Flower (AtsuMina OS) - COMPLETED

[chichay12]

Hello~
this is my first and i think my last fiction i will write, 
so pls have mercy..


Many things happened, the Tokyo dome concert, my debut announcement and most of all your graduation….
After our duet was finished, you hugged me and I hugged you back. Then, you told me that Aki-P prepared a VTR for me.
I don’t know what’s happening right now as this is not part of show. I looked into your eyes and I can see how happy you are..

The VTR is over.. I don’t know understand a thing.. The only word stuck in my mind was when they said
“TAKAHASHI MINAMI, congratulation to your debut single”. I can’t think properly..
I can’t believe that my dream will come true. I really wish this day will never end. But I can’t stop time as I’m not a superhero.
Things happened so fast that I didn’t realize that the second day is over..

I always wished that this day would never come, the day of your graduation. I don’t want you to graduate.
I don’t want you to leave the group, and most of all I don’t want you to leave me..
But I don’t have a choice to accept the fact that u will graduate.. AND LEAVE ME.
 
I should be happy for you, but I can’t. Thinking that I won’t be able to see you everyday like how we used to,
Joke around even if my jokes are a failure, you will still laugh. You will leave me alone now,
I’m so sad that I wish god can erase all the sorrow I can feel..

I want to tell you what I really felt.. But I’m scared, scared that after I tell you that I LOVE you,
you will think I’m crazy because a girl loving a girl is impossible.. But I think love is love,
whatever gender it is when you love someone you can never change it.

The third day came, we performed for the last time, I can see how happy you are.
I just can’t help to smile because when I see u smile, it is the best that I can’t find a perfect word to describe it.

Finally, the time that I wish will never come, that we will say goodbye to you.. I can see you crying,
all the members even our sister group approached you saying that they will still support you..

I think you notice that all members said something to you, but not even a word came from me.
 You walked to my direction, you stood in front of me and then hugged me.
 I can feel your breathe on my neck, and then I hear you whisper something.

“Minami, whatever happens, I will still be your best friend and nothing can change of that.. And you can email me and call you anytime.”
That is the most comforting word I heard for these past few days. You hugged me so tight, so tight that I think your crushing my bones,
but I don’t care because I love you.

I really wish this day never came..

***************

-After 5 months; in Takamina’s living room-

In the past 5 months after you left, I felt so empty that even other members noticed it. When they ask me if I’m ok, I will look at them and smile saying that I’m fine and there’s nothing to worry about. Every performance in the past months was tough as all I can think about is you that I can’t do my job properly. I’m so sorry to the fans that watched out performance since I’m the general manager and I can’t focus on my job. Even Aki-P noticed it. One day, he call me to his office and asked me if there was something bothering me. I told him that I’m just tired and I just need a break. Aki-P gave me a break for one week to sort all my confusion.

In these past weeks, I’ve been thinking if I should email or call you. I could remember what you told me at the Tokyo Dome concert, that I can call you if I have a problem. I made up my mind.. I got my phone from the bedside table and dialed your number, hoping that u will answer it, but I was wrong.. You never answered my call not even once. I think I called you more than ten times. So I concluded that you were busy instead. I just remember that Yuko told me that you are one of the cast of a horror film and you will be busy with it.

After 2 hours of waiting, you finally emailed me.

“Minami gomenne, I wasn’t able to answer your call because I was busy with the shooting, and why are u calling?”
I was kinda surprise that when I check my phone I see your 10 missed calls.

I emailed u right away.

“is there a problem, Minami?”

I replied fast as I can, “Atsuko, congratulation in your new movie. I’m really proud of you. Well, I just miss you so I decided to call you..
I’m sorry I didn’t know you were busy, and I’m just kinda hoping if we can meet up if you have a free time.. You know because I really miss you,”

After I sent it, I waited to your reply. After some minutes, my phone vibrate indicating  that there’s an email. I hurriedly grabbed my phone and checked it.

“Thank you for congratulation me, Minami. I’m having a break now so I can email you but its only 15 minutes. >_<.. I miss you too, Minami, but I can’t meet you as I’m kinda busy this whole month because of the movie and some photoshoot. Gomenne, Minami, I’m truly sorry, but I promise after this I will call you and tell you when is my free time.. How is that??”

i'm kinda sad with your reply but I understand that you’re busy, so I quickly replied to you.. “Atsuko, its ok.. I understand that your busy,
 but don’t force yourself to work. If you’re tired just rest. Don’t overdue your body. I don’t want you to be sick and I will wait when we can meet again.
 Just email me and I’ll be waiting” I’m really disappointed but I understand that Atsuko is busy..
 I just sighed and lay on my bed while looking at my ceiling.

*************

We have a practice because the upcoming single will release soon, and my debut single will be released on April 3.  I’m so focused that I think the other member noticed it. When the instructor yelled that we can have 30 minutes break, I can hear Miichan is so happy because she can rest.
But I ignored the instructor and continue what I’m doing. I felt something tap my shoulder, I can see how worried she look,

“Ne.. Takamina, you should rest first.. You’re dancing for more than 3 hours without a break now.
 Are u trying to kill your self?” Yuko said worriedly.

I stopped dancing and look at Yuko.

“I’m ok, Yuko. I just want to perfect this move and after I do that, I will rest. Don’t worry about me. I’m fine” I smiled.
Yuko’s mouth opened a bit. I think Yuko want to say something but Haruna interrupted her from talking..

“Just rest when your finish, Minami. Don’t overdue yourself.” Haruna said. After I heard that, I remembered Acchan.
Those were the words I used to tell her. I hope she’s fine right now..

I just sigh and excused myself away from them for a while as I really need to get out of that room due to my emotional ‘breakdown’. When I’m outside the room I can feel something wet on my cheek. I touched it and my hand is wet. I can’t take it anymore so I run as fast possible and I found myself inside the cubicle. I’m crying so loud that I think someone can hear it but I ignored them .I really miss Acchan. I cry and cry until I feel there is no tears coming out..

I hear a soft voice coming from the door, asking if im ok..I looked at my watch to check the time as it might be time to go back to the room for practice.. I did not know that I cried for more than 20 minutes inside the cubicle. I recognize the voice, its Miichan’s..

”Takamina, are u ok? Are u sick? Did you eat something bad that ur inside the CR for more than 20 minutes?” Micchan asked..

“Baka” a new voice said. Its Mariko.

“I’m not a baka!” Miichan replied.

I opened the door and saw how worried they are for me from their expressions. I can feel my eyes are fluffy…
 I checked my face in the mirror and I can see how horrible I look like. 

“Takamina are u ok? Why are u crying? We are all worried because your not coming back to the practice room,
we thought something happened to you.” Yuko asked.

“I’m just kinda nervous because my single will release is near.” I replied.

After I said that I think they didn’t believe me but they smiled at me and said that everything is going to be fine and they will always support me.
But I think they know what is the real reason why I’m acting like this, it’s because I miss you..

************

Two days before the release of my single, akb48 members and me had a tv guesting in the music station, the recording went smoothly.
I will perform my single, Jane Doe.. I’m so nervous because this the first time I will perform solo in this program..
But all my nervousness is gone when I look at my fellow akb members specially haruna, yuko and mariko-sama…

I can hear they saying “Takamina, do your best! We are all here to support you!”

My performance went well, even the host cheered me on, saying that my performance was so cool.
Even the audience told me how cool I am and how good my performance was.

*************

And finally the day has come the day that my dream will come true. April 3 2013 the day of the release of my single,
I’m so nervous thinking that maybe no one will buy my CD.

I do my daily routine and went to the studio. Team A has a performance tonight. I arrived to the studio little early.
I’m the only member here in the studio. It’s just 3 pm and the performance will start in 7pm. So I just practiced alone.
I took a little break and checked my phone if there’s a lot of email and I’m kinda surprise at how many email I received.
I read them one by one. Most of them are saying their congratulation to me but I’m kinda disappointed because there’s no email coming from you..

After I check my phone I was about to put my phone to my bag and start practicing again
but my phone vibrate again to indicate I have a new email. When I checked who it my be,
I froze when I saw who send it.. it’s you.. I hurry open the email.


“To Minami”

Minami! Congratulation to your debut single! <3

I’m so happy after 7 years of hard work you achieved your dream.. I’m so proud that I have best friend like you..
I’m so sorry if I can’t meet you and say my congratulation to you personally because I have shooting for a new cm,
I hope you will understand..

Congrats again, Minami!!! See you soon..

Acchan 

After I read it,  I felt something wet on my cheek again. I’m crying again. I really miss you Acchan.. I miss you so much and its killing me..

**********

I woke up feeling that my body is sore. I hurriedly check my phone and see if there’s email for me.. There are some messages saying their congratulation to me again saying that I top the first day sale..
“authors note”
[I really wish Minami beat exile and top the oricon chart” ]

I’m kinda surprise because there is 15k difference. I really can’t believed it! After I read it, I got up to my bed and stretch a little..
“ YOSH!!!” I pumped my fist up and shouted.

My day is like the usual, but the only difference is some staff and some members saying their congratulation to me because I top the oricon chart..

Its been 4 days that my single is released and my rank is still in number 1.. I can’t ask for more.. I’m really glad that my fans supported me all the way..

-April 7-

Tomorrow is my birthday and I can’t believe that I’m turning 22 soon. I enter akb when I’m still 14.Time really flies fast…

I woke up late and thank god it’s my day off today. I’m still in my bed and I’m staring at my ceiling and thinking what I should do for my birthday.
I’m still thinking when I hear my phone
kimi wa bokuda~~
“authors note: Minami’s ringtone is Acchan’s single”

It was Yuko.

“Moshi moshi?”

“Takamina, it’s me. I just want to inform you that we are on our way to your apartment to celebrate your birthday and your number 1 rank in the oricon” Yuko said

“What? You’re coming? As is now?” I said.

“YES TAKAMIDGET… as in NOW.. So u better stand up to your bed and take a bath before we come.” Yuko said.

I was about to say something to Yuko but she ended the call after she finished talking. I was about to tell her to stop calling me Takamidget…
I just sighed and got up to my bed.. I’m still thinking how did she know that I’m still in my bed and not yet taking a bath.. Is she a psychic?

I finish my bath and I’m waiting for Yuko to come.. I wonder who will come to celebrate my birthday. After some minutes of waiting,
 I finally heard someone push the doorbell. I hurriedly open the door, and saw MaYuki, MariMii, KojiYuu, TomoTomo and WMatsui.

I was about to lose hope that u will not come but you’re here, standing in front of me. After how many months I can’t see you, you’re finally here.
 I can’t move. I’m still frozen. My eyes can’t see anything but you. You’re looking at me too. We had a staring contests but our moments were disturbed..

“Oy! Takamina, Acchan! Will you stop your staring contests and let us go inside your house.We’re all hungry..” Yuko complained.

After I heard that, I blinked a couple of time the same as you and I can see Yuko is smiling mischievously at us.
I can also see the smirk in Mariko-sama and Miichan’s lips. I just ignored it and walk inside my house..
 
********

This is the best party ever. All of my friends is here to celebrate my birthday, and most of all, you’re here. Mariko and Miichan is kinda drank.
As usual, Yuko being clingy to Haruna, same as the Mayuki couple. Tomo whispering something to tomochin..(I wonder what is she saying to tomochin).
And finally, the wmatsui couple. Jurina is trying to kiss Rena but Rena is rejecting the kiss but Jurina is persistent. Then, I looked at you,
I can see you drinking, I don’t know how many bottle you drank but I can see your kinda drunk. I really need to talk you..
So I get some courage and drank some alcohol then approach you..

“Hey” i said

you look at me and smile.. “hey”

there is an awkward silence but I really need to talk you..

“how are you?? Still busy with the commercial?” I asked

you just smile again and drank your alcohol..
“I’m fine, Minami, and happy birthday again, my commercial is finished..” u said

I was about so say something but..

“Ne.. Minami, can I talk to you in private?” you asked.

I can’t say anything so I just nod to you.

I’m kinda shocked because you drag me to my room..

“I wonder how did she now this is my room” I thought.

You locked my door and I was about to say some thing but ..

I felt something wet and soft touch my lips. It tastes like strawberry with a taste of alcohol..
I can’t think straight. You’re kissing me. Is this a dream??! If this a dream, please don’t wake me up..

~read here~

**********

We went to the living room and we saw our friends. Some of them stole my food from my fridge and is now eating breakfast.
Some of them are just watching tv without my permission but I’m fine with it considering that they’re my close/best friends.
When they saw us, they stop whatever their doing and look at us..

“Takamina, what happen?! When we all woke up, you and Acchan were gone!” Yuko said..

I can see Mariko, Miichan and even Haruna is smiling evily.

“don’t tell me you raped Acchan??” Jurina teased..

Rena smacked Jurina’s head “Ouch Rena-chan! It hurts, you know.” Jurina pouted.

After I heard what Jurina said, I suddenly remembered what happened last night, I can’t help but to blush.. I can see Acchan is blushing too and she looks like a tomato. I hold Acchan’s hand and squeezed it. Acchan did the same..

“OH MY GOD TAKAMINA… you DID IT…you finally DID it..u really rape acchan..” yuko shouted excitedly.

I can’t help but to blush too. Considering that my friends know what happened last night. So what the point of hiding it? So without thinking I kissed Acchan. I don’t care if we have a audience.

I can see in my corner of my eyes that Mariko is taking picture. I hope Mariko-sama will not post it in twitter..

~end~


oh my god.i cant believed I write this..i been here for a long time,and i enjoy reading fic here.specially atsumina,.so I decided since minami’s birthday is near.. so why not post something for her.and i really miss my atsumina this is the early birthday gift for me, i hope you guys like it 
one’s again thank you..and minami congratulation in your single.. 
           
      and I want to say thank you to cheesybits for helping me.. 
Thanks again for reading...

[kahem]

WOW awesome!!!! How I wish it happens IRL hehe

[Elo]

OMG this OS is so sweet

please update you know what if you can Perv forum

hehe keep it up

[cisda83]

You wrote a great fic there, Chichay12

I like the story....

I agreed with kahem...

Wish it was really happening in IRL

Thank you for the interesting fic

Can't wait to see more of your creations

 

[FlameHazeKatsu]

woooooo!    Chi!!!!!!! u finally did it!!!!  man...this was AWESOME!!!! xD (I couldn't get access to that part though *cough* *cough*) 
 LOL AND everyone is wishing (even me) it really is happening IRL but heh...can't blame 'em... 

P.S. Chi keep continuing  to write!  it'll be "maginificento~"  hehehehe

[chemicalstar]

I don't know why but I thought that it's just like I'm reading Takamina's diary. It felt so real.

Hey Chichay12-san, WHO ARE YOU???!!! ARE YOU THE REAL TAKAMINA PRETENDING AS A FAN??!!! LOL, just kidding.
I'm just feeling like thisfic is awesome and I can really understand what Takamina would feel about Acchan all this time.

Thanks for this fic, I hope it's not the last one

And, by the way....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAKAMINA!!!!!

[Koneki]

AHHHHHH BEAUTIFUL FANFIC!!! 



God Job!! ^^ 

[Pdpond]

Chichay-san thank for your first fic! So awesome!!
I Love it!!
The story really really REAL ATSUMINA!
I hope you write new os atsumina again~

[XxRoByNxX78]

aish so cute atsumina 

[Minami-chan]

Goddddd I adore atsumina so much!
I've missed these type of fics.

[sakura_drop_]

ChayChay!!! (<--- that's my new nickname for you )

please write moar!!!

[fausto]

YES!!!! You wrote an atsumina fic!!! Thank you for this  This couple is so sexy...

[Haruko]

yeah atsumina fic thank you! it was gorgeous

[den_takacchan]

atsumina yey! thanks for posting this. 

[mae]

Sweet OS thank you

[Dianalrs]

Love it!!!

[KojiMa MaYuki]

so sweet