In the end.. I post this OS in here.. Hehe..
Sometime I don't think what I am writting.. Well.. this OS is little bit funny, at least, I try to write like that. So.. I hope you like it. Enjoy reading. Ah.. and of course, it's AtsuMina.
BAD PATIENT „MELTING DIAMOND” I am Takahashi Minami and I am 25 years old. Psychologist. I know, I know, I am too young to do something like this, but I like to listen other people stories and try to help them. Every client like my way, how I help them and recommend me to their friends.
People stories are different. Some of them only need one times to come to me, but others, little bit more, but never more like 4 times. There are always some hard case, like this one, what this story will be about. Before I continue my story, I can tell that, she was very bad patient. Never thought, people like her exist, that Maeda girl. At first, it was hard for me to understand what she really thinking. I already giving up for her, because I thought, I will going insane with her, until when something happen, she fell in love.
The story.First of all, I will tell you, how she got here. Well, outside was sunny day, there was already patient. I was listening very carefully, until I got a phone call from unknown number.
„Moshi, moshi, Takahashi listening.”
„Hello. Are you that new and good psychologist?” Someone asked me thru the phone
„Well, yes, it would be me. How I can help you?”
„It’s not for me, but for other person sake.” he sounded really nervous.
„Okay, just send tomorrow this person to me.”
„Thank you very much.” Before I ended phone call, I heard something, in other side of phone.
„
With who you talked?! I don’t need some kind of psychologist help! They suck and I don’t like how they look! They are ugly, old and nerds!” It was a girl „
Please, Miss! It’s only be good for you!” And then I heard, that something was broken, something like glass. „
Go to hell, I won’t do that!” After that phone call ended.
„Oh.. this will be interesting case.” I said to myself.
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Day one. I already were sitting in my office and waiting that ‘interesting’ person. I look at my watch and that person was late.
„It’s look like that person won’t come..” at that moment doors opened and came in young girl. She has a long and black hairs. Brown eyes. Pinky lips. She wear blue jeans and white blouse. I could say she look very cute, if she won’t look like someone, who can kill everyone, only because she is here. She layed down in special chair or more like bed. This bed is in front of me and I am on left side of her.
„Hello, Ms. My name is Takahashi Minami and nice to see you here. You would be. ?” I tried to know her name.
„Maeda Atsuko, and I am not happy to be here.” She is cold.
„Okay. We won’t be here formal, so I will call you now Atsuko. In that way you can be more open.”
„For you, I am Maeda, Ms Maeda. Do you get it?” Looks like she won’t open so easily.
„O-Okay, Ms Maeda. So, can you tell me what is bothering you?” I started to seance
„What is bothering me, hmmm.. let me think.. O, I know – You.” Wow, she is thought.
„Except me. There should be a reason why you are here.?”
„You are here psychologist, not me, so figure out yourself.” She put her hand on her chest by crossing them. That’s mean, she won’t open to me and she just locked herself inside.
„Okay, I will tell you.”
„Go ahead.” She didn’t even looked at me
„You are here, because every hate your attitude and you are like spoiled brat, who don’t know what it want.”
„How you dare to say something like that to a lady.?” She look at me with big eyes.
„I am not finished. You are person, who won’t open to others and for that should be a reason. I could say, that reason is something with your past. Someone done to you something bad. It’s more with relationship. Someone use you or ignore you..”
„What the hell you think you are? You have no right about my past. I am leaving.” She stand up and walked to the doors.
„See you tomorrow.”
„No way. I won’t come here.” After that she slammed the door.
„Yeah, I don’t think so.” It will be hard to break her.
Day two. Like usually I was sitting in my place and this time I was waiting her.
While I writing some papers, I heard that someone came in. When I turned to look at this person, I saw her. She just came and layed down in chair. With pissed look, she just laying there.
„Look what we have here.” I tried to little bit tease her.
„Shut up and start that stupid procedure or how it call, I don’t care.” She need to change her attitude.
„If you wish, then okay. I hope this time you won’t run away in middle?”
„Pff…” she crossed her arms in front of her chest.
…..
„Feel free… Relax… Close your eyes… Breath” I started the session.
„That’s stupid.” I can see, that she don’t want to do it, but something made her.
„What you see, when your eyes are close?”
„Nothing. Everything is black.” She need to relax more
„Look closely.” I spoke in low voice.
….
„I.. I see me.”
„Tell more. Describe the place.”
„I am standing in room. There are only mirror on the wall.”
„Go to the mirror. What you see there?” I said to her.
„I see.. a small girl, she is.. she is.. ahhh.. I can’t take it any more.” She quickly standed up. I can see, that she want to run away, again.
„Please sit, Ms.”
„This is stupid. I don’t need to be here.”
„But you are and should be reason why. No one come here, because they have nothing to do. They come, because something is bothering them. They need to someone with who to talk. That’s why I am here, and you too. So please, let me help you. I really want to know about your personality, what is hiding inside of you, and I want to know what it feels and wants. Maybe there is something, that can make you smile again.” With serious voice I said to her.
„Do you even understand what you just said.?”
„Yes, of course.” I smiled to her.
„Ye~ah. Is there way how get away from you.? Something like.. the way how you can lose your job? Then, after that, I don’t need to come here.”
„Sorry, but no.”
„Hmm.. we will see that.” With creepy smile she went out.
I need to be ceraful.
Day three. ”So, Ms Maeda. First of all. Why you are dressed like that?” She wears black dress, what is perfect for her body. Dress is not long, above knee, but on left side it has slit. Shoulders was little bit naked, and in front of dress was big decolte.
„What? Can’t I wear what I like and feel comfortable?” I think she try to seduce me. Okay girl. I will play your game. I want to know, how far you will go.
„No, it’s okay. If you feel comfortable in it, then everything is good.”
„Good to hear it.” I could see, that she is playing with me.
„So, how you feel today?”
„Hmm.. pretty good.” She looked at me with seductive look.
„Good to hear. So tell me. Do you have relationship with someone.?”
„Hmm.. No. I am free.” At that moment her left leg wasn’t anymore straight, but bend it in knee. When she did that, her dress looks more shorter. „…and if you don’t believe me, you can check it.” She really like to tease me.
„No thanks. I don’t do that sort of things.” I tried to avoid her gaze.
„Why not? Isn’t what psychologist do to there clients?”
„I am not like that.” She smiled at me, then she stand up from hers place and started come to me. Slowly.
„Are you sure?.” At that moment she sat on my lap, with open legs. She put her arms around my neck and with seductive voice spoke into my ear. „I don’t mind if you check me.” Her right hand started to slowly touch to my neck.. collarbone.. until it slided down to my chest.
„Ms, I think I came to conclusion about what is wrong with you.”
„Hm..And it would be.?” She blow into my ear.
„You are without of luck with sex, that’s mean, no one satisfy you and you should not complain about that, because no one want girl, who is spoiled brat. Also your trying to seduce me, won’t work to me, coz you are very bad with it.” She stopped touching me and looked into my eyes with shocked look. „…and it’s look like I am right.” She stand up from my lap and went back to hers sit.
„Asshol.” She didn’t look at me and her hands was crossed in front of her chest. She looks angry.
„Oh, thank you. Also looks like I win.”
„Only in your dreams.” Now she was also pissed off.
„So, can we continue to speak normal?”
„Go to hell. I am leaving.” She stand up and went out with slamming doors behind.
„Hi.. yeah.”
Day four. „It’s look like you change you style.. back to normal again..” I try to tease her.
„Shut up.”
„Hihi.. So...” She disturbed me
„How much?”
„What?” I was confused.
„How much money do you want, that I don’t need to come?” Why I think she try to buy me.
„Sorry, Ms. But things won’t work like that.” What she is thinking?
„How much did they paid to you? I will double price.”
„Information like that, I won’t tell you. So, don’t even try.” Pff.. serious?
„Did they paid you already?”
„I won’t tell you. We need to start seance.” .. „So..”
„10’000 $”
„What?” I looked at her with confused look.
„I will pay that.”
„No! So, about seance..”
„20’000 $. Everyone want money and I don’t believe, if you don’t need it.” Grr..
„Sorry, Ms. But I am not doing this because of money. I do this, because I like to listen people stories.” Can we start it, please?
„30’000 $.” What the heck she think she are?
„Stop it! I won’t accept your money. We will start seance, or get out from here.”
„Thank you! Bye-bye!”
„What the..?!” She just stand up and went out. Damn, she did that with purpose. Ah.. that women.
Day five. That spoiled brat. I will go insane with her. Doors opening.
„Oh, hello, M-s. Are you drunk?” She even couldn’t walk straight.
„Maybe. ..
hic..” She layed down with her back on the bad.
„Why you are drunk?”
„Why you care..
hic..?” And at that moment she just, I don’t know from where, but in her hands was bottle with alcohol and very strong alcohol. She opened it and start to drink it like it was a water.
„Ms, you shouldn’t do that in here.” She is crazy.
„Sorry..
hic.. but my drinking time..
hic.. was at the same time..
hic.. when your seance, so..
hic.. don’t complain..
hic..” she put down that bottle. I can’t believe it.
„Ms, are you will able to continue our seance?”
„Hmm.. Then we will see…
hic..” I don’t like how she smile. „..Come closer, I wan’t to tell you something in ear…
hic.”
„You can tell it loud it too.”
„No.. come here..
hic.. or I will not listening you.” You already don’t do that, and I don’t think you ever planing to do it too.
„I hope, it’s something good.” I start to get closer to her.
„Don’t worry, You will like it.” Again that smile. I have bad feeling about this. When I was almost to her, she grabed me by my collar and taked me closer to her.
„What are you.. mhhmm.” She kissed me roughly. I could feel her tongue to my lips, she tried to get acces to my mouth. I couldn’t let her to do that. When I didn’t give her permission to get in to my mouth, she pushed me away and I fall on the floor.
„O~h That was just what I needed. Thank you…
hic..” What the hell. She just stollen my first kiss.
„You just..”
„..Stoll your first kiss?” How could she know.
„How you..”
„..Know? Hihi.. coz you were..
hic.. bad at this.” .. „But don’t worry..
hic.. I won’t tell that to no one. Hihi…
hic..!” She is devil. I went back to my sit.
„Ah, what I will do with you now? .. What that sound.?” I heard strange sound, like sobs. When I look at her, she was crying.
„W-Why are you crying?”
„I-I don’t know…
sob.. I just wanted…
sob.. I hate myself…
sob…” How people can change like that so fast.
„Ms, I think you should stop drinking.. Ms..? Ms?” there wasn’t no response from her. I went closer to her and I saw, that she is..
„She is sleeping. Hii.. I can’t believe it.” What now I will do with her. I need to call her driver, to take her home. But in one thing she is progressing – first time she is here until seance end, however, she fall a sleep.
„I hope she won’t remember tomorrow anything, about what happen little while ago.”
Day six. „Hello, Ms. How we are feeling today?”
„Oh, just shut up.. Ah.. my head.” Hihi.. looks someone have hangover.
„Do you remember about what happen yesterday?” I hope she wasn’t
„What? No. What’s happen back then? Did I was even here?” Drinking water, and pretty much.
„Yes, you was. You even cried and even fall a sleep.”
„Oh! Did I do something else?” It will be better if I won’ tell about that kiss.
„No, nothing.”
„That’s good. Ah.. Why even I am here.? I should be at home and sleep in my soft and large bad.”
„Sorry, but you can do that only after seance.” I won’t let you go so easily this time.
„Yeah, yeah. Just start that seance, before I fall a sleep here again.” Don’t even dare to do it.
„O~kay! Feel free… relax… Close your eyes.” I said in low voice.
„……”
„How you feel?”
„……”
„Ms.?” Don’t tell me, that she really fall a sleep?
„zzzzz…”
„MS MAEDA!?” I said in louder voice
…..
„Ah..there is no use from her.”
„Minami, can you please get me blanket, there is bit cold?” She spoke in her sleep.
„She.. she just.. AAh!”
(facepalm) and why she calls me by my name? I need to call her driver to take her home. I think I will get insane with her.
Day seven. „I hope today she won’t fall a sleep.” I stil remember what happened last time. Doors open and she came in. She layed down on her place and.. why she is smiling like that? I don’t like it.
„Looks someone is in good mood today.” I said to her
„Perhaps..” Why she is still smiling? I need to be careful.
„So, How you feel today?”
„How you feel today?”
„I asked you first.”
„I asked you first.” What the heck.. does she repeating me.. that girl..
„Ms, please stop playing around. I am serious.”
„I am serious.” Aaahh…. Okay, I will play with you.
„Iamspoiledbartwhodon’tknowwhatitwants.” Repeat this..
„I……bla, bla, bla…. wants.” She just.. aah.. okay..
„I am biggest idiot on the world.”
„I am biggest id… What? No, I am not!” Hi hi..
„Ha, you lost.” Takes this. I hope now she will stop playing this.
„So, can we continue?”
„Can we continue?” Damn, she won’t stop it so easily.
„I love you.” Can you repeat this?
„I love.. Heck no!” She was pouting. Cute. Did I just saw a blush in her cheeks? Damn, what I am thinking?
„Can we continue now?”
„No, I lost my mood. Thanks to you!” She again stand up and like usually, she went out.
„Ah.. Unbelievable!”
Day eight. I need to breath. Soon. Very soon she will be here. I need to be calm. Minami, don’t forget who you are. You can do it. Breath.. and there she comes.
„Hello, Ms, Maeda.” She came in, while speaking to the phone.
„Ah, sorry, Takahashi. Can you wait little bit? I have very important talk.” What the heck? Okay, I will little wait, but if she still talking after 5 minutes, I will take away that phone.
„What.? Ye~s, I know.. Ha, ha… I kno~w.. Really? Haha.! No way!?.. Haha!” And that should be very important talk.? Okay, I have enough.
„Ms, Maeda. It’s time.”
„Please wait little bit more.” She just said to me like this.. aah..
„Oh, sorry, there just some girl disturb me. Can you say it again? ..What? Really? Ha, ha.. What a jerk. Haha.. I know! I know! Ha, Ha!” I think I will explode right now.
„Ms, please give me your phone!” She turned away from me. If she don’t give easily, then I take it with force. I started to take away her phone.
„Hey, what are you doing!?”
„I am taking your phone!” I tried to get it
„I have very important talk!”
„You are kidding, right!?” I successfully got the phone
„Give me back!” she tied to get back
„No!”
„GIVE ME BACK!”
„NO!” We was fighting because of phone
„YOU..!”
Bams.. phone fell to the ground and now it was on two pieces
„Oh..!”
„You.. YOU just broke my phone!” she looks angry
„Sorry, but it’s not my fault. I already said to stop talking and look what’s happened.”
„Aah.. I hate you!”
„Hihi.. Thank you. I love you too!”
„YOU! AAH..!” She taked her phone, what was broken and went out. If I am not wrong, then I saw again, that blush in her cheeks. It’s strange.
„At least, I am not only one, who is pissed off.”
Day nine. I can’t believe. It’s already nine days. I still can’t break her thru. If she continue like this, then no one can help her. I start to pity her. Such a beauty, but with very bad and awful attitude. What? Beauty? What hell I am thinking.? Stop it, you stupid mind. Oh, she is coming. Ahh.. If she continue like this, I really going insane. Damn, I am already going insane.
„Excuse me, but are you okay?”
„Eh?” Did she just asked me if I am okay?
„Oh, sorry, you just while ago look strange.” Is she smiling at me? I don’t like it. She is playing with me again.
„No, no.. I am all right.” I smiled to her.
„Good to hear.” Now, I really don’t like this atmosphere
„So, shall we start?”
„Okay.” What? Thats all? No bad words or something else? Did she drunk some medicine?
„Close you eyes and tell me, what you see.” But still, I need to be ceraful
„I see a girl. She is in front of mirror.”
„Tell me more.” Well? Why I can’t hear some yelling from her?
„She is scare.” Her voice changed. I saw a tear, what dripped from her eye.
„Why she is scared?”
„I.. I don’t know. … Maybe… maybe, because she is alone.” Wow.. she is crying.
„Tell me, why she is alone?” I start to feel pity for her.
„Because… because, she don’t want to someone come closer. She don’t need anyone. She don’t want broken heart.”
„Why? If you never let someone come closer to you, then you also never know, how it is.. to fell in love and be happy. To feel this feeling, that someone really cares about you and ready to do anything, only to see you beautiful smile. The smile, what can melt every heart.” Hers eyes were still closed.
„Hmm.. you sound someone who is in love.” I am not sure myself, maybe I am.
„Don’t think about me, but think about yourself.”
„Hmm..”
„Is there someone, who you want to see besides to you. Person, who you want, because you know, this person can make you happy and bring back that smile?”
„I-I don’t know.. I am not sure.” She opened her eyes and looks at me.
„Don’t worry. You just need to think about it. Maybe there is already someone who care about you and are always around you, but you just don’t see it.” Damn.. I just sound like one of them.
„Thank you.” She smiled at me, with her beautiful smile. I think.. I already will start to miss it.
„If you want to come tomorrow, then felel free to do it, but if you don’t want, then wish you luck to find that person.”
„Thank you again.” She stand up and start to go to the doors. But then she turned back to face me and gave me again that beautiful smile. I smiled to her back. After that, she went out.
„Ah.. it was hard, but looks like I did it. At least, I hope so.”
Day ten. Next day she didn’t came. But I get phone call from person, who send her to me.
„Moshi, moshi, Takahashi listening.”
„Oh, Takahashi. Thank you very much. I don’t know what you did, but she really are changed. She don’t jell at ass and accept every advice, what we say to her. Thank you very much again to you. I know it that, sending her to you, was the good idea. Thank you and good luck.”
„Oh, happy to hear it. And thank you too. Bye.” Phone call ended.
„Looks like I did it. I really did it. But somehow, I will miss that fighting with her. Hi. Yeah.”
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It was already week, when I last time saw her. I hope she is okay.
Tuck, tuck.. someone was knocking other side of doors.
„Eh? Who is it, come in.” I was writing some papers and didn’t really look, who came in.
„Hello, Minami.” That voice
„M-Ms Maeda? What are you doing here.?” My heart, why it so fast..?
„Just call me, Atsuko.” She smiled to me. How I miss that.
„A-Atsuko. What’s bring you here?” she came closer to me.
„You.” Eh?
„W-What do yo mean, ‘me’?” I was little bit confused.
„After all those seance, I understand something.”
„What?” my eyes was still on her.
„Hm. That I have someone, who I want to be besides to me.” When I looked into her eyes, they tried to tell me something, but what?
„Oh! That’s great to hear it.” However, it’s little hurt to know it.
„Yes, it is.” Why she is smiling at me like this? Please, don’t.
„So, did you tell that person about that, already?” I tried to sound calm, however, I wasn’t.
„I am planning to do it.” Please, don’t.
„And how it goes?” Please say not good.
„Well.. not really good.” Yeees!
„Why?”
„Hmm. Because, that person is blind to see herself.” What?
„What do you mean with that.?”
„Well..” she came more closer to me and sat on my lap. But this time, her legs was in one side of me. She put her hands around my neck.
„W-What are you doing?” Why my heart start to beat so fast?
„I try to help that person to understand about what I am talking.” Did she mean… no.. It can’t be.. She is just teasing me.
„I am not sure about what are you talking.” She smiled to me and leaned closer to my face.
„I am talking about this.” She captured my lips with hers. We start to kiss slowly. Then it turns into passionate. She start to move her body and now her legs are each side of my body. I can feel her tongue to my lips.. asking for permission to get into my mouth. What I gave her. She try to get our bodies more closer. I hug her too and pressing closer to me. In our mouth were battle between our tongues. I won.
„For someone, who are kissing only second time, you are really good with it.” I think she start to teas me again.
„W-What do you mean – only second time?” Don’t tell me, that she back then..
„You think I won’t remember how I stoll your first kiss, when I was drunk?”
„Eh!? But – But you side, that you don’t remember anything.”
„Hihi.. and you believe it?”
„Well, yeah!”
„Hmm.. then let me compensate my fault.” She again captured my lips and gave passionate kiss. After kiss, our foreheads were still together.
„Minami, I forgot to tell you something.”
„Hm.. what is it?”
„I love you.” Those words made my heart melt.
„I am happy to hear it. And guess what… You made me fell in love with you too. So, I love you too.”… „However.. It really was hard to deal with you. I though I will go insane with you.”
„Hihi.. don’t worry. It won’t happen like that again.”
„That’s good to hear.”
„But, that doesn’t mean, that I won’t do other ‘naughty’ things.”
„Eh?” and then she again captured my lips.
-Looks like diamonds also can be melt-
The end! 
Topic: The secret of my heart [AtsuMina], Chapter 6 [12.12.15] (Read 53460 times)