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Chapter 4KAI
Today I don't feel so well, I have to spend the entire day in school because we have class about the project and more. I didn't really sleep a lot since I work at the theater and I begin to feel weak...
Riku has a match tonight and after it, him and Yuko have some secret plans, and Kuu has a gala night in a big restorant, so I'm all alone tonight.
"Kai, are you sleeping again?"
"Ah, sorry Ray, I was thinking."
She sits next to me and smiles.
"You should rest."
"I can't, I have to work" I sigh.
"Handsome and poor, this is sexy" she giggles.
I don't know much about Ray, she's a rich girl because her father has a big company, and she is in the same class as me. She talks to me since the first day and always saying nice things about me. It's weird...
I don't have much friends at school because I go home right after class and Riku and Kuu are enough to me.
"Do you have time for a coffee now?" Asks Ray as she gets up.
"Hm, not really, I'm late on the project so I have to work at the library, sorry."
"Well... I'm a stubborn girl so, one day you will go out with me Takahashi Kai!^^"
She laughs and leaves, I don't know why she wants to go for a drink so much with me...
The rest of the day is boring, I'm not concentrated today, and I don't have enough ideas for Morphosis like I had when I worked with Atsuko. Maybe I need her for that...
When I think about it, I only want to call her by her first name since I've started, it suits her so well!
She kissed me that night. I didn't tell anybody yet, I don't know if I can, this is probably a mistake. She was feeling bad and I helped her, that's all. Why she would be interested ina guy like me when she can have anyone? Or nobody because of the rule... I can't imagine a sec that she is non sense. But it was so crazy, her lips were so perfect on mine, the kiss, I could feel her body, so hot and close to me. This was like a fantasm...
"Young man, we're closing."
"Eeh?!"
I stop daydreaming and understand that the woman is kicking me out of the library.
The day is ending when I go home, I decide to eat meat and pastas because I need strenght. But before, I go to Riku's bedroom and do some exercices on his bench. For the basketball he has to maintain his physic and he allows me to borrow his material when I want.
I practice for about an hour until my muscles are begging me to stop and go shower.
Because I'm alone, I walk in the appartment in boxer. I eat my meal watching an action movie on my computer, I like to be alone sometimes.
As I finsh my pastas, the doorbell rings.This must be Kuu who has once again forgot his keys. I go open the door, ready to make fun of him when she appears.
Atsuko...
I freeze when I realize that she is at my door, in front of me, and that I'm...half naked!!! I blush like crazy and she seems to do the same when she sees me.
Calm down man, you can't freak out or you'd be a fool...
"Hello...Acchan...Give me...2 sec" I say very slowly as I step back and go to my room to dress up.
It's okay, you did well, she didn't notice anything. I come back in the living room with a white shirt and jeans. She had close the door and is standing there.
"Are you okay? How do you know I..."
"Yuko told me. Riku..."
"Ah, yes. Hm, do you want to drink something? Coffee? Tea?"
"Tea, please."
"Okay, sit."
She does and I prepare the tea.
"I'm sorry to show up like this, I'm not even supposed to..."
"No, no, it's okay. Do you need something?"
"Ano..."
As she speaks, the flat phone rings, I don't pick up since we have an answerphone.
« Kai-kun!! I'm with Riku right now, great right? ANYWAY! Did you see the pics of Acchan's photobook that I sent you today? It's so hot right??! I sent you them 'coz without you I wouldn't have met Riku, so this is my gift!^^ Sweet dreams midget!! »I don't know if I can be more ashamed than right now in my whole life...Yuko, I'm gonna kill you!! This is so embarrassing...
"Kai?"
"Y-Yes?"
Atsuko gets uo and comes closer to me while I'm finishing the tea
"Did you see it?" She asks in a soft voice.
"Hm...Yes."
"And?"
"And what?" I give her the mug, trying not to shake.
"Did you like it, baka?^^"
"...Of course..."
I step back, I don't want to be near her or it could became obvious that I loved this pictures.
"That's it...K-a-i?" She whispers as she comes even closer, I can feel her breath on me.
Atsuko, don't be such a tease...I beg, I can't really control myself.
"KAI, I'm here!!"
Oh thanks god, Kuu is here! And he seems...drunk. Acchan quickly steps back and drinks her tea.
"Oh, you're not alone! Maeda-san!! Gorgeous, as always!! Right Kai?"
"Kuu, are you drunk?"
"Oh, I think so dear, the client offered me drinks so..."he smiles like a fool.
Atsuko seems to be amused by this, Kuu sits on the couch and sighs.
"I've cook two hundred « Blanquette de veau » tonight...so Kai, no katsudon today..."
"It's okay" I laugh, "you already did five times this week!^^"
"What? Five time? It's your favorite dish or what?" Asks Acchan.
"Exactly!" Smiles Kuu. "You do that and Kai loves you for the rest of his life^^"
"Hm... Good to know" smirks the tall girl as she looks at me.
I blush and try to find a way to escape this situation.
"Maeda-san, do you think that Shinoda-san likes me?"
I open wide eyes, I didn't know that he likes her.
"You can call me Acchan, and...I don't know; Are you interested?^^"
"Yeah..." he smirks. "She's classy and very funny, such an hot body... I could cook her something..."
"Ah, Mariko loves food, this is definetly the way to seduce her" she laughs. "I think you have your chance, Kuu-chan."
"Kuu-chan? Wow, Acchan, you're so sweet...It's only because Kai is my friend that I stay out of the game!"
He quickly falls asleep on the sofa, Atsuko drinks her tea and gets up, smiling in such a cute way.
"Well, I have to go, it's late."
"Wait, you didn't tell me why you came" I say following her to the door.
"It wasn't very important, I was just..."
She seems sad, I can see it in her eyes. I can't hold it.
"Atsuko, are you okay? You are sad..." I caress her cheek.
She looks at me with cute eyes, I can't resist her. I remember her soft lips... I kiss her softly while my heart is burning into my chest, those sweet and pink lips... I close my eyes, I can't separate her lips from mine. I kiss her again as she answers, this is a perfect moment.
When I step back, worried about her reaction, she seems shocked, I don't know if it's good or bad.
"Atsuko...I...Sorry, you seemed sad and..."
"…"
"Sorry, I'm sorry. Don't be upset..."
"…"
"Okay, hm, let me take you home, it's too late to walk alone."
I quickly take the keys of the motorbike and drags her out. I'm very worried about her, why doesn't she talk to me...?
ATSUKO
The wind is waking me up, I need to regain my spirit. My arms are around Kai's body wile he drives. I didn't speak since he kissed me, I was so surprised and stocked that I couldn't say a word...
I feel good here, and I don't want it to end. The smooth drive, the night and the fresh air are perfect, I feel melancholia and security, happiness and serenity.
I sigh when I saw that we arrive at the building. I don't think yuko will be there, and I'm worried to be alone in there. Kai turns off the engine and helps me to gets up. I give him his helmet back and smile.
"Thank you."
"You're welcome, I don't want you to be alone at night..."
He smiles, he's really handsome at the night ligt like this.
"Okay, goodnight Kai."
"Goodnigt Atsuko, sleep well."
As I open the door, a pervert squirell jumps on me, screaming.
"YAA!!!"
"Yuko" I laug, "you're already here?"
"Yes, Riku drove me home twenty minutes ago."
"Really? Was it fun?" I ask as I take off my coat and shoes.
"The match was exciting! Riku was awesome! He won!"
I'm amused by her mimics, I look at her jumping accross the room.
"This boy is really great, I tell you! And you? Where were you?!"
"Hm, Kai drove me ome too, I was at his appartment."
I see a pervert sparkle in her eyes, I'm screwed.
"Serioulsy?! What happened??"
"Nothing. I saw Kuu, he's interested in Mariko!^^"
"Really?^^ Riku said that he was only interested in cooking."
We smirk, amused to see Kuu's parade on Mariko in advance.
"I'm going to bad, I'm sleepy, I say as I go to my bedroom."
I was sad tonight talking with Yuko, and then I went to see kai, he comforted me and kissed me. I know it's going to be a mess, but I want to try to know him better; I really start to like him a lot...
From: Kai
To: Acchan
Content:
Try not to be sad
like this again. It
hurts me. You're
made for smile
everyday.
Sleep well.Yeah...It's gonna be hard not to fall in love.
CHAPTER 5
KAI
"I don't know man, this girl is different...She's always too excited and says too many tings but... she's funny and great!"
"So, you want to date her?" Asks Kuu with a smile.
"I think so, but she can't so...We'll see."
"Hm, I see wat you mean, I want to be with Shinoda-san, I'm gonna call her today."
I listen to them as I hurry up and eat my breakfast, I'm late at school.
"Boys, don't forget that they're from AKB, so forbidden!"
"So funny Kai, you were the first with Acchan."
"Yeah, yeah, I'm going!" I say as I leave the appartment and take the moto.
I only have school tis morning, and then I go to the theater for five ours. « Morphosis » is going well but I still have a lot of work to do, the plans and the proposition, budget...
I park the engine and notice Ray that is waiting for me in front of the entrance.
"Hello Kai, late again!"
"Yeah, I didn't sleep well... How are you?"
"Good, I wanted to speak to you."
"Okay, do you mind if we speak as we go to class?"
"No, no."
I have to admit that I'm more concerned about being in class at time than by Ray speaking, but of course, I don't say it.
"So, what is it ? Do you need my help ?"
"Hm... You could say that..."
I sit about the project ? Because I don't think that...
"Kai, do you love me ?"
"Eeh ?! What ?" I ask as I freeze.
"I said, do you love me ? Do you want to be my boyfriend ?"
She looks so calm asking me this...Such a direct girl.
"Ano...Ray...I-I... This is..."
"Yeah, I think that you don't."
I feel relief, don't need to answer that then, conversation must be over.
"But, I have a proposition for you" she continues.
"A proposition ?"
"You don't love me. You are the perfect boyfriend : smart, hot and kind. But you're desperatly poor. I want you to be my boyfriend, and I'm rich. Do you understand ?"
"N-Not really..." I mumble, afraid of her plan.
"Simple. I pay you to be my boyfriend. 60 000 yens per week."
"What ?! Pay me ?! 60 000 yens ?!"
I'm so shocked that I look like a fool, this girl wants me to fake a relationship for money ? Like an escort boy ?!
"I know this might sound offending but you don't want to be with me but I want you, and you need money, that I have. This is a good deal."
"B-But... If I don't love you, it's fake. That doesn't bother you ?"
"You know Kai, I'm a rich girl, alone and sad. With you by my side, it will be less sad. Give me the illusion. Nothing much : dates, dinners, movies and hold my hand. That's it."
Wow... I can't believe it. Ray is a nice girl, sometimes funny and pretty but she's not my type, too superficial. I don't know what to say...
"I know it's shocking for you, but I let you until noon to decide. This is an exclusive offer. Don't be late !"
She leaves me to enter the room before me. I go sit at my desk and try to recover my mind. Ray wants to give me 60 000 a week to date her. Yes or no ?
NO : I don't love her/ She thinks I'm a toy/ i can't kiss her like that/ I can't accept money for this/ This isn't right.
YES : I need money/ This is not so complicated/ This is well paid/ I could buy presents for atsuko/ I'll make her happy.
Raah, what am I thinking ? What should Riku do ? No, wait, Riku would have date this girl already... And Kuu ? No, Ray wouldn't ask him... Shit, what should I do ? I have my studies and rent to pay, and the work at the theater is not enough, I don't want to start my future as a poor boy. I don't really have the choice here, I need this « job ».
"So, what did you decide ?" Smiles Rays as she walks next to me.
"...Okay, I'll do it."
I'm not proud of me, I even feel a little dirty, but I try not to think about it.
"How long ?" I ask watching my feet.
"Dunno. As much as I want to ; or as you can handle it^^ But you don't have the right t be sad okay ?"
"Sure" I force a smile and stop at my moto. I need to got to work.
"Okay, I see you at the theater when you're done, okay?"
"'kay."
God... What did I do... ? I hate being so dependant with money, this is always a way to have troubles...
I do this one week then I try to find a second job.
Kaoru is not here today, I'm just with Taku and Yuka, two other staff members. We have to clean and prepare the practice room first, and check the electronic stuff.
"How are you, Kai ?" Asks me Taku with a smile.
"Good, but girls are evil" I sigh.
"I heard you^^" says Yuka with a smirk.
"Sorry for that..."
"No worries, you're right, we are too complicated."
I like Yuka, she is older than me and she always has something nice to say to me. She's like a sister to me, something like that...
We go in the practice room and I take off my sweat to clean the mirrors, so i'm now in a white tank. As I wash the surface, I notice someone in the reflect, at the corner of the room. Atsuko.
I turned back and smile to her. She's wearing the Beginner dance outfit, white and translucid shirt, black skirt and black make up. I try hard not to droll because she's so gorgeous like a fantasm. I'm afraid I'm getting hard right in front of her.
"H-Hello... Atsuko."
She smiles and walks towards me. This must be a dream.
"Hello, Kai. It's nice to see you."
"…"
Those lips, the eyes in black, the aura around her...
"Are you okay ?" She whispers at my ears.
"F-For now yeah..."
"Good ! By the way, I brought your shirt. Sorry, I spent the night wearing it. I think it smells like me now."
Calm down Kai, don't try to imagine Atsuko naked in your shirt...TOO LATE !!
"Are you picturing it ...?" she smirks.
"W-What ?!No !!"
"Hm...Too bad... See you !"
She leaves...like that ?! « Too bad » ? What do you mean ? I knew it, girls are evil ! I don't get it... Atsuko is a teaser, I know that, but what's the point with me ? She didn't like that I kissed her adn now she's teasing me. That must be revenge. I have to ignore it or she's gonna do it again.
Okay Kai, new plan, ignore the gorgeous Atsuko.
Easy...right ?
ATSUKO
"Is it me or he's wearing a white tank ?"
"Yes, Mariko."
"Is it me or you have a weakness for guys in white tank ?"
"Yes, Mariko."
"Is it me or you have a weakness for Kai ?"
"Mariko..."
"You forgot the « yes » Acchan^^ Aah, I love this story, the Ace and some sexy and young technician..."
"Don't say that ! Stop joking around, and Kuu ?"
"What about him ?"
"Did he call you ?"
"Yes. He wants to cook me curry rice."
"And... ?"
"And I said yes, it's always a free curry rice^^"
This troll is so silly...^^
I warm my muscles before practicing, in two days I have a team A stage, I need to review the choregrapies.
When I come back in the practice room, Kai is not there anymore. I feel a little disappointed but I need to focus on work.
Dancing is making me feel ggod, I'm not sportie but U love to dance, it's a way to free myself, and I can express without words.
I dance for three hours with the team. I feel great and excited when I go in the change room. As I want to go eat something, I receive a phone call from my manager from my manager.
« Moshi moshi ?
Maeda-san, takeshi desu. Can we meet tomorrow, I have a drama offer for you.
Really ? Sure!^^
Okay, let's eat together tomorrow. Have a good day, Maeda-san. »A drama offer ? This is great, I really want to succeed in being an actress. As I walk through the corridors, I slow down when I see Kai in the material room, checking the mics. I come into the room silently.
"Kai ?"
He gasps and turns back to me.
"Ah, Atsuko. Are you okay ?"
Yes, actually my agent just said that I had a drama offer.
"Really ?" He smiles. "This is great ! Congratulation !!"
"Thank you, I'm happy to be able to act again !"
"I'm sure you will be great, Atsuko."
I smile to him, I think it could be the right moment to do something.
« Kai, I know you think that girls are evils, but there is one very pretty here for you^^ - aah, eeh, thank you Yuka – Yes, Kai, don't make your girlfriend wait ! »I freeze hearing this girl's voice on the walkie-talkie. I look at Kai with eyes wide open.
"Sorry Acchan, I have to go...Do you want to accompany me, you are going home right ?"
"...Y-Yes. Hm...Kai, why Yuka said that girls are evil ?"
"Ah, nothing^^ This is silly..."
We arrive in the hall and I see Yuka with a girl talking to he. When she sees Kai, she smiles brightly and doesn't listen to the older girl anymore.
"Kai !!"
She jumps in his arms and hugs him. I feel the fire on my cheeks as I see her all over him, my heart beats like crazy and I realize that I'm really angry.
"Hm...Hello again Ray. How are you ?"
"Better now !!"
Better now ? That's how I feel when he's around...
"Maeda-san ?! Wow, I love you ! I mean, sorry, you're my oshimen !"
Shit...She's one of my fan, fans are gods for idoles, I need to be polite. Atsuko, don't think about this idiot anymore.
"Thank you very much" I bow.
Yeah, well, that's all I could do. I'm very angry.
"Acchan, this is Ray, she's in my class."
"Yes, I'm his girlfriend, right baby ? Well, can you offer me a ride home ?"
"Sure..."
As I look to Kai, I see that he blushes and acts weird. But I don't care, I just want to stop him right now.
"Okay, let's go ! Have a nice day, Maeda-san."
I smile and look at them leaving, this guy is a fool. Why did he kiss me if I already has a girlfriend … ?
Maybe we don't know each other since long but I thought he was honest...
This is a bad day, I have to call the girls, I don't want to be alone tonight. Maybe we could cook together.
I have to forget about all this.
Voilà!! Tell me what you think, please