There is next chapter. Sorry about my bad english and of course enjoy the reading.
CHAPTER 5
It was already morning, when I open little bit my eyes, I can see the sun through the window. My head was little bit in hurt from yesterday drinking. When I try to move, I felt that my left side is very warm. I open my eyes more and start to understand, that it’s not my room.
I start to think in my mind „Where am I? ” I was afraide to look to the person, who is sleeping beside to me. I slowly move my head to look, when I saw who is this person, I start remember everything about what happened yesterday.
My mind was in panic, „What I had done?” After I realize, what is happening, I need to think something, that she won’t hate me. I start to feel, that she is waking up, so I try to pretend that I am still sleeping, I hope it work.
ACCHAN POV
When I wake-up, I saw, that Minami is still sleeping. I try not to move, but instead I try to feel her body heat little bit more, because we both were still naked, well.. she was half naked, not like me. It was time to wake up and make some breakfast for us. Before I get up, I leaned closer to Minamis face and kiss her on the lips.
I get up from bed, found new clothes and walk to the kitchen. While I was cooking I try to remember what happened yesterday. I admit, that I really wanted to do it with her and I love her from first time when I saw her in class. It’s feel like I just yesterday met her and I couldn’t take my eyes from her. First time I felt nervous when I try to speak with her, but when she agreed to by my friend, I felt so happy, my heart was beating very fast. And now, she is sleeping half naked in my bed, it’s like a dream.
But now to think about that, I am afraid, that she won’t remember anything, because she was drunk. That was also the reason, this is why in first place I didn’t want to do it, because alcohol was controlling hers mind and..
…maybe, she didn’t even want to do it with me.. and…
… maybe, I am only one who is in love…
…maybe, she just using me, for fun..
„Aaah.. what the hell I am thinking.. she never using me for fun, she just can’t be so cruel, she is just so nice person.”.. I was argue in my mind, I didn’t even notice when Minami came in, until she greeted me..
END OF ACCHAN POV
When Acchan wake up and kissed me on the lips, I was in shock.. Maybe, she like it what happened and she don’t hate me. No, I still can’t do that, I promised myself. When she went out from room, I stayed in bed little bit more.
It’s was time to me wake up. I found my clothes and went to find her. I heard, that someone is in kitchen, when I walk in, I saw, that she is thinking and very hard, because from my spot it looks very funny. I try to greeting her.. and it’s look like I scare her..
„Good morning, Acchan.” I went to sit near to her.
„Oh.. Minami.. you are wake up, good morning you too.” She was smiling. Cute.
„I want to see that smile every morning.. What?!.. No!.. I can’t.” I was observing things in my mind.
„Amm.. Acchan.?
„Hm, yes, Minami?” She is calling me by my name, my heart start beating little faster.
„How..” I have no choice, but to tell it like that.. „..how, I ended up here?” I can sworn, that she just froze in spot and I try to continue. „..And, what happened yesterday, because, when I wake up, I was almost naked?” I just waiting her answer.
„….Well…” she try to think, but I can see, it’s very hard for her. „…Yesterday you were very drunk and…” I can her, that her voice is changing.. she is… crying… „…and when you came in, you just go to my bedroom.. start to take off your clothes and went in to my bed. Yeah.. something like that.” She wasn’t looking at me, but I can see, that she try to clean her eyes from tears.
„Oh.. I see.. Well, I am really sorry about that and if I done something to you, than my apologies, because I really didn’t meant to do it to you.”
„It’s okay, you didn’t do anything.” Sorry, Acchan, it will be better for both of us.
After breakfast I went to my house.. School will be only tomorrow, so it’s better if I stay away from her. She need time to think and I hope she will understand it. In that night, what happened, will stay in that night, we need to accept it.
I was lying in my bed and still couldn’t forget about that. Did I really wanted it? Did I made a mistake when I lied to her? Every time when I close my eyes.. I see her.. how she is lying in bed.. I even can hear the sounds what she made. Why deep inside it feels so wrong?
„Aaaah… stop… please stop it.. it was just a mistake!!! If I weren’t drunk, than it never couldn’t happened.. At least not like that!”
In that day I stayed home, I even didn’t made phone call to Yuko, ask her about how she is feeling. But I think she is okay.. she always can get through to everything. She is strong, not like me.
It was already school. While going in, I try to think, what Acchan will do…. What I will do? I am not sure how to react to her, maybe, I just need to pretend like nothing had happened and I believed what she say.
When I walk in class, she wasn’t there, but at least Yuko was. I went to my place and sit. I turn around to see Yuko.
„Hey, Yuko, you okay?”
„Hi you too. Well, sort of. If not include things like Nyan Nyan boyfriend, my broken heart, still my big headache and thing like I don’t remember how I got to my house.”.. „But I will leave.”
„Yeah, I can see that.”
„What about you, where did you went after our little party? If there is possibilities that you went to Acchans house and by the way, where is she?” How you can still think about something like that..
„Well, I think I am in similar position, because I didn’t really remember what happened after that, and about Acchan, well..” I try to lie, when Acchan came in.
„Oh, hi, Acchan. Where you was? I just asked about you to Takamina.”
„Hi, you two. Sorry, I just overslept.” Acchan try to answer with smile, but I can see, that smile is not the same like before.
„Oh, I see. But.. Acchan, it’s look like something is bothering you. Are you okay?” Yuko was asking to Acchan
„Yes, I am okay, don’t worry. I still try to get my breath from running.” I can see, that she is laying. Does she still thinking about what happen back then.
„Well, for me, it doesn’t look like. If something bothering you, just tell me. And if there is person, who try to hurt you, just tell me and I will make that person suffer, because it take away your smile.” Yuko, if you know.. will you say the same?
„Don’t worry, Yuko, everything is okay.” She try to smile. It was little better, but still, not that what we know.
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It was break between classes and I was reading some school news, what was written one of the corridors wall. While I was reading someone approached me.
„Hello, Takamina.”
„Oh, hi.” I still try to read news
„Takamina, can I talk with you?” I turn my head and nod.
We went to the place, where usually wasn’t so many students.
„So, what you want Ray?” I try to speak like little bit angry.
„Takamina, do I have a chance to get you back?” Ray was asking with sad eyes.
„What!? Of course no! You had a chance and you waste it. You already broke my heart and because of you, I made a promise, that I will nevar fall in love again.”
„Please, Takamina, I promise, something like that never will happen again.”
„Ray, stop it. I won’t give you a chance.”
„Then it’s true. You really use other girls only for fun.” She was look at to with strange smile.
„What? What are you talking about?” Does there is possibility, that she know about me and Acchan.
„I know about you and Acchan. How you use her. Don’t deny.” How can she know.
„It’s not your business what I am doing.” I was angry, but the same time I was scear.
„Hmm.. than it’s true.”.. „Than, I have no choice.” After what she say, I turn my look to her. She just kiss me on the lips. I push her away.
„What are you doing?” I was standing there untill someone from behinde spoke my name.
„M-Minami….” When I turn around, I saw Acchan standing there. In her eyes I saw tears.
„A-Acchan..” When I turn my look back to Ray, she was smiling. She kissed me with purpose, because she know.. Acchan was standing there.
„Minami, is it true? That you just using me for fun.?”.. „Minami, please, say it’s not true, PLEASE!” She came closer to me, grab me by shoulders and squeezing them. I never thought, that she will found it like that.
„I..” I don’t know what to answer her.
-Promise, Takamina. Just remember your promise. It’s already to late, to change something. You need to stop it. You need to stop things with Acchan. You will just make yourself suffer more. You will make the same mistake.-
„Yes, its’ true!” She let go my shoulders and make some steps back. Tears was dripping from her eyes even more.
„Why?” in low voice. „Why you did that.? In that night you take something from me.. something very important..”
„I know. I remember everything.” She just looking to me with big eyes.. she was in shock.
„What!? But you said..” I disturbe her
„I know what I said! I just pretend like I don’t remember. I had no choise.” I answer her with no feelings.
„What choice? What is so important to you, that you did something like that!?”
„I just don’t need broken heart anymore and I made a promise, that I will never fell again in love. Besides it was you, who start all this, you made me do that. It won’t be miracle, if you do this kind of things with others too. So what you want from me?!”
SLAP!!!
After what I said, she slapped me very hard on left cheek.
„Minami.. I.. I really thought you are good person and not like others, who only use others body. And you know that, you was my first. I really, really fall in love in you from the first time, when I saw you… When you came to me drunk and after what happen back than..after that night, I really hoped, that you will remember it, if not, I would confess to you and wished that you answer me with the same…”I was still standing there like frozen. „..but I never thought, that you are such a moron.” With tears in eyes she try to speak.
„Pff! Just look at you. You can get everyone under your spell! And back than, I some how don’t remember that you would resist, it’s more like, you wanted it.”
In low voice. „Yes, I admit, I wanted, but only with you..”
„So, now you get what you wanted, and it seems for me, that you use me too.” After that I turn my head to left and saw that, there was standing many students, teachers and Yuko. All of face I can saw shock and anger, especially, I saw it in Yuko face.
„I have nothing more to talk with you. So.. bye.” I turn to the right and went away. I can hear, that she fell on her knees while still crying. Others students approach her.
I went to the rooftop to be alone, but Yuko came in with very pissed look.
„What the hell, Takamina!? Why are you doing this!? Are you out of your mind!?” Yuko just yelling at me.
„What you want from me?! I just don’t want make the same mistake, like I did with Ray. Also do you forget about my promise!?” I try to speak little bit anger too.
„You still think about that stupid promise!? Who are you.!? Acchan is not Ray.!”
„Pff.. all of them are the same, just want my popularity.”
„What the heck, Takamina!? How she can do that, if she didn’t even know who are you back than.?! She was already popular from first day, with out your help. Do you even listen what she just said to you?!”In lower voice „Takamina, she’s Acchan. You break Acchans heart.”.. „ Also, after this, I don’t think you are still popular.”
„Yeah, sure.. But don’t worry about her. After few days, she will smile again.”
„About that, I don’t think so. If she smile again, than it won’t be the same, like before. There still be seen a pain.” .. „You just made mistake again, Takamina.”
„Well.. I don’t think so!”
„Yes you do. You just show everyone, that you are wors than Ray. Person, who break others hearts, just by using them. I hope you will understand your mistake? When you do, it will be already too late, Acchan will be gone.”
„Yeah.” After that Yuko went away and I stayed there. I wasn’t in mood to go back.
Did I really made a mistake?
.TBC..