman that he was, Daisuke carefully carried the sleeping girl into his room and laid her on the bed. After a few minutes of trying to get some sleep himself, but not being able to, he decided to just sit up and watch the sleeping girl next to him. It was rare for Daisuke to have alone time with Risa and when it did happen; it usually ended up just like this with her on his bed completely knocked out to the world. He knew that it wasn’t her fault though. Being in an idol group was way more tiring than it seemed and he was a witness to it all.

He cautiously scooted closer to the still sleeping girl and brought up his free arm to wrap around her waist. He hesitated for a moment, but eventually gave in to the thought of the simple touch and was rewarded with Risa snuggling closer to his chest. The monkey lightly stiffened at the sudden contact for a brief second as he felt his face heat up. Eventually he relaxed again and closed his eyes as he remembered the first time the two of them had met.

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A young Risa tightly held onto her mother’s hand as the two entered the loud classroom. Some children looked at the door for a brief moment while others lingered on longer or just didn’t look up at all. She looked back at what were to be her new classmates as her mother and new teacher talked briefly. It was then that she locked eyes with one little boy who was staring back at her with curiosity. As soon as their eyes met, Risa instantly looked away, but she could still feel his gaze on her.

“Everyone, this is Risa-chan! She’ll be with us for the rest of the school year so Sensei wants all of you to treat her nicely ok?”

“Hai~!”

When it came to recess all of the other children went out to go play while the little bean stayed behind in the classroom deciding to just sit and color. She felt that it would be better to just keep to herself since all of the other children were clearly close friends and she was way too shy to even ask if she could play along. It wasn’t easy for her to make new friends.

“Nee Risa-chan, why are you in here by yourself? Don’t you wanna play?”

The little girl looked up to see the same boy that was watching her earlier when she came into the room. She furiously shook her head and went back to coloring when the boy spoke up again.

“Why not?”

“Cus…no one will probably want to play with Risa…”

“I’ll play with you!”

She looked up from her picture in slight shock at what the boy had said.

“Really?”

He nodded his head, quickly grabbed a paper of his own and sat next to her. Giving her a big grin he introduced himself.

“My name’s Daisuke and I’ll make sure to play with you everyday so you won’t be by yourself!”

Risa gave him a small smile and nodded as the two began coloring together.

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Ever since that day the two of them were pretty much inseparable and before they knew it Risa’s shyness had totally disappeared. If the two weren’t playing on the playground together they were inside coloring. It was one of those coloring days that Daisuke’s feelings for the girl started to grow even though he didn’t know it at the time.

“Are you drawing a singer Risa-chan?”

The little bean nodded her head as she intently drew herself in a frilly dress with ribbons as she held a microphone.

“Risa wants to be a singer when she grows up! What about Ai-chan?”

“Ai-chan” was the nickname that the younger girl had given him due to the fact that “Dai-kun” was already taken by the rest of his classmates. She also wanted to give him a nickname that only she could use. Daisuke looked up to the ceiling for a moment in thought but shrugged his shoulders when he couldn’t think of what he wanted to be.

“I don’t know I want to do a lot of things…”

“Well when Ai-chan decides on what he wants to do we’ll get married and be together forever no matter what!”

“Eh?? Marry?”

“Un…why? Does Ai-chan not want to be best friends forever?”

“Of course I do!”

“So it’s settled then! When we grow up we’ll marry each other!”

The two promised on a pinky swear and continued on coloring until the recess bell was over.

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Still not feeling tired, but keeping his eyes closed, Daisuke thought to himself.

‘I wonder if she even remembers that promise we made? Probably not, we were pretty young after all.’

She never did forget her dream though, and with enough hard work it finally came true. He had remembered how nervous she was on her audition day all the way to when it was the day whether or not she’d find out if she made the group or not. Daisuke was there with her every step of the way, even if he still wasn’t sure what his dream job was. The only part of his overall dream was to have the girl next to him in them no matter what, but that was currently going to be nearly impossible with the beans current job. With her coming over to his place so often, He wondered why she’d risk it all so much.

“What are you thinking about…?”

Daisuke looked down to meet Risa’s still sleepy expression as she covered her mouth let out a yawn. He gave her a soft smile and shook his head. Worrying about his problems was the last thing he wanted Risa to have on her mind. Feeling more alert and knowing she couldn’t force a real answer out of the older boy, Risa sighed and down at the patterns on Daisuke’s shirt.

“You know you can tell me Ai-chan…”

“I already told you it’s nothing...I’m just thinking about when we were in elementary school.”
She knew he was somewhat lying. The tone in his voice gave it away instantly. There was more on the young man’s mind than just that. She looked back up at him and noticed that he was looking at her with a questioning look in his eyes.

“Why…?”

“Why what?”

“Why are you risking your job for this Risa?”

The bean took her eyes away from him and sighed. Whenever they were together this topic always had to come up. She wished that they didn’t have to talk about it, but this was the reality she had to deal with. In her world, Risa would have her idol career and would openly go out with Daisuke instead of crashing at his place so late at night, or having to disguise herself when they do decide to hang out on a date. When she was with him she could show him everything, and he’d still accept her either way. Daisuke would love her no matter what, but she also knew that if she lost her job because of him, he’d never forgive himself for something that would be her mistake.

“It’s because, I love you Daisuke…No matter what happens I want to be with you… Even if that means ending my idol dream, at the end of the day you’ll still be there…right?”

Hearing his full name softly flow out of the younger girl’s lips made Daisuke’s face flood with a light shade of pink. He already knew that that would be her answer, It was the same one every time when he asked her this. It was just that this time, hearing his full name and the gentle way she said it made him fall in love with her all over again. His grip on the younger’s waist tightened as her pulled her closer, causing Risa to look up at him, still waiting for a reply. He saw the question reflected in those eyes that he loved so much. Daisuke answered her back, just as softly as she asked him, slightly afraid to break the sudden mood.

“Of course I will…”

She smiled, her expression changing from slight worry to relief. The bean moved herself up to bring her face close the older boy, and leaned in to him a brief soft kiss. Her smile grew bigger as their lips parted, causing Daisuke to give a matching grin back. Closing her eyes and bringing her forehead to gently touch his, Risa softly mumbled something else.

“I’m still keeping my promise you know….we will get married one day…”

“Un… I know…I’ll patiently wait for that day...”

They didn’t know when, and they both certainly didn’t know how that dream was going to get done, but when the time came, both knew that they would be ready for it. It was both their dream after all. Noticing that the bean fell back asleep, Daisuke smiled to himself and gave her nose a small kiss, watching her sleep again until he fell asleep himself.

‘She’s so cute....’

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sorry its so short and that it took so long ;3; tell me what you guys think!



« Last Edit: April 27, 2012, 05:27:41 AM by kawaii beam »
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So much cuteness!! :deco: :deco: This Guy-chan is such a sweetheart, lols.

Hmm, now you need a Risa-kun to go along with this theme :lol:

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Cute! Dorable! Fluffy!

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Even though that was ai-chan, everytime I read: daisuke. I sort of flared up. xD we need a prince gaki!

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Hehe...Daisuke...Ai...you're funny XD

Daisuke is such a lovely boy~  Why can't most boys be gentlemanly these days? (No offense to the jphip boys ;))  No wonder Risa's risking her job...XD  Interesting twist at the end though!  I thought that it would be a one sided love...BUT IT WASN'T! Yay~ ^_^

...I feel a bit awful, but I hope they do get caught...just so I'll know they'll have their personal happy ending :)

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Gender-bender fluff! Is there no end to your amazing fluffiness?

Dai-chan is perfect. I adore guy characters who always remember how its like to love whole-heartedly, never growing out of it into that unpleasant sullen teenage phase. And childhood sweethearts! You're really hitting at all the right spots with this latest piece.

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rndy- well with a nickname like "ai" i think he'd have to be sweet XD
gah nande~~~? i still cant get one right ;3; maybe oneday

risa_ai-thanks^^ lol flaired up? in a good or bad way? XD

mochi.rini-lol how am i funny? i have no sense of humor^^;
idk why sadly ;3; i wish i could find a boy like him lol. yup no onesided love here~ full blown lovebirds lol
lol well maybe they will get caught, maybe they wont~
as i said to rndy no version of guyrisa has worked yet, but when it does i shall do it ^^;

grac-lol i think there is^^; my fluff is not amazing~ :catglare:
ah i am~? thankies ;3; i hope u update on call soon~ i want some more funny crack from u~~~
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ok so im sure you guys remember a little oneshot i wrote last yr that somehow made you all emotional for some reason that i still cant comprehend. well i decided to make a part 2 of it based off of another AKB song titled "sakura no ki narou". so let the namida's cometh! :panic:lol

Eternal Cherry Tree


The days feel endless when you really have nothing to do in this world. Granted, I had no choice but to do nothing…I couldn’t go home, I couldn’t talk to anyone, just nothing. I was stuck here. I never thought that I would end up like this. Looking up to the spring-colored sky, I sighed. Who would’ve thought that things ended up like this? I sat down on one of the low branches of a cherry tree and mumbled to myself.

“I wonder if she’s coming today?”

I looked down at my clock and frowned.

“Ah…I forgot…it doesn’t work anymore…”

The hands were frozen on a time that I never really wanted to remember. It was stuck on the time that I died. Maybe died isn’t the best word. It wasn’t like the way it happened was an accident or anything. I pretty much killed myself. I was tired of all of the pain and bullying that I had gone through when I was alive and thought that the best option was to just kill myself. Looking back on it now, I somewhat regret doing it. It was a stupid mistake on my part. At that very moment, I never truly realized how much pain I had caused my friends and family, so here I am now, paying the price of it all. I tapped on the watch, hopping that maybe that would cause it to start working but of course nothing happened. I sighed as I rested my hand back down on the branch and swung my legs.

“I wanted to fly away, but look at me… I’m stuck here, being in the last place I wanted to be..”

I closed my eyes for a moment and took in the sounds of birds chattering around me. If there was anything that still kept me calm and happy it was them. But, I still could never get that tiny feeling of unhappiness out of me. I guess one could say I still haven’t found peace yet. Opening my eyes I sighed again and watched a nearby bird.

“Nee, birdy do you think Ai-chan’ll come today?”

The bird looked my way and gave a chirp. I smiled and continued on.

“I don’t know myself either…”

I looked down and started playing with the skirt hem of my school uniform. It’d be great to see her again, see how much she changed from the last time we met.

“Mou~ I don’t know what to do~! What do you think bird-chan?”

When I looked back to where the bird was, it chirped again and flew down to land on a branch right next to me.

“You’ve got it easy, do you know that?”

My new feathered friend tilted its head and gave me a questioning chirp, clearly not understanding what I had even said. I gave it a smile and looked over to the building across from us. It was my school building. It felt ironic that the one place I could roam around freely was the school, the one place I never wanted to see again. It gave me so many painful memories when I was alive…but it also gave me nice ones. If I never met Ai-chan here, I think I might’ve ended it all ages ago…God why was I so stupid? Oh well it was too late to ask that now. What’s done is done. Hopping off the branch and landing easily on the warm grass, I sat down and rested my back onto the tree’s thick trunk. All I could do now was watch life pass me by as I remembered my own.

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The first time you came to this tree, I was depressed. No one ever came around to where I had killed myself. It felt so lonely to not have anyone there, so I just sat on the ground, with my arms hugging my legs and my head resting on my knees. All I could do was cry. It was the first time I realized just how trapped and alone I truly was now.

“Ai-chan, are you sure you’re ready to do this?”

My ears perked at hearing your name and I instantly brought my head up to see you, and Sayumin standing just a few feet away from me. You nodded your head as you clutched onto a small bunch of flowers in your hands. You looked so nervous, but I had no idea why. I carefully watched you as you took a few steps towards me and looked down at me as if you could really see me. You bit your lip and closed your eyes tightly as if you were fighting back tears, and I instantly stood up quickly forgetting that you couldn’t see or hear me as I called your name.

“Ai-chan…don’t cry…please…”

You took a deep breath, slowly exhaled and opened your eyes. They were still watery, but you had them under control now. Putting the flowers down next to me, you quickly covered your eyes and ran back to Sayu hugging her tightly. She wrapped her arms around you and rubbed your back and patted your head, as she whispered something in your ear. Watching all of this happen before me, I slowly sat back down onto the ground as my own tears started to fall down my face again.

‘She can’t even come here without crying…I’m so stupid…. I hurt her so much….’

I thought you’d never come back after that but you did a few weeks later, but this time without Sayu. All I could do was look your feet. I was too scared of what was going to happen next. You took a deep breath and took a few steps closer as a gust of wind blew past us causing your skirt to flutter for a few seconds. When you got close enough you stopped and sighed. By now I was looking up at your face. I noticed the sadness was still there in your eyes. The pain I caused you still stung. I bit my lip hard, trying to fight the tears that were coming out when you said something.

“You’re so stupid…you know that…? Why couldn’t you just hold on a bit longer? Why didn’t I notice sooner?”

“It’s not your fault Ai-chan…”

Shaking your head you looked up to the tree. I looked with you as a bird flew down and rested itself on the lowest branch closest to us. You gave it a soft smile as it chirped a few notes, but as soon as it was done and flew away, I noticed you clutches onto something on your neck. That something was the necklace I had given you not long after we met. Your fingers played with the small bird charm as you found the strength to continue talking to me.

“Everyone misses you, do you know that Risa-chan…? They still can’t believe you’re really gone…even Ouji misses you…I…I don’t know what to do with myself now that you’re not here…I’m trying my best to keep the happy memories with me, but how can I stay happy when you’re not here to enjoy it with me Risa?”

You quickly covered your face and knelt down to the ground. All I could here was your muffled cries as another gust flew by us.

“What should I do Risa? I don’t know, I just don’t…”

I had no idea what to say really. I mean no matter what I said couldn’t really reach you could it? All I know I just wanted you to be happy, even if I wasn’t there anymore. I just wanted to see your honest smile again. I brought myself closer to you and tried my best to give a bright smile. I know you couldn’t see it, but maybe, just maybe you could feel it.

“Be happy…I know you can do it….It might be hard, but you’re strong Ai-chan…”

Slowly bringing your hands away from your face, you gave a soft giggle. I waited patiently as you opened your mouth to say something, but nothing came out. Your eyes looked up to the leaves of the tree.

“You’re probably trying to mother me right now aren’t you? You wouldn’t like me crying over you like this…but it can’t be helped you know…But… I’ll try to be happy…

Not for just myself, but for you too ok…?”

“Alright…”


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After that day she came to visit me and the tree every few days. She fed the birds that passed by and chatted to them and to me about various things. She talked about the good bad events in her life. When she was happy, she’d chat endlessly, if she was sad, it’d be an angry rant or frustrated tears. Eventhough I was never truly there with her physically, it was like she wanted me to be involved. I guess it was just her own special way with coping, and to be honest it made me happy that she never truly forgot about me.

When it was time for her to leave though, Ai would look back anxiously at me, as if she wanted to say something, but all she could do was force a smile and quickly wipe away a tear on her cheek that escaped from her eyes. It made me realize that now instead of watching her next to me like I used to, I’m now watching her from behind. It was on one of those days that since I couldn’t really become a bird, I’ll become this beautiful cherry tree. I’d make myself eternal so that whenever Ai-chan felt lost, she could come to me if she ever felt lost. I’d try my best to show her my love.

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“I think I know what I’m gonna do for college…How about you Eri?”

“Eh~ I don’t know yet… I might not even go to college…”

“Really? Eri, you know we only have a few months left before school’s over for good, you have to choose something!”

“Well what if she doesn’t want to? I know that if I don’t make it into that entertainment school soon I might have to start looking for a job myself…schools to bothersome anyway…”

Sayu gave a sigh to both Eri and Reina as the three of them along with Ai-chan happily ate lunch under the cherry tree. I watched them carefully as they all talked about their plans for the future. Some were of course silly and out of this world but the others were pretty realistic. Sayumin was planning to be either a math teacher or a kindergarten teacher, she wasn’t exactly sure yet. Tanakacchi was patiently waiting for her acceptance letter from the entertainment school she went to after school for more training to be a singer while Kame wasn’t entirely sure at all yet. I probably would’ve been in the same boat as her though. And lastly there was Ai-chan. She was good at almost anything and everything, but she had told me that she was probably going to fashion school.

Watching them all eagerly talk about what was ahead of them made me realize that everyone was growing up. They were all starting their own paths. It made me kind of uneasy, knowing that they were soon going to leave this school and well me behind, especially Ai-chan. Who would feed the birds once she’s gone? Who would look after her? All of those thoughts came through my mind.

‘I’ll be all alone…’

I looked down to Ai, who was happily feeding the birds not too far away from the others. She looked up to the branch where I was sitting in and for a brief moment I almost felt that she was looking right at me. Her eyes never broke from me until Reina had called her over to finish her lunch before the bell rang. She quickly gasped and ran over to the trio who just laughed at her reaction. Those little glances were becoming more recent lately, and it made me wonder if she could really see me, but how could that be?

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“So…this is it isn’t it?”

“Un…We’ll still keep in touch…right?”

“Of course! We’ve been though too much to never see each other again!”

“Yeah…”

I watched the four of them from the lower branches. They wipe their tears as they clutched onto their graduation certificates. I was kind of dreading this day and was excited for it at the same time. Of course I was happy for them; it was human nature to be happy for your friends to be graduating. You could see how they grew from 3 years ago, even though I was still stuck in the second year. The four of them looked up at the tree as a few cherry petals fell. I could tell they were all thinking about something but I just wasn’t sure what.

“I wish Gaki-san could be here with us…”

Eri, Reina and Ai softly hummed in agreement as they looked down to the grass. I gave a bitter smile and sighed. If only they knew that I was right here with them. I looked up to the higher branches to fight back a few tears. Even if they couldn’t see me, I didn’t want to cry when they were around. This was my fate after all.

“Nee…let’s make this our landmark…of the start to a new life.”

We all looked over at Ai who was now looking up at the tree, admiring the birds and petals.

“Risa-chan wouldn’t like us to be sad over her you know…She’d probably scold us for it, knowing her, so let’s make this a positive thing…and make this the start of a new beginning…”

All I could do was look at her in shock as the others smiled and nodded at her in agreement. Even if I was gone she’d still try and find some way to involve me? But why? I didn’t deserve it. Before I knew it I started crying. It was the first time in a long time that I started to cry like this but I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I didn’t deserve her kindness, I didn’t deserve any of these girls care after what I put them through, but here they were, promising that they’ll try their best to live positively, partially for me. I just couldn’t grasp it.

When I had finally finished letting those emotions out of me, I noticed that the sun was setting, but that Ai-chan was now by herself. I wiped my tears and jumped down the tree, wondering why she hadn’t left yet.

“You’ll welcome me with open arms when I come back right…?”

I blinked in confusion at the sudden comment. What did she mean by that? She planned to come back here? She scratched the back of her head in slight embarrassment and laughed awkwardly.

“I don’t want you to be lonely you know…So I’ll come back here when I can, just for you…”

“You’d do that for me…?”

She nodded and brought her hand to the tree’s trunk. The moment her finger’s touched the rough bark, I felt something within me. It was like I could almost feel her touch on me, but before I could fully understand that gentle touch; she slowly moved her hand away and brought it back to her side. Ai gave a bittersweet smile and looked up to the branches one more time as she whispered.

“I’ll see you soon alright? Don’t cry while I’m gone…I’ll be back before you know it.”

As she turned and slowly started to walk to the school gate, She took one last glance back me and softly whispered and “I love you” to me. I smiled and gave her a small wave. When I couldn’t see her anymore I sighed and hopped back onto the branch I was previously sitting on. One of the birds flew by and rested itself right next to me.

“I guess it’ll be just you and me for a while nee birdy?”

It chirped at me and flapped its wings a little as I let out another sigh and watched the sunset.

“Sometimes come back by yourself to this deserted school yard so I can meet you again alright? I want to see that wonderful you from graduation again real soon….I’ll wait for you here with open arms…”


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“Everyone’s forgetting…aren’t they birdy?”

I leaned back onto the tree’s trunk as we watched another sunset together. It had been a few years since the last time Ai-chan and the others had come to visit me, and I was getting a bit anxious. They kept their promise in the beginning, and together they all came once a year to catch up on things as well as to reminisce about high school life, but as the seasons changed, one wouldn’t be there due to work or family. Eventually Ai-chan was the only one who came. She would come a few times a year, my birthday, her birthday, the anniversary we started going out, as well as the day I died.

“Ah!”

Looking down at the sudden commotion, I noticed Ai-chan resting her hands on her knees as she took a few deep breaths. She wasn’t in her uniform anymore, but in a fashionable outfit. Her long hair was not cut and dyed in a light shade of brown. Once she got enough breath back in her system she stood up fully and gave me a huge smile.

“Sorry I’m so late…work was hectic as usual…”

She reached in her bag and took out some bird feed, causing all of the birds to flutter down and happily start eating. I smiled at her as she started talking about how things were since the last time she came by. As soon as the feed was done she sat down on the grass and rested her back on the trunk. I hopped down from my branch and sat next her. She didn’t say much, she didn’t really need to. Just being there was enough for me.

‘Please, try to remember me for as long as you can…if not me, this one tree…cus I’ll stand here forever, and whenever you feel lost, just come back and I’ll try my best to show you my love.’

If I couldn’t be a bird I’ll be an eternal cherry tree…

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So sweet. TxT I cried while reading it... I could feel the sadness Risa and Ai both felt... :(

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Man, the song itself already makes me sad. I shouldn't have clicked on the YT link to read your fic with BGM.

Good angst.
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gakisan died!! of course we're emotional.

I like how you've joined both stories together so seamlessly.

And i'll have you know your fluff is amazing only because its not that easy to write it the way you do. Believe me, I have tried.

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Dang girl, that was pretty fluffy angst there. But you know, you're the only one to ever get me to listen to anything other than H!P Jpop artists XD

Poor Gaki, really regretting her decision, I wonder if she'll ever find peace?

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The amount of namidas shed by Rini has hydrated all the third world countries on Earth  :cry:  Bad idea to read this in public.

It's so sad that Risa's just chilling there while everyone goes on.  I would hate to have to see these kinds of things, especially if Aichan were to get married to someone else and brought him/her to the sacred tree :O 

See Risa?  It's not just Ai-chan who loves you~  The rokkies care for you to~ooooo <3  They're such wonderful friends.  I need to find some like them :O

I've never heard the song, but it (and the PV) were so sad :(  I think I'll watch it a few mores times as I re-read this.  Wonderful job kawaii-beam!  Wonderful job!  :bow:
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risa_ai-;3; im sorry i made you cry ;3; i'm happy you liked it tho, i still dont think im good at describing certian things yet tho

grac- oh god why did you go and do that to yourself?! XD thats why i never do that cus i'd just be an emotional wreck... when i was writing this like i had to stop playing the song cus i would always tear up or get goosebumps when the "everyone's forgetting" line came up ;3;
you tried?! im sure it's better than my fluff! ;3; write one~~~~~

rndy-yay for me being an exception~!!! XD
i'd like to think she did eventually, she just wants to make sure ai is 10000% happy before she moves on, well thats what i think atleast XD you can have another reason or thought that she finally does move on or not

mochi.rini- oh god D: you would've died if that really happened XD and thats why i usually wait till im home in my room to read fics cus i have to many emotions come through me when im reading things lol
yeah its like you see everyone moving on, but you're just stuck in one time, and you cant even really communicate with them. i think risa would probably get jelly at 1st if that ever happened but if ai-chan was truely happy with that person then she'd be ok. plus i think it would be a pretty big deal if ai decided to bing her lover to that tree. like she must really trust them for that to happen.
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Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
« Reply #194 on: May 14, 2012, 01:42:04 AM »
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Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
« Reply #195 on: May 14, 2012, 01:47:06 AM »
ok so this next one is mothersday themed and what's mothers day without a gakimama fic~? XD i got this idea after watching a local supermarket cm this week, and i just decided to write this last min...like literally i finished this a few min ago ^^; so enjoy~! :deco:

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“Hmm...how about this one!”

Emiko flipped the page in a cake cookbook and pointed to a picture of a strawberry pinwheel cake. She looked up to her mother and grinned when Risa gave her a smile of her own and nodded.

“Alright…let’s see…we need 2 large eggs…sugar, cake flour, baking powder, vegetable oil, vanilla extract, and some powdered sugar.”

“Emiko’ll get the flour and veggie oil!”

The little bean hopped off of her mini stand near the counter and ran over to one of the low shelves in the near-by pantry to get the container of flour and later the bottle of vegetable oil while Risa got the other ingredients.

The two had planned to make the cake for Ai, who was currently out for a musical rehearsal. Ouji sat near the kitchen doorway watched the two in boredom as Risa began to oil the pan, and then turn on the oven. She then went to get the eggs, and cracked them into the mixing bowl to mix. After pouring in the other ingredients and mixing them together, the two beans carefully poured the mixture into the pan and put it in the oven to cook.

“Let’s make the strawberry filling now~!”

“Ok!”

“We need whipping cream…”

“Check!”

“Sugar?”

“Got it!”

“Lemon curd…”

“Eh? Lemons?? That can’t go in a cake!”

The little bean tilted her head in confusion as she moved the sugar over to mother. Looking up from the book to meet confusion in her daughter’s eyes, Risa laughed and gently poked Emiko’s nose with her flour covered hand.

“It’s alright, Mama will get it; Mii-chan can go get the strawberries.”

“Ok!”

Risa got the curd, and let Emiko pour the required amounts into the mixer while she chopped the strawberries, occasionally taking a few bites and giving some to the little bean as well. They sprinkled the strawberries into the mixture. While they waited for the cake to finish, Risa began to clean up the bowls and utensils and put them away, until she felt a sudden pain in her stomach.

“Ah!! The baby’s kicking!”

“Eh?? Really?? Uso!”

The little bean looked over from the table she was trying to set for the three of them later and quickly ran over, reaching out her hand to feel. Risa directed her small hands to the side of her stomach where Emiko felt the slight movement. Emiko gasped and looked up to her mother.

“Emiko can feel it!”

“I know~!”

Risa smiled at her when the baby’s movements stopped. The little bean continued roaming her hands while the older bean placed the filling and sauces next to them. Emiko gave a small frown when she couldn’t feel anything anymore.

“Do you think the baby can hear me?”

“Hmm Mama thinks so~ when Mii-chan was always squirming in there I’d sing or just talk to you when Papa wasn’t around…”

“Really? Did it work?”

“Sometimes it did, and sometimes it didn’t…but that’s when I knew Mii-chan was just like Papa since she acts the same way sometimes too…”

The ding from the timer interrupted their little talk and Risa went over to the oven and took out the cake, rolled it tightly, and placed it on the rack to cool while Emiko went on to finish setting up the table. She leaned over the counter and watched her daughter as they continued their conversation.

“One thing would always work though…”

“What was it?”

“Mama used to tell you secrets~!”

“Really?? What kind? Like how you’re secretly a princess??”

“Eh? A princess? Who told you that?”

“Papa! She told Emiko one time that Mama was a princess!”

Finished setting the table, Emiko ran over to her and hopped back on the stand while she gently unrolled the cake. They then started to spread the jam onto it while
Risa giggled to herself and tried to remember.

“Well I don’t know what kind of things Papa tells you but, I would tell you how many people couldn’t wait to see you…or about any surprises I was planning for Papa when her birthday was coming up…”

Emiko gave her mother a cute pout.

“Mou~ Mama, those aren’t secrets~!”

Risa gave a matching pout of her own.

“And why not?”

“Because~!”

Sighing and giving into her childish side, Risa looked at her daughter and gave her a serious look.

“Alright…I did tell you one special secret…”

“What was it??”

“I told you how Papa rescued me from an evil witch!”

“Eh~?!”

The bean nodded as she finished putting on the last bit of jam and began to reroll the cake.

“Does Mii-chan wanna tell her a secret?”

“What would Emiko say?”

“Mii-chan could say something about yourself…”

“Hmm…Maybe…”

Emiko got the strawberry syrup nearby and began to squeeze it onto a plate to present the cake on. Has she tried her best to squeeze out hearts and flowers, Risa watched her.

“How about you tell her how great of a dancer you are?”

“Mama, the syrup won’t come out!”

She took the bottle and opened the cap to realize that the seal on it wasn’t even broken yet. Pealing it off and twisting the cap back on, she gave it back to Emiko and helped her make the hearts and flowers. She then went and got some sprinkles and poured some out into the small bowl. Getting the knife, she carefully cut into the cake and they both sighed in relief when a perfect red swirl was visible.

“It’s perfect Mama!”

“Un!”

Risa carefully placed the cake on the plate and carefully poured the powdered sugar on top of it while Emiko sprinkled some sprinkles after.

“How about Mii-chan tells her how she’ll be the greatest big sister ever?”

Emiko looked up to the older bean who was giving the cake its finishing touches and gave her a soft grin, when the little bean suddenly jumped off the stand and placed herself right in front of the beans slightly large stomach and the counter. The little girl brought her hands up and gently touched her stomach.

“Imoutou-chan is really going to love Mama…”

The older bean looked down at her with wide eyes and then smiled when she felt her daughter rest her head and wrap her small arms around her stomach. Emiko gave a soft smile of her own and looked up to Risa. The sweet atmosphere was suddenly broken when the sound of a lock and door turning was heard and Ouji suddenly jumped up and ran to it, with Emiko right after.

“Papa you’re home~!”

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sorry its so short ;3;....and i cant cook to save my life so i know i missed some importiant stuff in describing the baking XD i just breifly looked over the recipe XD if anyone wants to see the cm i based this off of look here~



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Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
« Reply #196 on: May 14, 2012, 01:47:52 AM »
Dibs!

EDIT: Gah, holy jeez, I think all the sugar sweetness just made a tooth fall out. This story is so cute, I literally teared up at the adorableness. That commercial, too.

I love it! Love it, love it, love it! Need more GakiMama and AiPapa and baby beans and monkeys.
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Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
« Reply #197 on: May 14, 2012, 01:55:53 AM »
cute one shot and learning is such a great thing when you are young :thumbsup

I learned both ways so I will have fun for both XD
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Re: kawaii-beam's not so very wonderful box of wonders~[GakiMama] 5-13-12
« Reply #198 on: May 14, 2012, 09:37:38 AM »
Help, I don't know how to hate Takagaki anymoreeee  :panic: I don't even really comment but you succeeded in drawing me out for that as well XD I guess I have a thing for sweet domesticity and pregnant Risa + little bean Emiko is adorable. Lovely~

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« Reply #199 on: May 14, 2012, 11:53:20 AM »
<3 <3 <3 is all I can say~ xD

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