@ FNK23: Before I made the request board, I had kind of guess you wanted it be a Mayuki story in Yuki's pov. I'm glad I got it right on the first try. For some reason, I really like writing Yuki as being childish.
@RenshuChan: Your welcome.
@ pattinium: Oh wow, I didn't think I would you into Vocaloids. LOL. I recommending checking out Jin's Kagerou Project. The anime, Mekakucity Actors was adapted from this series. There are certain vocaloid song that has been told yet within the anime. Like Gunjo's Rain, foretelling about Mary's mother. Toumei Answer, Dead and Seek, etc.
@ ChuuuPuffss: Thank you for telling me. Ever since I started writing I try to set a deadline for myself and do research on certain things I'm unsure of when I'm incorporating it into my story. Most of my ideas comes from real life events or a like or dislike I have.
To geek geek, Terragen, luichy, and Everyone:
Sternenhimmel ~Place of Promise~ is put on hold. The reason being, I have partially lost interest in finishing it and I have hit the "wall". For some reason I'm having great difficult in writing Yuki's part. This has cause me some frustration and to lose interest in finishing it slightly. In due time, I will get back to it and complete it.
As a token of my apology I wrote
this type of story.
A/N: Since it’s my first time writing
this kind of story, I feel very embarrassed. I was just testing the water but it’s too embarrassing to write!!! And I have to write 3 more!!! I’m going to die from embarrassment at this right. So in the near future, please don’t request me to write anymore of this kind of stories.
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Her Love ~Hakai Shoudou to Seimei ni Tsuite no Kousatsu~(Her Love ~Urge for Destruction and Existence Under Consideration~)
*SWOOSH
*CLUNK
*SPLASH“Ah....”
“BWAHAHAHAHAHA”
The classroom erupted in a sea of laughter as I stood in front of the doorway soaking wet with a bucket over my head.
“Ara, what’s the matter Mayuyu? Did you forget your umbrella?” a girl voice called out as she sneered at me.
Taking the bucket off of my head, I glare at the one perpetrator who could have done this, the school “queen”, Kashiwagi Yuki.
“What’s the matter? Cat got your tongue.” Yuki taunted.
Students within the class settle down to watch the showdown between Yuki and I. An everyday occurance of me being a victim of Yuki’s bullying.
“.....Nope. I expected better from you, Kashiwagi. Water in a bucket? That’s the oldest trick in the book. My pet bunny can do better.” I replied nonchalantly.
“Why you!!”
“You must be getting rusty, my dear Kashiwagi-
chan. You were more inventive in the past. Has the little mouse in your head finally gotten fat and ignore the hamster wheel?” I mocked.
“SHUT UP, MAYUYU!!!”
“Make me.” I replied, walking back to whence I came.
“Hey!! GET BACK
HERE!!"
Ignoring the screaming girl, I head on over to our neighboring class, Class 3-B. Looking around, I found the one person I needed to see happily displaying her affection to a pale yet raven hair beauty.
“Oi, Jurina!!! Do you have a spare gym uniform I can borrow?” I asked, walking over to the two.
“.....W-What happen to you?” Rena asked surprisingly, gaping at my wet form.
“Your lovely cousin.” I deadpanned.
“Yuki
again!?” Jurina groaned.
“Yep, the queen has grace me quite beautifully with her presence this time.” I reprimanded.
“...S-Should I go talk to her about this?” Rena asked, getting up.
“Forget it, Rena-chan we have been trying for years. Our stupid cousin just won’t listen.” Jurina sighed, pulling her back down and handing me her uniform.
“Thanks.” I replied, taking the uniform from her.
“No problem.”
“Sigh. I don’t know why Yuki like you so much.”
“It’s because I’m so cute~” I teased mockingly.
“....Keep telling yourself that.”
“Oi!!!”
“Now, now you two. Mayu, what happen to you gym uniform? I thought your class have P.E. today.” Rena asked.
“You guys don’t have P.E. today?” I asked curiously.
“Not today, so lucky you. I figure something was up when I saw Yuki waking up and leaving the house
early this morning. She
never does that unless it concerns you. Yuki must
loves you very much.” Jurina replied sarcastically.
“I feel so
honor. Anyway, it went missing since Wednesday’s P.E. class. I assume, Yuki took it again.”
“Ah haha, it seems like something she would do. But you should hurry up and change, Mayu. Homeroom is going to end in 10 minutes.” Rena spoke up.
“Ah, you’re right. Thanks Rena. Jurina. See you guys at lunch.”
Bidding them a farewell, I headed toward the nearest girl’s bathroom on this floor. The Matsui sisters are my childhood friends and only friends I have within this school. This fact is due to me being the target of the school’s queen. No one other than them would get near me but that’s because Rena and Jurina are the only people who aren’t afraid of our “queen”.
Kashiwagi Yuki, our school’s queen is Rena and Jurina’s cousin from their mom side. Sadly to say, Yuki is also one of my childhood friends or should I say childhood playmate who
loves to
torture me. From the first grade of elementary school to our third year of highschool, the both of us has always been in the same class were I’m always at the hands of her mercy.
The only thing I, Watanabe Mayu can do is to accept my fate as Yuki’s
beloved punching bag. The one reason no one can interferes with Yuki is due to her family status. Yuki is the academy director’s granddaughter. This fact along with her father being one of the top multi-millionaire business tycoon has scared many of the other students in trying to help me.
The Academy runs on a escalator system, allowing only rich heirs to attend. I’m fortunate or unfortunate enough to attend such a prestigious school due to my work ethic and family connections.
Because my dad was childhood friends with Yuki’s father, Mr. Kashiwagi had offer me a chance to attend his father’s school based on a scholarship. My parents happily comply and took his offer. Due to my high intellect I was able to skip preschool and straight into the first grade within only a month of me attending the academy.
It’s was around that time I first met Yuki, Rena and Jurina. Like usual, Yuki was bullying another person before me. That time, it was our first grade teacher, Miyazawa-sensei. Sensei didn’t know what to do with Yuki, as she threw tantrums one after another and taunted her. Seeing this
injustice as sensei struggled, I decided to take action. Getting in between Yuki and sensei, I never once regretted my action. It just made Yuki change her
target of
affection to me.
It seems the four of us haven’t change much all these years. Yuki is still the same spoil princess she grew up to be. While Jurina is still the same flirting puppy she is, affectionately flirting with the love of her life, Rena. Those two step-sisters never cease to amaze me with their endless affection for each other despite being six days apart in age.
Exiting the bathroom stall fully dress in dry clothes, I was met with a high speed kick to the stomach.
"....Arrrggggh" I groaned in pain.
“What’s the matter Mayuyu? Tired already?” the older girl before me taunted.
Damn. As usual, this hurts like hell!!! Stupid Yuki and her crazy kick.
“............” Ignoring her, I try to rise from my fallen position only to fail due to a heavy pressure placed upon my left hand.
“I asked you a question.” Yuki replied, as she exerted more force into her foot crushing my hand.
Lifting my gaze towards her, I stare down at her coldly as an indication of me not giving in. Not please with my response, I receive another kick to the stomach.
“Yuki, we should go. Class started 5 minutes ago.” a girl by the name of Kuramochi Asuka stated.
“Mocchi, there’s no stopping Yuki once she gets like this.” a tall girl with the name of Takajo Aki sighed.
Those two are Yuki’s best friends since childhood. They grew up standing by Yuki’s side, never once leaving her despite her horrible personality. Which is a good thing because they would step in only when Yuki steps out of line. But I...find them a nuisance... I want them to lea—
“Lick it.” Yuki demanded, placing her foot in front of me.
“...............”
“Mayuyu, stop being so stubborn~” Yuki said, kicking me once again.
“Yuki, you better stop kicking her or you will end up sending her to the hospital.” Kuramochi-san replied.
“Mou~ Mayu—”
*SWOOSH“What is going on here? Class had already started.” a voice asked.
“Tsk. More interruption.” I heard Yuki mumbled.
“Nothing sensei. Mayuyu, here trip and I was going to help her up. Isn’t that right, Mayuyu?” Yuki replied, smiling innocently at me.
I hesitantly nodded giving in to Yuki’s poorly made lie.
“Is that so...Then hurry off to class, you four.” Shinoda-sensei replied.
“Hai. Let’s go Akicha. Mocchi. See you later Mayuyu~”
I watch the three of them leave the bathroom as I try to get my bearing straight. The kick earlier might leave a bruise.
“Do you need help?” sensei asked me, offering her hand. Brushing it away, I stood up straight on my own hiding the pain as I dusted myself clean and picking up my wet uniform. Getting ready to leave, a gentle yet firm grip placed on my shoulder halted me from leaving.
“Watanabe-san. Is Kashiwagi-san bullying you again?”
“....No.” I replied coldly.
“Are you sure? It looks like you took quite a beating.” she asked worriedly.
“....I fell. That’s all.” I replied, clutching onto my stomach.
“If you say so. Just remember, I’m always here to help.”
“I will remember that but I
don’t want your help. I’m quite durable as you can see. I’m the only one who can attract Yuki’s
attention and to keep her constant
violence at bay. The previous victim before me didn’t
understand. They
couldn’t cope with it so I took it upon myself to be Yuki’s
object of
affection.
“That’s quite noble of you.”
“Noble? I think you are mistaken. I’m far from noble. In fact, I’m selfish. Quite selfish that both my greed and selfishness are endless.”
“What are you trying to say? That there—”
“There’s nothing you nor anyone else can do to stop her. Yuki has always been this way since day one. She just do as she please. In the face of students she’s a goddess with a devil’s personality. To the adults, especially her parents and grandfather she’s a perfect angel. No one, I repeat no one can stop her but me. The current relationship you see...Yuki and mine’s...it’s
superficial.”
“...Superficial?” Shinoda-sensei asked questionably.
“...Shinoda-sensei since you are new here. Heed my warning, don’t interfere in
our relationship. You
will lose your job. Yuki might be tolerant with your interference for today but I will not. I exist
solely for the benefit of Yuki and only Yuki. Her entire
existence is
my everything. Now, if you would excuse me sensei I need to get to class.” I replied coldly.
“....I see....So that’s how it is...That kind of relationship...The way you are living is no good, Watanabe-san. But if it makes the you happy, I won’t intrude anymore.” Shinoda-sensei sighed.
“......”
Leaving Shinoda-sensei all alone in the bathroom without a replied, I proceed back to class. Upon my arrival, our literature teacher, Minegishi-sensei had mark me tardy along with Yuki vandalizing my desk and textbooks. Sigh. This was going to be a long day....
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*DING-DONGFINALLY!!! I thought today would never end. It seems Yuki has been in a terrible mood lately. This was nothing new, I would be sent to the nurse's office once in a while because of it. However, her bullying has gotten much worse these past few days to the point where I landed myself in the nurse’s office not once but
twice today. This was a first.
The first time I was sent in to see Maeda-sensei, our school nurse was due to a arm injury. During art class, Yuki had pushed me down when the teacher wasn’t looking. The loud noise that came after caught the entire class’s attention as I had fallen near a shelf containing clay pottery. Somehow within the crash I manage to cut open my right arm. Katayama-sensei became very anxious when she saw blood seeping out of my cut despite it being a small wound.
The second time I was sent to the infirmary was due to severe food poisoning. It was a common known fact to everyone at school and Yuki’s family members that she can’t
cook!!! Without me noticing it, Yuki had swap my lunch with her homemade one. The scary part about Yuki’s cooking was it looks so normal that you can’t tell the difference if it was poisoned or not. Like the fool I am, I had gladly consume every last morsel until I felt sick.
Maeda-sensei had to help me for a entire period in emptying out my stomach content. I ended up skipping three classes today recuperating until I felt better to attend my last class. Getting up, I stumble across the classroom falling flat on my face.
“Watch where you’re going Mayuyu. You can hurt yourself.” Yuki replied irritably with a heavenly smile, as she walk away.
Watching her leave, I just sigh to myself. Yuki is definitely in a crummy mood. At least her reign of terror ends for today. Walking out to the front gate, I was greeted with the sight of the Matsui sisters flirting with each other by the shoe lockers.
“Oi, you two love birds. Let’s get going.” I replied nonchalantly, walking off.
“Wahhh, wait Mayu!!! I want to stop by the bakery today.” Jurina replied, chasing after me.
“Why?” I asked curiously.
“Yuko-san texted me saying she baked a new type of melon-pan today.” Rena replied happily.
“....I should have known. Anyway be my guess.” Jestering her to lead the way.
Yuko and Haruna greeted us openly upon our arrival at the bakery. As Rena and Jurina were skimming through the melon-pan section, I kept myself busy looking at the cakes they had here.
“You getting anything Shiriri-chan?”
Looking up I pointed to the watermelon cake.
“For your girlfriend I assume?”
“Yep. Since today is Friday, I was thinking of staying over at her place today. Even though we still see each other at school everyday I still miss her. Also, I’m afraid I might have neglected her this past few days due to my studies. I thought this cake would be a nice surprise for my surprise visit.”
“Is that so...well here. It’s on the house Shiriri-chan.”
“You sure?”
“Yep. She was here a yesterday, whining on how you were being a bad girlfriend. Blah, blah, all of that stuff. But seeing you realizing your error and wanting to spoil her silly is enough. So go get her, Shiriri-chan!!!”
“Thanks Oshiriko.”
*BUZZZZ“Who’s it from? Your girlfriend, I assume?”
“...Yep...” I replied looking at my phone out.
“Oh!! Let’s me see.” Jurina shouted, hopping over.
“Jurina!!” Rena scolded, following after her.
The four of us look down at my phone to see...
___________________________
From: My Girlfriend （*´▽｀*）
Subject: Come Home Early!!!
___________________________
Mayuyu~ ❤
Surprise!!!
☆*･゜ﾟ･*\(^O^)/*･゜ﾟ･*☆
Today I wanted to see you~
I was lonely without you!!!
Sorry!!!
I broke into your house again!! ～(￣▽￣～)
So come home early!!!
P.S. Your parents left a note saying they went to visit your grandparents in Okinawa.
They will be back Monday afternoon!!!
So I’m going to spend the night here~ ( ´͈ ॢꇴ `͈ॢ)･*♡
I miss you, Mayuyu~
Hurry on home!!!
Love yours truly~ ❤ ❤ ❤
___________________________
“Oi!!! OI!!! What is with this text!? It’s too lovey-dovey!!! How com—” Jurina complained, looking up from my cellphone.
“Nevermind that Jurina!!! She broke into Mayu’s house....AGAIN!!!” Rena cut off.
“Ahahahaha...it’s cute. It’s just like her.” I laughed from seeing this. This text made my day. Hmmm, I wonder how I’m going to spoil her today...
“Your girlfriend is full of surprises as always. Scary how you two are always on the same wavelength.” Yuko commented.
“Well it’s
has been awhile since it was just the two of us. She must have been very lonely without me. She was quite moody today.” I stated.
“You think!? As to why you date such a crazy girl is a mystery to us. The two of you, your relationship is
unhealthy. You should dump her for
your sake—” Jurina offered.
*SMACK“OWWWW!!!”
“JURINA!!!” Rena reprimanded
“What was that for Rena-chan?”
“Don’t be so mean about their love life.”
“B-but!!!”
“Rena-chan’s right. I love her regardless of how crazy she is. She just has a clumsy way of showing her love for me. Not to mention our parents wants us to get marry after we graduate.” I stated matter of fact.
“Bu—” Jurina started to complain.
“Let’s just leave this idiot, Mayu.” Rena replied, walking on ahead.
“Rena-chan wait up!!!” Jurina yelled as she sped up.
Bidding Yuko and Haruna a farewell. I grab onto the box containing the cake as I made haste in chasing after the two idiotic sisters. The trip walk to home was filled with the WMatsui couple bickering with each about my love life....
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“Tadaima!!!” I called out as I enter the house.
“Okaeri, Mayuyu~” a girl shouted, as she tackle me down to the ground.
“...Yuki...rin...”
“Ah, sorry. I must be heavy.” Yuki replied, shifting her weight off me.
“No, you just surprise me is all.” I replied, kissing the back of her hand. For a kiss on the hand means love and respect. I love Yuki and I respect her wishes and desires. Even if it means me bearing the pain of it.
“Mayuyu...” Yuki said blushingly understanding the meaning behind my kiss.
“What is it, Yukirin?” I asked her lovingly.
“I miss you...” Yuki replied, draping her arms around my neck, enveloping it a tight yet loose embrace.
“I miss you too~” I teased.
“Mou~”
“Ah, the cake....”
“Cake?” Yuki asked curiously, getting off of me.
Standing up, I open the box to reveal a slightly crushed watermelon cake. So much for a surprise. It must had gotten damage during the floor.
“Sorry, Yukirin. I wanted to surprise you but I guess even that was no good. I’m sorry for neglecting you this past few days.” I replied apologetically.
“No, I should be the one who’s sorry. I was the one who ruin the cake. Thank you, Mayuyu for realizing how lonely I was.”
“Heh~ It wasn’t that hard to figure you out. You were so moody today, trying to get my attention. So spoil. Maybe I should stop spoiling you, Bakairin~”
“I-I w-wasn’t. I-I d-don’t know what you are talking about. I just miss you, that’s all.” Yuki pouted cutely.
“Hai, hai~ Have you been studying like I told you too? Uncle told me about your latest score on the mock exam. You dropped. Slightly.” I deadpanned.
“Urk....stupid papa...um...well hahahahaha...I’m hungry. Let’s eat!!!”
“.....You
cooked!?”
“.....
DON’T BE STUPID!!! After I saw you get food poison because.....of my cooking. I-I refrain myself from cooking. I just went out grocery shopping beforehand.”
“Oh good. I thought I was going to die again.”
“Hey!!! It wasn’t that bad....it was never my intention to kill you. I thought you would appreciate a nice home cook meal from me...” Yuki replied sadly.
“Yukirin.....gahhh, you are so cute!!!” I replied enthusiastically, hugging her closely.
“Wahh, Mayuyu!?”
“Yukirin, I love you dearly but please never again cook for me. I don’t want to die an early death....”
“Hmph.” Yuki pouted, turning away.
“...If I die too early, then I can’t be with you. I would have to wait a
really long time until for us to be together. I don’t want that!!!”
“Hmmmm, you have gotten pretty good at flattery you cunning mouse.”
“But I’m
your cunning mouse. You
love me~” I teased, holding onto her hands.
“Tsk. J-Just g-go make dinner already stupid Mayuyu.” Yuki stuttered, walking away from me.
Yuki’s so cute acting like she’s not embarrassed but I know for a fact she is. Even if it was just a glimpse, there was no mistaking it. Her ears are tinted pink. My flirting comment had gotten to her.
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Here we are, in my room studying next to each on the floor with our textbooks and notes sprawl all over the small table. After dinner and a bath together, I had suggested we study a little bit before going to bed. No girlfriend of mine was going to fail her college exams because she was too busy thinking about me.
I admit, I was pretty lonely too not being able to spending some quality time with Yuki. But that was still not a good enough reason for her to neglect her studies. At school, Yuki has all the time in the world to see me. To
express her
love for me. Our relationship...the bond we share...its
unyielding.
What everyone see in their daily occurrences is only
superficial. Our day to day interaction is only a scratch of our
undying love. They have to examine it closely to the understand the
depths, the
magnitude of our love.
At school I call Yuki,
“Kashiwagi” not out of fear but
respect. Yes. I respect Yuki. I think very highly of her compare to everyone else. Don’t get me wrong, I’m fond of my parents and Rena and the other. It’s just...because its Yuki.
Yuki is...
The one person I hold dearly. More so than my
life. She’s beautiful. Kind. Intelligent. I’m smarter than Yuki only by a fraction but that’s because she doesn’t try hard enough. Everyone at school view Yuki as a
“queen”.
What blindness!!! They can’t see Yuki’s worth!!! She’s no
“queen”. Yuki’s a
“goddess”. A goddess living among us mere mortal.
Everyone view me as a hero for saving Miyazawa-sensei but the truth of the matter, I
stole Yuki from sensei. I couldn’t stand that
injustice. To see Yuki torturing sensei so
lovingly. To show her love for sensei. It was
unbearable. Sensei didn’t understand Yuki’s
feeling at all. So I
saved her, not sensei but Yuki.
My Yuki. I
love Yuki. I
understand her the moment I first laid eyes on her. We are of the same kind.
Miyazawa-sensei... Rena... Jurina... Yuki’s parents... Her relatives... Her friends... Everyone. They couldn’t see the
truth!! They don’t
understand!! They were
blind!! Yuki was
lonely. She wanted to be love. To be spoiled
with love
not by love.
Every
pain Yuki inflict. Every
scar I received. I received them with great
pleasure because...They are all
beloved. It’s Yuki’s way of expressing her love. It’s so
childish. So
silly. So
cute. So
Yuki. They represent how she is...
For Yuki is
perfect the way she is. They should accept her for
who she is. From the way her raven hair reflect so vibrantly in the sun’s ray. To her brilliant smile etched upon her face as she
carve her love unto me. The way her alluring body befitting that of goddess of her status regardless of what outfit she wears or not.
Even right now, the way Yuki is holding her pen. Gracefully putting it done. Closing her book. Puffing her cheeks. They are all so very lovely...
“.......Uuu...” Yuki sighed.
“Yukirin...? Taking a break?” I asked, realizing Yuki had turn her attention to me.
“Yep~” Yuki replied happily, scooting closer to me.
“Yuki—?”
Leaning forward, Yuki place a chastised kiss upon my lips.
“Eh!? Yu...what was the for, all of a sudden...!?” I asked embarrassedly.
Yuki was alway for one doing things unexpectedly, cutting me off guard. That kiss was one of them, coming out of no where, catching my off guard. Stupid Yuki, making me so embarrassed.
“Th-That’s because you were staring at me so intently...all this time....Yo-You....I couldn’t concentrate!!!” Yuki stuttered with the same amount of embarrassment as mine.
EHHHHH!? I was staring at Yuki all this time!?
“Stupid Mayuyu!!! Baka, baka, baka.” Yuki replied, hitting me repeatedly.
Flinching from the incoming attack, I just smiled calmly at her. Every time she hit at a sore and bruised area I would twitched from my pain expression. Yuki’s kick earlier really hurt. Earlier in the bath, I had lied about them not hurting me at all. I didn’t want to make Yuki worry. To make her sad...
“Mayuyu...? I—”
“Let’s go to sleep, Yukirin. It’s eleven. I want to go on a double a date with your cousins tomorrow.” I replied cutting her off.
I don’t want Yuki to feel sorry for what she did to me. Naturally she would cry to herself, feeling guilty. Repenting for her crimes. I don’t want that!!! I don’t want her to feel like she did something wrong. Yuki has done no wrong to me. Our relationship... Her love... It’s not
wrong!!!If there’s anyone who should be guilty... Repenting for their crimes... It should be
me!! I’m the one who
sully her. I’m greedy and selfish. I’m the one who should be punish...
“.....Ok.” Yuki replied dejectedly, her eyes lingering on mine. For a fraction of a second, they displayed a hint of hesitation before vanishing without a trace.
Yuki smile at me fondly before settling down on my bed. It was unusual for Yuki to hesitate on something. Normally, she would say what’s on her mine and within reason I would grant it. Somehow, Yuki’s smile seem so crestfallen...
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A slight shift in the bed jolted me awake. The blanket shuffle around as I feel Yuki snuggle close to me. Then...
“Mayuyu...? Are you awake...?”
Yuki...? Remaining silent, I waited for Yuki to continue. For a long time, I have found out Yuki is too shy to talk to me about something face to face. She likes to talk about her feelings when I’m asleep since it’s too embarrassing. So without her knowing at those moments, I would pretend to be sleeping. But everything, every word, every feeling Yuki tells me...I keep them to heart. Silently praying she would tell me when I’m awake.
“You know, Mayuyu. Even though you won’t hear me. I love you~”
Me too...
“Mayuyu...I’m sorry... for always hurting you... ”
Yuki...
“I know you lied about your injury not being painful. I know, because I hurt you with all my might...”
.......idiot....worry about yourself more!!!
”I was lonely these past few days... I love you so much... I just want you to pay attention to me... I wanted you to look at me.”
I know that already, stupid Yuki....
“I want you all to myself. I don’t want to share you with anyone else... but I’m too scare to tell you face to face...” Yuki cried as she snuggled close to me.
Yuki...I too wish for that. I want you to confide in me when I’m awake. Not when I’m asleep or pretending to be asleep...
Compare to most people I have seen and interacted with, my beloved Yuki is quite... fragile. Yuki is strong but she is also the first one to get hurt, emotionally and mentally. She cries a lot when no one is looking. Yuki craves affection and companionship because her misconception of love is skewered.
Yuki’s parents are busy people. They are strict but not harsh on Yuki. Getting scolded for not doing her utmost best. Praise for doing something befitting of a Kashiwagi. Yuki was brought up without “parental love” in the care of the family servants. Yuki was raised on “tough love”, that is the type of her love.
This concept of “love” made her fear and uncontrollable to the others. Because she didn’t understand the “pains of people”, Yuki didn’t know anything until everything had gone wrong. Because no one taught her. By the time Yuki could realize it, her wrong. Everyone had already disappeared and judge her; save for Rena, Jurina, Takajo-san and Kuramochi-san.
Her
pain... her
love... her
feelings... where what I saw when I first laid eyes on her. I, who was raise on “parental love” can understand the “pains of people”. But I could not fathom the concept of “love”. That’s why Yuki is the
only one for me.
Yuki, who is broken can only display her love in a destructive manner. I, who wants to be broken willingly accept Yuki’s love. Yuki, who wants to be heal, craves for my affection and companionship. My love is a selfish love, the type Yuki willingly accepts.
“...Mnnn...Mayu...yu...”
»»»SMUT SCENE«««Seeing Yuki’s peaceful sleeping face made me smile. Her fall in love with her all over again. Hugging her tightly. Inhaling her toxic scent. I whisper words of love in her ears. Wishing. Hoping. Yuki will continue to dream about me before I, too drift off to the land of dreams.
Shinoda-sensei and Jurina maybe right. The way Yuki and I have been living, it’s
no good. Our relationship is
unhealthy. Our love is
abnormal. It’s too
destructive. But I don’t care. I’m selfish and greedy. I only care about Yuki and her happiness. I want her all to myself. I want her to pay attention to me. Only me.
I want to continue to
monopolize Yuki. She’s mine. Only mine. Yuki is the only one for me just like how I am her’s. Afterall, Yuki is the only person who can accept
my love and the same goes for me. I am the only one who can accept Yuki’s
love.
Her
love is
twisted...
warped...and hopelessly
clumsy as if hanging by a thread. But I accept Yuki for who she is. This is the way she is. I spoil her endlessly with my love. Regardless of the pain and scars she brings, I still cherish her. Always and forever. The pain and scars everyone sees, they serve as physically proof of Yuki’s passionate love for me...
...our ardent love for each other.
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The End.A/N: Hi again. The story this time is bit different. I wanted to approach a different type of love and also...my friends was pestering me to finish this. GAH!!! Writing this is so embarrassing!!! They wanted me to add more "sauce"!!! I don't even know how!!? Well, until next time. Bye-bye.
Topic: [risshu's OS] Cinderella Cage Dogma: Roundabout Feelings - Part I (MaYuki) (Read 57293 times)