oddballWhat the hell, you've made thing even worse!
Did I?
Good chapter though
rnd-sama S!hu!WHAT?! THIS IS NOT THE ENDING I WANT!!!
EVIL..&(*#&(#..
I know
enjoy? i'm sad already..
*reads my next up* ummm, enjoy.?.
baddie HarukaI just read all the fic xD
Doumo ^_^
And I don't get it >_> why are you so bad with us T_T
Where's the TAKAGAKI-ism? <o< you keep me looking forward the End3
It still is TakaGaki yeah.?.
HartHave you been watching some Korean dramas, K?
Lately? Nope
Just how many more of these "endings" will there be? Plz tell me there will be more. The more evil you make them the better.
End3 below
rnd-sama^I think it's safe to say it's working.
Is it.?.
lol
Omg, that one's actually smooth... In a dorky sort of way.
kawaii beamD: thats so cute XDDDDD
Thanks
baddieLOL I'm sorry but...
I knew you'd use that emo again
but that one is better than the original (kinda relevant to the birthday) lame joke I prepared
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The below was supposed to be posted last Tuesday but it's Ai's birthday and I love her just like I love her Wota
I didn't want to ruin the special day
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UP~End3 lol
Linlin strummed the strings of her guitar, signaling the start of their last performance of the night. The singer brought her mic up closer to where her heart’s located, preparing herself to sing their last song and her favourite song at the same time since the day she ran-away. She used to close both of her eyes during the finale because only then will she begin to see her again. But lately, things have changed.
It's so hard to leave you
I don't really wanna go
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
It's the last thing I wanna doI left with a little hope in hand, that one day I could go home to where we used to stand.
That I could go back in one piece, and would be able to see again your beautiful face.
That I would be able to hear your lovely whining voice, but now I wonder, did I make the right choice?
But I won't be sad now
Cuz til you’re in my arms again
You'll be inside of my heart
And wherever I go we'll never really be apartWe’re a couple of hundred miles away, and you have no idea how much I long for you every second of the day.
No day has ended that you never crossed my mind, but all I have now is just this luxury of time.
The time to think of you and your smile as vivid as possible, which makes my vanishing hope regenerate and my soul ready again to face the battle.
Though I couldn’t help but keep wondering, was leaving you the right thing?
We'll be wishing on the same star
Looking at the same moon
When you're thinking of me, baby
I'll be thinking of youAll I have now is the sweet memory we’ve shared, the thing that made me grateful for because it was being spared.
The memory of you with me, the two of us smiling happily.
All that’s left is the privilege to reminisce our past, since the day I stumbled through this shadowy path.
And every day a question continues to linger, are you still thinking of me even with a whimper?
And no matter where I go
I will be there with you
Wishing on the same star
Lookin at the same moonIt’s been almost two long years since the day my heart died, the day my world collapsed around me and a river I cried.
I left without a specific destination in mind, because all I had inside me was you being enshrined.
And what I possess now is just a memory of you, memory that I can hold on to.
I may not know how much my heart can take the pain, but it’s okay as long as you’re not the one suffering.
It's not really over
Baby, it will never be
Long as you keep me in your heart
I'll be there anywhere you areThe day I thought my world had ended, all my strength’s gone and I was so depleted.
I had little to no hope left, it’s like I was on the edge of a cliff.
But as long as we live under one sky, I’ll try to hold the remainder of my hopes up high.
I’ll continue to wait for the day I can come home again, but please be safe my dear until then.
And when you feel sad
Remember all the love we shared
And when you're feelin alone
Well, just look up in the sky
Oh, and baby, so will IThough my heart continues to pound, and my strength continues to weaken without a sound.
I will continue to look up in the skies, even though the light has gone from my eyes.
Because I never ceased to yearn for you, though doing it is hurting me so.
And if fate continues to be unfavourable towards us, one thing will remain without a fuss.
In my heart the two of us will go old together, until the day my body perform its last quiver.
“Aineesan, that song will always make you cry even during rehearsals, why don’t we skip that one and change it with another song instead?” Linlin was embracing the singer as she tried to hush the crying Ai. The song is being performed once in every week and Ai will cry every time.
Ai did not respond but embraced the girl back instead. Tightening the hug as she released her soundless cries in the four walls of the dressing room, inhaling and exhaling in big gulps of air as her chin trembled even more.
She continued to let her tears out, dampening Linlin’s shirt in the process, until she heard a new but a very familiar voice that made her body lost its sensation for a moment and dropped her held stick on the hard floor with a thud.
Slowly detaching herself from the guitarist, the singer tried her hardest to stop the tears from sliding down. She stood up in a slow motion manner but did not turn around to face the intruder. She only uttered the word she loves dearly and missed to utter since the day she ran-away.
“Risa.”
“I was out there watching while holding my hopes up high that you would smile back but I was wrong. It was all a false hope, a mere wishful thinking. Am I really that easy to forget? Huh Aichan?”
“You’re drunk?” The girl was obviously drunk, one could tell from the way she enunciate the words, but it did surprise her because she knew the bean’s not fond of alcohol.
“No! I’m not! But yes, I had some. Why, you think I’d still stay the same after what, two years?”
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Nineteen months and fourteen days. Yes, I counted the days my heart’s screaming your name.’ she wanted to say that out loud but could not find the courage to do so.
“Where’s Eri?” no reply was heard and so phoning Eri came into her mind “Lin, please hand me my phone.”
“Lin? Linlin? I clearly get it now. You pushed me to Eri because you ran-away with her?!”
“Ano…” the guitarist started but Ai stopped.
“You said you only need to catch your breath. Why didn’t you tell me the truth? You even said you love me but now here you are, embracing someone else. Enjoying someone’s warmth while I was desperately trying to find you.”
“Why Aichan?!”
Risa’s venting her frustrations and bombarding Ai with questions, but the singer opted not to answer, complicating things is the last thing she wanted at the moment. Hearing the pained voice’s breaking her apart but she could only swallow the pain that was tightening her throat.
“OMG, she collapsed!”
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The time when they waited for Eri to arrive, Ai was kneeling down beside the bed where Risa was. She could clearly hear the bean’s breathing and the incoherent murmurs she emitted in her unconscious state from time to time. Her hair smells just like before, strawberry, Ai’s favourite scent.
She’s finally in front of her. Risa’s within her grasp. She longed for this moment for months, to touch her, to smell her, to be beside her. And her heart was screaming to hug her tight but her mind was hard-headedly contradicting. How would she be able to give Risa happiness when she’s now not whole? When she’s now blind? Bringing her hand up to cover her trembling mouth, Ai tried hard to not leak the sound of her cry. And then her phone vibrated inside her pocket.
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Feeling the cool air outside the hotel, her heart started to breathe. Trekking the dark road, she wiped her tears away by the back of her hand.
“Some other time and some other place, you’ll see someone better than me Risa.”
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I tried to use the Japanese Version of that song but the meaning was kinda different so there