My Haphazard fics - dead... @__@

[alexiel17]

Umm… hello everyone  :] Yes, what you’re seeing right now is true… I decided to create my own stories… (Finally!!!  ) Sorry if this will be full of random things (which I already stated in my title) since this is my “first ever” fic (Oh, btw Happy April Fools everyone!! If this is not a happy day, just cross out the happy part…. Hehe!!! OhmiGawsh!!! SOHF!!! Sense Of Humor Failure!!! ) I assure you people that this fic is an epic failure... *Fails at life* 

So there, so much SSP’s from me…. hehehe  :]
Everyone sorry this is really a No Good… No Good at all…. 
Oh pls. don’t kill me!!! 

PS. I’m listening to mellow music while writing this fic :] If you didn’t like this, it’s really ok… :[  but really, it’s fun writing this fic :]


Title: You’re My… (♥Takacchan♥)

When I’m with you, I can’t help but smile……..


This is weird…. Am I just being stupid? Well, I think you’re still being…. you….
Yes, I know I’m not clear right now. Ahh I don’t understand myself anymore… Luckily, I’m just talking to myself……. Help…

Why am I being like this to you all of a sudden? I tensed up after you said that I should stay at your house after our practice since you live nearby and I was about to protest but everyone agreed with your “sweet” request since my house is, as you said, “faraway” from here which is not really true.
 I really couldn’t say no since all the members did agree when it should really be me deciding but I think I unconsciously said yes to your request when you went nearer and was directly looking at me with that adorable pleading eyes of yours which desperately wants me to say yes to you.
 I don’t know what I said back then but I presume that I did said yes since you’re so happy that when we were rehearsing, you can’t seem to wipe that smile off your face even if the Director was scolding us, well technically, it was only you that was scolded at because we are doing a tragic story and surprisingly, you’re not doing well with it. I was wondering why you were happy. Is it because of my answer? No that’s just stupid…

Anyway, we are currently walking right now in the streets since the rehearsal just ended minutes ago. Well actually, my eyes are still twitching because of what happened awhile ago since you are still keeping your distance with me which is making me angry at myself even more, but what can I do since it’s really my fault…..

When the rehearsal ended, the rest of the team kept on teasing me non-stop since they’d knew Acchan insist me to stay with her house later on. It’s pretty obvious who started the teasing which was no other than Miichan. She just went my way when I was fixing my things inside my bag with that suspiciously scary smile of hers and not to mention that rapidly perverted movement of her brows. When I was about to lose my patience because of her banters, Yuko decided to join the “fun” which is not really funny at all. They keep on saying that I should be gentle with Acchan and that I should be the one taking the initiative since I have the “balls” to do it.
 I was really getting pissed since they were getting on my nerves and without thinking, I said out loud that I don’t really have that kind of relationship with Acchan and I wouldn’t have the urge to look at her that way ever. While I was still controlling my emotions everyone was looking at me like I did something horrible and really, to my horror, Acchan was right behind me. She unmistakably heard me loud and clear and I just found it out when those two clowns were looking at me like I did something that I would regret afterwards. When I turn around to see her reaction, she was looking at the ground and said that she suddenly needs to be alone for awhile and walked fast outside the room. I was shocked for what happened. I was still confused with her reaction. Are we still friends? Is she still being herself like I think she is? I went back to reality when I heard Haruna scolding those two and Yuko was pleading Haruna to stop since she was really mad at them. I didn’t bother with them for now since I need to apologize to her as soon as possible. I then swiftly put the straps of my bag on my shoulder and then I said goodbye without bothering to look at them.

I ran as fast as I can so that I could catch up with her. When I saw her, she just continued to walk fast without even looking at me. I still don’t understand her at all. I really do wish that she might feel something for me too but why the hell am I thinking that now? I should be feeling guilty or something but why am so I happy instead? I decided to hold her wrist to stop her from walking too fast but to my surprise, she yelled at me saying that I should let her go. I did what she said since that’s the only thing I can do right now.

We are still walking in the streets but I’m not really happy at all. I’m behind her right now, angry at myself because of what I just said. She’s just walking and I’m just following her even if she doesn’t want me to. As I was cursing myself, a motorcycle was about to hit Acchan. I suddenly got into my senses and grabbed her waist from behind and pulled her near me. We weren’t hurt or anything but since I was tired because of our practice and all, I lost my balance and I accidentally pulled her down with me. I hit the cement really hard because of it and I almost cried in pain. She got up from me quickly, kneeled on the ground near me and checked if my head was bleeding. She sighs in relief that I wasn’t bleeding and wraps my arm on her shoulder to help me to stand. Thank God we’re near her house when that happened so she had a little trouble of carrying me. I’m not really ‘unconscious’ but I wish I was since I’m so embarrass right now.

When we are inside her house, I sat on her couch while she took a pack of ice inside her fridge and placed it on the back of my head.

“Minami, are you feeling better?” She asked with a worried look on her face which made me a little sad.

“Uhh…. yeah”

“I’m really sorry. If I wasn’t contemplating, then this would never happen. I’m really truly sorry.”   

“Why were you thinking about? Is it…..?”

“…………you”

I didn’t know if I heard her right and I just keep silent with her last reply. I don’t know what I’m feeling right now since she’s near me and I can’t really think clearly since all I can hear is the loud beating of my heart which is really hurting my ears. I just noticed right now that our eyes were locked with each other. I can see that she’s getting nearer and nearer. I don’t really know what to do since I still can’t believe what is happening. When I decided to close my eyes to feel her lips on mine, her phone rang. I opened my eyes and saw that she looked so frustrated. I was blushing so hard and I think she is too. She gave me the ice pack and walked to where the phone is. I am actually wondering what would happen if her phone didn’t rang? Are we going to kiss for real? Now that I think about it, I want to confirm it first if she does have feelings for me.

While I’m still wondering, I overheard Acchan’s conversation on the phone. I think that it’s not her parents since her voice was somewhat a bit louder than usual. I think she’s still angry because of the kiss we’d almost shared awhile ago which this caller did break.
 
“Hello, Meada residence. This is Maeda Atsu~ WHAT!!!”
“No, of course not”
“Ok bye bye”

Those were the words she said before she hanged up. I asked her who called since I’m so curious to know about it.

“Umm… Acchan, who was it?”

“It’s just Miichan. She’s just checking if you‘re here right now.”

“Oh…. Umm… and what did she said when you replied to her the ‘no’ parts?”

“Do you really want to know?”

“On second thought, I don’t want to. Ehehe…”

“Then I could show you…”

I was again surprised because she sat next to me. Oh no. She’s getting nearer and nearer again. I was about to close my eyes but then she started giggling.

“Blushing Minami is so cute.”

“Stop it Acchan!” I said while standing up. She just moved her head on the side which is really cute. What the hell am I saying? O_o

“Are you finally accepting my feelings?” She said still looking at me.

“What feelings? Huh?” I said in reply. I think I’m looking at her with a stupid look on my face since she deeply sighs in defeat.

“Baka! I loved you since the day you helped me with those terrifying guys who were following me when we were starting to debut as idols” She pouts at me which made her look even cuter. O_o

“But that was a long time ago. Which means…?”

“Yes. So you don’t need to worry about how I feel toward you.”

“Aren’t you just angry with me awhile ago?”

“Well, since you were talking with Miichan and Yuko, I think that they’d tease you again which made you blurt those words out, or is it just my wishful thinking?”

“You really do know me that much Acchan” I smirked and was about to give up since I now know what she feels toward me.

“So, do you really want to know what did Miichan said awhile ago?” She asked now standing up and biting her lips. Oh crap… O.O

I gulped nervously and just to change the subject, I asked if her parents were around. Obviously, she knew that I was being a complete idiot for ruining the atmosphere.

“You’re not really listening to me when I invited you to stay here aren’t you? They aren’t around so it’s just you and me here.” She said while putting her hand behind my neck.

“Ahh… Acchan, umm…”

“Hush. Since you’re late for realizing your feeling for me, I’ll….” She said now an inch away from my face. I can’t control my emotions. I don’t know if I this is really happening right now. If this isn’t true, then I hope that I wouldn’t wake up.
I then closed my eyes hoping that I would really feel her lips on mine this time. I wish that nobody would break this kiss of ours. I really wish that all of this are true….. But…



“Minami! Minami, wake up please!” Acchan said while frantically shaking me to wake up.

“Uhh.. What? What happened?” I said still a bit unconscious and confused.

“A motorcycle was about to hit me but you saved me and tripped really hard on the ground.”

“Huh? So we’re still in the streets?” O-o

“Umm… Yeah. I’m really sorry. I was so scared to move since you passed out minutes ago. I really don’t now what to do. I don’t know if I’ll carry you or something.” She said worriedly and tried to help me get up.

“AHHHH!!!” I cried in pain. Well, my head really is hurting but the real reason for my grievous scream was the realization that all of it was just a dream. But to my surprise, I felt something soft pressed on my lips. Is this it? Am I not really dreaming right now?

“I’m sorry. I just don’t want to see you hurt because of me. I’m really sorry. If I wasn’t contemplating, then this would never happen. I’m really truly sorry.” She said which surprised me so. Did she say those exact words in my made-up world?

“Acchan, am I not really dreaming? Did you just…” Acchan just realized her actions when I saw her eyes were getting bigger and she was blushing. Ah, she is too adorable which made me chuckle.

“Why are you laughing? Are you really ok?” I laugh more since I assumed that she’s thinking I did lost my marbles.

“I’m just happy that this happened.” I responded back still laughing at her reaction.

“What? That you hit the floor?” She said back giving me that confused look on her face. Argh! I know that she’s sometimes an air head but to reach this extent!? o_O

“Umm… We are near your house aren’t we? Can we talk this over there since I think I’m freezing which I think you are too?” I said since this conversation of ours is going nowhere. She then grabs my hand and we both walk in the street now closer with each other since she’s still helping me to walk.

When we were in front of her door, I suddenly asked her about something :p

“Ei Acchan, if your phone rings when we are inside your home, could you not answer it since I think it will just be a prank call?” She was looking at me with another confused look on her face and just said yes with my small request. We both entered her house and I really do believe that I am not dreaming right now since I really did felt her lips on mine awhile ago. I do hope that whatever happens with us will be able to clear things out. I love her and I want to know if she loves me back……..


~END~



AHHHH!!!! At long last I’d put the word ~END~…. Dreams really do come true… But really guys, I’m really sorry that this is an NG…. huhuhuhu… 

Anyway, I decided to post this fic as a trial fic since this is really my "first" ever Takacchan fic… 



Umm… just want to mention these people because you’re somewhat the reason why I suddenly wrote/post my own fic  :]


FoF sama! :] My idol!!  How are you?  I haven’t seen you since, I dunno?  Umm… just pls. still update/continue your fics!!! :] I really do miss you so much :] Pls. show yourself!!!  Pwetty pwease with cherries on top :] I REALLY MISS YOU!!! AHHHHH!!! FoF sama ♪Where are you now….♪ hehehe :]

Bou-j525 san! Ei, wazzaaaaaaaap!!?  Thanks really for the incredible fics you’re writing  :] I’m really inspired because you’re really a great writer and I’m just a freaking noob….  Anyway, can’t wait for your other fics and soon to come fics :] Pls, create something that’s not tragic… Since I might do this to you if you’ll still continue writing those kinds of things… Even if it’s not your forte… pwease write happy fics  :] hehehe :]

Sorakamiya san! Ei dude!! Happy b- day!!!  Hehe.. :] Oh, btw I really am amazed with your stories since they are out of the ordinary which is really good  :] Umm… Really, I am happy that you missed me even if I’m not an author before…  hehehe  (Now I’m a SELF PROCLAIMED AUTHOR!!!  hehehe) :] Pls. do continue and write more of your matchless stories :] PS.. Are you a guy? Just asking… hehehe :]

Dark-atrox san! My friend!  (Do you considered me as your friend too? Ahehe…  ) But really, your fics are so incredible; I don’t know what to say. Umm... You are important to me since you’re the first to leave me a PM…  huhuhu  I’m so plain… huhuhu… No really, thanks for giving my comment a damn… Yeah!  Thanks really for all your fic… Like all the other Authors here, waiting for Updates!!! :]

Rankuro san! How will I forget you?  You’re the first who really did make my request come true…. *blushing right now*    Anyway, I really do like you fics and I do hope that you’re still writing/continuing your fics since you’re like FoF sama…. you’re also missing in action…  hehe :] But really thanks for the stories :] Hope for an Update!! 

Katura san! Ahahahaha!  I really remembered how stupid I am because of our little secret which I believe you still haven’t told anyone…  right?....  DON’T TELL IT WITH THE OTHERS PLS!!!  hehehe :] I beg of you!! Hehe :] Umm anyway, your fic is really great just like the other awesome authors here :] Ah, really can’t wait for an update :]

Yourstruly san! Three words…. You are Mysterious….  Well that’s what I think you are.  Why? Because when I’m reading your fic, you tend to release that kind of Aura in you… I really dunno but you’re one of the others I find really cool.  And, I really need to apologize to you since recently; I haven’t read your fic… (Yes stab me all you want, I deserve it…. ) I haven’t even commented with it for awhile…. I’m not worthy to be in your presence…  I hope you’ll forgive me…. I promise to read your fics.. Promise  :]

Bloodofthescribe san! If I’m not mistaken are you also one of the authors that are currently Missing in Action?  No, just joking… Really, pls don’t get mad at me….  Anyway, thanks so much for sharing your fics.. Umm… It’s been a while that’s why I’ve been reading your fics again since I somewhat forgotten the stories (OmiGawsh, you can kill me now…  hehe) Anyway, pls update soon :]

Mari chan! Ah… you’re soooo cute  and sweet  which I really like soo much :]
I will not forget the PM’s you’ve given me since it’s super cute :] Thanks soo much for your flattering words. I do hope that you’ll be one of my readers now… (haha  :]) so that I could return the favor to you  :] (Yey! Were both commenter and at the same time authors as well!!  ) Thanks soo much for the fics you’re writing! Don’t stop creating more, my lovable kohai (since you said that I'm 1 year older than you..) :] hehehe :]

Japanime1 san! Ahahaha!  Just remembered your fic. It’s pwetty cool and interesting :p Umm… I know that you’re posting your fic on you blog right? Sorry if I haven’t left a comment there yet but I’d already voted for your upcoming rooster of fic… I hope you’re not that pressured since now you’re working with 4 fics!!  O.O That’s really cool. Can I be one of your avid supporters?  Hehe :] Pls. update as soon as you can :]

ShibuyaDokiDoki san! Ei! I am following your stories on another site that’s why I knew that your stories are terrific  :] Umm… Sorry that I’m not leaving a comment on your story since at that time, I was really busy…  Then I read your stories they were… ummm…. great :] Just want to ask, What is a lemon?  Wow, it only shows that I’m still a noob… hehe XP!!

Naitou san! Hehe :] I’ve been following you too on another site since your fics are cool too  :] Umm… really thanks for deciding to post your stories here since I get confused  for reading the fics on the other sites ‘cuz you know… hehe  , Oh pls. don’t tell it with them… hehe  Anyway I do have an account there but I rather read than put a comment there since It really is confusing.. thanks so much for the fics  :] Update as soon as you can :]   

Alexander san! Hehe :] I will not forget your Prologue  xp It’s cute to see new authors here and new stories/genre :] Umm… I do like reading action fics and I really do believe that it’s difficult to write such type since you need to use a lot of descriptive words.  I’ll support your fic  and thanks for sharing this, can’t wait for the next chaps :]
PS. Can I please call you Xander instead? :] if it’s ok to you that is :p

Jessie san! Wha!!!  There’s still no update from you until now!?  Hehe :] your fic was cute and were both the same. It’s just our first ever fic and yeah, I’m still a noob in the AKB48 world  xp… Hmm… about that low self esteem thingy, I wish that you’ll have the backbone to post your story/ies!! I promise to read it for sure so dude, it’s ok to be scared at first just don’t think too negative ok  :] Thanks soo much for the story!! Update it fast too!! :] Umm just want to ask, is the SOHF (your sig) is a short for “Sense of Humor Failure”? Just wondering :]

Aoi sora san! Ei! Wassup?  Umm.. actually, I was getting envious when you decided to post your own story  since I know that were both just a commenter and they you became an author and I was still a commenter  :mon hanky:T_T Anyway, I really do hope that you’ll post another story/ies here :] I’ll definitely read it.. hehe :]   

Kahem san! Just like the other authors here, your fics are superb  :] it’s also unique and cool btw  :] I like it!  Umm… Pls. continue posting your stories all you want and I’ll try to leave a comment if I can… hehehe :] Thanks soo much :] Update!

Immo san/sama! Hehe… I know that you’re not posting your fic here…  hehe :] I am actually one of your loyal followers. I saw your fic even before FoF sama posted her fic here so, yeah, I’ve been your follower since maybe chapter 6? I’m not really sure myself xp hehe  :] Umm… Thanks soo much for the fic.  Because of that, I became a fan of AKB48 and knew them more like Acchan (I didn’t know that I had a live action which she was one of the lead char. in it, I’m referring to her “Shiori to Shimiko” series.. hehe ) Anyway, you’re one of the reasons why I need to have excuses just to go to the computer shop and see if you’d updated…  (hehe  I’m like a fan girl or something…  hehe… :]) So there, thanks soo much for everything Immo san :]

Riama san! Ahehehe…  Ummm.. I know that you’re not an author (or Am I wrong?  ) Anyway, I want to say sorry to you since well, remember your PM? Ahaha.. I still haven’t answered your question.. YES I am the one on my profile pic…  Wait, umm.. technically that is me but that’s not what I really look like… O.o Now I’m just being stupid..  Umm… but really, you just surprised me with the PM of yours but I really am flattered that you’d like my pic :] hehe sorry for the laaaaaaaateeeee answer… I’m truly sorry… T_T 

Hmm… am I missing someone?  I think I’m done….  Still contemplating…  I really think I’m missing someone… Hmmm….. Oh,  does that person want to be mentioned in the first place?  Ok since that person is somewhat special to me… hehe :] 

Pervja/ My Perverted Ninja (aka. Keichan ^_^)!! I want revenge  since you still haven’t made my life long wish and you said that you’ll create it but would PM it since younger readers might read it and you’re saying that I’m one of those young readers!!  PERVJA!!! Where are you, huh?  I want to seek vengeance!! 
Hehe :] Anyway, I really do miss teasing you…  Since you’re not updating, I can’t do this anymore which is really part of my daily routine.. huhuhu… I really do miss you now… Oii!!! Update your fics!! But really, I’m happy that you posted your fic here since you’re fic was the reason why I suddenly like the Takacchan pair that much and you started the PERV  story that many admitted that they’re pervs out loud… tsk tsk tsk,  and now you said that I’m a Yadong Freak!! Tsk tsk tsk… but really thanks soo much (Not the YADONG freak part!!  ) :] I really like the Kojiyuu but decided to create my fic a Takacchan one :] So there Thanks soo much and show your ass  already.. It’s been a long time since you’d post here :] ehehe :]


Ahh.. That was exhausting  and fun  at the same time… My eyes are turning red and my fingers are becoming numb… hehehe :] Umm… so sorry if I missed some other cool people who inspired me to do this fic of mine… I’m really truly sorry…..  T_T (I must commit harakiri afterwards… hehe :]) Anyway, I know another site which also has cool fics but since I rarely comment there, they don’t really know my existence… ehehe :] but really, they’d also inspired me to write ‘cuz of their fics :] Thanks everyone :] 

And would I forget the readers    who supported the Authors here? Without them, then who would read the fics here, right? So Really thanks for all who are supporting and reading the fics here :] 

Anyway, I want to apologize for all the wrong comments I’d made before… So truly sorry about that… But guys, thanks for everything.  Before, I’m just one of those who only read,  and now I might be able to write stories. Yey!  :] So sorry for being such a weird person … Sorry too if I’m not really funny at all … T_T I also want to apologize for the ‘alexiel17 complex” thingy (Yeah, I comment first before I read the fic... ) But guys, thanks soo much :] Hope I would be able to post my stories here ‘cuz this might be my first and my last…….  Oh, do I need to remind you people that today’s April Fools? Hehehe :] Enjoy your day everyone!! :] hehehe :]   

[pretend_2besome1]

I'm glad your first fic was of TakAcchan
And no it's not bad, it's fun to read for me.
Though I do wonder if the call and all that would really happen...
Keep writing!

[yourstruly]

Good job =)

I liked it....

Side note,
How am I mysterious? What? I'm totally confused.....
What aura? A murderous aura?
I like the you think I'm cool part
I don't MIND that you haven't read or commented on my chapters but it just makes me less motivated and tend to not update....
Not a threat or anything....I'm joking, take your time cause I know how life gets....BUSY....LOL

Thanks again for the fanfic 

[bou-j525]

Uhhhh thank you for your comment? I don't know how I should take it since you both tell me I'm great... but you kinda say you're going to kill me too so... yeah.

But seriously, it's funny you sudenly decided to post here because I was wondering this morning when you would update  And this morning I was with some friend and without thinking anything, I looked at JPHIP... and (almost) screamed "OMFG IT'S ALEXIEL!!!!!" And my friends were like "Who?!" And me, not listening to them at all: "Hehe... finally!!!"

Here's my story to make you feel better 
But yeah... about your fic... I understand how nervous you are  You know you're not a noob if this is your first fanfic. I remember my first fanfic... it had three sentences, lot of mistakes... and I didn't even finish one chapter So yeah... I was like "writing is not for me AT ALL". And THAT was when I was writing in my native language... so imagine when I decided to write in English... Not only did I feel really stupid, thinking nobody would understand a word of what I've written... but since at that time I was reading FoF's story... let's just say I was always doing a comparison with his/her fanfic... which made me nervous because to me, FoF was WAAAAAYYYYYYY better than me. So I was sure I would suck in English and that I shouldn't be posting here if I didn't want others to laugh at me. At the very first beginning, when I posted my very first fic (in another forum)I was like  when I got my first comment, waiting a whole day to read it, thinking it might be something like "your story sucks". So yeah, finally it was just saying I should keep going 
So yeah, hoped this "short" personal story will help you to get more confidence! Coz seriously... I was more ridiculous than you in front of my screen at my first story 

By the way I kinda read your question to ShibuyaDokiDoki... and I know I shouldn't answer at her place, but just to tell, and help, you... when I was still new to the "fanfic" world, which mean I was around 14, I saw "lemon" on a forum and went "wtf is that". So I clicked, and... seeing there was still no explanation, I told myself I would read it because I wanted to know what it was. So at least, I will tell you so you will not be too much surprised like I was: "lemon" is a story where there is... sex. Like, where bed scenes are actually described... with more information than needed I was like traumatized to death.

SO YEAH BACK TO YOUR FIC. First, it is not bad. It is actually really great  YES, I'M SERIOUS! Plus... it's TakAcchan when you said you like KojiYuu better!  Seriously, it's a nice story and I enjoyed reading it! You're great, you should write more and not be afraid too much to post your story. I don't know anybody here who would insult you or whatever because of your fics, especially when they are great 

Don't say you are noob. Don't worry about thinking your stories are lame. You're still starting, but I'm sure you will surpass me someday... 

And maaan... I write a lot! Hope it helps to smile a bit more when you know about my embarassing story And be confident about your skills... Coz you're great 
...
You still don't believe be, do you? Tssss  I WANT YOU TO BELIEVE ME 

[Alexander]

Wow nice fanfic. I like it and it's Takacchan. Thank you so much for reading my fanfic. I'm a little bit scared to post it because I don't know anyone here and I don't know if it's good enough. Sure you can call me Xander 

[Mari07]

Mari chan! Ah… you’re soooo cute  and sweet  which I really like soo much :]
I will not forget the PM’s you’ve given me since it’s super cute :] Thanks soo much for your flattering words. I do hope that you’ll be one of my readers now… (haha  :]) so that I could return the favor to you  :] (Yey! Were both commenter and at the same time authors as well!!  ) Thanks soo much for the fics you’re writing! Don’t stop creating more, my lovable kohai (since you said that I'm 1 year older than you..) :] hehehe :]

What?! No, no! Your the cute one~
LOL but thanks~
Your so adorable with your yoyo emotics xD and I will not forget our happy PM times, either!!!
And yes, i have become a fan of yours 
i lub it! i love your story!  it made me laugh, thinking "She's smart to observe other's first, then writes her own."
BUT i really hated it when i saw "~END~" I'm here thinking "NO! I NEED MORE! RAWR!", and also didnt like how you didnt put enough commas. I COULNT CATCH MY BREATH (and i was reading in my head LOL).  But, i hope you were actually April fooling us when you said tht, that would be your first and last fic.
YOU BETTER CONTINUE OR I'LL KILL MYSELF!
Good luck (: and I love you~ 

[sorakamiya]

yooooooooo heyyy brotheeer....

finally u also write a fanfict. thats great...  to be honest i like your fanfict and thanks also for reading my fict ... 

plus... thanks for the greeting...  so could I get my present now? give me another fast update... 

oh yeah and about this....

PS.. Are you a guy? Just asking… hehehe :]

I leave it to your assumption...  or u could ask mari-chan 

[kahem]

Yeah Takacchan!!! Cute and funny at the same time ^^
Thx for reading my fic ^^
By the way it seems you are a really forceful person

[Keichan ^_^]

Hmm… am I missing someone?  I think I’m done….  Still contemplating…  I really think I’m missing someone… Hmmm….. Oh,  does that person want to be mentioned in the first place?  Ok since that person is somewhat special to me… hehe :] 

Pervja/ My Perverted Ninja (aka. Keichan ^_^)!! I want revenge  since you still haven’t made my life long wish and you said that you’ll create it but would PM it since younger readers might read it and you’re saying that I’m one of those young readers!!  PERVJA!!! Where are you, huh?  I want to seek vengeance!! 
Hehe :] Anyway, I really do miss teasing you…  Since you’re not updating, I can’t do this anymore which is really part of my daily routine.. huhuhu… I really do miss you now… Oii!!! Update your fics!! But really, I’m happy that you posted your fic here since you’re fic was the reason why I suddenly like the Takacchan pair that much and you started the PERV  story that many admitted that they’re pervs out loud… tsk tsk tsk,  and now you said that I’m a Yadong Freak!! Tsk tsk tsk… but really thanks soo much (Not the YADONG freak part!!  ) :] I really like the Kojiyuu but decided to create my fic a Takacchan one :] So there Thanks soo much and show your ass  already.. It’s been a long time since you’d post here :] ehehe :]

Hehe Yadong Freak! Deny it all you want but I can feel the lovin!!! Seeing that I get the LONGEST!!! amount of "lovel lovel" acknowledgement!  lol.. although half of it is calling me Pervja! Ergh as the almightly saying says "Keep it mean, keep them keen" mwahahaha! Anywho yes I have been MIA for awhile but look I was nice enough to make time to come and abuse you back Ecchi-kun! And since you made your first fic a Takacchan one I'll just pretend its made to make me feel awesome!!!  And you miss me how cute!!! I have that feeling where i want to pinch your cheeks! ahahahaha lol And updating....Maybe i'm secretly pming my updates to other members without you knowing.... 
well i'm busy working and when i come on here i edit dark-atrox stories for her! So...updating time is limited when i also take time to read other fanfics! hehehehe and the fact I don't know what to write about....and even if i write a bed scene...you are too young! mwahahahahahahha!!!!! 
Anywho glad that you finally decided to write a fanfic.... maybe I should continue my MIAness and most likely the next time i return...this place will have MILLIONS!!!! of fanfics!!!!!!!!! Anywho I must go to the gym now! Back to my MIA lifestyle! ahaha making sure you cant seek revenge on me! JA!!! 

[FoF]

Wow...Alexiel17...after posting tons of funny emoticons and comments...you finally graced us with your story! FINALLY!   

You know, I'd vote for you as the official 'cheerleader' of the fanfic thread if ever there was a voting thingy in this thread.  I don't know if it's the same with the other writers or readers here, but whenever you comment/ write a pm, it always brings a smile to my face. No seriously. And for that, I thank you for cheering me up with your monkey icons. Please always wave that girly pom-poms that you have and cheer us up. LMAO.

I get the whole first post/story nervousness that's going around. I get that too when I first posted my story. The first step is always the scary one. So that's totally normal. Props to you for overcoming it. I actually have to thank immo back then for taking her time not updating her fic in FF.net since that was the reason why I started writing a fic.  I guess I got frustrated or something.   

About your fic, I was seriously shocked that you wrote a TakaAchan since I was pretty sure you like KojiYuu. Guess times change eh?  Your fic is actually pretty good for your first fic. I remember my first fic back in the good ol days in FF.net. Which for me was so terrible! They erased it because I got the rating wrong. Apparently, I wrote a sex scene in a chapter and forgot to change the rating to M instead of PG-13. Grrr. Such a loss since that was my freaking first fic and the comments left for me...ugh!! So sad...  But regardless of how terrible my first fic was, the reviews, the threats and the people supporting me kept me to write more. I know you'll feel that too since a lot of people here will definitely support you.  That'll definitely get you back to writing. 

Anyway, with that out of the way...Do continue with your fic or write another one! Though I'm not a TakaAcchan fan nowadays...I'll be sure to read your fic. I'm actually curious to see what's inside that head of yours. Same goes with everyone...although I don't know much about the others since I've been in Hiatus. Still, I'm curious. Hopefully reading some of the fics here will renew my liking/love for the TakaAcchan pairing. I actually skimmed a few stories and...wow...almost every story written is TakaAcchan. The power of TakaAcchan is really powerful.  They all look promising so here's hoping one or all of the fics would get me hooked on TakaAcchan once again. Seeing Haruna and Takamina choose the other as each others wives and seeing them perform one of my favorite song, 'Love Forever' REALLY isn't helping right now.  I actually have the urge to write a fic about them. lol. Them and MariHaru. Double lol. But I think I'll do what Bou-j525 suggested about finishing POF first.

ANYWAY...I'll update mine before the week end. I'll update GODDAMMIT! NO ONE WILL EFFING STOP ME!!! NO ONE!! NOT EVEN MY BOSS WOULD STOP ME!! *Cue evil laugh* 

@Bou-j525: uhh...I honestly don't think my fic is waaaaaayyyy better...since whenever I read it I just cringe at the sappiness that i write since I'm really the opposite in real life. But...thanks for thinking that it is. I think yours is pretty awesome. 

Oh God. I haven't babbled like that in awhile. Awww I suddenly miss going online. But...I think I'll save my babbling for writing. 

[alexiel17]

This video inspired me to write...... So en joy!!! 







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YEAH, to write this!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHE
 


So sorry, I'm feeling sooo random right now  but I promise that I'll reply to all of your messages!!!! 
 THANKS  REALLY SOO MUCH EVERYONE!!!!!!  I know that I'm still a noob but thanks soooooo much for all of your support!!!!   

I'm not really a showy type  but guys all of you are making me sooo happy that's why....... 

I LOVE YOU ALL!!! My Gawsh!!  That's the first time I said that and I'm still really blushing right now!!!    I'm not really good with mushy things that's why (Sh*t still embarrass..... *face palm myself right now!!!) hehehe 

Umm... since this is the month of April, it's  technically the month of PRANKS!!!  Hahaha,  so sorry that some of you might think of me updating but really, I didn't prank you out last April 1 so I'm doing it right now...  hehehe 
(I thin some of you might kill me now.....  hehehe ) 


PS. YEY!!!  Since I Have My Own Fic here, I can now post weird things here  (hehehehe, now you'll know how random I am  )
Hehehehe, I shoulda put a warning before I created my own fic here!!!!  BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! 

Ei, as my title implies (haphazard fics) then this will be really Random, Disorganized, Chaotic, etc.. anything that synonymous with that.... hehehe 

BUT THANKS SOO MUCH I'M REALLY SOOOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW, I'M GONNA DIE!!!!!! 

Just to add, I'm really soooooooo happy right now  'cuz I have no failing marks which means I have no summer class!!!!!!!!  The best part of is that I can write my fics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (that is, if I'm inspired enough....    Hehehehe  )

[dark-atrox]

Dark-atrox san! My friend!   (Do you considered me as your friend too? Ahehe…  ) But really, your fics are so incredible; I don’t know what to say. Umm... You are important to me since you’re the first to leave me a PM…   huhuhu  I’m so plain… huhuhu… No really, thanks for giving my comment a damn… Yeah!   Thanks really for all your fic… Like all the other Authors here, waiting for Updates!!! :]

No, I don't consider you as a friend! not at all
LOL Kidding, of course you baka!  We're all friends here 
Saying I'm important to you made me blush,  Joking but i was deeply move by those words

It's really nice of you to finally share one of your fics (ahem, despite of ur busy sched, totally understand, been there )
Well, while you're excited writing fics now, I'm the total opposite 
Kinda lost interest in writing, I dunno why. And kei-chan was nice forcing encouraging me to continue writing

PS: U update soon, u little saru-chan!

[alexiel17]

Sorry guys it took me sooo long to create another fic  ‘cuz I find it difficult to write….  Well, I do have many stories inside my head right now but I really dunno how to put it into words since I’m still a beginner….  Sorry again guys….  T.T (OhMiGaaaa!!! Am I having writers block!?  That’s too early, and to think that I’m just an aspiring writer…. Tsk tsk tsk….  )

Anyway, I just decided to write something since if I’m not mistaken, yesterday 2 days ago...  was the birth of Takahashi Minami sama!!!  (I squeezed/banged my head so hard so that I could write this up….  ) Argh!!!  Why can I not write my blasted stories!!!!!!  I wanna kill myself!!! 

This was what really happened to me before I’d post this here….. (It’s full of SSP’s so if you really don’t wanna read this part, its ok :])

Well, I tried to finish this story the day before Takamina sama’s b-day but I failed since, well, on her b-day was our clearance day that’s why I really need to sleep early so that I’ll come to school and blah blah blah  (you don’t need to know since it’s all about school…) So, there, the next day (on her b-day) I woke up early (since my house is kinda far from where I study…) and went to school. I talked with my friend like it’s been a long time since we hadn’t met (you don’t wanna know how long we’d talk…..  hehe :]) And really, since my way to school is very long (it takes me 2 hours to travel:]  ) I got home, finally. And when I was at home, I cannot believe that “it” happened…. There was no electricity!  And was like in a WTF  mode! It was like God was against me for writing this fic. Then today, when I was typing, the bell rang and I (almost) forgot that my friend is coming over. So there, I was like fast typing this that’s why I’m not really contented with this….. So sorry it’s not a good fic…. Huhuhuhuhu T_T I'm really so sorry... T.T 



Title: My Gift For You Is… (♥Takacchan♥)


I’m still wondering what’s been bothering you since today is your special day. I really don’t know what to do to you since you seem to be in deep thought of something. I don’t really know what I’m feeling right now since, well, I decided to give you something for your birthday. I really do hope that you’ll like it.  Well, I’m sure you’ll like it……



We are currently having our break since we’re filming for our Akbingo episode. Well, I didn’t expect that I would catch up with the filming since I’m doing another show but I insist my manager to join you afterwards since I wanted to greet you, cross that, I really wanted to see you.

I hadn’t had the time to greet you since I’m really worked up yesterday and just this morning, I’m full of work. Even if I’m tired right now, I want to see you since you might be mad at me because I haven’t talk to you yet.

I’m currently with Miichan, talking to her about her failed surprise party for you. She’s was happy that I’m here but she’s still disappointed because her planned party was no longer a surprise because some of the staffs were acting a little weird and you found out why. I just laughed when she was doing tantrums since she said that she planned this for a long time now but it just failed like that. Just to repay for their mistake, the staff allowed us to have our free time afterwards that’s why everyone was so happy about it. Now Miichan is happier than ever, acting cool like she’s the reason for all of it.

Anyway, when I took a quick look at you, you seem to bit lonely even if you have that smile on your face. I know that something is off with you today; I just don’t know what ‘that’ is. As I excused myself from Miichan and was about to approach you, the other members, whom I don’t remember talking to that much, greeted you happily and gave you something. Maybe a present? Oh, nice thinking Acchan. What can they give her other than a present? I just slightly faced palmed myself for being such an airhead. Oh no, did Minami just glanced this way? Did she just saw me? I felt m y face turning hot because of embarrassment or maybe because our eyes met.

Well, you haven’t looked at me even once while we were taping the show; we weren’t even sitting close together. I’m sitting next to Miichan and you were sitting with those girls you are currently talking with. If I could just recall their names then maybe I could just enter your little conversation and just shove them away so that I could talk with you alone.

I really don’t know what I’m feeling right now since, well, it should be me who’s talking to you, or Am I  being possessive?
As I was looking at you, Miichan interrupted me in my deep thinking.

“Ei Acchan? Still unsure about your feelings towards our Birthday girl?” She said wiggling her brows on me.

“Miichan, what are you talking about? What feelings?” I said smiling at her.

“Hmmm… deny it all you want. We all know that you just wanted to see our little captain when you should really be resting right now.” Miichan said holding her chin like she’s testing me or something.
 
“I’m just worried that she might be angry with me since it’s already in the evening and almost everyone greeted her already but I haven’t greeted her yet. And to think I’m her best friend.” I added.

“Best Friend huh? So what’s your gift for her anyway?” Miichan replied back grinning at me.

“Well, it’s a secret.” I told her still smiling.

“Well, whatever your plan is, I hope you’ll still be loyal to me since I’m your wife” She winks at me and went to where Haruna is.

As I was planning to get near you, the director said that the break is over. Oh bummer, just when I had the chance to talk with you. Oh well, there’s the party after all.

The taping finally ended and everyone was preparing for the party. They decided to have a little party on the set since it’s a bit spacious. Some of the fans even gave you some gifts and sang you a birthday song. You look so happy that’s why I think I was wrong judging you that you’re lonely awhile ago.
Anyway, I was still looking for a chance to talk to you alone but that’s really impossible since everyone is approaching and greeting you non stop. I don’t know, but I can’t really go to where you are. What’s wrong with me? I think I’m just really tired. Yes, I’m just tired and nothing more. Maybe right after the party, I’ll find the right opportunity to give you my gift. I really do hope so…

The part ended and Yuko along with the rest of the girls wanted to have another party for Minami since we are free all night. Obviously, the younger members aren’t allowed with the said party since Yuko was, well, the one who planned it. Minami was just smiling at them and to my surprise; she apologized and said she will not come since she wants to get some sleep. I also told them that I too, needed some sleep. Now Yuko is looking at us with that know smile of hers.

“Oh, Minami and Acchan are going to do something together. You don’t need to lie to us, you know. I think the both of you will have a nice nap together since you’ll share the same bed. I wish I could watch you two d~ Ouch!” Yuko was cut of by Haruna by hitting her head hard. As for me, I giggled, hoping that they wouldn’t notice that I really am craving for it. I looked at Minami, she was really blushing and was about to protest but she was cut of by Sae.

“Yuko, since Minami is not going, are we still going to have that party of yours?” Sae asked Yuko, still wondering if they’ll have it since Minami declined.

“Oh, I see. So Sae, you want to spend your alone time with Sayaka, don’t you? Well, if that’s the case, then I’ll also spend my time alone with Nya nya instead. Nya nya, let’s continue what we were doing last night. I want to grope you mo~ Ouch!” Yuko was now crying since Haruna kept on hitting her head. Sae just shrugged with Yuko’s response.

Both I and Minami were laughing with the other members because of Yuko. She’s now giving us that look which is telling us that the party is really cancelled. Great, now I have my chance to talk with you alone, and to give you your present. Yey!

We said our goodbyes with the rest of the girls and now, I’m walking with Minami since our houses are quite close with each other.


“Ah, Acchan, if you don’t mind, can I come over to your house? That is, if you aren’t busy.” Minami surprised me with her question since I really do think that she really wants to sleep all night but she decided to spend the night in my house, with me, alone together! Somebody pinch me.

“Umm… is it ok with uncle and aunty since they might have prepared something for your birthday.” I said, just to cover up my squealing self inside.

“I just need to talk to you about something, about what I’m really feeling right now.” She said smiling at me. I really don’t know what but I’m sensing that your smile is kinda sad. I want to know what you want to say to me. I just want to make you happy, Minami…

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We were now inside my house. It’s quiet since nobody is around since mom went to my grandparents and father is always late to go home, sometimes he doesn’t go home since he works at night but anyway. We are sitting on the sofa. It’s really weird since Minami is quiet. Just to break the silence, I asked her what’s on her mind.

“Minami, Umm... What do you want to talk about?” I said smiling at her, hoping that she would answer me back. To my surprise, she hugged me tight and was crying really hard. I think that she was holding these tears back since she doesn’t want the others to see her crying. It really pains me to see her like this but I was glad that she’s starting to show her feelings to me after “that” happened.

“Minami, why are you crying?” I asked her again since I don’t know the reason behind her pains.

“I…. well, I think… I think that you’ll find me weird when I’ll tell you why I’m crying” She said, now facing me. Argh! Minami, why are you so cute when your crying.

“Well, whatever that is, I know that I’ll still accept you because, it’s your birthday!” I try to make her happy since I do like to see her crying but I’m not that cruel.

“Acchan, I find it hard to be happy on my birthday since you know that some people right now are… you know, because of what happened in our country. I don’t know what I’m feeling right now since, I don’t know. I feel a bit guilty if I’m happy especially after that catastrophe. I….” I can’t take it anymore since she’s so caring about everything. I know that all of us, Akb girls are doing our best to help our country. It is distressing to see in the news that we are still struggling, but time will help us especially that almost everyone around the world are helping us.

“You don’t find me weird? I know that if I tell it with the others, they might… I dunno, they would have the biggest shock of there lives.” She said now calming a bit.

“What are you talking about? They aren’t like that. They wouldn’t be surprise. I know that they’ll understand you Minami so please smile a bit. Aren’t you happy that all around the world are supporting us and helping us? You shouldn’t worry that much. Everyone is trying there best and for that, we should do the same.” I smiled at her and thank God she’s smiling at me, a smile without a trace of sadness, just pure happiness like an innocent smile.

“Thanks Acchan. That helped me so much.” She’s said while wiping her tears. Then I suddenly remember about something. This is my chance to give it to her. I smiled at her even more and I know that I will be able to give her my gift. I hope you’ll like it……..


~END~ 


How was it?  Hehehe, sorry guys but I really dunno what the “gift” is, so I leave it all to your imaginations :] hehe… Sorry that this is really lousy since a lot of things happened to me while I'm doing this…  (And to think that right now it’s already April 10 and it’s 3 in the morning…. *sigh* I don’t want to sleep yet….  I’m actually a bit melancholic right now…. )



Yey! Finally, I’m gonna reply with all of your amazing messages :] hehehe :] 


pretend_2besome1 san! Thanks soo much for your comment.  I was really afraid that nobody would like it, but after reading your comment (for several times… hehe  :]) I was really sooooo happy  (now I’m feeling so fly  :]). Thanks soo much! Hope that you’ll read my upcoming fics :] I really do appreciate that you find my fic a funny one :] Thanks soo much :] My first commenter, I will remember you :] Wanna kiss you right now… *kisu* :] 



yourstruly san! Thanks so much for the message!    I really was blushing since you read my fic  :] Thanks soo much :] 
Umm… about the mysterious thingy, it’s not really in a murderous Aura  or in a negative way. I think you really are mysterious since when you post your story, you were like someone who’s difficult to talk to, but I was really wrong… hehehe  :] But for me you are still mysterious since I really think you give that kind of Aura :] Sorry, not really good at explaning things...  hehehe I'm also confused...  hehehe

Anyway, I really need to apologize ‘cuz I’m still reading your fic from the very beginning  (just like what I’m currently doing with the other fics here..  ) Ok, I’ll confess, I have an Alzheimer’s disease, ok.  I can’t even recall names and birthdays easily, that’s why my friends are always mad at me when I forget their b-days…. (So, I somewhat made Acchan a bit similar with me in this fic… hehe..  ) Pls. do kill me now!! 

That’s mainly the reason why I haven’t comment about the fics here… So sorry about that… You really can kill me if you want… I’m sad….. T.T   



Xander san! Thanks so much for reading this lousy fic of mine…  I really do appreciate it :] Anyway, I’m happy for the incredible fics you are posting :] Thanks really for letting me call you Xander!    Anyway, you shouldn’t be scared to post your fic. I believe thet nobody here will hate your fic since they’re amazing  :] But really, if you saw someone saying that I’m a Yadong and such, that is not true. She just lost her marbles,  that’s it…  hehehe (points at Pervja!)
Can I ask? Are you a guy? Hehe just wondering :] How many questions will I ask... ehehe :] 



sorakamiya san! Hehe..    thanks for leaving me a comment :] Thanks so much for welcoming me into the circle… (Circle of Authors) even if I’m just a SELF PROCLAIMED AUTHOR!! hehehe :]     

About my question if you were a guy or a girl, I was thinking that you’re a hermaphrodite instead that’s why you’re not saying your gender  :p but just noticed the comments that were given to you on your b-day, yeah so you’re a girl  (I was planning something, that’s why I’m asking for it… hehe it’s a secret since I dunno if I can do it… yet.... Whatever that is....  hehe :])



kahem san! Thanks so much for the comment!!  I’m so happy that I’m soo loved here  (unlike in the real world, nobody gives a damn about me even if I’m a happy person… *sob sob*    )
Anyway, thanks really for saying that my fic is cute  and funny  (nobody says that I’m cute that much…  huhuhuhu  ) and really, I should be the one saying Thank you for reading my story  :] hehehe :] 

By the way it seems you are a really forceful person

About that, well, umm… ehehe, I’m not really forceful, maybe, a little :] hehehe :] 



bou-j525 san! Your story did inspire me…  Yeah, it left a big grin on my face while I was reading  it since I was LOL    when you said that you (almost) screamed my name  and your friends where like O.o who?    I was soo imagining it  :] hehehe thanks soo much… Your words are so flattering :] Thanks soo much for telling me also your embarrassing story :] Even if the others would read it too :] hehehe 

By the way I kinda read your question to ShibuyaDokiDoki... and I know I shouldn't answer at her place, but just to tell, and help, you... when I was still new to the "fanfic" world, which mean I was around 14, I saw "lemon" on a forum and went "wtf is that". So I clicked, and... seeing there was still no explanation, I told myself I would read it because I wanted to know what it was. So at least, I will tell you so you will not be too much surprised like I was: "lemon" is a story where there is... sex. Like, where bed scenes are actually described... with more information than needed I was like traumatized to death.

Ummm… Ah. Thanks so much for answering my question (when in fact it should be ShibuyaDokiDoki san… hehehe  :]) ummm… actually, you are too late since umm…  I’d already read a couple of lemons already (and guess who the Author was?) Obviously, it’s ShibuyaDokiDoki san….. You don’t wanna know what I looked like after I read something like that….  No I don’t look like a perverted stalker or something…. For real…. I don't!  Hahaha  :]



Mari chan! Awww!!  Aren’t you a cutie….  I’m blushing right now….  So sorry that I haven’t commented on you fics right now since I’m doing something  (Yeah, rereading some fics before I comment… Yes, you can say that I’m trying to change who I am… hehehe  :])

Anyway, thanks so much for pointing my mistakes…  So sorry if you’re still catching your breath after reading this ‘cuz, well, umm… I’m quite sleepy right now…. Hehehe :]   
So sorry, had no time to check this either… I hope you’ll forgive me… T_T 

But, i hope you were actually April fooling us when you said tht, that would be your first and last fic.
YOU BETTER CONTINUE OR I'LL KILL MYSELF!

Yes, I was just April fooling you guys since I posted this here :] hahaha :]    You don’t need to kill yourself ‘cuz I wouldn’t allow it in the first place :] 

Thanks so much Mari chan for making a fics for me… I wanna kiss you  :] Sorry, still embarrass for saying the 3 words…….................... I ♥ U too    :] (I said that, but still a bit embarrassed…     )



Keichan/ PERVJA!!! You are not special, ok…  After calling me a YADONG FREAK which is not true!!! Oh, btw, I didn’t like the latest chapter saying that it’s “someone’s”
partial lifelong dream which you obviously referring that someone to be ME!!! 

You are always destroying my image  (now the new readers and authors will think ill of me…  Mari chan, Pervja is speaking in tongues!!  ) They are all lies!!!  Huhuhuhuhu…  I’m really a bit sad right now ‘cuz something bad happened to me… You’re making me sadder… huhuhu…


Continue your MIAness and I’m sure you’ll regret that since maybe instead of posting our fics here, we're PMing it instead and you’re not included there :] bleeeee 



After seeing that my idol replied I was like…. OMIGAWSH!!!!!  I really am loved  :] I’m so sooooo happy :]   

FoF sama!  You don’t know how happy I am when you replied!!!  I feel like I was in paradise or something! I’m sooo sooo love by all of you here :] I’m soo happy…   
Anyway, thanks soo much for sharing your funny story. I was like LOL  while reading it (and I do hope that you’ll let me read it too :]) Thanks so much for the encouragement :] You are the one of the many reasons why I'd written a story despite of you long MIAness.. I really do hope that you’ll update your POF as soon as you can FoF sama!!! :] 

I do hope that you’ll like my fics since it’s Takacchan… hehehe  :] Thanks soo much… :] Don't worry, I still love my Koji♥Yuu :] 



dark-atrox san! My friend!  :] thanks so much for even bothering to post a comment here :] It’s been a while since you updated that’s why I’m happy :]   

Well, while you're excited writing fics now, I'm the total opposite 
Kinda lost interest in writing, I dunno why. And kei-chan was nice forcing encouraging me to continue writing

I’m NOT really inspired to write a story since I don’t know how to write it…  truly gomenasai for it……. T.T    And I think I need to thank Pervja (even if I don’t want to…) because she pushed you to write…. Hmm… can I do the same to you? :] 

I find it entertaining that the both of you are chatting on fb.. haha    :] it’s cute  (but if you ask me, I don’t wanna join you since you two are pervs…  hehehe :]) Just joking….  Or am I?  Hehehe :]

To all who read and left a thank you post, Thanks so much for loving AKB48!!! Keep on supporting them pls.!!! :] Thanks so much for reading this too :] hehehe :]

PS. Since I’m a noob, how do you change the title or to even modify it?  Pls. I need to know…. :] Thanks soo much :] 

[pretend_2besome1]

Another TakAcchan? Awesome! 
You're welcome and I am reading it now 
Takamina is so kind.
To me this is a nice light reading, and you keep the funny bits in this fic too which I like
I hope you get the motivation and inspiration needed for creating more fics, because I like what you've written so far 

PS. you can change the thread title by modifying Subject of the post you made for this thread.
Ex: go click the modify button on the first post you made in this (your) thread and change your current Subject "My haphazard fics :p – alexiel17 :]" into the thread title you want. It's the same the next time you want to change it again. If you're still confused and my explanation is unclear, feel free to ask more.

[Keichan ^_^]

Keichan/ PERVJA!!! You are not special, ok…  After calling me a YADONG FREAK which is not true!!! Oh, btw, I didn’t like the latest chapter saying that it’s “someone’s”
partial lifelong dream which you obviously referring that someone to be ME!!! 

You are always destroying my image  (now the new readers and authors will think ill of me…  Mari chan, Pervja is speaking in tongues!!  ) They are all lies!!!  Huhuhuhuhu…  I’m really a bit sad right now ‘cuz something bad happened to me… You’re making me sadder… huhuhu…

Continue your MIAness and I’m sure you’ll regret that since maybe instead of posting our fics here, we're PMing it instead and you’re not included there :] bleeeee 

ERGH!!! Hmmph! 
I don't like you anymore! 
I was nice enough to write out of my comfort zone for you and finally dedicate a ecchi-ish chapter for you and then you're unappreciative of it and say that i make you sad 
You are mean! and then you accuse me and dark-atrox of being pervs!
  BAH! so mean!!! no more updates for you yadong! 

(P.S Although I enjoyed your update I'm not talking to you!)

[sorakamiya]

sorakamiya san! Hehe..    thanks for leaving me a comment :] Thanks so much for welcoming me into the circle… (Circle of Authors) even if I’m just a SELF PROCLAIMED AUTHOR!! hehehe :]     

About my question if you were a guy or a girl, I was thinking that you’re a hermaphrodite instead that’s why you’re not saying your gender  :p but just noticed the comments that were given to you on your b-day, yeah so you’re a girl  (I was planning something, that’s why I’m asking for it… hehe it’s a secret since I dunno if I can do it… yet.... Whatever that is....  hehe :])

heeeeeeeeeeey..... nice fict there...  like the story but it not too long.  make it longer next time...  aaaaaaaaand.... I'm not hermaphrodite  i'm just to lazy to change my profile...    now u already know my gender....  but what will u do to mee... 

oh yeah, and by the way where is my present???  my b'day is a week before takamina so i also should get a present... 

[kahem]

What could this gif be? Acchan wanted to be alone with Takamina tin order to give her? Oh... Maybe... Hehehehe

You're welcome but you don't need to thank me and just call me kahem the "san" is euh how to say that? lol ^^

Hum I don't know, in real life I imagnie as someone who is always happy and often jump of happiness ^^'

[bou-j525]

Bwahaha you're slowly forgetting about KojiYuu, don't you? I am a KojiYuu fan too though TakAcchan is slowly taking more place in my life... Just joking, I'm glad you create a new TakAcchan fanfic 

There was no electricity! 

 
I'm sorry, but this is just TOO funny It's like "omg wtf poor alexiel"

But yeah, thank for the update! Hope you'll post some others someday... and that it will be easier for you to write them
And about the gift... unlike some others perverts out there, I'm just thinking about something cute from Acchan to Takamina ^^

[aoi_sora]

wow!!!!!
you already made two stories!!! you're great!!!!
i read the first one... the second one.. saved!!! 
kinda busy!
thanks for the message! 
write more!
thanks!!!!

[alexiel17]

OHMIGAWSH!!!  Is this another fic coming from me!!!  (Ah, yes it is…  sigh…  ) Sorry about that, I suddenly decided to create another fic….  Yeah, it’s still Takacchan ‘cuz someone wants me to update a fic (just to please that person…. I created this fic…) for her belate b-day as a belaaaaaaaaaateeeeeeeeeed gift... (Yes I’m talking about Sorakamiya san. She’s a forceful person, isn’t she? Ehehehe :]) Sorry Sorakamiya san, this might not satisfy you (even a bit) but I really squeezed and  my head so hard just to create this belaaaaaaaaaateeeeeeeeeed gift for you (just to stop you for pressuring me about it… ehehe  )… I hope that this is enough for you for your belaaaaaaaaaateeeeeeeeeed b-day. I think I need to stop my hyperness….  Ehehehe…  Sorry about that…

Why do I feel like many are starting to hate me…?  I hope that feeling is not true ‘cuz it will pain me so much….

Anyway, I was about to create a Kojiyuu fic but anyway….. (hahaha :]) But really, since I really like to write fluffy things and obviously since the Kojiyuu are more likely “the infinity and beyond” kinda level… (Ohmigawsh! Why can I not say they’re in a lemony/ make out stage instead…. )

Warning! This is not really long,  for those who likes reading loooooooong stories, (especially Sorakamiya san  ) be warned…. wat a crazy warning.... 

This part is full of another SSP’s so….
This is another NG since I just thought about it when something gross happened. The gross thing that happened to me were my parents since they aren’t really a showy type (just like me  ) but they’d surprised me  (and my sisters  ) when they started dancing  when they played an oldies song. I was tempted to do that → (Can’t really remember the song, and I don’t want to! EVER!!  ) Luckily, I was in the kitchen when that happened. That’s why I’m saved…. I’m saved! 

So there, I hope some of you would still bother to read this….

Title: That’s Why I’m Here For You. (♥Takacchan♥) Ah, soo cheesy… 


Umm.. What was it again? Sorry I didn’t really hear you that well. Umm.. Acchan, you want me to what? To close my eyes? I hope that when I did close my eyes you’re not going to do something stupid...… or not….

~~~~~
 

I’m inside Acchan right now……..

………………


NO! THAT’S NOT IT! I’m umm… Ah! Come on, Minami, don’t think of it in another way.
Argh! I’m talking to myself again. Well technically, I’m talking to my conscience.
What I’m really trying to say is that I’m currently inside Acchan’s house. Damn. Why can I not think straight? Is it because we’re both alone together? What am I even afraid about it anyway?

We’re just friends, to begin with…... 


“Minami, what are you thinking about?” She asked, poking my face which made me blush.

“Umm… really, it’s nothing…umm… why do you wanna watch a movie anyway” I replied back hoping that she’ll not mind about the “haphazard” things inside my head right now.

“Umm… Isn’t it you who decided that we’ll watch a movie in the first place” Nice going Minami, now what will I say?

“Umm, what I meant was umm, what do you wanna watch since I’m just your guest here.” I said a bit embarrassed.

“Hmm… how about this one?” She said handling me the cd which is obviously about love or something because of the cover.

“Ok…” That’s the only thing I said since I don’t want to embarrass myself again.
I put the cd in the player and then sat on the couch near her.

Well obviously, I was bored watching those kinds of flick since I like action movie more but to see her reaction while watching it, kinda makes me smile. No my dear conscience, I’m not watching her this whole time. Well what can I do? She’s really cute; I’m more entertained watching her. Anyway, she’s so rapt up in the movie that’s why she might not notice me looking at her. Great! I can watch her all I want! Come on, not in a perverted way. Like in a friendly way? Is there such thing?


1 and a half hour later……


Ahhh! The movie is so cheesy, I’m gonna die. Can you believe that? The actor said that “he’ll love the main actress forever and they’ll be together even if the whole world would end” Argh! I don’t know why Acchan looks like she’s captivated with those words.

Oh, just great. Just like in any typical love story, they would kiss like they’d never seen each other for a long time. Yuck! And now they’re kissing passionately and I, just to save myself, I covered my eyes with my hands. I can’t take it anymore. It’s so embarrassing to watch those things.

“Minami. Why are you acting like that? You just turned 20 just a few days ago but you’re acting like a kid.” She said with a confused look on her face.

“Well, I just can’t take watching those things. Is it over?” I asked her if the “kiss” is done and I’m hoping that the entire movie is over too.

“Yes.” She said, with an unentertained voice. What did I do? She suggested it.

“Well, you could have said that you don’t want to watch this in the first place.”
Whoa! Did she just read my mind or something? Ok, so now she’s mad at me.

“Well, how can I decline? This is your house and that’s your player.” I responded back. Well, I have a point right? Why am I feeling that even my conscience disagrees with me?

“And I thought that you’re starting to open up with me.” She pouts without even facing me. Now I’m feeling guilty.

“I thought you know that I hate such cheesy things. And it’s really embarrassing to watch people kissing.” I said with a blush on my face.

She surprised me when she giggled. I don’t know if she finds me funny but for me, it really is embarrassing to watch or to even read a make out thingy between two lovers. I think it should be in done privately or something.

“Minami, Can I ask? Aren’t your parents umm.. Sometimes a bit lovey-dovey?” I really don’t know what to say since that’s the main reason why I’m here.

“Please, don’t remind me about it.” I face palmed myself for remembering that today is their ‘special’ day together. “You want me to be open, Ok I’ll tell you. Today is the Wedding Anniversary of my parents. That’s why they aren’t around.” I added.

“That’s the main reason why you’re here, right?” I do want to disagree wit her but, she’s right. But isn’t she happy that I’m with her since her parents aren’t around too. And we’re all alone. Together… O.O

“Because my house is near yours, that’s another factor, I presume.” She added which made me feel guiltier.

“I dunno, but my feet automatically went to where your house is and my finger pressed your doorbell when I’m right in front of your door, that’s why…” I said in a murmured voice, hoping that she’ll not hear me.

“Hmm… Well, it’s really ok with me since, well, you’re Minami after all.” She laughed at me. I really want to give up. She’s such a bipolar sometimes.

“Hmm.. since you don’t want to watch cheesy movies and almost every movies we have  here are more on romance, what do you want to do next?” She asked me with a smile on her face.

“Umm… how about a game?”

“What kind of game?” Is she somewhat disappointed? Never mind.

“I dunno?” I replied.

“How about Chees?”

“What! Do you know how to play that?”

“Umm… Oh, I know. How about a board game?”

“Umm… I’m not really good with those.”

“Mmm… How about a truth or dare game?”

“That’s the worse game ever.”

“Ohh, you’re just too scared about the questions I’m going to ask you or are you more afraid of the dares, hmm Minami.” Oh my gosh. Is she just testing me or what?

“You know, I think you’re spending too much time with Miichan. That’s not a good thing.” I said just to make her laugh but she’s looking at me like she’s gonna kill me.. Another failed attempt from me….

“Ok, ok.. Please don’t get mad. Let’s just play your truth and dare game. Sheesh, you’re scary sometimes.” Wow! It worked. Now she’s smiling. Oh wait, is it me or does her smile has that evil feeling with it? I’m so dead….

I’m wondering why she went to her kitchen after I agreed to play that blasted game. Who ever created that game is so dead.

I decided to follow her since I’m too curious to know what she’s up to.

“Acchan, what are you doing?” I her asked while walking in their kitchen.

“You wanna help?”

“What are you doing? Is it…..” I didn’t finish what I was about to say when I saw her mixing and combining things in a large glass. Oh no.

“This is for our dare. What do you think?” I’m still a bit shock since it’s so gross. Are we going to drink that? Eww…

“Acchan, that’s too gross. You know what you’re doing, right?”

“Well, if you don’t like to drink this, there’s a substitute for it.” She smiled at me like she’s been planning this for a long time. I’m shaking right now.

“Umm… and what’s the substitute?” I asked just to cover up my nervousness

“You’ll find out later.” Woah! Is she already expecting me to lose this game? I wouldn’t agree with that.

“Ok you’re on.” I said, challenging her.

~~~~~~~~~

We both went to her living room and are now seated on the floor. We put her ‘masterpiece’ in the middle, ‘inspiring’ us to do our best.

“So here’s the mechanics of the game. We’ll use this two dice and who’ll ever get the lowest number will be the first to do the truth or dare game.” Umm… I don’t know where she got the dice but I think she really is prepared for this game.

Umm… what if someone constantly gets the lowest number? That would be cruel, don’t you think?”

“Well, that’s her fate. We can’t do anything about it, right?”

“You’re quite cruel. What’s gotten into you?”

“Stop talking. Just roll the dice already.” Forceful much? Ok, I hope for a twelve, or even an eleven. I hope I’ll win.

“Haha! Sweet victory for me!” I said since I got an eleven. There’s a little chance that she’ll get a twelve.

“My turn. Oh, what do you know? I got a twelve. So Minami, truth or dare?”
This is not happening. She got two six in one try. Pure damn luck.

“Are you sure that your dice is not cheating? Maybe it has a sensor or something that’s why when it’s my turn, it would…”

“Shush! Just choose already. Truth or dare?”

“Ok, truth.”

“Have you fallen in love with anyone in Akb48?” That question was a bit dangerous. Is she kidding me?

“No. Of course not.” I answered her seriously.

“You’re lying.”

“What! How did you know that I’m lying? Wait, I was about to ask more about the mechanics of the game but then you..”

“I’m gonna roll the dice now.” She said while getting the dice in front of her. Why does she keep on cutting me off? What did I do? I just told her the truth.

“You cut me off again.” I continued what I was about to say.

“I got a 7. Your turn.” She said without even minding me at all.

“Ok here I go.” I threw the dice hoping that I would surpass her. “Yes! I got an 8! Now it’s your turn. Truth or da~”

“Truth.” What the? I haven’t finished my question yet. You’ll pay for it Acchan.

“Since you said truth, are you happy that I’m here with you right now?” It’s kinda lousy but I somewhat want to hear her answer.

“Yes, but after finding out the reason why you went here….. I’m not that happy at all. You just didn’t want to take your responsibility as an older sister.” What? Am I not a responsible leader to the team already? I am a responsible sister but I just don’t want to be at home. I don’t know why but something is telling me that you need my company.

“But Acchan, my older sister is there so she can take care of my younger siblings. And besides, I don’t really want to be at home right now since… Ah, never mind. I’m gonna throw the dice now.

“Minami, you haven’t told me everything yet.”

“What? But you constantly cut me off that’s why…”

“I’m really jealous that you have a lot of siblings unlike me. I have an older sister but…” She said with a trace of sadness in her voice. That shocked me a bit hearing that Acchan is not an only child? Well, she never told us about her family.

“But?” I asked her, more curious than ever.

“Throw the dice already, Minami.” She said, trying to smile. It still bothers me but I think my hunch is right since I feel that she does need me right now.


We played the truth or dare game for quite some time now but I still haven’t asked her about her sister or anything. Well, we drank a bit of her ‘masterpiece’ when we lose with one another and surprisingly, it doesn’t taste that bad but it still looks awful. I think there’s nothing more of it left. Pity I want more of it. 


“Minami, why aren’t you asking about my…sis… umm.. family when I choose truth?”

“Well, let’s say that it’s not right to ask something which is too personal, especially if you don’t wanna tell it to me to begin with.”

“Why are you so kind, Minami? That’s the reason why almost everyone teases you.”

“Ha. What can I do? I’m such a goody-goody person.” I replied just to make her laugh a bit.

“You know, my sister was the reason why I wanted to be an idol.”

“Ah, I’m glad to her that. So she’s the reason why we’ve met. Umm… What’s her name?”

“Kamiya. Kamiya nee-san”

“Ah, why don’t you introduce her to all of us?” She just smiled to my question.

“If we aren’t busy that much, then I’ll introduce her to everyone.”

“Why are you keeping her away from us, hmm?”

“You know, Minami, this day is a special day for her too, just like for your parents.”

“Oh, can I meet her now? Is she busy?”

“I haven’t told it with anyone yet, but today is her…” She’s somewhat uncomfortable about it. I think I shouldn’t let her talk about her sister after all. Maybe she noticed me that I’m a little worried with her right now.

“Today is my nee-sans death anniversary.” She said with a small smile on her face. I can tell that she’s about to cry. All I can do is comfort her. I held her hand and closed my eyes.

“Minami, what ~” I smiled at her, still closing my eyes.

“Umm… Kamiya nee-san, arigatou for taking care of my dear Acchan. I do wish that you’re ok wherever you are. Thanks again for making me met Acchan. I hope that you’ll accept me as her best friend too. And I’ll promise you that I’ll take care of her even if the whole world ends ‘cuz she’s important to me. Umm…. For everything else, thanks so much.” Well, let’s just say that I prayed for her and thanked her at the same time. I really do wish that I’d meet her but at least Acchan told me about her. Obviously, she loves her just as her sister loves her back.

“Minami, I’m really happy that you’re here with me. The truth is, I went to her grave this morning and prayed. I even cried since I missed her so much. Thanks so much Minami.” She said while wiping her tears away with her hand. I just notice that I’m still holding her other hand. I gently remove my hand from hers. Why am I missing the warmth of her hand?

“Ah. If you want, we could go there sometime, since it’s a bit dark right now. It’ll be dangerous if we went outside.” I said and she nodded. Oh my gosh, she’s too cute… Minami, control yourself.

“Umm… is it ok if I’ll clean my face first before we continue the game?” She asked me, still having that smile on her face.

“Uh, sure.. If there’s anything I could do, just call me, ok?” I responded back.

~~~

When she returned, she looks more stunning as ever. I don’t know why but she looks… incredible since her hair was a bit umm… wet. Oh nononononno… Minami! Get a hold of yourself… Breath, breath… Then what? Umm.. Act cool. Yeah act natural.

“Minami, umm… is there something on my face? You’re somewhat looking at me umm…”

“Wha? No, there’s nothing wrong with your face. You’re actually beau~ I mean you alright now?” Shit! I almost slipped.

“Yes. Thanks so much.” Oh, why is she blushing? She’s making me a bit shy too.

“So where were we again? Is it my turn?” She said and sat next to me. Oh, no. O.O

“Yes. Your turn.” I said like I’m a robot or something. I really can’t look at her that’s why I look like a complete loser right now.

“Hmm.. I got 8. Now it’s your turn.” She poked me again on the face ‘cuz I’m obviously not aware of my surroundings. Ok. Minami. I can beat her this time. You can do it. I wasn’t really concentrating that much ‘cuz I’m somewhat bothered from our closeness. Ok here I go!

“Pfft, HAHAHA!!!” What? W-Why is she laughing? I don’t really know why but I only now saw the 2 dice in front of me… If what I’m seeing right is true, please kill me now.…. TO GET 2 NUMBER ONES!!!  WHAT THE HELL!? It’s the most bad luck of all the bad luck in the history of playing this blasted 2 dice.

“Ok…. Just stop laughing already. I’ll choose dare instead since there’s nothing to drink anyway, there’s nothing to dare. Ehehehe…” She looks at me with a blank expression.

“Haven’t you forgotten that there’s a substitute for drinking my masterpiece?”

“Umm.. Oh wait, you didn’t tell me what the other dare is. I think I’d forgotten already since I did enjoy drinking you ‘masterpiece’ that much.. ehehe .”

“Ok, since you choose dare, I dare you to~” she whispered it in my ear.

“What? I didn’t hear that clear. Umm… Acchan?”

“Just close your eyes and trust me.” I just did what she told me just to make her feel somewhat better since she almost cried awhile ago…

“I’m closing my eyes now.”

I didn’t know what happened but my mind suddenly went blank. I can’t believe that this is happening right now. If this is all true, then I hope that this dare would never end…..


~END~


Wow!  At last this is my 3rd Takacchan fic!!!  And my 90th post!!  Yey!  :] Sorry that this is tooooo short for some here. But when I was typing this, it reached 9 pages so this is the longest fic I’ve done (So far) Hope that some would like it…. :] 


Yey! Gonna reply again :]



Sorakamiya san!

ehehe :] hope that you'd like this fic...  this is really for you... And about Acchan's older sis, I somewhat kinda named her after your name..... Hope that's ok with you... since I (killed) her character ... ehehe :] 'cuz I think it suites with the story, don't you think :] Ehehe :] 

Oh pls. don't be mad....  Sorakamiya's fans, pls. don't be mad at meeeeeeee!!!  I'd done it again...



aoi sora san!

Glad that you're still reading me fic :]     
I'm really so touched, I'm crying... 
Anyway, pls. do continue to read my fics if it's ok with you :] ehehehe :]
 
Thanks for the encouragement :] 



kahem!

What could this gif be? Acchan wanted to be alone with Takamina tin order to give her? Oh... Maybe... Hehehehe

I didn't know you have it in you... such a perv.... 

Anyway, thanks for letting me call you kahem (without the san) it only means that....  I dunno  what does that mean anyway... ehehe 

Thanks so much for the comment and all!! I really do appreciate it :] 



pretend 2besome1 san!

I'm wondering, why are you always the first one to comment on my fics? Oh,  do you like me that much...  ehehehe :] nah just joking :]  ehehe :]

But really, I'm still wondering if you would still be the first one who'll comment about this update of mine... hehe let's see...    I'm such a weird person aren't I? 

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Thanks sooo much about this :] Now I can change my title thread all I want  ehehehe  But thanks for answering my question :]. I wanna hug you right now :]   



bou-j525 san!

Thanks soo much for realizing my "series of unfortunate events"  ehehehe :] 
I know that you understand me since that's the worst thing that can happen to you while creating and posting fics... 
Thanks so much for understanding me..... 

Anyway, Thanks too for thinking that the gift is not something that's not a pervy thing.....  unlike someone there...  *points at kahem... ehehehe

Thanks so much for reading this fic of mine... I'll try harder next time.... 




Last but not the least!!!

Keichan ^_^ PERVJA!!!

I"M REALLY TRULY SORRY ABOUT THE THINGS I SAID!!! I take all of it back!! I can't hate you 'cuz, well, you are important to me!!! Please don't hate me!!!     

I still like you a lot so please, let's be friends again!!! huhuhuhuhuhu 

I'll hate myself for this..... huhuhuhuhu    






For all who's reading this, Thanks so much...  I'll try even harder just to create more fics....
Thanks a lot guys!! I hope that you are liking my fics (even just a bit)... 

Thanks soo much everyone :]

PS. Do you know what  happened between Takamina sama and Acchan? Well, here it is.... in YOYO style :] ehehehe 

~END~ that's the real ending... ehehehe :]