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August 27 2012 ... It's my Final day....Earlier at the theater was the most saddest and most happiest performances in my Life. Everyone...was there to say farewell to me. Yuko
said to me once that I was A Pillar of AKB48 Like the 2 pillars that supported the theater. Me and Takamina.
We held AKB up for 6 and a half years. We've achieved our dreams as Idols. and I've done everything I could for them with all my heart.
I want people to know AKB without me...But it's hard to let go of the only place where you've grew up strong, AKB has been my Home. With everyone's Funny antics,Tears & support....It's hard if
you've gotten used to preforming with them everyday.From a Shy and Loner girl
I've left my comfort zone.
Right now I'm at the Theater's Cafe, Togasaki-san was about to lock up
"Togasaki-san...." I wanted to ask him but then.
"Fine...You can hang around but just a little while...I want you see everything here while you still can Atsuko..." He pats my head and Leaves.
I walked around the Cafe,Before there were no posters or even the cart where their are AKB stuff displayed.I looked at the counter....
'Oh yeah...Mariko used to work there...' I said in my thoughts. I walked around in the cafe and Gently run my fingers on the walls...
Soon my feet took me to where all our pictures were hung... the Regulars & The Kenkyuusei...
Flash back
'Waaa~! this place is Awesome~!!'A girl whose Height was just slightly half of mine said with sparkling eyes.
'Yeah...' I said timidly.Suddenly Akimoto-sensei called us to the stage.
'Right now you are all Official members of this Idol group...I hope that in the future or even now you girls will trust me and believe in me...' I didn't really understand nor did the other girls.
*A few weeks later
While I was walking into the Theater.suddenly I saw Pictures of Team A Hanging on the walls...
'Those pictures mean you're a member of a Team and with these pictures people will recognize the members...' Togasaki-san said.
End of flashback
I looked at the Pictures of every member on the wall...and I try to remember Where the graduated member's photo used to be.
We've matured so much. Whenever I see this I try to remember what we looked like before, I'd sometimes giggle of how much our looks changed so much.
As I walk along the red carpet...I looked at Takamina's Picture...
Flashbacks
'Ah! sensei I'll Be staying Here for a while....' Minami said while sweating.
'Alright' Our dance instructor Left then Takamina went back to the stage kept on dancing. I stayed behind cause I need to practice too.
'Hey Acchan why are you still here?' She stopped for a minuet just to ask me...
'Well one I'm still not getting the steps right and 2 I don't want you to be alone since I heared there was a lady who hung herself here' I said teasingly
'Ah! mou! acchan!' She pouted and I just giggled....
end of flashback
I giggled to myself...I continue to walk until I reach the Door....I slowly Opened it and quietly Entered. I closed it as soon I stepped in, I walked and stood but the Rails near the Door. I just
Looked at the whole theater. The Once Vacant seats are now an always been filled everyday...It's strange how everything in the past was a mess and now it's Sailing smoothly....Sigh.
I looked everywhere...The stage.Seats. But what always Caught my eye was the 2 Pillars...They used to have 4 Pink strips now their gone.
They say That me and Takamina were Like the Pillars of this Theater...It was true in others prespectives,Especially in my own.
They said that WE were the ones Supporting everybody just like how the Pillars of the theater keeps the whole thing intact....We held hate from others,complaints but we still stand strong...
Again just like the Pillars,they were Hated by the viewers always being blocked of what they want to see...
Now that I've Graduated.....Takamina is left to Support AKB itself...I don't wanna leave her alone...She tried to stop me but....She said she'd rather support my decisions....
The Pillar has Crumbled and now...there's only one supporting the whole place...It's crazy how One pillar supports AKB's foundation. But she promised me that she'd do her very best to be strong
and keep on moving.
I want AKB to Stand without me...I want the world to See AKB48 without me....
I love AKB48...I love it more than Family...We cry,we laugh,we smile....we stick together...
I walked down and went to the pillars and placed my Palm lightly against it...
Flash back
'Eeehhh....why are there 2 HUGE pillars here??' Takamina asked with a Confused face 'Yeah, The audience won't see us Perfectly because of this!' Haruna added, I was Quiet while I looked at
them.
Then Togasaki-san said 'I asked before if we could get rid of this pillar but sorry girls this is the thing that Holds this Theater together' 'Daaaaang....' Takamina pouted.
End of Flashback
I glanced over at the stage.... and I remember that even as the WHOLE theater was being built...we still practiced.
Flash back
A clap caught our attention...it was natsumi-san. 'Alright ladies, I want you to bring the following tomorrow' We listen carefully so that we won't forget. 'Bring Water bottles,Towels and a mask
to cover your nose and mouth,because tomorrow we'll start to pratice here while THEY build this place' everyone was saying 'Eeeeehhhh' but we had too since we need to get used to the stage....
End of Flashback
We Practiced for weeks while the theater was being built and from then on I saw how it was molded to what it is now.
Our first performance...didn't go as well as planned...only 7 people was there.Then as time passes by...
No one came yet we still Preformed even thou our hearts couldn't take it ....I walk towards the stage and Stand on it.
Flashback
We're all in the dressing room getting ready for the...no seat preformance until... Someone, someone just
Screamed... 'Tomochin? w-what's wrong?' Takamina asked....She's having a Nervous melt down... 'I-I can't take it anymore!!!' tomochin yelled. Everyone was at their limits... I was at my
own as well...Can we still do this? I doubt it....
That doubt was Always with me but now, I guess I can say that We've over come the challenges in our road.
I stand here on the stage looking over the Seats. The once Empty seats are now always filled. I go the back stage and grab a Mic...
Number 1....
That was always my mic after Sakura no Hanabiratatchi.... And I also remember one time I was so upset about me being the center for "Nagisa no Cherry" Never did wanted that role
In the first place,I was to scared...I don't want anyone to be mad about me...I hate it when everyone always blamed me or gets mad because of me...
Flashback
Akimoto-sensei called me today...I wonder why... I enter the Room and sat down on the Sofa. He's holding a paper...I wonder what it is... "Atsuko" He spoke
"H-hai?" he hands me the paper...I read 'Nagisa No Cherry' I looked at the Lyrics...what...no..n-no this has to be a mistake... "Akimoto-sensei..Why are these lyrics...all me? there has to be---"
"You're going to be the Center of this song Atsuko." No...no no no no....I can't be... "There has to be a Mistake Sensei! I can't do it! I can't!! Pick anyone else just...not me!"
Dekinai...dekina da yo....
"You must."
"But Akimoto-sensei!! I can't sing! I'm bad at dancing! and you know that!" I ran out of the room leaving behind the Lyrics.
.....Why is this happening to me....why of all people me...?
I went back to the stage...Then after a few minuets Togasaki-san came with they lyrics and announced
who's gonna be the back up dancers and who will lead...
"Wait! why did you pick her?! Pick anyone else just not her!" Miichan shouted... I knew it.. I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT!
They'll just get mad at me... Miichan then storms ut in tears after that I sobbed...
End of flashback
It was on that preformance all I could do was smile and try to hide the fear...Like what I've been doing for years now.
I sighed... I placed the Mic near my lips... and sang..my eyes were closed
CHERRY CHERRYBOY
CHERRY CHERRYGIRL
anata ga hashiru
CHERRY CHERRYBOY
CHERRY CHERRYGIRL
mizushibuki
I stopped there...I inhaled....then exhaled.
sakura no hanabiratachi ga saku koro
dokoka de kibou no kane ga narihibiku
watashitachi ni asu no jiyuu to
yuuki wo kureru wa
sakura no hanabiratachi ga saku koro
dokoka de dareka ga kitto inotteru
atarashii sekai no DOA wo...
jibun no sono te de hiraku koto....
This is the last time...I'll be standing here on stage.
kenka shite denwa shite
naita koto atta ne
nayan da hi ga
naze ka natsukashii
That...that voice. "Minami..."
"yorokobi mo kanashimi mo"
"furimukeba michinori"
Yuko...Tomochin..
"donna toki mo hitori janakatta" Miichan...
"sotsugyou shashin no naka watashi wa hohoen de
sugiru kisetsu miokuritai SAYONARA" One by one everyone... who came to bid me goodbye came back.
"namida no hanabiratachi ga harahara"
Meetan...E-everyone...
My eyes were filled with tears...
kono hoho wo nagare ochite aruki dasu
aoi sora wo miage ookiku
shinkokyuu shi nagara
namida no hanabiratachi ga harahara
omoide no sono bun dake utsukushiku
me no mae no otona no kaidan
issho ni nobotte te wo furou
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I..I can't sing right...my voice crackes as my tears fall....
Everyone Gathers on the stage....
we sang...Takamina was holding her tears back...Her nose was red ... the same goes with the others.
Everyone kept quiet....
namida no hanabiratachi ga harahara
kono hoho wo nagare ochite aruki dasu
aoi sora wo miage ookiku
shinkokyuu shi nagara
namida no hanabiratachi ga harahara
omoide no sono bun dake utsukushiku
me no mae no otona no kaidan
issho ni nobotte te wo furou....
Takamina broke into tears and hugged me, then everyone followed....
The door opened once again...Akimoto-sensei..
I rushed to Akimoto-sensei and hugged him...He was like a father for all of us...
"Arigatou...Akimoto-sensei..." He strokes my hair and said "Remember..."
"You will always be part of this family...you can always come back...."
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"H-hai..." I smiled...
The road of being an Idol has ended...but our bonds will always be strong...
This is my Family...
AKB48.
Memories will be cherished til the end...
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