More than Anyone in This World
PART 1
July 27th, Tokyo Mental Health Rehabilitation Center..
It had been three weeks since Matsui Rena undergo mental rehabilitation. Her school sent her because the principal thought that Rena’s behavior was go too far. Beating some Yabakune’s student until they had to be taken care of in Intensive Care Unit. They didn’t die but they got permanent disability for the rest of their life. Matsui Rena should be on the court, but the mental state examination said that she had a kind of mental disorder.
That day Rena was lying on her bed with blanket covered all over her body. She had awakened since one hour ago but was too lazy to get up from the bed. She didn't have any reason to get up from the comfortable place. She didn't want to do anything. She didn't want to think of anything. She just wanted to disappear.
Rena's ear heard someone knocked her room's door.
"Excuse me, Matsui-san"
The nurse entered Rena's room. Just like another mornings, she brought breakfast for Rena.
"Make sure you eat all the foods. I'll be back in 30 minutes and bring your medication."
The nurse put the breakfast on the table next to Rena's bed before she left.
Rena closed her eyes..
"I hate those drugs! She hated those pills which the doctor gave to her, the pills that were said can make her mental condition more stable. She hated those pills which she had to take 3 times per day. She didn’t even know the name of those bitter pills. She hated the doctor who told her that she had mental illness in their first encounter.
She hated her life..
“Am I really sick? Am I insane? Why people call me crazy? They even do not know me.." Rena didn’t understand why people called her insane. She felt there was nothing wrong with her. She was normal just like everybody else. Everyday Rena kept questioning to herself those same questions yet she hadn’t got the answer.
She felt darkness more than anyone in this word..
Rena finally threw the blanket away and sit on her bed. Her hand reached the breakfast and laid it in front of her.Looking at the food made Rena lost her appetite. Hospital food was smelt suck. Hospital food was tasted suck.
Rena's life was suck.
Rena bitted her nails. It was her bad habit. She had the habit since she was a kid. No one ever warned her to stop it. No one cared.
She felt pain greater than anyone in this entire word..
While bitting her nails, Rena looked at the calendar which was pinned on her room wall. She looked at that day's date. It was July 27th. In the same date of 18 years ago, she was born. Remembering her date of born didn't mean that she wanted celebrate her birthday. There were times that she wished that she wasn't born in this world. A world where the reality was so cruel toward Rena. Maybe God had sent her to the wrong world. A world which always blanketed with sadness..
She felt sadness greater than anyone in this entire word
Rena thought that there was no one who remember her birthday. No one even thought that her existence is important. No one..Even her parents..
Rena looked at her surroundings. She had stuck in a room which was surrounded by white walls for almost 1 month. She was get used to feeling lonely. But sometimes that could make her heart cried. It hurt. It did felt hurt. Too much hurt that made Rena's heart sometimes became numb.
She felt loneliness greater than anyone in this entire word..
Rena put her breakfast back on the table and laid on the bed again. She closed her eyes. Somehow, she felt comfortable with it.
Some minutes later she heard someone open the door. She thought that it was the nurse. Rena still didn't open her eyes. She expected that the nurse would scold her because she ignored the breakfast.
Rena heard footsteps came closer..
"Don't pretending that you're sleeping, Gekikara"
Rena was snapped because she didn't expect to hear that person voice. She got up from her faking sleep and couldn't believe with her vision. A tall and short-haired girl wearing Majisuka High school uniform and gray furry jacket was standing beyond her eyes.
"Sado-san.."
Sado walked closer and sit on the edge of Rena's bed.
"Change your clothes now!" said Sado. No.. It was an order from Rappappa's vice president.
“What?”
“Hurry up! We will go somewhere.”
“Eh? But the doctor and nurse will come here”
“Don’t worry. The other Rappappa members have taken care of them..”
Rena’s eyes widen knowing that her fighting comrades also come.
Sado let out a chuckle “Surprise, huh? Let’s celebrate your birthday together. You, me, Torigoya, Black, Shibuya…and Yuko-san too”
Rena bite her nails and started giggle “Hahaha..It’s sounds fun”
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What will Rappappa will give Gekikara as her birthday present?????
Hopefully I can upload the 2nd (and last) part in 27th July..
And sorry for my bad English and story..
i have exams tomorrow..wish me luck, kay? YOSH!!
Matsui Rena's birthday is almost come...
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